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they matter more to me than i do to them
#what am i doing wrong?#bpd#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd fp#fp bpd#bpd favorite person#bpd blog#borderline personality disorder
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Me when the cycle of ppl leaving me keeps repeating
#srsly whats wrong with me#i genuinely dont understand what about me keeps driving ppl away#what am i doing wrong?#why do ppl leave me so easily?#why me?#why the fuck#and why does this happen so constantly#i gem thought he wouldn't leave me#i mean#we've spoken since 2021#and he was#idk#i thought he was different#he kept making these amazing messages and cards for my bday#and last year he didn't even spoke to me on my birthday#i keep trying to reach out#but he keeps driving away#and the fucking distance doesnt help#but oh well#what did i expect#that i would actually travel to england and we would actually meet?#or he would actually travel here?#or we would actually still speak to each other?#dont ghost ppl kids#it sucks
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the way you looked at her made my heart twist.
and I almost screamed out in pain.
#She’s so beautiful#and energetic#why do you like her so much?#why can’t I be her?#what am I doing wrong?#I want to be special to you like you are special to me#I wish that wasn’t too much to ask#I just want your appreciation#and attention#and love#U#personal#teacher crush#teacher crush community#tc community#tc#tcc#tc post#tcc post#tc ramblings#tc confessions#tc thoughts#teacher attachment#tc feelings#male teacher crush#male tc#male teacher attachment#I wish I was good enough#am I not good enough for you?#how can I be good enough for you
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Bhai why do new people not talk to me irl? Istg i look downright naive (aka not threatening) and I'm conversational too
But even if i initiate conversation they don't continue it
Socialising is tough
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How the fuck do you draw Tanaka??
#Ajin#my art#tanaka kouji#PLEASE HELP#WHY CANT I EVER DRAW HIM RIGHT#WHO IS THAT?#WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?#PLEASE TANAKA ARTIST GIVE ME YOUR SECRETS
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No matter what I do, my roasted cauliflower always comes out mushy. I hate it.
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i wish people would tell me what's wrong with my smut, instead of acting like it's good
#like#i am obviously doing something wrong for them all to flop#am i really just that bad at writing it?#saw someone in a zine server today talking about how their most popular fic was their smut and it's true for everyone#... not me#mine are terminally unpopular and unloved#most don't even get fifty kudos#my latest? not even thirty#and barely any bookmarks#what am i doing wrong?#it's so discouraging#if i ever consider writing that crap again someone PLEASE stop me and remind me that i fucking suck at it#hearing that on that server just reminded me of how fucking dogshit mine is
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Why yes, every time I reblog or retweet one of my own drawings or stories, it absolutely IS because I'm proud of it and felt like it deserved more attention than it got.
I've decided being proud of my stuff in spite of the single-digit numbers accrued is no longer going to embarrass me.
#which is infinitely better than the self pity rabbit hole I often fall into#where I'm just like#what am I doing wrong?#why don't people like this?#am I really bad and everyone who is engaging is just humoring me until the artists/authors they actually like post?#so yeah#I'm just gonna work at not being embarrassed by my own likes and passions#everyone else can get on board if they want to
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#why do people I dare tend to rund if to other countries#India Switzerland turkey#three out of five#what am I doing wrong?#but he asked if he can kiss me#and that was really cute ☺️#it feels nice being desired#i will find happiness#dating#personal
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writer's block wheeeee
I don't agree with pressuring mutuals/readers into leaving comments, but I can say with complete confidence that if my work got more response, I would definitely be more motivated to write.
editing to add that I know life is insane for everyone 24/7 and I can definitely, definitely appreciate that sometimes you just don't have time/energy/motivation to write a comment and that everyone who does leave feedback is taking time out of their day to interact with my work <3
#also why is it#that when other people write characters that are popular in a fandom#they got hundreds of notes and reblogs#but when I do that#I get like 12 notes if I'm lucky#what am I doing wrong?#vent#there are times i'm convinced i don't get readers because i don't write smut#i'm literally Catholic what do you expect#lmao idk what this is#more chaos from dar
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Face fucking first so that you can feel my dick get hard in your mouth.
Won't it be hard already?
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Help please!!
I'm trying to post a few new bits and pieces of stories, but I've run into a massive issue!
I keep getting a 'We're sorry. There was an error processing/saving/autosaving your post'. Are there new rules I haven't heard about? Or can you no longer post long-ish things from Desktop? Have I been soft banned from posting? Anyone know whats going on??
(Note, I first tried 3-4 days ago, got this error and decided to give it some time. The story and intro are only 2826 words - hahaa I should add two more - and I have a read more so?)
Thanks,
Your friendly neighbourhood (frustrated) writer.
#tumblr#tumblr help#what am i doing wrong?#its been 4 days#and still the same error#why does it hate me
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Does this ever end?
#It's exhausting.#I don't get it.#What am I doing wrong?#I try to be pleasant. It doesn't work.#I try blocking things out. It doesn't work.#Nothing works.#Nothing ever works.#The fuck am I supposed to do?#Just keep putting up with it?#I don't know how much more I can take.#Fuck. I'm just so sick of this.#I'm sick of feeling worthless.#I'm fed up of all this belittlement and disrespect.#I'm not a child.#I'm not weak for having emotions.#I'm not stupid.#I'm fifty fucking eight years old.#I survived forty years on my own.#My entire fucking existence has been nothing but pain.#So yeah. I'm not going to fucking stand here and take it.#I'm going to retaliate. I'm going to stand up for myself.#Especially against people who know nothing of me. And refuse to know nothing of me.#So fuck all of this.#I have every right to be angry.#The world has been nothing but shit to me.#Tua rp#Tua rp blog#Five Vents
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#not feeling it today lads#don't know if it's a midlife crisis a year earlier or what#like at that stage where you feel like no one really likes you and it's all a elaborate trick#and who am i to think im that important?#i will never tell any of my friends this because i think it's very disregarding of their feelings but i cannot help feeling this#and it's always spurned on by outside factors#because I'm really trying to not do this shit to myself#but a itty bitty little thing happens outside of my carefully constructed mental boxes and suddenly i feel like the worst shit#I don't like to think life isn't worth but what's the purpose? purposes?#capitalist society is really good on selling a type of life that's unachievable#like half of the people i know can't do it but i always focus on the ones that can and it frustrates me to no end#what am i doing wrong?#what's the catch?#what have i forgotten?#why am i like this and not like that?#really not feeling it today lads
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Wait you guys here on Tumblr talk to each other?
man, the way some of the reddit refugees talk about moving to tumblr is kinda depressing; they're saying stuff like "No one has belittled me on tumblr yet" and "people actually talk to me here."
We've got to rehabilitate these users so that they can see what it's like to have a non-hostile internet experience.
#what?#been here for 4 years and talked basically to nobody#what am I doing wrong?#well at leat people are cool here#i guess
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I can't begin to put into words how devastated I am when plans get canceled
#me#it just happens over and over and over again#and i keep checking in days before being like 'are we still on? everyone still good?'#until like#the day of/day before#when everyone cancels on me#and its like????#what am i doing wrong?#im trying to make it so easy to be around me and do things#i dont know what im doing wrong to feel so alone#lke multiple groups multiple people#like it has to be me at this point roght?#im trying to make it known that what i planned matters to me#and it doesnt seem to matter#why cant people make time for me#ive been crying over this for a few days#whats wrong with me?#if you tell me ill fix it
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