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# HOW TO SEDUCE YOUR NEIGHBOR 101 !!
CHAPTER ii. [9.1k words]
ŕ¨ŕ§âŹâpairing: toji fushiguro x fem! reader
ŕ¨ŕ§âŹâsynopsis: the shopping trip you were forced to go on with Toji doesn't go exactly as planned.
ŕ¨ŕ§âŹâwarnings: taboo cw! + semi-smut + age difference (reader is 19 and toji is 34 ) + slow burn + one-sided pining + attempt at humor + slice of life + reader takes multiple L's + megumi is mentioned + reader gets objectified (not by toji) + toji is a serial hoe
ŕ¨ŕ§âŹâa/n: make sure to check out my main post! ive included a pinterest board for everything described + a playlist âĄ
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You didn't know if it was a blessing in disguise, or a curse. Perhaps a cruel joke the world was playing on you like it always did. Yet here you were again, your knee high fluffy socks skidding across the oakwood flooring of your room, scouring through your closet like a deranged cat looking for something to wear on today's decor run.
"Shoes, shoesâŚI'm missing shoes," digging through the furthest corner in the enclosed space of your closet, you spotted an unopened box on one of the shelves. It was a simple pair of heeled, white mary janes with a heart buckle. You got it 2 birthdays ago but never saw an opportunity to wear them, until now.
Your mother told you that Toji was picking you up at 10:30 am despite you telling her that you would go after lunch.
'He's a busy man. He said this is the only time he's free today.'
"Yeah, of course he is. Always busy doing God knows what." Sighing, you decided on your ensemble for this morning. It was rushed and unplanned, but it would have to do.
Looking at the time on your phone, you saw that it was 10:15. You've still got 15 more minutes left till Toji arrives to pick you up. Letting out a breath, you sat on your bed, shoe cladded toes tapping the floor as your knee bounced, restlessly waiting.
Going over to your floor length mirror, you checked over your choice of outfit once more. It wasn't too cold of a day, so you opted for a knitted long sleeved, off-the-shoulder, cream toned sweater dress that hugged your curves. With its hem stopping just right underneath your ass.
You were debating between thigh highs or leg warmers, but decided leg warmers looked better scrunched down on your ankles with the shoes you opted to wear. You didnât do much with your hair last night since you were only at home, but since you were going out in public today, you felt like doing something with it. Something cute specifically, as you opened your vanity drawer deciding which accessory to wear today. Picking some silk ribbon you saw laying about, you braided it into your hair, sealing it with a rubber band and tying an extra ribbon into a bow to conceal it. And finally, you had your bag. Well, more like bear. The teddy bear backpack you had on matched well with the neutral color scheme. So, you went for it. Honestly, you reminded yourself of a doll. A doll with a pretty face, and a whole lot of problems.
Taking a deep breath, you puffed out your chest. Your confident expression stared back at you, but on the other side of that mirror you felt nothing but anxiety simmering the longer you stood there in silence.
"I might as well wait for Toji outside then." It was no use standing around in your room. The bed looked way too inviting as it only made you think of excuses not to go. You wouldn't let your bed get the best of you this time.
Walking down the stairs, you headed towards the entrance, petting your cat's furry head along the way. Upon opening the door, you were met with the sight of freshly layered snow. It was thin, barely half an inch thick, but it already had you feeling a little better with the anticipation of making a snowman with it once the days got colder. You remember there was a time when you used to do that with Toji.
God, you can't even reminisce about the past without Toji having some part in it.
You desperately needed to figure out how you were going to do this.
Last night was a bust. Not much progress was made besides the fact that Toji actually spoke to you for the first time in years. Not that he had much chance to do so sooner even if he wanted to, with you a couple hours away from home and all. But it was the bare minimum. Right now you needed a plan, and you needed to think of one fast.
Standing against the railing of your porch, you sorted through your thoughts. You're going to get picked up by Toji in less than 10 minutes. You'll ride in his car, pretend that everything's okay because it is, you'll buy whatever this party needs, and if it goes well you'll confront him on the ride back home. And that'll be the end of that.
Easy.
But when is anything ever easy when it comes to that man. Nothing. The answer has always been nothing.
This line of thought has you so deep into your own frustration that you don't even realize you've been ranting to your teddy bear backpack. Murmuring to it harshly, and rolling your eyes like you're gossiping with a friend about the latest dumb thing that happened on Twitter today.
And it's only when you see a black pickup truck from your peripheral vision pulling up, that you stare back at the bear in horror. Mind being snapped back to the present, and feeling embarrassed that you were seen like this. A man was causing you this much turmoil, that you've been complaining to a damn backpack about it.
Quickly putting your bag back on, you smoothed out your sweater dress. You really fucking hope he didn't see that.
Facing towards the driveway you paused. Your eyes widened, already in awe at the vehicle as you saw it more clearly up close.
The last car you saw Toji with was an old, red Toyota truck. It did itâs job, but definitely not without a couple repairs here and there every so often (that you may or may not have checked him out while he was doing so.) So seeing this new, shiny, black Chevy parked right outside the driveway was definitely an exciting upgrade. The wheels were lifted, making the body higher than its original design, and the windows were tinted midnight black, making it nearly impossible to see who was inside unless you stuck a cheek to the glass.
Overall it was big, and intimidating.
Just like him.
'Guess those freelancing jobs paid off then.â
*BEEP BEEP*
Jesus. You didn't even notice Toji had already parked. How long were you just staring at it for? If he started to honk at you, it mustâve been more than what society deemed normal.
Running up to the passenger side of the truck, albeit meekly, you stopped right in front of the door just as the tinted windows were being pulled down giving you a better view of the inside. There sat Toji on the other side, upper body turned and facing towards you with one hand still on the wheel.
Tojiâs eyes almost popped out of his sockets at your appearance but it was quickly masked by a look of amusement.
"You busy daydreaming or what?"
Ignoring his remark, you placed your hands on the edge of the cold glass, peering up at him and around the interior.
âSo, new truck huh?â
"Oh this? Yeah, got it not too long ago after receiving my payment forâŚ.from work."
You squinted your eyes in suspicion, noticing that he caught his words, but you weren't going to question it. No, you were going to let it go. You knew he wouldnât tell you anything anyway, most likely just brushing it off as suddenly being hit with a stutter. He never spoke about his âoverseasâ jobs that he apparently racked up stacks of cash from, and despite him saying it was only freelancing work, you had a hunch it was something a lot shadier than that. You werenât that dumb. Which is exactly why you werenât going to ask.
Choosing to stay oblivious, you gave a compliment instead. "It's nice, Toji. Really."
You were about to open the door to get in and cut the small talk short (and because youâd rather bask in the in-system heating than out in the cold) but it wouldnât budge. It was still locked. Why isnât he unlocking the door?
Instead of unlocking the door for you like normal people do when picking up a person with their car, Toji isn't exactly someone you'd consider normal. Instead, Toji looked you up and down slowly as an awkward silence took over. You stood there rigid, allowing him to unashamedly undress you with his eyes. At least you think that's what he was doing. Heâs being really bold todayâŚdoes he seriously not plan to open this door?!
Your mind was running a mile per minute. You felt exposed, vulnerable, but you kind of liked the attention he was giving you right now. Especially since he hadnât bothered to give you any last night. Not that you blame him. Looks like the effort you had put in, despite being rushed, was working, leaving him dumbstruck. You felt proud that you managed to have him speechless.
Unfortunately, your sudden boost in ego was quickly shut down.
"What the hell are you wearing?" Oh. Talk about anticlimactic.
"Huh? W-what do you mean?"
"I mean," He stood there, a single eyebrow raised, and vaguely gesturing to your form with his hand, "This."
Looking around to see if anyone else was witnessing this, you quirked your head in question. "What about it?"
"I know ya didn't just decide to go out looking like that when it's freezing out here. Go back upstairs and put some real clothes on." He looked at you sternly with a scowl etching onto the scarred side of his lip, arms crossing in front of his chest.
Was Toji actually scolding you right now? The nerve of this guy!
You hadnât seen it right away, but after staring back at him in disbelief at what you were hearing, you noticed his own personal ensemble.
Thereâs no damn wayâŚ
Looking up and down at him as he had done to you just moments prior, you saw that he was wearing an unzipped puffer jacket with a hoodie underneath which was fine, you had no issues regarding that. The problem was what he was wearing below.
This man, who was condemning you on your sweater dress because it was apparently unfit for âfreezingâ temperatures, was wearing shorts and slides. At least he wore socks with it, if he hadnât you think you may have actually gone back home and let him do the shopping himself.
You couldnât help but let out a short laugh, but quickly shut up after seeing Toji wasnât finding this as amusing as you were.
This was crazy.
Tilting your head to the side, you scrunch your nose in disbelief. âYouâre telling me to put warmer clothes on, when youâve got shorts and slides on?â
Toji was quick to counter. âItâs not the same, donât compare it.â
âYeah it is!â
âLook kid, Iâm not gonna argue with ya. Either change your clothes, or stay home.â
Thatâs exactly what you want to do. But you know deep down you canât, you already told yourself you had to sort things out with him. And the first step to that, is sorting this out.
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After a couple pleading looks and adamant convincing of, 'I'm not cold!' 'I swear I'm fine. It doesn't even feel like winter out here!'
Toji relented. Letting out a sigh, shaking his head as he told you, 'Fine, whatever. But donât come cryinâ at my feet when your stubborn ass gets sick and your mom gets mad at you.'
Now here you were, seated on the heated, brand new black leather seats of his Chevy after he finally gave in and unlocked the door, letting you in. You spent the trip with your head resting against the palm of your hand somberly, as you watched the scenery of snowy trees and other cars pass by.
The awkwardness throughout the entire car ride was at an all-time high. Higher than what it'd started out with earlier. You were both quiet; your brain a little less. Toji's disappointment regarding your attire was a total blow to your ego. You were just trying to look cute.
Not like it was meant for him anyway.
Is what you wanted to try convincing yourself in order to feel better, but really, you knew it was a lie.
As for Toji, that thought you had earlier about him ogling you? It was right on the money.
But he had to quickly save face by instead acting like a concerned adult worrying about the wellbeing of his innocent, young neighbor. If he was being honest, he didnât give two shits about what you chose to wear. As long as it was for his eyes only.
Yes, he knew heâd hurt your feelings for telling you to go change. He understood that he was being overbearing and unreasonable especially after you brought up his own attire, but you had to understand. He physically couldnât accept seeing you wearing an outfit that barely covered your ass like that in public when he should be the only one to see you looking like that. Yes, he was sick for looking at you that way and he knew that which is exactly why he needed you to cover up. Both so that no other creepy assholes (except himself) could see you that way, and because he doesnât think he could control his thoughts about you for the next couple hours you have alone together. Itâs why he had to shift in his seat a couple times. Though, you didnât notice that.
This game you were playing with him? This seducing thing? With little skirts and shit, yeah it was doing something to him.
Maybe you havenât changed as much as he thought. As they say, old habits die hard.
After about 15 more minutes of unspoken thoughts, you finally arrived at the store.
Why did you agree to do this again? Oh yeah, you didn't.
Unbuckling your seatbelt, you took a deep breath to try and regain your composure. Just focus on the task. Opening the door, you hopped down and out onto the recently snow-shoveled pavement with Toji following suit as he turned off the truck, taking the keys from the ignition and shutting the door behind him.
You could feel Tojiâs burning gaze boring into your back as he walked behind you, keeping a slight distance between you and him but still enough that people could tell that you two came together. Entering into the store, you whipped out your phone, unlocking it and clicking on the notes app filled with a list of things you needed to get that your mom instructed you two to buy. You crossed your fingers hoping you could get all this done quickly and smoothly.
Obviously, life loves to humor you because things did not go smoothly.
Everything was going well at first, you scoured the aisles looking for streamers, fairy lights, pretty napkins, silver and white balloons, and whatever else was needed; putting it all into the basket that Toji was holding, still following you like a sort of puppyâor more like a guard dog with the menacing aura he carried around himself with every step he took.
Walking around youâd occasionally find something that caught your eye, tinkering around with the item for a couple seconds before putting it back down and walking over to the next intriguing thingâlike a snow globe you found of a character you recognized filled with pink and white sparkly snow. You bet your ass you added that one to the basket. That hello kitty snow globe was a need, not a want. How something like that even found its way to a store like this was beyond you, but hey, you werenât complaining.
You even found cute little hats while looking around and managed to get Toji to wear a pair of elf ears while you wore a Santa hat, telling him a silly joke about how he was Santaâs jolliest helper. That only earned you a huff, and roll of his eyes as he took off the ears and pulled the hat you wore down over your face, chuckling as he watched you make dramatics about how you were being suffocated despite being able to breathe perfectly fine.
Interacting like this with him gave you butterflies. Youâd let him ruin your perfectly styled hair if it meant things were going back to the way they used to be between you both.
Everything was going fine.
You were actually havingâŚfun. Which you hadnât anticipated. You were so caught up about feeling like you were on thin ice with Toji, and though you still sort of felt that way, you felt ecstatic that things were beginning to feel normal. Like nothing even happened.
âHmm, looks like the last thing on this list are more scented candles. Thought we already had some? Oh well.â You shrugged your shoulders. You think your own obsession with candles might have stemmed from your mom now that you think about it.
Toji leaned his body over your shoulder, looking down over your list himself at the check marked boxes except for one. You immediately stiffened up, not expecting him to get so close to you, and especially not for him to make body contact with you. You wish you didnât have all these layers in the way. You internally shook the thought off before it could escalate. Now was not the time to be having these touched starved thoughts!
Pulling away from you, but still keeping close enough that you could feel the warmth radiating from his body, he put the basket down next to your feet. âYeah, I saw a couple of those on the other aisle we passed by.â
âOh good! One of us can get it. Stay here and Iâll quickly-â Your suggestion didnât even have a chance to reach the other end of Tojis ears before it got shut down.
âNah, you stay here, and stay put while I grab it. And donât go straying off you understand, kid?â Toji looked down at you, waiting for your answer. Heâd rather not leave your side, especially since he didnât trust that you wouldnât get distracted by something and walk off like a lost mouse-but he tried to reason out in his head that it was only one item. Heâd quickly get it and come back, and youâd still be there.
You werenât going anywhere.
So why did he find it so hard to walk away from you? Must be some type of trauma he thinks.
Nodding your head, with a âMhm! Promise. Not going anywhere. Nope, staying put.â Toji searched your face to see if you were lying but decided you werenât, and began jogging off towards another aisle in a different section of the store.
He couldnât help but have a bad feeling about this as he looked over at all the scented candles, picking up the most expensive looking ones.
âSânot my money anyway..â
Maybe he shouldâve just taken you along with him. Itâs not like it wouldâve caused the both of you any more hassle than going alone would. Shit. Something was gnawing at Toji to hurry the hell up and get back to you. As he briskly walked to the aisle where he had left you, he was met with something far worse than overpriced dĂŠcor, and it had him seething.
There you were, face scrunched up, and looking highly uncomfortable as some random guy, around your age it seemed, was trying to flirt with you.
Keyword: Trying.
Toji didnât know who this guy was but he knew damn well what was happening, and he wasn't going to let it slide. Not on his watch. That he wasn't even wearing.Â
You hadn't noticed Toji's arrival yet. Still preoccupied with keeping calm and trying to ignore this random man that thought it would be chivalrous of himself to make comments about your body. Saying things about how he doesn't know why your man let you out like that, and if you were his bitch he wouldn't let you out his sight.
It's a good thing Toji wasn't there to hear any of that.
What Toji did hear as he was silently coming up behind the both of you, that almost made him run up and deck the guy in the nuts was when he leaned his body down exaggeratedly to look at your ass and said, "DAMN. That's more ass thanâŚ. I've seenâŚ.in a while!"
This prick didn't even know where the hell he was going with that line, but Toji sure knew where that guy was gonna end up if he tried it again.
At this point, you were more than ready to kick this guy in the balls, but you didn't want to anger him. Who knows what this guy has got going on in his head? He's harassing you at a decor store for fucks sake!
Before you were thinking about making a run for it to the direction of where Toji had gone, deeming your situation helpless without him; it seemed like someone finally answered your prayers because the moment you looked back, there he was standing right behind the both of you.
'How did I not notice him?? He's wearing slides for god sake! I should've heard the 'plip' 'plaps'!'
"The fuck are you doing?"
The guy was still leaning down when Toji spoke up. He was about to cuss out whoever this other guy was for interrupting his daily "I objectify women for fun" hobby, until he looked up. There Toji stood, 6'2, built like he was made for war, in his shorts and slides, holding candles, and a look so threatening etched onto his face, you think this guy may have almost shit his pants. If the audible gulp meant anything.
"O-oh fuck. Look sir, I was just admiring your hard work, very beautiful daughter you have here. Didn't realizeâŚSorry." The way he ran away was almost pitiful. Almost. But none of you had any pity for trash.
'Well that was quick', Toji thought. He assumed he might've had to light up this candle he was holding and choke him with it but it seems that wouldn't be happening today.
That's one less crime the authorities could pinpoint on him.
Turning his attention towards you, he asked if you were alright.
"Sort ofâŚnot really. Being objectified isn't exactly the greatest feelingâŚ" Toji noticed the way you hugged your hands around yourself, most likely trying to cover up. Suddenly feeling too exposed for comfort despite attempting to brush the interaction off.
Maybe you should've listened to Toji earlier and changed your clothes to something more fitting for winter weather. Screw looking cute.
Though, the regret didn't have a chance to get very far because suddenly you were being brought back to the present.
"Lift your arms up."
Huh? "Wh- why?" The next thing he did nearly had your heart leaping out of your chest. Taking off his puffer jacket, he nudged your arms to lift up so he could help put it through the holes of the sleeves. After checking to make sure it was on properly, he zipped it up a bit more than halfway and patted you down in an effort to make you look a little bit less like the emo version of the Michelin Man.
"You gonna be okay?" You were still a little surprised at the gesture, especially since it was coming from him of all people, but you answered, "..Yeah. Yeah, I'll be okay."
"Good. Lemme finish paying for all this crap and I'll drop you off at your place."
Leading the way towards the cashier, he placed his large palm over your lower back and kept it there until your goods were paid for, and you were out the door.
Situating yourself on the seats of Toji's car, you couldn't help but feel a smile creep up on you, desperately trying to bite it back. You're wearing his coat.
He put his coat on you.
You think you could die of happiness right now. But, you'll save that for later. That whole fiasco that happened at the store still had your mood all sour. You really didn't want to go home yet. And as Toji began to pull out of the parking lot, you spoke up.
"Toji? I don't really feel like going home yet.."
"Yeah? Aight. We'll stop somewhere, I know a place."
Nodding your head, you mumbled a 'thanks', grateful that he took the hint and didn't try to argue with you or ask any questions. Toji can be empathetic when he wants to be sometimes.
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Apparently, when Toji said he 'knew a place', you didn't expect it to beâŚthis.
"Cinnabon? Really?"
"What? You don't like their cinnamon buns? We can go someplace else if you don't want em.âÂ
You paused. Well, now that you were thinking about itâŚ"Okay. Yeah. Yeah, I do like those."
âBesides,â Walking over to the counter to order, Toji got into line, âI remember ya telling me one time that you liked this place."Â
He still remembers something like that?Â
You didnât answer. Instead you followed the nod of Tojiâs head telling you to leave the ordering to him and to go find a table to sit at. Looking around, you saw that all the tables were already preoccupied. Damn. Walking back to Toji, you suggested ordering it to go and just finding some place else to sit at like that wooden bench you saw just outside the establishment, which he seemed to favor far more.
Leaving him to his vices, you exited the shop and went to sit outside on the storefront bench, patiently waiting for Toji to get back with your food. Looking around there was still a thin sheet of snow covering some areas of the pavement, most having melted throughout the day or driven over by now. Yet it seemed as though the temperature had no plans of rising as you breathed out a puff of steam, remaining at its crisp, nearly frosty condition. It felt peaceful.
The few minutes of alone time you had to yourself was the most silence your brain has allowed itself to be in within the 24 hours of Tojis reintroduction into your life.Â
The oversized puffer jacket you still had on made those hours feel shorter by reminding you of just how much "excitement" had managed to happenâyou bet you looked silly as hell with it engulfing your frame, but you couldn't find it in you to care about that at this moment. Especially since it was serving its purpose of protecting you against the cold that you found yourself surrounded by as you sat there waiting.
Leaning back against the wood, you felt something hindering you from going all the way. Your teddy bear backpack. You forgot you even had it on as it was hidden underneath the coat Toji had quickly put on you. Yeah, you must've looked really stupid. Fighting back a grimace and ignoring the fact for your own peace of mind, you went to remove the coat. Leaving it piled behind you on the bench as you took off your bag, placing it onto your lap.Â
Reaching into your bag, you took out your trusty emergency makeup kit. Wouldn't hurt to do a quick touch up⌠Looking over in the direction of the sudden sound of a bell being rung, you peered over to your left to see that it was just someone stepping foot out the shop with a cup of what looked to be hot chocolate.Â
'Hopefully Toji get's back soon.'
Focusing back on the task at hand, you clicked open a compact inspecting the state of the way you looked with the mirror. The sight that greeted you brought out a breath of relief. Not a single thing out of place. But just in case, you patted on a little bit of powder for good measure, and reapplied your clear lipgloss so the cold air could struggle to nip at your lips.Â
After assessing what needed to be assessed, you put your pouch back into your bag and immediately piped up at the sound of the door chiming again. You couldn't help but do a small cheer as you saw that it was finally Toji approaching you, carrying a bag containing your icing drenched cinnamon bun, a hot drink of some sort, and a bottle of water.Â
Handing you your food and drink, you thanked him and immediately dug in once it was within your grasp. Taking a bite, a bit of steam emitted from the warm and gooey bun melting on your tongue, flooding your taste buds with a mix of sweet and nutty spice. Damn, you were a lot hungrier than you thought. But you suppose that's due to having skipped breakfast in the morning. Stuffing more into your mouth, your eyes met Toji's to see him already sitting beside you and looking down at you, snickering.
"Hwat?" The question came out muffled from your cheeks being stuffed like a squirrel.
He looked off to the side for a second, still snickering before he answered, "Nothin."Â
Swallowing your food down harshly, you pouted with your brows scrunched together and took notice that you were the only one eating.Â
"How come you didn't get yourself one?"
He deadpanned. "I don't want diabetes."Â
"RightâŚof course notâŚ" Such a Toji answer, you thought.
It felt a little weird to be the only one eating, but he kept refusing everytime you asked if he was absolutely sure he didnât at least want a bite. It was silent between you two except for the occasional slurp of your drink, and you think Toji noticed it too because suddenly he started conversing with you, catching up a little bit on how the both of you have been.
"So kid, how's the university life been treatin' ya?"
"Hm? Oh uhm, it's been alright I guess." You shrugged, fork still in hand.
"Just alright? Sounds pretty lackluster to me."
"It is." You sighed.Â
"You tellin' me you don't, what- party? Or done those weird cultist initiations you kids do at sororities."Â
"YeahâŚno. I'm too busy actually studying most of the time. I've been to like 2-ish? parties, but that's about it. And sororities? You couldn't possibly pay me to join one of those.â Youâve heard one too many stories of premature deaths being caused by sororities. You didnât particularly feel like gambling your chances. Plus, you werenât really into the whole sisterhood-brotherhood thing, too weird.
As the conversation progressed between your frankly unexciting school life, Toji recalled some neighborhood fiasco that happened while you were away.Â
"...Then this kid's boyfriend starts beating up the guy that tried to take her purse."
"No way! This really happened in our neighborhood? Where like.. nothing ever happens?" To think that a crime had actually happened in the most safest, suburban of neighborhoods that you lived in for your whole life and you weren't there to witness it.
"I'm tellin' ya it was set up to make himself look good. A robbery in broad daylight? In this neighborhood? Bullshit."
"Why does all the exciting shit always happen when I'm not around?" You whined, sighing out your disappointment.
Closing the box to your nearly finished cinnamon bun and placing it beside you on the bench, you suddenly remembered something.Â
"By the way! My mom told me you have a son? How come you never mentioned him to me before?"
And just like that, Tojis brows immediately furrowed as if the question was one he hadn't expected to be asked, especially not coming from you. Leaning forward with a grunt, he rested an elbow on his knee, propping a palm under his chin as he proceeded to look at you with the most dramatically bored expression youâve ever seen on someone's face- one that rivaled even yours.
It screamed, âlet's get this shit over with.â
"You never asked. Besides, why you askin' about him now?"Â
You noticed the way his mood instantly changed after mentioning him but...it was probably nothing right?
Regardless, he didn't seem to be exactly⌠excited at the mention of his son, so you treated lightly with your next words. âWell, my mom is telling me that I should start looking for a good boy to date and she mentioned your son.âÂ
He laughed out in disbelief. âGumi? That boy? Ha, good luck with that. He wouldnât know the first thing on how to treat a girl.âÂ
He couldnât treat you the way I could. Is what he wanted to say.Â
Awkwardly you answered, âWell⌠anyway, I don't think he even goes to my UniâŚI think. So it wouldn't really be an option.âÂ
Toji stayed silent.Â
The sudden uncomfortable silence that took over had you overthinking all over again.Â
What's wrong? Does he have a bad relationship with his son? Is that why he looks irritated? Should I ask? No. He might get more irritated. Shit. Okay, subject change.
Slamming your hands onto your thighs a little too hard in an attempt to calm your nerves, the sound seemed to catch Tojis attention. Snapping him out of whatever trance he was in, and back to his usual demeanor.
You rubbed your arms out of awkwardness. âSooo, yeah. Sucks, I wasn't there to witness a fraudulent act of chivalry right in my own neighborhood."
Toji was thankful you moved on from the topic of his son, he didnât want to think of that little squirt right now.Â
But then it got him wonderingâŚ
"You ever had a boyfriend before?"Â
The question surprised you a little. Okay maybe a lot. You didn't think he'd be even remotely interested in your love life.Â
"No⌠I've never had one." While there was no shame in not having had a significant other at your age, still you couldn't help but feel embarrassed admitting it to Toji.
Toji raised a brow in suspicion. "You sure you're staying clear of boys?"Â
This behavior he was exhibiting was starting to confuse the hell out of you. First he scolds you on your attire this morning, and now he's interrogating you on your love life? He was being way overprotective, almost acting as a parent, and it was seriously beginning to make you feel hopeless.Â
You nodded. "Yes, Toji. I'm not interested in college guys. They don't know what they're doing,"
That answer seemed to be good enough for Toji, but to both his and your utter surprise you continued, "But I've done other things."
Straightening his back up against the wooden bench in interest, Toji beckoned you to continue on. Truth be told, he didn't want to hear you talking about boys. Just the thought of you with some dumbass little boy made him irrationally bothered. But there was one thing itching at him to ask.Â
One thing he simply had to know.
"Oh yeah?"
"Just casual stuff. Nothing serious.."
Toji hummed. It was cute how you were beating around the bush about whatever 'things' you've done. He'll humor you this time around.
"We talkin' the 'clothes on' type of stuff?"
"WellâŚnot exactly.."Â
Your lack of elaboration following your answer made Toji egg you on further.
"Don't start gettin' all shy on me now. Let me take a guess, this has somethin' to do with how you mentioned that college boy's don't know what they're doing, yeah?
And like clockwork, the words proceeded to flow past the tip of your tongue without a second thought.
"Remember how I also mentioned earlier that I've gone to only a few parties? Well at one of those parties, I got left alone by my friends in favor of hooking up with some guys they thought were hot."Â
"Sounds like some shitty friends."Â
You grunted. "Tell me about it. Anyways, here I am, sitting alone on this couch that's thankfully only mildly sticky from whatever wasted student had spilled their drink on top of it, and this guy sits right next to me. We talk, things happen, and we find an empty room."
Toji hums, signaling to you that he's still listening.
Immediately, irritation is apparent on your face by the way your eyes narrow as you recall the memory. "He puts his hands in my pants and this dumbass can't for the life of him find where my clit is and is just rubbing around. Then he has the nerve to ask if I came yet!? Bitch I'm not even moaning!"
Toji nods, intently listening to your rant. Biting back his amusement at your outburst.
"And the same fuckin thing happens again except with a different guy I had been seeing for less than a week. Exceptâget this, he asks me what a clit is. Like are you for real!?"
Taking a deep breath, you tried channeling your nerves. "So that's that. College boy's don't know where the clit isâhell, they don't even know of its existence."Â
Slumping your shoulders, you kicked at the tiny stones on the cement with your shoe.Â
"It's why I've never gone further than that."Â
If you were being honest, even if those guys did know their way around a woman's body, you don't think you could find it within yourself to stick around for it. You already knew what your mind was banging against your skull to say. Deep down, somewhere in the backrooms of your brain, you know it's because of Toji. It's always been him; the man you're still holding out for. Hoping he'd be the one to take your virginity.Â
Whatever. It was a pipe dream anyway. And you definitely weren't going to tell him that.
Speaking of telling himâŚ
âWhy did you tell him all that!? Why did you have to run your mouth!!â
You stammered out an apology. The gravity of what you just up and confessed dawned on you, leaving you a cringing mess from within.
"I-I'm sorryâŚI don't even know why im telling you all this-"
Toji is quick to dismiss the apology. Truth be told, he was delighted to hear that you were still a virgin.
âDon't worry bout itâ. It's nothing to be embarrassed of.
âI mean yeahâŚbut stillâŚâ
Turning to face you, Toji placed his hand gingerly upon your thigh, giving it a light squeeze in what you assumed to be an attempt at reassurance or maybe it was comfort? You couldn't really tell, you just knew that the warmth of it felt nice.
âListen, if Iâm tellinâ you that being a virgin is nothinâ to be ashamed of, then its not. Look at it this way, you ainât a teen mom, something not many can say nowadays.â He shrugged.
He kind of had a point. Though his comforting skills were kind of ass.
âYeah..okay. Thanks for listening then.â
âNo problem.âÂ
You thought after your little rant the atmosphere would return to its awkward state as it seems that's how it had been every time you spoke with Tojiâyet oddly enough, it felt like you had somehow managed to get closer to him by opening up about your struggles.Â
Suddenly feeling a spout of hunger befall you once more, you took the last remaining bite of your cinnamon bun, slowly licking off the icing that had gotten smeared onto your lips.Â
Toji eyed the action intently, internally shaking a head at himself.Â
âThis little minx..â Â but before you could make eye contact he abruptly withdrew his hand, fishing a phone out his pocket and checking the time. Huh, you hadn't even noticed his hand had still been on you.
âIt's already almost 4, think it's time to call it a day.â
With a sound of surprise, you rose up from your seat, closing the box once more as you watched Toji stand up from his own spot, already patting on his pockets for the car keys.Â
You hadn't even noticed that much time had gone by.
âThanks again for the cinnamon buns and of course, for listening.âÂ
Toji only hummed in acknowledgement.
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The ride home was spent surrounded by the sounds of muffled radio chatter, ever so slightly noticeable with the engine of the truck at a constant thrum. The sun surprisingly hadn't gone down yet as it typically would have on any other winter day and you made sure to thank your lucky stars for those few more minutes of sunlight.
On the other hand, you couldn't help but feel sad. You didn't want the day to end yet, especially not when progress had been made between the two of you. Then it hit you, progress had been made. While you didn't actually confront him about what had transpired on that faithless day, it was still worth celebrating.Â
Baby steps are still steps after all.Â
And the more you thought about it, it began to occur to you that todayâŚtoday kinda felt like a date. In a messed up sense. To others this would've been a failure of a day, but to you? You were elated.
âMaybe now's my chance to talk to him about what happened back then.â
Sitting up just a little bit straighter in your seat, you turned your head to face Toji, contemplating on the right words to say to him. Just when you were on the verge of starting your sentence, Tojiâs phone suddenly began to ring, vibrating atop the center console.Â
Without bothering to check who was calling him, Toji answered the phone, putting it on speaker. Nothing to be worried about anyway, probably some scammer giving Toji his routine call.
âYo, whatâs up?â
Without a second to waste, a feminine voice practically cried from the other end.
âTojiiii, baby itâs been so long, when are you coming over?? You know I miss you-âÂ
Before this unknown lady could hope to finish her sentence, she was abruptly hung up onâcourtesy of Tojis hand flying to take the call off speaker, fumbling for a good second only to ultimately end the call for good measure.
Clearing his throat, Toji continued to keep his eyes focused on the road ahead. Can't be having you both end up in a car crash right?Â
âSorry about that, that was⌠just one of my old close friends.â
âUh huh. Yaâll must've been real close.â
Toji ignored the snark.
âAnyways, go ahead, what were you saying?âÂ
âIâŚwasnât saying anything.â
Thankfully the call was received just minutes short of arriving at your home. Pulling into the driveway, the truck on neutral, you waited a few seconds to see if Toji would say anything more. He didnât.
Holding back a shaky sigh, you unbuckle your seatbelt and exited the vehicle, opening the passenger side to pick up the bags of decor that you went to buy in the first place.
âWait, let me help ya out-â Toji last minutely interjected as he turned his body over in his seat to face you.
âNo need. I already got it.â Picking up the last bag (thankfully they werenât very heavy), you slammed the passenger door shut. You contemplated giving Toji a proper farewell bidding but with the way you were feeling right now? You didnât want him to see the ache painted in your eyes. Instead, you continued walking down the shoveled path and up the steps to your house, fishing the keys out from your keychain and unlocking the door, closing it behind you.
Kicking your shoes off and slipping some slippers onto your feet, you laid the bags over the kitchen counter letting whoever discovered them first deal with the contents inside as you made your way up the stairs to your room, plopping onto your bed face first.
You nearly teared up at your own naivety.
Holy shit. âIâm so stupid.â Was all you could think of as the booty call Toji had received replayed in your mind. This wasnât any new information on Toji that you hadnât already known about yet it hurt so bad.Â
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On the other hand, Toji couldnât help but feel the same way. When he saw you safely get back into your home, he shifted gears to reverse, pulling out the driveway and driving back to his own place.Â
Closing his eyes for a moment, he pulled out his phone from the cup holder it fell into amidst his struggle to end the call earlier and proceeded to call them back.
One ring was all it took for them to answer, and one second was all it took for Toji to cut them off before they could say anything more.
âDonât fuckinâ call me again, understand? Good. Now, fuck off.â Hanging up before she could respond or attempt to call back like an idiot, he blocked her.
Letting out a rather loud groan of irritation, he gripped the steering wheel with both hands in indignation, letting his head fall as he could feel a headache coming on.
âFuck.â
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Laying on your bed disappointed, you curled up thinking about the events that transpired earlier. The whole trip felt like an actual dateâup until that call anyway. It was probably the worst way the day could have ended. Your bad luck was unimaginable.
âI need to find myself a four leaf clover or something at this pointâŚâ
Honestly, you didn't want to get out of bed. You wanted to lay down and wilt like a flower that never gets any sunlight. Stuffing your face into your arm, it occured to you that you were still wearing Tojiâs jacket.Â
âMaybe I should stop trying to go after someone whoâll never like me backâŚâ You mumbled to yourself, sitting up and throwing the coat towards the nearest chair it could land on.
Were you really this delusional? You saw the way he was looking at youâyou shook your head, trying not to overthink it.Â
âI guess I had the wrong idea.â
Feeling defeated, you knew if you wanted to continue moping about this, youâd have to do it after a shower; lest you end up skipping your skincare routine leaving you with another thing to sulk about.
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You couldnât sleep.
Restless, you tossed and turned trying to find that sweet spot that would have you suddenly waking up to the birds singing. Come the fuck on..! I just want to sleep, dammit!
Grunting, it seemed no matter where you tried to place yourself within the comfort of your sheets and plethora of pillows engulfing you, you just couldnât seem to knock yourself out.
Only one option left.
Slipping a hand underneath the blanket, you let your fingers wander across your skin. Giving each of your tits a soft squeeze under your shirt as you slowly began to relax, sighing in content at a teasing roll of your bud, slowly hardening at your touch.Â
Growing tired of the teasing and beginning to feel heavy with need, you ran a finger down your panties, keeping it firmly pressed against your slit as you slowly raised your hips up and down in tandem with your middle finger, rubbing yourself over the cotton material. You could feel yourself getting hotter, wetter. A small, sticky patch of your own arousal seeping through the garment as you finally had enough, moving your panties to the side and making contact with your sickened clit. You wasted no time in parting your lips with your pinky and index, and letting both your middle and ring finger draw tight circles over your bundle of nerves. Immediately settling into a steady rhythm that was sure to have you quickly coming undone.Â
As your breathing picked up, so did the small whimpers escaping through your lips. You tried your best to stay as quiet as possible, but fuck was it hard when all you wanted to do was mewl out a certain someones name, imagining it was him playing with your pussy like this.Â
Toji.Â
Even just sounding his name out in your head had you bucking your hips against the friction you were creating. His large, warm hand stuffed down your panties, and cupping your pussy from behind while rubbing at the entire expanse of your puffy cunt messily. Fast. Drenching his palm in your juices. Wondering what it'd feel like to have his long, fat fingers plunge into you as your own currently probes at your clenching hole, dipping in slightly only to take it back out. It didn't feelâwouldn't feel nearly as good unless it were his.Â
You felt so close. Your fingers were starting to ache as you exerted them, moving it against your swollen clit quicker than before. It started to hurt, but the feeling of adrenaline rushing through you to finish made your brain block it out, replacing it with the endorphins of white hot pleasure that you anticipated to burst at any minute now.Â
You clamped your legs around your hand, curling into your side like a ball. You wanted to stop, it was too much. But you were so fucking close. Your shaky whines were no longer being held back, eyes squeezed shut and the side of your face pressed against your pillow muffling it as best you could to prevent it from being heard outside.Â
Just a little moreâŚ
Come on come on come on..! Your hand wouldn't stop unless your body reached its peak, only increasing in its pace. Holding your breath, the sound of your palpating heart was deafening as you continued letting out harsh pants.
You felt the familiar feeling of your lower abdomen tightening, coiling up and finally bursting like a dam. Your toes curled up as you threw your head back further into the pillow, unable to stop the sudden cry of Tojiâs name that accidentally slipped out from your parched mouth at the pressure of your orgasm rushing over you like a tidal wave.
Before you could bask in your post orgasmic bliss, Toji bursts through your door. The fucking man himself. In the flesh..?
In a panic, you pull your stiff hand away from between your legs as if it were scalding hot oil, grasping the blanket up towards your chin to cover what youâd just been essentially caught doing.
âHeard you screaminâ my name out, sweetheart.âÂ
Youâd think any normal reaction to being intruded on by the person you were just fantasizing about would be to first ask some questionsâyet there you laid calm as a cucumber, watching as he inched closer to you.
Toji smirked. âDonât start gettinâ all shy on me now. Let me hear you scream my name again for me.â Â
You donât know how he got to you so quickly but Toji was already slipping his hand under the covers towards your pussy, finding it slick and sticky from your high, smearing it all over as he ran his fingers up and down your sensitive slit.Â
Retracting his hand back from underneath, he relished in the way your arousal stuck to his fingers like a spider's web as he spread them out, glistening against the soft lighting of your suddenly oddly hazy looking room.
Fueled with newfound urgency, Toji threw the covers off of you, yanking your body up to stand on the floor as you both made your way towards your vanity, back hitting the edge of it as you steadied yourself against Toji's chest. It was all moving too quickly. Too fast. Before you could stop to process your surroundings properly, Tojiâs large hand hastily groped your tits as his other fingers that were touching on your pussy earlier prodded at your mouth to open. Without a word, you wrapped your lips around them like a good girl, suckingâtasting yourself before he removed them in order to turn you around.Â
Just then, you realized you both were naked as Toji lifted one of your legs up onto the vanity, dragging his wet fingers over his cock as he moved to align it with your dripping hole. You couldn't form a thought. As if on autopilot. Only the unbridled, desperate need to have Toji in you remained. Â
No. Scratch that. You felt your own thoughts before you could form them, as if it werenât your own. It definitely was though. You donât think anyone could too how fucking badly you wanted this man. Now he was finally about to fuck you? You may as well have been the luckiest woman on planet earth.
And as you begin to feel the sensation of Toji's cock about to enter youâconfirming that notion, the door to your room bursts open again.
Wait.
âWake up.â
What? Â
âWake up!â
Is that my fucking cat talking!?
âWAKE UP!â
Groggily opening your eyes, you're met with early winter sun seeping through your thin curtains, casting a hazy glow into your room. You hear birds singing.
âWhat the hell was thatâŚâ Stretching the sleep out of your limbs, you noticed your hand was still situated inside your panties.Â
You closed your eyes, trying to recall your dream. âSo half of that was real?â Well, up until Toji bursted into your room, you suppose. And when your cat spoke up telling you to wake the fuck up.Â
Ugh.
Sitting up, you rubbed your eyes, leaning over the bedside to pull your diary sitting on your nightstand towards your lap. You had to write this shit down.Â
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After jotting down as much as you could recall from the dream without mixing it up with what you were actually getting up to in real life, you left the diary on the same vanity dream version Toji almost dicked you down on.Â
Throughout the day, you couldnât stop thinking about Toji. Hell, your feelings for him increased tenfold just from that measly dream alone. You don't know if it's solely your dreams doing that made you feel like you suddenly had a genuine chance with him but fuck it.Â
You thought about the events of yesterday and recalled when he grasped your thigh. That couldnât have just been nothing right? The way he eyed your lips too as you licked icing off them. He didn't think you noticed, but you did. Of course you did. It was on purpose after all.Â
And the icing on the cake? When you brought up his son, Megumi. You didn't want to assume anything but you could've sworn you sensed jealousy swimming in those green eyes of his. How ironic.
Shit, maybe you do have a chance with Toji after all. All he needs is a little push.
With all the evidence stacked up in your favor, you knew you had to devise a plan.
A plan on how to seduce your neighbor.
You giggled to yourself.Â
âMama chose a thought daughter.â
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Master Zenin â Toji Fushiguro Series
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18+, MDI, non-consent, consensual, P in V, masterbation, oral, sex sex sex, slave, heavy language. Do not read if youâre sensitiveâ this is an idea I have had in my head for many years, so here ya go. Stay tuned for more! Reblog & like! Follow me on X (Twitter) and IGđŤśđť
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âAfter Toji Zenin ultimately ends the lives of his family, he is now the sole member of the Zenin clan, he partners up with the Gojo Clan who him and his family were rivalries for years. If Satoru and Toji had to agree on anything in life, the one thing they wanted in life, was power. Wanting to create a world where they got what they wanted, and they ruled over everything they touched. Partnering up with Suguru Geto, and Kento Nanami, they raged war, taking over half of the states, enforcing this new way of living. âI am the masterâ you are my slave.â 21 year old you has been on the run for 2 years, trying to not get captured by any of these men. Until one day you are captured, and you wake up to the broad and smug Toji Zenin.
After years of knowing him, before the war he sought out. Can you find it in your heart to forgive and love him like you once did? Or will this be a war you rage towards the man who canât let you go?â
Chapters
1. Where Are We Going?
2. Exhaustion
3. Cigarettes & Nuzzled Snores
4. When Can I Leave?
5. Papa?
6. I Canât Hold Back (M)
7. Rain & Awkward Conversations
8. Will You Make Love to Me? (M)
9. Marry Me (M)
10. Bring Her To The Banquet
More coming soonâ stay tuned!
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deathbed ââ a series.
FUCK THAT OLD MAN UNTIL HE'S ON HIS DEATHBED.
syn. you always had a thing for older men. your therapist says it's your underlying want for a proper father figure to love you. you say it's because they're hot.
ââ featuring gojo satoru, nanami kento, toji fushiguro, and sukuna ryomen as gilfs. fem-bodied!reader, high age gaps, each chapter will have their separate warnings, etc.
note. writing this solely because i need to fuck these men as old men! dilf status isnt enough!
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OLD MAN NEXT DOOR : GOJO SATORU
the old man next door always seemed so lonely. you thought you were doing him a favor when you offered to spend some time with him. and in some sorts . . . you were.
HE'S NO DEADBEAT : NANAMI KENTO
nanami believed he raised his son well, only for him to turn into a deadbeat right in front of his eyes. don't worry, he'll make it up to you.
NO INTEGRITY : TOJI FUSHIGURO
you never typically accepted male clients, but after being the only one left in the office, you let your fear consider your safety. and now... you're kind of grateful for it.
BILLIONS : SUKUNA RYOMEN
why worry about finances when you could have a man do it for you? when a girl friend of yours shows you the ropes of an app dedicated to finding a sugar daddy/mommy, you thought it'd be easy as pie. however, yours makes you work for it.
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đ synopsis ⎠oh no! new hit popstar, y/n l/n, "broke up" with her situationship due to suspicions of him cheating! no worries though, she's about to release a super hot n' new album dedicated to his bs! short n' sweet! now what happens when this major breakthrough album catches the attention of the famous agency: special grade management?! [+ other celebs]
đ content warnings âŽÂ MDNI! female reader, modern & no curse au, social media au, written in 2nd person pov, age gaps, angst, love triangle but with 6 sides, frenemies, reunited friends (more like reunited hook up), friends to lovers, fan x idol, second chance romance, love at first sight, opposites attract, âfixing himâ trope, slow burn, profanity  & crude humour, micro-cheating/cheating, heavy references to sex, eventual smut, suggestive jokes, âkysâ jokes, drinking, smoking, alcohol, mentions of substance abuse, depression & anxiety, lots nâ lots of pining (ouch), sabrina carpenterâs music is used for y/n & jojiâs music is used for geto, warnings may change as the story progresses. "đ" indicates written parts
đ status âŽÂ [11/15/24] ongoing, updates (at least) every sunday! taglist closed. please have age indicated on blog! MDNI, you will be blocked lol
⎠MAIN CAST  ֚⎠ ֚PRIVATE ACCOUNTS  ⎠ ֚ETCÖš âŽ
01 ⎠so act like a stand up guy // 02 ⎠don't prove i'm right // 03 ⎠walked in and dream-came-trued - [đ] // 04 ⎠who's the cute guy with the wide blue eyes // 05 ⎠everyone rolls their eyes // 06 ⎠i know i have good judgement // 07 ⎠when they act this way i know, i got em - [đ] // 08 ⎠now he's thinkin bout me // 09 ⎠holy shit // 10 ⎠please please please - [đ] // 11 ⎠heartbreak is one thing // 12 ⎠my ego's another // 13 ⎠who's the cute boy with the white sweatshirt - [đ] // 14 ⎠you do something suspect as cute as bye bye // 15 ⎠i beg you don't embarrass me motherfucker // 16 ⎠if that was casual, then i'm an idiot // 17 ⎠make me juno - [đ] // 18 ⎠isn't that sweet? // 19 ⎠i can't relate to desperation // 20 ⎠heard you're back together // 21 ⎠a boy who's jacked (and kind) // 22 ⎠baby, i know // 23 ⎠tba...
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a tribute to celebrate the finale of the manga that has meant so much to me these past few years
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#ryomen sukuna#toji fushiguro#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 271#i would tag everyone but ik the most frequented tags in this fandom smh ghsdhfgdfjs#THSI KILLED ME#3 DAYS#IM DEAD DECEASED IN THE GROUND#i knew the minute i drafted the sketch that i would hate myself for it and yeah i was right#but honestly it was worth it it was worth every single hour#i got . lowkey highkey emotional wrapping this up bc like. what a RIDE it's been#ive grown so much since starting drawing fr this series i owe it a lot im so grateful to the things its taught me abt how i like to create#im so grateful fr the people its let me meet#ik it's not over-over and ill be around while the anime catches up but still something abt the manga ending#i'm sentimental u kno?#so i hope that i was able to convey those feelings#to jjk and to every1 who has engaged with my art for it: thank u <3
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dad toji x reader grocery shopping with baby megumi
ࡠtags. dad!toji x female reader. fluff. youâre gumiâs mother.
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âlook at your mama, kid.â toji grins as he lazily pushes your shopping cart forwards. you were walking a few steps ahead to grab some necessities, leaving the father-son duo behind, âsheâs so damn beautiful, ainât she?â
megumi was seated in the baby-seat, babbling and cooing just by hearing the familiar word âmamaâ spill from tojiâs lips. the simple mention of you gets your little son feeling all giddy on the inside, even if his limited vocabulary doesnât allow him to fully grasp what his dad was saying.
at one point, you seem to have wandered a bit too far ahead. toji and megumi were three aisles behind you, which you didnât even notice because you were too busy going through your grocery list.
âoh, no, whatâre we gonna do?â toji playfully puts on a worried expression as he pokes his sonâs chubby cheek, âwe lost mama.â and as if on cue, megumiâs smile turns upside down. he couldnât understand what his father was saying, though seeing that (fake) worried expression on his parentâs face was enough to make him burst out crying.
âhey, hey,â toji immediately tries to calm megumi down by ruffling his hair gently, âi was just jokinâ, but ehâ guess you donât even know what that means, do ya?â
you immediately rush back to see what occured once you heard the familiar cries of your child and see your husband trying to soothe megumi. toji was now holding onto the baby, one hand on the back of megumiâs tiny head while the other was slowly patting his lower back in a soothing manner.
âwhat happened, love?â you ask worriedly as you walk over to the two. megumi seemed to have calmed down in his fatherâs embrace after a few moments. in fact, your son had completely forgotten his sadness the second you were visible to him again.
toji shrugs and scratches his cheek, âi was just jokinâ with the kiddo, but i guess he doesnât like his daddyâs humor.â
you sigh and hold yourself back from giving toji an earful in the midst of the store once you realised what probably happened.
if the manâs not teasing you, heâs teasing his child. you donât know how many times youâve scolded your husband for making megumi cry on accident due to his jokes. itâs quite literally impossible to get him to understand that megumi is too young to pick up on social cues. itâs either that or toji simply acts like he doesnât understand.
it was most likely the latter since you know that toji always loves getting reactions out of the people he teases;
âtojiââ âyeah, yeah, i know. i wonât do it again, babe.â
oh, he most definitely will.
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#ࡠ: parenting 101.#jjk x reader#toji x reader#jjk x you#jjk fluff#jujutsu kaisen#toji fushiguro x reader#toji fluff#if anybody wants i can make like a series called parenting 101 ft. toji fushiguro#and its just a collection of drabbles like these
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â๨ŕ§ËâĄË ࣪ out of touch âą soccer player! gojo x alt! reader pt.1
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summary : gojo is the university's most popular boy and soccer player. he can get any girl he wanted to warm up his bed, so why did he catch feelings for the girl who looks like she just woke up out of a coffin?
warnings â ď¸ď¸ this will contain smut throughout the story. reader is implied to have a smaller chest! gojo is an asshole :( so angst, profanity, insecurities, p in v, creampie, comfort, fluff, slight breeding kink, light choking, jealousy, ill prob add to the list as the story progresses!
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you knew gojo. hell, everyone knew gojo. annoying, loud, obnoxious, ah should I go on? that's how you described the so called star player on the soccer team. his ego reached all the way towards the clouds by how much he was admired in the community. you on the other hand, not so much. sure you were known by many but not in such a positive way. you were intelligent sure, but the way you dressed wasn't entirely accepted. you were always getting bothered by other students, one of them being no other than satoru gojo. although, it seems that you two have grown into a friendship lately.
"hey pretty" you heard an awfully familiar voice come up behind you. the white haired boy was still in his blue and white soccer jersey covered in grass stains and some of his sweat from his practice that he just came from. you gave him one of your small sweet smiles."hi gojo" you mumbled back.
he looked down at your figure. the pretty black blouse fit you so perfect as well as those mini grey jean shorts that cupped your ass so deliciously. gojo took notice of you wearing your earbuds which he took one of them and placed it in his ear. "whatcha listening to?" you faced him slightly annoyed as you looked at how his face scrunched up in disgust.
"seriously? how can your ears support all that screaming?" he grimaced as he heard the loud singing.
he let out a chuckle at that before his eyes lit up as he realized something. reaching into his pocket, he pulled out a piece of paper handing it to you. you blamed the shot of arousal that traveled towards you as you took notice of how veiny his arms were. you glanced down to see it was a ticket. a ticket to his upcoming soccer game, to be exact.
your eyebrows picked up as you turned to him. "you want me to go to your game?" the question made the blue eyed boy nod. "want you there on the stands baby, if you can, then I promise to play even better than I usually do." you were shocked to say the least. the satoru gojo inviting you to his game personally even after countless months of relentless bullying was not something you could see coming.
but you couldn't help yourself from nodding. "yeah sure ill be there!" the feeling of your heart beating against your chest brought a scary but not unwelcome feeling. You stared at him for a moment, unsure if you were hearing things correctly. The blue-eyed boy, a walking angel blessed by God himself, smirked down at you with a flicker of something you couldnât quite place. It wasn't the usual cocky smirk. It was differentâsomething warmer, maybe? Or maybe you were just imagining it.
"I'd like that."
"great, ill see you tomorrow after school then?" he asked in which you let out an mhm in return. "okay pretty, try and get some sleep. you need some just by judging off your eye bags" he teased. "shut up!"
you watched the taller boy walk off. his use of the sweet and loving names made you feel a little awkward, but you shoved it down. You had a feeling that this was just another one of his ways of throwing you off. It wasnât like he was being sweet. Not Gojo. He never was.
As you walked off to the other side of where the dormitories where taking note on how the night was now awakening due to time change. as you reached for your AirPods case to put back your earbuds your fingers stopped on your left ear. your earbud was missing.
gojo didn't take notice of the music cutting off. he was in a completely different world thinking about none other than you. he didn't understand how he caught feelings. no matter how many times he reminded himself it was you and how he could do some much better that that. he only gave you to ticket to his game only to be nice, is what he told himself. a friendly gesture friends do all the time!
"yo Satoru!" one of his friends called out to him. gojo turned to look at the boy with long black hair and big ass gauges walking up to him along with some other boys from the team. a smile crept up on his face dabbing them all up. "hey you all did well at practice today"
"yeah man that's what we came to say as well but we saw you talking to that emo freak uh whats her name, y/n?" this made gojo slightly embarrassed on how they caught him. "don't tell me you hitting on that emo pussy, it can't be that good" one of the other teammates chuckled making the white haired boy slightly uncomfortable.
"nah man, too busy with uraume" Geto patted his back "good good, lets keep it that way. she's got a better body anyways. let me burrow her sometime yeah?" the blacked hair boy received a nudge at that making him chuckle.
you looked around you trying to find the taller boy to retrieve your airpod. sighing in relief as you saw him. "gojo!" you called out making the boys turn around.
"ah she came back for round two?"
you walked up to him. "hey uhm you still have my AirPods." you said pointing to his ear. "give back your friend her AirPods satoru" his friend teased.
"we're barely friends. acquaintance is a better term" he mumbled out. as you received back your airpod, you stopped. eyes widening as you heard what he said. "acquaintance? thought we were-"
"friends?" he cut you off. "cmon I pay attention to you two or three times and now suddenly we're friends?" he scoffed. why was he acting like this? that's right, because he's satoru gojo. you were nowhere as close as him. you never will be. your face turned serious before you reached into you pocket handing him the ticket he gave you. "here, you dropped this" you mumbled.
gojos eyes fell down to the ticket in his hands. his heart broke a bit. "wait.. y/n-"
"forget it" with that you retrieved back to the direction to your dorm fighting back tears as you left the boy stunned.
"looks like you hurt her feelings, gonna go apologize?"
"nah."
Š 2025 windixie. All work belongs to windixie . please do not copy, repost, plagiarize, any of my works as your own.
#gojo satoru#jjk#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu gojo#gojo x reader#gojo smut#geto suguru#fanfic#smut#jjk x reader#angst#anime#nanami kento#choso kamo#toji fushiguro#yuji itadori#alternate universe#college#college au#soccer#romance#fluff#jujutsu kaisen fanfic#series premiere
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04. cindy lou who
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âpairing â suguru geto x reader!
âsummary â I saw you laughing in one of his pictures But you'll be the one with his ring on your finger There's red and green everywhere, but l'm so blue Cindy Lou Who
âw/c â 8,48k
âwarnings â nsfw, friends to lovers, jealousy, angst, fluff, smut, touching, MDNI
a/n â this is the longest fic I have ever written I swear. I did not think it would be this long but I certainly got in my feels as I related with the reader. Hopefully you'll stick until the end and read it, I really hope that you enjoy this long fic I honestly put so much into this so, I hope you enjoy!! đ¤đ°(I got to admit I have a soft spot for geto) I was gonna make it a part 2 but it wouldn't make sense honestly.
10 December 2024
The room buzzed with quiet chatter, the hum of conversation floating softly around the group. You sat there smiling, fainting as you always did, content to be near himâ Suguru with his effortless charisma and mysterious persona seemed to always brighten the gloomiest days.
He was leaning against the chair with his arms crossed, calm and collected as effort. But then his voice cut through the room, soft but yet so clear that it stopped every sound in the room.
âWe're engagedâ Suguru announced, his tone soft and his smile uncharacteristically tender.
The words hung in the air for a moment before anyone reacted. Shoko was the first to recover, her sharp whistle breaking the silence. âFinally!â she exclaimed, grinning with excitement.
Saturo clapped Suguru on the back, his laugh loud and infection. âAbout time man. Congratulations!â
Nanami nodded, offering a polite âCongratulationsâ, while Haibara beamed with happiness as his usual self ,excitement brimming with every word.
You didn't move. You didn't blink.
Engaged.
The word echoed in your head, bouncing around in the hollow space where your heart had been just moments before. It was a strange feeling, this heavy emptiness, like the floor had been ripped out from beneath you, yet you were somehow still sitting there, rooted to your seat.
Your hands tightened around the edge of your chair, knuckles going white as the smile on your face stayed frozen, the one you always wore when you looked at himâSuguru, who could never see what youâd been hiding all these years.
Two years.
Of course, you knew about her. Of course, you knew theyâd been together. You told yourself you were happy for him, that youâd cheer him on from the sidelines like the good friend you were supposed to be. But the word engaged made it real in a way you hadnât prepared for.
âY/Nâ Shokoâs voice dragged you out of your spiral thoughts. You realized everyone was looking at you, waiting for your reaction.
You forced your lips to move, pulling them into something resembling a smile. "Thatâs... amazing news," you managed, your voice sounding foreign even to your own ears. "Congratulations, Suguru. Iâm happy for you."
You didnât even know if he noticed the slight tremor in your voice. You hoped he didnât.
Suguruâs gaze met yours, and for a moment, you saw the gratitude in his eyes, the warmth of someone who thought you were genuinely celebrating with him. It hurt worse than you expected.
The conversation shifted after that, the others diving into questions about wedding plans and dates. You stayed quiet, nodding along and laughing when it felt appropriate, but your mind was elsewhere.
Years. Youâd spent years loving him, dreaming of a moment that would never come. And now you realized that the tiny, flickering hope youâd buried deep inside you had finally been extinguished.
You excused yourself before the first tear could fall, muttering something about needing air. As you stepped outside, the cold evening breeze hit you like a slap, and the tears youâd been holding back spilled over, hot and bitter.
Theyâd said love was beautiful, but all you felt was the ache of something unspoken, the weight of what could have been, and the sting of words that could never be unsaid.
In the cold night, the snowflakes slowly fall like a weeping willow. In that moment of grief, your tears could only dry down as the cold air buries them as if they were never meant to be seen. You look out into the dark night on the balcony as mountains surround your tiny frame , Switzerland surely was a sight indeed.
To think that you once dreamed of having an all-white wedding with Suguru here, in the same place where your story together had quietly begun. The memory slipped into your mind like a cold breeze, subtle and uninvited, piercing itself together from fragments of the past. You were so young when your families first came here, deciding on a joint holiday in the picturesque Swiss Alps.
Even then, as a child, your heart skipped a beat at the sight of Suguru. His shy smile and the way his dark hair stuck out from beneath his knitted hat warmed something inside you, even in the biting cold. That trip had marked the start of what you thought might someday become more a quiet connection that belonged to the two of you.
Over the years, it became a tradition. This snowy haven turned into a cherished secret getaway, first for your families, and then, as you all grew older, for your tight-knit group of friends. The memories blurred together: late nights sitting by the roaring fireplace, voices overlapping as the six of you shared dreams for the future. You and Suguru would always sneak off to steal the last pack of marshmallows, giggling like children as you toasted them over the fire and talked about things that felt too fragile to share with anyone else dreams, hopes, and love.
In those stolen moments, you allowed yourself to dream of his love. You pictured what it might feel like to have him look at you the way he looked at the snowflakes falling softly against the window, with quiet wonder. You dared to imagine a future where you were more than just friends, a future where this place, this beautiful, snow-covered haven, could host an all-white wedding with you and Suguru at the center of it all.
But that dream had shattered the moment he met Cindy. She wasnât just a passing crush or a fleeting romanceâshe was everything he had chosen, everything he had committed himself to. The warmth you once felt in his presence now left an ache, a reminder of all that could have been but never would be.
And now, as you stood here again in Switzerland, surrounded by the same breathtaking views that once held so much promise, the memories were sharper than ever. It was no longer just a place of dreams but a place where the reality of loss lingered in the air, mingling with the scent of pine and snow.
Your sudden nostalgic memories were interrupted by the creaking sound from the door behind,you slowly turned around.
Him.
He stood there, slowly his usual relaxed self approached you, softly the heels of his favorite Wyatt Jodhpur boots clicked against the wooden floor. The only sound that could be heard was the door closing behind him, not a word was spoken between the two of you and finally he reached your fragile figure.
The silence was the only thing that held the atmosphere in place.
âIt's cold outside, what are you doing here?â, he took off his coat to cover your figure. As if the words just woken you upon a dream you had, you tugged it against your flaying skin. Seemingly you forgot about your earlier meltdown,and for some reason the dark night was hiding your tear stained cheeks.
âThe sky looked beautiful, couldn't miss the opportunityâ you exhaled softly,like a secret only to hear by the sky itself.
Not once have you dared to look into his eyes, for you knew it would only stir the motions further. You smiled softly as you reached out to catch a few snowflakes, Suguru could only smile at your playful nature.
âAre you going to the Christmas Market Wednesday?â you asked.
A sigh escaped him as his fingers rubbed his temples. âAh yes I almost forgot, I still need to pick up Cindy from the airportâ
Cindy.
The name hung in the air like a bittersweet melody, a reminder of what might have been. She was the woman who had unwittingly stolen the future you had once dared to dream of, a future that now felt as fragile as glass.
âI understand Suguru, you don't have to apologizeâ a response so dimly that only at night could hear you cry.
You slowly got up from your crouching position and for the first time your eyes met. For a moment it felt like the melancholy of a storm-laden sky, looking into his eyes and they reminded you of the deepest earth crust that no one could understand, but sadly you were reminded that only you were an admirer.
âI'm sorry but I need to go to my room, it's been oneâŚ.-â slowly you were searching for your words, something that wouldn't give it away. âOne memorable nightâ you smiled up at him.
His smile reached yours, as you tried to mimic his actions. Finally your words cut through.
âI'm so happy for you and Cindy, Suguru. I only wish for the best, for both of youâ.
Before Suguru could utter a word you were through the door, leaving him in a timid state of unawareness. You had to leave, you had to get away from him, for he didn't know the way he held you so captive like a bird in a cage,that never saw the day in light. As you walked your way out of the restaurant, you bumped into Shoko.
Her eyes widened slightly as she took in your expression. Shoko had always been perceptive, and tonight was no different.
"Hey," she said softly, her voice carrying concern. "You okay?"
You forced a smile, one that didnât quite reach your eyes. "Yeah, just tired. Long night, you know."
Shoko tilted her head, clearly not convinced but wise enough not to push further. "If you need anything, you know where to find me."
You nodded, offering a quiet, "Thanks, Shoko," before brushing past her and stepping into the cold night air.
The walk back to your room felt endless, each step weighed down by the ache in your chest. Memories of Suguru's smile, his laughter, and the way his eyes used to light up when he looked at you played in your mind like a cruel montage. And now, all of that was meant for someone else. Cindy.
Finally, you reached your door, fumbling with the key as your vision blurred with unshed tears. Once inside, you let the facade crumble. The weight of the night hit you all at once, and you collapsed onto your bed, burying your face in your hands.
The sobs came in waves, raw and unrelenting. You cried for what was, for what could have been, and for the pieces of your heart youâd so willingly given to someone who could never see you the same way.
Between the tears, you whispered into the silence, "I just wanted him to choose me... just once."
But the only answer was the stillness of the night, a cold reminder that some stories arenât meant to end in love.
12 December 2024
The chalet buzzed with excitement as everyone prepared for their outing to the Christmas market. The morning sunlight filtered through the frosted windows, casting a golden glow over the snow-covered peaks. You busied yourself with adjusting your scarf, focusing on the small task to keep your thoughts from wandering.
âAre we all ready?â Shoko called out, her voice cutting through the chatter.
âJust waiting on Haibara, as usual,â Nanami replied, sipping from his steaming coffee mug.
You smiled faintly at the banter, grateful for the distraction. This trip was supposed to be about making memories, about enjoying the company of your closest friends. But as much as you tried to focus on that, a nagging feeling stirred in your chest an ache youâd tried to ignore since last night.
The others finally gathered, bundled up in thick coats and gloves, and you all piled into a couple of cars for the short drive down to the village. The road wound through snowy forests, the trees heavy with frost, their branches forming an archway over the path.
By the time you reached the market, the quaint streets were already alive with the hum of holiday cheer. Wooden stalls lined the cobblestone paths, their roofs dusted with snow. The air smelled of roasted chestnuts, spiced cider, and freshly baked pastries.
âAlright,â Gojo said, clapping his gloved hands together. âLetâs split up and meet back here in an hour. Everyone, try not to buy something completely useless.â
The group laughed, and you found yourself relaxing just a bit. But as you turned to follow Shoko toward one of the stalls, a familiar voice cut through the festive noise.
âSuguru!â
You froze, the smile slipping from your face. Cindyâs voice.
Turning slowly, you saw themâSuguru and Cindy walking toward the group. Suguruâs arm was slung casually over her shoulders, her hand resting on his chest as they leaned into each other. Cindy looked radiant in a cream-colored coat, her hair falling in soft waves around her face. She laughed at something Suguru said, the sound warm and light, and he smiled down at her with an ease that felt like a knife twisting in your chest.
You hadnât expected her to arrive so early. Youâd thought you had more time to prepare yourself, to steal your emotions before being forced to face them. But there she was, as if plucked from the pages of some perfect holiday romance, looking every bit the part of Suguruâs fiancĂŠe.
âHey, sorry weâre late!â Cindy said, her voice bubbly as she greeted the group. She gave you a quick hug, her perfume lingering even after she pulled away. âSuguru thought itâd be nice to come early and surprise everyone.â
You forced a polite smile, though your heart felt heavy. âItâs nice to see you, Cindy.â
She beamed. âYou too! Isnât this place magical? Suguru was just telling me about how you all used to come here as kids. Itâs so sweet.â
Her words hit harder than you expected, a reminder of the memories you shared with Suguru that now seemed to belong to someone else.
As the group began to move through the market, you found yourself trailing behind, your gaze occasionally drifting to Suguru and Cindy. They were inseparable, holding hands, sharing whispers, laughing together. At one point, Suguru adjusted Cindyâs scarf with a tenderness that made your stomach twist.
âHey.â Shokoâs voice pulled you from your thoughts. She had fallen back to walk beside you, her sharp eyes studying your face. âYou okay?â
You nodded quickly, not trusting yourself to speak.
She sighed, slipping her arm through yours as the two of you wandered toward a stall selling handmade ornaments. âYou donât have to pretend with me, you know.â
âIâm fine,â you murmured, though you didnât believe it.
Shoko didnât press further, but her presence was a comfort nonetheless. As the morning went on, you tried to focus on the market: the glittering lights, the cheerful music, the scent of holiday treats. But no matter how hard you tried, your gaze kept drifting back to Suguru and Cindy, and the realization settled in your chest like a weight: this trip wasnât going to be as simple as you had hoped.
You told yourself it was time to let go, but the ache in your chest wouldnât subside.
âShoko, I'll be back in a bitâ, before she could protest you turned into a quieter part of the market, drawn to a small stall tucked away in the corner. The vibrant hues of oil paintings caught her eye landscapes of snowy peaks, quiet villages, and vivid sunsets.
âYou have a good eye,â a low, smooth voice said.
You turned, startled, and found yourself face-to-face with a man who could have stepped out of one of the paintings himself. His dark coat was tailored to perfection, his scarf loosely draped over his shoulders. His eyes, a deep, piercing shade, were focused on her with quiet curiosity.
âOh, I was just looking,â you said, your voice soft as you turned your gaze back to the painting in front of you.
âAnd now youâre being modest,â he replied with a small smile, stepping beside you. âThat oneâs my favorite too. The way the light plays off the snow itâs tricky to capture that feeling.â
Your eyes widened slightly. âYou painted these?â
âI did.â His smile grew, a touch of pride glinting in his eyes. âMy nameâs Shui. Iâve been exhibiting in Europe for a while now. And you?â
You hesitated. âIâm just... here with friends. Weâre visiting for Christmas.â
âWell, whoever your friends are, theyâre lucky to have you. You seem to notice details most people overlook,â he said, his voice gentle, as though the words were meant only for you.
The compliment caught you off guard, and you felt a blush creep into your cheeks. âIâm not sure about that.â
Shui tilted his head, studying you like a puzzle he couldnât quite solve. âTell me, what brought you here? To this part of the market?â
You hesitated. The truth felt too heavy to admit to a stranger. Instead, you shrugged. âI guess I wanted to get away from the noise. This place feels... quieter.â
He nodded knowingly. âQuiet is good. It lets you see things more clearly. Like this.â He gestured toward the painting you had been admiring. âThat piece was inspired by a winter I spent alone in the Alps. Sometimes solitude brings clarity.â
You looked at him then, really looked at him. There was something grounding about his presence, a quiet strength that made you feel like you didnât have to pretend.
âYou sound like youâve figured things out,â you said softly.
âNot entirely,â he admitted with a small laugh. âBut Iâve learned that the right people and moments come when you least expect them.â
The words hung in the air between the both of you, heavy with meaning. For the first time in days, the weight on your heart felt a little lighter.
Shuiâs smile returned, warmer now. âIf youâre not in a rush, Iâd love to show you a gallery nearby. Theyâre exhibiting some of my larger works. Call it an artistâs shameless self-promotion.â
You hesitated, glancing back toward the bustling part of the market where your friends were. But the thought of facing Suguru and Cindy again made your heart sink. âI think Iâd like that.â
âGood.â Shui extended his arm. âShall we?â
You looped your arm through his, and together, you both walked into the snowy morning , leaving the noise of the market behind. For the first time in a long time, you felt like you were stepping into something new, something that didnât revolve around Suguru.
16 December 2024
Over the next few days, Shui kept appearing inviting you over for coffee, joining you for a quiet walk in the snow. His presence helped you feel seen in a way you haven't before, igniting a sense of independence and hope.
The ice rink shimmered under the warm glow of fairy lights strung above, their golden light reflecting off the smooth, frozen surface. Laughter and the soft sounds of skates gliding over ice filled the air. You found yourself gripping Shui's arm tightly as you wobbled on the blades, trying not to fall for the third time that evening.
âEasy there,â Shui said, chuckling. His hand steadied you, resting gently on your waist. âYouâre not bad at this; you just need a little confidence.â
You laughed softly, feeling the tips of your ears burn from both the cold and his touch. âYouâre just being nice. Iâm pretty sure Iâm a danger to everyone on this rink.â
âYouâre doing great,â he insisted, flashing you a warm smile that made your heart skip.
Unbeknownst to you, Suguru stood at the edge of the rink, leaning against the wooden railing. His dark eyes followed your every movement, the cigarette between his fingers forgotten as it burned down to ash. Each laugh you shared with Shui, every time you leaned into him for support, sent an unfamiliar pang through his chest.
âWhatâs with the long face?â Shoko appeared beside him, her wine glass still half-full, her sharp gaze cutting straight through him.
âIâm fine,â Suguru muttered, his tone clipped. He exhaled slowly, the smoky patterns of his breath mixing with the cold air.
Shoko raised an eyebrow, unconvinced. She followed his gaze, landing on you and Shui spinning awkwardly on the ice, laughing like children. âThey look good together, donât they?â
Suguruâs jaw tightened, and he looked away. âI guess.â
Shoko smirked, taking a sip of her wine. âYou guess? You donât sound too thrilled about it.â
He frowned, the irritation in his chest growing. âWhy would I care? She can do whatever she wants.â
Shoko tilted her head, studying him like a puzzle. âYou know, for someone who doesnât care, youâve been staring at her all night.â
His silence betrayed him, and Shokoâs smirk deepened. She leaned in closer, her voice lowering. âYou know what your problem is, Suguru? Youâve spent so long convincing yourself you donât feel anything for her that you actually started to believe it. But seeing her with someone else? Thatâs not jealousy, is it?â She paused, letting the words sink in. âItâs regret.â
Suguruâs chest tightened, her words hitting harder than he wanted to admit. He didnât answer, couldnât answer.
Shoko straightened, brushing imaginary dust off her coat. âFigure it out, Suguru. Before itâs too late.â With that, she walked off, leaving him standing there, his thoughts swirling as heavily as the snow falling around him.
Later during the night, the rink cleared out a bit as the group reconvened, some of them sitting by the edge with hot chocolate while others skated lazily around. Cindy was chatting animatedly with Haibara, completely unaware of Suguruâs distracted state.
You had just stepped off the rink to fix your skates when Suguru appeared beside you, his hands shoved deep into his coat pockets. His presence caught you off guard.
âYouâre getting better out there,â he said, his voice softer than usual.
You looked up at him, surprised. âThanks. Shuiâs been helping a lot.â
At the mention of Shui, Suguruâs jaw tightened, though he forced a small smile. âYou seem... happy.â
You blinked, unsure of what to say. âI guess I am. Itâs been nice.â
He nodded, glancing down at the ice. There was a tension in the air, a silence that felt heavier than it should. Finally, he spoke again. âCan we talk? Just for a second.â
The sincerity in his tone caught you off guard. You nodded, following him a few steps away from the group.
âWhatâs on your mind?â you asked, your breath visible in the cold air.
He hesitated, his dark eyes searching yours as though trying to find the right words. âI just... I wanted to say Iâve noticed how different youâve been lately. With him.â
You blinked. âWith Shui?â
He nodded, his gaze dropping to the ground. âYeah. Itâs... good. You deserve to be happy.â
The words felt forced, and you could hear the strain in his voice. Before you could respond, he stepped closer, his warmth cutting through the cold air between you.
âButâŚâ He stopped, his breath hitching. âItâs hard to see you with someone else.â
Your heart pounded in your chest, his words hanging heavy in the air. You couldnât move, couldnât speak, as he leaned in slightly, his gaze. His words hung in the air knowingly, as he moved a bit closer,the space so small closing in as your breathing, became much more rigid.
What was this feeling?
Frustration? Guilt? No. This was entirely different. This was pure, unfiltered anger.
For years, you had swallowed your feelings, buried them deep beneath the surface where they couldnât hurt youâor him. You had watched him love someone else, choose someone else, while you stayed silent, convincing yourself it was better this way. And now, just when youâd started to heal, just when youâd found someone who made you feel seen and whole again, here he was. And for what? To pull you back into the storm youâd barely survived?
Your hand moved before your mind could catch up, the sharp sound of the slap cutting through the cold air. Suguruâs head turned slightly from the impact, his dark hair falling into his face. He didnât flinch, didnât even raise a hand to stop you.
âHow dare you,â you said, your voice trembling with emotion. âHow dare you make me feel like this. After all these years after ignoring me, after choosing herâyou think you can just show up and ruin the one thing thatâs finally made me happy?â
Suguru turned back to face you, his cheek reddened but his expression unreadable. His dark eyes, however, betrayed him. There was something thereâsomething raw and vulnerable that you didnât want to see.
âI never meant to hurt you,â he said quietly.
âThen stop,â you snapped, your voice rising. âStop doing this. Stop making me feel like Iâm losing my mind. You donât get to do this to me, Suguru. Not now.â
He stepped closer, and you instinctively took a step back, but he reached out, his hand brushing against yours. âI didnât realize,â he started, his voice breaking slightly, âhow much I was losing until I saw you with him.â
âThatâs not my fault,â you said, your voice shaking with anger and hurt. âYou donât get to want me now just because youâre scared of losing me. You made your choice, Suguru. You chose Cindy. And I chose to move on. For fucks sake you're engaged Suguru!âThe last sentence cut through him like a blade,almost as if he forgot.
His grip on your wrist tightenedânot enough to hurt, but enough to stop you from walking away. âI was scared,â he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper. âI thought I could ignore it, that it was just in my head. But it wasnât. Itâs never been in my head, and now itâs too late, isnât it?â
You opened your mouth to respond, to throw another fiery remark at him, but before you could, his lips crashed against yours.
The kiss was desperate, almost feverish, like he was trying to say everything he couldnât put into words. You froze, every part of you screaming to push him away, but for a momentâjust one moment you let yourself feel it. His hands moved to your waist, pulling you closer, and it was as though the entire world disappeared.
Reality snapped back like a whip. You shoved him away, your breath ragged as you stared at him in disbelief. âWhat the hell is wrong with you?â you hissed, your hand trembling as you wiped your lips.
Suguru's lips parted, his dark eyes filled with regret and something elseâsomething you didn't want to name.
"Iâ" he started, but the words caught in his throat.
Before either of you could say anything else, a voice cut through the icy tension, slicing it in two.
"Whatâs going on here?"
You froze, your blood running cold as you turned toward the sound. Cindy stood a few feet away, her arms crossed tightly over her chest, her gaze shifting between you and Suguru. Her eyes narrowed, her usually soft features hardening into something unrecognizable.
Suguru immediately straightened, his expression unreadable as he turned to face her. âCindy,â he said, his voice unnaturally calm.
âDonât âCindyâ me,â she snapped, stepping closer. âI saw it. I saw you kiss her.â
Your heart plummeted to your stomach, panic rising like a tidal wave. âItâs not what you thinkââ
âOh, spare me,â Cindy cut you off, her voice sharp enough to draw blood. Her gaze locked on Suguru, her voice shaking with anger. âHow long has this been going on? Was this some kind of sick joke between the two of you?â
âItâs not like that,â Suguru said quickly, his voice firm but tinged with desperation. âIt just... happened.â
ââIt just happenedâ?â Cindy echoed, her voice rising. âAre you kidding me, Suguru? Weâre engaged! Or did that just âhappenâ too?â
The group, drawn by the commotion, began to gather nearby. Shoko was the first to approach, her sharp eyes darting between the three of you as she pieced together the scene.
âWhatâs going on?â Shoko asked, her voice steady but laced with concern.
Cindy turned to her, her voice cracking. âWhatâs going on is that I just caught my fiancĂŠ kissing her.â
The words hung in the air, heavy and suffocating. You wanted to disappear, to run and never look back. Instead, you stood frozen, your gaze fixed on the ground as everyoneâs eyes turned toward you.
âCindy,â Suguru said again, stepping toward her. âI know how this looks, butââ
âDonât,â she interrupted, her voice breaking. Tears filled her eyes, but she blinked them away, refusing to let them fall. âI trusted you. I believed in us. And thisâthis is what you do?â
For a moment, Suguru looked utterly lost, his calm facade shattered. âI didnât mean to hurt you,â he said quietly.
âBut you did,â Cindy shot back, her voice trembling. âAnd the worst part? You didnât even think about me. About us. Not for a second.â
She turned on her heel, walking away before anyone could stop her. The group stood in stunned silence, the festive air of the rink now heavy with tension. Your brimming eyes caught Shui, and your heart broke at the sight.
Shoko was the first to move, stepping closer to you. âAre you okay?â she asked softly.
You shook your head, unable to speak. Your gaze flickered to Suguru, who stood there, his shoulders slumped as he watched Cindyâs retreating figure.
âI should go,â you whispered, your voice barely audible.
Shoko nodded, her hand resting lightly on your arm. âIâll come with you.â
As the two of you walked away, you could feel Suguruâs eyes on your back, the weight of his gaze like a physical pull. But you didnât look back. You couldnât. Not this time.
24 December 2024
The amount of days that has passed and the amount of guilt that surrounded your heart was unbearable. Your eyes swollen from all the tears you've spilled these past few days,are now stained through a soaking wet pillow.
Cindy.
Your mind drifted. The pain in your chest could never compare to the heartbreak she might be feeling now, the weight of guilt still clung to you like a heavy cloak, threatening to drown in despair. You never wanted to be the other woman, never in a million years have you thought of yourself that way,but yet here you are.
The other woman.
A knock was heard from your cosy Swiss Chalet. It was nearly sevenâin the morning, who could be here so early?
With a deep sigh, you pushed yourself out of bed and made your way to the door. Opening the door widely, there she stood.
Cindy as perfect as ever, with her long black hair and red lips. The way she looked at you you couldn't tell if it was pure anger or if she felt sorry for you. The silence was erupted, softy by her sweet tone, âMay I come in?â.
You nodded as, you opened the door widely for her to enter. The clack of her heels and long brown coat made her look so elegantly, you couldn't help but admire her.
You both seated, in the living room. Not one of you uttering a word so far.
âCindy.. I-â you interrupted.
âI always knew he loved youâ, she whispered as her eyes caught yours. The confession made your heart swell for a moment but yet break for her.
ââ...he always found reasons to be near you,â Cindy finished softly, her voice cracking just slightly. She looked down at her hands, fidgeting with the gold bracelet on her wrist, and you could see the weight of her words pressing down on her.
You swallowed hard, guilt surging through you like a tidal wave. âCindy, I⌠I didnât mean for any of this to happen. I neverââ
She raised a hand to stop you. âPlease, donât. Iâm not here to point fingers or assign blame. Iâve had weeks to process this, and⌠Iâve come to terms with it.â Her red lips curved into a faint, bittersweet smile. âSuguru and I⌠we werenât meant to be. I see that now.â
Her words stung more than you expected. You knew she was right; there was no denying the unspoken connection between you and Suguru. But the last thing you ever wanted was to hurt Cindy.
âI broke off the engagement,â she continued, her tone steady but void of the anger you half-expected. âWeâve decided to go our separate ways. Itâs for the best.â
âIâm so sorry, Cindy.â Your voice was barely a whisper. âIf I could go back, Iâdââ
âDonât,â she said again, her gaze sharp but not unkind. âWhatâs done is done. Suguru⌠he loves you. He always has. I justââ She took a deep breath, as if steadying herself. âI just hope youâll take care of him. Thatâs all I ask.â
You nodded, tears threatening to spill as you reached out to touch her hand. âI promise.â
Cindy stood then, her heels clicking softly against the wooden floor. She adjusted her coat and gave you one last look, her expression unreadable. âGoodbye,â she said simply, and then she was gone, leaving behind a whirlwind of emotions.
The door had barely closed behind her when you felt a presence behind you. Turning, you saw Shui standing in the hallway, arms crossed, his face clouded with a mixture of hurt and confusion.
âShuiâŚâ you began, guilt tightening your chest. âI didnât know you were here.â
He scoffed, shaking his head. âYou didnât need to. I saw everything.â
You stepped closer, desperation creeping into your voice. âIâm sorry, Shui. I never meant for you to get caught up in all of this.â
He exhaled heavily, running a hand through his hair. âYou donât have to apologize to me. But you shouldâve been honestâwith Cindy, with Suguru, and with yourself. This didnât have to end like this.â
âI know,â you said quietly, your voice barely audible. âI know I messed up. Iâll fix it, I promise.â
Shui studied you for a long moment before nodding slightly, his expression softening just a fraction. âJust⌠donât let Cindyâs sacrifice be for nothing,â he said before walking away, leaving you alone with the crushing weight of everything that had happened.
You sat down on the couch, the silence of the room pressing in around you. Cindyâs words echoed in your mind, and for the first time, you allowed yourself to fully acknowledge the truth: you had to make things right, not just for Suguru, but for everyone who had been hurt in the process. And this time, you wouldnât let them down.
25 December 2024
Finally, it was Christmas morning. Suguru busied himself with last-minute touches, his hands steady as he arranged the garlands around the hearth. The soft hum of laughter and chatter filled the room as friends gathered near the twinkling Christmas tree, their faces lit with joy. Despite the warmth and festive air, Suguru's thoughts were elsewhere, swirling with unease and anticipation.
âSuguru,â Gojoâs unmistakable voice broke through his focus. Suguru turned, only to find his friend wearing a knowing grin. âStop pretending youâre not looking for someone,â Gojo teased, clapping a hand on his shoulder.
Suguru opened his mouth to retort, but then his breath hitched. There you were, standing by the doorway, wrapped in a soft sweater and scarf, snowflakes still melting in your hair. The world seemed to still as his gaze locked onto yours for the first time in weeks. A flood of emotions, relief, longing, and something deeper rushed through him as your lips curved into a tentative smile.
âHey,â you said softly, stepping further into the room.
âHey,â he replied, his voice barely above a whisper.
The morning unfolded in a whirlwind of torn wrapping paper, shared laughter, and playful banter. But Suguruâs focus never strayed far from you. When it was his turn, he reached under the tree and pulled out a small, carefully wrapped package, his hands trembling slightly as he handed it to you.
âThis is for you,â he murmured, his dark eyes watching your reaction intently.
You blinked, surprised, before carefully unwrapping the gift. Inside was a delicate necklace a simple gold chain with a tiny charm shaped like a star. It sparkled faintly under the warm glow of the Christmas lights.
âIt reminded me of you,â he admitted, his voice low. âYouâve always been the brightest thing in my life.â
Your heart clenched at his words, and for a moment, you forgot everyone else in the room. âSuguru⌠itâs perfect. Thank you.â
As the day slipped into evening and the snowstorm outside intensified, the group gradually dispersed, leaving you and Suguru alone by the fireplace. The flames crackled softly, casting flickering shadows on the walls. Wrapped in a shared blanket, you both sat close, the warmth of the fire chasing away the chill in the air.
âI missed this,â Suguru said, breaking the comfortable silence. He glanced at you, his gaze tender. âUs. Talking. Laughing. Just⌠being.â
âI missed it too,â you admitted, resting your head on his shoulder. âI missed you.â
The hours stretched as you reminisce about old memoriesâlate-night adventures, inside jokes, and moments of unspoken connection. The weight of the weeks apart seemed to dissolve with every shared smile, every stolen glance.
At some point, the conversation lulled, and Suguru tilted his head to look at you. His hand reached up, brushing a stray strand of hair from your face. âYouâre beautiful,â he whispered, his voice thick with emotion.
Before you could respond, his lips met yours. The kiss was slow at first, soft and exploratory, but quickly deepened as weeks of longing poured into the moment. Your fingers tangled in his hair, pulling him closer as the firelight danced around you.
âSuguru,â you breathed against his lips, your voice trembling with both desire and uncertainty.
âCome with me,â he murmured, his eyes dark with intent. He stood, pulling you to your feet, and without a second thought, the two of you slipped away into the stormy night.
His room was dimly lit, the faint glow of the snowstorm filtering through the curtains. The air was thick with unspoken words as he guided you inside, his hands warm and steady against yours.
Your skin was greeted by the soft kisses of his lips. There was no worries, no longer the wait that you have spent years on waiting for this man. Finally he had you all to himself.
Your heart pounded as his hands came into contact with your satin shirt. His kisses didn't fail once as the goosebumps seem to appear on your skin. A lowly chuckle could be heard from him as his hands made their way to your breasts only to squeeze them together.
Slowly the remaining clothes you both wore were on the floor. You laid there naked, on this very day just for him. Your voluptuous body made it hard for him to breathe in this now hot room. His now dark eyes ranked over your figure,imagining all the dirty things he can do to you.
Slowly his hands explored your now naked thighs,squeezing the soft flesh. A moan treated to escape your now red lips.
âThe way, I used to imagine this, fuckâ, his thick voice now clouded with lust. He pulled your now burning body, close the edge of the bed only to get down on your knees.
Never in your dreams have you thought this would happen. Suguru Geto down on his knees for you. His tongues darted out as he finally reached your waters, a low groan escaped his throat just enough to wake your core. The taste of you on his tongue was like heaven itself, a lustful man like himself has finally tasted the meal he most surely has been craving for the longest time
âOh my-...â the muffled moans that were drawn from your pretty mouth, and your now arched figure was something he could now control. His tongue interned your now tight hole, with this action your hands flung to his long luscious locks.
âSuguru, oh my goshâ, a smirk invaded Suguruâs lips as he finally looked at your face. His one finger slipped in without permission, he slowly pumped the digest, driving you to ecstasy.
âSo damn wet, can you hear yourself?â the question came out vaguely as he chuckled,proud of himself was an understatement. He made a mission for you to hear the sounds that escaped your now wet core.
âSuguru, please⌠â you moaned louder as he started to go faster,and started licking your clit.
âOh - Oh-Oh my.. fuckâ your hands gripped onto him for dear life as you felt that familiar feeling creeping.
âDid you sleep with him?â What stupid questions was this man asking you? , while you were on the verge of coming. A loud slap could be heard as his one hand came into contact with the soft flesh of your thigh along with a sudden gasp from you.
âAnswer me, I asked you a questionâ, his tone low and demanding as your eyes made contact with him.
âNoâŚ. I didn'tâ the words finally came out in a low cry.
âGood because you, belong to meâ he murmured softly to you.
With his fingers so deep in you, his kisses made their way to your breasts only to sucked on your now sensitive nipples. Your breasts bounced slightly the faster his fingers went.His kisses finally reached your ear only to whisper the dirtiest secrets to you.
âCum for me babyâhis voice haled, and just like that he made you feel true ecstasy. His name rolled off your lips as he continued his ministries,until he rode out your orgasm.
The soft rhythm of your breathing filled the quiet space, and Suguruâs dark eyes roamed your face, searching for any hint of hesitation or concern. For the first time, you could truly see himânot just the man in front of you, but the intensity and passion that had always burned beneath the surface. It was overwhelming, almost too much, yet it felt right.
His lips found yours again, slow and deliberate, as though he had all the time in the world. His kiss carried a tenderness that made your heart flutter, and your hands instinctively cupped his cheek. A smile tugged at your lips as you remembered slapping him not long ago. The irony wasnât lost on either of you.
His deep voice broke the moment, pulling a laugh from you. âAt least I know my girlâs got a mean slap,â he teased, his grin devilish.
âYou deserved it,â you shot back, your voice softer but still firm. âFor everything you put me through.â
He didnât deny it. Instead, his smile deepened, an unspoken acknowledgment that your words were true.
When he kissed you again, it was different. The slow tenderness gave way to something rougher, more urgent. His hands framed your waist as he lowered himself, his body fitting perfectly against yours. The warmth of him, the weight, the unspoken promiseâit was enough to make your heart race.
Suguru hesitated, his movements slowing as his dark eyes met yours. He knew your boundaries, understood the reverence you held for yourself and your body. It hadnât been years for him, but he knew it had been for youâsince before you left high school, since the last boyfriend you had allowed close. That thought only made him more careful, more determined to handle you with care.
He pressed his lips to yours once more, a silent reassurance. His touch was reverent, patient, yet full of the fire that only Suguru could bring. He was readyâbut only if you were, too.
Your eyes met for the slightest moment before his member stretched you out softly. A low moan could be heard from you as you wrapped your thighs around his hips.
âFuck, you feel goodâ he mumbled against your skin kissing your colrboneâsucking on the soft spot to ease the unfamiliar feeling. Slowly he started to pump his member in and out of you stretching, your now tight woman hood just for him.
Your moans didn't go unnoticed by his actions ,as started sucking onto your right nipple.
âYou feel that baby?â he asked you as you looked at him. A simple nod and moan slip your mouth.
âFuckâ he cursed underneath his breath. Without a word, you were on your stomach only for him to lift you slowly, pulling your hair slightly as he slid into you again.
âOh my fuck, Suguruâ this position made everything much more pleasant.
A loud slap was heard for the second time that night against your ass, a sign of dominance. You cried out loudly, the stinging feeling bringing a whole new sensation.
âMine, all mine. It's like you were for meâ he repeated his words as you felt his member twitch inside you. You couldnât help but squeeze around him, only making him hiss at the pleasure.
âCome on baby, I'm close. Fuckâ he gave you one last smack as he let go of your hair.
âSuguru I'm closeâ he hummed at your response and he started going faster and faster. Your second orgasm was finally approaching for the night,the tingling feeling starting to swell up in your core as you felt the way Suguru hit that one spot over and over again.
Finally you came along with him,the feeling of him filling your core with such ease, didn't go unnoticed. Your trembling figure laid out before him, as Suguru milked his way out, making sure none of his seeds go to waste.
The exhausted sound which came from him as he collapsed on top of your now, wet body.
Silence was all that could be heard as you lay beneath him, the storm outside a faint whisper against the windows. Suguruâs warm breath fanned against your skin, and for a moment, neither of you moved, both lost in the intensity of what had just unfolded.
Then, with a tenderness that made your heart ache, he gathered you against him, pulling you into his arms so you rested against his chest. His fingers traced lazy circles along your back, grounding you in the moment as you both basked in the quiet intimacy.
âYouâre incredible,â he murmured, his voice soft and full of awe. âI never thought this would happen⌠that Iâd have you like this.â
You tilted your head to look up at him, a small smile tugging at your lips. âI guess Christmas miracles do exist.â
He chuckled, the deep, rich sound vibrating against your ear. âIf youâre my miracle, then I mustâve been really good this year.â
The two of you fell into a comfortable silence again, the weight of unspoken emotions finally lifting. Suguruâs hand moved to brush a strand of hair from your face, his touch so gentle it sent shivers down your spine.
âDo you regret it?â he asked suddenly, his tone hesitant, as though he feared your answer.
You shook your head, pressing a soft kiss to his chest. âNot for a second. Iâve wanted thisâwanted youâfor so long, Suguru.â
His arms tightened around you, as though he couldnât bear to let you go. âIâll spend the rest of my life making sure you never regret it,â he promised, his voice thick with emotion.
âYou already have,â you whispered, your voice catching as your heart swelled with love.
The storm outside seemed to ease, the wind quieting as if nature itself was giving you this moment of peace. Suguru leaned down, pressing a lingering kiss to your forehead, his lips warm and reassuring.
âYouâre everything to me,â he said softly, his dark eyes searching yours. âI want to build a life with you. Whatever happens, I want you by my side.â
Tears pricked at your eyes, but they were happy ones. âIâm not going anywhere, Suguru. This is exactly where Iâm meant to be.â
He smiled, a rare, unguarded expression that made him look almost boyish. âGood. Because I donât think Iâd survive losing you again.â
Nestled together, you both drifted into lighthearted conversationâtalking about future plans, inside jokes, and everything in between. Suguru shared stories about his childhood, his dreams, and even the little things he loved about you that heâd never had the courage to say before.
By the time the storm completely passed, dawn was beginning to creep through the curtains, bathing the room in a soft, golden glow. Suguruâs arms tightened around you one last time as you both lay there, utterly content.
âChristmas will never be the same again,â he said, his voice laced with affection.
âNo,â you agreed, pressing a final kiss to his lips. âItâll be better.â
And as the morning light filled the room, you knew that this was just the beginning of a lifetime of happiness with Suguru by your side.
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a/n â just a reminder I was tired when I wrote the smut part, so there was less passion in my opinion . My writing usually has so much passion in the especially in those scenes I dislike it so much when I write smuts so vaguely :') I'll make sure to make it better when I do the rest of the ingredients for Fruitcake !! đ°
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đŠJJK men reaction to you going on a date: part 2đŞ
--you're going on a date, but the JJK men have feelings for you...--
incl: gojo, megumi, yuji, nanami, yuta, inumaki, sukuna, choso, toji, & geto
cont: cursing, angst, fluff
part one here
a/n: sorry this took a while! I got sick and had to keep delaying it :(
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Secret & Sacrifices
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Toji zenin x reader
summary, "Y/N, a famous actress, fell in love with Toji, a regular civilian who works as a mechanic. They had a baby together, but Toji ended up breaking up with her because he wanted her to live her life to the fullest and was tired of keeping their relationship a secret. Years later, Y/N is engaged to someone else, but she still loves Toji, who now has a new girlfriend. Despite their past, their love for each other remains.â
Tags; Toji x reader, Actress au, Actress x Mechanic, Lovers to Strangers, Hollywood, Celebrity, Parenting, Romance, Drama, Heartbreak, Reconciliation, Fame, Secret Relationship, Working Class, Taboo, Sacrifice.
Warnings; 18+, fluff, angst, smut, actress au, partying, drinking/alcohol, drug usage, romance, jealousy, cursingz
Notes: the tag-list is open! also sorry for any spelling erors too lazy to proof readâŚ
WC; 7k words!
You had everything you could ever want in life.
A successful career as an actress, a beautiful child, and a loving boyfriend, Toji Zenin. He was the one who made you feel like a normal person, treating you with kindness and respect.
He was your pride and joy, the man who swept you off your feet and gave you the most precious gift of all - a child. Despite your parents' disapproval of your relationship, you never let that affect your love for Toji. He was the man of your dreams, the mechanic who came to your rescue when your car broke down one night. It was love at first sight, with his tall and muscular frame and that alluring scar on his face.
This man was the love of your life. The mechanic who you met when your car broke down in the middle of the night. No other cars were passing by except his and he had the courtesy to stop by and help you fix it. When he first came out of the car you were star struck. His tall and well built frame catching your attention and that immaculate scar of his.
The man who came to fix your car in the pouring rain was not only kind and nice, but also considerate. Despite being drenched himself, he made sure you didn't get wet and even told you to wait in your car while he worked. You were skeptical of the idea of love at first sight, but when you saw him, you knew it was real. He was handsome and had a charming smile that instantly caught your attention.
He recognized you immediately, as anyone would. After all, you were the famous face of Japan in the acting world. He spent hours working on your car, determined to fix it without charging you anything. You insisted on at least buying him a drink or paying him for his time and effort in the cold rain.
He refused to charge you anything for his services, but you insisted on buying him a drink or at least paying him for his time and effort. He kindly declined your offer and simply smiled before leaving in his own car.
Days went by, even years went by and you still hadnât found out who he was. You were 23 when it happened and now you were 25. Sitting down in the park you read your book, sunglasses pinched between your nose and a black hat on top of your head.
These days were your quiet days, the days you could sneak out and sit in the park. Watching kids play and families have a day out with their kids. You drank your water, watching people run past you or jog with their dog. Smiling, you were grateful for this time to relax and escape the hustle and bustle of your busy life as a famous actress.
Suddenly, a dog came bounding towards you, its tail wagging excitedly. It jumped up on you, licking your face and wagging its tail even more. You couldn't help but laugh as you petted the friendly dog. Just then, the owner came over, apologizing for his dog's behavior.
"Ah, excuse me, is this your dog?" you ask as the friendly golden retriever jumps up and licks your face. You wipe the slobber off and look up to see the owner, a man with kind eyes and a familiar face. Suddenly, it hits you, this is the guy who helped you with your car two years ago.
"Oh my gosh, it's you!" you exclaim, standing up and removing your sunglasses. "I can't believe it, I've been wanting to thank you for so long. You really saved me that day."
The man's face lights up with recognition. "Yes, I remember now. You're that famous actress, aren't you? The one who was stranded on the side of the road?"
You nod, feeling a bit embarrassed. "Yes, that's me. And you're the kind stranger who helped me. I never got the chance to properly thank you."
The man bows his head in respect. "It was nothing, really. I'm just glad I could be of assistance."
You smile, grateful for this chance encounter. "Well, I would love to repay you somehow. Can I buy you a coffee or a drink sometime? I'd love to catch up and get to know you better."
The man hesitates for a moment before giving in. "Sure, that would be nice. Here, let me give you my number."
As he scribbles down his number on a piece of paper, you can't help but feel excited for the possibility of a new connection. Who knew that a simple act of kindness years ago would lead to this moment? You thank him and promise to reach out soon before he bids you farewell and walks away.
You had gone out for drinks with him, catching up after not seeing each other for a while. As the night went on, you found out that he had recently broken up with his girlfriend. Despite the heartbreak, he still maintained his belief in kindness and treated you with nothing but genuine care and generosity, not even charging you for any of the drinks.
As you talked, you couldn't help but admire his posture and the way he spoke. You couldn't deny the attraction you felt towards him, especially when he wore that black button-up shirt with a few buttons undone, revealing his toned chest.
The club you were in was one of the hottest spots in town, filled with A-list celebrities and no paparazzi in sight. Feeling bold, you decided to flirt with him and he reciprocated, flashing his charming smile and cracking jokes that made you even more intrigued by him.
As the night went on and a few more drinks were consumed, he placed his hand on your thigh and complimented how stunning you looked in that tight red dress. Your cheeks were flushed with a rosy hue, and his were as well, both of you feeling a bit buzzed but still aware of the intense chemistry between you. It was clear that you both wanted the same thing - each other.
Before you knew it you were walking hand in hand through the city streets, the anticipation and excitement grew between you and your mystery man. You couldn't wait to get back to their apartment, knowing that this was going to be a night to remember.
His hands were exploring every inch of your body, sending shivers down your spine. You couldn't resist the intense desire you felt for him, and you were desperate for him to take you.
As you stumbled into his bedroom, he asked for your consent, making sure you were comfortable with every move he made. But you were beyond caring about anything else but him. You gave him permission to do anything and everything he wanted with you.
He wasted no time in fulfilling your desires. His lips trailed down your neck, leaving a trail of hot kisses and gentle bites. Your moans filled the room as he moved lower, his hands exploring every curve and dip of your body. As he reached your core, he teased you with his tongue, making you squirm with pleasure.
You couldn't hold back any longer and you begged him to take you. With a smirk on his face, he entered you, filling you with pleasure and ecstasy. The two of you moved in perfect rhythm, lost in each other's touch and moans.
After that day, you both couldn't get enough of each other. Every day, he would come to your house after you finished work, his hands clutching a bouquet of beautiful flowers and a box of chocolates. You could see the excitement in his eyes as he saw you waiting by the door, smiling and inviting him in. As he entered, he would throw the flowers down on the counter and practically pull you into his arms. You could feel his strong hands squeezing your ass, his touch sending shivers down your spine.
The soft skin of your ass was no match for his strong grip, and you couldn't help but moan as he devoured you with his kisses. It was like a ritual, but one that you never got tired of. His disheveled hair, evidence of a long day at his shop, only added to his charm as he rushed to see you. You were his drug, something he couldn't keep his hands off of. And you were more than happy to let him have his way with you, losing yourself in the moment as he fucked you numb.
You couldn't believe how much your sex life had improved in the past few months. It was like every time you were together, a new position was unlocked, as if you were collecting new ways for him to pleasure you. And he was an expert, his hands always finding new ways to make you moan and writhe in pleasure. Whether it was squeezing and fondling your breasts or using his long, skilled fingers to fuck you senseless, he knew exactly how to make you scream his name.
But it wasn't just about the amazing sex. You two also went on dates constantly, whether they were small and private or extravagant celebrity parties. You loved showing him off to all of your friends, feeling proud to have such a handsome and charming boyfriend by your side. And everywhere you went, people couldn't help but stare and admire the two of you together.
Life was good, and you couldn't imagine being with anyone else. This was your perfect relationship and you were living your best life with your amazing boyfriend.
The two of you had been in a loving relationship for a year now, and the idea of starting a family together had been on your minds for quite some time. After much discussion, you both felt that the timing was right and decided to have a child together. You even took a break from your busy filming schedule to fully focus on this new chapter of your lives.
You remember spending countless days tracking your ovulation and planning out the perfect time to try for a baby. And eventually, all of the hard work paid off and you were blessed with a beautiful baby boy, Megumi. The joy and love you felt in that moment was indescribable.
Toji was by your side the entire time, never leaving your side as you went through the labor pains. He held your hand tightly, tears in his eyes as he shared in your pain and wanted to take it away from you. He was your rock, constantly reassuring you that you were doing an amazing job and that he was there for you every step of the way.
As you pushed and struggled to bring your baby boy into the world, Toji never left your side. He kissed your forehead, stroked your hair, and whispered words of encouragement and love. And when you finally heard your baby's first cries, tears of joy streamed down both of your faces as you held each other and your newborn son. It was a moment that you would never forget, and one that only strengthened the love between you and Toji.
Crying as he heard the babys cries and watching as you sighed in relief. Staying with you the whole time as the doctors took your baby to clean him up.
âMm so tired,â You said whispering, you felt pain all over you and your body was sweating profusely. You were in the verge of dying and the doctors immediately took you to the emergency room. Watching as your boyfriend held your child and had tears brimming in his eyes as you were rolled away in the bed.
When you brought your child home it was like a dream, Toji by your side and a beautiful baby boy aswell. People knew about your baby but not about the father. You wanted Toji to have privacy and not get harassed by paparazzi.
You spent your days in bed cuddled up with your boyfriend and your baby. He would always take care of him, changing his diaper and feeding him the breast milk you froze prior. He would cook for you, even thought all he knew what to cook was soup or making a simple sandwich.
He was the one taking care of you, making sure you got everything you needed. Extra blankets, medicine and helping you shower. The first time he saw you, you were terrified. Scared that he wasn't going to find you attractive since you just had given birth.
He treated you with kindness, taking days off work when you were feeling sick. He was like an angel sent just for you.
Monday picnic days were your favorite, going out in the park with your boyfriend and baby. Megumi cooing on your leg as you ate the sand while prepared hy Toji. His arm was wrapped around your waist, peppering kisses around your face.
As you spread out the blanket in the park, you couldn't help but feel a sense of contentment. The warm sun was shining down on you, the birds were chirping, and your boyfriend Toji was setting up the picnic basket. You laughed as Megumi excitedly crawled towards the basket, trying to grab a sandwich before it was even unpacked.
"You're just like your momma, always hungry," Toji joked, ruffling Megumi's hair as he handed him a sandwich. You smiled at the sight of your two favorite boys, a perfect day for a picnic.
As you sat down to eat, Toji wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you in for a kiss. "I love you," he whispered against your lips.
"I love you too," you replied, your heart swelling with love for your little family. As you took turns feeding Megumi and sneaking bites of food for yourselves, you couldn't help but feel grateful for these simple moments.
"Hey, let's take a family photo," Toji exclaimed, pulling out his phone. You all huddled together, making silly faces and capturing the joy of the moment. As you looked at the photo, you couldn't help but feel grateful for these Monday picnic days. All of you, Toji, Megumi, and yourself, were smiling and laughing, enjoying each other's company.
Little did you know, paparazzi were lurking nearby. They snapped pictures of your little family, capturing the love and happiness that radiated from all of you. But these photos would later be used in an article that would ruin your relationship with Toji.
Life was good until that article was released. You had just come home from an award ceremony, feeling proud and accomplished. As you placed your bag down and kicked off your heels, you walked over to your baby's crib. You checked on Megumi, watching him sleep soundly. He was the one good thing that came out of this relationship with Toji.
But lately, things had been tough. You were constantly fighting, and you were tired of it. It seemed like every time you made plans to go out or have a date night, something would come up and you would have to cancel. Toji was tired too, the baby was stressing him out, and not having his girlfriend by his side was making it worse. It seemed like the paparazzi were the only ones benefiting from your relationship.
Your friends had been asking why your boyfriend hadn't proposed yet, even though you had been together for two years and had a child together. But the truth was, your relationship was struggling. Work had been overwhelming, with the stress of balancing your job and being a new mom. Your maternity leave had caused your contracts to pile up, adding even more pressure to your already hectic schedule.
You rarely had time to see your baby and Toji, let alone spend quality time with your partner. And when you did come home, you would often find him already in bed, your son sound asleep. His once playful and loving demeanor had turned distant and cold, his eye bags getting worse from the lack of sleep. And to make matters worse, you hadn't been intimate at all, adding to the growing divide between you two. It was hard to accept, but it seemed that having a child had caused problems in your relationship with your boyfriend.
The final straw for Toji was the day he saw you on TV, snuggled up with Megumi while the baby slept peacefully on his chest. His hand instinctively went behind his head as he reached for the remote, turning up the volume to watch your speech as you accepted the award for best actress of the year. You were stunning in a white silk dress, no doubt from a high-end designer. A wide smile graced your face as you thanked everyone, including your family and your "Babyboy" Megumi.
But Toji couldn't help but feel a twinge of hurt as you failed to mention him. It wasn't because you didn't care, but because he had asked you not to. He didn't want the world to know that he, a simple mechanic, was dating the most famous actress in Japan. He didn't want you to be judged or ridiculed for being with someone of lower status. As he watched you on TV, he couldn't help but wonder if he had made the right decision in keeping your relationship a secret. But in that moment, he couldn't deny the love he felt for you, even if it meant sacrificing his own pride and happiness.
And as he watched the tall, white-haired man wrap his arm around your waist and hug you tightly, Toji could feel a twinge of jealousy and anger bubbling up inside him.
He recognized that man all too well - the asshole actor who had come to Toji's mechanical shop and demanded a refund for his car's motor, claiming that Toji's work was subpar. And now, he was your co-star in a romance movie, which made Toji's blood boil even more. He hated the idea of you filming intimate scenes with someone else, even if it was all just acting.
But what angered Toji the most was the fact that the public saw you and Satoru as the "It" couple, even though you weren't even dating. The movie had made millions, and the audience was convinced that you and Satoru were the perfect couple, solely based on your on-screen chemistry. It was ridiculous and infuriating to Toji, who knew that no one could ever come close to loving you as much as he did.
So yes, Toji was fucking jealous. Toji knew that Satoru was a successful and well-known actor, and he couldn't help but feel inferior in comparison. He looked down at his son, Megumi, and thought about how different their lives would be. Megumi would grow up with a celebrity mother and most likely follow in her footsteps, while Toji would always be just a small mechanic working on cars.
But it wasn't just jealousy that consumed Toji's thoughts. He also felt guilty for feeling this way. He knew that you deserved to live your best life and be with someone who could offer you more than he could. You were a beautiful and ethereal actress, loved by fans all over the world, and he was just a simple mechanic. As he watched you on TV, he couldn't help but admire your talent and grace, knowing that he could never be like that.
But as much as it pained him, Toji knew that he had to let go of you. He couldn't keep holding onto the hope that one day you would choose him over someone like Satoru. He knew that you deserved someone who could give you the world, and he couldn't be that person. So with a heavy heart, Toji came to terms with the fact that he had to let you go, even though it broke his heart to do so.
As you walked up the driveway, your heels clicked against the pavement, the sound echoing off the nearby houses.
You couldn't help but feel your heart beating a little faster as you held the hand of your fiancĂŠe, Satoru Gojo. You were both carrying a handful of gifts for your son's 3rd birthday, your first time back at your ex's house since your split 2 years ago.
You were dressed casually in jeans and a tight black top, but your fiancĂŠe looked effortlessly stylish in a white polo and jeans, with a Versace belt adorning his waist. As you approached the front door, you took a deep breath, trying to calm your nerves. You knew that this meeting was important, not just for your son, but also for your ex-boyfriend, Toji.
Satoru was the perfect partner, always treating you with love and affection. He would surprise you with thoughtful gifts and take you out on romantic dates consistently, making you feel loved and appreciated. When he proposed, you were overjoyed and eagerly said yes, excited to spend the rest of your life with him.
However, as time went on, you couldn't help but feel a pang of jealousy and sadness whenever your son mentioned his father's new girlfriend. You tried to push these feelings aside, but they only seemed to grow stronger with each passing day. Maybe it was because she was just a regular person, working at a flower boutique across from Toji's mechanical shop. You couldn't help but compare yourself to her and wonder if she was better suited for Toji.
You decided to do some digging, wanting to know more about this woman who would now be a part of your son's life. But to your surprise, you couldn't find anything negative about her. In fact, she seemed like a genuinely kind and caring person. She spent her free time volunteering at charity events, using her earnings to donate to various organizations. You couldn't help but feel a sense of admiration for her, and maybe even a bit of guilt for feeling jealous in the first place.
Walking into the house that was once yours and Tojiâs, the house were you raised your son until he turned one and a half years old. You felt tears brimming as you continued to walk into the house, passing by the picture frames, pictures of only your son and Toji. Your face no where to be found at the home were you used to wake up every morning, your son and boyfriend cuddled up with you.
The house that was your only source of peace and freedom. The house were you werenât judged from. Now that you were engaged to Satoru you couldnt help but wonder what it wouldve been like, to be engaged to the father of your son Toji.
You immediately noticed the changes in the house. The once familiar couches and rug were gone, replaced by new, modern furniture. The house that used to bring you comfort now felt foreign and unfamiliar, much like your relationship with Toji.
As you made your way to the backyard, you saw everyone seated at different tables, chatting and enjoying the food that Toji's new girlfriend had cooked. Your heart sank as you realized that you were no longer a part of this family gathering. But then you saw your son, your beautiful baby boy, running towards you with a big smile on his face.
"Mommy!" he exclaimed, his arms open wide for a hug. You couldn't help but smile as you bent down to embrace him, feeling his little arms wrap around your neck. He was getting taller and it pained you to know that you were missing out on so much of his life. Toji had taken custody of him, claiming that you were too busy to raise him, and it broke your heart.
"Hi my love," you whispered as you lifted him up, his head resting on your shoulder. Satoru, Toji's brother, stood next to you and gently patted your son's head before going to place the gifts on the table. As you looked around at the happy faces of your former family, you couldn't help but feel a pang of sadness and longing for what used to be.
You walked with your son, feeling but feel a pang of sadness and nostalgia as you saw Toji's back facing you. He had his arm around his new girlfriend's waist, the sun casting a warm glow on both of them. You couldn't deny that they looked good together, with their matching black short hair and easy smiles.
It had been months since you last saw Toji, and while he still looked the same, there was something different about him. He didn't have that same look on his face that he used to have when he was with you, the one that made your heart skip a beat. You couldn't help but feel a twinge of jealousy as Toji's girlfriend turned to face you with a bright smile.
"Hello! Nice to finally meet you," she said, extending her hand towards you. You hesitated for a moment, staring at her in disbelief. Taking her hand, you shook it firmly before responding,
"Hello, I'm Y/N. And you are?" Your gaze then shifted to Toji as he turned around, his smile never faltering as he introduced her
âThis is Saori, my girlfriend.â He smiled at her before looking back st you watching as your gaze turned to something else not wanting to watch your ex boyfriend be all happy about his new girlfriend.
She was absolutely stunning. You couldn't help but admire her, even though you wanted to hate her for being with your ex. As Toji smiled at her and then at you, you couldn't help but look away, not wanting to see him so happy with someone else.
But as you stole glances at Saori, you couldn't help but notice how she seemed to light up the room. She was wearing a beautiful yellow sundress, adorned with delicate flowers, and it suited her perfectly. Her hair was styled in a cute and carefree way, showing off her flawless facial features.
You wanted to say something, anything, but your words were stuck in your throat. Your fiancĂŠ, Satoru, wrapped his arms around you possessively, a smirk on his face as he looked at Toji. "So this is the father of my step-son," he said, his tone slightly mocking. You could feel Toji's eyes on your hand as Satoru interlocked his fingers with yours, rubbing his thumb over your hand.
You stood there, watching your ex with his new girlfriend, you couldn't help but feel a pang of jealousy. But at the same time, you couldn't deny the fact that Saori was absolutely beautiful and seemed genuinely kind. You couldn't bring yourself to hate her, even though you wanted to.
Toji didnt know why he hated seeing you with him, maybe it was because he called it, he knew this was going to happened or simply because deep down he knew saori could never be you.
You smiled at them and excused yourself walking towards the table where all your friends sat. Satoru followed you like a lost puppy, not knowing anyone who came to the party besides his soon to be step son
Toji was so fucking jealous and he didnât know why. Maybe it was because he had always called it, predicting that this would happen, or maybe it was because deep down he knew Saori could never be you.
Making your way to the table where your friends sat, you couldn't help but feel a sense of relief. They were your closest companions from acting school and they always knew how to make you feel better.
"Y/N!" Utahime practically jumped on you, squeezing you so tightly that you felt like you couldn't breathe. She was your pride and joy, your best friend who you had met during acting school. Despite the awkwardness of the situation with Toji and Saori, being with your friends made you feel at ease.
You smiled warmly at your friend, Utahime, she was beaming with excitement as she saw you, and you knew it was because of the news you were about to share. You motioned for your fiancĂŠ, Satoru, to come over and he smiled back at you before making his way to your side.
Utahime gave him a quick once-over before her eyes landed on your left hand. "Not let me see that ring!" she exclaimed, giggling as you held out your hand to show off the stunning engagement ring that Satoru had chosen for you.
As Utahime oohed and aahed over the ring, you couldn't help but feel a sense of happiness and contentment wash over you. Satoru was the love of your life, and you were grateful to have him by your side. He placed his hand on your back and pulled you closer, kissing the top of your head affectionately.
Utahime's expression turned serious as she looked at Satoru. "I swear, Satoru, if you ever hurt her-" she started, but he cut her off with a laugh.
"I would never do that to her," he reassured her, his eyes filled with love as he looked at you. "She's the love of my life." You playfully hit his arm, scrunching your nose at him before leaning into his side.
From afar, the heartbroken man watched as you and your fiancee stood together, admiring each other with love and happiness. He couldn't help but feel a sense of longing and pain as he saw you both, knowing that he could have had that kind of love with you.
Toji gazed at you, remembering the days when he would come home from work and see you with your newborn son. He would watch as you read a book for new moms, taking in every moment with your child. He could still hear your laughter and see your smile as you cuddled with your son, a sense of warmth and contentment radiating from you.
His mind then drifted to the times when you would surprise him with his favorite chocolate chip pancakes, your laughter filling the room as he devoured them with delight. Your joy and love were infectious, and he couldn't help but feel grateful to have you in his life well at least before he ruined everything.
But now, as he stood there, he could hear your laughter once again, but this time it was directed towards your fiancee. Saori handed a piece of cake to your son, his eyes lighting up with excitement.
Saori's eyes followed Toji's gaze until they landed on you, the woman he still loved. She couldn't help but feel a pang of jealousy and insecurity as she watched the way he looked at you. It was obvious that he still had strong feelings for you, despite their relationship.
She had always known about your past with Toji, but she never brought it up. It was like the word "love" was forbidden in her household. From the moment she met Toji, she could tell he was kind and sweet, and he still was to this day. But lately, she had noticed a change in his behavior. Maybe it was because of the announcement of your engagement that made him realize he was truly losing you.
She watched as Toji's gaze lingered on you, his eyes filled with longing and regret. And for a brief moment, he caught your gaze and the intensity of his stare made Saori feel like she was intruding on a private moment between the two of you. You glanced at him for a split second before looking back at your fiancĂŠe
His heart skipped a beat, a feeling that he had almost forgotten. It was a feeling he used to get when he saw you, and now, inexplicably, it was happening again. As you stood in front of him, he couldn't help but notice the softness in your eyes for a split second. It was a look he had not seen in a long time, a look that gave him hope that maybe, just maybe, you still loved him.
But he knew he couldn't hold onto that hope. He had made his choice when he let you go, and now he had to live with the consequences. As he walked into the house, his footsteps echoed in the empty hallway. It was the same hallway he used to walk down with you, hand in hand, laughing and talking about your future together.
Stopping himself, he placed a hand on his face, trying to push away the memories that were flooding back. He had to stop thinking about you and let you go. He had moved on, started a new relationship with Saori, someone who brought happiness back into his life after he broke up with you.
But deep down, he knew that he would always have a special place in his heart for you. You were his biggest regret, the one that got away. He regretted letting you slip out of his grasp, and now he was left with only memories of what could have been.
Walking into the kitchen, he opened the fridge and grabbed a glass bottle of beer. Popping the cap open, he took a sip of the sour liquor. It was a taste that he associated with you, as it was your favorite drink. He couldn't help but think about how much he missed you, how he would wake up in the middle of the night wishing the one he slept with was you and not Saori.
But he knew he couldn't turn back time. He had made his choice, and now he had to live with it. He took another sip of the beer, trying to drown out the thoughts and memories of you that were constantly haunting him. He had to let you go, for his own sake and for yours. It was time to move on and accept that you were no longer a part of his life.
Placing his half-empty beer down onto the cool marble of the kitchen cabinet, he couldn't help but feel a sense of unease. His motivation was slipping, and he knew it. He hadn't been working as hard as he used to, and it was starting to show. The only thing that still drove him to push harder was you. The thought of coming home earlier and seeing your beautiful face was the one thing that kept him going.
He was lost in his thoughts when he heard the loud stomps of heels approaching him. As he turned to see your body charging towards him, he couldn't help but feel confused. That confusion quickly turned to surprise as you slammed a piece of cake down on the countertop in front of him.
You crossed your arms and raised an eyebrow at him, your eyes locking onto the beer in his hand. "Really, Toji?" you scoffed, "Are you letting your fucking girlfriend feed my child cake now?" Your tone was accusatory, and he couldn't help but feel a pang of guilt. But as he looked at you, he couldn't deny how fucking beautiful you looked in that moment. Despite being upset with him, he couldn't help but admire the way the light caught your features and the fire in your eyes.
"It's cake?" he asked, a glint of confusion his eye. You rolled your eyes, knowing exactly where this was going.
"Sato-," you began, but stopped yourself before saying his name. "Toji," you corrected, your arms falling to your sides. "You know how Megumi gets if he eats too much sugar," you reminded him.
Toji's heart broke when he heard you refer to your fiancĂŠe instead of him. "Did you just say his name?" he asked, trying to cover up the pain with a chuckle. A small grin curled onto his face, but the hurt in his eyes was hard to miss. "Didn't know you two were fighting so much," he teased, trying to lighten the mood.
But you weren't in the mood for jokes. You scoffed and shook your head, "Believe what you want, Toji. But please tell your girlfriend to not give my son sugar unless I say it's okay," you said, your voice firm. You couldn't help but give him a once-over, taking in his figure with a mixture of longing and sadness. Then, without another word, you turned to leave.
But before you could take another step, you stopped in your tracks. You turned back to face Toji, wanting to say one last thing. "And you should really stop drinking," you said, your voice softer now. "I don't want Megumi to have an alcoholic father, like I did," you confessed, before turning and walking away, leaving Toji alone with his thoughts and regrets.
He walked out back to the party, the sounds of laughter and music filling the air. As he made his way through the crowd, he couldn't help but feel a sense of emptiness inside. But then, he saw his son running towards him with a big smile on his face, and he couldn't help but feel a spark of joy. As he knelt down to hug his son, he couldn't help but notice the familiar features in his face.
He saw a glimpse of both of you in his son's face - the same eyes as yours, the same smile as his. It was like a piece of both of you were still together, living on in your son. Tears welled up in his eyes as he placed his hand on Megumi's chubby cheeks, feeling the softness and warmth. In that moment, he felt a wave of emotions .
He may not have you by his side anymore, but he had your son - a reminder of the love you shared and the memories you made together. And for that, he was grateful.
He may have lost you, but he still had a piece of you with him, and that was enough to keep him going.
Notes; was listening to Glimpse of Us by Joji and it inspired me to write this mini series.. Itâs prob gonna have like 5 chapters max since itâs a small series! anyways wrote this at like 3 am welp.. Dividers by @/cafekitsune !!
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ŕ¨ŕ§âŹâpairing: toji fushiguro x fem! reader
ŕ¨ŕ§âŹâsynopsis: one mistaken confession was all it took to have your world stomped to the ground and kicked to the curb. who the fucks confesses to their parentâs friend and neighbor (whos almost 20 years older !?) that they wanna fuck? and now heâs avoided you like the plague because of it. luckily, two years have gone by since then after moving away for college and youâre no longer that naive little girl. but what if you see eachother again? and heâs no longer able to hold back? duh. youâre gonna finish what you started. cause if thereâs one thing youâre not, itâs a quitter.
ŕ¨ŕ§âŹâwarnings: taboo cw! + age gap (reader is 19 and toji is 34) + fem! reader + first time + corruption kink + cunnilingus + loss of virginity + first time blowjob + fingering + morally impure thoughts + size difference + mutual pinning + humor + reader turns her stuffed animals away from the atrocities that are being done on her childhood bed + toji is a pervy man that plays hard to get + you are an insatiable minx that tests his limits everyday + sort of forbidden love? ig + semi slowburn but not rlly its just for the tension + more to be added as it goes along!
âŞŕ¨ŕ§âŹâa/n: reader is on her winter bimbo shit. i know its the middle of summer but idc!! the original fic got deleted a long time ago so the first chapter comes out right after this <3 second, follows right after (i know ahh).
âŞŕ¨ŕ§âŹâCHAPTERS:
i. ITS BEEN A WHILE
ii. OPERATION: GET THAT D1CK
iii. RESISTING URGES (SPOILER IT FAILED!)
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Chapter One
âMr. Zenin asked for us to escort the woman to the care unit, located on the east wing of his estate.â A man say into his phone. You had a blind fold, and cuffs on. You felt something stuffed in your mouth, some sort of cloth. You had just started waking up from the stuff they had put over your nose when they caught you at the refuge center.
âMmgh-mmgh!â Youâre groaning, trying to get the cloth out of your mouth. âHey, calm down back there.â The man who you are guessing is driving, says to you. âSir, what will they do with the woman?â You hear another unfamiliar voice ask. âOh youâre a newbie. The leader we are taking her too has about 150 slaves, 50 of them are slave girls. Some are solely just for cooking, house keeping, maintaining the mansion. But some of the others are for his personal use. If you know what I mean.â The first man says with a chuckle.
âEverything changed when the Zenins and Gojo Clan took over and won the war. They own half of the states, enforcing this new way of life. Luckily guys like us didnât get the short end of the stick.â He adds.
Thatâs what happened, after years of the Zenin Clan and Gojo Clan were at war, in the end they wanted the same thing, and thatâ was power. They put their heads together and came up with a life where there were -Masters or Leaders. A group of men who they came into the idea as well, investing time, money, and even their lives to make happy. A group of men who run as Presidents over half of the states now, the other half of the states being completely shut off, not fighting back. Because itâs safer to let them do as they please, than to have anymore blood shed.
Toji Zenin, Satoru Gojo, Suguru Geto, and Kento Nanami, being the leaders over this new nation, enslaving all people who werenât from their choosing. From the ages of 15-55, you were whatever they say you were. Delegating you to specific homes of the other masters that were below them, but keeping the ones they really wanted, for themselves. Then in turn the masters or leaders told you your role in their home, you were either one of the many staff, or their personal play thing, until ultimately they got bored.
Satoru Gojoâ he had the most slaves out of all of the leaders. But not the biggest estate. That was Toji Zenin, his mansion and land was 300 acres in total, having his ginormous glamorous mansion, with a built in hospital wing. He was lavish, he screamed money, he screamed Master Zenin.
Suguru Geto was the most modest, he had a mansion himself, but it was very earthy, very cottage feel. He had about 75 slaves, he tends to stay to himself unless Satoru his best friend is over, or heâs over at his home. They spent a lot of times âsharingâ slaves.
Kento Nanami was the pickiest, he had a private estate, not flashy but it was big, but you couldnât see it until you drove for about a mile or 2. No one knew how many slaves he had, because he simply had no reason to leave his humble abode unless it was for their meetings.
But here you are, you had been on the run for years. You and your parents and sister spent the night talking about how this was going to play out. Your parents cried, saying that they were only able to secure 3 seats on a plane flying out of the country. Having to decide which child to bring, and which child to leave behind for suffering, your dad crying, saying he will stay. But you simply knew your dad was to sick, the cancer that he was dying from, he needed treatment, and your mother needed to be with her husband, and care for your little sister. So you made the decision to stay, and be on the run while your family is living a life of freedom. It had been 2 years, you had successfully stayed alive and not captured. Until one day, one of the refugee hideouts under ground was found and raided. Here you were, in the back of a car, or van, you didnât know. Waiting to be put into someone home, the only question you now had, wasâŚ
Whoâs?
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Toji Fushiguro
Warnings: Pure Fluff
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Toji doesnât play favorites. He hates the whole idea of a parent choosing a kid they like more and treating them better because of it. Toji has two sons and one daughter. To him, theyâre all equally noisy and annoying.Â
Maybe not his daughter though, sheâs calmer and she has boundaries. Sheâs also extremely sweeter to him, and she makes sure to smile at him, asking about his day. She looks up at him with the most beautiful doe eyes, asking for a favor and he canât ever say no to his little princessâ Okay, maybe he does have a major soft spot for his daughter, but he wonât let it show to the other two.
âDaddy, what are you doing?â She asks as she walks to the living room, while Toji folds some laundry with a frown on his face. Itâs clear what heâs doing, but he wonât get annoyed with her.
âIâm folding laundry, princess. Your mother left it for me to do.â Toji canât help but sigh. He fucking hates folding laundry. But as they say: happy wife, happy life.
âCan I help?â She asks, excited at the mere thought of being useful. Toji smiles at his daughter, happy that sheâs willing to help. He knows that the other two wouldnât. One would put your bra on his head and cosplay as a superhero, while the other would huff and puff about it because heâs a moody teenager who doesnât like to do chores or spend time with his dad.
âNo, honey. Just sit next to me, okay? Iâd enjoy your presence.â Toji pats the spot next to him, and his daughter takes a seat beside him. Toji doesnât play favorites, he swears. But if he was forced to pick, itâd be his daughter. âDo you want to help me bake some cookies later?â
âYes!â She exclaims, her tiny mouth watering at the idea of eating cookies.Â
âWhat were you doing, honey?â Toji asks, and they begin their own little conversation. Oh, sheâs just so adorable when she talks. Sheâs so smart too, using big words to describe things. His daughter is a little genius. For a moment, Toji forgets he has two other kids until he remembers and Toji asks, concerned, âWhereâs your brother?â
âI donât know.â She shrugs. Toji stands up, about to look for the twin since he canât be left unsupervised for a single secondâ Toji is lucky that the house hasnât been burned down yet. He just got distracted.
But the twin comes to him, completely covered in⌠Some liquid. He just hopes itâs water. Toji looks back at his sweet daughter who kicks her feet into the air, humming a tune. He definitely has a favorite.
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17. make me juno cw: smut, p in v sex
utahimeâs voice rang out, sharp and clear. âand⌠cut! thatâs a wrap for today, everyone. great work!âÂ
the film crew burst into scattered applause, and you stepped off the set, running your hand through your slightly dishevelled hair.Â
âyou did amazing, sweets,â gojo said as he passed. he offered you a tired but genuine smile. âhope i didnât spook you when i picked you up earlier,âÂ
âoh heavens no, gojo! i didnât mind it in the slightest! like seriously, throwing me over your shoulders? youâre really strong.âÂ
âyeah, âm the strongest!â you giggled in response. âso, sweets, would you like to get dinner together tonight? havenât hung out with you since we watched scream togetherâ kinda miss you.â he gave you a small pout and tucked a strand of your dishevelled hair behind your ear.Â
âiâd love to gojo, but! i have dinner plans tonight⌠maybe next time?â dinner plans. he stiffened. who rejects the satoru gojo for dinner plans? no, the bigger question was who exactly do you have plans with? âyeah..! thatâs fine with me, sweets.â he smiled weakly then walked off.Â
as you exited the lobby, your eyes scanned the small crowd milling around the entrance. then you saw himâ nanami, waiting for you, his hands stuffed into his jacket pockets. you smiled, quickening her pace. âkento, hi! sorry, did you wait long?âÂ
nanami looked over and shot you a soft smile. âno, not at all. i just finished up my photoshoot.âÂ
you two started walking together to his carâ a volvo s90. the sun had just dipped below the horizon, casting everything in a warm, golden glow. he opened the passenger door for you as you slid into the seat, the soft leather cool against your skin. you rolled her eyes playfully but couldnât help the warmth spreading through your chest. âa gentleman, huh?â he chuckled at your comment.Â
nanami closed the door with care and rounded the car to the driverâs side. moments later, he was in the seat beside you, adjusting the music to a mellow playlist as he started the car. the drive was smooth, the city lights blurring into streaks of gold as they passed. conversation flowed effortlessly between you twoâsmall talk, laughter.Â
twenty minutes later, he turned down a quiet road that led to a fancy townhouse neighbourhood. as he stepped out, you reached for the door handle, but before you could open it, he was there, pulling it open for you.
âstill playing the gentleman, i see,â you said, stepping out.
âof course,â the blonde replied, offering his hand. you took it, feeling a pleasant flutter in your chest as your fingers brushed.Â
âthis is incredible, kento,â you said, twirling a forkful of spaghetti. he smiled, twirling his own fork. âi could send you the recipe if youâd like.âÂ
as you two ate, the conversation flowed as easily as the wine in your glasses. They talked about work, your mutual friends (shoko, utahime, gojo), and travel dreams. every so often, laughter would fill the room, blending with the crackle of the candle.Â
âso, what did you want to discuss? you sounded pretty serious over textâŚâ you asked, finishing up your plate of spaghetti.Â
âwell,â he said slowly, âârunning a hand through his hair, his laugh awkward. âitâs justâ somethingâs been on my mind for a while. and i figured, you know, itâs something you should be aware ofâŚâÂ
you tilted your head. âokay⌠now youâre scaring me. spit it out.â
he took a deep breath, his gaze meeting yours. âwe attended high school together. at tokyo jujutsu high.âÂ
âoh! really? no wonder why your name sounded so familiar⌠you were friends with haibara, right? i remember seeing you a few times in the halls waiting for him after math?âÂ
he nodded. âyes. um⌠do you remember that party senior year? at mei meiâs place?âÂ
you blinked, thrown by the sudden shift in conversation. âuh⌠vaguely? why?â
nanami hesitated again, then decided to just rip off the band-aid. âwe hooked up that night.âÂ
the words hung in the air like an unexpected gust of wind, making you blink again, harder this time.
âwhat?â you said, leaning back as if to process his statement better.
âwe⌠had a one-night stand,â he said, his voice softer now. âyouâd had a few drinks, iâd had a few drinks, and⌠yeah. it happened.âÂ
you stared at him, her mind racing. âno way⌠that was you?!â
âyes, it was,â he said, rubbing the back of his neck, âyou didnât bring it up the next day. i figured you didnât want to talk about it so i just⌠didnât say anything.â
âkento!â you exclaimed, your cheeks flushing. âare you serious right now?â
âcompletely,â he said, his expression equal parts apologetic and nervous. âiâm not telling you this to make it weird or anything. i realized that when we met, you didnât seem to know who i was. it felt wrong if you werenât aware of who you had sex withâŚâ Â
you let out a long breath, your mind replaying snippets of that party. the memory was blurry, but there were flashesâ nanami laughing with you in the kitchen, you two sitting too close in mei meiâs guest bedroom, a kiss that felt like it had been waiting to happen.Â
âoh my godââ you finally said, covering your face with your hands. for a moment, you two sat in silence, the weight of the revelation settling in you. then, to his surprise, you started giggling. âkento, do you know how desperate iâve been to find you?â
âpardon?â he asked, as confusion settled in him.Â
you shook your head, still laughing. âi just⌠i canât believe that i lost my v-card to the kento nanami! iâve been thinking about that party ever since it happened!â
nanami smiled, relieved that she wasnât angry, however concern showing on his face. âyou⌠you lost your virginity to me? i am so terribly sorry⌠is there something i could do to make it up to you?âÂ
âdonât be. if anything, it honestly best fuck of my life.âÂ
âfair enough.â he laughed, the tension finally breaking.Â
ââyou took another sip of wine, your eyes glinting with mischief. âbut, if you really would like to make it up to me, i donât mind recreating what we did that night.â
as you straddled nanamiâs lap on the couch, the soft cushions enveloped them, making it feel like they were in their little world. his eyes locked onto yours, the desire in them making your heart skip a beat.
you settled into his lap, your legs wrapping around his hips as you began to move. his hands rose, gripping your hips as he guided you, his fingers digging into your skin.Â
the couch creaked softly as you two moved, the sound mingling with your ragged breathing. you leaned forward, your lips brushing against his ear as you whispered, "i want you."
"fuck, you feel incredible, darling," he groaned, his voice strained. his hands tightened on your hips as he pulled you down harder. you began to ride him faster, your hips moving in a circular motion as you chased the pleasure. your legs around his waist, pulling him closer, urging him to go deeper. "ahâ! harder, please. âfuh me like you did back then."
nanami began to move, his hips thrusting in a steady rhythm. your hands gripped his shoulders, your nails digging into his skin as you matched his pace. the couch creaked with the frantic movements, the sound only adding to the erotic atmosphere. plap plap plap!Â
"you feel so fucking good, love," nanami grunted, his eyes locked with yours. "'m not going to last long."
"iâi don't want you to," you panted, your face flushed with arousal. âwanna feel you câcum insideâ ah!â jâus like before."
his thrusts became more urgentâ plap plap plap! his body on the brink of release. your cunt clenched around him, milking his cock as you neared your climax. your moans filled the room, a symphony of pleasure.Â
"shitâ âm gonna fill you up, yeah?" nanami panted out, his body tensing as he emptied himself deep within you.
âahhâ you so so sâgooddd, kento!â you cried out, her nails scratching his back as you rode the waves of pleasure, your cunt pulsating around his pulsing thick cock.Â
as your hearts slowed and your breathing returned to normal, you two remained entangled on the couch, your bodies glistening with sweat. nanami kissed your forehead, his hand stroking your hair.
"that was..." you began, searching for words. "just like i rememberedâŚâÂ
âoh, darling, weâre just getting started.â he chuckled, his voice soft, picking you up and carrying you to his bedroom.Â
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gojo satoru x reader | college au [18+]
kickoff ch.6 devil's advocate
á° pairing. college au - soccer player! gojo x film major! reader
á° summary. gojo satoru is the most popular guy on your college campus. he's tall, funny, hot, not to mention he's the most talented soccer forward the school has seen in years. but he's also a frat dude, which puts him in a world very different from your own, as he spends most of his nights partying & drinking while you spend most of yours working on your annoying film major assignments. but when he reaches out to you for a favor, you realize that helping him out might have something in it for you too.
á° warnings/tags. 18+, fem reader, fluff, angst, smut, college au, fraternities, sororities, partying, drinking/alcohol, mentions of weed, romance, jealousy, pining, slow burn, opposites to lovers, friends to lovers, she falls first he falls harder, gojo being an idiot
á° chapter. 6/x (probably 12)
á° words. 10.7k
a/n. so sorry for the wait! i'm really excited for this chapter, it's one that i've been waiting for since before i even started the series, and it was a lot of fun to write. i hope you enjoooy <3 if there are typos, your mind is just playing tricks on you
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Life after realizing you had feelings for Gojo Satoru seemed to pass by in slow-motion, as you spent a significant portion of the day consumed by thoughts of him. Although it was against your better judgment, it was nice to have your mind occupied by something that wasnât career stress, school stress, or financial stress. Itâs been a minute since youâve felt this way about someone, and it was healthy to indulge in some escapism, right?Â
You find yourself scrolling through his Instagram page for the second third time today, captivated by the attractive photos of him in his soccer uniform, kicking at the ball with a determined look on his face. Your gaze fixates on the blue follow-back button staring back at you on his page, remembering that you still havenât followed him back. Pulling your phone away from your line of sight, you glance up at the ceiling, take a deep breath, and swiftly tap the blue button. You clutch your phone to your chest right after, surprised by the butterflies in your stomach, but itâs only ten seconds before youâre back to perusing his photos.Â
You sigh dreamily from where you were laid back on your bed. Mina looks up at you from her desk with an irritated expression on her face.Â
âWhatâs with the dreamy sighing every thirty seconds? Iâm trying to study here,â she says to you.
You throw her a look. âOh please, Iâve had to deal with your dreamy sighs every single time you were on the phone with Todo for the past two weeks. You can handle a few of mine.â
Minaâs eyes widen at your words and she turns in her chair to look at you intently. âWaitâŚwho are you dreamily sighing for?â
You blink in response. âOh, uh. No one? I mean, whatâs that one actorâs nameâthe one in that show we were watching?â You tap your finger to your lip, pretending to be in deep thought, but Mina wasnât buying any of it since she promptly stood up from her chair and snatched your phone out of your hand. You yelp and sit up on your bed to try and grab it back from her but she has that I was the eldest sibling in my household grip on your phone.Â
âIs thisâŚGojo Satoruâs Instagram page?â she asks, extending your phone out in front of her and tilting her head to the side at the screen, as though she was trying to wrap her head around it.
âStop! Youâll accidentally tap on something,â youâre squealing at her, arms flailing out in an attempt to grab at your phone. She eventually hands it back to you and youâre sighing with relief before flopping back down onto your bed, fingers eagerly swiping up on the screen to make sure she didnât accidentally like one of his posts from four months ago.Â
âAre you crushing on Gojo Satoru?â Mina asks with her hands on her hips.
You meet her gaze with a hint of guilt. You havenât kept Mina up-to-speed on a lot of the things that have happened within the past three weeks, including the night last week when Gojo stayed with you out on the road after you got your flat tire and then kissed you. Itâs been about five days since then, and you feel that if you fessed up now, sheâd be mad that you didnât tell her right away.Â
âIâmâŚâ you start as you look at her and she raises an eyebrow at you that makes you sheepishly sit up on your bed, pretty much kneeling in front of her. âMaybe. A little bit? I donât know.â
She looks at you with surprise before walking backwards and sitting onto her bed, facing you. She presses her lips together, deep in thought, and thereâs an almost concerned expression on her face. âWhen did this develop?â
You end up explaining pretty much everything that has happened between you and Gojo as of recently, her face staying neutral through even the most surprising details, and by the time youâre done explaining and waiting for her to give a response, you realize youâre tensing your shoulders and holding your breath.
She sighs, sulking a little and her bed frame creaks underneath the mattress. âI canât believe you kissed Gojo Satoru and you didnât tell me about it, like, practically the second after it happened. Also, you never told me thatâs why you called me that night! It makes sense now why your car has been in âserviceâ for almost an entire week. I feel so horrible you went through that and I wasnât there for you.â
âItâs okay,â you assure her with a small smile. âIâm fine. It was really nerve-wracking in the moment,â you say as you glance down at your hands, twiddling with your thumbs as the memories of that night flash through your mind. âBut having him there really helped calm me down,â you admit in a hushed tone. When you look up at Mina, she wears a soft and knowing expression on her face.
âThatâs good, Iâm glad,â she murmurs and returns your smile with one of her own, but her eyes still look at you with caution.
âWhatâs wrong?â you ask.Â
âNothingâs wrong, itâs just I donât really know Gojo that well. From what youâre telling me, he seems like a nice guy,â she comments, âbut the fact heâs been really diligent in following-through with this whole film photography assignment of yours makes me wonder where his headâs at with you.â She finishes her sentence, but you continue to watch her since you could tell she had more on her tongue. âI just hope heâs not messing with you.âÂ
âMessing with me?â you ask her. Thereâs a part of you deep inside thatâs wondering the same thing, but the thought of having to confront that feeling in order to get an answer makes you want to stay in blissful ignorance instead.Â
She worries her bottom lip between her teeth and looks at you for a few seconds. âMaybe Iâm overthinking it. Itâs just a crush, right?â Her phone chimes with an alarm noise and she grabs it to turn it off. âOh shoot, Iâm going to be late for class,â she groans, leaping up off of her bed and stuffing all of her things on her desk into her bag. She gives you a goodbye over her shoulder just before she heads out of your shared room and then youâre all by yourself.Â
Minaâs last question to you hangs in the air. You didnât really know how you wouldâve answered, because you didnât know what you expected to come from your feelings, if anything at all. Youâve had feelings for plenty of other guys before, some turning into something more and others turning into nothing at all. Having feelings for someone wasnât really something to worry about or complicate.Â
You lay back down onto your bed with a sigh and go to the messages on your phone, clicking on Gojoâs name. It was so bizarre that he was now in your list of actual text messages since you had his number now, but the two of you have only exchanged a few texts since that night you last saw him. He sent over his practice schedule for the week, which was pretty packed and busy since their big game on the 28th was in just two days, and when you zoom in on the picture you see that he has practice in about ten minutes from now. You assumed that since he never texted you about it, they were probably just doing drills out on the field or some other exercises. But you missed him, and you wished that you did have an excuse to visit him. You didnât care about tweaking your camera angles, fixing the exposure, or trying out different light sensitivities for your photos so they come out immaculate. You just wanted to see him again.
Tossing your phone to your side, suddenly frustrated by how mentally drained you feel, you look around the room and decide to tidy up a bit to distract yourself from all your emotions. As you start to pick things up off your desk and place them back on the shelf, you notice that you still have a netted bag full of washed laundry to fold. You dump all of the clothing onto your bed, consisting of sports bras, multiple pairs of jeans, your nice panties and also your grandma undies. One of the articles of clothing catches your eye, and you pull it out from the pile. It was Gojoâs jacket.Â
Your heart skips a beat in your chest as you take in the sight of it, all the memories of that night flashing back into your head. You remember the chill of the air, the deep sound of his voice beside you, the gentle look in his eyes, his lips pressed against yours. Gojo had kissed you, so that had to have meant something, right? Maybe it was a spur of the moment thing, an emotional decision because the two of you were alone, and it was dark, and it was cold, and you two were reveling in each otherâs warmth, but it was still something he initiated. It was so brief, the moment cut so tragically short that you still find yourself craving more despite the fact it happened almost a week ago. Mina wasnât home that night, and instead of spending the rest of it curled up by yourself like you ended up doing, you couldâve easily invited him inside. You wonder if he wouldâve taken you up on the offer, and how far you two wouldâve gone. And now, because you were imaging it, you find it in your heart that you wanted it. Before you know it, those feelings you swore you wouldnât complicate started to feel complicated. If all the novels, movies, poems, and folklore of this world have been any indicator, when it comes to matters of the heart, itâs always impossible to defy.Â
You bring the jacket to your chest, the fabric now smelling like the laundry detergent that all of your other clothes smell like, and no longer of him. It was the polite thing to do to wash it, but the absence of his scent on the soft material just made you miss him even more.Â
Closing your eyes in disbelief at the thought that crosses your mind, you resolve to act now and deal with whatever comes later. If you wanted to see him, you were going to see him. Besides, wanting to hand his jacket back to him wasnât so bad of an excuse to drop by, right? What if it was a deeply sentimental article of clothing that is agonizing for him to be apart from? (a/n. he doesnât even realize you still have it lol)
You grab your tote bag as well as his jacket and head out of your apartment, down to the ground floor, and walk down the street until you reach the bus stop that takes you to campus. You make it there in about forty minutes, the bus dropping you off near the central area. As you start walking towards the expensive art sculpture near the practice fields, you pass by the schoolâs mini convenience store and the bottles of strawberry vanilla soda splayed out in the display case catches your eye. You then find yourself inside buying two cans. One for him, one for you. Maybe heâll be open to hanging out after practice, and you could properly treat him to something nice for all of his help.Â
Soon enough, youâre walking across the grassy hills that lead to the field. It was a slightly gloomy day today, with the sun only peaking through the clouds every five minutes or so, but it was still beautiful and something about the fresh air made your chest swell with ease. Just as you get closer, you notice Geto and Nanami walking together in your direction.
âOh, itâs y/n!â you hear Geto say when you approach them.
You greet the two of them with a smile. âHello, itâs nice to see you two. Are you finished with practice?â
âNo, weâve still got about two hours left, but we just finished a pretty intense set of drills so coach is giving us a fifteen,â Geto says through strained breathing, and you finally notice that the two of them looked sweaty and spent. âWhatâs that in your arms?â
You look down at the strawberry vanilla sodas you were carrying and then back up at the two of them. âOhâŚI just wanted to bring some soda for mr. center forward, as a thanks for getting me referee permission to be on-field on Thursday.âÂ
Nanami crosses his arms across his chest and Getoâs eyes widen. âDamn, wish I had a cute girl go out of her way to bring me strawberry-flavored soda mid practice,â Geto muses.
âI donât think Satoru deserves this level of kindness, y/n,â Nanami tells you with a shake of his head. Geto looks over at him with a wry expression before letting out a small laugh.Â
You give the two of them a smile. âNo, really, heâs been helpful. Is he out on the field?â you ask, standing on tiptoes to try and peer over their shoulders towards the field.
âYeah, he is, I think he stayed back since Coach Yaga was yelling at him about something,â Geto answers and he takes a glance at his watch, âhe usually doesnât stick around to take the lecturing for longer than two minutes so heâs probably somewhere hanging around nearby.âÂ
âThatâs good. Coach Yaga scares me,â you admit to the two of them, pretending to shiver at the thought of him yelling, and this earns a smile from Nanami.Â
âHeâs really not that scary of a guy, just pretends to be one,â Geto informs you then lets out an exhale and places his hands on his hips after fully regaining his breath. âSo, youâre going to be on the field with us on Thursday? Thatâs awesome, please cheer for us. Also, you should come out to the house party the night before the game.â
You raise an eyebrow at him. âYou guys still party before your big games?â
Geto laughs. âI always forget youâre not in a sorority. Yeah, we do, I think the frat just wants an excuse to go crazy and picks our game schedule to go off of. Youâve no idea how many of our players have been in massive shit by showing up hungover to games.âÂ
Nanami lets out a disgruntled noise. âItâs irresponsible, honestly.â
You give an apologetic laugh before fidgeting with the soda cans in your arms, eventually throwing them into your tote, and then peering over their shoulders once more as an impatient feeling washes over you, the desire from earlier to see Gojo consuming you in a way that was entirely distracting. Nanami seems to notice this as he uncrosses his arms and slightly nudges Geto with his elbow. Geto sends him a curious glance before looking back at you.
âWell, anyway. If youâre free tomorrow night, come by. Pre-game parties are usually pretty hype. Yuujiâs bouncing, so heâll let you in,â Geto says to you, giving you a kind smile.
âYeah, Iâll try to make it,â you say, returning his smile. The two of them walk past you and you continue to trek forwards until you reach the large hill that oversees the field.Â
Once youâre at the top, your eyes immediately scan the field for Gojo, and you quickly spot him at the foot of the hill talking to some people. You notice the group surrounding him werenât wearing athletic clothing of any sort, so you assumed they were just his friends. He had a bright smile on his face and just the sight of it created a warmth within you. As you begin to stumble down the hill, your legs hasty in their stride, you see him leaning down forward towards one of the girls in the group with a playful look on his face. The girl looks up at him with a tilt of her head and you hear feminine, high-pitched laughter in the air as she steps closer to him, swatting at his chest from something he says. Heâs fully grinning at her now, and itâs so painfully obvious theyâre flirting that the feeling in your chest that was so excited to see him quickly turns sour.Â
He somehow catches you standing at the bottom of the hill in his periphery and his eyes widen. Thereâs a moment where you hesitate, but eventually take a deep breath and make your way through the crowd. A few within the group let out confused noises from the disruption and then you were standing right in front of Gojo.Â
âWhoâs this?â one of his friends asks, particularly annoyed since you had accidentally nudged him to the side in your stride. You could feel the wide eyes from the men and the curious glares from the women.Â
Gojoâs standing there shocked, likely from the fact that he wasnât expecting you to be here, and then glances around to the people in the group. âOh, just someone IâŚâ he starts, his facial expression softening slightly when he looks back at you, but youâre giving him a guarded expression, â...know.âÂ
Your mouth opens slightly in disbelief, before you quickly close it. Itâs true that you didnât really know what you and Gojo were at the moment, itâs possible you wouldâve answered the same, but his description of the nature of your relationship with him still hurts. He couldâve at least said your name or introduced you. And your disappointment from his words made you realize an unsettling truth, which was that you did want more from him, and you werenât sure if that was something he was interested in at all.Â
The girl he was talking to earlier is glaring daggers at your side, and you suddenly feel suffocated surrounded by a group of people watching you with interest. The man in front of you, despite getting to know him for the better part of the past three weeks, started to feel like a stranger to you all over again. You shove his jacket to his chest, and he looks down at it with surprise before hesitantly grabbing onto it.Â
âJust wanted to return your jacket,â you mumble to him, trying so hard to sound neutral and sane. âI washed it for you.â
You hear a few of the men surrounding you coo something suggestive, a few laughs making their way between them as the women in the group scoff in denial. You ignore them and keep your gaze on Gojo. Heâs looking straight down at you and scanning your features, and you notice his face briefly contorts into one of guilt when he registers the disappointed look on your face.Â
Reaching into your bag, you pause when you see the two cans of strawberry vanilla soda sitting at the bottom, the smiling cartoon mascot faces on the labeling staring up at you like some pitiful conscience. You reached in and grabbed one regardless, then extended it to Gojo. He blinks at it before looking up at you. When he doesnât immediately grab it, you also shove it to his chest until he does. When his fingertips make contact with your hand as he takes it from you, the contact sends a shiver down your spine.Â
You bite your lip, faltering before you speak again. âFor your help. Officially even now.â Then you turn around and push through the strangers spectating the whole scene to make it over to the grassy hills. You vaguely hear Gojo call your name out from behind you, his voice quickly drowned out by the voices of those surrounding him as they continue conversation, and soon enough youâre out of sight over the hill.Â
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âSo, youâre telling me that this guy goes out of his way to help you for this class assignment, in a way thatâs unproportionate to the favor that you put in for him, he flirtatiously teases you any chance he gets, drives out late at night to stay with you when youâre stranded with a flat, has an earnest conversation with you about life, kisses you, diligently takes care of you until youâre home safe, and then when you run into him in front of his friends, he says youâre just someone he knows?â Minaâs recounting every single painful detail as she paces around in your shared room. âI know you both havenât had a conversation about anything after that night, which is insane because you shouldâve, but at least he couldâve said you were a friend?âÂ
You scoff from where youâre laid down on your bed. âI caught him sliding his hands up a girlâs top in the bathroom at that SAE party last week, and when he tried to explain the situation to me he said that he and that girl are just friends. So, by his definition, weâre definitely not friends.â
Mina sighs. âHonestly, y/n, I know heâs charming and heâs been nice to you, but he still has a reputation for being a player.âÂ
You look up at the ceiling, your pillow clutched in your arms for emotional support. âHe almost looked like he didnât even want me there. Like I was an unwelcome interruption. Some sort of nuisance.â You werenât sure exactly how to read the expression he had on his face from your unexpected visit, but your brain had a habit of settling on the worst.Â
Mina sits down at her desk, turning her chair to face you. You were fully sulking like a heart-broken teenager and you didnât understand why. He wasnât any sort of title to you, and you havenât even known him for that long. Barely a couple weeks ago, you were still resolved to the fact that he was some sort of mystery. An urban legend around campus that you couldnât believe you were talking to because people like him didnât usually talk to people like you.Â
âWhy donât you just ask him how he feels about you? Put an end to the guessing game. Be like âhey, jerk, I know itâs common-place for frat dudes to kiss girls like theyâre a dime a dozen. But thatâs not gonna fly with me, so fess up on your intentionsâ. Something like that,â Mina suggests, waving a finger in the air.
You glance at her annoyed. âWere you trying to do an impression of me? I donât talk like that.â
âYou kind of do, love,â she says with a smile on her face.Â
You look back up at the ceiling. â...I donât want to have that conversation with him. Itâll hurt my pride. He shouldâve been the one asking me what we are now, since heâs the one that kissed me.â You turn to gauge her opinion at your words, but her expression isnât giving any hints. âIs that petty? I feel like Iâm being petty.â
âNo, girl, I agree with you,â she says with a sigh, âthatâs how it should be, but almost never ends up being the case.â She looks up at the ceiling briefly, a thought forming in her head, before looking down at you with a sly smile.Â
âWhat?â you ask, already wearily anticipating her response.
âYou want to know how to find out how he feels about you without asking him how he feels about you?â she says like it was some sort of sales pitch.
You turn onto your side and perch yourself up on your elbow, a little too interested. âHow?â
She snaps her fingers. âMake him jealous.â
You look at her apprehensively. âJealous?â
âI mean, thatâs the foolproof way to tell how a guy really feels about you. Based on how he reacts when he sees another guyâs tongue shoved down your throat,â she says with a playful shrug.
You flop down on the bed again. âNow thatâs petty.â You hug your pillow to your chest again, considering the option. You didnât even know if Gojo would feel jealous if you tried to make him jealous, itâs possible he wouldnât even care at all if he saw you with another guy.Â
âYes, petty, but so what? Weâre seniors in college, nowâs our last chance to be petty. After we graduate, weâve got to be fully functioning members of society,â she sighs, âyou only get to be a petty college chick once.â
âHow would I make him jealous?â you ask, still dwelling on her suggestion.
âWell, SAE is having that pre-game party tonight, heâs definitely going to be there. Itâs your chance,â she says, tapping at her phone to glance at the time.Â
You hum to yourself. The mature part of you is telling you that itâs a ridiculous idea, but the angel on your shoulder that has weathered the pain of all your confusing feelings as of lately was starting to play devilâs advocate. After a minuteâs silence, you cover your face with your hand and groan. âOh god.â
Mina looks up at you again. âWhat?â
âIâm gonna do it,â you say, swinging your feet over to the edge of the bed so youâre sitting up, pillow still hugged to your chest as you look at her. âIâm going to go find out how he really feels about me.â
Minaâs smiling at you and hops onto her feet. âFinally. Iâve been waiting for the toxic version of you to make her appearance.â
There was still a couple of hours before the party, so you take a shower and spend some time doing your hair as well as makeup. Wearing your robe, you walk over to your dresser and open it to pull out a pair of jeans when Mina looks over at you and sighs. You send her a look and she makes her way over to you, nudging you to the side with her hip and shoving your jeans back into the drawer.
âYouâre not wearing jeans to this party,â she groans, âdo I seriously have to teach you everything?â Mina starts shifting through the clothes you had hung up on your hangers, eyes landing on something that was tucked away to the side. She pulls out your black dress, the one that had long, skin tight sleeves with a sweetheart neckline and the short hem that barely fell to the middle of your thighs. She pats at the soft and silky material, pulling on it in an attempt to smooth out one of the wrinkles. âOh, yes, honey. This will definitely do.â
âItâs wrinkled,â you say in a poor attempt to get out of wearing it.Â
âNothing my straightener set at 350 degrees wonât fix,â she says to you with a wink.
It takes Mina three minutes to prepare your dress for you while you anxiously pace around the room, fidgeting to yourself, and she eventually hands it to you to wear. The dress had an A-line silhouette cinched at the waist and the top half was tight, so you decided not to wear a bra with it. Just as youâre about to pull on a pair of biker shorts underneath to cover a bit more since the short fabric was hardly doing much, Mina sends you another disappointed look.Â
ây/n, please, youâre killing me here,â she says. âTo make him jealous, youâve gotta get other guys to look at you. That might mean being a bit risque with the attire tonight.â
You sulk your shoulders before sighing and tossing your biker shorts back into your closet. You turn around to face the mirror, petting down the fabric of your dress over you and tousling with your hair before gasping a little as you take in your entire appearance. You looked good, and Minaâs playful cat-call from behind you only gave you a greater kick of confidence.Â
âLove it, cute but sexy at the same time,â she says with a smile. âItâs your turn to be the hottie at the party.â
You two decide to take an Uber to the frat strip, arriving at the host house close to 10pm, and you can already hear the loud chanting and music inside. As you make your way up to the driveway, a gust of wind breezes by and your hands immediately hold down the fabric of your dress in an attempt to not flash the group of people walking behind the two of you. Mina looks over at you with a mischievous smile. You make eye contact with Yuuji at the entrance and he straightens his posture when he sees you and Mina approaching.
âHello, ladies. I see weâve switched roles here tonight,â Yuuji says with a tip of his head. âBombshell friend,â he gestures to you, âand-â
âIf you call me a casual tomboy, I canât guarantee I wonât smack you,â Mina says to him.
Yuuji blinks at her. âHead on in,â he mumbles and you two walk past him.
It hits you as you walk inside that this is the third SAE party that youâve been to within the past three weeks, and yet the atmosphere still surprises you every time. The music was loud, but at this one, the people chanting was even louder. You notice there were posters and flags with the schoolâs colors and symbols plastered up and hanging from the staircase, as well as pinned up jerseys on the walls that looked a lot like the ones that the soccer players wear during matches. Oh, and derogatory insults for the opposing school were drawn across all the decorations.
âIâm going to go find Todo,â Mina says to you with excitement and then sheâs skipping off into the heart of the party, leaving you alone.
You sigh and fidget with the sleeves of your dress, looking around the party, your heart beating fast in your chest at the prospect that youâll lock eyes with Gojo but you donât see him anywhere. As you walk inside, you notice that people are looking at you, and when you make eye contact with some, you notice a lot of them were men, and the attention has you itching for a drink. You quickly make your way into the kitchen and are satisfied when you see the insane amount of options that you can reach for on the island. You grab a White Claw, crack the can open and when you turn around, you jump a little from the sight of a person in front of you.
âWoah, sorry, didnât mean to scare you,â the man in front of you says with an apologetic look on his face, and you recognize him as the one that was bouncing the last SAE party that you went to last weekend. âJust going to reach around you to grabâŚthat.â He reaches around you to grab an entire bottle of tequila, his arm brushing against yours and his eyes meet yours with a smile on his face. âI remember you from last week. Youâre stunning by the way, whatâs your name?â
You tell him and heâs nodding his head slowly, a cheeky look on his face that youâre used to seeing when guys attempt small talk to distract from the other less-than-innocent things they have floating around in their heads. âNice, Iâm Ryota,â he says as he adjusts the snap-back he was wearing on his head, âyou, uh, in a sorority?â He leans back against the kitchen counter in front of you and you wonder if grabbing the tequila was just an excuse to talk to you.
You find yourself turning away from him slightly, taking a huge gulp of the White Claw you had in your hands to realize that 8% ALC./VOL was not going to be enough to get you through the night, so you turned to face him again. âNo, Iâm not. Are you going to drink all that tequila by yourself or are you looking to share?â
He smirks at you. âThereâs enough for two.âÂ
You and this man you met literally two minutes ago cheers a few shots, throwing them back, and you notice that he does them almost effortlessly while youâre wincing from the fact that itâs been a long time since youâve had hard liquor. Heâs chuckling at your reactions as your face scrunches up from your third shot and you wave your hand in front of your face from the burn. A few people that walk in and out of the kitchen periodically give the two of you amused looks before walking back out into the loud party nearby.Â
âCanât handle your alcohol?â Ryota asks and you sigh, your face already feeling flushed.
âI can, I swear,â you whine.
âHere, wanna?â he says to you as he hands you another shot and then he holds his outstretched arm up. You think heâs trying to cheers, so you tap his shot glass, and then heâs laughing. âNo, hold your arm out.â You do as he says and he holds his arm against yours and soon enough heâs taking a step closer to you and youâre interlocking your arms at the elbow. You let out a small gasp from his proximity but his eyes on you are unwavering. He brings his shot glass to his lips and you do the same and then you both tip your heads back, the burn in your throat making you unwind your arm from him and shake your head until youâre leaning back against the island counter and you hear him laugh again in front of you.
âY/n?â a familiar voice calls out that instantly sobers you up from the four shots of tequila you so valiantly threw back.Â
The two of you turn your heads to look at the source of the voice, and you see Gojo standing at the entrance of the kitchen. Your breath catches in your throat at the sight of him and you feel your heart skip a beat in your chest, still so shocked at just how breathtaking he was anytime you saw him. He was holding an empty bottle of alcohol in his hands. You straighten your posture but Ryota still leans against the counter nonchalantly.
âHey, whatâs up dude. Sorry, I was about to circle back with more tequila, but I got caught up in here,â Ryota says and flashes you a smile. âDo you know y/n here?âÂ
You observe Gojo, who wears a tense expression in response to hearing his words, and then he locks eyes with you. A look of surprise swiftly passes across his face as he takes in your appearance, and you feel as if you're practically burning under his gaze. He looks back at Ryota and furrows his brow.Â
âYeah, I do,â he mutters and rudely pushes right in between the two of you to make it to the fridge. âSeems like you do, too.âÂ
Ryota seems to pick up on something from Gojo's tone that you donât, because suddenly heâs standing up straight from the counter and turns to look at you with a contemplative expression. "I'll bring the tequila, or what's left of it I guess, out there," he mentions to Gojo, excusing himself with a brief glance in your direction. As he leaves and turns around the corner, a noticeable weight hangs in the air from how you and Gojo are alone in the kitchen now.
You lean back against the island, reaching for the White Claw you had opened earlier and take another sip. There was a muted buzz lingering in your head, and it felt good, offering a pretty welcome distraction from the fact that Gojo was standing just a few feet away from you, searching for something in the fridge. When he doesnât seem to find what heâs looking for, he closes the fridge door with a louder-than-normal slam, startling you, and then he turns around to face you.
âDidnât know youâd be here,â he declares with an edge to his voice, and youâre already rolling your eyes.
âSorry, pal, should I send you a notarized attendance letter three business days in advance so I donât end up cock-blocking you in a bathroom again?â you sneer at him.Â
He leans back against the fridge, facing you as he crosses his arms across his chest. Damn it, donât stare at the muscles. Donât do it. âWhatâs with the attitude?âÂ
âI donât have an attitude, this is just how I talk to my acquaintances,â you retort as you take another sip of your drink.
He takes a step forward to you, eyes shamelessly dipping to the neckline of your dress and then a little bit further to where the hem grazes your thighs. He places his palm on the counter behind you that you were resting back on and then heâs leaning closer to you, your grip on the can in your hand tightening. He was so close that you canât think of anything but him. His eyes are on your lips when he speaks. âAre we just acquaintances?âÂ
You narrow your eyes at him, all of your anger from yesterday and earlier today resurfacing at his question as you look up at him straight in the eyes. âYes, Iâm only someone you know, right?â
Heâs sighing and you can tell he wants to pull away from you to display his annoyance, but he stays right where heâs at. The hand that was placed on the counter slowly inches towards your waist until his thumb is brushing against the fabric of your dress just underneath your rib cage. He starts to draw slow circles on the material, pressing into your skin occasionally, and youâre breathless from the contact. âIâm getting the hint that youâre mad at me about something, but itâs hard to care when youâre looking like this.â
You let out a scoff at his words. Youâve spent the past two days suffering from his behavior, and heâs trying to get away with it by practically seducing you. But there was also a part of you that was entirely aroused by how little he seemed to care about your attitude and how much more he seemed to care about the way you were worrying your bottom lip between your teeth. âLooking like what?â
The thumb that was pressing against the clothed skin of your waist retreats and his hand moves back to where it was before, laid flat on the counter next to you, except this time his other arm reaches out for the surface too. And now heâs got you caged-in, looking down at you like heâs trying really hard to not get even closer. âLooking hot as fuck? Youâre kind of vain for making me say it out loud.âÂ
Youâre effectively dazed out of your goddamn mind at this point, using all the self-control youâll have for the rest of a lifetime to not grab onto his shirt and pull him into you, all inhibitions lost to the wind. You wouldnât even care if anyone walked in, you just needed him on you, touching you, kissing you right now. But thereâs a tiny part of you thatâs still mad at him, and fortunately that tiny part of you pulls through. âIf you think trying to seduce me is going to make me not angry anymore, youâre out of luck.â
âIâm not trying to seduce you. You think this is me trying to seduce you? If thatâs so, Iâm starting to worry you wonât be able to take it,â he whispers that last part so suggestively that youâre weak in the knees from his words. He seemed so different, entirely preoccupied by taking in the sight of every inch of you in front of him that any sense of shame or guilt has left his body, and heâs just looking at you with desire.Â
âSatoruâŚâ is all you manage to say as you look up at him, your thighs clenching from the arousal of just his presence surrounding you.Â
You see him close his eyes for a second and exhale before he opens them, his pupils all the way dilated and wild when he looks at you again. âYeah?â he responds, his head dipping down towards yours slightly, lips just inches from yours, like heâs waiting for your permission to act.Â
âIâŚâ you start, blinking up at him through your lashes, â...I was having a lot of fun earlier throwing back shots of tequila, and you kind of ruined that. So, if youâll excuse me, Iâd like to get back to it.â You place a hand on his chest, his gaze dropping to it in surprise as he watches you push him away from you all the way until his back hits the fridge with a thud.
âWhat the fuck?â he utters, his face contorted into a confusion you found incredibly comical.
You press up against him, looking up with round eyes and innocence, and you feel him immediately tense up. âAlso, very inappropriate to treat someone you barely know like that. Iâll let it slide, though.âÂ
The last thing you see before you turn away from him is his shocked expression, blinking at you with the rest of him practically motionless, and you skip out of the kitchen towards the main party happening around the corner out of his sight.Â
There were bustling people, a few guys coming up to you to talk to you, but you ignore them until you spot Geto, Nanami, some of the other soccer players, and a bunch of other people huddled around in a circle. You tap on Getoâs shoulder and he turns around to face you.
âOh! Hey, whatâs up, you made it,â Geto greets you, pulling you in for a brief hug which surprises you but was also pleasantly received as you hugged him back with a friendly pat. You could smell the alcohol from him. When he pulls away from you, heâs beaming. âWeâre all doing rounds of shots, wanna join?â
âOh my god, the words Iâve been wanting to hear all night,â you say and you join the circle, a bunch of people cheering as they usher you towards the center and you grab a shot glass from the small round table. A group of maybe fifteen people all raise their shot glasses up in the air, you included, and say some incoherent, non-rehearsed words of luck for the soccer teamâs game tomorrow before everyone throws back their shots. Youâre squealing and jumping up and down in excitement with Geto and watch as Nanami pretends to throw back his shot before dumping its contents into a red plastic solo cup in his hand instead.
âThis is so much fun!â youâre yelling. âCan we do another?â
âHey! New girl wants to do another,â one of the frat dudes calls out, which is followed by cheers and then messy pouring of tequila all over the table as people extend their shot glasses out to be filled.Â
Two, three, four, eventually five is your limit until you wander away from the circle, entirely tipsy at this point, over to where people were dancing in front of the DJâs booth. You bump into some couples that were grinding up on each other, your drunk conscience shamelessly watching their movements, and then accidentally bump into a man so hard that it almost sends you falling back onto the ground but he grabs your arm and keeps you upright. His drink spills a bit out of his hand and onto your dress, making you giggle like a freak.Â
âShit, Iâm so sorry,â heâs yelling to you over the music.
âNo, Iâm sorry,â you yell back, and then you notice heâs wearing a jacket that mimics the patterns of the schoolâs soccer jersey and has an embroidered playerâs number on the chest. It hits you that youâve seen him on the field before briefly during the practices youâve been to. âAre you on the soccer team?â
âYeah, I am,â he says and he tells you his name but the music is way too loud to hear it, and youâre also sort of drunk at this point to register it anyways. But he was cute, and you decided you wanted to dance with him, and dance away is exactly what you do.Â
When he twirls you around and presses his chest against your back, your line of sight falls straight ahead to where you see Gojo sitting on a couch. Your heart sinks in your chest when you see a girl place a hand on his thigh and lean towards him, practically sitting in his lap, but the look on his face tells you heâs entirely distracted by something else. His eyes search the room for a few seconds, and when they land on you, he stills. When he tilts his head up to peer behind you and sees who you were dancing with, a look of shock crossed his face.Â
For fucks sake, you wouldnât flirt with one of his teammates, right?
In your drunk, hazy mind, Minaâs words flash by in your head. The foolproof way to tell how a guy really feels about you is based on how he reacts when he sees another guyâs tongue shoved down your throat.
You turn around, reach up and pull the man you were dancing with down towards you, and you kiss him. The man hesitates, clearly surprised, before moving his lips against yours and just when you feel his hands make their way to your waist, youâre being yanked away from him by the arm. When you turn to look at the perpetrator, you see a very viscerally angry-looking Gojo in front of you and a chill runs down your spine.
Oh god, he looked pissed. If looks could kill, youâd be six feet under right now.Â
He pulls you by your forearm over to the stairs, and youâre protesting, trying to yank away from his harsh grip, but he doesnât budge as he takes you up to the second floor and just when you two have made it into the secluded hallway, he pushes you up against the wall, caging you into it with his body.
âWhat the fuck do you think youâre doing?â he scowls at you, leaning in closer, tone so searing itâs enough to set you on fire.
âWhat the fuck do you think youâre doing?â you yell back at him, anger rising within you.
âYouâre seriously turning out to be a real fucking pain in the ass,â he hisses the words, his eyes darting across your face before settling on your lips.
âWhy do you care? Iâm just-â you start but he interrupts you when his lips crash down on yours, taking you by surprise. His kiss was hungry, ravenous, all-consuming. So different from that night when he kissed you for the first time with nothing but tenderness. This one felt like he wanted to take everything from you, leaving nothing behind. His hands find your waist, pulling you closer to him, and your arms slide up past his shoulders, locking behind his neck, and heâs groaning against your mouth before biting at your bottom lip. When you grant him access, he deepens the kiss and the taste of him intoxicates you.
âIf you imply that youâre just a stranger to me one more fucking time,â heâs growling against your mouth, âIâll make sure we get real well acquainted with eachother against this wall right now.â His hands find the flesh underneath your ass and he easily hoists you up, your legs immediately wrapping around his waist. âAsk me if I give a fuck if anyone sees.â Â
âOh my god,â youâre gasping, his words hitting you straight to your core, and when you feel his clothed erection pressed against the flimsy cloth of your panties, the self-resolution you once had was all but a distant memory. âSatoru, bathroom, please, not here.â
When you tip your head back, giving him access to your neck and he immediately indulges, peppering kisses down your skin, you roll your hips against his and he squeezes the flesh of your ass hard to reprimand the motion before he takes you into the bathroom, shutting the door behind him, then setting you up on the counter.Â
His kisses get lower until heâs at your collarbone, and he pulls you forward towards him on the surface to where youâre sitting at the edge and he has his hands digging at the soft flesh of your thighs. Youâre squirming in his grasp, gripping onto his shirt for any sort of purchase. When his kissing reaches the neckline of your dress and his finger hooks the fabric, threatening to pull it down, he looks at you.Â
âPlease,â you ask him simply.
He raises an amused eyebrow, pulling down the fabric slowly to just above where your nipples would be set free. âYou think youâre in a position to ask for anything from me right now?â
âOh my fucking god I swear, if you donât yank my dress down, Iâll choke you,â you threaten him.Â
âCareful, pretty, I might be into that,â he chides, pressing a kiss to your chest.
You grab the wrist of the hand that was still hooked inside your cleavage, and pull it down harshly so your tits are set free and he leans away from you to take in the sight. Heâs mesmerized for a moment, his hand wrapping around your rib cage and thumb poking the softness from the side before it eventually reaches your nipple and starts to play with it. âGod, youâre so beautiful. Remind me why we didnât do this the first night we met?â
When his mouth latches onto your nipple, you tip your head back with a moan and youâre not able to come up with an answer to his question. Because he was right, it was insane that the two of you didnât. Your hand runs through the short hair of his undercut at the nape of his neck and then grips at the soft strands a bit higher as he sucks and licks at your breasts. You wrap your legs around him tighter, pulling his hips to you, and from the edge of the counter you start to roll your wet panties against the bulge at his front to get relief. He groans against your chest before pulling away.Â
âYou need to relax. Real fuckinâ desperate now compared to when you were pushing me away in the kitchen thirty minutes ago,â he scolds, his lips finding yours again and one of his hands trails up the skin of your thigh. You open your legs even wider for him sweetly and he smiles against your lips, his fingers brushing the skin of your inner thigh and then finally pressing against your clothed core. You instantly jolt, entirely stimulated by the contact, and he pulls away from the kiss to watch you.Â
âS-SatoruâŚâ you whimper because itâs all you can manage to say, your hips pushing forward, craving more of his touch, but he withdraws from your heat all together and steps away from you, his grip on your hips dragging you forward until you step down from the counter and youâre standing in front of him, looking up like you donât even know how to breathe unless he talks you through it. He turns you around to where youâre facing the mirror, and itâs the first time you take a look at how messed up heâs gotten you. Your cheeks were flushed, lips swollen, eyes a little teary from the lust consuming you. Your tits that appeared plush and perked by the haphazard way the neckline of your dress was tucked underneath them were glistening with his saliva and you felt like you were about to go insane at the sight. You take a look at his face in the reflection, and he too looked like he was about to go insane at the sight.Â
âBend over the counter,â he demands with a rough voice, but you donât have much of a choice since heâs pushing down on your back anyways. Youâve risen up onto your tiptoes to accommodate the position and he lazily flips the fabric of your dress up over your ass before his hands hook into the side of your panties at your hips, pulling them down, and you feel the fabric practically peel off of you from how wet you were. And then he was on his knees behind you.
âFuck, why didnât we do this the first night we met?â he laments, marveling at the sight of you bent over for him.
âYou already asked that question,â you mumble.Â
âCause it still doesnât make any fucking sense to me,â he sighs and then he drags his index finger into your folds, from your entrance that was sopping wet all the way down to your clit. Youâre wiggling, pushing your hips out towards him, and you hear him let out a low, guttural sound in his chest at the sight. His finger experimentally pushes into you and youâre gasping, hand slamming against the mirror.
âYouâre so sensitive. Need a second?â he asks like heâs genuinely looking out for you, and yet he doesnât wait before pushing another finger into you regardless.Â
âMhh..n-no, just need your tongue,â you say through a shaky breath, panting from where you were on the counter.Â
He groans at your request and pulls his fingers out of you, instantly making you whine, before giving you a different reason to whine when his tongue presses against your clit.
Your mind was going insane, still registering the shock that this was happening as you moaned from the feeling of his tongue on you, mouth latching on and sucking harshly at your sensitive core that has you writhing and grasping onto anything you could find for purchase. The man that was making a mess at the most intimate part of you right now seemed so different from that kind man last week that pressed that chaste kiss to your lips. This was like you had just summoned the devil and he was on his knees behind you.
You make a mental note to never doubt any of Minaâs advice ever again.
When his hungry lapping at your clit turns into slow, lazy licks against your folds, you whimper above him and attempt to grind against his mouth so his tongue is where you want it. âMmâŚp-please, stop teasing, I wanna cum.âÂ
He pulls his mouth from you and you feel how slick heâs made you, nothing but a mess of your arousal and his spit, before he pushes two fingers inside you and stretches you out inside with them. âBut do you deserve to cum, is the question, sweetheart,â he drawls, curling his fingers inside and pressing on that spot that had your walls fluttering around him and building that tight knot in your lower tummy.Â
âYes, I do, fuck,â youâre moaning as he slowly starts to pump his fingers in and out of you, âless talking, more licking my clit.â
His other hand finds your clit, fingers beginning to rub agonizingly slow circles, and you can feel the texture of his calluses across every single nerve ending of the aching bud. âWhat was that, baby? You want me to be stingy with my tongue? Alright, whatever you say, princess,â he sighs it like he has no choice but to be a fucking dick right now.
âNo, oh my god, donât be stingy with your tongue,â you cry out, your cheek pressing up against the mirror from the sheer desperation of wanting a release, âIâll kill you.âÂ
âCanât make you cum if Iâm dead,â he purrs. âGod, your pussyâs going crazy right now, clenching around my fingers like itâs got a mind of its own. Canât wait to fuck you,â heâs groaning, âso sweet, so tight, so wet. Exactly how I imagined it.â
âY-Youâve imagined this?â you whimper to him when he starts to fully fuck you with his fingers.Â
âSo many fucking times,â he grumbles, his other hand now gripping your ass and thumb spreading you more open. You blush from how exposed you felt to him, but the noises he was making from the deepest part within his chest made you realize he was a freak for it. He pulls his fingers out of you and then uses both hands to spread your folds apart as he laps at the wetness that was practically dripping from your entrance. âWhat your world would be like if this was your little âterms and conditionsâ favor instead.â
His tongue latches onto your clit again and your knees almost buckle. âM-Make me cum and maybe Iâll finally regret the fact that it wasnât,â you say to him, desperate to coax something feral from him that finally grants you release of the tension building at your core. Youâre unable to stay still, squirming and squealing above him, so hopelessly at his mercy.
âSay youâll never kiss another guy except me ever again,â you hear him grumble with his face still buried in your cunt.
âw-whatâŚâ you say, exhaling incredulously, âS-SatoruâŚyou donât make any senseâŚweâre not even dat-â
âSay it, and Iâll let you cum,â he tells you simply, pulling his mouth from you again just when you felt like you were about to topple over and youâre about ready to kick him in the face at this point. You try to look over your shoulder to read his facial expression but when his fingers take their position over your clit and he starts to draw stars, you quickly give up and rest your forehead on the mirror. Oh god, this was good, if he just kept going-
As if he could read your mind, he pulls his fingers from your clit entirely, leaving your core agonizingly empty from any part of his touch, and it makes you gasp. Youâve never felt more betrayed in your life.
âOh my god, okay okay okay!â youâre screaming, sticking your ass out to him and heâs chuckling at the sight. âIâll never kiss another guy again! Fucking hell, Satoru, please, just make me cum,â you beg, whimpering and almost crying, your thighs twitching from the urge to clench together for some form of relief in his absence.
He seems satisfied by your begging, because he immediately grabs your ass with both hands, one of his thumbs pushing shallowly into your drenched entrance, and then his mouth finds your clit again. You close your eyes shut, and you could feel that you were just seconds away from cumming as he simultaneously sucks and licks relentlessly on the sensitive bundle of nerves. Itâs when he groans against your center with such a primal frequency, sending shockwaves of vibrations to your center and throughout your entire body, that you fall apart for him and you come undone so violently that your knees entirely give out, and youâre screaming his name. He wraps an arm around your legs to keep you from falling as you squirm on the counter, your walls pulsing and clenching, hips twitching, and then youâre finally calming down. You lay blissfully on the surface, head down, breathing heavily with soft, remnant whimpers leaving your lips.
You hear Gojo let out a short exhale from behind you that almost sounds like heâs in disbelief. When you turn slightly to look back at him, you see heâs palming himself through his pants and looking directly at your cunt. âYouâre dripping onto the floor, fuck.â He catches a drop of slick, clear arousal as it falls from your entrance, immediately bringing it to his tongue and licking it off his finger before standing up.Â
You barely manage to push your upper body up so that youâre standing, shaking arms working overtime to hold yourself up, and he comes up behind you to press his chest against your back, looking at you in the mirror. He was breathing heavily too, his mouth near your ear and his eyes lidded with lust. You reach your arm up and behind him to grab at the soft tufts of hair at the back of his head, your back arching from the motion, and he groans as he pushes his clothed erection against your ass, head dropping close to your shoulder from the pleasure and he presses a kiss to your skin. The image in front of you, with his broad shoulders and frame completely engulfing yours whole, your hips slightly rocking forwards and pushing against the counter from his indulgent grinding behind you, his hand reaching up to pinch and play with your nipple, it was all so erotic that you were already aching for more. He effectively finger-fucked, licked, and sucked the anger out of you, and that was a dangerous fact.Â
His fingers grazed up the side of your waist that the fabric of your dress still clung tightly to, and he loosely held onto you, sighing against the back of your neck which sent shivers down your spine. His eyes meet yours in the mirror. âSo pretty like this. Turn around and face me, baby, reflectionâs not enough,â he says to you and you do as he says, twirling around. His eyes take in the sight of you, his thumb coming up to press at the soft flesh of your breast and you can see it in his eyes that he was worshipping you.Â
You finally take in the entire image of his appearance. His chest was heaving, hair disheveled, shirt was wrinkled at the front from when you were grabbing onto it earlier. Thereâs a crease to his brow when he looks at you, and you realize that this is not the first time youâve seen him look exactly like this in a party bathroom. Except the last time, it was from reasons other than your own.
And then thereâs that sinking feeling in your chest again.
Just when you observe that spark of intense lust in his eyes, pupils dilated like wild, see it flash through his mind that he thinks heâs about to get lucky with you tonight, you find yourself pushing him away from you for the second time tonight. Youâve got him with his back pressed up against the wall while he looks down at you with confusion, and this time thereâs desperation and panic there too.
You look up at him with a discerning softness, and all those tender feelings youâve been experiencing for the past week come crashing down on you all at once, but your heart aches with their memory. When his eyes study your face, thereâs a brief second where heâs surprised to see the way youâre looking at him, and his jaw clenches slightly.Â
âThanks, I really needed this,â you whisper to him, hand patting his chest reassuringly as you try to keep your composure in front of him despite the hollow feeling in your chest, âgave me some clarity. Donât follow me.â And then you step away from him, pull your panties back up into place, adjust the neckline of your dress up over to cover your chest, then you make your way to exit.
âWhat? Wait-â he scrambles, sounding stunned from behind you as you open the bathroom door, walk right out into the hallway and close the door behind you, not all the way but just enough so you were out of his line of sight.
You sigh to yourself for a second as you step to the side, fixing at your hair, then take a deep breath as you walk down the hall. It registers in your mind that he listens, never following after you.Â
a/n. reader is soooo messy for doing this to him right before his big game lol i'm like scared for her even though i'm literally the author hahha. i hope to see you in the next one! much love
⸠take me to chapter seven!
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