#TLDR is !! that I am under some stress atm and very much sleep deprived + I may not be on a whole lot this week

[bcneheaded]

ooc;; lil update!! (a little venty I suppose, apologies)

aahh its been a day. I . started my day wth my dog being sick in... a variety of ways off and on (i wasnt able to sleep a lot bc of it ;-; poor guy needed to go out every like. hour + was heaving too. almost missed the transit bc of cleaning up ?? you know

+ when I got home my older brother who's been visiting from BC had to be carted away via ambulance bc he couldn't move <:' ) he'd hurt his back pretty badly a few months ago and something let go tonight. so !!

all that being said I might be a little absent this week. hopefully both boys feel better soon. I'm worried sick over them + am, a bit afraid of falling asleep too deeply lest my dog shit / v*m on the floor and have to sit in the room with it bc I've passed out cold orz" .....vet tomorrow if hes still ucky feeling. idk if that warrants staying home with him (bc im afraid he'll shit and v* on the floor/on the deck ? and generally just not knowing whats wrong with him) but !! i huheuhugghh I waNT TO