#THIS VIDEO IS TAKING ME OUTTTTT

[moonshynecybin]

no but what if there was a rosquez soulmate au where you feel each others pain and have each others scars etc? first of all vale wouldn't be able to deny his connection to marc anymore because he would have big ass scars all over his arms! would have to think about marc every time he's wearing short sleeves or is shirtless! and secondly vale would constantly be in just as much pain as marc is! his arm over the years, maybe the deal with the diplopia, maybe the emotional pain caused by the divorce and the whole aftermath as well?? i would looove watching him suffer knowing that he's either part of the reason for the pain or knowing that he's done nothing to try to alleviate the pain by maybe just being there for marc..

i DOOOO think if vale was in any way beholden to the risks marc takes and the pain he is in literally daily he would just hate him. it would not even be sexy hate it would be resentment 9000, so im gonna put the kibosh on the pain SHARING... but THAT being said, the visuals of them having matching scars is so fucking sexy to me so we can go with THAT...

like. everyone can see!!! everyone knows!!!! because its written across their fucking SKIN and precisely no one will acknowledge it. academy boys presscorp rosquez THEMSELVES... also vale is someone who has comparatively smaller scars, so its gonna be mostly scars accumulated by MARC. explicit ownership in a way that is not necessarily reciprocal and is EXCRUCIATINGLY PUBLIC. marc literally writing on his skin. unbearable. and maybe vale starts to figure it out when marc's hand injury happens in 2015 during summer break and hes doing shit like showing vale his scar and wellllll... WELL... we all know how that ends BUT. only vale knows it lmao. marc oblivious and heartbroken and he doesnt even KNOW...

and then theres marc's shoulder surgeries. and his stupid pizza burn during lockdown (where theyre locked on a video game oriented zoom call ignoring each other as best they can and vale is sweating BULLETS trying not to let his wrist show up on camera)

and then jerez 2020. and suddenly vale is walking around with his arm looking fucked uppp. and vale been ignoring all of it for YEARSSSS but the scars keep piling up!!! and marc isnt here hes in recovery/arm rehab and the paddock feels WEIRD and EMPTY and DIFFERENT and he doesnt know what to do with all of it... he has to start wearing a lot of long sleeved hoodies... watching new jagged lines appear on his arm.... until its 2022 and hes out of motogp and a lil out to sea (still thinking about him car racing less not to hang out with his young family but to hang out with PECCO next season. like what the HELL.) and marc is posting pics at the mayo clinic and the BIG scar appears on their skin and suddenly he cant really ignore any of it... thumbing over the ridge of it and feeling a bunch of contradictory emotions... and then MARC only finds out when someone paps a photo of vale in short sleeves with the edge of his shirt riding up a lil and his fucking stomach drops OUTTTTT because he would know the exact contours of those scars anywhere. and then being his regular direct ass self and showing up at vale's doorr the next time hes in the paddock like. HOWWWW long have you known.

[messrsrarchives]

ran here from the last question sorry -- i always thought tiktok pays so well! how are influencers using it as their main source (not that i think youre lying im just curious)

you ran SO fast omg hello usain. also woah the double dash? i'm a big - fan but -- ?? you might be putting me onto smth here

putting it under the cut because ew yucky money talk

i'm SO open about money so i literally don't give a fuck sharing all this.

essentially: tiktok moved from the Creator Fund to the Creator Rewards Programme in a lot of countries which is so much stingier and awful.

RPM: this stands for reward per mile (1000 views) and it's different on each video !! they take into account a lot of things but the main ones are average watch time, search performance, regional distribution of views, what % of the views are highly engaged followers, advertising values. the HIGHESTTTT my rpm has ever been is 0.36. so for every 1000 views that fit all of these (and more criteria) on that ONE specific video, i get 36p. and then the next highest is literally 0.21

like it's PENNIES.

AND this only applies to: videos seen on the fyp - if you go through my account to watch them? doesn't count - and videos over 1 minute long. so even that one with 36p every thousand views? it's done now. because it's no longer really on the fyp because it's been more than the couple of days that videos actually stay there.

so what these influencers do (amicharlise spoke about this recently) is brand deals !! nearly all of their money comes from brand deals - esp because a lot of influencers don't do 1 min + ?? i'm thinking people like tallulah and that gang, it's usually quick videos besides GRWM and stuff like that. so it's mostly brand deals that actually give them enough money to use tt as their job

subs are different !! you can choose from tiers: i chose the lowest of £3 and it all goes towards surgery anyway, and people choose between a one off or a monthly payment. there was also the option to put in your own price but £3 was the minimum and what sub gives you - sub chat, sub only lives, sub only videos and something else that i can't actually remember. OH!!! stickers. stickers to use in tt dms.

like tt does NOT pay people unless they have a lot of subs and they put the price higher, and idk if yall have noticed but theyve added ads to peoples videos? yeah, that doesnt go to the creator. it goes to tt.

so it's always quite funny when i get dms or comments yelling at me for profitting off of fandom because it's like,,, buddy. the amount that i have made (including subs) to go towards my surgery? doesn't even cover the overnight hospital parking 😭😭 ACTUALLY LMAO: each stitch that my surgeon uses is £75. it does not even cover ONE STITCH.

LIKEEEEE i promise yall i am not exploiting people for money 😭😭 "tHe PrIvAtIsAtIoN oF fAnDoM" get outtttt of my dms 😭😭 it's not coming out of your pockets 😭😭 (unless you voluntarily choose to support via sub which gives you access to a PERSONAL discord, not a FANDOM one, and then that is the privatisation of me, not fandom. OH ALSO!! i have said that i won't be doing sub only vids etc because i feel bad restricting stuff from wider fandom)

so uhhh yah :D

tt does NOT pay well if you're in one of the countries that changed to CRP instead of creator fund

[ghostbeam]

me showing dabi the news of his dads demise on tv while hes in jail

Link!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA STOP IT HWJWHWJWJSJS the way he asks what the video looks like is taking me outtttt

[umbrace-rambles]

Oh ty for tagging @hyperions-light <3 anybody feel free to do it if you see it. I haven't done one of these in foreeeever

Last Song: Ursine Vulpine - I Am The Only One (genuinely surprised this song has never made it to my spotify wrapped, I love it)

Favorite Color: Orange!! Combo of black & gold & red as well

Last Book: I'm jumping between too many atm but last I finished reading was A Certain Hunger by Chelsea G. Summers

Last Movie: the!!! wild!!! robot!!!! OUGHHHH THREE TIMES IN A ROW

Last TV Show: Currently watching Sweet Home S3, previously finished rewatching Cabinet of Curiosities

Sweet/Savory/Spicy: Def savory! Sweet bores me too fast and I can't take spicy

Relationship Status: with @blacksa1t!

Last Video Game Played: Horizon, both of them. in a row. I have 187h on them combined and I JUST started Burning Shores

Last Thing I Googled: A lot of information about apartments I'm attempting to rent rip

Current Obsession: on a more mellow transitional period tbh, nothing Very Intensely Gripping me rn. Mostly vibing with Mouthwashing and Horizon (I miss OP.....)

Looking Forward To: MOVING OUTTTTT GOD PLEASE MAKE IT WORK @ MISS 80 YEAR OLD OWNER GIVE ME THE FLAT PLEASEEEE

@blacksa1t @yellingart @ains-art @justamedicalbat @missingn000 if you feel like it <:

[fuddbueckers]

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTFKxffF1/ this edit is taking me outtttt

it says video unavailable 😭

[bballlvr8]

omg 😭 that video is taking me outtttt. girl STAND UP 😭😭😭😭😭

🤣🤣

GET UPPPP

[hewasanamericangirl]

your other secret santa is so right, your pfp goes so beautiful with your blog's vibe :)) also you're lucky to have two santas too

and I think my emoji is going to be 🌝

but especially I wanted to say MAN I LOVE ROY WOOD!!!!!! Please give me a few songs and your opinion/stories about them

because I only know ELO and the Move, so nothing about his solo work

~🌝

thank you <333

i enjoy make pfps and mild photo editing

ooo love that <3

yessss i think youre both really cool, even though weve only talked through anon like once

you both seem cool 💪💪

OKAY YES ROYYYYYYYYYYYY

okay okay so for solo works what first comes to mind his album Boulders

i love Boulders

Songs Of Praise is like a take on old folk songs and honestly he does so well with it, it’s very catchy

Wake Up is where there’s been a death but the other person can’t give them up, but every single time i listen to the song all i can imagine is it’s Toad and Frog and it makes me cry harder

Nancy Sing Me A Song is a part of a theme of songs by Roy i dub “Roy needs to find another girlfriend” there’s so many songs were Roy is pursuing a girl that’s just like, take a step back Roy hun, go find someone else

Dear Elaine is my HOMEGIRL MY LOVE MY LIFE THIS SONG OUGHHHHHHH theres a music video for it which i made gifs of the entire video, because that song, thats forlorn pride and prejudice -esque love right there, if it were the 18th century and my suitor came up playing that to me outside my window, id be riding off with him lets be real

All the way over the hill/ Irish loafer and his hen, both tales of a dad going “son no…no….she doesn’t like you youre a farmer cmon now”

Miss Clarke and the Computer, this is terrifying but if this song was written today it would be written in the genre of citypop, this man’s storytelling is always eerie, but i am here for it

When Gran’ma Plays The Banjo OKAY SO THERES A LOST TOTP EPISODE OF HIM PLAYING THIS AND I NEED IT BACK

THIS IS WHAT IT LOOKED LIKE, LOOK AT HIM

ALSO IN THAT SONG, HE VOICES EVERY SINGLE CHARACTER INCLUDING THE GRANDMA

The Rock Medley is like the irish loafer returns as a greaser and we fully support that, it gives eddy and the falcon vibes

which if you haven’t listened to eddy and the falcons album

you are missing outtttt

[dienamights]

My forgotten trauma memories from the last five years are slowly yet surely coming back after intense therapy and I DONT WANT THEM TOO. IT FELT SO MUCH BETTER WHEN THEY WERE LOCKED AWAY UWGDKZUSHSNSK

[alo-piss-trancy]

SD/R2 OMO HEADCANONS (Pt1)

Decided it was probably time for me to post a list of my omo hcs for this game since I did the THH chars! Like with the other list, I'll be excluding a couple I have no interest in thinking of omo content of (in this case, Hiy/oko and Teru/teru). I'm breaking this one into multiple posts throughout the week as I compile my thoughts (I'll add a link to all of them on the fic masterlist page later so you can find them all) because I feel this is gonna be a lot longer than my THH post haha!

Here we go, the first 3 (or 4) chars! Please stop reading now if you don't want spoilers for the game bc there will be several!!!

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Gun/dham:

* I firmly hc him as vegetarian (not vegan. He will consume byproducts like milk/cheese/eggs/etc, but only harvested himself or from small farms/sources that he has personally vetted/researched where he knows 100% that the creatures are treated ethically.)

* That's actually not omo-related besides milk oops but it relates to my next point, which is that for the most part he prefers Natural food/drink. Water, fruit or vegetable juices/smoothies, etc. He's not really used to strange 'Human' confections like soda or coffee, so the caffeine and diuretics hit him hard and fast and make it difficult for him to estimate how much time he has. It also makes him jittery/hyped as hell which Does Not Help.

* As long as he isn't screwed over by caffeine or a ton of drinks, he has a decently strong bladder and can hold for a long time. He has a lot of practice from hiding/waiting to help certain animals, laying trapped under sleeping cats/dogs, etc. And also avoiding public restrooms like the Plagues they are for most of the day...

* He's bladdershy AF and has been since early childhood. I saw he had signs drawn on the doors/curtain in his room during my playthrough (including the bathroom) and that is definitely his safezone. Can't go outside either bc 1. He's paranoid he'll be seen by other ppl and 2. That feels disrespectful to the nature deities despite the logic that animals do it all the time. He knows that's dumb and he hates himself for it.

* Sometimes I do like to ignore the bladdershy hc just for some variety. Even in that case tho he'd still be a bit of a diva about which public bathrooms he uses. If it's gross or weird he's gonna avoid it/complain/refuse to go even if bursting. He's stubborn af

* We all know he canonically goes commando. Therefore he is in extra danger because any leaks will go straight to his pants RIP Since he usually wears black it isn't that visable (as long as it's just a bit and not a full wetting), but if he ever has to wear smth else u know he's screwed c':

* He's not very vocal when desperate at all. Mostly strangled whines or grunts (only when alone or if so urgent he can't hide it), he's just so easily embarrassed that he can choke most sound.

* He can also hide his body language pretty well. He can manage to keep himself to rigid posture and the occasional shudder or fidget if needed. Only when he's beyond caught and about to wet will he resort to obvious grabs or dances in front of others.

* Even if he wet he wouldn't cry (I don't seem him crying much for anything tbh, barring extreme things like death). He's angry at himself and extremely ashamed. He would get red as a tomato, attempt to slink away and avoid any witnesses for several days. Could get snippy or hide in his shell all pitiful, depending on the person.

* When alone or sure he can't be caught, he'll fidget more once things are dire. Mostly his long-ass legs. Jiggling, crossing, bending at the knees or bouncing up and down, shuffling from foot-to-foot, everything. He doesn't really do much with his hands beyond a quick crotch-squeeze.

* He'd def let Haj/ime or So/nia dom tf out of him as far as making him hold/lose control, he's submissive and enjoys the challenging test of limits. However, I could also see him totally having a thing for 'marking' his partners during the times he doms.

So/nia:

* Lowkey has a bladder of steel tbh, tho you'd never expect it by looking at her. It takes a lot to get her desperate and even more for her to crack enough to show her needs to others.

* She had a lot of long lectures/lessons, meetings, social events, formal balls, etc. growing up, so she just got used to waiting a lot between breaks so as not to interrupt or be rude to her guests. This also makes her wicked good at remaining completely calm on the outside and keeping the quiver out of her tone even when she's absolutely dying.

* Even once people know her problem, she would NEVER grab herself or dance. Literally the most you'll get out of her is legs crossed at the ankles. For the most part the only sign of her desperation is the slight fullbody shivering where she has her muscles and posture strained. If you're very lucky she may wince or her voice will start shaking/get breathy (her breathing gets super fast and shallow when at her absolute limit. Like nearly hyperventilating fast).

* While not shy at all about asking/telling others where she's going, she was raised with manners. She refuses to interrupt while others are busy, and will wait until she feels the time is appropriate to but into convos or leave the room, even if that could take a long time. She will not skip out on a group task if she can help it bc she feels very strongly about doing her part and not coming off as a slacker (so group investigations/new island exploring/building for Us/ami in Island Mode are all LONG tasks she will force herself to stick out without complaint, even if she's about to wet herself).

* Despite being a princess, she definitely doesn't view anything as being 'beneath' her. If someone asks her to just go outside/in a sketchy place/strange receptacle, she'll do it without question as soon as they agree to glance away. In fact, sometimes it's actually a little thrilling.

* If she did wet herself she would certainly be embarrassed, maybe even teary-eyed depending on the situation/who was around. However, it certainly isn't the end of the world for her, and she would be able to brush it off fairly easily once she got cleaned up and had a chance to breathe. Could probably start making jokes about it by the next day, or just wait patiently for everyone to forget about it.

* Probably has a big piss kink (for others. She isn't much on doing holds herself, minus an occasional 'Damsel in Distress' type roleplay). And honestly just a big one for domming others (sometimes sweetly, sometimes cold/cruel like True Royalty). She looks cute but She Nasty (tm). Gun/dham and Haji/me (to a lesser extent, bc his smart-ass take-no-shit attitude makes him a bit of a brat sometimes lol) are her bitches.

M/ikan (I have to split hers in two bc I have polar opposite hcs) :

Non-Despair M/ikan -

* Is every bit as shy uwu ohnoooo~ as you'd imagine. Super blushy and fidgety and teary-eyed but never admits what's wrong even once it's obvious, to the point of potty-dancing in place (but she's Totally Fine she can hang in there and doesn't need to stop what she's doing)! You literally have to drag her away to the bathroom if u don't want her to have an accident. Would rather die than inconvenience anyone by telling them she has to go, will berate herself for the inconvenience when that backfires and she's made a mess of herself, 120% convinced everyone hates her and p much refuses any comfort bc she's so trapped in the spiral. Bawls her eyes out.

* If on a rare occasion she does work up the nerve to speak up and is denied, that's it. She will not dare ask again even if the person didn't realize how badly she had to go. Nope. Clearly her only option is to hold it until she can't anymore, or until she's alone and can run off by herself.

*Also she totally would whimper to herself in The Worst omo video star voice lmao "Oh noooo I'm leaking into my panties~, it's cOmIng OuTtttt~ uwu uwu uwu" (i'm not making fun of those istg but u know Exactly what 'sexy baby' voice I mean. That is Mi/kan. Don't be so fake bitch We Know u didn't fall spread eagle naturally)

* Says 'Potty' unironically. It's the only word she uses for the bathroom.

* Surprisingly not bladdershy at all. She's actually the opposite. Will go Anywhere (but will be embarrassed while doing it).

* She's used to holding a lot bc afraid to leave class/stuck helping patients for hours on end. However while she has a wicked high capacity and stays very hydrated, she has pretty shaky control. Leaks A LOT, be it in general or bc she gets startled/nervous. She's like a chihuahua lmao. She wears medical liners when on duty as a nurse or during school, but for general hangouts she forgoes them (totally bc she forgot and Not bc she wanted to show her wet panties off to strangers/peers when she falls again, that would be Slu/tty and Improper).

* Once held for ages and then ended up wetting herself just bc Hiy/oko told her to. It wasn't actually a request, just a one-off snippy comment that H forgot about like 10 min after she said it and walked away. When she found out Mi/kan took it seriously she absolutely lost it laughing for the next few days

*Her potty dances include lots of thighs rubbing together/hunching over, hands wandering dangerously close only to pause and grip her skirt/dress hem, hopping from leg to leg and shaking at the knees. She's pitiful when desperate and very cute. Pants and whimpers near constantly, nibbles at her knuckles to try and muffle it.

* Knows when she's at risk of actual damage from holding, but it's still a 50/50 shot of whether she'll break down and go or keep trying to hold. She knows it's unwise, but due to her complete lack of self worth she doesn't really care if her own body is damaged.

* That said, she monitors everyone else very closely and will harass them firmly to take breaks if they're at risk.

Despair/True Mik/an -

* MASSIVE PISS KI/NK. Loves to be dommed/told to hold until she wets. LOVES to do the same to others and tell them all the mean things for a change. She will borderline Break You.

* Takes great satisfaction in watching others struggle. If given an opportunity to make others desperate/prevent them from getting to a bathroom without revealing herself, she will definitely take it. She has no sympathy.

* The Queen of lacing things with diuretics, but can also often find that boring/too easy. A bit disdainful of that method tbh.

* Tying ppl down to hold or hooking them to IVs and 'misplacing' the call button is more her style.

* Used to hold for Jun/ko a lot to appease her. Would be willing to hold for Na/gito, but tbh he's just as willing to hold for her so it's a bit of a stalemate and they've yet to work out who does what.

* Will piss on her victim/lover while staring them directly in the eyes. Does not flinch. She toes the line between sexy and just plain creepy lol

[heychaselol]

let’s take it back to 2012.... red just came out. chase was still “too young” to go to a concert. he just figured out how to post pictures on facebook so of course he grabs his red lanyard and cd. he dreams of the day he gets to see taylor live in concert...

flash forward to 2013. after MANY talks with parents and trying to convince.... it paid off. I WENT TO MY FIRST TAYLOR SWIFT CONCERT. WHAAYSYSSHHSJS. IT WAS MAGICAL. chase spent hours upon hours on his costume, and finally got to see taylor in person.

then 2014 rolls around.... by that time 1989 ARRIVED!!!!

i of course was stoked, spent $500 on ONE tour ticket.... spent time getting a costume and everything. i get there and i won FLOOR SEATS and met mama swift and got handed a guitar pick by scott! child chase was having the time of his life living an actual DREAM. i’ll never forget the flashbacks of getting bullied for liking taylor swift all of elementary/middle school years and being able to say at least i got to see taylor in concert and met her parents.

and over the years, nothing’s changed. taylor went away for a quick second and then BOOM. BIG REPUTATIIIOOOONNNN

CURRENT CHASE IS STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS.

soon tour came around, i watched as many videos as i could to get good seats.... snagged VIP floor seats for nashville and floor seats for pasadena night one AND two. literally never thought that’d be possible not having to get resale.

THEN, i spend TWWWOOO months bedazzling a snake costume for me to wear to rep tour... and i got to see taylor in pasadena AND SHE TOUCHED MY HAND WALKING FROM THE B STAGES. NEVER MET HER BUT THAT TOUCH STILL MEANS EVERYTHING SJFJDDJDK. LIKE WHATTT?! after the show, my costume was featured in a buzzfeed article that taylor LIKED on twitter... my first taylor notice I WAS FREAKING OUTTTTT

and now i’m here... waiting for august 25 rep tour NASHVILLE..... and my mom came to let me know that i can go to REP TOUR TAMPA TOOOOOOOOO!!!!! @taylorswift SEE YOU IN ONE MONTH. ELEMENTARY SCHOOL CHASE WOULD BE DEAD IF ANYONE TOLD HIM HE WOULD GET TO SEE TAYLOR LIVE IN PERSON ONE DAY AND IT KEEPS HAPPENING. i can not wait for august. rep tour tampa and nashville is going to be AMAZING. i cant wait to see everything again. rep tour pasadena was two iconic nights where i got to meet up with so many different amazing people.... and in one month i get to do it again. I LOVE UUUUU @taylorswift @taylornation SEE YOU SOON.

[tellywoodtrash]

ishqbaaz 15.11.17 lb

this one’s for @ilovefusion​ - it’s already the 16th where you are, so 🎉🎉🎉 happy birthday 🎂🎂🎂 fellow scorpio, cbse survivor, and eerily similar sister-from-another-mister! i hope you have an amazing day, and even better year! 💖💖💖

ugh, starting off itself with senti pap. whyyyyyyyyyyyyy???? this is beginning to get on my damn nerves. 

aw anika, babyyyyyyy, this family is so damn undeserving of you as a bahu! stop putting yourself down like this! 

god how great is surbhi with the trembly voice and the hitch in her throat???? this girl deserves all the damn awards!!!! 

meanwhile these three here are not even listening to the heartfelt speech anika’s giving. 

WHY IS NO ONE STOPPING DINKY, INSTEAD OF JUST STANDING THERE STARING IN HORROR. STUPIDASS...

lmao sanskaar???? what damn sanskaar do these fuckers have? 

hahahahaha gauri’s fervent agreement at the “ajeeb shayari”

khara sona, my ass. more like that cheapass kinda jewelry that’s cute and all, but leaves dirty green marks on your skin you have to spend hours scrubbing to get rid of and you think to yourself “my mom was right. i should have never wasted money on this crap.” 

“auraton ki izzat karna” hahhahahahhahahahahahahahahha 

yes, by all means boys, keep standing there staring. aur kar bhi kya sakte ho tum nikkamme. 🙄🙄🙄

aaaand the video’s playing. 

best reaction: 

“I AM COMPLETELY SHOCKED AND DO NOT KNOW WHERE THESE BOYS MIGHT HAVE PICKED UP THIS BEHAVIOUR FROM. NOSIREE. NO IDEA AT ALL.” 

poor shaktiji is all “yeh dekhne se pehle main mar kyun nahi gaya?????” 

he’ll have to throw in a few hours of extra pooja tomorrow to dho-ofy this paap away. 

dinky maasi’s glowing from joy. this is the happiest i’ve ever seen her. 

ok fwding coz... honestly... ugh. 

dadi’s hella traumatized to learn what haraamis her darling laadle are. 

yeah, think about US, dadi, who’ve been witnessing this shit for 400+ episodes now. 

oh great. that dukhiiii waala aaaaaaaaa music is playing. ouff do i have to watch this ep? imma just fwd all the nonsense drama, coz i honestly have better things to do. (not really, but anything is a better alternative to this nonsense.) 

LMAO LOOK AT THEM STANDING JAISE HOMEWORK NAHI KIYA HO 

also nakuul just looks so hella tired man. someone give this man some coffee or a red bull or something. 

someone also teach his makeup man to conceal the gigantic bags under his eyes. 

pinky, what do you care? you don’t even like your bahu. shouldn’t you be glad he’s cheating on her? 

or has maate flipped over to the good side again??? PLEASE TELL ME YESSSSSS. I HONESTLY DON’T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ANY CHARACTER’S REDEMPTION AS MUCH AS I DO PINKY’S. 

omfg that damn vest of kunal’s is so tight it’s thiiiiiiiiis 👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽 close to busting open. fucking shirali, at least SIZE ka toh siya karo?!!?!?! 

LMAO SHAKTI IS GIVING SUCH A TYPICAL MIDDLE CLASS LECTURE TO THEM “GAVE YOU WHATEVER YOU ASKED FOR....” 

ok tej just cares about his stocks. as usual. 

aaaaaaaand tej and pinky are fighting again. 

“rudra toh abhi bachcha hai.” 

um excuse me auntyji HE IS A GROWN ASS MAN OLD ENOUGH TO HAVE KIDS OF HIS OWN SO WHY DON’T YOU JUST STFU IF YOU CAN’T HOLD MEN ACCOUNTABLE FOR THE SHIT THEY DO. 

WHY AM I EVEN SURPRISED THO? THIS WOMAN FORGAVE HER HUSBAND WHO TRIED TO SET HER ON FIRE, SO......... 

GOD WITH SUCH BAD PARENTING, I SUPPOSE WE SHOULD ALL JUST BE THANKFUL THAT THESE MEN AREN’T AXE MURDERERS. 

aaaah man, after the longest time ever, i am completely on #teamPinky

YAS PINKY CALL “SHAMELASS” RUDRA OUT. GIVE HIM TWO THREE JAPPEDS ALSO. 

lmao more typical middle class dialogue: “(inhone ne hi) mere bete ko bigaad diya” 

haan haan, warna woh toh doodh ka dhula hai na bechaara, ungli pakad ke le gaye the omkara aur rudra usko hotel kamre mein..... auntyji samjha karo, aapka beta hi sabse puraana paapi hai. 

ok dadi is starting to do drama and i can’t... fwding. 

why are they stopping rudra from telling the truth?

ok dinky’s saying her piece now and ughhhhhhhhhhhh  FWDING THIS NONSENSE

daaaaaaang shivKara’s death glares. very reminiscent of lord shiva’s third eye opening. wouldn’t wanna be dinky rn. 

omg aniRi shutttttttttt upppppppppppp stop defending these stupid fuckers god i hate this stupid fucking plot so much.

RASSI JAL GAYI PAR BAL NAHI GAYA. TRULY. MATLAB KYA DHEEENT LADKIYAAN HAI. 

yeah coz this is hardly the first video that’s come out of shivaay. something or the other “featuring” him comes out every three four months. 

god i can’t take this regressive-ass shit anymore. just fwding the fuck outta this goddamn hellfuckery.

EVEN PINKY IS LIKE WHAT THE EVERLOVING FUCK ARE YOU SAYING GIRL. EVEN HIS OWN DAMN MOTHER. LORD. 

THIS EPISODE IS THE FUCKING WORSTTTTTTTTTTT AND I’M ACTUALLY NAUSEOUS 

fwd fwd fwd fwd fwd fwd i am literally going through this episode like 

haan ab bhaujai ne speech de diya hai toh patnivrata of the year kaise peeche reh sakti hai. she’s also got her own bhaashan to give. 😒😒😒

aaaaaaaaaaaaaand dinky maasi’s truth is outtttt. 

lmao rudra’s triumphant bitch face. 

god, leenesh is a good actor and has so much potential, but i feel so goddamn sorry for him being stuck in this goddamn role. he’s such a sweetheart and deserves so much better. #freeLee2k17

yiiiiiiiiiiiiikes, tej is flyinggggg offff the damn handle.

... am i supposed to feel sorry for dinky here? man, what the fuck kinda genes does pinky’s fam have, that’s so filled with conniving fuckery and victim-complex???

GOD NOW THE GIRLS ARE CONSOLING DINKY WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK

WHY IS BHAVYA EVEN IN THIS EPISODE SHE’S LITERALLY JUST STANDING THERE AS A BG PROP. MATLAB, YOU COULD HAVE JUST GIVEN MANSI THE DAY OFF? 

OK I HAVE NEVER BEEN AS ANGRY AT ANIKA AS I AM RIGHT NOW HEARING HER “NOT ALL MEN” GARBAGE. GIRL I LOVE YOU, BUT I REALLLLLLLLLLLY DO NOT LIKE YOU RN. PLS DAFA HO JAO MERI NAZARON SE. 

OH WOW NOW DINKY IS LIKE “OMG YOU’RE RIGHT NOT ALL MEN!!!1!11″ 😑😑😑😑😑😑😑

OK YOU KNOW WHAT, FUCK THIS EPISODE. I’M DONE. FUCK THIS ALL. CAN’T EVEN BE BOTHERED TO FWD THIS SHIT. GOOD FUCKING NIGHT Y’ALL. 😤😤😤😤

lol but the “mere baal kharaab kar rahe hai aap” moment in the end tho. feel like that was more surbhi @ nakuul than a shivika thing. 😂😂😂

great. anika’s apparently this generation’s virgin mary. congrats y’all. it’s the second coming of christ himself. hope he punches trump in the face and sets this fucked up planet of ours right. 

[butterflyutas]

quick preface i have some thoughts so this will prob be multiple messages so prepare urself and i apologize in advance😅😅😅OKAY ima tell a story real quick SO i listened to ur recs and started with dream right and i was like okay these are like the babies of nct so these are gonna be like kinda cute and fun ya know and they were!! we go up, my page, and my first and last were like bright and ~dreamy~ (lol) u know and boom felt a bit more grown up-ish but still a bop like the others (cont)

(cont) AND THEN i get to 119 and drippin’ AND WHEN I TELL U THEY BOTH KNOCKED ME TF OUTTTTT💀💀 this was after i also watched the mv for chewing gum where they are LITERAL BABIES WHAT THE- so u can imagine my level of shook😳😳😳 overall def will be listening more and i think rn renjun and jaemin are my faves for dream they’re adorable i wanna put them in my pocket💕💕 (cont)

(cont) i was excited for wayv bc i thought it was cool that sm made like a china-based subunit and i heard good things and i gotta say they did not disappoint! i LOVED moonwalk there’s like some kind of drum beat in the back (im not music smart idk) that sounds rly cool and that break in the middle with the guitar is 👌👌 take off is a serve fo’ sho’ and honestly regular in any language is a fucking banger💸💸 (cont)

(cont)i liked that king of hearts and dream launch are like slower jams (im always a slut for those slow like r&b tunes streamdefonsoundcloud:) ) finally love talk PLSSSSS ten’s intro and his part in the chorus 👀😩��� i think im just rly here for those ho jams huh fhfspgsbs OKAY now ive REALLY said too much im so sorry OMG WAIT YEAH I FRICKEN SAW THOSE VIDEOS TODAY FHDHDKHS I AM HSO HYPED DUDE YUTA HAS LINESSS💕💕 and omg johnny???? hes coming for me re rly is i could go ON but i HAVE to stop

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first of all i’m glad 119 and drippin knocked you tf OUT because that’s exactly what i was hoping they would do like we goootta show off the fact that these boys have the range to go from cute and sweet to like ??? dark and experimental maybe ??? maybe a lil ;) ??? 😳 i couldn’t handle another song like drippin like even THEY were surprised at this song like it’s all over the place 😫😫😫😫😫and eeeeee i’m so glad you’re already finding your faves!!💕💖💞💕💕 you can’t help but love 🌸jaemin🌸 but omg i’m so glad you love renjun too that’s my babie i love him sm 😢

i love moonwalk too!!!!!! the mixture of a sound that’s really cinematic and classical with a heavy rock vibe can be hard to pull off but that song does it so well, especially with the rap verses 😔👌 and don’t even talk to me about slow rnb tunes aight (streamdefonsoundcloud😫✊) it’s ho jams or nothing every album needs at least one (1) otherwise what are we doing here!!!!!!!!! 

LDKJHGFHGJK YUTA HAS LINES I KNOOOOOOOW and he got like LINES lines like not just the lil like ooo here’s a leetle bit or two to satiated you like a drop of water in the middle of the desert NAH mans got L I N E Z 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧so proud of him my bby💕💖🌤🦋🌈💫✨✨ and as for jonathan………..i feel it too………………make this era copyright suh it all belongs to him now fr 😓😓😓

[speaknowslut13]

Lauren my beloved! Sorry I missed yesterday, my life is chaos and also I was out of data haha.

Ohh very fun! I feel like kids that age are fun because their personalities are really starting to develop.

Awesome! I’ve also played flute since 5th grade and then I played piccolo in marching band all through college. I miss playing in groups, and I’m really hoping that’ll be possible again soon! You are to drums as I am to singing lmfao I was almost kicked out of choir in high school bc I canNOT carry a tune. What other instruments do you want to learn?

I love channels like that! That and cooking channels are the majority of my subscribed to haha so if you ever decide to start a YouTube, I will certainly be on your subscribers list. Understandable, Tiktok stresses me outtttt lol I go on from time to time bc my sister always sends me a bunch but then I have to delete the app again.

Awwwwwe oh my gosh, that’s so cute!! 🥺🥺 what was your wedding like? (Though I never plan on getting married myself, I loveeeeee weddings hehe) what kind of stuff do you like to do together?

Omggg what an incredible experience for rep tour! Tumblr during rep tour was one of my favorite times ever on tumblr, like so exciting to get clips of the b stage songs and see peoples posts about meeting her! What other concerts have you been too?

I’m hoping to visit Croatia at the end of august, if everything goes according to plan/covid doesn’t once again wreck my plans. I grew up in the northwestern US, and there people joke that the seasons are “fire season, road construction, winter” and winters are regularly so much snow, windy, and -20°, so not ideal conditions for enjoying them. Have you been to Grand Canyon or any of the other national parks in the southwest? They all look so beautiful, that’s one part of the US I would definitely like to see more of.

Thank you!! I’m really excited to be a student again but I am also really glad I took some time off. I enjoy Dostoevsky! Probably not my all time favorite, but my best friend loves him so I’ve read a lot of his stuff and talk about it a lot. Also a big fan of Byron and I have a love/hate relationship with Shakespeare. My favorite poet is ee cummings, I love Cynthia Kadohata, huge Neil Gaiman fan. And many many others haha but off the top of my head let’s go with that 😅

What do you write about? And in what medium? I write a lot of poetry and I like writing non fiction, but I learned in college that I am NOT a fiction writer hahaha.

What have you been up to this weekend?? I hope you’ve had a lovely day 💖 Drew

ps: I love reading your responses! Please don’t feel bad or stressed about writing a lot ✨✨

Hello, Drew! Chaos feels like the natural order of the world lately. It’s fine if you miss a day or two! I understand.

I actually never really wanted to be married myself. I figured if I did, I’d be at least 30. I wanted to get school done first. Then, after my previous relationship, I decided I wanted to be alone. Fate had different plans. I also wasn’t sure I wanted kids. Changed my mind. However one is plenty. One of my biggest pet peeves is when someone invalidates a person’s choices by saying “oh you’ll change your mind”. So even though I changed mine, I won’t be implying or outright denying that you don’t know your own mind.

My wedding was small. We eloped. It was a complicated situation with his family at the time, and we had decided to have the protection of a legal document since we were living together anyway. We picked randomly picked the day. Turned out to be Valentine’s Day. So, I, along with millions of other people, got married at a court house. In fact, someone was wearing my same dress that day! It was awkward. We have yet to have any celebration outside of that day. It was just my immediate family. However, I’ve never regretted marrying him and I still look back fondly on it. Fun fact: his parents found out we were married after we totaled their truck a few months later. Not so fun fact: that was the scariest accident I’ve been in to date. Accident wasn’t our fault and at least in this accident I had airbags. Ever been in an accident? Or in one without modern crash technology? It’s not very fun. Hurts a lot. I remember having to tell my father in law, on the side of the road, that Chase and I had actually gotten married. He was stunned but super supportive. Like I previously said, it was complicated . And I can get into it more, but there’s so much else to address right now!

We really like sitting in silence on our phones together! 😂 We are one of those annoying couples who like to do everything together. We are practically attached at the hip and the pandemic has only made it worse. He’s really interested in getting into D&D. We like playing video games together. We both love swimming. We both really want to travel. I’d love to take him to Europe. We like movies. But we both compliment our different likes and knowledge. He loves animated movies and animes and I love books. We both love art. He’s so good. He lets me do his makeup and nails from time to time. It doesn’t bother him at all. But not only that he’s really helpful at making sure I get my medicines and that I get rest when I need it. Throughout the lockdown he’d do all the running around so I wouldn’t have to go out since I’m immuno compromised. Sometimes I feel like he’s too good to me and the kid. I try to give back what I can. But honestly, he’s my best friend too.

Ahem. Enough gushing.

Other than some musicals and local symphonies, I’ve never been to any other concerts! Weird. I know! I’ve wanted to but never have. I’ve always wanted to see Imagine Dragons. Or Panic! at the Disco. There’s a few artists actually, I’d love to go see.

Croatia is BEAUTIFUL. My time in Europe was 2 weeks during July. I’m in love with it. If you go, Rijeka is wonderful. But near Rijeka is a mountain town called Fužine. It’s MAGICAL. I spent most of my time there. One of the upsides to staying in Rijeka is that it’s just a few hours away from Venice, too. Which. Was also breathtaking. I cried at the beauty of it. I have pictures of these places and I love looking at them. But they also make me a little sad. For multiple reasons. We had a layover in Munich on our way home and so we spent two days there as well. We drove up to the Neuschwanstein castle. It was amazing. But the most harrowing part of that stop was at the site of Dachau. I will never forget the heaviness of it. I had to stop halfway through. It was too much for my sensitivity. A privilege I will never forget.

I was able to visit Idaho (Rexburg) during October and December one year and I loved it. I’ve only ever been to Washington (coastal) and Oregon during the summer months. I wanted to go to school in Washington, originally. Thought I’d move up there. Now the goal is to ultimately expat. Canada, likely. We will see if that ever pans out, though.

I’ve been to the Grand Canyon once when I was 10 or 11(?). We went during December to ride the “Polar Express”. It’s a special event they run during the winter months before Christmas. We were snowed in so we stayed an extra day and took the train to the Grand Canyon. So I got to see it all snowy and clear. It’s gorgeous and I highly recommend it once. I don’t know if I would ever really go back but I might take the kid someday. I at least want her to go on the Polar Express ride. It’s cute and fun for the kids. I was a little too old to fully enjoy it, but my little sister was roughly the right age.

I’ve been to several places in Arizona. The missions, Jerome, and I’ve also been to some places in Colorado and New Mexico. I can’t recall all their names off the top of my head and it was a long time ago.

I greatly appreciate anyone who can write poetry. It is not my forte. They come out childish and awkward. So, I keep those to myself. I write anything and everything. I have several stories, but three top priority right now. One is complete but needs serious reworking and revision. I started it when I was 15. It’s a paranormal mystery with romance. The second one is a fantasy that I started with a friend when I was 14/15. It has its own world and has taken on a life of its own since then. It’s massive. And the third one is a coming of age story. It’s my most delicate one. I started it when I was 21. I have shared an excerpt on tumblr of this one. It’s my most complicated one yet. Like any artist, I’m constantly second guessing my work and lamenting my talent.

This weekend has been mostly spent recharging. I’ve been helping my mom with a project. And of course swimming. I’m a child at heart and I bought myself a mermaid tail. I’ve elevated my pool game. It’s so much fun but my body is yelling at me. I’m not as energetic as I was in my youth. You mentioned marching band? You and I really do have much in common! Not only are you a flautist, but a marching one at that?! I marched in high for two years. I loved it but I started to get burned out. And then I started horseback riding and planned to do that instead. My parents couldn’t afford to do both. And then I caught mono. Looking back, I understand why my mono knocked me out for so long (it’s linked to my autoimmune issues) but at the time every one of my friends thought I was being dramatic. It was kind of a horrible experience. So even if I had signed up for band my junior year, I would’ve had to quit. And then my senior year I signed up for this program that put me through a college program to get my EMT-B. I didn’t take band at all that year. Now I just play for myself. Ideally I’d learn every instrument.

I actually couldn’t sing very well for the longest time. Which was ironic because my mom was operatically trained. My older sister was also trained. And my little sister preferred chorus to band. I ended up teaching myself later. So now I don’t sound terrible but I’m not going to take my solo act on the road anytime soon.

If I can teach myself makeup, art, instruments, and other various things, then maybe I can also someday be brave enough to put myself out there on the internet. And if I do, I will definitely let you know! I will at least have 3 subscribers. 😂

Tell me about this trip you’re planning to Croatia!

[mzlimitless]

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