#Thank you sm again anon!

[basketobread]

my dumb fuck ass just spent 30 minutes trying to find Save Us White Girl and caved and "help white girl bg3" immediately returned it via google,,,,, had help white girl, white girl help stuck in my head,,,,,

THIS MADE ME LAUGH SO MUCH TBH I CANNOT BELIEVE IT CAN IMMEDIATELY BE FOUND LIKE THAT???? everyday this comic finds its way back to me and i'm unsure if i'll ever be able to outdo it... it might be my magnum opus, i fear... (this is a good thing)

[booplesnotts-art]

On the verge of asking for all the Disney villains XD

But let's go for the evil queen. Also, Maleficent is gorgeous!!

🐺

Haha, we may get there at some point! But for now, here’s my other fav that I got a little carried away on🖤 hope you like her!!

Grimhilde is my second favourite Disney villain and I absolutely adore her and all her wickedness; love that vain pretty mean lady

I’m thinking I may draw Lady Tremaine next… I’m pretty fond of her as well👀 her or gothel, we’ll see!🖤

[langfield]

do you think vinh was actually in love with safi? i know he starts doubting that he ever was in chapter 5, but if he wasn’t actually in love what do you think his true feelings for her were? emotional attachment maybe? on safi’s side, i think it’s interesting how even after knowing about vinh’s statement about maya she still decides to hook up with him for a time (only to eventually stop sometime prior to the game?? maybe they had another falling out idk). their relationship in general is just very fascinating to me lmao.

god, the safi-vinh dynamic is certainly one filled with intrigue because of all the intense emotions attached to the people within it ; aimed at each other and also at the bystanders whom haunted around their not so defined relationship. there’s just so much baggage attached to them, you know? mostly painful things and a general sense of betrayal or regret, creating a potion of this general wishy washy bullshit that’s hard to parse through … more so in safi’s case than vinh’s, but i’ll touch upon that later! as for your question about vinh and his true feelings, well.

maybe he was in love with safi once upon a time. maybe the fact he believed that he was in love with her is really all that matters. i suppose it depends on what your definition of romantic love and utter devotion is. it’s undeniable he cared fiercely for safi, enough so to become jealous of max ( safi’s object of obsession ), swear off serious relationships in hope she’d want him back, and to engage in a general meddling within her life to make sure she comes out of situations as unscathed as possible. i mean, he schemes to steal a cow skull and then proceeds to throw it through her windshield in an attempt to save yasmin’s and safi’s relationship … it is very extra of him to do, in fact it’s a literal crime, and the game has both max and safi acknowledge the intensity of said action in episode four. we see the memory of the hedgehog he proudly displays on his desk, the carelessness in which safi treats it, her ‘i’ll buy you another one if it breaks’, and how vinh simpers beneath that offer because he doen’t want a new one, he wants this one, the one safi gave him : a gift that was likely unprompted, some sort of surprise maybe, given to him on a whim and cherished better than any other possession he owns. we also see how he breaks it when she dies. then there’s photos upon photos of safi on his phone and it’s implied he takes pictures after they sleep together and -- that isn’t even touching upon how he practically gives up on himself after her death. the mask drops, he starts trying to branch out and find acting gigs elsewhere, wanting to leave caledon forever, and there’s a sense of raw anger and loneliness he feels when she’s gone. he stops hooking up and pushes everyone away besides max, whom he clings to, and it’s a lot, right? there’s love there. obsession, probably. in many ways he’s still the ‘puppy’ following safi around like gwen said, only without maya this time. he waits and stews and he wants, certainly, for her to love him … but was it purely romantic love? who’s to say!

i think vinh wanted safi as his girlfriend before, maybe when things weren’t so tense, and he still believed that fiercely even when he stopped wanting it. i don’t think he knew where his feelings started to dwindle into something less excited and more resigned, or when he started looking for someone else. his priority remained with safi and with yasmin and thus there wasn’t a lot of time to dissect his heart, a rather vulnerable act he already struggles with anyway. he’s a repressive sort of man. he doesn’t do a lot of introspection because he has an act to maintain, a reputation to follow. but i do believe that by the time double exposure takes place, vinh’s love for safi has indeed shifted because his attraction to max veers on something that isn’t purely sexual. there is an undeniable interest, both in dead and living world, that he’s either embracing or squirming away from … i do not think vinh had many crushes at all when he was in love with safi. i don’t think he allowed himself that luxury, because he didn’t want to move on from her, or put himself off the market in case she wanted him again, in bed or in some profound, loving sense. lots of waiting. lots of surrendering, ‘she’ll come around, we’ll make up’, and hoping despite himself. so his romance with max proves to me that vinh is somewhat right in saying ‘or i thought i was’ when talking about safi and being in love with her, because he was before, but he isn’t exactly in love with her now, if that makes sense? i’d say an emotional attachment is a good title for what they have by the time of the games events.

( i do not wish to diminish vinh’s feelings, but i also think there’s a case to be made that he was rather desperate when he thought himself in love with safi ; there was a lot of insecurity within him back when he was a student, weighed down by the fact he was poor and not your standard run-of-the-mill white man … as an adult he scoffs at his acting abilities and wields his power as head of abraxas with a rather tight fist, as though it’s the only control he’s ever had before. it’s rather clear his only two friends were safi and maya and that vinh hasn’t had any since them -- was desperate to stay on their heels despite the fact he was never really apart of whatever they had. it’s not a stretch to speculate that vinh was, perhaps, a cocktail mix of loneliness and desperation rather than strictly in love with safi. maybe confused his all-consuming need to be around her as desire, or maybe just enjoyed feeling wanted by safi enough to mix his wires. after all, why was it safi he was in love with and not maya? vinh also uses sex as a means of coping, as seen by his rather active sex life in game via hookup apps and reggie, so maybe his sex with safi was just that. coping. in it’s own way. regardless, he did love her, or so he thinks so, and to me i think that’s enough, speculation aside )

safiya’s side of things is much more difficult than vinh’s, who is more obvious about his feelings towards her than he thinks he is. there are some brief contradictions, like how it’s stated that safi doesn’t care for vinh ( which is true ) and yet she also acknowledges that when she split apart and lost herself, all that was left of her was moses, lucas, gwen, and vinh. we know that moses and gwen matter to safi, or mattered, and that at one point safi might’ve admired lucas … so where does that leave vinh? if she doesn’t hate him like gwen or lucas now, and if she doesn’t cherish him like moses or max, why is he still apart of her? what does that mean? is it just a metaphor for their times with maya, and how safi will always be connected to that past with vinh because of her love for the caledon’s personal dead girl? was her sleeping with vinh about maya too? or did she actually care for vinh once, albeit weakly and casually, and did that fleeting moment of affection count when she vanished into everyone who’s ever thoroughly affected her life? and, as you said, it’s so fascinating that she hooks up with vinh at all post maya death … it feels strange and odd and unlike her. even in their intimate picture together after fooling around she is nothing but angry, disinterested, her underwear and bra are already back on ( if they were ever off at all? ) and while that’s on account of safi just hating photos, i also think it’s a testament to how irritable she finds vinh’s presence when stuck in it. it’s not a happy photo really, even vinh’s expression is a little red-eyed, forced, like he was likely wasted the night prior. i wouldn’t be surprised if safi was only able to be with vinh if she was … you know … literally out of her mind drunk or high or what have you.

though, that’s just speculation of course. my vague take on things is that safi went to vinh whenever she was partied out or if she was feeling particularly destructive that day ; choked with self loathing over her mom or maya and so sex with vinh was a means for her to feel even worse. some sort of self harm, some sort of outlet where she could be particularly cruel and evil without consequence, because vinh would take it and roll over -- could even be her way of controlling things too, like vinh with abraxas, because we know vinh has no issues with being led around in the bedroom, so that’s some food for thought. i don’t think she thinks about it after or remembers it much … she really doesn’t think about vinh unless it suits her or if she needs to. i always notice how, in episode four, safiya immediately knows what max is talking about when she asks if safi’s ever transformed into amanda, gwen, or lucas. she owns up immediately, confesses, and understands intimately what situation max is referring to. but when max asks about vinh and the phone, there is a brief moment where safi just stares blankly at her -- like she’s thinking about it, like she doesn’t even remember, before it finally clicks after a beat. either she wears vinh’s metaphorical skin a lot ( which, to be fair, she does pretend to be vinh a lot in game ) or she literally thinks of him so little she’ll forget everything about him in minutes. both are likely! she doesn’t even recall what type of alcohol he likes, calling it bougie japanese brandy ‘or whatever’ … and can’t be assed to remember his phone’s pin number exactly, only vague details about a magician scientist that she clearly thought was boring and lame when vinh told her said story, if her hostility and complete forgetfulness is anything to go by. for me, it’s easy to get caught up in a ‘safi did care! she had to!’ angle about vinh, although the game repeatedly shows you over and over again that she does not. she doesn’t even care that max kissed him really, if anything, she’s more jealous of vinh being with max given some of her remarks :

( i know, technically, safi’s ‘come again?’ is more nervous than jealous per se … but there is a certain air to it, especially given the ‘i can be your new boyfriend’ comment as seen above lol. if she loves max and doesn’t care for vinh, i can only imagine how she’d feel about their romance in particular! )

and, of course, there’s that part in episode four where safi can disguise herself as vinh in order to tear lucas a new one. i enjoy that part for many reasons! seeing how safi feels so much more comfortable in someone else’s skin than her own is fascinating and makes for good foreshadowing … but there is also the reveal of her opinions on vinh, unabashed and shameless, when she is finally giving him an ounce of thought :

it’s interesting! she doesn’t care for him, really, doesn’t loathe him like lucas or gwen or her own mother, but there’s a level of vitriol regardless. she thinks him fake. she thinks him a coward. she thinks he’s scared of facing consequences and that he only acts in his own self interest and she hates every bit of that. while safi can confess to doing maya wrong and hating herself for it, she never allows vinh that same courtesy. even says as much to max, claiming that only she had the humanity to regret her choice while vinh apparently didn’t. and yet … she doesn’t hate him? doesn’t feel strongly towards him? he’s still apart of her, a large part, and she can get along with him fine on crosstalk if she so pleases and she can hate his guts but, when the raw truth is revealed, she apparently feels nothing towards him at all? it is fascinating to think about is all. how she doesn’t wish him dead but doesn’t care if he’s alive either despite everything they’ve been through, even though she hates gwen and lucas and her mother more. it’s rather mean, though that’s what makes it so complex and interesting. it shows that safi only ever cares ( and oh, does she care fiercely, obsessively ) for a very slim group of people, and that when push comes to shove, everyone else can fend for themselves for all she cares. she would protect moses and max in a heartbeat, without thought, and the piece of her within them tries valiantly to keep them safe by locking them away from the world ( another thing to dissect, certainly! ), but she doesn’t really extend such empathy towards the innocents caught in her crossfire. she may be tormenting lucas and gwen specifically, but everyone else was going to be collateral damage and safi was fine with that. at least a little bit. vinh falls in that category of inevitable damage, i think, despite their closeness and despite their history, and you can tell that’s what really wounds him at the end of things. safi couldn’t even torment him, didn’t have the want or energy to do so, he was valiantly apart of her and safi didn’t even care about that. very interesting! it’s also heartbreaking in many ways to see two people who should’ve been able to lean on each other, who should’ve loved one another, be nothing but strangers at the end of things. an example of how tragedy doesn’t always bring people closer. sometimes it drives you worlds apart from the one you should be grieving with, which can be seen in other life is strange games, most notably with chloe and joyce, i think.

anyway! tldr : it’s complicated and worth exploring. there are many ways you can interpret their relationship and i highly encourage everyone to find what angle is most interesting to them! and i don’t blame you for finding their dynamic fascinating because it’s easily one of my favorites in double exposure … i don’t think of it often, but it’s always lingering in the back of my mind. regardless, i hope this word vomit is helpful! if i brought up more questions than answers, i do apologize. but thank you so much for such a fun question <3 it was an absolute blast, and tickled my brain enough to pump this out asap.

[sorryimananti-romantic]

WOOYOUNG

wooyoung.

wooyoung and his exquisitely charming vibe. wooyoung and the glint in his eyes that screams mischief. wooyoung and that little, almost devilish smirk that makes you stifle your own smile. wooyoung and his smile that literally lights up the room. wooyoung and his beautiful eyes and that deep gaze. wooyoung and his sheer presence, his command over anyone who sets eyes on him. wooyoung and his pretty nose that's literally my favourite feature on him. wooyoung and his hair that falls over his forehead like a fictional character. wooyoung and his unbuttoned shirts :')

someone help me before i make this an essay.

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

People acting surprised when a morally grey character is actually morally grey 😲

THIS ….. i feel like a LOT of people consume media under the assumption that morally gray characters are characters who always perfectly tiptoe the line between black and white, and not…… characters who do horrible horrible things but still treat one single person with all the care in the world. or characters who are on the ’good’ side of the story and do good things while also being fully willing to cross any line they’re told to cross. and etc. morally gray characters are complex and can be anywhere on the morality spectrum except right at the very end of either side. they’re not a perfect shade of gray, they just aren’t completely black or completely white. sigh…….

[beloveds-embrace]

But your writing isn’t dull! It’s soft and beautiful and warm, like sitting by the hearth with someone you love. It may not be an action thriller, but we don’t WANT it to be an action thriller. It’s comforting and lovely just how it is - it only seems dull to you because of self-criticism, and the fact that you’ve read it 5 trillion times while writing and editing it. You are your own worst critic lovie, your writing is PERFECT how it is.

This description got me tearing up thank you 😭💕💗

[gotchibam]

Will you ever offer commissions in your regular style?

Hello anon! Honestly I'm not really sure if I'd be able to open them again soon considering the amount of backlog I have left 😔 I'm only accepting the YCH emotes for now since they're a bit easier to do (mostly bc I already build them off from a template I made)

I might consider it at some point depending on the situation but I appreciate the interest tho!! ;w;

[every-yumichika]

[tonycries]

Tony, in your masterlist, there are no links in the firsts fics, i dont know what happen just wanted to warn you

Wahhhh thank you sm for letting me know, lovely <33 Smh I think it's because there are a bit too many links on there and she's freaking out (real 😔) ahah.

But PSA babygirls: All my recent works this month will be on my KINKTOBER MASTERLIST <3 After that I'll be making a second masterlist heheh it's about time 😵‍💫

[rowan-ashtree]

omg please rant about the game I am curious

ANON THIS IS BASICALLY A MARRIAGE PROPOSAL 🥺😭🥰🙏💜

so. i was a teenage exocolonist. ahem.

let's start with the playable character: Sol! you pick your name/pronouns/presentation at the beginning, but you can change any of them at literally any point in the game. none of those things have any effect on who you can date (but also you can go the whole game without expressing any romantic interest, and there are no narrative consequences for not dating).

you spend your childhood on a spaceship, traveling from Earth to a new planet called Vertumna. the ship lands when you turn 10, and the game starts there! the storyline spans Sol's teen years - you start at age 10, and the game ends when you turn 20 (or if you do something to end the game before then).

the game progresses month by month, and you choose an activity to focus on each month. the more work you do, the more your stress builds up, and once it hits 100%, you have to take a month off to relax, which puts your stress back down. activities include: studying different subjects in school, babysitting small children, helping out on the farm, exploring the area, and more :)

with each activity you choose, there's a card battle!!! (you can go easy mode to skip those and focus on the story more, or you can go hard mode to get those cheevos (achievements). i usually just go regular mode, bc i like the card battles but not rly difficult ones.) i could explain the game mechanics more but honestly it's really intuitive and accessible in-game!!

i wanted to explain all that bc i ADORE how open and customizable the game is!!!! but at the same time, there are set parameters (like the stress meter, the ten year time limit, etc), so it's not so open that it's overwhelming. you can minmax or do a little bit of everything, and I've had so much fun deciding like, "this run I'm gonna be really outdoorsy and strong" and then focusing on physical activities the whole game, or getting really smart and studying engineering, or whatever!!!!

visually, the game is INCREDIBLE. there are beautiful backgrounds during interactions, lovely scenery on Vertumna - within the human colony and in different areas outside the walls - STUNNING character design, it's all just 😍😍😍 the art is one of my favorite parts of the game!

and my other favorite part is the other characters and the relationships you can form!! you start with a childhood best friend, and two parents who love you SO much, plus other kids your age and several adults who helped raise you. there's just so much complexity and depth to each person, and it's so engaging and fun!!!

and yk how i said there are 29 different endings? there's an in-game reason for that, and one of the possible endings explains it :)

[hoshiina]

I just read an ask with a person telling you off pratically for mentioning height something like that in your story... And that was very disrespectful I feel...

What I mean is that person has a wild sense of entitlement to say that to a writer who's putting work out here for free for everyone's enjoyment. Furthermore, I'm unsure what their goal was but your work is absolutely YOURS I don't see why you need to adhere to everyone's personal preference. I personally, enjoy reading even if the character used doesn't necessarily fit my own features, and if something is weird to the point I can't read it, I simply go on with my day. It is not that hard to do.

Moreover, it wasn't an actual trigger worthy thing to mention, so it was acceptable that you didn't mention it, and even if it was something triggering that you maybe forgot to mention, anon could've spoken a bit better than that so you could responded in a dignified manner where you recognize it was an issue you should fix.

In any case, please accept my own apologies for having to deal with such a person. Perhaps they were having a rough day and height was the one thing that set them off. Who knows, but even if heats of moments it's a true testament to yourself how you react, and if choosing to communicate to another person they should have tried to be respectful at the very least.

Your works are very enjoyable, I read them and find myself fully engrossed, I love the way your imagination works to bring forth these stories to us. Please continue your enchanting writing. <3

OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SUCH A THOUGHTFUL ASK OMG this is so insanely sweet but by no means should you have to apologize for something silly someone else decided to ask. TYSM FOR TAKING YOUR TIME TO THOUGH it is so incredible kind of you.

I think my biggest issue was the fact that i had put it in the notes like twice (now re-labeled as warnings) before the fic itself so i truly think they could have just read the notes to confirm that they wouldn't mind the fic before they started reading but perhaps they had a bad day who knows... and you're so right i feel like a kind tone always goes a long way

TYSM FOR TAKING YOUR TIME TO SEND THIS IN THOUGH it means the world to me truly i hope u have a lovely day and thank u sm for reading my works!! truly means a lot to me

[bumbledblogging]

Rumble! You are too handsome to have all that damage to your face! You should get soundwave to check it out

an incredulous look gives way generously from the cassetticon's awfully scraped & smudged stare that was swift to sour into a downright hissing scowl. " & who are you DELUDING your slimy self into thinking you are to go around trying to tell ME what to do with MYself ?? " spitting some slimy fluid from the gap of his dentae with eerily accurate precision.

" how about i get YOU checked out inSTEAD, . . . one rsvp right into the MORGUE, you holier-than-thou HEFFER- you HUFFER. you HELLBEAST- you- ( 💢‼️‼️ )

-- wait . did you just say- . .

Handsome ? "

. . . hardened lines instantly evaporate away with the bulky but little bot's anxious hyena chuckles, hiccuping a bit from the rapid speed of his nervous, high laughter & flushing pink face plates, feeling the swirling energon almost colligating into an embarrassing swell of heat beneath his beaten cheeks .

" . . . handsome ... . . you really think i'm handsome ? "

he's gotten referred as cute far too many times than he'd like to recall, & the ' compliment ' ( to some, but not to mr napoleon complex over here, apparently ) was always cooed as if he was nothing more than a helpless baby bird stuck to the exhaustive confines of their nest. like a puppy who would never achieve the title of ' handsome boy ' because he was doomed to his present sweetness of the soft little face & the fact that he was a hairy chihuahua who would never grow to achieve his dreams of being a giant, imposing Great Dane .

well he WASN'T !! . . EiTHER OF THOSE COMPARISONS, DAMMIT !! he's a grown mech, for frag's sake !! & even grown mech can be swayed by such . . intelligent an opinion uttered .

thick armor - plated arms carry out all his nervous fidgeting, digits digging into the fragile creases of the posterior of a thick metal intake ( back of the neck ), then fumbling with the backwards R of his gold chain , resisting the urge to gnaw all his anxieties out onto the rather enticing piece of AU since that would absolutely shatter his maturity here, before finally settling into a self - soothing servo rub with the other servo .

" wow, i, uh- scrap, are you- ... you Sure ? like- you Sure Sure ? . . wow .. . . . "

holding back the heavily new york accented ' Danks ' of polite acknowledgement, only reserving that word for sarcastic situations . the mini-con flexed with his bent arms, tightening his arm plating & even letting them shake a little for added flirty flare.

" well- you got taste for sure, i'll go ahead & give you that, ( rumble, your kindness is so kind . ) but all opinions can use a lil' fixin' it, especially if they aren't coming from Me . startin' with that pish-posh attitude of yours toward my totally GNARLY * BATTLE SCARS ! ! "

jutting a thumb into one of his numerous dents, big gapped - dentaed smirk quivering near the end. ow . . it's still tender . . recovering his macho from the ground . . " iF anything, they only ADD to my . . Rogueish charm, wouldn't you agree ? i know Great Minds woulddd- " while he appreciated the rarity of a compliment that Wasn't coddling . . he appreciated being seen as Better far more . . to the Extreme.

" soundwave tries, keyword, Tries, to get me to clean up, & i try to professionally put ' mind your own fraggin' business, boss - bot ' into ' gentle ' words, & everything about that dilemma kinda dies down futile till we both throw in the towel . i'm as stubborn as i am . . Suave . "

PUFFING that big blue chest up, even more than it already always is, doing another cocky pose with his arms as an excuse to flex them. gotta show off the goods while he sings his own praises, it's the sprinkles to his frosting !!!

and boy can this bot sing . he holds a note longer than any opera singer could dream of defying . the own gravity of his self - importance grasped oxygen & choked it in its all - consuming grip . it seemed the singing would never cease until he finally stuttered to a stop & shrieked with an accusing little pointer finger . . .

" wait -

DIDjA jUST TELL ME THIS to DiSTRACT ME -- ?!?? ??? i swear to PRIMUS, if i turn around & something was STOLEN, DAMAGED, IMPLANTED, or even SCHEMED upon, even ONCE, you are gettin' PILEDRIVED ! from the TOP FREAKIN' ROPE, BABY !! "

. . . he is Never going to mention the fact that he kinda . . really . . Distracted Himself .

waving an angry little fist . how Dare you deceive him .

he knew the compliment was too good to be true . . .

[prkhaven]

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8LXGTnU/

i saw this and immediately thought of you belong to me sunghoon

the audio. the videos. sunghoon😫

[dhs-in-disguise]

Hi doing a random ask to say that I love your ocs Especially Scatterbrain

Bye now hope you're having a nice day!

Aww heeheehee kicking my feet at this sm. Thanks for this, I needed it today, honestly made my day into a nice day instantly.

(Btw I do have a blog like dedicated mostly to just him, if you didn‘t know yet. It‘s @dhs-in-distress )

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

OOH I WANNA KNOW YOUR FAVORITE DYNAMIC, MAY IT BE PLATONIC OR ROMANTIC.

Mine is dumb x dumber. Cause the way two idiots just go back and forth "the answer is 78" "Well no, the answer is 90" While in the middle of a chapter of derivatives 😭 like I just find them hilarious and fun, no drama just pure goofiness and awkwardness curved into a ball of two idiots.

Like imagine persona A and person B releasing their feelings "I LIKE THEM??????!!!!" "PERSON A IS CUTE???!!" like look at the sheer two idiots furiously red as a tomato and averting their gazes from each other 😭 my heart melts every time

-🎀🎀

HIIIIII 🎀 ANON :333 i’m sorry for the late response!!!! i’m here now!!!!!!!!!! DUMB X DUMBER IS SUCHHH A CUTE ONE 🥺🥺 just wholesome and fluffy and fun ………

hmmmMMMM as for me though…… it’s kinda tough to answer for some reason 😭 i get so scatterbrained when it comes to remembering what tropes i like….. but i might have to give it to the childhood friends trope, if that counts!!!! ESPECIALLY silly childhood friend x protective childhood friend :333 like . character b flicks character a’s forehead and calls them stupid but would literally die for them. it’s my favorite Ever!!!! but honestly i like most childhood friends dynamics…. i think it’s the silent understanding that really gets to me.

aside from that …… this is oddly specific but. i’m a sucker for sun x moon pairings where the character who seems like The Sun is actually The Moon, and vice versa!!!!! if that . makes sense 😭 my first thought was kunikidazai from bsd…… i just really like when the character who seems outgoing and silly is actually more cold and detached, while the person who seems cold and quiet is actually really warm and sincere . it’s a fun contrast!!! :3 another dynamic that’s a little similar that i absolutely ADORE is . a dynamic where both characters view the other as Their Sun. their better half. they don’t think they deserve each other. they want to become a better person for each other. they love each other so much that it makes up for how much they hate themselves. it just makes me super emotional!!!!

also …,,, a good ol “i’m not ready” x “i’ll wait for you” will never not hit 🫡🫡 ANDDD gentle giant x feral shortie . my beloved. (especially when the gentle giant gets Very Scary as soon as someone makes their shortie sad…….)

ANYWAYYY you also asked for my least fav dynamic so i’ll answer that here too!!!! you not liking grumpy x sunshine is VERY FAIR i also don’t like when it turns into one person berating the other 😭 that’s just …. a little boring . though i can see the appeal in some cases . BUT YEAH in general prickly introvert x patient extrovert dynamics are very dear to me!!! 🥺🥺

but hmmmmMm. my least fav dynamic……. it’s kind of tough……….. i guess i’m not really too huge on cliches? 😭 by which i mean like . the standard trope pairings . nerd x jock and etc . or good girl x bad boy……. just doesn’t activate my brain at all. other than that i think i’m open to most things though? i can’t think of much that i don’t like in at least some context!!! :3

[blossoms-phan]

Blossoms the demons are whispering to me and its making me want to write dnp fanfic. Like really badly, but i feel like i’ll be shit and i also feel like i’ll get really embarrassed about it

How the hell do you do it? Because your writing is lovely.

first of all you don’t know how much that means to me anon, thank you SO much!! 😭🫶 i want to cry whenever I get a single comment or someone says they enjoy something I wrote bc it just makes me so happy to know that it reached someone and they were affected by it in a positive way?? all I can say is there is quite literally no answer I cannot emphasize how I felt the same, before this year I’ve never written fic before in my life, not phanfic, not for anyone else- i can write a 20 page academic paper no problem but if you asked me to write fiction I’d be like lol what? but I was so inspired when I started reading phanfic properly again after years, seeing the incredible writers in this space and works that have been posted over the years really just gave me that push to finally try and create something through words, get out some of the thoughts I have about them and the way I perceive them in my own way yk? and I can honestly say it’s so fulfilling and such an amazing creative outlet, I would gently push/encourage you or ANYONE that has the urge to write phanfic to just do it!! literally just try your hand at it bc I promise nothing bad will come of it, take an idea to paper and just write it all, see what elements you like when you read other fics and try and incorporate them in your own way, add in things you’re inspired by/what they do, etc! there’s no shame to be found in it if you’re purely talking about writing for the first time and exploring it just for yourself, I understand posting might be a little scary initially but there’s something out there for everyone and even just one person reading it and getting something they enjoyed out of it would be a win, so there’s no harm in trying! <3