#To Live a Lie Records
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Pig City - Bash Back
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Hey if people are thinking of 'stockpiling HRT' and you are doing it with Testosterone, be aware that is a controlled substance and doing this WILL GET YOU A FELONY CHARGE IF YOU ARE CAUGHT (and it would be very easy for this to happen through the way those posts reccomend).
Its your decision if you want to risk imprisonment (and then definitely losing hrt access), but be aware of the serious consequences- especially if you are recommending this to people!
If you do this with E, you get a slap on the wrist. If you do this with T its a felony. A felony charge deeply effects everything you do. Its not just hard to DYI T, its MANY TIMES LEGALLY RISKIER AND HARDER.
#'dyi hrt its fine anyone can'. Tell me you dont know or care doing that with T will get you time in prison and a permanent criminal record#stop passing posts saying to do this without this warning on it. This kind of charge ruins lives and monkey business CANNOT be relied on#'just trust that they are overworked enough to not check they filled it out right and that they will buy your lie'#the second they catch on you are FUCKED. The consequence is not 'uwu you just wont get more extra' its a court date and a cop up your ass#it is NOT fearmongering to say this. do not fuck around with controlled substances when there is a PAPER TRAIL??? HELLO?#do you want access to meds permanently revoked? A mark like that is how you get doctors to not want to give them to you Forever#wayward rambling#rebloggable but clowning will get the post locked
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Mehkago N.T. - Self Titled - 2007
Bruuuutal! Hardcore cum powerviolence cum grindcore at it’s finest from Miami!
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"a dude in Texas legally changed his name to "Literally Anyone Else" and he's attempting to run for President against Biden & Trump" [source]
okay, but putting aside the comedic aspect of this, it is concerning the amount of people who are prompted to vote for candidates just because it's funny. I'm not the biggest fan of how his policy about the boarder sounds [Site], but I do implore anyone who is able to vote in the 2024 US election to please research other candidates.
The media is only going to continue pushing the idea it's inevitably going to be Trump vs Biden 2.0 and we have no other options, that we have to vote for Biden again because of Project 2025. Is that whole thing terrifying?
Yeah, fucking absolutely.
But voting for Biden will not solidify our safety from that. Biden is exactly like the rest of them. He always has been. You can't make the lesser of two evils argument when they're both just plain evil.
You cannot say that Biden is even mildly a better choice than Trump when he is currently directly involved in a genocide. That is not some little fucking thing. That in and of itself disqualifies him as a lesser evil. Biden is just as bad as him and he will not save us because he doesn't fucking care.
Cornel West [Site] is an Independent candidate running for President in the 2024 Election. [Policies]
Claudia De la Cruz and Karina Garcia [Site] are running for President and Vice-President as the candidates of the Party for Socialism and Liberation in the 2024 Election. [Policies]
There are options.
There are people trying to change the corrupt foundation our system is built on, but we have to help amplify them because the mainstream media will not.
#have you looked at what's happening in New York & the subways#There's so many reported shootings and deaths and it just seems to be getting worse.#I just looked up subway shooting ny because I wanted to check before saying something#There's reports from like 3 hours ago about someone getting pushed in front of one of the moving subways & there's so many others#or how about the like thousands of police officers that they've got stationed at subways in ny literally doing fuck all#or how everyone's going through a housing crisis and cant afford rent and cant get medical care because it can cost#$4000 to get a fucking ambulance and that's cheap. That's a ride to the hospital less than 20 minutes away probably.#or the rise in hate crimes and bigotry and all the shit they're now trying to censor with the kosa bill#or how terrifying places like Florida have became for anyone thats not seen as an equel by people who dont view most others as equels.#or how they're pouring billions into wars while we're in the midsts of a homeless crisis#suicide rates are at record levels in the us and it's only going to get worse. theyre pulling telehealth which will take away#life saving medical care for people who dont have the ability to go in person. people's ability to get therapy and meds being taken away#Is going to kill people. or how the Biden administration has fucked up their Covid response so goddamn badly#people are referring to the pandemic in past tense and have lost understanding for others who they'd have understood before#they've lied and they've concealed and its killing millions of people and disabling even more. but they will not take accountability.#long covid is ruining people's lives and they've successfully led the narrative that its not real or not that serious.#they will sit there and they will lie. they will say they've protected women's rights and that its a top priority.#they'll say that healthcare is a top priority but have suggested that they'd veto a healthcare for all bill because of its price tag#but will spend billions and billions and billions on a genocide that the majority is against. the system isn't going to begin collapsing#it already is.#its crumbled and we must demolish the corrupt remains and rebuild a better government that gives a shit about people#ALL people.#they use basic human rights as bargaining chips.#the Democrats and Republicans on a Venn diagram is a circle. wake up.
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bad astrology by flower face
#yellowjackets#jackieshauna#ITS DONE OMG ITS FINISHED#what do I do now. with my life (ranking)#also ive decided i am gonna do literary analysis. on all of em#literally i have NO idea if anyone cares. well. i do bc I care and tbh that's enough to me#<- guys look im living so healthy#anyways this was a blast#hope somebody has at least discovered flower face trhu me bc its one of my fav artists#mitos incredible life#mine art tag#also im sorry the like long scenes 3 and 4 arent on beat :/ i love that song but it has so long instrumental stuff and idk what to do there#ALSO!! i had it all planned out like at least half in my docs (like always)#and then in the middle i was like 'omg what if I only show jackie-after-the-argument and shauna-after-jackies-dead'#(excluding the argument and the flashbacks (they used to hear us thru the floor))#which was. restricting. very much#also meaning was changed (originally wanted jackie to have the line 'idc if ure not made for me' but the only scene i could think of was th#ure hungry for and that was the next scene already so.)#anyways this was originally gonna be lottienat before i started with The Shark In Your Water#bc I thiught it fit them SO well. (still do) but now I like have to get away from the jackieshauna thought and then ill do the lottienat#probably#omg also I want everyone (who has read this far. whoever would do that) to know i was running on like 25 screen#recordings and 3 jackieshauna scene packs form yt#that's why. I dknt have that many clips alright im not using like 10 scenes over n over on purpose#gotta go but im gonna make a wrap post thingy once im back slay#no actually I get like average 7 notes (<- that's a lie Idk bc I didnt count) but im proud of myself this is amazing#ive wanted to do smth similiar alr#but it was some album by alec benjamin and a different thing for every song (like a poem‚ a painting or a play)#but I lost motivation this is the first thing that i actually pulled though all the way I think#jackieshauna: The Shark In Your Water
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YOYOK X LONG LIVE
I’m sorry I’M DEAD????
Like the song to her younger self and then the song to her fans?? Basically saying things will turn out fine and they are why I’M WEEPING
“Tell them how the crowds went wild, tell them how I hope the shine, because from sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes I gave my blood sweat and tears for this”
AHH SOBBING ON THE GROUND ITS SO BEAUTIFUL
#aka I am totally not invested in what goes on at the eras tour#(I am that’s a lie)#I need her to record this like I need air#taylor swift#yoyok#the eras tour#long live taylor’s version
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I'm not really any manner of orator, and I average out at the amount of knowledge that passes my feed. I just... you know, recognize that. the US authorities and the bulk of celebrities who played into it to keep their job did those same things to us in the 60s and 70s. it's the same playbook, it's the same colonialism, it's the same human toll.
#idk. the news is fucking horrific. and then you go online and see the perpetrators act all uwu and lie to your face#it is. idk vietnam managed to exist as a country after 75. and I grew up thinking such level of cruelty is something of the past#if not because the forces behind it have grown kinder then because they've learned their lesson#they have. they've improved on their PR for a while. we just managed to outpace that machine for a moment#with handheld recording devices and the internet.#you know now where I stand if there were any chance it wasn't clear before. what the israeli defense force is doing is genocide.#given - once again - that I'm not any kind of speaker I have mostly just been moving resources around on here#but I still felt like I should at the very least make it very clear that no matter what we do live in that same world#and we should not fucking forget. because the ones who benefit from these conflicts would like for us to#they wanted badly for people in the US to forget vietnam. us living here fucking remember.
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Do you just listen to a cover of a song that makes you just want to be able to shoot it straight into your veins. like you want to absorb it until it sticks to your very cells
#random#me#stumbled across a live recording of the trapeze swinger and it makes me want to lie down and daydream about a lost love i've never had lmao
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christ it hits me a lot how shit I was treated by lull and how much I thought that was normal. Lev set up a study room in my house, and... he said I can come in because I was sort of obviously asking the question without even knowing I was asking, like I wanted to ask the question but knew it'd be a no. Why did I know itd be a no? Well a study space is a serious space for actual academic and general people who do work to use, full of books and journals that both aren't my business and will be easily messed up if I touch them, and there's no reason for me to be in there anyway because I don't do work, a study is only a space for normal people and not people who mess everything up and - how do i know this? Oh I mean because lull - yeah
#It drives me up the wall how lull constantly pulled ''Black is abusive and that's why I'm fucked up and if he tells me off it's actually#abuse'' when like. Lull was out there hunting down Black's lives and Black just goes ''oh fuck I trust you idk why you'd lie about#something serious like that I guess I AM abusive'' lull is the abuse in the room with us now. or is it that I touched your books#and messed up the cleanliness of the desk and now you're having a minor breakdown because I ruined your image in front of others#It was literally just a fucking cover because lull did fucked up things and when Black went hold on. Did you do that? Lull would be like#No and you're so fucking mean to me you're horrible you're fucking abusive you're controlling you're -#One of us is here trying to live and give you both space and everything we have. The other one... Is trying to literally get in bed#and marry unknowing unawakened lives of the other before they can wake up to who they are and grooming and manipulating#and fucking them up. Bruh. You wouldn't let me do things like be an equal to you and go near you stuff without mental punishment#and I said oh god OK I'm sorry. I won't do that. And yet somehow I'm abusive and controlling and... I mean I said it already that was a#cover. it wasn't meant to make sense lmfao it was a specific tactic tailor made for us like all the tactics are tailor made for each victim#But anyway. Seriously. I'm scared to go into Lev's study. I'm standing in here anyway bc I need to get over it but like#It's wild to me - oh. I was sitting asking why I'm so trained about not going near his study like ''man why this though why#was this such a bad thing to do when it's not that serious'' because /all his fucking notes and diaries and records of the fucked up shit#he was up to/. I wasn't allowed to see his books and records on manipulation#The fuckin Dossiers he kept detailing specific manipulation tactics and experiments done on people's results and shit#I wasn't allowed to see all the papers and shit he had on psychological torture and shit#Bruh. It always makes sense in the fucking end doesn't it#ramblings //#astral diary //#Diary //
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lol. meanwhile, sand just straight up outs nick
#ALSO. THAT MUST BE HOW MEW FINDS THE WHOLE RECORDING RAY TELLS HIM IT'S NICK'S AND THEY MUST TEAM UP#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I'LL BE A GOOD GIRL PLEASE 🙏 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#AND PLEASE IN THE NEXT EPISODE I CAN'T KEEP LIVING IN A WORLD WHERE MEW THINKS THEIR WHOLE RELATIONSJIP IS A LIE 😭😭😭😭#go on and prove the haters wrong baby i believe in u#ofs liveblog#my caps
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what’s a song that you actually didn’t like as much when you first listened to it and what was the moment that made you instantly click with it (or if it was a gradual thing)?
#i’ll go first: secret door - arctic monkeys#who would’ve thought i actually didn’t really like it when i first listened to humbug#now im absolutely undeniably indubitably in love with it#top 3 am songs for me#the moment was watching their 2009 maida vale live session#his voice when he started with ‘fools on parade’ gave me the most heart and hair-raising goosebumps no lie#i think i died and ascended to heaven when he started singing and the ‘fools on parade’ climax 🫠🫠🫠#the whole band going off#also he looked so ethereal and magical with his massive doe eyes glinting in the dim light and cascading curls and pretty blue shirt#his beauty shone through the potato quality#i don’t think I’ve ever been this affected by an am live recording#arctic monkeys
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i can make serious art i swear, i just dont want to
(also if u use this, no credit needed, but if u use it in a meme, please send the meme to me, i like memes, i would like to see what mira is live reacting to, thank you)
#mira fermin#bakugan new vestroia#bakugan#other ppl may have qualms about spamming the tags but i do not#also that was a lie i do wanna make serious art but i have 0 ideas... ill figure it out eventually#for the record ever since i saw the live slug reaction meme i thought of mira even when i wasn't in my bakugan hyperfix#this is my magnum opus now i think ive peaked and its only downhill from here
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lies on the floor and stares at the ceiling about how lorien and the garde kids are the ultimate example of 'you inherit your parents' trauma but you will never fully understand it'
#lorien legacies#LL loric#LL tag#on a number of levels tbh; ranging from the literal as in 'my mentor-parent came from a dead world and the only glimpses i get of it'#'and what happened to it; are through their eyes; and they are not likely to be very forthcoming about most of it'#'especially their own issues and traumas both before the war and after'#to 'lorien had a lot of really fucked up shit and long-reaching societal traumas going on long before the war'#'whether they admitted something was a trauma or not (from what we see; usually not lmao)'#'and like. they're gone now. their records are gone. we will never have even a tenth of the full context'#'and one of the only two living direct sources we have for all this is inclined to lie about it'#'how do we even begin to make sense of the bearing their past actions have on what's happening now'#'whether The Interplanetary Political Landscape in General'#'or on the smaller scale of how our lost culture shaped our individual traumas and abuse'#'when we have so little context for or ability to verify what they even *did*'#'how *relevant* is it. because in a lot of ways it IS relevant. but also what does it mean to hold them accountable when they're *gone*'#there's honestly so many other places to emphasize this theme too; i could go on many long infodumps about how this applies to the mogs#but also one of the main characters; who is fully a human; inherits his dad's trauma which *his dad himself doesn't even remember*#there's so much to explore here and it is all very sad rolls around kicking my feet
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new job affirmations
#“maybe the musical was about the childhood that can never be returned to” FALSE. it's about being haunted by this stupid chorus literally#three entire years since you last heard it#sometimes i worry that im still not over the media i liked when i was 14 and whether that signals some sort of like emotional immaturity or#whatever#then i lie in bed and my brain dredges up the entire purely coincidental soundtrack from whatever dark corner it keeps it in and i think#Yeah no I just have to live like this for the rest of my stupid life#Robin adderley you will always be famous ☹️☹️#I think listening to the cast recording again would fix me
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roughdrafting for the thing. you guys should not me telling me any of this was a good idea /silly
#chewby rambles#I have an 800 word document of just me live typing my thoughts so there's this recorded thought process#also the 1st image is a lie
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listen I need a 45 pressing of Morning Elvis live with Ethel Cain and I need it RIGHT NOW
#i need to be able to just play it over and over and ovef#hitting repeat on spotify is not the same#i need to lie on the floor next to my record player and hit start over and over#the live version with Ethel Cain makes me so feral y'all have no idea#florence and the machine#florence + the machine#ethel cain
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