#The Ladyboys of Bangkok

[tundrafloe]

In this 2002 article from The Independent, Noel talks about being in drag for the first time. ❤️

“This week, the comedian Noel Fielding, formerly one half of the Boosh, had just an hour to master the stiletto totter. Fortunately, the Ladyboys of Bangkok were on hand to provide a few pointers.

“I sucked my belly in and shoved my arse out. Now I can walk like a woman,” reveals Fielding, who got dragged up with fellow comedian Spencer Brown to lip-synch to a little Abba with the Ladyboys.

“I loved it. I wear make-up sometimes but I’d never worn full drag,” he says. Despite having to wear two pairs of tights and two pairs of pants to “disguise my bulge”, Fielding admits he fancies dragging up again. “It felt so sexy and exotic."

[endingboyhansel]

Welcome back to this whole analysis business. Today we’re talking about Alan Partridge and his repressed bisexuality. He’s definitely an interesting character to talk about when it comes to his attitudes with anyone queer!

I’ve probably missed out other stuff, or gotten things wrong, so if that’s the case, feel free to add on or correct me!

It is no surprise to anyone that has seen the Alan Partridge franchise that Alan in his early days is a bigot. He occasionally followed remarks with “and please don’t write in saying that is [discrimination], it’s not” and has a general very dislikable attitude towards those that are minorities. Later on in the franchise he does adopt a much more polite attitude, though keeps quite a bit of stereotypes when discussing minority groups.

His attitude towards queer people, however, is very interesting. Alan describes himself as a “homoskeptic” - thinly veiling homophobia - and acts negatively towards Glen Ponder when he finds out he’s gay. Alan has also shown transphobia, such as dismissing a trans woman on KMKYWAP - though in more recent shows he seems to have become more relaxed.

However despite this open attitude, Alan has a lot of telling facts about him that hint towards the fact he is heavily repressed in his own sexuality.

Let’s talk first about his attitude to trans people. In the I'm Alan Partridge episode Watership Alan, it is revealed Alan watched a short bit of a porno film titled “Bangkok Chickboys” to which he denies to the staff of the hotel. As the conversation goes on, it becomes more and more obvious that Alan watched this on purpose.

Now it’s important to understand the meaning of “chickboy”. Chickboy in this refers to the term kathoey. In English it has two meanings - trans women or effeminate gay men. In Thailand, the term can also mean being intersex.

Another thing of note is that the term is also named “ladyboy” and this is how they are referred to throughout the series. It is made very clear that the meaning of “ladyboy” to Alan is trans women. Alan seems to express some sexual interest, if the above example and his fascination suffice.

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One of the biggest mysteries of I'm Alan Partridge is what is in the drawer of Alan’s desk.

Episode 1: Lynn: For example, in this drawer… (opens the drawer and pauses, shocked) You, er… you have, er, things, and um… sometimes, you have too many things. (Later in the conversation) Alan: They were there when I moved in.

While Armando Iannucci says that the contents of Alan’s drawer are of magazines of fat women on the toilet (in Dutch) this doesn’t really seem to make sense given Alan’s disgust of “water sports”.

Steve Coogan, Alan’s actor, says in contrast in the commentary for the show that the contents of the drawer is a plastic cock.

However it should be important to know that it was never decided what was really in the drawer. Honestly it’s completely up to interpretation of the viewer, though it very much leans towards something that implies Alan’s repressed sexuality.

Throughout season 1 of IAP, Alan has daydreams where he is acting as a stripper for someone important, most of the time Tony Hayers. Alan seems perfectly willing to let himself act this way in these daydreams, despite the fact that in the real world he has a clear hatred for these people.

Episode 1: Daydream Alan: Would you like me to lap dance for you? Daydream Hayers: (offers money) Daydream Alan: Nuh-uh. I want a second series.

Alan seems to also have some kind of celebrity crush on Roger Moore. He notes him in KMKYWAP as his favourite Bond actor and keeps a framed picture of him in his room at the Travel Tavern. It is also revealed that he keeps this portrait of Moore in his daydreams.

One thing that’s important to know regarding Alan’s sexuality is his relationship with Michael.

While Michael never refers to Alan other than “Mr Partridge” and Alan treats Michael with some disdain, the two have a notably strong bond, with Alan even calling him a friend.

In This Time, we look at Alan’s photo gallery. While his gallery contains photos of, among several things, pictures of Noel Edmonds and Alan posing with a car, one of the photos in Alan’s gallery is Michael, followed by a drawing of him.

The fact there’s a drawing of Michael is very telling. Michael tended to not have any real friends apart from Alan, so it can be implied this is Alan’s own drawing of Michael. But then, why did Alan draw Michael? It seems a tad odd.

When Alan and Michael finally reunite after the latter being missing for a decade in From the Oasthouse, Alan is clearly very happy to see him.

Alan: Oh my god. It’s ringing. I think I might have solved it. … nah, he’s absolutely going to hate- Hello? Michael: Hello? Alan: Michael? Michael: Aye. Alan: Oh my god, oh my god- Michael… it’s- it’s- it’s Alan. […] Michael: Oh hello Mr Partridge! Alan: Yeah, that’s me! Yeah! I knew you’d remember! Michael: Aye. Alan: I- oh my god, I can’t believe I’m talking to you. Michael: Aye. Alan: I can’t believe I’m actually speaking to you. […] Alan: It’s actually you. You didn’t drown then! Michael: Me? No. Alan: Are you alright? Michael: Aye. Alan: Oh I’m glad because we- we used to have fantastic chats didn’t we? […] Alan (after the call is over): Ah, that was amazing. I got goosebumps again now.

While Alan has had friendships (Simon) and rivalries (Simon & Clifton), Michael is the one friend he’s had permanently over his time in the franchise, and is one of the few main recurring characters - alongside Lynn.

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Anyway thanks for reading my lil analysis on this silly little pathetic guy /aff. Hope you enjoyed reading, and I hope it gave you something to think about.

[fishnoodles]

I hate this strokes shit I stayed up late trying to find a live recording of Julian Casablancas saying he likes the concept of girlcock (not what he says) in Bangkok 2023 #ladyboys

[scotianostra]

Ladyboys of Bangkok Edinburgh finale.

A video I made at yesterday's Ladyboys performance in Edinburgh

[nadyaashley88]

Bangkok is hot. Like you. The food, the skincare, the tuktuk, the ladyboy, the massage, the cannabis, the shopping mall, the cultures, etc. menceriakan kehidupan seharian.

[cavenewstimes]

‘Ladyboy’ Interviews Are Going Viral on TikTok

A year ago, Zugus went viral.  In a 30-second TikTok, she’s interviewed in the streets of Bangkok by a travel streamer called jaystreazy. After the host compliments her beauty, Zugus reveals she’s a “ladyboy”. The host responds in disbelief, and the two have a back-and-forth as he struggles to wrap his head around this fact. He captions the video “Conflicted…” and the comments range from men…

[thenewwei]

Decided to go out last night to Hell’s Kitchen—Nivedita Kulkarni was performing impressions and Vijay R. Nathan was gonna give snoop dogg poetry a shot. Ended up at a hole-in-the-wall Thai place with slow service but impeccably prepared and seasoned drunken noodles. Seriously this is some of the best I’ve had and you know I’ve downed plenty. Worth the wait. The restaurant, called Thonglor, is named after the synonymous neighborhood in Bangkok. I know Bangkok pretty well so I was racking my brain to figure out where it is—turns out it’s parallel to Sukhumvit Road where Mr. Hong’s club Same Same is in The Brotherhood Chronicle books (Niral keeps seeing the disabled kid and Indians/ladyboys outside the Skytrain station there). Anyway finished off the night watching great open mic performances by South Asian American artists at Bar Nine—amazing that Subcontinental Drift is still going strong a decade after I first performed there—thanks to the incomparable Tara Sarath

[meilleurholidays]

Nightlife Adventures: Experiencing the Best of Bangkok and Pattaya After Dark

Are you ready to explore the vibrant nightlife of Thailand's most exciting cities? Bangkok and Pattaya are renowned for their dazzling after-dark activities. If you want to make the most of your trip to Thailand, you must explore the nightlife this country offers to its tourists.

Whether you are looking to dance the night away, enjoy some exquisite local cuisine, or simply soak in the energetic atmosphere, these cities promise unforgettable night adventures. Let us find out what you can do to ensure the best nightlife experiences Thailand Bangkok Pattaya Tour Package have to offer.

Discover Bangkok’s Rooftop Bars

Bangkok’s skyline looks spectacular at night, and what better way to experience it than from a rooftop bar? You can sit there, enjoy the view, enjoy the company of the people you are traveling with, and also enjoy the best food and drinks they offer. These venues offer a blend of luxurious ambiance, delicious cocktails, and breathtaking views. 

Sky Bar: This bar offers an iconic view of the city. It was famous from the movie The Hangover Part II.

Vertigo and Moon Bar: This bar is located atop the Banyan Tree Hotel, and offers panoramic views.

Pattaya’s Walking Street for A Night to Remember

Walking Street is the heart of Pattaya's nightlife. It offers something for everyone. You can enjoy an array of entertainment options, like live music venues, bustling bars and clubs, and many such attractions. The energy here is infectious and you will enjoy every bit of it.

Live Music: Enjoy bands covering popular international hits.

Clubs and Bars: Dance till dawn at top spots like Club Insomnia and The Pier.

Culinary Delights of the Night

Both Bangkok and Pattaya offer an array of dining experiences that come alive at night. Street food in Bangkok and seafood in Pattaya are awesome. You must try them as you explore the place like a local. Try new dishes and savor the taste like never before.

Bangkok Street Food: Visit Yaowarat Road for the best of local flavors.

Pattaya Seafood: Try freshly caught delicacies at seafront restaurants.

Cultural Shows for An Enchanting Evening

Experience Thailand’s rich culture with a night of traditional performances and shows. Buy tickets to renowned shows beforehand and enjoy the performances of the artists. Shows you can watch while in Bangkok are:

Bangkok’s Siam Niramit: A spectacular show depicting Thai history and culture.

Pattaya’s Alcazar Cabaret: World-famous ladyboy cabaret show that’s both glamorous and entertaining.

Night Markets to Shop Under the Stars

Explore the vibrant night markets in both cities. Here you can shop for everything such as souvenirs, designer fakes, and a whole lot of other things. 

Asiatique in Bangkok: A large waterfront bazaar with a giant Ferris wheel.

Thepprasit Night Market in Pattaya: Known for its variety of goods and local snacks.

Adventure Activities for Thrill Seekers’ Night Out

For those looking for a rush, both cities offer thrilling night activities.

Go-Karting in Pattaya: Speed around tracks that are open until late.

Night Safari in Bangkok: Explore the nocturnal animals in their natural habitat.

Conclusion

Exploring Bangkok and Pattaya after dark is an adventure like no other. These cities cater to all tastes, whether you're a party-goer or a culture enthusiast. For those planning to visit, the best tour packages for Bangkok & Pattaya or the Bangkok Pattaya Phuket Krabi tour package can provide an all-encompassing experience of Thailand’s nightlife. Meilleur Holidays is one of the top tour operators in India, a true traveler's companion for both leisure and business trips. They offer comprehensive guidance to secure the best deals and discounts on air and bus tickets, along with hotel bookings, ensuring a hassle-free and exciting travel experience.

[kmp78]

"Looooord have mercy with this nonsense! 🤡"

This is how they spend their time 😳? What a sad vacation. La P & Hippery look like 2 foreign sleazebags looking for some cheap fun aka 🍆👅🍑💦. Beauty & Candy like the two thai ladyboys they bought for a couple of hours. Sorry not sorry! Who came up with this idea of a holiday vacay??? It couldn't be trashier if they tried.

I mean... Phuket. 🤭

The stickiest of all Thai locations. 🤭

It's like wanting to go to Bangkok Vegas but it's too flashy and expensive so you go slum it up in Phuket Reno. 😬

[jaypateltravel]

Complete Tour of Bangkok, Pattaya, and Phuket: Beaches & Culture

Bangkok, Pattaya, and Phuket are three of Thailand's most iconic destinations, each offering a unique blend of culture, adventure, relaxation, and breathtaking beauty. Whether you're seeking vibrant city life, cultural experiences, or idyllic beaches, this guide will provide you with a complete tour of these must-visit destinations in Thailand.

1. Bangkok: The Heart of Thailand

Bangkok, the capital of Thailand, is a city that never sleeps. A vibrant metropolis, it seamlessly blends rich history, ornate temples, bustling street markets, and cutting-edge modernity. The city's chaotic energy and charm attract millions of visitors each year, and for good reason.

Top Attractions in Bangkok:

The Grand Palace & Wat Phra Kaew: A symbol of Thailand's grandeur, the Grand Palace is a must-see for any visitor. It is home to the revered Emerald Buddha, located within Wat Phra Kaew. The intricate architecture and historical significance make this temple one of the most visited in the country.

Wat Arun: Known as the Temple of Dawn, Wat Arun stands majestically on the banks of the Chao Phraya River. Its towering spires and colorful decorations make it a photographer’s dream, especially at sunset.

Wat Pho: Home to the famous Reclining Buddha, Wat Pho is one of the oldest and largest temple complexes in Bangkok. It also serves as the birthplace of traditional Thai massage.

Chatuchak Weekend Market: A shopaholic’s paradise, this sprawling market is one of the world’s largest and offers everything from clothes and souvenirs to plants and antiques.

Chao Phraya River Cruise: Explore Bangkok from the water with a relaxing river cruise. This offers a unique perspective of the city, especially at night when the skyline lights up.

Experience Bangkok’s Culture:

Thai Food Tour: Bangkok is renowned for its street food, and you can find everything from spicy Pad Thai to sweet mango sticky rice. Don’t miss a visit to Yaowarat (Chinatown) for some of the best food in the city.

Cultural Performances: Experience traditional Thai culture through dance, music, and theater at venues such as the Siam Niramit Show.

Nightlife: Bangkok’s nightlife is legendary, from rooftop bars with spectacular views to world-class nightclubs. Khao San Road and Soi Cowboy are famous for their vibrant, party-heavy atmosphere.

2. Pattaya: The Coastal Playground

Pattaya, located just a short drive from Bangkok, is a beach city famous for its lively atmosphere and various water-based activities. Whether you're into shopping, entertainment, or relaxation, Pattaya caters to every type of traveler.

Top Attractions in Pattaya:

Pattaya Beach: Known for its clear waters and vibrant ambiance, Pattaya Beach is perfect for sunbathing, water sports, and enjoying the bustling atmosphere of the city.

Walking Street: This vibrant street comes alive after sunset, with neon lights, bars, clubs, and restaurants. It’s one of Pattaya’s most famous spots for nightlife.

Sanctuary of Truth: A majestic wooden structure showcasing traditional Thai craftsmanship, the Sanctuary of Truth is a massive temple-like building that is entirely made of wood and adorned with intricate carvings.

Nong Nooch Tropical Botanical Garden: Explore lush gardens, beautiful landscapes, and Thai cultural performances at this world-renowned botanical garden.

Coral Island (Koh Larn): Just a short boat ride away from Pattaya, Coral Island is a peaceful haven with crystal-clear waters, perfect for snorkeling, swimming, and relaxing on pristine beaches.

Experience Pattaya’s Culture:

Cabaret Shows: Pattaya is famous for its ladyboy cabaret shows, the most famous being Tiffany’s Show and Alcazar Cabaret. These performances are known for their elaborate costumes, stunning choreography, and dazzling lights.

Thai Cooking Classes: Learn the art of Thai cuisine with hands-on cooking classes where you can make dishes like green curry, Pad Thai, and Tom Yum Soup.

Cultural Parks and Exhibitions: Visit places like the Pattaya Floating Market for a taste of local crafts, food, and traditions.

3. Phuket: The Island Paradise

Phuket, Thailand’s largest island, is known for its stunning beaches, crystal-clear waters, luxury resorts, and a laid-back vibe. Whether you're looking for a peaceful retreat or a thrilling adventure, Phuket has something for everyone.

Top Attractions in Phuket:

Patong Beach: The most famous beach in Phuket, Patong is a hotspot for nightlife, water sports, and shopping. Whether you’re into lounging on the beach or partying until dawn, Patong offers it all.

Big Buddha: A towering 45-meter-tall statue located on Nakkerd Hill, the Big Buddha is one of Phuket's most important landmarks, offering panoramic views of the island.

Phi Phi Islands: Just a boat ride away from Phuket, the Phi Phi Islands are known for their stunning natural beauty, crystal-clear waters, and dramatic cliffs. The islands were made famous by the film "The Beach."

Phang Nga Bay: Explore this beautiful bay, known for its limestone karsts and emerald-green waters. It’s a great spot for kayaking and boat tours.

Old Phuket Town: Explore the colonial-style architecture, colorful buildings, and charming streets of Phuket's Old Town. The area is also home to some of the island’s best cafes, restaurants, and boutique shops.

Experience Phuket’s Culture:

Thai Boxing (Muay Thai): Phuket is a hub for Muay Thai training camps, where visitors can watch live fights or even participate in training sessions.

Phuket Fantasea Show: A cultural theme park that blends Thai culture with modern technology, offering a spectacular show filled with performances, music, and illusions.

Cultural Festivals: Phuket hosts various festivals throughout the year, including the Phuket Old Town Festival and the Vegetarian Festival, where visitors can experience the unique traditions and customs of the island.

Best Time to Visit Bangkok, Pattaya, and Phuket

The best time to visit these three destinations is during the cool, dry season between November and February. During this period, the weather is pleasant, with lower humidity and fewer chances of rain. If you're looking for lower prices and fewer crowds, consider visiting during the off-season (May to October), although you may experience more rain.

Conclusion: A Diverse and Unforgettable Journey

From the bustling streets of Bangkok to the lively beaches of Pattaya and the idyllic shores of Phuket, Thailand offers an unforgettable experience that blends culture, adventure, and relaxation. Whether you're exploring ancient temples, relaxing on pristine beaches, or indulging in delicious Thai cuisine, a tour of Bangkok, Pattaya, and Phuket is an experience you’ll cherish for a lifetime. To make the most of this once-in-a-lifetime experience, consider booking with a popular travel agency known for their expertise in creating customized, unforgettable journeys.

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[1000eumts]

Tornando-se Amy!, I

Meu nome é Amphai Blom. Sou meio sueco (por parte do pai) e meio tailandês (por parte da mãe). Sou filho único e acabei de me formar no ensino médio. Ainda moro com meus pais, fico no mesmo quarto em que cresci e vou para a faculdade comunitária local no outono. Espero que assim eu possa economizar dinheiro suficiente para terminar a faculdade estadual nos meus primeiros e últimos anos de escola.

Tenho certeza que você não consegue perceber pelo meu nome, mas sou um menino. Provavelmente não é masculino o suficiente para meu pai, mas mesmo assim é um menino. Pense em 'Thor' dos filmes se quiser ter uma boa ideia da aparência do meu pai. Se você já ouviu falar de Areeya Chumsai (Miss Tailândia, 1994), é assim que minha mãe se parece.

Infelizmente para mim, pareço muito mais com minha mãe do que com meu pai. Tenho 1,70m de altura, esguio, talvez 65 quilos. Tenho pele morena e pele macia de bebê. O único aceno para o meu lado sueco são meus olhos azuis cristalinos e brilhantes. cabelo preto comprido, mas mais uma coisa que irrita meu pai, embora ele seja gentil o suficiente para não dizer nada. Ele não precisa, eu posso dizer.

Meus pais se conheceram quando meu pai estava viajando para a Tailândia. Ele estava ajudando uma empresa em Bangkok a implementar um novo sistema de segurança de TI. Minha mãe era a responsável local pela parte da empresa. Eles se deram bem quase imediatamente e quando meu pai voltou para os Estados Unidos, minha mãe veio com ele. Nasci menos de um ano depois.

Tínhamos acabado de voltar de um funeral. Nosso vizinho, Tom Mason, perdeu inesperadamente a esposa, Colette. Ela se envolveu em um terrível acidente de carro e nunca recuperou a consciência. Eles eram nossos vizinhos há alguns anos. Eles se mudaram pouco antes de eu começar o ensino médio. Apesar de serem muito mais novos que meus pais, os quatro rapidamente se tornaram amigos e sempre faziam coisas juntos. Tom e Colette não tinham filhos, disseram que queriam esperar mais um pouco.

Nossa família estava lá para apoiar Tom. Garantimos que ele tivesse todo o apoio necessário. Eu estava constantemente levando refeições para ele em casa naquela primeira semana depois. Tom ficou muito agradecido e continuou me dizendo se havia algo que eu precisasse contar a ele.

No fim de semana seguinte, meus pais voariam para Las Vegas. Nada de especial, eles só gostavam de passar o fim de semana juntos desde que eu tinha idade suficiente para ficar sozinha em casa. Além disso, eles tinham a garantia adicional de que Tom e Colette estariam na casa ao lado.

Assim que eles saíram, subi as escadas, de dois em dois, até o banheiro. Comecei a abrir a banheira mais quente que pude suportar e adicionei óleos de banho de ópio. Deleitei-me com as bolhas, com a sensação dos óleos na minha pele já macia de bebê e com o maravilhoso cheiro feminino. Usei shampoo e condicionador Opium no cabelo duas vezes. Eu queria que fosse o mais brilhante e lustroso possível.

Se você ainda não descobriu, sou crossdresser. Eu tinha sido provocado incansavelmente na escola por ser um 'ladyboy' por causa das minhas características femininas. Eu não tinha ideia do que isso significava na primeira vez que alguém me chamou assim, mas graças à internet consegui descobrir imediatamente. Curioso, fiquei surpreso ao ver a incrível beleza das ladyboys da Tailândia. Eu me olhei no espelho. "De jeito nenhum eu ficaria assim, de jeito nenhum eu poderia ficar assim!" Eu refleti para mim mesmo.

Claro que, sendo filho único e tendo muito tempo sozinho em casa, comecei a explorar o guarda-roupa da minha mãe. No começo era só roupa íntima. A primeira vez que coloquei uma calcinha de cetim de corte francês da minha mãe, gozei quase antes de ter minha ereção furiosa instalada dentro dela. Foi isso, fiquei viciado. Não demorou muito para que eu estivesse me vestindo da cabeça aos pés e logo depois comecei a experimentar maquiagem.

Graças a todos os tutoriais online, minhas habilidades de maquiagem ficaram excelentes em pouco tempo, se é que posso dizer isso. Eu escolhi Amy como meu nome feminino. Agora eu era amada e linda!

Pulei para fora da banheira, me enxuguei com uma toalha e me pulverizei da cabeça aos pés com pó corporal Opium. Corri para o quarto dos meus pais, procurando a roupa que minha mãe usou no funeral no fim de semana passado. Era um terninho de seda preta com uma blusa de cetim preta. Encontrei-o rapidamente e levei-o de volta ao banheiro e pendurei-o na haste do chuveiro.

Voltei para o quarto deles e invadi a gaveta de lingerie e a árvore de sapatos da minha mãe. Voltando ao banheiro, coloquei uma calcinha preta de cetim e renda com sutiã combinando. Coloquei os protetores de peito da minha mãe nas xícaras. Ajudados pelas inserções, meus seios os preencheram bem. Enrolei as meias pretas mais transparentes até as coxas; a sensação elétrica que percorreu meu corpo foi incrível.

Coloquei a blusa, a saia lápis e a jaqueta e depois coloquei sapatos de salto agulha de seda preta com salto de 10 cm. Sentei-me na mesa de maquiagem da minha mãe e habilmente me transformei em Amy. paleta de maquiagem e finalizei com brilho labial carmesim ultra brilhante.

Voltei ao quarto dos meus pais para ver os resultados. Eles tinham o único espelho de corpo inteiro da casa. Eu estava andando por aí, modelando para mim mesmo, admirando minha aparência. Eu estava perto da janela e olhei para baixo. O quarto de Tom e Colette ficava no primeiro andar da casa; eles podiam ver o quarto dos meus pais do quarto deles. Houve provocações bem-humoradas de ambos os lados sobre como manter as cortinas fechadas. Eu não tinha certeza.

Eu estava olhando diretamente nos olhos de Tom. Afastei-me da janela e fiquei fora da linha de visão quando saí do quarto dos meus pais. Apaguei as luzes enquanto o fazia.

"Merda, merda, merda!" Eu refleti para mim mesmo. "Ele me viu? Ele sabe que fui eu? Merda, merda, merda!" Fui ao banheiro, tirei a roupa da minha mãe, tomei um banho demorado, tirando toda a maquiagem e produtos com cheiro feminino do corpo. Demorei muito para adormecer e, mesmo assim, só dormi aos trancos e barrancos.

Eu estava fazendo jardinagem nos fundos na manhã seguinte. Eu havia prometido à minha mãe podar e regar o jardim dela enquanto ela estivesse fora. "Olá, vizinho." Ouvi a saudação amigável de Tom.

"Ei Tom, como está indo o fim de semana até agora?" Tentei parecer o mais indiferente possível.

"OK, nada de especial. Estou tentando tirar algumas coisas da casa. Por que não vem dar uma olhada, ver se há alguma coisa que você quer antes que eu leve para a Goodwill?"

Eu não conseguia imaginar nada que eu quisesse que Tom desse à Goodwill, mas estava tentando manter a calma. "Deixe-me lavar as mãos e já vou."

Ele sorriu e voltou para sua casa. Lavei o máximo de sujeira, fuligem e suor do rosto e das mãos que pude, sem tomar banho. Bati na porta dele. "Entre. Posso pegar alguma coisa para você beber? Água, refrigerante, um spritzer, cerveja, vinho?"

"Estou bem, obrigado. Onde estão as coisas que você quer que eu veja?"

"Está no quarto de hóspedes, no final do corredor e à direita. A maior parte está na cama."

Parei na porta e apenas fiquei olhando. Não havia nada além de roupas femininas de todos os tipos empilhadas na cama. Meu coração afundou na boca do estômago.

Voltei para a cozinha. "Você me viu ontem à noite; eu sei que você me viu. O que você quer? Por favor, não conte aos meus pais, por favor. Especialmente ao meu pai, ele ficaria com o coração partido."

"Amphai, eu não quero nada. Estou lhe oferecendo todas as coisas da Colette, tudo. Passei a semana mexendo nas coisas dela, pensando em tirá-las de casa. Então, quando te vi ontem à noite, vestida com as roupas da sua mãe, tive uma ideia maluca. Você pode guardar todas as coisas da Colette no quarto de hóspedes, até a maquiagem e outras coisas, ele tem seu próprio banheiro. permite. Eu só quero estar por perto. Eu só quero ter alguma companhia feminina. Sinto muita falta de Colette. Sinto muita falta dos cheiros femininos, dos sons femininos, dos olhares femininos em casa e na minha vida.

"Tom, isso é loucura! Você quer que eu seja sua esposa? Eu não sou gay."

"Não, Amphai, não! Não estou pedindo para você fazer sexo comigo. Quero uma presença feminina em casa, alguém com quem conversar, alguém com quem jantar, alguém para estar aqui apenas de vez em quando. Esse alguém poderia ser você. Seria uma vitória para nós dois. Você teria acesso a um guarda-roupa feminino quase ilimitado sem medo de ser pega. E eu não ficaria tão sozinha o tempo todo.

Tom tinha uma expressão de coração partido no rosto. Achei que ele poderia começar a chorar a qualquer momento. Eu tinha que admitir, por mais louco que parecesse, havia muito apelo naquilo que ele estava propondo. Tudo o que eu usei pertencia à minha mãe. Meu estilo era o estilo dela. Eu não tive escolha. E tive que ter muito cuidado para colocar tudo exatamente como encontrei.

Tom podia me ver vacilando. "Vou te dizer uma coisa, eu sei que seus pais ainda se foram. Por que não experimentar, só por hoje? Se alguma coisa sobre o que estou sugerindo não lhe agrada, se alguma coisa lhe dá vibrações assustadoras, então você pode simplesmente dizer não e cancelar."

"Isso é uma loucura, mas... tudo bem. Tudo de Colette já está no quarto de hóspedes e no banheiro de hóspedes?"

Vi Tom sorrir pela primeira vez em mais de uma semana. "Sim Sim é isso."

"Vou demorar um pouco. Não vou sair em 15 minutos!"

"Você esqueceu com quem eu fui casado. Colette demorou uma eternidade para ficar pronta! Mas sempre valeu a pena esperar. Depois de ver você pela janela ontem à noite, aposto que você também vai esquecer."

[cmuabroad2025]

This is gonna be a long wait

I started the process for this study abroad program in March, even thought the program doesn't start until the Spring semester next year. I'm glad I have plenty of time to prepare, but I know I'm going to get sick of waiting. The anticipation actually might kill me.

I am very excited to stay in Chiang Mai! Coming across this program and its courses was honestly like striking gold. As an anthro and religious studies major, finding study abroad programs that fit course requirements is basically like finding a needle in a haystack. There's countless programs for business, poli sci, engineering, and even biology majors. And I completely understand why, those fields are in high demand, with countless departments existing at universities all over the planet. Anthropology can't exactly say the same for itself because it's a lot more niche.

But CMU has a very fascinating anthropology department, which includes plenty of religious studies topics related to Buddhism! I'm taking a class on Buddhist psychology, exploring the mental process of Buddhist monasticism. I'm also excited for their class on Highland Ethnic Peoples in Northern Thailand. The area has an amazing cultural history that I'd never heard about or considered before finding this program. The general area of Mainland Southeast Asia (i.e., Vietnam, Laos, Cambodia, Thailand, and Myanmar) has a history that has been incredible to research. It is such a rich, beautiful, and ancient tapestry of cultures that is never really touched on in American education outside the Vietnam War, which is the most infuriating context to put Vietnam into. There is more to a country than any war, especially a pointless war that forced their hand. The United States literally lost that war, but you would never be able to tell that from reading most history textbooks.

As a queer person (bisexual, nb "woman" lol) I am also interested in seeing Thailand's queer culture first-hand. At this point in the west, I feel like one thing Thailand is really known for is their cultural openness to queer people, specifically transgender individuals. The term "ladyboy" is thrown around a lot, and while I have heard several trans women in Thailand use this word to refer to themselves, I'm not sure how appropriate it is for others to address them this way. I'm also aware that the queer culture most think of in regards to Thailand is based more in the region of Bangkok in Southern Thailand. I haven't heard a lot about the LGBTQ community in Northern Thailand, but I'm sure there's some kind of presence. If such a large queer community in my Alabama hometown can exist, I'm sure they have something there.

Anyways, up until the semester begins, I'll probably just use this blog to talk about any interesting information that I learn about Mainland Southeast Asia's histories, cultures, and religions. I also might rant about the process from time-to-time, ask for input if I get any engagement, and cry about how expensive everything is. If you've been to Chiang Mai/studied at CMU, please hit me up! I have autism and ADHD so I think it would help me a lot if I had a better idea of what to expect.

[kmp78]

Yannia likes to show her fanny. Nothing new. 1 sister is a materialistic fake as fuck and shows off everything that doesn't belong to her or gained it as a freebie. The other spreads her legs and acts like a Ladyboy from Bangkok. Anons previous comment was spot on. Sorry, I don't care for either sister, and Yannia is trash. Anon; I don't think she's been with that bloke in ages. She obviously milked her for dollars , moving on to her next idiot. Her marriage lasted 6mths. Watch Fakerys last 5 yrs. Hope Dims has a good prenuptial.

Smh... 🤦🏼‍♀️