#The one where Peter parker has a baby chapter 4

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The One Where Peter Parker Has a Baby Chapter 4

He’s four. His name is Ben. He’s with Happy. 

They won’t let him run to him.

He’s four. His name is Ben. He’s with Happy.  He can’t go to him. He’s four. His name is Ben. He’s safe with Happy. He’s safe.  His name is Ben.  He’s four.  He’s Peter’s. She had been pregnant.  It had been early.  So early that it had been months before she even realised. Half of the universe disappeared, Peter included. And months later she had given birth to their son. Their son. Ben.

Fic Summary: Mostly canon compliant fic that centres around the relationship of Tony Stark's daughter and Peter Parker.

From the Author: This is a Peter Parker/Reader fic. 

It jumps back and forth between the "present" (after the blip is reversed) and the past (pre blip reversal). 

The main focus is Peter and our girl Y/N, but there will be exploration into other relationships as well. 

These include but are not limited to Tony/Steve Peter/Harley Harley/Harry Peter/Harley/Harry Steve/Bucky Tony/Stephen.

Each chapter will have content warnings listed that are specific to the chapter just for added security, there will also be a summary of the chapter if the content is something you don't want to engage with but would like to continue to the next chapter. There will also be a comprehensive list of warnings. The severity of these topics varies from very intense to simply implied. Be sure to check the individual chapters for more detailed descriptions of how these themes are used.

Fic Content Warning: Underage sex, unplanned pregnancy, teen pregnancy, polyamoury, child abuse/neglect, parental death, suicide, self harm, Tony Stark in Endgame

Please, if there is ever something in this or any of my fics that you feel needs a content warning, feel free to message me and I will make sure to add it.

I want this to be a safe place for everyone.

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Wordcount: 1554

Chapter Summary: We get a bit of Peter’s back story. We get the basic story of how he got his powers. We see a glimpse of his relationship with YN. And we see the consequences of his powers.

Chapter Warnings Anxiety: Peter mentions his anxiety Family death: Uncle Ben. There are no explicit details of this just mentioned briefly Spiders: yeah Overstimulation: Part of Peter’s powers involve heightened senses, these cause him to have something akin to a sensory overload where he ends up passing out.

Detailed Chapter Summary: This chapter takes place in 2015, about a week after Peter gets his powers. He is 14. We learn that Uncle Ben has already passed. We learn that Peter’s powers cause severe sensory overload that he hasn’t learned how to manage yet. YN is a Good Friend

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October 2015

“What’s with the sunglasses?” She teases lightly, looking over at him. “Hungover or something?” She grins, reaching up and pulling them off.

“Hey wai-“ he starts, but he doesn’t finish because her face falls. She goes from happy and teasing to very clearly concerned. He doesn’t love that.

“You look like you haven’t slept in days.” She says softly.

He sighs and rubs over his face. “Wow, thanks for that. You really know how to make a guy feel special.” He mumbles, brushing her off. He puts the glasses back on when she gives them back.

She rolls her eyes. “What’s got you so pleasant this morning?” She hums.

They were on their way to school. Peter goes every morning to the tower so they can walk together.  Despite the fact that he passes the school in order to get to the tower.

He just wants the time with her. 

He sighs. “Headache. I haven’t slept. Not well, anyway.” He says. She nods a bit, adjusting her bag. “In how long?” She asks. It’s not uncommon for him to have trouble sleeping. He has trauma. Peter shrugs. “Six days?” He says. She stops walking then. “Six?” She asks, voice a bit of a gasp. “Relax. I’m fine.” He says.

Spoiler alert

He wasn’t. He’s pretty sure he was slowly losing his mind, actually. 

He’d been bit a week ago.

They’d gone on a class trip to Oscorp. They’d go every year, Harry hated it every year. Harry hates just about anything involving his dad.

Because they had been before, and because Harry tends to do what he wants when to comes to his father’s company, they had gone off on their own to look at the more exciting projects that were being worked on. Rather than the run of the mill stuff some board had decided was appropriate for students.

Midtown Tech was full of geniuses and they really thought they would be able to enthral them with half assed attempts at green energy. Embarrassing.

One of those more exciting projects involved bioengineered spiders. Which in the moment had been cool enough. A little underwhelming maybe, without the context of what was actually being done with them. They hadn’t stayed there long. Less than ten minutes. But those ten minutes had changed literally everything for him. He hadn’t told anyone what had happened. He wasn’t really all that sure what had happened, if he was honest and he convinced himself that’s why he’d stayed quiet. At some point in the lab he had felt a sharp pain on his neck. Which he ignored. When he got home he saw the bite. It was barely there. Barely red, skin barely raised. If he hadn’t been looking he wouldn’t have seen it. He didn’t feel anything, it didn’t itch, he wasn’t fatigued or nauseous, no fever. So he really thought it was fine.

He took a Benadryl, just in case, and went to sleep

Then he woke up the next morning and nearly threw up because everything was too much. And everything has been too much since then. Everything is too loud, and too bright.

He can hear things he should not be able to hear. Like the conversations two blocks ahead of them. And the car alarm going off probably 5 miles away. And…her heartbeat. Somehow, though, that one wasn’t painful. That one was comforting. Steady Familiar Soothing It grounds him, so he’s been focusing on it. He can hear other’s heartbeats, too. Anyone in the same room as him. But hers is the one he can always recognise. The only one he can pick out in a crowd. If he focuses hard enough, he can find it even if she’s not in the same room as him.

Her heartbeat may be soothing but this conversation is not.

He really just wants her to drop it. But he knows her better than that. He knows she can’t mind her own business to save her life.

“I’m gonna help you, what can I do?” She asks, taking his wrist.

His skin has been hypersensitive. He can feel every seam, the weight of everything on his skin. The way different fabrics rub against each other. It makes his teeth itch. So being touched has been Very Not Okay the last few days. It luckily hasn’t been much of an issue because he’s never been overly touchy. He’s a bit awkward with physical affection, and people have seemed to pick up on it over the years and more or less leave him alone. But her touch is welcome. It’s always welcome.

“Please just drop it.” He pleads, taking her hand and squeezing it. He is so fucking careful as he does. “I just have a lot going on, I’ll tell you later.” He says.

She sighs and studies his face for a moment before she finally nods. “I’m gonna hold you to that.” She says. And he sighs because he knows she will. She won’t forget, never does.

The aggressively heightened senses weren’t his only symptom. They were by far the most bothersome, but there were other things as well. His strength was suddenly off the charts. He’d ripped his bathroom cabinet door off its hinges a few days after the bite. Which is why when holding YN’s hand he’d been so focused on not crushing it.

He was suddenly…sticky? Pages of his textbooks kept getting stuck to his fingers, which was fun to try and explain. And his phone had attached itself to his palm the other night. He ended up just having to go to sleep holding it.

Along with all of that

His anxiety was…bad. It had gotten really bad. It’s been intense the last year or so. Since his uncle Ben died very unexpectedly… But it was on an entirely other level now.  He’d dealt with anxiety for most of his life and had been in therapy for it off and on. It manifested for the first time when his parents left. But even after upping his medication after talking with his doctor, it was becoming nearly unmanageable. He was sometimes hit with these overwhelming senses of dread. Like something horrible was imminent.

It was worse when he was out alone with May. Especially if it was dark out Worse still when he was out with YN. He was always a bit anxious when out in public with her because she was…popular.

They’d been mobbed once or twice when someone had shared her location.

They arrive at the school and head inside, meeting up with their group of friends. Michelle, Gwen, Ned, Betty, Harley, Harry, and Flash. He was lucky to have found a group of, mostly, good people. Flash was still a bit of an asshole. He loves his friends. But this morning, he tunes out their chatter because he really just can’t deal with it. He flinches when the bell rings to send them all to class. Too loud. YN looks over at him, furrowing her brow, concerned.

He ignores it.

For the first few periods, he focused on his classwork. It helps to tune everything out and just focus on one thing. YN’s in his classes, so her steady heartbeat keeps him grounded as he reads over his textbooks or works out equations. He’s okay. He just has to be diligent about not getting overwhelmed.

Things go badly after lunch.

The lunch period had been particularly loud, as it tends to be. And it’s still warm out so his friends insisted on eating outside. It was so bright. The sun, the students, his overly excited friends, and the sounds of midtown New York had nearly broken him. Michelle and Gwen had both been oddly touchy with him the last few weeks. Taking any opportunity to touch some part of him. YN had explained that they had crushes on him. He ignored that too.

He was flattered, really, but he just…wasn’t interested? He couldn’t explain why. And now he had too much going on to worry about it. By the time he made it to his next class, he was exhausted.

He tried to focus, and he thought he was managing well enough. Chemistry had been a favourite subject of his for a long time, so he thought he’d get through it fine. But today had ended up being a lab. Normally he found these days fun. He loved to watch the reactions in the experiements, loved to do them himself. Loved to work on some of his own formulas when he inevitably finished his work early. Most students enjoyed lab days, and were reacting loudly to the exciting experiments and demonstrations their teacher was doing. He registers YN saying his name from her seat next to him. He hears her voice, can’t make out anything she says though. Probably not the best sign. He feels her touch his shoulder, a comforting weight on his skin. But he feels like he’s vibrating. He’s too hot, he feels sticky with sweat. His ears are ringing. And his vision starts to tunnel. He’s overwhelmed. He’s had panic attacks before. But they’ve never come on unprovoked like this.

He stands up to leave the room, he just needs somewhere quiet, and then he’ll be fine.

Needs to maybe throw up too.

He’s halfway to the door when everything goes black

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Notes: Miguel is only supervising. That's what he does best.

Chapter 4: Even When I Doubt You...

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Three weeks passed after you and Miguel unwittingly crossed paths in that park. 

Three weeks ago, you towed him to your place, granting him your bed to recover after his immune system went through an unwarranted drug trip. 

Three weeks where he was made aware that you weren't frightened by him. Where you two conversed pleasantly at your dining table for over an hour and a half, waiting for his caffeinated beverage to arrive. 

It was three weeks when he made his first mistake. The first slip-up.

“I can relate. I never catch a break on this side either.” He crossed his arms, giving a smirk.

“Always running ragged. Miguel, how do you do this? Mr. Miguel, I need that. Miguel, can you fix this? I swear it just starts blending into one at that point.”

Miguel slid his hand over his face, groaning at the many laborious, bothersome tasks he received at the HQ.

“Miguel. That name definitely suits you. But I'm sorry that they run your name thin so often.” You traced the rim of your cup.

He froze. Panicked thoughts.

“What? What did you just say?”

“I-I'm sorry that they run you-”

Miguel planted his seathed claws on the table, voiding to conceal his now uneasy concern. “Before that.” 

Your color seemed to drain. “That it definitely suit-”

“Before. That.”

You wondered what you possibly did wrong. “Mi-Miguel.”

Miguel couldn't be agitated with you. If he hadn't let his guard down, if he wasn't so caught up in the moment, you would have never known. 

It's one thing to have a face to the suit, but now you have the face and a name. 

He didn't know what else to do. He distraughtly paced back and forth in your living room as you swore you wouldn't blab a single word about him to anyone. 

Though he wanted to trust you, Miguel wasn't convinced enough. He barely knew you, so you could have effortlessly declared a bold-faced lie. 

And as his control crept over him, it sparked an unprompted number exchange. 

Honestly, you considered it to be some smooth way of flirting and scoring your number, but with how unnervingly he overreacted, you realized that was NOT the case. 

Now Miguel, unwittingly, has a new acquaintance under his belt. A new problem to keep tabs on. Well, ‘problem’ was an overstatement. You weren't that unpleasant. 

You occasionally text him, asking about his day, taking the time to learn about each other, or sending pictures of stuff you presume he'd find interesting. He would respond back if time allowed, cordially liking a few of the interactions.

Only a few. 

Miguel sought to keep the conversations to a bare minimum. It was just enough to ensure that he could positively depend on you keeping him being Spider-Man classified. 

Pushing his curls back, Miguel was glued to the monitors, doing his daily responsibilities. He couldn't stand any more distractions; he wasn't going to allow any more to sneak into his domain. 

“Hey, hey, Miggy! I finished that mission for you!” 

An overly cheerful voice, followed by the sounds of joyful cooing, sprang out below. A voice that he knew all too well, a voice he grew to spurn at any given moment. 

E-616 Peter. Peter B. Parker.

“¡Ay coño! What did I say about bringing May with you on your assignments?!” Miguel pinched the bridge between his nose, struggling to hold back his infuriated temperament. 

“I know, I know! ‘Keep the baby at home or else, Parker.’” Peter curved his arms low in some muscle stance, deepening his voice to do his best impersonation of Miguel. 

“Last minute. Couldn't find a babysitter. Ahh, I'm sure you know how it goes!”

He shot a web onto Miguel's desk,  flinging him and Mayday up as Miguel bared his fangs at the spider, only for it to be discarded. 

“Jeez, Miguel, when was the last time you cleaned around here?”

“Peter, don't sta-”

“And that mission was such a back killer! Don't think I've seen a Mysterio so spry before!” 

Peter cracked his back as Mayday managed to escape from her carrier and began to clamber up the walls, squealing out gleefully.

“Ah! Be careful, Mayday! Watch your head!”

Miguel grinded his teeth, his jaw clenched from the sheer stress of the current display. He muttered a slew of curses in Spanish. He caught no breaks. 

“By the way, Miguel, I've been meaning to ask you about this week. I'm going to need this Friday off, so-” 

Peter abruptly paused, his gaze attached to something. Miguel whirled to deny the request but stopped, following his trail.

They landed on his phone.

Peter saw a profile icon of a young lady. Your hair (Peter knew a thing or two about hair thanks to Mayday), skin, and eyes were glowing as the sun cast on them, as you gave a cheery grin and thumbs up to the camera. 

“Who's that?” Peter's tone was intrigued by the person occupying the small circle. 

“Go away, Peter.” Miguel snatched up the phone and turned it off. 

Peter harrumphs at the sudden switch from his pal. He's dismissive, but not that easily. He was dismayed that he couldn't quite catch the name, but he did snag the last message sent.

And the last one was delivered by the brutish man, frantically typing away.

“Is she a new friend of yours?” He leaned on the edge of a metal table before Miguel nudged him off it. 

“Don't worry about it.” Miguel's pitch dropped.

“Oh, don't be like that! I'm glad you're finally putting yourself out there! You deserve this-”

“Peter. Quit. It.” 

“I mean, she must be a friend if you're asking her about how her job is going!”

“Peter!” Fury boiled in his chest. 

“Or maybe you guys are still on the surface base level, but you're getting to that point of evolving into something more-”

“She's no one!” 

Miguel smashed one of the computers as glass shards sprayed on the flooring and table surface. He panted harshly, his breathing irregular. 

Peter stuck his hands up at the violent outburst. Mayday's shrills of laughter echoed throughout as the other two were frozen. He encountered Miguel's temperament plenty of times, even on his worst days, yet in this moment in time, even Peter was marginally timid. 

Peter inhaled and swallowed that air bubble in the lump of his throat.

“No one. Got it. I'm sorry for… I was just happy that you found someone else to chat with in a more casual setting.” 

Sensing an indication, Mayday swung her body over to her dad, squirming all over until he settled her back into her carrier. Miguel withdrew from the hole in the screen, sinking his clawed hands on top of his dome achingly.

Peter debated if he should say anything as he chewed on his tongue and exhaled from the nose. 

“She's… she's just someone I ran into. She doesn't hold much significance.” Miguel spoke, whipped, and outright defeated. 

Peter went to open his mouth until Miguel's phone buzzed a few seconds in between each message he received. He ceased his accusations, not wanting to prod anymore beyond that. He ultimately took Miguel's word for it.

Wishing him a farewell, May wiggled her arms with a merry cry, and the two were off venturing deep into the HQ. Staring absent mindlessly into the destroyed monitor, Miguel collected his device and double-tapped the screen. 

Four unread messages from you. 

He hovered his thumb over, contemplating if he even should reply. He meant it when he howled that you don't have too much value to him. 

Slightly, yes, but wholly? No. 

He thinks.

You know his identity, so that credits some purpose of priorities. And he's been upholding keeping tabs, making sure no contrivance was stirring within your brain, so there was also that bit of importance. 

But you're still just some random stranger. 

Miguel opened up the texts, skimming them in one go.

‘Work is going a-okay. Pretty slow day, but I'll take it. A couple of window shoppers in their own little world.’

‘How's work coming for you? I hope they're not hassling you too much!’

‘Oh! Btw, someone brought in this crate of albums! A lot, if not most of them, are in Spanish, specifically from Mexico!’

The next was an image of a scratched-up light blue milk crate with the music collection piled up. Another text was under it. 

‘Do you have any you want me to scope out and save for you? Do you even have a record player?’

You don't have any virtue to him. You don't have him in this vice– this radiating magnitude that magnetizes him to you. It's only been three weeks!

Three weeks of… naturally, normal conversations, even if they're sporadic throughout the day. The sincerest exchanges that sometimes have the tips of his mouth curl upwards.

He doesn't have this peculiar fascination with you. 

Three weeks. It's only been that long.

‘Any Santana? Selena? Jorge Ben Jor?’

He wasn't indulging. You don't spark anything. He's vastly positive about that. 

A few minutes passed as Miguel assumed you were preoccupied. This was perfect; he didn't desire any interruptions. Miguel is a restlessly engaged leader whose profession is mandatory.

Then the phone vibrated. 

‘Guess who's in luck? I found all three! But do you have a record player to listen to any one of these?’

Miguel glanced over at the orange glow bouncing with footage feeds of dimensions and parts of the establishment… him and Gabriella… before turning back to his device. 

‘No, I don't.’

‘Ohhhh, well, the store sells a bunch, so I can try and get you one on my next paycheck! But do you wanna come over to my place and listen to them? Whenever you're free of course!’

You don't overtake his mind. You don't do anything of the sort. 

‘How about tomorrow night?’ 

You're just a disturbance that he can effortlessly stick aside.

‘Sounds like a deal! I'll text you my address just in case you forgot!’

Miguel, flabbergasted by his own actions, shakingly put the phone back on the desk. He didn't know what the hell possessed him to do that. He couldn't just halt everything for some music with a woman who could blackmail him with such ease.

He has dimensions to overlook. He has workers to oversee, constraining their operations so they won't damage anything. He doesn't have time for free nights away from his tasks. Why? Because if he doesn't do it, no one else will. So he can't wrap around what is compelling this contiguity towards you.

Sure, those weeks going back and forth, learning about how you enjoy working in a thrift store, relishing random antiques that hold many stories that are intriguing to you. Or the various hobbies that draw him in whenever you adorably ramble on about them before apologizing about your disjointed enthusiasm.  

Or how you actually welcome and actively listen whenever something outrages him. Ranting and raving as you impart patience and even earnest words of advice.

Or this sense of charm whenever he receives photographs of items that remind him of his childhood. How you both reminisce late at night about the days of the past. Well, as much as he chooses what he'll spiel. 

“¿Qué demonios estoy haciendo?” He grumbled, particularly at no one.

This wasn't him. Anything that yielded him inside or away from the HQ was a deep-rooted aversion for him. 

This wasn't right. None of this was. 

“Lyla.”

“What's up, boss?” The A.I. appeared in front of him. 

But he couldn't stop. 

“Make sure my line is disconnected tomorrow evening.”

“Wait, what? That's highly unusual for you.” She raised an eyebrow, lifting her legs into a criss-cross posture.

For Miguel to stray elsewhere from his work surface indicates there's something pressing occurring. 

“Is there something going on? Obstructive anomalies that need the requisite attention? Headquarters monthly surveillance inspection? Well, no, that's not until the end of the month. Oh! Is it that weird time with the whole heat thi-”

“Lyla!” Miguel gnashed his teeth as the unpleasant sound grated in her digital ears.

“Okay, okay! Jeez! Then what exactly is being concocted? It's not like you to just dip.”

His phone hummed with new text messages. Miguel strived to pluck it from Lyla's wandering, tantalized eyes, but she glitched herself right near his cell.

“Oooh, got yourself a date with her, huh?” Lyla smugly grinned, wagging her brows in a teasing manner.

“It's not a date. She's just showing off some objects. Nothing more, nothing less.” His right eye twitched at the assumptions being directed at him. 

“Hey, I'm not doubting you, just how I'm personally perceiving it.”

Lyla launched her hands up to exhibit she meant no offense, even before Miguel could refute.  

He wasn't exhibiting any indications of it being a date. He was only visiting an acquaintance that he still subsisted on keeping track of. 

“I'll trace any calls over to Jess, but you know she won't be too happy.” She sang, emphasizing ‘happy.’

“Just tell her I'm doing coding to enhance the Go Home Machine, and I don't want anyone harassing me.”

Lyla lazily saluted with her pointer and middle finger and vanished. Miguel was once again isolated as he justified his choice of conduct.

He was just… Supervising. 

Nothing more, nothing less.

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For AO3 Wrapped: 12, 27, and 29!! <33

12. How many WIP’s do you have in your docs for next year?

oof. so, there's a few ways of answering this. there's ones that i have in my docs, and there's ones that will realistically be published.

the structure of pottery shards is already set. it's going to be three multichapter narrative fics, and i have at least five character studies asides (sam, steve, bucky, tony, and luke, may do more if the need arises) planned that also reveal events that don't fit into the limited POV of the multi chapter narrative (like, the background accords drama going on right now--the brunt of it is luke's and tony's story to tell, but it would be a huge narrative divergence from the focus of kintsugi, and there really isn't a good alternative POV to relay the events otherwise. so, most of it will be character study based, but it'll be filtered through some relevant events). the first step of kintsugi is like, relatively close to being finished? I wanna say it's 2/3rds there. so we have seven works lined up the barrel for pottery shards. I want to say realistically we're probably going to get through kintsugi, 3-4 character studies, and start on the second multi chapter fic in the upcoming year. so 4-5 WIPs from the pottery shards verse.

the lisa castle series has 3 narrative installments that will almost definitely get out in the next year. I can't decide if i want to end it on the 4th or go for a 5th, so that may be put on pause because i'm deciding where to take it still. ~3 WIPs from the hells verse.

i want to finish it's not a whore HOUSE it's a whore HOME series and get it off my docket. it's just got one WIP before it's done. so 1 here.

i have at least 2 from the acts of contrition verse, one is almost definitely going to go out in the next year. ~1 here.

I really want to start the Peter Parker Roommates AU, which won't be a series, once some of these wrap up, so probably one entirely new project that would be started. 1 WIP.

So, realistically, we're talking about 10-11 WIPs of varying lengths. Some of them are gonna be pretty short, some of them are gonna be multichapters that are at least started in the next year.

If the question is how many WIPs do I have in my google drive that have at least a page of writing and have been plotted in their entirety or close to, the answer turns into 41.

27. What do you listen to while writing?

i put on episodes of bojack horseman on really low volume sometimes.

29. Favorite line/passage you wrote this year?

ooooh that's a hard one. i think i'd probably go with this:

Matt’s clever, right? So goddamn clever. He has it all planned out. He’ll never tell a single living soul about his powers, because that’s dangerous, and because he can’t trust anyone with it, and because the only person he should have ever told is in the pressure of the ground making oil so another rich fuck can dig it up in a million years. The industrial complex is ever-churning, after all. 

What is a poor man’s body except oil to grease the works?

He’ll never tell a single soul, and that will be that. Can’t steal candy from a baby if the baby’s hidden it. No one can take advantage, because no one knows there’s anything to take advantage of. 

There’s Stick.

not really sure why. I feel like there's a kind of bitter callousness to the internal monologue that i deeply vibe with. i really like the line of the "making oil so another rich fuck can dig it up." and then just having the line be "there's stick," because, like--in glaze defects, we don't really see what stick does to him. we see the effects, but the most we get of stick himself is like, one sentence. stick's a horrendous thing that happened to matt, but in his own internal reflection, he's entirely absent compared to what matt perceives as his own failings. I just like the vibe.

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Can we take a minute to geek out over fucking Amanda??? Like ep one she was SO quiet while the others were farting around and gleefully ripping up the flooring of Anthony's world to watch him dig (affectionate) but then it was her turn and she was RUTHLESS and EFFICIENT and METHODICAL and that contrast was soooo funny

Then in ep 2 the main cast has the measure of her and they're wary but Beth is going in for the kill in her clumsy oafish way (still affectionate) but Amanda meets every move and spins it back on them ALL WHILE DRAWING BETH INTO HER WEB

Then there's ep 3 where she finally clues you in that she is also unhinged but with such COMPETENCY that you don't see it for what it is until you're already in love with her and you know that she will eat you alive and you will let her

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''YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO LOOK AT MY BABY PICTURES GIVE THAT PHOTO ALBUM BACK TO ME'' ''but it's from a time when you were actually likable 🥺''

from the prompt list please??? anyone you want, I just think it’s funny and you could do this justice

So uh, as you know this got out of hand lol

Here it is! The much anticipated fake dating prompt fill that blossomed into a 7 chapter fic :)

Two boys, both alike in dignity--by which I mean they have none. Harley is lying to his family about why he hasn't come home in years. Peter is lying to everyone about pretty much everything. Together they can make everything worse by lying together (heh) in Rose Hill while Harley pretends to his family that Peter is his long-term boyfriend and Peter pretends that he hasn't had a crush on Harley since the day he met him--or no. He DOES pretend he has a crush-- Wait, no he doesn't pretend because he HAS a crush so he pretends to pretend that he--

It's complicated.

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#3

I have to know what “the olive garden revelation” was omg

Omg it makes me wheeze cry laugh every time. Griffin finds out (as an adult! in front of an audience! on a stage!) that Justin and Travis pranked him as a kid by telling him that you can take the raw fettuccine out of the display containers at olive garden and munch on them.

Here is the audio clip (it's from a live show but its decent quality) I just listened to it again and I'm sweating from laughing so hard

88 notes - Posted September 20, 2022

#2

A Peach Like You - sequel to Peaches ain't Pretty

Peter Parker never considered himself special. Maybe, yeah, having radioactive blood and spider-like abilities makes him different and his vigilante career is out of the norm and fine, yeah, he's on the autism spectrum. Call that "special" if you want. But under all that, he's a regular college student juggling three jobs, an internship, a sad mockery of a social life, and saving the city day and night. The usual stuff.

So when he somehow catches the eye of a blue-eyed mech engineering major with an accent that could turn even Aunt May's brick-hard mashed potatoes to mush, he's only thrown for a minute before he writes it off as a fluke. What could a guy like that see in a guy like him anyway?

Chapter One Will Be Posted January 5th CST

Check below the Read More for a sneak peak

Chapter 1: I’m an only child and I’m desperate for attention

Peter’s web-line, tangled desperately between numb fingers, holds as he slams into glass. Air punches from his lungs, but the pane stays intact. He fumbles for his footing, slipping in the smears of scarlet left from his meeting with the window, then begins the slow miserable climb to the ninth floor. His abdomen burns. His head pounds.

He’s not going to pass out. He’s not going to pass out. He’s…

He’s so fired. The pizzas he was supposed to deliver are long gone by now, whether he can remember where he stashed them or not. His boss is going to be furious with him for flaking on his deliveries again. He may have attempted the tried and true ‘It’s not my fault, Mr. Leonetti, I was mugged,’ routine if it wasn’t for all of the cell phones that recorded Spider-Man getting stabbed not two doors down from the pizza shop. He can’t risk anyone making the connection between Spider-Man and Peter Parker.

What was he supposed to do? Not drop everything and strip down to his suit to stop the bodega from being robbed? Not web the clerk out of the way of the stray bullet? Not take the lucky stab between his ribs during his distraction?

Actually, he could have done without that last one. Ned has enough on his plate without having his mess of a childhood best friend slithering through his window every other day with life-threatening injuries.

He breathes a sigh of relief as his fingers curl over Ned’s window sill. His Friend of Spider-Man sense must be tingling because it’s wide open. A strange choice for February, but you won’t hear him whining about his unprecedented change in luck.

He pushes the screen until it pops free of the frame then rolls into the apartment. He lands with a thud on gray carpet and groans as the impact aggravates his stab wound. It’s not until the haze of pain clears enough to see the unfamiliar light fixture above him that he considers how unlike Ned it is to have the window open on a day that’s threatening snow.

Ned hates winter. He hates leaving the window open even a crack and often compromises by stuffing a towel in the crack to keep the draft out because, as much as he hates winter, he loves his best friend more.

As he blinks at the rest of the room, dazed from blood loss, he slowly puts together that this is not Ned’s apartment. It smells wrong for one thing. Like burnt bread and blood (the latter of which, yes, he realizes is his fault), but also there’s a distinct lack of life in this place that’s so contradictory to Ned’s merch and memorabilia-stuffed apartment that for a moment he thinks maybe this one is vacant. No shoes by the door. No pillows on the couch. No DVDs next to the TV. No takeout containers. No books. Nothing.

Other than a mason jar that’s half-filled with odd little trinkets on an otherwise barren bookshelf, the place is lifeless.

Well, nearly lifeless.

In the same moment he decides he ought to haul his broken body out the window and try for the correct window, a tall blond someone wearing a knit sweater and jeans that have been worn soft over time steps into the room waving a towel at the smoke lingering near the ceiling.

The man freezes as they lock eyes.

Oh, mother fudger.

183 notes - Posted January 3, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Anthony: and he cuts your head off

Everyone: *SCREAMING*

Beth May: Is she okaaayy???

224 notes - Posted May 31, 2022

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[rivers-rambles21]

The one with the ring

Part 9 of The one where Bucky has a cute neigbour series!

Pairing: Bucky Barnes X Reader (f)

Summary | Reader and Bucky become friends after he saves her from  a creep in their apartment building. Each chapter explores a different point in their friendship - very slow burn!

Warnings | 18+ only, Smut in later chapters (this is a slow burn), swearing, unprotected sex, oral sex, (later chapters)

Chapter 9 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 1 | Masterlist

As the weeks went by Bucky slipped further and further into his own personal hell.

You’d asked if he could show you how to use some equipment at the gym and help you with the weights. Working out is the easy part but seeing you in your gym gear? That was a different level. Your leggings clung to your every curve and it took every ounce of Bucky’s willpower not to stare at you - he did however notice other men in the gym didn’t have the same consideration so he made a point to stare back until they averted their gaze. 

You’d found you enjoyed boxing more than you’d anticipated. Bucky had suggested it after you’d had a difficult day at work and wanted to relieve stress. He never engaged in fighting with you but he did help with your form and footwork.

Rather selfishly though, he saw it as an opportunity to touch you at every chance he got. Whether it was how to grip your hand for a punch, moving your hips to help your footwork or blocking your attacks. He couldn’t get enough. 

“Do you want to talk about it?” You asked, trying to tape your hands up. 

Walking over to you, Bucky took one of your hands in his and began taping your hand up correctly. It had become a common routine which neither of you were interested in stopping. 

You tried your best to not sigh as he gently stroked your palm before taking your other hand, repeating the process. 

“What do you mean?” He asked, his eyes not meeting yours. 

“We don’t have to, but I know what it meant to you - the shield-” 

“He never should’ve given it up.” He replied, interrupting you, holding onto your hand which was now taped up. He gently rubbed his thumb over your palm, almost hypnotized by the tape covering it. “I’m going to go see him, I might be gone for a while.” His eyes finally met yours as he gazed back at you. You couldn’t help but notice the sadness in his eyes. You’d become used to his usual broody resting bitch face, especially during the morning (safe to say Bucky definitely isn’t a morning person) but this broke your heart. You knew he had his demons, despite him being generally quiet on the subject and you also knew Steve’s departure had hit him hard. You were hoping one day he’d open up more to you but you didn’t push it. 

“I understand… I’ll miss you though.” You smiled at him although it didn’t quite meet your eyes. Having Bucky in your life filled a void that had been missing for as long as you could remember; he was the only constant you had. 

“Yeah?” He smirked back - inside he was gleaming. 

“Whether you like it or not Buck, you’re my friend” His smirk faltered at the mention of being your friend “plus I’ve only just started bulking up! All this hard work will go to waste” You flexed your arm, attempting to show off your progress, causing him to chuckle. 

“C’mon doll, show me what you’re working with” He let go of your free hand, not realising he’d been holding on all this time and reached for your boxing gloves, throwing them your way as he climbed into the ring. 

You spent the rest of the afternoon together, heading to your local coffee shop after finishing up at the gym. Although he’d quickly gotten to grips with modern technology, he was still a bit shaky on booking flights so you helped him make the reservation and booked a hotel room for him. 

On your walk back to your apartment building you chatted about what he could expect flying commercial - a first for him and took the time to reassure him he wouldn’t be recognised. 

“Can I text you whilst I’m away?” He asked, trying his best to sound as casual as possible. 

It was at that moment it dawned on you that you didn’t even have his number, you’d both gotten so used to your routine of popping by each other's apartment whenever you hung out. Although admittedly, you both always found yourself hanging out more at yours since he wasn’t big on owning furniture.

“Of course, here pass me your phone and I’ll put my number in” Bucky tried not to sigh in relief as he reached into his jeans pocket, retrieving his phone. Despite you both growing closer the past few months, he still felt nervous around you, scared of being rejected. 

“Oh god you’re one of those” You groaned, staring at his 15 unread notifications. “Can I get rid of them?” You asked as the little red icon taunted you. 

“Go for it doll” His metal arm snuck around your waist as you continued to walk through the busy streets of New York, Bucky doing his best to help you dodge the crowds of people ahead as you focused on his phone. Bucky justified his arm around you as purely helping you avoid being barged and walking into people but he knew deep down it was just another opportunity to hold you close. “Spiderling ….. Spiderling. ?You ignored Spider Man?! He’s messaged you a few times, can I read them?” You asked, staring up into his baby blues. He glanced down at you and nodded before focusing back on walking you through the streets of Brooklyn. 

There were a few more messages which had gone unread, a couple about picking his brain for a history paper and another about upgrading his arm. 

Hi Mr Barnes, it’s Peter Parker, do you have five minutes for a chat?

However, one caught your attention. 

Are you ignoring me because I beat you? It’s okay to admit a 16 year old bested you Mr Barnes :D 

“Bucky did you get your ass handed to you by a teenager?” You giggled, rereading the message as the man beside you held the lobby door open for you. 

“Okay first off he didn’t beat me, I let him win. And secondly -” His nose scrunched up as he tried to think of his second point, failing miserably. 

“Wow, James Buchanan Barnes got beaten up by a sixteen year old and yet he has the audacity to criticise my footwork.” You teased, pressing the button for the elevator. 

“In my defence, as soon as I knew how young he was I held back. By a lot” Gesturing towards the empty elevator that had arrived, he followed you inside and pressed the button for your floor. “And then he caught me off guard with his sticky web thing and it all went downhill from there.” 

You covered your mouth trying your best not to laugh, imagining the man in front of you getting caught in one of Spider Man’s webs, struggling to get free. 

“Whatever Buck, you lost to Spider Man.” You finished putting your number in his phone and handed it back, chuckling to yourself. “You should call him sometime though, it sounds like he’s going through it.” 

He gestured again for you to leave the elevator first as the doors opened in front of you, swiftly following on your heels. “I’m not his babysitter.” He responded, pulling out his keys. 

“And I’m not yours but I still listen to your shit.” You smirked at him, leaning against your door. 

He responded with that stupid tongue thing he did, licking his lower lip before smiling back at you. God what you’d love to do with that- You shook yourself out mid thought, knowing where your mind was leading would only end in another night of frustration. 

“How long do you think you’ll be gone for?” You asked, the conversation turning more somber. 

“Hopefully not too long doll… come here.” He held his arms open and you pushed yourself off your door without hesitation, falling into his waiting arms. Your face was pressed against his hard chest, your arms snaking around his waist as he held you against him, his biceps curling around your shoulders, gripping you tightly. Ever so gently, he placed a kiss in your hair, his lips lingering slightly longer than they should’ve. A few moments later, you both released one another, trying to avoid the cold feeling overcoming you as his warmth left your body. 

“I’m expecting a souvenir y’know” 

“Of course” He replied back, chuckling as he pondered just how he was going to cope without you.

[just-dreaming-marvel]

Out Of Time ~ 122

MASTERLIST

< previous chapter

Word Count: 3,000ish

Summary: A rollercoaster.... yep, that’s all I got.

Tony immediately called Happy to pick them up. The streets were busier now, so there was no way that Y/N and Tony walking wouldn’t be noticed. Happy was surprised and relieved to see Y/N. He knew not to ask questions, but Y/N could feel them turning in his mind. Thankfully, Tony had a private elevator from the building’s garage to his penthouse. 

The penthouse was beautiful, not like Y/N expected it to not be. Tony was a billionaire after all. As Tony made a phone call to Pepper about not making his meetings today, Y/N walked around. Along the walls, there were pictures of Tony throughout his life. His young inventor years, him and Rhodey in college, him and Happy, him and Pepper. There was a picture of Tony and Maria, even one with Howard and Tony. As she continued she saw photos of her and Tony and the team. There was one of Harley and Tony, which looked to be fairly recent, and another one with Tony and a teenage boy.

“See you’ve found the wall,” Tony commented, walking up behind her. “Or, as Happy and Rhodey call it, the story of my life.”

“I’m surprised you have all these out,” Y/N said, motioning to the wall. “Especially—“

“The ones with the Team?”

“Yeah.” Y/N nodded.

Tony sighed, looking at the photos. “I like to remember the good ole days. The days before…”

“Before it all went to hell.” She turned at smiled softly at the man beside her. “I get it.” She turned back to the wall and pointed to the picture of Tony and the unknown teenager. “Who’s this?”

“Oh, that’s Mr. Peter Parker. Otherwise known as Spider-Man.”

“There’s a Spider-Man?”

“I forgot that I didn’t get the chance to introduce you to him. Parker helped me at the… well, it doesn’t matter. He’d really fan over you,” Tony chuckled. “Maybe I’ll see if he can stop by after school.”

“That would be nice.”

“He’s smart like Harley. I’ve been trying to introduce the two, but they’ve both been crazy busy.” Tony started walking to the kitchen. “Harley got early acceptance to MIT.”

“Really?” Y/N asked, excitedly, as she followed Tony. “That’s so good.”

“Full ride. And I’ve offered to help with any extra expenses.” He reached into a cupboard, grabbing two glasses.

“That’s really kind of you.”

“It’s the least I can do. After all, without him, I wouldn’t have been able to save you from Killian all those years ago.” Tony got out some orange juice and started pouring it into the glasses.

“All those years ago?” Y/N giggled. “You make it sound so long ago. It was barely 4 years ago.”

“Well…” He pushed a glass over to Y/N. “A lot has happened since then.”

“That’s true.” Y/N slowly nodded, taking a sip. “How’s Rhodey?”

“He’s almost done with physical therapy. I have him in, like the, uh… mark 6 or something, of his braces. They’re really helping.”

“That’s good.”

“I’m planning on developing them so that more people like him can walk again.”

“You’re too good for this world, Tony…”

Tony laughed. “No, I’m not.”

“You hide it under a facade, but you are Tony.”

“I think—“

“Boss,” FRIDAY interrupted. “Secretary Ross is on the line. He says it’s urgent.”

“Doesn’t he always?” Tony muttered, rolling his eyes. He pointed at Y/N. “Stay silent. We can’t let him know that you’re here.” With a nod, Y/N responded. “Alright, patch him through FRI.”

“Stark,” Ross barked over the intercom system. “Y/N has been spotted in New York City.” Both Y/N and Tony froze, looking at each other with wide eyes. “A camera caught her face in Central Park.”

“Don’t run,” Tony told Y/N through his thoughts. “Please.”

“I’m working with local authorities as well as my own team to see if she’s still in town. I need you on it as well.”

“Can’t today. Busy.”

“This is an order, Stark.”

“Still, can’t. It’s my day off. I’m planning on putting some time in the lab. And spending some time with myself, if you know what I—“

“Stark! This is serious. I don’t care if she was your girlfriend. She needs to be found and brought in.”

Y/N took a step back, opening a portal behind her. Her and Tony’s eyes never left each other’s.

“Fine,” Tony conceded. “I’ll get on it right away.”

“Keep me updated,” Ross ordered before hanging up.

“So…” Y/N whispered. “You gonna turn me in?”

“Never.” He shook his head. “I’m going to go out and take them off your scent. You need to stay here.”

“Tony, I can’t—“

He rushed to her, grabbing her arms. “Yes, you can. Because you promised me one night. And I can’t bear to see you go without a goodbye again.”

“Then let me say goodbye. I promise it won’t be forever. I was so stupid for walking through the city like that.”

“Would you have sought me out if I hadn’t found you?”

“… I don’t know… I honestly don’t know. I’m sorry, Tony. For everything.”

He gripped tighter, but not enough to hurt. “Don’t go. Please.”

“I’m sorry, Tony. I’m so sorry.”

Tony quickly responded with his lips on hers. He poured everything he had wanted to say in the past year into that kiss. Y/N willingly reciprocated the kiss. As the kiss deepened, Tony carefully moved his hand into his pocket. He pulled out a thin bracelet. As he held onto Y/N’s wrist, he slipped it on. Y/n felt it as is tightened around her wrist. 

“What did you just do?!” She exclaimed as she pushed herself away. She looked down, holding her wrist. “What is this?!”

“I’m protecting you!” Tony defended.

“By what?! Tracking me?!”

“It’s not a tracker! It’s to keep you here!”

“You think this can stop me from leaving?! You don’t even know if it works!”

“I DON’T CARE! YOU AREN’T LEAVING ME AGAIN! I can’t… I can’t take it.”

Y/N took a step back, tears pooling in the corner of her eyes. “And you think this—“ She help up her wrist, “—will make me want to stay with you?”

“I just want to keep you safe…. You have to understand that. I’ve already lost so much.”

“Everything’s not about you, Tony…” She shook her head slightly. “I can’t believe you. Trying to keep me stuck here… Like, some sort of prisoner.”

“Do you even know what it’s like? I’ve watched you almost die, multiple times. You disappeared on me after losing our baby!”

“I do know what it’s like! I’ve watched you be put in harms too! If you remember, I’m the one who had to close the portal! You almost died because of the arc reactor! You wanted to sacrifice yourself in Sokovia! So don’t even. We’ve both done enough stupid shit for multiple lifetimes.”

“Y/N—“ He stepped towards her.

“No. I’ve got to go. And you can’t stop me.” Focusing, she pointed at the bracelet. A purple stream came out of her finger and hit the bracelet, shattering it.

“How did you…?” The shock left as quick as it came when he noticed a portal opening. “No! Please! Don’t go.”

“You’re giving me no choice.”

“I love you… please, remember that…”

“…I love you, too.”

~~~

Honestly, Bucky was worried. It had been a few hours since Y/N had left. And yes, she promised she’d return. He just didn’t know when or where she even went. So the former Winter Soldier kept himself busy with work about his small house. He was just finishing up with his bedroom, when he heard footsteps in his kitchen.

“Y/N?” He called. “Is that you?” 

A small whimper was heard coming from the other room. Bucky rushed through his curtain clad doorway to see Y/N. She had a hand clasped over her mouth while her other arm was wrapped around her waist. Tears were running down her cheeks.

“What is it?” He hurried over, examining her body for any injuries. “What’s wrong?”

“I— He— I don’t know what to do….” She broke down into sobs.

“Sshh…” Bucky pulled Y/N into his chest. “It’s okay… it’s okay.” He rested his head on top of hers. It was times like this that Bucky wished for his arm, even his metal arm. “What happened?"

“I was almost caught.”

“What?” He pushed away to look at her face. “What do you mean?”

“I was stupid. I just went to visit Ma and Pa and I was almost caught. And then… then… I need to think.”

She turned away, rushing out the door of the house. Bucky followed after her.

“Wait!” He called. “What happened?”

“I was stupid. That’s what happened. Stupid for falling in love with the most caring, protective men in this whole damn universe! I was even more stupid to not have just tried to move on from at least one of them!”

“Y-you love me?” Bucky whispered, surprised. 

He had told her twice now since Siberia. But she had never responded. Y/N halted and spun around.

“Yes, you idiot!” She yelled, more frustrated with herself than anything else. “I never stopped! But here’s the problem, I love Tony too. Just as much.”

“You saw him, didn’t you?” Y/N looked away as Bucky step forward. “Was he the reason why you were almost caught?”

“No. It was my stupid mistake of walking through the city that almost got me put in Raft… I just…” She buried her head in her hands. “I don’t know what to do… Who ever I choose, hearts will break. And one of them will be mine.”

“Then don’t choose.”

“What?” Y/N snapped her head up to look at him. “What do you mean don’t choose?”

“I mean…” Bucky stepped closer and took one of her hands. “You don’t have to make a decision right now. Honestly, it wouldn’t be wise to. Give us both time, give us both a chance. You and Tony need to patch things up and we haven’t official been together since the 40’s. You need a chance to explore both relationships, so that you make the right choice for you.”

“But what would I tell Tony? He hates you and I don’t think—“

“Then don’t tell him. But you do owe it to both of us and yourself to give us both a chance. And to show you that I mean what I’m telling you, I’m taking you out tonight.”

“Bucky, you really don’t—“

“Oh but I really do. I need to show you that I’m serious about letting you choose but that I’m not going down without a fight. So you’re going to go back to the palace, get all dolled up and I’ll swing by around 7 to pick you up.”

“I really don’t know about this… I’m scared.”

“And that’s okay. Just, trust me. Can you do that?” Y/N nodded. “Good.” He pressed a kiss to her forehead. “Now go. And don’t worry about the date, I’ll plan everything.”

~~~

Y/N spent most of the day, pacing. She was nervous. Should she really be going out on a date with Bucky? And should she even be considering the option of dating both men? Maybe she should just take a break, tell them both that she can’t focus on romance. Y/N knew her powers weren’t strong enough for what was to come. Maybe she should just focus on that.

“Oh gosh…” she muttered to herself, rubbing her temples. “What am I doing? How could I be so stupid?”

The gentle knock at the door broke her trance of spiraling self talk. Answering it, she found T’Challa on the other side.

“I heard you have a date tonight,” T’Challa said with a smug smile.

“Ugh!” Y/N rested her head on the door. “Is he telling everyone?”

“Oh, no.” T’Challa shook his head, entering the room. “He just needed a suit fitted to him, so he had to tell me.”

“A suit?” Y/N repeated, shutting the door. “How fancy is this?”

“And that is the reason I stopped by, to warn you that your outfit right now might not be… well, might not be the most impressive.”

“Thanks, Your Majesty,” she mocked. “And, technically, he’s trying to impress me.”

“Yes, he did explain to me the offer he gave you. Have you talked to Stark about it?”

“I saw him this morning, that didn’t go well and it wasn’t even about dating both men. So, no, I haven’t and I don’t know if or when I will.”

“That’s not fair to Tony.”

“Life’s not fair.” Y/N huffed at looked out the large window. “I’ll talk to him. Eventually. Just not tonight. Tonight can be about me and Bucky, then tomorrow can be about him.”

~~~

Evening came, and Y/N was finally dressed up. T’Challa had a dress brought in for her to use. She was nervously sitting in her room, waiting for Bucky. She didn’t know what to expect. Even back in the 40’s, they never really had the chance to go on a real date because of the war. Y/N could tell Bucky was getting closer as his nervous thoughts became louder and louder to her.

“Don’t screw this up, punk,” he told himself. “You’re fine. You’ve been on plenty of dates before. Granted, it was before you became a murder and none of them were actually with the love of your life…. Ugh…. I guess, what do I have to lose?” He paused. “Actually, a lot. I have a lot to lose.”

Y/N could hear his feet stop outside her door and the thoughts continue.

“Just knock. Lift your arm and knock. Crap, maybe I should have taken up Shuri’s offer to put my new arm on. Maybe she won’t find me as good looking. Should I run to the lab? Also, I don’t like holding her with one arm and what if—“

Y/N ripped open the door, fully surprising Bucky.

“Glad to know I’m not the only one over thinking,” she teased.

“What— how did you— can you…” Bucky stammered. “Can you read minds?”

“I can. Sorry, have I never mentioned that before?”

“No. You haven’t. Do you, uh, do you do it a lot?”

“I’ve learned how not to because yours were so loud out there, I couldn’t help myself.”

“Okay.” He gave one nod. “You look beautiful, by the way.”

“Thank you.” She smiled. “You look really good as well, even without the arm.”

Bucky winced. “You heard that?”

“And more.” She shut the door and wrapped her arm around Bucky’s. “Where are we going?”

“You’ll see.” Bucky began leading the way.

“Really? Nothing?”

“It’s a surprise.”

“I think I’ve had enough surprises from you for a lifetime.”

“Too bad.”

Bucky led Y/N into a small room. There was a table in the center with candles and covered food on it. Most of the walls were windows, giving away a view of a spectacular sunset.

“Wow,” Y/N gasped, leaving Bucky to go look out the window. “It’s… it’s gorgeous.”

“Yeah,” Bucky responded with a small smile. “It is.” He watched Y/N watch the sunset. “After being held up in the lab for awhile, once I was finally let out, this was the first part of Wakanda I saw. I fell in love almost immediately.”

“I can see why.”

“It reminded me that somethings never change.” Y/N looked at Bucky with a curious, quirked brow. “No matter what happens, the sun will always rise and set. No matter what you’ve done that day or what’s been done to you. It’s something that’s steady. Always there when you need it.”

“Yeah… I guess you’re right.”

“Come on, doll, I’m right most of the time.”

Y/N laughed. “You wish!”

They went on about old times as they moved to the table and began eating. They laughed and reminisced about old times well until after dinner was gone. It was nice, refreshing for both of them after such a long time of continually fighting or on the run. When the laughing grew quiet, Bucky watched as Y/N observed the stars from her seat.

“You know,” he started quietly, “you’ve changed. But you haven’t changed at all.”

Y/N looked at him, confused. “What do you mean?”

“Like, you have these powers, which I’m totally going to ask you more about later, but… you’re still you. Y/N Rogers, the girl I fell in love with.”

“And you’re still you, Buck. Even after everything HYDRA made you do, you’re still you.”

Bucky got up from his seat and walked around to the side Y/N was sitting. Grabbing her hand, he quickly pulled her up to her feet. His arm circled her waist to pull her into him as his lips found their way to hers. Y/N welcomed it, moving her hands so that they were holding Bucky’s face close. When they finally pulled apart, they were panting slightly.

“Thank you,” Y/N whispered. “For tonight, for understanding.”

“Of course,” Bucky replied. “You mean the world to me. Anything to make you happy.”

Y/N kissed him again. “Do you want to get out of here? Maybe some place more private?”

“Just led the way, doll. I’m all yours.”

next chapter >

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[stark-tony]

today is my 22nd birthday so i’m celebrating by reccing 22 of my favorite fics and giving my general thoughts about them.

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 i'm still here by owedbetter (77.7, T, zutara) "You see me."And somehow, that makes all the difference.

thoughts: One of the first zutara fics i ever read and it’s still one of my absolute favorites. The characterization of all of the characters is superb and the gradual development of zuko and katara’s relationship is amazing.

 such selfish prayers by andromeda3116 (47.6k, T, zutara)  Katara's ambition, so long set aside for the good of others, breaks free and sets fire to her soul. Or, Katara has a vision of her canon future, casts it aside, and becomes a world-changing politician instead.

thoughts: while this fic is a zutara fic, the majority of this fic is centered on katara and her helping rebuild the world after the war and it does an astounding job of portraying just that. and honestly this probably has my favorite characterization of katara i’ve ever read in a fic.

 Southern Lights by colourwhirled (501.8k, M, zutara) A world where the Avatar has disappeared from memory. Where Sozin’s Conquest was successful. Where the unsteady order of the empire is threatened as members of the royal family are picked off one by one and lines are slowly drawn in the sand.One last chance for peace forces an unlikely alliance between a homesick waterbender, a carefree Air Nomad, a runaway Earth Kingdom heiress, and the fire lord's inscrutable son. Together they must learn to shed old enmities and become the balance they seek to restore to the world.OR:The avatar has four heads.x[[Chapter 4: "And always, his eyes, cautiously watching her. Even when he thinks she isn’t looking. It drives her mad"]]

thoughts: when i say i was unable to put this fic down i genuinely mean that. like i’m pretty sure i was hooked from the very first chapter and i never looked back.

bnha

  stickers and stars by aloneintherain (1.9k, G, gen) “Aizawa, are you sure I’m the best person for this job? There are a lot more qualified people on campus. People who have been teachers for years, and—”As All Might spoke, Midoriya Izuku crawled the length of the couch, ducked under All Might’s arm, and made himself comfortable on his lap. All Might’s hands rose into the air, as though unsure of what to with his arms now that he had a toddler curled against his stomach like a cat seeking the warmth of its owner.“Um,” All Might said.

thoughts: is it not enough to say ‘baby deku’ and leave it at that?

 Butterfly by aconstantstateofbladerunner (198.8k, T, gen) The first over-night trip off campus since the training camp was supposed to be a fun break from more intense work back home. But between a bleak introduction to chaos theory, a chilly reception from the locals, and the looming threat of a villain attack, Izuku has too much on his mind to properly enjoy the fresh air. But those worries are a light breeze compared to the hurricane that accompanies what he finds on the outskirts of town.Or rather, what finds him.

thoughts: it’s incredibly well written and the horror aspect is so good. also the dad might in it is top tier.

villain eradication plan 5C: let them attack budding heroes mothers, wait appropriate time for mother to defeat them (3.4k, G, toshinko)  Targetting the civilian families of hero students should be cakewalk. Pity they decided to go with Inko first.Or the one where Inko accidentally defeats the League of Villains.

thoughts: this fic is basically inko accidentally being a badass and it’s as hilarious and awesome as it sounds

 see it all in bloom by aloneintherain (57.2k, T,  tododeku, kiribaku, momojirou, bullying) Midoriya looked over the occupants of the room with butter soft eyes. “We should do this again. Seeing everyone in one place … it’s like we’re back in school again.”Todoroki said, “It feels like a family reunion.”(Social media fic, counting down the five months to Class 1-A's ten year reunion.) 

thoughts: this series deals with social media + the lives of class 1a after they become pro heroes and it is amazing.

 remember from here on in by aloneintherain (8.1k, G, gen) Aizawa glances from All Might to Midoriya quickly. It sounds impossible—he’s never heard of a quirk that can be handed down like a family heirloom—but at the same time, it makes perfect sense. Midoriya’s inability to use his quirk at the start of the year. The strange, familial relationship between All Might and Midoriya. The slow malnourishment of All Might’s body, like his power was being siphoned away.“You’re …” Aizawa begins.“I’m All Might’s successor.” Midoriya’s proud but shaky voice rings clearly down the empty corridor.Aizawa finds out about One for All. 

thoughts: this fic deals with one for all being revealed to aizawa + midoriya getting more quirks and it is amazing

could i but teach the hundredth part by terra_incognita (5.2k, G, gen) Ito Matsu knows three things about her neighbor, Mr. Yagi: he's very skinny, he's very kind, and he has enough children to overthrow the Japanese government.Or:All Might is retired, but his former students keep coming up with reasons to visit. 

thoughts: this fic is so lovely and i adore it so much

mcu

 the talk by parkrstark (3.1k, pepperony) “Wait, man, what’re you doin’?” Rhodey asked, leaning forward.“Giving the kid his talk before he goes off to college.” Duh.Rhodey blinked. “At 3am when you’re probably too drunk to even spell your name, months before he actually has to leave?”“Yeah.”Rhodey blinked again. “Okay.”

thoughts: this fic is absolutely hilarious and poor peter is suffering throughout all of it

 call you home by Madelinedear (19k, G, pepperony) sometimes family is who you're born with.and sometimes family is a spider boy, a rich not-dad, and a kickass aunt.(or; tony, may, and peter find a place in each other's lives)

thoughts: to me, this fic is the tony may co-parenting fic. like i honestly don’t think that anything can ever top it

I Never Lived 'Til I Lived In Your Light by losingmymindtonight (38.4k, T, pepperony, character death)  As the world shifts to make space for Morgan Stark, everyone around her shifts, too. (As it turns out, this also includes Peter Parker's sleep schedule.) 

thoughts: this fic is both fluffy goodness and heartwrenching angst and it handles both beautifully.

 Lazarus, come forth by iron_spider (47.9k, T, pepperony) Tony's mind is a chaotic mess but he remembers the moment—remembers his death, remembers the red hot pain and Peter screaming, Rhodey rushing to his side. How he knew he’d never see Pepper again—but they’d fixed it. They’d fixed the world, erased the lost time, set things right—and the kid was back. The kid was crying, the kid hated him for doing what he did, but he was back. He was alive.Tony Stark was dead. But now he’s breathing again, trying to think, gasping, hands tracing the box surrounding him, covering him, suffocating him.He’s in a coffin. He’s under the ground. He’s under the fucking ground.(Tony Stark dies defeating Thanos. But then he comes back to life. He has to find out how, why, and how to live again. And how to deal with the changes in the people he's coming back to.)

thoughts: although this fic was written and finished pre-endgame but to me this fic is the fix-it fic for film.

Identity Saga by KitCat992 (400.7k, T, pepperony) An organically developed, platonic slow-burn of Avengers-fam dynamic with a heavy hand of Irondad & Spiderson. Throw in an overdose of whump, a couple of cunning villains and a big-bad hiding in the shadows, and you got yourself this hot mess.

thoughts: i just love the avengers dynamic in this series and the whump is medically accurate which is amazing.

college applications: the biggest meme by sagemb (3.3k, T, pepperony) Tony covered his face with both hands and screamed very gently. “Can I just bribe the school to let Peter in?"

thoughts: this series is absolutely hilarious and i love it

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 The Changeling + Armistice Series  by Annerb (586.6k, M, hinny, rape) Ginny is sorted into Slytherin. It takes her seven years to figure out why.

thoughts: this fic is absolutely golden and i adore it so so much. the characters are so well written and the worldbuilding in this fic is fantastic and it actually has an original aspect of hogwarts (aka the parlor) that i practially consider to be canon at this point. also the depiction of slytherin house + house unity in this fic is just *chef’s kiss*

 boy with a scar by dirgewithoutmusic (208.7k, T, hinny, romione, jily)  A series of "what if" rewrites of Harry Potter, books 1-7. Cross-posted from tumblr (ink-splotch).

thoughts: every single one of these fics are exquisitely written and i wish that i could experience the beauty of this series again for the very first time.

  Hogwarts, to welcome you home by gedsparrowhawk (FaceChanger) (11.1k, G, ginny) “You understand, Professor,” Harry began, after a moment, “that I don’t have my N.E.W.T.s. I never even finished seventh year. Between everything, I never had a chance the first time around, and then afterwards there didn’t seem to be much point. Hermione argued for it, of course, but I was so tired of Britain. So technically, I am completely unqualified for the position.”“Quite a way to begin an interview, Mr. Potter,” McGonagall said, dryly.Or, three years after the war, Harry Potter becomes Hogwarts' newest Defense Against the Dark Arts professor.

thoughts: this is my favorite harry as dada professor i’ve ever read. no doubt about it

 And the Unethical Binding Contract by justafandomfollower (14.6k, G, gen) AU. What if the Triwizard Tournament took place in Harry's first year, not his fourth? 

thoughts: this fic is beautifully written and i love the relationship that forms between harry, cedric, krum, and fleur.

Regulus Black and the Way Things Changed: A Not!Fic by imaginary_golux (8.8k, T, wolfstar) What if Regulus Black, and not Severus Snape, ended up being the turncoat Potions Master of Hogwarts?A not!fic written in bullet points, ignoring the Deathly Hallows entirely because they annoy me.Beta by my immensely patient Best Beloved, Turn_of_the_Sonic_Screw, and by the delightful starbirdrampant.

thoughts: this fic may be ooc at some points but it’s so funny that that makes up for it

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 Broadway Musical by Griftings (12.5k, M, destiel) This is the day that marked the Holy and Blessed Union of Dean Winchester and Jo Harvelle.The merging of prominent bloodlines is always a grand occurrence, but breeding pedigree hunter families like Winchester and Harvelle is something to be rejoiced. It is also something to be meticulously planned, which thankfully the Host is very good at.Or, the romantic comedy where Dean Winchester and Jo Harvelle are destined to get married, Castiel is given the task of playing matchmaker and fails terribly, the entire Heavenly Host becomes a sitcom audience, God warns against male pregnancy, and Jimmy Novak is incredibly unimpressed with angels in general.

thoughts: this fic is quite possibly the single most funniest thing i have ever read. like i was straight up cackling when i was reading some of the scenes.

  Down to Agincourt by seperis (1 million+, E, destiel) There is no such thing as a guarantee when it comes to war.The outcome's known. Why try? Return your rusty sword to battered sheath, bow your head and bend your stubborn knee. Why take the field when you cannot win the war? But Harry -- he went down to Agincourt.

--Harry Takes the Field by bratfarrar (AO3 link here.)

thoughts: this fic is an absolute work of art. the characterization dean and cas and all of the ocs is astounding the world building is immaculate and the writing is so detailed and in depth. a fair warning though to the first time reader as this fic can get very confusing at times but trust me it is worth it. 

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New beginnings [P.P]

A/N: I guess I’m unofficially back or in other words I got too excited that I finished a fic and wanted to post it. I was inspired by the picture of Tom in a graduation cap and I really wanted to write Peter’s graduation which hopefully we’ll see in the movies. Anyway enjoy and now I’m gonna go hibernate until I can actually write the next chapter of tale as old as time. 

I’m also looking for a new beta reader for my fics so please let me know if you’d be interested! 

Pairing: Peter Parker x reader

WC: 2.9k

Warnings: some angst and tears but mostly fluffy fluff

Peter took a deep breath as he looked at himself in the mirror. It almost felt like a dream version of himself staring back as he looked at the black robes and graduation cap that sat on his head. He’d dreamt and wondered about this day for so long and now it was finally here. His high school graduation. 

His eyes flickered over to the photo frames that stood on his dresser, two men stared back at him and Peter imagined their proud faces. He wished with all his heart that they could see him walk across that stage or give his speech. 

“They’re still here with you and they’d be so proud Peter.” 

Peter turned as he heard his aunt’s voice from the doorway. He sniffled and nodded, not realising that tears had started to form in his eyes. May wrapped her arms around him and hugged him close. He melted into the familiar comfort and hugged his Aunt just as tightly back. 

“Thanks May.” 

She pulled back and adjusted his cap, smiling proudly at her nephew. He’d been through so much even death and yet here he was, valedictorian of his class and ready to graduate. 

“I’m proud of you too.” 

Peter could sense May began to cry and he quickly shook his head with a laugh. “If you cry, I’m gonna cry and then neither of us will get to the ceremony on time.” 

She gave a watery laugh and patted his cheek, taking a deep breath. “You’re right. I’m gonna go get the car ready.” 

“Thanks May!” He called after her as she left his room, closing the door behind her and leaving Peter once again to his thoughts. He rehearsed his speech again and then again, nerves growing in the pit of his tummy. 

Just as he was leaving his phone buzzed. He worried that it would be an alert of some kind but Peter was pleased to see your name staring back at him with the words “Good luck!” and a dozen heart emojis underneath. He smiled wide as he headed to the car and met May, suddenly feelings less nauseous than before. 

May tried to speak to Peter on the drive but he could only focus on one of two things: you and his speech. He imagined what you would be wearing and the smile that could instantly make him feel better as it lit up a room. May noticed a pink tint forming on Peter’s cheeks and smiled to herself as she saw you waiting for him outside the school.

“Ready?” She looked over at her nephew and smiled, sighing softly. May couldn’t believe how much Peter had grown and how far he’d come in such a short time. He wasn’t the scared kid she knew anymore, he was braver and stronger and he’d faced everything that life had thrown at him. He deserved this moment of happiness. 

Peter nodded and took a deep breath, his hands tightly clutching the cards on which his speech was written. 

“You got this.” May encouraged with a smile. “And it looks like it’s not just me cheering you on.” She nodded to where you were standing, waiting patiently for Peter. He looked over and the smile that broke out on his face was wide enough to squash all his fears. 

You were wearing a pretty mid-length dress under your gown with a pair of sneakers and your hair perfectly styled underneath your cap. You looked beautiful. He told you so as he walked up to you, both of your eyes lighting up with happiness as Peter hugged you, practically picking you up off the ground. 

Peter always made you blush with his compliments and he’d love it when your cheeks went red because of him. He thought it was the cutest thing. Even on your worst days, Peter would always tell you why he loved you and why you were the best thing that ever happened to him. 

You and Peter had been dating for a little over a year now and there wasn’t a moment you would change. Even through the hardships and the fights, every moment with Peter was worth it. The biggest challenge had been college acceptance letters. 

Peter had got accepted into Empire State University and you had chosen to go to Columbia. Luckily it was only a 25 minute drive but even you both knew how crazy college would probably get. You’d heard about relationships, not even just the long distance ones failing because of the workload of college plus with Peter’s spidey duties there was added stress but you had both made a promise to try your hardest to make it work. You couldn’t lose each other, not after everything you’ve been through. 

He was always amazed by how perfectly your hand fit into his as if it were made to be held by him. You noticed as you walked closer to where the ceremony was taking place that Peter’s grip became tighter and his palms became sweatier. 

“Hey, it’s gonna be okay.” 

Peter looked at you and took a deep breath, nodding. He smiled as you cupped his cheek, leaning into your touch as it comforted him. 

“Thank you princess.” 

He leaned in and captured your lips in a sweet kiss, letting himself get distracted by the taste of your lips and the way they moved against his own. As he held you close he felt his nerves fade away and he felt he could take on anything. You were his anchor as his whole body felt on edge. 

Peter had never been one for public speaking. Sure he would give speeches as Spidey when he needed to and even though he was still awkward and nervous, he was hidden behind a mask and no one would be able to make fun of him the next day. 

As if you had read his mind, you placed your hand on his arm and kissed his cheek. “Pete, it’s the last time you’re gonna see most of these people so who cares what they think. Just keep your eyes on me, you got this.” 

Your words brought comfort to Peter as he held onto the cards for his speech. He could feel the kiss on his cheek lingering and it made him feel stronger to know he had you to support him. You took his hand in yours once again and smiled before leading the way to your seats, right next to MJ and Ned who both gave Peter a thumbs up.

He waved at May a few rows behind them and smiled, remembering to focus on his breathing as the time drew nearer. He tried not to focus on how many people there were or the different sounds that made him on edge. You knew that when Peter was nervous his senses started to make him feel on edge so you squeezed his hand and leaned into his side. 

Peter noticed your small gesture and focused instead on you; the smell of your perfume, the hum of your heartbeat and the way the sun was catching your face in a serene way. He calmed down almost instantly but it didn’t last long as soon after his name was called by Mr Harrington. 

“I’d like to welcome your class valedictorian, Mr Peter Parker.” 

The crowd of people applauded and it took Peter a moment to process as you pushed him lightly onto his feet. With one last squeeze of your hand, he pulled away and gave you a nervous smile as he walked up the small stairs to the stage. 

Peter stood behind the podium and placed his cards down, his eyes fixated on them for a moment before he looked up at the audience. He took a deep breath, trying to stop the shake of his hands as he gripped onto the podium. 

“Woo Penis Parker!” 

It didn’t take two guesses to know who was shouting in the crowd but Flash was quickly shut down by MJ who kicked him in the shin. Peter smiled at that before his eyes found yours and he felt the anxiety in his mind quieten just enough for him to start speaking. 

As he spoke and delivered his speech about gratitude and learning, his eyes rarely left yours. He rambled a bit off text as he thought of funny anecdotes to tell about his time at Midtown and he noticed the proud smile on your lips as well as the tears that had started to gather in your eyes. 

“My time at Midtown has been interesting for sure. I’ve done things in the past 4 years that I would never have dreamed of and at one point I wasn’t even sure if I’d make it here.” 

You sniffled, remembering when Peter had gone to space and left you and May worried and how the blip had almost threatened to tear you apart. You remembered the night that you first saw Peter after the battle, his face was bruised and the marks of cuts still lined his face but he was more broken beyond that. The emotional scars he’d suffered were far worse than any physical ones. 

He used to lay in your arms and cry most nights and whenever he slept he’d wake with terrible nightmares. Sometimes he’d space out or have flashbacks that left him shaking but you held him through it all. 

“I wouldn’t be here without my friends,” Peter gave a subtle nod to MJ and Ned who smiled back at him. “My family,” He looked over at May who was wiping her eyes with a tissue and Happy who was smiling back at him. “And my love.” His eyes finally met yours once again as he smiled wide. You felt a tear slip down your cheek but you didn’t even care as you smiled back. 

“I am proud to be standing here as your valedictorian and you should all be proud of yourselves too. Part of the journey is the end and tomorrow will mark the start of the new ones we take wherever they lead.” 

Peter smiled as he finished his speech, being met with loud applause from the crowd. You made sure to be extra loud and even gave a whistle which made Peter laugh. His cheeks were red but his smile was brighter than the sun as he walked off of the stage and came back to his seat. You wrapped your arms around him tightly and kissed his blushing cheek. 

“I’m so proud of you baby.” You whispered as you both sat back down, Peter’s smile widening at your words as he took your hand and squeezed. 

The rest of the ceremony went by slowly as you both waited for your names to be called. You watched MJ sigh as she went to grab her diploma but you could tell she was excited and that there was the hint of a smile playing on her lips as you, Peter and Ned all cheered for her. 

Ned almost tripped up the stairs as he got his but quickly laughed it off and happily accepted his diploma. His family cheered just as loud as his friends and Ned walked off the stage with a wide smile, being careful not to trip again. 

When it was your turn, you could feel the pace of your heart pick up, every nerve in your body was tingling. Peter kissed your cheek before you got up and made you blush as you went to accept your diploma. You swung the tassel of your cap to the other side and did a little bow which made Peter and your supporters in the crowd cheer even louder. You didn’t know if you wanted to laugh or cry more as you walked off stage. 

Peter almost looked startled when they finally read his name. He got up quickly and walked up onto the stage, feeling more confident than he had before his speech. He smiled at the teachers and members of staff as he passed them before shaking hands as he got his diploma. He smiled out at the crowd focusing on you and May as you both cheered him on. 

Peter wished he could freeze the moment, the two most important people in his life smiling proudly at him and he knew that if Tony and Ben could be here they would be too. And for the first time in a long time, Peter was proud of himself as he stood on that stage. 

Soon enough all the names had been read and the ceremony was coming to a close. There were so many mixed emotions as the principal said the last words of his speech about moving on and wishing luck to all the graduates. It felt strange, like a dream. This chapter of your lives was really ending. 

Peter watched all the graduation caps being thrown up into the air, it almost felt like slow motion as they fell to the ground signifying the end of his high school years. He was grateful and sad and happy all at once. Yeah there had been bad times but the good times far outweighed them. 

He smiled as stole a kiss from you as you parted to go be with your own families. Peter headed towards May and Happy, accepting hugs from both of them. 

“You did so good, honey!” May ruffled his curls, making Peter roll his eyes fondly. “Happy cried too.” 

Happy gave May a look before looking back at Peter with a laugh. “Your speech was really good Peter.” 

“Thanks, both of you.” Peter smiled at them, he owed a lot to both of them especially May who had raised him. She hugged him again tightly and kissed his head before noticing you walk up to the three of them. 

“Congrats Y/n!” May pulled you into the hug with Peter, making both of you laugh. Peter was the first to pull back, his cheeks almost bright red as he gave his aunt a knowing look before asking if he could go with you. May nodded but not before kissing his cheek. 

You swung your hand with Peter’s as you walked away with a giggle. Peter lifted your hand to his lips and kissed it, making you blush. You smiled and giggled with Peter as you walked away from everyone else, soon stopping at a nearby tree which you instantly recognised. 

When Peter had first asked you to be his girlfriend, you were sitting under this tree reading as you sat between his legs on a warm summer day. You remembered the small shake in his voice as he asked you and how his smile had widened as you said yes. It was as easy as answering your own name.

Peter showed you a little tool knife which had his uncle's initials engraved and smiled. “I thought we could officially make this our spot.” You smiled wide and nodded, squeezing his hand before he started to carve both of your names with your help. 

You both smiled proudly at your work, Peter tracing his fingers over the carving of your names with forever written underneath. “It’s perfect.” He turned to face you and cupped your cheek, brushing his thumb over your cheek, “just like you.” 

You blushed and leaned into his touch, smiling softly at your boyfriend. Both of you felt so lucky to have each other especially after the blip. You never wanted to take each other for granted and you made sure you never did. 

Peter’s hand slipped into his pocket and pulled out a small box, looking like it contained a ring. You looked at him with wide eyes in shock. 

“P-Peter, I- are you-?” 

Peter furrowed his brow before realising what you were saying, his eyes going as wide as yours. He quickly shook his head and blushed with a laugh. “N-no. Maybe one day but no I’m not proposing.” 

You smiled at the mention of the future you hoped with Peter and let out a small sigh of relief. After all, you had only just graduated high school. That was a big enough life milestone for today. 

“This is a promise ring.” Peter spoke as he opened the box, showing you a beautiful silver ring that was engraved, For me, there is only you. “I love you Y/n, i don’t know what i’d do without you and I don’t want to be without you. These past few years have been crazy for sure but you’ve been my anchor through it all. This ring is to remind you that even though we might be in different places and we might not be able to spend as much time together as we want, I will always be yours. It’s only you, always has been, always will be.” 

You sniffled and wiped away a tear that escaped from your watery eyes. “Pete I-” You shook your head, feeling speechless as you held out your hand and Peter slipped the ring onto your finger. You didn’t know what to say so you said the only words that made sense in that moment. “I love you.” 

“I love you too princess, so much.” Peter caught your tears before pulling you in for a kiss, locking his lips effortlessly with yours. 

Peter knew that he’d lost a lot in such a short time and the pain of those losses might not ever go away but he had you and May, his friends and a new journey ahead of him that he was ready to take. Saying goodbye to a chapter of his life was hard but he had to focus on what laid ahead. After all, as a wise man once said; part of the journey is the end.

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rating my old wattpad drafts/stories

This is just gonna be one long self callout post but I do think it's gonna be funny

"Persona 5 oneshots" (published) - actually pretty decent for what it is but there's only three published parts. fortunately the published ones are actually better than the three unpublished drafts oof- 7/10

"🥺ruv" (draft) - I don't want to talk about this and also I put way too much effort into attempting Russian dialogue 1/10

"The Queen {Ben Hardy as Roger Taylor x Reader}" (published) - out of every fic I've ever written and across every fanfiction platform I've used, this is the most successful fic. I've held the number one spot in several tags and still hold high spots 1000/10

"ni no kuni ii revenant kingdom oneshots" (published) - 10/10 only because I could not for the life of me find any nnk2 fanfiction out there so I wrote my own (it's not good though, although I am using it as a fandomswap AU with bnha)

"The Contract" (draft) - it had potential when it was just a concept but execution was terrible. It took a turn for the worse and now has the same vibes as being sold to one direction. the plot was sign this contract and you marry loki and teach him earth etiquette so he doesn't go on an alien murder rampage again 0/10

"Loki x reader bumbles" (draft) - what the fuck is a bumble? it ended up splitting into three different fics all at once and they were all bad. One was overworked maid reader is assigned as loki's personal caretaker, one was Tony stark's little sister babysits loki on the regular while the avengers are out Doing Thingsᵀᴹ (that one was titled trash gremlin), and the other was Loki finds out his lover lied to him about her past and gets mad at her and she breaks down and goes into a coma for hundreds of years and when she reawakens Asgard is destroyed and Loki's dead 2/10

"multifandom oneshots requests only" (unpublished) - it ruined my life -1000/10

"a foreign trickster" (draft) - 9/10 on potential I might come back to this one and try to fix it. it's a post-game persona 5 fic about a half-Japanese girl moving to Japan from America except she was a part of a group similar to the phantom thieves and the metaverse reappears when she arrives maybe 4/10 overall

"My Best Friend" (published) - glorious although maybe not the best quality. It's a Brian May x childhood friend reader fic and for most of the beginning every other chapter is a childhood memory 9/10

"You digifucked up" (draft) - I don't wanna talk about it 0/10

"hfjavnbchvxgyjgmbnas" (draft) - I have no idea what this was supposed to be but it ended up as a three paragraph disgrace of a roy mustang fic 0/10

"Is orochimaru babie" (draft) - one point for each chapter none of them were good and the only actual substance was a breakdown fic 2/10

"Naruto x reader oneshots" (published) - pretty okay, has a decent amount of reads and comments 5/10

"Me, having watched five episodes: hnnngh fanfic" (draft) - 10/10 for nostalgia, first bnha fic I ever wrote. Is actually a great idea and is in the works to be reworked and posted here on tumblr as a cyo multichap like a 6/10 overall

"Peter Parker x Avenger Reader" (draft) - no <3 it was about Peter and his girlfriend both mutually breaking up with each other because they're both tony's underlings and they slowly fall for each other's superhero alter egos 0/10

"Yoosungi~" (draft) - I started writing a yoosung fic where reader was his best friend at school and was mad that he was obsessing over mc being 'just like rika uwu' and then it slowly turned into reader unfriending him and moving in with seven and then dating seven I don't know what happened there 0/10

"Land" (unpublished) - first noncon fic I ever wrote but I don't wanna get into it. Also the title was originally a keysmash but it autocorrected to land and I kept it 1/10

"Nigihayami Kohakunushi x reader" (draft) - wow conceited much? -10/10

"Howl & Sophie but not bc fight" (draft) - I was jealous of an anime girl and needed a fix-it fic 0/10

"Akiba's Beat" (draft) - ongoing pet project of mine. one of those fics that is for me and me only. gets a good rating because I love it. nearing 700 chapters and it's like seventeen different stories going on at once but I am in love with basically everyone in that game (bar mippity mop and saki) 10000000/10

"Toxin" (draft) - the only oc insert fic I've ever written and it was partially for a friend but also it's like four paragraphs of my oc waking up in orochimaru's lab with amnesia and meeting my friend's oc 0/10

"Queen Texts" (published) - gets fairly good interaction for some reason. I only wrote it to jump on the "group chat text fic" bandwagon I don't understand the hype also none of the jokes were funny ?? 6/10

"BNHA oneshots" (draft) - by 'oneshots' I guess I meant half a kaminari fic and a decent start to a decent shigaraki fic, might circle back to that one actually idk 0/10

"double-edged sword" (draft) - good concept? the first crossover fic I ever attempted. I got impatient after writing the first chapter though so the second chapter is a massive time skip to the juicer parts of the story thank god no one else has ever seen this 5/10

"more persona 5 bullshit" (draft) - the concept was ok and the execution was okay but it was also kinda ??? reader was Akira's sister and hooked up with Yusuke and Akira got mad and then reader 'woke a persona' except not she was just a floating jester who had some power pertaining to confidants' tarot cards or something 3/10

"No Secrets Spilled" (draft) - another persona 5 fic I had an obsession I'm aware. I have no idea what the fuck was happening it was about a reader who's super good at keeping secrets, one of those secrets being she's the sidekick to a cyber criminal being hunted by the phantom thieves 2/10

"Coaster Crazy" (draft) - a Joe mazzello fic about aspiring actress reader getting cast as his love interest in a film called coaster crazy. I liked it but I gave up on it because it was too much effort trying to come up with a 'script' for a 'film' 5/10

"Queenies: Rated M for Mature" (unpublished) - was a collaboration with some friends who turned out to be a bunch backstabbing motherfuckers -10/10 bad memories

"sky rim one shots?" (meant to be read in the same tone as bill wurtz saying majapahit) (draft) - it is simply one draft that was barely even a start to a fic. an elf banished from the silver crescents comes to Delvin to join the guild. she was banished because she kept wasting her earnings trying to find her best friend (lover) Nir for years and years and years. Turns out Nir changed his name to Niruin when his father disowned him 4/10

"the rfa is one big party" (draft) - gives off vibes like a fic from 2011. it's equal parts zen x jaehee, seven x yoosung, reader x jumin, except it's like a gazillion chapters of buildup (all through 'texts') that slowly leads to everyone living together and that's literally as far as I got 1/10

"BoRhap Cast/Queen Trioshots" (unpublished) - trioshots are not a real thing I don't think I'm pretty sure I made that up but they should be (only just now realizing they are a thing but they're called trilogies) they should be more common in fanfiction I think anyway they were pretty bad it would be 5/10 but I'm subtracting points for a particularly sad trioshot about roger's girlfriend reader being cheated on and then realizing her best friend John is the perfect man for her so 1/10

"akiba's beat x persona 5 crossover fic" (draft) - been there done that and didn't even try to give it a better title. this one was about reader being a hacker and doing basically the same thing Futaba did to try and lure the phantom thieves to violet eden because she was suspicious about the metaverse and delusions being similar 0/10

"Candy Shop fanfiction" (draft) - gonna be straight up with this one: this was fanfiction of a porn game series about a dude named Andy fucking girls made of different types of candy (and one time also fucking his coworker who is the daughter of satan) -10/10 not a good thought

"...even more persona 5 bullshit" (draft) - I really gave up with titles, huh. In which reader is a quiet reserved girl in Akira's class who occasionally skips a day of school and comes back the next day having pulled a stunt like keying a teacher's car or tp-ing the school. anyway ryuji found a secret admirer note (from reader obviously) and found out it was her and tried to ask her out but Ann reminded him they were going to do "charity work" after school but then Y/n followed them into Kamoshida's castle and ended up waking a persona not even for herself, she was just mad Kamoshida hurt Ryuji lmao 0/10

"[redacted] x me" (draft) - not me fantasizing about my hot teacher oop- 0/10 he'd think it's creepy and so do I

"Jareth is a babie" (draft) - the reader was Sarah's niece and she gave her the book for her birthday and then reader wandered into the underground and met jareth and that's where it ended 1/10

"LOLOL" (draft) - back in the days of good ol' RinMaru Games, I used all the necromancer makers and warrior makers and thief makers and based all their designs on MC and then tried to write a yoosung fic that took place almost entirely in the world of lolol 2/10 I miss rinmaru so much

"oh okay" (draft) - literally I just wrote the lead up and the part where you go to the dawnstar sanctuary and see arnbjorn and then go inside to find Cicero except I made the reader character yell responses to everything Cicero said 0/10

"I'm a dangerous man, MC" (draft) - written before I completed Seven's route, and I have never played other story, so I have no idea what I was thinking. Based solely on the fact that seven doesn't shut up about being dangerous, I decided to write some bullshit fic about Saeran hacking the reader's phone to stop contact with her bff seven oh seven and slowly manipulate her into thinking "oh wait is he serious? is he dangerous?" and eventually coercing her into letting him "kidnap" her and they basically run away together and seven is after them the whole time to rescue the reader and idk it was weird 1/10 just because I spent too much time on it

"it's just more jareth" (draft) - three chapters of my venting about the backstabbing motherfuckers from "queenies: rated m for mature" (see above). it was supposed to be a comfort fic where I dump my "friends" and wish for jareth to take me away and then he does and we fall in love but I didn't get very far 1/10

"Cheydinhal" (draft) - another ongoing pet project, slowly growing into a longer and longer sob story. It starts far in the past, when Cicero first moves into the cheydinhal sanctuary after his home in bruma is destroyed. he makes friends with a fellow member of the Black Hand and then one day she disappears (it's called a prison sentence, cicero, she was tried for murder) and then they're separated for years but meet again decades later on the roads of Skyrim. reunited, they fall in love. nazir is confused 1000000/10 my favorite wip

"no thanks" (draft) - ??? like three sentences??? I think it was an OHSHC fic??? 0/10

"Cicero not even oneshots anymore" (draft) - Serana's sister reader falls in love with the jester basically 0/10 not good at all

"Sims 4 boyfriend imagines" (draft) - I lost a bet. the only thing there is vampire au imagines. I wanna hate this but I think about soft Vlad too often 5/10

"My Name Is Me" (draft) - literally what the fuck. this was an original thing and not fanfiction but ??? It's about a kid named Me You what the fuck. Anyway his secret spy uncle dies and it's up to Me and his friends to finish his uncle's last mission idk 0/10

"fanfiction mistakes that piss me off" (draft) - would've been popular in 2008 I think. the entire first chapter is just the word orbs a bunch of times. I also called my general audience "thottie ass hoes" but only specifically if they "don't read a/n 's (author's note)" 0/10

"The Princess {Joe Mazzello x Reader}" (draft) - it was supposed to be a sequel to "The Queen" (mentioned up there somewhere^^) but there's literally nothing there it's a blank document you guys wtf 0/10

"this*has*no*plot" (draft) - another original thing. I didn't get far with it but it's about a beautiful princess with lots of suitors but no will to get married so she sneaks out of her window one night and goes on an adventure except she keeps meeting interesting people who are the main character of their own stories whereas she is a temporary side character in all of their stories. It's meant to seem as if there no movement in the story, just her being a stepping stone in other stories that we do not follow 0/10

"pleas" (draft) - another original thing but I'll be damned if I can tell you what it's about. Time travel? Super powers? A bunch of different characters who all knew this "max" guy at different time periods and he leads them all to a wine cellar hidden in a forest at a certain point in time and then there's like five of "max" but all different ages?? Idk bruv 3/10 for being kinda interesting I guess

here are some notable moments from things that will never see the light of day:

[kitausuret]

Yet another writing ask: 7, 9, 17, 36, 38! There's too many fun questions....

7. Favorite ao3 tag... Honestly? This might seem like a cop-out but, Established Relationship. It's my favorite to use AND to seek out. Like especially some ships, Peter Parker/Mary Jane Watson comes to mind, I don't really have any interest in reading or writing their getting together. Give me that married life. (This applies to other ships of mine too lmao just skipping straight to the domesticity like 🏃💨)

9. Thoughts on cliffhangers... mean but exciting. I don't typically end chapters on big cliffhangers, I think the only time I've done that in Dust to Dust was between chapters 4 and 5. Everything else has, at least in my opinion, been pretty reasonable? Like, oh it's the end of the day, time for the end of the chapter. Other people do cliffhangers a lot and I think they're fun especially if the fic is updating on a schedule. How people update on a schedule I have NO idea but kudos to them.

17. Past or present tense... past, past, past. Always past. Not sure why, I just always feel weird trying to write in present tense? Most of the books and literature I've read have been third person limited past tense (often with alternating POV) so I tend to write what I've read, since that's how I learned.

36. How do you come up with fic titles, and what's the one I'm most proud of... So, honest to god, lately I've been just snapping up either a line or a title of a song and calling it good. Like especially if I feel it has the vibe of the fic. Sometimes I've also just taken a phrase or saying and turned it around a little for the title. I have a few titles I'm very (or weirdly) proud of though lmao: - Put Your Best Foot Forward (a fic about... well, you can probably guess, because I think I'm hilarious) - Baby, it's -270.45°C Outside (the temperature of the vacuum of space, because. because the fic takes place in space.) - One Shy of a Royal Flush (because there were four of them... get it? *cymbal crash*) - Medal of Honor for Your Good Looks (a quote ripped directly from Amazing Spider-Man #574) - Careless of the Consequence (a line from one of my favorite RUSH songs, from one of my favorite albums, and I think that "Kid Gloves" is on both my Eddie and Flash playlists, so yeah, I liked this title. I think it embodies both these beautiful, stubborn idiots quite well.)

38. This never happened vs. this happened but fix-its... honestly I do both?? I tend to lean to the latter. Like when I do one of my many many MANY fics set after ASM #800 it's usually like, "Flash gets seriously injured BUT the Anti-Venom/Val/the Venom symbiote saves him", or in the case of Dust to Dust "Venomverse still happens BUT Mania and Venom develop a closer connection and she convinces Eddie to reach out to Flash". I think the closest I've gotten to just outright yelling, "nope, nope, nope" was Life is What You Make It where I completely overhauled Dylan's origin. I also have only 1 fic that acknowledges in any way shape or form the events of "Venom: First Host" and it will probably never get published, so I guess that's the other one I just close my eyes and pretend does not exist.

Thanks for all these super fun asks!

Ask me about my writing!

[irondad-creator-awards]

The Nominations So Far (Kinda)

Some of you have been asking to see who’s nominated in which category, so I’m putting up what I’ve done so far. This is by no means everyone nominated, as we’ve had 96 submissions to the form, and I’m not going to be able to log them all until nominations close. But if you’ve been contacted to say you’re up for an award, you should be listed below...

Good Luck to everyone nominated x

1. THE ONE THAT MADE YOU GASP! — A story which had a plot twist you didn’t see coming. Something that caught you so off guard that you had to stop a minute and take a breath before devouring the rest. What’s the story for you?

A Peter Parker Problem by Spagbol99

Chaotic Peter Parker by Isnt_It_Pretty_To_Think_So

Cycle Through by Ambivalentangst

Ever In Your Favor by Iron_Spider

Irondad Ficlets by Ironxprince

Like Father, Like Son by An_Odd_Idea

Love Leaves A Memory No-One Can Steal by Ironmum

More Peril In Thine Eye  by Iron_Spider

No Longer In Service by Starryknight09

Proof Of Concept by Flurrbee

Serenity by Jolinarjackson

Spidey Tot by Kevy_Grayce

Stab Me In The Back (I'll Catch You From Behind) by Lansfics7

Stop, Look, Listen by Forthenightisdarkandfullofterror

  2. THE MULTI-CHAPTER YOU COULDN’T PUT DOWN — A story which kept you up all night or calling in sick for work so you were free to read. Who’s the culprit?

 A Parent Apparent by Happyaspie

A Peter Parker Problem by Spagbol99

A Sailor Went To Sea by by Yellowdistress

Air I Breathe by Heartofcathedrals

And You’ll Blow Us All Away by Losingmymindtonight

Astronomy In Reverse by Pansley

Come My Darling, Homeward Bound by Iamirondad

Every Beautiful Lie (Always Has An Ugly Truth by Da_Moose

Five Times Tony And Peter Chaotically Cleaned by Ironmum

I Will Carry You (Always) by Thestarvingwriter

Identity Crisis by Kitcat992

If They All Knew About You by Mshermia

In Unlikely Places by Looneylizzie

Irondad Ficlets by Ironxprince

Mr. Parker Declined To Commentby Apisdn

Pain Will Always Come Back To Haunt You by Kevy_Grayce

Permanence by Theexhaustedalchemist

Pieces Of Echoes by Geekymoviemom

Proof Spiderman Loves Clickbait by Mauvera

The Lost And Forgotten by Lizcraz

 3. THE ONE-SHOT THAT THAT HAD YOU HOOKED — Some writers can cram more greatness into less words than a 100k monster. What’s the one-shot that did it for you?

 5 Times Peter Sleepwalked And The 1 Time He Pretended He Did by Losingmymindtonight

Countless Ways To Say I Love You            by Hopeless_Hope

Familiar Faces by Happyaspie

First Wednesday Of March by The Case Of The Missing Museum Bea-Storer

Fitting In (Tiny Spaces) by Aloneintherain

I Can Hold The Weight Of Worlds (If That's What You Need) by Bluesweatshirt

I Promise I'll Do Better by 221broadwayiron

I Will Soften Every Edge by Losingmymindtonight

Petey And The Hermit by Eccentric_Artist_221b

Something Here Will Eventually Have To Explode by Madasthesea

What You're Feeling Is Probably Normal  by Finny3120

 4. THE BEST THINGS COME IN SMALL PACKAGES — A drabble (under 1k) can pack in all the goodness that you need in a coffee break read. What’s that story for you?

 Butter Me Up by Iron_Spider

Cuddle Bug by Marvelous_Writer

Food At Home by Aimaim94

Insomniacs In The Dark by Littlemissagrifina

Irondad Cuddles by Lilacsoulw

Let The Mind Games Begin by Ironmum

 5. THE BIODAD THAT TOUCHED YOUR HEART — Some of the greatest stories flip canon and make Tony Peter’s biological father. Be it baby Peter taking his first steps or Tony dealing with the fact his son is following in his superhero footsteps as Spider-Man, which is the one you loved most of all?

 An Abstract Concept by Iron-Spider

Be Careful What You Wish For, You May Just Get It by Savana_Marlark

Built From Scraps by  Peter Stank

Happy Hogan Never Forgets A Face by Jen27ny

Hardest Lessons (Softest Results) by Mainstreamelectricalparade

If They Knew All About You by Mshermia

My Little Bambino by Maicaly

Return To Me, The One I Love So Endlessly by Superherotiger

Slow Down, Start Again From The Beginning by Cassiecasyl

Sound Logic by Aytheria

Spiderson by Emily_F6

Stars, Hide Your Fires by Yellowdistress.

The Less Than Secret Life by Yellowdistress

The Ties That Bind Us by Winterturtle

They Say Boys Don't Cry (But Your Dad Has Shed A Lot Of Tears) by Tempestaurora

What’s In A Name? by Geekymoviemom

 6. THE ONE WITH THE FIELD TRIP — The field trip trope is one of the most popular in the fandom. What’s the story that you think pulls all the elements together to make it great?

 A Different Take by Cyberwolfwrites

Constant Internal [Spider] Screaming: Semi-Connected Scenes From A Graduating Senior’s Life by Isadancurtisproduction

Field Trip by Inkinmyheartandonthepage

Field Trip Flip by  Happyaspie

I Don’t Want To Talk About It Anymore by Bees_And_Wasps

Mr Stark Enough For You? (Another Field Trip Fic Bcs We Dont Have Enough) by Livinei

Neon Liar (Hiding In Plain Sight) by Isadancurtisproduction

No Reason To Go by Pokegeek151

Tower Of Donuts And Doubts by              Platinumdollz

Who Is He? by Velarisstars

 7. THE TIME AFTER TIME ONE — There’s some great time travel stories out there, but which is your favorite?

 Be Careful What You Wish For, You May Just Get It by Savana_Marlark

Every Beautiful Lie (Always Has An Ugly Truth) by Da_Moose

I Have Time by Peterparkr

The End Is Just A New Beginning              by Tytach

The Time Traveler’s Mentor by Iamirondad

Whatever It Takes by Starryknight09

 8. THE ONE WITH ALL THE OWIES — Another massively popular Irondad trope is hurt/comfort, and there’s some amazing stuff out there. Which is the one that you love most of all?

 A Peter Parker Problem by Spagbol99

Air I Breathe by Heartofcathedrals

Be Weak by Fluencca

But What Is Grief? by Odd_1

But What Is Grief? by Odd_1

Danger Pizza by Alice_In_Ink

Darkness Will Be Rewritten by Marveal

Dude, Do These Tacos Taste Funny To You? by First_Page

Follow The North Star Home by Fallingforbees

Foolish, Fragile Spine by Plnkblue

Outnumbered by Heartofcathedrals

Sometimes It’s Easier To Just Swim Down by Mjscorner

The Room Where It Happens by Notapartytrick

We All Chase After A Few Dying Stars by Losingmymindtonight

What I Have, I Give To You by Aatticsaltt

When My Body Won't Hold Me Anymore (Where Will I Go) by Madasthesea

Your Heart Changed (Mine Stayed The Same) by Loisselina (Loisselina)

 9. THE ONE THAT HURTS SO GOOD — We all like a bit of angst sometimes, so what’s the story that you wanted to hide from but you had to keep reading to get to the happy ending?

 Built From Scraps by Peterstank

Cycle Through by Ambivalentangst

Fifteen Years In The Making by Potts89

Held On As Tightly As You Held On To Me by Itsreallylaterightnow And Killerqueenwrites

I Need You To Be Free by Marveal

I Promise I'll Do Better by 221broadwayiron

If You Listen You Can Hear The Ibis by Yellowedistress

Let's Get On With Living (While We Can) by Almond_Blossoms

Let's Get On With Living (While We Can) by Almond_Blossoms

Love Leaves A Memory No-One Can Steal by Ironmum

May Parker's Complete Guide On How To Raise Your Spiderling by Embarrassing_Myself

More Peril In Thine Eye by Iron_Spider

Of Flying And Falling by Polaroid15

Sunlight by Ardenskyeholmes221

The Room Where It Happens by Notapartytrick

When Trauma Comes Knocking by Kevy_Grayce

 10. THE ONE THAT SOOTHES THE PAIN — What’s the story that you go to when you need a pick-me-up after the angst?

 5 Times A Spider-Baby Got Dad Smooched by Buckets_Of_Stars

5 Times Peter Made Tony Laugh Out Loud by Grilledcheesing

5 Times Tony Stark Protected Penny Parker by Emily_F6

Be Careful What You Wish For, You May Just Get It by Savana_Marlark

Bitch Better Have My Money by Neicy286

Career Day: A Short Story by Shewritesall

Early Childhood Education by Thedisneyoutsider

Five Times Peter And Tony Chaotically Cleaned by Ironmum

Hardest Lessons (Softest Results) by Mainstreamelectricalparade

I Can Hold The Weight Of The Worlds (If That's What You Need) by Bluesweatshirt

Instant Kill Mode by Isnt_It_Pretty_To_Think_So

Kids These Days  by Isnt_It_Pretty_To_Think_So

The Road So Far by Nicolemoon8

No More Lonely by Shewritesall

Petey And The Hermit by Eccentric_Artist_221b

That's How You And I Will by Frostysunflowers

What You're Feeling Is Probably Normal by Finny3120

Whatever It Takes by Starryknight90

 11. THE ONE WITHOUT A HOME TO GO TO — There’s some wonderful homeless Peter stories out there, so which is the one you were blown away by?

 A Difference In Husbandry by Happy_Cloud

After The Landslide by Freyaatterton

Distracted by A Dime by Happyaspie

I Told You I Had Issues by Bergen

Is It Too Much To Ask For Home That Lasts? Ft. Peter Parker by Wakandaforever2357

The Little Things (That I Miss) by Da_Moose

The Third Option by Uncertainty_Principle

Unexpected (Everything I Never Knew I Wanted) by Moonchild2593

 12. THE ONE THAT’S A WHOLE NEW WORLD — There’s lots of imaginative AUs in Irondad fic. Whether it’s Steve and Tony as baseball players or Pepper being Peter’s mom, which one is your number one?

  A Guardian Among Us by Superherotiger

A Soul's Best Friend by Superherotiger

Ever In Your Favor by Iron_Spider

Have Patience, A Quick Wit, And A Gentle Heart by Ironfamjam

I Battle My Jerk Step-Dad by Andromath

Petey And The Hermit by Eccentric_Artist_221b

Sea Spider by Bean_Reads_Fanfic

Spidey Tot by Kevy_Grayce

Though Everything Is A Miracle by Overtures

Until It Disappeared From Me by Ashleyparker2815

When I Am On Your Shoulders by Ladyblackwater

You Mispronounced Spider by Lliblo

 13. THE TWEAKING THE SETTINGS ONE — There’s things we all wish we could change in canon — *cough* Endgame *cough* — so which canon divergence does it for you?

 5 Times Peter Made Tony Laugh Out Loud by Grilledcheesing

Be Careful What You Wish For, You May Just Get It          by Savana_Marlark

Beautiful Boy by Emily_Davison

Bittersweet by Kevy_Grayce

Built From Scraps by Peterstank

I Will Restore All That Was Broken            by Killerqueenwrites

May Parker's Complete Guide On How To Raise Your Spiderling by               Embarrassing_Myself

Moulded Minds by Wingswithstrings

Pieces Of Echoes by Geekymoviemom

The End Of Infinity by Friendlyneighborhoodfangirls

The Returned by Nicolemoon8

What Was Missing Was You by Happyaspie

What Were The Words I Meant To Say Before You Left by Madasthesea

 14. THE ONE YOU GO BACK TO AGAIN AND AGAIN — Some fics deserve a re-read or ten. What’s the story you go find yourself going back to?

 A Beautiful Day In The Neighborhood by Ambivalentangst

A Parent Apparent by Happyaspie

Age Regression Was Impossible... Right? by Chvotic

Am I Just A Shadow You Drew by Ironxprince

Apartment 43B by Ironfamjam

Back To Bed by Eccentric_Artist_221b

Beautiful Boy by Emily_Davison

Family Is More Than Blood (It Is Light) by Moonchild2593

Keeping Company by Whumphoarder And Xxx_Cat_Xxx

Keeping Company by Whumphoarder And Xxx_Cat_Xxx

Moulded Minds by Wingswithoutstrings

Play by Losingmymindtonight

Rules Are Made To Be Broken by Ironmum

Sins Of The Fathers by Geekymoviemom

The Darkest Hour Is Just Before The Dawn by Starryknight09

The Lost And Forgotten by Litcraz

The One Where Peter Is Bucky’s Weakness by Jinxquickfoot

The Rise And Fall Of A Spider by Spidersoning

The Spider-Man Conspiracy by Tempestaurora

 15. THE SERIES THAT SWEPT YOU AWAY — Some of us love to go on a long ride with a series, so which is the world of multiple stories that you binged or waited anxiously for each update?

 Another June Day by Skeeter_110

Chaotic Peter Parker by Isnt_It_Pretty_To_Think_So

Home by Glwilliams97

I Love You More Than Anything (Bio Dad Au) by Iron_Spider

I Love You More Than Anything (Bio Dad Au) by Iron_Spider

Irondad NSAP by Chvotic

Lights To Guide You Home by Jolinarjackson

Mr. Stark & His Kid by Writerstrash

Once Upon An Adoption by Kevy_Grayce

Out Of Darkness by Starryknight09

Soul Stone Realm by Marvelmusicmystery

The Room Saga by Iamirondad

Tony Stark Is A Good Mentor by Happyaspie

Was That A Star Wars Reference, Dr. Stark? by Jen27ny

We Forgot Peter by Inkinmyheartandonthepage

Webcams And Webshooters by Losingmymindtonight

 16. THE IN-PROGRESS ADVENTURE — What’s the story that has you checking your email each day, hoping for an update?

  A Difference In Husbandry by Happy_Cloud

A Perfect Storm by Grilledcheesing

Ain't My Blood; Still My Boys by Parkrstark

All The Stars Align by Ashleyparker2815

Be Careful What You Wish For, You May Just Get It           by Savana_Marlark

Every Beautiful Lie (Always Has An Ugly Truth) by Da_Moose

Fifteen Years In The Making by Potts89

Found Family by Thedisneyoutsider

If They Knew All About You by Mshermia

If You're Going Through Hell, Keep On Going by Baloobird

Mr. Stark, Something Is Wrong by @Simping-For-Peggy

Outnumbered by Heartofcathedrals

Outnumbered by Heartofcathedrals

Peter’s New Step-Brother by Bowtiez

Priorities by Jlmonroe1234

Priorities by Jlmonroe1234

Return To Me, The One I Love So Endlessly by Superherotiger

Sleeping Through A Rogue Winter Storm by Pogokitten

Survivors Guilt   by Ember_Darla And Marvel_Cinematic_Universe_Fan

Tech Of Nondestructive Yakking by Wabisabi

The Case Of The Missing Museum Bea-Storer by Ironmum

The Hero Of Our Own Story by Kingdomfaraway

The Many Adventures Of Iron Dad And Spider Son by Lbigreyhound13

What You Were Then I Am Today by Madasthesea

You Are My Sunshine by Iamconstantine

 17. THE COMPLETE FIC THAT YOU CHERISH — Whether or not you’ve got the patience for an in-progress or not, there’s a wealth of complete stories you can devour at leisure or all in one coffee-fuelled binge. What’s yours?

 Intern Spider by Emily_F6

Only For A Little While by Eccentric_Artist_221b

The Guardian by Emily_F6

 18. THE ONE THAT GAVE YOU ALL THE LOVE — We all love Irondad, but some stories come with bonus bonds that give us just as much. Do you have a Peter & Bucky, or a Peter & Steve working alongside which delivers all the found family goodness?

 "I Have A Nephew!" by Zimnokurw

5 Times Happy Hogan Nearly Had A Heart Attack Because Of Peter Parker by Thespydersargon

Be Careful What You Wish For, You May Just Get It by Savana_Marlark

Brighten Up, Sunshine by Iron_Spider

It Must Be Nice (To Have Mrs. Potts On Your Side by Sdottkrames

It Takes A Village (To Make Sure You're Okay) by Baloobird

Kingdom Come Undone by Killerqueenwrites

Project: Get Bucky Barnes A Dog by Ruxian

Road Work Ahead by Toniwilder

Rules Are Made To Be Broken by Ironmum

When In The Dark by Kevy_Grayce

 19. THE PROLIFIC WRITER AWARD — Irondad has some amazingly prolific writers. Which are the ones you’ve subscribed to get at that fic-wonder goodness of 10 works or more?

 Aimaim94

Buckets_Of_Stars

Emily_F6

HAPPYASPIE

Inkinmyheartsandonthepage

Ironmum

Iron-Spider

Jen27ny

Littlemissagrafina

Madasthesea

Magicalyss

Mshermia

O0CITRUSEE0O

Parkrstark

Superherotiger

 20. THE NEWBIE — New writers are joining the fandom all the time. Who’s the newbie (posting for 12 months or less) that’s delivering the good stuff for you?

 107thinfantry

Fallingforbees

Ironmum

Jinx_Frost

Just_Ppeachy

Kittybellestark

Lilacsoulw

Maicaly

Polaroid15

Spagbol99

Sunflowerspideyy

 21. THE OG — Who’s the writer that’s been around for a while (12 months or more) that keeps you captivated?

 Ashleyparker2815

Emily_F6

Happyaspie

Iron_Spider

Jen27ny

Kevy_Grayce

Parkrstark

Snarkymuch

Spooderboyandtincan

 22. THE WILD CARD STORY — The story that does (or doesn’t) fit into the above categories but you believe deserves the prize. Which one is that for you?

  Aliens Really Are Out To Get You Aren't They? by Some_Sort_Of_Trash

Born To Cherish by Ironfamjam

Everyday Superhero by Stoneage_Woman

Five Times Tony And Peter Chaotically Cleaned by Ironmum

Guess I’m Not Good Enough by Freyaatterton

I Can Hold The Weight Of Worlds (If That's What You Need) by Bluesweatshirt

I Will Soften Every Edge by losingmymindtonight

I’m Not Telling Him. Period by Scooter3scooter

Irondad NSAP by Chvotic

Irondad NSAP by Chvotic

Kids Suck, But You're Great by Gymlily06

Long Gone | Marvel Au Strangerlyparker

Play by Losingmymindtonight

Tech Of Non-Destructive Yakking by Wabisabi

The Reinvention Of Tony Stark by Losingmymindtonight

This Ride Is A Wild One  by Just_Ppeachy

What You're Feeling Is Probably Normal  by Finny3120

 ART 1 — DIGITAL MEDIA - Who has those PhotoShop skills, who makes the best mood boards? We have some wonderful artists in the Irondad fandom, and we’re here to celebrate them. Who's your favorite artist?

 @Itsybitsyspiderling (Tumblr)

@monireh (Tumblr)

@Blackchessknight (Tumblr)

 ART 2 — SKETCHES  — Who has the skills with the original medium of art in sketches? Whose pencil can create the characters we love best?

 @broskev (Tumblr)

@Dakt37 (Tumblr)

@monireh89 (Tumblr)

Ellarie.png (Instagram)

 ART 3 — CARTOONS — Chibis, Manga, Anime, who can create the very best?

 @Maryo274 (Tumblr)

yes-i-am-happyaspie (Tumblr)

 ART 4 — FANVID — Some of the greatest creators are the ones that match the music to the mood, find the perfect scenes to make us laugh and cry. Who does that for you?

 All My Life || Tony & Peter (Father/Son Au) by Akapotatogirl (YouTube)

Emsxworld (YouTube)

Tony Stark & Peter Parker | Ashes  by Mythicalroyalty (YouTube)

 ART 5 — BEST IRON FAMILY FANART — Who can create those feeling of Ironfam with their art? Who captures the characters we love in that iconic family.

 @broskev (Tumblr)

@moonestaly (Tumblr)

eccentric_artist_221b (AO3)

Ellarie.png (Instagram)

[spooderboyandtincan]

Masterlist

https://archiveofourown.org/works/35071825https://archiveofourown.org/works/34937053/chapters/87002521(Please excuse the mess)

Prompts

Tony Stitches Peter Up - Peter shows up bleeding out. Tony tries not to have a breakdown.

Chinese Food for Fridays - Random fluff with Tony, Peter and May.

Just Lost for a Minute Chapter 1 & 2 - Peter has a notorious habit of getting lost.

Well That Was Awkward -  Peter's classmates find him talking to the Tony Stark, who shouldn't even know he exists. So, naturally, chaos ensues.

Close to My Heart - A short fic full of angst and hurt/ comfort

In the Dead of Night Part 1 and 2 - Tony and Peter comforting each other through their nightmares.

Stark Only Cares for Himself - Steve thinks Tony only loves himself. He was wrong.

Spider-Man, Spider-Man - Peter proudly plays his new theme song to the Avengers.

Teething - Baby Peter is teething. Tony is very stressed.

Well at least it’s not on fire - One late night, Peter and Tony try to bake a cake. 

They’re Good Uncles, But.... Chapter 1 and 2 - Uncles Rhodey and Happy are babysitting Peter when the penthouse decides to set fire.

Time to Die... Of Embarrassment - May pulls out Peter’s baby pictures.

You Terrified Me - Bio son Peter breaks curfew. Tony is scared.

He’s not as bad as I thought - Peter has a panic attack when only Bucky is there. The two bond over Star Wars.

Lemongrass Tea - Peter is delighted to find a bubble tea shop opened downtown. He decides to try lemongrass. Unfortunately, spiders are allergic to it.

Other Fics

Car Crash Chapter 1, 2, 3, and 4 - A fun road trip leads to a disaster. Chapters 4/4

Nose Bleed - Both Tony and Peter are shocked when Peter suffers his first  nosebleed.

Baby Peter - A fluffy fic with toddler Peter and his dad

On the Ceiling - Tony finds his toddler not in his bed, but on the ceiling.

A Few Heart Attacks - Peter takes a major hit for Tony and barely survives.

Vlogging - Peter, Ned, and Shuri as seen through their vlog.

Hammock - Peter discovers the many wonderful pleasures of a hammock.

Something is Wrong - Peter collapses and scares the shit out of Tony.

Hot Chocolate and Cuddles - A fluffy fic about the first snow.

Here Comes Trouble, Make it Double - Peter had had a good day. But not anymore.

Don’t Worry, I’ll Sue Thor - Peter’s definitely not afraid of storms. Nope. Not one bit.

I Love You So, So Much - Tony tries to protect Peter from Hydra by keeping him in the tower... unfortunately, Hydra is at the tower too.

Midnight Snack - Peter has a late night snack on the ceiling.

Why the Hell Were You on the Ceiling?! - A very short fic where Peter falls asleep on the ceiling.

How do you Tie a Tie? - Tony shows Peter how to tie a tie. Peter is unsure that he belongs with the famous Avengers.

Please Don’t Kill Flash - Peter and Flash get kidnapped together. Tony is frantic.

Presumed Dead - Peter won’t eat, talk, sleep. He has nothing to live for if Tony is dead.

A Fast but Steady Heartbeat - Peter, Tony and Rhodey are enjoying their afternoon at a restaurant until the building and their food explodes.

October 30th, Day Before Halloween - Tony gets an emergency call. The Parkers have been attacked.

Peter’s Favorite Avenger? Not anymore - The Avengers meet Peter. Tony was terrified at first, and now he’s jealous. He’s still Peter’s favorite Avenger, right?

Drowning - The mission was supposed to be simple. It wasn’t. 

Rough Day? Or just tired? - Tony and Peter have a movie night. Peter falls asleep halfway through.

Temporarily Blind (and more) Chapter 1, 2, 3 , 4 - Peter goes blind. Not only that, but he’s dying.

Baby’s First Battle - Toddler Peter sneaks onto the Quinjet to help find his dad.  

Scream - Tony taught his little toddler to scream as loud as he could if someone he didn’t know tried to touch him. But he prayed Peter would never, ever end up in a situation like that. 

Being a Dad - Tony had to keep himself from calling Peter every ten seconds, reminding himself that FRIDAY was there and would alert him if anything happened. He had a deep feeling that something was wrong. Something was very wrong.

Happy Tears - Peter squirmed uncomfortably, the hard plastic chair digging into his back. He glanced at the clock. 2 am. Everyone else was asleep. May, Pepper, Nat, Sam. And Tony. Tony had been asleep for five days. 

Happy Birthday Peter! - Celebrating Peter’s birthday!

A Building Fell on You?! - Peter wakes up screaming. When Tony asks what his nightmare was about, Peter responds that a warehouse collapsed on him.

Hibernation -  Peter's spider side decides it's time to go into hibernation.

Blanket Forts - Peter is stressed from school. (Self-projection? Mayhaps) Tony knows just how to help.

Happy Halloween! -  Peter, Tony, and May's amazing, eventful day of picking pumpkins, carving said pumpkins, and getting spooked by watching Buzzfeed Unsolved.

You Came Back to Me - "Peter took another sip, expecting his dry throat to be blissfully cleared by the sweet cherry flavored drink.

The burning in his throat only grew. He felt like his stomach was  turning inside out and his chest had been stabbed with needle-sharp knives. The back of his neck prickled and he felt like he was in the middle of a blizzard but also in a desert with the sun directly overhead at the same time."

Or: Peter gets poisoned

tonystank and bananaboy -  Tony and Peter play Among Us, which can only result in a chaotic tickle fight (in which Peter loses drastically) and a (platonic) cuddle session while watching Star Trek.

You’re Gonna Miss Me When I’m Gone Ao3 -  When Tony had made his monthly anonymous donation of 50,000 to Peter's highschool, he hadn't thought that they would use the money to whisk his kid away to Vienna, Austria for an entire week.

I Want a Baby - Prompt from @milla-romy : I wish you would write a fic... about the Superfamily 💖

(Tony wants to adopt a baby. Steve isn't so sure.)

Presumed Dead -  After a HYDRA mission goes wrong, Peter is presumed dead and Tony mourns his son, until...

Sunny Son -  "Today is Friday, and Tony’s watch has just pinged, alerting him that Peter has arrived at the tower. He types out a quick text on the small surface of the watch: I’ll be up in 30 bud! and focuses his attention on the presenter, not because the presentation is in any way interesting, but because he needs to focus on something other than being separated from his kid.

Only thirty minutes, he thinks to himself, and he can go upstairs and cuddle his kid."

Or, Tony is a soft dad who wants to cuddle his kid- who can't stop giving him a heart attack every ten minutes.

[fangirlinsweden]

December 2020

Down below I will post all the amazing fanfiction I have read during December.

1 ~  An Accidental Confession by @marvelinsanity  ❤️ Steve Rogers x Reader, Marvel In which you decided to a record a message explaining your feelings for Steve in case you didn’t make it out of your mission alive. You don’t have any intention of it actually being heard by him, but you have no other choice to face your fear when it’s accidentally broadcasted across the entire compound.

1  ~  Tangled Love Part 12 by @itsanerdlife ��❤️ Peter Parker x Reader // Clint Barton x Reader, Marvel

2  ~ Masks and Mischief - Twitter Profiles by @buckysmischief  ❤️ Loki x OC Without the Avengers, or a proper police department, to keep crime at bay, Lilith and other citizens decide it’s up to them to watch over the streets of New York City. // After the deaths of Tony and Natasha, Peter and Yelena decided to both rebrand. The three eventually ran into each other and the chaos never stopped. OR - Lilith has a demon following her around and Loki is the only person who can help.

2  ~  Tangled Love Part 13 by @itsanerdlife  ❤️ Peter Parker x Reader // Clint Barton x Reader, Marvel

3 ~  Tangled Love Part 14 by @itsanerdlife  ❤️ Peter Parker x Reader // Clint Barton x Reader, Marvel

4 ~ Ficmas~ Day 1 by @ladyideal  ❤️ John Kennex x Gender Neutral!Reader

4 ~ Ficmas ~ Day 2  by @ladyideal ❤️ Leonard McCoy x Gender Neutral!Reader,  Star Trek AOS

4 ~ Ficmas ~ Day 3  by @ladyideal ❤️ Leonard McCoy x Gender Neutral!Reader,  Star Trek AOS

5 - 6 ~ Did not read any fanfiction these days

7 ~ 25 Days of Christmas: Day 4 by @stuckonjbbarnes  ❤️ Steve Rogers x Reader, Marvel

8  ~ Ficmas ~ Day 5 by @ladyideal ❤️ Jim Kirk  x Gender Neutral!Reader,  Star Trek AOS

8 ~ It’s Not Complicated by @bathed-in-lilac  ❤️ Neal Caffery x Reader, White Collar

9 ~ The Kids Will Be Alright Chapter 1 by @imaginationintowords  ❤️ Bucky Barnes x Reader, Marvel Social Media AU Bucky and Y/n have been friends for over ten years, since high school. Nothing has ever happened between them until one lonely night a few years ago. That one night left them with a little surprise. They agreed to raise their child together as friends. As their child gets older, as they get older, they’re faced with new challenges as co-parents, and possibly secret feelings (according to their friends).

9 ~ Batman by @kaunis-sielu  ❤️ Avengers x Reader, Marvel

10 ~ Aaron Hotchner Imagine by @fangirlings-things   ❤️ Aaron Hotchner x Reader, Criminal Minds

11  ~  Tangled Love Part 15 by @itsanerdlife  ❤️ Peter Parker x Reader // Clint Barton x Reader, Marvel

11  ~ Ficmas ~ Day 10 by @ladyideal ❤️ Leonard McCoy x Gender Neutral!Reader,  Star Trek AOS

12 ~ How do you Solve a Problem like Bucky Barnes part 14 by @kaunis-sielu   ❤️ Bucky Barnes x Reader, Marvel AU

13 ~ Come Home, Baby by @sweeterthanthis  ❤️ Bucky Barnes x Reader, Marvel

13 ~ Masks and Mischief part 1 by @buckysmischief   ❤️ Loki x OC!(Lilith), Marvel Social Media AU

13 ~ The Kids Will Be Alright Chapter 2 by @imaginationintowords  ❤️ Bucky Barnes x Reader, Marvel Social Media AU

14 ~ Mistake by @kaunis-sielu  ❤️ Mobster! Steve Rogers x Reader, Marvel AU

14  ~  Tangled Love Part 16 by @itsanerdlife  ❤️ Peter Parker x Reader // Clint Barton x Reader, Marvel

15 ~ The Bet part 1 by @jamielea81  ❤️ Chris Evans x Reader,  The Evans brothers x reader

16  ~ The Bet part 2 by @jamielea81  ❤️ Chris Evans x Reader,  The Evans brothers x reader

17 ~  Did not read any fanfiction this day

18   ~ The Bet part 3 by @jamielea81  ❤️ Chris Evans x Reader,  The Evans brothers x reader

18  ~ Ficmas ~ Day 16 by @ladyideal ❤️ Eomer x Gender Neutral!reader, Lord of the Rings AU

18  ~  Tangled Love Part 17 by @itsanerdlife  ❤️ Peter Parker x Reader // Clint Barton x Reader, Marvel

19 ~ Approval by @invisibleanonymousmonsters  ❤️ Bruce Wayne x Fem!Reader // Damian Wayne x Batmom It’s hard getting the approval of your significant other’s children, especially when one of those children is Damian Wayne.

19 ~ On Pointe part 1 by @kaunis-sielu  ❤️ Bucky Barnes x Reader, Marvel AU

19  ~ Masks and Mischief part 2 by @buckysmischief   ❤️ Loki x OC!(Lilith), Marvel Social Media AU

20 ~ Day 19: Wrapping Presents by  @squiggledrop ❤️ Spencer Reid x Reader, Criminal Minds

21 ~ A Deal by  @kaunis-sielu   ❤️ Mobster! Bucky Barnes x Reader, Marvel AU

21  ~ How do you Solve a Problem like Bucky Barnes part 15 by @kaunis-sielu   ❤️ Bucky Barnes x Reader, Marvel AU

21 ~ Ficmas ~ Day 21 by @ladyideal ❤️ Leonard McCoy x Gender Neutral!Reader,  Star Trek AOS

22  ~  Did not read any fanfiction this day

23 ~ The Quarantine Diaries Pt7 by  @barnesjamcs ❤️ Bucky Barnes x Reader, Marvel

24  ~  Did not read any fanfiction this day

25  ~ The Bet part 4 by @jamielea81  ❤️ Chris Evans x Reader,  The Evans brothers x reader

25 ~ A Christmas Special with Bucky Barnes by @buckysmischief ❤️ Bucky Barnes x Reader, Marvel

25  ~ On Pointe part 2 by @kaunis-sielu  ❤️ Bucky Barnes x Reader, Marvel AU

25 ~ WHERE THE LOVE LIGHT GLEAMS TWITTER ACCOUNTS by @sunmoonandbucky​  ❤️ ??? x Reader, Marvel Social Media AU

26  ~ Masks and Mischief part 3 by @buckysmischief   ❤️ Loki x OC!(Lilith), Marvel Social Media AU

26 ~ Break Up With Your Girlfriend, i have a friend by @mariah-vg​ ❤️ Bucky Barnes x Reader, Marvel

27  ~  Did not read any fanfiction this day

28 ~  Did not read any fanfiction this day

29  ~  Tangled Love Part 18 by @itsanerdlife  ❤️ Peter Parker x Reader // Clint Barton x Reader, Marvel

29 ~ Secret’s Out by  @alloftheimaginesblog​  ❤️ Indiana Jones x Reader

30  ~  Did not read any fanfiction this day

31 ~ Ficmas ~ Day 31 by @ladyideal​   ❤️ John Kennex x Gender Neutral!Reader

[pogokitten]

Nobody tagged me, but I wanted to throw some of my WIPs out there since STARWS is almost complete and everyone else is going off. Seeing as I don’t have so much free time anymore, I figured I’d gauge opinion in the Irondad fandom on what sort of fics they’d like to see me work on. So here’s a little list with some of stuff I have in progress. 

Rules: Share a list of the stories you’re currently working on, regardless of whether or not you have introduced them on writeblr.

As of yet unnamed villain Irondad and Spiderson AU (multi-chapter VERY SALTY) 

When Captain America and his team dumped HYDRA and SHIELD’s files onto the internet, Peter Parker’s life takes a tragic turn. HYDRA wanted revenge against his parents and they nearly succeeded, leaving Peter as the last Parker alive. And that’s only thanks to his hero, Tony Stark. 

Tony did his best to save what innocent people he could when SHIELD burned, but he and the government were scrambling in the wake of the disaster. He couldn’t save them all but he can do his best to look after the boy he saved. So he hides Peter in plain sight as his biological son well out of their grasp under Iron Man’s direct protection. 

Through the years they grow as father and son. Through ups and downs, injuries and DNA mutating spider bites. And for a while it’s good. Great even. Tony and Peter fit together like a puzzle. Rhodey calls them codependent, but always says it fondly at least even if he’s not wrong. 

Then the Civil War happens and the Avengers ruin everything. 

And well…Tony has always thought of himself as more the villainous type anyway. 

Thankfully Peter didn’t seem to mind. 

Five times having spider DNA sucked, and one of the times it would always be worth it (multi-chapter 5+1)

Exactly what it says on the tin. Peter’s mutated DNA gave him superpowers, but it comes with drawbacks too. Featuring chapters on fast metabolism issues, lack of thermoregulation, and aversion to common insect repellents among other things. All ending in a BAMF Peter chapter. Featuring basically the whole Ironfam and some FOS throughout the fic. 

All in the Name of Science (multi-chapter, like around 3 or 4?)

Peter Parker needs help. 

He’d never thought he’d be a whistleblower, and definitely not when he was only thirteen, but someone has to do something. But this is big, and dangerous. Not to mention, who knows how far it goes? He can’t just take this to the police or the FBI. No, he can think of only one person who can help him, his childhood hero, Tony Stark. Peter’s gotta get this information into the hands of the Avengers before Oscorp and his dad find out he knows too much. 

Or: Richard Parker is one of Oscorp’s best researchers and he’s just as obsessed with genetic manipulation as the CEO. And Peter’s the sort of person who can’t let the horrors he’s seen in his father’s files go on any longer, but he’s in more danger than he may realize. 

JARVIS, Why is the Baby on the Ceiling? (One-shot series)

Peter Edwin Stark is Tony’s pride and joy. The whole parenting thing was a big adjustment, but after three years of raising his son Tony thinks he’s got it figured out. At least until one afternoon he finds his son sitting on the ceiling, content as could be. After the initial heart attack, Tony calls an old school acquaintance for advice. And hopefully a placement at his school.   

Or: a biodad AU oneshot series where Peter is born a mutant. Featuring various members of the X-Men at non-cannon ages and Peter making his dad’s life chaotic with his spider powers. 

Spidey’s a Menace! (One-shot)

This is literally just a “Rhodey meets Peter sometime after Homecoming fic”, but there’s pokemon in the MCU because I have an obsession creating useless themed competitive teams for pokemon. 

Well, I haven’t managed to make any friends in this fandom yet (but I’d like to!) So any one who sees this is welcome to do their own WIPs! Lemme know if any of them caught your eye! 

[jeranasblog]

Starker Kink Advent Calendar - Day 24

Merry Christmas, everyone 

Summary: Peter marries Tony because he wants to keep working. Tony marries Peter because he doesn’t want the boy’s brilliance to go to waste. Neither one of them expects an overwhelming attraction to unfold between them. Feelings, insecurities, and doubts tangle together until they find themselves inextricably linked. And what happens when a surprise turns everything upside down?

24 days, 24 chapters, 24 kinks

Pairing:  Peter Parker/Tony Stark

Rating: E

Notes:  Hey guys. I’ve decided to write a “Starker Kink Advent Calendar” this year, so 24 chapters with 24 different kinks. Enjoy <3

Warnings: Check all the sex tags on Ao3

Read on Ao3

~⭐~

Day 24 - Lingerie 

Two months later - Tony

 Two months after the charity event, Peter’s baby bump was clearly visible. The media had already figured out that Peter was pregnant because Tony loved to dress his husband in tight clothes to show off PeterÄs perfect little bump, but now, even Peter’s heavy coat couldn’t hide the swell anymore. Tony was beaming with pride.

 The pregnancy went well. Peter’s morning sickness had stopped and Tony was relieved he didn’t have to watch his Omega suffer anymore. His husband started to complain about back pains and mood swings, but the Alpha did his best to make it easier for Peter.

 The first time Peter had yelled at him, Tony had been frozen because his Omega had never raised his voice before, but as soon as Peter had apologized in tears, Tony reassured him it was fine. Since it was indeed Tony’s fault that this incredible Omega suffered to carry their baby, the Alpha would gladly deal with occasional accusations and tears.

 Every evening, Tony gave Peter a massage to ease the sore muscles in his back. Peter got tenser and tenser the bigger his belly grew and Tony tried to make it easier for him. On top of that, it usually ended with sex because Peter was incredibly horny.

 Usually, the Omega already started moaning when Tony pressed into the sore spots in his shoulders and it was only thanks to Tony’s force of will that the Alpha didn’t fuck Peter immediately. Peter’s slick smelled even sweeter since he became pregnant and sometimes, Tony struggled to stop himself from tasting and taking his Omega.

  After one of their massage sessions had turned into mind-blowing sex again, Peter and Tony were cuddled together in their bed, enjoying the afterglow.  

 “Do you want to know the gender?” Peter asked him, his hands tracing invisible patterns on Tony’s forearms that were wrapped around the Omega’s chest. “The doctor has known it since week sixteen, but I wanted to talk to you first.”

 Tony was silent for a while and thought about Peter’s question. Gender didn’t matter, but he wanted to know as much about his child as possible. Maybe it would be easier to find a name if they already knew whether they were expecting a little boy or a little girl.

 “Do you want to know it? I think I do.”

 Peter turned his head and smiled at Tony, looking so beautiful that the Alpha’s heart arched. “Me too.”

 “When is your next appointment?”

 The Omega didn’t leave Tony’s embrace while he fumbled for his phone that sat on the bedside table. He scrolled through it and opened his calendar.

 “In about a month.”

 “Let’s ask her then, sweet thing.” Peter’s smile got only brighter.

Three months later - Peter

 “Are you sure you want to know, Alpha? I can tell her again that we want to wait until I give birth.”

 They were sitting in the doctor’s office, waiting for the alpha woman to come in. Peter was nervous. The pregnancy had been good to him so far, but he was seven months along now and his belly became harder to handle. Additionally to his back pain, his emotions were a mess. He was sick of being anxious, moody, and almost unbearable horny all day.

 “If you’re having second thoughts, we can wait, baby.”

 Did he want to wait? Peter took a deep breath before he answered. On some days, it took him a while to untangle the intense emotions from what he really wanted.

 “No, I’m sure. I want to know.”

 When the doctor came in, she nodded at them and asked Peter to lay down on the exam table. The cold gel on Peter’s stomach was familiar by now and he relaxed. Tony’s hand was holding his like it always did during the appointments.

 “Everything looks good, Mr. Stark. The baby is healthy.” As always, Tony and Peter exhaled in relief. “During your next visit, we have to check if the pup is getting into breech position.”

 Tony looked so happy that Peter’s heart was melting. Asking for the gender was the right decision, even though they were unusually late.

 “Tony- I mean, my husband and I have agreed to ask for the gender.” Peter didn’t know why he was nervous.

 The doctor looked at her joint hands before she gave them a big smile.

 “Congratulations, Mr. and Mr. Stark. You’re having a girl.”

 Tony started to cry.

  Four months later - Tony

 “What do you think about Maya, Sarah, Celia?” Peter sat on the couch, scrolling through his phone and looking for baby names. Tony sat next to him, his arm wrapped around his husband.

 “I don’t know.” The names were nice, but they didn’t have the spark Tony was looking for.

 “Gina, Heather, Victoria?”

 Tony didn’t answer because he couldn’t give a reason why the names didn’t fit.

 “Do you want to go through the alphabet? We can start with A. Annie, Ashley, Amelia?”

 Closing his eyes, Tony pulled his husband closer, one hand resting on Peter’s huge belly. It was only a month until their daughter was due.

 “I like those names, Peter, but I want something special for our little girl. I want a name that means something.”

 The Omega turned his head slowly until he could look into Tony’s eyes. “What do you think about Maria?”

 Tony’s voice failed so he answered with a kiss. He still didn’t know how he deserved this perfect Omega.

   Five months later - Peter

 Being in labor hurt, but it didn’t hurt as much as it could have. Peter had talked to his doctor in advance and decided to give birth to their daughter in a hospital with the help of modern medicine. He was still exhausted and sweaty when Tony gently put their daughter into the Omega’s arms.

 “Maria Stark. Daddy and I will love you. Forever.” He whispered the words into Maria’s hair.

 Their daughter was healthy, crying furiously during birth, but she calmed down quickly in their parent’s arms. She was the most beautiful creature Peter had ever seen.

 Tony smiled at him, a proud expression on his face. “Thank you, Peter. Thank you for this incredible gift.”

 Peter smiled back. This was the happiest moment of his life.

  Seven months later - Tony

 As much as Tony loved being a father, he had never been more stressed in his life. Maria was a calm child, only waking them every four hours at night, but Tony still yearned for a good night's sleep. Still, their daughter was worth it so Tony didn’t fret when Peter mumbled at 4 am that it was the Alpha’s turn to get up.

 Tony picked her up from the crib and carried her over to the bedroom so Peter could feed her. The Omega was half asleep, but he smiled softly at Maria, and Tony had to hold back the tears from the sight of his husband and their daughter. Sometimes, his emotions were still getting a hold of him.

 When Maria finished, Peter fell back onto the mattress, almost immediately falling asleep again. Tony carried Maria around, waiting for her to get tired as well so he could tug her back in. In contrast to Peter, sleep didn’t catch Tony right away. Instead, Tony watched his Omega next to him. Every struggle, every sleepless night was worth it. He had found his family.

   Bright sunlight woke Tony a few hours later. He got up slowly, Peter had already left the bed and reached for his watch on the bedside table. 11 am. He hadn’t slept so long since Maria’s birth.

 “Peter?”

 Tony heard a rumble from the stairs and a few seconds later, Peter entered the room. The Alpha was speechless. He had expected that his husband would come in, dressed in sweats with their daughter on his arms, but instead, Peter wore nothing but Tony’s favorite blue set of lingerie. And to top it off, he had a cup of coffee in his hands.

 “Morning Alpha. I brought you coffee.”

 The smell of freshly brewed coffee was a temptation Tony couldn’t resist. It’s been a long time since he had last enjoyed his morning coffee in bed. “Where’s Maria?”

 “Oh, I haven’t told you?” Peter asked innocently while he climbed onto Tony’s lap and straddled his thighs, careful not to bump against the hot mug. “Since our anniversary is in three days, I asked Steve and Bucky to babysit today. They picked her up three hours ago.”

 “So, we’re alone?” As much as Tony loved his daughter, he was thrilled to spend some alone time with his husband.

 “Until tomorrow morning. I thought we could celebrate a little earlier since my doctor cleared me for sex again.”

 If that wasn’t something Tony had waited weeks to hear. Before Peter could react, Tony had abandoned his cup of coffee on the bedside table and turned them around so Peter was caught under him. With a feral grin, the Alpha’s hands wandered over Peter’s body until he could pull down the sinful blue panties, leaving the matching bralette on.

 “Are you ready for me again, Peter? Ready to get another pup?”

 The Omega loved, but the sound was breathier, like arousal was already taking him under. “I’m not in heat, Alpha. And a second pup might be a bit early, don’t you think?”

 It was never too early for another pup, but Tony would wait until his husband was ready. Instead, he focused on kissing every inch of Peter he could reach until the Omega was wriggling in pleasure.

 As much as Tony wanted to savor his time with Peter, it had been too long for them to wait. Tony’s kisses turned more impatient, his hands groping Peter’s body and wandering lower.

 It was a needy moan that made Tony’s resolve snap. With a growl his Alpha turned his husband around, getting the perfect view of Peter’s plump little ass. Without teasing, Tony spread his husband’s and shoved a finger inside.

 Peter moaned like a whore, but Tony barely listened. He was completely focused on the feeling of being inside his husband. It had been so long, Tony had almost forgotten how good it felt.

 One finger became two, two became three until Peter was squirming, begging and crying on the sheets. The Omega was beautiful, so responsive, so shameless in his pleasure. Tony had wanted to watch, he really did, but when Peter’s thigh brushed accidentally against the Alpha’s clothes cock, Tony lost it.

 With a growl, Tony ripped his pants apart, not stopping until his cock was out, until he could sink into the wet heat. It was like coming home again. Tight, hot wetness engulfed him, making his body burn with arousal and Tony knew he wouldn’t be able to drag this out any longer. It was pathetic, but he wouldn’t even last a minute.

 Thankfully, Peter was just as close. Like teenagers, both of them came after a few thrusts, panting against each other’s skin and savoring the closeness they had missed for so long. Tony had knotted his husband, finally tying them together again, and they took their time to come down again. Pressing kisses onto Peter’s shoulder, Tony pulled his husband close.

 Even half an hour later, when the knot went down and their mess poured out of Peter onto the mattress, they didn’t move. Tony was laying there, caught in his own thoughts while he savored the closeness of his husband.

 “Peter?”

 “Huh?”

 Tony swallowed, carefully choosing his words. “You know that I own you?”

 Peter shifted, turning around until he could prop his head on Tony’s chest. A lewd smirk appeared on his face. “You remind me again and again when I have your cock up my ass.”

 The Alpha huffed, but he couldn’t reciprocate Peter’s flirty tone. “No, I mean… I own you legally.”

 Peter’s demeanor changed, flirtatious words turned into uncomfortableness. “Yes.”

 “I don’t want that, Peter. I want you to stay with me because you chose to stay with me. I want Omegas to be allowed to work alone, I don’t want them to depend on Alphas. I love owning you, sometimes I even want to chain you to my bed and fuck you until you can’t move, but I want to own you because you want me to and not because I paid May a lot of money.”

 Tony’s words were followed by a silence, minutes during which Peter was lost deep in his thoughts. Finally, there was a small smile on the Omega’s face.

 “What do you want to do, Alpha?”

 These were the words Tony wanted to hear and he buried his hands in Peter’s hair to pull him even closer.

 “What do you think about Tony Stark going into politics?”

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madasthesea fic masterlist

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Favorite Superhero -- Peter meets the Avengers

Peter’s suit malfunctions -- And Tony thinks he’s dead

Prom -- Tony teases Peter about his crush

Passing Out -- Peter collapses in the lab

Panic Attack -- Tony has a panic attack and Peter helps him

Tony’s Favorite Word -- Fluff so short I literally can’t think of a summary

Job Offer -- Tony has an interesting method for getting Peter to talk to him

Science Fair -- Flash’s view of Tony and Peter

Ross is the worst -- Ross tries to sue Tony to get adopted Peter taken from him (bulletpoint fic)

Peter v. Harley -- Harley visits, jealously ensues (bulletpoint fic)

Kiss it Better -- Peter gets hurt; Tony tries to help

Nicknames -- headcanons more than a fic about Tony’s nicknames for Peter

Italian -- Adopted Peter learns Italian

Spider-Baby Generation 2 -- Peter’s kid has spider powers; Peter neglects to tell Tony (bulletpoint fic)

Distance -- Post-IW where Peter tries to separate himself from Tony to avoid causing him pain (bulletpoint fic)

Meet the Robinsons -- headcanons about young Tony visiting the future (bulletpoint fic)

Adopted Cuddles -- That’s it, that’s the fic

Flash redemption -- Post-Endgame, Flash isn’t so bad 

Grief -- Tony helps Peter while he mourns May

Black Eye -- Peter comes home from school with a black eye

Equality -- Morgan insists on equality in all things

Bedside -- Peter sits at Tony’s bedside after he snaps in Endgame

Wrong Name -- Tony and Peter fight; Tony accidentally calls Peter a Stark

Low Blood Sugar -- Tony cooks for Peter; biodad AU

Series

Nice work, kid -- a series of unrelated oneshots, ranging from angst to fluff. 25 works, ongoing.

what you were then I am today -- Tony, Peter, and a dog named Maggie learn how to be a family. 8 works, complete.

what you were then outtakes/drabbles -- Oneshots from the wywt ‘verse. 4 works, ongoing.

In a galaxy far, far away -- An AU where Tony are Master and Padawan in the Star Wars universe. 2 works, ongoing.

Multi-Chapter

5 Times Peter Parker Saved Tony Stark -- And one time they saved each other. 12k, complete.

the stars, the moon, they have all been blown out (you left me in the dark) -- It starts off with his vision fading in and out. What kind of demon drug can make someone go blind by inhaling a single lungful? Whatever it is, Tony doubts it’s reversible. And while Peter’s no idiot, he can be idiotically optimistic. He’s determined to fix what appears to be unfixable. 15k, complete.

Wherever you find love (it feels like Christmas) -- The twelve fluffy days of Christmas challenge. 9k, complete.

turn back the clock (and I’ll try again in the morning) -- Peter gets stuck in a time loop. In it, he lives through some of his worst nightmares, only to wake up that morning and have no one remember. He needs Tony to help him get through. And if that isn’t bad enough, his identity is revealed over and over, every day. 35k, complete.

I wanna find a home (and I wanna share it with you) -- Irondad Bingo collection. 16k, ongoing.

how can the body die? (you tell me, everything) -- Tony felt panic creep up his spine. Something was occurring to him, slowly percolating in the back of his mind. “You said the stinger got you. Is Scorpion’s stinger venomous?” “I don’t--” Peter cut off as he groaned, the muscles in his jaw tight. “I don’t know. He upgraded--he was faster. Bigger. I--I thought I could beat him.” 8k, complete. 

Oneshots

5 Times Everyone Thought Spider-Man was Iron Man’s Favorite Superhero -- And one time he actually admitted it. OR: Tony and Peter’s relationship is so adorable, it keeps making the news. 4k.

Hypothetically, I’m a Role Model -- For lack of better options, Tony asks Clint a question about kids. 1k.

Umm... Oops? -- Tony accidentally outs Spider-Man’s secret identity to the Avengers, but not in a way he ever would have expected. 1k.

To Hope Is To Expect -- “I dreamed about how you would come rescue me,” Peter confesses, voice hoarse. Tony doesn’t want to hear this. He doesn’t want to know how he’d failed this kid even worse than he thought. 2.5k

please let me get what I want (lord knows it would be the first time) -- After losing Peter to Thanos, Tony will do anything to bring him back. Including wielding the Infinity Gauntlet. It shoes him the thing he wants most in the world. 4k.

Candle in the Window -- Finals are over and Peter just wants to go home. The weather has other ideas. 2k.

5 times Tony tries to tell Peter he loves him -- and one time Peter actually hears him. 3k. 

Even dead, I will protect you -- “Tony knew every mistake you ever made, Peter. And I think he probably knew some of the ones you’d make after he was gone.” A rewrite of the main fight scene in FFH. 1k.