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FUCKING KICKS DOWN THE TUNBLR DOOR
INDIGO DISK WILL BE REAL DECEMBER 14TH
MENTALKY UNWELL
#arvenfanboyposting#pkmn sv#indigo disk#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon sv#TELL YOUR FRIENDS#TWLL YOUR FAMILY#TELL WVEEYONE EVER TI BREATGE#DECEMVEE 14!!!!#AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH
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holy fucking shit im seeing this as i am in a train there quite literally is a sleepy transgender girl in a train RIGHT NOW
It told me to repost this.
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sometimes i miss talking to that one person who didn't NEVER turned it into a competition about who has it worse and never told me well atleast you have [x]
#weirdly i think she was the only one#my irl bestie called and was ranting about her miserable life and#it's the exact same thing ive been going through for years her parents won't let her move to another city#she can't make friends here she hates it here her parents are being overbearing and don't understand the importance of socialising#with people her age and they tell her to just hang out with her family all day and don't give her privact#like. okay. i love her ive been listening to her complain about how her mom comes into her room sometimes. and just#i was okay listening to it okay im no judge for how someone's feeling and my bad might be their worst#but then she goes like well atleast you'll know you'll get to move out after you finish your degree for a job#like. wow okay. atleast you got to enjoy 3 years of college at the coolest city in india atleast you got to have vibrant life experiences#and learned so much about the world made tons of friends visited a hundred places had a boyfriend#went to clubs increased your netword learned how to be street smart and talk well#i hate to be resentful ofcoursr im happy for her and ofc i understand this is a hard time#but like god seriously. she'll never know what it feels like think you'll live your life as you pass 12th because they let your elder siste#go to college and she had the best times and then suddenly you're 17 and they twll you well actually we made a mistake and we won't repeat#it ever so you're just gonna stay home where we watch you 24/7 and ww won't even let you go to classes that have somewhat okayish people#because you can't have friends because they'll distract you from your studies#and she'll never know what it's like working towards a dream everyday that seems so fucking faw away and unreachable#when you're not even good at studying and especially focusing because yeah parents fucked you up majorly!!#like im sorry but try being completely hopeless and alone and isolated losing your friends one by one watching everyone#grow and find themselves as you rot in your room try to do better try to find happiness but it's impossible it's never enough#and try to study for a really fucking hard course in the middle of all that#and then tell me that atleast ill get to go out after i finish#like seriously try fucking living my life for one day and then talk#god i know ive become resentful and bitter because of a thing in my childhood but i don't know how to stop#ugh i never should've picked up the phone i was studying so well before that#anyway. i miss talking to that one person who was sensitive and sweet and encouraging always yk#i miss hearing i completely understand you because im going through the same things (def worse imo) and we'll get through this together#man.#chappell roan was so right actually i hate that i let this go on for so long now i hate myself
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go upstairs to escape the sound of my brothers voice but he talks so loudly and the walls are so thin i can still hear him
#ameera speaks#theres a cruelty ingrained within this family and i refuse to take part in it any longer#hes a despicable person and every second i spend in the same room as him reminds me of why i stopped speaking to him#my life has only improved since i cut him out the only downside is i cant twll him to stfu when hes sharing funny anecdotes#'meera you always compare yourself to my sons' your sons are telling you stories youre laughing at and you stopped speaking to me a week ago#because i spoke during sehri#i remember my birthday was during ramadan one time and i was telling them smth i read about how men tend to be professionals in fields women#dominate and the first thing they did on my birthday during ramadan was make me cry by telling me to shut up because i was spekaing too much#and just now i listened to the same brother speak for half an hour nonstop and it was all just cruel#not a single good word out of his mouth
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Spoilers ahead for those who havent watched season 3 yet❗️❗️❗️❗️its long im kinda sorry lol
Okay so I finished last night and there were lots of emotions for me but now that I have had time to sit and process heres some things about season 3 that im like what???? About.
Parents and returning to Kildare:
Jjs dad is gone. He literally had his dream a private island and no one to twll him what to do no cops no restitution (which we dont hear about again) but he still leaves bevause the pogies are his only family left. Instead of going to the chateau and seeing or waiting for his best friend he just breaks in to his house. Sara has no one so obvious shed go to JBs. Pope and Cleo (my new fave couple that basically needed more elaboration wtf happened to the No love club they talked about it twice but okay) i knew Heyward would feel some type of way but would give in to helping cleo. I love the Heywards theyre the best parents in this show. Now Kies parents bro, idk. Like at first I was like holy fuck theyve changed a little trying to be more open to what kie is feeling and all that jazz about parenting and not wanting to push your child away. Then they turn sara away like I know damn well you know her whole family is gone amd she has no one else just let her stay just tell her to come back later?? Then they have a party where they say "were all together on this island, pogues and kooks." Like fuck you? You were a pogue and you hate john b and jj and pope who is considerably the nicest of the 3 and the most resposible you have to know that and you still look down on them? Okay Mike.
Next the ending:
18 months later they have everything they ever wanted and all the parents are so stoked like did you forget you kidnapped your own daughter and sent her to a kitty hawk reform school where Jj busted her out? But because they discovered a historical thing and are honored youre all good for it now? That dont sit right with me I need to know what happened during that 18 months dawg. Sara and john b still together and touchy feely but the other couples look like theyre just friends again none of the hand holding not shit?! 18 MONTHS TOGETHER AND WE DONT GET NOTHING BUT ONE KISS FROM BOTH COUPLES?! I NEED TO KNOW! Also where the fuck is rafe?! What happened to rafe?! Do we just not get to see that whole thing?! Im mad about that. And we only see rose like 5 times and wheeze once?!!!! Bullshit.
I enjoyed this season but there were moments I was like okay wtf happened did I miss shit?!
Also topper is a little bitch because his moms such a bitch 🙄
#outer banks#obx#obx3#obx spoilers#jj maybank#rafe cameron#jiara#john b#pope heyward#cleo#sarah cameron#kiara carerra#topper
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please twll me all abt fmr right fucking now /nf
ok so. i've outlined the plot many times before but at its very core! fmr is a story that takes place in a supernatural world, with shapeshifters and witches and vampires and angels (but those come in later) all living in the same world as humans. there are three arcs, and i'll go over them.
first arc, and by far the most developed. it mainly focuses on andre torres, who comes from a family of werebeast hunters that are linked directly to the founding of his hometown, amber falls. he ends up inheriting a curse - which neither him nor his father, salvador torres, was aware of, but we'll also get into this later - that turns him into a werewolf.
after escaping just before salvador tries to kill him, he realizes he needs to get out of the town now and turns to his best friend, josh collymore. josh helps him get out and after a couple days of people getting killed and horrific transformations, andre manages to get out of the town - but not before josh is killed by andre's father in an attempt to stall him from escaping (there's other reasons why salvador does this but i'll save you that for now). andre, partially transformed at this point, ends up attacking salvador, slashing out his eye, before making a run for it. he gets away, and salvador's left with his injury and this dead kid.
HOWEVER! due to josh being a witch and a combination of magic right before his death, he ends up in what's essentially the afterlife where mortem (god of death) sees him and decides to repurpose him as one of its angels. he comes back to life, but salvador stops him before he's able to tell anyone about what happened with andre or his death. josh also has no clue how he's back, or what the god did to him, and the combination of this leaves him pretty scrambled.
second arc, compared to first arc, is much longer (spanning over eight years). it focuses on andre, who has to deal with his new lycanthropy and the fact that he's essentially faked his death, and everything that comes with having to explore a supernatural world when you've stayed away from it your entire life. he meets quite a few people here who show up in later arcs. there's also him having to handle the manifestation of his curse, which is this giant wolf demon thing that drives him to violence. he has to figure this out. and also figure out everything with his identity but that can wait
it also focuses on josh, who after a few years of having a horrible time in amber falls, decides he's going to figure out the source of andre's curse, and get revenge on salvador. he does this by conducting some highly suspicious rituals that involve communing with the ghosts of andre's dead ancestors, which is a normal response to your high school crush being assumed dead and his dad killing you. there's also more of mortem in all of this, and josh starts to realize why he came back but ignores it. during this time, we also meet angelo de los santos, who is hired by salvador to help cover up the events of first arc (these two have a strange homophobic homosexual relationship with each other it's a whole thing). josh eventually manages to get information out of angelo's own assistant, hunter, over a period of time, and manages to get into salvador's office during an event. just as he manages to piece together the source of the curse from records and journals from former torres family members, salvador gets into the office and kills him again. when josh comes back, he finds salvador burning the evidence. he responds to this by using divine intervention to attack him and then kill him (he's a very normal man). he also ends up burning down the office on accident and has to flee because he's now guilty of what's assumed to be a murder-suicide. so now he's also faked his death and has to escape town.
third arc technically has two perspectives, similar to second arc. the first one, which takes place two years after the previous arc, focuses on andre and josh, who end up being able to find each other. it mainly centers around both of them trying to handle a relationship that they never got to explore before everything went downhill while also trying to avoid the fact that they have both done some horrible things over the years. there's two endings to this but i'll mention that later
the second one goes back to amber falls, where the entire town is in disarray following the death of salvador torres, and subsequentially, the fall of the hunters' district there. the characters in this are josh's sister, julie, and her girlfriend, josie (who performed an exorcism on andre + dated him a while back. they do not mention this until later LMAO), with julie trying to clear her brother's name and understand why he did what he did. it also focuses on isa, andre's mother, having to figure out how to live outside of the shadow of her husband. and finally it also focuses on angelo and hunter, with angelo knowing about josh's ability to come back from the death and using hunter's anger at being manipulated to go look for him. there's a lot happening on this side.
and finally, there's the two endings! in the good ending, andre manages to control the curse somewhat, reeling in the power it had on her and preventing it from completely overtaking him. josh ends up severing his connection to mortem, at the cost of his magic (and also his eye but that's another thing), to prevent it from tearing him away from his humanity. it ends up fine for both of them they're kind of ok in this one
in the bad ending, andre doesn't gain control over the curse, and josh doesn't sever his connection. this leads to andre, while transformed, killing josh over and over again, until josh uses the divine intervention thing again and kills andre. distraught over this, he gives into mortem, and allows it to make him into purely its vessel. this is not the best situation on account of. the death
there's a lot more here and this took a while but i love this story very very much and i'm glad you wanted to hear about it! if you have any specific questions i'll answer them :-D
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Have you ever fallen completely in love with someone for it to fall apart
You plan a life together, to move in together, get married and have kids and have a beautiful family
And then all of a sudden it changes, he tells you things haven't changed but you don't feel loved anymore so you start fearing, fearing that you will lose him the same way you lost your baby
Allowing yourself to get disrespected and treated like you're disposable, treated like dirt. Like you don't matter
Your heart starts breaking, you get sad and then you get mad that you still love him despite how you are being treated wishing things would go back to how they were when you first fell in love
When he chased you, would ask to buy you lunch, buying you shoes because you picked them up and said you liked them.
The cuddles, the kisses, the sex it all disappears. The good times you guys had it all fades away but you hold onto them wishing for it all to come back and be better but it doesn't.
You fool yourself and you fight and fight for it all to be better but it slips away till theres nothing left of you anymore.
Welcome to heartbreak. It hurts. It hurts so bad and you just want for him to reach out and to twll you he loves you. But he doesn't anymore. He doesn't love or care for you the same he once did. My God it hurts.
Heartbreak is a painful place.
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I come over to talk and you fall asleep while having a serious talk and freak out when i leave. Okay. So i call you tje next day, no response. Rinse and repeat for months.
Okay. Today is the same- no response all day. I drive around, thinking about us, where we are, what changed, what didnt. I feel like everythings the same as before, except you claim to be sober. But you have no job. You crashed your car twice and almost died. You refuse to get a job until your family gets a car. You refuse to follow up on your long term symptoms because you're scared to call the doctors yourself. You twll me you want me to be there, not to help, yet i work the same hours as doctors, and when i do go over and offer, you refuse.
You are so depressed that sometimes its hard to pick up the phone and say hi. You cry at night thinking that im better than you, that i dont deserve you, that i shouldve stayed with him instead. And yet, im here.
I tell you i want to step back, that you need mental help and tht i cant fix your problems. You cry and think im breaking up with you, that im abandoning you at your lowest. I tell yiu im not breaking up with you, that im saying i think i need to stop treating things lik we're together when we clearly arent, and you think that im using your pain against you. You drop that you had been SA'd, so casually, and then say you dont need therapy - you just need to think really hard about life.
I tell you i benefited from therapy and you throw in my face 3 years ago when i dumped you then dated someone a month after. I tell you ive been trying and trying to be there for you while barely being there for myself. I admit to you i almost tried to kms when i cheated on him with you, that therapy was what helped me get out of bed, and yet its not enough.
Im not even telling you i wont see you again, i m not even telling you that i dont want to help by bringing you to the docs or having sex with you. But i dont think youre ready for a relationship with me anymore. Ive changed that i want more than just smoking together and cuddling. That i want to explore and grow our lives together.
Its just . All the same shit.
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party trick: I can identify the zodiac symbols by name
#yes it is Homestuck related#its not anyuge talent online but like when your family members with zodiac tattoos#twll you eow youre the first one thats ever gotten it right IT IS AN EGO BOOST
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okay but like pukwudgies:
-there literally slytherpuffs
-pukwudgies are literally jellybeans but they come of as scary
-most first years who see them think they're the scariest, espicially the upperclassmen, because the seventh years are literally a bunch of intimidating, drug dealers with resting bitch faces who joke about their emotional trauma and mental health. and then at some point, either the older thunderbirds, horned serpents or wampus will introduce the seventh years to the first years and they're literally the sweetest people on earth
-every seventh year has a favorite first year, who they treat as their own child
-pukwudgies provide all the muggle imports to the other houses i.e candy, beverages, books, magazines
-they treat every exchange like its a drug deal
-they have a literal mafia called "the puks" that along with the mafia of horned serpent rule the black market of the school
-they preach their home remedies and treat honey like a god
-they have a huge rivalry with horned serpent, but every year before the homecoming senior quidditch match, they have a huge sleepover in one of the two common rooms, for a one night only no rivalry party
-pukwudgies have tarot, astrology, and palmistry booths all over their common room
-the entrance to their common room is literally in the kitchens. you go through and theres a wooden staircase that leads down three levels until you reach an openspace common room with a view of the waterfall of lake greylock
-their common room has three levels theres the main one that has the sofas, the windows, and hords of pillows and blankets
the second level that can be reached by a spiral staircase that consists of the hallways that lead to the dorms and 'the booths' where students can sell handmade prducts and give astrology readings etc.
the third floor is just a loft that is a dedicated indoor garden and greenhouse
-there are two seperare hallways that lead to the boys and girls dorms, both of which go up spiral wooden staircases with plants hanging from the sides
-their the only house with bunkbeds
-the rooms are the exact same except the boys rooms overlook the mountains and the girls overlook the lake
-students have the same dorm the entire time until they graduate so they tend to put up posters and wall art
-they have a tradition of leaving a note and candy after they graduate, for the incoming first years who will get their rooms next
-the notes usually give words of advice, twll stories from their days, and reveal secrets. most pukwudgies keep their letter with them for the rest of their life
-but in the common room they jave a great big wall that his letters from over the years that pukwudgies look at, the oldest one being from 1901
-the pukwudgies run the alumni group
-students are allowed to participate in special clubs run by the upper pukwudgies including but not limited too:
-The Puks: The Art of Buisness and Money (A literal mafia)
-No-Maj Medics: A guide to No-Maj medicine and treatments
-The OWFG: The ordinairy witches for the good, a feminist group that talks about social issues. It primarily focuses on women and womens issues, but many boys join too
-Pukwudgie Future Leaders: like the MACUSA internship club only focuses more on debating and leadership skills and is run by students
-FFG: Found Family Group, a safe space for all to talk, write, or just vent about issues
-The Pukwudgie Gobstone Team: Pukwudgie has the worst gobstone team in the school but the friendships you make last forever(thats basically their slogan)
-The Quidditch Club: Avalibile for any and all quidditch players. It's a combine club between the Horned Serpents and Pukwudgies for all students to learn about the history of quidditch, fan girl over the players, and learn the basic ropes of the game
-the pukwudgie common room has no password or anything you simply have to be a pukwudgie or be with a pulwudgie to get in
-when they take yearbook photos, the ambassadors(a seventh year for each country US, Mexico, Canada) decide a theme for each year and some of the past favorites have been:
Goth Emo
70's parents
Hippies
Dehydrated French Men named Pierre
Salad Dressings
The Different Classes
Dress up like your teacher
- they all somehow have athletic bodies, even though they spend their days inside watching muggle movies and gardening
#ilvermorny#hp fandom#hogwarts#harry potter#ilvermony school of witchcraft and wizardry#pukwudgie#ilvermony houses#ilvermorny headcanons#horned serpent#lily evans#wolfstar
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japan national team x reader | w.c 1.3k
a/n: omg guys here’s the super cute epic collab fic i made w all my frieednsies <33 we all worked superrrr hard on this so pls don’t be mean!!!!!!!!! pls enjoy its xoxox and don’t forget to follow everyone here on this kidnapped by hq collab <33333333333
warnings: not proofread bc who does that xD (guys pls free me from this hell i’m in so much pain i didn’t even look at this i skimmed over it i left it as is, gg)
Read this while lsitening to the best song evar!!!!!!!!!!!1 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_cXhBy78T4&ab_channel=JonasBrothers if you dont listen whil reading ill eat ur family MONCH MONCH MONCH
i go dwnstars, yelling ‘by mum!’ bfor laceing up my wite convrrse hightops (NOT blck becauz u cant sharpi on it) wth 1d lyrics scribbled on it. i rmb to draw a directioner infinite sign on mywrist. perfect, i think to mysdlf.
I never thot i would get to go to the olympics all the way on the other side of the planet in toky o japan! It was a dream come true for a simple, average, run of the mill girrl like me, who is 5’7 with naturally wavy hair, that’s not curly or strait and eyes as blue as the dark blue part of the ocean.
I been dreaming of the olypoics since fetus. I just knew I had to be here, but I never thought it would actually happen. The only thing that would make it better is if I had a smezxy smexy boyfrwend! (A/n: Tee-hee! Maybe even two! (Or five! <333) haha! Aren’t I so quirky? <3)
I’m Wearing A Mint Green Crop Top That Ties In The Front And Some Denim Shorts With Black Converse. I Don’t Need Makeup Because My Skin Is Naturally Smooth And Clear And My Lips Are Already Red #wokeuplikethis And I Listened Only To MCR And P!ATD On The Plane Ride. I Bet You Dont Know Who They Are, THey’re My Favorite Banxds And Are Super GOod And Like Underground Bands. (A/n: Okay But If You Don’t LIke Welcome TO THe BLack Parade GTFO Of My FIc I Don’t Need YOu Here xoxo)
ok so like,, im on my way to the olympics but then like, i get kidnapped !!! the car i was in was like super expensive and i cant see anything with the blindfold on. i hear voices of men all around me though, for like, a whole 30 minutes before they bring me somewhere and tie me up? "Take Her BLindfold off," one of them say, i hear. and im so nervous. but it's like a dream when they tug my blindfold off and im met with the prettiest emerald orbs ever looking back at me.
my stomach knotted in fear (more like an angry swarm of butterflies fluttering around ) i feel like screaming or squealing or both bc those eyes belong to someone so gorgeous . even more gorgeous than harry styles. hes like a god. i woukd so worship his foot. or something. (squee omg i can’t believe this is happening. i bet you wish that it was you huh?)
bro who tf has emerald orbs green eyes im blanking rn
^ yo i was gonna ask i cannot for the life of me remember who
his #afff14 sppheres peered into my soul i really just felt seen. i took a deep breath before fainting he was just so pretty. *one hours later* i woke upa nd saw the pretty viridescent peepers staring into mine. like he was literally two inches away from my face omg i could feel his minty breath on my lips it smelled so good.
“My name is atsumu miya,” he said gruffly, the gruffness in his voice so gravely. “And me and me mates here think yer the most gorgeous girl weve ever seen. I blink up at him, orbs gleaming amd full of tears.
“What do u mean, i’m just a normal quirky girl?” I say shakely, biting my lip. I bit my lip as the piss blond man spoke.
“You don’t know ur beautiful.” YOUR INSECURE DONT KNOW WHAT FOR YOUR TURNING HEADS WHEN YOU WAlk THROUGH THE DO OO OOOOOR
“U may be a normal quirky girl but ur OUR nroaml quirky girl now” his friend said with a deep voice. It was so deep that i almost thot it was like the ocean, he had curly balck hair and his eye were sooo mysterious (a/n i loooove sakusa i can’t believe him and his friends kindapped me omgggg XD)
“Stop it go away” osamu said (hee hee i can never remmber tell which twin is which LOL i think its osamuuu) “no u have to share” sakusa responded angrily. I starred at them and didn’t know what theyd do next!
I looked over to he side ans see sakura pulling out hand sanitizer passing it around to his teamates. The green orbed boys huff as they put it on. i wished i could see his whole face hes so sedy, look over here pretty girl, i gasp pulled from my thoughts by their captain kita walking into the room with his hands on his hips and was theat aran? “You look even better in peroiusn” aran said to me, walking over to me “how do you know who i am?” i ask.
“listen bbygurl...” he yealls, pulling out a chair to sit acros from me. “you dont get to ask the questions, we are your new masters, and you shall do as we say.” i gulp nervously, my stomach feeling like a sharkndao is happening inside. “we hope u will be worth every penny we payed foru.”
“M-m-m-masters?” my head felt like it was spinning in a teacup from disney land as i thought about what he just said to me. what did this mean? was i gooing to miss the olympics?? I wanted ot hate him with his super smug look on his face but i cant deny that he looks kind of hot and i’m into guys who look just like him,, the other guys r also relly attractive it makes my heart race. I look around trying to find answers when i make eye contact w a really really reall y tall guy who i thinks name is gao only to see another really really relly tall guy next to him,, hyakuzawa?
“what are yo going to do to me then?” ((*lenny face))
you ask, stomach bubbling. maybe i shoudnt have ateen that stale pizza earlier and washed it down with watermelon-lemon minute maid because now i felt like it was gonna come up. ((ew gross um tw vomit mention hehe)
“Dont worry were going to grab seme din din soon lil one,” one of them says. His name espapes me. Hes a ginger. They wont answer me for some reason and i suddenly miss my freedom when i would go to school (i go to an expesive private school for rich kids ahahah).
“WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WITH ME??” i yell again batting my fists against the ginger but he doesnt even blink. Ive decided hes hot but in a short king kinda way. His hair reminded me of of like cheeto coloured fine thread woven into waves.,,, like the ocean xD (ans...this has an ocean theme)
sudenly there was another voice it was yalling “BOKE HINATA BOKER” i looked with my stricking dark blue orbs and there wasd inother pair of stricking dark blueor bs like the ocean and blck hair. his voicde was veryy deelp an sexxcy (a/n lololol i luv u gakeyama kun *w*)
theres suddenly a loud voice in ur ear screaming directly into ur eardrum " BAKA KAGYEAMA BAKA" (wtf our they communicating ???? ? ) i cringe at the yellign and another pair of strong arms bulls me away . i land against a hard, solid chest, i can feel the six pack thru his track Suit.
and then my alarm clock playin what makes u beatyful goes off n i woke up.
amen.
i rub my eyes wakng up, starrn into the mirror at my super borng brwn ugly eyes and brsh my equaly borng brwn hair. i lok up at m wall and see harey stylz and niallr starinf back at me on t walls. i sigh dreamily. they wud twll me my brwn uairs beatufil.
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How do i just let myself relax and be happy? I literally dont know how to haha, i just feel so on edge and like i need to constantly be prepared for this bad bad thing that might be happening despite not even having the slightest hint that it'll be happening. Im scared that if i relax and something goes wrong, that its my fault for letting it happen.
Its hard cos when i twll my bf about it, he kinda just says 'dont worry i wont let anything bad happen' or 'dont worry it wont happen, i promise' and it just makes me feel kinda worse cos how does he know it wont happen?? Well tbf, most things i do worry about are quite on the extreme side of things 😅😂
Idk im meant to be seeing a councelor soon but theres no specifics as of yet, so idrk how to fix myself lol
Could i get your opinion/advice on the whole thing?
Hi! I really hope you have more specifics about when you’ll be able to see a counsellor by now :)
Unfortunately, when it comes to PTSD and/or anxiety, there’s no one easy and straightforward way to just let oneself relax and be happy. If your brain has been wired to expect danger, it takes a lot of time and effort and therapy to be able to rewire it and to get it to understand that you no longer need all those coping mechanisms that you once developed to survive. Personally, I’ve been in therapy for 3 years, and while I’m much better than I used to be and I am able to live my life more or less normally by now, I still often catch myself being on edge and fearing that something horrible will happen if I let my guard down. I still have to make a conscious effort to unclench my muscles and turn my shallow breaths into deep ones often. My mind is still very loud and fast with thoughts of everything bad that could happen. To be honest, I think therapy, time, and exposure to the world around me while far away from the abuse are the main things that have made it easier for me to believe that nothing bad will happen in most situations, because I’ve faced most day-to-day situations enough by now that they’ve become routine.
I definitely understand why him trying to reassure you in those ways would make you worry even more! If you’d like to have a conversation about it with him, I think it might be useful to explain to him how your catastrophising is/was a survival mechanism and let him know some better ways of reassuring you. For example, you could ask him to help you rationalise your thoughts with affirmations like “your brain is reaching that conclusion due to trauma/anxiety because it wants you to be safe, but the chances of that happening are very very low”; “if it does end up happening we’ll worry about it together in due time, but worrying about things that haven’t happened yet does nothing to fix them”, or anything else you might find reassuring! Personally, “if the worst does end up happening, then we’ll face it together” is a personal favourite haha. Oh, and one of the things my therapist used to doa lot was to ask me “what is the worst thing that could happen, and how would you face it?” to help me look for ways out of those scenarios and make me feel more prepared to face them; but that’s something I personally would only recommend for when you’re going to face something specific that does have a potential to put you in danger, like (in my case) going to a family meeting my abuser was also going to attend; and not for general irrational fears, because then you’d only be feeding those thoughts.
That’s all I have for you, nonnie! I really hope things get better with time and that counselling goes well :) sending a virtual hug ❤
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...? A rambow soul? The soul of leadership right?
Soul Variant.
I came up with an idea that Wisp Souls are those who have been half monster or have died and become a monster with residual energy of theor past life.
Sometimes.. the rainbow ones are a Variation of mixed emotional truama that lead them to find where their magic was taking them. But they have no memory of who they were other than their name that they remember of a Theme.
Take for example:
My oc Annie (annie use your telescope)
She is hurt. She had died because of her family complicated mess and on top of that she was bullied and suffered complex losses to her original soul.
They form a shell. One that is reborn after death.
In this case.. she Jumped. She fell to her death and half decomped.
Her magic healed her and so she rose up from the grave in the forest and lived there for many years. Renamed heraelf Annie as in Little Orphan Annie. Because, in Truth, she was an orphan.
But she has magic that is plant based. She can also twll monsters and humans emotions trough the energy of the souls color.
She wasn't really loved.. she was chased underground by humans and she fell and she landed in a way that her amkle and leg were unable to stand or walk.
She has half of her face skeleton and her arms and legs are skeletal too. But her human bits of her body is still there.
But they can't be held down if they hide their soul. They cam fade. But still act on their former human soul that Was going to be there. But her soul is rainbow like space.... It chances with mood. These half monster souls are often seen as a powerhouse of magical ability- but can be corrupt of not lead in the right direction.
Now.. you know more about the concept.
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Twll me i can be also be your sister, cuz my home is cobservativr as heck and my family doesnt aprove of me bein trans
Id totally let you be my sister my dude! The family always has room for more!
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I AM NOW YOUR FAMILY TWLL ME AHOUT TJOSE FANDOMS SON ~writinghowell
I’m your dad/lucifer/Loki. You are my child/Midgard
But welcome to the family
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Oliver watched his father with the same look his father would give. "You honestly twll mw you have never said that or done something that risks yourself to help your family?" Oliver asked. "You can forget..a spell... I would find my way back dad...but I want you all free from this curse."
rcyaltribridson:
“What is so important? Dad I am aware of what I am offering. If I can do this… mom, you… Harmony, Hope, your siblings, our cousin’s…everyone will be free… I mean it only me… in a few hundred years you won’t even remember me…” Oliver pointed out.
Klaus just blinked for a moment. “Are you delusional?” He asked almost seriously. “I’m sorry, but do you honestly think you’re forgettable? Especially to me?” He asked.
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