#Toby just sounds tired lol

[ozimagines]

This sounds like a busy conversation amongst the criminally insane. 😂We’re sleeping on Morales, Cyril, and Agustus conversational moments. Like Morales and Agustus would never be mean to Cyril, but Agustus would egg him on to get a rose out of Morales.

[mysaintkitten]

I fully forgot I had this .. so here’s a little something for y’all lol

prompt: Jonathan calls you up after having a few drinks

WARNINGS: SMUT (18+ MDNI), mentions of alcohol/intoxication, brief mentions of suicide, subby-ish Jonathan, phone sex, come eating

*not proofread & old as hell*

you’re abruptly awoken by the phone ringing. through squinted eyes, you peak at the clock sitting on top of your nightstand.

1:03 am flashes at you. who’s calling at this hour? you drag your body out of bed and trudge your way over to the living room where your home phone resides. once there, you drop to the couch and grab the phone, putting it up to your ear.

“hello?” you groan, you hear a small snicker on the other end.

“hiii babyyy!” they respond, clearly a little tipsy, you immediately recognize the voice.

it’s jonathan, your close friend, who had recently got placed into a psyche ward after attempting to kill himself. you hadn’t heard from him since he had told you the news. now here he is, ringing your phone at 1 am, while simultaneously dropping a “baby” bomb on you.

“jonathan?” you blurted, feeling yourself become a bit more awake, “what are you doing? why are you up? how do you even have access to a phone right now?”

he sighs into the phone, “me and toby sn- toby’s m’pal .. by the way .. we snuck out ‘n had a few drinks ..” his mumbles, “now ‘m allllll alone ..” he whines, dragging out the all to emphasize his loneliness, “oh ‘n about the phone .. since i’ve been so good they gave me a landline, cordless too, i mean they couldn’t give me a cord ‘cause i might wrap it around my neck, but it’s nifty!”

you roll your eyes. of course he’d do some shit like this. if it was any other friend, you would’ve told them bluntly that you’re not in the mood to talk, but jonathan was an exception right now. he was in an unfamiliar place with unfamiliar people, and his comment about wrapping the cord around his neck grounded you back into reality. you decided to chat with him for a while.

“is that so?” you reply, “how’d the night go?”

“fun!” he bubbled, “oh m’god .. me and toby .. my friend .. we saw this piss drunk guy fall in the street!” he giggles while recounting the incident. you giggle with him, not so much at the story, but at the fact that he felt the need to reiterate that he has a friend named toby.

“that sound very funny, jon, but shouldn’t you be getting some sleep?”

he whines, “‘m not tired! plus i’ve been thinking about you .. that’s why i called .. wanted to hear your voice ..”

oh?

“why’d you wanna hear my voice? you miss me that much?” you joke, relaxing more into the couch. he hums, “jus’ like how it sounds ..”

“well. you woke me up, and i don’t think i’ll be able to go back to sleep, so you’re welcome to listen to my voice for a while.” you chuckle softly, not thinking too heavily about his intentions. he’s drunk, after all.

“hmm ..” he mumbles in approval, “can you jus’ talk? tell me about your day, love ..”

your brows furrow a bit at the request, but you oblige.

“i didn’t do too much .. just showered .. picked up a bit .. it was nice though.”

he groans quietly at you mentioning showering.

“mmh .. wards got no nice soaps .. i like how your soaps smell. always smellin’ so good ..” he murmurs, through the phone you can hear some minor rustling, but you assume it’s just jonathan drunkenly tossing and turning.

you laugh at his odd compliment, “you think i smell nice?”

“oh, i think a lot of you s’nice, darling.” he assures, his breathing becoming heavier

“what else about me is nice, jonathan?” you ask, thinking he’ll say something corny like your humour or your personality.

“that face f’yours .. gorgeous ..” he giggles and huffs, “‘n that body .. maybe it’s ’cause ‘m all alone .. ‘n a bit tipsy .. but i can’t stop thinkin’ about touchin’ you ..”

oh.

you’re not too sure what to say. you’ve been friends with jonathan for years, you would have never assumed that he wanted you that way. jonathan was very attractive, and you’d be lying if you said you’d never thought about him in a sexual way before.

“jonathan ..” you reply calmly, “i think you’re just drunk and confused, how about we talk more tomorrow? you can call me when-“

he whines, “no, baby, ‘m sorry .. i’ve just wanted you .. for so long ..” he hums as his breathing becomes louder, “‘n now .. just your voice got me s’hard ..”

you pause, listening to jonathan, you still hear the shuffling and his breathing. occasionally he whines a few times, is he touching himself?

“jon, are you .. getting off right now?”

he chuckles, “s’hard .. mmh .. thought i might faint.”

you hate to admit it, but hearing jonathan’s neediness got you a little worked up. knowing he was hard just from your voice ignited some interesting feelings from within you.

as your mind is racing, jonathan speaks, “if i w’s there .. would y’touch me?”

your heart begins to pound, his words have become more direct. he’s not just rambling about how he feels, he wants to know how you feel. you slip one of your hands into your panties, feeling how slick you’ve become from jonathan’s words. you might as well get yourself off as well.

instead of answering, you flip the question. “i’m wondering what you’d do if i was there.” you laugh breathily as you gently rub your clit. jonathan whines into the phone, “god, baby, s’filthy. y’don’t even wanna know ..”

“tell me. i want to hear it.” you pry as you become more aroused, hearing jonathan moan weakly at his own thoughts.

“mmh .. wanna eat your cunt .. make y’come at least once on m’face ..” he groans, “wanna fuck you. raw. make y’shake ‘n cry from my cock. wanna make that cunt feel so so good.”

jesus. really didn’t take much convincing for him to spill his thoughts. you bite your lip at his words, hearing his fantasies made you blush embarrassingly hard.

“hm .. yeah?” you moan into the phone, rubbing your clit at a quicker pace

“‘n i wanna eat you again after my cocks been ‘nside you .. lick up our come ..” jonathan gasps, through the phone you can hear him fisting his now slick cock. “then i wanna kiss you when m’done ..” he adds, chuckling a bit.

“god ..” you sigh, “you are filthy.”

you’re finding it difficult to hold back your moans, you almost want jonathan to hear them at this point.

“you .. you got me all wet, jon ..” you admit a bit awkwardly, you’ve never had phone sex before, but you don’t think jonathan will notice.

he whimpers “are y’touching yourself, baby?”

“yeah .. yeah i am ..” you purr, sliding a finger inside yourself and moaning softly as you plunge it in and out.

“jesus, fuck ..” he huffs, “you rubbin’ your clit? or fingering yourself?”

“i’m doing both .. switchin’ every now and then ..” you coo, adding a second finger inside. you hiss slightly at the change, but your cunt quickly adapts and accepts the second finger.

“mmh!” jonathan moans, “s’hot, knowing you’ve got y’fingers all over that pussy .. you sensitive, baby?”

he’s really into calling you baby. although it feels foreign, you’re not opposed to it at all.

“yeah .. a bit ..” you chuckle breathlessly as you remove your slick fingers out and bring them back to your clit.

“oh, fuck ..” he whimpers loudly, “baby, baby, ‘m not gonna last- m’sorry ..”

you could tell from jonathan’s tone and desperate little whimpers that he was close, he didn’t need to tell you, but it’s kind of nice that he at least let you know.

“that’s okay, come jon. show me how good it feels.” you purr. he can’t physically show you, but he can verbalize it, and he does.

“mmf- fuck, baby, ‘m comin’-“ he moans loudly, you’re worried other people in the ward might hear him.

“that’s it, come on yourself jon, good boy.” you encourage, you’re almost surprised that you called him a good boy, you never expected that to slip out.

his moans dwindle into small little whimpers as he rides out the orgasm, huffing quietly once he’s come down.

“‘m all messy, baby ..” he giggles,

“poor thing, you gonna clean yourself up?” you hum to tease.

“mhm .. nice ‘n clean ..” he mumbles as you hear him making small sucking and licking noises,

“jon, are you licking up your come?” you nearly chuckle at him,

“well no one’s ‘ere to do it for me ..” he whines, continuing to lick away his come.

“jesus. dirty, dirty boy.” you scold playfully, toying with your clit again.

“‘m a dirty boy ..” he repeats while yawning, “dirty boy.”

“you tired?” you ask softly,

“mmh, yeah, little bit ..” he mumbles,

“how about you get some sleep and we talk more tomorrow, all right?”

“mmh.. but i wanna talk ..” he groans,

you laugh weakly at his determination, “i’ll be here tomorrow. trust me. get some sleep. we can talk when you’re more awake and sober.”

“fine .. g’night baby. sweet dreams.” he gives in, yawning again

“sleep well, jonathan.” you close before hanging up. as you place the phone down, you’re left with silence and your thoughts. you decide you might as well get yourself off, and you do, you come in your pants to the thought of jonathan’s whimpers and moans. then, you clean yourself off before heading back to bed.

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Not to jinx myself … but I am currently writing. Send me good energy yall please

[fucktheark]

(some) creepypasta/marble hornets music hcs :)

these are mostly from my own playlist they aren't accurate at all this is just 4 funsies lololol

also i highly doubt anyone will even see this post but if u do drop a song rec plz im struggling finding new music </3

tim (specifically him cs masky is too busy going apeshit 4 music)

old man music but like cool old man music (this is just what my father listens to LOL)

thinks he's got peak taste and snickers at everybody else's song choices

breathe - pink floyd

pet sematary - ramones

the chain - fleetwood mac

aerials - soad

lover, you should've come over - jeff buckley

hoodie

i pulled this out of my ass tbh but imagine 80s fan brian

kinda likes lil peep but would never tell a soul cs he thinks he's too old for it

doesn't rly share his music with anyone bcs he's afraid they're not gonna clown him for it

she's in parties - bauhaus

the brightside - lil peep

the ghost in you - psychedelic furs

messages - a flock of seagulls

hotel california - the eagles (cz y not)

jane

i never rly obsessed over her so this is js based on the vibes i get from the art i've seen of her (so pretty bruh)

echolalia - faetooth

nine while nine - sisters of mercy

closet - fleshwater

engine no. 9 - deftones

frigid and spellbound - spectral wound

nina

no way totally unexpected music

i think eventually she grew out of screamo and scene but never rly let emo go entirely

acid - ghost town

get away with murder - jeffree star (yikes)

what you need - bmth

freaxx - brokencyde (she's been in love with this album since it came out)

vampires will never hurt you - mcr

jeff

i like think that after what he did to his family he just kinda checked out from earth and stopped keeping up with most pop culture, so he's still listening to the same music he did back then.

peak edgy middle schooler vibes

never tires of his playlist

every now and again he comes across something new and gets obsessed with it immediately and probably forever

yen - slipknot

makedamnsure - taking back sunday

don't go - bmth

tourniquet - marilyn manson

crewcabanger - chelsea grin

toby

I-C-P FOREVER WITH THE JUGGALOSSSSSS

still enjoys twiztid even after the beef but secretly because it makes him feel like a poser

also likes jeff buckley but feels kinda cringe for it

the stalker - icp

house of mirrors - icp

my 1st time - dark lotus

2nd hand smoke - twiztid

grace - jeff buckley

liu

same reasoning as jane i know like nothing about this dude and even less about sully so i'm not even gonna attempt .

i fw his vibe tho

eye - smashing pumpkins

the man who sold the world - nirvana

heaven - talking heads

the sickness - imminence (he's gotta be a lil emo come on)

siamese twins - the cure

eyeless jack

this one is kinda hard tbh but considering his hypersensitivity to sound, i feel like he wouldn't enjoy anything too noisy

likes songs with a lot of bass because he can feel the bass reverberating through his body when he wears headphones

soft/airy vocals!!!! he hates screaming

doesn't rly stick with a specific genre just whatever makes his ears tingle lol

a forest - the cure

dark stone - holy fawn

hide and seek #1 - plastic tree

the thing - pixies

collabo - june freedom

BEN

bitch spends so much time on the internet he discovers new music every day

listens to everything but tries to flex the really obscure shit he finds in the depths of youtube (he wants to be cool but it's kind of pathetic.)

his playlist is MASSIVE and a mess, he usually has to skip through half of it before finding something he actually likes

i don't know why but he'd be into haunted mound

plays the majora's mask soundtrack when he can't think of anything to listen to

husqrider - turnabout

fentanylism - opiated devilsperm

starting over - lsd and the search for god

gou zin zan goku - deviloof

ugliest - $uicideboy$

laughing jack

he's old af and probably doesn't get modern music tbh

classical music it is

and opera

i'm not gonna make a whole playlist but he really loves erlkönig because of the story lol

[cheydlerarts]

Why is Chev's nickname bunny? And what happened to shiv?

Shiv was supposed to be her original nickname, but I decided I didn't like it very much and made it to where only Jeff calls her that lol

Jeff was drunk and slurred her name, and it ended up sounding like shiv instead of Chev, and it stuck. (He had known her by her original name, Cheyenne, before she changed it and still has trouble adjusting)

as for Bunny, it was originally what her dad called her as a toddler before he disappeared. She hadn't gone by bunny since until a few years ago when Toby called her that jokingly (purely coincidence, he didn't know about her dad) because of the bunny symbol she puts on her clothes! and also because she has strong legs like a rabbit.

she also has a few quirks of a bunny! like:

she wiggles/wrinkles her nose when she's thinking

she flops when she feels safe and content (not often, but not super rare either)

stomps her foot when she's really angry (though this is mostly because she bottles up her emotions, and needs to get out her anger in a quick and subtle way or else she'll explode)

chinning, but not as a way to mark territory. she just likes to rest her chin on things/friends

and she definitely acts like a grumpy bunny when upset or tired lol (cold shoulder/turning back to you)

[shipblogbecausesure]

Can you do MaskyxHoodie angst? Maybe a memory loss scenario?

This isn't really a memory loss scenario exactly, more so them getting back their already missing memories. Still, hope you enjoy none the less! Also this does reference Marble Hornets, if you haven't seen it this may be confusing lol

I sighed, heading back to my room after yet another tiring mission. Brian should be off as well, at least I’d get some time with him. I headed into the room to see Brian sitting on his bed, staring out the window. “Hey Brian,” I greeted him, walking over to join him. He seemed to jump, glancing over at me. “Oh, yeah, hey.” He got up off the bed, pulling down his mask. “You should probably get some rest, I’m sure you’re tired. I have to go help E.J with something,” he said, walking past me. “Sleep well.” With that, he was gone. That was- weird. I’d seen him act like this with others but… he was never usually this distant… I shook my head. No, I’m sure he’d just had a bad day, it would be better tomorrow.

——

I never liked having to ask Toby for help. Sure things were better between us, but this was still something I hated doing. But Brian had been acting off for days, seemingly trying to avoid me. Kate had been busy all week so I couldn’t ask her, so Toby was my only option. It wasn’t hard to find him, even when he wasn’t working he spent quite a bit of time outside. I headed out to see him sitting under a tree, staring further into the forest. I took a deep breath and walked over to him. “Toby, can we talk? I need your help.” He turned to look at me, seeming surprised. “You want my help?” he repeated, “Must be serious if you’re asking me.” “Yes, please don’t make a big deal out of it. Look- Brian’s been acting weird for a few days now and I think he’s avoiding me. I don’t- I don’t know what’s going on and I don’t know what to do anymore.” I admitted. Toby hummed, seeming to think for a moment. “Now that you mentioned it, yeah I haven’t seen you and him spending much time together, he’s been spending a lot more time out here and in the forest,” he said, getting up off the ground. “Other than that he hasn’t been acting much different around me. If he won’t talk to you about it, maybe he’ll say something to me.” I feel like Brian only acting weird around me should be worrying… “I”ll talk to him and let you know if he tells me anything, alright?” I finally looked at him again and I nodded. “Alright… Alright.” “Hey, he’ll be okay.” Toby assured me, “You’ve known each other for who knows how long, this is nothing.” 

——

I sat in my room, staring out the window at the night sky. It had been a day and I hadn’t heard anything from Toby or Brian. I doubted I’d sleep much tonight, so I guess I would just stick to staring out at the night sky. I only turned when I heard the door open, Brian heading in. “Come on, I have somewhere I want to show you,” he said. He headed back to the door, waiting for me. I decided not to question him right now and followed him out into the forest. It felt like forever before he finally spoke. “I’m sorry that I haven’t been spending much time with you. Something happened and- I didn’t know how to tell you… But I treated you unfairly, you deserve to know.” he said. When we finally made it out of the forest we were by a large building. It looked abandoned but… familiar almost. Brian took a deep breath. “I found this place a few days ago, I went out on my own since I wasn’t busy and you were on your mission.” He took my hand, leading me inside. Why did I recognize this place? He squeezed my hand, leading me up a flight of stairs. I froze when we reached the top, pulling free from his grip and taking a step back. “I-I know this place…” Almost all at once, the memories came flooding back to me. The sound of a gunshot, chasing a hooded figure… Brian… then- Tears formed in my eyes. “Hey,” Brian whispered, taking hold of my hand again. “It’s okay Tim, I’m not mad at you.” I tried to pull away again, but he didn’t let me. “Why? Why aren’t you mad? I- I-” I didn’t need to finish the sentence, I knew he could fill in the blanks. It was my fault he had died… Even if he was here I’d still done it. How could he forgive me? He pulled me into a hug, kissing my head. “I still don’t remember everything, but I do know what happened here was a misunderstanding, I’m not upset. We’ll figure these memories out together, do not beat yourself up over this, alright?” I knew I couldn’t promise that, but I nodded. “Right… together…”

[transsexualunderground]

a ramble on my personal canon that turned into a ramble about the production and universe implications of the TVS and RWS

*cracks knuckles despite not being able to* today i shall talk about my personal canon for ttte/rws because i'm in the mood for an infodump :sunglasses:

you may be wondering, jade, what the hell is this supposed to mean? basically it's me trying to stitch a patchwork of the classic series canon, hit era, cgi, rws, and my own oc stuff to my liking.

...and i'll also admit i wrote this really tired, but I wanted to infodump so bad. putting the rest below the cut!

so far, my most simple summary of it so far is that it's mostly the RWS with the timeline of the model series. things from the RWS happen in the order they happened in the TVS (albeit not with the exact same execution as the RWS or the TVS all the time). Series 5's events happen, as do series 6's and maybe some of series 7's? But also, events that didn't get adapted to the model series happen, as to characters, such as Bear and two entire railways. I also wanted to take some characters from hit era and beyond, albeit I'm not sure I have a complete list yet.

I'm also including the UHR, aka the Ulfstead Heritage Railway, my original smaller railway that kinda... happened. Basically, a variation on Toby's Discovery happens, and the controllers of the railways, not quite sure what to do with it, end up with an offer from my oc, Tiffany Lancaster. She offers to run the track and perhaps then some as a heritage railway. Restoration ensues! It connects to the Skarloey, as seemingly shown in the show, and the NWR. I also decided it runs around inside Ulfstead itself and a bit further south to the Ulfstead Castle and The Mansion, which I'm using the RWS canon for and saying they're a preserved castle and mansion-turned-expensive-fancypants-hotel respectively. Sorry, no Estate Railway here... maybe, I haven't watched relevant CGI episodes yet, but something about a castle on top of a mine sounds horribly structurally unstable. But it's not like anyone lives at that castle anyways.

Other things I'm consolidating include: Toby's Branch Line and the Arlesdale Railway run near each other, like in the 2014 map of Sodor. I've elected to put Toby's Old Line on Sodor like in the TVS. James's red coat of paint comes after his accident, like in the RWS and CGI canons. Thomas just kinda Showed Up, like in the RWS. And Henry doesn't need the special coal post-rebuild like in the RWS, albeit he still might have some occasional problems.

honestly, i just wanted to write this because I was sorting out my OC event timeline for my fanbooks, realized I've been using the TVS timeline the entire time, remembered I had a personal canon, and then went wild assigning series to events and year estimates.

And, to be fair, in-universe, these stories were NOT written at the time they happened or anywhere near 'em until much later into my fanbooks, if at all. My stories are written in modern day both in-universe and out because of whatever the heck the Secondman got up to, so this is a bit loose! And setting them in more vague years, like the TVS did, might help me in the long run somehow. Toward the Christopher Awdry part of the RWS's run, more stories were written just so the TVS could have stories to base things off of, so I'm genuinely unsure if they're supposed to be records of a past year in the RWS canon or set closer to the year they were written or what. I may have worded that weird because I'm tired, but basically, if those stories were written to be scrambled in with the others in the early TVS, does that mean that they took place during different times rather than when one would think the books are set?

Despite being the guy who posted the links to RWS resources, I still don't know as much as I'd like to, LOL. And consolidating multiple canons, while fun, is tiring. So with this, I shall end this ramble. Goodnight. I leave you with MS Paint Wesley whom I drew with a mouse and also whilst very tired. I could not wrap my head around perspective tonight LOL

[survey--s]

555.

Who in your family has been married the longest? (and how long?) My grandparents were married for about seventy years when my granddad died.

Do you have any Eastern European ancestry? I do not - well, not to my knowledge anyway.

Where is your car parked right now? On the street right outside my house.

When did you last travel alone? Where were you going? It depends what you mean by travel. I drove home from work alone about an hour ago, lol. Do you take your shoes off when you come inside? Yeah, no shoes allowed in our house unless they’re slippers/indoor-only.

What’s your favorite movie series? Lord of the Rings, Pirates of the Caribbean and Harry Potter.

How are you feeling today? Tired but overall pretty good.

Look to the right - what’s the first thing you see? The cat. Toby is fast asleep next to me.

^^ What does that thing remind you of? Err, not much lol. He’s a cat - he just reminds me of cats, I guess? What was the first color you ever dyed your hair? I had like blonde/caramel coloured highlights as a teenager.

What is something that’s considered a luxury, but you wouldn’t want to live without? A car.

Do you want to move anytime soon? No, not really. I’m quite happy with where I live now.

Did you have coffee this morning? Yeah, I have coffee every morning before I go to work.

How good/bad was the quality of education you received in high school? The education was actually pretty good, so were most of the teachers - I just didn’t really thrive in that kind of environment as it was too small and cliquey for my liking.

What was the most interesting year of your life, and why? I don’t really know, from an outsiders view it was probably the year I lived and studied in France.

What was the first social media site you ever used? Bebo, I think.

Do you have any exes you really regret dating? No, not really. They all made sense to me at the time. What brand of laundry detergent do you use? Just the Tesco own brand stuff - it’s half the price of any branded ones and it smells good too.

Are you prone to mood swings? Only when I’m due my period.

Have you ever lied on a resume? Or even in a job interview? Yeah, but not about qualifications or experience, just about my confidence and how I’d handle certain situations lol.

Of all your friends & family, who has the most nicely-decorated home? Suzanne has a really nice, minimalist home which always looks clean and smart - Susie’s is lovely and cosy and really welcoming.

What was the last thing you bought, other than food? Err, petrol maybe? I don’t remember.

Do you smoke? Or vape? I don’t do either of those things.

What are you dreading right now? I’m not really dreading anything right now. I’m too tired really ha.

What brought about the end of the worst relationship you’ve been in? He held me up against the wall by my throat.

Where was the last place you spent the night other than your own home? Helen’s place for a pet-sit.

Do you have any step- or half-siblings? Technically yes, but we’ll never meet.

Have you ever been catcalled? Unfortunately.

How old were you when you started scheduling your own doctors appointments? I think I was eighteen, but I never really visited the doctor much as a kid and when I did, I was reliant on my parents to take me due to the location.

Have you ever driven across an international border? Yeah, England to Scotland but it’s not really a border lol.

When was the last time you spoke to a neighbor? This morning.

Is your best friend male or female? Male.

When was the last time you washed your bed sheets? Friday. They get washed and changed every Friday.

What do people always seem to think is weird about you? Everything lol.

Ever notice how high schools in movies/tv shows are portrayed way differently than in real life? Of course.

Do you ever braid your hair? I do wear it in pigtails in winter as then I can wear a beanie over the top for work.

What food sounds the most appetizing right now? I’m not really that hungry as I had a pizza for tea about an hour ago.

[vilelittlecritter]

Thanks for tagging me! I'm really glad I got tagged because I love talking about the stuff i like

Favorite colours: Green, Brown, Gray, Orange

Piercings: Two in my left ear, Planning to get one on my other ear and two more I don't know which ear they'll go on

Tattoos: None. For now :). I'd like to get a floral sleeve or a watercolour one and some tattoos of things I like, e.g Omori, Off, Yume Nikki, Doctor who, etc

Favourite TV show: Doctor who (literally my fav ever and will always be), Arcane, Umbrella accademy, JJBA, CSM, Castelvania, Serial experiment lian (About to start it but I already love it), Cow Boy Bebop (the anime)

Favourite Movie: Sound of Music, Jojo Rabbit, the spiderverse movies. ( I don't really watch movies but I do plan on changing that, I want to watch Pupl fiction and Resevior dogs someday)

Favourite Actors: David Tennant, Peter Capaldi

Favourite music artists: Akira Yamoaka, Bo En, Jack Stauber, James primate, Gregory & the hawk, Kurt Cobain, Jimmi Hendrix Nightmargin, Toby Fox

Height: 6"1 (Maybe 6"2)

Favourite things to do: Playing video games, Listening to music and video essays, Doing art, Taking walks, generally chill stuff

Introvert/extrovert: Super introverted, I purposefully made myself look angry in high school because I was afraid of people talking to me lol

Favourite book: The night circus (If you haven't read it please do its amazing)

Favourite games: (adding this cause I can lol) Omori, Silent Hill 2, Off, Yume Nikki, Deltarune, Resident Evil 1, Rain world, Hollow knight, Metal gear solid 3, Hades, Subnautica

Last Fan Fic read: Misty Wisps Tsumi to Batsu

Favourite drink: Tea and strawberry smoothies

Favourite food: Probs ice cream, but like traditional ice cream

Favourite OTP: Idk I don't really care about shipping, I just like seeing the cute drawings and cute dynamics :)

Favourite Songs: & By Tally Hall, Endless cycle from Hylics 2, My Time by Bo En, Stone wall Grey fence by gregory & the hawk, Save theme from Yume 2kki, Pepper steak by Alias Conrad Coldwood, Oh Klahoma by Jack Stauber, The Drunk by Kiltro, Your Rain by Akira Yamoaka

Last thing Googled: Rivulet Rain world

Last song listened to: Sundown By James Primate

What Super power I'd choose: Probs like telekenisis or like a Jojos stand lol

@imurgayhomie @ksenya-and-the-artistic-cucumber @misty-wisp @sheepeal and anyone else who wants to join and or who I forgot because I am very tired lol

About Cas :)

Thank you @rrcenic my sweet for the tag ❤️

Favorite colours: Blue and Grey

Piercings: 8 in my ears, on in my nose

Tattoos: 11, but more if you count my little hand tattoos :)

Favourite TV show: Steven Universe, closely followed by Good Omens

Favourite Movie: Um probably Encanto

Celebrity Crush: David Tennant and Rhea Ripley

Favourite music artist: Arctic Monkeys

Height: 5"9

Favourite thing to do: Read and write poetry, bonus points if it's cold outside

Introvert/extrovert: Depends on the situation and who's there!

Favourite book: The Spiderwick Chronicles

Last Fan Fic read: Oof, it's been a while. Maybe my own poetry? That's basically Good Omens fic XD

Favourite drink: Gin and tonic, or normal drink, probably tea.

Favourite food: My grandma's Laksa

Favourite OTP: Currently Aziraphale and Crowley, but my oldest is Shera and Cartra

Favourite Songs: Oooh, anything by Queen, or Arabella by the Arctic Monkeys

Last thing Googled: Prime Video, Good Omens XD

Last song listened to: The Night We Met, Lord Huron

What Super power I'd choose: The ability to refill, empty cup, full again. Empty bank account, full again. Would have a limit though.

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Thank you @rrcenic as always for the tag xx

@redrose360 @ato-dato @theugliestcrown @cassandralie @junee-e @hg-aneh @madebysamael @queenwillow77 @goodomensonprime

[astupidweeb69]

Unrequited (Yandere! Ticci Toby x Reader)

Second Chapter is here: Part 2 

The Other Chapters: Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9

Author’s Note: This is literally the first thing I’ve written in over 7 years? Possibly longer than 7? I don’t know. The point is, it’s been a long ass time so don’t judge too hard on my writing skills. I’m so out of practice lol.

I just had Toby on the brain and wrote this on a whim. I don’t know if it’s a one-shot or if I’ll write multiple parts. I guess I’ll figure it out later.

I first got into the fandom back in 2013 and kind of watched the fandom die and then come back again in recent years. And now I’m back in my creepypasta phase and I’m writing fanfiction. Whatever, cringe culture is dead. Here’s my writing I guess.

Cross-posted on my Ao3 account, which I update more frequently.

Warnings: Swearing. Some mentions of murder in passing I guess? The reader likes watching horror movies idk. Written in Toby’s perspective. (2,385 words).

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He honestly didn’t think it would go this far.

It started off as an innocent glance towards your face. Sure, Toby has seen plenty of people over the years he was attracted to, he was a person made of flesh and blood after all. He tried not to act on these needs though, and if he did, he would at least try to find others in his “line of work” who wouldn’t pry too much into his personal life and wouldn’t judge him (or run screaming) when they got to know him.

But you were different. You weren’t a killer or some kind of monster. You were just a person. A good-looking one, but a person, nonetheless. You were in no way a part of his world and for this reason, were out of Toby’s reach.

However, despite these complications Toby couldn’t bring himself to stay away. The rush he felt every time you so much as entered a mile radius of him was too much for him to handle. He was addicted to the euphoric feeling, the way his body burned and ached to touch yours, how his heartbeat pounded like a drum, and his breathing became heavy with desire. Even his tics would become more noticeable, his muscle spasms and cracking bones gaining the attention of anyone who happened to be around him. Usually it would bother him, even give him a reason to return to whatever shitty rundown place he was calling “home” that week. But he had become accustomed to the cold, monotonous, and unforgiving world that surrounded being a proxy. And he wanted that to change. He wanted you. From the first moment you two had met.

And he could still remember every detail of that day.

*****************

Toby had been out on a supply run at a gas station close to the proxy’s current base. He’d been looking in the chip aisle when the unmistakable sound of a bell chiming alerted the employee behind the register of a new customer.

Toby’s tired eyes briefly shot up to see who had entered. He was met with a cute little thing absolutely drenched from the rain, slightly out of breath from trying to find a dry place as quickly as possible. Unfortunately for you, it didn’t matter how fast you had run, your clothes were already soaked. And fortunately for Toby, you’d decided on wearing a simple white t-shirt that day. It clung to your skin and was practically see through now. You were fumbling with the hem of your shirt trying to get it to stop sticking, trying to shrink yourself down to not catch any unwanted attention. But it was too late, Toby was already focused on you.

Watching you nervously look around for something, his dark eyes followed your every movement as you started to walk in his direction.

Wait, why were you walking towards him? Your eyes were definitely looking his way.

Were you going to talk to him? He felt his heart rate speed up as his mind starting reeling at the possibilities. What if you hit on him? He couldn’t remember the last time a pretty girl spoke to him. Or even gave him the time of day. When was the last time he even showered? Shit. He’d covered up the gash on the side of his face, right?

“Uh, excuse me?”

He was snapped out of his thoughts at the sound of your voice.

Toby blinked. “Y-yeah?” Fuck. His stutter. He tried to compose himself, his face involuntary grimacing and his body twitching despite his efforts. God he can only imagine what you were thinking right now.

“Could you please move so I can grab some (favorite snack)?” You were clearly trying your best to maintain a friendly smile. He could tell you were uncomfortable; he’d been staring far too long. Had you caught him looking at your…? Shit, he hoped you hadn’t noticed. Even though he hadn’t exactly been very subtle.

You cocked an eyebrow. “Or… I could grab a different snack… I guess?” You let out a nervous chuckle, attempting to lighten the mood, getting ready to retreat from the strange guy in front of you.

“No! That’s nuh-not necessary… luh-let me just…” He grabbed one of the bags containing your desired snack, and with a hand getting sweatier by the minute offered it to you.

“Here yuh-you go” He twitched, the corners of his mouth struggling to make any kind of face that would make him appear normal.

Your hand reached out to grab the food, fingers lightly grazing his own.

His whole body shivered with delight at the contact.

You muttered out a “Thank you” and quickly turned on your heels to scurry away towards the register.

You had picked out a (favorite color) umbrella from a bin and set your items on the counter to be scanned.

The cashier was looking you over, with just about the same amount of subtly as Toby. He was about Toby’s age, early to mid-20s, with messy blonde hair, light green eyes and a dusting of freckles across his face. The guy was good-looking, Toby had noted bitterly, and he continued to watch the two of you interact from afar, with an ever-increasing amount of jealousy.

“Did you find everything you were looking for?” The guy asked. There was a slight playfulness in his tone that you clearly picked up on.

“Uh… yeah? I mean yes.” You began stumbling over your words. “I did… I guess.”

Toby kept listening, still pretending to be invested in deciding what food to buy, all while smiling to himself. You may have understood the cashier was interested in you, but boy were you bad at dealing with it.

“Glad to hear it. And are you part of our rewards program….?” He trailed off expectantly. The cashier wanted to know your name, Toby realized, and he wanted to know too.

“(Y/N).” You replied hastily. “And no, I’m not.”

(Y/N). Toby repeated in his head. It suited you.

The cashier lifted his eyebrows and flashed a wide toothy grin. “That’s a pretty name.”

“Thanks, my mom gave it to me.” You blurted out. It was an awkward attempt to flirt back, failing to match the man’s laidback approach to flirting. Luckily for you, the guy didn’t seem to care, laughing at your small quip in spite of the poor delivery. And to Toby, your embarrassing display just made you more charming in his eyes.

He watched as your items were scanned and placed in a plastic bag. As soon as you finished paying you had grabbed your things while stuffing your wallet back in your pocket, obviously eager to leave so you wouldn’t humiliate yourself any further.

Rushing towards the door, the guy called out to you, “Have a nice day!”

Without thinking you answered, “No thank you!” And stopped, still facing the door, blinking at what you just said.

Eyes wide, you ran out the door and Toby watched your retreating form disappear into the rain.

You had even forgot to use the umbrella you just bought.

*******************

Afterwards, he kept replaying in his head that scene of you scrambling to leave the store after fucking up your conversation with the cashier. Toby had to stifle his laughter after he had witnessed it. It definitely brightened his day, something that pretty much never happens.

He wondered if it would be easy for him to get you that flustered, to be the cause of such a cute reaction instead of that jackass guy. To tease you and flirt with you. Were you always so nervous or was what he saw just a one-time thing, maybe you had just been caught off guard? Toby wanted to find out more about you, see if you could be the source of any more entertainment.

Plus, it definitely helped that he found you easy on the eyes. He could always just admire you from afar if you weren’t doing anything particularly interesting that day.

At least that’s what he had told himself at first. A crush that’s all it was, you were just his type. If his life hadn’t turned out the way it did, he probably would’ve ended up with someone like you. But that wasn’t possible now, he would just have to settle for following you around (stalking) for a couple more days, and then he’d get these feelings out of his system. Get bored.

And he kept thinking that. A couple more days, until he gets bored.

Of course, it never ended up being just a couple more days.

By now he knew almost everything about you. At first, he followed you home so he would know where you lived and could find you easily. Then he moved on to figuring out what your basic daily schedule looked like. Nothing too complicated for someone like him. It was standard procedure when a proxy was assigned a specific target.

However, at this point he knew everything from your favorite color to your bra size.

You were anything but another victim for him to eventually hack to death.

His initial assumptions were that you’d be an intensely anxious person, from what he’d gathered from his first impression he got at the convenience store. Although that wasn’t the case. You had a much more layered personality and Toby was dying peel it back like skin to see all the tendons and viscera underneath.

Sure, you were sometimes awkward, mostly when you were put into a social situation you were not expecting or prepared for. Which admittedly, happened more often for you than the average person. You were just more on the introverted side, not necessarily shy or timid.

He’s seen you hang out with a couple close friends, and with them you acted more natural. You definitely liked to be the funny one of the group, always quick with a joke or sarcastic remark.

At one point while catching up with a friend of yours, they had asked you if “you were seeing anybody” And without skipping a beat you responded with, “As in dating or hallucinations?” Before eventually informing your friend that you were not, in fact, in any kind of relationship (much to Toby’s relief).

You had lots of interests that fascinated him. His favorite by far being your love of horror. Watching you and your friends sit down to watch a scary movie at your place, seeing how you jokingly cheer on the killer while your friend playfully rolls their eyes. And how your face lights up with fascination when a scene shows a particularly gruesome amount of gore. It almost makes him feel like you and him have something in common. But he knows liking horror movies was a far cry from being able to stomach what he does on a regular basis.

But what was with your hesitation whenever your friends brought up your family? You said they were doing fine, but clearly you were hiding something. Did you have a difficult home life? If that was the case, you and him definitely had something in common. He’d have to find out more about that eventually. But with how guarded you tended to be, even with close friends, he doubted it’d be easy information to obtain. He’d have to get closer to you.

And eventually he did. Not by outright revealing himself to you. Although the thought had crossed his mind. Romantic scenarios of him ‘accidentally’ bumping into you in the street, maybe dropping a copy of a book or movie you like, and you’d excitedly tell him it was your favorite one. What a coincidence it’s his favorite as well. But no, he wasn’t ready for that yet.

Instead, he started to sneak (break) into your home while you were gone or when he was sure you were fast asleep. The smell of you on your bedsheets when you were away was enough to make his head swim. Using your stuff, like your shower and toothbrush made him feel like he was almost your live-in boyfriend. He’d also started to take small items he thinks you wouldn’t notice go missing (maybe a few pairs of underwear). Anything that reminded him of you. Unfortunately, he did look to see if you kept a journal or diary somewhere, something that could give him an idea of what really went on in that head of yours, but came up empty.

You had a laptop, one you used religiously and was often the cause of you staying up so damn late every night (like he’s one to talk), but you had a password on it, and he wasn’t about to ask BEN for any favors.

But this unrequited love (obsession) of his was going to have change soon.

You weren’t dumb, that much Toby knew, you were beginning to notice things. You were very observant, almost to a point of paranoia, an aspect about you Toby found rather challenging. He wondered where that came from, something to do with your past maybe?

He could tell you were suspecting someone was watching you and tampering with your possessions. You started to close the blinds on your windows, double check to see if everything was locked before you left during the day. He even saw you set up little traps around your home. Using thin, almost translucent wire you had taped them across different cabinets and doors in your home while you were away, checking to see if any had been moved or broken when you returned. A trick you had picked up from one those scary movies you enjoyed so much. And if Toby hadn’t seen you do it, he probably wouldn’t have even noticed the almost invisible strings. God you were smart.

And that was the problem.

He couldn’t stop, that much was for sure. He needed you now. Needed that feeling he got when he saw you, it was like he had gained a dependency on it and he wasn’t about to quit cold turkey.

You were going to have to see him again. This time for real. No awkward stuttering. No running away before he got a chance to introduce himself.

He had decided he was going to become a part of your life now.

Permanently.

[cafeinthemoon]

Founders with s/o who sleeps with a plushie 🧸

Fandom Naruto

Characters Hashirama Senju, Tobirama Senju, Madara Uchiha

Symbols 💜 . 💚 . 💛 . ▶️

Warning (s) none

N. A. This one is pure fluff and comedy! This is a request by anon about our beloved Grandpas finding out that they will have to share their s/o... with a plushie. What will happen then? Let's see! 🤣

Hashirama

This picture above is exactly how he reacted when you went to your room to sleep together for the first time

Despite his carefree, and even childish manners, Hashirama wasn't expecting to share the bed with anyone but you at such occasion

Even less when this someone else is a plushie

You took the one that would be your side of the bed from that moment and was about to lay down when you saw him staring

You even had the courage to ask him what was wrong

The poor man lol

"You're really gonna do that, y/n?"

"Do what?"

He pointed to the plushie

You shook your head in affirmation, afraid of his next words

Hashirama didn't want to sound rude, but his thoughts on the matter were clear: you were too old for sleeping with these stuff, didn't you know?

That night was awkward, to say the least

Later you told him about how you got that plushie

It was a gift from a beloved person of your past (not an s/o, of course)

This person wasn't there anymore, but you still had good memories of them

You couldn't get rid of the plushie even if you wanted

Hashirama delicately suggested that the plushie could stay in your bed during day, among the pillows

Tbh it was cute 🥺

And if it meant so much to you, he would never separate it from you

Tobirama

You could imagine his red eyes widening at the sight of you wrapped around your plushie, in the deepest sleep

Still you wouldn't give up on it

But you were also shy about it, so you didn't tell Tobirama about your habit until you started sleeping together

You laid down before him, so you wouldn't face any questions

Until that moment when he came to your room and saw you hugging it

He swallowed, then passed to his side of the bed and laid down with his back turned on you

The next day you sense he was awkwardly silent

You were suspicious about the reason, but didn't question him until the next night, when you waited for him awake, the toy beside your pillow

Just as you expected, it wasn't easy to take some truths from Tobirama

You had to insist for several minutes until he got tired and confirmed that yes, he wasn't that happy with the presence of the plushie between you, but he didn't want to hurt your feelings so he kept quiet about it

Unlike he imagined, you weren't mad at him because such a silly thing

Instead you just found that that hilarious

"So you are not offended by all of this?"

"Of course not, Tobi. it would be ridiculous"

"And you wouldn't mind if I asked you to leave it aside just for once?"

"Hm... No"

You did as he said and things were infinitely less weird that time 🤣

Madara

Well

First, this man is not like the previous ones

I shouldn't have to say this you tbh, but

Listen, Madara would never forbid you of anything, neither he would waste time arguing over stupid stuff

Unless he starts thinking that the said stupid stuff is standing between you two

And unfortunately for you, this is how he sees your plushie now

The first time he saw you with it, ready to sleep, he just stood at the room's door and stared at you until you decided to ask him what was wrong

He just looked down at the plushie and your eyes followed his

His first words sent shivers down your spine

"Y/n, I hope you are not expecting me to share our bed with this"

You frown, shocked and even a bit offended

"Madara, this, as you call it, has a name" and you said the plushie's name to him

That didn't affect him, not even a little

"I won't share the bed with this, whether it has a name or not"

And he didn't

He went to the living room and spent the night there, as the stubborn creature he was

Unfortunately for him you were just as stubborn, so the plushie stood with you for that entire week

Until one night when you came back home and found out you weren't the first to arrive

When you entered your room, you saw Madara sitting on the bed with a smirk and immediately panicked

You started looking around, trying to see where he hid your plushie, but were relieved when he pointed at a couch on the other side

The plushie was there and was alright

But it was with its eyes covered

You frowned but didn't have time to think about that because soon Madara pulled your to his lap and squeezed you in his arms

"It will stay with us, but I don't think it will like to see what's going to happen here 😏"

[moon-baby-tsuki]

Sleepy Stream Slip-up

☆cc!Tommyinnit x Reader☆

☆Warnings☆ Romantic relationship implied, swearing, uses of pretty as a description of the reader

☆Pronouns☆ They/ Them

☆Story Notes☆ This is just something short I thought would be cute to write. I get random story ideas at dumb times lol (it's 1am as of writing this fml) Anyway enjoy the story :D

If this goes against any cc's involved in this story please tell me and this will be taken down!

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Phil was doing a late steam on his hardcore world. Tommy, Tubbo and Wilbur had joined him to just chat and hang out. Chat was loving hearing the boys interact without their online personalities and were sending donos asking them questions. Tommy had said he'd had a long day and was very tired. He had moved to his phone to lay in bed about half an hour in being on stream.

"Toby. Look at what I just sent you." Everyone could hear the sleep in his voice. "We went shopping today and I bought them a new outfit, they just sent me a picture wearing it, they look really pretty. Wow, I'm so lucky." he let out a sigh a smile in his voice.

"Ah Tommy?" Tubbo's voice had a nervous sound to it. Tommy hummed signifying he was listening still texting his partner. "Phil's still live"

"Oh shit"

[lossie92]

Hello again! I'm glad to hear my ramblings are welcome, I'll endeavor to keep them up. And no worries about response time, I completely understand the sentiment and would never want to press someone into responding, much less on a time schedule.

I'm glad that you're feeling better, even if it's not perfect! Naps have been both the bane of my existence and the highlight of my day recently, oh so nice and relaxing but God am I tired of being tired, ya know 😅? I was feeling much better, til I got a kidney infection for the first time a few days ago lol. Have to say, 2/10 not the absolute worst but wouldn't recommend.

On the artsy front, wonderful! I had an outline for the project I wanted to make, now all i need to do is order the materials. And I'd love nothing more that to credit you and your lovely art 💜 (but it may be a long while before it's done 😭 sorry I'm a little slow with projects).

Speaking of projects, I absolutely adore little bby Madara and Tobirama, their just so soft and smol and squish and Mada being protective and Tobi just clinging and ahhhh so cute 🥰. And the comic where bickering ends in Tobirama basically /throwing/ himself at Madara is hilariously sweet, I keep chuckling and going aw🥺 at the same time. Also, you've begun doing drawing streams! (or have you streamed before and I just missed it whoops) I do hope you're having fun with them, it's quite enjoyable on my end. I find watching someone draw or paint meditative almost idk.

As for the food side of things, pineapple on pizza is incorrect but I suppose mistakes are human 😞. In my opinion though, your weird food combo doesn't really seem that weird to me either. But I am also the person that swears by avocado mahsed potatoes so maybe I don't have a leg to stand on here lol.

Here's a question for ya, if you would like: If you could have any superpower possible, what one would you pick and why?

Thank you for understanding! ❤️

Oh dear, I hope your kidney is better now? That sounds terrible! I have recently avoided a stay at the hospital, but only just... Hope you didn't have to stay there or if you did, it wasn't for long. I think every chronically ill person can relate to the dislike of hospital stays and visits, even if we all know they are needed sometimes.

I can't wait to see it whenever it's ready! Take your time, I will await the results patiently and keep my fingers crossed that you have fun completing the project 😄 That's all that really matters in art imo: having heaps of fun.

Aww thank you so much! I like that sketch of them too! Need to finish it finally instead of just glancing at it every other day lol. Same goes for that comic... Which you can see another sneak peek out of below, because why not 🙃

I haven't actually streamed art before, but it's really fun and I'm happy to hear you're enjoying yourself watching them. It is kind of meditative, I suppose... 🤔

In my defence, I haven't had pineapple on pizza in years and I'm not sure I would like it much nowadays. Hmm avocado mash potatoes doesn't sound weird to me tbh. I may actually try it out one day, cause now I'm curious how it would taste...

On the superpower front, I think I will be a bit boring, but I would love to be able to teleport. I have trouble walking, so that would honestly be a life (and time!) saver for sure! How about you? 🧐

[unbeginning]

deltarune chapter 7's been really fun.

the whole aesthetic of the "dark" dark world with the ominous music really sells the "final area" vibe, but... i think... i've already found a secret?

i was backtracking after a cutscene to check out something when i realized halfway through that i ended up in a place like the fake hallway from undertale. there was a lone doorframe, like those for the warp doors before they actually appear, but this time i could actually enter.

this place has no music and is giving me the creeps.

now music just started playing and it's chilling and creepy. it sounds almost like an orchestral version of that song in the intro, but the actual instruments are muffled.

at the top was another dark room with two openings. i took the one on the right and... wow.

interacting with redacted says "(This [redacted] is enjoying its meal.)" i can go through mysteryman, and when i interact with him he does a little "oh!" and a surprised face, but doesn't disappear.

oh hi lol

ominous

oh damn

WARNING: going meta from now on!!

so, this was fun to make. last night i was super tired and while thinking about things suddenly i remembered some of toby's comments on the unused music from the livestream intro and then imagined this very vivid picture of an area of the game called the "Egg Dine"

credit to https://deviantart.com/unusable/art/Spiral-Stairs-267221921… for the staircase! i very much tried doing my own but wow i suck. the table, curtains and chairs are recolored from the game itself. 

ps: i really was tired last night considering i slept like 11 hours today lol

[everysongineverykey]

I'M DONE. HERE. TAKE THESE CHAPTER 2 THOUGHTS AND RUN, BABY.

so i'll try to go in order here. uhhhh... there's a LOT i have to say. first: toriel giggling sprite my beloved

on that note, ALL THE NEW SUSIE SPRITES MY BELOVEDS

NOELLE YOU'RE SO GAY. I THINK THIS IS PROBABLY JUST BECAUSE I TOLD HER TO IN CHAPTER ONE BUT SHE GAVE SUSIE THE LUNCHBOX FULL OF CHALK!! I LOVE ITTTT

ralsei's, uh... kinda sus. the whole "recruiting" thing REALLY sketches me out. and he looks kinda... smug, all the time, like he knows what's going on.

LANCER JOINED! ROUXLS JOINED EVEN THOUGH NO ONE WANTED THAT! STARWALKER JOINED, TO EVERYONE'S JOY!

LIBRARY PORTALLLL

so before i entered the city there was that pre-city area? that looked very much like the city? except it had different music? and i thought they'd cut welcome to the city and i was SEVERELY disappointed. but then they didn't! just something i wanted to mention

NOELLE!!

throughout this game i went from despising berdly to feeling bad for him to not really liking him again, but not hating him as much as before. he'd better stay the fuck away from susie though

the queen is the best villain. she's the kind you love to hate! she's literally so funny AND her boss battle is actually tough (rip to the king but he just. wasn't a formidable enemy at all lol)

THE GANG CHARLIE BROWN DANCING TO WIN A FIGHT! SUSIE GAINING THE POWER TO ACT THROUGH SHEER FORCE OF WILL! SUSIE FORCING RALSEI TO LEARN TO ACT EVEN THOUGH HE DIDN'T WANT TO! THAT ENTIRE BATTLE WAS AMAZING! THE "BATTLE WON" END DANCING SEQUENCE! GOING INSANE GOING INSANE

the puzzles in this chapter were genuinely really impressive! i especially loved the word search puzzles and the ice-ee undertale word search reference💙

that being said. the mouse puzzles were SO fucking infuriating. i caused poor noelle a LOT of grief with those and i feel bad.

SPEAKING OF NOELLE!! the scene where she and kris are walking through the puzzle, the one that spells "december", and she's talking about when they were kids, how she loved sneaking out? beautiful. the cinnamon tography <3 also i guessed dess's full name was december a while ago and while i guess it was obvious, it's nice to have that confirmed!

also, i love that susie and ralsei are real friends in this chapter! he taught her a healing spell!!

ugh. fucking berdly. so smug and pretentious. i love queen's desire to be as far away from him as possible though

i also like his backstory. it gives his behavior, even if it's still annoying, at least some context. i get the feeling of feeling like if you're not smart, people will forget about you, and that's scary.

ALSO ALSO. GAMER BERDLY. LITERALLY EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT IS PERFECT. "I THOUGHT YOU WERE A GAMER!" "i only play mobile games, berdly." "NOOOOOO!" like i ADORE that

anyways. time for me to talk about the only thing that matters in this world: suselle. i mean, did the gays win in this chapter or DID THE GAYS WIN IN THIS CHAPTER?? THEY RODE A HEART-COVERED FERRIS WHEEL AND HAD A HEARTFELT, TENSION-FILLED CONVERSATION!

"did you ever wonder why the real susie never picked on you? well, maybe it's because... when you were both new to class, you lent her one of your pencils, like... maybe a dumb one with candy canes on it or something, and... even though it didn't actually taste like candy, she... remembered your smile." okay god thanks toby it's not like i needed my heart or anything

SERIOUSLY. TOBY "i'm gonna give the gays everything they want" FOX IS BACK WITH ANOTHER BANGER LADS

QUEEN'S BOSS BATTLE! ACTUALLY TOUGH, UNLIKE KING'S! AND GIGA QUEEN! I'M GOING INSANE THAT WAS SO SICK AND SO HARD

the way my heart BROKE when lancer turned to stone good god thank GOD our boy's okay

AND ROUXLS KAARD IN HIS PIRATE DUCK!! WITH HIS LITTLE HAT! DEMANDING THE QUEEN MAKE HIM BUTLER SUPREMETH! I LOVE HIM MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF

also!! kris and ralsei's little moment on the swan boat💙 i wasn't a kralsei shipper before but uh... that may be starting to change

it's hard because ralsei's still suspicious but at the same time i love him and want him to be happy. i don't know how to feel

also, if darkners outside of their dark worlds turn to stone after a while, why didn't ralsei? that's, uhhh... VERY sus. very weird. mr fox i need ANSWERS

WE FINALLY HAVE A WAY TO SAVE AFTER WE'VE FINISHED MOST OF THE EPILOGUE LADS. REJOICE!!

seriously the thing that peeved me about ch1 was that the last save point was on the battle stage and if i wanted to play the epilogue again, i had to. do that entire battle all over. BUT NOW THAT'S BEEN FIXED!!

UNDYNE AND ALPHYS HAVE MET UNDYNE AND ALPHYS HAVE MET THIS IS NOT A DRILL UNDYNE GAVE HER A BOX OF CANDIES EVERYBODY SHUT UP THEY'RE IN LOVE ALL IS RIGHT WITH THE WORLD

ALSO! NEAR THE BEGINNING! I FORGOT TO MENTION THE LITTLE WHITE DOG DOING DONUTS IN A TOY RACE CAR AND BACKING UP TRAFFIC! THANK YOU LITTLE WHITE DOG!

on that note: "looks like a car. this one has a man in it. he waves at you happily." AND THEN THE MAN'S GONE??? HEY TOBY???

ALSO. THE SEGMENT WHERE THE ANNOYING DOG HELPS US FIND THE KEY THROUGH THE POWER OF WANTON DESTRUCTION. THE BEST PLOT DEVICE!

TORIEL TEACHING SUSIE TO MAKE PIE STOP ITTTTT

and yes yes i KNOW kris slashed toriel's tires. that was extremely troubling. but THEY MADE PIE TOGETHER!!

"leave the chalk alone, kris" TORIEL!!

sans and toriel making egg puns and asgore running in and going "don't forget me, your eggs-husband!" is the FUNNIEST sitcom moment type thing ever. GOD.

on the other hand sans let me meet your brother god dammit i'll kill you

METTATONNNNNNN

RUDY... "who got you these flowers?" "is it weird for a married man to get flowers?" "so your wife did?" "oh, no! kris's dad did!" "...not even gonna try to understand this..." TOBY STOP ITTTT YOU'RE GIVING THE ASGORUDY SHIPPERS FALSE HOPE. YOU KNOW YOU'RE JUST GONNA KILL RUDY. YOU'RE JUST RUBBING SALT IN THE WOUND!

NUBERT! MY MAN!

seeing kris repeatedly they-themmed by multiple characters makes me so happy <3 poor kid... "college summer vacation when" "you opened the door with your eyes closed. you saw nothing" kris....

KRIS...

fucking. BLACK FOG STORM IN THE LIVING ROOM KRIS STOP IT. HOW'RE THEY GONNA REVEAL THIS WAS INNOCENT? THE KNIFE IN CHAPTER ONE WAS EASY BUT HOW WILL THEY EXPLAIN THIS

the staticy tv appearing in the dark and a toothy smile slowly fading into view in the center and lingering there ominously for far too long >>>>>>> every hollywood horror movie ever god. GOD

snowy and monster kid checking out the red door. implying there's something in there. something that kris knows about. knowing we won't get any more deltarune content for 5+ years does NOT fill me with determination

also. gaster's symbolic theme being mus_smile. and the final image in the game being a smile. god. gaster's COMING lads.

onionsan hears a song at night... a familiar song... memory, perhaps? or maybe a certain... four-note arpeggio that's hidden in a sound test room in undertale? who knows? guess we'll just have to wait for chapters 3/4/5.

this concludes my ramblings for now, but don't get it twisted- this is FAR from the last post i'll make about ch2. this whole chapter was absolutely amazing! brilliant! showstopping!! i'm genuinely soooo super impressed and excited for the chapter 3/4/5 bundle!!!

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hey! I hope those aftg asks aren’t getting tiring lol but I was wondering if you had any thoughts on the recent fandom treatment of Kevin, which seems to be mainly seeing him as a victim mistreated both in canon by the other foxes & by nora himself? Like I remember in the earlier days of aftg (like maybe around 2016? 2017??) there definitely wasn’t this kind of focus or view of Kevin & I feel like he was treated with somewhat more nuance then? And this could be related to the growing hate for Nora since then but you don’t see people say the same things about the other foxes?? This is a very messy ask lol but I’m genuinely so confused about this trend esp because Kevin seems to be the only fox (as far ive seen anyways) that people are holding up as a victim w/o any nuance

I have a lot of fun answering these, I just sometimes take a minute to get to them lol

Okay so I definitely know what you're talking about with the Kevin thing. The first major factor is that AFTG has finished coming you years ago, and Nora has not actively engaged with the fandom since 2016. I came around into AFTG in 2017 as a reader, and looking at the fanart. Mostly by then you see the race headcanons locked into place and the beginning of the split between fanon and canon. Without more canon, fanon content starts to develop as whoever is more influential the fan creators (fic authors, fan artists) start to do things that trend. As a time passes in a fandom, it tends to split into niches, people who see things a certain way and want to see more of that follow each other and gain followers who agree with them. 

There is definitely a Kevin centric niche that thinks those things. I don’t think there was as much focus in general on Kevin back in 2017, but I also was pretty new. But there were no extreme Anti-Andrew fans, back then it was “you are either a fan of Nicky or a fan of Aaron.” People didnt have “dni choking apologists” on their blogs. 

I think choking discourse is a good example of the rise of Kevin. Andrew must fall for Kevin to rise. There are kandreil fans that genuinely like all three, and some ace/aro Kevin fans that like him just as he is, but a lot of Kevin centric content I see now on tumblr is about how Andrew is the real villain of AFTG for choking Kevin, despite Kevin violently choking Neil in book 1. 

Back in 2018 they weren't pitted against the other and I think the whole “you can only like one character or the other” thing is stupid imo. I like Nicky more than Aaron, but I still think they're both interesting characters. Ive seen a lot of “Kevin was only a victim” takes, and in fact got cyber bullied for a while by some people who thought I was too mean to Kevin in some of my HC by implying he also had some power in the nest and likely hurt others, and that he feels guilt over it. :/ but there is also a similar niche with “you can't blame Aaron for his homophobia, his mom was abusive, and she likely made him that way.”

It's the most similar discourse trend I've seen to the Kevin discourse. It’s a similar lack of nuance, and I think people inflict it their favorite character because they don't want to have a ‘problematic fav.’ Aaron is canonly homophobic, Neil says directly after him and Andrew ‘come out’ to the others, that he was waiting to see the same grief Aaron gave Nicky over his sexuality. It doesn't mean he can't be also a good character or a person someone likes, in fact well written characters have dimensions and flaws. 

Which that whole mess is similar to the whole Kevin thing. I think people fall in love with the idea of Nora’s characters, or maybe the fanon characters–but not the real characters. Which is also why they say the author hates them, because they got written to do bad things or not be in the story as much, they defend these characters as if they were real people who need defending, need to be saved from being erased. These characters become “their character.”

I think this also happens because people kin characters and identify with them a lot, so when I said “Kevin was in a position in power in the nest too, even in second place” and then receive threats for how I personally hurt someone who's a CSA survivor because of my Kevin HC I'm like (o – o). I think these people project so hard onto Kevin and design him in their mind, they feel as if character flaw HCs or depictions of Kevin struggling and being mean are personal insults, or at least very personally insulting. And I don't want to sound like an ass, but like my Kevin isn't the same as their Kevin, my Kevin is my Kevin. 

I see skinny art of Andrew and art of Neil as white or ginger, these don’t align with my personal HC’s about them, but like that's what I chose to go with. Nora uses language that makes me believe Neil has dark auburn hair, but if people want him to be ginger idc. In canon he was written with the intent to be white, I ignore that because I think him being mixed adds more depth to his character (as well as me being tired of only white mlm, and have updated my reading list). Andrew wasn’t imagined by Nora to be fat either, but I HC him as like a mini muscle bear instead of Toby Hemingway. 

I keep the canon intent in mind to remind myself how she actually saw them and how that can color canon and how other people are allowed to see Neil as white and Andrew as skinny. Like I understand why people get annoyed over other peoples hc’s, I feel similarly sometimes. But like at the end of the day, you just gotta move out of that fandom niche and into a new one or just ignore the post.

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send the pic of yourself ! I am sure I can get Ben's attention away from his pc with it :> he perked up at the headpat when I said "from red! they said u r cute!" haha he loves u!

yeah I customize the clothing with fabricmarkers and I bought some transfer paper from amazon ! I have a lot of shirts and two pairs of pants that I customized now

yeah my clowns are my oc's and I have a whole backstory for all of them omg I love them sm!

THANK U FOR THE BOKUTO SMUT !! they were amazing omfg (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)

about the sleep thing, I researched a bit and i think it's just because my mind doesn't shut up and it blocks me from feeling tired. I just want toby to use me as his personal fleshlight, that would help a ton... u know, I want him to make my brain go blank with how good he's using me to pleasure himself... 0w0 k I am down bad-I'll try seducing him tonight when I switch :> wish me luck lmao

-🃏

He loves me? My soul just relaxed like you would not imagine. I have a very intense fear that nobody would ever love me, HAHAHHA LOL TRAUMA AM I RIGHT?

Tell Ben he has to complete the heart

And yes I went all black 😒 my roots were growing out so fast 😭😭

That’s so smart- I could never. Well your customized clothes must be really cool cause that sounds awesome. OML FEEL FREE TO SHARE ABOUT YOUR OC’S HERE! I would def love to hear about your clowns-

IM SO GLAD you like the bokuto smut! Lmk if you want more! JESUS CHRIST YOU- YOU SEX FEIND. Yeah i can completely understand that with ben. I feel like him using you and fucking you out would probably be good for mood, and then since it’s so extensive you would fall right asleep. Do ya think if i told ben i had insomnia (which i do) he would help me out 😫 like ayúdame. I have not been ABLE to get over gamez, cause i forget everything I wrote and then i get to read it again. But bro when I thought about making a fic to that song about a month ago I flipped. I listened to that song on repeat for two weeks straight and wouldn’t stop doing the wrong renegade moves. I got so excited. HAHHAHH i need helP.

LET ME KNOW HOW IT GOES WITH TOBY HEHEHEHEH