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Crushlife Chapters

I really wanted to make an entry about the boys I’ve had a crush on since last year pero tinatamad ako haha. What triggered me today is a group chat with my grade 5 classmates hahaha. Basta pagkaopen ko ng messenger ko kasali na ako sa isang group chat. At first I was clueless kasi di ko kilala yung mga members, then I saw his name hahaha. My first ever legit crush hahahaha.

Okay this is a list of the boys, now guys, I’ve had a crush on and some details and stories na din haha.

1. I a n M a r w i n I just stalked his facebook kanina! And hindi sa pagiging biased but ang gwapo nya (pa rin hehe). I met him when I was 10-11 years old, grade 5, he was my classmate. It was my first year studying in Quezon, Province and sobrang naninibago ako with everything. I don’t remember how I noticed him pero I think nagustuhan ko sya because he looks mysterious, he’s quiet and he was a goodlooking kid. Siguro napansin ko sya because lagi ko syang nakikita kasi we were in the same neighborhood named Riverside (HIHIHI). I always see him in his bike tapos basta crush ko sya! I even go to the sari sari store near his house kahit na may mas malapit na tindahan samin para lang masilayan sya haha. Kinikilig ako just by remembering those days hahaha (ANG LANDI MO 11 YR OLD SELF HAHAHA). One thing about me na hindi nagbago siguro, when I crush on someone, iniiwasan ko that specific person haha weird. I barely talk to him as in. Isang convo nga lang naaalala ko eh, pang finale yun mamaya hahaha tapos pag nagkakasalubong kami hindi ko sya tinitignan. I remember my 11 yr old self writing cutting pieces of papers tapos I’d write song lyrics like ‘Ikaw lang ang aking mahal’, basta yung mga tagalog songs na may words na mahal hahaha hindi ko lang tho maalala kung may nasabihan akong classmate namin na crush ko sya oh well basta one day hindi ko alam kung anong sumapi sa'kin, basta I approached him nung mag isa sya idk if it was at the canteen or sa gym. I don’t remember how I said it pero shemayy I said something like “Hindi na kita iiwasan. Friends?” Hindi ko alam yung exact basta meron yun friends part hahaha. I even offered my hand holy sheeeeez!!! Feeling ko nawiweirduhan sya but he accepted it, we shook hands! Nagshake hands kami! Ngayon ako naaawkwardan ah hahaha. His hand wasn’t smooth but it was warm(ay wow hahaha) basta eeek! Yun ata yung first skinship namin HAHAHA, emegehd until now nafifeel ko pa rin yung kilig ko hahaha. Then after that day, iniiwasan ko pa rin sya hahaha nahiya siguro ako hahaha. I don’t remember how we parted ways basta lumipat ako ng school and house kaya ayun, di ko na sya nakikita. I saw him on facebook kanina and gwapo nya huhu he was so totoy dati na medyo chubby pa sya ngayon gwapo nya. That’s all hahaha.

2. I v a n d e l Grade 6, 11-12 yrs old. Eto. Marami akong embarassing moments dito hahaha. He was not my type(wow 12 yr old self, anong alam mo sa type type type hahaha), basta di ko sya gusto, maingay kasi sya saka magulo, tapos loko loko haha i dont know what happened bat ko sya naging crush, siguro sa pang aasar nya ganun. May scene akong naalala hahaha, he was holding a suklay tapos ako diba kulot ako tapos tamad akong magsuklay pero sinusuklay naman ako ni tita ema palagi saka nakahalf pigtails ako hahaha. Ayun bigla syang lumapit tapos sinuklay nya ako ng isang beses saka naamaze sya kasi walang sabit! Hahahaha kahit nasira yung half pig tails ko kinilig ako ng slight haha. Eto pa, feeling ko kaya ako sumali sa taekwondo club dahil sakanya hahaha i dont know i dont remember basta he was a belter already tapos newbie ako. While we were training I accidentally kicked his friend’s crotch huhu hindi ko sinasadya, he was laughing tapos inaasar nya ako kaya nahiya ako kaya I stopped attending taekwondo lessons hahahaha I even asked my lola to make a fake reason para payagan akong magquit, after that nagtransfer ako sa arts club hahaha. Eto pa, feeling ko din ah, feeling ko lang, kaya ako sumama dun sa mt. Banahaw camping namin kasi kasama sya hahahahahaha tho wala akong masyadong maalalang moments namin sa mt banahaw huhu ay meron pala! Kasi nung camping lagi kong kasama yung isang classmate din namin na nerd tapos inaasar nya ako ni ivan na “yieee” ganun ganun huhu yun lang, sayang naman yung mountain, ganda pa naman dun dapat nagmake ako ng memories with him(anudaw hahaha) basta siguro may kilig moments din ako dun pero di ko lang maalala hahahaha. I don’t know kung paano kumalat sa klase na crush ko sya pero umabot sa adviser namin tas inaasar na ako palagi huhu pati syaa! Dun ko nalaman na may girlfriend sya sa grade 5 hahahahaha yun. Kapag recollection kasi, magsasabit kami ng individual envelopes sa bintana with our names tapos pwedeng maghulog ng letter kahit sino. I think i made a letter for him pero di ko maalala basta meron yun haha. Scene i lost count: Fieldtrip. Katabi ko yung adviser ko, tapos katabi nya yung tita nya na teacher din. Another thing about me, mahina ako sa byahe dati, mabilis ako mahilo and magsuka lalo na pag aircon hahaha. Yun nga, alam nung teachers na crush ko sya so his seatmate na teacher asked me to switch seats with her. So ganito yun,

Him - Me Teacher1 - Teacher2

I didn’t talk to him the whole byahe because I was too focused on stopping myself from vomitting. He was offering me chips and etc pero di ko pinapansin, our other classmates were teasing us din. At yun na nga, dumating na pinakakatakot ko, nagsuka ako!!!! At walang plastic!!! As in sa damit ko!! I dont know kung may tumalsik sakanya basta medyo wala na akong pake kasi masama pakiramdam ko haha. Pero nakakahiya kadiri ko huhu. Being the funny guy that he was, hindi naman sya nagalit pero nag yuck yuck sya animal sya hahahaha tapos lumipat sya dun sa barkada nya huhu so embarassing. After fieldtrip, lalo akong inasar. Pati teachers namin sa ibang subjects huhu. Meron pang nagsabi “balita ko may nagkadevelopan sa bus” anong nagkadevelopan huhuhu bwisit. Just like the first one, i dont remember how we parted ways basta after graduation ng grade 6 i moved back to pangasinan kaya we lost contact. PS. I memorized their family car’s plate number hahaha.

3. D a v i d

Grade 6, 11-12 yrs old. I don’t remember kung sinong nauna sakanila ni Ivan na naging crush ko o sabay hahaha pero si david i liked him willingly, he was my friend saka mabait kasi sya sakin hihi tapos ang cute nya pa, singkit sya with glasses mukha syang anime hihihi. He’s from zambales ata o zamboanga basta letter Z hahaha. He’s very nice and goodlooking crushable talaga sya pero wala na akong masyadong maalala about sakanya hahaha isa lang. Ay dalawa pala. I remember his scent, yung pabango nya haha matapang kasi, I dont like it pero i like him hahaha di ko lang alam kung anong pabango yun pero sya lang kilala ko na ganun pabango haha nagpalit na kaya sya ngayon? Malamang. Hahaha the other memory na naalala ko is yung foundation day namin, again, nakalimutan ko na kung may sinabihan ako na crush ko sya haha pero blinind date kami nung classmate namin eeeeeek!!! Kinikilig ako ngayon HAHAHHAHA. Magkatapat yung armchair namin tapos may curtain, ang awkward pero kinikilig ako hahahaha. He was very david, he’s nice, nung una tahimik lang kami pero natatawa ako, sya natatawa ako kinikilig hahaha. He was asking kung ba’t kami blinind date, syempre di ko alam sabi ko. Tapos sabi nya “anong pag uusapan natin?” tapos nakalimutan ko na hahaha. Pero may pinag usapan kami ehhhhh <3 di ko talaga maalala huhu meron talaga yuuun <3. 5minutes lang ata yun huhu tapos lumabas na kami, syempre ako acting atat lumabas pero kinikilig ako hahahahuhu <3 gwapo nya. Bakit ang gwapo ng mga crush ko nung elementary? huhu. Siguro next week after finals i’ll post a pic, tinatamad pa ako ngayon eh haha. After graduation, di na kami nag usap nung ano nalang nauso yung facebook haha. Last year ko ata sya last na nakachat. Wait babackread ako tignan ko kung may kashare kashare hahaha. Ay wala, nagtanungan lang kami kung anong course namin hahahaha. Anyways, di ko pinagsisisihan na naging crush ko sya hahahaha.

4. J o s e p h Di ko masasabi yung age and time ko naging crush sya because I dont remember hahaha. He’s my kuya’s cousin sa father side. Honorary Garcia kasi ako kaya tuwing may reunion sila kuya sa father side kasama ako. I’ve known him since bata pa ako, pero nagkacrush lang ako sakanya kasi inaasar ako nina kuya hmp hahahaha. I remember making pacute tuwing pupunta kami sa bahay nila haha tapos magaling kasi syang magguitar tapos dun sya lagi sa terrace naggigitara kaya pag nadadaanan ko bahay nila andun sya hihi. Yung mga moments lang naman namin yung mga family get together nila na saling pusa ako hahaha. He’s nice, pero younger sister lang tingin nya sakin haha, he calls me ynataba ata dati. I play badminton with his younger brother tapos sya di sya jumujoin kasi busy sya siguro mangchix. He’s 2yrs older than me pala. I cant say na we parted ways kasi i’m sure magkikita pa kami sa reunion reunion etc haha.

5. J a s c h a

First year highschool, 12-13 yrs old. Hindi ko talaga sya crush. Our classmates and teachers were just teasing us tapos sinasakyan ko lang. Naiinis sya pag I'm acting like crush ko talaga sya tapos natutuwa ako pag naiinis sya hahaha pero di ko sya crush, di ko sya type (yan nanaman sa type type hahaha) kasi magulo din sya like ivan, maingay, ganun pero kapag ginugulo ko na sya tumatahimik sya tapos namumula sya sa inis kaya nag eenjoy ako hahaha. Somewhere between annoying him and entertaining the whole class, nagustuhan ko ata sya and I didn't like it kasi naging affected na'ko kapag naiinis sya sakin medyo nahuhurt nako hahahaha. On the last day of class, uso kasi yung autograph autograph, I made him sign my autograph notebook tapos ang naaala ko ang dun is yung

Likes: *insert girl from another class*

Dislikes: you

Hahahaha tbh tawang tawa ako. Pero di ko alam sakanya, pinunit nya yung page na yan. Feeling ko marami rami rin akong naging feels sakanya kasi I think I remember writing poems about him ganern tapos yung autograph notebook ko, I still have it and merong isang page dun na dedicated sakanya with his pic pa. May nakasulat na poem with lines like "when you walk into the room, the place became brighther blablabla i'm glad i met you" ata with doodles pa na heart heart haha

2nd yr hs, shiniship talaga kasi kami nung adviser ko so she made sure na magiging magkaklase kami sa 2nd yr. yun nga naging magclassmates kami. Ganun pa rin, I annoy him pag trip ko tas mabbwisit sya, pero bwisit sya may time na nagqquiz kami kopya sya ng kopya sakin eh lagi nya akong inaaway, naalala ko pa pagkaexcite nyang kumopya nun ah enjoy na enjoy sya hahaha. I have a close friend din, shes twinkle. Naging sila ni J. Syempre hurt ako ng slight pero okay lang i got over it hahahaha. Wala naman akong masyadong makkwento about this guy kasi wala naman masyadong ganap eh haha just that pagkukulit ko and pagkainis nya. It went on and on until I liked someone else. Nung may nagustuhan akong iba tumahimik na life nya hahaha. After graduation we didnt communicate na. And there I thought, the Jash arc in my lifestory ended there pero hindi pala hahaha

Sometime ngayong March, he messaged me and he said he wants to be friends hahaha he said something like, "namiss ko yung babaeng hindi ko makalimutan simula highschool" honestly i cringed hahaha tapos naisip ko baka pinagtritripan nila ako ng mga barkada nya or something like that, I asked him kung bat bigla syang nagparamdam sabi nya gusto nya daw bumawi sa pang aaway nya sakin dati hahaha. Basta I dont know kung anong meron but he's flirting with me. He messages me kahit wala naman syang sasabihin kaya nakakatamad replyan hahaha tapos may time na nag'muah!' sya and di ko alam kung matatawa ako o magccringe kasi ugh dont like dont like hahaha. Nung nagsleep over ako kay roselyn, pinapalabas nya ako ng bahay nila roselyn para makijoyride pero late ko nabasa kaya di rin natuloy haha. Ngayon ko lang nanotice mas marami pala akong nakkkwento sa present time namin kaysa sa past hahaha oh well. Di ko na sya pero like like that, and I don't think babalik pa yung pagkalike ko sakanya dati haha pero feeling ko astig syang maging friend!!

6. Y u r i

2nd yr highschool, 13-14 yrs old. Sya yung ginusto ko na magustuhan pero hindi ko gusto yung naging takbo ng crush life ko sakanya haha. Siguro kinilig din ako saka naging happy pero unlike the others pag nagrereminisce ako nung mga times na crush na crush ko sya di ako kinikilig and wala yung ‘i was happy that time’ feeling. Siguro kasi medyo di pa tapos yung kalbaryo ko sakanya, walang ‘we parted ways and we lost contact’ ganun. Anyway, I’m gonna try my best to deduct memories na hindi maganda hahaha. Sige, kunyari nag end nalang din sa ‘we lost contact’ yung samin hahaha.

I first saw him sa school supplies store sa magic, I was buying a gift para sa christmas party tapos nakita ko sya sa pila sa counter, I smiled at him even when di ko sya kilala (bat feeling ko magiging madrama to hahaha), I just know na schoolmate sya because he was wearing a uniform. That time feeling ko nacrush at first sight ako, nagtigidig my heart. I liked him agad. Tapos one day, nalaman ko na magkabatch pala kami, tapos nagpasimple akong magtanong sa kaklase ko kung sino sya, dinescribe ko pa hahaha. That’s when I found out his name, I like his name too haha pero ibig sabihin nyan sa japanese girl x girl haha. Di ko nanotice na marami na pala akong natanong, nalaman ko na he’s smart and mabait daw eh di crush ko na talaga sya haha. Napansin ni classmate na very attentive ako tapos naconclude nya na like ko nga si Y haha ayun ewan ko na.

Hindi ko na ikkwento yung ibang details so fast forward to 4th yr hs, 16 na ako hahahaha. A lot of things happened sa crushlife ko ft. him basta hahaha. Nung graduation day I gave him a laminated picture of us with a letter, sa robs ko pa sinulat yung letter sa foodcourt hahaha, nakalimutan ko na sinulat ko dun confession ata hahaha pero feeling ko hindi. pero feeling ko parang ganun na din. Akala ko kasi after graduation di na kami magcocommunicate kaya sinabi ko na ata lahat dun hahaha. I don’t remember if we hugged basta ewan hahaha. I think i told him na hindi na kami makakapag usap after grad tapos he said ‘facebook’ ata hahaha sabi ko hindi rin. Akala ko kasi malalaos na yung facebook hahaha. I wish we stopped talking after graduation pero nagkakausap pa rin kami eh (preno. nagiging emo na haha). Yun nga i’ll stop na here. Ayoko yung sakanya. Nextttt.

6. C a r l o

Di ko pa iniistart kinikilig nako kyaaaah!! Very goodlooking kasi sya mukha syang oppa and we lived under the same roof for two years!! HAHAHAHA charot. Iisang building lang kasi nirerentan namin near slu hahaha. Pero kahit na! Hahahaha. Napansin ko na sya agad nung una palang kasi gwapo sya, tapos nagpa introduce yourself si landlord jumar namin kaya nalaman ko name nya hihihi ang alam ko may blog ako about sakanya dito sa tumblr eh, wait hanapin ko link hahaha.

>> http://takemetohelena.tumblr.com/post/154633065329

Ayan with picture pa yan hahaha. Summary ng mga naganap dati hahaha. Pero gusto kong magdetail hihi pero wala akong matype because kinikilig ako hahahaha. Ang gwapo nya pa rin :( nakakamiss yung feels ko sakanya dati hahahaha huhu. Ang medyo highlight para ng crushlife ko sakanya was the cocktail rounds HAHAHA magkatabi kami diba hahahhaha indirect kiss! HAHAHHAHAHAHHA im keleg hahahahahaha. Tapos nung hinug nya ako he’s so warmedt huhu i like him talaga. Tapos he called me Ms. Chinita, eh yung alternate name nya sa facebook chinito hahahaha eeeek. huhu hart hart. We don’t communicate na. Yung pagview nalang nya sa ig story ko saka sa ‘my day’ ko yung interactions namin hahaha basta everytime nakikita ko sa socmeds kinikilig ako hihi.

7. M i k h a e l

Good looking din to hahaha. Kablock ko sya nung first yr ko sa slu hahaha. Wala akong masyadon makkwento sakanya kasi short term crush ko lang sya hahahaha. Pero he’s very nice din tapos very friendly, cute cute nya din. May picture kami togetherr, inistolen kami ni Tine because she’s a supportive friend hahahaha. Tapos ehem may call sign sya sakin, he called me LD short for LoveyDovey HAHAHAHAHHA JOKE! Ganito kasi yun, may tinanong sya about sa design tapos sinagot ko,

M: thanks LD!

H: whut LD?

M: Lena Dalope -_-

H: wow naman MR! (his initials)

M: Better :3

Eeek kilig me haha. Nagshift na sya after nun di ko na sya nakausap hahaha.

8. A a r o n aka Kuya Artist

here’s the story hahaha yan lang talaga yun hahaha

>> http://takemetohelena.tumblr.com/post/155109648389

The end! I had lots of crushes pero sila yung mga naghighlight hahahaha. This isn’t the really really end tho, I’ll update this pag may dumagdag hahahaha. From 10 - 20 yrs old, sila yung nagcolor ng crushlife ko hahahaha

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