#Tw raceplay mention

[molotoph]

Focus in on how she “somehow” could never achieve any ceasefire whatsoever, acted like she had no real power (which isn’t necessarily wrong in terms of the MHC functioning as a shadow government, but the rest of the show makes SO CLEAR that Queens are grandfathered in as the sixth member, and the roles of figurehead & propagandist are both integral to fascist monarchal societies.), gave the wand back to the MHC (in our work these are the big ones. That she left the atom splitter with the apartheid regime, the ones she claims are the sole reason she can’t navigate a ceasefire, and then acts like “uwu ohh I’m just a hapless little girl in love what can I do???” as if any monsters rightfully disgusted by her snow bunny shit are the real bigots and racists for not trusting her when she has done nothing to indicate it’s a remotely good idea to trust her under any circumstances.

Having a partner of another race doesn’t stop you from being racist. Like, if being in a romantic/sexual relationship with someone from a group you are oppressing and that you have deep internalized hatred and dehumanization for, y’all would think straight couples would’ve eradicated misogyny by now. But it doesn’t work like that. Obviously.

She remains an open racist who constantly downplays and denies the truth of her empire’s genocidal colonialism, particularly her mother’s. She has shown no interest in or ability to comprehend that a benevolent oppressor is not a good thing (and is a logical fallacy. No good masters.)

Her spells also include body swapping (she notes that she finds it very fun to run into spikes, explosives, etc. while possessing an enemy’s body. We know who her enemies are— she’s not killing other Mewmans, even those she considers her enemies.) She has one that creates an immobilizing sound in the mind of an enemy. One that causes their mind to become flooded with self hatred. One that forces them to eat their own bodies.

Also, this, which I frankly shouldn’t need to explain. What the whole grain fuck.

Holy “the author’s barely disguised fetish” Batman 🤡

This show suffers SO MUCH from this being the only interracial couple we get— criticism of this is treated in such bad faith. No becky, we’re not mad it’s an interracial couple. It’s colonizer romance and for some reason some weirdo’s cuck fetish.

I wish we’d gotten to see interracial couples who were idk working class and below. People whose power imbalances were created primarily by an oppressive regime via its classism and racism (who would be in the same class without racism. Like. That’s part of why racism was invented irl, to break up solidarity among the working class.)

Kind of wondering if I should scrap attempts at salvaging Eclipsa as a sympathetic character and make her outright evil- to make her the actually radical anti-bigotry character she's supposed to be, I'd have to change so much about her, especially around the septarian killing spell. Long story short: if she was really good, she never would've written it down, she never would've considered it something that needs to exist, and she'd certainly never have given someone the spell. A lot of her being good relies on you assuming septarians as a faction are evil, and idea that I fully reject.

[ninelivesastrology]

tw: racism, misogynoir, internalized misogyny, racial fetishization, abusive friendships, abusive relationships, domestic violence, rape, CSA mention, paraphilias

It's peak misogynoir for non-Black women to think that Black women should take undesirable men. The way I was attacked by other women over not wanting to be with my abuser is actually crazy, as if I shouldn't do better than him because it was an expectation for me to be abused. I stopped protecting him and everyone else took my place. Poor little baby didn't do anything wrong!

And even on a interracial level, it's believed that Black women shouldn't be romantic interests to white and Asian men, even biracial men. The tolerable exception is usually a Latino man. You break out of that mold and everyone is on your neck. I had rumors about me spread that I was into raceplay... That was the craziest projection.

My husband told me that non-Black people believe that Black people hate themselves when they date out. It's not the same for anybody else, though. An Asian woman has children by a white man, checks off her children as white on official documents for years instead of checking Mixed Race and nobody blinks. But Black people hate themselves. Lmao.

And I don't care about non-Black women being in relationships with Black men. Black men have been dating out for decades, who cares, but it's the way racist non-Black women use dating Black men as a trump card against Black women. The non-Black women that are fetishizing Black men have only approached me for friendship to literally be a culture appropriating vampire. They really feel like they should replace a Black woman in order to be in a relationship with a Black man and need a Black woman to leech off of—Slang, style, music, FOOD and sex. And it's all rooted in insecurity. I swear they binge watch Ebony amateur porn because they bring up Black penis unprovoked. It's a red flag to me.

In my opinion, they care about us being in relationships with Black men and get off on some weird "I can take your man if I want to," dynamic like that's your biggest opp if you're with a Black man, that bitch wants your life and is not your friend. 🤣 Heed my warning! She's mirroring you, love, she wants something from you and it comes at a great cost. Even if you're in an interracial relationship, they swear they can take your man... G'head.

And I'm not saying Black men are undesirable, hell no, but racist non-Black women expect us to be with abusers regardless of race because we aren't perceived as victims and they have access to all the "good" men, whatever the fuck that means. We are so hypersexualized that they want us to be with these dudes who have raging paraphilias, want us to have our children around them because that's a necessary evil they're willing to accept. Our children are a worthy sacrifice and they'll gladly look the other way. They always have.

They don't feel good enough even if they don't date Black men and put that on Black women to be the reminder, the mule, the most disrespected. Refuse to engage in the power dynamics and you're public enemy number one. Believe that you can do better and everyone's jumping into formation to humble you. Everyone hates a "bed wench" because you're encroaching on their territory. You can't be desired and deserving of love to them. It's unfathomable.

Don't be gaslighted.

[sweet-n-s4lty]

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Hiba's Intro post (nice to meet you <3) ⟡₊ ⊹ I'm 17 years old, a total neek for csm <3

TW : My blog may have the odd mention of ëàt1ng dis0rďérș from time to time. they will ALWAYS have warnings on them but if I ever do forget, sorry in advance :(

What to expect from my page!!

⟡₊ ⊹ My page is (mostly) sfw, & my works are strictly sfw.

Fandoms I can/will write for!! ⟡₊ ⊹ Gokurakugai, One Piece, Saiki K, JJK (sometimes), DMCB, Obey me SWD, Spiderman itsv/atsv, JJBA, AOT (the minute I finish it), OHSHC (finished it and sobbed tbh.

I WON'T write about/for : age play, ddlg (ew), raceplay, dark content, anything that holds any Islamophobic or religiously incriminating stuff, nsfw or suggestive content about minors. I WILL write about/for : x readers, angst, fluff, suggestive content but only ever so subtly, x religious reader (I can only write Muslim accurately but I will do my best on research), song-inspired fics <3

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[hanmas-stalker]

Rules + More

Before you request something, please read the following ⬇️

I write exclusively dark content on this blog

I ONLY write male & gender neutral reader

I can write trans reader, trans characters, & polyamory

I only accept requests for dom/top reader. Though I do occasionally write sub/bottom reader when I come up with something

I can write oneshots, scenarios, or headcannons

Maximum of 1 character for oneshots or 3 for a polyship. 4 characters for scenarios or headcannons

I age up characters (usually to 20 or older). If this makes you uncomfortable please leave. This is not up for debate

I will ONLY accept requests through my inbox. Not from DMs, replies, or tags

I will NOT write*: Incest, ageplay, raceplay, age regression, scat, omorashi, heavy foot fetish, mommy kink, strap-ons, beastiality, naga/drider AU, self-harm, suicide, pedo stuff, hardcore rape, cheating, break-ups, anal or vaginal bleeding from rape/rough sex

I WILL write: Yandere reader, sub yandere characters, eroguro, stalking, torturing, kidnapping, whump, dubcon, CNC, noncon, free use, knife/gunplay, somnophilia, pervy behavior, and some other things

* I reserve the right to touch on some of these subjects or mention them in my fics, this does not mean I accept requests for them nor do I support them.

I also reserve the right to decline or ignore any requests without explanation. Thank you for respecting this ❤️

Other Notes

All themes will be tagged as 'tw (subject)'. Please block tags as needed 💜

While I do accept occasional thirsts I will be extremely picky about them on this blog. Please don't feel bad if I don't answer yours!

While I only write male/gn reader, you are free to like/reblog/engage with my works regardless of your own gender or orientation 💖

Spam likes/reblogs/etc earn you a big ol' hug or kiss on the mouth ❤️ (Or a thumbs up, for my aro friends and anyone uncomfortable with physical affection 👍)

I am not responsible for your discomfort. I'm just here to explore darker topics through my writing and have a good time. Please feel free to block tags or my blog if you need to, keep yourself safe. But do not bother sending hateful or rude messages

I do NOT condone these things in real life (except CNC and similar kinks). They're fun to explore within the safe confines of fiction, not at all fun to experience in the real world!!

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If you see my works on ANY other platforms, it is not me and I do not appreciate it

[bunnypup-boy]

🔞 About 🔞

Hi! First and foremost: No one under 18! This is not the space for you

Transman (He/him pronouns only please). I go by Lychee

Pansexual

23 years old

I have a nonbinary partner (he/her/they pronouns). We are polyamorous. While they aren't on tumblr they are aware of this blog and fine with it

Heavily lean towards subbing

I don't kinkshame but please do not talk to me about kinks I list as a limit. Lets focus on the ones we have in common

Kinda shy at times and not the best at conversation but I'm happy to talk, make friends, etc. DMs and Asks heavily encouraged

Probably won't post pics. Especially because I'm pre-op and it makes me want to not perceive my body >.>

While I do not claim a label, if I had to I would be considered proship.

DNI: Homophobes, transphobes, terfs, bigots, etc

I won't block people for being cis but please keep in mind that cismen tend to make me nervous. I'm sorry, I've just had bad experiences ;-;

Kinks you'll probably see here, limits, etc: Work in progress. *These are NOT exhaustive lists

I'll do my best to tw tag all kinks in this format: nsft: petplay

Kinks:

Pet play

Noncon (or CNC? I'm unsure what the defining line is here since they're both fantasy. If anyone could help me figure this out I'd really appreciate it.)

Omorashi

Humiliation/Degradation

Knifeplay

Chastity

Size Kink

Cucking

Fear Play

Differences? I'm not sure if there's a name for this but differences in strength, intelligence, etc are fun to me. Generally, I'd like to be the one at a disadvantage.

Bullying (like wedgies and stuff >///>)

Praise

Bodyworship

DD/LB, MD/LB, etc. Basically Dom of any gender/LB. (Likely won't post but will Like stuff. If I do post/reblog it'll be tagged like anything else on this list)

Uncertain/Won't Post Even If I Interact Through Likes!:

* As mentioned above, I will not reblog these kinks but don't mind interacting and stuff. I'm listing them purely so those who want to entirely avoid people who like these things (or people who haven't decided if they like them or not) can more easily avoid me. No hard feelings 💞/genuine

Limits:

Misgendering/detrans

Trans sissies, primarily ftm (not cis sissies, sorry but you guys are usually mean or cause problems for trans women in my experience)

Some level of gore

Raceplay

Scat

Feederism

[My limits are NOT a DNI. Please just respect them.]

Other Information:

I do have BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder). I tend to be the type that internalizes stuff more. I don't really lash out/rage physically or anything. I'm not sure if I need to clarify that or not but I am just in case.

I am probably putting myself at risk by saying this, should the wrong person see, but I'm hoping the assumed positive benefits of being open about it will outweigh the bad.

Positives being:

If you want to avoid me all together you can. That's much better than forming a friendship that would crumble once that information is out. I don't know, I never thought about warning people of my diagnosis until I saw a specific subreddit. If you know, you know

Ideally this will help ease concerns about whether I'm ignoring you if I were to temporarily drop a conversation to regulate myself, stop socializing for a period of time, etc. I'll probably add more to this later. Not sure yet.

Terms I'm Okay With:

For My Chest: Chest

Genitalia: boypussy, cunt, boycunt, breeding hole, fuckhole, will add more as I figure it out

Terms I Dislike:

Chest: Breasts, tits, boobs, boobies

Genitalia: vagina

[auspicioustidings]

Now I am only useful for reverse harems, but here are Mhairi's RH recs listed by genre! As a note all of them are happy endings, if they have non-con I've put it in big, read letters but as with any book check the TWs noted by the author before reading :) There are about 2 million more I'll be forgetting about, I have read hundreds of RH romances.

Mafia

Brutal Winter series by Quirah Casey - this is the darkest of the mafia recs, non-con present. The series is unfinished with the final book due out I believe this year. Black protagonist written by a black author and I think she does a good job of the character being black, it being apparent she's black, but it doesn't ever go to raceplay and the struggles that come with being black and unrelated to the romance element at play.

Mafia Wars series by multiple authors - Some dub-con in some books, but mostly pretty tame. I think my favourite was Gunmetal Lily because I enjoyed the chill vibes, the others are more high stakes but I did enjoy all of them.

The Harlequin Crew series by Caroline Peckham and Susanne Valenti - if I recall there is maybe arguable dub-con but mostly pretty standard hate fucking to in love fucking. Childhood friends to enemies to lovers, bit of a slow burn.

Their Obsession duet by Bea Paige - kidnapping non-con with a very angry FMC, I liked the concept of this menagerie of pets the male leads keep.

Omegaverse

Sweet Heart by Marie MacKay - no dubcon here, just classic omega pretending to be a beta and a pack that is mean until they need to grovel about it. I like most of MacKay's PoisonVerse stuff!

Heat Clinic by Alexis B. Osborne - no dubcon, just a fun little low stakes romp.

Stolen by Wolves by Lyx Robinson (Viking omegaverse) - No dub-con, part of a series where alphas get added over time, very fun given the blend of genres here.

Packed in the Penalty Box by Melissa Huxley (hockey omegaverse) - again no dub-con, but fun blend of genres.

Omega's Virtue by Flora Quincy (historical omegaverse) - same as above.

Ironside Academy Series by Jane Washington - no dubcon, I like most of Washington's series. This one is a lot of fun and she does have a handy guide on her site because there are a lot of alphas to keep track of (ten of the bastards, but by the 4th book I think they are all pretty unique characters).

Fantasy and Historical

Ashes to Glass by Carmen Black & Glass by Evelyn Flood - I cannot remember fully but I think maybe light dubcon? Both Cinderella retellings.

The Widow and the Orcs by Finley Fenn - no dub-con. This is part of a large series following different protagonists but I haven't read any of the others. I like that the fmc was older.

Other

Devils Day Party by C.M. Stunich - no dub-con, fun little read about the fmc getting groundhog day'd and untangling her relationship with the boys she hates.

Literally any book by Grace McGinty - no dubcon in there, the ones I have liked have been Sticks and Stones, Pay-Per-Heart, The Daymakers, 8 Seconds the Fly and Tryst in the Dark.

Unbreak Me by Reese Rivers - no dubcon (although mentioned past noncon from the bad guy). A traumatised protagonist and her young daughter moving in with a bunch of beefcakes and their dog.

Wanna Play a Game by Alina May - non-con, serial killers pick the FMC as their next victim due to a misunderstanding.

Folks I’m finally ready to get back into the romance genre, hit me with your best recs (dubcon preferred but not TOO dark)

[ninelivesastrology]

tw: pedophilia, CSA mention

You don't get nailed for possession and continue intruding on your ex girlfriend and ex friend's life after they have a baby...

My abuser can't justify monitoring my activity online or coercing people into getting close to me to get pictures of my child and information on my child, like why does he need to know what I use to lull my child to sleep especially since he prefers unconscious victims? Why continue trying to alienate me romantically?

The wound I have of sexually disordered men and the women who enable them because they'll take any amount of love, even if it isn't real. It isn't real. My relationship with my abuser wasn't real and yet he cried to everyone like it was. No way.

I never knew pedophiles were so persistent when they picked a target. It's just so sick that this man would aspire to be the common bodily denominator between my child and I. But it's always like that. And it's one of the most insidious forms of sexual triangulation there is. Your boyfriend sleeps with your adult sister? Yeah, whatever. Nothing compared to that.

I wish I could drop it, but I can't. I don't like the lengths this man goes and it'll go even farther. Why does he as a white Latino want to rape with Black children who are mixed. Fetishization. His raceplay fetish and desire to recreate slavery dynamics? Feeling like he won't get caught or will get off easy because the child is BIPOC? Revenge against us as parents because not all CSA is entirely sexually motivated.

[sanguine-sadist]

My beloved fiancé: @solfurastrasz

My lucky pet: @snuff-fag

Mixed vent and smutty thoughts blog, because my fantasies came with bonus features (shame and yearning).

Tw for: cnc, bodily fluids, medical, BDSM, abuse, violence, gore, petplay, head pats. Special mention for themes of pain and degradation (ranging from gentle flicks and teasing to dehumanisation and torture).

Limits: underage, bestiality, raceplay, ddlg/ageplay, detransitioning/transphobia.

Obligatory reminder to keep things safe, sane and consensual irl.

While I'm not particularly sociable, I enjoy a good chat, so my DMS are open.

[b1mb0tia]

🔞Minors DNI🔞

New to tumblr but I did/do have twitter.

My name’s Tia, I’m 19 and from the UK

Asks and DMs are open, so feel free to message and/or ask anything:)

I will be posting both sub and dom content as I am both owned and owner. (possibly more sub content though)

TW: graphic and adult content

BDSM test results:

Main kinks:

• Sub/dom

• Degradation

• Bondage

• Corruption

• CNC

• Body writing

I’m into a lot and willing to try out new things.

I have hard limits on stuff like raceplay, rapeplay and scat, so mention of these it’s an instant block.

I will always reply to asks and messages unless it’s rude or makes me uncomfortable:)

[cuntess-carmilla]

literally what tf is going on w this raceplay/revenge porn shit. what is happening, why are white ppl defending raceplay under the guise of it being “valid just like any other kink uwu” and why are so many ppl being outed as transmisogynists? I have 0 idea what started this but everybody’s posting about it & I can’t find any context & barely understand what ppl are talking about. also revenge porn keeps getting brought up for some reason?

TW: mentions of rape, incest and bestiality.

Apparently the revenge porn is the screenshots of the very public text posts of one of the users involved. I was really confused at first thinking someone had leaked someone else's nudes or something or at least private sexting but no, it's just fucking public text posts.

One of the people being "outed as a transmisogynist" is the trans woman who exposed one of the users being called out. That specific user being called out wasn't called out for raceplay kinks, she was called out for incest, bestiality, "antifeminist" and rape kinks including very graphic and MULTIPLE posts about her brother.

The raceplay kinkster is another white bitch who's also claiming everyone calling her out is a TME "white or at least non-Black person" (SHE'S THE WHITE PERSON, SHE'S THE NON-BLACK PERSON OH MY GOD) as if her whole blog isn't an act of digital blackface where she has the gall to be a white supremacist Lite (and barely) to Black users while telling them they're just not liberated and well-read enough to embrace her raceplay kink.

I'm still in the car so I'll link you later but that's a very brief summary.

[innwocent]

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biracial ( black and white )

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if u throw around / misuse the term ‘ gr00ming ’

refuse to put tw’s on universally triggering content ( including but not limited to ped*philia , r*pe , gore , sh , ed , su*cide , etc. )

sexualize minor characters bc idc if it’s fiction u freak

justify pro shipping ( inc*st , ab*sive , ped*philic ships )

r bigoted in any way

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i make ‘ kys / kms ’ jokes

i dabble in / talk ab dark content ( w appropriate warnings when necessary )

i may potentially write / reference cnc content and ideas ( as a person w extensive sexual trauma ) , warnings for this content will always be provided

i use tone tags

i dont tag food / food mention

extensive caps lock + cussing

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characters i will write nsfw for

kaeya , diluc , zhongli , childe , xiao ,

albedo , beidou , ningguang + any requests that

aren’t minors

characters i would love to write nsfw for

kaeya , diluc , childe , beidou , zhongli , ningguang

characters i won’t write nsfw for

any confirmed minors u weirdos , which yes , includes

fischl.

kinks and themes im comfy writing

praise , degradation , cnc , knife play ,

rope stuff , restraint stuff , vamp play stuff ,

masochism / sadism , light watersports ,

pet play , + anything not in the ‘ hard no ’ area

kinks and themes that are hard no’s

raceplay , scat play , heavy watersports , age play ,

beastiality , incest

boundaries

i’m uncomfy writing any genuine ab*se or genuine non con and any requests asking for this will be instantly deleted

as someone afab i’m most comfortable writing from a fem anatomy reader perspective , however the other admin frankie can help u out w any amab reader requests :]

as far as ships go i don’t have a problem writing mlm as long as it’s just apart of the storytelling aspect and not genuine fetishization. if i receive any gross comments from non-mlm fetishizing these relationships you will be blocked

i love to write gxg !! send all ur gxg requests my way yasss

i’m open to writing ‘ taboo ’ nsfw concepts such as omegaverse , monster fuck , etc. these may also apply to sfw concepts

minor characters can be requested to have sfw romantic things written for them. which may include kissing , making out , and anything not sexually explicit.

for requests

please include whether it’s a ship or x reader ( w preferred terms , prns , and anatomy ) if your concept is not detailed at the very least it just won’t be done. i’m open to doing drabbles , oneshots , headcanons , imagines , and potentially full fics in the future.

don’t be nervous to send requests !! the worst i can say is no <3

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link to personal masterlist

[mythril-sea]

Read This Before Following

Do not like, reblog, reply to my posts, follow me, or interact in any way if the following applies to you:

MAP/PEAR/pedophile + cgl(re) (ddlg)

Support harmful kinks (bdsm, raceplay, s&m, literally anything including abuse or bigotry in some way. Have you considered not fetishizing horrible things?)

anti black lives matter, anti acab, or pro capitalism etc

islamophobic (are afraid of muslim people or think islam is inherently bigoted etc.)

antisemetic or support antisemetic things (i.e hetalia, attack on titan, promare, pewdiepie, illuminati conspiracy theories, lizard people jokes, goblincore, notch etc.)

think that cultural appropriation doesn’t exist, fetishize asian people, are white and think you can speak on racism etc

Think reverse racism or blackwashing are real things

radfem/terf/gender-critical

transmed/truscum/trumed or think you have to have dysphoria to be trans

anti-mogai

ace and/or aro exclusionist

anti-plural (including anti-endogenic and parogenic systems, this is a no syscourse zone but sysmeds are gross and as a dissociative system member I still don’t want y'all near me)

anti-anti/proship y'all are disgusting lol

I have cptsd and triggers that need to be tagged, I will tag anything as well just drop me an ask about it so I know what to tag. Please tag the following INCLUDING if it’s a joke or a brief mention of it even if you don’t think it’s that serious.

audio of gunshots (#gunshots tw or #audio of gunshots)

pedophilia / CSA / large age gaps (#pedophilia tw or #CSA tw)

slavery (#slavery tw or #slavery mention)

kink (even harmless ones) (#kink tw)

Also not a solid trigger but please tag any nsfw content including jokes (saying stuff like “they fucked” is okay but talking abt more explicit things than that please just tag it not just for my sake but for the sake of any minors that may be following you as well or just anyone who doesn’t want to see that.)

Lastly, I have psychosis which comes with paranoid delusions and a history of being harassed by and minorly stalked by others in addition to my cptsd. If I’ve blocked you and you don’t know why or I haven’t interacted with you but you don’t break this DNI it may be for my mental health. Please be patient with me I’m trying my best to cope and going through a lot in my life currently. I would also like to keep my life mostly private, so please no personal questions and no discourse surrounding my not giving more information as I’ve given any info you should need to know. Please be respectful of me and my boundaries, thank you.

[ninelivesastrology]

tw: coercive control, stalking, cyberstalking, sexual abuse, manipulation, abusive interracial relationships, sextortion, victim blaming, kink critical, misogynoir, racism, raceplay mention, abusive women, sex trafficking in reference to chattel slavery, smear campaign

I noticed this pattern of manipulation in my life from women that prey on me and the tactic is oversharing something embarrassing (whether it is true or not) just to create this false sense of closeness and trust just because you're both women. It's kind of like, "You tell me your secret and I'll tell you mine," and it's just off to me. You think you're meeting someone non judgmental and it's a set up because they're attempting to extract blind trust from you and with that trust comes information they will use against you before they "fall out" with you.

There are some women that just want to blackmail you and extort you and will do so on behalf of a man off shit that man told them. Like when people talk about rape apologists, accomplices, they usually mean other men. Nah. Not just them.

I think sometimes I'd rather be in a room full of stoic men than Chatty Kathy women because men are less volatile. And I know that sounds crazy, but it's not???

Men will literally use another woman to harm you sexually. She will be the one to deliver your laced drink or lace it herself.

That's why I don't really get close to other women, especially the oversharers because the most probable scenario is that they will overshare about you down the line and that's the least hurtful scenario. Least one.

I remember this yt girl literally tried to kick off our friendship by telling me and my pet rat that she shitted all herself in her boyfriend's car. I really think she was pressed to find out what my sexual kinks were because she would talk to me about how her bf would literally beat her up during sex, like showing me daro bruises and how much she loves it and it was really disturbing to me because my abuser (with a history of martial arts so he knew) had strangled me. I dunno, some shit is just ... Like you could kill someone.

Liks when her boyfriend cheated on her (which is something to be expected I guess), she got crazy attached to this one guy in the Marines and she told me she wanted him to make her lick his dirty boots which is... No comment, not surprised. Like... wow. Well, that was the same person who told me people were saying I was into raceplay. Because it just looks bad if my abuser constantly says slurs more than anyone else I know, so it has to be twisted into some type of degradation I initiated, absolving him of all blame.

So anyway, I found out this yt girl was BFFs with the girl my abuser was cheating on me with while I was falsely imprisoned by him at his house and constantly begging to leave me alone. To this day, I believe they were trying to get me to admit to things so that my abuser could use the, "It's just a kink!" excuse because he was terrified of me coming forward (I mean I wasn't going to, but all the pre-emptive attempts to know what i was doing...?) and that's even more racially charged considering the whole "Black women can't be raped because they're literally succubi" belief that goes around.

Like I remember getting a new Iphone 6 months after he stole my SIM card and gave it to his portable toilet sidebitch and I logged into my [hacked] TikTok and my FYP was filled with posts about "somnophilia" and "CNC" like deadass trying to frame me as if I was into these things and rewriting the entire history so the sadistic sexual things he did to me seemed consensual. This was the 2021-2022 TikTok algorithmic. These are all his fantasies. I believe the raceplay shit was his, too, because he treats me like a runaway slave instead of a person trying to move on.

And I said it before, but I was undiagnosed chronically ill and would sleep for hours like... Like I genuinely think all of this shit unfolded because my pet rat told him I was going through his computer and he was terrified. It just lines up with me asking him why he liked a specific type of sex and he was like, "It's taboo," no further comment like I just see that shit differently now like oh... Multiple.

Like a part of systematic racism is how Black women are punished more harshly and sex is indeed social, so social punishments are harsher, so the truth is that in regards to sexuality, it will be exaggerated, you will be projected onto, you will be violated. Black females are never victims to begin with, so someone could coerce you into doing something and you'll be blamed for it. We are not allowed to be liberated sexually because us being sex trafficked in slavery was the norm.

So I genuinely think the raceplay projection was to also isolate me from any genuine and sexually compatible partners because that is some gross niche shit that could invite white partners who would abuse me if I didn't know this shit was being said about me. And this is the part where I add that my abuser was into MFM threesomes, so I dunno.

I think he wanted to spite me because I left him and was with a person who was biracial and white-passing, like has a European ancestry. It just feels like my abuser was lunging at any reason that would paint me in a certain light when in reality, I wasn't socialized to date or even think of men, so when they approached me, I didn't have expectations or boundaries. It was never about yt boi of the month. The closest thing I got was those Sarah Dessen books.

I dunno, he was always very threatened by European white men and Iearned he fascinated with Black people having sex and I think it was because these men are often believed to have larger dicks than him, it's really sad how someone's insecurities can just fuel an abusive interracial relationship. And of course I was the punching bag for it all. What is that quote? About how men love other men?

And I wanna say I think people forget that the European standard of beauty for men was shoved down our throats, too. Even the phrase, "big white cock" being yelled at me is like proof that he watched so much porn. Too much porn.

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Writing/Request Boundaries (Explicit)

Basically this is a list of what I'm comfortable writing & receiving in my ask/submit boxes, feel free to look at it. There's a bunch of tags at the top and I put some extra information below that.

TW: There are some mentions of sexual and non-sexual violence, abuse, gore, sexual violence, and rape. I don't want to accidentally trigger anybody, so there's your warning.

Tags (TL;DR)

Will Write: Aftercare, anal sex, angst, clothed sex, cumplay, BDSM, blow jobs, breeding kink, butt plugs, dacryphilia, daddy kink, degradation, dollification, dom/sub play, dumbification, exhibitionism, frottage, glory hole, gunplay, kissing, knife play, oral sex, marathon sex, masturbation, mommy kink, overstimulation, painplay, pet names, piercings, porn with plot, praise kink, rough sex, size kink/difference, sex toys, spit kink, spitroasting, sthenolagnia, tentacles, threesome, thigh fucking, titfucking, voyeurism, x reader

*Depends: CNC, genderbend, hypnotism, omorashi, mindbreak, piss kink

Won't Write: Abuse, incest, raceplay, rape, scat, teacher/student, underage, vore

*I'd like to think I am a very responsible kinkster. I wish that any fics which approach these topics are completely consensual; there are safe words and proper communication. Aftercare is a bonus. This also depends on how comfortable I generally feel with writing these topics (especially omorashi & piss kink).

Topics

Genderbending: Personally I am not 100% comfortable with doing this. I suppose it depends on the mood I am in.

Gore/Violence: I'm actually down with writing gore for any creator (especially any of the ARGburs), however it will not be sexual in nature. I'm not comfortable with that.

Plot: I'm a sucker for plot-heavy stories. I'd prefer that I come up with and write my own ideas rather than write for somebody else, however I will not be one to turn down any particularly good ideas. Share your brain rot!

Solos: Sure, why not? (Although I have a gentle dislike for writing short fics.)

Sexual Violence: In terms of choking, whipping, spanking, slapping, (painplay, basically) I'm fine with. However, outright abuse isn't fine with me. (I have a whole thing about abuse and CNC written under Dynamics).

Trans: I'm fine with writing trans characters.

Weight: I'm of the personal belief that all bodies are great. Muscular, chubby, doesn't matter.

x Reader: Sure, why not. If you send in a request, be sure to let me know what genitalia/terms you prefer (ie dick/cunt/clit, etc), a CC/C(s), and any ideas you would like to put in. Keep in mind, I have a right to ignore or not do your request if I find something I am uncomfortable with writing, ie a creator I do not write NSFW for.

Dynamics

Abuse: I feel uncomfortable with power dynamics that are forced/non-consensual. That's not BDSM or kink whatsoever. (See CNC below.)

BDSM: I'm not sure if you could tell, but I'm a sucker for BDSM.

CNC: I have a weird grey area where it's fine, as long as there's a lot of aftercare and chatting beforehand to make sure the scene is okay. Basically, if it's approached like a normal scene, I'm good with it.

Teacher/Student: Even if it's 18+, I can't really wrap my head around it.