#WAAAAAAA I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
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drops this here and runs away ok bye
#bug fables#bug fables spoilers#art#leif bug fables#leif bf#bf leif#muse bf#what is Tod’s tag#eh who cares#comic#COUGHS UP SO MUCH BLOOD#THEM#FOUND FAMILY!!! LITERALLY!!! WAAAAAAA#OOOOOUGHH MUSE (SOBS SO MUCH)#please just let leif have SOME sort of keepsake of muse PLEASE#love Tod sm. he has a cool new blue uncle who found his ball for him. awesome#WAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHHH#this was rushed but if I didn’t express my love for bug fables I would Die#sorry for the Insect Angst. it will happen again
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ASK AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE‼️‼️
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WAAAAAAAA HOLY SHIT ARE YOU KIDDING MEE???? THESE ARE SO AMAZING WHA, IM GONNA START CRYING IM SO OBSESSED, HE'S SO EVIL!!!! THE LITTLE MODELS TOO, WHAT IF I CRUMPLED UP INTO A BALL IMMEDIATELY HE'S SO FUCKED UP I LOVE IT!!!!
We can easily defeat him by sticking him to the ceiling, that's what you get 2023 New Smg4 Plush - 10 Smg3 Plushies Toy From Movies Fans Gift Fruugo NO, stinkyy
#SMG4oc: Smug#mangos mystery ask box#I LEGIT LOVE THESE SO MUCH THANK YOU FOR SENDING THEM TO ME WAAAAAAA#I NEEDED MORE OF HIM IN MY LIFE THIS IS FEEDING ME SO WELL THANK YOU AGAIN!!!!#See this is why I love Tumblr no one gave a shit about him on twitter. But over here you guys love it and that's so awesome
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back after too long ! my laptop is fucked so i have logged in on jam's :^0 reading some great books atm and having quite a lovely time over all, saw my mum yesterday and went to my fav restaurant in bristol (by far the fanciest restaurant i've been to but not actually fancy) which was sooooooooo nice and i paid , then we went to a comedy gig for someone my mum follows and then back to said lovely restaurant for pudding + a cocktail each, then a good 45 min walk home which was nice. good to talk. i am bad at meaningful conversations with anyone other than esme but i am getting better. even my mum thinks i should get therapy :^S but good to hear hers is going well... sigh sigh sigh . good day at work today i truly get on with so many of my coworkers so well and feels like we are properly friends.. lunch w k and a and n which was a great vibe and then the 4 of us + t went to the pub after work which was also great vibes although i neeeeeeeeed to learn to have a filter.... i am such an interminable show off/gossip/general sad desperate 14yo ... but i shall get there i suppose. talking w mum so much last night about how i need to be kinder w myself and recognise how huge an accomplish my being almost-normal actually is comp. to how i was when i left home etc.... i am so high functioning and i am allowed to be proud of myself for that.... work itself was also really good actually, far too much mucking around but still got a lot done and my work is so rewarding ... following up something w a couple i support recently and the wife shouting to me on the phone w her husband about how they managed to get out and go swimming the other day for the first time in living memory she was so excited to tell me.... makes me well up a bit actually... i love people. damn i was so miserableihatemyselfwhycantihaveafilterandbenormal selfharmurge like 10 mins ago and now i am full of joie de vivre again .. what 1 guinness on an empty stomach does to a girl .. jam is currently making me nachos for dinner
#i love to ramble ! and saves so much space in my diary and cramp in my hand to type it...#alia#i am soooooooo fond of a i admire him like a child i really really want him to adopt me as his little sister#we were talking abt black holes at lunch and he said something about them not being a concept or something#and i came back w well ur not a concept bc no one thinks abt u so ur not conceptualised or something#and n said i had such little sister energy for that#and later when i was coming back to my desk after a meeting a stopped me and told me i was like a black hole bc i was infinitely dense#which he then got such a nod from n for like they def workshopped that#and i feel like we are basically adopted siblings already is my point#waaaaaaa i am so full of energy#maybe i am an extrovert#need to go for work drinks more i love everyone#i just hope i dont make everyone hate me !!!!!!!!
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#waaaaaaaaaahhhh#this is nothing i just love him so much i need to yell about it#aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh#full of so much love for him. kicking my feet at work.#chris noises#misc#waaaaaaa
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IM JUMPING AROUND MY ROOM RNNN!! I just found out I won a fan signing event with one of my favourite idol <,3 The 500 dollars spent on his clothes is worth it now...
DOING SM ART NOW FOR WHEN I MEET HIM IN 3 MONTHS TIME HEHEH
#AESOPECRIESSS TEARS OF JOYYY#I love him sm you dont understand#His music and growth is everything to me <33#HE WENT THROUFH SO MUCH IM SO PROUD OF HOW FAR HE HAS COMEEE WAAAAAAA
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Literally forgot I was playing fire emblem engage on hard mode
I just thought the game was just like this
#speculation nation#i mean ultimately i enjoy fire emblem games more with a challenge#which is why i chose hard mode for my first engage game (that ive slowly been making my way through for months)#and i was RIGHT i enjoy it so much more. i love regularly getting into Pickles and having to get myself out of them#im playing casual so it's a regular occurrence for me to sacrifice units. or to have to let them die#such is life in love and war#OH YEA i proposed to diamant today. and he gave me a ring too!!!!! sweetest thing. i love him#alcryst is my fav but diamant is my Fav 👀 if u get what i mean#fav character vs character i have the most hots for. and can u blame me? just Look at diamant!#anyways i think im gonna play some more. im on chapter 23 now. so close to the end#youd think with me working on this game for like 4 months now id be happy to be almost at the end#but im not :( im not that into the game's storytelling and i REALLY dont like some of the stunts it pulled with the rings#but ive had a lot of fun with the gameplay & i have all the rings now so im like :( i dont want it to be over...#waaaaaaa and i'll miss alcryst too 😭😭😭 at least he's my discord icon. i can always have him there
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I started weeping after thinking about Marik oh what's wrong with me 😭
#i just love him so much#he has my whole heart#my character soulmate#i want to curl up on the sofa with him and just never move again waaaaaaa#i just started crying from thinking about the feels jfc#and my brain played that Marik sound bite and that made me stop crying afdhklllb#maybe i do dude you melted my brain
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LIFE IS SO UNFAIR UNTIL I AM FORCED TO REMEMBER THAT I DONT FEED MINE SO OBV THEY HATE ME FOR BEING ALIVE
*only choose this option if you live with your partner
**only choose this option if these people live with you
reblog for reach/bigger sample size!!
#the cat also runs to my room when i step out of the bathroom after finishing my night routine#bc he knows i’ll sit on the floor and give him love for a bit before i go lay down#also also the dog sleeps outside my room for most of the night a good chunk of the time :)#i love these lil shits so goddamn much#^youre so lucky they love u back bro i want that soo bad 😭😭😭 i just dont work for it…#one of my cats at least likes me a little bit bc i play with him sometimes so hes developed some habits with me but erm..he PRACTICALLY#HATES ME WAAAAAAA (he just doesnt like stuff at times sob sob sniffle if only mine were LAP CATS JFJSKSKSKS) /silly
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I don't know how or when the mecha whore hacker post got so many notes [AND so many nice tags--] when it was a reblog with 0 actual tags. how did you find me
#i love yall so much knowing that there are people who like him warms my heart#i always say this but i am genuinely blown away by all the attention hacker has gotten#i expected him to be the flop of the century BUT HE DID SOOOOO WELL. HOW#my sillay little hackman cringe failing his way to success...... my awful awful little man........#this is the first time so many people have liked a character of mine im just so. oughhhrhghrgh waaaaaaa#cries#thank you
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Drew + redesigned my old protogen oc!! I love this silly guy so much and I’m super proud of his design now. I’d love to comm or even make my own suit of him but,,,HHHHH protogen suits seem way more complicated to make. And also,,,money. STILL maybe I can do it in the future-
+ A comparison w one of my first drawings of him!!! My son has grown so much WAAAAAAA,,,
#furry#furry art#protogen#oc#redesign#the son in question doesn’t have a name btw-💀#thinking of naming him ray?#becauseeee crt tvs#crt means cathode ray tube#so ye#BUT if anybody else has a cool tv-related name I am open to suggestions teehee >:]
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ngl i wasnt that much of a rollo fan till i got his card (within my first 10 pull!!) and i heard his voice (i wasnt able to play the event last yr) and just. wow he sounds so soft spoken and ughhb 💔💔💔 i need him to pray for forgiveness as he comes inside again again to the point of tears
His voice is so lovely. It melts my brain in the sweetest way every time I hear it. >w< I recorded this moment from his card's vignette, in which he is distressed, and the way he speaks WAAAAAAA!!!!! He's too cute......
Just imagining all of the sweet nothings he could whisper to you,,,, all of them in French as well. (⸝⸝๑﹏๑⸝⸝) isn't it too perfect!!!!! The best daydream!!! Rollo praying profusely for your forgiveness but also for you to get pregnant as he's pounding into you, restraint having snapped,,,, orz orz orz orz orz
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SCREAMING OMG THIS IS AMAZING
(For @spacegatito 💚)
The music is loud. In hindsight, Bowens probably shouldn't have put Max in charge of it, but he thought it was a nice gesture given how bummed Max has been recently about things. MxM, the fights he keeps getting into on Twitter... anyway, he's regretting it now, but he can't say anything because Max has already spent the last twenty minutes glaring daggers at Colten Gunn.
Maybe this theme was a bad idea. Also, hindsight. It's really not Bowens's fault that Colten took the theme of "dress as something you love" to create a giant fake Tweet of Tony Khan saying that "Max Caster is a talentless hack and sucks" out of cardboard. It's really unfortunate, because the sheer amount of work that went into it is impressive, but Bowens has had to glare a lot and pretend it's all horrible. (Colten can't even fit through half the doorways, it's so wide.)
The doorbell rings. Bowens only hears it because he's parked next to it; otherwise, the raps are too overpowering. When he swings the door open with a cheery "Happy Hallo...!," he loses all his joy midway through. "What the fuck?"
"What?" Darby asks. "You sent an invite."
"I sent an invite that you CLEARLY didn't take seriously," Bowens groans, because what the fuck. Specific instructions. He'd said dress as something you love, because the roster is on fire lately and they all need something positive, and here's Darby on the doorstep dressed in a grey shirt, black jacket, and a Scapegoat armband. "You know, this isn't funny."
Darby frowns at him. "Wasn't supposed to be. I'm starving, you got food in there?"
"Can't you just try to go along with things once in your life?"
"Dude, what the fuck," Darby says. "Get off my dick, I did what you asked. Now let me in, cause you're being an asshole."
Bowens can't really tell him to go, so he lets Darby past, but like, what the hell. He'd asked for one thing. One thing! Honestly, a fight is gonna break out, and it's not gonna be his fault. He sits back down on his stool while Max continues to toss tootsie rolls at Colten, which keep bouncing off the painted cardboard. God dammit, that costume is funny.
The doorbell rings again, and when Bowens opens the door the second time, he's met with... pink. Fuzzy pink.
"What?" Bowens exhales, aghast. "Did...?"
Jack stares at him, a challenge. Oh my god, he's got the greasepaint on and everything. "What?"
"Why are you...?"
Jack frowns. "You sent a theme. I did the theme."
Is this an elaborate prank of some sort? Bowens has to be hallucinating. Did Hook switch out the Haribo bears with weed gummies? "The... the theme was..."
"Yeah, open up, man. He's in there, isn't he? He didn't even wait for me, which is so fucking typical."
Bowens opens the door, but only because his brain is spinning like a hamster on a wheel. Jack breezes past him, spies Max on the turn table, and yells, "Goth phase!" which immediately draws a delighted crow out of Max and a change in the music.
Bowens stays there for a minute, trying to sort things out. He's still there when Daddy Ass comes by, and asks, "Hey, did you notice that Jack and Darby are dressed as each other? Did you not send them the theme? It's like they thought they were supposed to be scary or something."
"No," Bowens says. "No, I sent them the theme!"
They both go silent for a minute.
"No," Bowens says again.
"No way," Daddy Ass agrees, but it's a little dubious.
The two in question have found each other in the living room, and are sort of arguing with each other, gestures back and forth. So that's all very normal and expected, even if they are weirdly dressed as each other and Bowens is just about to write the whole thing off when Darby abruptly laughs, grabs Jack’s face, and plants a kiss right on his mouth. A ridiculously sloppy kiss with gusto that Jack does not immediately punch him for.
Oh, god.
"Huh," Daddy Ass says, brow furrowed. "I did not see that coming."
"Well, you know what I DO see coming?" Bowens points. "Max attempting to strangle one of your sons with the mic cord. We gotta go stop this. Worry about weird roster relationships AFTER we prevent murder."
#WAAAAAAA THANK YOUU FOR WRITING THISSS 💙💙💙💙#oh my god this is so perfect....coltens costume i am Dying#max beefing with him omggg so good#HOOK WEED GUMMIES FDGDFHJL#“he didn't even wait for me” OMG#I LOVE THEM SO MUCH AGGGHHH them both just staring at bowens like what i did what you said#so so incrediblee eeeee i love it#aew
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Oki oki because Néon Void lives rent free in my head, I wanted to try and design a happy ending! Post story Leo.
Few notes:
- His right arm has been replaced by a prosthetic (Cus I SEE HOW YOU REACT TO ARMLESS LEO, I SEE YOU)
- His pants were made by Mikey, they’re supposed to emulate Mirabel’s from Encanto, with embroidery from each family member. Idk how to do that so use your imagine a bit ahahah.
- Since his shell is kinda ruined from the Krang, he can no longer wear his sword strap. Instead, Splinter gave him two Kanzashi for his mask he can pull out and turn into his swords in battle.
- Def had some Future! Leo inspo as well, scarf covers some of his nastier scars.
- His new mask emulates his kitty mask a bit :)
- His right eye was permanently changed cus of the Krang.
Anywizzle! This was just me having a bit of fun for a more healed and happy Leo :)
WAAAAAAA!!!! !!!!
just. oh my gosh. he is. spectacular. like. WAAOUGHGH
you put so much thought and care into this utterly amazing concept i am BLOWN AWAY!!!! I'm insane for the details. The coloring. The flow. The poise. The embroidery is such a sweet and lovely touch oh my god (APRIL'S GLASSES I'M SOBBING!!! I SEE U!!!!)
and his MASK???? This is. So Big Brained. I absolutely adore it. It's amazing. I'm just. w ow
#HE IS SO!!! PRECIOUS!!!!#LOUD SOBBING!!!!#he is too beautiful and perfect ajsdhakjsd#so much nicer than the wet cat i am planning on keeping him WHEEZE#jahsdjkadh thank u so much ;w; i can tell a lot of love went into it#AND I AM SO HONORED!!!!#also#'i see how u react to armless Leo' hehe. do u >:3c#perhaps not losing his arm perhaps not saving his arm but maybe. a secret third option#mwuahaha#TNV Final Chapters Spoilers#TNV asks#tnv fanart
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i have SCROLLED and REREAD all of your hc posts.
please make more lol how about a reader who loves touch :D
Spot w/ a reader who loves touch!
YAHOO!!!
Not proof read, admin is going through it lowkey <\3
Boy oh boy are you in luck!!
Spot generally shows affection through touch
And quality time
And gift giving
And verbal affection
Okokok he just likes being around you, but I think I said somewhere that Spot wants to always be close to you; better if he's always touching you in some way
So he'd be absolutely THRILLED to have a partner that's similar to him!
God imagine cuddling at night
Bro just
Drags you to his side and snakes himself around you, gets giddy when you return the favor
Oh please oh please cup his face and
OH!
You know how he had a disguise when he first showed in the movie? I imagine that wasnt his first disguise so just
Imagine fixing his outfit before he heads out :(
Like patting his shirt flat, tying a tie he may have, evt evt
Kiss him on the cheek and he'll be tempted to stay home instead of attempting to do crime
Guh!!!!
He would probably cry, honestly
Or at least the closest he can get, considering he lacks eyes
After getting left behind by everyone; his friends and family it's just... nice having someone who cares about him as much as he loves them
:(
WAAAAAAA
Anywahs
Yall do the ghibli hugs (ex. Gif above)
Eeern
Yeah thars all I got :(
I wish I had more but
:(
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVORITE MANCHILD EVER I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I WILL READ HIM BEDTIME STORIES AND BAKE HIM COOKIES WAAAAAAA
i bet tumblr is gonna fuck the quality buT WHO CARES HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY
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giggling. squealing. kicking my feet.
His Lady
Chuuya/fem pm! Reader Cws: pm fem! reader, mutual pining, getting together, alcohol tw, jealous chuuya, fluff, pent up emotions, light angst (little argument), reader is high up in the port mafia, reader flirts to get information (briefly), new years party, let me know if I missed anything! About 3.5k words Summary: What was being build up finally spills over at the new years eve party all the higher ups in the port mafia have to attend. A/n: So happy late new years I guess! I don't know I wanted to try a little something. Chuuya is so hard to figure out how to right- I did my best though! Black hearts divider credit // Red hearts divider credit.
You strode up to the grand staircase clad in your pretty crimson dress, the one gifted to you exactly one week prior. He told you that the shade would match his suit lining and tie. You didn’t question why he thought the two of you should match, but it proved impossible to stop thinking about leading up to the event. The boss’s sudden calling for an end of the year bash at the most luxurious banquet hall in town was suspicious to say the least, but with how often every executive and subordinate in the port mafia felt overworked, no one could find it in themselves to care.
As a high-ranking member yourself, Mori had you preview the profiles of some of the guests that would be attending. You were sure your superiors were swamped with even more. The presence of an executive alone provided a statement. Who they chose to mingle with, who they pointedly ignored.
Just as you were about to head inside, a familiar voice sounded from behind you. The word fell from his lips before he could stop it. “Damn,” he murmured. You spun around on instinct, and were met with the stormy blue pair of eyes you had grown so fond of; somehow all the more dazzling under the light of the moon.
“Chuuya,” you breathed, taking the time to soak in his appearance. Just as promised, his tie, suit lining, and even the handkerchief peeking out of his pocket were a deep scarlet. The way his gray vest hugged his body complemented his frame in a way that made your stomach do backflips. For once, Chuuya decided to step out into the world without the familiar pork pie that usually sat atop his head. It was a true blessing whenever you got to admire the way his hair fell to frame his face so artfully; what you wouldn’t give to run your fingers through it.
Your breath hitched when you noticed the way his eyes raked over your form, and you had to clear your throat once for the man to blink back to reality. You could have sworn that the faintest tint of red adorned his cheeks. “...Could you be any more gorgeous?” Chuuya let out a low chuckle and suddenly you felt your face go hot. “I- uh-” you stammered for a moment before clearing your throat a second time, “Come on, let’s head inside, people are expecting us.” you turned and approached the entryway. Chuuya followed closely behind you, sharing a nod with the servant who held the door open. The hall was littered with specs of gold; spotlights, balloons, and crystalline chandeliers distorting light and scattering it around the room. Round, black-clothed tables formed the perimeter, each with a warm oil lamp sitting comfortably at its center. Expensive-looking tapestries hung between tall marble pillars against every wall, only further complementing the gold-traced designs etched into the molding. Servers wearing black bow ties and suits fluttered from table to table like honey bees in a garden, eager to serve their purpose with a near endless list of tasks. Your heels tapped lightly against the polished floor as you made your way inside, trying not to gape at the extravagant orchestra that played in the far corner.
A long balcony wrapped around the perimeter of the room above your head with doors along the outer wall. It hung over a portion of the tables, shrouding them in shadow and contrasting greatly with the way the center of the hall was illuminated to create a slightly elevated dance floor. Clear glass made up almost the entirety of the walls above the balcony, creating a translucent dome that surely made for a very pretty picture on such a night. You and Chuuya found your way to a vacant table and it wasn’t long before you were approached by a waiter who requested that you provide your drink and food orders for the evening. “This place is breathtaking,” you commented, eyes still scanning over the venue. “I wanna know how much of our goddamn budget the boss spent on this,” Chuuya clicked his tongue and crossed his arms. He leaned back in his seat and you gave him a sympathetic smile. He sighed as he felt his resolve crumble away. It didn’t take long for your drinks to arrive. “S’ there anything you were looking forward to tonight?” Chuuya asked lightly, swirling around the wine in his newly-acquired glass before taking a sip. You paused for a moment. “...You mean, other than the huge New Years Eve bash being thrown by the mafia in, like, literally the most high class place I’ve ever stepped foot in?” “I mean, what were you hoping to get out of the evening?” Chuuya mused, “How’re you hoping to end this year?” Well.
“Oh… I’m not really sure. Honestly it’s pretty nice already to get to enjoy this place,” you smiled bashfully, bringing the rim of the wine glass to come into contact with your lips. Slowly, your head tilted back, allowing the chilled liquid to slide down your throat. The Dolcetto was rich and sweet, refreshing and left an herbal tang on your tongue. Appreciating the complexities of wine had gotten easier since meeting Chuuya. “I know of a few more places like this, if you’re interested,” Chuuya offered nonchalantly, “I could always use some company.” Your head snapped in his direction. “...Seriously? You would?” he couldn’t help but admire the small glimmer in your eyes. “Yeah, if it’d make you smile like that, I’d do it every week,” he replied with a grin. You leaned back in your seat with a new thrum of excitement in your chest. “What about you, Chu?” you inquired curiously, “Were you hoping for anything special tonight?” Now it was Chuuya’s turn to pause. The longer he looked at you, the harder it was to deny the growing ache in his chest. Being around you was one the thing he had always been waiting for yet he never knew he needed. He wanted to be able to come home to you after a long day. To show you how much you meant to him. To open his eyes and have you be the first thing coming into his focus on a Saturday morning, knowing that neither of you have to get out of bed. He would take you anywhere your heart desired, hand you the world on a silver platter if he could. “To be honest Y/n,” he started, “the best part of tonight is-” “Ah, to meet you at last, Mr. Nakahara!” a lively voice sounded from your left. It belonged to a stout man, maybe a few centimeters taller than Chuuya, who gripped onto the lapel of his suit with both thumbs and stood with one leg out. The executive looked over to study him for a moment. “Oh,” you saw Chuuya’s eyes flicker with recognition, “Mr. Penrod, I’ve heard a lot about you.” He put on one of his business smiles and stood from the table as you watched with intrigue. Atop Penrod’s head sat a suspiciously lopsided fluff of black hair, mostly brushed back in an effort to emulate elegance. Penrod’s eyes flickered from yours back to Chuuya’s and his expression changed. “Ah, forgive me madam,” he turned to you with a slight bow, “Would you allow me the pleasure of knowing your name?” “Ah, it’s L/n Y/n, and the pleasure is all mine,” you stood with a polite curve of your lips and shared a handshake with the man, which he prolonged for a moment longer than what would have been entirely comfortable. “Mr. Mori just sent me your way, Mr. Nakahara sir,” Penrod brought his hands together with an amiable grin, “I believe there are certain matters of due time for us to discuss.” It was clear who he intended to share the discussion with and who he did not. Not that it really bothered you; he wasn’t on the profile list Mori gave you anyway. “Would you mind if I stole you away from your lady for a brief time?” “‘Course not,” Chuuya replied, turning to you for a moment, “You don’t mind, do you, Y/n?” “I- no, not at all,” your voice wavered slightly. Chuuya nodded. Your eyes trailed the pair until they disappeared into the crowd, and you slumped back in your seat. The flutter in your chest was impossible to suppress. There was a single thought running through your mind: Why didn’t Chuuya correct him?
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One hour left. Lipstick stained the rim of your wine glass, and your second and your third. A plate of appetizers sat mockingly on the table, long since left to go cold. Taking one more glance at the empty seat to your right, you decided that waiting any longer would prove to be a waste of your time. You caught several stares as you made your way through the sea of people, eyes filtering the crowd for any face you could recognize. At last, you spotted a man standing at the bar with sharp blue eyes and blonde hair straight as a pin. It has been slicked back, and he appeared to have a habit of running his right hand through it every so often. You let out a sigh, put on your best sugary grin, and strode over to tap the shoulder of the man’s navy suit. He turned his head, and you didn’t miss the way his eyes studied the contours of your body and face before a suave smile settled on his lips. The feeling that formed in the pit of your stomach was so different from the one you got when Chuuya looked at you that way. The man’s name, as you pretended not to know as he introduced himself, was Yamamoto Taishi. He was twenty six years old, a recent graduate of the finest college of finance and business relations in the country, the youngest son of the chairman of banking relations in Japan, and, as you quickly discovered, stupidly easy to win over. All it took was a few feathery touches up his arm, batting your eyelashes, taking one step closer, and you had him on the barstool next to you, babbling away in intricate detail about all the deals he was to handle alongside his father with flushed cheeks and breath that reeked of whisky. Little did you know, a certain redhead across the room was having trouble not shattering his own whiskey glass to pieces at the sight. The way Yamamoto looked at you made his stomach turn unpleasantly. Calm down dammit, Chuuya told himself, It means nothing. You know that. “Isn’t that something, Mr. Nakahara?” a gentleman’s voice sounded from his left, and Chuuya snapped back to the conversation he no longer cared to be engaged in. “Without a doubt,” he voiced smoothly, “Actually, I wouldn’t mind hearing more. Do you think you could elaborate on the last part of what you said?” “Of course, back to-” Miyazaki started again. Or Minamoto, or Mitsuba, or whoever the hell the guy introduced himself as.
Chuuya found himself unable to care as his gaze trailed back over to your form. He grit his teeth at the way the blonde man next to you seemed to be leaning closer and closer with every passing second. The moment the man decided to rest his hand on your thigh, what remained of Chuuya’s patience dissipated in a matter of seconds. Murmuring something about excusing himself to the restroom, Chuuya abandoned his glass on a nearby table and tried to calm the stinging feeling under his skin as he swiftly approached the scene. Thirty minutes left. “Ah, there you are, Darlin’, I was looking for you,” you recognized his voice instantly; before you could even process what he said, you felt his gloved hand snake around your waist to rest low on your hip. Chuuya’s cologne invaded your senses when his form leaned into yours, your heart giving an involuntary stutter. He eyed down the man still sitting in front of you; you’d be embarrassed to admit that you forgot the blonde existed for a moment. Retracting his grip from your thigh, Yamamoto leaned one elbow on the bar and upturned his chin to give Chuuya a sneer. “And who are you supposed to be? You’re kind of intruding.” “Yeah, Chuuya, what exactly are you doing?” you questioned. He ignored the implication in your tone. “You shouldn’t be fooling around with guys like this,” Chuuya turned his head to look at you and you struggled to place the emotion in his eyes, “you’re out of their league.” Yamamoto’s frown deepened. “And just who are you to claim that? The way I see it everyone gets a fair shot,” he retorted. “I’d just rather have my lady not waste her time on…” Chuuya gave the man a once over, “a man so clearly lacking the ability to treat her the way she deserves.” “You didn’t answer my ques-” Yamamoto tried to object again but Chuuya cut him off. “Anyway, we’d better get going, don’t you think so, Gorgeous?” Chuuya grinned at you, and you found your protests weak as he slid his hand down to grasp yours and lead you somewhere the air was quieter.
The hidden staircase had been cut from a gray granite; it spiraled left as you ascended. You barely got to take in the view of the ball from above before Chuuya swung a door open that led you outside. Twenty minutes left. The cool air on your skin did little to quell the heat bubbling underneath. You swore to yourself that you would refuse to leave the balcony until the executive gave you some clear answers.
Chuuya released your hand from his grasp but kept walking until he reached the polished railing overlooking the city and port of Yokohama. He leaned against it with a sigh, looking out onto the horizon as a thick silence filled the air.
“So, will you explain, or do I have to ask?” you started slowly, stepping up to meet him. He turned to look at you, his eyes deep and filled with thought. “What’s there to explain?” he sighed, turning to face you and leaning his hip against the railing, ��Last time I checked, you’re not an idiot.” “That’s-” you let out a breath, “that’s besides the point. It’s still something that should be said.” “What is?” Chuuya’s grip on the railing tightened. “Why you acted like that with Taishi back there,” you attempted to prod, “I was just trying to squeeze information out of him. You know that, you were doing the exact same thing.” “Oh, so you’re on a first name basis with the gentleman now?” Chuuya scoffed slightly and you rolled your eyes. “First of all he insisted that I call him that, and second of all, buttering him up was the easiest way to get him to start telling me what I needed to know. Which I would have found out a lot more of, by the way, if someone hadn’t interrupted.” “I’d hardly call what you and I were doing ‘the same thing,’” Chuuya murmured, and you furrowed your brow. “And why not? The boss gave you a list too, right?” you placed a hand on your hip, “Profiles, attendees, individuals in possession of valuable assets. Yamamoto is quite the blabbermouth when he’s eager to show off.” “Freakin’ hell, I wasn’t the one...” Chuuya gestured to nothing, “gettin’ handsy with some goddamn court brat! From what I could tell there was a lot more than just an informational exchange going on there.” “Why does that bother you, Chuuya?” you took a step closer, “You still haven’t answered my question.” Lowering his eyebrows, Chuuya brought his hand up to pinch the bridge of his nose, and let out a sigh before crossing his arms. “You want me to spell it out for you or somethin’?” he looked at you again, defensiveness subtle in his tone. “Yes, Chuuya! That’s what I’ve been asking,” you replied, your eyes steady. Ten minutes left. “You want me to explain why I hate seeing you flirt around with other guys like that?” he scoffed slightly, annoyance bleeding into his voice. You noted the way he said 'other." “I wasn’t flirting, that wasn’t real, you know that!” you insisted, but the man just continued. “You want me to explain why I can’t bear to see you making eyes n’ shit like that? Why I wish I could just keep you close?” Chuuya’s voice raised in volume. “For someone so direct you sure are being elusive about this, Chuuya,” you implored the man. “You want me to explain why I wanted to make sure we would match tonight? Why I bought you that dress that you look so… goddamn perfect in…” Chuuya clenched his jaw. “It’s because I want you to myself. It kills me that I can't tell if you care, and it kills me that I can’t seem to control myself around you.” “Chu, you-” you were about to cut him off but his fuse reached a boiling point. “I can’t control the fact that I love you, okay, Y/n?” he shouted slightly, “I…” he trailed off, and a deafening silence hung in the air. The flush that creeped into Chuuya’s cheeks rivaled the red of his hair. Five minutes left. Muttering a few curses under his breath, Chuuya turned to face the city lights down below, sliding his hands into his pockets.
Chuuya had been drawn to you like a moth to flame. It wasn't right, your relationship was supposed to be professional, with you technically being one of his subordinates and all. Murder and death were common in the field you both worked in. His affection for you scared him. After all, what good things are meant to last? He wanted to protect you, he'd never forgive himself if he let such a beautiful soul be ripped from the world. Chuuya found that you were strong, kind, and no matter how many times you insisted otherwise, so much braver than he could ever be. He adored the way you always fuss over his injuries after a mission, even if it was the tiniest bruise. You deserved all the good things the world had to offer, and a small selfish part of himself hoped you could find it in him.
The man glanced your way and let out a sigh to find that you hadn’t moved from your position. “Listen… Y/n,” his voice was steady and quiet, “I didn’t mean for it to come out that way. You don’t have to say anything if you don’t want to…” “So…” you started, and Chuuya held his breath, “you were jealous?” Chuuya let out a few sputters and turned to face you again. Only then did he notice the tinted color of your cheeks. The way you clutched a fist to your chest and looked at him like no one and nothing else existed in the whole world. The smallest hint of hope flickered in your expression, and his heart did a backflip. “I… guess you could call it that,” he admitted with uncharacteristic hesitancy. It took a moment for you to voice your response. “...I would be jealous too,” you muttered, and although Chuuya caught what you said he asked you to repeat yourself. “What was that?” he took a step forward, blinking a few times. You took a deep breath. “If I saw someone flirting with you- or if I saw you ‘making eyes’ at someone else… I would get jealous too…” you felt heat crawl up your neck at your declaration. Chuuya looked at you like your head was on backwards. “And why is that?” his voice carried softly, neither of you taking notice of the muffled sound of voices counting down from inside. “Because I love you too Chu…” you spoke quietly but he still caught it. You could hear your heart pumping in your ears. Just as Chuuya was about to spill out a reply, a startling boom sounded from your left. You turned your head and sucked in a breath at the display. Eruptions of colored fire danced around each other in the night sky. They echoed through the air, creating ethereal reflections in the water off in the distance.
“Happy New Years, Gorgeous,” Chuuya’s tender gaze never left your face. You turned back to look at him, and in that moment, with the way the moon and fireworks illuminated your form, he swore the sight before him was the most breathtaking view of his entire life. A light breeze blew by, the echoing explosions from the fireworks somehow fading into the distance. He glanced down at your lips and, even if ever so slightly began to lean in. A fuzzy feeling started in your chest as you closed the gap. His lips were warm, you’d never grow tired of the way he held you, kissed you as if you were the most precious thing in the world. You murmured softly after you pulled away, gentleness laced in your expression. “Happy New Years, Chu.”
A/n: Thank you for reading! I hope you can find many things that make you smile this year ^^
#˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ april moot#˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ april reblog#i love chuuya#he’s so baby#give him to me#i want to keep him in my pocket#i love chuuya so so so much#WAAAAAAA
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