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imtherain · 6 years ago

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Touch Starved (Hellboy x Reader)

HEYO

So, this was requested by @starslooklikediamonds and originally I figured I’d get to it eventually but then my fangirl heart went BOOM and I wrote this thing out until 1am. Hope it’s as requested :D

Also gonna tag @negansdirtygirl22 because she’s been encouraging me <3

Anywho, coming in at a whopping 3877 words....

Touched Starved

Warning: Angst, talk of death, cuddles, reiki, gentle boi, 2am text messages. Lack of pancakes. Nothing terrible.

You had known Hellboy for what seemed like forever. He was a great drinking buddy, he was MVP of basically every mission, and he was always down for a good night in, watching movies, jamming to music, or just generally hanging out. You really enjoyed his presence and told anyone who questioned you that you were both ‘just friends’ as, honestly, that’s all you’d ever been.

You weren’t super surprised when you got a late-night text from him asking if you were awake. While he hadn’t texted you at 2am before, at least not when you weren’t both out drinking somewhere, you knew it was only a matter of time.

When you shot back that you were fast asleep, he asked if you were dreaming of him. Classic HB, you thought, just his normal flirty self. The odd thing being that he texted you so late and sober. Something in you decided it was best if you called.

“Hey,” You said when he picked up but didn’t say anything. “If you just answered your phone in your sleep, that’s pretty impressive.”

“I’m not asleep,” Hellboy’s voice was softer than normal and sort of gravely. As if something had been trying to claw its way up his throat.

“You ok, Red?” You ask.

“Of course, golden,” He snorts. It’s obvious even he doesn’t buy it.

“You don’t have to lie to me, I’ve told you all my shit, and you’re the one texting me at two in the goddamn morning.” You tell him, trying to keep your tone teasing.

“I know, sorry if I woke you.” He says.

“I usually wake up around now anyway, so no harm done.” You tell him. “Wanna tell me what’s bothering you?”

“Not really,” Hellboy says and you swear you can hear him shrug. “Just sitting around wondering if you were awake.”

“Want me to come over? We can watch a movie or something until we’re tired again.” You offer, expecting him to tell you no, it’s fine. You were surprised by the long pause. “Did you hear me, Red?”

“Yeah…actually, would you come over?” He asks. You were already up and pulling on your pajama pants.

“I’ll be there in ten, want me to bring anything? Beer? Breakfast?” You balance the phone on your shoulder as you pull on your boots, no socks.

“Just you’re smiling face will do me good.” He sighs.

“I’ll be right there, big guy, you better not fall asleep before I get there or I’ll be salty I ran all the way across base just to tuck you in.”

“You’re an angel, Y/N,” Hellboy’s voice almost had a smile in it now. “See you soon.”

“See you soon,” You agree. You threw the phone into your bag and tucked your laces into your boots instead of tying them and headed out the door. There weren’t a lot of people you’d run off into the night for, but Hellboy was one of them. He’d been there for you through some tough shit, saved your ass something like a hundred times, and never asked for a thing for it. You knew he deserved the stars themselves, but, he was too tough to admit to that.

Right at ten minutes you knock on his door, testing the handle to find it unlocked.

“You better not be naked,” You call into the room. “I’m not emotionally prepared for demon dick,”

“I’m covered, you’re fine,” Hellboy groans. He was propped up on the couch, his long from taking up most of the cushions.

“So why aren’t you sleeping?” You ask, going to sit on the coffee table so you could face him. He looks at you for a long moment but wouldn’t exactly meet your eye. He grumbles incoherently at you before forming a real sentence.

“It’s probably nothing,” He looks uncomfortable.

“Come on, Red, you don’t just ask someone to come over at two in the morning and there’s nothing going on. Either you’re feeling emotions you don’t know or want to handle, or you’re looking for a booty call, and since we aren’t that kind of friends, I assume it’s the first one.” You level a solid look at him and he shrugs.

“Maybe I wanted to change that part about a booty call,” He gives you a half-hearted grin. You laugh.

“Not tonight, big boy, either start talking or scootch over so I can sit on the couch too.” You say. He rearranges himself so that you can sit cross legged on the couch, facing him.

“I don’t think I like the look you’ve got in your eye…it looks like you want to skin me.” Hellboy said, trying to lighten the mood. But you weren’t having it. He needed something said, and you knew he wasn’t going to say it unprompted.

“Is it about your last mission?” You press.

“So, you heard about that?” He asks, looking away from you again.

“Of course, some of those men were my friends too you know,” You tell him. You had long since stopped getting too attached to people. If nothing else, you were a bit envious of the dead. They had nothing to fear, for the most part, and they no longer suffered this mortal coil.

“I’m sorry,” Hellboy said. “It was my…”

“Don’t you dare take the blame for what happened,” You snap before he could get it out. He looks at you with surprisingly vulnerable eyes. He looks away so you wouldn’t notice his eyes are wet.

As the silence drew out again, you sat watching him not looking at you. He was picking at the hair that grew along his tail, a distraction, and from the way he winced when he caught one hair between his fingers and pulled, a pain to disassociate with.

“If you keep doing that, I’m gonna ask for your hand,” You tell him. He glances at you and folds his hands in his lap.

“I’m sorry I asked you to come over, I shouldn’t have.” He says. “You could go home if you’re tired.”

“That’s the thing, Red, I’m not tired anymore.” You smile at him. “And I know you have more things to say. So say ‘em. I won’t judge you for anything you’ve got in there,” You motion generally to his head. He looks away again and you sigh. Then you have an idea.

“Have you heard of reiki?” You ask. You watch his profile as he frowns.

“Energy healing? Yeah, why?” He asks.

“Before I worked for the BPRD, I was a freelance reiki master, I did healing sessions for lots of people. Want to try it? Sometimes, I’ve found, it helps get the feelings out, even if the words still stick.” You tell him.

“I’ve never had it done before,” He says. You nod.

“That’s ok, I haven’t gotten to practice in a long time either. Give me one of your arms please,” You reach out for him, open hands, palms up. He holds his human arm out to you first. “Now, don’t move, and don’t be alarmed if you do or do not feel anything, ok?”

“What am I supposed to feel?” Hellboy asks. You begin to run your hands up and down the length of his arm, as if you were searching for something you couldn’t see in soft, fine sand. You let your fingertips hover right above his skin.

“I always thought healing energy felt like sunshine and magnets, how you can feel it, but you can’t touch it,” You say. “Do you feel anything?”

“No,” He takes his arm away.

“Can I try the other arm?” You ask. You’d honestly always wanted to know what the energy his stone arm gave off felt like when you were focused on it. Hellboy shrugs and holds it out to you, palm up.

“Knock yourself out,” He says. This time you touch the stone and your fingers hum with the energy between you. Hellboy doesn’t seem to notice it, or if he does, he doesn’t react in any way you recognize. You trace the bits of the stone that are uneven before you realize what you’re doing might be too intimate for him, but he doesn’t shy away. “Still don’t feel anything, but that arm never feels much,”

“Oh, sorry,” You can’t help but blush. You had been too wrapped up in your thoughts of stone and energy to realize how long you’d held onto him.

“Didn’t say I minded,” He looks at you now, softer than before. You thought maybe you were making him feel better, even if he didn’t specifically feel your reiki.

“There’s one more thing I can try, if you want,” You tell him. He gives you a questioning eyebrow. “Can I touch your face?” You ask. Whatever he thought you were going to ask of him, that wasn’t it. His eyes were large and sort of frightened, but he nods, turning his torso so that you have better access.

“I promise I won’t bite,” He mummers when you hesitate. You know you’re being foolish, but something in you knows this means more than it was supposed to. You take his face gently between your fingers, caressing his strong cheekbones with your thumbs. His eyes flutter close and he leans against your hands, surprising you both. He pulls back suddenly and grabs your wrists, taking them from his face. In that little bit of contact you felt a lot.

“How long as it been since you’ve been touched, Red?” You ask, quietly, so quietly you’re almost sure he couldn’t have heard you.

“I touch myself all the time,” He tries to joke away the tension in the air between you.

“Red,” You rebuke him. He sighs, dropping your hands.

“It’s been a long time, not like I get out much.” He finally admits, sitting back against the couch. “Sorry if I startled you,”

“No, it’s not that,” You say, a blush coming up your cheeks again. “It’s just…can I touch your face again?” He looks at you for a long moment, as if you were crazy.

“Why?” He asks.

“Because I want to,” You tell him. “And I haven’t touched someone in ages, it’s a win-win, right?” You add the last part hastily, as if it doesn’t matter. It matters to you very much. In that brief moment of contact, you could feel him, feel the ache in him, the sorrow in him, and you wanted to feel it some more. Part of the reason you left your practice as a reiki specialist was because you often felt too much of what people were trying to deal with, and it killed you because nine times out of ten you couldn’t help them. But Hellboy was right here, you could help him.

“Are you sure you,” He paused, watching you. “You sure you wanna touch my nasty face?”

“Nasty? What, have you not been showering?” You laugh a tiny laugh, trying not to break the stillness around you. “I’m sure I’ve touched worse, I mean you never saw my ex, but trust me, you’re much better,”

“Glad to hear it,” He gave you a small smile at that, just the one side of his mouth turned up.

“So, can I touch your face again?” You press. It felt so important to you that you touch him again, as if something terrible might happen if you didn’t.

“Sure,” He almost whispers it. You move so that you’re on your knees next to him and when you reach for his face, he’s staring at you, eyes so intense you’re surprised you don’t catch fire. But it’s not a malicious fire, it’s a fire that aims to protect him from whatever harm he thinks you present. You gently place your hands on the sides of his face again, covering his sideburns with your palms. This time when his eyes flutter closed, you move slower, deliberately, so as not to spook him. And you tell him where you mean to go.

“I’m going to touch your temples now and then back to your cheeks,” You say softly, moving one hand at a time to place your finger tips on his temples. He makes a small sound you take for agreement. Then your hands move back to where they started, covering his sideburns gently. “I’m going to trace your lines with my fingers next, first your nose, and then your brow,” Another small noise.

You move carefully, slowly, and trace your pointer finger along the length of his nose, careful not to tickle him. Then you traced one eyebrow and then the other before moving the tracing hand back to his cheek.

“Now with the other hand,” You say and repeat the movements. “Can I touch your horns and the top of your head?” You ask. He nods against your hands. You touch each of his horns deliberately, giving just a tiny bit of pressure, before setting one hand on top of his head. You leave it there for a moment and then take it away. Both hands go to his cheeks again and you can’t help but press your forehead to his.

“I don’t know about sunshine and magnets, but it feels nice,” Hellboy speaks first, he leans forward against your forehead, as if he wants more contact still.

“I’m glad,” You tell him. When you don’t move away from him, Hellboy pulls you into his lap, keeping your foreheads still touching. “What is it?” You ask, not moving away.

“I wanted more of you, sorry, I should have asked,” He mumbles. You shake your head against his.

“I think you’ve been really touch starved, Red,” You tell him. “It’s not an easy thing to fix,”

“Figure.” He snorts. “How does one fix it?” His eyes are still closed and yours can’t help but look at him since you had him so close to you.

“You have to open yourself up to being vulnerable,” You tell him. He makes a disdainful noise in the back of his throat. “I know, that’s why it’s hard,” You tell him.

“What if I don’t wanna?” He asks. You move to place a hand on his chest, his skin is warm beneath your palm.

“Then this ache you feel, that only gnaws wider, will never close,” You say. He covers your hand with his flesh one.

“Isn’t there another way?” He asks, voice small. You think for a moment, enjoying the feeling of his hand on yours, the feeling of being near him, of connecting to him with your energy, which you always felt too strongly. Even if you never talked about much, even if you hid it from most people, it meant so much to you to touch someone like this.

“Casual touches help a lot,” You’re speaking quietly now, as if you’re afraid to wake him.

“Like having a pretty lady sit on your lap?” Hellboy whispers back. You smile and he opens his eyes. It’s his turn to take your face in his hand, though he only uses the smaller one.

“I suppose this counts for something, but it doesn’t feel very casual, does it?” You would normally laugh, but he’s looking at you like you cast a spell on him, and you didn’t want to break it just yet. His thumb traces your bottom lip and before you can do more than blush, he pulls you forward and gently presses your lips together with his.

The kiss last for a long moment, both of you content just to move slowly, not pressing, not asking for more.

When the kiss does pass, the moment is broken. You sit back to look at him and he’s smiling at you now, as if he’d just awoken from a pleasant dream.

“I should text you in the middle of the night more often,” He smirks. You blush again because you’d enjoyed the kiss far more than you should have.

“I’m normally up around two to three, so feel free,” You say, making to stand. He catches you before you can manage it and holds you to him.

“Thank you,” He says softly. “Really, thank you,” You can’t help but touch his face again, a quick pass of your fingers through his scruff. He hums at the contact.

“Anytime, Red,” You tell him.

“And what about if I want to kiss you again?” He asks. Your blush grows darker around your ears.

“Do you?” You manage around your embarrassment.

“I do,” He smirks again, his cockiness coming back in waves that hit you like a summer wind.

“Then I’d say you could kiss me again,” You tell him. “Cuz I think I like you,” He leans closer to you and presses another, chaste, kiss to your mouth. When it breaks you wrap your arms around his neck and he stiffens briefly before he relaxes into your embrace.

“I like you too, Y/N,” He says, burying his face in your shoulder. “I like you too.”

[the word artist in me says to end it here, but the fangirl wanted more, so bonus paragraphs below.]

You start to play with his hair, gently running your fingers through the long tendrils. He hums into your neck.

“Do you still have things to say?” You ask. He grumbles something you can’t understand. “Is that a yes?”

“You’re awful, Y/N,” He mutters. “Haven’t I felt enough for one night?”

“Never,” You whisper back, pulling back so you can meet his eyes. He looks at you like he wants something, but he doesn’t ask for it.

“I blame myself for what happened on that mission, there, you happy?” He says, offhand, like it doesn’t kill him inside. You just look at him for a long moment and he curses under his breath. “I killed them, it was my fault,” He says again, as if repeating it changes the meaning. “It’s always my fault,” Suddenly his voice cracks and he pushes you off his lap so he can stand.

“It’s not your fault,” You tell him carefully. “All the agents know what’s out there, that any mission could go south, that any mission could be their last. It’s something we all live with.” You stand and cross the floor carefully. Hellboy was standing with his back to you, fist to his mouth as he tried not to feel the emotions you had pressed him for.

“I should have…I could have,” He tries to form a sentence, but it was easy to tell if he says anything more, he was going to cry, and you knew him well enough that he did not want to cry.

“There is nothing else you can do about it now and beating yourself up over it isn’t going to help either.” You tell him, carefully touching his back. His skin twitches at the contact.

“Stop touching me like that,” He snaps.

“Why? Do you not like it?” You ask, drawing your hand back. Maybe you’d gone too far. Maybe you had pushed him too much.

“Shit,” He curses, “No, it’s not that,” He turns to you then and you can see the war behind his eyes. “Do you know what I am, Y/N?”

“You’re Hellboy, the demon son of Professor Broom.” You say. “And you’re a sarcastic asshole that I’m rather fond of,” You add.

“Did you know I’m supposed to summon the apocalypse or whatever? End all of mankind?” He demands. You’d seen people do this before, hell, you’d done it before. He was trying to push you away, but you didn’t want to let him. You’d seen him vulnerable, and you want him to know that it was ok, that you still like him even if you knew he was mushy on the inside, just like everyone else.

“Do you plan on doing that anytime soon?” You ask. You did not know those details, but you’d heard the rumor.

“What? No, I don’t want to,” He sputters. You step up closer to him and wrap your arms around his middle.

“I’m right here,” You say. “Please don’t push me away,” He’s very tense as you hold him.

“I kill people,” He says. “Being around me kills people,”

“People die all the time, even without you near them,” You tell him. “You can’t take all the blame for it.” He begins to relax and his arms close around you.

“Why did you come here tonight, Y/N?” He asks. You hum against his chest because it feels so good to be close to him, to hold onto him.

“Because you asked me to come,”

“Would you have come if it was someone else?” He asks.

“No, I would have told them to fuck off, or I would have ignored the text completely.” You tell him. He makes a sound that sounds like agreement.

“Ok,” He mumbles. His face falls to your hair. “You smell good, Y/N,”

“You do too, Red,” You look up at him, chin on his chest. “Wanna lay down for a while? Try to sleep maybe?”

“Are you staying?” He asks, eyebrow quirked up. You blush, but nod.

“If you’ll let me, I’m too tired to walk all the way back on my own.” You tell him.

“Please stay,” He says it quietly as if he doesn’t really want you to hear. You step back from him and take his hand.

“No funny business tonight though, just sleep,” You tell him, pulling him towards his bed.

“None, tonight, huh?” He’s grinning.

“That is what I said,” You blush again. “I mean you haven’t even taken me on a date yet, what kind of girl would I be?”

“My girl, maybe,” Hellboy says.

“Do you want me to be your girl?” You ask. He climbs into bed and you join him, snuggling up against his side. “Because I might be ok with that,” You have one hand on his chest, feeling him breath.

“I like the sound of that,” He grins. “And I’m thinking I could get used to this,”

“Cuddling?” You ask.

“Yeah,” His arm comes around you to hold you closer. “Just promise me something,”

“What’s that?”

“You won’t make me feel things all the time,” He groans, and you laugh at him.

“Oh, come on, feeling things is good for you, but if you want, I’ll only make you feel things when you need too. How’s that?” You rest your head on his chest now and can hear his heart beat. It’s strong and steady.

“But Y/N,” He wines. “You made me feels things today, isn’t that enough?” He asks. He sounds more like himself again.

“And look what that got you? I’m here and I think you said I’m your girl now, so that means we’re dating or something, right?”

“Oh,” He pauses. “I guess it does.”

“See, feeling things leads to good things. Now shush, it’s time to sleep.”

“Goodnight, Y/N,” He says.

“Night, HB,” You snuggle into him again. You had dreamed of him for a while, but this was so much better than that. You were both quiet for a long time, just breathing together into the dark.

“Thank you, Y/N,” Hellboy whispers after he’s sure you’re asleep. You adjust yourself against him and he smiles. He’d wanted this more than he’d admit, and it was nice that it finally was here.

#hellboy 2019 #hellboy imagine #hellboy x reader #hellboy fanfic #hellboy fanfiction #gentle boi #reiki #lack of pancakes

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can-you-damianot · 8 years ago

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tagged by @exy-king ❤️❤️❤️

rules: put your music on shuffle, list the first 9 songs and your favourite lyrics from each. then tag 9 other people to participate!

listen im not here to be called out for my sometimes questionable taste in music

It’s Time by Imagine Dragons (Glee Cast Version cos i’m trash)

So this is where you fell

And I am left to sell

The path to Heaven runs through miles of clouded hell right to the top

Sweet Dreams by Beyoncé

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies, and I hope it rains

You’re the perfect lullaby

What kind of dream is this ?

ABC Café/Red & Black by Les Mis Cast (the movie)

I am agog, I am aghast. Is Marius in love at last? I’ve never heard him oo and aah

You talk of battles to be won, and here he comes like Don Juan. It is better than an opera.

and, also:

On his funeral day, they will honour his name

With the light of rebellion ablaze in their eyes

With the candles of grief we will kindle our flame

From the tomb of Lamarque shall our barricade rise.

In the Name of Love by Martin Garrix & Bebe Rexha

If I told you we could bathe in all the lights

Would you rise up, come and meet me in the sky?

Would you trust me when you’re jumping from the heights?

Would you fall in the name of love?

All About Your Heart by Mindy Gledhill

I don’t mind your odd behaviour, it’s the very thing I love

If you were an ice cream flavour, you would be my favourite one

My imagination sees you like a painting by Van Gogh

Starry nights and bright sunflowers follow you where you may go.

The Kids Aren’t Alright by Fall Out Boys

With the black banners raised as the crooked smiles fade

Former heroes who quit too late

Who just wanna fill up the trophy case again.

and:

I’m yours

When it rains it pours

Stay thirsty like before

Don’t you know that the kids aren’t aren’t all, kids aren’t alright?

One Day More by Les Mis Cast (the movie)

One day more to revolution, we will nip it in the bud

We’ll be ready for these schoolboys, they will wet themselves with blood.

Beauty of Dawn by Malukah

Pride fuels the deadly fire

That devours our tower of gold

The drums of war will rage and roar

‘Till the sun burns bright once more.

Talk Too Much by COIN

You know I talk too much

Honey come put your lips on mine and shut me up

We could blame it all on human nature

Stay cool its just a kiss oh why you gotta be so talkative?

I talk too much, we talk too much.

tagging: @nicaiseno @castleoftheheart @meet-me-at-kingsmeet @desastrista @hasensalat @welshscotsmanandlife @theorathanatos @@theveretianprince @just-themys

i know these things go around a lot so if you’ve already done it don’t mind me ^-^ also anyone who i didnt tag who wants to do it consider yourself @ by me :3c

#sorry this got long #idk how to change the spacing between lines ;-;#TY for tagging me !!! music asks are my jam :3 #replies #long post

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jazzzzzzhands · 5 years ago

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Tagged meme about me!!

tagged by my good friendo! @arr-jim-lad !! ty uwu

Rule: Tag 10 people you want to know more about.

Name/Alias: Jazmyn!!, but everyone calls me Jazz!! its short for both my irl name and my username!

Hair color: naturally dark brown, but i dye it so often. Currently its like a very bad blonde color, but im looking to go purple next. I have had my hair exactly like my sona! and its my favorite and most “me” look, but it is also high maintenance to keep up U_U extra: eye color is John Travolta blue UwU

Zodiac sign: LEO BABY

Height: 5′2 and im shorter than u.

Hobbies: Art, Music, CARTOONS,VIDEO GAMESSSS and occasionally reading. Also working, im a workaholic, oops

Favorite color: 1. the rainbow 2. the primary colors 3. the combo of blue and orange 4. ORCHID PURPLE

Favorite books: i love the Enchanted Forest Chronicles by Patricia C Wrede!! im actually re-reading them right now. i recently re-kindled my love for reading UwU also Holes is an amazing book, and the movie did it amazing justice

Last song listened to: I was listening to the Ace Attorney soundtrack! well cause i was drawing AA fanart ofc. I normally listen to musical soundtracks or just uplifting bubbly music!

Last film watched: UMMMMM...i honestly cant remember?? i had to go ask my sis. the Steven universe movie!! it was amazing!! n the songs are gr8! also no one asked but im really excited about the new Trolls movie coming out next year 0w0

Things I love: OOOH a LOOOTTTTT. Colors, Cartoons, Video games, all animals!! esp cats, frogs and lizards! Culture, Musicals, Fashion, Collecting stuff, KIRBY, teapots, clowns, MY SISTER, Passion, bad jokes, my friends, friendship, sibling love, self love, theatre, art, and honestly just too much to list??

What brings me peace: completing a task, laying in bed on my phone, oddly satisfying videos, cracking my knuckes, good jams in my ears, and hugging my sister QwQ <333

Meaning behind my url: jazzhands was taken U_U but hey, my name is jazz, i work with my hands a lot, and Jazzhands is just an energetic, show-hosty kinda motion!! and thats p much me! and now u gotta see the video lmao

youtube

Tags: OMG i dont know a lot of ppl on tumblr!! (wish i did, i need to follow more ppl, im less than 100 right now) umm @bluesnowbelle @connection-went-bloop @qubelord !!! only if yall feel up to doing it ofc!!

#jazzisaspazz #long text post #me!#info

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shysupernaturalfangirl · 6 years ago

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Different - Dean Winchester x Reader - Part 3

Fandom: Supernatural

Pairing(s): Dean x Reader

World: Reverse French Mistake AU

Word Count: 2,343

Warning(s): Cussing, Suggestive Thoughts, PTSD memories, Nightmares, Mentions of Abuse

Summary: It’s every fan-girl’s dream to either, end up in the world of their fantasies, their fandom, or to wind up with on of the actors or characters. There is a couple thousand fanfictions with such circumstances. She never thought in her wildest dreams, that she’d actually end up in a fanfiction situation.

Taglist: @sillydecoy @blackeyedangel9805 @heythereamigodude

Gun clenched between my hands, each shot echoes within the range, my ears muffled by the headphones over my ears, each target has a hole in their head or chest. Every time the mag empties itself, I quickly eject it, before reloading it, snapping back into position, firing round after round, grip tight and teeth tight.

“You’re worthless! You’ve always been worthless! You are a piece of shit, and you know it!” Alex shouts, reaching out, the feel of his flesh ripping across my face, the sting of the slap, the salty tang of blood from my lip. I glare as I look up at him.

“Emily!” Swinging around, she freezes as Dean steps back in surprise, hands held up as I reach up, pushing the headphones off my ears as I drop the gun with a slight toss.

“They’re blanks, Dean.” I snarl, causing him to huff as he puts his hands down, eyeing me as I cross my arms over my chest. “What do you want, Dean?” Surprise colors his face by my attitude, holding my weight on one foot, he eyes me.

“What’s up with you lately, Em?” He asks, setting a hand on my shoulder. “Ever since that first hunt a month ago-”

“You think it a better fate to leave her to that man? Sh-She was obviously abused by him.” He looks me over, before a scowl sets on his face, and he grabs both my shoulders, looking me in the eyes.

“Emily, were you hurt by someone? Did someone put their hands on you?” He asks, causing me to open my mouth to respond, before I fall silent, looking away with a sad sigh. “Emily, look at me. Look at me!” I look up at him, and he caresses my cheek. “You are never going to experience that again.” He swears.

“I-I’m so tired, I close my eyes, and it’s all I can see!” Sniffling as Dean pulls me close.

“I promise you, I didn’t leave her without some protection- and if she’s ready to leave him, she’s got a way to get out safely. But, you can’t save people who don’t want to be saved.” Dean says softly.

“Bullshit!” He pales at my abrupt words. “That’s Bullshit Dean, that’s what you guys do! That’s why I am the way I am!” I snarl, ripping my arms away from his touch.

“Humans are not demons, Emily. I can’t just kill a human because he’s an asshole!” Dean barks, causing my to shoot a glare at him.

“Man up.” I scoff, before I chuck my headphones off my shoulders, before leaving the room, a sadness overwhelming and weighing on my shoulders, thoughts plaguing my mind.

Three weeks later, balanced on my bed, music blasts on my radio as I dance around, jamming out to Night Moves by Bob Seger, spinning around as I stumble, Dean, Cas, and Sam are all standing in my door way as I let out a cry of surprise, falling back into the sheets with a laugh. “Are we interrupting something?” Castiel asks as Sam turns off the song, and I gasp at him.

“How dare you, Samuel!” I cry out, causing him to swallow thickly as I bounce off the bed, walking over to slap him on the arm, causing him to wince, and cringe. “That was for turning off Seger!”

“Ow!” He whines as Dean chuckles, causing me to slap him as well.

“That was for thinking you wouldn’t get slapped.” I scold, pushing past them to walk down the hall, halfway down I turn to them, seeing them follow me. “Can I help you?”

“Uh... supply run.” Dean answers, causing me to raise an eyebrow at him. “Just you and me?”

“Wait... really? Can we take Baby this time? I haven’t got to ride in her yet!” He grins at my excitement.

“Just wanted to make sure you didn’t wet her. She isn’t waterproof, you know?” He jokes, causing me to scowl at him, and his grin widens. “Yeah, we can take Baby this time.”

“Whaaat!? Yes!” I pump my fist, dashing between the three of them, disappearing into my room.

~3rd POV~

“Dude, I told you that’d work.” Dean points out to his brother and his best friend, the three of them watching the young woman speed away, a smile on Dean’s face.

“What? No, I told you that this would cheer her up.” Sam argues with his brother, causing Dean to scoff, preparing to argue when Castiel speaks up.

“We can all agree that it is good to see a smile upon her face, once again.” The brothers look at the Angel, a relatively fond look on his face takes them by surprise.

“Yeah,” Dean nods, looking back at the door as it shoots open, Emily appears in a pair of jean shorts, a black tanktop with an army green jacket over it, and her hair pulled back.

“Wookie!” She shouts with a laugh, dashing past them. “Come on, Dean! Before Sammy changes his mind, and decides to come along!” She shouts, continuing to run through the Bunker.

“She’s brought a rare kind of light into our lives.” Dean says, causing the other two to look at him in surprise, before nodding in agreement.

“Yeah.” Sam answers. “It’s sad how much she’s changed this place already.”

“Is anyone going to tell her that we have yet to find a way to return her home?” Castiel asks, his gruff voice is a knife in the air, stabbing and twisting, jerking the brothers from their bittersweet thoughts.

“Dean,” Emily calls, sticking her head back in the hall, a grin on her face. “Are you coming, or do I get to pick the music?” He smirks, walking down the hall after her.

“Sweetheart, you can have whatever you want.” He answers, causing her to fluster, cheeks turning red, before she turns around while ducking her head, leaving the Bunker to get to the Impala, Dean following close behind, his eyes trailing down her back, before falling to her ass.

“Dean, if you continue to stare at my ass,” She turns to him with a grin, popping open the passenger door to the Impala. “we’ll never get to where we need to go.” She winks at him, before ducking into the passenger seat, wrenching the door shut behind her as Dean gapes, staring for a full minute, before rounding the car to climb into the driver’s side.

A bit later, she’s leaning back in the seat, the windows rolled down, bags rustling in the backseat muffled by Foreigner’s Cold As Ice blasting on the radio, while Dean focuses on driving, sending her a smile of approval every once and awhile as she sings along. Pulling up outside the Bunker, Dean waits until the song is over before turning the car off, the two of them tag team the bags in the back, carrying them into the HQ. Sam and Castiel greet them at the door, a familiar red head tagging along behind them, they drop the bags on a table, and Emily turns with a grin, her eyes widening as they fall on the and only- “Charlie!” The four others fall silent, only one of them is surprised, and Emily kind of becomes mousy, blushing. “Sorry, we talked about this, I know! It’s just... It’s Charlie! Bad-ass hacker with a secret kick-ass ability to hunt!”

“I like you.” Charlie grins, before turning to the boys and Cas. “Who is she?”

“Long story.” Sam explains.

“I’m cooking a fest tonight! Real food!” Emily announces, scurrying towards the kitchen with arms weighed down with bags. Two gazes follow after her, focused on her ass, while Charlie leans towards Dean.

“Nice.” She whispers.

“Off limits.” Dean retorts.

“Not fair!” He waves her off, following Emily into the kitchen, grinning to himself as Charlie pouts behind them.

“Come on Charlie! Come on Sam!” Emily calls, the two of them enter the kitchen, seeing her tying an apron around her neck as Dean pops a cassette into a tape player, music starts to blare through the Bunker, and she throws her head back laughing. “Come on feel the noize! Girl’s rock your boys!” Dean watches as Emily sings and dances around the kitchen, pulling pots and pans and food out, she hands a peeler and potatoes to Sam, who starts on them, before she drags Charlie over to the counter, handing her a knife, and gesturing for her to start cutting vegetables, before she twirls across the kitchen, hip bumping Dean from his spot as she digs around in the bags that were behind him. The four of them work together to cook dinner while Castiel works on finding a case, occasionally Dean leaves to help, and soon the Map Table is converted into a dinner table. The table is covered in food, Mashed Potatoes and Gravy, Salad, Fruit Salad, Homemade Chicken Noodle Soup, Biscuits, Green Bean Casserole, Homemade Silk Chocolate Cream Pie, Stuffed Mushrooms, Whole Roasted Cauliflower, and various other foods.

“This is pie!” Dean beams, stabbing the pie when Emily smacks his hand.

“Real food first, Dean.” She says, causing him to frown, before shoveling food onto his plate. “Just so you know, that’s your pie, I made a different desert for us.”

“A... whole pie? For me?” Dean asks around a mouth full of mashed potatoes and gravy, eyes wide. “Sweetheart, I might just have to marry you.” He jokes, but Emily blushes, looking away.

“Just... enjoy.” After dinner, Sam and Dean and Castiel do the dishes while Charlie walks into the living room to join Emily.

~Emily POV~

“Emily, right?” I look up at Charlie as she approaches to couch, eyes falling on her as she sits on the edge of the couch, leg tucked up under her. “How... exactly do you know me? Let alone Sam and Dean? Or Castiel?” She asks softly, curiosity in her voice.

“Have the boys ever told you about their trip to another realm? Where they’re actually actors? That all of... this,” I gesture to Bunker and her. “is just a TV show.”

“They’ve mention it. Supernatural, right?” Charlie asks, causing me to nod, tucking a lock of hair behind my ear. “What about it?”

“That’s... my realm. That’s where I’m from, a world where this world is just my favorite TV show. Where anything Supernatural is just passed off as an over-active imagination.” I shake my head, sighing. “It’s difficult to explain, we don’t know how I got here, and we... don’t know how to get me back yet.”

“I’m sorry.” Charlie apologizes, but I shake my head, smiling a bit.

“It’s not all bad. I get to experience a world that I’ve loved for a long while. To meet people I’ve admired for so long, and get to be a part of their life.” I explain, staring at my hands. “I can be close to someone I’ve always dreamed about being with, since I was 26 years old, and saw my first episode when it aired. Every time a new episode was on, I’d be there to watch. If I couldn’t be there, I’d record it. Eventually, I became dependent on the show.”

“You became dependent on the show, or someone on the show?” Charlie inquires, causing me to gape at her, eyes wide in surprise, before I slowly glance down, a blush burning on my cheeks. “You can tell me.”

“It’s... Alright, it’s true.” I let out a soft sigh, reaching up to rub my cheek, the blush doesn’t dull a bit despite the attempts to fight it off. “It’s... worsened since I’ve come here. I-I don’t even know, if I care if I’ll never get home.”

“So, who is it?” Charlie asks, causing me to press my lips together. “Castiel?” She insists, causing me to shake my head, ducking my face.

“Can we drop it? I care about all three of the boys, I’ve admired them for a long time, I can feel a connection with them. And even with you. Like we’re family.” Her smile widens, a friendly spark in her eye. Suddenly, I double over with a cry of pain, hands going to my head as a high pitch ringing fills my ears, images flashing behind my eyes. Blood, death, darkness, loss, hurt, pain, anger, blood blood blood, agony, begging for an end, tears and pain, it’s a pattern, over and over, suddenly silence and darkness.

“Emily!” Someone shouts as I slowly blink my eyes open, a hard surface is at my back, and above me are Cas, Dean, Sam, and Charlie, the four of them looking seriously concerned.

“What...happened?” I ask with a groan as I try to sit up, a calm hand grabs my shoulder, and one of my elbows, helping me to sit up. “How did I get on the floor? Why does my head feel like it’s been split open?” I ask softly, causing Dean to kneel before me, resting his hands on my shoulders while looking me in the eye.

“Sweetheart, what did you see?” He asks, causing me to look at him in confusion. “You were babbling, and jerking and crying out in pain. You begged occasionally too.”

“I saw... It was horrible,” I shake my head, grabbing his arm with one hand. “horrible. Death and darkness and... blood.” A shiver runs down my back. “So m-much blood, Dean. Just over and over again.” I cling to his arm, tears in my eyes. “S-Don’t wanna see it again. Please Dean, I don’t want to see it again. I never want to see it again. Please, don’t let me see it again.” I beg him, and he sighs, before pulling me close, hugging me.

“It’s alright, Em. It’s all okay. You’ll be alright.” He promises, rubbing my back as I sniffle, hiding my face in his chest. Tears continue to fall as Dean holds me, I can feel him gesturing something behind me, before long I fall fast asleep in his arms, having cried myself to sleep.

#supernatural miniseries #supernatural #dean winchester x reader #reverse french mistake #SSFG writes

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ventivante · 6 years ago

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I was tagged by the lovely @kihyunsbabe to share the top ten songs i am obsessed with at the moment! i will also explain why i’m obsessed with them because i can and i chose five KPOP songs as well as five non-KPOP songs. the explanations aren’t gonna be Deep™️ or anything because i just like music i can shake my ass to most of the time but ANYWAYS

starting with KPOP (since this is a kpop blog after all)

1. “What U do?” - EXO

This song never fails to put me in a good mood and makes me wanna dance and sing along at the top of my lungs! it’s a certifiable bop and definitely my style, as i tend to like more poppy/upbeat songs

2. “All Night” - ASTRO

I just discovered ASTRO within the past couple of months and i have fallen in love. this was the first song/MV of theirs i watched and it quickly became my favorite. the music, the concept, the aesthetic, ITS ALL SO BEAUTIFUL! i constantly put it on repeat and will listen to it over and over again

3. “HALA HALA (Hearts Awakened, Live Alive)” - ATEEZ

LISTEN YALL THIS SONG GETS ME SO HYPE, it honestly makes me wanna kick in doors and fight people in warehouses, it’s just amazing. then paired with the softer and tender opening verses, it’s a great build up for the beat drop of the chorus NOT GONNA MENTION THE DEMON THAT IS CHOI SAN’S INTENSE CHOREO NOPE

4. “Bon Bon Chocolat” - EVERGLOW

i get this song stuck in my head so often, the beat is sooooo catchy! i was happy watching the video as well, because these girls have a thing going on similar to Dreamcatcher, who i also love for their edgier style and music! cute and edgy is a perfect combination in my book, we stan

5. “HOME” - BTS

i’m definitely more than happy with PERSONA but THIS IS MY FAVE TRACK ON IT. i love the chill vibe and beat, not to mention Namjoon’s “i just wanna go home” at the beginning is a complete and utter MOOD 24/7 for me, i play it driving home from work a lot 😅

alright, now for the non-KPOP songs!

6. “Nights Like This” - Kehlani feat. Ty Dolla $ign

this songs gets me in my feels every time. i’ve been a huge fan of Kehlani for a while now and her latest album is a pure work of art. this song specifically reminds me of a relationship i had in the past that utterly broke my heart (thank you Kehlani for writing a heartbreak song for wlw, QUEEN)

7. “bad guy” - Billie Eilish

not gonna lie, most of the reason i like Billie so much is because she’s a goofy kid and relatable, but her music is still really good in my opinion. this song is a little bit lighter than most of her music so it doesn’t leave me feeling low but is still playfully dark, which i appreciate

8. “Juicy” - Doja Cat

this song is my JAM I LOVE DOJA, remember how i said i like music i can shake my ass too? this definitely falls under that category, it’s upbeat and fun and also positive, definitely one i listen to when i’m feeling a little insecure about my body

9. “Hot Girl” - Yung Baby Tate feat. Kari Faux

i discovered Baby Tate through twitter and she deserves so much love and support, the entire album of GIRLS is wonderful and it was hard to pick just one song from it i like most, but this is one that i will put on repeat and jam to, another song i use to remind me that i’m a bad bitch 😉

10. “Bad Blood” - Nao

i was lucky enough to see Nao live earlier this year with my best friend and she is AMAAAAAAZING, she has such a unique voice and one of my favorite things about this song is that she sings both high notes and SUPER LOW as well, RESPECT (also, for all you other Monbebes out there, Minhyuk is also a fan of Nao, check her out if you like!)

thanks for tagging me Lyssa, this was really fun to do! i will only be tagging a few people to do this, but if you see this and want to participate, feel free! you can also send me some music recommendations or ask for some as well!

tagging @omayasehun @kiyomi-kihyunie @at99z @lovwonho @joohoneybunch and @poplovintrash

you don’t have to participate if you don’t want to!

#ray rambles #tag meme #tag game #about me #music #audio #omayasehun #kiyomi-kihyunie #at99z #lovwonho #joohoneybunch #poplovintrash #ask meme

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shoheiakagi · 6 years ago

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21 QUESTIONS

tagged by @beckyshtar, ty!

RULES: Answer 21 questions and then tag 21 people you want to get to know better.

i don’t actually know 21 people to tag so i’m just gonna tag the few people i talk to over here: @yumidarkheart, @aka-no-o, @cat-the-spade, @redloveashes, and @anewmourning

1. HEIGHT: somewhere between 5′3-5′4 (im short, i know)

2. ZODIAC: taurus

3. LAST MOVIE I SAW: a rewatch of mor and two prince of tennis movies

4. FAVORITE MUSICIAN: uhh ariana grande, i guess? i mean i dont like all of her songs and sometimes she annoys me but she really is talented. i also like bts even tho i haven’t listened to all of their songs (i’m basic, i know) OH AND GORILLAZ

5. FAVORITE AUTHOR: n/a

6. FAVORITE FANFICTION: i don’t have a fave but:

i really like shouhei’s chapter in this one reader x character fic since this is how i envision my favorite part time thug to act when he’s trying to woo someone

this is a really lovely homra centric one shot that manages to give a good enough screentime to all members. also, the characterization here is really good

idk about you guys, but i love the idea of dark!homra, in which they’re just as bad, if not worse, than the gangs they target. even tho its not complete and it features a ship im not fond of, this fic is definitely my fave k fic. i love how detailed the characters (even the minor ones) were, how certain characters (eric) are actually pretty terrifying and sadistic, how the members pretty much lead a double life to keep their identities hidden, how even the least violent members (totsuka and anna) are just as dark, and how unlike canon, they’re def not a found family trope or a group of friends. the members only interact with each other during meetings and missions. really, if dark!homra (and saru/mi) is your jam, then read this fic!! it’s totally worth it.

another saru/mi one shot that features some drunk homra members. the humor and dialogues here are a+, and who wouldn’t want to read a fic where some dumbass homra members spend their saturday nights drunk af in their local mcdonalds?

a saru/mi fic thats set in an idol verse. im pretty sure unlike idol k, this fic is set up in an au where it’s similar to the kpop/jpop industry. so we have solo artists yata & fushimi plus boy groups consisting of homra & s4 abc boys + kamamoto. a really fun fic and i mentioned before how even tho hes not the main character here, this fic has the best characterization for shouhei imo.

7. FAVORITE MOVIE: i really enjoyed moonlight

8. FAVORITE ANIME: mm i don’t think i have any fave. i mean i guess prince of tennis would’ve qualified at one point but idrc about it anymore. if there was an anime just based on homra and ALL of its core members, then that def would be my fave

9. PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?: nope

10. RANDOM FACT: i have three exams this tuesday but i haven’t studied yet even tho its sunday and i have work on monday im so screwed

11. LUCKY NUMBER: uhh 3? or maybe 5

12. DO YOU GET ASKS?: sometimes. usually w/e i reblog an ask meme

13. FAVORITE FANDOM(S): don’t have any but i’ll admit that the k fandom is the only fandom i actually make shitposts, incorrect posts, and a few headcanons for along with edits

14. FAVORITE SONG: don’t have one. if i really like a song, i have a bad habit of replaying it over and over again to the point where i get tired of the song

15. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING: pjs

16. HAIR COLOR: black

17. EYE COLOR: black

18. FAVORITE FOOD: you can never go wrong with a good burger

19. HOBBIES: daydreaming, listening to music, wasting time online

20. FAVORITE WEATHER: when its warm and sunny w/o being super hot (spring) or if its cloudy and slightly chilly (fall)

21. FAVORITE SUPERHERO(S): donna troy/wondergirl/troia, starfire, nightwing, wonder woman, batman, stephanie brown/spoiler/batgirl, etc. im pretty much a dc girl.

#tag meme

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atiteez · 6 years ago

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bold tag!

ty to the one and only @bfyedam for tagging me in this! this is the only other one I’m doing so hopefully I’m not spamming y’all lol

I’m stealing this idea: i italicized things that are somewhat true!!

I’m over 5'5 / I wear glasses/contacts / I have blonde hair / I wear sweatshirts a lot / I prefer loose clothing to tight clothing (this depends on the situation and the season tbh) / I have one or more piercings (just my earlobes lol) / I have at least one tattoo / I have blue eyes / I have dyed or highlighted my hair (pretty much since 7th grade! only stopped for a year at one point) / I have gotten plastic surgery / I had braces (do invisalign count??) / I sunburn easily / I have freckles / I paint my nails (I mean I don’t I do go to a nail tech lol) / I typically wear makeup / I don’t often smile / I am pleased with how I look (for the most part lmao or I usually don’t care) / I prefer Nike to Adidas (I do like both though) / I wear baseball hats backwards

I play a sport / I can play an instrument (it’s been a MINUTE but violin woot woot) / I am artistic (I not amazing at anything but I like making things and I’m good with my hands) / I know more than one language / I have won a trophy in some sort of competition (when I was a little kid, probably wasn’t very high but some things give trophies for more than 3 places I think) / I can cook or bake without a recipe (not many things lol but I can) / I know how to swim / I enjoy writing / I can do origami (I wonder if I actually remember though lol) / I prefer movies to TV shows / I can execute a perfect somersault / I enjoy singing (I wish I was good but at least I can match pitch and stuff) / I could survive in the wild on my own / I have read a new book series this year / I enjoy spending time with friends / I travel during school or work break / I can do a handstand / I have had my first kiss / I have gotten drunk / I have told a crush I like them (if pretending I was joke-asking them to the school dance counts) / I have traveled outside of the country / I have flown on an airplane / I have stayed awake for more than 48 hours / I have had a near-death experience (accidents) / I have caught something on fire / I have performed in a talent show

I have shot a gun / I have been on TV (not on purpose or on big networks, I’ve worked sporting events and been in the background of things lol) / I have gone scuba diving / I have broken a bone / I have slow-danced / I have gone on a shopping spree / I am in a relationship / I have been single for over a year / I have a crush / I have a best friend I have known for over ten years / my parents are together / I have dated my best friend / I am adopted / my crush has confessed to me / I am an only child / I give advice to my friends (not often since I’m really not good at it but I try if I feel like I can speak on it) / I have made an online friend / I met up with someone I have met online (k-pop concerts really are the best for this lol)

I have heard the ocean in a conch shell / I have watched the sunrise / I enjoy rainy days (if I’m inside lol) / I have slept under the stars (camping in a tent counts right) / I meditate outside / the sound of chirping calms me / I enjoy the smell of the beach / I know what snow tastes like / I listen to music to fall asleep (I have in the past, can’t tell if it really works or not I sometimes jammed too much lol) / I enjoy thunderstorms / I enjoy cloud watching / I have attended a bonfire / I pay close attention to colours / I find mystery in the ocean (aka it scares the sh*t out of me) / I enjoy hiking on nature paths / autumn is my favourite season (it’s between autumn and spring) / I can fall asleep in a moving vehicle / I am the mum friend (in certain friend groups!) / I live by a certain quote / I like the smell of Sharpies / I am involved in extracurricular activities / I enjoy Mexican food (my fav food is tacos lol) / I can drive stick-shift / I have memorized an entire song in a day / I dream up scenarios to fall asleep / I sing in the shower / I wish I lived in a video game (at some I’m sure I’ve wished this at least once) / I have a canopy above my bed / I am multi-racial / I am a redhead / I own at least three dogs / I am LGBTQ+

I just did another one of these tags so I’m just gonna tag the same people minus a few who I know have either been tagged or done it already: @hongjoongkims @seonghwoah @yunhos-gf @kunsequence @kpopruinesmylife @exosbaeks @neuerstolemynutellas

#sonia speaks #it me #me #tag

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lveholic · 2 years ago

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🎶✨when u get this u have to put 5 songs u actually listen to, publicly. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)🎶✨

(hi gen !! why do i get a strong feelign from you that youre listening to music 24/7?? i might just be wrong, but i still think that you probably have amazing taste!! id love to know therefore what songs ure currently jamming to!!! also hope ure doing good during ur hiatus!)

omg LINH !!! i'm so sorry i saw this so late but i really love this tag idea,, thank u for sending me this !! also u are completely right. i am constantly listening to music i love my spotify Dearly <33 here are my 5 songs :

dm - fromis9. this song gives me very strong night vibes where the air is cool and the city lights are dazzling and its just u and ur friends without a care in the world - its such a fun and cute song hjhgjh this is definitely one of my favs !!!!

disaster - conan gray. this is actually my first conan gray song and i really like it - 1am energetic vibes !! u will catch me singing the lyrics w so much passion that it's like i relate to what the song's about even though i really dont 😭 but that's when u know a song is good isnt it ?? ^__^

the great mermaid - le sserafim. recently relived my childhood mermaid phase by rewatching h2o: just add water and watching a bunch of reviews of it and this song + its title rlly fits the vibe HAHAH i love how upbeat it is <3

scared of everything - zeph. i live for this song... another song w 1am vibes except its when you're spiraling about your life - hits a little too close to home sometimes. the guitar riffs in this song though ??? >>>>

woman - doja cat. went to a party and sang this loudly w my friends and now i've been looping it... i love the way she sings and raps its just so fun listening to it. the rap bit makes me go crazy (and ending it with 'divine feminine, i'm feminine' LIKE?!!!)

8% - HAIL bonus rec.. i just have to always mention this song when i talk about songs i like its just !!! so pretty !!! i love her voice and the song

this got kinda long woah,, , once again ty for sending this in - it was so fun ^__^ i hope you're doing well and that you're treating yourself gently 💌💌💌

#sotd #askbox

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jalopeura · 6 years ago

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got tagged by @neonstaar thank you ilu<3

NAME: julius

STAR SIGN: sun sign aries but count me as a pisces ty (no i wasnt born on the cusp, yes i have one planet in aries and four in pisces, thanks for asking)

HEIGHT: 167cm

WHAT’S YOUR MIDDLE NAME: carl & rikhard

PUT YOUR ITUNES ON SHUFFLE. WHAT ARE THE FIRST 4 SONGS THAT POPPED UP? i dont have my laptop where all my current music is w me (and if i did id be shuffling on mediamonkey) so here's four non-randomly picked songs ive been jamming to recently (all of which feature......... the same singer............... BECAUSE HES AMAZING PLS LISTEN TO THESE) [also on yt you can turn on english subs on all of these from the cc feature]

Mafumafu - Zangemairi (Hanyuu Maigo cover)

Mafumafu - Oshakashama (Radwimps cover)

After The Rain - Anti-Clockwise

Mafumafu - whatever whatever whatever (Neru cover)

GRAB THE BOOK NEAREST YOU AND TURN TO PAGE 23. WHAT’S LINE 17? Age. Although elves reach physical maturity at about / the same age as humans, the elven understanding of adulthood goes beyond physical growth to encompass worldly experience. (The only book I keep close to my desk, D&D 5e PHB)

HAVE YOU EVER HAD A POEM OR SONG WRITTEN ABOUT YOU? not as far as I know. wait, does it count if i wrote the poem myself?

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU PLAYED AIR GUITAR? no idea, probably middle school

WHO IS YOUR CELEBRITY CRUSH? Kazunari Ninomiya (fucking still!) always makes me go '!!! he's so cute i love him' when i see his face so i guess that counts

WHAT’S A SOUND YOU HATE + A SOUND YOU LOVE? hate: anything that disturbs my sleep (squeaky, periodic birdsong especially) love: big church organ music

DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS? short answer: no long answer: eh, im like... agnostic wrt this stuff

HOW ABOUT ALIENS? lil green men? nah. other life forms out there somewhere in the universe, be they intelligent or not? abso-fucking-lutely

DO YOU DRIVE? nope

IF SO, HAVE YOU EVER CRASHED? nope

WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? i havent read any books in so long... i think the last one i read was my reread of howl's moving castle? i tried to start matt colville's priest but i have extra trouble reading stuff off my phone so that attempt was quickly given up on

DO YOU LIKE THE SMELL OF GASOLINE? not particularly

WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU SAW? infintiy war probably?

WHAT’S THE WORST INJURY YOU’VE EVER HAD? fell off a high chair in kindergarten and broke my tailbone, that was fun

DO YOU HAVE ANY OBSESSIONS RIGHT NOW? see: ipod shuffling question; also like uhhhhh.... oh yeah, minecraft! and the more longform obsessions that no ones surprised by anymore are d&d and arashi

DO YOU TEND TO HOLD GRUDGES AGAINST PEOPLE WHO HAVE DONE YOU WRONG? nah, whos got the energy or memory for that

IN A RELATIONSHIP? nope

feel free to consider yourself tagged! i cba to think of anyone rn

#i cant remember my tag for these #and i cant check my blog rn so #untagged #another tag #anout me #tag memes #long post #edit: i can see my blog page again that was quickly fixed

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hyuwujin · 7 years ago

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♡ random tag ♡

I was tagged by my amazingly talented hyunjin stan besties, @hyunjinh and @hyuunjins ! Ty for tagging me bbs, ILYYY!

1) 5 favorite groups?

Stray Kids

BTS

ASTRO

GOT7

BlackPink

2) Top 5 on your bias list? (no particular order)

Hyunjin

Yoongi

Vernon

Bambam

JinJin

3) Ult Bias group and why you love them?

okay,,,woah, this is reaaaally hard to answer bc stray kids came into my life recently whereas BTS has been around for about a year askasd Okay, if you asked me in December who my ult was, no doubt I’d say BTS. All of them are so hardworking and to come from a small label and be such a huge sensation? Imagine the amount of work that had to be put in. Imagine the sleepless nights and meals they didn’t eat because they were working so hard. Esp, with Burn the Stage on yt, we’re learning so much of their hardships during their trainee days and it really breaks my heart. On another note, their lyrics! They aren’t all typical and pointed toward girls and I love that! We have songs about society, hate, and government (i’ll get into stray kids in a bit) I could go on. I appreciate every single one of those boys and I’m so proud of them, even if i haven’t been there for them since the beginning.

Whew;;;

Okay now? Am i allowed to have two ults? Bc I also love Stray KIds with my whole heart. They’re the group, I’ve spent the most time and money on alksjsad I’ve been there for them since predebut and that holds a special place in my heart! Watching their journey from being trainees to debuting is really going to stick with me. I was there when minho and felix were eliminated i’m sorry for bringing this up agiksjdh and I WAS ANGRY AS HELL AND SAD AND WANTED TO KILL JYP. I was there when they returned and I remember my heart swelling to see them again. Overall as a group, I just love these boys so much and I’m excited to see where they go with their music. They’re already questioning society and the thoughts going through teens/young adult minds and I JUST LOVE IT ALDSKSD

4) Ult Bias and why you love them?

As much as i love love love love love Hyunjin, I think my ult has always been Yoongi. He’s the guy i literally handed my heart to askldhs BTS was probably the group that really got me into kpop and my oh my, Yoongi just came on screen and I was breathless. i’ve got a thing for rappers alright? dont @ me. Anyway, don’t get me wrong, I love ALL of bts but Yoongi has a special place in my heart and I’ll always know him as that guy who drew me more into kpop sdjasd I COULD GO ON ABOUT HOW HARDWORKING HE IS BELIEVE ME!

5) Favorite Kpop Meme

hmm, fav kpop meme? I think i like jungkook’s “pardon” the most asldkjsd

6) Favorite pic of your ult? (I dare you to only pick one)

oooooooh, this is difficult. I love blungi (blue haired yoongi) with all my heart bUT WHEN HES BLONDE? IM DECEASED;;;

(not my gif)

7) 5 Favorite Kpop MVs

I tired not to repeat artists alksdasd

Euphoria - BTS

Trauma - Seventeen

Baby - ASTRO

Hellevator - Stray Kids

Hate - 4minute

8) 10 Favorite Kpop songs?

Go Go - BTS

Grow up - Stray Kids

Crazy Sexy Cool - ASTRO

As if it’s Your Last - BlackPink

Lost - BTS

Don’t Wanna Cry - Seventeen

YAYAYA - Stray Kids

Just Right - GOT7

Daydream - Jhope

Change Up - Seventeen

9) Favorite Kpop crack video?

askdhasd The reason I grew to love bts so damn much was because of the crack videos. Deadass, I spent my entire spring break of last year ONLY watching crack videos. Hm, i think my favorite has to be the “waKE ME UP iNSidE” or “When Suga forgot his SWAG” adkhas

10) Favorite content creator within the fandom?

I think we can all agree that everyone blog made in the stray kids fandom is talented af and amazing!!!

11) What fandoms would you say you’re an active member of?

I used to be most active in the ARMY but...ive lost inspo for writing buT I STILL LOVE MY BOYS. i’ve been the most active in th e the stray kids fandom, much more than ARMY, i can tell you that. For bts, i’ve written fics and done fake texts but for sk? I’ve done that AND made moodboards, video edits and some shitposts asldkjsd

12) Take your top 3 biases- fmk

F(riendly convo with) - Vernon bc he just seems so funny and memey and ilh

M - uhh hyunjin bc we’re the closest in age and um,,,i love him???

K - Yoongi bc whenever i see him i wanna punch myself in the face lasdjd

13) If you could be best friends with any idol, who would you choose?

He’s a bias wrecker and it’s Kim Taehyung! Ngl, i wanna marry the hell outta that boy but i think we’re more compatible as besties adasd He just seems like he would be my personal bubble of happiness and he’d be there for me when i need a good laugh or someone to vent to.

14) If you could date any idol, who?

Okay so he isn’t even my bias but Jungkook???? Idk i just...whenever i see him, my heart just swells and i just wanna hug him sometimes and he looks so cuddly and he’s so funny and memey and omg i need to stop. so yeah, i love jeon jungkook and idk what to do with myself....

15) What’s one Kpop album you think everyone should have listened to?

BTS - Wings (that entire album kILLS me)

16) Are you a soft or a hard stan?

uhhhh i think i’m more of a soft stan but i’m not toTALLY innocent as hell.

17) An idol that makes you go into soft mode?

Jeongin. Have you seen that bbs smile?

18) An idol that makes you want to smash the empire state building with one single punch?

Definitely Jungkook asdljasd

19) Favorite vocalist?

Kim Taehyung, no doubt. His voice is just so low and smooth and woah it can put me to sleep.

20) Favorite Rapper?

Okay, i’m mentioning A LOT of bts and i’m sorry oops. I love Yoongi’s rapping ssosososo much but Changbin’s growling kind of rap? GIVES ME DEATH. AKSDH not gonna lie, i was intimidated the first time i heard him but after a while (and knowing he’s actually a big softie) i really grew to love it so much ah.

21) Favorite dancer?

Hyunjin! Any mv or dance video i’m watching, my eyes linger to Hyunjin bc I JUST LOVE HOW HE DANCES SO MUCH AHHHH

22) Things you have in common with your ult?

Nothing. Honestly, i doubt Yoongi and I have anything in common sldakjsd so i guess i’ll go with my 2nd ult. So ppl tell me i’m soft and shy like Hyunjin? So there’s that but I also notice how CUDDLY hyunjin is w/ everyone. AND ASK ANYONE I KNOW PERSONALLY (i’m looking at you, chels @pcysconverse ) IM SUCH A KOALA AND HUG AND CUDDLE EVERYONE ADLJSD

23) The most beautiful trait any idol can have?

i love modesty aslkjasd You know, those idols who work so hard and then brush it off and don’t bother to brag about just how hard they’ve worked. I love that.

Physically, smiles are the way to win my heart.

24) Songs that will always make you jam along?

District 9. On friday, my friend and i were listening to it on the train and we were jamming, all the while people probs sent us weird looks.

25) Your worst wrecker?

Jeon JungkOOOOOk! *jimin’s voice*

26) Any kpop concerts you’ve been to?

I went to an ASTRO fanmeeting back in February!

27) Favorite choreo?

GoGo;;;; YOLOYOLOYOLO YO :))))))

28) Favorite live performance?

LITERALLY ANY FIRE by BTS PERFORMANCE. This one is a personal fave tho.

29) Favorite debut mv?

i DONT’T HAVE ONE ASDLJSD

30) Recommend a rookie group

stray kids bc i think they’re tho only one i know adlksad

31.) A kpop song you could listen to every day for the rest of your life?

Euphoria bc i have been listening to it everyday asldkjasd

32) Tag some cute mutuals you’d like to get to know better (and to do this challenge)!

@seungchanie @hyyunjinn @jeongin @straykidzz @straycuties @minhomygod @realstraykids @changbeanie @felixthekoala and anyone who’d like to do it!

#random tag #tag game #tagged #tag #mutuals #hyunnlix

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t-shrt · 4 years ago

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many tag games !!

ty to the one n only ms @luvdsc for giving me fun stuff to do💘💘💘💖💖

TAG GAME 1: first and last tag

rules: post the first line of a wip as well as the last line you’ve written so far! (well would u look at that.. i actually got answers for this one)

wip title: tis a [11.06 pm] timestamp first line: “Wanna drink?” last line: “Aw cmon, whatever, I just want to feel good,” You say, “You were asking me what’ll make me feel good, this’ll make me feel good.”

TAG GAME 2

rules: create a mood board of your aesthetic using the app shoplook!

(i rly ended up taking much more time making this than i thought i would’ve lolll)

TAG GAME 3

what do you prefer to be called name wise? in general? tiara :)

when is your birthday? 11th aug!

where do you live? australia

three things you are doing right now? listening to music, laying on my bed, checking my messages

four fandoms that have piqued your interest? other than nct, i’m sorta dabbling in skz content too, other than that a buncha other anime stuff probs how has the pandemic been treating you? thankfully .... think i’m doing better than i thought. anxiety’s there but i’ve had tons of time to reflect on a lot of things & address things that actually matter to me a song you can’t stop listening to right now? motive by ariana grande + doja cat 😬 recommend a movie. i’m gonna be that person and say eternal sunshine of the spotless mind cos i actually Love that movie how old are you? relic

school, university, occupation, other? i used to study psych, became a typical office lady, n now studying to become a teacher do you prefer heat or cold? cold 10000% name one fact others may not know about you? orange marmalade is my favorite kinda jam. interestingly enough i also love sweet citrusy kinda notes in perfumes are you shy? i dont think so lol. i just don’t talk too much sometimes when i don’t really feel like do you have preferred pronouns? she/her biggest pet peeve? people who take themselves too seriously.... i mean like, the big ego, self entitled kind u feel what is your favorite “dere” type? oh god lol. not sure. all deres r created equally rate your life from 1-10, 1 being really crappy and 10 being the best it could ever be. maybe around 8 at the moment? lol i’m pretty content with the way things are which is pretty rare these days what’s your main blog? this one lol list your sideblogs and what they’re used for. i literally wrote a hormonally charged, heavily symbolic, almost poetic 5k hyuck fic n dipped over on @m88n lmaooo. might write more though

is there anything you think people need to know about you before becoming friends? oh yeah definitely lol. im bad at responding to little things, like texts and such. its cos i’m really greedy with my own personal space...it’s really not a reflection of how much i care about u

TAG GAME 4: urban dictionary

rules: search your name on urban dictionary and post the first result

(lmfaoooo why the hell is it this long but thx i guess codyislit)

TAG GAME 5: 15 questions

nicknames: tiara, ti, tir, titi, tirara

zodiac: leo sun, aquarius moon, cancer rising (yea thats right im the kinda person that’d tell u all 3)

height: 5′2/157 cm

last thing i googled: rendezvous at two play with me lyrics

song stuck in my head: motive - ariana grande + doja cat (i know i know)

number of followers: i think below 300

amount of sleep: 7-9 hrs

lucky number: 8

favourite song: eternal sunshine - jhene aiko

favourite instrument: bass guitar

dream job: published artist

aesthetic: black, streetwear, lace, starry nights, flirty night outs

favourite author: don’t have one nowadays

favourite animal noise: lil squeaks from small animals

random: i appeared in NHK japan national morning news when i was in grade school lmfaooo

TAG GAME 6

rules: tag people you want to get to know better/catch up with and answer these questions

favorite colour: 1# blue, #2 black

last song I listened to: my hair - ariana grande (i’m currently listening to her album alrighttttt)

last movie I watched: blackpink’s documentary

last show (completed): bakuman season 1 good shit

currently reading: yikes i should continue reading the stuff i have in my kindle

currently watching: bakuman s2, jujutsu kaisen, haikyuu s5

currently craving: banh mi LOL prolly gonna get one shortly after

currently working on: uni essays + sumthin w my bro in law lol

currently playing: nothing ;____;

sweet, spicy, or savoury: sweettt but love all 3

tea or coffee: tea pls. i drink tea everyday now lol

TAG GAME 7

name: tiara

pronouns: she/her

height: 5′2/157 cm

sexuality: bi w more pref twds men

nationality: indonesian

favourite animal: cats😍😍😍😍

favorite ice cream flavor: i luv my choccy

favorite fictional universe: this is difficult ........... naruto? harry potter?

average hours of sleep: 7-9 hrs

last song you listened to: obvious - ariana grande

last movie you watched: blackpink’s documentary

last thing you searched up: hearteyes emoji lol

cats or dogs: CATS

dream job: published artist bruh

when you made this blog: sometime in 2013

why you made this blog: everyone else ws using tumblr n i thought hey ill try tht thing everyone else is doing

reason for url: i love shirts. haha jk .... its a pun lol

#tag game #tag #💬

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chemicalbrew · 7 years ago

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Getting to know me? welp that’s gr8

(tagged by @botwriter, ty for remembering me)

i’m not gonna tag 20 ppl but i will tag some! @monado-purge @thepapermage @zapfishes @vorborscht @ohmyswirls

THE LAST: 1. Drink: black tea 2. Phone call: My mom 3. Text message: uhhh, some guy i dunno who asked for some zelda stuff... shady 4. Song you listened to: this awesome remix. srsly i’ve been kinda obsessed with this album for the past few weeks, pls listen to the whole thing 5. Time you cried: i can’t recall that!! nice! (one day a few weeks ago i thought abt botw a lot and that made me feel Things like it always does but that totally doesn’t count) HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: No, I haven’t even dated anyone once lmao 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: No 8. Been cheated on: No 9. Lost someone special: Yes, my grandfathers... 10. Been depressed : no! when i see these kinds of questions i think back to the times when i threw huuuge tantrums a lot as a kid but that’s very, very different and I understand that now 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: separately? yes. together? no lol LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: purple, blue, burgundy IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: nah i don’t rly think so

16. Fallen out of love: Nope

17. Laughed until you cried: Yeah

18. Found out someone was talking about you: why would anyone talk abt me i ain’t special

19. Met someone who changed you : no

20. Found out who your friends are: They’ve stayed the same for years (also there’s not a lot of them)

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: i don’t use it lmao

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: again, i don’t use it, but in more general terms i’d say i know irl like 30% of ppl i’ve interacted with online

23. Do you have any pets: yes, and i’d like to take this spot to say that my cat is great and i love it v much

24. Do you want to change your name: Used to, not anymore

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: probably celebrated in a sushi bar oops

26. What time did you wake up: ~14:00. i do that every day these days, i can’t help it

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: whoop whoop, jamming out to my fav songs in my bed lmao

28. Name something you can’t wait for: ? unfortunately i can’t name anything bc my life is pretty boring rn

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: ~20 mins ago, she’s right next door!

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: Money

31. What are you listening to right now: see question 4, it’s that catchy to me

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no, we don’t have anyone named like that over here

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: there’s nothing to anger me right now so i’ll just say... Mario Kart! haha

34. Most visited website: either tumblr or youtube i have no idea tbh

35. Mole/s: three on my left arm forming a triangle, one of gigantic size on my left hand and probably plenty others

36. Mark/s: at least three scars on my legs due to my disabilities

37. Childhood dream: To be a DJ lmao

38. Hair color: Chestnut

39. Long or short hair: Mid-length

40. Do you have a crush on someone: other than fictional characters? no

41. What do you like about yourself: the way i sing and my music taste haha

42. Piercings: i dont think earrings count so no

43. Blood type: hell if i know tbh

44. Nickname: some ppl call me zelda bc of an age-old nick i use on almost every website so i’ll leave u with that

45. Relationship status: too young to be in one, just young enough to read about one

46. Zodiac: Scorpio

47. Pronouns: She/Her

48. Favorite TV Show(s): well i don’t watch them much but i used to watch The Middle a lot. pls don’t do that it’s honestly not that great

49. Tattoos: none

50. Right or left hand: Right-handed

51. Surgery: too many to list everything. also it’s been a long time so i can’t remember much other than how it sucked

52. Hair dyed in different color: no! (not yet maybe who knows)

53. Sport: something impossible

55. Vacation: Egypt, Turkey, Sochi. pretty bland but still cool i think

56. Pair of trainers: none ― i physically cannot wear them MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: sour strawberries 58. Drinking: Nothing 59. I’m about to: answer more of these questions 61. Waiting for: my dad to come home?.. 62. Want: to read something interesting 63. Get married: dunno if i will and i don’t care much 64. Career: i don’t like to think abt it but maybe a programmer or a translator

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: both 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: doesn’t matter 68. Older or younger: same age 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: nope 75. Drank hard liquor: a little. a few times. 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yes, but not for long. i did break my glasses tho 77. Turned someone down: yeah 78. Sex on the first date: nope 79. Broken someone’s heart: no 80. Had your heart broken: no 81. Been arrested: no 82. Cried when someone died: no, i never do 83. Fallen for a friend: nope DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: not really 85. Miracles: i hope for them tbh 86. Love at first sight: maybe? 87. Santa Claus: nah 88. Kiss on the first date: could happen or not, idc

OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: i dunno how to transcribe it dang it 91. Eye color: brown 92. Favorite movie: i guess i don’t have one anymore, i’m not a movie person. i’d rather read or play a video game :p

#zero.txt #thank u again this was good

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