Grandpa vent cus I can't call my mom
I cannot believe this is happening so fast or the change in my opa. My mom and aunt stepped up and are doing everything and I feel really inadequate. My mom doesn't even want me to see him like this. Hate waiting to see if he's going to be in hospice or a 5 day hold. He can't stand almost at all and his skin is so thin and delicate and he can hardly stay on topic. I don't even know what to do
Was crying when drafted this now I've achieved numbness and fear again
My opa taught kids how to read longer than I've been alive. I'm trying to read the books he gave me and remember that
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i’ve always yearned to be someone cool. someone mysterious, some whose blog you stalk and think to yourself “they must be so cool” in the same way i do with others.
i’ve always wished to be more interesting. more deep. someone who reads philosophy for fun and has a deep knowledge of almost everything. someone “gifted”. someone talented.
i do not know how to explain it but i always wish to be someone else, someone i can never be.
and instead i am a simple creature, with mundane interests, shallow, unremarkable.
never noticed, always forgotten.
why can’t i like myself for who i am? why do i need to have the same level of beauty of aphrodite and the same talent as the most loved authors, painters, musicians in order to be remembered, cared for, loved?
and i realize these thoughts are unfair to the ones who DO love me, care for me, but this unhappiness with myself is so deeply rooted that i don’t know what to do with it, and it’s becoming more and more frustrating the more i grow up.
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thinking about russian doll again 🧍♀️
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Why is threatening to pulverize someone the funniest shit ever WHEEWWW
OR SAYING YOU GON TURN THEM INTO A LITTLE BROWN STAIN
LMAOOOOOOOO OR THE WORD OBLITERATE 💀💀💀💀💀
NIGGAS GETTING REDUCED TO FINE PARTICLES
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An alarm clock sounds the end!
Bug Fact: Several insects can hear ultrasonic sound waves, including cockroaches, spiders, wasps, beetles, and flies.
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stayed up till 2am on my phone and then hung up my mancave sign i bought ages ago and then?? made a fucking collage on my wall?? stuck red panda stickers everywhere?? found a face mask in the deepest crevices of my room and used it?? pretended to be a celebrity giving a room tour?? nearly broke five candles?? wtf was i on last night
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