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Deceptive Devotion

PAIRINGS: Tom 2008 x Female reader

CONTENT: ANGST + SMUT + FLUFF

SYPNOSIS: Tom and Y/N are best friends, at least to the public. In private they secretly hook up and have already confessed their feelings, he always tells Y/N to wait for the right time to tell everyone. One day they're at a party and she sees him with another girl, running off, heartbroken by his actions, did he mean anything he said?

A/N: hi all ILY!

WARNINGS: dom!tom, sub!reader, p in v (missionary), fingering, teasing, light arguing ig

Tom and I were "best friends" to the public, in private we secretly hooked up, we confessed our feelings to each other, him telling me one day we'll be able to express it, show everyone what really went on behind closed doors.

I was at a party with him, just to celebrate the end of the year and have fun, getting our minds off all the exams we had to do. Tom wandered off somewhere, I just hung around my other friends, they were aware of Tom and I, keeping it a secret from everyone for us.

I grabbed some shots and let them fall down my throat, stinging slightly. "Have you guys seen Tom? I can't find him and it's been like an hour!" I sighed, a hint of worry in my voice.

"Oh Tom this, tom that! Just have fun with us!" My friend said, they all giggled and handed me another drink, wanting me to relax and have fun without chasing after him.

For the next couple of hours I just drank and danced, having fun with my girls, Tom not even popping into my mind for a second.

Then, as usual, he popped into my mind again. I was looking around, desperately trying to find Tom but I couldn't see him anywhere, the party filled with people. I started to walk off, my friends realizing what I was doing and running by my side, "cmon, let's get more drinks!" my friend said, chuckling slightly, trying to act super normal.

"Tom..I need to find Tom where's Tom," I whined, my friend just pulled me back, "who cares about Tom, let's have fun!" she said, growing increasingly more frustrated. I just nudged her off, grunting and finding my way around the party.

I was wondering why they were so hesitant for me to find Tom, that's when I saw it, I saw the reason why. Tom was there with her, Heather. The most popular and prettiest girl in our grade, his hand rested at the small of her back, the spot he always held me by.

She was covered by his large, black sweater, it was huge on her, covering almost her entire dress. He was flirting with her, sneaking kisses on her lips and neck, sometimes even being bold and grabbing her ass. I just stood there, frozen, my heart cracking with each second that went by.

He looked around, his eyes landing on me, his eyes widening and face going pale. "Y/N..." my friend said, gently grabbing my shoulder. "Get off me...I need time alone..." I said, my voice shaky as I tried to hold back tears.

I pushed through the crowd, not able to hold back my tears anymore, they just spilled out of my eyes, streaming down my cheeks as I kept running. I heard Tom call for me in the distance but I just ignored him, I wanted nothing but to run to him and be in his arms but the thought Heather's scent on him gave me chills.

I ran into a random bedroom, shitting it behind me and letting the loud music drown out, my tears never stopping. I sat down on the bed and kept sobbing, my heart ready to jump out of my throat with each sob.

My chest heaved up and down with intense emotion. A few seconds went by and he bursted in, shutting the door behind him and running to my side, the air around him heavy and eyes filled with regret and concern. He reached out a hand to gently wipe away the tears streaming down my cheeks, his touch warm and soothing.

"Get the fuck off me!" I yelled, rejecting his touch, "how could you? You feed me all this bullshit that you like me and turn behind my back and do that, how could you?" I screamed through my sobs.

His face fell, looking genuinely hurt by my reaction. He took a deep breath, gathering his thoughts before speaking, "please Y/N...I didn't mean it like that, she means nothing to me, it was just a quick flirt," he moved closer, placing his hand on my arm, but again, I resisted, smacking it off and standing up, walking away.

He rose from the bed, his eyes locked onto me, filled with a deep sorrow and longing. He took a step forward, his voice low and pleading, "Y/N just stop...just let me explain!" he towered over me and tilted my chin to look at him.

"Why would you ever kiss me? I'm not even half as pretty!" I yelled, pushing him off me and just glaring at him. "Y/N, don't say that..., you're beautiful.." he took a step back, hurt by my words. His hands fell to his sides, his eyes glazing with regret.

"You say you like me, you fuck me and kiss me, you hold me and whisper loving things into my ear and then do this? Are you fucking kidding me!" I screamed, "did I mean nothing to you? Was this all just to play with my feelings!" I kept crying, tears rapidly falling down my cheeks and onto my dress.

"No, no no...no..she means nothing to me, she is nothing compared to you" he sighed, taking my hands in his, his expression serious and sincere. "You gave her your sweater Tom..." I sighed, trying to calm myself down, my chest still heaving.

His eyes widened, a flicker of guilt crossing his face at the mention of the sweater, "I...I know, but it's just polyester...Y/N she means nothing..." he tried reassuring me but it just went in through one ear and out the other, his words meaning nothing to me. "You like her better...I wish I were heather..." I pulled my hands away, turning my gaze elsewhere, not bearing to look in his eyes anymore.

"Now I get it, for months you told me to wait, to be patient for us, because you were ashamed of me, weren't you?" I scoffed, shaking my head and crossing my arms over my chest, "what...y/n no, why would I ever be ashamed of you? I love you!" he whined, taking a step closer, knowing his words were going no where, he had to prove it to me differently.

"Oh bullshit, you're just saying this so I can come running back to you! I'm not a fucking idiot, I can see through your lies!" I tried to walk off but he blocked me with his body, grabbing my shoulders and leaning in close.

"Just let me prove it to you, ok? Just one chance and if I don't convince you I'll stay out of your life forever, please..." he sighed, this was his only chance and if I said no, everything we did, everything we shared, would of been for nothing.

He gently placed his hand on my cheek, "let me take care of you, hm? Prove to you how much I love you..." he leaned closer, his breath fanning against my neck, leaving small kisses against the skin.

I bit my lip, nodding slowly, "okay...fine.." I whispered, turning his head to face me and pressing my lips against his. He instantly deepened the kiss, his lips crushing against mine with a hunger that had been building for what felt like an eternity.

His hands slid down my back, grasping my hips and pulling me even closer, his tongue exploring every inch of my mouth. "Mmmh..." I whimpered into his mouth, our tongues engaging in a synchronized dance.

He broke the kiss, breathing heavily as he gazed down at me with an intense, passionate look. His hands still gripped my hips, holding me firmly in place. "Strip for me baby, let me see that beautiful body.." his voice was low and commanding, yet gentle at the same time.

"Okay..." I whined, obeying him. I started to strip, slowly pushing down my tight dress, letting it slip off my body and pool at my feet. He took a deep breath, his eyes never leaving mine as he slowly began to unbutton his shirt, revealing his chiselled chest. His movements were slow and teasing.

I continued to strip, my arms reaching behind me and clipping off my bra, then moving to my panties, hooking my fingers around them and sliding them down, also letting them pool at my feet. His eyes devouring every inch of my naked body, his gaze burning with desire.

He stepped closer, his hands riding to cup my breasts, his thumbs teasing my nipples into stiff peaks, "Tom.." I gasped, looking up at him, my face contorting from the pleasure of his fingers gently caressing my nipples.

"Mmhh..." I moaned softly, his mouth descending, claiming one nipple in a hungry kiss, his tongue swirling around the sensitive flesh. "So good.." he growled against my skin. His mouth moved to the other breast, giving it the same attention as he kneads the first with his hand.

His other hand trails down my body, over my stomach, to the junction between my thighs, trailing his fingers closer to my heat. His fingers delved deeper, exploring the wetness between my legs, he detatched from my breasts and looked down at me, his eyes glinting with a mix of desire and satisfaction, "you're so wet f'me.." he groaned, his fingers gently circling my clit.

"Fuck..." I gasped, capturing his lips in a deep passionate kiss. He lifted my legs up gently, pushing them against my chest and spreading me wider, deepening the kiss at the same time. His fingers continued to work their magic, teasing my clit as he added a finger inside me, then a second, stretching me out deliciously.

"Mmmh...don't stop.." I moaned softly against his lips, our tongues crashing against each other. He smirked at my response, pulling back from the kiss and lowering his head to my neck, tracing a hot path of kisses down my collarbone while his fingers continued to move inside me. He couldn't help but let out a low growl of satisfaction, picking up his pace.

His fingers pumped faster into me. The sound of my wetness and his low growls filling the room, creating an erotic symphony. "I wanna hear more of those sounds baby...don't be shy..." he murmured against my skin, gently suckling on the skin of my neck, leaving marks everywhere he went.

"Please..." I whined, lolling my head back as he explored more of my neck, my pussy desperately throbbing around his fingers as my orgasm was rapidly building. His fingers curved upwards, hitting that sweet spot inside me, making me tremble and whimper in response.

His fingers kept moving faster, his thumb pressing against my clit, "you're so fucking gorgeous when you beg.." he chuckled lowly, his free hand gripping my thigh tightly as he felt my body start to tighten around him.

I moaned loudly at his vicious pace, my eyes rolling to the back of my head as the pleasure became too much, destroying my pussy with his fingers. He could feel my body trembling under his touch, "good girl..such a good girl, taking my fingers so well, aren't you?" thrusting his fingers deeper, curling them repeatedly to keep hitting that sweet spot inside me.

His cock twitched in his pants, eager to replace his fingers. "Cum for me baby...cmon.." he egged on, his words demanding and full of desire, "mmmh, so close!" I whined, a knot forming in my stomach.

His thumb circled my clit relentlessly as he sensed me impending release. With a final thrust of his fingers, I came undone, crying out his name as waves of pleasure washed over me, "Tomm! Fuck!" he smirked, "that's it, baby. Let go for me..." gently slipping his fingers out, bringing them to his mouth and sucking the juices off, making sure not to waste a single drop.

A few seconds later, he gently pushed me back on the bed, climbing on top of me and palming his bulge, showing how hard he was for me, "fuck..the things you do to me baby.." instead of focusing on himself, he started to kiss me again, appreciating me and my body, making sure it was known how much he cared and loved me.

"So beautiful...so sexy...so kind.." he murmured, kissing from my lips, to my neck, to my shoulders, to my chest, to my stomach and all the way down my thighs and legs, he quickly came back up and pressed a passionate kiss to my lips, our lips locking in a loving embrace.

His kiss deepened, his tongue dancing with mine in a sensual tango. He broke the kiss to gaze into my eyes, his own filled with raw emotion, "I love you..." he whispered, his voice thick and husky, "more than anything, I'm so sorry I made you feel like you weren't good enough, you're my world..." he murmured, reaching down and unbuttoning his jeans.

He hoisted himself up, sitting on his knees and sliding his jeans down, kicking them off and leaving himself in his boxers. His cock strained against his underwear, a prominent print of his member, precum stained on them.

He reached down again, hooking his thumbs in his boxers and peeling them off, freeing his impressive erection. His cock stood tall and thick, the tip glistening with pre. He stroked it slowly, his hand a contrast to the cool air against his heated skin.

He came back down, hovering over me and lining himself up with my entrance, I put my hands on his chest, tracing gentle patterns. He slowly thrusted into me, filling me completely, "fuck!" I squealed, my pussy trying to adjust to his size.

The pleasure of him being inside me overcoming him. He started to establish a slow and steady rhythm, taking his time with each thrust. "You feel amazing.." he grunted, his breath hot against my ear.

He groaned, thrusting himself deeper into my tight and wet heat. His arms wrapping around my thighs and pulling me closer, his gaze never leaving line as he began to move faster.

His hips thrusted harder and more eagerly as he took me with wild abandon. He growled, his voice deep and guttural as he buried himself inside of me, his body shuddering with pleasure, "fuck, baby..."

I whined, grabbing onto the sheets around me, desperately holding on as he began to thrust harder and faster. He looked down at me, watching as my breasts bounced with each thrust, "fuck! harder!" I begged, his tip repeatedly hitting my g spot, driving me insane.

He smirked, enjoying the sight of me completely lost in pleasure beneath him. He instantly obeyed my commands, thrusting harder, the bed starting to shake under the force of his movements. "You like that baby, hm?" he asked, his voice rough and lust filled as he kept slamming into me.

"Yess! Yes, fuck!" I moaned loudly, throwing my head back, "don't stop! Don't ever fucking stop!" I practically yelled, his thrusts becoming erratic, driven by pure animalistic desire as he chased his release. "Fuck...I'm close baby..cum with me.." he demanded, his fingers digging into my thighs.

He let one hands slip down to my clit, rubbing rough circles, wanting my orgasm to be exactly timed with his, the other hand travelled to my hip, controlling my movements as he fucked me, "so fucking good...you're mine, all mine" he grunted.

The sound of skin slapping filled the room, punctuated by my moans. He continued to fuck me hard and fast, driving himself deeper inside of me. He could feel my walls tightening around him as I got closer to my orgasm.

His speed on my clit increased, a knot forming in my stomach again, signalling my climax. "Fuck, gonna cum!" I squealed, rolling my eyes backwards and arching my back to meet his vicious thrusts, "yes baby, cum all over my cock, cmon!" he growled, pounding into me relentlessly, his own orgasm building to a crescendo.

I whined, my legs trembling as I came all over his cock, my juices spilling down his thick shaft. With one final, brutal thrust, he buried himself inside of me and unleashes a torrent of cum deep in me, "fuck!" he yelled out, his chest heaving as he collapsed on top of me, "ohh my god.." he panted, diving his face into my neck and planting gentle kisses as he rode his high out.

After a few minutes he popped his head up, checking on me, "you ok princess?" I nodded lazily, barely able to form a word, he chuckled and flipped us over, letting me rest on his chest, gently combing through my hair with his fingers.

"Y/N..." he called out, tilting my chin to look up at him, "hm?" I said, my voice quiet and soft, "I wasn't lying to you, yes there was a time when I didn't want people knowing about us. But it wasn't because I was ashamed of you or afraid of what others might think, it was because..." he hesitated for a moment, unsure whether to reveal the truth.

"I was scared and reckless, I didn't know how to even ask you out, I was worried that I wasn't good enough to be seen with you, I just let my insecurities get the best of me and it ruined a chance for...us.." he sighed, "I really do love you, I've loved you for so long, you're the only person I've looked forward to seeing every day, when I wake up and see you've texted me it makes me forget about all my problems, I always think about you" he said, his voice full of emotion, I looked into his eyes and all I saw was sincerity.

I just sighed, smiling softly, "I understand...I just, I want so badly to tell the whole world we're together, for everyone to know I'm yours.." he nodded, "I know, I want that too, I'm tired of hiding, scared of what other people may say, I will find a way to tell everyone, just you wait," he smirked, planting a soft kiss on my lips.

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