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mysticruinedme · 4 days ago

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oogghhhhhhhh i need to writeee i feel like i’m writhing in agony since i’m not working on anything. i’m also bored out of my mind. i also feel like a husk of myself without a project to obsess over. what has my world come to

#I HATE EVERYHTING #i’ve gotten it in my head that every idea i have is bad and i need to consume every sonic media in existence if i ever wanna write anything.#at all.#but that’s so impossible for me cuz when it comes to stuff relating to my interests #i get so excited about consuming the media i become physically ill #and i can’t bring myself to do it like ever #i’ve watched sonic adventure sososososo many times but anything other than that… oghhhh it felt like torture #now i feel like i HAVE to go back and watch everything ever and it’s like aagghhhhhh it pains me so much #but then not writing anything. not thinking of ideas or doing anything. it hurts just as bad #IM JUST IN PAIN NO MATTER EHAT #and that’s not like metaphorical i genuinely feel sick. i feel pain and discomfort over this #aagghhhhhhh it’s so frustrating I NEED TO WRITE SOMETHING #no i haven’t posted anything. no i never have. but. i work on stuff i swear T-T #i just have a bad habit of abandoning projects #but i still wanna work on them i just…. get really in my head about them and put it off until i become a better version of myself #but i never become that better version cuz i never watch any new medias just the same ones. sonic adventure….#ahhhhh it’s been so long since i brushed up on all the other medias i feel like a stupid dumb dumb idiot #which is why i haven’t written anything #WAAAHHHH i wish i had gone through the baby writer process with a different fandom so i wouldn’t have to deal with this crap with sonic #but alas #this is my first fandom i’ve ever been an actual part of just as much as it is the first fandom i felt inclined to make stuff for

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