#UGH IM SORRY EHH

[froggutzsillyyippie]

HEY REMEMBER WHEN I SAID THAT I WOULD POST MY WRAPPED RESULTS? SO UHM I WAS IN THE MOTHER FUCKING 1% OF LEMON DEMON FANS JUST BECAUSE I PLAYED TOUCH TONE 52 TIMES IM GOING TO CRY LAUGHING

HELPPPP 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

also apparently if Tally Hall reaches some large amount of listeners that I don’t remember the exact number THEYRE GONNA COME BACK? ZUBIN WHEN WHERE WHY HOW AND WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT

@4444pi @dontbebully3

[al6nst]

could we get nsfw/kink hcs for jolyne and hermes with a dom!male s/o? please and thank you!!!

RAAAAHHH YEAAAHH!!!! im not that good with this so sorry

get you, jolymes

SMUT UNDER READ MORE MDNI🐺

sketch info : jolymes seperate w male reader, smut hcs obvi, dom male reader, reader gets switchy in hermes' part, nsfw hcs.

JOLYNE KUJO is kinda freaky, shes into whatever you're into unless you arent a fuckin creepo! oral is one of her fav things, esp receiving it. but she does a pretty good job giving it too. shes very vocal during sex too, praise and degradation go both ways, giving and receiving, and shes definitelygoing to let you know what she likes and doesnt like. another one of her kinks is shibari/bondage.. ahah, this almost has nothing to do with stone free. Public sex is a no, semi public is ehh cause i think shes very romantic and loving.

breeding is 100% her favorite thing. After spending so much time with emporio, she changes everything about her, and when shes around babies she just goes nuts. overstimulation is good too, but she doesnt like going too far. somnophilia is great too, especially when shes feeling too tired from playing and working, when you put it in it just drives her mad. she falls asleep so quickly with your soft voice and slow thrusts. and when youre both feeling pent up, makes it even better. she lasts very long and likes it rough, shell make sure its enjoyable for the both of you.

jolynes nipples are extremely sensitive, even more during sex. speaking of nipples, i think she would lactate not alot, but if its a day when shes leaking, shes gonna let you do the job for her. "fuck.. too much.." her moans are so cute too.

hair pulling is a yes, and so is body praise. again, she has a size kink, and her body is pretty small too. her slightly musculare frame makes it much better, if youre a big guy, hell yeah. belly bulge is insane, and she just breaks if you press on it softly. spit in her mouth and pull her hair, she again, is a freak. i think she would like being spanked, personally. but i dont know, knife play might be a better choice for her.

got no more ideas for girlie, sorry!

(H)ERMES COSTELLO is not as freaky as jolyne, but shes still freaky.. fym youll give him your panties? Anyways

ermes' chest is most definitely sensitive, shes got them surgically altered, so be nice! she likes to get pretty risky too, doing it in public settings like the bathroom, by windows and changing stalls are a good way to get steam off. quickies will happen very very often, its not suprising either. i believe she has a very high libido, and its kinda hard for her to control it.

she likes riding you at first, making her seem dominant. but further in your relationship, she likes being more submissive cause its a struggle to be a bad bitch and be dominant at the same time. overstimulation goes hard, both giving and receiving, and shes good at giving head too. its the best, literally. kissing, no pun intended, is also really needed, she likes being taken care of no matter who you are.

Personally, personally me. i think she has like, big mouth space and no gag reflex, so have fun with that.

UGH IM SORRY I DONT WRITE FOR GIRLS IDK HOW

wow this was an emotional rollercoaster i cried twice while writing it cause i didnt like how i wrote for them, sorry rqstr! im not good at writing girls qnd hcs

[ohitsjustgen]

Hawks x Dabi x Reader

"Hey Feather"

Hawks says landing onto the balcony of your shared apartment. The winged hero looks around but doesn't see you sitting in your usual spot.

"Feather?" He calls out again hoping for a response this time.  Walking into the bedroom he pushes the creaky door as it opens up to reveal you and Dabi playing on your PS5.

"Touya? Why the fuck are you in my house?" Hawks says getting furious. His wings begin to shake out of anger letting some of his feather fall in the process.

"Oh hey birdbrain" Dabi says, not averting his gaze away from the screen of your flat screen tv. The stitched villain shrugs "I just invited myself over. Y/N seemed bored anyways"

A moment of silence goes by and until the winged hero storms off slamming the door behind him. The slam started you making you jump. Gazing at the villain you decide to speak first. "I should probably go check on him". You get up and open the bedroom door letting it creak open like before. You walk into the living room and glance onto the balcony. The hero was perched on the edge peering over the busy Tokyo cross walk.

You wrap your arms around his waist attempting to comfort him but he shoves your arms away from his waist before speaking.

"Why him out of all people? Why hang out with him?"

"We were just playing a game keigo, what's the big deal?"

The man is now in mid air flying 2 inches away from the balcony facing you, he has fear in his eyes. You've never seen that before. Usually he would be holding a smile onto his face but now..?

"What's the big deal? The big deal is Y/N since you dont see the potential danger you're in right now, is that you let a WANTED VILLAIN into our house to play video games?!"

"You let Dabi into our house all the time before? What's the difference now huh?"

Anger begins to grow in both of you. Letting the atmosphere thicken so thick that you can cut it with a knife.

"The difference is that...well the difference is..."

Keigo sputters.

"SPIT IT OUT KEIGO"

You yell at the man

"THE DIFFERENCE IS THAT IM IN LOVE WITH HIM!"

He covers his mouth after letting his true feeling show. Touya walks around the corner slowly clapping at his confession.

"Well done keigo now the truth is out"

You stare at keigo in shock at what he just confessed. Too many things going through your mind at once giving you a major headache.

"W-what do you mean?"

Keigo looks down in shame. Not wanting to make eye contact with you he apologizes in a small whisper

"I'm sorry Y/N"

Tears swell in your eyes as you push past Dabi who was standing behind you. You put on your shoes grab your phone and begin to walk out of your apartment. With no specific destination to go you roam the streets hoping that the tiredness would wear off eventually.

"Ugh what am I doing? I don't even know where i'm heading to."

You stop in front of a bar named "Rum on the Rocks"

"Ehh it wouldn't hurt to have just one drink"

At the end of the night you ended up having 5 in total.

"Alright I'll take it from here" you hear someone say from behind you. He takes you by under the arms and drags you off the stool you sat at.

"Your a fucking idiot you know that right?" Says a familiar voice. While trying but terribly failing at trying to look at the man your vision become blurry.

[peonypaint]

my final piece for the toku holiday exchange, which was probably the one that took me the longest to finish. a chat after hours at atori full image description under the cut since it got long 

[ ID: an 8 page comic of ren, tezuka, and shinji from kamen rider ryuki. the first page of the comic is done in full color, while the rest of the comics pages are done in grayscale. page one. panel one shows the outside of atori, with shinji stepping through the collums that lead to atoris entrance, his bike parked outside. panel two shows shinji entering atori, opening its door and saying, "im back!". shinji is holding his bike helmet under one arm and pushing the door open with his other arm. page two. panel one. a wide shot of atori. tezuka stands behind atoris counter, washing dishes. ren is standing in the middle of atoris dining area, leaning one arm on a broom and putting his other hand on his hip. tezuka looks up at shinji, and says, "there you are- we were just wondering about where you were." and ren says, "took you long enough. we couldve used some help earlier." panel two. shinji walks further into atori, rubbing the back of his head with a sheepish expression as he laughs. shinji says, "ehh, sorry! we had a lot of work at the journal." panel three. a close up on rens face, which has an annoyed expression. ren says, "oh yeah? what kind of 'work'? chasing around lost pets?" page three. panel one. the back of shinjis head is shown, with his shoulders hunched as he yells, "im a serious investigative journalist!!" to ren. ren has an annoyed expression still and mutters, "seriously stupid is what you are." panel two, tezuka is drying off a plate he just washed and speaks from behind the counter. ren and shinji look over to him as he speaks. tezuka says, "rens being dramatic. we managed just fine." ren looks off to the left and says "hmph". panel three, a close up of shinjis face. shinji says, "ah, wheres yui?" behind the panel are cracks similar to that of a broken mirror. page four. panel one. tezuka steps out from behind the counter to talk with ren and shinji in the dining area. tezuka places one hand on the counter and his other hand on his hip, he looks off to the side with a concerned expression as he speaks. tezuka says, "yui... well.." panel two. a close up of ren and shinjis faces. tezuka continues speaking, saying "she wasnt.." panel three. a close up of tezukas hand whiping down a table with a cloth. he continues speaking, saying, "feeling okay.." panel four, tezuka is still whiping down tables, and says, "so she already went upstairs to rest." page five. this page is set in a grid format with four panels, two on top and two below. panel one shows a close up of rens face, looking down with a somber expression. panel two shows a close up of atoris windows with light shining through them. panel three shows a close up of atoris counter top, which has a tea set sitting on top of it. panel four shows a close up of shinjis face, he is also looking down with a concerned and sad expression. page six. panel one. shinji sits down at the table tezuka is washing. shinji sighs, and tezuka looks over at him fondly. shinji says, "man, im tired too." panel two is a shot above the three characters looking down on them and the dining area of atori. ren stands holding the broom still while tezuka and shinji are at the same table. shinji says, "i dont blame yui for needing rest- everythings been so chaotic..." page seven. panel one. shinji rests his head against the table top. he says, "i feel ready to go to bed just thinking about it all". panel two. a close up of tezukas face, he says, "working hard does that to you, eh?" panel three. a close up of rens face, he scoffs and says, "ugh, whos been working hard?" panel four. shinji and tezuka are both sitting at the table now. shinji looks up as tezuka says, "we all have." page eight. panel one, ren holds the broom and looks down, his expression shows an internal conflict within him. panel two. shinji is resting his head on his crossed arms, looking up with a contemplative expression. panel three. a close up od atoris shop sign, tezuka says, "we deserve a break.." panel four. the outside of atori is shown in black and white, with the moon rising in the sky behind atori. tezuka finishes speaking, saying, "dont you think?" /END ID]

[diangelodork]

LOUIS’ E4 COMMENTARY ‼️

(i had a feeling this would be his favorite and it is certainly the most notes he’s had yet!)

Dead Boy Detectives Episode 4 Initial Notes:

Alright lads lassies theys and gays we’re breaking out the good soup for this one

Another suicide warning hm

JENNY LESBIAN EPISODE

Snail mail sexting lmao

Secret admiring is almost never your soulmate I’m so sorry Niko

Also, just noticing the neck tattoo, metal as hell, that had to hurt sweet Jesus

Edwin reading that book like he’s 100 years old, fantastic subtle acting

Skipping around and reading astrology god if only

Men will do anything to avoid talking about their dad tsk tsk tsk

The type of melancholy that attracts me to large bodies of water

“People keep killing themselves” welcome to America, dead boy detectives… too much?

Wanna dress like this fucker when I’m old and crusty

“Those fish stick commercials that I like”

To be an itinerant young person

Hmmm memories or hints of joy and love lure them to their death… people without love torments by the promise of it??? Themes?? Too early???

Age gap discourse between a ghost and a furry I live for this kind of television

“I like your secret parts” ehh 🤮 but also that’s what she’d say to you fucking got ‘em

Lilith again

Dangerous women…

Kite enthusiasts too precious to die

Emotion and illogic THEMES

“LOVE REQUIRES NO LOGIC” I KNEW IT

Oh Edwin 😔

We all need a friend like Niko

“Probably high”

Stop looking without look within in crisis stop looking for answers of identity in other people and start looking at yourself

Tragic Mick!

Attracts evil seagulls ❤️

She’s gonna find the little people

NOPE WAY OFF ITS THIS FUCKER

Hit her with the cleaver immediately

Everyone needs a go to weapon

Come on my man NEEDS to become a walrus

Green represents emotional stability 💚

bait

YEAH

Damn Monty with the fit

Also Niko with the fit

Also Jenny with the fit

Ghost coffee!

Ah, close enough

ahhggEEWWWW AHHH

Mistreatment of dead children… institutionalization of childcare leads to suffering… eternal suffering in some cases

“You don’t belong here anymore” QUEER. THEMES.

OH MY GOD THEY STONED HIM FROZE HIM HOLY SHIT

Highlighting all the worst parts of life to make the child feel like they need you and your system

PUNK ROCK CHARLES PUNK FUCKING ROCK

Yeah it was a bit extreme now that I think about but she’ll be fineeeee

Need for love, false need for control, hurts him, themes

Case closed I guess indeed Niko

Please let Mick have some happiness by the end of the show

I love Niko and Edwin best friends so much UGH

SHES OPENING THE LETTERS AHHHHH

THEYRE BEING CANDID WITH EACH OTHER RAHHH

THE MUSIC IM CRYING

+bonus

[nobody tell him…]

GUYS I ANNOYED ONE OF MY FRIENDS WNOUGH TO WATCH DBDA!! im gonna be posting his live updates in the reblogs HEHEHEHEHE (the score is what got him to cave 👹)

[erght]

its weekend, client's complains, worker's miss communications, its night time, what a fuckfest. but its still okay i guess at least for now i'm grateful for the given break, lets hear some music, relax my back, let the blood flows back to my head freely, and continue again tomorrow with hope that this one too will get passed and go on. yes, stressful; indeed. yes, felt like dying inside; indeed. yes, felt like giving up; indeed. yes, everything's fucked up; indeed. but at least i know i tried, i did it for my own self, for loving my own self, just like how i should love myself first before loving someone else in the future so i know how to love them properly by knowing the answer to its what, where, when, who, why, how, everything as possible to love them by doing it on myself first and not experiment it on someone else. i know i might do the experiment anytime soon in the future cs i know that it might never be/felt like completed in the first place. but lets try it. lets do this, me, this present me. its enough, right? to be ashamed of everything that was done in the past? but its okay, i guess. lets try.

[itsmitsukidesu]

OIKAWA FANFICTION (THIS IS AU)

Jan 5. 2018

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"This is torture."

Shopping while babysitting is the worst

if im not short of money i wouldn't  agree to babysit this little brat here. but i have no choice ahhh im so annoyed .

i have no freedom at all.

life is so hard for me

"Hey hey!! I want ice cream! buy me ice cream!!!"

she keep shaking my hand . she is so annoying grrr

"You .. wont stop , dont ya?" i glared at her

she glared back and smirk.

"no.  i want ice cream ! you promise mommy you will take care of me , and do what ever i want remember ?"

i fake a smile

"yes. but not anymore. because were going home right now "

she glared again let go of my hand and then run.

"hey!! ayu!!" i shouted but she didn't even turn to me ugh this girl . i have no choiice but to follow her.

"why is she so fast"

"ayu ?"

"where did that brat go" i just keep walking until i found her . shes in the supermarket..

wait.  shes talking to someone..

i run fast to the supermarket when i got there

i grabbed her hand and check if shes okay .

"hey . dont just run like that. your moms gonna kill me " and i wont get my money.

"answer me "

"sorry... i told you i want ice cream but you defy me. so i ran here to buy some , forgot that i dont have money, but this handsome man oikawa came and rescue me " she said with a genuine smile then she show me her ice cream

"oikawa?"

"yup, my savior" she point her finger in that mans direction .

savior my ass

"ayu chan is so kawai ~" the man

i look at him

he look at me too

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hes tall , hes about 184cm

 he has dark, chocolate-brown hair

brown eyes

he indeed a handsome man.

i cleared my throat and form a smile

"thanks for buying her ice cream, i should pay you. " im about to get money from my bag but he suddenly talked ..

"no need to pay me. shes enjoying it "

"eh?"

"oikawa , im really glad that ive met you here. i hope i can see you again "  ayu said .

that oikawa man smiled then walk towards ayu he pat her head and ayu seems to like it.

"ofcourse."

"yay!" they fist bump

suddenly im annoyed .

"lets go ayu." i grabbed her hand.

the man looked at me with an smiling face.

ehh so annoying .

"you should take care of your sister. "

"hahahaha." ayus laughing

"sh-e shes not my sister. " she said proudly then eat her icecream again

"oh? shes not? then?" hes looking at me with curiosity ..

"shes just babysitting me" ayu looked at me with a smirk , enjoying your self eh.

"oh? thats . cool"

"its not. "  he was about to say something but i cut him off

"sorry, but we really have to go, so if you dont mind, then bye!" 

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PS: HELLO , Im not really good at writing stories and my english is not so good too, sorry for the erros and grammars.

Im open with ideas and suggestion^^^

Thank you!

[izur-x]

Izuru one shot

(y/p) : your pronouns

Uh little lime 🧍‍♂️.

Note: idk what to do with the title 🧍‍♂️ and sorry if the character is ooc

There's a spoilers probably

•right, this man is literally everything.

•he could do anything with that talent

•when it come to other, he probably find them super boring.

•as izuru kinnie, i definitely feel that

•at first, he thought that you were boring like the others

•and he did but eventually, he find you.. uh unpredictable

•maybe a little unpredictable

•"Kamukura-senpai~" "ugh what is it junko." "I heard that you had crush for (y/p)~"

•izuru just stand there unamused.

•as you want to passing by, you heard them talking about destroying the world.

•you quickly go to the principal but..

•junko grab your hand causing you to fall.

•"oh look!" Izuru walked towards junko and look at you with his ruby orbs.

•"it's (y/p)! Ah~! So much despair writen on your face~!!" Junko hugging herself self-love

•you just frozen on the ground, not thinking what to do

•izuru walk up to you

•he just hum at you and continue walking in the empty corridor.

•"ah! Kamukura-senpai! Wait for me~!" Junko chasing Izuru like some fan girls "before we continue, hey, you"

•you look behind at junko with terrified expression.

•"don't tell about us okay~, or you ended up like the students council, goodbye~"

•just like that, mukuro drugging you, and when all black

•when you woke up, your head start ringging, your memory became hazy, you don't remember what time it is, where are you.

•your sight begin more clear, you look around, there is no sign of people.

•when you tried to get up, there's a chain going around your legs.

•you just wait in there, being alone is nice considering you're a introvert (apologise if you're not a introvert)

•and then the door suddenly open, Because it's dark in the room, the sudden light causing you to look away.

•"hey bestiee~ finally woke up? Good! Kamukura-senpai always waiting for you, puhuhuhu! I can't believe Kamukura-senpai has a crush!"

•you look at izuru, his face look bored but when he look at you, that bored face wash away

•"hey! (Y/n)!" You look at junko, she start walking to you, her high heels making an echo sounds on the room.

•"what." "Awww, don't be meannn, im here to make you an offer!" You back away from her

•"what offer...?" Slight scared, "puhuhu~! I want you to join us~!" "Me? Why me.." "ehh, your talent is perfect! And we need more people, besides! Kamukura is here~"

•'there is no choice, isn't it....' you look away, and sigh "i have no choice, am i?"

•"puhuhu! Yep! Pretty sure that you have no choice!" Mukuro free your legs from the chain.

•"welcome to the club (y/n) (l/n) the ultimate prodigy's after prodigy's."

•many day's has passed, you and izuru became more closer than before

•you sigh, still can't believe junko died, but there's still remains despair, you basically chilling in the middle of chaos.

•"oh hey zuru'." You know that he was there, he walk up to you and sit besides you.

•"this world i-" you place your index finger to his lips "boring? I know."

•izuru grab your wrist "hm? What's wrong?" You look at izuru.

•"nothing i suppose..." "That is definitely something, hey tell me about it."

•he look at you and "i think..."

•"i think i have fallen in love with you..."

•that words keep repeating and echoing inside your brain,

•you brought back to earth because a sudden pair of lips crash into you.

•you basically froze up on the spot, and start to giving in.

•when you two apart, he made his way to your neck and starts to kissing it.

•help

•your breathe became heavier, izuru still kissing your neck until you have no power left.

•"i know your weakness's from the start, goodnight, darling..." he whispered to you, that deep husky voice made you faint 🧍‍♂️

•he carry you back inside, and sleep.

Im back bitches 😩✋

[noritoshiikamo]

hi hi hiii it’s mahito anon 💗 :(( and omg i’m so upset to hear that your depression has been causing you trouble. melatonin is literally one of the reasons why so many people have depression— and like, i have really bad sleeping problems and when i used to heavily take melatonin, my depression got so bad that i had to abandon it. i really hope it gets better for you though because i know it’s really difficult to deal with and usually, it can’t be put in words. and if watching anime and taking time for yourself rather than putting all your time into your fics help you, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do that instead. like— YOUR HEALTH FIRST PLEASE 💗🔪 that’s a threat. not a plea 👹 but i’m happy to hear you’re trying to get better :((( IM SORRY THERE’S NOT MUCH I CAN DO TO HELP BUT ILY SO MUCH PLEASE STAY STRONG. also DHAKJSAI you’re so cool for writing outside of what you usually do because IDK THAT SEEMS SCARY. i’m not a writer but i’m pretty sure it’s hard to write what you’re not used to and SHEEEEEESSHHH YOU ALWAYS WRITE IT SO WELL NO MATTER WHAT. and thank you for clarifying between a fic and one-shot LMAO i usually get things mixed up. AND THE CHOSO TOSHI THING??? OMG IM GONNA COMBUST WITHOUT THE COM AND THEN ALSO WITHOUT THE BUST HDKAJSKANSKA AWOOGA I CANNOT WAIT i’ll literally be reading it like this 👹 the whole time. NAH FR CAUSE I LITERALLY BE SMILING SO HARD WHEN I READ YOUR THINGS CAUSE THE PLOT ALWAYS BE SO SPICY AND EVERYTHANG. AND THE MAHITO NSFW ALPHABET IM HDKAJAKANSBS IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH THANK YOU FOR THE FEAST. YOUR ANIME CHARM BRACELET IS LITERALLY SO ADORABLE OMG. YOU DESERVE TO GET LIKE 100 OF WHATEVER MERCH. YOU OVERWORK YOURSELF :(( GIVE YOURSELF MORE CREDIT FOR YOUR ACCOMPLISHMENTS. this is getting REAL long but AHHH i wanna be mutuals on twitter so bad BUT I LITERALLY DONT KNOW HOW TO USE IT LMAOOO like.. i only know search bar and the rest is just me blindly tapping shit. i’m also heavily inactive on there but saw the art on ig and had the art credits lead me there. ANYWAY— YEAH MY DREAM WAS SO LONG AND WILD. i left out a lot because the ask was long, but since this ask is already so long, i might as well tell you some more details. SO when i was trying to sell you catboy toshi on ebay, we were discussing catboy therapy plans because HE WAS SO AGRESSIVE. and like, you were considering giving him catnip as an inexpensive alternative to catboy therapy AND HE WAS IN THE BACK FOAMING AT THE MOUTH LIKE 👹CATNIP 👹 and then during your unboxing video, you straight up said “hi guys! welcome back to my channel! i finally got my catboy toshi today!” and then used like a huge butcher knife to take the tape off the box. YOU ALSO PULLED HIS TAIL OFF SCREEN BECAUSE HE ATE THE PACKAGING PEANUTS THAT HE WAS SHIPPED WITH. you also gave me a bad review 3 stars and said “minus the 2 stars because he isn’t potty trained.” and other stuff happened but it’s too long and i don’t wanna bother you with this stupid dream BUT i did end up messaging you again to tell you to take off the bad review because i chipped in and payed for 2 ounces of catnip. I ALSO FOUND ANOTHER TOJI COSPLAY (AND MAKI)!! i’ll link it below. sorry if this was too long! AND IM SO HAPPY YOURE DRINKING MORE WATER NOW. I REALLY HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER SOON! 💗 please stay safe and healthy! ILY SO MUCH PLEASE BE CAREFUL💗

https://www.instagram.com/p/CKxqAkvHmOP/?igshid=ymupmx0052q8

https://www.instagram.com/p/CL4DgIuhau1/?igshid=fv0k29x1ujpd

click here for hakken toji cosplay (pss hakken and i are from the same country ehhe)

click here for marun maki cosplay (her nobara cosplay *chefs kiss*)

HELLLLOOOOOO, have i told you that your love letter is the highlight of my day?? no imma remind again that it is UGH 😤

okay fr fr i didn’t know that melatonin worsened depression and it made sense bcs ill get a long messed up sleep where im still exhausted despite sleeping for more than 12 hours omg i need to fix it naturally thank u for letting me know T.T im trying to like fix myself slowly and like today i went out to thrift shop and i got two pair of pants thats not black ((for some reason i get anxious wearing clothes thats not black bcs i feel like people noticed me more and im scared of it 👉🏽👈🏽)) and for cheap too i cant wait to go to work in it hheheheheh i know i sound friendly only but really my anxiety is bad that im actually a very introvert person, i would start sweatinf and hyperventilating and it sucks but oh well 🤷🏻‍♀️ im also waiting for a couple of mangas literally i know that materialistic theraphy is temporary but idc anymore it gives me serotonin hehehehe  also no threat im baby :(( i WILL cry 🥺🥺

hhjhjhrhrhrh thank you for reading my nonsense word vomit maam sometimes i think too much and scared that it doesnt make sense but im glad you love it rhjrfhehgfr THANK GOD MY MAHITO ALPHABETS PLEASED U MAAM IM SCARED i could never reread my fic again i feel embarrassed asf like did i just write this spicy shit bcs what . the . fuck HAHAHAHA but i have a choso smut up and im just thinking of choso lately just him and his biggest hand

THERES MORE TO CATBOY TOSHI IM SCREAMING  !!!!! i cant believe my anxious ass did an unboxing and rated 3 stars without crying i wanna be dream me in your dream maam the confidence is *chefs kiss* also not the tails FFS IM RYING and the catnip it reminds me off my cats they get aggressive with catnip infused treats MAAM THEY BITE pls share me ur dreams if u got more its hilarious asf

thank you for sending me longass ask pls dont u dare apologize i will fight u for apologizing (ง’̀-‘́)ง i LOVE IT AND PLS ILY SO MUCH U STAY SAFE AND COME HERE AND TALK TO ME OR ILL GET WORRY AND DIE ISTG MY ANXIETY WILL FREAK OUT PLA STAY SAFE BB 💕💕 and if u wanna talk to me out of anon im happy to 😤😤 we are besties for lifw

[xeo-kunsatan]

Beast Choices Chapter 2. Woman Tears

Betrayus and Muriel have passed a lot of time together in their department next to Yūu, as well their works were too hard for them, living them completely tired.

The Summer was starting and Muriel and Betrayus really needed vacations.

Muriel: God damnit... I'm so tired...

Betrayus: me too... Ugh...dude, don't think we need vacations?

Muriel: that's so obvious....

Betrayus: y-yeah.. but sadly we don't have any fucking money to pay for a trip....

Muriel: yeah...

Someone knocks the door.

Muriel: i'll go..

She opens the door and finds that it was the delivery man with a letter for Muriel.

Kevin: Are you the Ms Muriel Plizetxki?

Muriel: ahm yes.

Kevin: this is a letter for you, it was send by the Mr Marlos Plizetxki, *gives the letter to Muriel*.

Muriel: ... Thank you sir..*holds the letter tightly*...

Kevin: have a good day *he leaves*

Muriel:*closes the door*... Dad....

Betrayus: Hey Mury, what is it?.

Muriel: *Opens the letter and takes a million dollars from it*...It's Money... A lot of money.

Betrayus: Wow, really!? Let me see.

He takes a look to the letter without noticing Muriel's shocked expression.

Betrayus: Holy shit! a Million dollars!? This is enough to all a travel around the world or to buy a own house, oh this has a note too!, seriously..Who send this to you Muriel!?? *notices Muriel*

Uhm... Mury? Are you okay?...

Muriel; It's nothing.. my father send this money for me.

Betrayus: that's a good thing Muriel but why are you so blue?.

Muriel: it's just.... My Dad and me we had a hard relationship..

Betrayus: Ow... Ahm you want to talk about it?..

Muriel: it's okay.. at least We have money to our Cool Ass vacations!

She said it with a brilliant tone hiding something strange inside her, Betrayus knew that something was wrong with Muriel but he didn't wanted to force her to speak.

Betrayus: well, if you say so.. what place we can visit?

Muriel: i don't know...

Betrayus: hmm... I would like to visit a country with variety of weather.

Muriel: hmm... I don't know..

Betrayus: what about.. Pac Mexico? I heard in a paper about traveling and tourist places that Mexico has a lot of wonderful places to visit like the island of Dolls in Xochimilco, Mazamitla forest with their cabins, Cancun Beach, a More.

Muriel: Hmm? Mexico? that sounds interesting, that's it i want to go there

Betrayus: Me too ^^.

The next day, Betrayus and Muriel next to Yūu went to the airport to take the plane to Pac Mexico. The plane have arrived in Pac Guadalajara Jalisco Airport.

Muriel: oh damn.. are you okay Yūu?

Yūu: *she is dizzy*

Betrayus: Poor little girl.

Muriel: don't worry girl.. *flees Yūu from the box and puts a strap in her collar* c'mon let's get going!

Betrayus: Oh yeah girl!

Muriel: Hey Taxi!

The 3 taked the Taxi and left the airport.

Taxi Girl: A dónde los llevo jóvenes?

Betrayus; Excuse me?

Muriel: ehh.. No Espaniol..

Taxi Girl: Heh i was jocking with you, where do you want to go?

Muriel: Hehehe, we want to go to Mazamitla, please

Taxi Girl: Mazamitla, all right.

Yūu: D,:<

During the travel Betrayus and Muriel we're watching the wonders of mexico since the windshields as well they ended having a good conversation with the Taxi Girl, while that Yūu was sleeping on Betrayus'lap.

Taxi Girl: You Know, Jalisco is a really beautiful state of the country, without speaking of the shootings and other dangerous stuff here, but hey don't be Scared, with just stay away of suspicious places and people everything will be alright, the most important for tourists like you is have fun in this place with all the activities you can do, we care a lot of our visits.

Betrayus: Wow, that sounds cool, we we're looking for a place to spend our vacations, and Mazamitla sounded like a nice place for us.

Taxi Girl: It is, Mazamitla is so cool, and their cabins are so relaxing and warm, well there are more cool places you can go, like walking around the town and appreciate the beautiful details of the traditional houses, the Enchanted Garden, The forest "La Zanja" we're you can make a picnic there, and other more stuff, you want me to take you to the Cabins?.

Muriel: Yes Please.

Betrayus: i can't wait to go there, Thank you Miss-.

Roxy: Roxana, but you can call me Roxy.

After a long travel, Roxy have taked Muriel, Betrayus and a Dizzy again Yūu

Roxy: Here we are.

Betrayus: Oh my Gosh.. this place is even more cool in person, thank you Ms Roxy *pays Roxy*

Roxy: your welcome, it was a pleasure.

Muriel: I really love it!.

Roxy: oh yeah, you guys most be hungry and tired right now.

Muriel: Uff yeah..

Betrayus: Even more the dog.

Yūu: <:(...

Roxy: Aww no.. poor little big thing, *takes a bag with Dog Cookies* Take this ones girl.

Yūu: :D! *Eats them all quickly as she is waving her tail*.

Roxy: *knocks a little store next to her* Quiero! [Quiero: is a way to call for the Person In charge of a little store]

A Old woman of the Store arrived to attend Roxy.

Roxy: Como anda Doña Petra?,

[How are you Miss Petra?]

Ms Petra: Rosy que bueno verla de nuevo, como están tu y tus papás?

[Rosy, thanks God to see you again, how are you and your parents?]

Roxy: Pues ya ve Seño, echandole ganas al trabajo para pagar los estudios y apoyar a la familia.

[Well Miss, as you can see, I'm working hard to pay my studies and support my family].

Ms Petra: Ay que bueno mija, así debe de ser, y en qué anda?

[Aww That's so good dear, as it had to be, and what are you doing?]

Roxy: Pues ando trayendo a estos turistas gringos por la zona, están muy emocionados pero también apachurrados por el largo viaje, y pues ya andan hambriados.

[Well, I'm taking this american tourists around the Zone, they are so excited but tired and hungry at the same time]

Ms Petra: Ay pobrecitos [Aww poor things]

The old woman starts talking to Muriel and Betrayus wich seemed confused because they didn't understand spanish.

Ms Petra: Oh my bad, Welcome to Mazamitla, are you looking for a Cabin to spend your days?

Betrayus: Yes miss.

Ms Petra: Alright *gives Muriel the keys of their cabin* here you are, you would love this cabin.

Muriel: Thank you so much Miss.

Ms Petra: I'll prepare you some instant noodles for you to at least cushion your hungry *puts hot water in 2 instant noodles boxes*

Both: Thank you Miss.

Roxy: Órale.. Doña Petra, no sabía que usted sabía hablar inglés.

[Wow.. Ms Petra, i didn't know you can spoke english]

Ms Petra: Mi nieto Jorgito cuando vino de de Inglaterra me enseñó a hablar inglés, bueno mija ayuda a estos jóvenes a llevar sus maletas, porfavor

[My Grandson Jorgito when he came from England, he teached me to speak english, but well dear, please help this young to take their suitcases to their cabin]

Roxy: Alright guys, let me help you with this.

Betrayus: you two are so kind, thank you *Carries his suitcase*

Muriel: seriously thank you so much you both. *Gives Roxy the Dog's Suitcase while she holds her own Suitcase*

Ms Petra: you have nothing Thank us, the most important thing to you is enjoying your vacations.

Roxy: Alright, I'll take you to the cabin, nos vemos al rato doña Petra [See you later Ms Petra].

Betrayus and Muriel: Thank you so much Miss Petra!

Ms Petra: Mijos olvidan su Maruchan!

[Darlings, you forgot your Noodles (Maruchan=Instant noodles in mexico)

Betrayus and Muriel: Oh yeah, sorry sorry

Both takes their instant noodles and left grating Ms Petra again,

Roxy have taked Muriel, Betrayus and Yūu to the Cabin, Yūu was so happy to finally walk.

Betrayus: *Opens the Door* Oh Man.. This Cabin is so cool

Muriel: Seriously, how can I pay you?

Roxy: nah, it's okay, it's own me.

Betrayus: thank you very much Miss Roxy.

Roxy: you're welcome, you had a very long travel, for now you need to rest to recharge energies for tomorrow,

Betrayus: we will do it

Roxy: Alright first, you already knew where is doña Petra's to leave your cabin keys with her and buy some snacks, near her there's a restaurant with the most tasty food wich opens at 7:00 pm to 10:30 pm, well see you tomorrow!

M&B: Goodbye and thank you!

Roxy have left the cabin, Betrayus and Muriel where looking around the cabin to meet up with the Bedrooms, both start eating their instant noodles and resting in the beds.

Betrayus: Ufff this is so comfy *eating slowly his Soup*

Muriel: Yeah~, hmmm~ the ambient feels so good~

At ending their noodles they fell asleep.

2 days later have passed and This 3 had a lot of adventures with Roxy guiding them.

They both were having fun, but Betrayus still had the doubt about Muriel's behavior at the letter with money.

all the whole year Muriel was hearing all Betrayus's problems and insecurities and helping him to use them to grow as person and supported him in the bad and good moments, He knew it so well but..

"Who is hearing Muriel's Problems?".

Betrayus more than ever wanted to know better Muriel and help her as she did for him, all he knew was just her mother was dead, and her living family members were her father and Older sisters and that Muriel left her home.

Tuesday 9:00 pm

Betrayus and Muriel where relaxing in the couch watching the fire of the fireplace, the radio was sounding some wholesome rock songs.

Betrayus: Mury, can i make you a question?

Muriel: Sure.

Betrayus: First, thank you very much for everything you did for me, nobody else have worried for me like you did.

Muriel: You have nothing to thank me, i really wanted to help you, Heh you're my Patient number 1 and my best friend After all.

Betrayus: and I'm still so grateful about what you did for me, but... Mury.. you listen everyone's problems... What about yours?..

Muriel: ..w-ell... I.. uhmm...i have no problems, im Fine.

Betrayus: C'mon Mury, you did a lot for me, i want to give it to you back.

Muriel: i don't want to bother you Betrayus..

Betrayus: C'mon Mury, you're my best friend, i want to help you.

Muriel: *Sighs*... W-ell....

When I was younger...

I was too close to my mother Yoong since my birthday,..she used to take me to visit the wolves to gave them food, and ice skating in family, I used to do many figures in the snow with my sisters... *Sighs*

Betrayus: and What happened?..

Muriel: everything was so great... But it ended when that snow storm happened,

I was playing with my mom in the snow and it suddenly happened, my mother acted quickly and hold me running from the storm, it was kinda close to us so... M-my Mom.. had to threw me to the other side to keep me safe,.. she was running to the same place but... The storm smashed *sobs* smashed my mom in front my eyes...

Betrayus: Oh... No...

Muriel: I was innocent at that scene..*sob*...my father and sister.. have saw that... My Father was looking for my mom and my sisters.. they just yelled to me.. blaming me of her death...

Betrayus: T-thats terrible...

Muriel: After Her death... The things in my family changed a lot.... My Father just gave all his attention to my sisters... Rejecting every of my acts, while my sisters... Yoona was the one who repeated me that it was my fault that mother died, Yeena just stared at me to then try to ignore...

When I cried my father and Yoona just shat me up... telling me "stop playing the victim, you're the parasite of this family"...

I grew in that cold and toxic ambient... But in my birthday 19th I got tired.. and I stole a part of the money of my dad to pay a plane to then left Pac-Arctic...*tries to not cry*

Betrayus: Mury... *Hugs her tightly*... Don't suppress your feelings.. you can cry

Muriel just taked air and started crying on Betrayus's arms.

Betrayus: you don't have to suffer for that again Mury... I'm here for you..

Muriel:*she is crying*

Betrayus: shh shh... Now i understand..

Muriel: W-What is it? *sob*.

Betrayus: we both are the parasites for our families.

Muriel:....

Betrayus: oh.. uhm sorry.. i didn't mean to.

Muriel:...*starts chuckling* it's true.

Betrayus:..heheh.. you're not mad?

Muriel: of course not dummy..

Betrayus: Heheh.. Heeeeyy!!

Muriel: Heeeeeyy!!

Both started laughing and drinking beer while in the radio sounded the song

"Jenny (i wanna ruin our friendship)"

Muriel: heheh...*hip*.. Oh gad.. it hurted.. but i learned that it wasn't my problem.. they are the Assholes!

Betrayus: Exactly!.. *hip*..

Muriel:*hugs Betrayus* thank you~

Betrayus: *hugs back* thank you too Muriel...*Suddenly he Kisses Muriel on lips*

Muriel: *blushes*... B-Betrayus!...

Betrayus: I-i-im s-s-sorry.. i..i don't know what i.. did.. just...

Muriel: Don't worry..Heh..*Kisses Betrayus back* i also.. i wanna Ruin our friendship~♪..

Betrayus: We should be lovers instead~♪

M&B: Heheh..

They both singing along the song to end the song with a kiss between them, to then other things together.

To be continued..

Wednesday 8:39 Pm

Betrayus was reading a book about occultism but he noticed that Muriel haven't came back with the wood for the fireplace, he got Worried and left the cabin to look for her in the forest holding his flashlight.

Everything was dark and the singing of the owls were sounding around the forest.

Betrayus: M-Muriel!... Where are you?

Betrayus suddenly saw something strange in the woods.

Betrayus: Muriel?...

???: Grrrrhh...

Betrayus: !!!!

Yep the chapter 2 is here as also a celebration of Muriel's Birthday

April 4th, i hope you loved this chapter.

[yurtletheturtlehenderson]

READER REWRITE ANNOUNCEMENT: TUA ☂️ - TALLY CLOSED

I'm starting another love interest Tally, this one for the Umbrella Academy. Unlike the It tally, I don't really have any solid ideas for the characters but I DO have a pretty fucking big one for the reader. So, please let me know out of these character you would like to see as your love interest [BESIDES BEN, DONT WORRY THAT'S COMING]. If you have a preference and would like to vote, drop by my inbox [anonymously or otherwise, i don't mind either!], DM me, or comment here BUT remember, I can't respond to comments but I will see them, thanks and ily guys!

The Umbrella Academy x Reader [slight au] LI options:

Luther: ngl, I'm not crazy about him. I doubt he's gonna win cause I know he ain't usually a fan fav. Personally, I didn't really see a problem with him [until episode 8&9] in season one, I mean beside that whole weird allison subplot. Like the moon stuff, I didn't really notice it until people pointed it out then he got REALLY annoying the whole season. Season 2 luther I liked. Either way, I could easily mellow out his character if yall REALLY want him (lol kinda hope you don't 🤭)

Diego: my sweetie sweet sweetheart. I love this adorable mommas boy, he just wants love and affection and to be accepted and with what I have planned for the reader's plot [which is a definite thing] these two could honestly work SO well together, and be the affection starved babies together and shower each other with love 💘 [EDIT: HE WON! Ideas and plots are being further developed as of the 10th of September 2020]

Allison: I'm not gonna lie, yall I'm torn. Allison Hargreeves owns ALL my fucking uwus, she stole my fucking heart and I have a crush ngl. BUT I also LOVE her and Ray and the work they do and I sob so hard in season 2 for her and Ray and everyone and UGH I could NEVER TAKE THAT ARC AWAY FROM HER. I have an idea for reader and allison season 2 wise, her and ray would still be together lets just say

Klaus: [I know he dates guys, and I would be able to fit in Dave but I'm pretty sure he's pan either way!] Honestly, I'm a little scared about this one. I haven't wrote a BUNCH of scenes with klaus yet, but the few I have i have not been super proud of. I don't think I write his character very well, and Idk if thats just me or because its new but I'm scared to jump into a whole series with him, especially as a LI but ill do it for you babies if that's what you really want. Can't promise it will be good, but I'm trying lol

Five: honestly I'm scared about this one too. With the Ben fic, I haven't quite gotten to him yet so I don't know how i wrote him yet but I have some hope. Also, the age thing low key bothers me but he is a fan favorite and he does have some of the most screen time which would be convenient, his plot mixed with the readers plot would be VERY interesting indeed, and he does make me laugh so ehh its really up to you guys. Again, not sure how I feel??

Ben? Im already working on a ben fic as some of you might know, but then I was in the shower and my brain was like "heheh he heh, I know you haven't even published the first chapter of your ben fic and have 3 unfinished series, and 2 independent WIP but here's a REALLY cool idea for yet ANOTHER umbrella academy rewrite. Also no you can't have any writing inspiration for any of them" again, I suppose he's doable and already this would be considered an au so it wouldn't be much of a leap to A] ressurect ben, but that worries me cause the end of season 2 and I'd have to rely on hope I could catch whatever s3 threw or B] work in a way reader could see Ben which would be kinda hard but not impossible given my plot [edit: probably won't do him honestly. Not for this one. I want to try different characters for this one. Again, unless you REALLY want him, but again, I'm already making one with him so nows your chance to vote to see someone else]

Vanya: gorgeous baby angel, would be VERY interesting as a love interest and quite convient too. Plus she's adorable. Out of all of them, I have the most ideas for her

And finally...

I'm so fucking sorry I can't stop coming up with ideas, I wish I wish I WISH I could just make a story and stick to it but, I've just never been like that I'm sorry.

💕💕💕 - Yurtle

[mistaeq]

hi doraaa (is it ok if i call u that? o.o)! how are u? anyways, i got a thought and i wanna see what u think: okuyasu calling josuke to yell at him and accidentally clicking on ur number and he just starts yelling only to stop when he hears your voice on the other side: him: eHH? WHY ARE YOU WITH JOSUKE? u:,,, u dialed me him: *looks at number* oh... *voice goes soft* BBIE IM SORRY 🥺🥺 I didn't mean to yell at u and its just fLUFF UGH - 💄anon

(yes, totally fine! you are free to call me either niji or dora !!💫)

i will bite his cute nose through the phone, tell him he's perfect and doesn't need to apologize. then i'll offer him a wireless ice cream.

if he yelled at me i would say thank you sir anyway 👀👄👀

[rockdrop]

“. . .”

[rockettoikah]

THIS. Nagpintig yong tenga ko ih. Andami dami na ngang nangyayari sa mundo dagdag pa to. Im just pissed how confident he was. Its bullshit you know. First of all kuya, Im not your pet to wag my tail every time you’re fuckin bored! kingina mo lang! Alam mo yon, lahat na siguro ng category ng katanghan check na check sa checklist ko. You only reminds me how stupid I was before. He was this guy/sir who I wrote before... 

“Do you want to know the worst part about walking away?” she asks him.

“It’s hoping that they’ll run after you. That they’ll stop you and tell you not to leave. That they’ll beg you to stay. That they’ll tell you they need you, she says.’ but they never do. They never did.’“

I guess after all this time, this will be the perfect time to tell you that I’ll be fine. I guess letting it all spill out will let this heavy heart breathe. Maybe it’s the perfect time that you let me go. Just so you know, I’m listening to Caleb’s “I need you today” and my heart hurts so bad. Very bad.

Sir! Ang sakit, sobra. Sobra lang. I was expecting you to talk to me and give me a tight hug for my last day. I was expecting that you’ll treat me like before. I was expecting that I can talk to you without awkwardness. I was expecting that it will be a “see you soon” instead of “goodbye”. And do you know what’s worst about it? it’s that I expected too much and it’s making me sad. Maybe you got tired of waiting, maybe you’re just busy with all your priorities and dreams in life, maybe you just loved me because you needed me. Maybe it was my fault for not looking at you until the time you started  not to care. Maybe you were tired waiting for answers that I can’t fill right now, pero di ba pag mahal mo hihintayin mo? Di ba pag mahal mo ipaglalaban mo? Di ba pag mahal mo ipapadama sa’yo na importante ka? ehh bakit di ko naramdaman yon sir? bakit?

All these photos were the time I’m with you,and I miss the time whenever we’re alone talking about life and how worst our day went. I miss the time you tease me with things I really do hate. I miss your small gestures like sitting beside me and saying nothing haha. I just miss everything about you del. I’m sorry for not looking at you agad, for losing hope because of another guy. Pero ikaw ngay yong gusto ko, siguro napagod ka lang maghintay. Pero bakit?

Truth is I can’t focus reviewing because of having thoughts of you, kaya ok na siguro to. I’ll slowly let my heart heal. Maybe we’re not just meant for each other, maybe we cross paths just to be a better person to someone. Thank you for everything, thank you for letting me learn from my faults and taught me to be independent. Thank you for believing when no one did, even myself. Salamat kasi naging proud ka sa akin, mamimiss ko yong “Architect ko yan” na phrase. hahaha. Thank you sir. Walking away from you and the company will be painful, but i’ll be fine. Soon. Salamat sa mga memorable na experience. I hope this will never be a goodbye. And I hope if we cross roads again I’ll be a better person than before, so are you. I love you, i always will. Isang bagsak naman jan sa Qa mong magsisign off na. hahah

I used to say I love you I used to say I miss you And now it's all gone Are we fading away  

-I need you more today...

Siya yong reason why I had hard time focusing on my review, he was the reason why my friends hated me so much, he was the guy I fought for, kasi alam ko “baka pwede”, he was all my good “what ifs”, he was this guy who made me feel miserable for missing him so much pero in return he never ask,he never cares. TANGA nga talaga pag tinamaan ka.. its funny back reading my blog and seeing this

I Miss You

* I miss your scent.

* I miss the way you stare at me.

* I miss the way you try to tease and piss me off.

* I miss the way you touch my ear and hair

* I miss our Jollibee nights

* I miss our late night dates

* I miss the way I call you sir, kasi hindi ko talaga alam itatawag ko sayo

* I miss taking care of you.

* I miss to touch your hand in a pasaway way.

* I miss our fights. Kasi slow at mapride ka.

* I miss the way you teach me in every little way.

* I miss talking to you, yong sobrang dami mong kwento tapos ako makikinig lang.

* I miss getting mad at you everytime you smoke

* I miss your seloso face

* I miss the way you tryna look or find me pag asa taas ako at nagawi ka doon.

* I miss your not manly attitude

* I miss sitting next to you.

* I miss your table.

* I miss the way you sit beside me without saying anything

* I miss our walk thrus and punchlisting pero nagchichikahan lang talaga tayo

* I miss making fun at you kasi pikon ka

* I miss the times you react or comment sa my day ko.

* I miss waiting at you to say pasalubong whenever I go to baguio.

* I miss your torpe attitude

* I miss doing accomplishment reports with you.

* I miss the time i miss you sa site kasi sobrang busy mo din sa ibang site.

* I miss your pissed face kasi d ko sinsagot yong call mo

* I miss your voice

* I miss waiting at you kapag ot ka kasi wala ako kasama umuwi

* I miss the time you care kahit ayaw mong ipakita

* I miss eating siopao and chicken with you

* I miss you treating me pero fuck ikaw lagi nagpapalibre

* I miss the time you dont have to ask what my order kasi alam mo na yong gusto ko.

* I miss the time you tryna chat me kasi nga hindi kita kinausap ng buong araw bec of a girl haha which is hindi naman dapat.

* I miss you taking pictures at me tapos bigla bigla mo nlng isesend sa akin.

* I miss the way you smile kasi sinabi ko na bagay mo and minsan ngiting aso ugh.

* I miss saying your hair is too long na gupit time, tapos the next day gagawin mo naman kahit sobrang ot ka.

Its been 2 months love, and everyday it hurts so bad. Ang bigat lang sa feeling na yong taong di mo matiis kayang kaya kang tiisin na wag kausapin. Amindo ako na my last day was really not that good. We didnt even talk the whole day. I was actually pissed that day because you know the reason why but you didnt dare talk to me.. kaya I decided to end my shift.. I decided to leave, but I only wanted to see how important I am to you. Nasagot ko pala agad. Sometimes nakakalimutan natin iremind sa sarili natin na madami magkakagusto sayo but few will value you. And whats making it worst is that vinalue mo yong taong gusto ka lang. haaay kaya hayan nilista ko nalang lahat ng bagay na naminiss ko sayo... let me MISS you until I don't anymore.

SEE? I was at the state where lahat na lang iniintindi ko, ni ligaw nga ako na gumawa p*Ta.. but in return ako lang pala. Every time I was at this situation, lagi kong sinisisi yong self ko but it should be the other way around. I started changing my sail, yes, without the thoughts of you, natuto akong magself love and I really pity myself now. GRABE ang effort ko pala. And I dont deserve a guy like you, thats what I told myself, now I’m sailing and catching my dreams without you of course and I dont regret it. It feel so peaceful na din my heart’s at peace. But it pisses me off how insensitive you are. Dude hindi ikaw buhay ko so wag kang magbida bida and magpapansin because Im done with you and I dont wanna waste my time with you. I shouldn’t be posting this pero triggered na ako ehh Sineseen ko na nga lang patol pa ng patol sa messenger. BORED ka ghorl?? ish.. PRAY for better days nalang ugggh

[hayleysstark]

(PT 2 of 2). I also wanted to say that, unfortunately, my Netflix account is going to be cancelled soon, so I can't watch all of Merlin. Can you recommend any must-see episodes?

Ugh, for real? That sucks, Queenie, I’m sorry. (I mean, I get it, things like Netflix are luxuries, but luxuries are nice to have around, and it’s tough to lose one, and I’m sorry that you have to.) To tell the truth, I really,,,,, don’t know if separate episodes can really stand on their own? I mean, don’t get me wrong, a solid ninety percent of the episodes are great, and absolutely worth the watch, but they all feel ((at least to me. maybe I’m alone in this)) like just scattered pieces of a whole until you put them all together into the series. But I think I can rustle up a solid handful that’ll still give you a good feel for the show as a whole ((and help you decide whether you want to continue it when you can - this series really isn’t for everyone.))

1x13: Le Morte D’Arthur: The entirety of S1 is really Merlin at its absolute best--smooth, believable dialogue, excellent comedic timing, wonderful plot structure, characterizations that are just to die for--but let’s be honest, this one, the S1 finale, is the one that takes my breath away. Colin Morgan and Anthony Head are both superb in their respective roles as the titular character and the hotheaded, short-sighted King Uther, and this episode is where they both just shine. Bradley James (Arthur) doesn’t receive a whole lot of screentime in this one, unfortunately, but there’s no denying he’s the center of the episode, and the moments we do get to see him, he’s just as incredible as the other two. The scenery is gorgeous, the worldbuilding is fantastic, and the emotion, oh, the emotion. Colin Morgan delivers some of his absolute rawest lines in this one. He knows when to play up the rage, the grief, the terror, and--I don’t say this lightly, but it’s really nothing short of flawless. Also, I’m in love with the villain. Her name is Nimeuh. I’m going to marry her someday. I am in love with that woman. she’s beautiful.

2x01: The Curse of Cornelius Sigan: This one is nothing on Le Morte D’Arthur in terms of plot, dialogue, or emotion, but damn if it isn’t the funniest fucking episode in the entire series. It’s essentially just a fun romp. The villain is so Obviously Evil, and of course no one else in Camelot SEES that he’s evil except Merlin. And Merlin??????? a petty, jealous bitch?????? yes absolutely. oh my god this one is just hilarious you would not believe. 

2x08: The Sins of the Father: Finally, an episode where we get to see the true depth of Bradley James’ talent!! Really, his performance sells the entire episode in and of itself, but this one’s got plenty more to recommend it as well. Anthony Head returns as brilliant as ever, of course, and we get introduced to yet another incredible villain. Nowhere near as fleshed-out as Nimeuh, but this lady’s definitely got spunk, and she’s just fun to watch overall. Merlin’s warring loyalties are put into conflict yet again, Arthur gives his asshole father the call-out of the century, honestly, what more could you want? And we get to see a much softer side of Arthur as well, one that almost never reappears again - which is a real shame, by the way, considering how well Bradley James does strong emotions.

2x09: The Lady of the Lake: okay this one. this one does. it doesn’t. it doesn’t need to be on the list. it really doesn’t. but Merlin gets a ladylove and it’s absolutely BEAUTIFUL and everyone can shut their mouths. the girl he falls for?? 10/10. would die for her. she is beautiful and sweet and amazing and she dOES NOT DESERVE ALL THE PAIN SHE HAS SUFFERED I LOVE HER. I WOULD TAKE A BULLET FOR HER. 

2x13: The Last Dragonlord: ahhh here we go!! This one’s the one. This one’s where it’s at. This episode has absolutely everything I initially started watching Merlin for - knights, dragons, sword fights, branches of magic no other fantasy series has yet explored, and to top it all off, Colin Morgan AGAIN goes above and beyond in his performance. I am convinced there’s nothing this man can’t do anymore. i would fight and die for the last dragonlord. both the episode and the dragonlord himself. 

3x04: Gwaine: if you take nothing else away from this series, then for fuck’s sake, remember that Gwaine is, objectively speaking, beautiful. honestly. what a bastard. what a gorgeous, gorgeous bastard.

4x01 (and 4x02): The Darkest Hour: honestly incredible. i weep. the knights are such bros and look, Arthur has feelings, and hE’S GOT A SMARMY-ASS UNCLE NNNN I HATE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK I HATE HIM HIS NAME IS LORD FUCKING AGRAVAINE AND I WILL HATE HIM UNTIL MY DYING DAY and Merlin gets whumped!! excellent, perfect, 10/10. three cheers for Merlin whump.

4x03: The Wicked Day: ohhhh gosh just a whole bundle of emotions here. Merlin is trying his best. Arthur deserves better. Gaius watches with a raise of his infamous eyebrow. Everything goes to hell. Merlin still tries his best. that’s it. that’s the whole show.

4x04: Aithusa: I SWEAR IM NOT GOING TO RECOMMEND EVERY SINGLE EPISODE OF S4 ((well maybe I am but that is because S4 is amazing and i am a GARBAGE HEAP.)) THERE ARE JUST. A LOT OF GOOD ONES. RIGHT AT THE BEGINNING. ghjhyghgb okay this one is just??? really good in general?? More dragons!! More knights being bros!!! And some serious character development on Merlin’s part like holy hell I don’t remember him having em that big in S3. this dude is getting what he wants and that is Just That.

4x06: Servant of Two Masters: okay let’s be real this one has a super intense start - in the first three minutes, Merlin is given a fatal wound, with a fucking MACE, no less - but honestly, at about the fifteen-minute mark, it just?? turns into comedy gold??? Merlin Emrys’ entire existence is a power move for forty straight minutes. he is Salty. he is Sassy. he is an absolute, stone-cold, unforgiving bitch. he takes no one’s shit. he will come for you and your family, and probably your hopes and dreams, too. he will stop at nothing. It’s somehow funnier when you stop and think about how genuinely sweet he usually is. this is just the most complete and comedic turnaround, and I love it.

4x12 (and 4x13): The Sword in the Stone: HERE’S where the myth and the series really start to collide. congratulations, only took 4 entire seasons. still kind of irritates me that the sword in the stone is Excalibur. what can you do. a lot of retellings condense. understandable but annoying as all hell. Arthur’s character arc comes to an admittedly unsatisfying end, but Tristan and Isolde make a cursory appearance, so that’s something I wasn’t expecting. Also, Merlin’s S4 character arc comes to an AMAZING head like wtf. we did not deserve that. Merlin Emrys is chaotic and vengeful. 

5x03: The Death Song of Uther Pendragon: listen,,,,,, listen,,,,,,, this one serves Literally No Purpose and Does Not Need to be on here. it doesn’t advance the plot. it doesn’t build toward anything whatsoever. it’s just really fucking hilarious. it’s Arthur and Merlin being bros. Uther is his usual bastard self. Gwen is beautiful and we do not deserve her. Sir Leon makes an appearance and is very confused. Sir Leon is extremely relatable.  

5x05: The Disir: Admittedly not my favorite, just??? not my favorite. But it really does take Merlin’s character in an absolutely stunning direction that still blows me away to this day, and it’s worth the watch just for that alone. Very dark episode though, very sad. Kind of has a “hopeless” vibe going tbh so. (May need to watch 1x08, The Beginning of the End, to get a bit of backstory for this one.)

5x08: The Hollow Queen: YOU WILL PRY THIS ONE FROM MY COLD DEAD FINGERS IT SERVES NO PURPOSE IT ADDS NOTHING TO THE PLOT BUT MERLIN GETS WHUMPED SO MUCH??? EMOTIONAL. PHYSICAL. IT’S ALL HERE. HE SUFFERS SO MUCH. IT’S GREAT. IT’S INCREDIBLE. maybe watch the two before it ((The Dark Tower and A Lesson in Vengeance)) before, though, because it’s kind of hard to understand unless you’ve got backstory lmao. 

5x10: The Kindness of Strangers: More Merlin whump on every side, but this one also gives us our first (and only) look into Merlin’s position in the magical community? We don’t get to see him interact with people like him a whole lot over the course of the series, and who he actually is, what he represents, to his kind as a whole, is often left very fuzzy. There’s just a lot of confusion surrounding it, and this episode goes a pretty long way toward clearing that up.

And of course the series finale should be on here, but ehh. not that great tbh. really dropped the ball if we’re being honest. SO. those are. all of them. not really going to give you a sense of the full scope of the series dfhffgfdfgb probably just going to confuse the hell out of you and give you a sudden, insatiable thirst for Merlin whump ((which I can sate w/ fic recs. do you want fic recs. I’ve got fic recs. so many authors love to torment this man.)

ANYWAY THOUGH. I hope this helped!!

[latina4bangtan]

Let’s Make a Deal

Pt. 7

“Who was going to warn me about you”

Namjoon’s POV

I knew she was going to cause a problem as soon as she walked over here. That’s just the way she is....a manipulative bitch.

“It wasn’t hard scaring your little wife Namjoon. Gotta say I don’t give your marriage longer than 3 months. By that time she’ll be screaming for a divorce.” Brie said as she turned all of her attention towards you putting her hand to lay on your shoulder.

“Brie first of all I never said she was a burden....I said I had to go deal with an issue involving my wife. Second of all that woman isn’t afraid to tell ME off so I highly doubt she’s afraid of you. If you keep pushing her you’re going to find out what kind of woman she really is and I hope I’m there to see her wipe that dumb ass look off your face.” You said while taking her hands off your body.

“Guess we’ll have to wait and see won’t we?” She said seeming quite offended that you didn’t accept her advances.

You didn’t have time for this so all you did was walk away. She wasn’t worth your time....never was.

As you started to walk to the bar to find (y/n) you noticed Tae coming towards you.

“Hey is your wife ok?”

“Why do you ask?”

“I could have sworn I just saw her leave.”

Fucking. Great.

“That woman is going to drive me insane. Does she not know that she can’t just be taking off whenever she fucking feels like it.” You could feel yourself getting pissed.

Taehyung just started to laugh.

“What’s so funny Tae? I’m not seeing how this shit is amusing.”

“It’s just I’ve never seen someone get under your skin so much. She really knows how to push your buttons doesn’t she lol .....look from what I can see there’s probably a reason she took off....and I’m guessing that the reason has something to do with you.....go home and talk to your wife.”

Wow this boy was annoying when he had a point.

“I guess I’m just going to head home. I’ll see you tomorrow with the rest of the guys.”

You began walking towards your car when you heard someone call out your name.

“Hey Namjoon......”

Ugh this keeps getting better and better. This night had started off good and now it was just going to shit.

“....what do you want Samuel I have somewhere to be.”

“I thought I saw your wife leave without you just making sure everything was ok with your wife.” He said pretending to actually care.

“My wife is  no concern of yours so don’t worry about her.”

“Can’t help it. Us people from LA....well we look out for one another. Even when that person is hanging out with an enemy.” You knew he was up to something considering he shouldn’t have even known that (y/n) was from LA. Keeping a straight face you say...

“Stay away from her.....like I said she isn’t your concern.....or find out just how ruthless I can really be.”

“Can’t make you any promises.”

Stepping towards him you looked him straight in the eye.

“Try it.”

With that you walked away to your car.

Now to go face your wife who was surely going to be in the best mood.

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(Y/N) POV

It didn’t take long to get to the house after you got the address from Seonhwa. You had lied and said you were wanting to buy some things online and you needed to put the address in. Once you got home you got out of the beautiful dress and put on some comfortable clothes. Making your way downstairs you found the living room and decided to watch some T.V. hoping to fall asleep before Namjoon realized you left the party.

However you weren’t that lucky. As soon as you had finally found something to watch on Netflix you heard the door open and Namjoon call for you.

“(Y/N)!!”

Nope. Not answering.

“(Y/N)!!”

Ehh he’ll find me eventually. You continue to ignore him...not really being in the mood to deal with him at the moment. He had royally pissed you off.

Unfortunately he eventually found you in the living room.

“Couldn’t you hear me calling you!?!”

“Who me? Sorry I didn’t want to burden you with my presence.” You said not even looking at him.

“Oh don’t be a smart ass I never said that.”

“If that was the case why not say anything?....you stood there and let me look stupid to your little friend!” You said while standing up and looking directly at him.

Ok so maybe you were getting a little mad which in turn made you start to get a little loud.

“Enough! I didn’t just stand there...you would have known that if you wouldn’t have taken off to throw a tantrum.”

“Well excuse me for deciding I wasn’t going to stand there and look stupid just to boost your damn ego to your little gf.”

“She isn’t my gf!”

“You could have fooled me. She’s obviously someone who you felt comfortable enough to talk bad about me to.”

“Maybe it’s because you’re so fucking annoying to talk to! Every time I’ve tried to talk to you all you seem to have is a damn attitude. So fucking pathetic.”

Ouch. Gotta say those words hurt you more than you had expected.

“Why did you even want this....” was all you could ask him. It seemed that he was just as miserable as you were in this marriage....so why did he make this happen. Emotions were about to take over you and you didn’t feel like crying in front of him.

“I told you people we’re going to meddle and make this difficult..”He said without answering your initial question. No emotion in his voice at all.

“And who was suppose to warn me about you....” tears were threatening to spill over at any second. So instead of letting him see you so vulnerable you turned to walk out the door.

“(Y/n) I.....”

“Namjoon Im not going to fight with you anymore. I don’t have the strength to keep doing this......I’m just tired.......I’ll be in the guest room if you need anything.”

You truly felt defeated in this moment and you didn’t know what else to do but go to the guest room alone and finally let all the emotions you had been holding in out.

Author’s Note: Sorry guys I know this is a short chapter but i’m hoping to have a new chapter up manana. Also does anyone know why when i try to make a text post on the app it gives me a word limit? Love ya!