#Thanks BOC

[yujeong]

The Score of 4 Minutes - Episode 2

Since the first post had a few people interested, I'll proceed to make another one for episode 2's soundtrack this time. Once again, this is some of the music I managed to find and only YouTube links will be included: - Gravity Fields by Hampus Naeselius: The opening scene, in which Tonkla seems to be killing someone - Lightness Falls by Craft Case: When Ms. Manee talks to Tyme about her son committing suicide - Song for a Stepdaughter by Christian Andersen: When Tyme overhears the nurses gossiping about him - Fear Me Not by Kikoru: When Dome catches Title and View arguing and intervenes (it's actually super cool how they managed to mix this with Song for a Stepdaughter to transition from one scene to the next) - Between The Mirror And Me by David Gould: When Dome and Title have their talk (There are actually two tracks playing here, one after the other, but I couldn't find the second one) - After the Fall by Max Anson: When Great sees Title has Dome at the back of his car and they argue about what to do with him - Legendary Myths by Jay Varton: When Great brings Dome to the hospital - Curiosity Kills by Stationary Sign: When Tyme is checking himself in the mirror - Window Weepin' by Lennon Hutton: When Tyme is checking Great's injury - Entering Multiverse by Christian Andersen: When Win gets introduced - Mosaic by Hanna Ekström: When Tonkla sees his brother's body - Dickie and the Gang by Roy Edwin Williams: When Tyme and Great talk in the park ! Tonkla's smoking montage also has Song for a Stepdaughter by Christian Andersen playing, but it's a violin version which I can't find - Tvivel by Hanna Ekström: When Korn meets Fasai and her father - Viljan by Bladverk Band: When Korn and Fasai are on their own

[qutiepai]

i love leaving home earlier to get to work on time and then there's massive traffic jam in between the last 2 bus stations

[alarmsofmyheart]

God that was fucking therapeutic. 4 mintues finale.

Dr. Tyme you romantic homeboy. Yes to the professor dreams at the hospital, Yes to the decent breakup with his girlfriend and yes to the patient-doctor-date by riverside to all the boyfriend dreams at the home. Cooking, Gym, Swimming, Singing, Sleeping, Sex, Sweetness, you got it Sir, everything. I just wanted to see that.

Congratulations to Dr. Den and Lukwa.

And thanks for not just sending Great to jail but bringing him out on bail, to the boathuddle. Because the HIStory 3 Trapped finale flashbacks.

WHY DONT YOU STAY IN JES' VOICE WAS TOTALLY FUCKING UNEXPECTED SWEET DROP.

His little serenade in that hammock was quite good but this was INSANE.

Thanks boc for not making it completely Hamlet-core.

I expected Korn to live and everyone else to die, or Tonkla live and everyone else die.

Or Korn getting killed by Fasai's dad's men.

But this... WASNT IN MY LIST.

ThAT WAS INSANE.. BAS' CRYING. FUAIZ CONFESSION.. EVERYTHING Just happened so fast.

Sometimes love is like that, half felt, used, thrown away, running back to back here and there, like a football. I still beleive Korn - whatever was left in Korn- loved Tonkla a little more than he was allowed to but not enough to fight against the world for him, for them. It's so tragic that Korn's 4 mintues limbo was just him wishing he had to courage to runaway right after they had sex for the first time, in their college times. Because that single decision would have made a lot and lot and lots of difference. The whole plot wouldn't have happened. That's the fate of cornerstone characters in every story.

I didn't expect Tonkla to come clean to Korn, but he did that, he has no feelings left whatsoever for whomsoever.

Great giving up smoking was important. Because even though it was a limbo scene, that conversation was heartfelt.

Living with your loved one matters more than everything ig.

Lukwa telling her ex-boyfriend's voice brought her out of the limbo, and Den's voice and CPR bringing the ROSC of Tyme is idk what it was.. but glad he was saved.

And.. whoever's idea was to put purple neon angel wings all around Great, extra bowing to you.

Tyme not killing that Warit guy was a good point. People/fans wouldn't mind either way, but him staying by the ethics was good.

And Win, I knew you were gonna loose, I'm a little sad for you boi, all you're left with was that one photo.

That's it for now.

Thank you Tumblr fandom. This was one Great show to remember.

~

I'm glad I didn't killmyself some time in the near past, because life's been a fucking mess and I'm glad I didn't give up, I got to see this show.

~

[lambhouse]

sobbing uncontrollably

[blmpff]

USUALLY I'M EYE ROLLING AT ALL SUDDEN TWISTS AND TURNS BUT I'M LIVINGGGGGGG FOR WHAT DFF IS DOING

[boysbeloving]

BOC more like Butt on Camera

[minorfamilysupremacy]

Wanna weigh in on the pond x mile drama?

I know you probably don't won't to even think about boc or pond more than you have to but I literally love reading your rants and opinions.

every time i get an ask i have to guess before i open it as to whether this is a bible stan coming to take a swing at me for being a SWERF or if i just have to reset the Days Since Last Stupid Fucking Bullshit counter to 0

pond, my good bitch, you're in your 30s at least. you want to hobnob with celebrities and thai politicians, and you use your IG as a teen girl's confessional, except a teen girl might have the sense god gave a rock to activate her privacy settings. the divorce between you and mile was already pathetic enough -- what, did mile get bored of his kept boy and move on to greener pastures and leave you to swoop in to rescue poor pitiful apo, or was a friendship entirely based on being obnoxiously out-of-touch rich assholes only able to make transactional connections no longer sustainable due to the fact that neither of you would know a genuine emotion if it hit you in the face? -- but god only fucking knows what the hell he's talking about in this post in terms of mending friendships. him and mile? mile and apo? some strangers he's never met in his life but feels the usual need to speak authoritatively about because he's the smartest man in thailand and thus an expert on all matters? (pause for my more hateful anons to point out i, too, am doing exactly that, although i would promptly counter that i am some dipshit on the internet and not someone larping as mr hotshot CEO bringing thai culture to the unwashed masses of the world.)

dude is both exhausting and fucking embarrassing as hell. pond, from the bottom of my random-dipshit-on-the-internet heart, log off and stop fucking posting.

[tigerlyla-of-metinna]

I have more photos and not enough time to edit and caption them. So I reblog the good stuff from friends, acquaintances and strangers to keep my channel active.

Aside from work, I am finishing up a fan art from a different fandom. I like to diversify my interest.

I use my time on worthwhile pursuits and activities outside the computer: biking everyday, making art for the H-Studio, making free art for the socmed, cooking for the family, hanging out with friends, etc.

Lurking isn't one of them.

Ooops!

[risu442]

Bas New IG story (04.04.2023)

SOUNDS ON🔊

[commander-snacks]

this might be the best boc anyone has drawn ever

[yujeong]

Dead Friend Forever - Episode 4 4 Minutes - Episode 4

[chicademartinica]

Congrats to Khun Jespipat and his big brown eyes for getting the role and getting right on to PLAYING US WITH THIS SOFT TRAILER SINCE ONE OF YOU IS IN A FREAKING COMA OR SOME SHIT ! Yay !

4 MINUTES [BE ON CLOUD] Bible Wichapas Sumettikul & Jes Jespipat Tilapornputt

[llamagirl28]

Some more news

Hey folks it's been a month since I disappeared now I'm back with news. First off I want to say thank you all for your support and patience. I will kindly ask you to extend me some more, because I've come to the decision to take January off as well. I'm keeping the billing paused on Patreon so if you're already subscribed you won't be charged for the month. Kofi doesn't allow for that so if you don't want to be charged, please remember to unsubscribe. In case you did get charged, feel free to drop me a message and I will sort it out.

I'm not thrilled about it. I badly wanted to jump back into writing with the coming of the new year, but unfortunately my hands don't agree with me. I can tell you that the issue seems to be with the ulnar nerves. So I've been resting, taking ibuprofen and doing light exercises, and I'm planning on seeing a doctor soon.

I have missed writing but I've been getting some work done by voice memos in which I outline scenes and detail plotlines, dialogues and descriptions. So all in all I did make some progress, and managed to keep myself entertained by thinking about BOC.

I'm feeling better now and I'm hoping that I'll be recovered by February. Overall it's been a very good year and I'm very proud of the writing progress I've done. I want to thank you all for your patience and support and wish you a happy New Year! ❤️

[itstheendofthegoddamnworld]

Swallowed Whole by The Flame (Messmer the Impaler x Tarnished! Reader) 8

MASTERLIST

PREVIOUS | NEXT

Summary: The storehouse calls to you, your path awaits.

A/N: I've been ill for a while, so this is coming out when I feel better! Sorry for the delay! A promise is a promise! More interactions!

A03 link

-

Chapter 8: The Encounter

The rest of your day is spent avoiding Messmer as best as you can, despite the heavy enforcement of soldiers who seem to follow your every move. It comes to you with great unease and irritation, but you're thankful when you've eaten supper and you can be to yourself for the rest of the evening,

Your thoughts are spent thinking about the specimen storehouse and where your heart lies in the books you could be reading. It comes with great restraint not to sneak out and go there in the dead of night, but you promise yourself you would rather worm your way through befriending Ansbach better to gain some further insight.

You go to sleep slightly content with your goals, hoping you can go through with them easily.

Ansbach is who you go to seek out after breaking your fast, dressing simply in your usual garbs before you find him in his usual spot. You strike up a conversation with him for a bit before you know his suspicions are up, knowing you're up to no good.

"You know, Lord Messmer will not be too pleased in knowing you're not where you are."

"How so? He's not looking for me, he's not sought me out." You shrug, though you cannot help but eye the red-cladded knight who loiters close by. He's aware of your presence down here, but he is allowing it for some reason. Could it be some ploy to think he's fine with it all?

"I think his Lord is so caught up in worrying about me, he should be addressing the real issue." You continue, "Any news of Miquella? Or even Lady Leda?"

"It seems Leda has found the gift you left." Ansbach addressed plainly, "What she wishes to do to deal with our betrayals, I am still left in the dark of. I have no doubt she will be finding some way to create an ambush."

"Best be on our best behaviour then." You jest, but Ansbach grunts in response. Why must everyone be so grumpy in this Keep, no, these lands? You remember fellow allies like the kindly girl Roderika, the polite sorcerer Rogier, and Boc your seamster - even in the coldness and darkness of the world, they still found kindness that could be shared with strangers.

Two days pass since your conversation with Ansbach, and despite lingering for far too long in the storehouse staring at the endless shelves, you cannot finally help the urge that calls to you.

Only dressed in a nightgown and dressing gown, its green silk robes still feel foreign on your skin. You scamper to the door of your chambers barefoot, the cold wooden floor cool against your skin as you slowly pull the door open. Looking to see no one there, you gather yourself, shutting the door behind you as darkness engulfs you in the small tower.

Feeling along the walls as your aid, you trek downwards, careful to keep your pacing quiet.

Quick as a mouse, sharp as a cat. You tell yourself as you avoid what you think are soldiers who are posted along the lower grounds, patrolling as they go.

You stick to the shadows as best as you can, passing the infirmary as you near the steps heading down into the dimly lit storehouse. Your smile broads, victory is on the horizon as you continue to sneak before you find yourself in endless bookshelves. 

Finding a small candle and taking it along with you, you pace down the bookcases until you cannot find Sir Ansbach in his usual spot. Instead of him, you find the endless books you have been dying to open since you last spoke with him.

You feel a sense of pride wash over you, eagerly picking up the first book with too much force that it knocks the tower to the ground, some books clatter open with a loud crash as you freeze, assessing your situation before turning back to continue with the pages.

You find books on the history of the lands, of the Hornsent, the war and tyranny that seem to address in length of Messmer's battles, but you work your way to find one that is of great interest to you—the History of Queen Marika and the Golden Order.

It's when your foolishness and brashness bring you to be unaware for a moment, too engrossed in what's around you, that when you try to reach for a book on the shelf that is too high for you, a voice hisses out to you in the darkness.

"Thou art rather brazen at which hour thee sneaketh."

You almost scream out, but catch yourself, your voice being stuck in your throat as you turn to who stands behind you.

You should've known you were being followed, but nothing had prepared you to finally come face to face with the redhead. You had to admit, it was rather haunting how someone so tall as he was able to move around with ease of not disrupting noise. Despite the darkness, your candle caught a glimpse of his red hair, almost blending in with the bookcases. He appears to you how an apparition would, his form languid and swaying as if he is uncertain as to what your next moves shall be. He has a ghost-like quality that only he could carry in a Keep so full of others. He instead thrives in the abyss, in the dampened walls and cold grey spots. You wonder what he carries, the stoicism that he was born with, would it be broken if he finally saw his mother again? And just how long had it been since he last saw her?

"Firstly thee fight mine own men liketh a drunken in a tavern." He spouts. "Next I findeth thee sneaking off to mine own library. Bid me, where shalt I findeth thee next? Sneaking wine into thy chambers?"

"Are you taking note of everywhere I go?" You bemoaned. "If I had known better, it seems you enjoy stalking me."

The glare he sends you is not enough to make you cower, rather you swear you see his cheeks redden at your words. He averts his eye from you, but he keeps his mood sour. "Bid me, art thee going to starteth destroying mine own books?"

You stare at him incredulously, "I read, you know?"

It's his time to gawk, his snakes look between one another before looking up to their master, the three staring as if they are silently communicating. You can't help but feel like the fool at this moment.

Messmer surprises you as if he is a grumpy unapproachable cat, slowly inching his way towards you, his movement slow, hesitant. There is bewilderment present in his features as he whispers, "Thee... read?"

"Yes," Your words are mixed with a weary laugh that has been bubbling inside your throat, "you believe I'm ready to tear your books apart like a beast?"

He doesn't answer that, rather he's quiet, maybe from embarrassment for assuming.

"Look-" you begin to walk closer towards him, not even getting as close as you predicted before something is face to face with you, squaring off. You're startled back, keeping eye contact with one of the serpents that had unwound itself around Messmer's torso to stare down at you. You never realised even up close how vivid its scales were, bright and a brilliant crimson hue. 

You also realise the difference between both serpents: one had startling blue-green eyes, the other matching Messmer's. One is slightly bigger, the other slimmer and longer. You cannot help but feel inquisitive by the one inches away from your face, it also doesn't move as it inspects you. Instinctively, you hold a hand out, somewhat frightful it could change its mind and latch its jaws around your hand, but rather than that, it takes in your scent, its long tongue flickers up your finger before you gingerly stroke along its nose once it has investigated you enough.

"Woah," you marvel in wonder, "they are beautiful." Messmer seems stiff and unresponsive, watching but not daring to move. You assume he's in two minds: fight you off his serpents or allow you to continue, however, you're still hesitant you've overstepped.

His skin even ashen holds a light blush to his face, and it finally dawns on you. He can sense what the snakes feel, for his golden eye is sharp and wide in shock. He does not recoil from you, but he finally does seem to come back from whatever trance he's in, nodding in agreement with your statement. 

"Do they have names?" You ponder aloud.

Messmer's voice is soft as he points to the one with blue eyes, "Fos," he points to the other, "Eos."

It is Fos who turns from you to look up to Messmer, almost pleased to be finally formally introduced, which brings a smile to your face. To think, these serpents have their personalities and thoughts, working independently from their master if they wished.

You realise you need to say more so it does not fill the air with awkwardness, "You asked if I read?"

"I did."

"I do because I wish to learn," you answer, "Not only of these lands but of the one I have long forgotten. I am Tarnished, yes, but I also had a life before, one I have not remembered in a long time. If I am to defeat Miquella and know of his plans, I must learn more of what I'm up against."

Messmer is silent as he takes them in, his face stoic and cold but his eye is darting across your face, over the books surrounding you. It is only then that he sighs heavily. "Very well. If it is true t' is what thee needeth, it shalt be provided." The smile that grows on your face as you hear his words, "However, thee shall not seeketh this inf'rmation without mine own aid. Nor shall I allow thee to be in the storehouse alone."

A fair agreement. You think to yourself, soaking in his deal. "Deal?" You are the one to hold your hand out to him, an olive branch of peace. He stares at your hand then your face, slowly reaching out, his large clawed hand warm as you predicted, swallowing yours in the softness of his skin. "Deal."

It feels like a long time before one of you remembers to pull away, your hand feels extra cold away from his heat, the power he exudes. You go pick up the book you wished to read, but Messmer is quick to add, "T'is yours to read," his voice is a gentle whisper in the coldness of the night, "if it keeps thee from fighting mine own men."

It dawns on you, that his tone is not dour when he tells you that, there is a tinge of humour laced within him when he wants to be droll. "Now, that I don't know I can keep as a promise, Lord Messmer."

-

A/N: So, I wanted the serpent names to be cute and matching. Fun fact: Fos means light and Eos means dawn but also is the personification of dawn🥺

[kptssecretsanta]

THE KPTS SECRET SANTA 2024 REVEAL POST

Ho Ho Ho!

It’s time to conclude the third edition of the KPTS Secret Santa :)

Hope you’ve all had a lovely holidays and that you’ve enjoyed all the amazing gifts that were posted!

If you’d like, you can still add your works to the AO3 Collection! Just poke me if you do, and I’ll add the link to the Tumblr gift post as well. I’ve just revealed the archive as well. You can also repost your gift(s) to your own Tumblrs now, of course :)

Sadly I'd also like to announce that this has been the last edition of the KPTS Secret Santa. RL doesn't allow me much time anymore to spend on hosting gift exchanges. Having said that, I'd like to thank everyone that's participated in this little gift exchange! It's been a pleasure organising this for you all <3 

Oh and if anyone will be going to BOC's NYE Party this year, see you there? :))))

-x- Leonie (leetje)

*****

Are you all ready to find out who your secret santas were? :D

@angsty-violet made a gift for artfreaksmeout - gift here

@answermywearyquery made a gift for yujeong - gift here

@artfreaksmeout made a gift for epikhightechnology - gift here

@artpo made a gift for nuwildcat - gift here

@camuizuuki made a gift for lady-guts - gift here

@chelleofchaos made a gift for everyforkedroad - gift here

@cheresha made a gift for thisautistic - gift here

@crumchycow made a gift for dr-lemurr - gift here

@dr-lemurr made a gift for tinycharliechoo - gift here

@epikhightechnology made a gift for answermywearyquery - gift here

@everyforkedroad made a gift for artpo - gift here

@frogoffandom made a gift for chelleofchaos - gift here

@jeffsatyr made a gift for angsty-violet - gift here

@lady-guts made a gift for camuizuuki - gift here

@nuwildcat made a gift for frogoffandom - gift here

@penguininpink made a gift for crumchycow - gift here

@the-cookie-of-doom made a gift for penguininpink - gift here

@thestarscanalwayslookatus made a gift for the-cookie-of-doom - gift here

@thisautistic made a gift for wretchedamaranth - gift here

@tinycharliechoo made a gift for thestarscanalwayslookatus - gift here

@wretchedamaranth made a gift for jeffsatyr - gift here

@yujeong made a gift for cheresha - gift here

Go forth and shower your santa in some loving!

[yujeong]

I wasn't planning on engaging with the original post, and I *really* don't want to play defense for BOC and Pond right now or in general (about pretty much anything), especially on a pretty negatively biased post about Pond (like damn, people's hate about this man should be studied in a lab). However, I wanted to share @femslashedtires reblog due to the info they provided about the acting challenges in the show. Thank you for explaining, because it's important to give credit where credit is due in my humble opinion. I really, really liked THC and came to love the boys because of it, so it's nice to see at least one person appreciate the good things it offered.

I know this post is only for like two people, but I’m going to make it anyway. So, my obsession with Dead Friend Forever finally reached critical levels and I resorted to binge-watching The Hidden Character just to get more content. For those that don’t know, The Hidden Character (which they literally call “THC”) was the reality show Be On Cloud used to cast DFF. It is bad. Like really bad. And not in a it’s-so-bad-it’s-good-type way. It’s one of the most exploitative pieces of media I have ever watched. I walked into it with a favorable view of BOC, Mile, Apo, and Pond (the CEO), and walked out of it hating all of them.

A small collection of things that happened over the 11-episode run:

Everyone was told that they had to share every single aspect of their life with the viewers or they would be eliminated. And, in fact, the first person eliminated was told that it was because he wasn’t being open enough with the audience. They filmed these boys—one of whom was only seventeen at the time—talking explicitly about their sex lives. Which is, of course, fine to talk about. It’s not fine to air it on television! Even some of the games themselves contained sexually suggestive content (i.e. Which do you prefer "eating" with—your hands or your mouth? If you were to cheat on your significant other, would it be just sex or a full-blown affair?)

During the first part of the show, everyone had a secret that the other players were supposed to guess. One of the player’s secret was that he used to be homophobic. (Questionable casting for a company that only hires men, but I digress). He was praised for having changed his mind. In contrast, JJay’s secret was that he was raised in an abusive household and had once hit his father. Pond crucified the poor guy for this. He made him sit there in front of the whole cast sobbing and apologize for hitting his dad who was an abusive asshole.

After the first half of the show—which served absolutely no purpose at all—we finally move onto the acting portion. This is, after all, supposed to be a talent competition. The judges were so mean. Especially Apo. He was like the Simon Cowell of BOC. There was no constructive component to their criticism. The fact that any of these people are still acting is honestly unbelievable. I would have gone home and cried myself to sleep and then never stepped foot on a stage again.

At one point, each of the groups was assigned a scene from KinnPorsche to act out (because BOC very clearly owns no other IP). One of the pairs was given the scene where Porsche gives Kinn a handjob in the bathroom. I wish I was kidding. 

The judges constantly told the contestants to make their scenes feel new and different but any time the actors actually tried to change anything, they complained it was “too” different and the original script was already perfect so who were they to think they could create something better. Once again, Apo and Mile, the original actors of these scenes, are the ones judging them! Like of course they like their version better. What is even happening??

And finally, the whole fucking thing was rigged for Ta to win. Like don’t get me wrong, I love Ta and I think he did a great job, but he was the only one who came into that competition with a built-in fanbase and the winner was chosen by popular vote.

It was all just…baffling. Especially from a company that claims to be trying to change the industry. Like if you want the industry to stop being so exploitative to its actors, maybe start with yourself? It also makes those condescending “how dare you watch our shows just for the NC scenes” press releases they do every week even more annoying.

I have no clue what the reaction to this show was while it was airing but god I hope they never do it again. It literally makes me feel so weird watching DFF now. I feel like those poor kids are being held hostage. Maybe CEO Pond’s been the one under the mask the whole time 🔪