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fakeloveaskblog · 3 years ago

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Janus, did you follow up with Remus on that invitation? Or are you too giddy with your new boyfriend?👀👀

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Janus: “Oh yes Remus....I had totally not forgotten because I have been too busy being giddy about Logan. Totally not. I am afraid if I meet up with Remus right now I will simply be so giddy with so much love I will actually explode and die on the spot. But that is a risk I am willing to take!

Janus took a deep breathe. This was the third deep breathe he’d taken in a row and yet he kept being just as nervous. He’d hung out with Remus twice already, simply knocking on his door shouldn’t be making him this anxious. It was stupid. He was stupid.

He gave up on trying to calm down and knocked on the door.

The door opened. His breath hitched and he subconsciously straightened his back to look more alright.

To his surprise it wasn’t Remus that opened. At first glance he could have mistaken it for him. The person- the woman opening looked nearly identical to him after all. Same dark brown hair color, same brown nearly red eyes seeming to pierce into his soul, even the same birthmark above their lip.

Only difference being that her hair was longer, reaching her waist, and she wasn’t as skinny, in turn making her figure more full.

“Who are you?” She asked in a cold tone, it sounded more like a snarl.

“Janus” He reached out his hand “I’m Janus”

She slammed the door shut.

Janus let out a sigh. He’d spent the entire bus ride worrying about how badly Remus would react to seeing him but wow this was even worse. He was just about to go home and sulk when the door swung open again.

“Okay come in” The woman said while dragging him into the living room.

“t-thank you” Janus stammered out.

His cheeks heated up when he locked eyes with Remus who was sitting on the sofa. His friend quickly glanced away and crossed his arms over his chest.

The sofa had been made into a makeshift bed and suitcases laid littered over the floor. The lady sat him down on the couch before slumping over in a newly bought fainting cough. She had on a red robe while Remus had on a pyjamas with an octopus pattern on.

“So my dear eh demented Remus I am here to inform you that there is a giant seamonster in my bathtub so I had to go somewhere else...And I happened to choose this place...for tactical battle reasons!” Janus blurted out.

A weight lifted off his shoulders when Remus shone up into a smile at his made up story. Janus couldn’t help but stare at his sharp teeth. He knew him being obsessed with vampires as a teenager would bite him in the neck one day.

“Want me to kill it?”

Janus looked up from his mouth “What? The uh monster?” He put on his usual charming smile “Well of course darling. You only have to be ready to be eaten to death”

“OH I am ALways ready to be eaten to death. Trust me!”

“He got voted most likely to have a cannibalism kink in 10th grade” The woman added on. She was extravagantly fanning herself with a deliciously decorated fan.

“I was!” Remus exclaimed with a proud smile.

“Who- Who are you?” Janus tried to say in the nicest tone possible.

“She’s my frankenstein monster which I created just to bitch around and annoy me” “Life saw what kind of fuck up he was and made me out of diamonds and a lion’s pride to be the better version of him!” They said at the same time.

They glanced at each other before looking back at Janus.

“She’s my twin” “He’s my twin” They continued on at the same time again.

The lightbulb inside Janus’ brain finally lit up “Oh you’re Rowan aren’t you? I have heard many atrocious tales about you”

“The one and only” She moved her arms into some sort of regal pose while saying it “I’ve heard stories of you too you pitiful Janus. Re-re has told me he hates you and finds you awfully boring but you seems so lonely and sad he doesn’t want to tell you!”

Remus’ eyes widened into panic as he shook his head “I never said that!! Lies!!! Defimation!!!!”

“Re-Re I was joking”

“Oh............ok”

He kept fiddling with his oversized shirt. He looked over at his sister while moving further away from Janus. Rowan nodded back at him.

“Sibling meeting!” She exclaimed as she abruptly stood up while dropping the fan. She grabbed onto Remus and dragged him into the bedroom.

Janus stayed with his hands awkwardly clasped between his thighs. He hadn’t known he would walk into his greatest weakness: Meeting new peopel!!!

He looked around the room and slowly realized that the suitcases weren’t even unpacked. Meaning Rowan must have just arrived. Meaning Janus had inserted himself into a sibling reunion.

Holy shit. He was a piece of shit.

He slumped down on the green covers of the makeshift sofa bed....wait....Remus’ stuffed octopus laid on the pillow. Meaning it was his bed.....so Rowan was using the bedroom.

It all clicked at once. The cheerful disney posters. The white fluffy pillows everywhere. The walls being painted gold and red. THE LESBIAN FLAG HANGING ON THE WALL.

This wasn’t Remus’ apartement. This was Rowan’s apartement which Remus had weasled himself into.

Holy shit. Janus wasn’t just a piece of shit. He was a stupid piece of shit. Remus was never going to love him back!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH-

Meanwhile Remus was looking around in the heaps of dirty clothes and trash that had piled up in the bedroom while Rowan had been away. His sister was standing over him with her hands clasped in front of her chest.

“Soooo Re-Re do you have a cruuush on him?” She had an extremly smug smile on her face.

“I would rather eat a burning stone than have a crush” He muttered back.

“He’s not even pretty”

“Ro-Ro you don’t think any guy is pretty”

“That’s not true!” She disagreed. She began to count on her fingers. “Tarzan” That was it.

“He’s animated!”

“He still counts!”

Remus took a deep breathe “We shall savor this battle for another day and it shall be glorious”

“It sure will brother!” Rowan tightened her fist.

They made angry grimaces at each other for a few seconds before going back to being normal. Remus tried looking under the bed.

“He’s a total dork you realize that right? He isn’t good at hiding it either” She stated “So I guess he isn’t the worst guy to have a crush on”

“I don’t have a crush on him!”

She sent him another smug look “Oh really? I’m not so sure about that!”

“I’M NOT INTERESTED IN HIM!”

She held up her hands “Alright. Alright. I hear you”

Rowan patted him on the shoulder. He took a shaky breathe to calm down. He held up a binder. The reason he had been searching the bedroom in the first place.

“Could you help-”

“Yep”

“I don’t want him seeing me without it”

“Got it”

He took off his shirt and forced the binder down around his shoulders. Rowan made sure to only touch the binder as she pulled it down so it sat properly.

“I saw that my money has been getting sent to a therapist” Rowan said while leaning her chin on his shoulder “Proud of you”

“OHOHO It is not at all what you think it is. It’s as much therapy as you having that spiritual guide living here for a while was actually spiritual in any way and not you just your girlfriend”

She sighed “Still an idiot I see................ANd we did burn candles when we shared baths so it was really spiritual actually!!!”

Remus shrugged “I don’t need therapy anyway” She did a facepalm “Hey it’s true!! You let me live all on my own and look! I’m not dead in a ditch or addicted to ketamine or whatever you thought was gonna happen the moment you turned your back”

Rowan rolled her eyes “Sure dukey”

She went back out into the living room while he stayed to put on his shirt again. Janus sat still in nearly the exact same place they’d left him. As if he was afraid doing anything would ruin everything.

He looked at her with almost fear. It turned into definitive fear when Rowan walked up to him and grabbed onto him to shove his back against the couch. She towered over him and pierced her eyes right into his.

“Listen here you swept together ball of dirt” She snarled out “If you ever hurt my brother, in any way, I will make sure you have nightmares from what I did to you every single night for the rest of your miserable life! You’ll never feel peace ever again!”

Janus gulped “Yes ma’am”

Rowan let go of him and shone up into a smile “Good! If you need me I’ll be in my room putting on a face mask!”

She walked off at the same time Remus came back. Janus sat even stiller on the couch. His crush slumped down next to him and rolled his thumbs.

“So whatcha wanna do?” Rem asked.

Janus shook his head to relax “Whatever you want to do dear”

Remus shone up into a grin and dashed to pick something up “UNO!”

“Ah yes. I am of course a feared master of...uno”

He snorted while sorting the cards between his fingers “Please say that again”

“Uno?”

The snort turned into a laugh “It’s just cute to hear non spanish speakers saying uno. That’s your whole vibe. Cute. Dorky. Smart dumbass. You’re like...the decaying corpse of a chipmunk!”

Janus took a moment “.....thanks. Best compliment I’ve ever gotten”

“No problem! Now I’ll make up for it by beating you in uno!”

It was a heated battle. Remus apparently had incredibly luck in all card games. Janus used the technique of distraction (!) and started talking about obscure conspiracy theories. It failed as his crush already knew the conspiracies. Which then started an even more heated debate about which conspiracy was the best all while the battle of cards continued.

Finally it came down to Janus having 1 card and Remus having 2. The snake let out a villanous laugh. After his crush’s turn the victory would be his!

But then Remus laid the card equivalent of slapping him across the face with both a sword And a dick. He laid a skip card! Janus fell back on the couch in exasperated horror as his crush laid his last card.

“WOOHOO FUCKER! GET KICKED IN THE BALLS BITCHASS!!” Remus yelled while getting up and running a few victory laps around the couch.

Janus laid in stunned silence. few times had he been beated this good.

“I’ll destroy you in the next round” Jan shook his fist to be extra extra.

“Oh really now. You dare challenge the great Buttmaster420!? IN uNO? Truly brave” Remus replied with a cocky grin.

Another fierce match began. As did their conspiracy theory debate. 1 win for Janus. 1 for Remus. Somewhere along the line they made popcorn. A second win for the snake boy.

2 wins vs 2 wins. This was it. Remus looked his friend up and down like he was a comboy about to shoot him in the heart as he laid a pick up 4 cards card. Janus gasped. The tension in the air could be cut with a butter knife.

The final card landed. Remus won. Janus pretended to faint.

They shook hands and exchanged looks of respect before bursting out into laughter.

“Alright alright” Remus chuckled out “Snakey since I won I get to decide what we do next!”

“Please not a satanic ritual. I already have that planned for Monday”

“Oh nonono! Much better! Y’know those ghost hunting videos on youtube??? Yeah I love finding really badly made ones and laughing at them!”

“Ah yes, because if there is one thing I am known to do it is laugh at others”

They sat on opposite ends of the couch while Rem searched deeply after the best trash. He found a 15 minute one where they were apparently being chased by slenderman.

They exhanged jokes and giggles over it but to be honest most of what Janus focused on was just being in his crush’ apartement. He tried to sneakily look around to aww at the drawings and storyboards pinned onto the walls. The small sculptures made out of trash laying in droves on the floor. It all made his heart flutter. His entire body yearned to make out until his lips hurt.

Meanwhile Remus was sneaking looks at Janus. His eyes was filled with the ace equivalent of lust.

“...Can...Are...Can I use you as a pillow?” He quietly asked. “You look soft”

Janus’ cheeks went red from blushing in an instant “...sure”

Remus moved closer and carefully leaned his head onto his friend’s stomach. He hadn’t cuddled a person who wasn’t his sister for over a year. Holy shit. This was comfy!

“You’re very doughy!....THAt’s a compliment!” Remus said.

“You really are pulling out your A game compliments today huh”

“Better than pulling out my massive dick!! No but seriously this” He pointed at them both in their cuddly positions “fucks!”

“Oh trust me darling the last thing I am doing right now is fucking”

Remus burst out into a cackle and flapped his hands “You’re gold snakey!!”

“I try my best”

While they continued to watch videos Janus gently moved his hand down to stroke his fingers through his crush’s hair. At first Remus flinched but then he relaxed into it and told him to keep going.

The popcorn bowl got emptied. They laughed at the videos until their stomaches hurt. Remus playfully moved his hands up to cover his friend’s eyes every time a jumpscare happened. Jan pretended to try and bite his’ fingers every time.

Eventually Remus let out a yawn. For a moment he relaxed and cuddled closer. He even let his eyes close. Before he suddenly flinched. His eyes were wide open as he sat straight up.

“I’m tired. You should go” He choked out.

Janus thought before deciding to not question his strange reaction. He sent him a warm smile “You’re right. It’s late. I can text you about meeting up later”

“For sure!”

A silence hung around them as they went over to the entrance door. Remus leaned against the door frame. Janus took a step outside the apartement as he put his jacket on.

They glanced at each other. Neither said goodbye. Remus picked at his skin.

“...I....Janny...I...Okay this might seem weird with me wanting you to leave and most of the time not wanting you to touch me....But I...I kind of trust you... More than most people. I mean it’s rare for me to trust anyone in any way....so yeah...I just wanted you to know that”

Janus fumbled after what to say “Thank you. That’s- I’m flattered....I trust you too....I wouldn’t let you see me when I wasn’t perfect if I didn’t”

Remus smiled at him. A small but genuine smile. “I’ll see you then”

“Yeah” Janus’ chest warmed “Don’t die when I’m not looking!”

“Oh nonono. If I die I’ll make it so dramatic you won’t be able to miss it!” His voice softened “Stay safe..please”

#dukeceit #demus #janus sanders #remus sanders #roman sanders #mini fic

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weeb-writor · 4 years ago

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Bakugou’s S/O dies in a crash, leaving him a single father

Hello, gonna be very honest I forgot how to read properly and read a request wrong and wrote a 3000 word fic for it, woohoo! But i mean at least you guys get a fic from it, lol. Italics are flashbacks, bold is reality trying to pull him out of his head, and the regular text is reality. The actual request should be up tomorrow. Reader is neutral and I didn't specify the birthing process! Hope you all enjoy.

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Bakugou Katsuki x Reader

Bakugou’s S/O dies in a crash leaving him a single dad, he has flashes backs of your life together.

TW: Death, depiction of a car crash and blood. Kinde heavy angst

Words: 3052

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“I am so sorry sir but there's nothing we could do for them, w-” The doctor went on but the words slurred together in Bakugou's mind. This isn't how it was supposed to go, you were both supposed to grow old together. Supposed to send Kaori to her first day of school together. To bully the shit out of her first significant other. Go all out on each and every one of her birthdays. To give her at least 3 more brats to hang out with...to cry as you sent her off to college. This isn't how it was supposed to go, he was supposed to protect you, to be your hero. Everything you both had promised to each other was slipping through his grasped fist and the flashbacks were not helping either.

“Watch where you are going, Pomeranian.” You said to him.

“Pomeranian? The fuck, watch your mouth shitty extra!” He roared back at you.

“I think you’re the one who needs soap in his mouth, you're cursing every other word.” You cocked a brow at him.

“Whatever you god damn extra, get outta my way i'm gonna be late.” He backed off shocking his small group of friends.

“What the heck bakubro! If I said that to you I would be dead! You’re caught by the balls already!” Denki said pouting

“Whaddyah just say dunce face? I am not and it doesn't matter. I went easy cause they're so insignificant I wont see them again.” He said with a shrug as they walked into the training yard where their class was meeting.

“Alright, today we have a few helpers from other classes to help you with physical combat skills without the use of your quirks. Pair up with them, if you can actually beat them the first go than you pass. If you don’t, then well you fail, and will do supplementary training with me after every class.” Aizawa said, zipping himself into his sleeping bag.

“Hello class 1-A, Im Y/N. I am in charge of everybody you're about to fight, we've all trained in various types of Martial arts, and uhh you're probably all gonna lose but try your hardest alright?! I've got match-ups based on your physical abilities, so let's begin.” You said getting everyone into their pairs.

“So much for never seeing them again, huh?” Sero said laughing at the fuming bakugou.

“Yeah you’ll be seeing a lot more of me Pomeranian boy, but for now let me wipe the floor with you.” You said getting into a fighting position. He remembers how he lost that fight, terribly he might add. You only offered to help him after the loss, ignoring all his cries of protest. He didn't only lose the fist fight, he lost his heart to you. He had hoped you would never give it back to him, but here you are giving him his heart back. He hated these images, he wants them to stop.

“Bakugou”

“Go on a date with me.” You said as you and bakugou walked back to the dorms together after a sparring session.

“What!?” He yelled at you a deep shade of red.

“You know, on a date, and then you know if all goes well like 2 more before you kiss me and ask me to be officially yours because i'm not easy, you know?”

“Who asks like that!” He continued to yell.

“What did you want some flowers too, bakugou.” You giggled at him.

“You damn, dumbass! Fine but we're going now!” He said grabbing your hand and pulling you away.

“Wait but we are sweaty and I wanted to look nice! You're such a tyrant, Bakugou!” You sang as he pulled you away but slammed into his back as he came to a halting stop.

“Katsuki...call me Katsuki.” He said looking to the side with a blush. This moment was precious to him, your stupid giggle always brought brought blood rushing to his cheeks and made his heart race. As precious as it was, he begged his mind to stop, he didn't want to see what he couldn't have anymore… he wants to forget.

“Bakugou!”

“You know, if i knew you were so messy I wouldn't have moved in with you.” Bakugou yelled to you as he put up one of your many blankets that were always littered around the house.

“Sorry not Sorry, Kat, it's your fault for keeping this damn house like an ice box all the time.” You said as you shoved some more takeout into your mouth.

“And why did you order takeout, i wanted to cook instead of eating that shitty and so unhealthy food.” He nagged you some more but you only giggled. He smiled, that had become his favorite sound.

“Because Mr. Pro- Hero some of us are college students barely staying afloat! It's my last semester so let me live, you ass! Also you are so much like your mother babe, it's kind of funny.” You said to him. His head was bulging in irritation as he sat next to you.

“I can't believe I want to marry you…” He said shaking his head with a sigh. You put down your takeout and stared at him with wide, teary eyes.

“You want to marry… me?” You said to him, he chucked at you before placing a black velvet box in your hand.

“Yeah, so say yes and put the ring on.” He blushed looking away from you.

“You jerk, this is how you ask me? And like an idiot of course I'm putting on the ring with no hesitation.” You giggled around your tears, admiring the ring you had just placed on your finger.

“Yeah, as I recall, you asked me out the same way. Whaddyah want some flowers?” He teased you with a grin. You looked at him with burning passion before your lips met, engaging in a fiery dance of passion. Stop, stop. Please just stop, he begged his brain. At the moment he thought it was perfect, it was so you and so him. Now, he wished he did it on tv or yelled it from the rooftops. Maybe then it would have shown the universe, or god, or whatever was taking him from you just how much he needed and loved you. Just maybe it would have permitted this outcome.

“Bakugou!!”

You and bakugou stared down at the little 6 pound baby. She was sleeping peacefully for the first time since the girl came home, which was 4 day ago! Maybe it was because you had just taken her to meet her grandparents and she didn't want to deal with her grandparents much like her father.

“Give me that baby!” his mom said swopping the baby into her hands. You only giggled at her excitement but Bakugou threw a fit.

“Mom! She's a fuc-freaking newborn! You’ve got to be gentle and support her head! You’re gonna hurt her, it's dangerous” He shouted at his mom.

“Oh hush you ingrate. If that was true believe me kid you’d be dead by now, would've saved me a lot of trouble. Now come on little Kaori, I know you've got it.” She said looking down at Kaori.

“What's she got?” You asked curiously. The blonde did not respond, only blew a little stream of air on the baby's nose and then turned her towards you and the blonde next to you who was still pouting. The baby stirred before waking up giving you all the meanest mug you had ever seen come from a baby. She stared at bakugou and then at you before going back to sleep.

“She’s got the bakugou bitch face or the bakugou glare or even the bakugou mean mug. However you want to call it but that doesn't matter cause she’s got it.” His mom said placing the sleeping baby in the basinet you guys had brought.

“Did that brat just glare at me!?” Bakugou whispers, causing you to burst into full belly laughter.

“What the hell are you laughing at?” he said to you trying to hide his small smile that was brought out by your laughing.

“Nothing, I just love you and I believe you just said H-E double hockey sticks so we're getting takeout on the way home, love.” You said kissing his cheek. He only stuck his tongue out at you before mumbling a quick ‘i love you back’. It's getting more painful now he's drawing closer to the day he knew his mind was counting down to. As much as he wanted to relish in the memory all he could think of was how Kaori wouldn't remember you or your melodious laughing. How he should have said I love you more clearly in that moment. He wanted it to stop, he wanted the flashes to stop, the memories to stop but they wouldn't and he knew because they were telling your story.

“BAKUGOU!!”

“Come here, dumbass I wanna cuddle!” Bakugou yelled from your bed.

“Hold on I just wanna call your mom and make sure Kaori is okay. It's the first time Kaori has been away so long. She’s only eleven months, she's probably scared without us.” You said with the phone in your hand pacing.

“Babe, if you are so worried you should know I called my mom while you were bathing. Kaori is chasings around my mom's fat cat. And my moms gonna call when they are putting her to bed so we can say goodnight. Now, get over here and quit worrying I want to cuddle you.” He said finally getting you relax enough to lay down, you rested your head on his chest.

“You're such a good dad, you were worried enough to phone your mom.” You said breathing in his caramel scent.

“Of course I did, I worry about you and Kaori whenever yall are out of my sight. I love you both too much yet not enough at the same time.” He said to you kissing the top of your head.

“Katsuki I want us to always be this way, I want to always be with you and kaori smiling. I love you both too much too.” You said back to him straddling him to meet his eyes.

“I want some more brats and a cat and a dog. I want everything with you. And I want it for forever” He said looking up at you with passion. He needs it to stop, he can't relive the same nightmare. He didn't want the image of you dying in his hands to replay, but that's where his mind was heading, wasn't it?

“Bakugou!? Can you hear me!?”

“You know when people said you become boring when you have a baby I didn't believe them but were totally boring. We just did 10 over the speed limit to pick up Kaori.” You said taking a glance in the mirror to see her cute little grumpy face.

“Baby I realized we were boring when we went to that baby store on our day off to look at baby stuff and we went “ ohh” and “awhh” to every third object we saw.” He said back to you with a chuckle. You giggled at him and your eyes fluttered shut for just a second, it was a second too long because when you opened them you slammed into a car ahead of you that had just been in an accident causing a pile up. Behind you a semi rammed into your suv doing terrible damage to the car and everyone inside. Bakugou was the first to wake and quickly fought to get himself free. Once he did he was all over you but you were in far worse shape and the metal of the car dug into you, slicing you open, and locking you into place.

“Noo.. Kat get Kaori first.” you whispered to him.

“Y/N, i'll get you out first, you're right here. Then we’ll get kaori together.” He said tears spilling from his eyes.

“Katsuki, please get Kaori first. Please, i'll try to get loose myself” You plead with him, he thought about it but you were more stuck than her and you were bleeding heavily from the metal cutting into your abdomen.

“Katsuki Bakugou! Her first, then me! I’ll wait for you, promise.” That was all he needed to hear, his heart ached for his little girl who was crying softly more shocked than hurt.

“It's alright baby we're gonna get you safety and then dadas gonna come get mommy and we’ll all go home cuddle.” He said as he pulled the baby from her car seat, recognizing ‘home’ and ‘cuddle’ she clapped at him. He planted gross, wet kisses all over her face before dashing to the place where he saw all the flashing lights congregating. It was a pretty big pile up so there were a lot of ambulances. He took the first one open.

“This is Bakugou Kaori, she’s eleven months and has no allergies to anything or any medication. I'll be coming back with Bakugou y/n who has a pretty deep gash in their abdomen and isn't allergic to any medication either.” He said as the EMT took his baby from him. He almost didn't want to leave her but he knew you were waiting on him, so he dashed back to your totaled car where he saw people crowding your figure as they had just pulled you out.

“Y/N!” He said dropping to the ground taking you from the girl who was holding you.

“Come on, you're bleeding a lot we’ve got to get you to the ambulance.” He said tears cascading from his eyes as he tried to lift you while simultaneously slowing your bleeding but as he lifted you not only did you scream, blood rushed out of your gash at a very alarming rate.

“We can't lift them, they're losing too much blood, the ambulance got to come down here….They’ll die if we take them down there.” Someone said as Katsuki placed you back on the ground. He wanted to yell at them and tell them they were wrong but he knew they weren't. As well as he knew the ambulance wouldn't fit down here, it was hard for him to fit through the cracks of the cars. He had to try though for you, for Kaori, and for himself.

“You're all hurt, go get to an ambulance and get some help, idiots.... And please, I'm begging you, make one of them come down here.” The group of people nodded as they raced for the ambulances.

“Told you I’d wait on you, Kat.”

“Yeah, you did such a good job, baby! You are so strong, love. They went to get help, everything's gonna be alright.” He whispered to you clutching your body closer to him.

“Who are you trying to convince me or you.” You laughed coughing up blood.

“Stop laughing, dumbass this isn't funny.” He gritted his teeth at you.

“Alright then stuffy, onto the serious business. I want Kaori to grow up knowing what love is, so tell her all our cheesy stories. I want her to grow up knowing she is so loved by you so tell her everyday from me and you that you love her more than anything. I want her to know she can come to you for anything so don't be such a hardass to her when she starts to rebel a little…. I don't want her to forget my face or my voice too much, so as much as it might hurt at first show her all the pictures and videos we took over the years. And when she's old enough to understand what happened tonight tell her she doesn't need to go to my grave if she ever wants to talk to me, I'm always watching over you both, promise.” You paused to throw up some more blood. “And now for you my love, I won't say anything to cliché. Like ‘i want you to find love’ cause we both know I am the jealous type but if it happens don't worry I'm not turning over in my grave. I want you to keep following that dream of yours if anyone can be the Top hero and a single dad it’s you, Kat. I want you to indulge yourself and eat takeout sometimes that stuffy diet of yours isn't fun. Be sad for as long as you need but just don't hold it all inside and try to continue on like everything is fine. It's okay to cry, to need a break or some help or both really. Lastly, Bakugou Katsuki, I love you and I am so sorry we didn't get that always and forever we wanted.” You said using the last of your strength to caress his cheek. He sobbed as he grasped your hand and held it tighter to his cheek.

“I love y-” he tried to say but stopped as he realized you were already gone. You didn't get to hear it back from him… the scream that ripped from him was pure anguish in its finest form. He should've been quicker to say it. He should have said it more often. He just should have. And now he was begging his head to stop playing these flashbacks to stop driving the knife further into his heart, he had a daughter he was trying to live for. He just wanted it to stop.

“DADA DADA”

Just like that he was drawn from his head. He looked around to see his friends and family staring at him in concern and his daughter at his feet with fat tears rolling down her face. He quickly picked her up, cursing at himself as he probably just scared her.

“What are you crying for you, little brat?” He started but paused as fat tears of his own rolled down his sunken cheeks “Everything's gonna be alright soon, so we shouldn't cry for too long okay, Brat.” He said as he hugged Kaori tighter than he should have. Somewhere in his mind he did believe it. That he and his daughter would be okay but for right now he was trying to stay afloat in the waves of suffocating flashbacks.

#bakugou katuski x reader #bnha bakugo katsuki #bakugou x you #bhna x reader #mha x reader #mha fanfiction #bakugou katsuki #very sad #angst #poc writers

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get-lost-in-fanfiction · 3 years ago

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LOST - Another Story

Rating: M

Word Count: 7.07k

A/N: Hi everyone, I’m so sorry this chapter took so long to come out. I’ve had a lot of things happen recently, and I’ve only just now been able to get back to the writing scene. I hope you can forgive me and enjoy this installment.

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Whatever the Case May Be

In the very early morning four days later I sneak out of my tent and make my way to the caves. I realize it’s Whatever the Case May Be and I really want to go to the waterfall with Sawyer. It’s stupid, but I think he’s actually starting to care for me. Maybe I can even get the case, and diffuse some of the tension and gain more of Kate’s trust. I make it to the caves just as the sun has fully come up, and I walk in to see Kate in her mauve tank top with a bag. I laugh to myself when I realize I’m wearing a similar outfit, only my tank top is olive green.

“Hey! Kate hey!” I call to her and she looks up as I run over.

“Hey Amelia, did you walk here by yourself?” Kate greets me with a tone of worry.

“Yeah, but I was fine. Sawyer wouldn’t have let me go if he knew I would go alone,” I reply with a slight laugh. Kate observes me worriedly and adjusts the strap on her bag.

“Well I was just about to go pick fruit-” Kate begins.

“I can do it,” I cut her off hurriedly. She eyes me warily.

“Is something going to happen?” Kate asks me slowly, “You should tell Jack.”

“No, nothing is gonna happen,” I reply and I bow my head, “I just feel guilty for bailing on trying to find Charlie and Claire so I thought I might see if I can help any other way.”

Kate regards me for a moment, then slings the bag off her shoulder and hands it to me, “Just be careful, alright?”

“Alright, thanks Kate,” I say with a smile and sling the bag over my body.

I begin my trek to find some trees with fruit on them. It’s a lot harder than I thought, and the sun is particularly bright today. I hope it rains again because I can’t remember if it does. I'm thoroughly sweaty by the time I find any trees that aren't picked clean of fruit. I look around the area and make sure the waterfall is nearby. When I see that it is, I look up at the nearest tree. It's time to climb.

I do my best to find foot holes and vines to grab a hold of. I'm lucky I'm still somewhat in shape or else this would be really hard. Hiker perks I guess. I struggle my way up the tree, as any pressure I put in my arm still hurts. I get to where the fruit is and open the bag. I carefully tug on the fruit and place them in the bag once they are free from the tree. Sweat is dripping from me now so I decide to climb down from the tree.

I start to walk a bit, slowly at first so I don't miss Sawyer, then I hear a noise and stop. I look around, trying to see if I can see the southerner. When I can't, I continue walking until I hear the sound again. I look around and there is a rock on the ground near my feet, perfect. I pick up rock and throw it in the general direction where I think Sawyer will be.

Sawyer then stumbles into the clearing and I let out a nervous laugh, “Ow. Son of a bitch. What the hell are you doing?”

“What the hell are you doing?” I ask in the same tone.

“It's my knee. You practically busted my damn knee,” Sawyer replies in a whiny tone.

“You stalking me, now?” I ask playfully, my hands on my hips.

“Stalking you? I was protecting you, ” Sawyer replies

“From what? Southern perverts?” I tease and Sawyer’s face breaks into a sly smile.

“Yeah, whatever. I can't believe you,” Sawyer banters back.

“It's not that bad,” I reply.

“It's my knee. I'll tell you how bad it is,” Sawyer pauses and sees the bag, “What the hell you doing out here anyway?”

“Everyone's been eating a lot. This is the only place the trees aren't picked clean,” I reply smoothly, “And I took the job from Kate. I felt guilty about leaving the search party.”

“Yeah, well, you shouldn't be out here alone. Not after what happened…” Sawyer says and takes a step towards me.

“No, I'm fine. I can take care of myself,” I reply and cross my arms playful over my chest.

“Oh, of course,” Sawyer says and then puts on a mocking tone, “I don't need protection. I can take care of myself. Me Amelia. Me throw rock.”

“Shhhh,” I say after I hear another noise, but I already know what it is.

“What? You smell blood on the wind?” Sawyer mocks again.

“You don't hear that?” I ask, trying to keep a straight face.

We move toward the sound. The sound of water gets louder as Sawyer and I emerge from some bushes to reveal a large spring with a waterfall. Sawyer starts running toward it and taking off his shirt.

“What are you doing?” I sputter, genuine surprise on my face. I take off the bag and set it on the ground.

“I need to soak my sore knee. Come on, blue eyes, after all we've been through on this damn Island, don't we deserve something good?” When I don't reply Sawyer continues, “What? You going to say no? You some sort of navel-gazing, no-fun, mopey type?”

Sawyer climbs in the water. I hesitate a bit, but then struggle to take off my pants and get in.

“Well,” Sawyer turns to me with a smug smile, “it's chilly.” I slowly get into the water and squeak a bit when the water touches my stomach, “Come on, girl, woohoo. It's nice, huh?” I laugh and dive in the water, I swim up to Sawyer and splash him, “C'mon, what you got? C'mon, let's go up the rocks. C'mon,” He swims towards the rocks and I follow, feeling lightheaded that this is even happening.

We climb up the rocks, my hands and feet slipping from the water. I dive in with a splash, I'm really glad I'm not being judged for my dives because they're really terrible. I hear Sawyer splash in after me, and then see him swim up next to me. He reaches out to grab me but I push his hand away, trying to keep the air in my mouth. I swim a bit further, but then suddenly stop. Sawyer stops next to me, and I look down to see two bodies strapped to their seats. We swim up and surface from the spring, sputtering. I flip my hair out of my face.

“Hey, are you okay?” Sawyer asks me, touching light fingertips to my arm.

“Yeah. Yeah, you?” I reply, looking at him through wet eyelashes.

“Yeah, I'm going to go check them out,” Sawyer says, moving his hand away and with it any sort of care.

“Check them out for what?” I ask incredulously, feeling anxious about my excuse for the case.

“See what they got on them,” Sawyer replies smoothly and I huff a bit.

“Sawyer!” I call after him as he dives into the water. I follow shortly after and Sawyer gets a wallet off the dead guy. I see the silver case I’m after and then quickly swim to the surface.

“Hey, I got myself a wallet,” Sawyer says proudly, holding up the soaked wallet.

“You- I can’t believe you,” I say through the stutter, I can’t bring myself to say what Kate said originally.

“He ain't gonna miss it,” Sawyer replies snuggly.

“Help me get that case,” I say huffily, still catching my breath from being underwater.

“If you can’t believe me, I can’t believe you!” Sawyer replies

“It's mine,” I say as I bite my lip. Sawyer eyes me but we dive under anyway. We struggle a bit to get the case, but Sawyer eventually pulls it free. He swims to the shore and I follow. I gasp when I surface again, I’m definitely not a swimmer. I catch my breath and notice Sawyer doing the same.

Eventually Sawyer hands me the case, “Wouldn't happen to have your key on you, would you?” I look at Sawyer and then look the case over, trying to think of an excuse, “That case ain't yours, is it?”

“No,” I say as I shake my head, “It’s Kate’s.”

“Well, I’m sure she wouldn't mind if I just -- take it,” Sawyer replies, emphasizing the take as he tugs it back.

“I don't care,” I lie, this isn’t how I wanted it to go but I couldn’t think of a better excuse in time.

“Not what it looks like,” Sawyer says with a smile as I stand up and struggle to pull my pants over my wet legs, “Something you want to tell me about this little suitcase, blue eyes?”

I shake my head again, “Take it,” and I walk away with the bag of fruit in my hand.

I decide to go to the caves halfway through my journey to the beach. My arms and legs are sore from climbing and swimming and when I make it to the caves I’m sweating again. I see Kate still at the caves and I walk toward her.

“Hey Kate, I brought back the fruit,” I say as I hold up the bag.

Kate turns and her face drops when she sees my clothes and hair still wet, “Amelia what happened? It didn’t rain how come you’re soaking?”

“Well, I was picking the fruit when Sawyer came along-”

“Sawyer? I’m going to kill him for bothering you-”

“No it’s okay, he was trying to find me. But anyway then we found a small lake or something, and Sawyer convinced me to go swimming-”

“Swimming? Amelia are you crazy?”

“It’s fine nothing happened! But we found some dead bodies and there was a case in the water.”

“Silver case?”

“Yeah, I know it’s yours. I know you don’t have the key either.”

“Where is it now?”

“Do you really have to ask?”

“Sawyer,” Kate and I say together, and a grim smile makes its way onto Kate’s face. I drop the bag of fruit on a “table” and stick my hands into my jean pockets.

“Do you want to head back to the beach? Intercept him?” I offer, but I know it’s a weak one.

“Nah, you go on ahead. I still have some things here to do,” Kate replies and I offer a smile to her. She returns it and picks up the bag to sort through the fruit.

“Alright..” I reply slowly, and turn around to head back to the beach by myself.

When I finally reach the beach, things seem to be in a bit of chaos. Big waves are pounding. People are trying to rescue luggage that's being washed off the beach. I want to run to help, but I notice Jack and Sayid talking so I rush over to them instead.

“Everything is getting washed out to sea,” Sayid is saying as I run up, “This can't be normal. The tide shifting so suddenly, rising in so short a time.”

“There's a lot not normal around here. At the rate this beach is eroding this fuselage is going to be underwater in a matter of days. We need to get all this stuff off the beach before nightfall,” Jack replies.

“Hey guys,” I say to the both of them, and they greet me.

“I just hope that moving up the coast will make a difference,” Sayid continues now that he’s acknowledged my presence.

“It would make a difference if everyone moved inland,” Jack says, looking at me to catch my facial opinion. I just shrug a bit.

“I think you'll find people slightly wary of entering the jungle after what happened to the pregnant girl. Not to mention whatever that thing is,” Sayid replies.

“Sayid, I need you to take me back to the French woman, Rousseau,” Jack says, slightly increasing his tone, “Claire's still out there. Now, Rousseau mentioned that there are others on this Island.”

“Her mind is gone,” Sayid shoots back.

“Sayid-” I try to say but Jack cuts me off.

“You heard them yourself,” Jack replies and I realize he’s talking about the whispers.

“I don't know what I heard,” Sayid replies.

“You said that when you…” Jack begins, but Sayid cuts him off.

“The wind, Jack. It was the wind playing tricks,” Sayid says sternly.

“Guys, stop fighting. Rousseau isn’t going to want to talk so you need to work on the papers that you took from her -- the documents, the maps-” I try to reason with Jack and Sayid but Sayid speaks over me.

“I'm skilled at mathematics and decryption, but these equations are beyond anything I've ever seen. There are these notes in French accompanying some of the maps and diagrams. If I could translate them I might be able to make sense of it, but. . .” Sayid finishes but trails off at the end.

“Shannon, she can translate French. Speak with her,” I say as I look between the both of them. Jack and Sayid look at each other and then look at me.

“What?” Jack asks, glancing one more time between me and Sayid, then settling his gaze on the latter.

“Perhaps some things are best left untranslated,” Sayid says quietly, looking over to me. I look at my feet, knowing that translating Rousseau’s papers won’t get them anywhere.

“Maybe you should tell him that,” Jack says and he points to Charlie sitting on the beach, looking sad. I look over as well and people are still getting luggage out of the surf. I sigh and walk away from the men.

I have nothing to do until nightfall, but even then all I’m doing is getting firewood. I've got no idea where Sawyer is, and I don't feel like making a big trek out of it to go find him. I know he’ll show up with the case when we get the fires going at least. I walk to my tent and sit in front of it, looking out into the ocean. I push my hands into the warm sand and revel in the slight burning feeling. This Island is Hawaii adjacent, but I know that even that isn't correct. It feels like this place is even more mysterious and magical now that I'm actually here.

We've been here for 3 weeks at this point, yet somehow it feels so much longer. The days blend into each other. My hands have acclimated to the warm sand, so I pull them out and rest them in my lap for a moment. A sea breeze rustles my hair and I can't help but close my eyes. Maybe I should make a plan to talk to Sawyer about the case. He might actually listen to me and give me the case, but I have a feeling it won't work out that smoothly. While Sawyer is my friend, we've got a long way to go. But even still, we’ve grown closer even from the crash. I abandon the idea of a plan and decide to just go into my tent and take a nap until nightfall.

I wake up to someone rustling in my tent. I quickly sit up to see Sawyer rummaging through my stuff in the dying light. He doesn't seem to notice I'm awake yet, so I take the opportunity to punch him on the side of his leg. He yelps in pain and falls back towards the entrance of my tent. I cross my arms and cock my head to the side in annoyance.

“Ow! What the hell was that for?” Sawyer whines at me.

“What the hell are you rummaging through my stuff for?” I shoot back, still groggy but annoyed nonetheless.

“Well I was jus’ looking for a key to this case here,” Sawyer replies smugly and I know he's recovered, “I figured since you wanted it so bad you would have the key hiding.”

“Why would I have a key to a case that isn't mine?” I ask and stand up to shuffle Sawyer out. I walk us both over to Sawyer’s tent and sit us down with the case.

“So if it ain't yours and you don't have a key then why do you get so damn defensive over this thing?” Sawyer asks as he lowers his voice and leans in to talk.

“Did it ever occur to you I'm trying to do something nice? Prevent a bit of angst, and actually use my knowledge for good?” I snap back in a lowered tone, staying upright with my arms crossed.

“So you know what's in this little thing, do you?” Sawyer says as he pats the case lightly. I roll my eyes.

“Why would I tell you that?”

“C’mon sweetcheeks, we’re friends right?”

“Not if you're going to act like that, con man.”

Sawyer sits up straight and narrows his eyes at me. I realize I might have gone too far with that name, but to be honest he's making me annoyed. I lower my arms and soften my gaze quickly to try and fix what I said but it doesn't work. Sawyer stands up and rips me up from my seat by my elbows. He yanks me close and pulls my hair to whisper in my ear. I would be turned on right now if I wasn't so terrified.

“Don't ever call me that again, you hear me? I've tolerated you this far, don't make me regret it,” Sawyer says harshly in my ear. He’s fairly calm sounding, too, and that scares me even more.

I nod and he pushes me away. I stumble on the sand a bit, looking back to where Sawyer is. His expression is hard to read in the low light, but it almost looks hurt. I turn away and shift my gaze to the fire. Kate is watching Sawyer with an awful expression on her face. Guilt stabs my stomach and I quickly look away and head back to my tent.

When I can't sleep, I decide to jump the gun and take Kate's idea of trying to steal the case. I figure this is a stupid plan, but at least it makes me look more desperate than Kate. Not that she's actually done anything to try and get the case. I leave my tent and walk the short distance to Sawyer's. I slowly push my way in and see Sawyer sleeping with the case between his knees. I sigh to myself, noting that once again this is a bad plan. I try to sneak up and take it, but just as I thought Sawyer wakes up. He grabs my wrists and traps her with his legs around my waist. Again I would be turned on if I wasn't so terrified.

“Gotcha,” Sawyer says smugly, seemingly the tension from a few hours ago gone.

“Get off of me,” I say, feigning anger because really this isn't a bad position.

“Golly, I hate to bicker about positions, sweetheart. But I think you're the one on top. Maybe you're not here for the case at all,” Sawyer replies smoothly. I can feel my face heat up because while I wish his last statement was true, he's only saying it because I took Kate’s role.

I compose myself and head-butt him, and then once again I try to grab the case. Of course, Sawyer is stronger and I'm honestly wondering why I even tried this in the first place.

“Ow, woman. That's the third time today!” Sawyer exclaims and I stifle a laugh, because it's true. “If you wanted to play rough, all you had to do was say so. You want to try for it again?”

I tug myself away from Sawyer’s grasp and he lets go of me willingly. I run my hands through my hair once as I look up at Sawyer, “Please just give it to me?”

“Why?” Sawyer shoots back quickly.

“I already told you, I'm trying-”

“Born to make amends.”

“Don’t say that,” I huff in reply, crossing my arms protectively over my chest.

“Quit doing it,” Sawyer says, his mouth quirking into a smile. I just shake my head and drop my arms because I can't be mad when he smiles.

“I’m sorry I hit you so many times today,” I say as I get up to leave, “And I’m sorry about calling you a con man. I didn’t really mean it.”

“It’s alright Amelia,” Sawyer replies and now it's my turn to smile. I don't respond as I walk away. At least I got that resolved.

In the morning I return to Sawyer’s tent, internally laughing at the fact that I can't seem to stay away from a man who could snap me in half if I wanted to. When I walk up, Sawyer is trying to pick the lock on the case. When he notices me I flash him a smile and then beam even more when he gives me one back.

He turns back to the case as I pull up one of the nearby coolers to sit on. He continues to try and pick the lock, but grumbles “Son of a bitch!” When he gets frustrated that he can't open the case.

“You're wasting your time, man,” Michael says as he passes by with a load of things, “If you pick the lock on a Halliburton, I'll put you on my back and fly us to LA.” I notice Walt in the back and offer him a wave and smile, Walt returns both brightly and I feel pride swell in my chest.

“You better find yourself a runway, daddy, cuz there ain't a lock I can't pick,” Sawyer replies, and I can't help but laugh. I don't know much about Halliburton cases in real life, but I do know about this one.

Then Hurley shows up, coming up alongside Michael with a few luggage items of his own, “What's he trying to do?” Hurley asks, nodding to me when he spots I’m sitting next to Sawyer.

“Pick the lock on a Halliburton,” I reply, feeling amused and ignoring any reaction Michael has. I smile more when I hear Sawyer grumble beside me.

Hurley laughs and begins to walk away, “Good luck,” He says to Sawyer and I laugh a bit with him.

“The only way you're going to open that case is with pure force, man. Impact velocity,” Michael says, setting down the things he was using to pull his load of luggage items.

“What the hell is that supposed to mean?” Sawyer asks, and I can see him glance at me in my peripheral vision.

“You've got to hit it with something hard, like a sledgehammer. Or the axe,” Michael says as he picks up his things and walks away from us.

I turn to Sawyer as he turns to me, “You don’t happen to have a sledgehammer or the axe do you?” Sawyer asks defeatedly.

I smile more and shake my head at him, “Why would I even have those things?” Sawyer sets down the case securely between his legs and copies my annoyed body language.

“I figured you would know where those items are, Miss Future,” Sawyer replies, fully mocking me now even with the tone of his voice. I have to fight to keep a straight face.

“Well if you really want to know, Boone has the axe and there’s no sledgehammer anywhere on this Island,” I stifle the laugher in my voice as I watch Sawyer’s face fall with the news.

“Damn Bonehead,” He grumbles and I allow myself to laugh at that. Sawyer shoots me a dirty look and I laugh more until Sawyer is chuckling along with me.

Now I find myself in the jungle with my arms crossed as Sawyer tries to open the case by smashing it on a rock. I flinch when he does, as it makes a loud sound that echoes a bit through the jungle. Of course, it doesn't open the case.

“Come on. Come on, god,” Sawyer grumbles and stands up. He looks at me with an angry expression, and all I can muster is amused.

“Try up there,” I suggest, pointing to the ledge of the small cliff above where we’re standing. Sawyer looks up to where I’m pointing, and begins to climb it without another word for me. I can’t help but be amused by this whole situation. Yet I feel like I’m experiencing the same emotions as when I watch the show. That idea creeps me out a bit so I don’t dwell on it for too long.

Sawyer finally gets to the top of the cliff and looks down at me through the vines and the trunks.

“Impact velocity -- physics my ass,” Sawyer shouts down at me before he holds the case over the ledge. I step back a bit so I don’t get hit. Sawyer grumbles, “Alright,” and drops the case off the edge, but it doesn't open when it hits the ground. Sawyer leans forward to look at the case, “Son of a... Unbelievable.”

Then I hear rustling and as I turn my head Kate appears and runs up and grabs the case.

“Hey, hey, don't even think about it! Hey! Damn it,” Sawyer shouts to Kate as she smiles up at him, then to me and runs away again. Sawyer scrambles to get down off the cliff. When he does he takes off running through the jungle to catch Kate. I reluctantly follow behind him, not really wanting to run today.

I can see Sawyer up ahead chasing Kate through the jungle. I push my legs to go faster to be able to catch up with both of them. I’m not a bad runner, but both Kate and Sawyer’s legs are longer than mine, so it makes it difficult to be able to catch up with them. When we get to the familiar tall grassy area, Sawyer finally catches her. He tackles her to the ground and I stand nearby to catch my breath.

“Hell, Freckles, I knew blue eyes over there wanted it. I just didn't know you wanted it bad too,” Sawyer pants as he speaks. Kate tries to head-butt him and I huff out a small laugh.

“Whoa-hoa, you're going to have to come up with a new move. Amelia already-” Kate tries again, and succeeds as Sawyer is talking, “Ow, god, okay, okay.”

Sawyer grabs the case as Kate recovers from headbutting him. Both of them get to their feet. I move over to Kate’s side and Sawyer holds out a hand, almost to stop us, “Okay, this is just silly. Hold on. I've got a proposition for the both of you. You tell me what's inside and I'll give it to you.”

“Are you serious?” Kate and I say in unison and I stifle a smile.

“Hell, no way to open the damn thing. At this point all I care about is satisfying my own curiosity,” Sawyer says and Kate lunges for the case. I jump after her to pull her back, my hand on her shoulder, “Whoa, easy, sweetheart, I don't really care what it is. What's burning me up is why it means so much to you.”

Sawyer looks between the both of us, and settles on me. I keep my mouth shut, knowing it would break Kate’s trust. I also know that things will happen on their own, and decide to not try and speed it up this time. Sawyer looks between us again, “Last chance. Alright.”

Sawyer walks away with the case and Kate walks away from me. I can’t see her expression, but I know what it looks like. I hesitate, I want to tell Kate that things are going to be alright and it’s all going to work out. Yet the words sound stupid and shallow in my head.

“So what now?” Kate asks, pulling me out of my thoughts.

“We go to Jack,” I reply and I can see the back of Kate’s head nod.

“Let’s go then,” She says and begins to walk away from me in the direction I assume the caves are in.

“Jack? We got a problem,” Kate says as the both of us jog into the caves where Jack and Sun are talking.

“We have a problem?” Jack asks, looking between both Kate and I, “Or, you have a problem?”

Kate looks toward Sun like she doesn't want Sun to hear, “Jack, you and Amelia are the only ones who know about me,” We all move off a little ways, but I glance back at Sun, “Before I left the city, the Marshal who was escorting me, he had this silver case. The airline wouldn't let him bring the case on the plane. It was hard enough trying to convince them to let him wear a gun on his ankle. But the case, they made him check it.”

“What was in the case?” Jack asks with a lowered voice.

“Some traveling money, some of his personal stuff. And 4 nine millimeters with a few boxes of ammo,” Kate replies.

“Guns?” Jack asks, looking surprised, “Amelia did you know this?”

“Yeah, yeah I did,” I reply, bracing myself for a scolding.

“And why didn’t you tell anyone?” Jack asks me angrily. Before I can reply though, Kate comes to my rescue.

“Lay off the girl, Jack, she’s just a kid,” Kate says as she looks sympathetically towards me.

“I’m 20, but yeah there’s guns,” I say with an edge of annoyance. I’m not a kid.

“So, where is the case now?” Jack asks, but he has the expression of someone who already knows the answer.

“Sawyer has it,” Kate and I say in unison.

“Aha,” Jack replies, nodding as his suspicions seemed to be confirmed.

“He hasn't been able to open it,” I say quickly knowing Jack will like that.

“Lucky for us,” Jack says more to himself than Kate and I.

“He will,” Kate adds, “Sooner or later.” I nod along with what she says.

“So, what do you need me to do?” Jack asks Kate, ignoring me now.

“I know where the key is. The Marshal, he kept it in his wallet. In his back pocket,” Kate says and Jack looks to me to confirm. I nod in confirmation.

“I buried him, Kate,” Jack says as almost a way to deter us from doing this.

“I know. Where?” Kate asks.

“So, what else is in the case?” Jack asks, looking at both of us again.

“What?” Kate replies.

“What else is in the case, Kate?” Jack asks directly this time, seeing as it is technically Kate’s case.

“Nothing.”

“That's the truth?”

“Just the guns.”

“If you want my help, we're going to open the case together,” Jack says, once again adding me back into the conversation.

“Okay,” Kate says.

“Okay,” Jack replies.

“Okay,” I echo. Then we leave for the jungle.

We hike into the jungle and I feel lost. It's not like I don't know my way around the Island, it's more like things are out of proportion from real life to a TV show. Finally, we come across what is most likely the Marshal's grave seeing as there is a makeshift cross sticking out of the ground. We stop in front of the grave and I look at Kate.

“So, why didn't you put him with the others, when you burned the fuselage?” Late asks Jack after a few moments of silence.

“Because I needed to bury him,” Jack says, looking at me. I nod in understanding, trying to explain with my eyes that I’m sorry.

We grab some make-shift shovels and share a glance. I've never dug up a grave before, but there’s a first time for everything I guess.

“So you ready to do this?” Kate asks and I feel sick.

We dig up the grave of the Marshal. The more dirt we pull away the worse it smells. We’re gagging and coughing, and my eyes are watering. This is the worst thing I've ever done. It feels like the stench is burning itself into my nostrils.

We finally unearth the Marshal and I have to look away, “Okay, alright?” Jack asks and I just shake my head.

“Compared to what?” Kate asks incredulously and I force myself to look back at the decomposing Marshal.

“You want me to…” Jack begins to say.

“I'll do it,” I jump in, hoping to get the key and get Jack to not be angry at Kate.

I dig my hands under the Marshal’s body, holding my breath the best I can. It doesn't help and all that happens is lack of oxygen. I dig the wallet from the Marshal's back pocket, with much gagging going on from myself and Jack and Kate. I finally get it and jump out of the grave.

“Did you get it?” Jack asks and I take deep breaths of clean air. I can still smell the rot, though, it feels like it's ok my clothes and in my skin.

“Yeah,” I choke back

I open the wallet, which has maggots in it, and throw it on the ground. Jack picks it up and looks through it. I push my hands into my back pockets and slide the key in there as well.

“Key isn't in here,” Jack says, looking up to me then Kate.

“It isn't?” Kate asks with genuine fear in her voice.

“No, but that was real good sleight-of-hand distracting me with the wallet,” Jack says, looking back to me. So much for that. I close my fists and Jack grabs my right hand.

“Open it,” he says, and I open my hand to reveal nothing. Jack stares at me, paused for a moment as if deep in thought.

“Jack, I…” Kate tries to say, but this time in genuine guilt rather than being caught.

Jack releases my hand and walks away, “Don't. Don't,” he doesn't look back at me.

“All that for nothing,” Kate says hopelessly, pressing her forearm over her forehead.

“It wasn’t for nothing,” I say, daring to take a step closer to Kate who is standing very dangerously close to the Marshal’s body.

“What do you mean,” Kate asks, turning to look at me. I fish the key out of my back pocket and Kate stares at me wide-eyed.

“You lied to Jack?” Kate asks with a hefty tone of surprise laced in her voice.

“Yeah, I wanted the key and I was sick of Jack being in charge of everything,” I say with a little too much vehemence in my tone.

“So what are you gonna do now?”

“I’m going to get the case.”

I know Sawyer is at his tent, and I’m on a mission. I changed a lot in such little time, but I’m determined to get the case and have this plot line be settled. I’m tired of being passive in a time where I have the information.

I take a deep breath and approach him, “Sawyer,” I say loud enough for him to hear.

“Blue eyes? What can I do you for?” He seems genuinely surprised to see me, so I point at the case, “Now I would’ve figured Jack would be here doing Kate's dirty work, not you. So what? Are we going to wrestle for it?” Sawyer smiles smugly at me and I shake my head.

“No, you're going to give it to me,” I say with more malice than I mean.

“Am I?” Sawyer asks, surprised once again.

“Yeah,” I reply.

“I'm just going to give it to you?”

“Yeah.”

“Why would I want to do that?”

“Cephalexin,” I say simply.

“Yeah, go on?” Sawyer urges cautiously. Before he was amused, now he’s worried.

“That's the antibiotic Jack has been giving me for the knife wound in my arm. I’m right in the middle of the treatment cycle now, if Jack keeps giving me the pills I’m going to be as right as rain. But I'm going ask Jack to stop giving me the pills. And for 2 days I’m going to think I’m all good, then it's going to start to itch. The day after that the fever's going to come and I’m going to start seeing red lines running up and down my arm. A day or two after that I’ll beg you to give me the case, just to cut off my arm,” I say, surprised I can recite all of that from memory with the changes.

“That's a nice story, Anemia. And, even if it were true, I don't think you could do it,” Sawyer replies, trying to call my bluff. I wish I was bluffing.

“You're wrong,” I announce, straightening my back, “You’ll do what I ask because you don't want to see me in pain.”

A best goes by. Then another. Sawyer holds out the case and I go to take it. Sawyer grabs my arm and presses his palm into my bandages. It doesn't hurt, but I wish he wouldn't, “I know the little game you're playing. Getting on their good side to stab them in the back.”

“That's not my plan, I’m just trying to help,” I grit my teeth and shoot back, the pressure making the wound sore. “You don't know me.”

“And you don't know me,” Sawyer replies silkily then finally lets me and the case go. “Hope you got yourself some jaws-of-life back in cave-town, that's what it's going to take to pop this bitch.”

“I'll figure something out,” I say as I wince, tugging the case towards my body. I don't know what happened to make Sawyer so upset with me. It must be just another one of those episodal mood swings.

“I know you think you're doing her a favor. But however she talked you into doing this, she lied, sister,” Sawyer calls to me as I walk away.

“I’m not doing this for her!” I shout back as I make my way down the beach to where Kate and now Jack are sitting.

Kate and Jack are sitting on the beach with a far-away look and not speaking to each other. I don’t know if they had a conversation or not, but if they didn’t it’s time I start one. I walk up in front of them and dangle the case in front of their faces.

“Amelia?” Kate asks jumpily, and I realize she was probably deep in thought.

“We're going to do this together,” I say sternly but without malice.

“Why?” Jack asks this time, and I have to smile at his line stealing

“Because that's what I say we do,” I say, changing up the line. I walk away from them and I can hear Jack and Kate stumbling to their feet to follow me. It feels oddly good to have this sort of power, and maybe, just maybe, plot convenience had engulfed me.

I walk us well away from the beach camp, almost halfway to the caves before I realize. Jack and Kate are puffing behind me and I realize again I was lost in thought. I find a good rock and kneel down in front of it. I pull the key out of my back pocket and Jack looks startled. He doesn’t say anything though, which I’m thankful for.

“Anything you want to say before I open it, Kate?” I ask, but Kate doesn't respond. “Alright then,” I say and I open the box and pull out money, guns, ammo, and finally an envelope marked Personal Effects. I pause for a moment before opening it and handing Kate a smaller envelope.

“That’s it? That’s what you wanted?” Jack asks aa he stares down Kate and the envelope. I stay quiet, looking between the two of them ready to defuse a fight. Kate opens the envelope and pulls out a small "toy" airplane.

“What is it?” Jack asks.

“It's nothing,” Kate responds, and I tense my shoulders.

“What is it, Kate?”

“You wouldn't understand.”

“Jack lay off her-” I try to butt in, but to my non surprise I’m ignored.

“I want the truth, just this once. What is it?” Jack continues, moving close to Kate’s face.

“It belonged to the man I loved,” Kate shoots back full of emotion.

“The truth,” Jack says sternly.

“It belonged to the man I loved,” Kate repeats, her voice growing louder.

“Guys!” I try to shout.

“Stop lying and tell me the truth!” Jack finally yells over me, practically spitting in Kate’s face.

“I'm not! It belonged to the man I killed!” Kate screams back and I jump in between Jack and Kate.

Kate sits down and starts crying. Jack looks nonplussed as I push him away by his chest. He glances at the case and I give him a warning look. I'm relieved when he gets my message and walks away without touching the case. When Jack is out of earshot I wrap my good arm around Kate’s shoulders and she cries into my chest. It’s an awkward feeling, having the older woman be so vulnerable around me, but I guess I don’t mind.

After a while of Kate crying we finally get up and go back to the beach. I decide to close the case, lock it, hide the key again, and take it with me. I don’t know what I’m going to do after that, but I’ll figure it out. Kate still has her toy airplane, and my heart breaks for her. We make it back to the beach at sunset, and decide to make a fire together. For once I don’t go looking for Sawyer, not wanting his company right now.

As the sun goes down I watch the beach camp. I watch as Rose and Charlie talk, how Charlie cries, and how Rose prays for him. I watch as Shannon goes to sit with Sayid, and how I never really liked their match, at least in the early season. I notice Boone standing behind them in the dark, and I shudder at his expression. He doesn’t catch my eye, and I’m grateful for that. Jack finally walks by Kate and I and looks at her. Kate just stares at her toy airplane. And that’s that.

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UA Idol | Chapter Nineteen

Hitoshi Shinsou x Reader

Word Count: 5k+

Warnings: Language, cancer, talking about a past emotionally abusive relationship, mentions of sex, rlly awful older guy doing rlly awful things to a minor, sad Hitoshi Shinsou, mentions of alcohol

A/N: This one is literally the longest chapter I think I’ve written in my life ever. I know it’s still kinda short compared to what other people put out, but I’m really proud of it! Also, it is a little angsty, but I figured adding some background info was a must. I hope y’all enjoy it! Also, yes, I will also be uploading tomorrow as well, so woohoo. This is my Christmas gift to y’all hehe :)

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Much to your disappointment, you eventually had to leave Hitoshi and Denki’s room. It just got “too late.” Of course, you would have loved to stay and just chill with Hitoshi, but Denki and Mina cannot know, and you guess you’ve been around him a bit too long for a friendly situationship. Maybe. You don’t really know what the boundaries for this situationshhip are when it comes to hanging out with each other. Whatever, though, it doesn’t matter. What does matter is that you need to get all of your preparations for your song all together immediately so you can make it easier for the band and sound and lighting designers.

So here you are, six in the morning, not sleeping, no, of course not. You’re too busy making a basic beat that you can show the band, sketching out some ideas for a light show, and counting each and every vocal cue that might need to be prerecorded and played. Of course, Mina is unconscious in the bed next to you, but that’s because she’s singing Positions by Ariana Grande, so a backing track will do perfectly, and the minimal dancing she’ll be doing will all be done by her. Besides, the two of you talked about it for a long time about her song and she’ll be one hundred percent fine. You, on the other hand, were just an anxious mess about the entire situation about to go down. Much to your expectations, you got a text notification from none other than Mr. Hitoshi Shinsou. Man doesn’t sleep, and the fact that he got so much sleep earlier today really fucked with him.

‘what are you doing right now’

‘trying to write down my lighting cues, why?’

‘come to the hotel roof, it’s a lot calmer and peaceful up here’

You can’t help but smile. Leave it to Hitoshi to be up ridiculously early. Then again, it’s not like the two of you really had anything to do tomorrow. Not anything big, anyway. It mainly consists of just telling the band and everyone everything, so going up to the roof wouldn’t be a bad idea. You grab your laptop and a notebook and head on up. Sure enough, Hitoshi is sitting near the edge, mindlessly strumming his guitar, and just gazing off to the ocean. “You should really get some sleep, you know. I mean it’s nearly 6:30 in the morning.” You tease as you sit down next to him. He smirks, shaking his head. “Sorry, I refuse to listen to someone who is also up at this hour by choice. So, politely fuck out of her with that shit.”

You gently push his shoulder with a chuckle before he starts strumming away again. “So, what’s up? Why are you awake at this hour?” he glances over at you and you sigh. “I’m just stressed about everything. I already have gotten super behind on schoolwork because of this and like yeah, technically I could just drop out this semester and go back for next but it’s just… super complicated and if I don’t get through to live shows… what am I gonna do?”

“You’re going to get through, kitten. I know you will. You’re amazing, stop doubting yourself.”

“You’re just saying that, Toshi.”

“No, I’m not. I’m being 100% serious.” He stops playing his guitar as he looks at you, a dead serious expression on his face. You sigh, shaking your head. “Thanks. I just always assume the worst, I guess.”

“I know you do. But based off of past experiences, it makes sense,” he says, looking away from you and back out at the ocean. You two would probably see the sunrise together. Romantic. You pause for a moment, before speaking again. “I never actually tell you about what happened with me and my ex, did I?”

Hitoshi pauses now. You never did tell him everything, just enough. And he kind of pieced together some things because of the songs you wrote about him, but he would kind of love to know more. Not like love, but he would like to know who the motherfucker who broke your heart was. “No. Just that he was older than you and the absolute worst.”

“Ah, yeah, well, that’s the basics.”

Hitoshi looks at you. “Would you want to tell me?”

You hesitate before nodding your head. “Yeah. Yeah, I would.”

“Then, I’m all ears.”

You nod, looking out at the stars before beginning, “So… when I was seventeen, I met… him. He was much older than me, like our relationship was not legal, which looking back on it now, I’m like, ‘wow (Y/n), you are such a dumbass for that,’ but I was young. I didn’t know that it was bad, so… yeah. But I certainly found out. At first it was great, I had an older boyfriend, I was edgy, everything was amazing. And then… well… I know now that it was gaslighting. Following that was manipulation, there was… a lot of emotional manipulation. For example, you call me kitten, or (Y/n) or my nickname. He would call me dumbass, stupid, loser, bitch, slut, all the bad things. And it wasn’t in an endearing way. It wasn’t like I’d do something stupid and he would laugh and be all, oh you’re such a dumbass. No. It was for everything. He would also treat me like a child. I was young, yeah, but he acted like he was all knowing, and I didn’t have any experiences with anything at all. Which, granted, I had very little experience, but… still. It was demeaning. It made me feel small and worthless, and he’s the worst for it.”

You pause for a moment, glancing over at Hitoshi. You see his eyes fixed on you; jaw clenched. You can tell he’s kind of… pissed at this guy. Which makes sense, I mean the two of you are now romantically involved, so why wouldn’t he hate your ex. It only makes sense. Especially since he was a dumpster fire of a human being. You look down at your lap, continuing on.

“I fell in love with him, though. That’s why I let it go on for so long because I was like, well, we love each other, so everything will be fine. And that’s partially why I lost my virginity to him. I mean, that was… a whole other ordeal. Once again, I was seventeen, he was very much older, it was just… it was very illegal and bad and well… yeah. And when I was like, ‘oh, but you’re older than me isn’t that bad?’ he was all, ‘age is just a number, baby. We can do whatever you want,’ and my naïve ass fell for it. And from that moment on I thought there had to be something special about me. And well… after almost two years of us being together, I found out he was cheating on me. And it kind of destroyed me in a way. And… yeah. He’s the worst.”

Hitoshi is silent for a moment. Only because he doesn’t trust what might come out of his mouth. This man lied to you, manipulated you, hurt you, cheated on you???? What the actual fuck is wrong with him. Not to mention the whole grooming thing he did to you. What the fuck was that. “Well, I’m just going to let you know this now.”

Hitoshi starts talking but pauses to turn and face you completely. “If I ever meet this guy, I’m beating the shit out of him. Badly. And then I’m going to ruin his life by letting the police know that he coerced a minor into having sex with him. That’s what your whole ass song Seventeen is about, so it’s not like it would be a random story.”

“Yeah, I guess you’re right about that, but I think he’s out of my life now. Sometimes he tries to slide back in, but he hasn’t tried for six months now, so yay. All time high record.”

“Next time he contacts you let me know and I will literally send him a video of me like, going down on you or something. I’ll flip him off the whole time.”

You laugh at that but can’t hide the flustered feeling you get from the thought of Hitoshi doing that. You wouldn’t complain if he did do that, though. “My knight in shining armor.”

“You know it,” he says, flashing a smile at you. You roll your eyes, laying down on the ground. He watches you for a bit, just staring at you as your eyes are closed for a while. “But in all seriousness. I’m really sorry that happened to you. He’s definitely the worst and you did not deserve to go through that. I’m sorry you did.”

“It’s… well, it isn’t really okay, but that’s okay. It’s okay for something to not be okay, you know?”

“I know… I definitely know that. And I’m really sorry that asshole completely ruined an emotion like love for you. You deserve so much better.” You open your eyes at that, giving him a sad smile. “Maybe I’ll get over it someday. But yeah. I wish he didn’t do that, but he really did. I guess I’m just afraid of getting hurt again.”

“I understand completely,” Hitoshi nods, staring back out at the stars meeting the ocean. Suddenly his phone buzzes, causing him to look down at it. “Oh, yeah. It’s like 10:45 over in Japan right now,” he mumbles, unlocking his phone to message his mom back. “Oh? I didn’t realize you were so popular that even in a different country your phone would be blowing up,” you tease him, and he chuckles before giving you the middle finger. “I’m not, my mom is just worried I’ll get alcohol poisoning and die here.”

“Don’t tell her about last night, she’ll shriek.”

He smiles, knowing that she definitely would. That’s when he realizes he’s never really told you about his mom. And that’s just not fair since you basically just poured your heart out to him about your shitty ex. Time to let you know. “She definitely would, and then the nurses would grill me out next time I went to see her.”

“Nurses?”

“Oh, yeah. I never told you, did I? My mom basically lives in the hospital at this point. I mean, not really, but she has to be there a lot for the chemotherapy treatments. She was always a sickly woman, but six months ago she was diagnosed with stage IV breast cancer. And, well, they gave her at least three years.” Hitoshi pauses for a moment. The news still makes him emotional, so he’s fighting back the emotions surfacing in him right now. Or at least he’s trying to, but you make it really hard. Especially since you’re immediately wrapped around him. He lets out a shaky sigh before giving you a teary smile. “It’s not okay, but it’s okay for it to not be okay. My dad passed away when I was seven because of an accident on the job, so my mom raised me. Even when I made it nearly impossible, she was always there. So, yeah. It’s… it’s hard. It was hard losing someone I loved when I was a kid, and it hasn’t gotten any easier.”

You don’t say anything at first, just gently push his head into your shoulder. You gently rub his back as you two sit in silence. You know that he’s crying silently, so you just stay there before you break the silence. “I’m here for you, Hitoshi. You can always talk to me about everything going on.”

He nods, setting his guitar to the side, and fully wrapping his arms around you. You run your fingers through his hair to try and help him out. You’ve had a shitty relationship, but that can never compare to Hitoshi’s situation. You could never imagine losing people you loved. At this point, it seems like that emotion just does more harm than good for everyone. No wonder the two of you never want to deal with it again. You’re afraid of getting hurt by someone you love again, and Hitoshi is afraid he’ll lose someone he loves since it seems to keep happening.

The two of you stayed like that for quite some time, until you noticed the sky beginning to lighten up. “Toshi, look. The sun is rising.”

He pulls himself out of your arms but makes sure to keep one of his around you as he pulls you closer to him. You lay your head on his shoulder and he lays his head on top of yours as the two of you watch the sun rise over Los Angeles. You never thought you would ever see this sight, but it’s certainly beautiful. “(Y/n?)”

“Hmm?”

“Thank you.”

“For what?”

“For listening. And for comforting me. I haven’t really been able to talk about it with anyone.”

“What about Denki?” you ask, shifting your head and looking up at him. He lets out a chuckle. “I’ve talked about it with him, yeah, but I don’t know. It’s nice having a change of pace and being able to talk to someone else about it, y’know?”

“Yeah, I know. The only person I ever talked to about my guy problems is Mina, so it was really nice talking to you about this stuff.”

He grins. Even though he just reminded himself of the fact that his mother is sick, just the mere fact that you were there with him was enough to make him feel a little bit happier. “What do you say we go to bed now? It’s seven in the morning and we have work to do tomorrow,” he mumbles, and you nod. You would be lying if you said you weren’t tired. Hitoshi stands, extending his hand to you which you happily take. “Too bad we can’t sleep in the same bed again. Mina and Denki will definitely know something is up,” you say with a sigh as you gather up the things you brought to the roof. All of it went untouched, but maybe that was for the better. You were stressing out too hard and your notes probably weren’t even comprehensive. He grabs his guitar and frowns. “Yeah. That really sucks, I like having you with me while I sleep.”

“And I like having you with me,” you say, opening the door that took the two of you to the roof. You both walk silently to his room first since it’s on a higher floor, and he quickly gives you a peck on the lips as a goodnight… er, good morning? Doesn’t matter, he disappeared into his room as quickly as he did it, just leaving you grinning in front of his door like an idiot.

You quietly walk into your room, being extra careful to not wake Mina even though she wouldn’t wake up if you screamed directly in her ear. You settle into bed, hugging a pillow close to your body and pretending it’s Hitoshi. It does help that your pillow still smelled like him from the night before, too. Lavender and Eucalyptus. Not a scent you ever expected to find extreme comfort in, but here you were.

Waking up was confusing, since you literally had no idea when you even fell asleep. You wake up around 10:30, exhaustion immediately making itself felt. “You didn’t sleep because you were stressed last night, huh?” Mina asks, sitting on her bed with her headphones on. You shake your head no, letting out a big yawn as you do. Mina sighs, shaking her head before shutting her laptop. “Do you need to sleep in more? I can call Denki and we can go give our information to the band and designers if you would want to sleep in.”

“No, I need to get my information to them earlier rather than later,” you mumble, pulling yourself out of bed and going over to get clothes on for the day. “Whatever you say, but I’m definitely not coming back to the room afterwards and I’m definitely forcing Denki to go to the beach with me because I don’t really want to go alone and I know he’s weak and would never be able to turn me down, so knock yourself out when I’m gone. Literally. Please.”

You laugh at that but nod regardless. That would be very nice, being able to just take a nap while she was off sitting in sand and staring at scantily clad women on the beach. But before you can look forward to that, you need to go tell the band and designers what you need for soundcheck tomorrow and then for the actual performance. You grab your laptop and shove it in a backpack as well as your various notes and look at Mina. “Are you coming too?”

“Oh, definitely. Of course.”

“Great. Is Denki coming?”

“He and Shinsou are already there, actually. Guaranteed it’s because Shinsou dragged his ass there before he had.a chance to protest, but we gotta go.”

You both leave your room, Mina calling an Uber as you make sure you have everything to make this exchange as easy as possible for all parties. “Okay, (Y/n), but seriously. What is up with you and Shinsou? Like, you don’t just fall asleep with someone while drunk, you know that, right?” she asks as the two of you wait outside for your ride. You roll your eyes. “Yes, you do. Especially if y’all are very close friends who happen to both be tired as hell and drunk as hell at the same time.”

“Oh, please. He was literally doting on you the entire time we were at the club. He definitely wants something more with you.”

“No, he really doesn’t. We already talked about all of… that stuff after you and Denki left the room and we thought we were dying. We were just drunk, and he wasn’t doting he was just making sure his friend was okay getting drunk in a new city in a new country.”

Mina narrows her eye at you from suspicion but decides that the story checks out and lets out a dramatic sigh. “I just want you to find someone, you know? I feel like it would help you with everything going on in your life.” “I don’t need someone else to be doing well, Mina. Believe me, I’m just fine on my own.”

“I know, I know. But still. It wouldn’t hurt to see you happy in a relationship.”

Your Uber arrives and the two of you hop in. You stare out of the window, trying your hardest not to fall asleep in this car as Mina chats the driver’s ear off. Luckily the drive isn’t too long, and you both head inside the theater you’ll be performing at. You walk over to the band, showing them everything you need. You even give examples of what you’re looking for, playing the guitar to get them familiar with it, the piano, bass, drums, all of it. And they are very grateful for it, because they have a shit ton of other contestants that they have to do this for, and not all of them are as nice or ready as you are. You thank them before going over to the designers and showing them the idea you had come up with for the performance. You let the sound designer know that your friends would be singing back-up and how you would like their microphones to sound throughout the performance, and then you move on to telling the lighting designer what you think would look cool. You spend at least twenty-five minutes just talking with them and bouncing ideas back and forth until you all settle on a light show and sound. You thank them again, and then turn to go back to the lobby.

You find Mina outside talking with Denki and Hitoshi, and as soon as she sees you, she waves you over. You walk over to them, giving Hitoshi and Denki a small wave. You were even more tired now than when you woke up, so talking exudes too much energy that you really need to save. “I told you she didn’t sleep at all. She’s definitely not going to the beach with us,” Mina says to Denki, her tone dripping with an ‘I-told-you-so’ attitude. Denki groans. “But we never get to do anything fun with (Y/n)! Not since the club.” “Are you saying hanging out in your room all together last night wasn’t fun?” Mina challenges and Denki goes silent. “Oh, yeah, I guess it was.”

“Listen, Denki, I think you should just let (Y/n) go home and take a nap. She obviously needs it,” Hitoshi cuts in, masking the concern he’s feeling for you with a dry tone and no expression. “I know, I know. Go back to the hotel and take a fat nap, (Y/n/n). I wanna hang out with you later today, alright?” You nod, getting your phone out to call an Uber back to the hotel. “I already called one, (Y/n/n), you can just ride with me,” Hitoshi says, and you nod. “Aw seriously? You’re not coming either?”

“Denki, I also did not get any sleep last night because I have insomnia, I would also like to just relax for a bit.”

“Okay, fair. But I mean it! We’re all hanging out later!” “Okay, but no drinking. I mean it. We have soundcheck tomorrow.”

“Fine.”

And with that, the Uber arrives and you and Hitoshi pile in. “We are going straight to my room and passing the fuck out because I had a horrible time trying to sleep without you last night, alright?” Hitoshi literally pouts, causing you to laugh. “Okay, okay, calm down. I’ll stop in my room to change into something more comfortable and then-”

“Nope. You’ll wear one of my shirts and a pair of sweatpants that I own, and we will go to sleep as soon as possible. We’re going straight to my room though, because if Denki and Mina burst into any room it’ll be yours.” “Fair point. Okay.”

“Good.”

He wraps his arm around you, pulling you closer to him as your Uber driver winds through traffic. You arrive at the hotel pretty quickly, and you both head on up to his room. He throws some clothes at you and you go in his bathroom to change before coming out and curling up under his covers and into his arms. He pulls you closer to him and pretends like he wasn’t just affected by seeing you in his clothes, but boy oh boy he was. He would like to see you like that more often, to be honest. But he probably wouldn’t, and he knew that, he just kind of really hoped he would. “G’night, Toshi,” you mumble, falling asleep immediately. He chuckles silently, carefully and gently tracing patterns on your back. He got very lucky, and he knows it. Even if you two aren’t dating, he has a cuddle buddy and a music buddy and a kissing buddy who he really really likes. And not like in just a romantic way because he definitely does and he’s doing his best to make sure that feeling doesn’t turn into… something more, but also like in just the fact that you allow him to be himself. It’s amazing, and he wouldn’t trade it for the world. He falls asleep fairly quickly, too, and you two take a cute little four-hour nap.

You wake up at two in the afternoon to see Hitoshi already awake and staring at you. “Good morning, kitten,” he says, his ‘I just woke up’ voice very much evident. “Morning,” you mumble, burying your head back into his chest. You feel the vibrations of his laughter in his chest, and grin. “When do you want to actually get up?” he asks, going back to rubbing your back. You shrug. “Probably soon. It is the afternoon, so.”

“Yeah. You’re right there. Do you maybe want to go meet up with Denki and Mina? Go grab some lunch and stuff?”

“Yeah, sure. Why not.”

The two of you get up, Hitoshi changes while you stretch out a bit then you head down to your room so you can actually appear presentable as well. You throw Hitoshi’s clothes in your suitcase, saying you’ll give them back to him later but honestly? You had no desire to give them back. They were too comfortable, and they smelled too much like him. They belonged to you now. He had a hunch that was what you were doing, but he honestly didn’t mind. He brought more casual shirts and sweatpants with him on this trip anyways, you could keep them if you wanted to. And you wanted to. And he lowkey wanted you to, too. You text Mina, asking where they are, and she answers right away. “Looks like they’re at some beachside restaurant, let’s go,” you say, calling an Uber yet again to get to the restaurant.

When you arrive, Mina and Denki are already a few drinks in, so they were far too excited to see the two of you. Luckily, there were sober people there to make sure they don’t try to annoy the two of you into drinking. Kirshima, Bakugou, Jirou, and Momo are all there, too. Four new people are there as well, the boy with the messy green hair, the really cute brunette girl, the guy who looks like and definitely is a stoner, and the edgy guy whose hair is dyed half white and half red. You two are introduced and you learn that their names are Izuku Midoriya, Uchako Uraraka, Hanta Sero, and Shouto Todoroki. You learn that Sero and Kirishima became friends after getting stuck in the elevator together. You also learn that Uraraka is friends with Jirou and Midoriya and that’s how he and Todoroki ended up coming. Another thing you learn very fast is that Midoriya and Todoroki have fat crushes on each other, but apparently, they aren’t dating yet. It’s kind of cute watching how flustered they get with each other, honestly. You end up hanging out with all of them for the rest of the day, occasionally getting filmed by a UA Idol camera crew going around to catch what the contestants are doing on their days off. It was actually really fun. You got to know these new people and you really liked them, they were super cool. And it was a nice way to destress.

You never expected to make so many new friends, all from different places. This competition is giving more opportunities and friendships to you than you expected it to, but hey. You were NOT complaining about it. It was also funny to see the different dynamics everyone brought to this little hang out. Bakugou would call everyone and extra or a dumbass, but when it came to Kiri he was softer and somehow gentle with him. It was hilarious to hear him call Midoriya a piece of shit waste of space and then immediately go mom mode because Kirishima said something he ate made him feel a little bad. And then Midoriya was equally as hilarious. He was this cute little positive boy covered with freckles and smiles, but the minute that Bakugou would be rude he would somehow insult him on his biggest insecurities without batting an eye. You don’t know how he did it, but if it weren’t for Kirishima and Todoroki you’re pretty sure they would have gotten into a fist fight. Uraraka was very similar to Midoriya in that regard, whereas Todoroki was very bad at picking up social cues and kept a cool and calm demeanor through anything. Of course, Jirou and Denki were flirting the whole time, but the way she flirts is by being mean, which Denki lowkey loves. And Momo and Mina are getting along very well, they’re kind of exact opposites which makes them work nearly perfectly.

Just hanging out with them was ridiculously fun, and you really hoped that this wouldn’t be the last time. Based off of all of their performances that you had seen, they all would be able to get through to live shows. You just wondered if you would be able to pull of getting to the live shows. Luckily for you, every time you got lost in thought, Hitoshi would subtly squeeze your hand to pull you back into reality. At this point, you don’t know what you would do without him. And that scares you too. Not because of the growing feelings you have for him, because they aren’t there, duh, but because if he makes it through and you didn’t, you would have to go back to Japan without him. And that’s the worst thought because you know he’ll make it. And you know Mina and Denki will too. You’d like to believe you will, but will you really? Your phone suddenly buzzes, and you look at it to see a text from… Hitoshi?

‘kitten, the anxiety is radiating off of your body. just relax, okay? i know you’re nervous but everything will be okay, i promise. besides, everyone at this table is here for you and feeling the same nerves you are. for now, just try to relax and enjoy this time. oh, and i’m also buying your food. sorry not sorry’

You grin a bit, especially since immediately after you read it you feel your other hand get squeezed in reassurance. He really knew how to make you feel better. And even going into the next day, he was constantly reassuring and helping you. And you were doing the same for him. Soundchecks were now going on, and while you were nervous, you weren’t as nervous anymore. You had watched Mina go already, as well as Denki, Kiri, Bakugou, and Uraraka. Now, it was Hitoshi’s turn, which meant you were up there, singing harmonies with him. His soundcheck went really well, they set everything for him, and he was good to go after two runs of his song. Then you were up. Now don’t get it wrong, even though you were less nervous doesn’t mean you weren’t nervous at all. Quite the opposite, actually. You were still worried things would go wrong, but you know that if that’s a thing then it’ll get fixed. You just really care and want everything to be okay. And it was! Soundcheck went really well, the lighting show was great, your microphone was adjusted, the band knew exactly what to do, you knew exactly what to do everything went perfect! And you were very happy about it.

“I told you everything would be fine,” Hitoshi says to you after your soundcheck is over. You roll your eyes and stick your tongue out at him. “I can’t control my nerves sir.”

“I know, but I still told you everything would be fine. Do what you did today tomorrow, and you’re guaranteed a spot in the live shows.”

“Well, thank you, but you do know that same statement applies to you, too, right?”

“Mmmm, no I could have done better.”

“Hitoshi Shinsou, I swear to GOD.”

He laughs at your tone and the look on your face, putting his hands up in defeat. While the two of you were talking, Midoriya leaned over to Mina and asked the golden question that everyone wanted to know. “So, are they a thing?” “I wish I knew Midoriya,” she whispers, and Denki joins in. “They won’t let up on the idea that love is bullshit, so here they are, dating without actually dating and ignoring any and all assistance we try to give them.”

“Huh… is this what Todoroki and I are like?”

“Yes.” This time Uraraka butts in, sending Midoriya a glare. He instantly turns bright red, causing Denki to bite back a laugh. “Just ask him out, bro. You know he’ll say yes,” Denki says, patting him on the back. “Yeah! And that way, the three of you can join the groupchat we have devoted to spying on them and plotting to get them in a relationship!” Uraraka snaps her head towards Mina so fast that she probably should have gotten whiplash from it or something. “That’s a thing?”

“Yeah.”

“Why am I not in it yet?”

And that’s how Uraraka got in the group. But not Midoriya. He only got in after he asked Todoroki to be his boyfriend. Now there were two secret operations going on, and both parties were literally completely oblivious to everything going on between each other. Funny how that works.

For you and Hitoshi though, the focus was mainly on the competition. The final round of Hell Week was tomorrow, after all. No matter what happened, your lives were definitely about to change.

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scullydubois · 5 years ago

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thoughts on The Truth (9x19/20)

Written by Chris Carter Directed by Kim Manners

WOOHOO LETS GO

Gasp...Mulder

Where they at

Up to his old clowny ways again

Do you think Scully emailed him and was like, yeah, so I put the baby up for adoption

Krycek? I thought you were dead boy

Nice one

Dun dun dun

“About my son...and his mother” looks like that email went to spam

He’s a guilty man….he failed in every respect

Ladies...ladies…

Who dafuq are Dana and Walter, who’s he talking to

This is some A+ brainwashing

Krycek wyd

Is Kersh actually being helpful

I’m having some thoughts…

Is that allowed?

That went on for like...a long time

It IS a party, Mulder’s right

They got Knowle’s body? WTF

Alright so...I’m not actually mentally capable for handling this

Gillian is doing some A+ acting

This whole ‘our son’ thing...detrimental to my health

Let it be known that I’m having a straight up bad time

Her laugh after he said he was out looking for the truth...please kill me

“I can’t tell you” you’re really gonna do this...now..GTFO

“That doesn’t make sense” correct

They needed to give Skinner a reasonable part in the ep so he’s gonna be Mulder’s lawyer...I have to laugh

Mulder’s gonna lose…

They’re really throwing flashbacks in here...I don’t know if I like that or not

Hey Spender

Lol...so it’s not that Mulder isn’t guilty, it’s that a government conspiracy justifies his actions

The sheer amount of summarizing here makes me uncomfortable...I know it was probably good for those who watched the show over a span of 9 years, but I watched all of this in the past 6 months...I know

GIBSON COME THROUGH

Scully’s snapping on Mulder...thank you god

“I’d rather die, Scully” you’re literally dumb, Mulder

TBH it seems like Mulder as a character grew out of his whole “the truth before everything” mindset seasons ago, why are we reverting him back to it

This is actually infuriating

“It’s you and me, that’s what I’m fighting for, Mulder. You and me.” Deadass!

His face...he knows he done fucked up

Thanks, I hate it (it being that scene)

Mr. X???

How did this Native American kid get Doggett’s address

I mean...good but

Marita however you spell her last name?? Where the fuck did she go after season 7

I feel like she’s one of the most irrelevant recurring characters

Mulder! Stop being dumb!

This isn’t even clowny anymore...this is just straight up dumbass

Gibson is spilling the tea! He literally pointed to this guy and called him out for being a super soldier...zero fucks! He’s never let me down!

Mulder is fired up!

If a boy who could read minds couldn’t help, how are Doggett and Reyes?

Alright Reyes is going off...I love her

GOD...all of this would be solved if William hadn’t been put up for adoption...they literally COULD have a demonstration...he is their physical proof of the truth they’ve been searching for!! In more ways than one!!!!

So far in this episode...Reyes>>>Mulder

Lucky break that Doggett got the corpse sent to Quantico

Literally zero way of physically identifying that as Knowle!

Skinner’s like…’so this case is irrelevant because the victim isn’t dead, so jot that down’

Sorry but...I can’t take Scully seriously here...I wish I could...but he went “You’re in contempt” and she did that kid argument thing of going “No, YOU”RE in contempt!”

This is the saddest excuse of a trial I have ever seen

Verdict time!!

Guilty of first degree murder...imagine watching the pilot episode and finding out that Mulder gets convicted of murder in the final episode..WTF

This is such an L...for everyone involved (both fictionally and in reality)

Mulder’s really making a speech after being convicted for murder...PLEASE

His crime is in daring to believe!

Did y’all know that the truth is out there

This is so dramatic LMAO

Scully’s about to pick up the phone and they’re gonna be like ‘death penalty!’

OH MY FUCKING GOD THAT WAS A JOKE WHAT IN THE ACTUAL HELL

This is so fucking terrible but I’m actually laughing hysterically because I did not expect that, I was literally joking

They waited until there was a verdict to break him out, when they actually could have just done it the whole time

Like...if y’all were just gonna break him out the whole time, why did I have to watch the stupid summing up of the show via the trial

Alright...maybe Kersh has some rights

Canada sounds like a good idea

Or not, do whatever the fuck you want I guess, you’re already on the run for murder

BITCH why am I seeing an empty X-Files office...not allowed in any circumstances

Super soldier guy, fuck off

The Lone Gunmen deserved better

You already know I love a desert episode

Sometimes i wish Mulder would just chill

Doggett and Reyes are really out here in a helicopter

THIS IS LITERALLY THE FUNNIEST THING EVER I-

I’m sorry but I cannot take this seriously...I cannot cannot

Mulder just spill it

“You’re afraid to speak the truth.” You know what? CSM is right and he should say it

Always about magnetite

Welp, there’s Knowle

She wants to hear it Mulder!!

THE TRUTH IS THAT ALIENS ARE GOING TO INVADE IN 2012????? LMAOOOOOOO

No wonder I actually didn’t have this part spoiled for me ahead of time

This did not age well, not one bit

We got multiple helicopters out here now

And magnetite takes care of another one

Run run run

How exactly did the helicopters lose them

BYE

What kind of dramatic ass shot...that’s the worse thing I’ve ever seen

Hold on...I’m shifting into tenderness mode

The parallel with the pilot...please excuse me while I shed some tears

I have zero fucking clue what they’re talking about though

“Chasing after monsters with a butterfly net”...I have to cry

Okay but what the hell was Mulder gonna do?? Not tell her that aliens are invading for the next decade??

This shit’s kinda breathtaking though

Truly unfortunate that she would do it all over again though...I wouldn't

“Then we believe the same thing” WE WON LADIES

You really had to just grab onto that fucking cross huh...okay

Oh yeah????

Alright I can die now

Jk there’s still another movie and 16 more episodes

Consensus: Kinda a hot mess. Definitely didn’t need to be as long as it was. Had some interesting parts and some extremely laughable parts. I’m glad there’s more now.

3.5 out of 5 stars

#the x files #txf #season 9 #9x19 #9x20 #the truth #3.5 stars #chris carter #kim manners #david duchovny #fox mulder #gillian anderson #dana scully #john doggett #robert patrick #annabeth gish #monica reyes #thoughts on #I FINALLY DID IT

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parkerstylesperalta · 6 years ago

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making art is therapy bitches

I got inspired by my own sadness tonight and wrote a little something with Tom.

Warning: lots of angst. mostly angst. a slight hint of floof. also, 1.5k of shitty writing.

my first fic type thingy ever! woohoo!

A year and a half. Time heals all wounds, they said. But the cut still felt sore in your chest every time Tom’s name popped up on your screen. How’s school? It was innocent enough, and with him being in a relationship there was nothing you could do about your aching heart.

Tom and you had broken up on not so good circumstances nearly a year and a half ago. It was a bad break, and both you, him, and your friends felt the shockwaves of the aftermath. After years of friendship and a long-lasting relationship, the end shook up your life. You didn’t talk for a long time, then fought, and then were friends, more fighting, then strangers again for a while. The back and forth of your feelings towards him gave you whiplash.

So Valentine’s Day obviously was a rough one, when you woke up to a text from him. Nothing mentioning the holiday, just a text talking about your major in college, and what you’d been up to. But on social media, his girlfriend was posting about him and the comment on her photo that he left broke you just a little further. Why, if he had moved on to someone else, was he choosing to continue to talk to you? You wanted to ask him- to call him out and just know why he felt the need to continue with you when so much in your lives has changed. It didn’t feel fair. It wasn’t.

You talked for almost three weeks, and constantly. What’s the winter storm at home putting you through? Any new auditions coming up? Simple. Nothing new. But it hurt- it felt normal. Consistent responses, and every day. Things progressed to talking about your career, your hopes and dreams. What made you want to pursue this field? I need advice about something. It felt like the good old days when you were together, and life was different.

A drunken night out led you to confess to your friends your constant back and forth with Tom, and your best friend nearly lost it at the news. You pulled up the texts and showed her. If she knew, she might as well know it all.

“y/n, what are you doing?”

“I don’t know,” you confessed.

“He fucked you over, babe,” your friend hiccupped. “You’re just going to be sad.”

“I think I still love him, I mean how can I not? He’s texting me about nothing but at the same time I feel like its everything because its how we talked when we were together,” you drunkenly rambled.

“You’re always gonna love him, he was your first.”

“I know. Its stupid. She’s there now and he obviously doesn’t need me or love me anymore soooo,” the words slurred together.

Your best friend laughed. “It’s not stupid. And bitch… why would he be texting you all the time... and on Valentine’s day... if he didn’t care anymore?”

Two weeks earlier…

Tom sat on the couch, phone in hand, Harrison on the other side of the couch and Harry laying on the ground in front of the TV. Fifa blared as loud as possible and Harry cursed out Harrison for screwing him over in the game at the end of the round.

“Alright Tom, your turn,” said Harrison, handing him the controller.

“Nah mate you play another. I’m good for now,” he said, not looking up from his phone.

Harry flipped around to look at him. “You’ve barely played tonight. Stop texting Annie for five minutes and play, Tom.”

Tom sighed. “You should be glad I’m not playing. Because if I was, you would not be winning right now. And i’m not texting Annie, for the record.”

“Then who the hell are you talking to? You haven’t stopped staring at your phone for a damn week,” Harrison called out.

“Nobody,” Tom flushed angrily.

“Oh shit,” Harry chuckled and looked over at Harrison with a smug grin.

“What?”

“Its y/n, isn’t it?” Harry teased. Harrison’s eyes lit up with recognition.

“Why would I be-“ argued Tom.

Harrison leapt across the couch and snagged Tom’s phone out of his hand.

“Aye! Fuck off!” Tom protested, reaching for the phone while Harrison blocked him from grabbing it.

“No way. It is y/n! Since when are you two talking again? Does Annie know? Shit- you aren’t doing anything stupid right?” Harrison quizzed.

Tom groaned. “No. I am not being stupid, okay?”

“So what does this mean?” Harry smiled.

“Nothing!” Tom sighed. “Nothing. I just… I don’t know. Annie has just been really frustrating lately and… y/n is always here for me. Even after I fucked with her head.”

The boys groaned in unison.

“Mate, you can’t just go back to her when your new girlfriend isn’t doing it for you. That’s fucked up,” Harrison lamented.

“I know. I’m not going back to her, okay? It just feels good to talk to her like we used to. It’s never really been that way with Annie.”

“So you still love her?” asked Harry.

“Of course I do,” Tom confessed.

And back to the night on the town…

You felt your phone vibrate slightly on the counter, and you looked down to see a call had just ended. Quickly you grabbed it and went to the call log.

“Shit. No no no no shit!” You panicked.

“What?” you best friend asked.

The call log showed your last activity-

One call with Tom. Two minutes and fourteen seconds.

You froze. “I… butt dialed him. I just fucking- HE HEARD ALL OF THAT CONVERSATION, Y/F/N!”

“Oh no.” your best friend processed what had happened.

“Oh no?! This is a BIT MORE than oh no. This is, I’m dead. I’m absolutely dead and should go lay on the street for the buses I’m dead. Oh my god.” You began to pace the bar.

“y/n it’s okay! He probably could tell you were drunk and is just gonna ignore it. Or maybe he didn’t really hear everything!” she reasoned with you.

You felt sick to your stomach. “I need to go home.”

The uber back to your apartment was quiet and uncomfortable, and the driver blasting 80’s rock at its fullest volume did not help your situation no matter how catchy Africa was.

When you arrived at your apartment building, you had almost sobered up minus some lingering fuzziness inside your head. You walked up the two flights of stairs, and as you were turning the corner to your room you rifled through your bag for your key. They clinked as you pulled them out and went for the keyhole.

“Hey.” A voice behind you made you squeal in fear.

“Fuck!” you flipped around quickly, only to be met by messy brown curls and eyes you hadn’t seen in a while.

You paused. “What.. what are you doing here?”

“Hi to you too, y/n,” Tom smiled shyly. “I uhm… I got your call.”

Your heart sank to your stomach. “…course you did. Listen, Tom, I was drunk and emotional and I am so sorry that you had to hear-“

“I want to talk.” He stepped closer to you and cut you off.

“Why? So I can be even more embarrassed than I am already?” you huffed.

“Annie and I broke up. A week and a half ago.” Tom spilled.

“And..?”

“Y/n I know that I fucked up. Bad. But I can’t stop myself from wanting to talk to you and be around you like we used to. And I know that I in no way deserve that from you. I just want that drunk voice in your head that I just heard to be the real y/n that I know. I miss you- and I don’t expect anything from you but I just needed you to know that. It wasn’t her.” He rambled.

“What wasn’t her?” your voice cracked and betrayed you.

“She wasn’t… I didn’t start dating her because it was her. I started dating her because I didn’t have you and I needed someone. But it’s always been you that I want.”

You stayed silent.

“I know that’s fucked up.”

“It is.” You agreed.

He ran his hands through his hair. “I should’ve… fuck I shouldn’t have come here. I’m sorry.” Tom turned to leave.

You grabbed his wrist to stop him and he turned around with wet eyes.

You took a deep breath.

“I’m not saying that any of this is okay, or that I forgive you, or anything.” He bowed his head further. “But- I miss you. I’m stupid and I miss you.”

“So what does that mean?” he questioned.

“I think… I think you need time. You need a while to figure you out, and maybe after that, I’ll be here,” you said.

“Time,” he smiled.

“I mean we’ve had plenty… what’s a little more?” you chucked a bit.

“Thank you, y/n,” he said sincerely.

“Boy, you have nothing to thank me for yet.”

He smiled and grabbed your hand. “Thanks for butt dialing me,” he smirked.

You rolled your eyes and slipped your hand out of his. “I’ll text you in the morning.”

“Okay. Night, y/n,” he agreed with a nod.

“Night, Tom,” you said, turning the key and walking inside.

A month passed, and after that time the texting became a coffee date. And the coffee date turned into dinner, and dinner turned into five. Time heals all wounds, they say. And even after a deep cut, you finally agreed with that.

tagging my queen @wazzupmrstark bc she’s my boo hi

#tom holland x reader #tom holland imagine #tom holland fic #tom holland #tom holland angst #tom x reader #rip #this is sadly based off of my life lmao #bye #this is stupid #but writing is the best therapy bitch

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rjshepherd · 5 years ago

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A play by play of me reading the first Poldark novel.

just some rambling hopefully funny thoughts of mine i jotted down as i read the book

Mrs choaks lisp is the worst thing I have ever read

Christ, I didn't understand a word Jud is saying and I'm from Belfast we talk exactly the same.

Ross comparing Elizabeth to a tiny cloud is adorable

"Mrs Chynoweth as beautiful as a well bread female eagle " is a nice way of saying she's got a huge nose.

I find it interesting that book Ross and George have their features swapped with TV versions. George has big brown eyes like Aiden turner and Ross has jack farthings mercury blue ones.

I wonder how valentine will look in the books

That cockfighting didn't half drag on. George tried to stop it tho. Guess he's an animal lover?

Right, at the end of the wedding we see Georges mom and dad. But in the TV show he quite clearly states his dad at least is dead. And given his comparison of himself to Ross , his mom too. Only Cary is there but he isn't in this book at all

That want wit whitworth makes an early appearance, but he doesn’t do anything so what’s the point of mentioning him?

Ruth Teague getting shat on from page 1 seems a tad unnecessary. Not her fault she's ugly, Winston, you wrote her that way.

Ok I’m on the dislike ruth train too. An ugly face is one thing, an ugly personality is quite another

Page 87 all the smells. I’m starting to think Ross has a scent kink.

Demelza is 13, Ross is 24 and I am uncomfortable.I know there’s nothing between them right now but still.

Elizabeth explains herself much better than the TV show and I think they should have had this word for word. Ross is just being a Lil bitch. Nothing new there then.

I'm going to start saying "scat un up" instead of shit em up or fuck em up. It just has a little *kisses fingers* somthin spicy

Ross is a cat person and I love Tabitha bethia . but I did keep reading it as bridge to Terabithia

Why the fuck does Charles keep barking ….AARF!

Pg202 Francis is a big bitch baby….NO CHANGE THERE THEN.

Seriously though Francis is fucking stupid. The fuck is wrong with the Poldark men? Bucha big bitch babies with memories as short as their di-

I've just been advised not to finish that sentence.

But I will point out that not 6 months later ( and later in the book) Francis is sleeping with prostitutes and yet he’s prissy with captain blamey??? Get ur head out of ur ass pls Francis.

The phrase " to take a vomit and rest until supper " is the worst line in English literature.

Yes, including everything in the 50 shades books.

[Jack cobbledick sounds like a pornstar not a farmhand and I’m glad he wasn’t in the tv show.

Dr choak continues to annoy and Ross describing Elizabeth continues to my eternal delight.

Lol no joke dr choak can go hang.

Oh my god Ruth! Wind your neck in!

Francis continues to disappoint by trying to force Elizabeth to fuck. A) Gross and B) YOUR DADS JUST HAD A HEARTATTACK MAN WHATS WRONG WITH YOU???

Oh, and now he’s being huffy and jealous with her? Ok I get that in the 1700s women were basically powerless and had to do what their husbands said but WHAT right has he to be pissy with her? He drinks and gambles and goes cavorting with George Warleggan “ 3 or 4 nights a week” and leaves her all alone and still demands she have sex again RIGHT AFTER HIS DAD HAD A HEART ATTACK.

I’m just.

You’re better than this Francis.

Would much have preferred Georges dad to be in charge of Jim carter's trial than the random Jonny's we got in the tv series. Show us the whole family is unlikable.

But I suppose Nicolas and mary are dead so I guess these random tv people will do.

Ross’s speech loses something for not having been delivered in my living room by a slightly bewildered Aiden turner wondering why I’m sitting in my pyjamas asking him to defend a fictional character verbatim.

Ok so Mel is now 17 when she and Ross do the woohoo but I'm pretty sure legal age has always been 16 so why are people still pissed?

Wait just googled it and it is in fact 13 in Poldark times. So, it's fine? She’s 17 I don’t get the ire from the other characters.1803 introduces the law that makes it 13 to crack down on child prostitution ( this part of the book being in 1780 something) so clearly not everyone has a problem with kids, as gross as that is.

Is it because she’s been there for so long? Like he’s grooming her? I just don’t understand the social thing, if someone does please explain it to me.

Side note I don’t condone these kinds of shenanigans irl, I’m just giving my thoughts as they come while I read the book.

Ooh but then Mel reminds him of his mother, and I feel skquicky. Never bring ur dead mother into the bedroom ,Ross.

Actually, just leave all your Mommy issues at the door.

Thank fuck it cut away before another sex scene. I’m so sick of reading them when they arent written by horny women on ao3.

Please don't describe grass touching you as sensuous because all I can think of is that Tumblr meme “ what if grass licked you when you walked on it “ “ I would do the splits”

So, is Ross...ace? Like he goes on about not having the normal appetites of a man and the only person he's slept with is Demelza who he's built up a friendship with. He even calls himself frigid (kind of,) on page 330 Demi maybe?

Pg 339 Demelza’s turn to be a big baby about Elizabeth. She’s not THAT pretty, calm down.

Pg 350 is just Ross and Demelza’s sex life . It talks about her being 2 different people, lady in the streets freak in the sheets of you will.

I'm choosing to interpret this as Ross bottoming .

Pg 360 Yep Ross is a sub and nothing will convince me otherwise

The last few chapters are him just pining after Demelza and it is freaking adorable. I would read 8 books of this .

Christmas at Trenwith sound shit. Honestly who wants a 2 hour and 40-minute dinner. Who tf can make conversation that long never mind eat that much food???

"George likes you" I knew it. He’s been pining for ross senpai from day 1. P 422

Actually, book George is generally far more agreeable than TV George. But that could be because graham wrote these years apart and didn’t quite know where he was going with George in the first book.

You know book Cornwall is much more accepting of Demelza too. She's a pretty singer and she does her best. 11/10 best wife.

Except ruth. Fuck off ruth.

Pg 446 is basically Demelza "why's them birds spotty they aint really spotty" Ross “go home Demelza Ur drunk."

Ok but why didn't Demelza tell Ros she was preggers? It just jumps to Julia being born in the first chap of the 2nd book. I know foetal alcohol syndrome won’t be discovered for like 200 years but why are they all drinking so much booze? Is the water not safe?

Ok final thoughts now I've literally just closed the dust jacket: wouldn’t have picked this up or read it without having seen the tv show, which was a lot more compelling, but the book was helped by me doing character voices.

Francis needs to buck up his fucking ideas before I reach into the pages and slap him.

I like Elizabeth much more in the book, not that I didn’t before its just she makes a better case for herself.

Demelza and ross’s relationship seems… a touch more verbally abusive than the tv show but I suppose the tv show wouldn’t have been such a big success if we didn’t like them and the books are probably truer to the era. And, without wishing to defend ross, he never actually follows through on his threats of violence or punishment. Demelza plays him like a fiddle and its glorious.

Polly choak, Ruth treneglos and her mother can all take a flying leap.

Actually, all of English high society can take a long walk off a short pier.

Wasn’t a bad book. Lacking in stakes, I think. and rather wordy compared to what I normally read. I consider myself at least somewhat well read and I had to google words to see what they meant. Do you know how long it’s been since last I had to do that? I’m not complaining it was just a strange departure from my normal novels. The mining talk was mercifully brief but If my memory of the tv show serves me it’ll be back with a vengeance soon. Overall not a bad book and although I very much doubt id have read it without the tv show I rather enjoyed it.

I’m going to start reading “Demelza” Now

#poldark #poldark novel #demelza poldark #demelza #ross poldark #george warleggan #francis poldark #elizabeth chynoweth #elizabeth warleggan #long post

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ain-t-bovvered · 6 years ago

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14x10 Commentary

Zeta and Giuls scream together, and then die.

Me & Zeta will watch together season 14′s episodes as they come out and we’ll do our commentary while watching.

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9

14x10 Nihilism

-I did not want to see Jack like that again thanks

Zeta: true

- And there was a need for some wings there honestly .

[ comes back crawling]

HERE

Zeta: the bar sceeeene

-.....THAT’S A DAMN SQUIRREL WITH A AVIATOR CAP ON ( also I re wrote squirrel four times before getting it right)

- MOOSE!!!

-......The Moose has a tag with “FAMILY BUSINESS” written on it----lol Jensen

Zeta: What’s her name

- PAMELAAAAAAAA . Damn woman I went a bit Bi there

Zeta: OH YES.

- [Music: and I’m searching for a rainbow] .....WOW

-[on the counter] Daphne loves Fred.

my monkey dirty brain: Daddy loves tips.

-hot. want that.

Zeta: the tequila or the bartender?

Bitch please . both.

- D: “ What are we, savages?”

Zeta: Oh the lips

-Cosmic Cowboy. *chokes*

-FB

-why is it always a ghoul case?

-Lol but who’s the drunk guy tho

Zeta: Bitch, look at her biceps

- some Bi slippage there too I see. FOCUS

Zeta: also indeed. Who is he?

-D:”I’ve never had anything this nice”

Also....I would be like Dean if I had a bar. One for the costumer and one for me! woohoo .

- D: “How come you always have a boyfriend?”

P: “How come you always want what you can’t have?”

[looks into the camera like in the office]

- D: “This is my dream”

I kinda see it tho....old grumpy Dean Winchester being the Bobby while running a bar like that. Yes....I like it.

- I knew it . I wanna see someone closed behind that “closet” *wink wink*

Zeta: Oh oh

Zeta: the slo mo.

-NICE .You are welcome for this gif where I let you enjoy the full over the count jump. Nice healthy middle age man over the fence jump ( nevermind this is an italian oil ad ).

-The blood. So cute

Zeta: I’m famous

- mmm

Zeta: shit

-Hello M boi, I missed you fam

Zeta: Changed clothes

- OMFG are you saying that the Archangel Michael macVanity von DramaQueen really just angel mojo changed into his Peaky Blinder wanna be in front of them?

He’s so flamboyant , I love him .

Zeta: The close up

- M making three men kneel with so much as lift his hands. WHAT A MOOD. WHERE CAN I GET THAT? I WANT 10.

- M : “ I saw everything” Yeah no shit we kinda see that coming too

-DoN ‘T IntERrUPt mE

Zeta: Don’t interrupt me

-I’m-

I’m so bothered right now. Dom Michael for the win

-OH WOW

- Sam just “assbutted” Michael lol.

Castiel : Sam....did you just molotov my brother with holy fire?

Sam: uh ....No?

- HE ANGRY

- Dean’s not home right now...

Zeta: Please leave a message

*giggling* I love him

Zeta: His voice GOD DAMN

-yes

- Castiel hair tho.

Zeta: Do you? Cocky much

-but needs to play it cool. Can’t risk to mess up the pomaded hair.

- S:” We the angel cuffs on , Michael is under control”

M: “Keep telling yourself that “ ( ͡~ ͜ʖ ͡°)

I *clap* LOVE *clap* HIM *clap*

- S: “Dump him in the trunk of the Impala” ... DUMP HIM .ahahahahaah

-Garth is in the trunk

Zeta: it’s a big trunk

-M: “ It’s a party!”

- J: “ It’s not like any of us can fly”

M : “ Well one of us can”

S: “ STFU”

- J:” Sam, are we gonna die here?” ... wow Jack...babe...stfu

-Yes OMG I forgot about the stalky reaper

Zeta: You mess up so many things

- it ain’t wrong

- [in john Mulaney’s Trump voice] we locked Death away and enslaved the reapers

Zeta: Poor Cas

- ok but WHO....death? Michael is asking himself that too.

-Yes , put him in the dungeon. HOT

Zeta: shit

-I can hear you

Zeta: Shit

-Ahahahahahaahah

Zeta: SHIT

-I’m loving this

Zeta: Bring back Crowley.

Zeta: We left Garth in the trunk looool

- that....everytime we don’t see a character for long that’s it...they are in the trunk.

Zeta: Castiel

-CASTIEL . so strange, I love him, he’s such a sarcastic asshole.

- M: “Yes, uh, put a chair against the door”

Zeta: This pretty smile as I rip you apart

-I’M SHAKING. YAS.

Zeta: Control yourself

- S: “Cass this is all we’ve got”

Zeta: Again?

- well it is a loop.

-MORE SHOTS. (me)

Zeta: The only thing missing is “heat of the moment”

- what if the woman is his conscience trying to get him out and if he sign he’s out? ...like....testing his resolution?

-Little insulting

Zeta: you’re nothing

Zeta: Why is he so perfect in this?

- J: “Dean---is strong”

M *disgusted face*: “ Is a gnat “ . WOW

-OH SHUT UP OOOOH

Zeta: Emotional abuse.

- M: “ he was not happy, but he didn’t care-- Cause you are not Sam, you are not Cass.”

[ me looking smiling to the Castiel/Misha hateclub]

-M: “You are a weak helpless thing”

- Jack , babe ....get away tho

Zeta: LISTEN TO YOUR DAD

- M: “no I’m not and I can still hear you”

Zeta: Prick

- Love that prick..... literally

- I care so little for the others I swear

- M: “Look at you, play nursemaind for a nephilim”

-C: “You are confusing loyalty and compassion for weakness”

Zeta: Damn what am I watching?

- [looks into the camera like in the office] Sexual tension

Zeta: so done. this. Close up

- M “and now...that I’m in here, I know why”

-CHUCK

Zeta: He churn our draft after draft

- M speaks like he’s singing and mocking you at the same time. He has this musicality in his speak and I love it

- C: “Why would he do that?”

M: “BECAUSE HE DOESN’T CARE!”

- good lord I swear all the angels are just brats throwing temper tantrum because they have a trash dad.

- M: “But now , I just want to burn every one of his little worlds until I catch up to the Old man”

Zeta: Even god can die.

- oh ok....overachiever much

Zeta: Hurt Jack

- No no Jack babe...keep your fucking soul .

Zeta: Cool science project

- Michael’s mind: if you mess up my perfectly combed hair Cass I swear-

- M: “ I give it a solid B- .....uh oooh”

me nervously: .....wtf lol

- M: *snorts* Oh Cass, I believe in you.

So rude...so nasty

- j: “ What should I do?”

Zeta: Pray

-Thanks Cas, that’s-......that’s great

Zeta: You are all mine

- ..... YESSIR TAKE ME

Zeta: Dean’s mind.

- ..... if it was a funny episode they could have made so many jokes about being empty lol.

- me looking around haters mind ^

Zeta: This is what you are gonna become

-omg

- THAT WAS DEAN IN HELL.

- Dean’ “NOOOO “ at Castiel death is vibrating into my bones.

- S: “Dean is strong”

- C: “Sam, we’ve been through a lot and Dean is more than strong”

- S: “Dean thrive on trauma.”

WE’VE BEEN KNEW

Zeta: Smart moose

- Somebody has been reading some meta tumblr posts

- P: “You really know how to talk to a lady don’t you?”

me already at Castiel’s feet : wha

- That’s us fans watching 14 seasons of supernatural ^

-Bloody Cass is 100. *licks lips*

- P: “get me a shot. With your braaaain”

Zeta: Well hello.

- C:” That was- that....DeAN ThAt WaS An ACcidENT”

Zeta: Babyyyy

- them baby faces

- C:” WE NEED YOU TO COME BACK”

- S:”POUGHKEEPSIE”

- Dean’s mind : [ old modem sounds]

-M [Slow clap it out.] : Hey Fellas

-AND THE HAT IS BACK

Zeta: I’m you

Zeta: He gripped you tight and raised you from perdition

-AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAH I’M DYING SO BAD.

-BITCH I’M DEAD AND GIGGLING I CAN’T.

-but also....but the fuck is Mary at?... like wow.

- also....everything that Micheal is saying right now is causing me actual fucking pain.

- Ok and both Sam and Cas faces? well thanks

Zeta: He’s buying time

-WOW. Slow smile, oooooH

-S: “So in here, you are all talk”

- oh that’s why he doesn’t use his powers. Serviceable .

Zeta: So happy. Fuck

Zeta: Prove it

- Um...yes hello 911?

Michael getting his hands dirty is too hot for me.

-Fucking Tiger man.

-Come on baby

Zeta: Jack will do something “stupid”

- Well he is his parents’ son *shrug*

Zeta: that

- D:” Then we don’t kick him out, we keep him in”

-oooooh M goes in the closet, lol

Zeta: Oh my god.

- ....Well that was stupid AHAHAHAAH

- I can’t stop laughing .

- M [ROAR]

me: ....

Zeta: I’m the cage.

-HE IS THE CAGE. That doesn’t seem right tho...come on.

Zeta: So now Dean has Michael locked up

-ooooh the magic hurt him. Forgot about that. My baby.

Zeta: Concerned Dad.

- The way Cass say : “you understand?” killed me....so soft...so worried...

- The little smile! Kill me now.

Zeta: He’s not ok.

-Dean is not ok.

Zeta: [henley alert]

-He’s like....naked. ( still has another tshirt under it tho)

-Oh he’s mad

- I’M CRYING . HE LOOKS LIKE MY CAT WHEN I REFUSE TO LET HIM OUT .

amazing.

( Sorry for the not that clear gifs but I wanted to cut and past all the bits of that because it’s amazing)

Zeta: He’s suffering so much.

-That troat

- That door is not that sturdy tho

Zeta: Oh hell no

- oh hello death .

-Aw hell naw.

- Death :” Except one”

-AW HELL NAW

Zeta: Which one?

- UGH

Zeta: No

-NO

Zeta: NOOO so much hurt

-OH FUCK

Zeta: Actual literal pain in my chest

YA KNOW WHAT?....I DON’T LIKE THAT LOOK .

NOT ONE BIT.

- lol I don’t even wanna look at tumblr now

Zeta: well you know me....I have

- of course you did

post gifs comment: I didn’t do my crack gifs for now, but they will be done in a separate post.

If you want to get tagged in the future ones send an ask HERE or to @waywardbaby or a smoke signal, idk whatever I’m tired af.

TAGS: @supernatural-teamfreewillpage @destiel-honeypie @mariekoukie6661 @dragontamerm @closetspngirl @rainflowermoon @mattiecat @bunnybaby121115 @aliaitee @jacks-word-of-the-day @4evamc

#spn episode commentary #commentary #nihilism #14x10 #spn 14x10 #supernatural 14x10 #14x10 commentary #spn gifs

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Wow you really went off the other day but at least it was worth it 😪 I normally look at the scenery when I’m on a road trip, but then I get bored of it and decide to sleep bc there’s nothing else to do. Motion sickness must suck :(( do you take gravol or something to help with it? Coffee literally drains the life out of my funds it hurts me

Yes omg pls make me cookies I love them. Maybe you can even open a bakery with pastries and sell some good /cheap/ coffee. Ilyt my dear baker 🥺 ye I’m not the biggest fan of my bday either but gotta celebrate anyway!! One year closer to death woohoo 🎉🎉 your birthday is the most important day of the year!!! You can’t fight me on this I’m right

Pearls are so good. Like most places I go to don’t add anything to the pearls so it’s just bland squishy balls but the place I frequent adds I think honey to sweeten them. It gives the pearls life istg. It tastes so good 🤤 hollering is a funny word. For some reason I always associate it with yodelling which makes me laugh

Ksks you must be op if you can make a joke in the wall with a door slam. I can’t relate my arms are literally sticks and I have no strength in me. Chrome books are terrible in general. Add my schools terrible wifi and you get one big recipe for disaster. I’d never fight u either (unless it’s for your bday) ily too much for that 🥺🥺🥺

Hahah I think it’s me. I haven’t heard anyone say “go ham” except for the people who go to my school. I find it really funny tho so I try to incorporate it whenever I can LOL easily burnt? Can’t relate but apparently I easily tan. There’s this one diagonal stripe on my shoulder that separates pale me and tan me which ??? How did that happen and what was I wearing for that to happen??

It’s all fun and games until you go outside and see a mountain of snow waiting for you to be shovelled. But there are some good aspects to winter, like skating and skiing and all that fun stuff. Snow is so heavy?? Or maybe I’m just weak but after I finish shovelling I’m beat. Gardening is not my thing. There’s too many bugs involved flying around 🥴

Kind of? I always thought it was short for cappuccino but I could be wrong. They don’t taste like fraps tho, they’re sm better. I was always a frap hoe until I discovered lattes. My old elementary school was close to a Starbucks so whenever frappy hour was happening, my friends and I would go almost every day LOL

I heard that dunkin coffee is really good. Oof there’s so many things that the us have that Canada doesn’t. But apparently you guys don’t have ketchup chips?? How can one live without them? You know that’s what soulmates are, we’re stuck together forever and I don’t mind that. I’d never leave you 😌😌

YES OMG LATTES ARE SO EXPENSIVE. I pay around the same amount and my wallet cries every time. If you ever yeet yourself off a bridge I’d come visit u in hell and bring u iced coffee 💖 we really are soulmates wtf I get almond milk in my lattes as well!! I used to get normal milk and was like “I’m a bad bitch milk can’t hurt me” but that didn’t really work out. Sigh what we do for coffee 😔

Washing dishes is disgusting. I hate doing them but yk someone’s gotta do it and that someone is me 😤 I’m acc lazy when it comes to smoothies, I usually ask my mom to make them LMAO. Pancakes are pretty much made of flour if you think about it so technically when u eat one plain ur eating cooked flour,, how barbaric. Waffles are Built. Like. They have a 20 pack 😪😪

I love angst personally so pls go ham but not too ham I’d like to keep my heart. Honestly at this point my last brain cell has given up on me. But yes I love angst and I love torturing myself with heart wrenching angst that leaves me crying into my pillow at 3am (I’m talking about this one haikyuu fic that I forgot the name of. I was literally dying inside jalsjwo)

Pls do send me peet’s I’ll send you an iced capp in a cooler so it’ll be somewhat melted and probably spilt everywhere 🤪 tumblrs probably gonna block me again, I’m looking at how much I’ve typed rn and it’s a lot lmaoo. Yes I managed to save myself. I redid the whole last with less detail bc I was not Having It but it turned out better?? How is ur drawing now?

I start after labour day in September. But starting in 3 weeks?????? On a Thursday?? I could never wtf. When do you end? I’m so confused with these ap and honours thing, like there’s none offered in my school nor majority of the school district. Are they just advanced classes or something? It is 7 classes a semester or the whole year?

Stan talent i think you meant yourself??? Jsjsksk I am not only ur coffee soulmate I’m not #1 fan as well and I support u bc ily 🥺🥺 the read more tag had me laughing for a hot minute. Like we really could make an essay out of all of our replies. I don’t have any pets (besides fish does that count?) unfortunately bc my moms allergic to fur 🥺 hbu?? (I can’t believe tumblr blocked me again they can fight me)

i didn’t even pay LOL i freeloaded off my cousin 🤧 i like to look @ scenery sometimes but like i can’t bc my head hurts LOL and the scenery is always the same for me, mountains and fields with cows. i try to take dramamine but it makes me so drowsy that i’m just basically dead,,, i live off of my cousins money so i’m okay 🤪

tbh i use nestle toll house pre made cookie dough, like that shit actually slaps. it’s the best it’s so good omg, perfect for lazy hoes 🤧 death here we go ! the order is ur bday, then skz debut date, and then christmas i don’t make the rules sorry sis 😤

pearls are Dangerous, i once drank a smoothie and there were pearls in it and i couldn’t see them bc there were like. only 3 and they were Buried under the smoothie but i choked and almost died but i chewed one of them and it’s like. so weird. HOLLERING AND YODELING IM- i once went to some public yodeling class and left in 2 seconds bc it was a bunch of white boys dressed like the kid from walmart 😪

it’s not even strength i’m actually rly weak,, i always think the doors are closed but they’re not and so i like slam them open and the walls are thin so it’s just. a sad hole. terrible wifi,, my school has pretty good wifi tbh but we have like three connections, one for the chrome books only, one for the teachers & staff, and one for students and guests. like it works rly good but everyone has a VPN bc of stupid social media restrictions 😤 & ilyt 🥺 u would probably win in a fight tho LOL

go ham is so interesting. the first time i heard it i thought it meant go pig and i was so confused but ig,,, i live lathered in sun screen whenever i go somewhere with the sun. ppl are like “i smell sun screen” and im just there like 🙃 it’s me u got a problem u burnt chicken nugget ??? i wish i tanned easily, i have a tan friend and when i showed her when my legs got tan she was so confused. i thought i was tan tho? bc during marching band season my sock tan becomes So Bad i’m basically white. she said she was blinded when she saw me pull my sock down and i laughed so hard LOL & i hate those dumb random tan lines like. where u @ bro? where u come from??

snow is fun for like a day and then i get tired LOL i csn only handle wet socks and a red nose for so long 😔 i tried skiing one time and i did so bad that the instructor had to hold me down and walk with me down the slope. i fell so many times i think he hated me 😳 i’m also rly bad at skating? i went w my friends once and i held both of their hands and still managed to bring both of them down when i fell. a cute guy once helped me when i was struggling to walk so 🥴 not my brightest moment tbh,, trying to walk in skates while on ice. do u enjoy skiing/skating? also gardening is. gross. worms and dirt and the sun i’m not here for it.

u: cappuccinos! me: ...ice bergs,,, now that i think about it fraps kinda suck,,, i used to think i was So Cool for drinking starbucks but now i’m like. wow. i used to think there was coffee in a frap but it’s just. sugar and ice LOL also speaking of tmrw is bogo fraps here,, idk if it’s all over the world but myb u should check it out 😪

dunkins okay it depends on what you get, i once got an iced latte and it was good but my dad got an iced coffee and he like. hated it so we had to switch and it was so bad like. it was coffee crime. it was horrible and not strong it was basically milk 😤 also,, ketchup chip? i just googled what that was and. that’s literally so weird. fun fact i hate ketchup and all other condiments i can only eat bbq sauce and i tolerate steak sauce

UR LITERALLY SO CUTE OKAY UR MINE NOW HHHH

i mentioned this in the other ask but. we going broke bitches club 😪 when u come visit me it’ll be old town road the one w mason ramsey on a loop. nothing will top the og remix but no, i’ll be stuck listening to some 5 year old rap for all of eternity

I USED TO BE SUCH A GOOD KID AND DRINK MILK EVERY MORNING ever since i got to middle school i preferred sleep over waffles and milk and i hardly drink milk but when i do. my stomach does not have it.

my mom made me wash dishes today and she just stared at me when i put ziploc bags on my hands bc we didn’t have gloves but i just painted my nails and i’m not abt to put myself thru chipped nails. not yet 😤 waffles are so good like i love waffles and lattes only 🤧

well i’ll go very ham (am i doing it right LOL) 😤 the angst ending is a lot better than the open ended or happy ones LOL i’m so excited for it 🥺 i’m rly tryna get it out before the end of this month bc the edit says july and it’ll make me Mad if i don’t get it out before the end of this month

i wanna start in september 🤧 and i usually end in the first week of june. also on a wednesday LOL it’s gross. stupid. ap means advanced placement so it’s just. a college level class. lowkey mad bc i’m taking ap euro (as a sophomore 😒) and other schools take it in their senior years? apparently this is normal? and honors are just faster paced classes with more weighting so,, idrk oops 😬 some people take 7 classes in a semester but i took it for the whole year! this year i’m dropping orchestra i’m Not for that spit in the carpet life

the only talent in this house goes by ada and jisung. i don’t make the rules. i’m ur #1 fan 🥺 as soon as u post anything i automatically smash that rb button LOL also put a read more here bc like. we’re really out here writing a whole ass essay. i’ll look @ all our convos bet it’ll be like. a lot. i don’t wanna say smth and be off so i’ll just not. i have a dog! he’s the cutest in the world and i love him sm 🥺 tumblr can fight me first like. what’s this ask limit bull hhhhh

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rubiaryutheroyal · 7 years ago

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Buy These Yakuza Games or Die

Thanks to kson-san on Nico Douga for these wonderful CMs.

“Even If You Die, You Must Buy Yakuza 6: Song of Life” http://nicoviewer.net/sm30200539

“If You Don’t Buy, You’re Dead Yakuza Kiwami 2” http://nicoviewer.net/sm32397832

I am going to spam the heck out of this post when April 17 and again when August rolls around, so you’d better get ready!

The translations come free, but the games are worth paying for.

Back to Okinawa and... Back to Kamurocho, Shinjuku! Woohoo!

Ohh, Kiryu Kazuma is back, ya’ll! So cool~! Wooh! Hoohoohoo~ “Why do I always come back to this damn city?” We’re back to this damn city...

What the hell is wrong with you!? Hey!

You wanna fuck with me? You wanna fuck with me!?

Excuse me, I just found someone who wouldn’t buy Yakuza. Please arrest them.

Hurry up and buy Yakuza already! Do what Sega-aniki says! You too!! Yeah!?

You won’t buy Yakuza? Then FIX IT.

“Go away! And don’t come back!” I’m not leaving until you buy Yakuza.

Excuse me, I’d like a Yakuza 6 please.

Why is Final Fantasy 15 okay but not Yakuza 6, huh!? Asshole! Don’t gimme that shit!!

Why doesn’t this convenience store have Yakuza!?

You know what Santa looks like? ...Like this, you son of a bitch!

Um, excuse me. I heard there’s someone staying at this hotel who won’t buy Yakuza...

Don Quixote is this way. Go buy it already.

I told you to buy Yakuza! Hurry, get up! Come on!! ...Hey, why are you running?

Sake, all the sake~!

Oh? You don’t have a PS4? Aw, that’s too bad... Then buy them together, you ass!! Hurry and buy them! What are you, stupid? Come on, we’ll go to Don Quixote together... Where are you going!?

You either buy it or you die. It’s that simple, ya piece of shit!

If you say you can’t play Yakuza, that’s illegal, you know...

If you’re a real man, you’ll do what Sega-aniki does.

Aaaaaah!! If you’re not gonna buy Yakuza, then you’re dying right here!!

As expected of the Sega Sisters, they’ve left me a dagger to use.

Does this store not have Yakuza!? Come on, where the hell is it??

Let’s commemorate my release from prison with a picture! Smile~!

This is for not paying up on delivery of your Yakuza game!

Now that I’ve gathered up the cash from thugs, I’m off to buy Yakuza 6 for Sega-aniki’s sake. Excuse me!

What the hell are you all doing!? This is no time to laze around! It’s the release date of Yakuza 6!

Listen to me, Miss. It’s the end of the line for people who won’t buy Yakuza.

Aaa~aaaaah!!

YK2

One year after Ryu ga Gotoku 6... It’s the 2nd remake of the Legend of Kiryu Kazuma! Aah~ Kiryu-san... Maybe it’s the sake, but you look so cool!! It’s time to settle who’s the real dragon here...

Ohh... This place is Osaka, Sotenbori, kyaaaah!!

What’s with you guys!? All the good kids know when it’s time to get Yakuza!!

Sir, this is no time to be buying takoyaki. You should go buy Yakuza right away.

Man-man-man-man! (delicious buns)

Ahh... So this is the fate of someone who didn’t buy Yakuza, huh...

You say you can’t buy Yakuza just like that? The hell are you saying!? Everyone would know 2 is the go-to game. If you say 0, get the fuck out!

Ehnnene~ Aaaah...

You help people out by passing out Yakuza and lending out money. It’s just like Dojima Animal Crossing!

What!? Don’t tell me to move until you’ve bought Yakuza!

How the hell have you been living? A life without Yakuza.

My sister bought Yakuza Kiwami 2, you know, and I’ve been playing it and-

Why won’t you buy Yakuza? Fine, then you won’t need this arm anymore! Get outta my face!!

It’s Sega-aniki’s order! What will I do if I don’t get it!?

What do you mean you don’t have the money, give me a fuckin' break!!

If you have the time to watch this, then you have the time to play Yakuza, you asshole. Don’t tell me.. you didn’t buy it yet!?

Sir, you didn’t buy Yakuza? Talk about ruining the mood~ Please don’t ever come back again!

You, the father there. If you want a Christmas present for your kid, there’s no other choice than Yakuza.

Ho! Ho! Ho! Merry Christmaaas!!

Wait a damn minute, you!!

If you’ve really got a good reason not to buy, then come here and let’s talk.

“Bring it.” Bring it on!

What kind of store is this that doesn’t have Yakuza in stock? Don’t give me that bull! If you guys aren’t here to buy Yakuza, then why the hell are you here!? Didn’t your parents ever teach you anything!? Come on! You moron!! Stop wasting time here and go buy your mom a copy already!!

I’m an American-born, but a Yakuza-raised, Out on patrol for asses who don’t buy the games!

What the hell is your problem? Huh? HUH!? AAAAHH!!

It’s not just for your grandkid, old hag, you have to play it too!

You fuckin’ horse crap!!

You bastard, you’re still not gonna buy it after all that!?

“Then... we’ll beat you ’til you’re dead! Die!”

Welp, you heard the Mad Dog of Sega. Go get ‘em asap.

#i translate #nico douga #yakuza #ryu ga gotoku #swearing cw

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superbatson · 7 years ago

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decided to give station 19 a try for barrett, though honestly, after watching the pilot for krypton yesterday, this is like soap opera garbage in comparison. here are some thoughts during the 2-hour (jesus christ) premiere:

i don't hate the characters??? the script is weak as hell but they each have decent personalities. the lead - andy? - is kind of annoying. but of course, i love barrett. oak too. i don't really know any other character names besides the lead's

i also know grey damon from other shows i've watched him on, so he's great and obviously a lead here, so, yay! (isn't he pretty? 😍)

oh god they're having sex already? what the fuck, this is a pilot! i know this got a straight-to-series order but still, chill!

(though ngl, i wanna have sex with grey too)

and there's an almost-proposal and drama. i feel for grey, of course, but man, do i feel like i am missing a lot in this relationship.

i've noticed this in his other roles, but whenever he's in any sort of dramatic scene, he always looks like he's crying or close to it.. is that a sign of good acting or his eye color being super light?

i don't think firefighters discuss this sort of personal stuff while driving towards a fire...

"he was her prom date" oh no please don't do a love triangle

i honestly half-watched that entire rescue scene where the captain almost died. it was dark and that smoke up by the ceiling was AWFUL cgi

grey's helmet hair is 💯💯💯 (yes, i am finally using this emoji more)

aaaand the former prom date dude is comforting andy. grey looks sad. it's 2018. can we stop having love triangles? no one wants this!

also, what are these constant flashes of what's to come after the commercial break? i'm watching the whole episode. it's only 40 mins long (with another 40 min one afterwards). i don't need to know what's coming up. i'll see after the damn commercial break!

can't tell if this hallway fight is good acting or a little much... in real life, one of them would be trying to get the other to keep their voice down...

the heavy incorporation of pop music in the show makes it feel like this is more of a teen show... or do they not have the budget to have an actual score?

captain has cancer... yay drama

grey's character is jack, gotcha... still calling him grey lol

so jack's temporary captain and andy's gonna bitch about it because feminism, right? just bc you're his daughter doesn't mean you deserve that job

she now seems to hate the guy she was in a relationship with about half an hour ago... how do you change so quickly?

you talk about dead parents and suddenly you're making out. what the fuck?

aaaand more sex! yay (she says sarcastically)

no seriously this is gross

oh yay it cut off quickly

two broadway alum in one scene, woohoo!

if i ship anything on this show it's these two

or barrett & grey's characters bc it makes my bisexual heart v happy

they should rename this show saved by the bell (er... alarm)

hmm... does andy actually have the qualifications, though, for this lieutenant position?

oh they're working together, andy and jack, niiiice

this motivational speech is too cliche... who wrote this?

why is this stupid fire pole so significant?

why does jack look so upset?

is the quick episode summary really necessary?

aaaand that's it for episode one. i guess i'll watch episode two too, since it's in this recording, but i'll make that review a separate post.

there was so much happening in that pilot, i feel like i've been watching this show for five years rather than one hour. mehhhhh. so melodramatic.

yeah, after episode two, don't know if i'll stick with this. i love barrett and oak is fun and grey is gorgeous but it's just an annoying show overall. not nearly as interesting as krypton. if the season goes on netflix by summertime, maybe it'll be something to watch when there's nothing on. but otherwise, meh.

#station 19 #reviews #reaction post #long post

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yakumtsaki · 7 years ago

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Well, well, well, look who’s back with the most morally repugnant update in Union history. Me. It’s been a very productive summer of Netflix, chill and giving wrong directions to tourists but all good things must come to an end. Also coming to an end is my ill-fated attempt to kill Max, who, after refusing to eat the cake FOR 2 FUCKING DAYS is finally released from the cage of death. Honestly, I’m impressed, Max, you’re definitely not as stupid as you look.

-Yea, I get that a lot.

I doubt that but whatever, now gtfo and I better not see your Komei-clone ass around Jojo ever again or it’s back in prison for you!

-So, Jojo, not that we’re not all extremely invested in the excruciating selection process of your husband, but are you any closer to picking one?? I mean I love this whole commune thing we have going but the constant food delivery for 8 is killing us.

-We’re afraid not, dear brother, it’s starting to look like no one in this world is worthy of our majesty.

Ugh are we really doing royal ‘we’ now? Is this what this has come to?

-Yes, college has really helped develop our sense of self-worth.

How can it be self-worth if you’re ‘we’?

-This is exactly the kind of idiotic questioning that would get you eliminated from the suitor process.

Oh, perish the thought! And miss out on this classical-music-dick-measuring-contest you have them doing?

-Ew seriously, Francis, Vivaldi? Why don’t you turn up to Justin Bieber while you’re at it.

Man, what a zinger! Good times. JOJO PICK A FUCKING DUDE ALREADY SO I CAN MOVE THE OTHERS OUT THE LOT IS LAGGY AS SHIT

-I lost the dick measuring contest and my punishment is sleeping on the couch.

KILL HIM IN HIS SLEEP MELODY

-Maybe later, Real Housewives of Pleasantview is on, Cassandra is getting dragged for the pigtails!!

-Ha, look at this Vivaldi-listening losér! Point at him and laugh, everyone!

-Who’s laughing now, bitch? Not you with that hoof right in your French-whore mouth!

-Ugh, aren’t you late for the beans-on-toast feast, you limey piece of merde?

Not since the 100 Years War have French-British tensions ran this high. Of course that one was for a throne, while this one..

-Is for something far more important.. Our heart.

LMAO Jojo please be serious, you don’t have a heart.

-We absolutely do and it’s made out of pure gold.

Yea I guess, I mean gold is a metal after all!

-Do you really think you should be eating decaying Chinese food, mon cheri? You’re going to need a soda to digest it and you know it’s too cold for your teeth!

-Wyatt, I don’t pay you to think, I pay you to sit across from me and look pretty, and occasionally to scooch down next to me so I look taller.

-You actually don’t pay me at all.

-Yes and obviously I’m getting my money’s worth.

Wow Jojo tone it down, your gold heart is shinning so brightly I’m gonna go blind!

Precious Gunther has added three new addictions to his existing sex one! A) working out in this atrocious outfit.

B) blowing bubbles from dawn to dusk.

and c) and the most disturbing one, constantly being alone in enclosed spaces with his brother’s intended, Brit Brit. At first I wasn’t too worried about it, thinking Brit is a popularity sim so it’s only natural..but then..

I SEE THIS. GODDAMMIT GUNTHER WHY MUST YOU HAVE CHEMISTRY WITH EVERYONE

-Man idk, it’s almost supernatural. Blame it on God ;)

UGH I don’t even know who I hate more, your whore ass-

-or this fucking llama that hasn’t gone home in 3 days and is eating all our pizza.

-I just feel so accepted here, like I’m part of the family, you know?

GET OUT

Speaking of furries, not even the cow will approach the fucking cowplant, jfc. I mean you’d expect some kind of kinship there but nop. Great job Jojo, you killed a dozen secret society members for a defective cowplant.

-Mooo :(

I don’t know which one of you did that but stfu, I can’t anymore with this flop ass household!!!1

ANYWAY back to Brit and Daniel, it seems like my Gunther concerns were baseless, since these two remain eternally into each other, always autonomously doing cute crap.

-Oh Daniel, let me serenade you with the song of your people!

The kings made us drunk with fumes, peace among us, war to the tyrants! Let the armies go on strike, stocks in the air, and break ranks. If they insist, these cannibals on making heroes of us, they will know soon that our bullets are for our own generals ♪

ROMANCE ISN’T DEAD

In other news, allow me to present you all with Melody’s personality panel. I was under the false impression that being the child of Wanda and Stephen she was.. nice?? But nop, total Union freak material! We hit the jackpot once again. Now her best friendship with bitch Brit makes total sense.

-Honestly girl, this janky ass house is such a step down from the sorority, I spend half the day thinking of ways to peace out.

-Ugh I know, I was on the fence at first but can you really put a price on good d?

-Aw, what are my beautiful hens cackling about? May I join?

-No.

-I was about to make a math joke but I doubt you gals would get it, amirite? As Barbie said, math is hard!

- I’m a literal math major.

-Oh I know, Mel, good for you! Affirmative action works wonders!

KILL HIM AND HIS HAREM WE DON’T NEED THE LAG

It’s another day in paradise. Daniel has finally cracked and gone full Komei, autonomously cleaning shit even though we have a maid..

Melody ate a ton of burnt grilled cheese and is non-stop throwing up..

AND THIS BULLSHIT IS STILL GOING ON. STOP IN THE NAME OF LOVE

-What?? We’re just talking, GAWD

No you’re not “””just talking””” you’re gossiping and doing sexy whispers, I KNOW YOUR TRICKS GUNTHER-

-I don’t mean to interrupt but I think you’re focusing on the wrong issue here?

OH AM I?? DO TELL

-LOOK OUTSIDE BITCH

Nice try whores, nothing is happening outside-

UUUUUUUUUUUUUUMMMMMMMM WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK. WHAT.

-That’s right, Ti-Ning and I are in love now!

............................FRAN THIS BETTER BE SOME DRY ASS BRITISH HUMOR

-Nop! We got tired of waiting for Jojo and we decided the best way to handle it was to suddenly make out in front of him even tho we have never even flirted before!

THIS LITERALLY CANNOT BE HAPPENING

-Well it is, so best accept it and we can all move on :)

Oh yea certainly, I mean if anything Jojo is known for his ability to forgive and forget!

See the ghost of Ti-Ning indeed! Finally a wish Jojo and I share.

TI-NING OMFG THIS LACK OF SHAME

-Haha!!! Finally I’m free to be as gross as I want >:)

Well.. enjoy it while it lasts.

-The hell does that mean??

Nothing, just you know, none of us know when our time will come.. only that it will. The curse of human existence, one might say. Only we among the animal world know that we will die. Memento mori, Ti-Ning. And we will memento you.

-..Yea, maybe it’s time I move out?

I mean, you can try..

..but like the curse from It Follows, it follows. It being Jojo. How you holding up boo?

-Oh, I’m great, can’t you tell?

You know what might help? Some of your beloved homework! Do something useful, get your mind off this stuff..

“Sending The First Human to Mercury and Leaving Him There: A Very Specific Space Exploration Proposal”

-Jojό!! I’m writing about how I finally won your heart but please don’t look, I’m gonna read this at our wedding!

-Yea I literally couldn’t care less about you and your thoughts/feelings/etc, what was left of my heart is dead and gone and now there’s only a black hole there.. Oh we could also send Ti-Ning to a black hole if Mercury doesn’t work. Nice.

-UGH how are you even still alive and breathing the same air as me and not dead from shame like you should be, you vile adulteress???

-OH PLEASE you’re just mad cause Fran and I realized we can do better than your mega-jaw ass. If not for the endless supply of bubbles around here blurring our vision this would have happened weeks ago!

-I’m going to strangle you in your sleep and my jaw will be the last thing you see.

-Your jaw would be the last thing I saw even if I died on the moon.

-MAYBE YOU WILL

.....................well I guess it’s official then. And if the above didn’t seal it..

..this definitely did. God have mercy on me, what a shitshow.

While Tin and Fran are woohooing, Jojo attempts to end his troubles once and for all by running out of the house and into a thunder fire. Thankfully the rain puts it out quickly and all we’re left with is critically low hygiene.

Man, serving Penguin teas! You have the entire look down, Jo. I’d tell you to audition for Gotham but that’s extremely bad career advice

-Oh god, I almost died!!!!

Aw I know, but don’t worry you’re safe now <3

-No I mean I came so close but didn’t make it.. :(

Jojo please, if anything, live to kill Ti-Ning and Francis. You owe it to yourself.

As soon as Fran and Tin are done, guess who rushes in to gossip next to the bed. ISTG YOU ASSHOLES, BREAK IT THE FUCK UP BEFORE I THROW YOU OUT THAT WINDOW

-Whatever, we’d just land on Jojo trying to set himself on fire.

-LOL oh Brit you’re so funny!

I HATE THIS HOUSE

-HAD FUN, DID WE YOU SLUT

-Get him, Jojό!

Honestly Wyatt, I get being supportive but I’m really starting to worry about you, even demeaning yourself has its limits..

..especially since Jojo continues to be a massive freakshow. Good lord.

-Oh Francis, don’t tell Wyatt cause you know how he gets, but your total disregard for my existence is making me see you in a whole new, hot, light..

Man, good thing Wyatt isn’t standing 3 steps away from you!

Oh yes, loving this dinner. An ocean between us..

-I wouldn’t eat that third slice if I was you, Ti-Ning. Your funeral day is fast approaching, don’t you want to look nice for it?

-Well you’ll be there so it doesn’t matter, everyone will be looking at your jaw.

Yes, what a wonderful night. Now let’s all go to bed and hopefully everyone will have calmed down a little by tomorrow!

LMAO yea idk what I was thinking.

-Strangle me in my sleep? How about I strangle you in broad daylight???

I can’t believe I’m saying this, but.. poor Jojo. Not only did he get his ass beat, but to literally add insult to the injury-

-everyone is lusting after Gunther during his defeat. Jfc, I’d want to set myself on fire too.

Oh here we go, Gunther to the rescue!

-How dare you beat up my brother even though he attacked you first? Prepare to die!

-Whatever, I’ve been preparing for that for the last couple days!

Aw, Gunther is such a good brother/giant loser depending on the outcome of this fight.

VINDICATION. Bravo, Gunther, defending our non-existent family honor!

Daniel, in true Daniel fashion, slept through this entire shitshow, which might be the smartest thing he’s ever done.

Oop, spoke too soon. Say what you want about Gunther and Daniel but man do they both love Jojo! Truly god knows why.

-So Brit, you’re studying poli-sci, can you think of a peaceful resolution to this? Haha!

-YOU STFU TI-NING MY FINALS ARE TODAY MY GPA IS ALREADY IN THE TOILET AND NOW IM GONNA FLOP CAUSE YOU ASSHOLES SPENT THE WHOLE NIGHT FUCKING AND THE WHOLE DAY FIGHTING AND I HAVEN’T SLEPT AT ALL DAMN YOU ALL TO HELL I’M GONNA BURN THIS PLACE TO THE FUCKING GROUND IF YOU TRY ME

Well, you might not need to Brit! WHAT IS UP WITH THIS HYPER-FLAMMABLE CACTUS

Brit returns from her finals with a free pizza! How’d you do, Brit?

-Saved by the nightie again!

NOICE. Got a freebie pizza from it too?

-No, I found it in the garbage. My gift to Francis and Ti-Ning for their 3 day anniversary!

Jojo’s official greek house portrait coming along nicely! Wow he looks very majestic..

..Instagram vs Real Life.

-Bowling is so satisfying if you pretend the pins are your former lovers’ genitals!

Whatever coping method works for you boo!

Gunther and Ti-Ning are officially enemies which is hilarious because not even Jojo is enemies with him?? Follow your bliss, Guns!

In an impressive display of brotherly synchronicity we have double slapping across the room. Double the slapping for half the time, Jojo is as always a true capitalist.

JOJO!! I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU WON! So proud of my baby <3 I’m ofc kidding, this shit has gotten old really fast and I extremely feel Brit watching uninterested. ENOUGH

HARD MOOD. Brit is honestly on another level than the rest of us basics. What an icon.

For some reason I bothered to fulfill Ti-Ning’s want to learn that relationship maintenance or w/e lifetime skill (talk about money down the drain) and the irony of this pop up text almost sent me to an early grave. And we know who’s going to an early grave today..

IT’S CAKE TIME. REACH OUT, TI-NING. YOU KNOW YOU WANT IT

FINALLY. GOODBYE FIGHTING AND INSANE LAG

JESUS JOJO. STONE. COLD.

Ice Cube would like to say, that I'm a crazy muthafucka from around the way, since I was a youth, I smoked weed out, now I'm the muthafucka that ya read about, takin' a life or two, that's what the hell I do, you don't like how I'm livin well fuck you ♪

Wyatt and Brit were on their way to react to Ti-Ning’s little accident but somehow got sidetracked and are now randomly arguing on the porch. Honestly I don’t even know what’s going on anymore, I’ve lost all control of this household.

Jojo rushes over to celebrate Ti-Ning’s demise by immediately slapping the shit out of his grieving lover! Whenever you think we can’t possibly sink any lower, think again. Like right now, after the slapping, are you thinking we can’t sink any lower?????????????????????????????

THINK. AGAIN.

ARE YOU SCREAMING? CAUSE I DID

YUP THIS IS HAPPENING

IT’S REAL

IT’S. REAL. THERE ARE NOT ENOUGH CURSE WORDS IN ANY LANGUAGE TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS

FUCK YOU FRANCIS. FUCK. YOU. YOU’RE GETTING MURDERED SO FUCKING HARD YOU UNBELIEVABLE ASSHOLE. I’M FUCKING DONE. JOJO YOU’RE GONNA DIE ALONE TIME FOR ALL OF US TO ACCEPT THAT REALITY. WE STARTED OUT WITH 3 CANDIDATES AND ENDED UP HERE. HOW THE EVERLOVING FUCK DID THIS HAPPEN FRANCIS AND WYATT HAVE. 1 BOLT. ONE. WYATT IS A FAMILY SIM I’M SO PISSED OFF I NEED TO TAKE A MOMENT

OK. In my 10 years of playing I have never wanted to quit without saving more than with this bullshit. Look at fucking Fran’s smug ass face and moron Wyatt putting on an Oscar worthy performance of shock and regret. YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID NO, YOU SHOULD HAVE GONE HOME WYATT. What the FUCK are we gonna do now???? I guess good thing Max Flexor survived the cage of death. GOD.DAMMIT

#ts2 #union legacy

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survivor-kuwait · 5 years ago

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Episode 7 (Pt. 2) - “Okay there we go. I’m caught up. Now give me my winner’s edit back.” - Trace

i was shook when the vote ended up being nehe. I was not told that was happening by anyone and I voted Thomas. Later in my tribe after tribal it seemed the people on ma'an were voting together maybe but I was left out of it. Made me nervous about where I stand on that tribe. For this whole moon twist thing I thought it was interesting that Timmy decided not to vote for Madison. then I looked back in the tribe chat and he wanted to vote for thomas or chloe and he stuck with that desire. i dont fully understand the reasoning why but it was fine I didnt mind too much. Hopefully it all works out for the best. I dont think I would have cared too much about who went. Didnt seem too edgy of a decision to choose anyone over someone else. On this tribe I have Adrian and Devon who I connected with before so I was excited about that because I talked to them in the warzone. I am happy to still be with Madison and timmy, and i am still unsure about Owen. Not much has really changed. I really just need to step up my social game and really get in this game

So I was lucky enough to get 4th and avoid the Warzone but now I have to worry about the possibility of Kait being voted off. I do feel that I am meshing well with my tribe and that's good, especially with Maynor and Corey. If Ian, Stephen or Trace get voted off, I wouldn't mind that much tbh. I feel I got a good connection with Chloe that will help in the long run and it will most definitely help if she ends up on Ard.

I won immunity!!! 20/23 is not bad. Im so happy. I can enjoy and have fun at Disneyland!!! Tomorrow is gunna be great. Im also happy that Adrian and Matt S. won immunity as well. Im hoping that Thomas and Madison are able to survive. Also Stephen as well. But god a huge relief for tomorrow.

Well well! A second swap and I honestly love my new group of 8? Like all of them are amazing people and I have interacted with everyone in some capacity except for Owen and Timmy. Owen, is my TS father- so like it is very very nice to see him here. But like the guy has been immune since the 2nd challenge of the season. He's a challenge threat. He needs to go. But he's really sweet and like should this warzone twist EVER end... he's definitely big on my radar. Timmy on the other hand... the snake evicted me in HoS19. And hasn't been on the tribe chat since the swap was announced and like was so out of the loop that he needed to break a tie between Chloe and Madison.... Like? Damn bro. Pay attention!!! It can't be that bad like seriously, for the hosts needing to call you the fuck out in the Moon Vote results.... like YIKES! Anyway, that is my tea for this past round. Also- I had a big hand in eliminating my vendetta?!?! I'm sooooo glad that I can finally thrive in a TS game without his snakelike tendencies trying to shoot me down every time I'm vulnerable!!! And mami I am so proud!!

Well it has been a while hasn't it. First of all, I apologize for being so utr. I had my graduation this past weekend so I have just been very busy dealing with that. But now that I am done and have all this free time, I feel rejuvenated and ready to make this game my bitch. Let's start with the renee vote. I felt so very bad. I love renee and wanted to go far with her into the game. But alas, Corey told me she was the move so I voted for her. I won't lose any sleep, but I will pour one out for her. Then there was the NEHE VOTE. DING DONG THE WICKED WITCH IS DEAD. I am so happy that Nehe went and I didn't have to do anything to get him out. Truly such a blessing, and now I can move forward in this game without any fear. This tribe vote was interesting. I wanted to vote Chloe because I thought that if she was sent to the exile thing, it could be spun well for us either way. If she were to be sent home, it wouldn't be a huge loss to the other tribe because she seems to be their scapegoat anyways. If she is exiled, she might be happy that we did that for her, and we can spin it like we knew a swap was coming. She ended up being exiled, so i look forward to fabricating the truth when I speak with her next. This swap was fine. Swaps don't matter to me because this stupid ass twist makes literally no difference in terms of alliances and who is on your tribe. I guess it was nice to talk to some new faces but otherwise tribes are irrelevant. I knew I would be in the war zone this round, this stupid ass challenge kicked my ASS. Fuck ariana grande. Anyways, I was happy to see that I had a lot of familiar faces here, so hopefully I can use that to my advantage. It was good to see Timmy again. I didnt know i loved what i had until it was gone clearly. I will be working with him for sure. Ian and i have gotten a lot closer, so I also plan on working with him. Other than that, I like MercuryParadox, I like Madison, and I like Thomas. So like, there we have it. I wouldn't mind seeing stephen go. Or like anyone else as long as it ain't me. Okay there we go, i'm caught up. Now give me my winner's edit back.

This swap actually has me a little on edge. I don’t have any real strong bonds and all my allies are on the other side. So winning immunity this round was rather crucial. If we do lose I feel I have a connection without chloe so am actually hoping she comes back to us. It’s not as much about who is on your tribe with the warzone, but it’s good time to build those ties going forward. Madison is still reeling from the Renee vote obviously since she won’t respond to any messages. So trying to avoid a warzone with her in it will be very important.

Johnny is asking for confessionals and I respect him so heres one. Congrats on graduating Johnny. 🥳 Game wise: i feel like allies are starting to form. I feel like I can trust Adrian Madison and Matt S. Ive been talking to Kait amd Thomas and i get good vibes from them. The whole Kait situation was crazy. I didnt want either of them to go but atleast one is safe. Today is my disneyland trip so im going to enjoy having lots of fun and not worrying about tribal.

As of 1:51 pm 5/21, Cullan seems to think Me, Him, Trace, Stephan, and Thomas can work as a 5 this vote to go after either Madison, Stevie, or Timmy. Real talk I'd love for it to be Madison but I'm not going to press the issue to him at least, I would be good to vote either of those 3 but would rather see Stevie and Timmy stay. My skeevy fucking ass is actually going to talk to those 3 even harder to keep my name off their tongues as an alternative to the vote. I need to find out how Trace, Stephan, and Thomas feel, apparently the talk about the 5 happened last night so there is at least one person here sticking up for me as a number with them. Good, I want everyone to think I'm a number for them.

As of 4:51 5/21 the debate on who to go is between Stevie or Stephan and I couldn't care less which one of them left. Stevie goes, that starts bleeding Owen and take an option from him as a number for him losing his sign partner. Stephan goes that's one more person down that has gone to numerous warzones building relationships and seemed hyper connected at first in this god forsaken place. It's not me, it's not Cullan, it's not Trace, then I don't care. Hopefully it stays this way and my idol and I survive to ruin a more important tribal.

Stephen vs Stevie - Battle of the Steves..

Ok so the vote should be Stevie so woohoo. Also, Trace told me that apparently Cullan tried spreading my name so I have to stay wary of that. I’m doing well though with not blowing up on him because that’s usually my go to thing when people are saying my name. I noticed that Ian is also trying hard to keep trace safe, it’s something he flat out said to me. I need to keep that in mind as well because it means trace is well connected. For the time being I like working with him and Ian seems cool as well, but Trace will be/is a social threat, so I won’t just blindly ignore that.

This has been an interesting round to say the least. Every time that I come to one of these tribals I get really really nervous because I feel like even though I have some good personal connections with people, they could just try and get out a threat early on (aka me), and leave me in the dust. I'm assuming that this isn't happening this round, but I always expect the worst. I was really excited to see Timmy again. I missed that goofball. I also was happy to see Ian here, I have started to get much closer to him as the game went on and I really do trust him. Everyone else, I don't really care about. Cullen and I talk a lot so I thought it was only natural we would work together. Thomas is butthurt that people called him inactive so I think he's trying to be a little more proactive this round. Madison is irrelevant but she's sweet so yeah. And then that leaves us with Stephen and Stevie. I really feel like this is a situation I've been in before. I would really prefer someone from the other tribe to go, so that way we don't get chloe. She is a scapegoat vote and I would like for the other tribe to have her. So with these options, it was time for me to do what I do best: plant seeds of doubt in people to get who I want voted out, voted out. I want stevie out. I started by agreeing with Ian that this was the best plan. Stevie has been joking about voting me out on my birthday which I know is a joke, but like fuck that I don't even like people joking about it. Timmy will do whatever I want, so that's three. Madison also heard Stevie so there is 4. And then Stephen will vote Stevie to save his ass. I feel bad for Stevie because he thinks we're all voting Stephen and I am being really nice to him about it. It's gonna be tough when he gets blindsided. Although he did just message me saying he felt off because everyone was being really quiet. The good news is that they should be the only two getting votes so if Stevie does play an idol, the votes most likely will fall on Stephen. I just want to survive this War Zone so I can beat my worst placement. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?

and i oop! ok so im quite a ways behind here but let's goooooooooo - owen found the advantage thing that he can break a tie or s/t - matt found some fancy idol that has normal powers but allegedly if he plays it at a premerge tribal while another idol is also played a "game changing twist" will occur or something like that......... idk i'd wager that that'd mean the warzone might end if that happens?? but i doubt it'll get played premerge let alone with another idol - on that note i love matt he is my #1 i want him to win - the stupid ass isolation vote should not have been near as difficult as it was. theoretically i had wanted for us to vote as a tribe since we had the numbers and send one of the people from the other tribe but yk we can't have nice things so it became this day long debate over whether or not we should use our numbers advantage, vote madison, or vote chloe / tommy as who we thought the other tribe would vote. it was the BIGGEST fuckening eyeroll ever like no one could agree and then i'd try to elaborate on a specific mindset behind oh well if it's an advantage potentially chloe and madison both jumped down my throat about it so that turned me off of the entire situation completely. up until then i hadn't really spoken to chloe much bc she complained that one time about me messaging her late so she's def not someone i'm looking forward to playing with going forward. madison, however, i thought i really liked but how hard she was pushing to get picked is a little off, and her instant shutting me down. that brings me to like talking to timmy about it and he was very insistent that we should just vote someone on the other tribe and i'm like sitting there trying to explain to him that if we blatantly vote against the whole group it could potentially look really bad for us but he legit did not care one bit what i was telling him as he voted owen, then again didn't listen when i was like hey you should prob pick madison not chloe and he leroy jenkins'd that shit and picked chloe anyways. i think that says a lot about who he is as a player. got my eye on him!!! - swap sucks. i'm with literally none of my buddies, so i feel like i'm starting from scratch making bonds. i'm just focusing on making some solid friendships and foundations with a few people here. matt had told me that he really trusts maynor so i hit him up first and told him that matt told me good things about him and we had strict instructions!!! to work together lmao but he's kinda quiet but he wished me gl and told me to stay safe when i ALLEGEDLY lost the challenge, so we'll keep working on growing that. corey is easily my fave omg he's so fun to talk to, but i feel like i remember someone in the game telling me to look out for corey, so i''ma keep a close eye on that!! the rest are kinda meh... ian comes off very smart and put together, which again something to keep an eye on bc i'm sure he's doing the same to me. tommy is still boring. - shout out to whoever clocked the error in the results and saving me from going to the warzone. i am manifesting that i will just make it through this twist okay thx. - i did get a chance to meet cullan?? in my brief time in the warzone before they realized results and we just kinda talked about minecraft. idk, definitely felt out of my comfort zone there lol even though i play that dumb game. hmmmmmmm ok i think that's enough explaining LMAO.

Ok, so today’s vote is interesting. Myself and Ian have decided that we need to take out Stevie our. Our numbers are myself, Ian, Stephen, Trace, and Timmy. Stevie is wanting Stephen out and has himself and Thomas. I’m not really sure where Madison lies for this vote.

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