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#WILL U STOP SAYING SORRY FOR THE LONG ASK I TEXT U 10 TIMES A DAY
sturnwritess · 2 months
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Is it Casual now?
warnings: angst, cussing, crying, drinking, bit of smut.
pairing: mattsturniolo x femalexreader
summary: you and matt have been “friends” for a long time, to him u were just another girl that he deeply loved, and him to you was everything u wished for.
a/n: i know this song is for wlw but i wanted to use it for the story.
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10:26 pm
“fuck matt” you say, his tongue is in your walls as he’s eating you out. He looks up at you with his beautiful blue eyes, he smirks against your pussy making his ego even bigger. You’re currently in the back of your car and the windows are getting foggy. “im mh about to cum” you say breathless, “go ahead pretty girl” he says and that tips you over the edge. once you both got cleaned up, “can you drive me to a restaurant?” he asks.
“i was wondering if we could hangout?” you ask, he looks at you “i thought this was just a hookup though but i gotta get going my mom invited me to dinner” he says not looking at u playing with his hands. “oh ok which restaurant?” you ask looking at him. He looks up “uh yellowbricks on blackstone” he says.
You’re almost to the restaurant and you pull into the parking lot, “my mom also wants to see you, so can u come in?” he ask staring his eyes into yours. “uh yea ill go see your mom.” you say looking away, you got out of your car and walk into the restaurant. You and matt spot jimmy, marylou, chris and nick, you walk up to the table and say hi to everyone.
“y/n why dont you join us?” marylou asks, “she actually has to go mom” matt says looking up at you. “oh yeah i have this thing marylou im so sorry maybe another time?” you say, “of course just text me on facebook to let me know!” she says smiling. “ok. i will, nice to see everyone bye!” you say as you’re leaving. You feel like a burden to matt as you walk out, you get into your car and suddenly matt walks out.
He knocks on your window, “hey uhm i left my jacket in your backseat” he says “ oh ok the doors are unlocked.” you look at the backseat as he grabs it, tears dwelling in your eyes. He notices “hey are you ok pretty girl?” he asks “mhm” u say looking away, he grabs your chin “i hope this isnt about me saying your busy.” he looks at u with his brows furrowed.
“its not matt” you yank his hand off your chin, he furrows his brows “we agreed this was casual” he says. you nod and roll up your window, he walks away with his jacket in his hand and his grip so hard his knuckles were white. “casual” starts playing by Chappell Roan, you feel the tears trying to drip away from your eyes. you just started driving home, but all you could think of matt.
flashback
“thats the best time we’ve ever had sex and i mean it” he says looking into your iris, “whatcha thinking about pretty girl?” he asks. “oh nothing just like us what we are” you say still staring into his mesmerizing eyes, “you’re my everything y/n” he says. you giggle looking away, “you’re my everything too matt”.
end of flashback
you grip onto the steering wheel trying not to cry, but the tears escape your eyes and u cant help but let out sobs. you try not to think of how good you and matt used to be, but now you think back it was just casual. it hurts your stomach so much thinking about it, how everything happened and why. he was just a boy you banged on your couch but, damn him for making you feel like this.
day later
matthew❕
hey y/n
do you want to hangout?
i see you reading my texts
please dont leave me on read
dont be like this please
im coming over
read 10:19 am
you continue sobbing into your comforter and bury yourself, you soon hear your doorbell ring and you cant bring yourself to get up and see his face. so you just ignore the sounds but they dont stop, for a second they stopped and then got louder. you groaned not even bothering to brush your hair or wipe way the tears, you walk down the stairs and go open the door.
you open the door and his eyes soften once he sees your red eyes and tear stains on your cheek, “can you stop staring matthew?” you say looking away “yeah m’sorry”. “did you leave something or want to say something? you clear your throat saying. “cmon we agreed that no feelings attached y/n” he says, you close the door behind him.
“how was i suppose not to?” you ask, he looks away “you said i was your everything matt!” you say as anger arises inside of you “i know i know but please dont be mad because- you cut him off “no i get to be mad matt because you said we were casual but people who are casual dont say shit like that!” you scream.
“please dont say what you dont mean y/n” he says, “we should just end this whatever this is.” you say as a tear slips down your cheek. “no no please y/n i need you!” he says as his eyes dwell with tears, “no you need someone who loves you and i thought i could give that to you but i really cant because you wont give it back or say some stupid shit like this is casual matt”.
“i didnt mean it please please dont do this” hes screaming in sobs, your heart breaks at the sight but you knew this had to be done for his sake and yours. “please matt dont make this harder than it is.” you put his head into your chest as you say. hes sobbing into your chest and every time you feel his tears slipping a piece of your heart shatters.
“i really did love you matt and i mean it.” you say as you bring his head up to meet your eyes, “please i dont want to lose you please please just dont do this”. he says and with that you kiss his forehead “matthew you need to go baby please.” you say. “can you hold me one more time y/n” he asks as his eyes are practically red and tears drip down each time.
“yes matt come here” you say as you bring him to your chest, you felt as time froze around you but the reality matter more than the fantasy you pictured. “okay sweetboy its time to go.” you say removing your arms from him, “i loved you too y/n” he says as he brings your face in his hands and kisses your forehead. “do you think we could ever be soulmates in another universe?” he asks looking at you.
“god i hope so” you say looking at him as he walks out your door. you both knew that was the last time he would ever enter and leave your house. you both loved each other just maybe in another life.
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hey so uhm this was really short and im sorry but i didnt know what to write lol
@sturnioloshacker @sturtriple16 @mattscoquette @mattybsgroupie
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pupkashi · 1 year
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when it comes to love, you picture it as the color blue
a/n: hi friends !! i wrote this inspired by this song :] i had so much fun writing this and i hope you guys enjoy it <3 please let me know what u guys think !! this is my longest fic on here so I’m nervous LOL
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maybe if you weren’t already 10 minutes late to lecture you would’ve seen the tall man straight ahead of you, prominent snowy hair blowing in the wind as he sips on his large sugary coffee.
but you were 10 minutes late, and you were texting your friend asking them to fill you in on what you were missing. in the second that you looked up from your phone the only thing you saw was a dark purple uniform.
there wasn’t enough time for you to stop or move away, bumping full force into a firm body, spilling the drink in his hand all over him. your phone slipped out of your hand as you stumbled backwards.
“oh my god I’m so sorry!” you shriek, scrambling to check your bag for napkins, pulling some out and frantically handing them to the man. “I’m so sorry i should’ve watched where i was going” you apologize, face flushed as you picked up your phone from the ground.
“it’s okay! i wasn’t paying much attention either” he laughs, “is your phone alright?” his voice is sweet, and you almost regret looking up at him and meeting his gaze.
you’re greeted by the two most beautiful blue eyes you’d ever seen in your life, the round sunglasses that rested on the tip of his nose barely covering them. the gust of wind that passes by the two of you pushes back his white hair, making you struggle to not gulp.
he’s so attractive.
“uhm- oh yeah” you chuckle, tearing your eyes away from him and swallowing hard, “yeah it’s fine, are you okay?” you ask, finding the courage to look up at the much taller man.
“I’m more than okay” he smiles, dabbing the napkins against his now coffee soaked uniform. “i know my students are gonna get a kick out of this though” the words make you feel even worse, and it seems like this stranger picked up on it, quickly speaking up, “it’s good though, those kids could use a good laugh” his eyes crinkling a bit as he gives you a genuine smile.
“you’re a teacher?” you ask, the two of you moving out of the middle of the busy sidewalk.
“yeah something like that” he nods, throwing the used napkins and now empty coffee cup away.
your eyes follow his movements, noticing the way the large cup looks small in his hands. “I’m really sorry about your clothes though” you frown, the man only waved his hands in front of him.
“no really don’t worry about it! that’s what washing machines are for right?” the genuine smile on his face makes you feel a bit better, a similar one making its way onto your lips as you nod.
“can i at least replace your coffee? it was practically full” you reason. you were almost certain the handsome man in front of you would say no, then two of you would part ways and never see each other again.
almost.
“or you could repay me by going out to dinner with me? or lunch?” and for the first time since you’d bumped into him, his cheeks were red. he was blushing. even though his cheeks were rosy, he had the cockiest grin on his face. you couldn’t even enjoy the sight because you were blushing too.
“that would be-” the loud ringing of your phone causes you to jump a bit, eyes widening as you see your friend's contact name flash on your screen. “I’m so sorry” you mumble, answering and turning away from the man.
“hey” you whisper, the color draining from your face when you realize how long you’d been talking to this guy.
“what do you mean ‘hey’! prof is giving out an extra credit opportunity at the end of lecture” they rush out, “you’re lucky he stepped out right now so i could call you, hurry your ass over here!”
you hear the dial tone before you can reply, holding in a groann of frustration before taking a deep breath and turning around.
“sorry” you smile, “i really have to get to lecture, i'm already super late but I’d love to get dinner sometime!” the words are tumbling from your mouth as you take a pen and piece of paper out of your bag, scribbling your number and handing it to him.
“my car’s right there if you want a ride” and as tempted as you were, you decided to not completely give up on what you’d been taught regarding stranger danger.
“I’ll be fine, thank you though” you smile, watching as the man takes the paper from you. “what was your name?” he’s looking up at your words, his smile shifting to a softer one.
“satoru” he replies, “satoru gojo.”
“it’s nice to meet you satoru” a wide smile on your face as you start to gather your things, “I’m y/n,” checking the time once more with wide eyes, “I’m also gonna fail this class if i don’t leave right now, bye!” you call out, waving as you walk past him and to the bus stop.
gojo would be lying if he said he didn’t turn his infinity off the second he saw how pretty you were in the seconds before collision. could he have avoided being an hour late to a meeting with the higher ups by moving out of the way? yes!
but that means he wouldn’t have been texting you now, sending you a ‘hi it’s satoru :)’ before walking into the meeting, a fresh cup of sugary coffee in hand.
it’s only after the meeting that he meets up with the first years, smiling at them widely and grabbing megumi for a big hug.
“what is wrong with you?” the younger boy huffs, pushing satoru away and fixing his now ruffled hair. “why do you smell like coffee?” he asks, nose scrunched up.
“did you bring us coffee sensei?” nobara’s eyes are practically gleaming as she searches the classroom, hoping to find the drinks.
“did you get us pastries too?” yuji’s excitement is evident on his face as he joins nobara in her search.
“I’ll give you guys money for them later” gojo smiles, his two rowdier students sitting down happily, “someone bumped into me and made me spill coffee on myself” the grin on his face is a contrast to his students' confused faces.
“why are you smiling about that” megumi scoffs.
“it’s so romantic isn’t it? they bumped into me! i think it’s destiny” he sighs dreamily, megumi only rolls his eyes as yuji and nobara stare at each other.
satoru is sitting in his office when his phone vibrates, immediately checking it and grinning when he sees your name on the screen.
‘hii sorry i was super busy after lecture :P’
he’s setting his phone down, giggling to himself as he thinks of what to reply, trying to not seem too eager. one minute is long enough, right?
‘no worries :)’ he sends. immediately overthinking when he doesn’t see the three dots pop up. did he just kill the conversation? should he double text? is that too lame?
satoru was sure you were at home completely unphased by his texts, much more calm about the interaction than he was.
you were clinging to your roommate as you showed them the text, “what does this mean? how do i reply? when do i bring up the dinner?” you groaned, panicked as you paced the room.
“calm down!” they laughed, taking the phone from your hand and opening the message for you, “how about asking how his day was?” their voice was calm and it brought you to a complete stop, your face returning to an easy smile.
“you’re a genius” you mumble, grabbing your phone and typing back quickly.
‘how was ur day ? hope your students didn’t make fun of you too harshly hehe’
“how’s this? too much? maybe I’ll delete this part” you say, chewing on your bottom lip as your roommate smacks the back of your head. “ouch! what was that for” you pout.
“send the message as it is! you want him to like you don’t you? not some weird filtered version” you know they’re right and you can’t help but hate them for it.
“yeah yeah whatever” you snicker, “ouch!” you laugh as they pinch your arm a bit.
‘they made fun of me so much </3 the only way i can think of feeling better is seeing you soon’
“oh he’s one smooth talker” your friend smiles, peering over your shoulder, “i get why you took so long getting to lect- oh my god you’re blushing!” you’re quick to try and deny it, giving up as you burst into giggles rereading the text.
“what the fuck do i say? I don’t fucking know how to flirt” you cry out, thumbs dancing over the screen as you think of what to say.
‘just talked to a nurse and she said your condition is only gonna worsen if we don’t get dinner tomorrow at 7 :O’
‘guess I’ll just have to send you the details tomorrow huh?’
gojo satoru was never one to giggle and swing his feet from a mere text message. but as soon as he read your text he 100% was.
the next day came quickly and although you were in completely different places, the realization struck the both of you like a slap in the face.
“what am i gonna wear?” you shrieked, turning to your roommate in a panic.
“what am i gonna wear?” satoru asked nanami, nervousness etched in his every feature.
it takes you two hours and a messy room to finally pick your outfit out, smiling in the mirror as your roommate cheers you on.
“that man’s gonna get swept off his feet by you” they smile, watching as you giggle to yourself.
“he’s like six foot something so that’s unlikely” you tease, laughing as they roll their eyes at you. “but hopefully! finger crossed” you smile, setting the outfit aside as you get ready to hop in the shower, the butterflies in your stomach only growing in number as the time comes closer.
“satoru you’ve tried that shirt like six times already” nanami groans, pinching the bridge of his nose as he looks at the older man.
“but not with these shoes!” satoru isn’t sure how much longer he has until kento walks out on him, leaving him to his own defenses, so he narrows down his options quickly, finally content with his reflection in the mirror as he walks out, a giant grin painted on his face.
“you look nice” nanami says, taking a drink of water, “where are you going again?” he asks, nearly choking on his water when satoru answers him.
“a date”
“a date?”
satoru replies with a light hum, fixing his hair a bit before turning to the blonde man. “met them the other day actually, i think you’d like them!”
“they’re not even a sorcerer? do they know-” nanami begins to reason but satoru isn’t having any of it.
“no need to rain on my parade! thank you for your help I’ll call you and let you know how it goes!” he calls out, waving goodbye as nanami swipes a croissant on his way out.
“please don’t call me,” he replies, shutting the door and leaving satoru alone.
he’s quick to rush to the restroom, fluffing his hair a bit and running his fingers through it, glancing at his reflection and smiling. he doesn’t remember the last time he had felt so giddy, maybe when he, suguru and shoko had pranked yaga years ago.
but this was different, his stomach felt fuzzy and he was constantly checking his phone, willing for 6:30 to arrive so he could go pick you up.
satoru ended up leaving his house at 6, stopping by a local flower shop and getting a bouquet for you, placing it gently in the passenger seat before driving to the address you’d sent.
it’s 6:30 on the dot when you hear a knock on your door, your roommate shooting you a smile and a thumbs up as you walk out of their room and to the front door.
“hi” you smile, eyes landing on his blue ones, barely covered by the sunglasses he’s wearing.
“hi” he replies back, “oh um, these are for you” he extends his arms out, the floral smell makes your smile even bigger, face flushing as you thank him.
“you can come in! I’ll just put these in water real fast” you grin, motioning for him to come in.
he’s looking around your apartment, noticing how decorated and warm it feels, so homey. his eyes land on the framed pictures on the wall, spotting you easily among the group of people he assumes are your friends.
“oh those are so embarrassing” you chuckle, placing the vase on the dining table before turning to look at satoru, “i look so silly in like half of these” you say, gesturing to the collage of photos on the wall.
“you look great” he assures, giving you a charming smile that has your ears burning. “you ready?” you only nod, the two of you walking out as you close the door behind you, locking it quickly.
“where are we going?” you ask, satoru only smiling at you as he opens the car door for you, closing it gently and heading to the driver's seat.
“are you competitive?” the question makes your head cock to the side a bit.
“sometimes i guess, why?” you’re studying his features, taking in just how pretty he really was.
“you like arcades?” he turns to you with a smile, watching as your lips turn upwards as you smile at him.
the drive there doesn’t take too long, easy conversation flowing between the two of you as you get to know each other a bit better.
“wait, what’s your favorite color?” he asks you, walking into the colorful arcade.
“I don’t think i have one actually, ill get back to you on that” you reply, your lips forming a small pout as you think for a bit. “do you have one?” his attention is on you now.
“the color of your eyes” he flirts, loving the way your breathing hitches in your throat as you look away for a moment.
“okay I’ll admit that was smooth” you laugh, composing yourself as you look at him and bump shoulders, “don’t go getting cocky on me though, I’ll spill coffee all over you.” satoru is all smiles at your words, laughing along with you as you reach the kiosk.
the date goes amazingly, the two of you laughing as you both fail miserably at the claw games available, cheering when you finally get the small cat plush he said he thought was cute.
satoru spends a good twenty minutes trying to get the puppy plush you wanted, finally getting it after the nth time of it just barely missing the hole.
it’s during the arcade games that the two of you get more serious, resorting to cheating by pushing satoru when he passes you in the racing game you were playing, groaning when you still managed to end up in 5th and him in 1st.
it’s 10 pm when the two of you walk out of the arcade, all smiles and laughter when you get in the car.
“you have to admit i handed your ass to you in air hockey” you smiled, the puppy plushy in your hold as you watched satoru put his seatbelt on, his arm resting on the back of your seat as he reversed out.
you’re trying to calm yourself down as you notice how perfect his jawline looks and how soft the hair at the nape of his neck looks, swallowing a bit hard as you look forward.
“okay I’ll admit that one,” he chuckles, turning to face you for a second before focusing on the road again. “do you like ice cream?”
“i love ice cream” you reply, watching as his features light up at your words.
“d’you wanna go get some? we could always get some another time” he assures you, not wanting to make you uncomfortable.
“you’re very bold to assume there’ll be another time” you quip, trying to fight the smile threatening to appear on your lips.
“is that a yes?” he grins, watching the way you bite your bottom lip and look out the window before focusing your gaze on him.
“it’s not a no” your words make his body buzz, ears flushing as he pulls into the ice cream parlor. he’s sure the ice cream wouldn’t be as sweet as you were.
you’re reaching your front door only a couple minutes shy of midnight, taking your keys out of your bag before looking at satoru.
“i had a great time tonight” you smile, something you found yourself doing anytime you’d been around the white haired man.
“i did too” he’s towering over you, fingers itching to pull you closer to him. you’re staring up at him, eyes bright as he stares down at you.
satoru prays to any and every higher force as he leans down, placing a gentle kiss to your cheek, his face beet red as he meets your eyes.
“sleep well,” he smiles, ready to turn around when you stop him. your fingers wrapping around his wrist as you pull him towards you, a chaste kiss being placed on his cheek.
“let me know when you get home safe” you say, heartbeat in your ears as you walk into your apartment, giving him a small wave as he begins to walk away.
it’s only seconds later that you’re giggling and shrieking like a schoolgirl, a blush and smile on your face that you can’t seem to get rid of.
satoru texts you minutes later, letting you know he was home safe and he had a great time. you’re quick to reply, telling him you had so much fun and looked forward to next time.
the two of you ended up texting back and forth practically all night, only stopping when you’d fallen asleep between texts, waking up the next morning and apologizing for leaving him on read.
the two of you continued to go out on dates almost every week, texting back and forth and having late FaceTime calls when you were too exhausted to text.
“this prof is so- ugh!” you groan, your head resting on your crossed arms over your desk, only the top of your head being visible to gojo.
“what do you have left to do?” he asks through your phone, his upper body visible, a black sweatshirt on as he plays some game on his switch. he had wanted to give you company while you finished your last assignment, cheering you on.
as you explained your assignment, satoru listened intently, pausing his game and reading a notification he’d gotten. his lips formed a small frown, and as he replied you noticed his brows were furrowed.
“y/n im sorry i have to go take care of this work thing” he sighs.
“it’s like 2 am though?” you say, suddenly not exhausted at all as you look at him through your screen. “what do you have to do at school at 2 in the morning?”
nanami’s words ring in his ears as he tries to come up with something. he had to tell you eventually if he really wanted to make this serious.
“one of my students needs help with something,” he explains, “they live on campus.”
you nod, apologizing for sounding so accusatory and blaming the exhaustion, saying goodbye before you hang up.
satoru is groaning, pulling his uniform on before teleporting to campus, Ijichi ready to take him to where the curse had been spotted. he’s distracted the entire time, the only thought on his mind being how he was going to tell you.
would you even want to be with him after that?
satoru bites the bullet two dates later, the two of you sitting on a blanket when he faces you, playful looks gone and replaced by a more serious, nervous one.
“i need to tell you something,” he says, and you can feel your heart falling as the smile fades from your face.
it’s a lot to take in. you’re listening to satoru talk about the Jujutsu world, explaining everything as best he could but not wanting to overwhelm you.
“that’s why you always wear sunglasses?”
satoru is shocked that that’s the question you ask him first. he nods his head nonetheless.
“i understand if you don’t wanna deal with all this, i just- i wanted to tell you before we made it more serious” he says, clearing his throat awkwardly, admitting he wanted to make things official.
satoru gave you time and space to decide on your own, not pushing you towards any decision. he did however call nanami later that day, in shambles as he explained to him he might’ve just fumbled the best opportunity of love he’d ever get in his life.
it’s days later when yuji is running up to satoru with his phone in hand, “sensei! it’s y/n they’re calling you!” he shouts, tossing the phone to gojo before smiling up at him brightly as he answers.
“hello?” he asks, biting his bottom lip nervously. yuji can’t make out exactly what you’re saying, but as he sees a smile form on gojo’s face and a giggle leave his lips, he knows it’s something good.
“I’ll be there in a minute” he smiles, hanging up before looking at yuji with a wide smile. “we are so back!” he cheers, yuji high fiving him before he sees him teleporting away.
satoru is at your front door quite literally one minute later, knocking gently. you open the door with a smile, not realizing how much you missed seeing him the past two weeks.
“hi” you breathe out, did he get buffer? we’re his shoulders always that broad?
“hi” he smiles, “where’s the bug?” he asks, following you into your apartment as you point at the corner of your living room, watching in fright as satoru takes the cup from your hands and easily reaches up to capture it.
he’s letting the little guy outside, setting him in between the shrubs and handing you your cup back with a smile. “if that’s all you needed I’ll get going” he says, looking at you with a small smile.
you’re hesitant for a second, but as he takes another step closer to the door you find yourself moving on your own.
“wait don’t go” it’s rushed out and your voice isn’t as confident as you want it to be. but satoru is turning around, his face bright as he turns to face you, eyes gleaming. “i- i thought about it” you say, picking at your fingers and shifting your weight onto your other foot.
satoru is quiet, a soft string of ‘please’ echoing through his head as he waits for you to continue. he’s looking at you intently and you finally speak up after what feels like forever.
“i really like you” you breathe out, eyes flickering between your hands and satoru’s face, “i haven’t felt this way about someone maybe ever and god that’s embarrassing to say out loud” you laugh, satoru’s smile only grows wider as you continue.
“i don’t know anything about your magic world or whatever it’s called, but I’d love to give this a try” you say, out of breath as you look up at him, “if you still wanna,” your brain finally catching up with your mouth and you wonder if you just embarrassed yourself in front of the most perfect man in the world.
“I’d want nothing more in the world” he grins, stepping a bit closer to you, his fingers just barely grazing the skin of your cheek before he’s pulling away.
you’re so close to each other, you can smell his minty breath, you can see just how glossy his lips are and you can make out the faintest shapes of his dimples.
“that’s good, or that would’ve been embarrassing” you mumble, satoru smiles at your words, neither one of you moving an inch.
“no yeah i get it, cause of everything and, yeah” his words don’t make sense, yet you somehow are nodding along in understanding. your eyes flicking down to his lips.
“for sure” you whisper, looking up to meet his eyes before leaning in just a bit more, voice trailing off.
he doesn’t wanna rush you into this, but he’s certain his hearts gonna give out any second if you don’t close the distance between the two of you.
“can i kiss you?” he voice is airy and light, and you don’t have enough confidence in your voice as you nod your head, your eyes fluttering shut as his lips meet yours.
he tastes like mint and honey lip balm, and you can’t help but want more, more and more as your lips move against one another. you can feel your body growing hotter by the second, your hand finding its way to the hair at the nape of his neck, tugging on it.
your mind is blank as you kiss him, the only fleeting thought in your mind is him. his blue eyes, his bad jokes, the way he knew exactly when to text you, how he really listened to what you were saying. you could only think of him.
satoru can feel his body buzzing, his arms snaking around your waist and pulling you closer to him, face flushing as you both pull away, trying to catch your breath.
you’re both smiling at each other, sheepish giggles filling the living room as you pull away from each other. satoru’s face is flushed red, his lips still tingling from the moments prior. you’re the first to break the silence, the two of you still standing.
“you gonna ask me out or are we keeping this moment ambiguous?” your voice is light as you speak, the giddiness behind your voice is obvious as you smile up at him.
“you just can’t live without me” he sighs, laughing when you smack his chest. he’s quick to follow you to the couch, sitting next to you and grabbing your hand.
“will you do me the honor of being mine?” the golden rays of the setting sun hit him perfectly, blue eyes practically glowing as they look back at you. his dimples are prominent now as he smiles.
“I’d want nothing more” you reply, giggling as he peppers your face with feathery kisses.
time seems to fly once the two of you begin dating, one second you’re shyly holding hands on a walk and the next he’s stealing fries off your plate like it’s instinct.
it’s three months since that day, and you were beyond grateful that a spider had appeared in your apartment, even more so that satoru wasn’t scared of bugs like you were.
satoru is knocking on your door, drenched to the bone and holding a bouquet of blue flowers, smiling at you through his dripping wet bangs, “missed you so much” he pouts as you let him in.
“satoru i saw you two days ago” you giggle, “don’t you have infinity? why are you soaking wet?” he’s sporting a grin that you’ve come to learn means trouble.
“don’t you wanna cuddle me and make sure i don’t catch a cold?” his smile turning into a pout, his pleading eyes tugging on your heartstrings as you roll your eyes.
“you’re so annoying” you scoff, “take your wet clothes off” you instruct, taking the flowers from his hand and placing them in a vase on the dining table.
satoru is quick to peel the wet clothes from his body, goosebumps rising on his skin as the air hits him. “if i had known flowers got you in the mood i would’ve bought you ‘em everyday” he teases, walking over to you as drops of water roll down his abs.
it takes all your willpower to not check him out, looking at him with furrowed brows and a shocked expression, “so you wouldn’t buy me flowers everyday just cause you care about me?” an accusatory tone to your words that has satoru’s life flashing before his eyes.
“wow, all men are the same,” you sigh, shaking your head as you walk to grab a towel from your restroom.
your path is quickly blocked by the sorcerer, eyes wide as he begins to apologize, “i didn’t mean it like that sweets im-”
your laughter cuts him off, “just messing with ya angel boy” pressing a kiss to his cheek before patting his shoulder as you walk around him. the pet name causing his cheeks to flush and his dimples to peak out.
“now seriously go take a warm shower and I’ll make us some hot cocoa” satoru is saluting you as you hand him some clothes to change into, noting that the shirt you gave him is one he’d been searching for weeks for.
it’s when you’re laying on the couch together, cuddled in his arms watching reality tv and complaining about the drama that you get a fuzzy feeling in your stomach and in your chest.
it’s when he’s resting his head on your stomach, the two of you in the countryside gazing up at the stars, hushed giggles as you make up your own constellations.
it’s in the little moments the two of you share that you realize you love him.
the realization dawns on you when satoru points at the stars ‘that can be our star!’ he smiles, and you’re choking on your hot chocolate as the thought crosses your mind.
“oh my god what’s wrong with you?” satoru gasps, patting your back and staring at you with wide eyes as he sits up.
your face is flushed as you finally stop coughing, drinking some water and staring at your boyfriend. his hair is a bit messy from the back, the navy sweatshirt hanging loosely off his body, you can smell his cologne on your shirt.
what if he wasn’t ready? what if he didn’t want to commit or what if-
“are you gonna throw up on me?” his brows furrowed with concern as he studied your face, “cause then you’d owe me two shirts.”
you only manage to scoff at him, rolling your eyes at him, “you’re so annoying” the grin on your face giving away your true feelings.
“yeah but you love me” the words leave his mouth before he can even process what he’s saying. the color leaving his face when his brain does catch up, trying to take his words back.
“i mean what- what i meant to say was that you really like me” his face is red as he stutters his words out, too flustered to even look at you.
“but what if I did?” you whisper, eyes frantically searching his face. 
there’s a beat of silence and you’re afraid you’ve ruined it all. maybe you were gonna throw up on him after all. 
“I really hope this isn’t one of your hypothetical questions,” his confidence wavering as he continues, “because I’d tell you I felt the same way.” his heart is racing and he thinks maybe he’s gonna owe you a shirt for throwing up on you. 
“i love you,” the words are quiet, as if it’s a secret meant to be kept between him and the stars. 
“I love you,” you whisper back, the moonlight kissing your flushed cheeks before your lover does. satoru doesn’t mind, taking a second to admire you before he’s placing his palms on your cheeks and bringing you in for a kiss.
the dark blue expanse of the night sky looks plain in comparison to the love filled, blue of satoru’s eyes. you’re sure you can see stars of his own gleaming in his eyes.
your love for satoru grew into something that you could imagine would resemble an sky: immeasurable.
satoru’s love for you grew into something he could imagine resembling the ocean: seemingly endless.
he thought it was some miracle he bumped into you that fated morning. constantly thanking his past self for finally checking out the cafe on that street. he wonders what would’ve happened if he’d gone his usual way, if he hadn’t spent an extra minute cooing at the cafe cat after he’d gotten his order. 
he can feel fate watching over the two of you and smiling as you place the last box on the floor of his house. not just his anymore, yours too now. 
“i can't believe you finally agreed to move in with me” he smiles, easily grabbing your waist and pressing his lips to yours, the same taste of mint and honey filling your senses. “finally gonna feel like home here” he mumbles, his lips still softly pressed against yours. 
“I’m only moving in because-” you begin, satoru pressing his lips against yours to shut you up. 
“ ‘cause your roommate is moving out yeah yeah” he groans, placing a kiss on your nose before letting you go, “you know it’s okay to admit you’d been wanting to move in after you came over the first time” a small pout on his glossy lips as you stare at him. 
“with a place like this and a roommate like you who wouldn’t wanna live here” you hum, walking towards the couch and letting yourself flop down, breathing out a deep sigh and smiling. 
satoru is quick to join you, scooping you up and wiggling himself next to you, placing half of your body on his before letting out a happy sigh. 
home. 
“what should we have for dinner in our new home?” you can feel the vibrations of his words on his chest, moving a bit to get a bit more comfortable. 
“you mean my new home? you’ve lived here for years already” you laugh, craning your neck to stare up at your lover.
“it didn’t feel like home,” the words come easily to him, “not without you here” he says, cheeks rosy as he speaks. and while it wasn’t uncommon for him to voice his affections, it was rare for the words to come out with no teasing lilt to them, but instead laced with genuine emotion. 
our home. 
somehow the couch manages to fit the two of you, a mess of limbs and blankets as the rain continues to pour outside, the hot chocolate on the coffee table is cold and the marshmallows long gone. the credits are rolling on the movie you’d put on, and the only thing waking the two of you is the clap of thunder shaking your windows. 
satoru grips you a bit tighter as he jolts awake, looking at you before he’s fully awake and looking around. 
“did we fall asleep?” his voice is raspy, rubbing his eyes a bit and laying his head back on the pillow when you hum in response. he’s frowning when he feels you crawl off of him, staring at you as you turn the tv off and stand up. 
“let’s go to bed” you mumble, holding your hand out and grabbing his, tugging slightly. “your neck is gonna hurt in the morning if you sleep like that and I’ll be the one hearing your complaints.” 
there’s no real irritation behind your words, and the look on your face gives that away. 
“yeah but you’d still baby me all day if it did” he yawned, smiling when you roll your eyes at him, walking away from the couch. satoru whines a bit, getting up quickly and sweeping you off your feet to carry you to bed. 
he places you down gently, mumbling something about how comfortable he was, only smiling when you’re both under the covers and wrapped in each other's arms. 
you let the soft patter of the rain against the windows lull the two of you sleep, whispers of sweet nothings and ‘i love you’s’ lost between claps of thunder and flashes of lightning. 
your love was as comforting and calm as the blue rain easing his mind to sleep, every stroke of his hair making his eyelids heavier and heavier. 
the blue and white flowers look beautiful, you think, taking a deep breath before staring down the aisle. 
“ready?” your friend asks you, the same who helped you type texts out and save you from missing extra credit. you only nod, the butterflies in your stomach growing exponentially with every step you take. 
despite the array of pastels and the people smiling at you, all you see is blue. 
the blue sky shining down on you, smiling widely at satoru whose eyes are landing on you immediately. his blue eyes watering a bit, he’s wondering how he managed to get so lucky. 
your love for satoru is blue, in the same way the blue sky is boundless and the rain is comforting and calming. 
satoru’s love for you was blue, in the same way the ocean was endless and unpredictable. 
and as you’re staring into his pretty blue eyes, you smile at him, giggling a bit. 
“what’s so funny? you planning on objecting?” he whispers, a smile on his face as you shake your head. 
“blue” you whisper back, smiling as his face turns into one of confusion, “my favorite colors blue.” 
the reality of it all hits satoru at once, and he’s swept back to years ago, with you bumping into him one fated morning, a whirlwind of events following and leading the two of you here. 
“and mine is still the color of your eyes” he mumbles, instinctively leaning in for a kiss, being brought to reality when you elbow him lightly. 
“can’t you wait a couple more minutes? we’re about to get married” you giggle, trying to not take away attention from the current speaker.
“I'll wait forever if it means I have you” he whispers, “and i'll let you spill coffee on all my shirts,” he smiles, watching the way your face flushes as the two of you stand. 
“you're so annoying” you grin, taking out your vows as you look at him, a soft smile on his face as the paper in his hands shake lightly. 
what relief i also found my favorite color in your eyes, you think, smiling as the ceremony continues on.
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myzticbean · 13 days
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Stop kitten around - let’s celebrate
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Part 1
Title: Stop kitten around - let's celebrate
Pairing: Li Shen | Zayne / MC (fem! reader) Tags: Zayne POV, super fluff, cute cats and birthdays
Zayne is sequestered in his office attempting to make a dent in the waiting stack of paperwork before he can finally go home, when his phone gives a soft chime, alerting him to a message.
MC: come home soon meow
Zayne: Soon. Almost done.
MC: kitty misses her dad meow
Zayne: Kitty hissed and bit me this morning. Kitty certainly doesn’t miss me.
MC: she says she’s sorry, she didn’t mean it
MC: she would like to have dinner with you
Zayne checks the time, surprised to see how late it had already gotten. Concerned, he taps another text message.
Zayne: Why did you wait? Please eat, I’ll be home in a little while. 
MC: if i eat now, i’ll fall asleep. i wnt 2 see you b4 i go 2 bed
Zayne: I feel like I’m going to have a stroke when you write like that. I’ll leave in 10.
Zayne puts his phone away, hurrying to clean up the folders and files on his desk and stashes them into his bag. He’ll finish them up at home. 
As soon as he walks through the door he sees that the lights are dim, and on the dining room table there’s a little birthday cake with one candle lit. The little tuxedo kitten (well, a cat now, he supposed) sits in a highchair at the table, watching the flickering flame as if mesmerized. It wore a tiny pointed party hat in between the little ears that swivel back and forth in excitement. 
“What’s going on?” he asks, hanging his peacoat on the coat rack next to the door.
“Honey!” A muffled little cry came from the doorway leading to the kitchen as a slender woman balancing two plates and some cutlery steps out, plopping the set on the dining room table. “Perfect timing.”
“I really didn’t mean to make you wait for me,” Zayne begins, unwinding the scarf from his neck as he surveys the settings at the table. 
“It’s Kitty’s birthday, we had to celebrate,” she grins. She strokes the little cat on her back, who is polite enough not to move from her seat at the table. 
“It’s been a year already?” he asks in surprise, sitting down at his usual spot at the head of the table. The cat sits to his right, while his lover sits down to his left. She flicks her dark hair over her shoulder as she gives him a bright smile. 
“Our little baby is growing up so fast,” she coos at the little cat across from her. “We couldn’t celebrate without her dad.” 
Zayne feels a bubble of warmth in his chest, and he turns and looks at the cat over the top of his glasses. It gives him a slow blink and a gentle meow. 
“She’s being very sweet tonight,” he murmurs. He reaches out with a finger, brushing the tip of one ear. The cat obediently lets him fondle her, rubbing her face against the back of his hand. 
“She’s sorry she scratched you, she must have been a little grumpy this morning.” He turns to look at the long-haired woman next to him, giving a small hum of disbelief. 
“Blow out her candle before it melts too much.” She wisely changes the subject, smiling at him sweetly. “Let’s have dinner, and I’ve got a few sweets to celebrate.”
“It’s probably not best to eat too much sugar this late at night,” he cautions before leaning over to blow out the single candle. Kitty sneezes as if to argue the point. He cuts a small sliver of cake, putting it on the small dish in front of the cat.
“Words I never thought I would hear from you…” She raises her eyebrows in mock surprise, then turns her attention to watch the cat heartily dig into its pet-safe cake. 
They both pick up their cutlery, making small talk as they eat. He savors a mouthful of the whiskey she had thoughtfully poured for him, while she sips at a glass of red wine. 
“Long day?” she asks, surveying his face. He feels tired but happy, gazing at the love of his life sitting at the table, her small chin propped up on her palm as she looks back at him. Her eyes are gentle and soft, a little droopy at the corners. 
“Let me clean up,” he says, getting to his feet to grab the plates. 
“No-” she starts to argue, but he waves her back in the seat.
“You cooked, I’ll clean,” he cuts in firmly. She watches as he heads into the kitchen with their plates, the sound of running water soon following.
She takes a sip of her wine, watching the little kitty sitting in her booster seat. The cat’s party hat is slightly askew, but the band still sits under her little chin as she finishes licking the plate. 
“Isn’t he the best cat dad in the world?” she asked, reaching across the table to tease the little cat. She boops the kitty’s nose and gives her chin a scratch. The cat yawns widely, showing her sharp teeth, before she starts to paw at the hat on her head. 
Zayne stands quietly in the doorway, snapping a couple pictures of the playful woman and the little cat. He disappears back into the kitchen, posting the photo and a short caption.
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He admires the photo a moment longer before he puts his phone away, and grabs the small platter of macaroons (only two) that have been set out on the counter. 
Zayne walks back into the room just as the cat climbs down from her booster seat, successfully knocking off her birthday hat. She strolls out to the living room to jump on the squishy dark gray velvet chair that has been appropriately named “Kitty’s seat” in the house. 
“Thank you, sweetheart,” he says softly, setting down the plate between them. He sits back in his chair, but before he can move, she stands up and comes around the table to perch in his lap. 
She gives him a long, lingering kiss, the flavor of wine bittersweet on her lips. He deepens the kiss gladly, silently coaxing her to part her lips, and he slips his tongue into her mouth in a smooth caress. He cups her jaw, his other hand dropping to smooth along her hip and thigh.
“My love,” she sighs, a warm little puff of breath against his lips. His chest tightens again, a familiar pain, but he’s so pleasantly warmed by her words, he can’t help but to kiss her - once, twice, a third time. He slides his mouth down to pepper soft kisses on her chin, her cheek, before dropping his head to bury his face into her neck. 
“Sweetheart, sometimes you…” he trails off. 
Instead, he’s quiet for a moment longer, pressing another warm kiss to her neck, his hand sliding up to bury into her long, dark hair. 
“Thank you. For reminding me to come home. For remembering special birthdays.” He reminisces fondly about the birthday that had just passed, the party and well-wishes of his friends and colleagues, the cake and sweets, and the palpable adoration she never hesitated to shower upon him. He could drown in such happiness.  
She grins widely, looping her arms around his neck and giving him a squeeze. “I am pretty amazing,” she agrees. She reaches over, picking up a macaroon and bringing it up to his mouth.
“Not too much sugar, but just a little taste.” He nibbles gently at the sweet in her hand as she holds it up to his mouth, feeding him bite by bite. He reaches out to grab the remaining macaroon, returning the favor.
She swallows the last morsel, sighing happily. She leans down, giving him another kiss, and now it’s so sweet he would swear he had another toothache if she hadn’t just made him go to the dentist. 
“Let me put the rest of the cake in the refrigerator,” she whispers, brushing her lips across his. “You get the shower started, and I’ll join you. And after we get out of the shower…we’ll need another one to get clean again.”
Notes:
More coming in the affectionately titled 'Cat Dad' series! <3 You can also check it out at A03.
Kitty photo credit - Reddit
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Dude you gotta make a Kyle version of him with a horny reader 🤭🤭 I was blushing the whole time reading the Kenny one
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I couldn't decide on a song so you have both 💁🏾‍♀️
─Headcanons─
kyle x reader older ver.
hc; horny reader dating Kyle
cw; nsfw :33
note; I was thinking abt making one for him after Kenny cs yes. I feel like I kinda got carried away with this 😭 but anyway ⤵
How the hell did he even managed to bag such a horny mf, while him, himself isn't really a horny guy 😭?
Okay well it sorta went like this
Before dating you guys were close friends (yes I always do the friend thing cs I can, u can't stop me)
You two were always together, he liked being around you so much Stan took notice, he got very jealous for a few weeks till he realized Kyle was crushing HARD on you so he had no other choice but to get over his childish behavior and root for his best friend
Now you on the other hand were also crushing hard on this dork, you found him funny, cute, silly, tall.. very tall oh lord
He's a whooping 6'1 or 6'2, he towers you. And god did that do it for you.
You liked looking up at him whenever he'd talk, listening to his (somewhat) deep voice (he has like a high pitched voice but still has a deep voice😭) while fantasizing about him pinning your small figure down to the sheets of your bed.
His slightly large slender pale hands traveling to your thighs, caressing them slowly as he goes down to look into your eyes, he gives you a warm smile before making contact with your lips he looks back at you for some consent. Once you nod your head he connects his cherry flavored lips with yours, holding your face carefully whilst he's in between your legs.
"And then– Y/n? Are you listening? Y/n!"
"Huh?? Oh what- what did you say? Sorry.."
You are not sorry. You want him to top your small body, hovering ontop of you and thrust his length deep inside you as he praises you for taking him so good.
uhhmm anyway 😋..
Long story short one day you got the balls to ask him out, ask your bestfriend out.
At FIRST you were going confess to him over text.. but then you didn't wanna be a pussy, he was special, too special to send a lousy confession text to. You wanted him to see your genuine feelings for him in person, so that's exactly what you did.
After like 10+ failed attempts to tell him cause you were too nervous.
You fantasize about him fucking you but can't tell the man you LIKE him?
Oh my god
Literally after school came and you were just going to give up when he approached you, his shakey hands latching onto your shoulders in a nervous mess.
"Uhh Kyle are you okay?"
"Look I LIKE you, I like you alot, and I- uhm- I.."
"Oh my gosh- I like you too, please just shut up and kiss me now, like.. right NOW."
he took a moment to process before kissing you.
He's so CUTEE, his lips did infact take like cherry lip balm.
Now you two were together.. all the things you imagined with him...
Kyle did not know what he got himself into LMAO
It's cause you never mentioned any sexual stuff before well I mean sometimes you did, laughed and shit but it wasn't something he wouldn't think much of. Until now.
Oh wow you were now so uncontrollably horny around him, asking for a kiss 24/7 putting his hand in between your legs whenever you guys sat next to each other, whispering nasty stuff into his ear that made his face red as tomato.
It drives him CRAZY, (the good and bad mostly good or..)
There was this one time you sent him something very questionable, which meant something likeee nudes.
You sent him nudes.
It was just for funnsiez 🤷🏾‍♀️
He was all excited that you texted him back too then all of a sudden he opens his phone to see a very explicit picture of yourself in your favorite lingerie or something, he'd never turned red so fast setting his phone down in a HEART BEAT.
btw he was eating dinner with his family.
"Kyle, What'd I say about phones at the table."
"Sorry mom- I..uhm Y/n texted me."
"Oh! What'd she sa-"
"Nothing- she sent nothing. Anyway, this food is REALLY good ma, like woww."
Bro was PANICKING. 😞
Just know Kyle called you later and scolded you well tired he just ended up growing a boner mid-argument when he thought about the picture.
Speaking of boners
He never knew he could get so horny so much around you, just listening to your voice gets him turned on. When he feels it he gets so embarrassed, and guilty.
He loves you for youu but hormones are wild sometimes.
Your hormones on the other hand are insane, you're always horny for him and not afraid to tell him or even show him. You love him for him of course but GOD you just want his slender fingers inside you.
One day you two were watching a movie together in Kyle's room, with the exception of the door being opened by at least 3 inches.
Shelia doesn't mind your company she's grown a liking to you, but leave 2 teenagers alone in a bedroom and.. yeah so there was no arguing about that
But do you really think 3 INCHES was going to stop you?
No.
:3
During the movie your mind was else where, thinking about the most erotic scenarios with your boyfriend as possible, you could feel your pussy throb in your clothed panties. Your breath grew hot, as you leaned on Kyle your thighs rubbed against each other trying to relieve yourself a little but it wasn't enough.
Kyle took notice of your constant squirming, his hands finding its way around your waist slowly he then asked what was wrong in a low concerned whisper.
Once his hands found your waist it was all over from there, the gut wrecking butterflies flew into your stomach fluttering their way downward. You sat up and turned your body around to face him.
"I need to suck your dick right now."
"🧍"
"🧍🏾‍♀️"
"Turn around and watch the movie"
"Kyle- PLEASE"
"No."
"WHY"
"Well one the door is OPEN, two my MOTHER, and three NOOOO"
You took his hand and held it with yours, begging him, he looked at you like you were damn crazy, but blushing like crazy cause what the hell 😭
"Please I swear I'll be fast, I just desperately need you right now Kyle.."
Oh wow that did it for him, your whines and pleas for him made him hard.
He looked at you then at the door, his head screamed no but his body ached for your touch. He looked at you and sighed he held onto your hand pulling you toward him.
He neared your ear going in to whisper something.
"Alright, be a good girl and get on your knees for me, okay?" He leaned away, still holding onto your hand once he saw your face he slightly smirked, even though he was actually dying from embarrassment inside he knew it worked when he saw the flushed and yet shocked expression on your face when he pulled away.
"Woah- how'd you.. like-"
"You liked that didn't you?" He leaned close to you, growing slightly more confident.
You giggled stupidly, getting lost in his voice you loved, moving in.
"Yeah a bit, do it againn."
"Be a good girl and kiss me, yeah?"
"Okay yeahh." Kyle chuckled his smile going into the kiss, you smiled as well but soon stopping from the now serious make-out session starting. He let you lay him down slowly onto the pillows, your hand finding his face for the kiss to deepen.
A muffled moan escaped from your mouth right before you pulled away for air, your tounge no longer in touch with his. You panted, sitting on his lap he huffed slowly looking at you in the semi dark room. The only light source was the TV behind you.
"You ready?" You asked, at last catching your breath. He simply nodded, his face a tint pink. You smiled and kissed his nose lastly before going down on him.
Kyle checked the door once more then slipped off his sweat pants, you helping him underneath the blanket. When you came in contact with his boxers you slowly pulled them off and out sprung his member, hard just for you.
You slipped out underneath the blanket with a giggle "You're hard as fuck Ky, you reallyy must want me." You teased.
Kyle looked away with a flushed expression, he shoved you lightly back under the blanket.
"You're the one who got me like this.. asshole."
"You're so cutee."
You lightly tapped on his cock watching it twitch before tucking some hair behind your ear and taking him in. Once you had him in your mouth you bopped your head at a slow pace, your eyes closing. The ginger bit his lip down, his eyes closing on their own from the pleasure he was in.
His hands gripped his sheets when you picked up the pace, he let out a faint moan trying not to make any noise. If you could see his face he looked so cute, his eyes half-lided, mouth slightly agape with hot air escaping from it and some tears stinging his eyes.
He shifted some bit when you took him in whole, your tongue sliding against his dick in such a magnificent way that he couldn't help but whine loud. He held his mouth with his hand quickly after, but still failling to keep his voice down.
He threw his head back, his eyes rolling back he wanted to moan out loud so bad but he couldn't all he could do was try to hold in his pathetic whines from his mom so she wouldn't come into the room.
From below you could hear his muffled moans and whines you could feel yourself burn in heat, your cunt almost dripping. You rubbed yourself to his moans, feeling the euphoria flow inside you as you fingered yourself through your clothed temple.
You continued to suck him off wanting to hear him more even if he had his hand covering his mouth, this whole situation of trying to do sexual acts while his parents are around and trying not to get caught made you excited and hot inside.
As you made your way up and down his dick you felt his hand make its way ontop of your head, he lightly ran his fingers throughout your hair or kept it there hearing him whisper something.
"Oh.. shit you're doing so good y/n.. please keep going baby.." (oh my god)
Once you heard that sentence come from his mouth you blushed hard.. picking the pace up about ready to make this man cum inside your mouth, you wanted to swallow his warm seed and show him just to tell you what a good girl you were for doing so.
But we all can't get what we want now can we?
Some creak foot steps neared towards the door after a few minutes passed by from what Kyle last said that made you explode with butterflies. Despite Kyle being in such immense pleasure to the point his mouth was watering and his eyes tearing up he still kept alert and once he heard that creak he whispered yelled to you to get the HELL up QUICK.
"Y/n HURRY get UP FAST FAST FAST–"
"Whwat? why?" You replied, his dick still in your mouth.
"My MOM"
You suddenly stopped, peeking out of the blanket. "Oh shit."
You immediately rushed out from under the blanket almost falling ontop of Kyle to sit next to him, Kyle pulled up his boxers then his sweats quickly and grabbed his remote to the TV. You hurriedly sat beside him at a reasonable distance watching the TV with Kyle.
Just right when the door opened you had to wipe some spit off your face before setting your hand down fast as Kyle's mom came in, doing the parent check in.
She flipped on the light switch, and saw the two of you sitting next to each other innocently watching TV, acting like you weren't just having her son whine and moan.
"You guys okay here?" She asked, squinting hard at you two. Kyle could practically feel his heart trying to escape from his chest he was so anxious all he could do was give her a thumbs up with a nervous smile. You also gave her a thumbs up, your smile not so nervous but somewhat kinda jumpy.
Shelia nodded her head slowly in approval, "Bedtime is at 10 Kyle, night you two." She stated before turning off the light and closing the door shut. You and Kyle listened to her foot steps slowly fade away before sighing a big relief.
You laughed from being slightly nervous, nudging him in the arm.
"That was close wasn't it?" You joked, feeling your heart race. Kyle just sided eyed you.
"Alright nevermind then.."
You two sat in silence for a second.. like a long second but eventually you heard him sigh, he went underneath the blanket seemingly like he was crawling towards you. You watched in confusion before he peeked out from the blanket in between your legs. His big curly hair getting all messy.
You pulled away the blanket off him to see him clearly.
"What are you doing?" You asked, feeling a smile creep on your face. "I wanna make you feel good now, can I?" He sat up and leaned into you he held your hip with one hand and the other your cheek.
"But I didn't finish-"
"It's okay don't worry about it, I just.. wanna hear you moan from my doing this time." He shyly looked away, he put his hand down.
You felt your heart melt and your pussy throb, damn he could do BOTH.
"Okay whatever you want Ky." You pecked his cheek that brought his attention back to you. He smiled, kissing you quickly then going underneath the sheets. You helped him pull off your pj pants and let him slowly pull of your panties.
"You ready?" He asked you, laying a soft kiss on your stomach.
You nodded your head with a butterfly sick smile.
"I'm readyy."
Most times he deals with your horny self cause it's now normal to him, it makes him blush all the time but he still somehow puts up with it.
Other times he physically ends up putting up with it 🤨
Let's just say this other time.. at a restaurant.
You were sitting by him, doing your usual teasing saying stuff like
"You look soo hot right now, I want your dick in my mouth."
He gives the craziest side eye, his face already red. You giggle to yourself and look through the menu infront of you. You two were waiting for Stan and Wendy to come since it was going to be a double date (Wendy's idea, she thought it would be cute)
Once they came you and Kyle greeted them, you smiled innocently ignoring the obscure thing you just said to Kyle a few minutes ago.
"Hey guys! Glad you came!" Wendy exclaimed, sitting her self down next to Stan. "Babe they were practically forced by you to com–"
"ANYWAY- have you guys ordered yet?" Wendy cut Stan off to which he zipped his mouth with a huff. You shook your head, setting down your menu for a second then putting it back up.
"No we were waiting for you guys so I guess we can order now." Kyle said, going to look at his menu. Wendy nodded her head she then grabbed a menu and shared it with Stan, the both looked at the menu together, distracted.
You decided to make another move, you put your hand on Kyle's thigh soon rubbing it up high to his crotch. Kyle's eyes widen but his eyes still remained on the menu. You snickered, leaning over towards him.
"I want youuu Kylee." You muttered into his ear behind the menu, Kyle closed his eyes as his cheeks redden he was growing extremely nervous and trying to remain calm but holy shit you were making it very.. hard for him.
Suddenly in his last moments were he was about to loose it he had an idea. He looked at you and grinned, leaning down some to tell you something.
"Keep up and watch what happens Y/n." His words sent a shiver down your spine considering how kinda serious and hot he sounded, you were both intrigued and nervous to what he meant you just looked at him a little surprised his eyes went back to his menu, not paying attention to you.
You scoffed, looking at your menu.
What could he possibly do in such a place?
The answer was going to revealed very soon and it was the LEAST thing you expected Kyle to do.
A few minutes went by and everyone had an idea to what their order was, there was small table chat happening you talked a little but soon you tuned out to think about.. other things. As Kyle and Stan laughed you thought about Kyle's hand tracing over your bare stomach making his way downward, he licked the both of his middle and ring finger, slowly sliding them into your temple he leaned into your face and kissed you passionately to block your moans from getting out.
You felt your region throb in your seat, you ached for it to be touched but it would have to wait till later.
You just had to fantasize about something erotic 😒..
You cursed to yourself, stopping your brain from making anymore scenarios. You sighed watching the 3 of them talk and laugh. You looked over at Kyle he seemed to be settling down his laughs, he took a sip from his drink.
Wait when the hell did the drinks get here?
Nevermind anyway, you thought about what he said but soon stopped you just shrugged it off and proceeded to mess with him. You scotted closer towards him, putting your leg over his.
You waited for his reaction but he gave you nothing, you frowned trying something else. An that's when an amazing idea popped in your head (the WORST idea you ever had)
You mindlessly slipped your hand underneath his shirt, rubbing his bare skin. Now he reacted to this. He almost spat out his drink and looked at you stunned.
You looked at him, quickly removing your hand. You shot an innocent smile to him and pretend like nothing happened.
"What?" You asked, knowing damn well what you were doing. Kyle kept a keen eye on you, un amongst to you what he was planning on doing now. He sighed taking his finger towards your region.
You watched in puzzlement to what he was going to do but quickly you knew what he was doing when he started to rub your clit on the outside of whatever you are wearing, it was already wet to the touch when he rubbed it.
He let out a slight snicker to that as you began to mumble words under your breath.
"What.. the fuck.. are you doing Kyle?"
"I told you if you did something, watch what happens. You need to listen." He whispered, his finger hitting your clit hard. You nearly gasped, gripping your menu.
"Hey Kyle you alright?" Stan asked his friend, grabbing his drink. Kyle turned his attention towards him, he then smiled sweetly "Yeah I'm fine anyway what were we talking about?" He said casually, un amongst to the two of them on the other side he was rubbing his girlfriends cunt making you slowly pant in your seat.
"Oh yeah so what are your plans for summer! It's right around the corner. What about you Y/n?" The girl in her purple hat asked you.
Must she had asked you at such a horrible time??
You looked at Kyle he had a smug look, still using two fingers to massage your pussy. You thought he stop, I guess not.
You breathed in trying to act normal, "I uhm I don't- er I don't know-! Maybe.. like.. uhh.. -uhm watching movies or like.. something?? Oh fucking shit." You told her, hoping you came off as normal as possible. You also gave her a wide smile despite her not knowing you were being played with under the table.
You twitched, as she looked at you weird. "Are you okay? You look all twitchy.." Wendy asked, her voice worried. Your fingers tapped on the table quickly, swallowing a large amount of saliva as Kyle's fingers began rub your clit fast, he looked at you with a sly smirk.
"Yeah are you okay Y/n?" Now it was you giving him the side eye.
"Yes.. im.. fine. Mmh.."
You thought you would be enjoying this but god it felt like torture, but it felt so good at the same time.
Now this one of the few ways he puts up with you 😊.
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juliasturnz · 2 months
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“My teenage dream”
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🜸 - this fanfic is requested again, @monroesturnns !! Make sure to follow her!♥️
★ - summary:
you and Chris haven’t been more then just friends.. you always had a crush on him, later that night you and Chris have a really deep conversation and some things don’t go as planned.
༆ - warnings!:
kissing, cussing, slightly sexual touch and use of alcohol (lmk if there is something else that triggers u!)
✫彡 - writers note :)
hi guys i just wanted to thank you all for the nice comments and follows, it means alooott thank you again 💖
★ - other role again!:
good friend chloe.. Good friend? Idrk she is js the type to leave you behind at a party..
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You are going to this huuuge party, it’s so exiting but you haven’t been to a party in a long time so you have no idea what to expect.
You are wearing something that will make a guy completely crazy.. a mini dress and your ass-cheeks are slightly visible. You’d always love to dress that way and you still do, but this old friend of yours is organizing it, he has always been nice to me but something is just feeling different.
Chloe has been texting you nonstop, ‘stop fucking texting me, oh my god!’ You say when she send you at least more then 10 messages. She has been telling you about the party for a hour long, ‘I’m getting ready rn I’ll be there in a half hour.’ You send her a voice message, I don’t feel like typing rn bc the black wand from my mascara is basically glued in my hands. Even when you send a voice message she just ignores you and talks further about boys and again the party.
When you finally type ‘I’m done’ to your yapping friend she finally stops talking, ‘okay I’ll be there in 20 minutes!’ She yells through a voice message. Your phone finally has been stop going off, until a familiar number pops up it’s Chris. You are texting with him while your doing your last things like putting on a perfume, checking your bag if you have everything and a few things more. Only a little time was left and he asks you if you want to face time.
‘Hey Chris, how r you!’ You act like you haven’t been talking the last 10 minutes, you kinda forget how well you guys went along and he basically starts acting with you ‘oh I haven’t spoken you in a long time y/n how are you?’ He looks at you through the phone with a little grin right before you two start busting out laughing. ‘Do you wanna take a little shot before the party?’ he asks you with a smile on his face. You take a good look at his face, hm he hasn’t changed a lot only his hair. You catch yourself looking at his blue eyes through the screen. ‘Oh wow.’ You cover your mouth when you realize you said that out loud. ‘Huh? Is there something wrong?’ He looks at you with a confused face and give you a little smile. Oh fuck do you think he noticed. Before you freak out and just stand there in silence you hear a ring from the doorbell. ‘I-I am sorry Chloe is here I’ll see you at the party bye!’ ‘Oh uh bye!’ I really hope I didn’t make thing weird.
Before you could even open the door someone has been screaming on the streets ‘hurry up we gotta go!’ You hear her high pitched voice so you hurry up before she starts yelling. ‘On my way!’ I think she heard me at least I hope so.
when you arrive at the front door she’s already speaking about the party and the fact that we have to hurry even though we had about 10 minutes left. ‘Can you hurry? We need to go there quick!’ ‘Chloe we have literally 10 mi’- she interrupts you immediately ‘no? We need to hurry like right now!’ ‘Girl calm down’ you whisper to yourself, you definitely don’t want her to hear what you were saying, bc that would 100% cause drama.
you put on one last time your favorite cologne and again deodorant and leave the house with Chloe talking about boys once again. ‘Girl you need a man in your life, you’re kinda boring.’ She casually says and turns around to your face completely in shock. What did she just say? ‘You heard me, we are going to find you a man tn.’ ‘What I don’t n’- once again she cuts you off
The rest of the car ride y’all stay silent which is surprising, normally Chloe would be either talking shit, brag about her “amazing” boyfriend or either talk about parties.
You arrive at Chris’ big house, ‘dang this mf has a big house!’ You stand right in front of a big mansion with already drunk teenagers in the front yard and the sound of music that hits your ears. ‘This is gonna be amazing!!!!’ Chloe is literally screaming. You just follow her in silence to the front door.
Before you could even ask her a thing she is already standing with her “amazing” boyfriend and her other friends, you look around to find someone to talk to bc no way your going to be standing with them. You look around and catch a glance from someone across the room and the someone is Chris. He looks so good, even tho he only wears a pair of baggy pants, a see through blouse with a light blue tie. Just perfect. He catches you looking at him and walks over to you. He is only a few inches away from you when you start apologizing right away, he makes you nervous. ‘Look I’m so sorry about what happened when we’- ‘shhh it’s okay, don’t think about it too much. I know you stared at my eyes,’ ‘well yes your eyes are pretty gorgeous.’ You look at him with a little shy but a naughty smile on your face. ‘Should we take that shot then?’ You follow him into the kitchen.
It isn’t really busy in here, but you’ve never seen this much red plastic cups around you. Chris catches your looking around mostly at the amount of red cups that are just laying around. ‘Please don’t mind this fucking mess.’ He kinda looks disappointed, ‘the way you said that sounds promising.’ You grin at his face still scanning almost every cup. ‘Anyways should we do 3 vodka shots?’ ‘Sounds good to me.’ You give him a warm smile as he fills the fancy shot glasses.
He hands you the pretty full shot glasses and looks at you and says ‘to the pretty woman in front of me.’ You blink twice, did he really said that oh my god. ‘You heard me.’ You giggle at his reaction and let the strong drink fall back into your throat. ‘This shit is disgusting.’ ‘Do you want a martini? I can make one for you.’ ‘Oh okay mr bartender.’ He giggles at your reaction.
You drink your martini while he has just a casual Pepsi, ‘so what brings you here tonight?’ He looks up at you with a very flirtatious look, ‘tbh like actually, even though my “friend” dragged me into here.. you.’ You keep looking at his now lightened up eyes. You can’t help but stare at them for a while. He interrupts your intense look, ‘wait what do you mean “friend”?’ He always seems to aks you things in a deeper level, something always felt connected between the two of you. Well she’s just idk not really my friend idk what she is.’ He gives you a worried look, ‘it’s okay I’m here.’ He lays his hand on your shoulder, what makes you tingle by his touch. ‘Thank you.’ ‘Ofcourse anytime.’ your curiosity bottles up ‘why did you even invite Chloe in the first place, not to be rude but she isn’t nice at all.’ ‘Oh my god is your “friend” Chloe?’ ‘Yeah I guess, why?’ ‘She cheated on me.’ He blurred out. ‘I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to bring i’- you’re being interrupted by her storming into the kitchen. ‘Ugh I need more drinks,’ she looks everything but sober. ‘Oh no here come Chloe you need to rest.’ Chris helps you with her, you bring her upstairs to a free bedroom. ‘What a surprise.’ He stands in the doorway after he helped you let her lay down in a strangers bed, kind of waiting for you and watching you while you tuck Chloe into a strangers bed. ‘I’m so sorry about what she did.’ You turn your face to his face. ‘You don’t have to be sorry about this, but why are you even her friend, she’s such a dumbass.’ ‘She helped me through a rough time, but she became popular and she forgot about me.’ ‘Damn I’m sorry.’ He walks up to you and give you a hug out of nowhere. ‘It felt like you needed one.’ You sink into his shoulder and start sobbing out of thin air. ‘Hey hey, your okay your here with me come.’ He takes you to the bathroom to help you fix your perfectly done makeup.
‘You are really pretty you know that.’ You couldn’t focus on anything rn but his pink lips. ‘Oh your needy.’ He gives you a whole different tone. He leans into a kiss. You kiss him back right away. His hands fall on your waist and moves down to your thighs and while he squeezes them just the slightest bit. This was the best kiss you probably ever had. There is going so much through your head rn, “his lips are so soft” “he smells so good” “his lips taste just like vanilla” when you stop the most perfect kiss ever, you kind of wake up again. ‘You are a really good kisser mr bartender.’ You would never said this in any universe, it might be the drinks you had or the strong confidence you got while you were around him. ‘Am I? Should we get another drink then?’ You follow him to the kitchen again.
you surprisingly hold his hand while you walk through the dancing, drunk or smoking people. But trust me you definitely got eyes on you. When you and Chris reach the kitchen you fall back into the cheating topic, your friend. ‘And then she just cheated on me.’ You catch a little tear that flows down his cheek. ‘I’m so sorry Chris, you honestly don’t deserve that.’ You get of the barstool and hug him tight and go with your fingers through his soft hair. ‘Do you wanna take a walk or smth?’ He removes his head from your shoulder. You nod right away, ‘don’t you got to focus on what’s happening inside of here?’ Your kind of worried someone might literally burn the house down. ‘They’ll be alright the most of them are drunk anyway or Nick and Matt will take care of it, I hope so.’ he shrugs his shoulders and takes a Pepsi. ‘Oh okay then, should we go?’ ‘Yes.’ He sticks his hand out and you and you hold his hand while you walk out of the front door, holding each others hand.
He takes you to a small beach just at the end of the block, ‘it’s beautiful here!’ You can’t help but keep looking around even though it’s already night. ‘I know right, this place brings me so much peace.’ You and Chris are still holding hands, he looks down at the hands holding each other and slightly squeezes your hand. He gives you that one smile you missed a lot. ‘I love your smile so much.’ His cheeks turn slightly pink in the bright moonlight. ‘Should we just sit down and talk, I just wanted to get away from those people. I don’t know why I invited the half of those people. I didn’t wanna be rude yk?’ ‘Trust me I know. He lets his hand go while you nod at his first question. You keep on knowing exactly what he means in different scenarios, ‘I know exactly what you mean.’ You can’t help but keep on saying.
You are having such a great time with Chris, you missed this a lot. You reach the topic from the friendship between you two. ‘I really missed this,’ he looks at you with a sudden serious look. He is speaking exactly what you thought not even 20 min ago. ‘I really did too.’ He looks at your lips and kisses you once again. ‘Y/n I really love you, but I can’t keep you on a friend level. You make me so happy, you know me on a different level and I feel so co’- you interrupt him what kinda makes you feel bad bc those words were so beautiful. ‘I wanna be your girlfriend Chris. Your little speech was so beautiful btw.’ That makes him giggle a bit. And he kisses you in the bright moonlight at the beach once again.
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aothotties · 1 year
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Drunk Texting
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Heyyyyy! Im Rachel, the other half of AOTHOTTIES. Like she said this is very much 18+ so minors DNI :)
I hope you enjoy this fic about your ex, Connie drunk texting you :)
CW: NSFW, oral (f. receiving), lil bit of overstimulation, pet names (daddy,papi,mami,baby, etc), creampie <3
also all the stuff in italics is flashback :)))) & there is a tiny crumb of Spanish in this cause Connie is literally Dominican idc.
Bitch fucj yoi
I hat evrythif about u 
Baby plse i muss you sm
I nevrw ment the things isaid to you
Fine syipid bitvh dont reply i literlt dont care 
Thats why i fckd spooo many bitcjes since i lefy your sorry ass
Y/N please answer me
You stared blankly at the multiple texts you received from your ex, Connie. You knew he was drunk, it seemed to be the only thing he did since you broke up. Messages like this were a common occurrence at this point.
Constance, get a fucking grip please 
You get a gril. You mak me sivk
Im begging you to get yourself together 
Shut up
I missyou sobmuch
Y/N im sorry
You’re fucking pathetic
Mami….
Turning on DND, throwing your phone to the opposite end of the couch you decided you were done with this sorry ass conversation. This was every fucking day. Connie spends the morning completely unbothered by you but by nightfall, an influx of jumbled messages that get progressively worse as the night goes on. If you're lucky you'll get a 10-minute-long voicemail that ranges from sweet words of him expressing his love to you all the way down to him cursing your name as he explains how much he hates you. You understood the apologies and the million i-love-yous, you deserved it. You were the best thing to ever happen to him and you both knew it. It was the anger and hatred that got to you. It didn't hurt your feelings, but it pissed you off. How could he be angry when he's the one in the wrong? He was the one that hurt you and he didn't deserve to be angry, you did. 
“Why the fuck are YOU angry, dickhead. You make me so fucking mad”, you mumbled to yourself as you thought about the day you broke up
“Baby, text my mom and let her know i’ll meet her at the airport at 8am and remind her not to forget my passport this time. And do your best to say it in spanish you know her ass can't speak english”
You were sad your man was leaving you to go to DR but his grandfather had passed and he was going to his funeral and to spend time with his family. His parents invited you to tag along but you weren't able to get the time off work at such a short notice. 
“Ok so i tried my best but i promise you she probably will know its me trying to speak spanish”
You laughed as you placed his phone back on the charger next to you. He shrugged his shoulders and chuckled and he continued playing his game as you sat next to him watching him lose for the 3rd time
His phone dinged next to you. You picked it up assuming it was his mom, but it was from an unsaved number.
“ what she say?” he asked also thinking his mother had responded
“It's not her it's just a random number”“Who is it?”
“I don't know I'll look”
Papi, te extraño.
Y extraño el bicho que me diste la ultima vez
Your heart dropped into your stomach. You didn't speak Spanish, but he had taught you enough to understand exactly what was happening. You couldn’t believe what you were reading as you felt tears well up in your eyes. Before you could even speak another message came in. a picture of her ass in the smallest thong you’ve seen with “Connie ❤️” tattooed on the cheek. At this point you couldn't stop yourself from crying.
Remembering seeing that image on his phone brought you to tears. “Dirty cheating bastard” you mumbled while you got up to wash your face in the bathroom. You kept replaying that moment in your head no matter how much you hated it, it was a day you'd never forget.
“Connie what the fuck? Are you serious?” yelling as you tossed his phone at him. He paused his game and shot you a confusing look then you watched as a guilty look washed over his expression when he looked at the phone
“Mami please, i can explain”
“Nah. save it. Get all your shit and get the fuck out”
You unplugged his xbox and removed it from your dresser. You tore through every drawer grabbing anything that was his and tossed it directly at him 
“Y/N please listen to me. It's not what it looks like Y/N i promise you. Baby please, look at me, please listen”
His words went in one ear and out the other as pain boiled over into anger and rage. The closet contained most of his things and you yanked the door open and began tearing all his clothes off the hangars, some ripping in the process
“Oh my god, Y/N you have to hear me ou – “
“I don't have to hear shit” you cut him off not wanting to hear another word out his mouth. “What can you even tell me right now? You're just going to explain something I can clearly see. There’s some bitch in DR you fucked when you stayed with your grandparents over the summer. Right now, she's eagerly waiting on you, missing the dick you gave her last time.”
Connie looked shocked and sad at the same time. He’s never seen you so angry before, you've always handled your emotions so well but this was the first time seeing you completely blow up
“Oh you thought i wouldn't understand what she said?” you laughed in his face. “ i know enough to see you're a piece of shit, get your shit off the fucking floor and get out connie” you tried to walk out but he grabbed you and pushed you against the wall
“No Y/N let me explain,please” tears ran down his cheeks as he begged you to listen. You tried to squirm out of his grip but he was too strong
“ i don't want to hear –”
“No please listen”
There was no escaping his grasp and you found yourself stuck listening to what he had to say.
You stared at your pathetic expression in the mirror as water trickled down your face. Could you really be here crying over a cheater? Was it seriously still affecting you after 5 months? Defeated, you slid down the wall in the bathroom and pulled your knees to your chest. With your face buried in your hand the tears began spilling as you continued to relive one of the most heartbreaking moments of your life 
“Y/N i know it looks bad but this is a misunderstanding”
It made you sick just looking at him. A cheating piece of shit staring down at you trying to make up some lies to get him out of the situation. If it wasn't for him having you pushed up against the wall you would have walked out, not even caring to listen.
“Look ok, we broke up that summer, remember? And I was kind of upset, so  my uncle decided to take me out to clear my head and I met her at a club. Y/N i don’t even know her real name. She goes by a nickname and I never even talked to her enough to find out – “ he was interrupted by you getting even angrier than before.
“So you don't even know this bitch? You just stuck your dick in the first person you saw when you got there? And don't give me that “we broke up” bullshit, Connie we talked the entire summer you were there and you know this. You called me every day to tell me how much you miss me and couldn't wait to come back so we can work on ourselves, just for it to be lies. You obviously didn't miss me enough to stop fucking around.”
“This was before that, it was when I literally first got there. Before I called you that one night, remember when I called you and we spent the entire night on the phone? That's when we started talking again. I had met her before that night and it was dumb but yes, I slept with her. But it meant nothing baby i promise you”
He started crying again as he was explaining what happened. You felt nothing while watching him fall apart in front of you. Even though he was practically falling to his knees there was something in your gut that made you feel like this was so much deeper that what he tried to make it 
“It was still  wrong, connie!” ,you found yourself screaming at this point, “if you KNEW you were on the island fucking with someone why would you even call me again? You knew exactly what the fuck you were doing!”
“Y/N, please listen, it was nothing. It was a stupid summer fling –”
Just like that..he told on himself. The situation he tried to pass off as a one-time quick fuck was actually a long term fling that lasted the entire time he was on vacation. 
In that instance you felt your heart shatter into a million pieces. Tears began flooding from your eyes and you barely found the strength to whisper, “so it happened more than once?”
He swallowed hard before responding, “Yes Y/N, it did. And I know we were still talking but we still weren't technically together so i didn't think it was wrong. And she got the tattoo without even telling me, okay? She made it more important than what it really was. And when I came home I never spoke to her again. I can show you the messages i do not talk to this girl. I'm not even sure how she knows I'm coming again.”
With every word he spoke your heart broke more. He wanted to dismiss the situation and downplay it. This was obviously more than a summer fling to her and he must have given her reason to believe so. Connie was the love of your life and you never expected him to do something like this. You knew he was the one when you first met him. He treated you better than anyone ever had and no matter the ups and downs he was patient with you. He understood you were constantly at war with yourself, but he always calmed your storm and brought silence to your chaos. Yet here he was, standing in front of you, trying to justify infidelity. Anger arose in you again and you felt rage you've never felt before.
“Get your sorry ass out!”, you screamed as you slapped him across the face. He clenched his jaw and balled his fist and for a split second you though he was going to hit you back. But then he released the tension in his body and dawned a cold demeaner
“You know what Y/N, fuck you. And fuck this relationship. You're trying to make me the bad guy for acting single when i was….single. And as I'm here in front of you apologizing trying to show you that it was nothing, you act like the hard headed bitch you always are. I can't keep dealing with your bullshit, Y/N. so ill gladly get the fuck out because truthfully i fucking hate you.”
He grabbed your hand and slipped the ring off your finger then he turned to walk out of the closet as you stood there shocked. He had never spoken to you like this in the 4 years you were together. You had so much to say in that moment because how could he have the audacity to be angry right now, but you were unable to speak. You stood, dumbfounded, as you watched him grab his keys and walk out the door.
After that you didn't hear from him for 2 months straight. He reached out to you to genuinely check on you but in those months you had begun to heal and love yourself. You started therapy and worked closely with her to get over what he said and done. When you ignored the first message the angry, drunk, message started. 
You continued to sob on the floor. In these 5 months you gained so much strength, but you still had nights like this. Your broken heart still lingered no matter how much you thought you were over it and him. Every part of you still loved him and you wished you never saw the messages that day. You'd be married to the love of your life if you didn't. But instead of a happy life with him you were sitting on a cold floor crying so hard it was difficult to breathe. You decided to indulge in his coping mechanism. You pulled yourself up off the floor and went into the kitchen. You swung the freezer door open and grabbed the bottle of crown peach, it was his favorite and you avoided drinking it so as to not remind yourself of him. But you felt different tonight. In some sick way his favorite liquor made you feel as if you still had a part of him with you. The smooth liquor burned as you drank it straight from the bottle. As the liquor began coursing through your body you had an urge to text him. It was your turn to send the angry drunk texts and give him a taste of his own medicine. 
As you feverishly typed you heard your front door unlocking. Your best friend had a spare key but it wasn't like her to show up unexpected. You shrugged it off and locked your phone, taking her surprise visit as a sign you should just leave him alone. You heard footsteps through the hall that grew louder as they approached the kitchen. You turned to greet her but was shocked at the sight before. Connie, with bags under his eyes, was standing right in front of you, looking at you as if he’d seen an angel.  A few seconds of silence had passed as neither one of you knew what to say. A small part of you wanted to run into his arms, kiss him and tell him how much you missed him. But he cheated on you and told you he hated you. And he had to leave your house immediately.
“Connie leave. I forgot you still had your key, but you can leave it on the counter before you go”
There was no feeling in your voice and no expression on your face. You couldn't show him your hand and he had to believe you were over him. He started walking closer to you with tears pooling in his eyes.
“Y/N, i missed you so much. I'm sorry for barging in like this but I just had to see you.” words were spilling out of his mouth and he walked closer, “I'm a piece of shit okay? I know what i did was fucked up and not a day goes by that i don't regret it but baby i promise you she was nothing. I was wrong for being with her while promising you we’d get back together and I feel like such a dick. I hurt the only person I've ever loved and I'll never forgive myself for that but Y/N i can't stop loving you. I don't deserve it but please forgive me, please tell me you still love me as much as you did before this”, he sobbed, “i don't want to be with anyone else. I want you to marry me, Y/N. you're supposed to be my wife, we’re supposed to spend the rest of our lives together.” He reached in his pocket and pulled out the ring he had given you before. He grabbed your hand to put it on your finger but you pulled away. At this point you were crying too. Those are words you wanted to hear this whole time. You spent many nights crying into your pillow wishing he’d call you to say that exact same thing to you. You wanted to take him back but you knew better than to give in
“How can we be together again, Connie?”, you spoke through tears, “I'll never be able to trust you again. You broke me, and I don't know if I can forgive you.” 
He grabbed your hands, fell to his knees and looked up at you as he pleaded, “Y/N please! I need you, I can't go on without you. I'll apologize every day for the rest of my life so you’ll forgive me, mami please I'm so sorry. I never meant the things i said to you before i left, i could never hate you, mami, you're the love of my life. The drunk texts were stupid, and all lies. I haven’t been with anyone since you because I can't get you off my mind. Please, please give me another chance, baby i promise i wont fuck it up this time. Please, I'll do anything to get you to forgive me” his sobs were uncontrollable as he begged for your forgiveness.
You looked down at him as he begged and cried. Unsure if it was the liquor in you or the lack of dick since he left but you became aroused at the sight in front of you. This man looking so pathetic on his knees, crying and begging for you to be with him again made a pool of wetness form in your panties. You stepped closer to him until his face touched your pelvis and you quietly thanked yourself for not wearing pants. 
“Anything?’ you seductively asked. Connie grabbed your hips to pull you closer as he took a deep breath of your scent. A bulge formed in his pants as your sweet smell filled his nose. He began kissing your clothed clit. A soft moan escaped your lips from the pleasure and was in this moment you realized how much you missed having his face between your thighs. His tongue darted out of his mouth and he licked your cunt through your panties. You whined, desperately wanting to feel his tongue again.
Connie grew hungry and couldn't bother to take your panties off. He moved the soaked fabric to the side and attached his mouth to your swollen clit. You let out a high pitched “baby” as the pleasure consumed you. His tongue licked from your hole up to your clit then back down. He continued this as your moans grew louder. The sound of your wetness echoed through your kitchen and Connie's dick pressed hard against the fabric of his pants that were now wet from his precum. 
He started to fuck your hole slowly with his tongue and you moved you hips up and down, grinding yourself on his face. Connie knew you loved this and knew it would bring you to your peak.
“Mm papi, just like that. please don't stop” you begged as your budding orgasm came close to the edge. “Cum for me mami, right in my mouth," he responded between licks. You put your leg over his shoulder for balance as you drew closer to your climax. His hands squeezed your thighs as your cunt clenched around his tongue, he knew from that alone you were about to cum for him. “Fuck baby, im cumming ah –” you shivered as your cum spilled into his mouth. He licked your juices making sure to not waste a drop.
He stood up and crashed his lips on yours. Connie kissed you as if it were the first time, the passion was tense between the two of you. You missed each other and your bodies missed each other too. He grabbed your thighs and lifted you up. He started kissing the spot on your neck that he knew would make you melt. You threw your head back and moaned his name, knowing that would awaken the beast in him. He carried you to the room you once shared and laid you on the bed. You spread your thighs as he crawled between them. You could feel his dick pressing on your core and started grinding on him. 
“connie , i need it” you panted, grinding on him even faster.
“Un uh mami, you know you have to give me another one before i fuck you. Don't act like you forgot the rules”
He lifted your shirt and kissed from your neck to your chest. He brought his lips to your left nipple and pinched the right then switched to ensure they both got love. He planted kisses down your abdomen until he reached your cunt. He removed your panties wasting no time before latching again to your now sensitive clit. 
“Fuck mami you taste better than before. I missed tasting your sweet pussy every night” 
“ i m-missed squirting - mmm - on your face” you brokenly responded through your moans. You passed your fingers through his short silver hair, instinctively pushing his face deeper into your pussy. 
The overstimulation from his mouth was too much. “Connie baby! Too much – daddy please!” tears ran down your face as you squirmed under him. Your thighs tried to close to escape the stimulation, but he pinned your thighs to the mattress, “you can do it mami, one more time, just for papi. Can you give me another, princess?”, he slid his fingers in your cunt and curled them to hit your g-spot. His mouth found its way back to your clit as he finger fucked you harder. “Papi, ‘m gonna cum again” your body began shaking and your climax washed over you. You squirted on his face and he lapped it up as it spilled out of you. “good girl” he whispered as he came back up to kiss your cheek.
He slid off the bed and dropped his pants, taking his boxers down with them. Your mouth watered as you watched his dick spring out from its confines. He crawled back on top of you and lined his tip with your entrance, soaking it with your slick.
“Baby please don't tease” you begged as he rubbed his dick up and down your folds. Pleasure overcoming him, he slid into your cunt, sighing at the feeling of you clenching around his length. 
“Diablo, mami” he groaned as he came down to kiss you. He slipped his tongue in your mouth and deepened his strokes. You felt his tip hitting your cervix causing you to jump at the feeling.
“connie – fuck right there baby you're hitting it just right” you whined.
Hearing you say those words drove him insane. He picked up his pace and began bullying his dick into you. Your moans turned to slight screams and his groans grew louder.
“Oh mami”, he sighed, “i missed this pussy so much. You feel so good on my dick.”
Your walls began spasming as you reached your third orgasm for the night. Your hand clung to his back leaving scratches. Connie was fucking into you like a wild person. The look in his eyes was feral and the only thing on his mind was how good you felt taking his cock.
“ ‘M cumming papi, ah-, mm cant take it baby'.  you were a mess, tears staining your face, drool pooling on your chin. Your fucked out expression brought connie to his peak.
 “I'm gonna cum inside you baby. You want that? You want to feel me cum inside that tight little pussy?”
“Yes, cum inside me please baby, wan’ to feel your cum inside of me”
He groaned loudly as he came deep inside of you, hot ropes filling you to your brim. He slid himself out slowly and stared at your cunt, watching his sticky cum spill out of your fucked out hole. He rolled off and laid next to you. He pulled you to his chest and wrapped his arms around you
“ i really am sorry Y/N for everything” he said while tracing circles on your back
You grabbed his jaw and turned his face towards you then planted a sweet kiss on his lips.
“I know baby. Lets work on us, i want to be with you forever.” you whispered as you broke the kiss
He swallowed the lump forming in his throat and closed his eyes to stop his tears from falling.
“I love you”, he whispered.
“I love you too” you responded as you drifted off to sleep with the love of your life
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yeahyeahchloe · 1 year
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It Wasnt in my Head (4)
(a/n: pls lmk if u see any typos! )
Summary: Abby is the starting linebacker at UW and when her team starts to falter her coach decides to get the team into ballet, in order to teach them that grace and stability is important in football too. Abby is just as upset about her teammates about this, until she sees her pretty new ballet teacher...
dancer!reader x football!abby
!!ABBY IS STRAIGHT IN THE BEGINNING. READER IS HER GAY AWAKENING!!
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The light of my slightly opened blinds shone through onto my eyes. The birds were chirping and the sky was a lovely light blue.
And I was pissed off and hung over.
I decided now that its 10 am I should probably pick up Dina's incessant calling and answer Ellies 'im sorry i got u fucked up' text.
My dimly lit kitchen smelled of lavender and burnt toast as I dialed Dina's number and listened to the tone ring.
Oh, so now she isn't going to pick up?
"Hey, D," I said when the ringing stopped.
"Ugh, finally!! I've been calling you all morning," Dina scolded me as if I wasn't so obviously hungover.
"Yeah believe it or not I know,"
"Ok, so, I called to ask you...something,"
This tone with Dina was never good.
This tone means Dina is up to something.
"Oh, jesus, ok what,"
"So, my master plan went perfect last night, and I saw you talking to our new favorite muscle mommy-"
I cut her off by saying "Oh, that was your master plan? It had nothing to do with leaving me to fend for myself so you can make out with Jesse on a couch?"
".....No?"
I let out a quick exhale through my nose, "So whats the question?"
"Obviously my question is: How did it go?"
I sighed and thought back to my interaction with Abby the previous night. "Good. No, bad. Well, good and bad. Gad,"
"What is that even supposed to mean?"
"You knowww, we like talked for a bit and got to know eachother, but the heartbreaking news, is that she is not a carpet muncher,"
"WHAT! NO WAY!"
"I KNOW. You should've heard me she was all: 'you're gay?' and I went: 'you aren't??'"
Dina snorted into the receiver as I laughed along with her.
"Well shoot. That's a bust," She said, still chuckling. "Hey, wanna go to Laverne's? I'm craving pancakes and french fries real bad,"
"Yes please, 'vernies is the best hangover cure"
"Kay, Ill be at your place in fifteen,"
I hung up the phone as my kettle began to whistle at me from the stove.
I walked over, grabbing a mug on the way and poured in the boiling water. I grabbed my favorite tea and walked into my bathroom to help myself to look slightly more presentable.
Jesus I looked like shit.
I began brushing my teeth before there was a knock at my door.
I rolled my eyes at Dina's overestimate of arriving in "fifteen".
"Dina you said fift-" I cut myself off as I swung open the door and was not met with Dina's face.
Are you fucking kidding me.
Abby fucking Anderson was standing at my front door (looking handsome as ever of fucking course) while I looked like I had just crawled out of the sewers.
"Hi" She awkwardly said with a half smile.
"Oh, hey Abby,"
There was a moment of awkward silence before Abby seemingly jolted in memory of why she was at my door to begin with.
"You, uh, left this on the chair you were sitting on last night, figured you might be looking for it," She said, pulling my pink hello kitty wallet out of her strangely large pocket.
"Oh, shit, thanks Abby," I answered before grabbing my wallet back. "I guess that's pretty important,"
Abby exhaled through her nose in a chuckle. "Yeah well I cant be your knight in shining armor every time. Last night hitting hard, huh?" She looked my slightly up and down teasingly and I suddenly felt very aware of my messy hair, thin sleep tank, and pajama pants.
"Yeah yeah I'll be more careful. Thank you again."
"Yeah no biggie. Um, I gotta run, but I'll see you?"
"For sure, see you Abby,"
We smiled at each other before I shut the door.
Oh my god that was so embarrassing.
I glanced at the time and realized I didn't have long before Dina actually got here.
After fixing myself up and being halfway dressed the real Dina knocked on my door. I shouted a "just a sec" before throwing on my jeans and getting my things and opening the door.
"Hi D,"
"Hey sweets, how ya feeling?" Dina teased with a smirk.
I gave her a playful eyeroll accompanied by a middle finger.
She threw her head back with a laugh and wrapped her arm around my shoulder. "I told you not to do that shit anymore,"
"Yeah well after my wakeup call this morning I won't,"
'You're welcome,"
I sighed before replying with "Not yours, although that one was miserable too,"
"Oh? What wakeup call are you referring to, then?" She asked, turning her head in my direction.
"Ugh I'll tell you at Laverne's,"
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The familiar diner smelled like coffee and pie as it welcomed my senses.
Dina and I made a beeline for the back of the restaurant, where our usual table resided right by the kitchen door.
We plopped down in out usual seats and told the waitress our orders before Dina shot me a look.
"...What?" I asked looking around.
"Helloooo, your 'other wakeup call'??" She said looking at me as if I was stupid.
"Oh! Right right, well I had gotten your call, right? And no kidding like two minutes after we hung up there was a knock at my door, so, obviously I thought it was you and answered the door looking like some sort of extraterrestrial and you will literally never guess who was at the door,"
"Was it...girl I don't know just tell me,"
"It was our favorite muscle mommy," I said laughing with embarrassment.
"WHAT?? You're telling me Abigail Anderson was at your fucking apartment this morning??" She asked, a little too loud.
"Jesus, D, keep your voice down. And yes, she was totally there, and looked totally smoking hot,"
"And what did she want?" Dina suggestively wiggled her brows.
"Ugh, unfortunately that's never gonna happen. She was bringing me my wallet, said I dropped it last night,"
"Wait, what? She already have a girlfriend or something?"
"Dina, she's straight, remember?"
"Psh, are you sure? She's like the gayest looking girl I've seen,"
"Dude, I asked. She's straight as a square,"
"Whatever more like a circle"
"Wh-"
I was interrupted by what I thought was the waitress coming in, but was actually Ellie sliding into the seat next to me.
"Hello gentleman" she said with a smirk.
"Hey Els," I greeted my friend.
"Hey Ellie is your f-" I cut off Dina's sabotage with a kick to the shin and my best "you better fucking not" stare before she embarrassed me further.
"What?" Ellie confusedly looked between the two of us.
I gave Dina another look, this time softer and more pleading and I saw her give in.
"Oh, nothing, not important,"
"Hey, liar. What were your gonna say?"
Before Dina could conjure one of her perfect excuses the actual waitress came to give Dina and I our orders, while Ellie made one of her own.
"Ordered a lot of food there, Williams," I teased with a smirk.
"Nah, not all for me," She brushed off my statement.
"Who the hell else would it be for?" I asked, as the answer to my question walked right through the door.
You have got to be kidding.
a/n: hey...hey...how yall doin....
im so sorry for being gone for so long pls forgive me!! Starting up uni again has been rough, especially moving back in for the year. but i promise i will try and update as much as i can.
p.s...it's prob not who u think walking into the diner :3
ok thats all i will say luv u bye
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barcalover86 · 1 year
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Heyyyyy
I was wondering if u can make a story abt reader has daddy issues like her dad is abusive and really mean with her? Also how her mom does care at all and that she only wants reader to be perfect and she thinks that she’s a disappointment but when Gavi (your boyfriend) came to dinner at readers parents house he was disgusted by how they treat u?
It will mean so much if u write this bc I have dealt w something simular
Daddy issues
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I'm so sorry that you are going through this! Stay strong! Much love to you.
If you don't like this type of stuff or if you are sensible! Do NOT read it!
I'm sorry for everyone that has to deal with this. NO ONE deserves it!
"Are you sure you want to meet them?"
"Yes, cariño. I really wanna know your parents." Gavi told you.
"Then today at 6 it will be alright."
Pablo was begging you to introduce him to your parents for some weeks. You knew since the beginning that this is not a good idea, but Gavi sometimes doesn't stop until he gets what he wants.
Now you've got home and you went directly to your parents to ask if Pablo can join you to your dinner tonight.
They found out months after that you were in a relationship with a football player and they didn't like this much. He was too good for you, and you won't be anything in this life by his side.
"Are you that stupid, y/n!?" said your father.
You sighed, knowing that this was going to be a long talk.
"Please, papa. I already told him that he can come."
"Don't 'papa' me! You don't deserve to call me your father, understood?"
"Yes."
"I can't believe how you invited someone over without asking me first!"
"You would have said no! He really wants to meet you. Do you think that it is also my pleasure? I don't want to eat with you!"
"Don't you dare talk with me like that! I'm your father, you have to respect me!"
"Oh, so now I'm your father then?"
Right now, he got super angry and started to throw things on the floor. You flinched a little, which made him chuckle sarcastically.
"10 minutes. That's all I'm asking for." you finally said.
He looked at you for some seconds before agreeing.
"Only because I really wanna see how much money does this kid has."
You rolled your eyes before going to your room texting Pablo that you talked with your father and he agreed. You didn't say much details.
Gavi knew you had a complicated relationship with your parents, but you never told him how hard and bad it is. You never told him the nights that you would cry because he would come drunk home and start to shout at you for no reason. How your mother was afraid to stop him. She never took your side. She was barely there for you.
After some time she started to say bad things to you. How you disappointed her in this life and how you will be homeless after she will die.
It was really hard, but you were strong. Every time you dealt with it. Tonight is not going to be different.
Gavi was asking you what to wear and after some good minutes spent together, you chose a nice and perfect outfit for a family dinner.
You got dressed into a pretty black dress.
When Pablo knocked at your door, you smiled and opened it for him.
"Hola, amor!" he said before giving you a sweet kiss on your lips. "You are so beautiful, cariño."
You smiled at his compliment before guiding him to your parents.
You mouthed a "be nice" to them when your boyfriend introduced himself, and you hoped that this will be a calm night.
Your father was really nice to Pablo and your mother as well. Of course, they were acting. They only wanted his money.
"I'm sorry if my daughter is sometimes.." he looked at you "a disappointment."
Pablo look at you then at your father before raising his eyebrows.
"What!? No, she is not a disappointment. She is the perfect girl for me. There is no need to be concerned about this stuff. She treats me so well."
Pablo tried to make you say something, but you didn't. Why were you silent?
"I really like you boy and trust me when I say this. You really deserve better."
Gavi was shocked. He held your hand before talking again.
"Why do you say that?"
"She just can't do nothing. Stays all the time in her room, isn't productive. Doesn't have any talents and she is completely useless."
"How can you say such things to your daughter, señor!?"
"I just want to help you get rid of her."
"What? I don't want to get rid of her at all! And just so you know, she is-"
"Stop it, Pablo." you said before he could continue.
"No, I won't stop he can't talk-"
"It's alright, ok? Just eat." you said and he was shocked, confused..and hurt.
How could your father talk to his daughter like that. He couldn't stand it anymore, so he stood up, held your hand and said that you two are going to his home.
"What, Pablo, no-"
"Oh, yes. You can't stay here."
"You are not taking my daughter anywhere! She will stay here with her parents!" your mother spoke for the first time tonight.
"Oh, you are not her parents! You can't talk about her like that in front of me!"
When you stood up to leave with your boyfriend, you accidentally hit a glass of wine and it spilled all over the white table. Your parents got angry.
"See!? She is no good! She can't do anything right! If you leave then you won't be my daughter! I'll forget you, you piece of shit!"
"She was never your daughter, señor. Never!"
And with that, Pablo took you to his house.
You didn't want to cry. You wanted to be strong..
It was hard to leave your parents. They were still the people who gave you food and learned how to walk. They weren't good people, but leaving the house where you grew.. it hit you hard.
"They don't deserve you, cariño. I'm so, so sorry. You had to tell me-"
"It's alright, I swear. I'm used to it."
"Please, tell me what did they do to you. All this years where I couldn't be by your side. What did they do to my sweet girl?"
You told everything. All your problems with him. He was by your side, telling you how he loves you and how you are not a disappointment at all. How all they said to you all this years, wasn't true. Not even a bit.
You cried in his arms, speaking your heart to him.
Since then, Pablo promised himself to be there with you. He took you to his family and showed you how true parents are.
They treated you just like their second daughter, and after some time, when you managed to heal, leaving your parents and finding your family was the best decision you've ever done.
"I love you.."
"I love you too, my sweet girl!"
No one is a disappointment!!!!!!
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matthewsbaby · 6 months
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The worst he could say
⋅ ─ in which she confess her feelings to her long time crush, only to find out he likes someone else
Matt Sturniolo x Fem Reader
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Matt and y/n were currently working on a school project at her house.
“How’s the research going?” Matt asks while typing away at his computer. “I found a few websites but I don’t trust the— y/n?”
She snaps out of her longing gaze of admiring the brunette boy. “Oh— yes?”
He gives her a look. “Did you find anything?” His tone was soft when speaking to the girl, making her heart flutter in madness.
Right, the project!
“Yeah here,” she scoots closer, giving him a view of her laptop screen. She uses this as an excuse to sit closer to him. “These good?” She asks.
Matt leans closer to get a better look, oblivious to the blushing girl right next to him. “Yeah,” he chuckles, “Nice job y/n these are way better than the ones I found.”
She smiles giddily at his praise, returning back to her spot on the couch.
After working for what had seemed to be a couple minutes, y/n let out a yawn. Matt faced her, “we can continue tomorrow if you want, we don’t have to rush ourselves—“ He spoke as he shuffled his pile notes into a clean stack and starts throwing them into his backpack
Y/n’s eyes widen with a frown. She didn’t want him to leave. “No! I’m not tired like sleepy. I’m just tired of working on the project.”
“Oh.” He says.
With a sudden boost of confidence she decided to ask, “do you wanna watch a movie?”
Matt thinks for a second. “Uh, sure. Let me just text my brothers and tell them that I’ll be home late.” Matt pulls out his phone.
Y/n’s heart fills with joy and she quickly runs to her room to grab a few extra blankets before returning to the living room.
Matt gives her a small smile as the duo got comfortable on the couch. Y/n settles on the movie “10 Things I hate about you.”
Around 20 minutes in y/n lets out a yawn and subtly leans her head on Matt’s shoulder, making the boy tense before leaning into her embrace. Her heart fluttered at his movements, and more so when he placed his arm around her shoulder.
Halfway through the movie she felt nothing but comfort in his arms, not wanting the moment to end.
She felt a small vibration on her lap and pulled out her phone, pressing on the text she had gotten from her bestfriend Tara.
Tara: YOURE WITH MATT RN???? WATCHING A MOVIE??? AND I FIND OUT FROM NICK?
Y/N: it’s not like anything crazy is happening.. we’re just cuddling
Tara: “Just cuddling” MHM
TELL HIM HOW U FEEL ALREADY
Y/N: ABSOLUTELY NOT
IM SCARED T
Tara: hey, the worst he could say is no
Y/n set her phone down with a sluggish smile. Tara was right. The worst he could say is no. She was already in his arms, so that must mean he likes her back right?
The movie was coming to an end. Y/n and Matt slowly found themselves drifting off into a slumber.
It’s now or never, y/n thought to herself.
“Matt?” She mumbles, looking up to meet his heavy eyes.
“Hmm?” He replies tiredly, giving her that soft stare that made her stomach flutter.
“I— can I tell you something?” She mentally curses at herself for stuttering, now propping herself up.
He answers with a nod, making her go on “Well,” she swallows, “I’m just gonna go right on and say it— I like you, Matt. I’ve liked you ever since the day Nick introduced us to eachother, I just—“ she stops her words to look at Matt who only stayed stunned in silence. “I like you.”
He stared at her, trying to process the words that came out of her mouth.
No, no, no. Y/n thought.
If there’s anything she knew about love confessions, it was that silence is never a good sign.
She took a deep breath. “Please say something.” She mutters, trying to meet his eyes but Matt only looked away.
“I— uhm.” He scratches the back of his head.
She fidgets with her sweaty hands, waiting for him to say something— anything.
“You’re a pretty girl… and you’re sweet and— and I’m sorry but I can’t.”
There it was. Those words alone were just enough to slice through y/ns heart. “But I thought—“
“I like someone else.” He blurts in almost a whisper. Y/ns breath hitched for a moment, and her stomach churns in heartbreak. For the first time, she was speechless.
What did Tara say?
“The worst he could say is no”?
Yeah, fuck that.
“I’m sorry if it felt like I was giving you the wrong impression, I really am. I— you deserve the world and I can’t give that to you if I’m in love with someone else—“
“Just stop.” Y/n sniffles, getting off the couch. “I think its best if you go.”
Matt nods, avoiding her gaze as he grabs his backpack, taking one last glance at the girl before leaving out the front door.
That was when y/n broke.
He loved another.
He loved someone.
And that someone wasn’t her.
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LMFOAOOOOAOOAOAOAO
God help us all I’m never writing again I’m done it’s over this is the end
I dedicate this to Bubs @mutualsafe
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fizzywashere87 · 3 months
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Pros and Cons of Dating Fizzy
notes: i decided to make a compare and contrast post for me?? why the fuck not cuzzos. this is some form of self advertisement and im not above it. (im off limits and a minor)
M. List
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Pros:
i will be very loyal towards you
if i like you a lot, i won't get an ick -unless it's something SUPER bad but even then i tend to let red flags pass over me.
i'm a good listener when i want to be -if i rlly like you again, i would always want to be
i'd do literally anything and everything for you
id buy you gifts and pretend not to care if you didn't like it
i don't keep secrets of mine from you -unless i CANT say anything, then, sorry
you don't have to do much to gain my trust if i like you a lot -that doesn't stop intrusive thoughts.
i'll adjust to your needs after studying your behavior
i have a good memory so i'll remember certain topics you bring up -likes, dislikes, facts you share, a story you tell me about.
i'll defend you should anyone try to do or say anything bad about you -i'll throw hands for you
i am not a dry texter most of the time so you'll have an interesting convo for the most part
it doesn't take much for forgiveness if i'm rlly down bad -i don't forget tho
you get goodmorning/night texts
giving you my hairtie/bracelets and spraying perfume on it -i'll pretend not to notice if you don't wear them
A Double-Edged Sword:
i'm blunt - i could be overly blunt but at least i'll be deadass with u
ill drop my needs for yours -if you rlly care then you'd be sad abt this i think
i struggle to pick up certain implications -you can probably use that to your advantage
i've learnt to mask really well to adaptto your personality - you wont rlly know how i'm feeling unless i choose to let you know
i'm attached to you -maybe too clingy? if you tell me to fuck off i will tho
i'll take what you say literally most of the time
i'll brag to my friends about you -i might also complain if you make me sad
i put my family before you
i have a hard time saying no a lot of the times
i hold onto promises -i keep mine tho
i'm kinda stubborn
i do dangerous shit -it has the potential for entertainment but if u rlly care then the downside is that i might get hurt over a simple dare
'are you sure?' x100
i laugh at everything -you could end up thinking ur funny bc i laughed so you go retell that joke to ANYONE else and realize my humor is shit and you are not funny :|
i send you memes/videos and go 'us' -it could get annoying
i'll pester you to take care of yourself -it could get annoying. also i do not take my own advice
i can be rlly protective but not like super alpha sigma dw
i'll want to wear your hoodies/shirts
my standards are dangerously low -you don't have to do much
i put myself down a lot -this could end up funny
Cons:
at least once a week i'll ask you if you're gonna leave me
i have underlying health complications that show up at the worst times ever
i am not funny -and it's worse cuz i'll actively be trying
i'm very specific about A LOT and i'll lose my shit if my shit isn't together -yes this has potential to become your problem
i will not tell you what i need from you -i just won't. unless you pester me for way too long
i'll assume you'll leave me at some point -this is regardless to your answer to the first bullet point
i WILL complain about my day and you WILL have to listen to it -it's full of complaints and i'll only stfu if u tell me to
i'll cry over the dumbest shit -whether it's front of you depends on how close. usually early on and you'll be the cause 8/10 times
if i'm overstimulated it might be your problem
i'll get mad at you from the cause of my overthinking
i'll secretly not trust you -not for like other people i mean reassurance wise
i need constant reassurance and it might be brought up indirectly but snarkily -i'll never tell you outright
i suck at flirting and i'll run away from you
i might zone out on you during face to face convos -probably from calculating correct eye contact durations or just thinking bout you- but while you're talking so its not good
i'm kinda loud and it's worse when i'm excited -i'm quiet in the mornings tho :3
i'm a lil aggressive
i'm kinda shit at comfort and my advice may not be good advice
if i see a point/indication and i don't like it i'll ignore it because i don't want to deal with it
i want your praise/validation
i get pissed easy
i take nothing seriously
'oops'
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Call Me Baby (Chapter 2) (Chapter 1 here)
Sebastian Sallow x Ominis Gaunt (Modern!AU)
Summary: The text chat logs between Sebastian Sallow and Ominis Gaunt during their 6th and 7th year at Hogwarts. (or Sebastian and Ominis can't bear to be apart for longer than 5 minutes, so spend their entire summer, winter and spring breaks texting and calling each other)
Rating: Teen & Up (this will go up in the next chapter!)
Word count: 6.4k
Recommended to read on AO3 as the layout is better but it’s also below the cut <3
SUMMER
July 1st, 6:14pm
sebastian changed their name to ss
July 2nd, 10:02am
Ominis
Hello Sebastian. I just wanted to let you know I have one of your books. You’d left it in Transfiguration so Professor Weasley gave it to me. I tried to tell her but she wouldn’t listen. I’ll pass it on to Anne when we get back to school. 
From anne ^_^ to Ominis
July 4th, 11:07am
anne ^_^
has he responded yet? 
Ominis
No. I’m not surprised.
anne ^_^
to be honest me neither.
he’s such an idiot, I’m sorry. 
Ominis
It isn’t your fault, Anne. We both know how he can be when he’s upset. 
anne ^_^
yeah but to go like, what, 3 months now? hardly talking to you is SO weird.
he gets annoyed and is super stubborn a lot but to go this long being the way he is is just off
Ominis
It is how it is, I suppose. I can only see that he felt we were pushing boundaries too far and had to take a step back.
anne ^_^
but not like this, and what do you mean? 
Ominis
After we changed our display names, apparently several of our classmates contacted him asking if we were dating, or assuming we were. We do - did - spend a lot of time together, but the name change was purely a joke. I think it may have had more consequences than expected for Sebastian. 
anne ^_^
but he was the one who told you to do it, no?
Ominis
Yes.
anne ^_^
so why was it too far?
Ominis
I think it was more the questions of us being a couple. It’s a preposterous idea but if pushed too far, some people may believe it and unfortunately people did. I think he’s really just wanted to distance himself from me to prove it wasn’t true. 
anne ^_^
hmm. i just can’t see that being the issue though
he’s always been so touchy feely with you, just changing your names and having people ask if you’re dating doesn’t seem like something he’d just stop being your friend over.
and you never argued?
Ominis
Oh, we argued. A fair amount. But not recent to our last conversation. 
anne ^_^
and he didnt say anything to you over the phone or anything?
Ominis
No. Truly, Anne, I believe my theory wholeheartedly. And it’s fine. I still have you. I hope, at least. 
anne ^_^
oh ominis, always!
but he’s been really cold to me too, so i think there’s more going on. I’m certain it’s not just what you think. give me a couple days to try and speak to him, ok?
let me know if you want to talk at any point <3
Ominis
Of course. Thank you :)
from anne ^_^ to ss
July 5th, 11:15am
anne ^_^
where r u?
ss
dw
anne ^_^ 
smh where r u
ss
why?
anne ^_^
ffs seb
do i need to ask a third time
ss
on a walk it’s a nice day
anne ^_^
ok but where
ss
gods anne do u want me to just send my location or something ?!
anne ^_^
please
ss
really?? look i just want to be alone today ok
anne ^_^
uve wanted to be alone everyday for like 3 months
ss
im good company, what can i say
anne ^_^
not the way uve been moping about ur not. me and ominis r really worried abt u
ss
whats he got to do with it?
anne ^_^
everything???? he’s ur best friend and suddenly u act like u wld rather try to tame 50 graphorns at once than be around him.
look we r just worried ok? just want to know whats going on
ss 
anne im fine. look im just trying to come to terms with some things and id rather do it alone
anne ^_^
what? ur dramatic ass honestly
like what?
ss
like leaving hogwarts next year 
and stuff
anne ^_^
so u ignore ur favourite thing about it ?!
ss
what? hes not
there r other things i like way more than him
anne ^_^
such as ???!!
since the moment u met ominis u havent shut up about him, u used to wake up everyday at school and the first thing u would do would be go and wake him up because u didnt want to do anything without him
i mean just this last year u spent 24/7 with him at hogwarts and then u get home aND CONTINUE TO TALK TO HIM 24/7
and i know u didnt have an argument or anything, all that happened was that people thought u were dating for like 5 minutes and then u stop talking 
like if it wasn’t so insane to suggest id swear u were in love with him and people worked it out before u which made u work it out so now u cant deal with being around him and dont want to talk to anyone in case they mention him LOL
11:51am
anne ^_^
seb
12:07
anne ^_^
seb
12:12
anne ^_^
seb
ss
:/
anne ^_^
??
ss
anne ^_^
what?
ss
anne ^_^
WHAT?
oh
oh seb
im sorry i didnt mean to laugh i really didnt think
oh please come back home :( or at least tell me where u r. i dont wanna do this over text :(
ss
id much rather text, i think i would cry in person
anne ^_^
:( ok
im really sorry, i wish u wouldve told me
i knew u loved him i just didnt realise in that way
i mean ok maybe i sort of did if i guessed that but Gods seb :(
ss
yeah i guess everyone sort of knew before me then? which has been the craziest thing
when everyone was sending me messages asking if we were dating i was so confused cos the whole name thing was clearly a joke, then it hit me like a tonne of bricks and i realised it just wasn’t. i dont think it’s ever been a joke. like ive told people no no it was a joke stop acting weird
but the only one acting weird is me
anne ^_^
seb :(
i cant imagine how uve been feeling
i wish u wouldve told me at least, even if u werent totally sure i could’ve helped, i couldve still supported u
ss
im sorry, genuinely, its just been hard
i mean i assumed i only liked girls for my whole life, and i do, i think they’re pretty and stuff but then i realised every girl ive ever dated ive ditched to be with him? and when i have gone on a date ive just talked about him.
all i do is think about him
ive kept rereading our texts and merlin all i do is flirt, badly but still
it’s just so stupid 
fuck sorry it’s all sort of just coming out
anne ^_^
literally
ss
huh
anne ^_^
coming out, literally
ss
oh 
LMAO thanks i laughed out loud for probs the first time in months
anne ^_^
:D
sorry haha i didn’t mean to cut u off please continue
ss
no it’s ok
hes my best friend and ive ruined it by being in love, and then ive ruined it even more by just not talking to him. ugh I just...what do i even do? u kno he messaged me the other day and it made me cry. i was sitting on a rock by the lake crying like a loser. like wtf. i still haven’t replied
anne ^_^
i think he just wants u back. he really misses u. honestly he won’t admit it because hes sort of just accepted u hate him 
and u know how proper he is haha but he’s devastated
ss
u think?
anne ^_^
r u dumb?
don’t answer tht. of course he is. ur literally his best friend. his entire world. he loves u
it might not be in the way u want but he would die for u I reckon. PLEASE talk to him :( Ik it’s going to be hard but ur best friends at the end of the day, to throw it all away would be silly
ss
i know ur right. if i reply to him i might vomit
anne ^_^
worth it please?
ss
let me think. but i probably will at some point. ur right. he is my best friend first
gods im sorry
anne ^_^
don’t need to apologise to me but i think u should apologise to him
ss
yeah i will
thank u
anne ^_^
love u. come back home ??
ss
love u 2. i will soon
anne ^_^
<3
From anne ^_^ to Ominis
July 5th 2:43pm
anne ^_^
hey 
so news - he’s ok, he’s just dumb. he’s gonna message you soon
Ominis
Just dumb? I’m not sure I know what you mean. But I’m glad he’s well. 
anne ^_^
ah i’m not sure how i could explain it. it’s not really my thing to explain, but hopefully he will. well, he better or I’ll whack him over the head
Ominis
Could you do that anyway?
anne ^_^
LOL tempting
Ominis
Well thank you Anne.  I’m glad you got to the bottom of it, even if you won’t tell me!
anne ^_^
promise he will, one way or another. either he will or ive got a good sized book on magical beasts that might get his brain into working order 
Ominis
Haha. I shall look out for his message then. Thank you again. 
anne ^_^
no problem. speak soon :)
From Ominis to ss
July 2nd, 10:02am
Ominis
Hello Sebastian. I just wanted to let you know I have one of your books. You’d left it in Transfiguration so Professor Weasley gave it to me. I tried to tell her but she wouldn’t listen. I’ll pass it on to Anne when we get back to school. 
July 6th, 4:37am
ss
hi thank you that means a lot
sorry i didnt respond sooner
u can pass it on to me if it’s easier
<3
haha
8:45am
Ominis
Good morning Sebastian. I think I shall do that then. Thank you. 
9:23am
ss
kewl. sweet. sounds good
9:28am
ss
so are you
how have you
look im really sorry for acting the way i did recently. i know it probably seemed like i was angry at u but I wasnt, i was just going through something and i got a bit weird. but ive realised im stupid and im so sorry
i understand if u don’t want to talk to me anymore. i really do miss you. cutting you out like that was really horrible. ur my best friend and im really sorry :(
Ominis
I wish you would’ve spoken to me, Sebastian. If you were going through something - whatever it is - you know I’m here for you. Just like you’ve always been there for me. We can still speak about it, if you would like, but there’s no pressure. You don’t need to apologise. But I would like to go back to how things were, if possible? 
And you are also my best friend, by the way. You know I’m not one for sentimentality, but it’s true. 
ss
:’)
im honoured
sentimentominis haha
it’s really not important, im over it now
ok not really but
i would love to go back to how it was
but I love.
would u hate me if.
ive really missed u dude 
Ominis
And I you. Let’s put it behind us. But only if you promise not to shut me out again like that. Agreed?
ss
agreed :D
July 8th, 10:52am
ss
morning :)
Ominis
Good morning. 
ss
how u?
Ominis
Well. My mother, father and sister had gone to visit my brother for a fortnight, so I have the entire place to myself for the next five days. How are you?
ss
im good :) that’s cool haha why didnt u get dragged along?
Ominis
They left just before I returned from Hogwarts, thankfully. I may actually use their absence to my advantage this afternoon and choose a book from my father’s study. I’m not often allowed in there you see. 
ss
damn u sooooo rebellious 
well i guess u acc r with not being a bigot and stuff lol.
but i go looking for treasure in catacombs in the middle of the night and u go borrow a book from ur dad
Ominis
One must start somewhere. With your influence I may start a criminal trading ring. 
ss
wht wld u trade?
Ominis
Books, of course. The first book traded will be the one I pilfer from my father. The rest will then follow. 
ss
can i join?
Ominis
You’re my partner in this, so of course.
ss 
what kind of partner?
of course, travelling all over the country
Ominis
All over the world. On the run, mostly from my father for stealing that first book, but from all of the people we’ve swindled as well. It’s just the two of us, versus everyone else. 
ss
gods i love
Haha r u drunk?
Ominis
No. It seems like I should be though, doesn’t it?
ss
yes lol
so if ur home alone
ok crazy question, ik what ur probably gonna say but ill ask anyway - if ur on ur own why don’t i come over?
i mean i don’t have to come to the mAnOr but maybe we could walk around ur village or smth
it cant be that bad can it lol, i don’t have to stay over or anything, just might be nice to see u :)
Ominis
I’d like that. 
ss
really???? sure????????
Ominis
My house isn’t the nicest, I must forewarn you. It’s very old and rather grim and I’m certain is falling apart in places. It might be better to stay away from it, but I could probably at least show you the outside. 
ss
don’t care, have you seen mine lmao, me and anne literally had to nail the window closed because it just wouldn’t shut. trust me idc
Ominis
Mine may be worse than that. How does tomorrow around eleven sound?
ss
:D, yes perfect can’t wait 
Ominis
Wonderful. I look forward to it. 
July 9th, 11:43pm
ss
ik ur probably asleep but i just wanted to say i had so much fun today. ur house is so big haha im not susprised u used to get lost as a kid. but thank u for letting me see it and see u mostly
sleep well baby boy :)
July 12th, 5:18am
ss changed their display name to SEB!
SEB!
gmornin
9:22am
Ominis
Good morning. Did you sleep well? You were up early. 
SEB! 
kinda, someone has a rooster in the village so it woke me up bright and early lol there’s already plans to start a riot i think
Ominis
Well we can’t have that. Sebastian Sallow needs his beauty sleep. 
SEB!
oh you think im. so you do think im
im slowly growing uglier day by day as the rooster grows stronger, feeding off my youth 
Ominis
Ah, I actually don’t think it’s possible, your beauty is eternal, you see, but without any sleep you will not have the strength to fight back against the evil rooster and prevent it from world domination. 
SEB!
fuck so you do think im
swear ur drunk again haha
Ominis
I think it’s the fact I’m not having to deal with my mother and father, combined with the varying chemicals I’m certain are in the water here that are getting me ‘high’. 
SEB!
oh jeez haha srs? maybe u should come stay with me again then
Ominis
No. Well, there could be, but I don’t think that’s why I’m acting strange. I think I’m just happy to be talking to you again, in all honesty. :)
SEB!
i
ur
:)
what happened to Mr I’m-Not-One-For-Sentimentality?
Ominis
It seems I’ve grown soft, doesn’t it?
SEB!
is there another reason other than just
yea it’s weird!!
Ominis
I shall stop then. 
SEB!
no i love
no i like this Ominis :)
Ominis
If you’re sure. 
SEB!
totally, but i wasnt joking about u coming to stay again. could come stay the last 2 weeks again if u wanted
or even longer, up to u
Ominis
I’ll ask my father. But I would like that. I enjoyed last year, a lot. 
SEB!
me too, and this is our last summer at school so we should make the most of it!
Ominis
You’re right. I’ll see what I can do. 
SEB!
lmk wen u kno
Ominis
Will do. <3
SEB!
<3
<3
fuck
<3
July 16th, 10:32pm
Ominis
Would you like hear about my horrendous day?
SEB!
do tell. hold on
10:37pm
SEB!
ok, i have a cup of tea and some biscuits so im ready to listen lol
Ominis
I was very rudely awoken this morning by my sister, rather than the usual house elf, and ushered downstairs to where my entire family were huddled in the drawing room, as if someone had passed away. You see, apparently, after someone had tipped him off, my father had found out that the girl Marvolo was to marry was not pureblood at all!
SEB!
HORSE GIRL?
whaaaat really?
Ominis
Well, according to them, not pure enough. On her Mother’s side, her great, great grandmother was actually muggle-born. Which means her great, great, great grandparents were muggles. 
SEB!
oh my hahahahahahahaah oh i bet theyr all fuming
Ominis
That’s putting it lightly. Apparently the mother had not even told her husband or daughter about this until very recently, but they were still determined to go ahead with this marriage.
Of course my father and brother were out for blood. More so than ever before. Imagine what would’ve happened if the Gaunt name was tarnished by a minuscule percentage of muggle blood! And, God forbid, if she and Marvolo had ever had children, an even smaller percentage, ruining millennia of perfection!
SEB!
oh this is brilliant, i can imagine u standing there smiling the whole time
Ominis
I certainly would’ve, however we were then rushed to Paris by floo to call the whole thing off, if you can even describe it as ‘calling it off’. I wouldn’t have wished the sounds on my worst enemy, Sebastian. 
SEB!
all 5 of u??? wtf wait what happened, sorry i thought this was a funny story
Ominis
Thankfully I didn’t have to partake in anything this time around. Not like before. My sister made sure of that, I thank the gods for her. I know my mother wasn’t happy I didn’t stay to ‘help protect the Gaunt name’ as she put it. All I know was as soon as the doors closed, I’ve never heard sounds like it. And they tried to fight back. Of course they would, they’re wizards, not muggles, they’re not as easy to break. It was horrible. I hate them, this is so fucked up. Gods. I just 
SEB!
what?
Ominis r u home? R u ok????
Ominis
I’m home now, yes. I’m sorry. Saying it out loud has made me realise just what happened. It was utterly awful. 
SEB!
can i call?
Ominis
Please. 
SEB is calling Ominis
Call accepted
Call ended, 3hr, 11min
July 17th, 1:59am
Ominis
Thank you. For staying so long. You must go rest now, especially if that rooster is still about. 
SEB!
it is still here lol but idc, i wld stay on the phone all day with u if u wanted me to, ur so so undeserving of all this shit. u have done nothing wrong ok? ever. plz dont blame urself
ur so important to me. i promise this time next year u will be out of there. i will do whatever it takes. 
ur my
ur my baby boy and i love u lots
:)
Ominis
Thank you. I’m sorry. 
Love you too. 
Sweetheart. 
:)
SEB!
<3
7:34am
SEB!
i just read those messages again, and i mean it. I love you, Ominis. Like, full homo haha
i genuinely meant it when I said I love you, did you?
i love you in a gay way btw
marry me?
im not ever going to send any of these messages so idk why im even typing
July 19th, 10:33am
Ominis
Hi. Hope you slept well. Can we call when you're available?
SEB!
ofc!!
SEB! is calling Ominis
Call accepted
Call ended, 2hr 42mins
July 20th, 11:21am
Ominis
Good morning. Are you free to talk?
SEB! 
yea !!! 
SEB! is calling Ominis
Call accepted
Call ended, 3hr, 29mins
July 21st, 12:22pm
Ominis
Call?
SEB!
<3
Ominis is calling SEB!
Call accepted
Call ended, 4hr 2min
July 22nd, 11:15am
SEB!
Call me when ur around
Ominis is calling SEB!
Call accepted
Call ended, 4hr 19min
July 23rd, 10:48am
Ominis
Up
SEB! is calling Ominis
Call accepted
Call ended, 4hr 57min
July 24th, 5:01pm
SEB!
going for a walk can call?
Ominis
Please.
SEB! is calling Ominis
Call accepted
Call ended, 5hr 51min
10:53pm
SEB!
oh damn haha new record didn’t even realise
Ominis
What?
SEB! 
we were on the phone for almost 6 hours
Ominis
Merlin, really? What on Earth do we even talk about?
SEB! 
absolutely nothing. it’s great
Ominis
At this rate we won’t have anything to talk about when we get back to Hogwarts. 
SEB!
but u know we will. we could easily break that record tomorrow 
and the day after
and the day after that
Ominis
I think you are right. It’s a wonder I’m not sick of you. 
SEB! 
i love
same here
somehow I forgot to ask but did u ask ur dad if u can come stay solomon doesn’t care, he was like ‘ur almost 18 do what u want’
Ominis
Ah, no, not yet. He and Marvolo are, well, honestly, I have no idea what they are doing. As you well know I’ve spent most of my time in my room talking to you. I’m just trying to keep out of the way as I usually do. But when I’ve tried to speak to him he has mostly brushed me off. Again, as he usually does. 
I’ll try again at some point. There’s nothing more I want to do than to come and stay with you, but you know how my family can be. 
SEB!
i
yea that’s cool dude, whenever u can, if u can
anne keeps asking me about us
anne keeps asking like when is ominis coming and im like idk lay off!! lmao
Ominis
I’m clearly a wanted man. 
SEB!
yeah i want u so bad u don’t even kno lol imagine if i sent that
it’s our last summer at school, we wanna hang out with u :)
Ominis
Soon. Promise.
SEB! 
fingers and toes and arms and legs and eyes and wands all crossed  <3
July 30th, 7:54am
Ominis
How would you feel about me staying for a month?
8:23am
SEB!
overjoyed, ecstatic, thrilled, etc etc
why?
Ominis
My father pretty much said I could come for as long as I wanted. Not in so many words, but I think he’s far too focused on other things at the moment to worry about what I’m doing with myself. 
SEB!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ominis
Are you busy this afternoon?
SEB!
NO! NOW? TODAY?
Ominis
That is what I meant by this afternoon. Would that be ok? I’d wait another day or two but I don’t think I really can. Haha. 
SEB!
please come whenever
come now !!
Ominis
Are you certain?
SEB!
Super certain. I can’t wait to see you. 
Ominis
:) I’ll pack my things. I’ll let you know when I’m coming. 
SEB!
i’ll let anne and solomon know haha brb
8:27am
SEB!
anne’s really excited!! solomon got annoyed i woke him up hahaha but he doesn’t care he’s probably gonna be off somewhere in a few days anyway so
ahhhhh this is great news to wake up to, can’t wait to see u baby boy it feels like forever. only 3 weeks but 
9:04am
Ominis
On my way Sweetheart. <3
WINTER
December 23rd, 6:33pm
SEB! changed their display name to sebauble
sebauble
hello lovely
did u get back ok?
7:04pm
Ominis
Yes, thank you. Thank you to you, Anne and Solomon for having me. I’m sorry I had to return back home so soon. I would’ve liked to have stayed for the entirety of the break and not miss Christmas with you. 
But I suppose there is New Years, at least. 
sebauble
ik :( sucks
i don’t get ur family, one year they don’t care if ur there or not the next you HAVE to come home
so strange
but yeah new years woo woo
Ominis
It’s not as if we really celebrate the holiday. There’s a meal in the evening, but we usually spend the days to ourselves, gather in silence to eat and then return to our rooms. 
It’s certainly not a traditional Christmas. 
sebauble
EXACTLY
damn gaunts bunch of weirdos haha
Ominis
Careful, I’m still a Gaunt whether I like it or not. 
sebauble
o_o
no no i like to think of u as a sallow
my husb
like my brother
LOL
Ominis
I told you, don’t call me your brother. 
Or sister, before you start. 
sebauble
fine, but ur still a sallow in my eyes
Ominis
How so? As your husband? Do I marry in to the Sallow name? Or is it just an honorary title?
sebauble
oh fuck did u
yes just marry me
merlin did u just
yes u can be my husband
hm it would solve lots of problems
no gaunt surname, no dealing with ur family, im a pureblood so they wouldn’t care, u could live here, wouldn’t have to be married off to someone you hate
what say u
marry me baby?
shit I’m only joking
no I’m not
Ominis
I thought you’d never ask! Haha. 
Or I could just marry Anne. Be a modern gentleman and take her name. 
sebauble
oh
yeah that could work too
we would have to see if she would agree though
Ominis
I’m sure she would. I’m certainly the better choice than half the boys in our year. And we are already great friends, it seems like a good match!
sebauble
please don’t be in love with my sister i would die
Is this ur way of telling me u want to date anne or something haha
Ominis
Oh absolutely not, Sebastian!
No offence to her, but Anne is not quite my type. I thought we were joking?
sebauble
thank Merlin
wait so
Haha yeah i am lol
so what is ur type then lol
i shouldn’t have sent that fuck
Ominis
Oh, er, I don’t really know. I haven’t put much thought into it. 
sebauble
just enough to know def not my sister then
lol poor Anne
Ominis
I suppose so.
sebauble
THANK FUCK
So like
if u had to date someone in our year who would it be
How do u even know what ur type is when u can’t see
Is it just personality? face feel?
you’ve felt my face before, did u like it?
Ominis
I really haven’t put much thought into it.
sebauble
ok but u must like someone right ?
or have in the past
u seem to get on with poppy quite well
and there’s that girl in 6th who is always nice to u and she’s pretty fit, kinda boring but
Ominis
Look, Sebastian, I don’t know and I don’t really want to talk about this. We haven’t before, and I don’t particularly want to start now.
sebauble
sorry
i won’t bring it up again
i was just being nosy
Ominis
Let’s just leave it. I’ve got to go for supper anyway. I’ll talk to you tomorrow. 
sebauble
im a fucking idiot
now u hate me
ok, sorry
speak tomorrow
December 24th, 1:37pm
sebauble
hellooooo
8:22pm
Ominis
Good evening. Sorry for not getting in contact with you sooner. I’ve been rather busy today. 
sebauble
it’s ok!!
i thought u might be annoyed at me
did u do anything fun?
Ominis
My dear Aunt Noctua has come for Christmas. It was why my parents demanded me home, so I forgive them now. Haha. 
I’ve spent a long time talking to her today. She doesn’t often visit anymore so it has been a pleasure to be in her company again. 
sebauble
ahh that’s cute im glad she’s there !!!
how is she
Ominis
Very busy, as always. She was telling my sister and I multiple stories of her childhood with my father. He used to be quite kind, surprisingly. He wasn’t there to hear, though, or I fear how he would’ve reacted. 
sebauble
NO WAY 
Ominis
Indeed. He used to read her stories to help her fall asleep when they were both young. Unfortunately the weight of the Gaunt name and the expectations from my grandfather soon caught up to him and, well, you know the rest. 
sebauble
that sucks
is she staying long?
Ominis
Only until Boxing Day. Then she’s back to her travels.
sebauble
ah that’s a shame
but at least u get to see her
makes up for u not being here tomorrow haha
Ominis
Yes, I suppose it does. 
Well, not entirely. I’d much rather be with you, Anne and Noctua. That would be a much more pleasant Christmas. 
sebauble
maybe one day :)
8:52pm
Ominis
Sebastian? 
sebauble
…yeah? 
Ominis
I’m sorry for the way I reacted yesterday. 
sebauble
oh about the
no, i should be sorry. i was prying.
Ominis
Not at all. We’re best friends, I think it’s perfectly normal to talk about things like that. Especially at our age.
sebauble
yeah
i know we dont really
it’s just
im in love with y
we have almost finished school and u have never gone on a date or anything 
and don’t say no girls would date u cos they totally would
Ominis
I think that’s where the issue may lie. 
sebauble
wdym?
Ominis
I think my issue here is er the girls. 
sebauble
oh right 
none of them are taking ur fancy 
idk if u gave that 6th year a chance she might be alright 
or just date me lol
Ominis
That’s really not what I’m trying to say.
sebauble
ok then i don’t get it
Ominis
Merlin’s beard Sebastian I thought you were intelligent. Do I really have to spell it out?
I don’t like girls. I don’t want to date girls. They’re perfectly fine and I’m sure are very pretty, and actually I have been asked out before and didn’t tell you because I never went.
Because I like boys. 
sebauble
oh
Ominis
And I’m sorry I never told you but it’s just something I’ve had to keep to myself for a long time because I just never knew how to bring it up. 
I’m sorry if this makes you uncomfortable now, I really hope it doesn’t. You’re the first person I’ve told. 
sebauble
oh
Ominis
Well don’t just keep saying oh, say something, anything, I beg of you. 
sebauble
sorry
me too, i like boys too, i like girls as well but i really like boys, i mean u boys, u r a boy and i like u, i love u actually, fuck sake
Ominis, it took me a long time to see it, but I’ve been in love with you for years, you’re the person I want to spend every waking moment with and talk to about everything and oh gods i can’t do it
Ominis
Are you typing? Can you just respond please, other than just sorry?
sebauble
dude i
sorry
that’s cool!!!
u should’ve told me before
didn’t need to keep this kind of secret
i would’ve set u up lol
Ominis
With someone from our school? Disgusting, the lot of them. Filthy, smelly boys. 
sebauble
even me?
then how do u kno u even like boys???
Ominis
Well. That’s a good question. It’s just something I know, I suppose. Yep, that’s it, definitely. 
sebauble
oh no no no no no no no no please say no
…oh i see right through u
there IS someone u like
Ominis
Alright. Maybe. 
But don’t go pushing me, I’m not going to tell you. 
sebauble
fuck fuck fuck fuck just kill me
tell me who it is now, ill kill them
i wont. thats what the amortentia is for
i’ll get u to smell it, tell me what u smell and then ill work it out
im very smart
Ominis
You’d have to torture that out of me, Sebastian. 
sebauble
if it gets u on a date with someone then itll be worth it >:)
Ominis
That’s the other issue. I don’t think this person is interested in boys. 
At all. 
sebauble
dude
I have to know now
let me help
Ominis
I think we should really leave it.
sebauble
alright
only because im nice and respectful of ur privacy
sometimes lol
but if u need my help
i am here
Ominis
Thank you. I mean it, for not hating me. For being supportive. 
sebauble
ur my best friend
why would i hate u over this? don’t be daft
i could never hate u baby
in fact i
Ominis
:) Thank you. 
Well, I should go wallow in my own self pity now, it’s been a long day. I’ll talk to you in the morning?
sebauble
speak tomorrow
sleep well
love u
<3
Ominis
Love you too.
<3
December 25th, 9:31am
sebauble
CHRISTMAS
WAKE UP
Ominis
I’m awake! 
Merry Christmas Sebastian :)
sebauble
MEERY CHRISTMAS OMINIS
Ominis
Don’t forget to open the gift I got you. 
And the one for Anne, too. 
sebauble
I WONT
CAN I OPEN NOW?
Ominis
Yes!
9:36am
sebauble
oh dude thank you
i fucking love it
just what i wanted
Ominis
Is it the right one?
sebauble
YES
super cool
i wanted this quidditch jumper for forever 
so thank you
it’s perfect 
ITS GOT MY NAME ON THE BACK
i just saw
Hahahahah even more perfect 
brilliant
<333333
Ominis 
I’m so glad you like it. I had to get Anne’s help. Did she like her gift?
sebauble
hold on
yes she loves it thank you
she said ‘id been wanting this diary for ages, thank you ominis, u really shouldn’t have’
u need to stop being so generous dude
im sorry i couldn’t really afford to get u anything
Ominis
I just want to make you happy, it’s not about getting anything in return, honestly. 
I’m glad she likes it. Merry Christmas to you both. 
sebauble
Ominis
What?
sebauble
check ur bag
Ominis
What?
sebauble
just check it
9:45am
Ominis
What is this? 
sebauble
did u open it?
Ominis
No, what have you done?
sebauble
open it
9:47am
Ominis
I’ve opened it. It feels like a photo frame. What is it?
sebauble
so if u run ur hands over the whole thing it u should be able to feel some bits feel different to the other bits
Ominis
Yes, I can feel that. Some bits are raised and other bits aren’t. 
sebauble
yeah
its basically a picture with the outlines raised up so you can feel it. sort of like a drawing but u can trace over it so u can ‘see’ it
Ominis
What’s it a picture of?
sebauble
us
from mine and anne's birthday party
idk if u remember
she took the picture outside the dorm
i think we were both drunk but yeah
i just loved the picture
and wanted u to see it somehow
Ominis
Oh Sebastian. 
sebauble
is it any good?
can u sort of feel it?
im on the left side and ur on the right 
if it’s no good u don’t have to keep it
Ominis
Sebastian. 
sebauble
yeah?
Ominis
This is the most wonderful gift I’ve ever received. 
sabauble
haha
really?
Ominis
This is the most thoughtful, amazing thing I’ve ever been given. I can’t believe it. You shouldn’t have spent the money on me. 
sebauble
as u said earlier ‘i just want to make u happy’
Ominis
Sebastian. You’ve made me cry. 
sebauble
don’t cry :(
plz
sorry
Ominis
You idiot. I’m not sad. I just cannot believe someone has done something this wonderful for me. And for you to be the one to do it, well, is not surprising but.
I don’t think I can thank you enough. 
I love you.
sebauble
i
you
i love you too so much
Ominis
But probably not in the way I love you. 
sebauble
????
Ominis
Gods, I apologise, I didn’t mean to send that. Stupid phone.
Please ignore that message. How do you delete a message? I can’t delete the message, why won’t it delete it? Oh it’s still listening to me, for fuck
sebauble
what
Ominis
Please Sebastian, please ignore it. I think it must’ve heard me wrong or something, I’m sorry.
Just ignore it, I can’t delete it for some stupid reason but you’ve already seen it anyway so it doesn’t
I apologise. I don’t understand why it listens to me sometimes and then doesn’t the other. 
I hate these stupid things.
Just forget it. 
sebauble
do you
are you in love with me or something?
Ominis
I said just ignore it. Please. 
sebauble
no, just tell me
are you?
when u said there’s someone u like yesterday
did u mean me?
Ominis
Sebastian, please.
sebauble
tell me
please
u have to tell me
I’m begging u
Ominis
I can’t do this Sebastian
sebauble
please
please because if i say i feel the same way and u say u were joking i think i would die
Ominis
You feel the same way?
sebauble
i do
ominis please
im stupidly desperately in love with you and i truthfully have no idea for how long but all i know is that i love you with every fibre of my being and i spend every second without u wishing i was with u and every second with u wishing i was closer to u
all the times I’ve called you baby and perfect and gorgeous i was never joking
please tell me u weren’t joking
please
Ominis
I wasn’t joking. I didn’t mean to send it but I am serious. 
Are you serious?
sebauble
ofc i am 
i swear
Merlin
I love you Ominis
Ominis
Can I call?
sebauble
yes
please
Ominis is calling sebauble
Call accepted
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Chapter 20- The Next Day
pairings: jungkook x oc reader
word count: 4,651
warnings: angst, fluff, jealousy, hints at a bigger picture, girl from jungkook's past
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I woke up the next morning at about 8 and started to reminisce about last night.
I can't believe that happened. I doubt know what came over me but I don't regret it at all.
I turned and looked beside me and saw that I was all alone but I wasn't surprised. I know that Hoodie is a busy person being the actual Death and all so I didn't expect him to be here anyway. Thank God it's Saturday and I don't have to go to that hell hole called school or I would've definitely been ditching again today. I got up, grabbed my towel on the end of the bed, and headed to the restroom for a quick shower.
I placed my towel on the sink and turned on my playlist, putting it on shuffle, and hopped in the shower. In Your Eyes by Snoh Aalegra came on and I started to sing along.
♪Woo, woo, woo Ayy, woo Yeah, yeah
Some days are easier to fake it I find it hard to think when you're brought up I know it takes a heart to break it (yeah) But you took that and some more when you gave up♪
By the time I got out the shower, I had sang at least three songs in my mini concert. I grabbed my towel off the sink and wrapped it around me before wiping the condensation off the mirror. I don't know why my reflection caused me to gasp, but it sure in the fuck did. I mean, I know he was sucking on my skin pretty good last night but I wasn't expecting my neck to look all bit up like this. You could barely see any of my brown skin, I think I count like 10 and that's just on my upper neck area alone. My chest area is a whole another level but what can I say, it felt good in the moment. I lightly touched one and winced.
Yep, glad there's no school today because I'd be damned if I have to cover all of these up.
I stopped staring at my neck long enough to wash my face and brush my teeth and then went to my room to get dressed. I peeked at my phone real quick and I'm glad I did because Jungkook texted me saying that he was gonna come over to hang out at 9 ten minutes ago. Well its currently 8:45 so I better hurry up. i quickly put on some lotion and ran to my closet. I grabbed my black crop top turtle neck and some distressed shorts. I put my hair into a messy bun and put on some hoops.
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By the time I slid my puma slides on, i heard the door bell ring. I ran down the stairs and swung open the door, being greeted by a similarly dressed Jungkook. I scanned him from head toe; he was wearing a black turtle neck of his own but his was paired with black dress pants and dress shoes. He was even wearing a pair of glasses to top it off.
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He looks like he walked straight out of a kdrama, cue the internal fangirling. Is it hot out here or is it just me cause damnnnnn.
I cleared my throat when I noticed that he was eyeing me up and down too. I moved out of the way to let him in and he slid by me. As soon as I closed the door and turned around, I was pinned against it and was met by his lips crashing on mine. I was taken back at first but melted into the kiss. Just as I started to get deeper into it, he pulled back and gave me a cute bunny grin.
He pulled out his phone
:sorry u just look really beautiful. i couldn't help myself
I giggled, "It's ok, you're looking pretty good today yourself. You weren't peeping in on me while I was getting dressed this morning," I asked jokingly.
He shook his head
:lol nope but what a coincidence huh
I shook my head," Haha yea what's the chances huh. Well, are you hungry? I could make us something."
:actually that's why I came over here. I wanted to see if you wanted to go out for breakfast.
"Yeah, I'm down. just let me feed and walk Poco real quick and we can go. You can have a seat while I'm gone, he usually doesn't take too long in the morning." I said going to get Poco out his crate.
With all that happened last night I'm glad that Poco was here. I don't know what I would've done if I was just here alone. As soon as I put his dry food in his bowl, I heard his crate open and next thing I knew I was almost toppled by him.
He tried to lick my face but I lightly pushed him away, laughing at his antics. "Poco chill. Morning breath is real kid. Here let's take you for a walk and then you can come and eat."
I went and grabbed his leash from the key ring and told Jungkook that we would be right back. We went down our usual route which included walking past Carter's house. Just my luck he was sitting outside on the porch but he was so engrossed into his phone , he didn't notice us walk past.
Poco did his business and we turned around to head back home. This time though, Carter was looking up and we caught eyes but I diverted mine. I quickly walked to my front door and went to open it, fumbling with key a little out of nervousness. I heard Poco start growling and I glanced over my shoulder and saw that Carter had crossed the street and was making his way towards us. His steps faltered when Poco barked at him. 
"Hey can we talk real fast?" I heard him ask.
I let out a small sigh as I turned around to face him. He didn't look too good with bags under his eyes, showing a lack of sleep. I was about to ask him what was wrong when I saw him glance behind me with a weird look on his face. I turned around to see Jungkook standing behind me.
How did I not hear the door open?
I expected to see Jungkook glaring at Carter but instead he had a twisted smirk on his face. I slightly elbowed him and he looked down at me, smirk vanishing. He opened the door wider for me to go past. I stayed put and turned to look back at Carter but Jungkook grabbed me by the shoulder and guided me into the house. I tried to fight his grip but it was strong as I also tried to push past him. He turned me around to face him and I was met with a harsh glare. I took a step back in shock at his behavior and his eyes softened at my movements. I shook his hands off of me and yelled out to Carters, "I'll talk to you later," before I walked away from them both. I released Poco from his leash and he immediately ran to his food and drink bowls.
I heard the front door close behind me as I walked into the kitchen for something to drink. By the time I started to drink my apple juice, Jungkook was in the kitchen looking apologetic. I ignored him and continued to drink until he was ready to actually apologize.
He finally pulled out his phone and started typing.
: I'm sorry if I scared you and for glaring at you. I just don't like that boy
I shrugged my shoulders, "I understand that you don't like him but it looked like wanted to say something to me but then you stopped him with your aura."
: my aura?
"Yes. Your aura was coming off as aggressive as fuck even I could tell and it wasn't even directed at me at first. I wanted to hear what he had to say. I can fight my own battles Jungkook, I don't need your help."
I saw his jaw clench, : I never said that you needed my help but as your boyfriend it's my duty to protect you and that means from anyone 
My eyes widened slightly, "Boyfriend? When did you become my boyfriend? I don't remember you asking me out?"
It was his turn to shrug, : didn't need to. Last night solidified our relationship
"Last night?" I asked confused. "What are you talking about ?"
He smirked and tilted his head, : like you don't know
The fuck is he talking about? Wait, it can't be. Is he-
He patted his hand against the counter, tearing me out of my thoughts : we kissed last night remember after we spent all day together too
Ooooohhhh
I nodded my head in somewhat understanding, "Ohhhhk, well that doesn't mean that we're dating. You didn't even ask me out."
He smiled and leaned against the counter, :well then if I just did. Be my girlfriend?
Should I say yes? I don't know? Hoodie is always going to be in the picture and I don't know if I should subject Jungkook to Hoodie's wrath buttttttt I also really like Jungkook too.
He snapped his fingers before shaking his head, : how about we see how breakfast goes and then you can tell me then?
I nodded in agreement, "Sure, let's go."
I said goodbye to Poco and made sure I locked the door. I got ready to head to my car when I noticed another car next to mine in the driveway. It was a black 2023 Mercedes Benz EQS- class.
This car isn't even out yet and this person already has one. Was it there when I took Poco for a walk earlier?
I just shrugged it off and walked up to the driver's side and saw Jungkook grinning at me before he rolled down the window.
"Well I can see that you got your car." I said.
He nodded his head and motioned for me to get in. I quickly headed to the passenger side and climbed in. When I fastened my seatbelt, he shifted into gear and took off.
"This car isn't even out yet, how'd you get so lucky?"
He just shrugged in response.
"Hmm, I was looking at it for if I wanted an upgrade but I saw how expensive it was and I didn't feel right buying a car for what I could spend on a house." I started to run my fingers across the upholstery, "I like these seats, especially the color of them. The whole interior really, my favorite colors are black and purple."
I turned to look at him when he didn't respond but then remembered that he doesn't talk. Talk about face palm.
He reached over and grabbed my hand, lacing my fingers with his. He brought our intertwined hands up to his mouth and kiss them. Woah if I was any lighter, I'd be red as Rudolph's nose.
I cleared my throat, "Is your Bluetooth connected to the radio?"
He nodded his head yes and nodded towards the radio dial. I reached over and turned it on, hearing GOT7's NaNaNa start playing through the speakers.
I gasped, "You listen to GOT7 now?! Look at me rubbing off on you," I said jamming to the song.
He looked over at me and smiled before turning his attention back to the road. I had my little jam session and I gotta say his music taste is on point. It's almost like he got one of my playlists on his phone. Kehlani, Audrey Nuna, and JoJo came on and by the time we pulled up to our destination, I didn't even want to get out of the car.
When he parked the car, he turned and looked at me before reaching over to me. I closed my eyes in anticipation of a kiss but was thrown off when I heard my seatbelt unlatch. I opened my eyes and saw he was still in close proximity to my face and was trying to hold his laughter. I rolled my eyes and pushed his chest but he didn't budge. He leaned forward and pecked me on the lips causing me to break out into a huge smile.
I felt my cheeks getting hot and started to fan myself to cool them down. He pecked me again this time on my cheek and then leaned back to undo his own seatbelt. With burning cheeks, I hurried and got out of the car. I took in our surroundings and looked at the restaurant he brought us to. It looked like a nice place from the outside, from what I could tell so far. Hopefully their food is good.
"The Hoodied Figure, that's a weird name for a breakfast place," I said reading the sign. Jungkook grabbed my hand and took me up to the entrance. He opened the door and motioned for me to go in first.
"What a gentleman," I said, lightly brushing against him as I went in. I walked up to the unmanned hostess station and waited for them. I felt Jungkook come up behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist and leaning his head on top of mine. I placed my hands on top of his and we started to lightly sway to nonexistent music.
I took in the decor and I have to say whoever decorated this place has good taste. It looks like your typical diner but with a twist, everything is dark. From the black tile on the floor, all the way to the black chandelier hanging from the ceiling. The only pop of color is the waiters outfits which are blood red.
After a couple minutes, the hostess finally came up to us. She was pretty, brunette with green eyes and a slim body. I can already see how this is going to go because she barely glanced at me but of course Jungkook had all her attention.
"How many?" She asked, staring into his soul.
I waved my hand in her face to get her attention and she looked at me like I was shit on the bottom of her shoe.
"Two, obviously ma'am. And if you couldn't tell he's with me but I don't see how you couldn't given that his arms are literally around me," I said sickly sweet with a forced smile on my face.
She looked me up and down and rolled her eyes. "Table or booth," she asked.
"Booth," I said glaring at her. She mirrored my expression while slightly rolling her eyes, and turned to take us to our booth.
As I was sliding into the booth, she slammed my menu on the table and lightly placed Jungkook's down. Oh so this bitch wants to fight.
I cracked my neck and was about to go the fuck off on her until Jungkook placed his hand on top of mine and shook his head no. I rolled my eyes and decided that mean mugging her would work for now but she has one more time before I fuck her up.
"What can I get you to drink," she asked Jungkook twirling her hair around her finger.
He just blankly stared at her and then looked over at me to answer her.
"He'll take a water with no ice and the same for me." I said.
She snapped her head to look at me, disgust emitting from her aura, "Um, I was talking to him not you. He can speak for himself, he doesn't need you."
This time I didn't even bother to put on a fake smile when I responded, "First of all, I don't care who you think that you are but you have one more time to talk to me like you are crazy and I will fuck you up. Second, he's mute meaning he doesn't speak so yeah he does need me to speak for him. And lastly, you're the hostess anyways, why are you over here taking drink orders? So if I were you I would go back to my post before I get the manager called on me for being rude to a customer. And while you're at it, go ahead and call our actual server over here since you have nothing to do."
She looked taken back but quickly fixed her face and finally walked away. I watched her storm off and then turned my attention back to Jungkook who just looked amused.
"What?" I asked a little harshly.
He held up his hands in surrender before pulling out his phone. :easy there tigress, I mean no harm lol
"Sorry," I mumbled , "She just pissed me off with her bony ass." I crossed my arms and leaned back in irritation.
: her ass was kinda bony wasn't it? 😂
"Yes," I said throwing my hands up dramatically, "I knew I wasn't the only one who thought so."
:good thing I have a thing for someone with some curves huh?
"Have you ever been here before?" I asked.
He nodded his head, :when I first got here I came to this place and I've kinda made it my spot. The food here is pretty good, you'll like it.
"Hmm well if it is good then I'll definitely have to come more often."
:yes but only with me. Your man.
I looked up at him and he winked at me. I smiled and shook my head, giggling. I was about to respond when our waiter arrived.
"Hello I'm Taehyung but you can just call me Tae, I'll be your server today. What can I get you guys started off with, any appetizers or drinks?"
"Sorry I didn't even look at the menu yet but we'll both take a water with no ice," I said looking up and seeing a familiar face.
It was the blonde from the diner the other day. He works here? I took in his appearance and I just have to ask God why he keeps toying with me and my emotions, bringing all these good looking men into my vicinity.
I guess he could tell that I was lowkey checking him out because he gave me a big smile, " I know you don't I?" he asked me.
I shook my head slightly, "No do you?"
He tapped his chin and then snapped his fingers in recognition, "Yeah you were at the diner yesterday," he looked over at Jungkook, "with loverboy here too. Sorry that we stole him for a few minutes, just needed to talk to him about something."
"Oh about what?" I asked.
He shrugged his shoulders nonchalantly, "Oh nothing for you to worry about, Mahj. Just work stuff."
I shook my head in confusion, "What do you mean work and how do you know my name?"
I turned to look at Jungkook who looked like he was about to blow a fuse, "You guys work together?"
:somewhat
Taehyung read the message too and laughed, placing his hand on Jungkook's shoulder, "Somewhat? I'm offended friend. We work together almost every day. Well I mean when he's not busy doing other things and like I said we're friends."
Jungkook threw Taehyung's hand off his shoulder and gave him a death glare. I could see Taehyung's face smile falter a little from his gaze but when he looked back at me, it was back to a thousand watt smile.
"I'll be back with your drinks," he said before heading away.
I glanced at Jungkook and it looked like he was still fuming. I reached over to grab his hand but I yelped when it felt like his hand was on fire. I blew on my hand and made eye contact with an apologetic him.
:sorry. Sometimes I just run hot when I get worked up. Is your hand ok?
He reached out to touch it but I just pulled it closer to me.
"Yes my hand is fine just a little hot is all. What type of work do you and Taehyung do?"
He looked hesitant to answer but he still started to type : we're in the business of picking up people
"What do you mean picking up people? Like y'all drive Uber or something?"
: haha not necessarily but I guess you can compare it to that but most of our "customers" aren't happy to be catching a ride
"Must pay really well huh Mr. exclusive car." I said jokingly.
He cracked a smile and nodded, : money means nothing to me. Anything you want I can make it happen
I was about to respond when Taehyung came back with our drinks. He placed them down gently and then pulled out his notepad.
"You guys ready to order?" he asked.
I smiled sheepishly, " I actually never looked over the menu still but what do you recommend?"
"Well if you're into eggs, you should get the egg overload. It comes with the cheesiest eggs you've ever had with French toast and bacon."
"Ok, I'll take that. Jungkook do you know what you want?" I asked turning to him.
Before he could type, Taehyung beat him to it, "Oh I already know what he likes to get. Remember we work together," he said winking.
I saw Jungkook's and eye twitch but he didn't make a move. Taehyung took our menus and headed to go put in our order.
I started to look around some more to people watch. I turned my head towards the kitchen that was to my left and locked eyes with someone who I would rather not see sitting at the bar.
Jimin.
The second we locked eyes he put a weird smirk on his face.
What the hell is he doing here?
I guess I was staring at him because Jungkook turned to see who I was looking at. Jimin glanced at Jungkook shortly just to wink at Jungkook and then stared at me again. I felt uncomfortable under his gaze and quickly adverted my eyes.
God's definitely got to be playing with me.
I could see him advancing from my peripheral and pretended like I was very interested in my nails.
There was a light knock on the table before I heard a throat clear. "Hey Mahj and Jungkook right? I didn't expect to see you two here, have you been here before?" Jimin asked.
"No this is my first time," I said keeping my eyes locked on the table, "Just wanted some breakfast you know."
Jimin placed his hand on my chin and turned my head towards him. He smiled gently and said, "There's those pretty eyes. Why are you trying to hide your gaze from mine? Aren't I one of your boyfriends?"
I slapped his hand off of my face and glared, "Well why would I want to look at someone who tried to break into my house last night and threatened to kill me? And consider your boyfriend card revoked."
He had the audacity to look confused, "What are you talking about? I don't even know where you live so how could I have been at your house last night?"
Now it was my turn to be confused, "Jimin, it was clearly you outside of my house last night. There's no way it could've been anyone else."
He shook his head no and just as he was about to speak Taehyung approached with our food.
"Hey Jimin," he said placing our food on the table and faced Jimin, "I'm surprised you're up this early given how late we were out last night. I barely made it in myself."
I whipped my head towards Taehyung, "Wait, you guys were out last night? Together?"
He nodded slowly, "Yeah we went to a bar and then to a house party," he quirked his eyebrow up, "Why?"
"She claims that I was outside her house last night trying to break in and kill her. Which is crazy because I don't even know where she lives and I would never do that even if I did." Jimin said.
"Huh well do you want to see pictures from last night to prove his innocence?" Taehyung asked.
"Yes," I said.
Taehyung pulled his phone out of his back pocket and unlocked, proceeding to open up his photos and hand it to me.
"Swipe left and you can see all the pics from our night."
I scrolled through the pictures and saw that their story oddly added up. There's pictures of them in a bar and at someone's party, each of them time stamped within the window that Jimin was outside my house last night.
I looked up at Jimin and mumbled an apology before handing Taehyung back his phone.
Jimin patted my head, careful not to mess up my bun, and said, "I forgive you. I know our last encounter wasn't all that pleasant and I might've scared you but I was just doing what I was-". He stopped talking to curse and reach down to rub his ankle, glaring at Jungkook who was staring at me.
"As I was saying before I was rudely interrupted, I'm sorry for acting out of character yesterday." Jimin said.
"It's fine, I guess. Sorry I accused you of doing that. Maybe it was someone else," I said placing my head in my hands in confusion.
"Hey it's ok. Anyway enjoy your breakfast you guys. Come on Tae, I need some coffee." Jimin said walking away, pulling Taehyung away with him.
I glanced down at my now cold eggs and got trapped in my thoughts.
If it was Jimin outside of my house last night then who was it? And if it was just my mind playing tricks on me, then was last night in the tub a figment of my imagination too? But it makes no sense because Hoodie was clearly there last night and the banging and the screaming. And it was clearly Jim-
I was torn out of my thoughts by a caress of my hand. I looked up to see Jungkook looking at me with concern in his eyes.
:hey don't let them ruin our day. Eat before your food gets too cold
"Ok," I said trying to clear my mind. "You're right , let's just enjoy this day. You know you look really good in those glasses. I've been meaning to tell you since this morning."
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"You don't think he's mad at us for crossing the line do you?" Taehyung whispered to Jimin as they were walking away.
Jimin slightly shrugged, "I don't know but if he tells hyung on us it's your fault." He said sitting back at the bar.
"How is it my fault?" Taehyung asked sitting beside him.
Jimin poked Taehyung's chest, "You're the one who kept going on and on about how we work together and shit."
Taehyung pushed Jimin's hand off of his chest, "Yah like you weren't half ass apologizing for something you actually did do and were lowkey dropping hints about it."
Jimin put his hands up in surrender, "Hey like I told her, I'm just doing what I am told. And good think he told us to actually take some pictures to show her proof or we would've been fucked."
Taehyung nodded in agreement, "Yeah I am too. Whatever he has planned next I hope she's ready for because this is light work compared to what he could do."
Jimin sighed and looked over at Mahj who was flirting with Jungkook, "Yeah whatever his master plan is, I hope they're both ready for it."
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venusxsturnio · 6 months
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✧.* 𝒟𝐸𝒥𝒜 𝒱𝒰 ✧.* - Olivia Rodrigo
EP.2.GOOD 4 U
EP.1.PILOT
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PAIRINGღ matt x ex!black!fem!reader!influencer
SUMMARYღmatt and y/n, were the perfect couple. until everything started to go downhill for them. the secrets, the lies, the gaslighting. It became too much for y/n. 8 1/2 months later...here we are.
FROM VENUSღ hey y'all. i just want to thank everyone who read the first part of this series and returned for the second. i hope you guys like this chapter, and it also might be really long because there is some sh!t that's about to go on...✿ (shout out to xduinen for helping me. y'all go follow her. my #1 supporter!) sorry there wasn't a lotta dialogue in the last part, i was just trying to give a general gist of the story anyways let me stop yappin. hope y'all enjoy :)
WARNINGSღ cussing...use of the word babe/baby...featuring Olivia's song(do not own the song. or other characters only mine. only plot.)
kinda proofread...i was kinda lazy today it was a lotta writing...sorry if i messed anything up. :)
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REALITY...
POV: 3RD PERSON
9:45 AM
Y/N'S PLACE:
y/n was in her bathroom doing her facial routine for vidcon when she heard a faint sound of her phone ringing. she got up and walked in her room searching for her phone. she lifted up the blanket on her bed to find her phone buzzing. she flipped the phone over to find that her manager, miguel was calling. "Hello?" she answered "I have a job for you today. You're performing at vidcon. Like singing." y/n's face lit up at the thought of her performing at vidcon for all her fans. "OMG! Are you serious.?" y/n asked still in shock.
"Deadly." her manager stated. y/n silently jumped up and down in excitement. "What time do I need to be there?" y/n questioned. "12. But you might want to get there a little earlier being as it can get very hectic. You remember last year." her manager explained, laughing a little at the end. y/n chuckled a little at the thought of last years vidcon, the two hung up as y/n went to her closet to grab some gray gallery dept sweats, a white fitted long-sleeve top, and her white/black/gray retro 4's, along with her gray beanie, keys, purse and her phone as she walked out of her room, downstairs, out the door, and to her car.
10:04 AM
STURNIOLO HOUSE:
the triplets and megan were all getting ready to go to vidcon. they all got dressed and headed down stairs to eat breakfast. "So what creators are gonna be there?" chris said breaking the silence. "I know for sure that my favorite tiktoker is gonna be there. She's like the best. I can't wait for you guys to meet her." megan squealed. nick and chris looked at her in confusion, being they never really liked megan. similar to someone, they really missed y/n.
that's why they still keep in contact with her. "Who is it?" matt asked with a confused expression on his face. "You'll find out when we get there." megan stated. "Uh, guys I think we should get going. We don't wanna get caught up in traffic this time. Remember last year?" chris changed the subject, laughing at the last part. "I agree." nick said. the group finished eating, gathered their things and left.
11:40 AM
ANAHIEM CONVETION CENTER:
y/n was in her dressing room just chillin when she heard a knock at her door. "come in!" y/n yelled. her manager walked in with a rack that had a white dress and some bedazzled heels on it. "ok so this is what you're wearing on stage." miguel stated grabbing the dress and showing her. "thanks, i love it." y/n said admiring her dress. "you're welcome" miguel said as he walked out. y/n smiled to herself. she sat back down and got on her phone.
12:05 PM
a few moments later she got a text on her phone from miguel saying "come on out the ppl are waiting!". y/n grabbed her phone as she walked out of her room. she made it to the door of the building and walked into the big room, with all the booths, and tables, and people. every section she walked by people were screaming and cheering for her. she laughed as she walked over to her section, and everyone started screaming. "OMG HI!." one fan said. "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! CAN I GET A PIC!" another said.
y/n got flustered and she felt her cheeks go hot. she smiled and waved at the fans, as she went to sit down at her booth. even some people from other booths were running over to hers. that's how much people loved her. she started grabbing books, and papers, and started signing them. she even took some pictures. y/n was happy until...
12:10 PM
the triplets walked into the building and to their booth while megan went to grab a chair and sit on the sidelines, since she was kind of irrelevant in this situation. she watched as all the girls piled up all over the triplets. giving them hugs, and fake little kisses on the cheek. some might say she even got jealous. the boys signed some books, and papers as well. they also took pictures, you know the usual. megan was kind of getting tired of it, so she went to go see if her favorite tiktoker was here. she walked around for some time, until she came up on a long, line. she gazed her view from the back of the line to the front. she met eyes with y/n. she smiled and waved, y/n smiled back as megan ran to the line, to wait for her turn.
the guys took a break from taking pictures and went back to signing autographs as matt looked around for megan. "Guys, where's Megan?" matt asked confused. why would she leave without telling him. "Don't know don't care." nick said with a bit of an attitude in his voice. "Same here." chris said with a sarcastic tone. "What the hell is wrong with you guys?" matt asked. he always wondered why the boys would act like that whenever megan was brought up, or she said something. "What do you mean?" nick said, acting clueless as usual. "You know what the hell I mean. Why do you guys act that way towards her?" matt asked started to get irritated. "BECAUSE WE DON'T LIKE HER!" the boys yelled out of frustration. the fans jumped back a little at the tone of voice that was being used.
the triplets went back and forth for a little while longer until matt saw megan running excitedly. "OMG MATT! LOOK I GOT HER SIGNATURE!" megan yelled. before matt could get a good look at the autograph, smoke started shooting out of canons, and everyone looked towards the stage. lots of people started running towards the stage to figure out what was going on. before everyone knew it CoryxKenshin walked out onto the stage.
"What's up everybody. It's ya boy CoryxKenshin and welcome to Vidcon! We have a special guest joining us today. She has over 4.3M followers on tiktok and she just got to 1M subscribers on YouTube. Please welcome our special guest!" Cory exited the stage as 'Good 4 U' started blast on the stage speakers. y/n entered stage left in her dress in heels. she walked like a model. once she reached the mic she grabbed it, spun around and blew a kiss at the crowd. everyone started cheering and y/n started singing. "Well good for you I guess you moved on really easily."'
matt was frozen he didn't know what the hell to do, as he looked towards the stage to find a familiar face.
MATT POV
i looked towards the stage and i saw a girl who looked to be y/n. she looked so...different. she looked good. she dyed her hair. she shaped up. damn, is that what breakups do to someone. i-i can't believe she's here. and where did she learn to sing like that. i felt megan's grip on my arm and she jumped up and down signing with y/n.
Y/N POV
"Well good for you I guess you're getting everything you want." 'you bought a new car and your careers really taking off' i sung. wow, this was amazing, i cannot believe i am on stage right now. wait is that who i think it is. oh my fucking god. it's matt. omg i cannot believe i signed her picture and she dates...matt.
MATT POV
damn she's really good. wait is this the tiktoker megan was talking about? is this the whole reason megan wanted to come? i can't believe how much y/n's changed. i wonder...has she been thinking about me to?
Y/N POV
why does he keep staring at me. maybe he's enjoying it. alright maybe i should do something big for the end to impress him. or make him jealous. i think i should jump into the crowd. 'like a damn sociopath, i've lost my mind and i've spent the night crying on the floor of my bathroom' alright get ready.
3RD POV
y/n got ready to finish the song as she l=made eye contact with matt. she jumped off the stage and into the crowd. she made her way onto the floor in the middle right with megan and matt. they made eye contact. she spun around whipping him in the face with her long goddess braids as she ran back up stage and finished the song. "Well good for you I guess you moved on really easily."
MATT POV
well ouch for one. why did she jump off the stage and come to me. why did she make eye contact with me. why did she whip her hair onto me. i can't help but to think this song, this performance, that dress, the new look, was all meant for. me.
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FROM VENUSღ hey guys! hope you liked this chapter, it was A LOT to write! how did y'all like my suprise. i mean coryxkenshin, like what ? when did he get here. anyways remember my dm's are always open, so if you have any ideas or suggestion, i'm happy to help. :)
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up-in-space-reading · 2 months
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Average Weekly Screentime - Chap 5: Happy Holidays
pairing: Jake Peralta x Amy Santiago
word count: 1323
warnings/tags: college au, texting, drunk texting, text fic (mostly, there's prose a few chaps in), bets, bisexual!jake peralta, jake peralta has adhd, parties, drinking and alcohol, sexual references, implied sexual content (nothing explicit, just suggested its going to happen/has happened), friends to lovers, swearing, mentions of cannibalism, lighthearted threats of violence (typical rosa stuff yk), fluff
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Story Summary: texting fic college AU with the squad! It's the beginning of the school year and while everyone else thinks it'll be the same as the previous year, Gina has a feeling things are going to be different and wagers a bet with Rosa and Charles. Told through all the various group chats everyone is in.
Chap 1 | Chap 2 | Chap 3 | Chap 4 | Chap 5 | Chap 6 | Chap 7 | Chap 8 | Chap 9 | Chap 10
authors note: This is a bit of a shorter one but I wanted to get something out before the previously talked about NYE party!
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[07:12pm, Saturday]
Cameron: 1 image attached Cameron: It’s delicious in case you were wondering
Ferris: SO mean to send me pics of soup rn
Cameron: Haha sorry, not sorry Cameron: If it’s any consolation the soup comes at the cost of my sanity
Ferris: do elaborate
Cameron: My nieces and nephews are ensuring there is not a moment of peace and/or quiet in this house
Ferris: one day we can trade spots Ferris: u can sit with my mom and d a d (gross) all by urself
Cameron: Your dad is there??
Ferris: worst christmas present ever tbh
Cameron: That sucks, I’m sorry.. Cameron: And sorry for complaining
Ferris: nah that’s okay Ferris: im handling it by giving him dirty looks whenever he turns away from me
Cameron: If it gets you through the day then I support that Cameron: I used to do that to my brothers sometimes (and maybe still do)
Ferris: am i surprised that you do that? no lol
Cameron: Hey! I’m not that predictable
Ferris: not entirely but a little bit lol
Cameron: Sorry, gotta go. My mom asked me who I’m texting and when I said ���my friend Jake’ it opened a whole can of worms
Ferris: hahaha have fun with that one
Cameron: Thanks lol
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Jimmy Jabbers
[08:35am, Monday]
Four Eyes: Happy Christmas guys
Pineapples: merry chrimmas
Mr Grapes: thanks Amy! Merry Christmas everyone :)
Queen G: yeah same
RoRo: cool
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Skipping School Is(n’t) Cool
[07:45pm, Thursday]
Ferris: when r u coming back?
Cameron: Tomorrow, why?
Ferris: just wondering
Cameron: The time will fly by, I promise
Ferris: if u say so
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The time wouldn’t fly by. He was convinced time was moving slower without her. It was pathetic, he was fully in it now, even his mother said he talked about her a lot and he didn’t even notice he was doing it.
Having his dad home was hard, and his mom seemed to be fine with it but Jake didn’t come around as easily anymore. You can only be fooled so many times he’d say to himself. He wanted to talk to Amy, he wanted to forget his dad was back and just be with his mom. Jake from a year ago would’ve kicked himself for thinking this, but he missed studying in the library with her.
Jake just wanted to be back in the environment he’d gotten so comfortable in so quickly, with his friends and his dorm and his Amy. He was going back on the same day as Amy, he asked when she’d be back because he missed her, and in a moment of weakness after too much spiked eggnog he actually messaged her.
It took a lot of will power to resist calling her, eventually putting his phone under his pillow and going to sleep just to stop himself. When he woke up the next morning he realised how hard New Years is going to be; his walls come down when he drinks, and right now the walls were the only thing stopping him from just pouring his heart out to Amy.
He missed her so much.
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She missed him too much.
Amy didn’t want to admit it to herself at first but it didn’t take long, when she found herself messaging Jake about soup of all things. She just wanted to talk to him about something- anything! She kept thinking about how her brothers would love Jake, he’d fit right in despite the crazy atmosphere being so different to his own family holidays.
A few glasses of wine too many finally let her think about her feelings for him, and that’s how she ended up shedding a few tears on the floor of her childhood bedroom deciding that she really did like Jake – a lot. But after some hours of being frustrated Amy let go, she decided to give in and let herself miss Jake.
She let herself laugh at his messages, she let herself smile at the thought of him and look forward to the study dates after the holidays. She even let herself be excited for the day she went back to campus and the New Years Eve party, and in the middle of the night when she couldn’t sleep and everything was quiet, she considered being with him.
Only one more day until she saw him again.
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Skipping School Is(n’t) Cool
[02:07pm, Friday]
Cameron: Finally on my way back to campus!
Ferris: i just got here like 10 mins ago Ferris: have u had lunch or do u wanna get something?
Cameron: My mom made me eat before I left, but if you’re going out I’ll tag along
Ferris: cool cool cool
Cameron: When does everyone else get back?
Ferris: tomorrow
Cameron: Cool cool
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[02:40pm, Friday]
Cameron: Back now, sorry I was so long. If you’ve already eaten and don’t want to go out that’s fine
Ferris: thats fine Ferris: im good to go!
Cameron: Meet you in the courtyard then!
Ferris: see ya
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[04:27pm, Friday]
Ferris: 1 image attachment Ferris: when u see this when u get home: sorry lol
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[06:48pm, Friday]
Cameron: You’re so evil for that! Cameron: I was in the middle of sneezing
Ferris: hahaha im sorry ames it was just perfect timing
Cameron: …it IS a bit funny..
Ferris: you have full permission for payback
Cameron: Didn’t need permission, already started plotting
Ferris: oh no…
Cameron: :)
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Jimmy Jabbers
[01:23pm, Saturday]
Queen G: guess whos back on campus and still hot af
Pineapples: ginaaaaaaaaa girl I missed u
Queen G: i know Queen G: everyone misses me when im gone because im wonderful to be around
RoRo: good god what did the holidays do to you
Pineapples: i dont notice a difference??
Four Eyes: Welcome back everyone!
Mr Grapes: Back in town and ready for new years tomorrow!
Pineapples: cant believe the year is over already Pineapples: anyone got new years resolutions?
Mr Grapes: I wanna raise my average grade
Queen G: im literally perfect so no
Four Eyes: I haven’t thought about it to be honest
Pineapples: mine is to actually finish my work as i get it
RoRo: fix up my bike
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Skipping School Is(n’t) Cool
[01:28pm, Saturday]
Cameron: draft message: My new years resolution is to ask you out
Ferris: draft message: kiss me tomorrow at midnight??
Cameron: Excited for the party tomorrow?
Ferris: of course! Ferris: you?
Cameron: Surprisingly yes Cameron: draft message: because you’ll be there
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Girls, Girls, Girls
[10:30am, Sunday]
Amy: Quick question, what are you guys wearing tonight?
Rosa: black Rosa: something warm, its fucking freezing
Gina: i was thinking a fur coat but idk Gina: i dont want a drink spilling on it and ruining it
Amy: Right okay Amy: Could I get away with jeans?
Gina: depends what jeans and what top Gina: if ur gonna go jeans then go black
Amy: I can do black
Gina: what r ur top options??
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Queens, Legends, Icons
[10:35am, Sunday]
Rosie: what are you doing gina?
Ginaa: what?? Ginaa: im helping amy
Rosie: you’ve never offered Amy fashion advice before Rosie: why now?
Ginaa: because theres a party tonight rosa
Rosie: oh my god
Ginaa: idk what ur accusing me of????
Rosie: you want them to kiss at midnight
Ginaa: i said no such thing!
Rosie: what about your bet? Rosie: they get together tonight and you lose
Ginaa: i dont even care that much about losing anymore im so invested
Rosie: no meddling gina
Ginaa: this technically isnt meddling ;) Ginaa: im just being a good friend
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Girls, Girls, Girls
[10:43am, Sunday]
Amy: 1 image attachment Amy: 1 image attachment Amy: These are some of my options at the moment, thoughts?
Gina: im coming over
Amy: What??
Gina: im coming over Gina: im bringing more options and we r gonna workshop this
Amy: Uh okay then Amy: Thanks Gina
Gina: np
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Queens, Legends, Icons
[10:47am, Sunday]
Rosie: fucking hell
Ginaa: love my life
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authors note: Thanks for reading and for commenting and leaving kudos, everytime i get a kudos notif it motivates me to write more so I appreciate all the love <3
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causenessus · 24 days
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NESS!! IM SORRY IVE BEEN SPAMMING U LOWKEY (asks and dms ive been going crazy w a bunch of people.. im turning into an online yapper) IM SO INSANELY LATE BUT HAPPY SELF SHIP FRIDAY!! <33 FOR THE ASK GAME IF ANY OF THESE HAVENT BEEN ANSWERED YET:
pre : 6!!
general : 4,, 10
love : 15
domestic life : 13 <3
self ship questions <3
YOU ARE ALL GOOD SAV DO NOT WORRY ABOUT SPAMMING ME!!! SORRY I'M SO BEHIND ON EVERYTHING <333 I'M AN ONLINE YAPPER TOO DW!!!!!!
what was their "flirting stage" like?
literally just love notes. LMAO we were all touchy and caring for each other wayyyyy more than friends should like he'd be wandering around the school or i'm sneakily (not sneakily at all) walking around the gym and we're both trying to find each other with a snack in hand and everyone's just watching like "oh ffs would they just kiss already." we texted a lot and spent a lot of nights together <3 and would fall asleep on call even before we started dating but danced around the subject forever!!!
were they each other's first anything? (kiss, relationship, etc.?)
I'M SO SCARED OF RELATIONSHIPS he was def probably my first everything 😭 but it's ok!!! i wouldn't have it any other way <3 tbh i think he's actually lowk a loser too!! and for the sake of my brain and being cutesy <3 i'm going to say i was def not his first relationship BUT none of his lasted long enough for him to want to kiss them bc none of them felt right that he didn't want any of them to be his first kiss <3 so i was his first kiss <3 i am self indulgent <3
what are their parallels, whether in their personalities or their histories?
our parallels are definitely being very laid back, chronically online, always listening to music bed rotters!! we are simultaneously always doing the bare minimum and the absolute most (only when it comes to each other) <3 history wise i think we were a little opposite (he's the oldest sibling in his family, i'm the youngest in mine, etc.) but i do think we had very similar childhoods!! once again going back to our personalities and just being kids on the quieter side :)
what gifts do they typically give each other?
he buys me a lot of sweet treats!! like matchas and snacks <3 and i buy him a lot of snacks too!! like everyday i love buying him something even if it's small <3 i'll always stop by the vending machine or a gas station for him!! tbh neither of us are very good at saying no to each other like we literally just work to have money to spend on each other and have 20+ page long lists of things to the buy the other and every single time one of us is like "oh that looks cool" it's being added to the list of things to be bought <3
do they have any "couple traditions," or family traditions?
AAA CUTE QUESTION!! we don't celebrate like any of the holidays with our families (sorry my parental issues are spilling out) OR IF WE DO it's with his side of the family!! we love have his little sister over to stay with us for a few days and treating her and spoiling her rotten <3 and we all definitely prefer doing things like friendsgiving <3 we also plan like regular movie nights although we have sporadic ones too! and we just try to dedicate days every month to special activities to make sure we're having fun <3
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Vent post, trigger warning: $u1c1d@al
hii, just wanted to say i reaaally love your blog! :) i'll just vent here 'cause i saw u're ok with that. :D
ok so basically i've been diagnosed 2 years ago with depression, i was medicated for 1 year and the i just stopped going to my psychiatrist because i felt numb all the time (and i hated fhe feeling the pills gave me) but i got better anyway after a year. Howeveeer, this past summer i was finally able to go in no contact with "the reason" of my neverending sadness.🙄 And i feel like 1000% better now, but is there something no one talks about at the beggining of the healing proccess. The fact that you don't actually know who you are without your sadness. And I say this because even tho i was diagnosted just 2 years ago, i've been depressed for the last 10 years lol (like, fr, i tried to kms) and now with this ✨new will to live✨ it just feels weird. Because 10 i was 14, so i basically grew up being really sad all the time and now is just like??? What am I supposed to do haha.
Anyway, i am really doing well now, this summer in july i'll finish my degree (6 fkn years in this university really made me stronger haha) and i'm in a 5 years relationship with my bf and everything is going really well, but i can't help but feel weird about my self concept. Because I don't identify anymore with being sad, now i'm just me. But who am I really, you know? Because all the trauma is still unpacked and I still can't really fully enjoy life - sometimes i do think it's pointless anyway but i'll not do anything (kms) because i really don't wanna hurt the ppl around me. Is kinda sad the fact that i don't really wanna live because i want to, but because i feel responsible for how ppl whould feel if i'd be gone. From time to time i just try to enjoy/remind myself that life is worth living because i get to see more marvel movies, or eat a hazelnut donut (i really like those), or sometimes i feel like i should just stfu because it'll be a shame to die - i have a pretty face & body and i got pretty privilege a lot, isn't this the plot of all those 2000's movie? Pretty girls get a secretly sad life but then ✨the plot✨ happens and everything is ok? Lmao. Anyway, i feel like last summer was the plot and now i just get to enjoy life a little more - even tho i don't feel like doing it at all. And i feel a lil guilty because i have a good life (living in europe, good parents, good bf, a uni degree) like it seems like i'm doing "everything i'm supposed to do right" but i feel like ???? wanting to end it because of the years of abuse i went through. I really want to erase it all and live at peace with myself because at the end of the day is my mind vs my mind..
I'm sorry for this long ass text lol i did not thought i'd write this much, also i'm sorry if i've made mistakes english is my 3rd language so i'm not really good at expressing myself 🥲 you don't really have to answear i understand is a sensitive topic and not everyone wants do deal with stuff like this and it's 100% ok! 😊 i hope you have a nice rest of the week, and thank u for reading! ❤️
hey! thank you for venting!! i am always happy for people to vent in my ask box, I can't always promise to have advice, but i'm always more than happy to chat if people need someone to talk to!
congratulations on what sounds like so many incredible things going on in your life! i completely relate to that feeling of there being this chunk of your psyche that can't make sense of happiness because you've been in flight or flight to survive for so many of your formative years!
i really struggle with suicide and depression and i also battle the feeling of disappointing my family and friends if i was to act on any of those feelings. somedays its the hardest feeling to live for the big things and i find it helpful to focus on the little things instead.
i know you sent me this to rant so i don't want to give you any unsolicited advice, i'm just happy you feel safe to talk to me and if you ever do want advice, or want to rant some more, i'm here for you <3
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