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freebooter4ever · 1 year ago

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A friend called and something he said is nagging at the self-hating part of my mind....

I just...when im working i always use the excuse of 'im too busy to date' and when im unemployed im always too ashamed and depressed/worthless to date. That doesnt leave any moments TO date?

#Journal shit #I have to confess that a huge change in my thinking recently happened while volunteering #To explain why i was avaiable to volunteer on mondays now i had to tell them that i lost my job #And they didnt even blink #Just treated me normally or like they were excited because now it meant i got to help out even more and its just so fun being there #That once a month wasnt enough #They didnt judge me or suddenly act like i was a social pariah #i dunno this city is 90% fucked up people will DROP you as a friend immediately if you lose your job as if unemployment is contagious #Anyway i started feeling like maybe meeting people when i had time and wasnt working 24/7 wouldnt be so bad

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