#WHO EVEN CRIES OVER A KPOP BOY’S HAIR COLOUR LIKE

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so it’s true huh

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Y/N - Reindeer Hybrid

Yoongi - Amur Leopard Hybrid.

A/N: I got super carried away with this and it was supposed to be up for Christmas but my brain shut down for a bit and it missed my own deadline. I haven’t proofread this but I wanted to get it out there. Again it’s a bulletfic as I’m terrified to write proper full fanfictions for KPop but I hope that you all enjoy it anyways. Please like or comment if you would...be...so kind to...

Y/N always had a small aversion to Christmas.

This wasn’t because she despised the day or anything, it was how she was teased relentlessly because she was a Reindeer Hybrid.

She thankfully didn’t have giant antlers like the actual Reindeer; she could hide them with a hat whenever the season arrived.

She could handle herself with the comments but it was always appreciated when her best friend Hoseok stood up for her; his strong Stallion aura greatly intimidating when he needed it to be.

She often stayed at home during winter and worked on her computer, trying to look as if she was at all interested in what her colleagues were saying to her via their small little video chat.

Staying at home wasn’t exactly the most exciting thing in the world but she did enjoy a couple of things.

She could go do things in her home like taking a break often and having a small nap whenever she started to get a headache from working too hard. 

Also, she got to listen to her neighbour.

Her neighbour was an amazing rapper and even though a lot of people would assume she liked musicals, she actually enjoyed rap and heavy metal the most; dabbling in a love for all Japanese music.

 He had the deepest voice she’d ever heard when it came to rap and sometimes he spoke so fast that it took her a moment to comprehend just what the hell had happened.

Y/N always wanted to sound an applause afterward but knew it would most likely be a little weird for him to suddenly hear the squeals of a mostly shut in Reindeer Hybrid.

He always practiced right as the afternoon started for a couple of hours and then she would hear nothing from him again until the next day at the same time.

Unknowingly, he became apart of her routine.

It was like having small daily concerts just for her and as each day passed she found herself gaining a little crush despite most of her knowledge of him came from listening to him through her bedroom wall and one small shared glance they had had with one another when she had just come back from gathering supplies for her Instax Camera.

He was about the same height as her with gorgeous fluffy black hair; bucket hat covering any indication on whether or not he was a Hybrid.

Dressed in all black with only one red tie to add colour, he looked like an absoloute dream to Y/N and she nearly walked right into her front door when she finally got a look at his eyes.

Wonderful dark eyes that held such sleepiness in them; something she found rather endearing.

The moment quickly ended though when she felt her face completely burn up and she hurried into the apartment, leaning against her closed door with a loud gasp of air as she tried to calm down her small panic.

He was there again.

Right by her wall, where she worked, rapping like he was born to do it and her hands immediately stopped typing.

She clambered over her bed and pressed her ear to the wall, smiling and her small tail tingled with excitement.

He added music?!

She clenched her fists tightly with such utter happiness; her mouth opening and before she knew it, she let out a great big “You’re so cool!”.

Y/N froze with wide eyes as the music stopped suddenly and the silence began to pound in her ears; fingers twitching and she curled up away from the wall.

“Hello?”

Oh no, he’s talking to her.

His voice is so close to the wall that she couldn’t even pretend he wasn’t talking to her.

Y/N couldn’t bring herself to speak and she began to nervously pull at her right antler.

Then a knock at her front door just about made her heart drop to her feet.

“Fuck,” 

Why did this situation have to arise? She’s so bloody awkward with social interactions!

“I know you’re in there Reindeer,” 

Oh that made her shiver for some reason and her tail twitched as she managed to get herself to move off her butt and open the door; eyes glued to the floor with red decorating her skin and if he could see that, he never mentioned it.

“Have you been listening to me?” 

She just nodded like one of those stupid bird desk toys.

“Sorry,” 

Brilliant response.

Stunningly eloquent 

“What did you think?”

That one question allowed for a friendship to blossom between the two of you.

His name was Min Yoongi and he was a very lazy Amur Leopard Hybrid.

But a very handsome one.

One that made Y/N want to throw up in nervousness whenever they hung out, which was practically everyday despite her having to work whilst he lazed on her sofa and played on her Playstation.

It was one of those blinding crushes where if Y/N were in a cartoon a pink mist would be surrounding her and hearts and butterflies would dance around her face.

It really didn’t help that winter was also when her Reindeer side would go a bit loopy with hormones and would make her act like, just such a moron around Yoongi.

He had no idea.

He was very clueless when it came to women’s inner turmoil let alone a female hyrbid’s inner turmoil.

Y/N was a woman that he was interested in knowing the inner turmoil of though; she was just...special to him for some reason.

He could blame it on the fact that she was a Doe and very skittish and it brought out his protective side.

Something that made Y/N feel fuzzy.

It was also a bit of a problem when both Yoongi and Hoseok were standing up for you at the same time because they were both very Alpha but Hoseok would always calm down quickly and just nudged Yoongi playfully on the shoulder.

Hoseok loved Yoongi too, it was nice to have a brother to help him out with guy things; something that always made Y/N laugh.

Anyways.

Yoongi had discovered a lot about Y/N when it came to himself.

She liked his ears.

Like a lot.

It was annoying at the beginning because he wasn’t used to it and they kept flicking around as it tickled to no end.

Now he just sat there most days as she ran her forefinger and thumb around on his soft fur.

It made him feel slightly warm under the collar now.

It wasn’t his fault.

You’re just so fucking cute with everything you do.

Even your grumpiness towards Christmas was adorable to him.

The pride he feels when you give him an applause after he practices was the best feeling in the world...only second to the ears.

Your eyes get so big as you stare at him and he almost always falters in his rapping whenever he catches your gaze, red flashing against his pale skin.

“When you get famous you have to invite me on tour!” 

Oh his heart aches.

Oh look at your little hands grasping his arm in graceful giddiness.

Oh your antlers are so fucking cute and oh god look at your little tail.

He wants to tug on your tail.

Not entirely sure why.

But he does know that the thought sends him to the shower every night.

Uh-oh you’re talking to him and he hasn’t been listening.

Totally not imagining things a friend should never imagine.

“Yoo?” 

OH SHE CALLED HIM YOO.

He was pretty sure he was malfunctioning because there was a very concerned expression on your lovely face.

“W-what?” his canines bit harshly down on his bottom lip as he stuttered.

“You alright?” 

Y/N’s hands were tugging on the fabric of his shirt as she tried to look at his face more.

“You’re so red,” she giggled quietly feeling quite drunk on nothing but her own Hybrid side.

Yoongi’s breath got stuck in his throat when the wave of your hormones suddenly slapped him across the face.

He really wished you were sitting directly next to him in your comfy clothes.

You looked so soft in them that he just wanted to gather you up in his arms and rub all over your scent gland.

“I’m good, Reindeer,” he practically purred out getting a scent of mints and chestnuts, setting his skin on fire.

Neither of you have any clue as to who actually made the first move but Y/N found herself laying on top of Yoongi on the sofa, kissing him with the most amount of passion she’d ever felt.

Soon finding her hands gripping the back of the sofa as Yoongi helped her ride him, his face first pressed against her collarbone; hot breath panting against her causing goosebumps before he buried his face in her neck as he continued to scent her heavily.

Your little cries of “oh Yoo,” made his brain feel as if it were melting into a puddle of heaven.

His large hands shyly cupping your backside before finally, finally getting the pleasure of tugging your tail causing a delightful and horrifically erotic squeal to leave your swollen lips.

Both of them consenting before they took the plunge and bit into each other gland as their release rushed over them; fingers causing cuts into each other’s skin as they shook.

After you two had become a mated couple (with the approval of one Hoseok of course), Yoongi had made it his mission to get you at least a little interested in the Christmas Spirit of things.

And boy did he.

His plan would only come into effect on the actual day.

And with his arms wrapped tightly around you on Christmas morning (both of you walking around practically glued to each other after heavy love making the night before) he led you towards the bathroom where he’d hidden his present.

“Merry Christmas, Reindeer,” he bit flirtatiously on your earlobe before opening the door.

A sharp bark sounded around before it was followed by loud squeals from you, hands picking up the small brown dog and snuggling into it’s warm, warm body.

“Oh he’s lovely, oh Yoongi,” cuddling into the Leopards side, he purred in content.

“Holly,”

He looked down at you, eyebrow raised.

“It’s Christmas,” you stated with a determined expression

“His name is Holly,” 

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Seokjin:

When Jin agreed to take you on tour you figured you'd be stuck on the bus all the time with the rest of the boys with next to no alone time with Jin but you were wrong about that. You had a hotel room almost every night unless you were moving to a different destination then you were on a bus or a plane but you got plenty of alone time with him, that's why you were currently pinned up against the window of your hotel room, naked on display for anyone who could see this high up at the hotel windows, you weren't sure about this at first but Jin insisted, he said it was on his bucket list of things to do with you as a couple, that and it was a major turn-on for him to be able to do this, to fuck you in public without actually being in public and keeping his reputation, no one would know it was him. It was your body pressed against the cold glass, nipples hard as a rock and leaving imprints against the fogged up glass from both of your heavy breathing combined together, all it took was him telling you he needed you and that was it, you were naked and pinned against the window. You cried out as soon as he slammed into you,

"Fuck Jin right there." You whined out, he didn't give you time to adjust to his size he just began thrusting roughly into you, pinning your face to the window and smirking.

"All those people baby and they don't know how much of a dirty girl you're being for me." You cried out at his words as he continued his rough thrusts.

"So big." You cried out again when you felt his cock rubbing at the spot inside of you that made you see the stars, everything around you was starting to turn blurry and with every thrust, you felt yourself getting closer and closer.

"I know, for a fact that you can be a hell of a lot louder than that." His hand slipped from around your neck and down to your clit, rubbing circles and chuckling as you whined out his name.

"That's it, baby, let everyone in the hotel know who's fucking you this good." He groaned as he felt you clench around him, he didn't know if it was the excitement of getting seen, or the new angle of how deep he was able to reach inside of you but it felt amazing, you moaned out his name again and he lost it, his thrusts started to become slower and he clung onto you as he filled you up, you whimpered as soon as he pulled out from you and you felt his load drip down your legs, you giggled and turned around to face him, he was panting out of breathe and a bright red colour from being embarrassed.

"Come on baby, let's go have a shower." You said with a smile on your face, taking his hand in yours and slowly leading him over to the en-suite hotel room bathroom.

Yoongi:

You knew Yoongi had been having a rough time at work because he was coming home in the early hours of the mornings only to have two hours of sleep and leave again when he woke up. You did everything you could to help him relax but none of the usual tricks were working so you were turning to drastic measures to get him to relax. When he didn't show up at home that night you knew what you had to do, so you got changed into his favourite lacey underwear, picked out an oversized coat and headed to the studios, you found him there at his desk, lost in so much concentration he hadn't heard you come into the studio, good thing he gave you the passcode. You slipped off his headphones and bent down to whisper into his ear,

"Yoongi." You whined, dying for his attention, even if it was just for yelling at you for coming into the studio, he turned around in the chair and you helped him stand up, walking him over to the sofa and sitting him down. You smirked as he looked at you, you took off the coat and let it drop to the floor,

"Babe someone cou-" You stopped him from talking and made him lay back on the sofa, dropping to your knees in front of him and winking.

"Lie back and let me take care of you." You whispered, unbuckling his jeans, he was already hard just from the sight in front of him so you smiled up at him.

"Babe please," He begged so you giggled, taking him out of his boxers and rubbing him in your hand, coming up to his face and kissing him.

"I missed you." You whispered in his ear before biting down on the lobe and dropping back to your knees in front of him and licking the tip of his cock, locking eye contact with him as you slowly took him into your mouth, low groans began to come from him and you smirked around him as you took him into your mouth, his tip hitting the back of your throat but you holding back the gag that was trying to escape, you wanted to treat him and not ruin it because of your stupid gag reflex.  

"Fuck baby just like that." He placed his hands into your hair and you continued to bob your head, at a faster pace, you looked up at him and he was staring down at you.

"You look so fucking hot like this, letting me fuck that pretty little face of yours," He groaned out, he began to thrusts his hips into your mouth and you moaned around him, almost getting off on him getting off from you.

"Shit." He groaned out, his hips bucking before the warm liquid hit the back of your throat, you hummed pulling off him and gargling his cum before swallowing it and giggling at him, he was a panting mess on the sofa, his hair sweating and sticking to his forehead.

"Let's go home baby." You whispered, standing up and bending down for the coat only to be pinned onto the sofa, ass up for Yoongi to smack.

"I'm not done with you princess." He whispered before spanking you across the cheek and groaning as you moaned out from the sharp contact.

Hoseok:

"You're sure about this?" Hoseok asked as he kissed up and down your neck, you hummed back in response to him. You'd been dating for four months now and hadn't had sex, until now, you trusted him with your life and you knew you were ready to take it to the next step with him.

"Yes Hobi, please." You whined out, beneath him, he smirked before kissing you again and lining himself up at your entrance,

"This might hurt for a couple of seconds." He said to you before slowly easing himself into you, your nails dug into his back and you bit down on your lip trying not to let out a cry of pain, he was big well to you he was big but you'd not slept with anyone else before.

"I'll be as gentle as I can princess." He whispered to you before slowly easing himself into you, stopping as soon as he was completely inside of you, you let out whimpers of pain as he stayed still, but he kissed your lips lovingly, you hummed against him and he pulled away looking at you in the eyes, you nodded for him to start moving and he did, he started to thrust slowly in and out of you and you could feel every inch of him.

"Hobi." You moaned out, involuntarily clenching around him he groaned out a string of curse words and your name.

"Fuck baby if you do that again I won't last long at all." You whined a little as he was keeping up the slow pace, you dug your nails into his back as a signal for him to keep doing and that you wanted more.

"Faster." You whispered in his ear as he bent down to kiss you, he chuckled and began to quicken the pace of his hips, pulling all the way out of you only to enter back in fastly the next second, you threw your head back in ecstasy, you'd only ever made yourself cum before and it was so different having someone else bring you this close to the edge before and he'd barely touched you.

"So close Hobi." You moaned out as he began to thrust faster and rougher with every passing second, you clenched around him again and you clawed at his back.

"Please...Please let me cum." You begged in an innocent tone, Hoseok didn't know what came over him but hearing you beg like that did something to him, he groaned reaching down to your clit and rubbing vigorously causing your head to spin, you arched your back and cried out, begging for him to let you cum. He couldn't stop himself, his thrusts started to become sloppy and you knew he'd finished cause you felt him pumping his load in and out of you, you moaned out his name as he continued his attack on your clit,

"Cum princess." He moaned out to you, you giggled at the nickname before cumming around him and giggling as he pulled out of you and came up to kiss you on the lips.

"I promise I'll last longer next time...but fuck, you begging like that." He bit his lip and kissed you again, getting hard at just the thought of you begging for him to let you cum.

Namjoon:

Namjoon went away on tour and ordered you not to touch yourself or pleasure yourself in any way until he got back from the four-month-long tour, you did as you were told, no matter how desperate you were to pleasure yourself you knew Namjoon would somehow know and you would be worse off.  But tonight was the night he was coming home which meant a long night together, which is why you were pinned to the bed by your wrists, with Namjoon kissing you slowly and passionately, you both missed each other so much not even just the touching but being around together, you missed him all the time but you were happy he was living his dream life. He smirked down at you as you whined at him,  you were desperate for him to be inside of you already, you wanted to skip foreplay all together,  you were wet enough just from the thought of him. He kissed you as he lined himself up at your entrance, you smirked into the kiss as you ground yourself against him trying to get into you faster but it didn't work, he pulled away and chuckled at you.

"Needy little princess." You groaned and he thrust into you without warning causing you to scream out his name, the neighbours were going to hate you but that was the last thing on your mind right now, he wasn't all the way in yet and you were in pain, you let out a couple of tears and he kissed them away.  

"I know baby, I'm sorry." You whimpered and he kissed on your neck, rubbing circles into your clit as he slowly eased the rest of himself inside of you.

"You can take it,  just a little more... There we go, there's my good girl." He said with a smile, you giggled out of habit, praising like that made you weak at the knees.

"Who's my good girl?" He teased thrusting in and out of you at an agonisingly slow pace, you cursed him under your breath and he thrust inside of you roughly, staying still his tip hitting just the right spot that could make you see the galaxy,

"Joonie please." You cried out as he continued to stay still,  you clenched around him and his hips slowly began to buck against you, you knew what was next and you giggled to yourself, you'd barely had him inside of you and he was already about to cum, you lifted yourself up onto your elbows and pulled him down to you, kissing his jawline and then kissing his ear, making sure to whisper to him.

"Fill me up Joonie." He didn't need to be told twice, normally he was in control but tonight he couldn't help it, you were so tight from not being able to touch yourself and he'd missed you so much.

"Fuck princess I'm sorry." He groaned as he thrust into you, his thrusts slow and sloppy but you didn't care, you could get payback tomorrow.

"Right there Joonie." You whined out as even though he was close he was already bringing you closer to your climax, his hands began to rub on your clit roughly, trying to make you finish first but it was useless, he spilt into your a mumble of curse words along with your name flew from his mouth, he stilled, his cock still buried deep in you, he was so lost in his own orgasm he hadn't even noticed you'd came with him. You giggled as he slipped out of you and kissed you.

Jimin:

Jimin invited you over to the dance studio to teach you some new dance moves, he promised you that was all it was, you were friends but lately, you'd been sleeping together, it was no strings attached, just for you both to release some built-up stress and tension, he'd promised to teach you to dance so you figured that's what today was about but you were wrong. It started with a dancing lesson but Jimin lost control after seeing you in nothing but some workout leggings and a crop top, and that's why you fucking in front of the mirror, so he could look at you in the eyes while he 'ruined you,' as he described it.

"Fuck Jimin right there." You cried out as he reached deeper inside of you than ever before, he chuckled and made sure you were holding onto the bar in front of the mirror before slapping you across the ass.

"You look so pretty like this baby." He chuckled kissing the back of your neck as his thrusts became more rapid with the beat of the music you'd forgotten was playing in the background, you laid your forehead on the mirror but he pulled your hair forcing you to look at yourself in the mirror.

"Watch as I fuck your cunt." He ordered, you nodded and moaned out as you got closer with every thrust, you were both sweaty messes and not from the dancing, you glanced over at the door knowing he hadn't locked it and that anyone could walk in at any second but that's what made it more exciting, he groaned as he thrust into you, holding himself in place as he hit your spot, your head rolled back as you let out a cry of his name, you could have screamed it if you were at home, the new angle was doing wonders for you both.

"What a pretty little slut." He chuckled as he began thrusting once more, you clenched around him and his thrusts quickened within seconds before stopping deep inside of you, you whined and looked at him in the mirror, he had a sorry look on his face and you frowned until he pulled out and his load spilt out of you and onto the floor, you looked at him in the mirror with a smile on your face and he growled turning you around and pinning you against the mirror.

"This is the first and last time that will ever happen." He growled at you before attacking you with kisses and dropping to his knees, looking up at you before he began eating you out, you threw your head back against the glass and he lifted your leg up onto his shoulder to make sure he could please you properly.

Taehyung:

You knew it was wrong to tease Taehyung all night but you couldn't help it, he looked so pissed off when you came out with the boys in nothing but a short maxi dress, no underwear due to lines on the dress, he hated you for it. Especially when you started to dance with him, making sure to grind your hips into his crotch before leaving him high and dry to go and dance with Jimin or Jungkook on the dance floor, maintaining eye contact with Tae the whole time to make sure he was paying attention to you, it was when you were stood at the bar that things took a turn for the worst, a random guy made his way over to you and grabbed your ass, exclaiming that since you'd been dancing with all the others guys you could dance with him now but Taehyung had only seen him grabbing you and you pushing him away but it looked as though you were taking him to dance and that's what lead to you being bent over in the club bathroom stall, Taehyung's cock buried deep inside of you as you did your best to hold back the screams that were trying to leave your mouth. He slapped his hand across your ass as he continued his rough and aggressive thrusts into you, stopping to hold himself deep inside of you as he bent down to whisper in your ear.

"Mine. You're all mine, you hear that?" When you didn't respond he pulled out before slamming back into your, your head rolled forward and you screamed out his name.

"I hear you Taehyung! I'm yours! Only yours." You panted, he chuckled continuing his thrusts, someone knocked on the bathroom stall but you both ignored it, you were so close to your climax and with every thrust, Taehyung was hitting the spot that made you dizzy and legs weak.

"Tae," You tried to warn him but he couldn't hear you over the music that was being blasted through the club, you bit down on your lip as you felt your orgasm coming, you didn't want to wait for permission, you were in trouble enough but right now you didn't care, you were craving your climax. You clenched around him as your rode out your orgasm, your head resting on the bathroom stall wall as you screamed out his name, not caring about anything except the fact that your boyfriend was fucking you roughly in the bathroom. When you came back down to reality you realised that Taehyung had stopped thrusting, you looked over your shoulder at him and he was blushing, his denominating demeanour gone and replaced with a shy guy, you frowned before he pulled out and you knew what his problem was, you giggled as his load fell down your thighs you smirked up at him, turning around and wiping some off with your fingers and putting them into your mouth, keeping eye contact with him as you licked your fingers clean.

"You taste so good baby," You whined, trying to make him feel better about finishing so quickly, he would normally have you orgasm about four times before he finished.

"Let's go home." He said handing you some toilet roll and chuckling as you cleaned yourself up.

Jungkook:

You'd been taking the pill for the last two weeks, you and Jungkook decided that condoms were the worst and since you were both clean and trusted each other you decided to take the pill instead, and tonight was the night you would be sleeping together without some stupid plastic in the way, Jungkook smiled down at you, you kissed him and he slowly slid into your, both of you in pleasure instantly from the new feeling, it felt so different to have him buried deep inside of you without something between you both, he groaned leaning his forehead against yours.

"Fuck baby I don't think-" You stopped him from talking by kissing him on the lips and looking at him.

"Just do what you can baby." You giggled grinding your hips to cause some friction between you but he was already a groaning mess, you giggled and he stopped your hips moving by pinning them down to the mattress.

"You need to stop or I'll blow right now." He groaned but you were still able to move a little, he whined and you bit down on your lip.

"No, I'm supposed to be making you feel good." He whined to you with a pout, you giggled and he began thrusting hard into you, you threw your head back against the pillow, already calling out his name and he groaned already knowing he was close without you calling out his name to bring him closer,

"Fuck I think I'm gonna-" You kissed him pulling him closer to you and wrapping your legs around his waist, looking him in the eyes and nodding at him.

"Come on Jungkook." You whispered to him, kissing and sucking his neck as he continued his thrusts, they were started to get sloppy and you knew he was closer than before so you clenched around him to help him get to that point when he stopped abruptly, as deep as he could get and groaning as he came into you, you continued sucking on his neck smirking against the skin as he continued to cum inside of you, to him it felt as though he could never stop, he pulled out and laid down next to you, you rolled over onto your side and laid your head on his chest.

"I'm sor-" You put your hand over his mouth, not wanting to hear him say sorry for something that wasn't his fault,

"I'm going to shower baby, you're welcome to join." You said as you got off the bed and walked over to the bathroom door, looking behind you as he jumped off the bed and followed you.  

[seunqs]

[ a long get to know me tag ]

tagged by: losers @woosohn @yeonjuins

what day is your birthday?

27th june! it’ll be on a monday next year

what’s your favourite colour?

blue! a rather specific shade of light sky blue but i also like dark blue! might be misleading because everyone would think beige/black since that’s the aesthetic i like + almost everything i own is black...

what’s your lucky number?

i don’t have one i think but i tend to say 7 if i’m asked?

do you have any pets?

sadly no >:( will get one in the future idc idc

how tall are you?

158cm tiny i wna be abit taller

how many pairs of shoes do you own?

off my head i think 3 pairs...? just 2 black and 1 white that i rotate depending on the outfit i’m wearing

favorite song?

asdjekw i don’t think i have one specific one but recently i’ve been listening to maniac by nct doyoung & haechan!

other honourable mentions: a book of love by ha hyunsang, wide eyed blind by saint raymond, irreplaceable by nct dream, lmly by jackson wang. that’s all i have off my head

favorite movie?

surprisingly i’m not big on movies... but i’ll always answer parent trap when someone asks! why do i sound like i always have prepared answers in my head for various questions... okay that’s bc i do.

what would be your ideal partner?

@june look away i already know you’re gna say this sounds a lot like someone..

shy... is the main characteristics lmao idky it’s not even like i’m outgoing but i tend to find myself liking shy-er boys over the outgoing ones! aaa those with very obvious leadership qualities and quietly cares and looks out for those around them :’) tsundere! i think shy may appear cold sometimes but i’m rly :’) when the shy ones become very affectionate in private or when you get to know them better :’) or shy with strangers but very goofy and silly with their closer social circle heh those that are more cat-like than dog-like, only approaches you when they’re comfy. okay also shy but willing to speak up when necessary! doesn’t let themselves get bullied for being quiet and also pls speak up for me i hate ordering food pls do it for me HAHAHHA also if they’re passionate about something they like/are good at! good listeners too heh doesn’t need to always have the best advice, just if they would sit with me silently and listen to me and give me a hug afterwards :’’’’’) i think i’m on the touchier side too so if they don’t dislike that it’ll be nice! OH someone who’s good at cooking too bc i hate cooking and the kitchen in general.. i’ll do the dishes though HAHAHAH ok that is all there is a certain idol in my head that is the embodiment of my ideal type and i hate him >:(

do you want children?

no... not so much bc i don’t find them cute or i can’t handle them but i think it’s a commitment that scares me! bringing up the child well with the right character and values ajksdbwkje i don’t know if i’m up to that HAHAHAH

have you gotten in trouble with the law?

nope @woosohn @yeonjuins pls be proud of my direct no why are the two of you......... 

bath or shower?

shower! i don’t know if i’ve actually taken a bath before... probably when i was younger HAHAH i think i’ll get bored in the bath and i much rather be relaxing in bed than in the tub

what color socks are you wearing?

barefoot at the moment! the socks i own are mostly solid colour socks / simple cartoon or animal patterns but all ankle socks that can’t be seen with my shoes

favorite type of music?

i listen to pop, r&b and indie! that’s about all and favourite depends on the mood!

how many pillows do you sleep with?

just 1! and a bolster too

what position do you sleep in?

either on my back with hand over my head lmao or turned to either sides while hugging my bolster and face buried into the bolster

what you don’t like when you’re sleeping?

when it’s too hot! canNOT sleep if the weather is too hot. also if i get woken up rudely, by screaming or someone smacking me awake LMAO just tell me nicely to get up and i’ll be out of bed in 10mins pls give me awhile my brain is turning on HAHAHA

what do you have for breakfast?

recently i haven’t woken up early enough for bfast or my family is just about to go out to buy lunch by the time i’m up hahaha but on the days that i’m alive for bfast, iced coffee and any pastry sitting in the fridge! my family is big on pastries like croissants and cakes like banana and carrot cakes! so one of those but the iced coffee is a constant in my first meal of the day

have you ever tried archery?

nope and idt i’ll be good at it tbh....

favorite fruit?

strawberries, apples, peaches! there are some seasonal favs where i rly like them for a period of time and then suddenly not anymore but these 3 are the constants

favorite swear word?

hahahaha i dont think i have a favourite one..... but i say tf a lot and mf for kpop boys who make me more flustered than they should

do you have any scars?

i don’t think so! i have a few stretch marks around my waist and tummy tho 

are you a good liar?

yes... HAHAH i used to get scolded so much for lying as a kid lmfao

what’s your personality type?

isfj-t has probably only dipped to isfp-t once but if not constant isfj!

what’s your favorite type of girl?

HAHAHAH uh.... okay with all kinds i think? except people in general who try too hard

innie or outie?

innie. was this question necessary tho AHHAHAHA

left or right-handed?

right-handed

favorite food?

ramen! but i like lots of food lmfao tiramisu, pork belly, lots of noodles, also lots of rice, beef, cakes, ice cream, i think i’m more salty > sweet!

favorite foreign food?

japanese ramen, korean cuisine!, lasagne

are you clean or messy?

clean

most used phrase?

i think alot of keyboard smashes, lmao, wtf, HAHAHAHHAHA, sigh, i’m tired LOL

how long does it take for you to get ready?

depends! fastest i think i can get out of the house 20mins after i’ve woken up. longest probably an hour where outfit is taking a while and accessories needs to be chosen

do you talk to yourself?

in my head yes.

do you sing to yourself?

not often but i sing out loud for the family to hear LOL in my head very often a song is playing up there

are you a good singer?

nop. i don’t think i’m a BAD singer but wouldn’t classify as good either HAHHAHA

biggest fear?

wow so many things but i think biggest is complete darkness, i need to see and know what is going on around me. i sleep with a night light on heh 

are you a gossip?

with closer friends yes def HAHAH my school culture tends to have lots of tea that my friends and i don’t like to get too involved in but we do talk about the gossips that goes around hahaha have also been in the center of gossip way too often

do you like long or short hair?

long! can’t imagine myself with short hair.. used to have reallllyyy long hair that goes beyond my waist and cried when i cut it to slightly below shoulder length. that’s the shortest i’ll ever go

favourite school subject?

wow nothing i don’t like school lmfao but humanities and language are way more bearable than math and sciences

extrovert or introvert?

introverted

what makes you nervous?

unpredictable situations, being alone in public (contradictory because in private i would strongly prefer to be alone but i don’t enjoy being alone in public i feel judged HAHAHA), also currently waiting on a reply for something and that’s been keeping me anxious the past 2 days :’)

who was your first real crush?

when i was 13/14, tablemate in school that was kinda shy and had very limited social circle but talked to me endlessly in class lmfao he apparently liked me too but we never dated and went to different schools at 16 y/o. we’re still kinda in touch though! we talked quite a fair bit last month just catching up but he’s more of an acquaintance now

how many piercings do you have?

2! just one normal lobe piercing on either ears, don’t think i’ll get anymore

how fast can you run?

back in school i used to be one of the fastest girls in my class LMFAO i could clock 12.5 minutes for a 2.4km run. stamina came from dancing since i had to run laps before dance class 2 times a week. but that is long in the past and now i get tired from climbing more than 4 flights of stairs pls spare me

what color is your hair?

naturally black but dyed brown! my hair has grown quite abit since i dyed it though now its black at the top and brown from above my ears onwards

what color are your eyes?

a very dark brown lmfao almost black

what makes you angry?

irresponsible people. just pushing responsibility to others or avoiding their responsibilities. don’t need you to do a good job with your responsibilities, just don’t make your issues my issues. and if its a shared responsibility like group projects, then do your part to contribute and don’t expect others to cover you

selfish people, in many ways. just being self-centred, not caring about how others feel, doing things for personal gain at the expense of others

speaking in a passive-aggressive/sarcastic manner. i say this even though i’m afraid of confrontation but i much rather someone outright tells me they’re unhappy about something or wants to get a point across. i hate when they talk about it sarcastically or tries to sugar-coat their words to make themselves look less aggressive about their words. tell me straight as it is, if you’re already gonna talk about something bad don’t piss me off with your attitude at the same time

do you like your own name?

rae is nice! has a very nice ring to it and looks pretty!

do you want a boy or a girl as a child?

i don’t.. want one.. but both have their good and bad i can’t decide.. i want a puppy

what are your strengths?

is this an interview question i have had a few interviews over the past weeks i am well-prepared for this HAHAHA

i think i’m pretty resilient! i bounce back from bad times pretty quickly or i psycho myself to see the situation positively. but it is ofc coupled with a lot of complaining to the people around me first

although i hate unpredictable situations and having to quickly adapt to new settings, i think i adapt pretty quickly too. flexible? easy-going? idk what’s the right way to call it but yeah something along those lines. good at it but i still enjoy my stability and calm don’t want to have to quickly adapt to new situations.

what are your weaknesses?

very emotional HAHAH used to be much worse but i often let my emotions rule my head. i think i’ve improved A LOT though i used to be so bad but i think i’m now able to make rational decisions even if im bawling LMFAO

this sounds like a compliment but i’ve been told this too often as well. i tend to be way too nice to people who don’t deserve it. even if the person doesn’t deserve it or they’ve pushed all my buttons in the wrong way possible, i would still try to be as nice and polite as i can. really helps with me working in the f&b industry lmfao.

what’s the colour of your bedspread?

dark blue / grey! 

colour(s) of your room?

white & wood (throughout my house actually + green from the plants in the living room) @yeonjuins says i live in a muji showroom

[tkc-info]

Coraline (Cal) Everitt

It was a dreadfully boring book: a dystopian with the typical 'not-like-other-girls' main character who has her male best friend and the bad-boy-with-a-dark-past drooling after her. Cal had read dozens of books like this one, and the more she read them, the more she thought the best friend and the Edgy Bad Boy™ should end up together.

Cal is one of the main protagonists of The Stolen Child, and the protagonist of The Kinship Chronicles.

Born to two ex-members of The Kinship, Cal was raised in Aboveground London knowing nothing of her Saz ancestry. All her life she's thought everyone around her normal; everyone, but herself.

For a decade, she's kept hidden what she called the 'Split'. That is, her ability to create an invisible copy of her body and control it as she sees fit, whilst also controlling her actual body.

Even if she struggled with her peculiarity as a child, she's grown to adore the so-called Split, and over the years has accustomed herself to using it to ease her life. Always, however, keeping its existence a secret in fear of the consequences its reveal may carry.

What Cal doesn't expect the day her Split is discovered, is to find herself immersed in a world full of people like her.

People among which she'll find her family and closest friend.

Out of her two parents, Cal physically resembles her father the most: she got her red hair from him, as well as her amber-coloured eyes and pale complexion. She's a fairly tall girl at 1'75m of height (5'7") with somewhat of an aversion to traditionally-feminine clothes.

Cal finds herself most comfortable in jeans, big T-shirts and the likes; everything as plain as possible.

She's very introverted and laid back, but that doesn't stop her from being jokingly affectionate with her closest friends nor speaking her mind --usually employing a less-than-appropriate vocabulary; she doesn't care about being polite.

She's straight.

She’s a doppelgänger (learn more about doppelgängers)

Cal was born the 16th of October of 2004 in London

Despite preferring to be called 'Cal', her parents call her CC

Her mother chose her name, Coraline, after the gynecologist who assisted her during her pregnancy. The woman in question had recently transitioned --choosing to name herself after Neil Gaiman's recently-published 'Coraline'-- and is still a friend of the Everitt's (Cal calls her Aunt Cora)

Her parents had her at 24

She has a birthmark that resembles a turtle on her left shoulder and a small scar on her right ear

As of the beginning of The Stolen Child, she hasn't slept for a decade

She spends her nights reading, playing video games, or walking around London

She met her best friend, Oliver Whitaker, at the age of five

Her main hobbies include reading and playing video games

Her favourite books are those of The Kingkiller Chronicle by Patrick Rothfuss

Her favourite video games are Uncharted 4 (being the Uncharted tetralogy her favourite video game saga) and Final Fantasy XIII

She cried reading Peter Pan

She only cries because of video games and books

She's used her anima to cheat her way through high school; hence her good grades

She recorded herself saying 'pick up the phone, pick up the phone, pick up the phone...' so that Oliver could know it when she phoned her

Her favourite animal is the racoon (thanks to the Sly Cooper video game saga)

She has trypophobia

Her favourite food is green tea mochi

Cal's allergic to pineapples but loves mushrooms

Speaks German

The music she listens to is composed mainly of soundtracks from video games, and some of Oliver's favourite Kpop songs

Her favourite song is Suteki Da Ne by Rikki from Final Fantasy X's soundtrack (playlist)

Introduction to The Kinship Chronicles's characters: 1/8

Oliver Whitaker

Diana Zubairu

Selvar Zandstra

Atalanta Everitt-Melton

Hunter Hao

Morgan Hao

Caleb Verninac

[chemicalfuckboys]

If MCR Songs Were People

This probably already exists but I spent two hours doing this instead of sleeping. Tell me which song you’re most like.

Welcome to the Black Parade: has a flair for the dramatic, doesn't know how to do a smoky eye, was in the marching band in high school, daddy issues. Sleep: has insomnia, PTSD, nightmares, is self deprecating, just wants to go the fuck to sleep Destroya: probably gay, moans like a bitch during sex, pretty fucking hardcore, shit immune system though, lives for anarchy House of Wolves: will burn in hell (or believes they will), is a bad mother fucker, has a sister who should be scared, pyromaniac, "Catholic" Vampire Money: all over the place, drinks a lot but parties like a beast, has a Bowie obsession, likes driving fast and loud music Na Na Na: really artistic, pansexual, likes to scream lyrics, rebel at heart, probably still wears bandanas, sunglasses and boots all day every  day, fuck the government Cancer: is dying, will die, all of your friends will die, actually doesn't have any friends, really depressed, in pain, martyr S.I.N.G: activist, owns jeggins, would join an underground gang if they had the balls, likes neon things for some unknown reason Early Sunsets Over Monroeville: loves zombies, probably owns a Hawaiian   shirt, really quiet and doesn't talk much, hangs out in shopping centres/malls but never buys anything Demolition Lovers: is probably part of an underground gang, has to go away for "work" a lot, has a shotgun in the trunk of their car, teal,  unrequited love Helena: recent death in the family, super fucking dramatic, lots of makeup, always wears black (maybe some red), nail polish is always chipped, imagines/fantasises things that will never happen all the time Teenagers: super punk, goes to concerts all the time, will break shit just for fun, has authority issues, probably friends with a lot of delinquents, is a delinquent, doesn't read books, drinks a lot Famous Last Words: is constantly having an existential crisis, really   committed when it comes to relationships, cowboy boots, goes outside at midnight for no reason I Don't Love You: always heartbroken, never cuts hair, plays guitar,  goes on road trips when things get difficult, super emotional, cries a lot I'm Not Okay: is still in high school, I don't care if they're 39  they're still in high school, hates high school, does stupid shit all  the time because fuck it, high school, is not okay, is friends with  weird people, high school Mama: PTSD, self deprecating, mama's boy/girl/person, has a sick sense of humour, laughs manically for no reason, cutthroat You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison: probably gay, went to prison, had a fuck tonne of bitches (I'm kidding, they were actually the  bitch to a fuck tonne of other people), can't adjust, has issues with  family Headfirst for Halos: epic, is not okay, always trying to think  positively but is screaming inside, thinks about doing stupid shit all  the time (i.e. Putting a gun to their head) Vampires Will Never Hurt You: screams a lot, has a vampire fettish, hates Twilight with a passion, has never gone outside, wouldn't mind dying if I was a wooden stake to the heart, sucks dick The Ghost of You: fought in WWII, had a pretty girlfriend, wears round glasses with gold rims, is tall and lanky, has a brother, gets shot in  the chest, screams, dies The Light Behind Your Eyes: is finding ways to deal with severe depression, cries a bit but quietly, reads a lot of books, all their friends are dead, trying to stay strong despite the fact they're dying inside, sings like an angel Give 'em Hell Kid: lives life fast, probably has killed someone, wears red and like khaki green, shouts a lot, belongs in a 2005 MTV short, lives life on the edge, fatalistic To The End: has read Dante's Inferno, is a mafioso, fatalistic, has  probably organised the death of many people, likes to drink cyanide, sleeps a lot, owns diamond jewellery, likes cake The Jetset Life is Gonna Kill You: has no faith in life, likes western movies, will yell at you, has  applied for a license to kill, likes to sleep with people (like nap I  mean) Thank You For The Venom: likes snakes, has probably almost OD'd, hates  the doctors, is stubborn, death obsessed, has probably stabbed someone, wears striped long sleeve t-shirts, hates running, hopes to be shot one day Hang 'Em High: is death obsessed, clinically insane, screams a lot,  always makes a lot of aesthetic statements about things with black and  white connotations, Catholic, fuck off It's Not a Fashion Statement It's a Fucking Death Wish: swears in front  of their parents, wears their mum's clothes, is obsessed with killing  enemies, is always predicting their death to be soon. Cemetery Drive: all too real, has a girlfriend, likes to hang out in  cemeteries, girlfriend has issues and ended her life, now has issues  because of it, drinks a lot, really fucking depressed I Never Told You What I Do For A Living: is 100% a serial killer, sociopath, also has OCD, scary as shit The End: is dying, but isn't too sad, wishes to attend their own funeral  as a ghost, has no self confidence, can't be fucking bothered growing  up, doesn't give a shit, is very chill, wears yellow accessories Dead!: Is dead, is having a party about being dead, wondering if all the  assholes in their life are in hell, no one actually likes them, laughs  at inappropriate moments, is a great dancer This Is How I Disappear: really fucking dramatic, will be upset and   disappear if you break up with them, dramatic, is a part time satanist, will make a voodoo doll of you if you fuck with them, candles The Sharpest Lives: goes out late at night, never showers, drinks   heavily, would probably go cannibal if it was legal, always in pain,   lives life on the fucking edge, will burn large objects, has sinus   issues Disenchanted: is constantly torn, never actually cries, writes books,  likes to take chances, likes birds, got in trouble with the police for  some stupid but really fun shit, friends need to get their shit together  and learn a lesson Bulletproof Heart: Gravity doesn't mean to much to them, has self  confidence but not enough to stop running away, runs away a lot, wears  really funky colourful clothing, is very kind but misunderstood Planetary GO!: goes to a lot of cool night clubs, knows how to fucking  party, is still very punk on the inside, sweats a lot (bc they dance a  lot), jumps up and down for no fucking reason The Only Hope For Me Is You: is obsessed with being remembered, only has  one friend, is kinda depressed and really needs someone to hold onto,  but is also really questioning life and society, wants to run away to a  more aesthetic place Party Poison: speaks fluent Japanese (cough I mean Weeaboo), watches a  lot of anime, loves Kpop and Jpop fashion, will party but goes to the  weirdest parties, dyes their hair, fuck the bullshit meaning of life  they do what they want Save Yourself I'll Hold Them Back: is a badass, known for being a  badass, stole your mum's car and took you on the best date ever, wears a  lot of leather, ready for a fight, probably gets into a lot of fights  anyway, probably once looked like Danny from Greece SCARECROW: is probably on LSD, smokes a lot of weed, is really chill,  too fucking chill, wears psychedelic t-shirts, is actually a  philosophical genius, reads a lot of poetry Summertime: they might go outside if it's summer, listens to music with  headphones on full blast, goes on the train a lot, likes to walk around  listening to music and pretends they're making the aesthetic parts of  the music video they're listening to, soft kitty The Kids From Yesterday: is constantly nostalgic, loves Star Wars and  Queen, always having flashbacks, wears yellow and read things, feels  misunderstood, trying to figure out the meaning of life Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us: likes Fall Out  Boy when they had long song titles, has issues, a lot of issues, ugly  screams a lot, doesn't care, wears dark denim jackets, hates this girl  who fucked their brother Drowning Lessons: has a lot of anxiety, constantly worried, always  running away from problems and situations, can't swim, always has  regrets, has pink things Our Lady Of Sorrows: was in a gang once, loves to get into switchblade fights, is really scary and bloodthirsty, believes in pagan gods, but   will protect you, blood blood blood. Skylines and Turnstiles: saw 9/11 happen, life was changed because of  it, decided that they wanted to be in a band, made a band with brother  and his fren, got some dreadlocked weed smoking fanboy to join, the  drummer is an asshole x3, breaks up after 12 years, deems it to be a  good idea, scared of butane This Is The Best Day Ever: this is the worst day ever, has no rhythm, is  really confused with what is going in, went to hospital a lot and hated  it, screams a bit, is a bit scared of needles, studded belts, suck dick Cubicles: will die alone (or at least they think), hates their job, the  only thing that entertains them at work is people gossiping at the water  cooler, is actually having a severe existential crisis Boy Division: is friends with people who would have a fucking rocking  funeral, stalks school girls, looks dead but only dresses that way,  likes to sing about California, paranoid all the time Tomorrow's Money: fell in love with a vampire, slightly aggressive, can  surf, stopped screaming three years ago, wants to be a doctor, hates   people who are thought of as heroes, ruined converses AMBULANCE: screams in an aesthetically pleasing way, thinks you know  nothing, super weird, goes out after dark, likes to drive big cars,  wouldn't mind driving, is super reliable even when they let you down Gun.: was probably conscripted into the military, actually hates   violence and guns, wants to stay at home all the time, likes to call the  shots, owns an old uniform that they'll never throw out The World Is Ugly: likes Blade Runner and fairy lights, thinks weird  people are very beautiful, insanely observant of other people's  behaviours, wears knee high socks and converses, hates the world because  it's terrible Kiss The Ring: belongs in an alternate universe where it's still the  medieval time but rock bands exist, is probably a contract killer, likes  to overthrow the king every five years, has really fucked up logic  about why it's okay to kill a lot of people, cutthroat Make Rooom!!!!: probably goes to discos, does not panic at them,  actually has some self confidence but always gets into stupid situations  and flails, wears the tightest pants in the world, wears earrings with  crosses on them Surrender the Night: constantly lonely, likes to drive long distances to  think, lost a loved one, has cool patches on their jacket, has been to  hospital twice, likes to listen to you, always keeps secrets unless you  fuck with them Burn Bright: likes going to the city just to look at all the lights,   walks around and thinks that certain things would look nice on Tumblr,   unstable, can be aggressive, very in tune with their surroundings, kind of a Buddhist Common People: your average person, always struggling financially, wears  a lot of blue, always falls in love with shallow rich girls for no  reason, really just wants to live however the fuck they want Every Snowflake Is Different: loves children's TV shows, goes to the  snow every year, loves winter and hot chocolate, will cry if you take  their toys away, will be a good parent, too busy having fun to give a  fuck Desolation Row: got beat up at school, is now in a cutthroat gang, spits  a lot, wears a lot of eyeliner, likes Grease but is also super punk  rock, hates wearing underwear, likes to break shit all the time Desert Song: is recovering from a drug addiction, is still in a really  dark place, trying to stay strong, is questioning the meaning of life,  probably had teal roots at some stage Black Dragon Fighting Society: drinks juice when they're killing because  it's fucking delicious, really likes dragons, reads too much, hates  society, would run away but that would mean no books and no juice so no  fucking way, likes hot pink and black Zero Percent: hates everyone, would kill everyone, really hates people,  does whatever the fuck they want, will kill everybody, will put zero   effort into school or work, does their own thing. Mastas of Ravenkroft: worried about growing old, has no self confidence,  will only have sex if the lights are turned off, feels very old at a  very young age because of shitty bones, also has no fucking chill F.T.W.W.W.: fuck society, is super digital, but also really retro,   always tells people to kiss their ass, lives in a futuristic society,   likes robots, has a licking fettish, likes to destroy shit, will   probably spit randomly We Don't Need Another Song About California: Summertime's long lost  twin, really doesn't give a shit about California, but likes the sun,  probably lives in Florida, hates magazines, probably has a fake name,  thinks that nothing matters All The Angels: is dying, has minutes left, girlfriend has issues   because she's a little risky, everything has gone wrong, everyone is   upset, probably died three years ago, never went to heaven, likes pretty  flowers and dead things Romance: a complete and utter 1800s Romantic, has probably ready  Frankenstein, wants to go on epic journeys, never showers, likes spices,  old fashioned, would probably get into the steampunk fashion thing Blood: is forever in the 1920s, was a war hero but hates themself,  laughs manically sometimes, has a thing for blood but hates vampires,  90% human wreckage, 23% awful fuck, 8% bad at math, 14% clueless

[jamescarstairs]

about me tag 💗

i was tagged by: @marecalrandomstuff​ thank you!!

i tag: whoever would like to do this

Are you named after anyone? Nope my mum just liked the name (probably said by every parent in 1997 who decided to call their child Lauren) 

When was the last time you cried? Like an hour ago watching the Our Page music video

Do you have kids? No

Do you use sarcasm a lot? Yes

What’s the first thing you notice about people? Hmmm probably either hair or clothes

What’s your eye colour? Blue

Scary movie or happy endings? Happy endings

Any special talents? Ummmm no?

Where were you born? England

What are your hobbies? Reading, writing, blogging, singing, editing, dancing, daydreaming, sleeping 

Do you have any pets? yep a dog 

How tall are you? 5′4″ (i think, i say this every time but i actually don’t know my height)

What sports do you play/have you played? In school I used to be on a Netball team, I also used to dance

Favourite subject in school? English and Drama

Dream job? A writer or singer 

Name: Lauren

Nickname: I don’t really have one tbh

Sexual orientation: aroace

Nationality: British 

Favourite fruit: Melon

Favourite season: Winter

Favourite plant: I don’t really have one tbh, colour-wise I’d lean towards blue or purple ones. 

Favourite scent: New books

Favourite colour: Blue and purple

Favourite animal: I actually don’t know tbh

Tea, coffee, or hot chocolate: Tea

Average hours of sleep: 7-8 (even if I do sleep at random ass times)

Dogs or cats: Both 

Favourite fictional character: Jem Carstairs

Dream trip: Japan

When was your blog created: September 2016

Number of followers: 2,266

Random fact: when i obsess over something i obsess hard i usually end up only being able to focus on that one thing evidence: - my tvd phase (this was my first big major obsession you don’t understand) - i’ll include my twilight phase because i literally handwrote the whole of the first film script into a notebook, whilst watching the movie (this one wasn’t as long as the rest or as intense as the rest but that part itself should be included) - my the wanted phase (this was broken by their disbandment/“break”) - my anime phase  - my first kpop phase - my kdramas/kpop reality show phase (which I’m still in) - my second kpop & got7 phase (which I’m still in)  (i don’t like to use the word phase here since the majority of these obsessions were a big part of my life and helped me through stuff but i can’t think of any other word to use)

What do you do & do you like it: this is rather a vague question like are you asking me about my job? if so I’m a cleaner in a boys secondary school. And literally my answer is anything, even this, is better than the hell that was my last job. 

[glisteria]

pls answer all 69 embarrassing questions

9 Embarrassing QuestionsWho’s your crush/squish?•🌺🌺Who’s you fictional crush/squish?•hmmmm fictional? rlly tackey but poussey (oitnb) orrrrrr ben from parks and rec (i picked tv characters oops)Worst joke you’ve ever told?• I cant recall any but probably something my sister saidWorst insult you’ve ever given?•Worst insult? I don’t ever insult anyone but if i tried itd come off bad and poorly thought out so idkGot any weird kinks?•Define weird? I have a few i guess (my bdsm test results are a good follow up)How did you find out about sex?•My cousin being like yo did u knowTrashiest thing in your wardrobe?•Trashiest? Uhhhh i have ripped up jeans. I have fishnets. Couple see through tops. Short skirt those count?Worst Phobia?•Uhhh does vomit count??Hentai or the real thing?•As much as i joke about hentai and jiggle physics the real thing is betterEver been arrested?•No no nooooWhat are you most selfish about?•Food i guess?Who would you let die if given the chance to save them?•Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh no one? i guess cause i mean lots of bad people but no one comes to mind that should die ??Who would you sacrifice yourself for?• Any of my closest friends (🍮🌺🎶🌑) My familySomething silly you believed as a kid?•When it stormed it was angels bowling. That you can grow a watermelon in your belly if you eat seedsWeirdest/most embarassing thing you’ve drawn?•Any of my art its horribleControversial role models?•I dunno who counts under this category. I dont even know who my role models areCringiest fandom you’ve been in?•Homestuck definitely. Still in it tho Cringiest thing you’ve shipped?•Honestly idk Ever had “an accident” in public?•Accident as in urine? yes or period? yesWhat helps you fall asleep?•Reading, Talking to people, sometimes musicWhat childish things do you still do?•oof to listen them all uhh,,,,, my parents still drive me everywhere even tho i have a license. i eat 90% of kids food like goldfish/mac and cheese/shaped foodWhat’s your age?•19 on tuesdayGrossest thing you’ve eaten?•EELHonest opinion on religion?•Someone should be allowed to believe in whatever they feel is right and not be judged for it. Freedom of religion should mean judgement and hate freeWhat does your laugh sound like?•A wheeze or gremlinHow would you describe your smile?•Uhhh too large but good i guess. it makes me eyes closeDid you go through any regrettable phases?•Hmmmmmmm my glitter phase no thnxEver dropped plans/projects and not said a word?•Yes,,,,Intovert/Extrovert?•Lately? IntrovertPersonality Type?•Uhhhhh i dunno how to answer this rllyUgliest thing in your wardrobe?•Hmmm,,,,,, i got plenty of ugly shirts. Would you wear pajama’s in public?•absolutely Weirdest thing that turned you on?•uhhhhhhhhh its urine related,,,,,,,,,,Pineapples on pizza????•no nobut if someone likes it go for itDo you use the XD emoticon?•Used toDo you have a dark sense of humour?•sometimes yeaWorst thing you ship?•Uhhhhhh recently? its kpop stuff oofTop or bottom?•Depends. i prefer to topTop or bottom bunk?•bottomPettiest thing you’ve cried over?•food 10000%Pettiest thing you’ve gotten mad over?•My friend starting a show w/o me when i said i was comingLongest time you’ve cried?•few hoursDo you touch the art in museums?•in the past yeaDo you have a fandom OC?•yes but we dont talk about the forbidden textsHow much do you believe in astrology?•somewhatHave you ever used a base for drawing?•yesHave you ever used MSPaint for drawing non-ironically?•noControversial opinion?•mayb if we stopped raising boys and some girls to think its ok to abuse/assault someone else we may have less of itAss or chest?•chestChest or genitals?•chestGenitals or ass?•assAny scars?•lots just depends on whereDo you pirate anything?•uhh,,,,,,,,games once or twiceurl for an old cringy social media account?•~PuRpLecHiCk28~Any post’s you’ve deleted and why?•my boobs and bcof anxiety and also any depression postHow long does it take you to get up in the morning?• an hour honestlyWhat will instantly turn you on?•uhhh,,,,, idk anymoreFave eye+hair colour combination?•brown/brown Have you already named your future children?•probably luna if its a girlDo you do drugs?•not rllyHow tall are you?•5’5Did you go through a “RANDOM XD” phase?•Oof yesDumbest thing you believed?•if i stuck with someone toxic itd get betterDildo of choice? (besides an actual dildo)•uhhh,,,,,, idk i guess id just want one lololDaddy kink?•nahWho could change your sexuality just by looking at you?•uhhhhh,,,,,,,,,,,🌺🌺🌺🌺,,,,,,,but also some kpop pplBara/Yaoi/Shota?•uhhh i only know yaoi so 👀 What area’s of your body are most sensitive?•behind my ears snd on my neckWeirdest dream you’ve had?•I was the surrogate for a friend and i had 9 children who all looked like ellen hello

[impeach-my-peach]

Tag game

I was tagged by @kpopchangedme​ and I try to do everything I am tagged in, so buckle up because that’s one hell of a long post!

THE LAST

Drink: Chamomille tea Phone call: Probably my job or the dentist tbh #TextsOverCalls Text message: Telling @kpopchangedme​ to hurry up and let me into her appartment because she never set up that buzzer Song you listened to: Clap by Seventeen Time you cried: I cry a lot tbh… Probably when having a breakdown because of my job or because I was talking about the movie Big Fish, who even knows

HAVE YOU EVER

Dated someone twice: I think? With my first boyfriend because I broke up with him but it made me sad so I figured that it must be because I still loved him, boi was that a trainwreck lol Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes Been cheated on: No Lost someone special: Yes Been depressed: Yes Gotten drunk and thrown up: so so so many times, especially when I just started drinking

3 FAVOURITE COLORS

Green, red, and purple

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

Made new friends: Yes whaddup @florenceisnottrash​ Fallen out of love: Yes Laughed until you cried: Daily on that Triple Trouble kakao chat Found out someone was talking about you: Nope Met someone who changed you: I think everyone you meet changes you a little #AmIAPhilosopherOrWhat Found out who your friends are: Already know that Kissed someone on your Facebook list: I am litterally married to one How many Facebook friends do you know in real life: All of them Do you have any pets: Unfortunately not, but my parents have 2 cats, Alpha and Fripouille. Do you want to change your name: No What did you do for your last birthday: Karaoke is love, karaoke is life What were you doing at midnight last night: Coming back home from a friend’s place Name something you can’t wait for: The sweet release of death a day where I don’t wake up in the middle of the night for no reason whatsoever When was the last time you saw your mom: … A month ago? Or two? How am I not disowned yet?? (real talk, my mother is mad at me because I never call either) What are you listening to right now:  The sound of my bank account emptying because I am trying to be a good human being and buy my music legally damn you kpop comebacks! Have you ever talked to a person named tom: Does Tommy count?  Something that is getting on your nerves: 6th graders trying to act like they are teenagers, and teenagers really Most visited website: Youtube Hair colour: Light brown Long or short hair: Short! I like having a bob. Do you have a crush on someone: No What do you like about yourself: I am pretty fun to hang with? Blood type: O something? I can never remember if I am positive or negative… Nickname: Sab, some friend called me SabPower back in college and I loved it Relationship status: Married Zodiac: Aries Pronouns: She/Her Favourite tv show: Currently rewatching Brooklyn 99 and, man, this show is hilarious Tattoos: None! Right or left handed: Right Surgery: None Sport: I played soccer back in high school Vacation: Never had a proper one! Usually, if we want out of town it was to visit family Pair of shoes: I have some? It’s time to get the winter boots out though Eating: Cottage cheese and ritz crackers the meal of kings Drinking: Water, stay hydrated kids. I’m about to: Download all them new combacks on my phone Waiting for: This thing to be over, boi it’s super long Want: This to work this time because I am not doing it again. Get married: Already am Career: Elementary school teacher

WHICH IS BETTER

Hugs or kisses:Kisses Lips or eyes: Eyes Shorter or taller: I don’t care but there are very few people who are actually shorter than me. Older or younger: Older Nice arms or nice stomach: Nice arms Hook up or relationship: Relationship Troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant? If troublemaker means causing trouble for other people, than I definitely do not want that Kissed a stranger: Yes Drank hard liquor: Yes Lost glasses/contact lenses: Don’t have that #virgineyes Turned someone down: Yes, and it was very hard. Sex on the first date: Never did, but not a dealbreaker Broken someone’s heart: Yes Had your heart broken: Yes Being arrested: Nope! Unless you count that one speed ticket I got Fallen for a friend: No Cried when someone died: YES

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

Yourself: Yes, I can do stuff Miracles: Yes Love at first sight:  Not really… I believe in attraction at first sight that turns into love. But for Love to happen, you need to know someone. Santa Claus: No, never even really believed in him as a kid Kiss on the first date: I don’t mind, if I’m interrested.

[moonprizmz]

Stolen from @ambulantics​ <3 (she said to do them in her tags, but also these are fun and I do what I want)

1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?

My emotions have been all over the place lately and I have to start applying for classes soon and have no clue which ones to pick and AHHHHHHHHH

2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?

Nopw

3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?

Not really, just don’t do it around me please.

4: Do you find it easy to trust others?

Sorta, depends

5: What were you doing at 11PM last night?

Watching anime (NGE specifically)

6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?

Pird most likely

7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?

I honestly don’t know. I’d probably be devastated though

8: Are you close with your dad?

Yeah sorta, but I don’t get to see him as much as I would like for reasons

9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right?

No

10: What are you listening to?

Lion Heart - SNSD

11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?

Chai Tea Lattes!!!!

12: Do you like hickeys?

Never had one but the idea is kinda hot

13: What time do you go to bed?

between 3-6am (it’s summer vacation here and I don’t go out ever)

14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down?

Not really

15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?

Probably not

16: Do you always answer your texts?

Generally yeah

17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?

No

18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?

Texting her right now but in person/over the phone, I think last week

19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?

Yeah

20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

I need to stop sleeping at 6 am

21: Is anyone else in the room with you?

Nope

22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?

Yeah

23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?

Yeah

24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?

Yeah

25: In the past week, have you cried?

lololololol yup

26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing?

Gray

27: Do people ever call you by your last name?

No 

28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?

Maybe

29: Do you have a best friend?

Yeeeee

30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?

Yeah

31: Who was your last call/text message from?

My mom/Pird

32: Are you mad at anyone?

Kinda?

33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

If a month older counts then yeah sure

34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?

20

35: How many more days until your birthday?

I don’t feel like doing the math but my bday is in Feb.

36: Do you have any summer plans yet?

Maybe Little Tokyo/626 Night Market with fam, but other than that no. Oh and finally taking my fucking driving test (and hopefully passing first try)

37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?

Yeah

38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?

Yeah

39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?

I don’t think so, at least not the big ones

40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?

Yeah

41: Do you think age matters in relationships?

If you’re underage and even barely legal, yes, otherwise no just proceed with caution

42: Are you available?

Emotionally, no

43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?

One

44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?

Naval

45: Do you believe exes can be friends?

It’d be nice

46: Do you regret anything?

Yeeee

47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?

School and people

48: Did you ever lose a best friend?

It feels like it

49: Was your last kiss a mistake?

No

50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?

Because it wouldn’t be right

51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?

Yeah

52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?

Not right now

53: What was the last thing you ate?

Pasta salad

54: Did you get any compliments today?

No

55: Where are you going on your next vacation?

Probably Philippines 

56: Do you own anything from other countries?

Yeeee (still crying from all the money spent in Japan)

57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?

Uh I think it’s pretty even

58: Where have you lived most of your life?

SoCal

59: When was the last time you took a long drive?

Last weekend I think? (I actually drove for like 2 hrs not straight, but still I drove)

60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?

No (but like I always wanted to secretly, but only amongst close/trusted friends)

61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house?

Yeah

62: Who do you text the most?

PIRD

63: What was the last movie you saw?

Wonder Woman

64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?

I’m single

65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011?

0 (not counting the “middle school bf” I had at the time, that wasn’t a real relationship)

66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?

No

67: Do you curse around your parents?

No

68: Are you happy with where you live?

Not really

69: Picture of yourself?

I posted prom pics of me last year you are welcome to look for

70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?

Monogamy, I personally don’t think I could be in an open relationship

71: Have you ever been dumped?

Yeah I guess? But it was more along the lines of talking it out and then ending

72: What do you most like about making out?

Being physically close and intimate with a person I’m connected too

73: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?

Once? In middle school but it was more the guy caught me by surprise and tried to eat my face for 5 secs before I pulled away all grossed out

74: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?

The other

75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?

Hair and if they have more toned arms

76: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?

Pird

77: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?

Never had sex

78: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?

See above

79: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?

Kpop idols when they’re trying their best to speak English/the language of the country they’re performing in that isn’t their own

80: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?

Not at the moment since I’m still pretty young, but I wouldn’t be opposed to it when I’m older

81: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?

Yeah

82: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?

Not really

83: Do you miss your last sweetie?

Yeah

84: Last time you slow danced with someone?

Prom last year

85: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met?

No

86: How can I win your heart?

Be a generally good person that can make me laugh and I can chill with and has something they’re passionate about

87: What is your astrological sign?

Aquarius

88: What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

Anime

89: Do you cook?

lololololol (I could probably follow a fairly easy recipe though)

90: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?

No

91: If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?

Kinda

92: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?

Not super experienced, but I think I’m too awkward/uncomfortable with dating around so probably monogamy

93: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?

I’m not really super specific or picky, but taller than me (doesn’t have to be by a lot) and maybe have nice hair

94: Name four things that you wish you had!

MONEY, a driver’s license, more freedom/independence, a clear purpose in life (whoops, got too deep?)

95: Are you a player?

No

96: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?

Yeah

97: Are you a tease?

I guess?

98: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?

No

99: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?

Yeah

100: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?

Idk

101: Hugs or Kisses?

Both

102: Are you too shy to ask someone out?

Yes

103: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

Hair

104: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?

Yeah

105: If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it?

No

106: Do you flirt a lot?

Not really? I don’t think so? 

107: Your last kiss?

2 months ago

108: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012?

No

109: Have you kissed anyone in the past month?

No

110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be?

Won’t say

111: Do you know who you’ll kiss next?

Nope

112: Does someone like you currently?

Probably not

113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone?

It’s confusing

114: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?

Serious relationship (never had a fling, but I’m pretty sure it’s not for me)

115: Ever made out with just a friend?

No? (it was an ambiguous time)

116: Are you happier single or in a relationship?

I think in a relationship, but I’m trying really hard to learn to be happy with just me

117: Your own question that you want me to answer. Just write it.

Would you like to be able to actually start/finish all these art projects you said you would do and have them turn out actually nice? Heck yesssss

[phantomdad]

tagged by: @trickykitties i dont rlly have anyone to tag so rip fight me i guess the last: 1. drink - water 2. phone call - my mom 3. text message - my friend hayley 4. song you listened to - roll deep by hyuna 5. time you cried - prolly a couple days ago im always crying 6. dated someone twice - never homies 7. kissed someone and regretted it - last year 8. been cheated on - never 9. lost someone special - not forever but abt a year ago 10. been depressed - WHEN AM I NOT LMAOOO 11. gotten drunk and thrown up - i have never been drunk whoop 3 fav colours: 12. pink 13. silver/gray 14. mint green in the last year you have: 15. made new friends - thankfully yes i have met so many good people <3 16. fallen out of love - not romantically but platonically and w a lot of things i used to love ie musicians 17. laughed until you cried - ya tbh everytime im w hayley we just lose our shit over the dumbest things 18. found out someone was talking about you - oihhhhh boy Yep (that mightve been a bit over a year ago but it was still happening into the 1 yr period) 19. met someone who changed you - hell fucking yep i can literally tell u the exact dates 20. found out who your friends are - 100% ye 21. kissed someone on your facebook friend list - i dont use facebook so idk who's on my friend list general: 22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life - refer to my last answer 23. do you have any pets - i have a dog who i luv v much 24. do you want to change your name - legally yep 25. what did you do for your last birthday - i don't even remember likely nothing except write an exam 26. what time did you wake up - around 11:30 27. what were you doing at midnight last night - watching svts one fine day in japan 28. name something you cant wait for - THE SVT CONCERT !!!!!! 29. when was the last time u saw your mom - shes sitting across from me 30. what are you listening to right now - bad by infinite 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - im p sure my elementary music teachers name was tom 32. something that is getting on your nerves - my mother 33. most visited website - prolly twitter 34. hair colour - PINK !!! but naturally blonde 35. long or short hair - mine is short i like short hair but i can appreciate a man who pulls off long hair 36. do you have a crush on someone - fuck yes and its Killing Me 37. what do you like abt yourself - im p cute and i look good in practically anything and idk i like myself mostly 38. piercings - just one on each ear 39. blood type - idk 40. nickname - vinc, v, thiccie viccie 41. relationship status - saving myself for min yoongi 42. zodiac - capricorn ! 43. pronouns - he/him 44. favourite tv show - oitnb, big brother, ftwd, and a lotta dumb kpop shit 45. tattoos - one on my foot that says voice but its just a snp and i dont like it much 46. right or left handed - right 47. surgery - i had my appendix out 48. piercings - whoops somebody repeated ! 49. sport - i dont like team sports but swimming and archery are cool if i had the money to practice them properly and i really want to learn to dance properly but again $$$$$ 50. vacation - traveling asia would be cool but i am rlly picky w food so it could be a nightmare, and ofc take me back to paris Any Day 51. pair of trainers - i FUCK WITH pumas, stan smiths, and vans 52. eating - i just had some gelato, my fav food is prolly potatoes 53. drinking - love me a good glass of water, i also drink a lot of juice 54. im about to - watch more bon voyage 55. waiting for - the chance to hang out w people 56. want - a job, more money, this dense boy to ask me out, a good summer, more motivation, and testosterone 57. get married - prolly not but u never know 58. career - all ive ever wanted is to sing and perform whatever shape that takes which is better: 59. hugs or kisses - usually hugs 60. lips or eyes - lips 61. shorter or taller - everyone i love is short i have A Type we all know this 62. older or younger - if we talkin relationships, older 63. nice arms or nice stomach - Nice Arms 64. hook up or relationship - rn im feelin relationship 65. troublemaker or hesitant - a mix but prolly more hesitant have you ever: 66. kissed a stranger - nah 67. drank hard liquor - ye 68. lost glasses/contact lenses - dont have em 69. turned someone down - yep 70. sex on the first date - nope 71. broken someones heart - ye sorry 72. had your heart broken - yes but platonically 73. been arrested - no 74. cried when someone died - i dont personally know anyone who's died but ya 75. fallen for a friend - ye do you believe in: 76. yourself - i try to 77. miracles - why not 78. love at first sight - not really 79. santa claus - nah 80. kiss on the first date - sure ??? 81. angels - bitch i stan several other: 82. current best friends - hayley 83. eye colour - blooo 84. favourite movie - super 8, moonrise kingdom, & deadpool

[tinytaehyun]

an introduction to ikon (pt 1) for my bitch anna aka hyungnu

- --8) here we fuckin go @hyungnu

- used to be Team B but lost to Team A which is now known as Winner (#WINKON)

- they’ve been in two survival shows bc YG is an asshole (WIN: Who is Next and then Mix & Match)

- Team B consisted of: Hanbin / B.I, Bobby, Junhoe / Junhwe / June (i know wtf), Jinhwan, Donghyuk and Yunhyeong

- since they lost WIN, they were either going to 1) split up or 2) be rearranged(?)

- three trainees were added during Mix & Match (NO.MERCY FLASHBACKS ANYONE??? M&M WAS FIRST THO) the three trainees were Jinhyeong (we have no idea where he is now he is debuting soon!), Hongseok (now in Pentagon) and Chanwoo (he played child Gu Jun Pyo in Boys Over Flowers + was in a few other dramas, now a member of iKon)

- debuted as 7 obviously, Chanwoo being the evil maknae

- K in iKon stands for Korea

- iJon is a running joke in the fandom bc these fuckers were in japan forever

- they say they have no friends because they’re boring (they’re also very shy w new people but iKonsta X is now a thing hehehehehhe)

- fandom is called iKonics bc we are one w ikon (so cute i love them sm)

- kings of fanservice 

- they’re really weird and loud and don’t give a fuck about who thinks they’re strange (think like, minhyuk x 7)

- kim hanbin aka b.i 

- 96 line

- has been single his whole life “even if i love someone, no one loves me” (harhar i told u that yesterday)

- leader, rapper, lyricist, composer, choreographer aka an actual genius

- joined YG when he was 15 (basically his dad met a composer dude and then he rapped for him over facetime etc etc)

- dumbin, tigerbin, geniusbin

- don’t let the gif fool u bc one time ikon were asked “whats scarier? b.i in a recording studio or a ghost in a deserted house?” and they all chose b.i in a recording studio help them

- he is known to be v strict during practice which is where tigerbin came from, this lil shit doesn’t fuck around

- sleeps during the day and stays up all night writing and recording, lives in the studio (eats and sleeps there 90% of the time) the members say during comeback time they almost don’t see him at all, works v hard

- but on the other hand, he’s a giant idiot. e.g “aren’t mice reptiles?” “whale isn’t a mammal, it’s a fish” “i don’t know the goats iq cos i don’t even know my own” he wrote a song w/ Psy called Auto Reverse and sent him a text asking what auto reverse meant so psy replied with the meaning of it (the cassette thing where it automatically flips it around so u can listen to the other side)

- was in SMTM3, when he auditioned he forgot his lyrics but then freestyled his way through it like a motherfuckin boss

- didn’t win but this song is iconic (u mean ikonic HA)

- is fucking obsessed with Mickey Mouse (he got jealous bc one time Bobby got a mickey mouse pen as a present, ALTHOUGH literally a few weeks ago he told a fan a “secret” and the “secret” was that he actually doesnt like mickey mouse OK LIAR)

- has a little sister called Hanbyul who he protects with his life, i don’t think she will ever get a bf when she grows up bc he’ll be like NO, I AM YOUR ONLY LOVE (june x hanbyul = angry hanbin)

- loves animals, the members ask him why can’t he treat them like he treats animals (wow he’s my soulmate sry anna)

- Double B is the best ship on the planet (Bobby X B.I) when bobby isn’t around he gets touchy with the other members cos he misses him

- an actual 2 year old

- can’t take a selca to save his life 

- wrote Empty for Winner as a present for debut

- scared of bugs and is bad at foot volleyball (what even is that)

- kim jiwon aka bobby

- 95 line 

- hanbins boyfriend

- writes his own raps a DUHHH

- kimbap, bunny

- thinks hes ugly but BITCH HE AINT

- has a Pooh plush that he has had since he was a little kid and it looks like it has been through some shit

- v sharp jawline ouch my finger 

- takes care of his members very well, he’s like an idiot big brother

- was in SMTM3 with hanbin, and he won that shit. iKing

- him and June are the most awkward couple on the planet it makes me wanna kms but it’s so funny  e.g during M&M June: if Jinhyeong gets into our team, I can get close to him in a day if I open up my heart Bobby: what about me? i’ve been with you for two years! open up your heart to me

- derp of the group

- has sexy ass abs /slips on drool

- can speak english v well bc he moved to Virginia (but he says he can’t speak english im so confused)

- he’s super friendly and really fucking weird 

- this video explains him perfectly im crying mx in the bg LMAO (THE DANCE MOVE AT THE VERY END IS HIS SIGNATURE MOVE)

- he was actually my first bias in ikon but Hanbin ruined my fuckin life

- he styles his own hair....he has had really questionable hair styles, right now he looks like cruella de ville (?) (HE CHANGED IT)

- bitch he has so much fucking energy i honestly don’t understand it 

- kim jinhwan / 13cm fairy 

- jinani, “more famous than tangerines in Jeju”, Jay

- 94 line, oldest in the group but he looks 5, plus his tiny-ness doesn’t help

- is an actual wine mum (like seriously. he likes to drink wine now)

- :23 seconds is still a mystery to everyone in the fandom, where the fuck did he come from

- june is soft for him (and june is a giant bitch so)

- he has a heart shaped beauty mark on his face 

- he makes a really pretty girl 1:11 is him 

- is good friends with Kihyun 8)))) tiny x tiny 

- always gives advice to the members 

- a sweet emotional soul that needs to be protected at all times

- is the reason Yunhyeong became a singer, my hearT

- first person to catch my eye bc he’s so fuckin cute 

- Suhyun from AKMU really likes his voice (and probably him too)

- cries a lot

- his parents have an air BNB kind of thing dedicated to him in Jeju, called Stay At Home for Jinhwan

- his smile makes me want to die 

- he sweats a lot and doesn’t really like to work out

- like’s playing games (like games on variety shows and stuff, not computer ones)

- the best at japanese !!! and chinese, king of languages honestly

- all clothes look good on him like hOW

- goo junhoe / goo junhwe / gu junhoe / ku junhoe / koo junhwe WHY ARE THERE SO MANY VARIATIONS

- let’s just go with June since that’s what he goes by

- 97 line

- "shut up you handsome bastard” - Bobby

- always checking himself out

- not soft for anyone except for Jinhwan

- will he ever love bobby back???

- is handsome, but equally fucking awkward

- best singer in ikon / kpop / the world  

- says he would love to hang out with friends except he doesn’t have any

- instead of a gf, he wants a car

- originally joined YG to be a dancer (mini Michael Jackson)

- selca king (needs to teach hanbin)

- u know how i said he was only soft for jinhwan? i take it back, he’s also soft for konics (when he isn’t being a sassy bitch)

- never shuts up (remember when i linked u to noise pollution???)

-  writes his own songs (in his diary tho)

- one time he dropped his phone in the toilet and washed it with soap

- another time he wanted to take a picture in the water so he took the waterproof case off because it was a hassle until the members were like ??? thats..the case...and he’s like...oh...i thought it was the phone that was waterproof

- attention whore

- kim donghyuk

- 97 line

- dongdong, candy-chan, DK

- a sweet, sweet soul

- main dancer !!! he’s sO GOOD (choreo’d Airplane)

- taeyang said his voice perfectly suits Eyes, Nose, Lips

- he was on a ridiculous diet and we’re all v worried about him T_T he used to stress eat so he was insecure about it but HE IS PERFECT 

- english name is Ezra...idk

- has the best lauGH EVER

- underrated and i don’t know why

- he did a whole “day in the life” on V Live where it was LEGIT SHOWING U EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING. IT WAS LIKE 6 VIDEOS OF HIS DAY

- he just really loves konics

- gasses up Bobby every chance he gets (sigh hes so sweet)

- he can play the piano and drums

- and guitar woops

- he prays before shows and before he eats

- HAS A BEAUTIFUL SMILE I DIE, IT LITERALLY LIGHTS UP THE MOTHERFUCKIN ROOM

- idk man he’s like the sun

- he shines so bright i cry 

- best AT AEGYO 

- song yunhyeong 

- 95 line

- song chef, yoyo, prince, song

- originally wanted to be an actor but thank the lord he changed his mind (YG told him to be a singer)

- used to be hopeless at dancing and singing but look at him now bitch

- back in M&M days, he revealed how much he loves Nivea Cherry lip balm so for the christmas game, hanbin bought him like 100284347398 and he nearly cried

- next minute: he is the nivea ambassador, LEGENDS ONLY

- has his own cooking show on V App

- him and Chanwoo are twins (he hates being called Chanwoo tho watch out)

- eVIL TWINS  

- tells dad jokes (wow is he Anna)

- a positive ray of sunshine 

- you can probs take him home to mama cos he’s so perfect (like hello he’s sweet, moisturises his lips AND he cooks?)

- usually coupled with Donghyuk

- is also kind of underrated and im mad about it

- mum thinks he is handsome (he is, i just needed to throw that in there)

- his smile is beautiful

- beautiful tan skin!!!

- good @ english 

- stylists dress him the best idk why but he always looks good 

- imagine a kihyun x yunhyeong cooking show wow sign me tf up 

- A+ at comic dancing (bobby gets embarrassed about it)

- jung chanwoo

- 98 line

- chanu, chocoball, evil maknae, #MAKNAEONTOP, chan

- 1/2 of the evil twins w yunhyeong, he loves it tho

- hanbin calls him the nicest boy in the world 

- tests his hyungs patience on a daily basis

- sassy little bitch 

- one time he cried cos bobby scolded him (bobby said sorry later)

- was a child actor (gu jun pyo anyone ??)

- he’s a little slow sometimes but the members forgive him cos hes cute LMAO 

- members did a hidden camera on him once and he passed with flying colours  Hanbin: why did you do everything I asked you to anyway? Chanwoo: because if i didnt, you’d kick my ass

- v tall, stop growing

- good at chinese

- sometimes i feel like he doesn’t know he’s famous 

- looks lost 90% of the time 

- he’s cute but he’s a sassy brat so watch out

end

[gumihoni]

  92 truths                                        

tagged by @risquetendencies (thank you <3)

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag.

LAST… [1] drink: grain coffee [2] phone call: my gp telling me I have streptococci [3] text message: my mom or Johanna, not sure [4] song you listened to: Ladies’ Code - The Rain [5] time you cried: about a week ago

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: no [7] been cheated on: no [8] kissed someone and regretted it: oh boy, most kisses [9] lost someone special: yes, and it’s already been a year [10] been depressed: : ) [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: do i know my limits? no. do i think i know my limits? yes.

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] periwinkle [13] not really a colour but iridescent/holographic [14] rose gold

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: yes [16] fallen out of love: no, i haven’t been in love in ages [17] laughed until you cried: yes [18] found out someone was talking about you?: not sure, i don’t think, but it’s probably happening anyway [19] met someone who changed you: i think most people change you in little ways [20] found out who your true friends are: more like I haven’t been a true friend and super distant [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: yeah and it was dumb

GENERAL… [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: hmm, i guess 90% [23] do you have any pets: no [24] do you want to change your name: I don’t feel like it goes with my last name, but besides from that I’m good. oh yeah, and i wish people would stop the porn star allusions *shrug emoji* [25] what did you do for your last birthday: had cake with the fam, met with some friends before going on a trip to Korea, which was a present to myself [26] what time did you wake up: 1pm, which is starting to become a thing after late shift [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: staring into the void after giving up trying to draw after late shift [28] name something you cannot wait for: what’s excitement when you can have depression.. i’m going to be travelling but i wish i was excited already [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: today [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: possibly growing up with both parents and both cultures, my brain : ) [31] what are you listening to right now: Mamamoo - Décalcomanie [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: my friend’s exchange student’s twin brother was named Tom and one of the first native English speakers I talked to [33] something that is getting on your nerves: German bureaucracy [34] most visited website: tumblr probably [35] elementary: oh, a few of us would get to read in the book corner when we finished early, that was nice [37] college: nightmare, especially considering i’ve almost finished but need to redo courses once i re-enroll. it’s not difficult but the organisational stuff has messed me up. [38] hair colour: brown and it bores me, but colouring ruins it [39] long or short hair: long, it’s more low maintenance in my case, though i like shorter styles [40] do you have a crush on someone: what is love (no) [41] what do you like about yourself? i do my best to be kind, i understand a lot of things quickly, i am good with languages [42] piercings: nope, always wanted several but thought my face is too young/doll-ish [43] blood type: who knows [44] nickname: none. well, one friend likes to call me G [45] relationship status: spending all my money on food and loving it [46] zodiac sign: gemini [47] pronouns: she/her, but i don’t really care [48] fav tv show: hunter x hunter [49] tattoos: a clef going into a note, one in korean.. and I saw an amazing artist who is from Seoul, so depending on their prices/my budget i might get my fox at last this year [50] right or left handed: right handed

FIRST… [51] surgery: none [52] piercing: ears, when I was 14 [53] best friend: Marlene [54] sport: strangely enough Taekwondo at 20, and still my current [55] vacation: a small island called Borkum [56] pair of trainers: phew, some cream coloured ones with some coloured accents

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: last thing was potato soup and homemade vegan Franzbrötchen (similar to cinnamon rolls) [58] drinking: water [59] i’m about to: go to bed soon [60] listening to: Last Goodbye by Akdong Musician (can you tell my kpop playlist is running) [61] waiting for: motivation to put on a sheet mask [62] want: tomorrow to be over [63] get married: i don’t see the appeal except for financially and pretty dresses [64] career: god knows, when will someone pay me to draw gay fanart

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: both are nice, but since i am never really in love i’ll go for hugs [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: everyone’s taller than me anyway [68] older or younger: mostly older, but depends on the person [70] nice arms or nice stomach: honestly, this makes me think about wanting to work out both my own arms and stomach.. but i can appreciate both [71] sensitive or loud: sensitive probably, since i often try hard to make people feel comfortable [72] hook up or relationship: I’m so rarely interested in people, i’d take either depending on the person [73] troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? yeah [75] drank hard liquor? i like whiskey [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? i wear neither but i keep breaking all my sunglasses [77] turned someone down: yes [78] sex on first date? if you want to count ons [79] broken someone’s heart? yeah, but it was more their issue than mine (in the sense that they made me too important and would have done the same with anyone else in my place) [80] had your own heart broken? yeah and in hindsight they weren’t worth it [81] been arrested? no [82] cried when someone died? yes [83] fallen for a friend: high school crushes, yes, but not seriously

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? some things yes, some things no [85] miracles? no [86] love at first sight? yes but i think it’s unlikely to happen to me personally [87] santa claus? no [88] kiss on the first date? sure [89] angels? not really

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: i haven’t had best friends in ages, i value different things in my friends [91] eye colour: hazel, but i like most eyes in general [92] favourite movie: phew, i never watch any. Movies I want to watch again: JSA, I’m a Cyborg but that’s Ok, The Fox and the Girl

I think most of my tag meme crew has done this. @sirwallahoo in like the next 6 months maybe, @rouvere (idk if you even do these), @the-smallest-kurapika, @caseyvalhalla, @sayoko0, @schwanendreher, @daiousamashittykawa, @pyro-madder

[sirlucina]

tagged by: i stole it from @silveraiichiro

tagging: you

— What was your last…

1. Drink: a mix of watermelon flavour and tangerine flavour sparkling water

2. Phone call: probably my mom

3. Text message: friend from school about how good the twice comeback was

4. Song you listened to: everyday by winner ITS LIT

5. Time you cried: i havent cried in weeks bc i started taking antidepressants lol its been good

— Have you ever…

6. Dated someone twice: i havent dated someone once

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no but also maybe

8. Been cheated on: no

9. Lost someone special: theres this guy from my childhood ive always had dreams about even though i havent seen him since grade 5 when i moved away but ive been thinking about him a lot lately and i want to try to find him

10. Been depressed: NOT SINCE ANTIDEPRESSANTS LOL

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

— Fave colours

12. blue

13. grey

14. idk black?

— In the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: yes

16. Fallen out of love: no i would have to fall in love to do that

17. Laughed until you cried: probably

18. Found out someone was talking about you: like behind my back? no

19. Met someone who changed you: yes

20. Found out who your friends are: idk what this means. none of the friends ive made have ever done something to make me think something like this

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook friends list: i dont use facebook

— General

22. How many your Facebook friends do you know irl: i dont use facebook so all of them

23. Do you have any pets: 4! 2 cats 2 dogs

24. Do you want to change your name: not really but if i found a name i like i wouldnt be opposed to it

25. What did you do for your last birthday: go to canadas wonderland

26. What time did you wake up today: 9:17 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: getting my hair cut

28. What is something you can’t wait for: having money

29. What is your favourite animal: cats

30. What are you listening to right now: silence

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: unfortunately 

32. Something that’s getting on your nerves: things dont get on my nerves

33. Most visited website: tumblr lol

34. Hair colour: brown

35. Long or short hair:long

36. Do you have a crush on someone: no 

37. What do you like about yourself: my sense of humour and canadian spelling

38. Want any piercings: nope

39. Blood type: my mom doesnt even know my blood type

40. Nicknames: vee

41. Relationship status: single

42. Sign: cancer

43. Pronouns: none. dont refer to me

44. Fave tv show: right now its one day at a time

45. Tattoos: i want tattoos so badly

46. Right or left handed: right

47. Ever had surgery: no

48. Piercings: used to have ear piercings when i was younger but it closed up and i dont want piercings

49. Sport: BADMINTON

50. Vacation: want to go to japan like every other casual on this website, but also ever since i was younger and gay for mary kate and ashley ive wanted to go to the bahamas bc they had a movie set there

51. Trainers: pokemon trainer

— More General

52. Eating: hongey

53. Drinking: nothing

54. I’m about to watch: probably kpop mvs tbh

55. Waiting for: the client my mom has to leave

56. Want: money

57. Get married: sure

58. Career: i want to be a video game developer but anything with programming is good too

— Which is better

59. Hugs or kisses: hugs

60. Lips or eyes: lips

61. Taller or shorter: same height as me

62. Older or younger: im ok with either but anything over a year difference is too much for me at this point

63. Nice arms or stomach: oof, both. maybe stomach

64. Hookups or relationships: relationships

65. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

— Have you ever

66. Kissed a stranger: no wtf

67. Drank hard liquor: no

68. Turned someone down: lots of boys bc im gay 

70. Broken someone’s heart: probably not

71. Had your heart broken: no

72. Been arrested: no

73. Cried when someone died: yes

74. Fallen for a friend: ya

— Do you believe in

75. Yourself: i try

76. Miracles: yes

77. Love at first sight: no

78. Santa Claus: no

79. Angels: idk

— Misc

80. Eye colour: brown

81. Best friend’s name: 

82. Favourite movie: Cat in the Hat (live action) 

83. Favourite actor: zendaya

84. Favourite cartoon: adventure time

85. Favourite teacher’s name: kam

[amautifect]

…SHOULD WE KNOW US A LITTLE BETTER TAG…

tagged by @taekeyxx

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 ppl…

THE LAST:

1. Drink: hallon saft, don’t know how to translate that to english properly :)

2. Phone call: I called in sick two weeks ago

3. Text message: my co-worker texted me she’d be late

4. Song you listened to: Roy Kim - Egoist, highly recommend it

5. Time you cried: Watching Weightlifting fairy last week

6. Dated someone twice: uh no, I’ve only dated one person.

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: I’ve regretted not kissing someone, still think about it 6 years later.

8. Been cheated on: no

9. Lost someone special: Yes

10. Been depressed: yep

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Never been drunk

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: turquoise, purple, blue

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: Loads, thanks kpop

16. Fallen out of love: No

17. Laughed until you cried: No

18. Found out someone was talking about you: Not that I can recall

19. Met someone who changed you: Kpop changed me man

20. Found out who your friends are: In the last year? I dunno probably

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: I’m still friends with my ex girlfriend

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Like 80% of them

23. Do you have any pets: An African Grey parrot, her name is Nelly

24. Do you want to change your name: Kinda, but not really.

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: I went to an ice hockey game, I was bored most of the time.

26. What time did you wake up: noon

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: making gifs or watching youtube

28. Name something you can’t wait for: moneys

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: two hours ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: Most things really. I wish I lived in a city.

31. What are you listening right now: Paramore - Rose Coloured Boy

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I know like 3 Tom’s

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: everyone?

34. Most visited Website: Tumblr and Youtube

35. Elementary: done

36. High School: done

37. College: Did a year to test it out, since it’s free here.

38. Haircolor: Dark red

39. Long or short hair: long, in reality I don’t grow hair tho I’m talking about my wig

40. Do you have a crush on someone: unless idols and actors count no

41. What do you like about yourself: i have pretty eyes and a decent face in general and i’m very nice to everyone.

42. Piercings: none, not even ears

43. Bloodtype:  Dunno

44. Nickname: Mau, Amau

45. Relationship status: forever alone

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favorite TV Show: I don’t think I have one anymore, Criminal Minds maybe

49. Tattoos: Nope, but i’d like some

50. Right or left: right handed

51. Surgery: nope

52. Piercing: nope

53. Sport: I did volleyball for about 6 months

55. Vacation: i haven’t left the country in 9 years

56. Pair of trainers: ???

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: nothing

58. Drinking: nothing

59. I’m about to: go to sleep

61. Waiting for: the week to be over

62. Want: to be happy for once

63. Get married: meh

64. Career: I don’t know that’s the problem

WHICH IS BETTER

65. Hugs or kisses: hugs

66. Lips or eyes: eyes

67. Shorter or taller: taller

68. Older or younger: older

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms

71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger: nope

75. Drank hard liquor: yeah

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: i have perfect vision, so no

77. Turned someone down: yes, he then stalked me good times

78. Sex in the first date: no

79. Broken someones heart: yes

80. Had your heart broken: no, maybe. not romantically

81. Been arrested: no

82. Cried when someone died: yes

83. Fallen for a friend: Yes, then we dated

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: no

85. Miracles: sometimes

86. Love at first sight: not really

87. Santa Claus: nope

88. Kiss in the first date: sure

89. Angels: Yes

OTHER:

90. Current best friends name: Ari

91. Eyecolor: blue, sometimes grey

92. Favorite movie: Spiderman: Homecoming

Sorry it took so long for me to get to it but here it is :P I don’t have anyone to tag from this blog lol so I won’t.

[thiefakefia]

50-100

Ask Ask Ask ;) (x)

50 - Do you regret your past?

Already answered, I’ll copy-paste; Wait, didn’t I already answer this in a way? I have regretted putting myself into some of the situations I have in the past, but there’s no point holding on to that, because it happened. Now I just have to pick up the pieces

51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else?

I can do something stupid for anyone. Sometimes I don’t even need prompting.

52 - Have you ever cried over someone?

Way too many people! 

53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone?

Again, way too many people! I need to cut that shit down. 

54 - Are you a crybaby?

When I’m ill like now, yah. All the time. Look at me the wrong way and I cry. I don’t cry when physically injured though. When I’m well, people think it’s weird cos I just don’t cry at anything.

55 - Do people praise you for your looks?

Strangers frequently stop me to tell me I have a beautiful smile. Happened just yesterday in the supermarket. Happens a lot at work too. I often get told I’m beautiful too. 

56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?

It’s happened a few times, yah. There was an unfortunate crush on a gym instructor at my gym. Was v.distracting every time I tried to work out if he was in there. 

57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?

I’ve done a million and one bad things that I’ve let go of because the pain serves nobody and people have forgiven my transgressions. 

58 - Do you like getting hurt?

A part of my subconscious does, or it must. That’s the only explanation for that shit. And another part is of the sane, safe and consensual masochism inclination. 

59 - Does anyone hate you?

I think there’s probably a group somewhere dedicated to it. 

60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”?

Surprisingly, no! 

61 - What hair color do you prefer?

On myself? Anything but my natural hair colour - blue, blonde, red, I’ll take anything. On other people, I’m weird. I like men with blonde hair, but I like women with brunette hair. 

62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it?

Plz take the mental illness and move to the recycle bin. 

63 - Do you love someone as of the moment?

I love lots of people. Sometimes I have so much love to give I feel I shall overflow with it all. 

64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself?

Is this a trick question? A lot. Often. Gave it a good go once. 

65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school?

I’m lucky enough to have been out of school for a good few years. I have a few friends remaining from school and frequently have difficulties with one, but otherwise nope!

66 - Can you live without internet?

Not for more than a few days. I start to go a bit peculiar. 

67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone?

Aw shit, gotta be Babycakes by 3 of a Kind. Gets me every time. 

68 - Are you good at holding back your tears?

Sometimes. But once the dam has collapsed, it’s all downhill from there. 

69 - Are you a crybaby?

Uh… see #54

70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical?

What yes. I am well up there on the hysterical scale. If I lived 50 years ago, they’d have put me in a mental hospital with the label ‘suffering from hysteria’.

71 - Are you a KPOP fan?

WELL. I enjoy KPOP but I rarely go looking for it. 

72 - Do you study hard?

Go hard or go home. When I moved to my second high school, I did nothing but study and had no time for other people. When I moved to college, I got sick and it all went to shit. I generally study hard for my degree atm, but I get sick and it kinda knows me back for a couple weeks but I try real hard ^^

73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love?

I try not to. I don’t think people should have to give up stuff important to them for relationships. Unless it’s like… ‘Oh you want me to give up sleeping around? Okay’ I mean that’s a big deal for me anyway. Hobbies, animals, things that are central to my personality…. no. I’ve been asked to many times, had it demanded of me, been slapped for not doing so BUT I try not to budge on important stuff.

74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight?

Lots. I was one of those 13-14 year olds who snuck out the house to kiss boys at night. Usually in the rain. All the romance!

75 - Have you ever ridden a boat?

I’ve been on a boat a couple times. Do not like. Me & water = not friends.

76 - Did you have an accident last year?

YES. The great bike crash of Feb 2016. Fountain of blood. 6 hours of surgery. What a mess.

77 - What kind of person are you?

A rrly shit, useless one tbh. 

78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone?

Yeah, and I had all these plans too. But then I got kinda like ‘Kay so I might not go to prison, but I may be stuck on a secure unit for a couple decades, and is he worth that?’ In the end, he was not.

79 - Have you ever been jealous?

Wha, me? Nooooo. I never used to be, I never used to care at all. My partner could be across the room flirting with some chick and I just used to be like ‘eh’. But then I got cheated on like 50 times, and it messed me up a lil so now I’m p.bad.

80 - How can you prove your love to someone?

I suck at this so badly. I am shit at words, but I think (hope) it shines through with my actions when I’m well enough. I’m really like ‘Gosh this reminded me of you so I got it for you’ and ‘I baked you your favourite thing’ and ‘I stitched you this’. I’m very much ‘I was thinking of you and this is a token of my love’. I suck at affection though so I get in trouble. 

81 - What are you thinking right now?

That I should probably make dinner seeing as it’s almost 9pm and I haven’t eaten yet today ^^;

82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts?

Becky, a volunteer at the charity shop I used to manage. She’s a young girl, really nice, and comes to me for advice a lot :3

83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase?

All of ‘em, take my entire childhood away plz. 

84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel?

Only like a bajillion times. Mainly because I can’t label my feelings.

85 - Did you ever badmouth someone?

It’s actually one of my hobbies. 

86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone?

How can anybody ever say no to this? Like, 3 year olds have arguments. All. The. Time. I try to avoid arguments but I seem to cause a lot of ‘em.

87 - Do you have trust issues?

A whole pile of them. I should really sort them into alphabetical order.. 

88 - Are you broken-hearted?

I don’t really know. It’s hard to know, I don’t have a reference guide to what that feels like ^^;

89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?

It’s actually not a person. I think of the only being that I know with 100% certainty loves me, and that is my dog.

90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it?

It depends! I believe exercise pain is always worth it. Most my friendships and relationships include at least a little bit of pain, and usually it’s worth it to me. And I assume for them, otherwise they wouldn’t be my friends anymore!

91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”?

I doooooo. Cos how could it have been meant to be if it isn’t existing? I could sit here and whine that lots of things were ‘meant to be’ but clearly they weren’t if it isn’t happening. Maybe I’m being too literal here but eh.

92 - Who do you want to marry?

I mean… marriage is not for me. It’s just not the right choice for me at all. Too many things could go wrong and I don’t like the idea of finances getting tangled up. I watched my parents separate and it’s been ten years and they’re still not divorced because of the mess it would create and because it costs a lot of money. The wedding costs a lot of money, the divorce costs a lot of money. I’d prefer both a hot-as-fuck holiday instead of a wedding, and then a hot-as-fuck holiday at the end of the relationship. 

93 - Do you believe in destiny?

I really do not know! I don’t think about it

94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”?

Yes, and maybe I did. But it isn’t meant to be. How weird is that? 

95 - How do you look right now?

Like I haven’t showered or changed out of these pyjamas for waaaayyyy too many days. And also like I don’t care about it.

96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies?

For some people, this is true. For me, my first love is still very special to me, even if I don’t want to be back into that relationship. I find it really odd that other people are like ‘I hate my first true love. I never want to see them again!’ but then, my first true love was first and foremost my best friend, so we had that bond before the relationship. 

97 - Have you found your true love?

Does anyone ever truly know? I don’t like to say, it only hurts more later when it blows up in my face.

98 - What should you be doing right now?

Replies, asks, making dinner, pretty much anything but this :3 

99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends.

Uh, weird question but okay… James Collins.

100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough?

Permanent state of being tho.