#Very surreal experience
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my trump-supporting neighbor who i haven't spoken to in years stopped by today to give me a vegan pizza and then ask if it was ok to pull up some invasive plant that was on our property that was coming through the fence. all the while my giant pride flag attached next to the door was blowing in her face
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#unfinished art#i don't know how but for some reason#i keep going on these delusional trips where i can't recall drawing any of the stuff i was drawing#very surreal experience#i'm not on any drugs which is the weird part#i'm completely sober
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started my first dissection today š
#VERY surreal experience#trb.txt#it's wild they were like. here is a 1 min youtube video. have at it#wheres my dad im all alone im too small to be here on my own etc etc. eepy.jpg
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i still canāt believe i listened to this album lmao
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wait i donāt think this is even the first time iāve seen a nun on the subway i stg itās happened before
there was a fuckin. literal nun on the subway and she got up and told me to sit in the seat next to her. torontoā¦
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the thing about being a disabled grad student is that if you want even half a chance you constantly have to not only reveal but interrogate and explain your softest most vulnerable parts. while people around you act like this is just completely normal and actually that is not the softest most vulnerable part of you and actually you are exactly the same as all of them. so you feel like you are in disguise as exactlythesame while also completely exposed. and you just have to live like that. absolutely insane
#mod felix#general disclaimer that this is my experience and this is how i feel and not necessarily how everyone feels obviously#but . i feel this way . currently#well and i think part of it is that like... people act like the institution isn't actively hostile to like. any marginalized person really#i mean this post is about disability but i'm sure it applies to other people too#and if you read this and say 'this is also how it feels to be x' i see and support you#anyway. posting this here because like... i feel like as a blog with a relatively large (for tumblr) audience like.#i feel the need to be honest and transparent about my experiences in academia#because i know there are people following us who like. want to be in academia or who already are#and like . i really like the program i'm in and i'm learning a lot but it's also a very hard thing to do even if you're totally abled#which like. i'll be honest i think the sort of person who says 'i want to learn ancient greek for the rest of my life'#is unlikely to be totally abled#like i'm not the only disabled person in my program either. and most people i interact with like.#have a base level of understanding about disability#but it's still like... surreal to operate in like. an institution that puts pressure on everyone to act like disability doesn't exist#i feel like there's just like. constant dissonance
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Y'all have got to realize there are ways to protect older teens from sexual predators without insisting that teenagers don't think about sex or sexuality until the magical moment exactly 18 years from their birth. Trying to reduce harm to teenagers (especially teenagers online!) is a good and valid goal but pretending none of them have ever viewed porn or fucked isn't it. You've gotta acknowledge that if they don't have safe ways to explore their sexuality with peers they are going to explore in unsafe ways & that secrecy, shame, and censorship are what open the door to predators & allow them to normalize unhealthy power dynamics.
Shit like (professed) minors allegedly being on ezra's site is most likely the result of that community being the only thing they could find that treated them as like, humans with autonomy and desire, and that's a pattern that plays out with adult exploitation of teens in-person too (the "you're so mature for your age" routine). Of course teenagers exploring sexuality for the first time fell into a community that told them they weren't bad for being attracted to adults or having sexual desire in the first place! Thing is, an "Adult Attracted Minor" is like, the default state of teenagerdom.
The shit that's actually been demonstrated to help with this isn't carceral whackamoling of bad actors - it's giving teenagers education about healthy relationships and power dynamics and safe sex and yeah, kink, and also giving them the autonomy to make their own decisions about sex. Specifically, you let them know that it's normal to be attracted to adults but that adults trying to date or fuck them are in a position of power that means those relationships can't be healthy. In absence of that, teens are vulnerable to the first adult that appeals to their need to be taken seriously. And for fucks sake, using "minor" to equate teens with young children in these cases makes this tactic easier for abusers to pull off, not harder, because it is self-evident to teens that they have more capacity for autonomy than the average 8 year old. Sure, it makes the people you're targeting in your callout Sound Worse, but it also immediately loses you credibility in the eyes of teenagers themselves.
And for fucks sake, don't let a handful of bad actors using a leftist framing for that old song and dance lead you to believe that's what youth lib is about OR take away focus from all the times the right wing has systemically & institutionally done this.
#csa tw#posting this may very well be inviting piss on the poor levels of bad faith but it's important#I've seen the doc & based on the professional experience I have I'd be surprised if LE actually takes action anyway?#it's uh. always surreal to see how badly the internet handles this shit & meanwhile have multiple years of professional experience on it#like even when allegations are reasonable there's still a lot that seems more designed to stir a mob than help kids#toonimal#ezra orena#also like. the fallout from this one to people who are obviously unconnected and just easy to target? bad bad bad bad bad#csa prevention
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all the stuff ive read these past two days , well im still reading The Maxx because its quite long comic series ! disclaimer all of these are +18 comics/graphic novels they contained gore and violence and nudity.
#if you have to read one of these from the get go . it would be beautiful darkness. but major warnings for : child death.#gore and animal death and parasites n maggots. infuriating cruelty towards the protag#second one would be beauty but warnings for mentions and allusions to repeated SA towards the protag#both of these deal with themes of helplessness and objectification#on different matters#the maxx is a very surreal experience meanwhile. i really enjoy it . shows that really you can make a comic out of anything#unit002.txt
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i get that gore can be fun but the way some of yāall will post/reblog actual corpses on here for āaestheticā as if thatās not someoneās loved one is fucking disgusting. the internet has rotted some of yāallās brains so bad that you forget youāre circulating images of an actual fucking dead body, someone who had a life and people who cared about them. imagine if one of your loved ones died tragically and photos of their body were getting passed around the internet. look inward, your humanity is close to gone.
#believe me seeing dead ppl irl is not fucking āaestheticā it is so so so harrowing#i remember my first time in a cadaver lab and having the surreal experience of uncovering someoneās face#my brain could not compartmentalize at that point and i was temporarily very disturbed by the feelings it brought up#it sickens me that people take that vulnerability and use it to churn out ācontentā#and believe me i get the general idea!! fake gore in movies is fun!! someone voluntarily posting body mods or stitches or other injuries#can be interesting/cool to look at!#just literally take two seconds and think about what youāre posting/circulating#there is a line
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Something happened in the House of Hope...
This is a huge thing that I feel like I have to post here as well.
I recently had the incredible privilege to interview THE Andrew Wincott and ask him all about his work as the Devil we know: Raphael (and Haarlep š¤) in BG3, voice acting, Shakespeare, travelling, movies, etc. š„¹š
This has been a big dream of mine and man, he's just such a lovely guy to talk to and I've already admired him and his talent a whole lot beforehand, but after our 3 hour talk, I absolutely adored him!
The full interview will be uploaded on my YouTube channel soon, so keep an eye out and do subscribe, if you're interested!
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I hope you can soon join us in the House of Hope š„
#bg3 raphael#raphael bg3#andrew wincott#raphael the cambion#baldur's gate 3 raphael#baldurs gate iii#raphael baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate 3#interview#interview with the devil#this was insane#such a sweetheart#how am I so lucky#what an experience#very excited#respectfully sir you look gorgeous#i adore him#actor interviews#voice acting#youtube#coming soon#teaser#someone pinch me#this is still so surreal to me#bg3 fandom#listen up#i was so nervous#brb crying
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#it's absolutely bonkers that you can get this close to players at iw#it very much gives just some guy when you're right there watching them practice#like you're suddenly aware this is just some 20 y/o kid from spain. why am i gawking at him#surreal experience#carlos alcaraz#juan carlos ferrero#tennis#indian wells 2k24#aaaaand that's a wrap on indian wells. one of the best trips of my life. loved every minute of it š«¶š»
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living in a Midwest town were people are doom preppers/panic buyers is so crazy because you have to stay ahead of them to get anything š
I always pay attention to the news when it even briefly mentions shortages because I KNOW the shelf emptiers are coming š
#a very surreal experience#i did this back in covid so was prepared#the canned beans are already decimated#but iāve been collecting canned stuff and shelf stable for a little bit#and instant coffee at aldi esp#i know my iced coffee at dunkin is a luxury quickly coming to an end#and enjoying it all i can before the shortages hit#amethyst rambles
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Kind of weird how much i love brutal stuff in art like gore and etc but I ABSOLUTELY can't stomach it in horror movies or. Anything else. I fucking hate brutal horror movies and etc
#had a VERY strange surreal experience rn. found some horrible stuff and i seriously fucking dissociated#or. idk how should i call it. i think I've had fucking hallucinations or something . never did some pictures made me feel so physically sic#k#jessusss chriistttt#talk.pmp#for deletion#i mean it probably would be much weirder if i didn't have any reaction but it was so strong I'm just taken aback rn#sheesh
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THIS IS MY WORLD
#this is like deep spanish lore but la gira!!!!#an original spanish disney channel show ššš#also andrea guasch was in the mythical al salir de clase another original disney channel show#andrea gil was my first celebrity crush btw AND i got to see her in la llamada <3#i need to know. for my latam people#a vosotres os salĆa al salir de clase o la gira o alguna otra serie espaƱola en disney channel???#lo pregunto porque como nosotres veiamos tambien patito feo y violetta y estas series no sĆ© si era recĆproco o no#also!!! while on the topic of spanish disney channel show#they made this other one. i cannot remember the name. but they filmed all the school shots in my school lol#it was definitely a very surreal experience#it was about a family i think??? idk it was extremwly low budget and didn't last long#but yeah!!! that and the elite high school being the university next to my grandma's house are the two 'too close to home' film locations#that have given me psychic damage#oh and i guess the palace in my town but that one appears all the time on masterchef so i'm used to it
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what murder?
#sebastian sallow#hogwarts legacy#my screencaps#i saw one of these used on tiktok#it was a very surreal experience
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Randomly feeling stabby about someone making you feel like youāre too much to hang out with vs. Being embraced for yourself wholeheartedly
#yes this is about Taylor in general#a video of her and Travis at the Super Bowl hit my feed and let me be clear I donāt do the tayvis thing#like Iām happy for her but I donāt āshipā them or whatever the fuck Twitter does#but like⦠thatās the biggest event of his career and some men would have easily been like#āplease donāt come on the field and steal my thunderā and instead he was just a guy and she was just a girl#and thatās the first time sheās ever experienced that level of normality in her life even amidst a very surreal experience#and it took until her mid 30s for it to happen!!! what the fuck!!!
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