#WE ARE GONNA BE FOCUSING ON SHIET AND I'LL PROBS BE CALMER THEN
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Having sensory issues that you haven't quite registered as proper, real and VALID issues yet can be real interesting. For example;
Me, overwhelmed and fuming with rage and anxiety: How can I fuckity fuck make this better?
*remembers that sunlight and seeing what's outside can make people feel less claustrophobic ergo lowering anxiety*
*forgets that bright lights and colors are a sensory FUCK NO when overwhelmed*
*partially opens the window shutters*
*closes the window shutters*
#i have never been more grateful to not be a smoker because I have been pacing up and down the room and FUMING#fuck apps and fuck technology AND FUCK CUSTOMS AND FUCK ALL OF THIS SHIET#AND ESPECIALLY!!! ESPECIALLY FUCK PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY CAN MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT AND NOT FACE CONSEQUENCES!!!!!!!!#ever since I've been told that anger/rage can be a good source of energy if you sirect it right I've been trying to harness that#BITCH LETS FUCKING GO TIME TO WRITE FUCKING EMAILS WITH BREAKS OF SCREAMING AND TEETH GNASHING#FOLLOWED BY STABBING FABRIC AND HISSING#I AM FURY AND ANGER AND MOTHERFUCKING SPITE I AM NOT GONNA SEETHE QUIETLY AND NEATLY AND BE STILL#I GOT BONES TO SCRUB BITCHES LETS FUCKITY FUCK GO#moca grumbles#vent#sensory issues#my therapist will be hearing about this#I haven't had an appointment in a few weeks now and OH BOY OH BOY AM I GONNA HAVE SOME STRATEGIES FOR HER#WE ARE GONNA BE FOCUSING ON SHIET AND I'LL PROBS BE CALMER THEN#BUT. THAT IS. ABOUT A FUCKING THREE WEEKS AWAY.#SO I AM JUST GONNA LOG OFF FOR NOW AND SCREAM AS I WRITE THE STUPID SHIT THAT IS MAKING ME SHAKE WITH ANXIETY#FUCK IT ALL FOR FUCKS SAKE#and bless the golks who uploaded these gifs DAFFY MC FUCKER GETS IT#THAT FUCKING EPISODE WAS SHIET FOR HE AND I AM GONNA BE YELLING WABBIT SEASON @ SHIT
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