#The spelling mistakes can mostly be autocorrect…

[fluffypigeonsandowls]

a little late but here it Goes, (This is gonna be a bit of an analysis of the trailer along with my thoughts)

first off, seeing the trailer I was genuinly hyped for it. To first get the kinda positive things out of the way, I genuinly loved the animation (like, the visuals in Some animated shots where pretty Nice) even though it looked off sometimes (unpopular opinion i know and i have a few unpopular ones for this still) and the Jokes in this trailer… meh. Like, I didn’t laugh or chuckle at the “I think i just smurfed my pants” joke, neither did i with the “I think i swallowed my gum” one or the guacamole one…. (It’s a little funnier in the translated version from the english trailer. Which made me chuckle a a Tiny bit. They don’t mention the guacamole too) dfrbjljofghoj. Some of the voices where decent even. Most of the characters looked really Nice ngl (EXCEPT FOR SERTAIN 2 WHICH MOST OF US IN THE DISCORD CHAT KNOW ABOUT 😭)

And I really hope they also give an IN UNIVERSE explanation on WHY the HELL papa’s brother is called KEN of all things and cmon… I genuinly feel bad for Ken, being like a recoloured clone of papa (with a… Tatoo?) and also, my first ever thought seeing ken of the first time was just… Why does he look like the papa smurf from the Cousin Smurfs from one of the little comics? YES, THIS ONE👇

There’s a little bit of info about them on the Wiki.

also, gargamel already had a twin brother too. HE WAS ALSO SHOWN IN THE COMICS- (hmmm ye…This really feels like the ‘long lost sibling trope’ that made people remind of trolls. Hkjrdtjhtjkhkj )

another character I feel kinda bad for by just existing, despite the funny memes: Influencer smurf…

YES, YES I know… it’s pretty weird of them to put an influencer smurf in there despite it not making sense AT ALL. They could have put any other smurf in his place and everything would have been alright. (Though I am also kinda… how do i put this… Glad (?) That it’s thanks to influencer that the trailer of this movie is getting a lot of attention.

Also, again about the voices… Even though we didn’t hear all of them… just gonna say, I like moxie’s voice, that of the villians are alright too I guess, Hefty’s voice is also pretty good not gonna lie. But… I’ll have to get used to Some of the voices, like Ken, Papa and smurfette….

speaking of smurfette too. Some of us I think are pretty tired of having her as the lead. At least it’s alongside another smurf though.

Also, I see no one talking about those Fluffy little creature- thingies and the turtle (they’re most likely there for the ‘marketable plushies’ thing. Though the fuzzy creatures do have a relevant plot thing going on it looks like?

And I do also think by seeing the 2 different trailers (one of em being translated and the other just being the english version) that this guy👇

Is gonna be like the little sidekick of gargamel, being that i saw this Guy help the villains in a way? Idk hjgdiorhoigrh I’m just analizing a bit-

and then there is the book character schat shows up for a few seconds in one of the trailers nukdrgghkughiu

and then there’s this smurf-

I wonder who that is gonna be…

Also: Azrael is gonna have wings at Some point! And Gargamel is gonna…work with the Smurfs maybe ???

ANOTHER THING: the life-action thing threw me off not gonna lie. It just… doesn’t fit… ;-; AND ON TOP OF THAT it’s like 2011 and 2013 all over again, just with less ‘uncanny’ designs for the blue beans (and despite the shading the animation models just look off in the ‘life action’ scenes…) They AGAIN go to the ‘REAL’ world, they AGAIN go to paris (speaking of paris, WHY AGAIN PARIS?! Please, if you Guys let the blue beans go to our world again, AT LEAST IT COULD HAVE BEEN IN BELGIUM,RIGHT? 👁️👁️ partially to let it not be a deja-vu to the 2011 and 2013 movies entirely… like...PLEASE?! 😞) AND HOW DOES SMURFETTE KNOW THEY’RE IN PARIS? I’m begging at this point for an explanation to be in the movie. This kinda feels like a continuation of the life-action CGI movies khdfgjhoigjoi (more refrence to those movies! :/)

like most might have pointed out already, it feels like a fanfiction that somehow managed to be shown on the big screens.

I had high hopes for this film in the beginning, they lowered a bit thanks to things that where kinda being shown as spoilers in the discord chat, before the trailer was out (I’m looking at you sertain 2 characters) and i now set low expectations for it too… I don’t think I’m gonna see the movie in theaters… but i’ll try to give it a chance despite the bad stuff…

And I’m not gonna see this movie as something that’s canon in the Smurfs universe. I’m sorry but this… it’s sad… and i feel kinda bad that it turned out this way…

most of us collectively agree that Lost Village is still peak till this day. Me included 🥹

now excuse me I’m gonna cry in a corner and appreciate some screenshots of Hefty smurf from Both trailers

[babybeez]

About babybeez

💜I’m 19(I promise)

🪻Female

💜I live in America

🪻Sub(I really like being told what to do and not being in control)

💜Im a virgin

🪻You can send me stuff but don’t expect anything back

Fun facts:

💜I’m dyslexic so if I spell something wrong or don’t use the right word no I didn’t I relied on autocorrect and they made the mistake

🪻I really like tangled the movie and the series

💜My favorite color is purple

🪻I love horror movies specifically the final destination movies

💜And I’m vegetarian

What each tag means

Beezasks💜🪻:were I answer all the asks

Beezrandomthoughts💜🪻:mostly things I think about randomly

aboutbeez💜🪻: were you get to learn more about me

I’ll add more stuff as time goes on

[crazylittlejester]

Do you have any headcanons about the chain that don't necessarily affect the plot of any given story? (Like accents, food preference, favorite animal, what kind of things they do in their down time, anyone speak multiple languages, are they prone to prank wars)

And, yes, this is a request for you to ramble on (your response can be as long or short as you like)

boy oh boy do i love being enabled *cracks knuckles*

(sorry for spelling mistakes or oddly autocorrected words im dyslexic and my brain is a puddle of goo)

- Time is slowly picking up Malon’s accent. It’s not super thick, but it impacts some of the words he says, and when he’s actually ON the ranch with Malon it’s a lot more noticeable

- Warriors knows the most languages, followed VERY closely by Legend, and then Wild

- Wind picks up accents because he unintentionally mimics people around him. He does Not sound like the people from his island, he sounds like the pirates he spends the majority of his time with, although he will go back to his own accent if he spends enough time at home. Spending so much time around the chain, the pirate accent is softening and his original accent is coming out a bit, but he’s also starting to sound like Wars and also like Time, and some of his pronunciations of words are heavily influenced by specific members of the chain. Wild is KINDA like this too, but instead of unintentionally changing accents by spending a lot of time with a group of people he’s kinda created his own accent by absorbing all the others

- Wild LOVES deer, he thinks theyre adorable and precious

- When he’s really overwhelmed and just needs something mindless to do with his hands Sky finds himself carving little loft wings. Sometimes he can barely see what he’s doing through his tears, and other times he’s just so out of it he’s not paying full attention so they’re a but wonky sometimes, but theyre comforting to him. He’s got a bunch of lil carved loft wings in his bag

- Hyrule would try to peel and eat a lime like an orange. Everyone would be horrified but he wouldn’t react to the taste at all

- Four is a BIG reader, he loves books and very quickly finished the one he had at the start of the journey, so Twilight tried really hard to get him another one as a gift. also you can pry boston accent Four outta my cold dead hands

- Legend has an incredibly thick Irish accent that is nearly impossible to understand especially when he gets ranting, but the others are mostly unaware because he tries very hard to mimic a very basic accent thats easier for people all across his adventures to understand, and it ends up sounding like a not quite british not quite american accent. Warriors also hides his real accent but because he wants to blend in better with nobility so he’s trained himself to have a british accent like his Zelda

- Twilight talks to animals like they’re people. The others have seen him from afar pouring out his heart and soul to a goat because he didn’t know how else to talk through something he was struggling with and hey, if it helps it helps. Twi is so midwest coded to me but that’ll never stop me from writing him with a southern accent

[ohbo-ohno]

i hate typin long words sometimes its hard to rlly explain but bc of college too i just found it sm more easier to cut out certain vowels w words (it drives my friends insane sometimes esp when i send a message nd its so full of typos bc i thought itd b funny to turn off autocorrect ?? like no.. i am not gna type out certain words.. so used to it by now

on that note, reader ignoring the txts from ghoap bc shes upset at them nd it isn’t even abt getting kidnapping. like they did smth to upset her and they’re jumpin hoops tryin to figure out what they did 😭 can imagine johnny just being pouty bc they’re away at their job and whinin to ghost and ghost just “>:(“ bc how dare u ignore them..

i love it lol. i have like at least one spelling mistake in every message i send to someone, i end up getting texts from friends that are like "wtf did you just try and say" cause im too excited to send the fucking message to bother rereading. you're relatable as hell.

two ways you can go with this in my head

(a) you're mad at both of them, but you absolutely refuse to tell them why. it should be obvious and quite frankly in your mind it's worse that they don't even know. leaves them pulling their hair out. but this is your first argument as a couple that doesn't center around the whole kidnapping thing so they're trying to like actually work through it lmao. ends with johnny laying himself over you and whining while you just stick your nose in the air and cross your arms. simon tries to be all soft, thinks maybe if he's nice it'll tempt you to tell him. strokes up and down your side, nose in your hair, says a whole bunch of pretty words. you are not fooled lol. they get it out of you after a few rounds of frankly exhausting sex that night lol

(b) you're mad at just one of them. if you're mad at just johnny, simon gets sooooooo cocky. tugs you into his arms, mimics all the ways johnny usually touches you just to drive it home in johnny's head that he's not touching you. keeps you glued right to his lap and tells you you can tell me love, we can make sure he apologizes properly together. make sure mean johnny never hurts you again, hm? and johnny is a mix of pouting and pissed across the couch. if you're mad at just simon, johnny will join in with you. he'll throw an arm over your shoulder and just start making shit up lmao, start saying simon's done all this shit that he hasn't just because it's fun to team up with you on something. you're actually mad but johnny is mostly trying to goad ghost into really good sex. this has a very interesting result that night lol

[ilowkeydontwannabeher]

Homestuck human Sona Ig

LORE DROP BITCHES-

(Yes I went back 2 disc 4 dis-)

New human sona! I jst got to make 2 more to have a full set of human sonas

Her main color is Red, mostly paired to chaos, her first name is a name related to chaos, her last name is a name of a goddess with a letter added on it.

her symbol in her first outfit is a confettie canons. Confettie Cannons are loud and yet color full and get everywhere, chaos is known to be loud and gets thrown around and can be colorfull flashing lights.

Her god Tier outfit symbol is the official symbol or chaos, and Her God Tier class is "Prince", the Prince class isn't known to be male or a female only class even though most canons are male.

Her emot on is "&}", different eye shape and different mouth style due to her being hyper active and such but it inforces her personality by not even mentioning it really.

Her personality is Chaotic(obv), hyper active, twitchy, overwhelmed easily, and just always chaos in her head and always not focus for long.

Also

Even though humans don't have typing quirks she types really fast

So most of her text is either jumbled up or miss spelled or autocorrected a LOT

Her PesterChum handle is "CreationChaos"

Ironicly making her creation of her own little world in her head and also her chaos aspect and how she accidentally create chaos in real life

She's like pinkiepie in a way

Also

Her guardian, "HIM", is a main part of my homestuck world, he's a therapist but is absolutely shit at his job

He is the closest to calaborn compared to the others since he discovered calaborn and decided to actually secretly follow him, viewing him and Lord english as a God if sorts

Kali, eventually discovered this, but didnt say anything since she also didn't realize her dad was manipulating her, using her busy, chaotic, jumble up mind against her to just call her crazy

And in a way she actually was

But she wasn't fond or her father anyways

ANYWAYS! ignore the stupid ass spelling mistakes. If I feel like it I might redraw her again. Maybe do an ask blog 4 her if she gets popular enough...

[ralofofriverwoods]

📏 👑 💧 for virthik? if i spelled it right

You spelled it right! Autocorrect certainly doesn’t help with that type of name tho haha

📏 is your oc well educated? where did they get their learning from?

Somewhat? He hasn’t had much proper schooling, but he’s picked up tons of info since he started adventuring.

He got some general farming/homestead management know-how from the few years he lived with his parents, though it’s all self taught so it’s not all the most reliable info. He’s also learnt some stuff from merchants and the like across Skyrim as a teen, including basic math and reading/reading comprehension. Generally a mishmash of different skills and stuff people have been generous enough to provide.

👑 what does your oc want to be remembered as? why?

This is a hard one bcos I don’t think virthik would want to be remembered(or at least revered) all that much haha. If only because you can’t write history about yourself, and it’s easy to change a dead man’s legacy once nobody remembers what you were actually like.

Seeing as he’s the Dragonborn he will of course, so if anything he’d want to be remembered at least partially as a good man, or someone who’s done some good. Someone that can be looked up to, that can inspire hope. Generally he wants to be regarded as a hero, but not a perfect hero from your usual legend. Everyone makes mistakes and has down spots after all.

He would likely get remembered as someone who was great at dealing with having the shittiest hand in just about every situation, and turning it into something at least mildly workable. ‘The last, and unluckiest, Dragonborn’ essentially.

He’d like to be regarded as at least somewhat good because that would mean he at least did something right, even for everything he got wrong. Best way to figure out whether you’ve won the game of life is to see how the bard tales treat you, as the decades go by. At least in his mind.

He’d be considered the most unlucky Dragonborn mainly because no matter what he did, it always got worse before it got better. And somehow he always gets beat up pretty bad, even when it shouldn’t have been that bad(ex: the main game vs his universe alduin fight. His version was MUCH harder, and had a slightly worse outcome for him specifically)

💧 random angst headcannon.

So so so many to choose from for this one tbh. He is by far the most punching bag shaped character I got, and the narrative has gotten very into boxing lately

One of the ones I don’t think about a lot, but definitely has some good narrative potential, is his relationship with fire+fire magic. He used it to get out of the less than great circumstances of his childhood, and then he almost got char broiled in a massive forest fire lit by people trying to get rid of him and some new ish friends, and then he used a flaming sword to make his life substantially better, permanently.

For all that his themes are icy blue and grey, he certainly has an interesting relationship with arson and how it’s shaped his life. All things considered, virthik has an amazing relationship with fire, despite it being like. Very high Up there in the things that should have left lifelong scars, mental or physical.

- - -

Thank you for the ask!! These were really fun to do, certainly made me think about his actual story more than usual. Seeing as he mostly just gets put into situations as I do, it’s nice to consider something a little more in depth

[notpacoalpha]

I have something to say! There is an interesting dichotomy in regards to maximizing typing efficiency and spelling/ grammatical correctness. I say this as someone who excelled at grammar and spelling but have caught myself making more elementary mistakes as of late.

In order to get REALLY GOOD AND FAST at typing nowadays, you have to spell wrong. You have to actively misspell things and have your computer autocorrect them. There are other shortcuts as well but I can't remember them.

The computer is the opposite of the typewriter, where you HAD to get it right the first time.

As you can imagine, autocorrect is just a tool. People should still be able to spell outside of that, and they should always proofread their writing. It's a tool, not an excuse.

I'm overlooking this post, and it shows nine corrections, mostly contractions or times I hit the wrong button and didn't fix it.

When can I start talking about the genuine rise of illiteracy going on in the U.S. without being called ableist? Because I'm not talking about people whose first language isn't english or about people with actual disorders, diagnosed or not.

I'm talking about the fact that several of my professors don't know where to put commas, apostrophes, and are spelling words wrong that they DEFINITELY should be getting right in their position. I'm talking about the fact that a lot of grown adults don't know the difference between your/you're, it's/its or there/their/they're. I'm talking about this weird rise of people interchangeably using woman/women??

Mistakes are mistakes. I make mistakes CONSTANTLY. Does it crush my soul when I mix up your/you're? God, yes 😭.

So I'm not talking about mistakes. I'm talking about "they never taught us that" mfs. I'm talking about "whatever it's the same thing" mfs.

I swear I don't want this to come off rude or mean but I just notice it more and more?

[deuces-stone-cold-style]

Here it is, the uncomplete but extensive Monster High doll list. Includes a table that you can use as a checkmark and about 40 ish pages with pictures of most (but not every) doll I could find or think of.

There's instructions for use and a guide inside, and it's pink because why not. Just download it (it's safe I promise) and open it on Word or whatever you use, and it's yours to customize and change any thing you don't like.

It has some spelling mistakes, mostly because I had to turn off spell check so the names would stop autocorrecting to... idk Lagoon, Spectre, Frank, Giggles and Claw, among others.

This is it

[savemysoulmyartsucks]

Hootenanny Chorale Analysis

I, very much love Centaurworld and find it impressive that they released 2 seasons in a year.

for this to make sense please understand something’s. 1. I am not a professional at this, this is just my thoughts. 2. When I say Verse x I mean that is where I cut the lyrics to make it easier to analyze. 3. Please mind my spelling, autocorrect sucks and I usually don’t pick up on mistakes.

(Fun fact: a Hootenanny is an informal gathering of people with Folk Songs)

(Link to the song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vpwxTsezopQ )

This song is very similar to ‘Welcome to Centaurworld’ from season 1.

Verse 1:

Horse:

Hey, new friends I’m glad we made it Hey, new friends  As long as you are with me I am home

This verse is similar to the first verse of ‘Welcome to Centaurworld’. That song was sang by Wamawink to Horse. It goes like this: “Hey, new friend I’m glad you made it What is this? Hey, new friend As long as you are with us You are home”

The original verse is sung directly at Horse, while the this version was sung to everyone. It includes everyone and their experiences.

Verse 2:

Horse

You made it to Centaurworld And nothing better Represents our world Moletaurs: Holes Coldtaurs: Breathe in a bag! Birdtaurs: Like! Horsetaurs: Privilege! All: Than this colorful collection Of singing, dancing magic beings Meeting here today

Again this was from the same song. And it mostly stayed the same. The other Centaur’s just interrupted the song. But this shows all their friends and how far they traveled.

“Cause you made it to Centaurworld And nothing better represents our world Than this colorful collection of singing and dancing

Half-animal, half-man things

You’re meeting here today” this was the original verse. I find it interesting that “Half-animal, Half-man things” was changed to “magical beings”. Showing that they have become more than just weird animal-man things. They became special and unique. “You’re meeting here today” and “Meeting here today” was also changed. Which makes sense, they Centaurs have met Horse already.

Verse 3:

Horse

And when a chorus gathers At the end of the Rainbow Road They’re one family

Slow and agile things Strong and fragile things  From the skies to depths below

This verse was written for this song, as far as I am aware. This song is talking about Centaurworld as a whole. The “…Fragile things” line is a nice nod to the beginning when the herd was still fragile. This verse in for all the different Centaurs.

Verse 4:

Horse

It takes a little boldness And a little bit of magic (We can all be fearless too)  But I know you’re fearless too (Fearless too)

This some of this verse is from “Hello Rainbow Road” from Season 1. “But it takes a little boldness And a little bit of magic I’d go on my own if only I had it” and “Fragile Things” from season 1. “You can all be fearless too”

I find it cool how Horse is singing from a song that is about going somewhere and the others are singing about protecting others. Which is exactly what they are going to do for the war.

It completely cut out going on Horse’s own. A nice bit of foreshadowing for “Who was She”. It talks about being Fearless, something very much associated with Horse’s Charater. (Being tossed in to the battle field, “Taurnado”, horses being tough and strong). In season 1 Horse thought that everyone was quite meek and not brave. So I feel like her saying “I know you’re fearless to” is important.

Verse 5:

Horse

Together, we’ll go into the unknown  So get ready to fight You’re okay, you’re all right All: You are Centaur… You are Centaurworld

Again, some parts is from “Hello Rainbow Road”.

“Together, we’ll go into the unknown So say bye to the old And hello to that Rainbow Road”

This verse is very much referring to them going through the portal instead of traveling around Centaurworld. “You’re okay, you’re all right” is a fast becoming something one would say to someone they care about. This is the 7th time this has been used this way “Rider’s Lullaby (season 1), Rider’s Lullaby (Reprised) (season 1), I’ve been searching for you (season 1), Durpleton’s Lullaby (season 2), Hootenanny Chorale (season 2), Last Lullaby (season 2), Separate Ways (not sure if this counts because it only says ‘You’re okay’) (season 1) ” I used to think this was Rider’s and Horse’s, but it is to show care. Each time it appears it is someone saying to calm other other down or show that they really care or that they love the other person. I think this is showing that Horse has grown to truly care about Centaurworld and all the Centaurs.

This song is a song that is closing the circle, using lyrics for season 1 and giving them a new meaning. It is showing that the end is near.

[the-orangeauthor]

Hi 😁 I've got a writing Q for you: As a published author, what are some lessons that you've learned since publishing your book that you wish you had learned before?

Hi!! I feel like I haven't seen you around in forever but tbf I've also not been around too much 😅 okay so I'm having a bad carpal tunnel today so please bare with any horrendous spellings

I self published my first book via amazon, mostly just to see if I could actually commit to the project rather than to make it big as an author but I still did tons of research on what it would take for a book to be successful and there's a lot of stuff I wish I had known/ been doing earlier for my book to gain more attention.

First thing first, self promotion is everything, especially as a new or self publishing author. I do not have a big social media presence at all and I really despise platforms like Instagram which are mostly for aesthetics, but it really is so necessary for getting attention. I only really started to promote daughter of thw dragon when I was in my final editing stages. For my new book that I'm currently working on, I am going to push myself to promote it a bit more this time round from a much earlier stage and see how it goes.

Carrying on from that, you have to stick to promoting your book both before and after its release to help maintain your sales if you're looking to do writing full time and that means being very very organised with your socials, maybe having a timetable for how and when you post. Recently, I've seen a lot of writers take to tiktok since it's where most people are spending their time and it seems to be working great.

Beta readers are life savers. My little brothers picked up on mistakes in my book that I didn't see because I was so used to seeing those words that my brain autocorrected spelling errors without me even realising it.

And lastly, for now, this isn't really a lesson but more of a reminder that you don't need a huge team of people and a pile of money to make your publishing dreams come true. I learned to make my cover, format my book, promote on social media all on my own. Don't Everley your bank balance stop you from trying something big like publishing because you can absolutely promote yourself to 3000 people on Instagram with a fiver every so often and trust that your following will grow.

I hope someone finds this useful or feel free to add on!!

[taeslovehandles]

A wind of change

Heya you wonderful people out there! Make sure to drink lots and stay hydrated <3

I’m not gonna lie, I’ve been a bit inactive for some time when it came to posting my own stuff (that weren’t img from v live streams where I was gushing over the cute plump cheekies). And some of you probably have been wondering why that is. Truth be told, the way I began this blog was a bit too eager?

I am getting more and more work and I just can feel and see that I won’t be able to maintain the level I started this blog with anymore because of two reasons:

1. I get exhausted and lazy seeing how much work it takes me to upload a new chapter because I made new visuals for each. single. chapter.

2. I rp through tumblr and mostly when I am on my phone which ends in lots and lots of spelling mistakes and autocorrect issues. All in all, I got exhausted to instantly correct them and the chapters being done just kept piling on until my brain just shot off and said, nah. Not now. (Does that mean pondus lucrum, paws and something else had been ready for a few months? Yes. The raw version was done. I would love to thanks bear anon for proof reading paws for me and getting it ready as well as someone else I forgot to ask if I can tag them, so you’ll be thanked as anon <3)

3. The god damn mood-boards. Sometimes I just couldn’t find the right images I wanted to use and it ended up in me spending 2 hours just to look for nice looking ones to use for a single chapter. It’s just time I do no have anymore. And without a mood-board image I did not want to post, so that was another reason for no posts. (Did you notice the prompts I kept writing? Notice what I did not have to do for these? Yep.)

SO. In order to keep myself sane and for you guys to keep enjoying my content, I decided on a few things.

I will only make 1 mood-board (the chapter images you see on tumblr when I post a new story). That means 1 mood-board for all chapters. Not individuals for each chapter anymore. I will make it clear and add a new format that says “ch1, 2. 3 etc. so don’t worry. You won’t be missing anything!

I will not post any  rp’s anymore that are not finished and/or have at least 1 chapter finished that can be interpreted as an ending or shortstory. Because let’s be honest? I hate reading fics and getting into them just to see it hasn’t been updated. I have to hit myself here as well because I did exactly that with some fics that are no longer available because rp partners just ghosted on me or I simply not having time.

^ With that said. I want to work on improving my streamline for you guys, so that content can be consumed easier and more pleasantly for both you guys as well as for me working on them.

Long story short: Modd-boards will decreas and look a bit differently, more chapter releases and more is coming and in the works.

Thank you for reading this boring blog post, I love you all <3

[asherisimmortal-archive]

wandavision weekly ask, featuring some complaining and off-topic ranting.

firstly, while joss whedon is unfortunately a scumbag, his characterization of ultron and vision was very distinctive and helps analyze vision's short scene this episode. instead of making ultron this unfeeling, removed robot that fulfills his goal of "peace in our time" as soon as possible, he's actually the most human character. he talks about the "poetry" of destroying humanity with a meteor the same way the dinos got destroyed. he could have just yeeted everyone using his connection to the internet. but no. he grew, changing bodies, evolving from one vessel to another, becoming more and more human. his final vessel was supposed to be vision; it's no mistake that his body is so humanlike. (scarlet witch could only read ultron's mind from vision's body because his consciousness was finally entering a humanlike brain. remember she kills Ultron by pulling out his heart, unnecessary for a robot except to emulate the human body.) ultron, despite trying to be above humans, constantly strived to become one. vision is similar. he begins his existence with philosophical musing. trying to find his identity. trying to become more and more human. the magic happened in those 2 years between civil war and infinity war. wanda needed a shoulder to cry on; vision needed someone to be open with, to copy, to fake humanity until he "made it", to learn to love. by infinity war, paul bettany says he's the "most human" out of the avengers. he's not wrong. so when i saw vision in the civil war-era flashback of this episode, i thought of all that, of him trying to understand humans in order to be human, of "what is grief if not love persevering" 😭😭😭😭😭 his logic is impeccable. the quote kinda makes no sense out of context but once i heard him say it iwaslike bruh you're right. a common criticism of robots in sci-fi is that they're often just characterized as "ace ppl on the spectrum" which is. fair. and i kinda felt that in this episode. but i felt like it worked here? (asher as an nd ace person whaddya think of this?)

marvel has a reeeally wide audience. they have to cater to the lowest common denominator and go totally unsubtle with like, everything. that seems more present in the show's "mcu-wide" episodes than in the "sitcom-era" episodes. this ep i think the writers should have just let wanda's memories speak for themselves, but instead agatha just gives tons of sometimes informative but mostly unnecessary commentary. hayward too: his entire character is so on-the-nose. we're told every second what we're supposed to think of him ("hayward's a d--"), what he's planning ("he wants to make vision's body into a weapon"), and how he thinks of vision ("3 billion dollars of vibranium") with no subtlety whatsoever. i wasn't expecting much different but still. :(

speaking of hayward. he wanted vision online so bad. unlike her, he knew she had the power to bring him back ("you have the power to bring him 'online'" — how did he know? secretly mephisto?) then staged a disgusting desecration of his corpse to provoke her, told the soldiers to stand down so she could revive him, and when she couldn't, instead making a hex to regen him, he lied, said she had his corpse denying vision's last testament, and tried to take his new body outside the hex. unfortunately he realized when vision tried escaping that he couldn't make it out — he's part of the hex but only he knows that — so he made white vision to replace him and take out wanda (the only possible whistleblower). in conclusion, hayward can go screw a cactus (yes i read that phrase in the comments of a fanfic and i wont stop using it to describe ppl i hate)

i get super upset when people talk in english when their first language isn't english for like,,,no reason. so when the maximoffs spoke in english specifically to practice their english i found that refreshing.

agatha backstory why. and what. i suspect she's a scarlet witch too. i think the reason her magic starts out as purple is because she pushes back her coven's blue magic with her red magic. watch the clip again and you can see how she glows red, not purple, right before she pushes back against the witches. red scarlet witch magic + blue coven witch magic = purple agatha magic.

thanks erik voss from new rockstars for pointing this out: coven mother in the beginning of the episode gets a glowing blue crown right before she gets yeeted. the figure wanda sees in the golden glow of the mind stone is a silouhette of herself with the crown. erik says this is the crown of the dominant witch. but whatever the case it think the crown of agatha's "mother" is a hint to the origin of scarlet witch's comic book headdress.

i don't like what theyre doing with agatha's hair. something about it doesn't vibe with me.

im getting more and more convinced that the "mystery actor" paul bettany keeps talking about was himself. white vision vs westview vision battle royale.

speaking of him, paul needs to go to therapy. his constant self-deprecation in interviews started out charming but after a while it gives me the vibe of someone who has no self-esteem and therefore constantly downplays himself and his own accomplishments. (me projecting? what makes you think that? /s) but yeah. parasocial relationship with paul bettany go brrrrr

we need answers about fietro

and finally (before i remember the million things i forgot to say) the latin. sucks ass. like i know like 2 words in latin but the spells were probably written by someone's dummy thicc ass cheeks on a keyboard and setting the autocorrect to latin. the spell agatha does before going into wanda's memory-door is "memente memoria" which means "remember memory" like seriously marvel you could have spent 2 more brain cells on writing spells

1. I completely agree with you and I hate how I learn news on Tumblr (Why are the only celebrities that turn out to be assholes the ones that I slightly care about).

2. Marvel definitely needed to be at least a tad more subtle. I know that this is one of the last episodes of what has been the most confusing thing they have ever made but Agatha’s commentary was a bit too much.

3. Agreed this account is a Hayward hate zone.

4. I 100% agree with you, I always found Black Panther really weird because they were speaking in English even when Martin Freeman’s character wasn’t around (and I know why that was but I still hate it) so I’m glad that this episode actually made sense.

5. At this point I don’t have a clue what’s going on with Agatha and honestly at this point I think I’m just gonna hope they clear that up in the next episode.

6. That’s interesting. That’s another thing that I’m not smart enough to have a clue what the heck is happening, but that’s still really cool.

7. I have to disagree with you I think her hair is great.

8. If it’s literally just Paul Bettany that’s gonna be really anticlimactic and I’m going to be very upset (I want Magneto damn it).

9. I didn’t watch a lot of interviews for WandaVision for some reason so I’m just gonna take your word for it and agree with you.

10. I’m assuming we’re getting them in the next episode (I saw a theory that he might be Loki in disguise and that’s looking pretty much impossible but fuck it I’m gonna get my hopes up anyway)

11. I don’t know shit about Latin so this is another one where I’m gonna have to take your word for it.

[overelegantstranger]

ruggesnome said:

that sounds ...nice of you. I am mostly too tired to word rn but might return in the morning if I can make anything of thoughts involving how a lot of what I deal with (as a student, but bc of the field) has a more uh rigidly defined right or wrong ness.

No, absolutely, and I realise our fields are different and have different expectations. However, one thing I’ve been realising (and hope I keep on this opinion after tomorrow’s marking meeting with my supervisor!) is that...even if there are rightnesses, and wrongnesses - which there are! - one of the things I’m trying hard to do is frame these in the most positive and encouraging way I can.

For example, there is a right and wrong way to cite your sources, to write an introduction, to set out your points, to quote. Everything I’m marking on and indeed everything I’ve commented on, either has a right or wrong or is on a scale of rightness and wrongness.

However, my big thing is, as a student I put SO much weight on those wrongnesses and felt SO bad and SO stupid over them. But you know what, these are skills. They are things that take practice, and they are hard. And maybe I won’t have room for this in the actual marking, and maybe after 16 bloody scripts I’ll be too exhausted to do this as well as I want to, but I want to acknowledge that these are people, many of them teenagers, who haven’t done this before! And they’re trying really hard! (I am not naieve. I went to this very university with several people who didn’t try hard - but imo we should always assume people are trying their best, rather than assuming the opposite.

So these are people trying so hard, and they deserve the things they did well to be acknowledged and celebrated, and the things they got wrong to be, if need be, explained, and to be encouraged by the fact that these are skills to learn, not reflections of them as people.

I want to go in to marking as if I were marking myself, and I want to show these students the love and encouragement and pride that I wish I had been shown more consistently, and that my favourite teachers did show me. I want to go into it with the primary energy of “what did you do right“, not “what did you do wrong.”

And maybe that’s not a thing every discipline can do on every test or assignment. But I never want to be the lecturer who made me feel so awful that I wanted to die every time I came home from her class, and I always want to be the lecturer who made me love my work. 

I still remember one of my classmates saying that her marker had said on her essay misspelling Edgar Allan Poe’s name is unacceptable at this level, and I remember her clear (if she was trying to disguise it) flinch at the whole thing. And I think it’s low to dig at people’s spelling mistakes when often they’re innocent, or accidentally missed, or autocorrected wrong. I’d far rather just go through and just correct them and then say at the end “there’s some spelling issues here so just go through another pass next time”.

The thing is, the point of telling people what they did wrong is so that they know what to improve on, and they won’t be motivated to improve if you’re sharp and snappy with them. And I think that’s a rule of thumb that holds true across the board, even if not every assessment gets to work that way

[modestmuses-a]

//ok so bc i’ve been having some fun writing text messages from my muses, here’s the full list of texting headcanons:

Akali: Terrible. Just absolute fucking dogshit at texting. If Mayym allowed her to have a phone in the dojo, it was a simple flip phone just so that she could be reached whenever she was out of her mother’s sight, and Akali got rid of it when she left so she couldn’t be tracked down. Now that she can text people proper, she sucks... Sporadic capitalization and punctuation, will drop a period in a middle of a sentence or ask 3 questions in a row with no question marks between them. Terrible at spelling, prone to autocorrect “fixing” her mistakes (like typing “garage” as “garbage” or “bitch” as “birch”). Types “you” as “u” pretty consistently, it’s the only consistent thing about her texts. Tries not to send too many texts in a row, tries to fit as much information as she can into one, much to the chagrin of anyone who has to read her nonsense.

Amumu: All emojis all the time. On the rare occasions he does break from emojis, types in all lower case, abbreviates quite a bit (”you” to “u”, etc.), makes simple spelling/grammar mistakes typical of... y’know... little kids... since he is one.

Brit: Lets autocorrect take care of capitalization for her. If autocorrect doesn’t get it, it’s not getting capitalized. Otherwise, types in pretty decent syntax. Will occasionally shorten words, but it depends on her mood, and she has been known to use “you” and “u” in the same sentence. Uses emojis fairly regularly, likes to send her friends (or people she’s trying to manipulate) the winking kissy face.

Cindy: Hates texting, the notorious one-word texter ‘cause she wants to get this conversation over with as soon as possible because she hates your guts. Gets mad at autocorrect for correcting “fuck” to “duck” and will scream about it in all caps. (”*DUCK. *DUCK!! *FFFFFFFUCK STUPID PHONE”)

Cyborg: Is unable to use a phone because her circuits mess with the signal. Anyone who wants to be Cyborg’s friend, have fun not having cell service for the duration of your time with her. But if she could use a phone, she would probably Type Like This Because It Looks Right To Her. Otherwise, proper syntax.

Ekko: Sends very short texts but may send many of them in a row. Capitalizes the beginning of sentences and “I” mostly because his phone sorts those out for him, but nothing else, not even his own name. Very rarely uses punctuation outside of exclamation and question marks. No emojis, but uses emoticons pretty regularly. Partial to the winking one when he’s planning something terrible ;) Abbreviates literally as much as he can while having the text still be legible. (”Can I ask u a q?” “Can I ask u smth?” “Do u have the hmwk 4 2mrrw?” “oic”)

Ivy: Nearly perfect syntax, save for too much punctuation and too many smiles/frowns on her emoticons. (“Nice!!!!!!!!” “Well, applesauce..... :((((” “Please???”)

Maggie: Writes in entirely lowercase for the ~aesthetic~. Prone to simple grammar mistakes, like mixing up their/there/they’re and writing “should of” instead of “should’ve,” so on and so forth. Like Brit, abbreviations are entirely mood-dependent, although she tends to shorten words more often than not. Only uses the heart and flower emojis, as she thinks the rest of them are ugly or useless. However, she will occasionally use 💋 when flirting via text.

[xurkitips]

On Conveying Personality Through Chatroom-style Dialogue

A friend of mine shared screenshots of a roleplay he was having via a Discord server, wherein the style was chatroom/texting based. Each character would have a different style of typing completely unique to their person. Though unfamiliar with all of them, I could see what their personalities were like

Like real human beings, a character very much so has a “voice”. I mean that both in the literal sense, through their manner of speaking and what they say, but also through their self expression, interests, and actions. This carries over into the digital realm in ways we may not even notice. Text messages may not be verbal, no, but there are ways to show inflection.

There are many, many ways to show meaning through text. Here are some that I’ve picked up and utilized with my own characters:

Sentence structure

all lowercase sentences VS Grammatically correct

Lowercase gives off the feeling of someone familiar with others or willing to become familiar. It lacks the tension of formal writing, complete with its capitalization and proper periods ending sentences, and feels very casual and approachable. It may also be a sign of someone who doesn’t care much about perfection, a lazy person, or an easy going individual. Seems like a lot of internet regulars prefer this kind of typing style.

“im dying

‘deafening horrorcore rap’ ok i listen to literal noise and idk what this even is”

Using a properly capitalized and punctuated style is very formal, like one would see in a book, an official email, etc. It’s more serious and stern than lowercase is and may imply an older, more mature person typing...or maybe just someone trapped on their phone at the mercy of autocorrect. 

"I am always happy to see you, even if you are not feeling your best.“

“It's nice here.

Quiet.”

There’s a certain respectful steadiness to it as well. It can be calming to read at times.

Punctuation VS Lack of punctuation

End-stopped lines come with both a pause and a bit of a pointed and direct feeling. It strengthens both lowercase and grammatically correct styles, but in different ways. In conjunction with “proper” writing, it’s less noticeable, merely giving the reader a moment’s pause. In conjunction with lowercase, especially if the one typing isn’t keen on using periods, it can come off as stern, serious, passive-aggressive, or angry.

“whatever.

it's less excruciating than it would be without it.”

Removal of punctuation is a different story. Typically just shown with lowercase, it leaves it with that casual feeling intact, or like one’s sentences are more like quick thoughts or questions. Removing them from grammatically correct sentences does ease off some of the tension, implying someone with a more neutral-positive tone while still being more mature. 

“I’m not terribly good with conversation”

And then there’s the run-on sentences from those who type small novels per response. Usually complete with multiple and’s. It’s a sign of nervousness, enthusiasm, or oftentimes a younger character...

“actually i don't know much about it i just happened to see something online and it's apparently only manufactured overseas exclusively for this one particular shop and they made the original design and initial product i guess”

Oof.

Proper spelling (or lack thereof)

The better the spelling, the more the likelihood of the person being older, calmer, or neutral. There’s also a sense of being well educated or careful about one’s typing. Perhaps a confident air may exude from what they say, too.

“Can you come help me for a moment?”

Those who make a lot of mistakes will simply confuse words for other words, forget apostrophes, or type too fast to notice things missing or in the wrong location. Some just don’t really care enough or are too tired to deal with it. Too much focus and people know what they mean anyway. Probably.

“i laug hso hard hes come runin

he thougt i aws dyin”

It can also happen in very emotional situations, in bouts of laughter, crying, rage, or when one is drowsy, medicated, or sick. It tends to stand out when one’s style is suddenly very, very different and tips others off to something being wrong.

Younger characters, especially kids, also make spelling mistakes all the time depending on their age, whether due to sounding out words or just in a hurry to reply.

Short sentence fragments, single words, and lengthy paragraphs

Sometimes people with rapid-fire thoughts, who are excited, busy, stressed, or angry, will take to quick and short responses (sometimes of many fragments in a row). These show a similar feeling as do lines of poetry. Stacking small fragments on top of one another adds emphasis. The reader has to read them one by one rather than as a straight sentence. On its own, the word or fragment stands out and becomes more important.

"well

yeah thats

what i was tryina do

but i mean”

I’ve seen it used used for storytelling from one person to another in larger chunks of things, quick responses, for poetic value, and in irritation or passive-aggressiveness.

In full sentence conversations sent in short bursts, it’s also allowing the reader pause to read each comment without it feeling like a novella. Though it can also feel like someone is obnoxious, rambling on and on as the notifications keep coming, or has a lot to talk about and keeps thinking of more.

Then there are those who type rather large responses all at once instead of hitting the enter key with every sentence:

"Whoever did it was quite thorough; either the power in that area of the lab was cut while we were distracted or they tampered with the security cameras, because that footage is missing. But, we have some theories now. It had to have been someone with direct access to the laboratory. I hesitate to place blame on any of my coworkers...they're all my trusted companions and friends! And yet...”

It’s concise and a solid, complete story in one spot. Could be someone who loves to talk, could be someone who didn’t want a response before they were done talking. It’s also commonly seen by middle-aged texters who want to say everything they can all at once.

Exclamation points and Question marks

Simple one here. Question mark for a question or confusion, exclamation point for emphasis or an exclamation. But when a person adds multiple to a sentence it can convey more of the person’s feelings; 

“are you okay??”

Here is someone who is very concerned. Multiple question marks can imply things such as worry, stress, disbelief, and shock. There’s a sense of hurry and tension. Perhaps the person on the other end is frightened, easily afraid, or tends to have an overwhelming reaction to things.

“oh!!! it’s nice to see you!!!”

"! 

!!! 

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

Meanwhile, multiple exclamation points convey much more friendlier, happier tones. Often such things as surprise, excitement, happiness, friendliness. Users typing !! as a punctuation (like I tend to do) may do it as an assurance or to show how thrilled they are to talk. Occasionally !!!! is tacked onto an angry statement to be more of a shout, but I see it less and less.

Chatspeak and Internet habits

Shortenings of words have been a regular thing for ages. It’s easy, convenient, and gets the point across quickly. But the internet has taken it to a new extreme, where sentences can be almost entirely compromised of them.

“wtf r u talkin abt?? gdi man idk wuts even happening rn”

A character wanting to be quick to respond, always on the ball, always involved, may be more likely to utilize and understand chatspeak. They’re the social butterfly of the group. It’s also a sign of a long-time internet lurker who’s aware of what the lingo is, and how to use it. A complete lack thereof points toward either an older user or someone who’s unused to social media.

The more memes, the harder someone is trying to fit in. Or maybe they’re easily amused or just absorbed things from their friends without thinking about it. The comedian of the group is going to know the best ways to use them.

Smilies and Emojis

:D D: :DDD // :3 3: >:3 :3c // :o :O O:<

These kinds of smilies have always struck me as the most friendly. Whether used in devious ways or with genuinely heartwarming intentions, the playful, lightheartedness of the user really shines through these. 

"not a bad way to spend a lazy day :D”

“it's also my birthday :3″

It’s got just the right vibe to punctuate a sentence that’ll leave the reader feeling that the person likely means no harm or wants to be friendly, positive, or encouraging. I’ve met a lot of people that use these and turn out to be very kind or considerate people.

:), ;), ((((: and related

A long time positive, friendly smiley. 

"You said you've known them a long time? I think they would understand. :)”

And yet these days I tend to associate it with passive aggressive statements, plotting, slyness, devious behavior, or anger. Older users may be inclined to use :) as a means to show their emotional state, but newer users seem more inclined to do the opposite. The more parentheses there are, the more upset the person, it seems.

“man don’t u love it when the power’s out in the middle of the night it’s just (((: really great thanks (((((:”

Then the ;) smiley comes off more specifically flirty and a bit playful. Doesn’t seem to change much there.

“if i find a good chance 2 hook u up ill do my best ;)”

XD

The bane of my teenage existence. It’s a more old school sign of laughter, rarely seen in today’s world due to falling out of favor and becoming associated with, “LOL Rawr XD Tacos I’m So Randoom,” culture. But time to time you do see it. Mostly with sarcasm but sometimes with genuine intentions.

“xDddddDDD

It was a good joke. XD”

A character using it genuinely comes off more playful, and to me, personally, as an older person who’s genuinely unaware of the associations with the smiley itself trying to show how they laughed without using LOL. 

Letter/Character smilies

Y’know, things like .w. and ._. or owo, where the letters or symbols make a face. These are fairly popular, it seems. I don’t like using them myself, but know a few who do use them.

"I'm sorry that they can be mean qmq”

It’s a different feel from the others. There’s something soft to it, almost a gentleness. When these or Japanese characters are used, there’s more whimsy. It’s cute and almost a bit feminine. It may convey an open person or give the impression that said person is easier to talk to.

Though honestly I can’t see uwu and owo as anything but heavily sarcastic. I’ll be honest with you.

Emojis

The first rule of Xurkitips club is that we don’t talk about Emoji Movie. Just putting that out there riiight now.

Used sparingly by most for fun and for emphasis. Characters may use them to be lighthearted, aesthetically, joke, or to make a conversation more flavorful. The use of emojis may determine a character’s personality; I find that characters who use hand emojis like 👌 are rather laid back, those who use 🙃 do it passive aggressively, and we all know what kind of person uses 🍆.

Then there’s what in common terms known as, “The DudeBro”:

[MFKNSTARBOI]: the thing i never undstood about hair is why people buy shampoo like regular soap not good enough for you LMAO 😂😂😂

[gostones]: .

[BIGDICKTOYOTA69]: what the fuck man

[ahogekun]: do... you not use shampoo

[MFKNSTARBOI]: aaaah you guys got sucked into big shampoo as well 😔

[MFKNSTARBOI]: When it comes to horses 🐎  the stars in the sky ✨ or just man to man no bullshit advice 👬 IM youre guy 😤😂

I think this one speaks for itself.

[wonderfulworldofwinchester]

Heartbreak Makes You Wiser

MOC!Dean x Reader 

Request by Anon: Hey I recently watched the S10 finale and wanted to ask if you chould write a Dean/reader Fanfic based on it. the reader enters the room and see’s the hurt castiel and that he killed the stynes including the “innocence” boy and starts crying what he has become and doesn’t want to let him go. dean hurts her accidentally a bit (mark going crazy) while she stops him to leave and see’s she got afraid of him and dean regrets it & is almost in tears too that he hurt the woman he secretly loves. TY! <3

Warnings: Language, violence consistent with that shown in 10x22, mentions of blood, breif unintentional violence towards reader (arm gets broken), heartbreak, angst...etc 

Word Count: 1452

A/N: *Unedited- Please excuse any spelling/grammar/autocorrect fails.* 

Requests will be back open after this fic :) 

PART 2 

You knew the mark was changing Dean. It was making him more and more aggressive with every day that went by. Anyone could see that. It had become just another normalcy in your weird world. You had gotten used to it over time, but nothing could have ever prepared you for what you would encounter that night.  

You ran down the stairs, and rounded the corner into the library. The setting before you was anything but familiar. This room had been where you find peace and comfort. Where you had run to many nights to escape into a book or two. It was a safe haven; a place more home to you than anything you had ever known. 

It’s walls and floor no longer resembled the room you loved. A glossy red coat covered the surfaces. Your eyes followed the seams of the room, taking in the sight of bodies lining the floor. They were all dead. The Stynes. All of them. Not a single on spared. Not even the young innocent boy who wanted nothing to do with what his family was involved in. 

Everything else was momentarily blocked out. Those sights alone were enough to send confusion and fear coursing through your veins. A sound started to sneak it’s way into your senses. It was muffled and incomprehensible at first. The volume started to increase, and it was becoming more and more clear. It was a man’s voice; persistent and desperate. He was begging for his life, begging for someone ‘please, don’t do this’. 

As you gained realization of what was happening, your eyes scanned to find the source. The scene they fell on was more than words could describe. There he was. Cas was laid out on the floor. His face was battered and bruised; features painted a dark red hue as blood spilled from several places. 

A hand reached down and grabbed his collar, pulling his upper body off the ground. Your eyes followed the arm leading up to the assailant. You knew it all too well. Eventually, they landed on a perfectly chiseled jaw; set and filled with anger, and rage. The once shimmering green eyes you had come to love, we were now cold, dark, and distant. They showed no mercy, even as they watched his friend beg for his life right before him. 

Every bone in your body wanted to scream; wanted to do something to stop him, but nothing would move. You stood there powerless, paralyzed by what you were seeing. The dim light glinted off of the shiny silver of the angel blade he now wielded, sending a tidal wave of terror crashing over you. He couldn’t possibly do this. He couldn’t really kill him could he. I mean the Stynes were one thing, but his friend. 

His arm moved up and back, threatening to plunge the blade down into the angel’s chest. Fear flashed over Cas’ features, and a blood curdling scream was ripped from your lungs, as his hand hurdled down with brutal force. The tears that slowly had seeped out before, were now pouring down your face. 

When Dean stood up you could see the blood splattered over his clothes. “Next time I won’t miss.” He spat. Your eyes flashed over to where Cas was laying on the floor, the angel blade stuck in the ground right next to him. Relief flooded your body, and you let out a breath of air. Oh thank god, he didn’t kill him. 

Dean turned to walk out, not even bothering to look in your direction as he passed you. There was a slight twinge of fear present in the pit of your stomach. You knew that what he had done scared you, but this was still Dean. Well mostly Dean. The mark had taken much of the compassion from him, and had amped up his anger, but it was still him in there somewhere. 

You had to stop him. You couldn’t let him walk out, and walk away from everything. A rush of adrenaline overtook you, and you forced your body from the ground, running past him, and blow king his path to the door. 

Cold eyes filled with anger met yours as he looked down at you. “Move!” 

“No! No, Dean. You don’t get to just walk out of here. You don’t get to go off the deep end, almost kill your friend, and then leave me here. You don’t get to give up!” 

His voice was rough and gravely, “Y/N, move, or I will move you.” His jaw clenched as his shoulders squared up. 

“No, Dean. I’m not letting you go.” 

He huffed and grabbed your shoulders, shuffling you to the side, and sliding past you. Before you could think of the consequences, your hand was reaching out and snatching his arm back. Big mistake. He whirled around, and slammed you into the wall, producing a loud pop from your side. You slumped down to the floor, cradling your arm to your chest, fresh tears flowing down your face as the fear set in. 

For the first time that night, something other than anger and rage flashed him his eyes. His features softened slightly, giving way to the regret and guilt that he felt after seeing the fear spread across your face, as you cowered there in front of him.

 He turned and stepped outside the door, but didn’t leave like he had intended to. Instead, he slumped against the door, and caved under the weight of his emotions. The tears found there way out of those green orbs, and down his speckled cheeks. The thought that he hurt the woman he loves was too much for him to bear. 

By the time Sam arrived to the bunker, neither one of you had moved from the spots you had been in. He found Dean first, concern filling his face when he saw the blood on his clothes, and the tears on his cheeks. “Dean!-” he squated next to him, “What the hell happened?!” He asked, grabbing his shoulders. 

Dean refused to make eye contact, just mumbled, “I... I hurt her.” 

“Who?!” 

His voiced cracked as he answered his brother, “Y/N...” Sam’s eyes widened, fearing the worst as he took in just how much blood was spattered on his clothes. Noticing his bother’s reaction, Dean offered more information. “This isn’t her’s. I pushed her. She hit the wall hard, man. I think I broke her arm.” Utter sorrow now took up residence on his face.

Sam came down the stairs, to find you still sitting there. The tears had stopped flowing, and the numbness had set in. He sat down next to you, asking if he could take a look at your arm. 

After an amount of silence, he cleared his throat and looked at you. “You know he’s a mess about this, right?” 

“Huh?” 

“He never left. He’s right outside the door.” Sam could see your conflicting emotions battling it out in your head. You wanted to go to him, but soemthing in you still feared him after what happened. “He’s not angry anymore. He won’t hurt you, I promise. But you need to talk to him. He’s a wreck” 

You opened the door, only to be met with a rough voice, “leave me alone, Sam” 

You froze, unsure of what you should do. “Uh , Um.. I.... Nevermind.” 

Dean turned, looking over his shoulder, his eyes still red from crying. “Y/N..” He practically breathed out your name. It sounded as if it were almost a sigh of relief, when he saw you. “Please...” He didn’t know exactly what he was asking of you, but you did. 

You closed the door back behind you as you moved to sit next to him. The look in his eyes was everything that made you fall for him so long ago. You shifted, wrapping your good arm around his shoulders, and resting your head against his. He tensed up, and leaned slightly away from you. “Y/N... I-” He looked anywhere but your eyes. “I can’t... I hurt you. I can ‘t forgive myself for that.” 

“Dean, I know. I know you hurt me. I know I was scared. Hell, right now, I’m still a little bit afraid. But you know what, I’m not afraid of you.” You pointed to the red mark on his arm, “I’m afraid of that thing” You brushed your fingers along side of his head, “I know it’s hard, and it seems impossible , But we’re gonna figure it out. We always do. But.... in order for us to do that, you can’t go running off. I won’t run, so you can’t run either.” 

PART 2 

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