#They have to have just a little bit of KDJ's balls of steel left in their subconscious

[orphiclovers]

Do you also ship kdj/od ?

( It's for selfcest purposes!! It's for self love!! So that bastard doesn't khs!! )

I enjoyed the scene where Kim Dokja tried to stab him a lot if that's what you mean. If that constitutes shipping then, yes.

And I like how Apostrophe characterized their relationship a lot (no spoilers).

Can't say I have many more thoughts on them.

Of Kim Dokja selfcest I think epilogue era 49/51 is deliciously angsty. 51 sacrificing himself to let 49 have a happy ending and then being barely able to look at that happiness without having a panic attack. The plan was 'oh, a part of me gets to be happy, so that's basically the same as me being happy, right? I'll just live vicariously through him by watching him' And then that plan immediately fails and he regrets everything instantly and can't even look at 49 with his companions without feeling resentment and guilt and envy.

And 49. He lives in 51's shadow. When his companions look at him the see the ghost of the person he isn't. And he still decides to go along with their plan to find the other Kim Dokja, the one his companions actually want, even though he knows it's a bad idea. He warns them that 'the other me might not want this' and then he sees Kim Dokja and realizes he is also losing his memories/reincarnating as fragments. And he accepts this course of events, and I think there was spite there, despite him being a huge wuss 99% of his short life. The one decision he made on his own, without being dragged there by Kimcom.

His last wish was, if he is to be reborn, it's as anyone other than Kim Dokja.

Because kimcom made him feel like he failed at being Kim Dokja. So he won't be.