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lonestardust · 14 days ago

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126 SHAMMY FIGHT + CAPTAIN STRAND 9-1-1 : LONE STAR penultimate : S05E11 "IMPACT"

#THIS LEFT ME A SOBBING MESS #😭😭😭#MY BELOVEDS #126 #911 lone star #911ls #911lsedit #lonestardaily #owen strand #judd ryder #marjan marwani #mateo chavez #nancy gillian #paul strickland #5x11 #impact #my edit #shammy fight

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obisamya · 2 years ago

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I really miss hearing you play. You do? Of course. Thought you hated it when I played. Why on earth would you think that? 'Cause you literally said that to me once, Dad. You said I wouldn't practise enough, how I was squandering my potential and wasting my privilege. You were given opportunities I never had, and so I expected a lot from you. Well, it scared the shit out of me. I know that now.

TED LASSO, 3.10

#ted lasso #tedlassoedit #tledit #tedlassosource #nate shelley #nathan shelley #tvedit #tvgifs #appletvgifs #appletvsource #gifs.#jesus christ dude.#this scene knocked me flat on my ass and left me a sobbing mess on the floor

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peachyutdr · 1 year ago

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i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D

#undertale yellow #uty #my art #<- ifg #spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad #that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways #CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO???#i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly #but THE CUTSCENES?!?!?#JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD #ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO #LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER #ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD #BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK.#AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE #n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of #everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS #WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING #AAND THE GROUP HUGG #I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD #AND THE FUCKOGN #THE F U C K I N G #AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD #to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho #and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump #just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece #anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way #this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to #oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig

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reluctanttrabbit · 7 months ago

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something that still drives me insane since ruins anniversary is coming up

#vanny shenanigans #i guess hw2 gives you an explanation for what happens to cassies dad but i really like the cassieprotag theory (and also hw2 doesnt mean #much to me) so in that situation WHAT DOES IT MEANNNN WHERE DID HE GOOOOO #did he go back to the pizzaplex to repair the bots or something? is that why a fazwrench was left there and freddy has the prototype markin #clearly the pizzaplex was in the proccess of being rebuilt with the 'pardon our mess we'll be back soon' so cassies dad being a faz tech #was called there to be part of the clean up crew #idk i have to stop rambling now #i've been in a ruin mood for the past week lol i should replay it..... sobs

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deoidesign · 5 months ago

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Sketching

#me when idk what to draw: what if adam stabbed steve again #what if i drew my guys 3/4 facing left again #i love them #this brush hurts my hand though #gotta press too hard. gotta mess with it #looks nice though. probably entirely unnecessary and I'll go back to my beloved hard round #ol reliable #anyways back to sleep for me and then back to work #4 episodes through book 4 #7 to go #and then thays a HUGE thing off my list #im just going ham on it #cause then i just have packages and episodes and commissions and patreons #all of which are like. episodes 90% and everything else fits clean in the 10%#this rn is like 50/40/10 #very split between my things #and for my next comic im hoping for more like 70/30 #sketches #ok bye my arms and hands hurt #just using posts recently to update where im at #I think we're on track to return oct 21 still #5 weeks ish #thats enough time for the book and 3 eps #can not wait to finally not have my attention split...#books take so much energy and time sobs

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fumifooms · 4 months ago

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Just finished Fool Night vol 7 (chap 63) and clutching my head. Mayhaps I shall never be the same. Oh Mukuru Izumi the villain that you are… "What’s back teryas? Veer usses?" "What’s oxygen? Is it like air?" "What’s that? What are you holding?" "Do you think I can live happily one day?" Just shoot me mysterious masked guy it’ll hurt less idc anymore just do it. This is my csm Aki I feel the tragedy in my bones even more here

It’s the cycle of revenge right, that goes on and on until there’s no one left to avenge the last one murdered— And the thought that there’d be no one that would remember or care or want or try to avenge Mukuru is the fucking saddest thing I’ve ever heard.

Trying to be as vague as possible to avoid spoilers but man. Fool Night, the manga that’ll make me cry over trees… Like so far I’ve only cried once and it was during the first umm trees field scene right, because it was simply too fucking real yeah that’d happen yeah, but my god. They’re not just trees they’re lives and they’re not just lives they’re humans and more but does it matter and what are souls???? What are feelings????? What is communication?????? "Oh sure I’ll bring you to Shiika." then that. evil.

…….. And also today I started NegaPosi Angler!!! Great and comfy so far very looking forward to watching it every week. For anyone who didn’t know yet I have a weird ultra fixation on fishing in media in general, Tsuritama and River King are two of my fave things, sooo this is perfect for me lol, came around just at the right time too. Big recommend. Surprisingly topical since both NegaPosi and Fool Night deal with poverty hm. It’s csm Denji meets FN Toshiro except this guy fixes his life through fishing. Bless.

2 works that make me say "I want to live!!" in very different ways! 😀 Fool Night’s out in english through Viz what are you doing here go check it out

#Fool night #kasumi yasuda #A renewed sense of gratitude for the education system flawed as it may be #I’LL FORGIVE YOUUU MUKURU I’LL FORGIVE YOUUUUU…… 😭😭#Apparently Viz isn’t doing a greaaat job…… thankfully the french manga translation industry is on my side so #Holding my head and staring at the floor for 2 mins #If the world moves on from Mukuru’s death just reset it actually just make a do-over just blow it up tbh #I want to make fanart…….. i’m……….. mukuru……………………………… and SHIIKAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAA #That’s bacterias and viruses btw idk how clear that was lmao. I tried bc again i read that in french so the mispellings were different #-remembers it again- aughhhaughhhhhhh punching the floor……#Like the protagonists dying would be less sad than Mukuru dying and that stopping there tbh not even joking. I’m?????? I need a hot sec #No one left to avenge Mukuru :((((((#That doctor lady btw i stan in my heart Mukuru Shiika and doctor lady are living together surviving trudging along #Like I can’t overstate how much this hit I took like 2 mins to recover from every other page and pace myself if this was some episode #that I wouldn’t have put on pause I’d have been a sobbing mess on the floor prob ngl #I’ve been on an horror binge since last month and I’ve watched stuff like The Coffee Table or The Devil’s Bath and even Speak No Evil right #… ok well maybe not more intense than speak no evil but this made me way more emotional than the coffee table tbh #Like my god. I need to breathe 🚬#The candies. The snow. Life :(#Cw organs

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i-havenothingelsetopost · 2 months ago

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genuine question, do you like maths?? i have a vague feeling i saw your post of tags or something that said something about it but i cannot figure out if it was in fact you or if it was even positive ahahah

Yeah that was me! I don't go looking for math problems, but when I happen to do them, I tend to enjoy it. Wasn't always this way — elementary school math was about speed and memorization and I hated that — but I had a really good teacher in upper secondary school, and it became about creative problem solving. It feels the same as writing a poem in meter or managing to untangle a really bad knot in a ball of yarn.

#i can't do math in my head or memorize formulas #and i'm not precise‚ which is bad for questions that are only numbers. like. 5+6=? type of stuff #because if all you need to is write the final answer‚ then if that answer is wrong‚ youve failed. don't get the points for the exam question #but! upper secondary school math! my beloved! (specifically lyhyt matikka‚ idk what pitkä is like)#there's a book that has all the formulas in it and you can use it and look them up even during exams. no memorization #it doesn't explain *how* the formulas are used but still #and there was more time than there ever was in my previous schools. and finishing fast did not mean you were better. i could take my time #and there were so many... worded questions? like instead of pure numbers they present the problem to you in words. phrases. prose #here is a situation. solve it #and you get to choose HOW to solve it #sometimes i could not remember how a formula worked‚ or hadn't quite figured out a recently taught technique yet #and i just. figured out a different way to solve the problem #can't remember the answer to 5x8? let's count 5+5+5+5+5+5+5+5 instead #38/7? lets draw 38 little balls in the margin and separate them into groups of 7 and see how many there are and how many strays get left out #like that but applied to lots of stuff #and it was enougj! it was fine! it was a valid way to solve it! i got the right answer!#unless i messed something up! a + turned into a - by accident somewhere in the middle of the equation #but! part of this level of math was that it was encouraged to write our whole thought process down #and i‚ unable to do it off the paper anyway #i wrote down ALL OF IT #and the teacher saw where i went wrong and that it was little precision things but that i had the techniques down and #i still got most of the points for those questions instead of losing everything because of an incorrect number at the end #these differences have meant everything #math is puzzles. puzzles can be fun #some of my first memories of math class are of me sobbing under my desk #i cried a few tears in all my matriculation exams too‚ even for my favourite subjects. but not math #one of the most important questions was a geometry one. i shine in that area #i grinned doing it

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dangoulains-devotion · 11 months ago

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thinking just a bit too hard about how the added depth given to tifa and aerith's friendship only increases the weight threatening to crush tifa after the forgotten capital, she already had so much to carry on her weary shoulders, she's going to have to carry even more when mideel happens, and it doesn't even stop after meteorfall, ohg od oh i love her so much i

#(sobbing and crying and snotting everywhere) AERITH GAVE HER SOMEONE TO CONFIDE IN ON SUCH A TUMULTUOUS JOURNEY #SOMEONE SHE COULD BE AS CLOSE TO FULLY RELAXED AS POSSIBLE #SOMEONE TO GOSSIP WITH OR SHARE HER CONCERNS OR JUST. BE A NORMAL GIRL WITH #YUFFIE'S THERE BUT SHE'S JUST A KID AND TIFA WOULD NEVER WANT TO HARM THE AIR OF CAREFREE CHILDISHNESS SHE MANAGES TO MAINTAIN EVEN IF #ITS BECAUSE YUFFIE IS HIDING THINGS THAT ARE CRUSHING HER #but poor tifa . gentle tifa. is now left to regret. to blame herself.#she has barret who acts like a father figure to her sure - but despite how much she cares about him and values her frienship with him #he's not aerith. he's not someone she can just gossip about first loves with. not someone she can fully Relate to. if you get what i mean #she is left to trace back the thread of how poor aerith got caught in this mess #she was the one to ask aerith to save marlene. but how did they get there? aerith refused to let cloud be a bystander in wall market #how did that happen? she made a risky choice that put her in a position where their paths crossed. why? because cloud was briefly lost #during the bombing mission. why did the bombing mission happen? she couldn't stop it. ETC ETC #NONE OF IT WAS HER FAULT... BUT SHE NEVER WANTED TO DRAG INNOCENT PEOPLE INTO THIS AT ANY SINGLE POINT #AND NOW SOMEONE WHO QUICKLY BECAME A CLOSE FRIEND IS GONE oh lord my heart #all of this added onto the things like how alone she was in nibelheim... it was just her and her dad for some years after the boys all left #and then the Incident happens and she loses that last person she had... and to an extent another she didn't even know was right there(cloud #god i could talk about her and how she has suffered more than jesus for ages (happy easter. lmao)#FF7 Rebirth spoilers #just in case?? for anyone who's only playing the remakes i guess. since this was basically already there the remakes just elaborate on it #i think about 'we found you!' 'i guess you did!' SO OFTEN #these two girls mean the world to me and i will not let you reduce them to love interest rivals #when tifa ran over to aerith's body i think everyone in the world heard my heart shattering into dust #these thoughts are a bit disjointed and don't articulate well what i mean but god. god. i am thinking about her today

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mischievouslittlecreature · 3 months ago

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I can't believe that the fucking Game of Thrones timeline is shaping up to be the best universe for Lucy

#girlie is THRIVING wtf how did this happen #who allowed this lol #i've gone soft after working on s5 left me a hysterical sobbing mess it would seem #lily babbles

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welivefast-dieyoung · 5 months ago

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Streets are saying We Live In Time is similar to One Day, This is Us, and The Fault in Our Stars?? Bro I'm finished. Like I'm in so much trouble.

#scribblesbyc #I'm going to have to go and see this alone aren't I #Like that's a succinct list of ever piece of media that has crushed me soul and left me a sobbing inconsolable mess #Like its almost exclusively those 3 things #The other thing is like the last hour of Elvis but we don't need to talk about that #Its bad enough that Flo and Andrew are in a movie together but if its that sad?? I'm not surviving this movie imma die in the theater on go #florence pugh #flo #andrew garfield #I wish I could explain to you how little I cry like I think I remember every single time I've cried since I became an aware person #like it happens that rarely

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running-in-the-dark · 8 months ago

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I was pretty proud of myself for getting through this day so well (first time one of our cats had to have surgery), BUT it's 4am and it's really hitting me now 🙃

#feel like I would be sobbing if my anxiety meds didn't make that.. not harder exactly just. less likely #and I also remembered that I did take lorazepam before going to bed last night specifically because I knew I'd be a mess otherwise...#but yeaaah I just wanna cry now #it's been so hard. the cat is fine. but he's got 20 fewer teeth now and it feels bad #he's in pain and he's grumpy because he doesn't understand why we did that to him and also his brother wouldn't stop hissing at him all day #because he smells wrong and that's been stupidly hard on me #like. those are my babies. they can't be mad at each other??? it scares me. it's not the way it is. it's wrong and I don't like it #also... if I'm being honest I was also quite unsettled by how different he smells so I can understand that. I don't like it but I get it #that's still your brother though you big dumb guy 😭 be nice to him he has barely any teeth left 😭😭😭#I don't liiiike this #I hope they'll get along better again tomorrow bc seriously I can't take this. it's breaking my heart #well I wasn't a mess today but now I definitely am #AND I've got a fucking doctors appointment tomorrow 😭 so I can't even stay on the couch mindlessly watching YouTube all day #life is too hard and I am a big baby and I can't handle it #personal

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trisockatops · 9 months ago

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oh god why am i so bad at moving