#WE'RE TALKING MY BONES ARE JELLY AND I AM GONE

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in a war that can't be won

part 4 of a Vanessa Abrams playlist - best heard in order

tracklist and quotes under the cut

Black Ops ~ They Might Be Giants

We take the best of it And make a mess of it Ripping up some lawn And then we're gone

There’s No Home For You Here ~ The White Stripes

Each simple gesture done by me is counteracted And leaves me standing here with nothing else to say

Still Waiting ~ Sum 41

This can't last forever Time won't make things better I feel so alone, can't help myself

Kids In The Dark ~ All Time Low

Lookin' back, I see a setting sun And watch my shadow fade into the floor I am left standing on the edge Wondering how we got this far

Black Hole Sun ~ Soundgarden

Stuttering Cold and damp Steal the warm wind, tired friend Times are gone For honest men Sometimes, far too long for snakes In my shoes

Climbing the Walls ~ They Might Be Giants

I can't talk, I gotta go Don't call me back, I won't get the door Got to focus on the job 'Cause I got a new job

A Means to an End ~ Joy Division

Is this your goal, your final needs Where dogs and vultures eat Committed still I turn to go

You Need Me, I Don’t Need You ~ Måneskin

I won't stop until my name's in lights With stadium heights, with Damien Rice

My Hero ~ Foo Fighters

There goes my hero He's ordinary

Can’t Repeat ~ The Offspring

Life goes on, come of age Can't hold on, turn the page Time rolls on, wipe these eyes Yesterday laughs, tomorrow cries

Coming of Age ~ Foster The People

Well, I see you standing there like a rabid dog And you got those crying eyes Makes me wanna surrender and wrap you in my arms You know I try to live without regrets I'm always moving forward and not looking back

Back to the Old House ~ The Smiths

I would rather not go Back to the old house There's too many bad memories

New York ~ St. Vincent

If I last-strawed you on 8th Avenue Well, you're the only motherfucker in the city who can stand me I have lost a hero I have lost a friend

Darlin’ darlin’ ~ The Knee-Hi’s

Darlin', darlin', won't you kiss me on my head? I'm laying patiently on our unmade bed So won't you hold me and tell me goodbye Before I lay here and shut my eyes?

All We Ever Wanted Was Everything ~ Bauhaus

All we ever wanted was everything All we ever got was cold Get up, eat jelly Sandwich bars, and barbed wire Squash every week into a day

Astronomy ~ Conan Grey

We drive through the woods, rich neighborhoods to watch We joked as we looked that they were too good for us 'Cause socially speaking, we were the same With runaway fathers and mothers who drank A tale old as time, young love don't last for life And now I know, now I know It's time to go, it's time to go

All Used Up ~ Utah Phillips

Outside my window the world passes by It gives me a handout, then spits in my eye

Cities In Dust ~ Siouxsie and the Banshees

We found you hiding, we found you lying Choking on the dirt and sand Your former glories, and all the stories Dragged and washed with eager hands

That Funny Feeling ~ Bo Burnham

Reading Pornhub's terms of service, going for a drive And obeying all the traffic laws in Grand Theft Auto V Full agoraphobic, losing focus, cover blown

It Doesn’t Matter to Him ~ John Grant, Sinead O’Connor

Vulnerability feels like a cold, wet concrete room lit with fluorescent light Which, as you know, makes everything look bad I still keep trying to figure out how I became irrelevant How I got myself evicted from his heart from one day to the next And the worst part is that, even if I got an answer right now It would not change anything because we have become two strangers

(Sittin’ On) the Dock of the Bay ~ Otis Redding

Sittin' here resting my bones And this loneliness won't leave me alone It's two thousand miles I roamed

All Things Must Pass ~ George Harrison

Now the darkness only stays at nighttime In the morning it will fade away

A Change Is Gonna Come ~ Sam Cooke

I go to the movie And I go downtown Somebody keep tellin' me "don't hang around"

Roddy ~ Djo

One drink's what lead to the change Out on my own, kicked out of the show I'll take what's mine and I'll go

Can You Get To That ~ Funkadelic

I recollect with a-mixed emotions all the good times we used to have But you were making preparations for the coming separation and you blew everything we had When you base your love on credit and your loving days are done Checks you signed with a-love and kisses, later come back signed, "Insufficient funds"

Shotgun ~ Pomplamoose, dodie

If you need me, you know where I'll be I'll be riding shotgun Underneath the hot sun Feeling like a someone

Bread and Roses ~ Dawn Landes, Alana Amram, Abigail Chapin

As we go marching, marching, unnumbered women dead Go crying through our singing their ancient cry for bread Small art and love and beauty their trudging spirits knew Yes, it is bread we fight for, but we fight for roses too

Nina Cried Power ~ Hozier, Mavis Staples

It's not the song, it is the singing It's the hearing of a human spirit ringing It is the bringing of the line It is the bearing of the rhyme It's not the waking, it's the rising

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