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nights-nonsensical-ramblings · 4 months ago

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I'm really nervous for the third sonic movie. not for anything about the movie itself but for the fact that every single Scu thing (with the exception of drone home maybe?) Has been shortly preceded and/or followed by some kind of personal social tragedy.

And it's really weird cuz it started me writing and without that I wouldn't have met most of my current friends. But at the same time im associating it with the loss of multiple relationships.

Am I an overly anxious person that catastrophises every little thing? Yes. Am I superstitious? not really. But the fact that this keeps happening, And i keep ending up upset near an scu release due to social issues is getting really really freaky and almost makes it seem like there is something weird going on. The storyteller in me wants to call it like a deal, it got me into the sonic franchise and so many good things, but the trade off is ill feel hurt and loose something each time something in that universe comes out.

#night's nonsense #god ive been so negative the last week or so. Sorry about that #i just feel like so many things are getting worse and the better things are vanishing #like i checked out some old games i used to play on my ipad and now they got adds every other minute and are super stingy with in game stuf #all a ploy so you get frustrated and buy stuff of course. But it sucks that it didn't used to be like that #they're silly dumb games and now theyre all money money money #sucks #ive been trying to pull myself out of this but each time i get progress i just get knocked back down again #im just so tired at this point #this time last year was much more enjoyable #low key wanna skip to the end of this year.#But what would be the point of that? its not like a new calendar year automatically means things are different.#They're all days and who knows what they'll contain. Bad? Good? Blessings? tragedy? i dont know at this point.#God i've got so much to rant about from tiny things to massive things #but im definitely becoming a nuisance. There already enough awful in the world. Dont need me being a downer to #Ill try to finish off my tags with somethign nice. For my own sake to #I got visited by seven king parrots today. around now the babies are almost adults and every year the parents bring them to see me #such lovely pretty and sweet birds them. if you haven't seen a picture go search them up.

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