#Thought about her agaib:)

[reasonablyneurotic]

look back

[forest-hashira]

Mouse has only ever been to one concert and Mouse kinda ruined it for Mouse's self.. it was still really good but a friend of Mouse also wanted to go but couldn't so rather than just enjoying the concert Mouse spent a lot of time taking video and pictures so they wouldn't completely miss out and then before I got to show her she moved away and Mouse never heard from her agaib and then mouse was also not super smart and needed more phone space so Mouse deleted most of the videos and pictures (this was years ago and Mouse was young n not super smart 😅) so Mouse really has nothing left from the concert :((

Where Mouse lives we don't really get a lot of musicians Mouse likes so Mouse can only hope that Mouse will get to see another concert, but Mouse is super happy that you and your friend had a really good time ☺️ it makes Mouse rrally happy to hear that

P.s here's some lobster - Mouse doesn't eat seafood but Mouse thinks they're so cute

nooooo i'm sorry about that concert mouse :( i've only been to a couple (including hozier) and i am not good at remembering to get pictures/videos. i only got one from olivia rodrigo in february i think, and only one from the concert i went to a couple years ago. this is not to brag btw! i wish i was better about getting videos so i could look back on them. it's hard to strike the right balance between being present & capturing memories for things like that i think. hopefully a musician you like performs near you soon & you can see them! 💜

AND LOBSTERS OMG i remember when i was younger, whenever we would to red lobster (seafood restaurant chain) i would stare at the lobster tanks bc i thought they were so cool. thank you for sharing these ones with me i love them!!

[thebirdandhersong]

PLOT TWIST LIFE IS NOT MISERY AND I AM LOVED AFTER ALL 😭😭😭

[steveharrington]

okay so delete this if its a lot but i have like no one else to turn to and i can at least trust u to be blunt cause this is a Situation. so my girlfriend and i are going up to her parents for christmas right and like this isnt the first time ive met her parents bc before we technically got together only recently bc before that we were homoerotic best friends whichidk who we were thought we were fooling bc like we live together and have a cat together . anyway so why im still nervous is bc my gf and her dad have a tense relationship but theres also no one in the world she respects more yk and also uh. a year ago i totaled her car in an accident. which was hm predictably awful but everything’s all healed up now like its Settled she is a saint and her dad has forgiven me too but like. he Does know that im intimidated by him and a lil scared of him and i think he thinks its funny. like hes got the right to be but cmon man what do I do. how do i prepare for the weekend ahead. agaib sorry if this is tmi and you dont care <3

wow well first of all i’m honored that you trust me second of all i hope this is okay to post but i’m assuming it is hmmmm i honestly don’t know what you can do besides just like be yourself yk? if he holds a grudge about the car thing there’s really nothing you can do to change it, at least not in one day, so i don’t think you should overthink it. just go and be yourself and try to enjoy your time with your gf and it’s beyond your control if he’s gonna be judgey

[finding-the-daylight]

So, now that my finals are officially over, I am going to proceed to have a drink or two or three and rewatch Eclipse. Here’s (soberly) what I remembered from the film prior to starting this account (since starting this account, posts re:Eclipse have reminded me of things I’m not going to include in this introduction): 

1. Bella is basically playing tic-tac-toe with Edward and Jacob and her feelings for them. She can’t make up her mind. When I watched it the first time, my dad was in the living room half paying attention to it and said she was very selfish. 

2. Edward tries to control Bella, but it’s “out of genuine concern for her”.

3. Jacob tries to control Bella, but it’s “out of genuine concern for her”.

4. Both fight for her affection and even though she’s engaged to Edward, she won’t let go of Jacob.

5. When the newborn army shows up, Bella cuts her arm with a rock.

6. There’s awkward tension in the tent.

That’s literally all I remember of the movie while sober (aside from what I have relearned from posts about Eclipse on this blog). My drunken thoughts will be below the break:

Okay, so this dude I think his name is Riley is lowkey kinda dumb, no offense. Like he just stood there and screamed “WHAT DO YOU WANT?!?” This is how all horror movies end badly. You don’t talk back. You run or hide or esape.

THE MEADOW IS SO FUCKING PRETTY. IT’S THE PUREST THING WE HAVE IN THIS FANDOM OMG HE’S PLAYING WITH EHR HAIR AND I JUST WANT SOMEOEN TO PLAY WITH MY HAIR. DAMN BELLA, MY FINALS ARE OVER. SUCKS TO SUCK, DOESN’T IT?

I never noticed the CUllen cuff before, but now thanks to this blog it’s all I’m looking @ lmao. 

I FCKING LOVE CHARLIE TOO MUCH AND HE DESERVED BETTER THIS WHOLE TIME. HE IS SUCH A GOOD FATHER AND HE DESERVES THE BEST.

THERE’S A GLOWING RED LIGHT OUTSIDE MY WINDOW WTF I THINK IT’S THE REFLECTION OF A CAR LIGHT BUT I FUCKING SWEAR

NVM ITS GONE

WHAT THE FUCK EDWARD?? YOU MESSED WITH BELLA’S TRUCK SO SHE COULDN’T SEE HER FRIEND? FUCK. I WOULD’VE DUMPED YOU AND LEFT YOU IN THE WOODS BRO.

Edward sitting with Bella’s friends. We can’t help but stan. He’s still a bitch for the truck thing though. 

I love how Alice looks @ Edward and tells him the party will be fun because she knows nothing bad will happen. But then he reads her mind and looks conerned wtf is ognna happen?

Side note: I really like the lighting in this movie. Everyone has a healthly glow. They lokk happy.

The fucking Volturi always gotta ruin everything. Bitch ass hoes. Ol’ crusty asses acting like some outdated monarchy. Why don’t the vamprires start a democratic government?

Charlie really deserved better. Like I know they couldn’t tell him teh truth but they could’ve been slightly less untruthful prbabl.

I WANNA FIND SOMEONE WHERE MY MOM SAYS WE’RE LIKE MAGNETS WITH EACH OTHER. I WANT SOMEONE TO LOOK @ ME LIKE I’M THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE. DAMNIT EDWARD. DAMNIT STEPHENDW. 

Y’ALL ARE TELLING ME THE ENTIRE CULELN CLAM COMBINED COULDN’T TKAE OUT VICTORIA? THIS SHIT IS GETTING UNREALISTIC LMAO.

THE MUSIC THAT STARTS PLAYING WHEN JAKE TURNS AROUND IN THE PARKING LOT SENT ME LMAOOOOO. 

Leah is such a badass and I wnat to be best friends with ehr plase. 

ALSO FCK THIE IMPRINTING STORYLINE. 

SAM AND LEAH WERE HAPPY TOGETHER.

NO BELLA YOU DON’T FUCKING WANNA KNOW WHAT IMPRINTING IS. NONE OF US WANTD WTO KNWO. IT NEVER SHOULDVE BEEN WRITTEN.

Taylor and Kristen are such babies in this movie. They’re so young and precious. WHIH REMINDS ME WHY TF DID SPTHEJNFNWFNA MAKE THIS SEIRESO ABOUT CHIDLREN??!?! I STILL SAY IF THE CHARACTERS HAS BEWNNF MORE MATUEE AND IN LIKE THEIR MID OR LATE TWNETIEMS OR THIRTIS IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER. FIUCKUNG FIGHT ME.

INITING BELLA TO HEAR THE TRIBE’S HISTORIES? THE CULTURAL APPROPRIATION FUCK STEPHEN0AWFJQ. BITCHJ.

SETH IS SO PRECIOUS. AGAIN. THEY’RE ALL SUCH BABIES. THESE POOR CHILDREN.

this hwoel shite is sof ukcing offensie. bitch. listen. why tf did stpehwb fafb have to appropriate cultues like this? BITCH>> you do realize if the legnds are actually like this they’rel ike that because it’s aout defeating yo white as sright? like your’e aware stpehebe ? 

omg bree is so scare d poor baby. literally why did stephenjdbawfbi do this? she just wnated to be ok not hurt anywaon.

exuce me vut CARLISLE IS HOT AS FUCK BITCH

edward is saying some real romantic shit and i sill hate him for the turck thing but like he loves her so much btu he’s stil an asshoel in this smovie

I’M ABOUT TO HATE JACOB I CAN FEEL IT IN MY BONES I’VE SEEN THE GIFS HOE WE GONNA GIGHT. BITCH SHE JUST TOLD YOU SHE DOESN’T LIKE YOU DON’T PUSH HER LIKE THIS. DUMBAS S HOE BITCH. YOU’RE GONNA FIGHT FOR HER? I’M GONNA FUCKIN FIGHT YOU BTCH. I WISH SHE WAS ALREAYD A VAMPIRE SO RTHAT PUNCH WOULDA HURT BITCH YOU DESERVED IT.

THESE FUCKWITS ARE FIGHTING OVER HER AND NOT LISTNEING TO HER THEY ARE BOTCH CANCELLED. BELLA NEEDS TO LEAVE BOTH THESE HOES AND GET A NEW MAN WHO ACTUALLY KNOWS HOW TO LISTNE. BITCHES.

I love Emmett so much. BELLA SHOULD FINA A MAN LIKE HIM. IT’S WHAT SHE DESERVES.

ROSALIE IS ABOUT TO POP TF OFF. SHE IS A QUEEN AND I LVOE AND SUPPORT HER. the saddest thing about this is that she thought her life was perfect and then some fucking asshoes ruiend it. she was so happy. wtf im gonna cry. fuck. i hate sptehej n so much. these gross ass hoes i’m gonna cik all theyre assses. this is so gross i’m so angry literaluy setthing beithc. BUT THEN SHE GETS HER REVENGE AND IT’S BEAUTIFUL. FUCK THOSE BASTARS. but she;s so sad it breaks my heart. she wants to be human so bad. this scene is so sad and it’s theonly good scene in twilight and nikki reed deserves an ocsa like if you agree.

jane and alec more childrne who should’ve been able to be children fck the volturie

why the hel is jessica the fucking valedinact ion? it should’ve been bella they made her seem so damn smart but now she’s not theo ne? i don’ beliee it. but anna kendrick is a gift and now i wanna watch ptiche perfect. CHARLIE is so pure he deserved better and i’m gona kep saying it.

i love those fucking rose colored lamps hanging at the cullens house int he window at hte party scene can anyone link them to me i need? 

why the hell is the wolfpack athe cullesn hosue? this doesnt make sense and it doesn’t seem real am i too drunk and imabginf this?

jno wait it’s real. jake’s appolgoizng.

how fucking conventinet the woflpakc is there hwen alice realizes there abotu to be attacked. this aint realistc. bitc.

why are these kids being forces to act like audls? “I wans;t asking for permission” hoe you’re like 16 go home and go tib ed and odnt go to war.

these woflies gonan kick yo ass edward get tf out

i’m laughign nrow but nothigng funy is happening lmaoooo

fck carlisle is really hot as fuck his jawline kills me

i hate jasper’s hair here i’m sorry i know we all lovehim bt heis hair is a dam nmess

belal is so fuckign negative all the time no one is gonan get killed exceptsvictoris

THE COWBOOIIIII WHY DOES HE LOOKS LIKE OWNE WILSON IN THIS DAMN LIGHTIN? ALICE AND JASPER LOVE EACH TOHER SO MUCH MY APLOGIZKE MAAM FCK IT UP.

why thfe fuck is hake comparing his situaton with leah and sam and emily? We are nto the same hoe wae are not the same. bella is choosing edward sit yo ass down. but i still thin kyall are both problemastic as fuck in thos movie and hse deserves better.

CHARLIES DESEVRS  BTETER THEY KEEP LYIGN EVEN WHEN THEY DUCKGN DONT NEED TO

reblog if you thought edward and bella wre gona fuc, when she went over to his house in eclipse when yo ufirst read the book or saw the movue

he really oes love her a lot though fkcn i’m so alone 

 he looks si sad wgen he mentind ices tea on the porch poor edward

EVERY DANM MOMENR OF FOREVER BITCG I WANT  LOVE LIK THST 

LITERALLY THIS IS THE SUTPEIDEST PLOT EVER. A WHOLE FUCKIN ARMY TOO ATTACK ONE IGRL? BITCH. THIS AINT EVEM A THING. 

im gettign ral tired yall dik if i waill mke it to the end of this movie but i will tru

i hate the enrgey from jae and efard in this tent. ya’ll are both dumb hoes and she could do better than either ofy ou. 

WRHAT THE FUCK FASTER IF YOUR TOOK YORU CLOTHS OFF BITCH WHAT THE FUCK NOW I AM GONNA FUCKIN PUNCH YOU IB HOEP BELLA OUBCHES YOU WHEN SHES A VMAPRIE STUPID HOE 16 YEAR OLD SHOULD BE AT HOME IN BED INSTEAD OF IN A TENT TRYING TO FIGH A FCUKCN WAR

edward is such an emo boi in the tent and he thinsk she doesn;t lve him any more. yo ua stipiud hoe edearf but she still loves you anwyab ithc.

wheb edward said i’m not gonna force her into naythign ever agin i realized he was hte better man good for you eddie you fickun manned up you win

MY REASON FOR ESXITNST HOE I JST WNAT TO BE LOVED

now edwards bene a fuckboi again trying to hurt jake b ymaking sure he knew they were getting maried edward what the fuck iw was just starting to be on your side agian and you let me down like this

jacob is beign an emo boi now jake go be a child @ home and stop this nonsense you’re not a man go be a chid and take a nap and eat some grilled cheese youkk feel better

now she told him she wants to kiss him wtf bella don’t kead this bitch on he’s already in pain let hom gp home and eat a grilled cheese

mow bella’ supsetti spaghetti because edwards know she kissed jake

this shit is so unenecasialr dramtic wht the fuck yall  like a whole army ofver one girl and then its like all everyboyd trying kill everybody this is bulshittheyre all children who should eb at home eating grileld chesses not at war

victoria is a real bitch lying to this boy telling hin she lvoes him hoe bitch

og shit efward ifs pissed now he’s tauntign ab ithc

i acutaly kinda fel bad for riley he wnet through so mcuh and was manipulated i wish the cullens could have adopted him and bree

oshit is the volutire 

SAM DONT FUCKUGN TALK TO LEAH LIKE THAT EVER AGIAN YOU HOE

CARLISE AND I REPEAT AGAIB IS HOT AS FUCK FUCK CARLISRL

I LITERALLY AHTE THE VOLTURIE FOR KILLIGN VREE THEY WILL NEVER BE FORGIVEN

JASPER KNOWS WHATS GOOD HE DOESN’T TURST THESE HOES

I’M SO PISEED THAT THE CULLENS NEVER FUCKING IFHT THE VOLTURIE LIKE CARLISLES IS SMART AS FUCK AND EHS TILL WONT START A DEMOCRAY LIKE YALL KNOW ROSLAIE WOULDVE FOGUHT FOR THAT SHIT TOO

 I LVOE YOUDADY CARLISLE

THIS 16 YEAR OLD LYING UP HERE BECAUSE OF TE DUMBASS WAR I TOLD YALL TO GO GOEN AND EA A GRILELD CHEDWE

poor jakie he knows hed better good for her but she reallys loves eward jake deserved better than what he got reblog is youf agree he jst said he’s even love her after she’s a vamprie bruh go eat a grilled chease and love yourself

WERE BACK IN THE FUCKING MEADOW ITS LIT AND ITS LOVELY I WANNA FALL IN LOVE IN A MEADOW WITH A HANDAOME MYSTERIOUS MAN WHO LOVES ME UNCODNITONATLY

KIRSTNE STEQARD IS THE WBEST AND SHE DESERVED AN OSCAR FOR THIS MOVIE HER AND NIKKI REED AND NODBOYD ELSE

fianlly this bitch is gonna beh onest with chalrie took you long enough

that was an anticlamtnc ending but i love love

[cordeliasday]

update: they left for the hospital around midnight and it’s about six am and I haven’t heard anything yet but if y’all could keep her in your thoughts that would be really great :)))

hey y’all my grandma’s going to the hospital and im lowkey freaking the fuck out and im not religious or anything i know im certainly not but if you guys could keep my grandma in your thoughts or prayers or whatever the fuck that would be great

[anettesblogs]

hi can you do an imagine based off of the song "There's No Way" by Lauv ft. Julia Michaels with Grayson? Thanks:) you can choose how it ends

Hi, thank you so much for this request. The song is beautiful, but it can have a lot of meanings, so I hope you will like this imagine. I am sorry for any grammar mistakes. And I am sorry it's so short. English is not my first language. I promise the story gets better as you read. Btw it has a happy ending, because I love happy endings 😁😘😍

Enjoy 😘

Grayson Dolan imagine

We Belong Together!

~ cause when I got somebody you don't, and when you got somebody I don't, I wish that the time would line up, so we could just give in ~

You met each other when you were still children. At that time, you didn't know that when you lock eyes with one Grayson Dolan, you would instantly fall in love. You and Grayson have a complicated relationship. You loved him so much, you didn't even know was possible. And soon you started thinking, that maybe he likes you too, because of these moments that kept happening to you. Just like that time you went shopping with each other.

"Gray, let's go look there, they have scarfs!" It was close to Christmas at that time and you wanted to buy yourself a scarf to keep you warm. "Then let's go beautiful." he said and took your hand into his much bigger one while dragging you to the shop. "Um, Gray.." you noticed him still holding onto your hand. Grayson looked into your eyes and it was like time stopped. You were lost in his eyes that were so warm, you noticed him leaning towards you, his eyes focused on your lips. You quickly looked away. 'No, he has a girlfriend, we can' t. ' you thought. You slowly let go of his hand and went straight into the shop. Oh how you wished you could just kiss him and be with him. Why is destiny playing with me? You thought to yourself. '... And when you got somebody I don't, I wish that the time would line up, so we could just give in!'

~ but there's no way that it's not going there, with the way we are looking at each other, there's no way that it's not going there, every second with you I want another! ~

"Grayson, we can't." you tried to reason with him. "I wanna be with you Y/N. Can't you see that?!" you looked at him agaib, saw his eyes again. His eyes that you loved so much and those eyes that were now pleading you to give in. "Grayson, there is no way you like me. We are completely different, it wouldn't work out. Why can't YOU see that?! You have a girlfriend, that you are getting marries to!" you yelled loudly so he could hear and listen to your words. "I don't care Y/N! I love YOU, please. I will break up with her, I don't care how different we are, please stay... Stay with me." He pleaded. You wanted to stay so badly. However, you knew it wouldn't work if you were together. He deserves to be with someone, who is compatible with him." I am sorry Grayson.. " these were your last words, before you looked at him one last time and mustered all your courage to give him one last kiss on the cheeks.

~ but maybe we could hold off for one sec, so we could keep this tension in check, there's no way that it's not going there with the way that we are looking at each other!

You were sitting on your bed. Thinking about Grayson over and over again. After that day, you kept thinking about him. 'I can't, I can't keep running away from him. Is it okay to be selfish? Just for once in my life I wanna be selfish. I can' t stay away from him.' Before you even knew it, you were running out of your house to HIM! You didn't stop for a second and when you arrived at his house, you loudly knocked on his front door. "Y/N!! What are you doing here?" Grayson said shocked. "For once, I decided to be selfish, for once I want to do something for myself." "Wh--..." Before Grayson could say anything, you smashed your lips against his. You felt him instantly respond to you. The kiss was slow and passionate. You both put your feelings into that one kiss filled with love and hope. You slowly pulled away from each other. "I love you Grayson Dolan and I wanna be with you, I don't care if we are not compatible because I love you and I am so sorry I didn't realize that love is the most beautiful feeling in the world." you told him truthfully. "I love you too Y/N, I hoped that maybe, you would come back to me, that's why I cancelled the wedding after that day you walked out on me. And now, you are here and I will never let you go! No matter what happens, just remember, that We Belong Together!" After Grayson finished his amating speech, you hugged him tightly and whispered the words:" We Belong Together. "

~ Trying to keep our feelings secretly covered, we just dance backwards to each other. ~

The End

[imtiredofthis1-blog]

success at letting go has become a failure.. it’s something my internal sense says no please.. but as i unfold life would be happier for each.. i hate to let go my heart still rests in your hands and i’m just in such feeling of despair or sadness.. i think to much about my feelings and cancel out yours right now.. not consciously just sub i do care about you.. and this is probably the best route for your little heart.. it will be a struggle to let go.. i deeply love you and it’s been a pain since last year because my sadness seeps into a bigger hole and i sink into a bigger hole.. i will cherish you forever in a place won’t i will never see you again.. it hurts.. and i can’t stop thinking about you.. my internal kid says you really fucked it up and now you’re gonna let her go..?? i thought you’d fight for her... while my mature self agee’s that this is the best for you and me.. no more fights.. you’re healthier.. happier.. what do you want what do i want.. what do we want... i keep missing you.. and well probably see eachother again and feel deep anxiety.. whether it be a running panic or a deep passion .. but who am i to box emotions for you and create false illusions.. please don’t panic please don’t run.. i just gotta go to work...

2 years.. two years of ups and downs.. two years of creativity and drought.. two years of spirals.. two years of distant hate.. two years of confused love.. two years of broken love.. two years of eternal cherish.. two years of young hearts.. i just wanna hold your hand ________ i just wanna hear you the laughter within and pain of letting go from you... this is all to much to me especially when i just arose

mom willing to let go .. i’m willing to do and commit to better .. benefit me and to others.. anyways it was nice nice being there you for me Ns i for you... this port is a bit vague and sad but wtvr i wonder if you even read anything of mine.. as it’s been found well anyways it was nice knowing you at your worst and best you’ll find a better one sooner or later

i will wait i will fix this ego i have and shed the skin of a negative one.. i still love you i still have emotions.. and i’m terribly sorry for you for who i was and how it made you feel.. will we ever talk will we ever be distant friends i don’t know it is not my choice and it’s probably best we don’t ever see or interact Agaib as it’s one of your desires...

xo 4:06 1/26

ps again you know i’m here for any request you have..