#TO MY CORE

[ae-neon]

Remembering when I said Silver Flames was an Incel Revenge Fantasy

where the dude got to break down the woman who rejected him and mold her into a copy of his idol alpha's wife

And then the whole thing was screenshot and posted on reddit and they got angry at me and flooded me with hate anons

And actual Feysand n sjm fans sent me private messages to say Nessians were reacting badly because they weren't used to criticism lol

And then various Nessian mutuals started posting about pre-acofas Cassian being great

Then I posted about MAF, wings and embers and WAR Nessian being bad and SF Nessian being the natural progression of that

Then those mutuals unfollowed me

Then them bonus scenes came out of the ccity books lmaooo

I actually feel bad about that

Don't get me wrong I still hate Nessian but I understand better now that many people were emotionally invested in them working (somehow)

As a different sort of Nesta fan, I knew canon ended at acofas for me because sjm wouldn't know what to do with Nesta and her nuance but I didn't realise most of yall actually like the books

I never did. The only reason I carried on reading after book 1, years and years ago, was because I was having a great time making fun of them with my friend

Anyways, I forgive you for having bad taste

jk jk jk, jussss kiddinggg

Just sort of understanding why so many Nesta-centric antis still write so many Nessian fics instead of alt ships

Woe is me, it makes fic finding hard but power to yall for trying to fix it again and again

That sounds more condescending than I intended, lemme stop

[imsiriuslyreading]

you look like you read fanfiction (said with praise, complimentary etc)

[hannigramislife]

I don't think I can truly express how much it physically upsets me to hear the words Dazai says to Akutagawa in season 1, when he's captured by the Mafia.

It genuinely makes me sick to my stomach because...why?

"You were so difficult to train when you first started out."

"You were such a slow learner, and you could never follow directions."

"And then there's that useless ability of yours."

"My new apprentice is superior to you in every way imaginable."

Just...why? This is the first time you have had a proper talk with him in 4 years. You had a chance to fix things. You're supposedly better now. A good man. Akutagawa didn't even do anything; does the man offend you by like, existing? Breathing?

Do you truly not wish to make any amends?

Could you think of no other possible way for sskk to happen? Really, you?

The Dazai Osamu didn't have a better idea?

I find that hard to believe.

[cdreamscumrag]

I hate c!quackity “gay man” head cannons so much

[learningfromlosing]

Double creature feature? Early in the morning when I've risen up for the first time but crawling back to my den to rest one again 🦇

2014/2024 battle ready ⚔️

Tagged by @zombearzilla I tag anyone who wants to play? Maybe @gingerbeer-queer ?

[inkbirdie]

i am isaac in my bones. i feel isaac in my SOUL. i have never related to a character more in my life he is literally the realest ever

[cosmicseafoam]

I thought about things a little too hard and I don't want to be at work anymore. I want to go home and cry in my bed and mourn all the things I could've had but lost and all the things I'll never get a chance at.

[presumeddeaddie]

i will never know a moment of peace as long as that gorgeous man ryan guzman is alive to continue serving cunt

[theswifterhood]

you are most excited for dear john tv. i am most excited for superman tv. we are not the same.

[theicarusconstellation]

if fanon sirius black has a thousand haters i am one of them if fanon sirius black has a hundred haters i am one of them if fanon sirius black has one hater i am that one if fanon sirius black has zero haters i am dead

(this is not in reference to the non-cis sirius hcs, my sirius is violently gender-fluid)

[ae-neon]

This isn't hate to any authors, any fics or any fans. This is personal. I'm just too petty.

I can't read Nessian fanfics cause fanon Cassian is gonna turn around and start crying, having revelations and arguing with the IC the second Nesta leaves the Night Court

as if canon Cassian didn't watch her starve, see her threatened, see her hurt, personally physically punish her all the while only thinking of how great her tits and ass look

🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪

So when we switch from the canon to the fanon in 2 chapters I can only laugh

[crazy-lazy-elder-sims]

I wish people would stop underestimating me and think i have lower intelligence just cause it takes me time to come to realizations and conclusions that people have come to years ago

I struggle with extreme disassociation ADHD and alot of mental illness as a result of extreme isolation as a kid and in my teens when you were out experiencing the world i was locked in my room for the third week in a row with no communication with the outside world being starved. Im Not daft or dumb or slow or simple minded or naive or with lower intelligence or immature or whatever els im Actually very intelligent i just have trauma and i hate when people treat me like a child thats just figured out how to make themselves a sandwich going all "omg!! Im so surprised you manged that!!! Ur so smart! I thought it would take you longer but you did it so quickly!! Im So so happy with you!"

Me being easy going and always open to learning new things and being very vocal about my thoughts =\= you treating me like a child

Please im not 5 im 27 and im Not an ignorant simple minded baby im a human with skills hobbies personality and job experience under thier belt and real struggles with real mental illness im not daft!!!!! and im Sick and tierd of people treating me like that im Sick of it you think you are being supportive and encouraging but it just tells me you dont trust me with myself and you dont see me as a full capable adult that you see me lower than you somehow. Please enough ☹️

[hannigramislife]

I'm Allison Argent's biggest hater as of right now.

[twisted-tales-told]

a strawberry for my brian🍓

A compliment for my Kevin

There aren’t even words for how much u mean to me.

You were my first true friend in this fandom & in this online space. You are the reason I felt brave enough to publish my fics and my first supporter of them.

When I finally start posting before I come apart it will be dedicated to you because you have been there through every planning step and truly understand the story & how personal it is to me

I am in awe of your strength and your resilience as a human being, and you have been there for me through some really tough times and I feel safe and comfortable talking about everything with you, even if it’s hard, or difficult things I am struggling with.

I love you so much Yaz and I am truly a better (worse, more insane and unhinged as well as crazy & free) person for knowing you.

P.S I’m flying to Mexico to eat your toes

[girlcatilina]

the groupchat has spoken

[fuckedupsociety155]

Renfield is the best movie OF ALL TIME.