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ambitionsource · 5 years ago

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also 001 zc im springing it all on u

spring it all on me baybee. i’m ready. i’m thrivin

Zay & Charlie

When I started shipping it if I did: oh if i were a viewer, i think i’d be sniffing out this storyline EARLY. literally from the moment charlie leaps up to volunteer to tutor him in 103 and then is all “you’re so unapologetically yourself” with all that Awe i’d be like... mhm. okay. mhm ok mhm mhm mhm right mhm....... although i think i would be skeptical. i would be kinda like (as i think some of you were) are they actually going to go through with this...... are they playing me 4 a fool.... but then when you watch 112 after so much build and theres the RUNNING ACROSS THE CITY TO GET TO THE AUDITION AND AINT NOOOO AWWWYWYWYWYWYAAYWAAYYYYY AND THE LOUVRE KISS LIKE WAHAHAHWAHWAHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHH -- yeah i’d be in it from there. you don’t see it coming going INTO the first season, but to be honest zc kind of Owned the first season in the later half there. they were subtle in some ways but then they really just brought the mf PUNCH

My thoughts: so. clearly. i love them. fdkjshgkjsg i think i have a lot of fondness for them because they really organically blossomed in the first season in a way i wasn’t expecting. as y’all know, we broke the story for the second season first and then backtracked to s1, and i will be candid... charlie was like... not a person when we first outlined s2 JFGDSKLGKDFGKLFDH. he was in a relationship with zay, and it was supposed to be this big surprise going into the second season, but otherwise we really didn’t like... know what to do with him or honestly had THOUGHT about it. but then as we started working on s1, he just kind of... emerged, as well as their storyline of barely acquaintances to friends to unexpected lovers. and i really really love what they grew to be. they’ve been one of the best parts of writing the show tbh and i have so much fun writing their scenes, even when they’re challenging (cough 208 cough, one of the most difficult scenes i’ve ever written in anything ever)

What makes me happy about them: i love how they see the other person for who they actually are, how they can cut through the bullshit and see the other for how they wish they could be seen (charlie seeing zay as more than the popular “cool” kid that he has to put on as a sort of defense to survive at aaa, and zay seeing charlie for who he actually is beneath all of the facades he’s created to please the rest of the world) and how that allows them the courage to try and actually BE those things. like. charlie may not have ever gotten to a point of really considering accepting his own sexuality if it weren’t for zay, i think -- especially since zay then gave him this incredibly SAFE space to figure it out AND loved him at the same time. i love how they demonstrate such a Balance for one another (there’s that key word again!), like how in s1 a core part of their friendship is the fact that charlie seems to be the only person zay really has who cares about all the things he cares about but also isn’t... a crazy monster the way everyone at aaa is fDJSKFLDG. and zay brings balance to charlie in showing him its okay to have fun, to be imperfect, to throw a swear word around or not give a damn sometimes or do things just because he wants to. and that’s important! that’s major! and then i just love love love how they’re playful with one another but it comes from this very sincere fond place. their dynamic would not be what it is without their sort of teasing nature, but it NEVER feels like it’s coming from a place of animosity, it’s always this affectionate kind of banter. i’m really picky about how teasing translates into romance, and i think the way they make it work is a fave thing about them for me. i’m forgetting like 4324325 things i wanna say here but i love them MUCHO

What makes me sad about them: so. hm. yeah. you know how there are those otp ask games or gif memes and there’s always that category that’s like “it’s right, just not right now” ships? i have always disliked that category bc i think people constantly misinterpret it (or its just a poor label to apply to a ship lmao), but i think they are actually a perfect example of what i think that label is supposed to represent. charlie and zay are 100% right, but not right now. they can’t be right when charlie is still trying to figure out so much of his sexuality and his sense of acceptance, because no matter how much they love each other it’s just not fair to zay to have all these conditions on their relationship. like, it’s great that he likes him enough to be okay with it, but it shouldn’t be that way in a truly healthy situation. yknow? and when the rules keep changing or grow to be confusing (i.e. how charlie seemed to be improving in 207 but then backslid majorly in 208), you end up with like... well, miscommunications like 208. and those can be brutal.

Things done in fanfic that annoys me: again, i’m just projecting based on my experience in fandom and observing fandom, but here are a handful of things i think would be common in zc fic that would drive me up the wall. 1) babying and/or pandering charlie to the point that he’s just like... this uwu baby gay that completely strips him of his complexity, surprisingly sharp sarcasm, all his uneven edges and quirks, etc. 2) fetishizing of them both or more specifically, racism surrounding the portrayal of zay 3) a complete bashing of charlie’s faith, as that goes against how he’s written + his arc as a character [ like if you gotta work thru ur own grievances with organized religion then by all means, but it would probably bother me bc of his characterization and im literally not even religious lmao ] 4) banter that crosses the line and goes into that territory of lowkey bullying or tasteless that is a squick for me

Things I look for in fanfic: so of course, characterization that allows for the complexity of both of their characters would be A1 from day one as usual. would always love something that highlights the dance thing since that is... so important to their relationship in the show lmao. people who could capture their delicate balance of banter would be whew!!!! also random but i thought about it earlier today -- when winter olympics rolls around again, who is gonna write the ice skating au? it’s only a step or two away from dance y’all, let’s SEE IT!!!

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: zay would make the best of any relationship he gets into, but he and riley could be cute as i have mentioned before (altho i naturally prefer them as best friends, but they would treat each other the way they deserve which is important). there’s a character coming in s4 who i actually really enjoy with zay, but that’s a spoiler and neither here nor there... as for charlie, i again will make my vague comment about appreciating lucas x charlie... and that’s all i can say on that.............

My happily ever after for them: god i just. i want them to be happy and in love. and i mean that in that they’re happy with themselves, so they can be happy with one another. like, TRULY happy without all these conditions or strings attached. and to be able to be happy together IN PUBLIC. literally can you imagine. CAN YOU IMAGINE??

Who is the big spoon/little spoon: hmmmmmm again, i think it would vary. but i think my inclination is that typically zay is the big spoon, although i will say i think charlie is overall more cuddly (not that you’d ever assume so in public bc he’s so repressed DSJKFJDSKLGFDLKG)

What is their favorite non-sexual activity: i assume we wanna discuss the ones... that aren’t dance DJSKLFJDKGJFDLKJGKDJHLKDH. aside from the obvious, i really do think zay and charlie like to go out and explore together and just like... share experiences. like going to art museums is a big one, and seeing live performances. art is something that really connects them and i don’t think that can be understated, and one of their favorite things is experiencing art together and then getting the other to talk about their opinions on it. i also do think that while zay isn’t big on literature, he can be swayed if charlie reads to him. art completely aside, i think they like to go to the grand central market and browse / try new things. they also like window shopping, but that’s kind of funny bc their styles are so different so they’ll be like ooh and the other will be like rly. FDNSJKFDJSLGJDSG. omg they should have a day where they just get to dress the other person up all day in different stores... THERES a fun activity... zay is dressed head to toe in GAP and he’s like please set me on fire fJDSKFJDSKLGJKDLFG

send some winter hiatus asks !! or try this one

#zay x charlie #THANK U LENA #winter hiatus 2019 #on god... on gOD do they know how much i love them #maggie #judahslewis #answered

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mikedilf · 6 years ago

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St. Patrick’s Day(aka yay I finally actually posted some writing)

Everyone in Pearl River has their St. Patrick’s Day traditions.

Most of them go to the parade with their individual families and meet up afterwards. Blink and Sniper get blackout drunk behind dollar general with about half the school. A lot of them have family parties that they’re obligated to go to, but would much rather be with friends. Everyone is constantly reminded that it’s not safe in the roads and to travel in groups.

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“AHHHHHHHHH GO DAVEY WHOOOOO AHHH AHHHHHH!!!” Jack, Spot, and Race scream as the clarinet section of the high school band passes their seats on the side of the road. Davey’s face is red as he gives them a lighthearted glare and continues to play. As soon as the percussionists pass they switch who they’re cheering at “YEAH ALBERT WHOOO YOU HIT THAT DRUM!!” Race screams, trying to ignore the fact that his feet are becoming numb from sitting on them. The parade has barely started and everyone wants to go home already. “I’m so glad I quit band so that I don’t have to march,” Race comments.

“Do you think I should join band before I graduate just so I can say that I was in orchestra, chorus, and band??” Jack interrupts him.

“Oh absolutely,” Spot says. “Also you could get to be with daaaaavey,” he teases.

“Shut uuuup,” Jack sighs dramatically. “Don’t make me bring up,” he glances at Race, who is fixated on cheering for the Boy Scouts, and raises his eyebrows, “certain things.”

Spot smacks him.

—-

“I should probably find my parents but also I don’t want to walk home with them. They’ll just stop and talk to everyone they know, which is literally half of Pearl River,” Race complains.

“Just walk with us you literally live around the corner, dumbass,” Spot rolls his eyes.

“Excuse me sir there are intoxicated people on the roads right now do you want me to get hit by a truck???”

“Yes,” Jack adds, earning a smack from Race.

“I wish I was with Blink right now,” Race sighs jokingly. Jack gasps, clearly offfended.

“Why, where’s he?” Spot asks.

“Getting smashed behind Dollar General, But my parents will only let me go to Jack’s house on St. Patrick’s day because they want me in their controlling line of vision.”

“At least Spot lives with us now,” Jack points out.

“Yeah that makes it a bit more bearable,” Race teases jack. “See y’all later!” He calls and crosses the street as Jack and spot walk in the other direction towards their house.

—

Once Race, his parents, and his siblings finally leave the house, they start walking over to the Larkin’s.

Inside of the Larkin’s is low key chaotic. Even once Race sits down in the living room he can’t turn his head without seeing a new person. He still has not seen Medda herself and can’t ask her where the rest of the kids are so he suffers in silence as he eats a roll.

“Racetrack!” Medda calls out his nickname from across the room, “the kids are downstairs, honey, go and join them!” Race thanks god that medda is basically a mind reader so he doesn’t have to make awkward conversation.

“I drank 8 sodas and can now See God,” Jack informs race as he walks down the stairs. Jack is in his usual spot on the couch, playing fortnite, while Mush sits on the other side of the couch on his phone.

“Where’s Spot?” Race asks. They’re the only older kids at the party this year but they still get the whole basement to themselves.

“Here,” Spot says, perched inside the small window near the ceiling.

“Why the fuck?”

“We figured out he could fit there so now he loves it,” Jack explains. When Race and Jack were younger, they’d sit in the window all the time.

Race shrugs, “makes sense.”

“I’m coming down now so Mush move,” Spot demands and wrenches himself free from the small space, landing on the couch.

Race sits next to Spot. “Y’all wanna play paranoia?” He asks.

“No there’s not enough people this year and I’m too tired,” Jack points out.

“Guys,” Mush randomly gets their attention. “Please do yourselves a favor and look at Smalls’ snapchat story. I can’t tell if she’s fuck up or if it’s just her being her but it’s so funny,” he shows them a blurry picture of Smalls and Sniper captioned ‘I lobe ssnigher’ and a video of someone screaming and her laughing uncontrollably.

“Oh she’s definitely fucked up if she’s with Sniper and Blink,” Race laughs.

—

“I’m so tired now after eating and being out in the sun for a while,” Jack comments with a yawn.

“I can’t wait to go home,” Mush adds, not as an insult, he’s just tired and having an allergic reaction to Jack and Spot’s cat.

Race lies across the couch now, his head on Spots lap. “I can’t even move.”

It’s been a good St. Patrick’s Day.

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YAY I FINALLY DID IT FOLKS!! I don’t ever edit my writing so sorry if there’s any typos but YEET. Thank you again @orolly for insiring me to write newsies for the first time in a while and also for making amazing art I literally love you

@voices-not-echoes Yeet yeet ily bitch

#I WROTE YAY #newsies #my crackhead spanish class #spanish class au #jack kelly #racetrack higgins #spot conlon #mush meyers #albert dasilva #medda larkin #davey jacobs #st patricks day #i LOVE MY BOIS

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hyphypmic · 6 years ago

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Betting on Spray Paint (Jiro Yamada/OC)

Jiro arrived in school, late as usual. After muttering some half-assed excuse to the homeroom teacher and taking his place at the back, he finally allowed himself to zone out and the shaking in his hands to return.

Saburo and Ichiro made a bet right before he left for school, and there was no way he was going to lose money to Saburo. But…

There was no way he was going to ask out… a girl, and not just any girl, a girl he’s had a crush on for the past how many years. It’s really obvious that he likes her, so obvious that literally everyone except her knows. Bless her denseness.

His infatuation with her is seen in the way that he freezes up when she passes by on her pink bike, in the way he can’t form coherent sentences when she speaks to him directly, and in the way he splutters whenever he hears her name.

He somehow even managed to mangle “hello” when she greeted him. How can one mess up saying “hello?”

Jiro is teased endlessly about it, so the most logical thing that his brothers did was make a joint bet. If Jiro doesn’t ask the girl out by the end of today, he’s going to take on 25% of Ichiro’s work and give 25% of his earnings from that to Saburo. He knows that Nii-chan isn’t serious, but Saburo on the other hand…

The sound of the homeroom teacher leaving the room snapped him out of his thoughts. Few moments later, in came the math teacher carrying a stack of papers.

Oh right. He had a test.

Jiro sighed. Not that he studied for it anyway though. He’ll just go ahead and shade randomly, but that just gives him more time to dwell on how he was going to ask the girl out.

—

Even after that test and the test after that, Jiro was still dry on ideas. He was practically sulking around the whole day. During breaks he was just staring at the girl so much that he was sure that he was caught. No one really called him out though. As said earlier, everyone except her knows.

In the second half of the day, he stared at her during class. This was the only thing he was actually taking note of. He took note of the color of her hair and the way it looks when the 16:00 sunlight hits it just right, her eyes and the way they sparkle or cloud when she’s angry, the way her lips curl when she smiled and the near perfect shape of it, the way she raised her hand, the pitch of her voice, her small and endearing mannerisms, the way she moved with grace and… well, let’s just say if that she was a subject, he’d get perfect marks.

His friends wondered what was up, given that he was very quiet. It actually took them how many times to get his attention (five regular volume times of calling his name and three raised voice times of calling his name) Usually, he was either laughing or running around trying not to be caught by the student council. Hell, he wasn’t even willing to vandalise the walls (which was “quiet time” for him), which was weird all things considered.

He actually thought that vandalising would do him some well, so he skipped last period. No one really cares, and it’s public knowledge that he’s going to skip at least one period in a day. He used to be told off for it, but now even the principal doesn’t really care.

Once he hit a pristine wall, one untouched by his artistry, he put down the spray paint can and hit his head on the wall. He also may or may have not yelled. He almost pulled out his hair in frustration.

He stayed like that for a solid five minutes then he stepped back and stared at the wall again. He was already there, might as well. There’s no point in going back to the classroom and meeting his crush’s eye and melting under her gaze.

He started spray painting. He doesn’t have much colors actually, so he makes do with his current pallet of red, orange and blue. Ichiro wouldn’t let him waste all his money on a full pallet. Nii-chan alway says that its better for Jiro, so that he can work his creative mind more.

Going back to the vandalism, Jiro didn’t realise what he was doing until he was halfway done with it.

“Then her hair is up to her shoulder…” He muttered to himself. “Then her eyes are this shape…” He stopped spraying abruptly and looked at his work. He dropped the spray can and dropped to the his knees when he realised what he made. “I… I…” He yelled and gripped the sides of his head. “NOOO!”

It wasn’t that it was bad, admittedly, it was pretty well done. But the thing is, he was the delinquent, the trouble maker, the bad one, and here on a very obviously previously clean wall was a large spray paint art of a girl in red, orange and blue. A very beautiful girl, but now he just looks like some lovesick, daydreaming son of a-

He bowed his head in defeat. “Why can’t I stop thinking about her?” He looked back up again after a bit and sighed. Maybe he could disguise it or make it more ambiguous… nah. He made it this far anyway. Jiro stood up and picked up his can again. He was going to finish it. He could always bluff it off anyway. He tucked his black hair behind his ear and continued.

—

The hour passed without him realising and the bell rang without hearing it. Jiro’s uniform didn’t have a speck of paint on it, so there was no way Nii-chan was going to catch him. He stepped back for the nth time to admire his work. He had to admit that it was one of the best works yet.

“Ah.” He sighed and was about to walk away when he heard the girl’s voice getting closer. He froze and looked around for a hiding place. He forgot! This was where she and her friends usually passed. “You fucking dumbass!!!” He yelled at himself. “You take note of everything except for this!!!” He panicked and jumped into the thorn bush right next to him.

He bit his lip hard enough to draw blood in order for him not to scream. AHHHHHHHHH! He was pretty concealed though, so he guessed he was fine…

��SHIT!” He exclaimed. He left his schoolbag against the wall. He was just about to get out and grab it when the girl’s legs entered his line of vision. Jiro instantly paled and clapped a hand on his mouth. The girl was quickly joined by her two other friends.

“Wow.” The girl said and stepped closer. “This one is pretty good.”

The friend on her right tsk-ed. “The delinquent. Vandalising school property.” She sighed. “Not that I can do anything about it.” Jiro almost face-palmed. Right. He’d recognise that voice anywhere. That was the same voice that chased him down the halls whenever he’d steal something.

The friend on her left noticed his bag. “Hey. His bag is still here. He must be somewhere.”

“Probably the dumbass left his bag. Wouldn’t be the first time.” The girl on the right scoffed. What she said wasn’t necessarily a lie though, but he tries to avoid it since it was Ichiro who got him that bag.

“Well. We’re going to go ahead. We’re carpooling today” Righty said and grabbed Lefty (he knew their names, but they would always take her left and right all the time, he started referring them as such). “See you!”

She mumbled a barely audible reply. She was actually staring at the artwork.

Jiro was praying and praying that she’d leave, but she wasn’t.

“Come on.. come on…”

She started walking and he almost sighed when relief. He saw her pick up one of his spray cans and look around to see if anyone was watching. He tensed up. It wasn’t right for her to spray paint without a mask!

She pointed it at the wall, unknowing that it was facing the wrong direction. Her eyes were still fixated on Jiro’s work.

Jiro’s eyes widened and was about to call out when she sprayed it. The paint hit her eyes and she dropped the can. She wasn’t a screamer, but she did let out a yelp of surprise. She swore very loudly that Jiro actually got surprised. Her clean white uniform now had blue paint on it, and Jiro knew how hard it was to get rid of it. One can’t even get rid of it completely.

He jumped out from the bush to check on her. “Don’t rub! It just gets worse!” He said, pushed her hands away from her face and went to his bag to retrieve his jacket. He didn’t have any extra cloth on him, but his jacket would have to do.

“Jiro…?” The girl’s eyes were squeezed shut.

“You idiot!” He said and rubbed the paint from her eyelids. “Why didn’t you check the can first?! And why did you pick it up without a mask?! The fumes are bad for you!”

“You don’t use a mask.” She protested.

“W-w-well it’s because I’m used to it!” He rubbed her face as well. “Idiot! Why did you even pick it up?!”

She didn’t reply to that and he sighed, wiping her face as gently as he could while he muttered comments about how she should be more careful around things she doesn’t know about. He got water from his bottle and put some so it would cut through the paint better. He used his other sleeve to wipe her face.

When he got her face mostly clean (there was still some blue left), he wrapped his jacket around his waist.

“Are you okay?” He asked her.

She nodded, her eyes still closed.

He looked down at his uniform and saw that there were tiny rips everywhere. (Nii-chan is going to kill me!) His body and face stung in multiple places. He blamed the thorn bush. He felt some warm liquid dribble down his face. He was bleeding. He looked back to her and realised her eyes were still closed. “You can open your eyes now.”

The girl opened her eyes and gasped. “Jiro! You’re all scratched up!” She got her handkerchief (part of Jiro’s mind registered that it smelled good) and wiped at his cuts. “Where did you go?”

Jiro could feel the warmth of her breath on his face and his own breath hitched. They were so close together. “I…I… thorn bush.”

“Eh????” She shook her head. “Why???”

“I… uh… hiding from… friend?” He blinked several times, not really processing that he said more than a few words to his crush.

She took her hand away from his face, her own blushing red. She laughed a little. “I see.”

She then looked at the art on the wall, observing the way the girl’s hair curled over her shoulder. “You did that right?”

It was Jiro’s turn to blush. “I… yes.” He looked away, not meeting her eyes.

“Who is it? Your crush?” He didn’t notice that her voice went up several octaves.

He swallowed audibly. “Yes.” No point in lying.

“You do it so well.” She pocketed her slightly bloody handkerchief. She paused. “I like the colors.”

They stood in another bout of silence. Jiro pointedly ignored his vibrating phone. If he’s not home, the day isn’t over. He hasn’t lost yet. Then why is it so damn hard!

“Why… why did you pick up the can?” He asked her, breaking the silence. Really? Jiro? Really?

“Um…” Her turn to look away, “I just wanted to try. I didn’t… um…”

“Why?” He was genuinely curious. A voice was yelling in his head to ask her out. The voice suspiciously sounded like Saburo, but when he ignored it, it began to sound like Ichiro.

“I’m not exactly sure…” She tucked a lock of hair behind her ear.

“Eh?” He cocked his head to the left.

“Yeah. Not really sure.” She pursed her lips.

“Come on, there’s gotta be a reason!” Jiro has no idea where his confidence was coming from. Probably from his racing heart. He also didn’t want this conversation to end. (Also the voices were getting annoying). “You can’t just do things without a reason, there has to be a point.”

“Mmmm…” She chewed on her lip. “My crush likes it. So I wanted to try.” She said that last bit very quickly and quietly.

“Your… crush?” Jiro’s heart leapt and started pounding even harder.

She nodded, her eyes back on Jiro’s work. “I actually- “

“Do you want to go out sometime?” Jiro’s mouth started working before he could stop it. IDIOT! WHY?! He was mentally beating himself to a pulp and pulling his hair. His eyes just widened instead and he wished he could pull back his words.

Her face turned red. “You… you wanna go out with me?”

Jiro put his hands in his pockets. “Um… yes…” He felt like he was choking.

“What about your crush?” She asked.

“Hnk.” He was so sure that the both of them were a blushing mess. “I… are you okay with it?”

“Eh?” She glanced at the drawing and back at him. “Me?”

“…” Is she really… does she not…

“Why are you asking me?”

“…”

“Jiro?”

“AHHHHH!” He pulled his hair and looked to the sky. “I LIKE YOU OKAY!!!” He took a deep breath to calm down. “I… like you.”

“Me?” She took a step back.

“Yes you!” Jiro said and covered his face with his hands. “I like you a lot! Please go out with me sometime!” He bowed. IDIOT WHY ARE YOU BOWING?! He straightened up again. “That’s you on the wall! I drew you because you’re always on my mind and I can’t stop thinking about you and AHHHHH!” He bowed again then straightened. He felt like throwing himself off a building. “I… I…”

The girl took Jiro’s hand in her own which did nothing to calm him down. “I… I like you too.” She tensed at her own words and bit her lip.

Jiro tensed first, but he relaxed his own and held her hand back. “Why do you like me?” He muttered. “A delinquent like me…” He wasn’t even sure anyone liked him genuinely anyway. Some people just like him because he’s “a bad boy.”

“I…” She looked down, “you’re… very handsome and… kind and joyful…. And energetic…. I… there’s a lot actually.” She laughed nervously. “Too much to say.”

Jiro was at a loss for words. “Is that a yes?”

“Hm?”

“You’ll…” he pulled at his collar with his free hand. “You’ll go out with me?”

“Yes.” She nodded and laughed a little. “I’ll go out with you.”

Jiro smiled and fought the urge to jump in the air. “When are you free?”

“Friday?”

“That’s tomorrow.”

“Yeah. Sure… after class?”

“Sure.” Jiro smiled widely.

She looked at the graffiti again. “That’s a really good rendition of me.”

“Really?” He looked back at it, the paint drying now.

“Really. I can’t believe anyone would make something of me.” She a little sadly.

“You deserve it.” Jiro replied. “A girl as great as you deserves a masterpiece.”

The girl sucked in a breath and faster than Jiro could react, she kissed him on the cheek.

“See you tomorrow Jiro!” She said quickly and let go of his hand and ran off.

Jiro stood rooted in place for a while and gingerly touched his face where the kiss still lingered.

A smile slowly built on his face along with the accompanying shout of triumph. Jiro jumped in the air and laughed. “BEAT THAT SABURO! NII-CHAN!”

He picked up his bag and paints and ran all the way back to home.

#hypmic #jiro yamada #first time please dont judge me #buster bros #fluff #spray paint

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prince-dongju · 6 years ago

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Radio Wave Love

A/N: This fic was requested two whole months ago. I’m so sorry it took me forever to write. I hope it makes up for it. @nakamoto-papoyaki maybe you could pass this on to Potato Anon?

Genre: An unhealthy amount of Fluff

Word Count: 4,162 (Sorry. I went off)

Winwin (NCT) X Reader

“Why does he have to look so good!”

“Stop staring at him, and go ask him out you ass!” Maybe that was the logical solution to your problem. But would you listen to Allison? Never.

“No! I’m not ready to be rejected!”

“Who says you’d be rejected?” She was really annoyed at this point. The boys you fell for never seemed too hot to her.

“For one, he’s a senior and I’m a sophomore. Second,” You must have looked insane, all wide eyed with two fingers splayed before you. “He’s amazing at everything. You know how uncoordinated I am! ��And third, all his friends would think I’m the ugliest scum on the earth, Have you seen how hot they all are!” Allison had scooted to the end of the bench to avoid how close you grew each sentence. “It’ll never work!” Punctuated by a dejected sigh, you drop your head to the table.

Dong Sicheng was only the man of your dreams. As an avid dancer, he won many competitions, resulting in his nickname: Winwin. (See what I did there?) Anyways, something about him was different. While others would say he’s just attractive, to you he was drop-dead gorgeous. Something about the clothes he wore, or the way he styled his hair. Even the drab school outfits looked like Gucci on him! His friends were all gorgeous as well, constantly surrounded by girls vying for their attention. All of which were gorgeous and popular as well. Looks aside, Winwin was a total sweetheart. His kind acts and sweet smiles lit up your days, fluttering your heart. It was pointless to even dream of him.

✨

“Winwin, didn’t you say you always wanted to join the school’s radio team?” Renjun held a flyer announcing application openings in his hand.

As Sicheng’s closest friend, Renjun knew how much Sicheng loved radio casting. Throughout their childhood Winwin tended to be more reserved and quiet compared to the sarcastic younger. His love for radio started at a young age, a love for radio shows being his main obsession. Since he was shy, it was a win-win. (lol) He could interact with others without the pressures of a camera trained on him. Lucky for him, the school opened up a radio station when he was a sophomore, making his dream more obtainable. The only problem: the aforementioned shyness. This year was the first year he had been willing to apply, feeling more relaxed as Renjun had broken him out of his shell. Keeping him around was definitely Sicheng’s best idea, although he did tend to get choked quite frequently...

“They have openings!” Renjun didn’t know what hit him. One minute He held a paper in his hand, the next minute he held nothing but air, and his friend was gone.

Sprinting to the office as fast as he could, he paid no attention to his surroundings. In hindsight, he really should have, seeing how he smacked into someone in his haste. WHAM! Next thing Sicheng knew, he was on the ground.

On impact, an array of brightly colored paper exploded from your hands. A teacher had asked you to transport a stack of paper from the copy center to her room, now you were regretting choosing the route you did. As far as you knew, permanent back damage, or a concussion may have ensued. Your body felt as if it had been hit by a train with how fast the collision was. A groan escaped your lips as you twisted your body to catch a glimpse of the perpetrator. You’re gonna give that dweeb a piece of your mind! After twenty seconds, your swollen body had tilted all the way and - NO! No freaking way! Of course it's him. Just another sick and twisted trick the world played on you. Nothing like your longtime crush watching as you lay crippled on the filthy tile. There’s no way on God’s green earth you’d let him see you so rumpled and awkward as this!

Maybe I should run away. Yeah. I’ll pick up what’s left of my dignity and limp as fast as I can.

Twisting as best as you could, you stood up. What you didn’t anticipate, however, was how painful the pressure on your ankle would be. The pain was far too great to bear, and you felt yourself go down, arms flailing to stop gravity's harsh pull. Although a valiant effort was made on your part, it was two strong arms around your waist that finally righted you. In one swift movement, Winwin pulled you against his chest, effectively stopping your motion. Once your feet were firmly planted on the floor, he removed his arms, keeping you steady with a hand on your shoulder.

“Are you okay?” The worry in his voice warmed your heart. Never had you pictured him noticing you, let alone touching you. A tingling sensation filled your whole being the moment his arms met your waist, and it wasn’t going away any time soon.

Cautiously, you turned to him. It took a hot minute, having to maneuver on a swollen ankle. “Y-yeah. I’m okay.” Your reply did little to soothe his worry. Winwin could tell you were in pain, and he felt awful. He felt awful for putting you in pain.

“Can you walk?” Why did he have to look so cute? His brow furled slightly, and his luscious lips protrude slightly. It was nice to know he felt bad, but did he have to look so irresistible?

“I’m totally fine.” When you decided to take a step to prove it, he once again reached to save you from the harsh tile. “I guess I can’t.”

With that, he moved closer, taking your arm in his hand. His grip was perfectly gentle as he placed the arm over his shoulder. His other hand moved around your waist, holding you as tight as possible to his side. By the time you two had limped to the office, lunch period was nearly over. Of course Winwin had to make matters- and your butterflies- worse as he stayed, attentively watching over you and even assisting you to your next class. Sicheng firmly brushed off your protests, assuring you it didn’t matter if he was late. Everything would be okay as long as you were. None of this helped the growing warmth on your face, and pounding in your chest.

✨

A week later, the pain had barely ceased, though you could barely feel from the state of euphoria you were in. After nearly a year of dreaming and hoping, you had nagged yourself a place on the radio team. Every year, a new radio crew was picked. One boy and one girl from each grade were selected each year to explore talents in broadcasting, and news casting for three months. A former graduate, Johnny Seo, had begun the program two years earlier, his senior year. It was no secret Johnny had a knack for radio. Ratings had instantly skyrocketed when his voice was heard over the radio waves. A recent graduate (and heartthrob) Jung Jaehyun snagged a permanent spot on the show, making the entire female population swoon with his sweet voice and dimples.

Although you had pined over the spot for nearly a year, no luck had come. Until today.

“AHHHHHHHHH!!” A shrill shriek echoed the hallways, indicating your elation. “FINALLY! FINALLY FINALLY! AHHHHH!” After a good half hour, and several breathing exercises, Allison finally got you calmed down.

“When do you start?” Although Allison acted as if she couldn’t be bothered with your drama at times, a smile could be detected in her voice.

“Monday! I can’t believe it! I’ve only wanted this for forever! You know how hard I’ve tried, and finally- eech!”

“I know. I know how much you deserve this. I’m so ready for you to show the world your talent!” Allison finished by pulling you into an abrupt hug. This rare act of kindness melted your heart for the bristly young lady. Wasting no time, you reciprocated the action, wrapping your arms around her.

She pulled away hastily, a blush on her face. “Don’t get used to that.” There she was.

Monday came, (although it felt like 800 years passed) and you found yourself before the broadcasting room doors. Allison had walked you there, hoping to help soothe the nerves jumping wild though your body.

“You got this Y/N. You must be good if you were picked for this. Don’t let them down.” Surely you appeared insane, mumbling to yourself in a nearly vacant hall.

“Girl. Look at me,” Grabbing your face, she forced you to make eye contact. “Don’t underestimate yourself. You got this. Now go make me proud.” With an unceremonious shove, you felt yourself flailing towards the door, barely keeping your footing. You’d get her for that later.

As the door swung open, your mouth fell agape at the wonder of the room. A booth for sound and lighting lied to the right, complete with state of the art equipment. To the left lay a white board, marked with obscure words and phrases, a brainstorming area. Directly center was the main event. A table containing monitors, headsets, and microphones. Many new faces, and some familiar ones circulated the room, antiquating themselves with the surroundings.

Your whole body crackled with excitement. Everything felt perfect. The chance to prove yourself had come, and all you could do was pray this went smoothly.

The first order of business was to introduce yourself to the man in charge. Gaining a good relationship with Johnny would drastically improve the chances of obtaining a recommendation for future work. Standing on the tips of your toes to see above the hubbub, you recognized him by, first, how tall he was, and second, the carefree smile that seemed to constantly paint his features. The only problem- his attention had already been claimed by a young man speaking animatedly, hands flying everywhere. Deciding to avoid any lines that could possibly form, you moved closer, hoping to snag him as he finished.

Moving felt excruciating. The short walk felt like ages due to your bad ankle dragging you down. As you settled yourself in a chair near Johnny, you got a proper look at the man he was conversing with. You almost with you hadn't, for the realization almost sent you tumbling to the floor. The boy in question was none other than, (you guessed it) Sicheng himself.

This must be some cruel joke brought upon you by whoever was manipulating your life. It only got worse when he recognized you despite the attempts to duck your reddened face.

"Y/n! I didn't think I'd see you here. How's your ankle?"

“Um... It’s getting better, but it’s still pretty painful.”

You hadn’t meant to make him feel guilty, but his sorrowful expression revealed how bad he still felt. “I’m so sorry I caused all this mess, and if there’s any way I can make it better, I’ll do it.”

“There’s no need. I wasn’t watching where I was going. Honestly, it’s not your fault.”

“But. But I feel so bad. You’re the innocent one in this situation, I want to show how sorry I am.”

“It seems like you two know each other. You must be good friends. I can almost feel the energy you two share. This makes my job a lot easier. We’ll adjust the schedule to broadcast you two together.” Johnny was smiling as if a load had been lifted from his shoulders.

While this was a great deal for Johnny, it couldn't have been or any worse for you. Being with your High School crush for a 60 Minute period everyday almost sounded too good to be true. But at the same time, there's no way you could hold the conversation with him without blushing like crazy and giving yourself away. Winwin on the other hand, thought it was an okay deal. He felt bad for injuring you, and you’re pretty cute, and you’re also the only girl he’d been able to hold a conversation with so he thought “Why not?”

As the class was seated, you got your first good look at Jaehyun. You could see why all the girls love him. His dimples were definitely noteworthy, and something about him made you feel at ease. You surely needed it with how close Winwin was sitting by you, his knee brushing yours occasionally. Looking around, you noticed the effect Jaehyun was having on everyone. Not only the girls, but some guys were also captured in his comforting aura, subconsciously leaning into his words. No wonder they hired the guy.

Once the introductions had finished, it was homework time. Groans and whispers of disgust entered the room, homework on the first day of the trimester? Johnny instructed everyone to split into partners, and assigned the task: a chemistry test. “It’s important to have a good vibe when on air. No one wants to listen to a show with junky chemistry. You need to feel each other, you get me?” Johnny sounded more like a California surf boy the more you listened to him. It didn’t take long for you and Sicheng to turn to each other, a mutual question in your eyes.

“Do you wanna....?” He was getting all shy again, blushing slightly and avoiding eye contact. If you weren’t feeling the same way, you’d probably think it was cute.

“Y-yeah. That would be nice. Very nice.” Wow. Who knew he wore such nice shoes? Anything to avoid eye contact. Too bad you missed the small smile gracing his eager features.

✨

Johnny’s “chemistry test” proved to be the wackiest assignment you’ve ever completed. Questions about zodiac sign matches, and deep questions about auras. Honestly 90% of your answers were BS’d. Although some questions kinda made sense, future plans and qualities in friends. Luckily for you two, the answers matched up for the most part. Although you felt this assignment was total crap, you were able to learn more about each other. Through the process, Winwin came to know you as more than the quiet underclassman he occasionally saw in the halls. His eyes were opened to your world, pulled in as you spoke of your passion for journalism. Your voice took him on a journey, filled with such passion it almost scared him. Why hadn’t he met you earlier? Everything seemed to click into place, making Sicheng wish he had conversed with you earlier, thinking about the friendship you could have formed.

Amidst the rant, you completely missed the change in his expression. Casual interest morphing to adoration, eyes never leaving your face, scared to miss every detail. Why hadn’t he noticed how beautiful you were? Something inside urged him to make a move, to ask you out. The thought caused him to blink out of his stupor, catching him off guard. There’s no way he could make such a proposition, he’d never get the words out. Besides, who would want to date such an awkward dork?

✨

Luckily your partnership passed the test with flying colors, and you two were assigned as a permanent pair. As the week passed, Sicheng’s feelings only grew deeper for you, as a result of the time spent together every day. He began to notice little things he never knew about you. Like how your eyes lit up when you talked about your cat, or something you were passionate about. Or how cutely you yawned when you were tired. He was so grateful to the class for bringing you together, for giving him an amazing new friendship. Or maybe something more.

The time for Prom was fast approaching, and the scramble to find a date had begun. Deep down, you knew the outcome would be the same as last year, watching movies on your couch while eating who knows how many calories. But deep down you couldn’t help but hope you’d be asked. By a certain someone as well.

A month before the big day you found yourself in broadcasting class, trudging through the morning’s session. The subject: The perfect prom day date. While the others gave quite helpful input, you stayed silent, having never been to a dance before. Somewhere among the talk of desert ideas, Jaehyun noticed the lack of your voice. “y/n, How about you? What activities would you recommend?” At least this wasn’t a televised program, or else the whole school would have seen your flushed cheeks.

“Urm. I’ve never actually, um, been to a dance.” The room turned dead silent, making the situation even worse.

“Well… you’re missing out.” Replied none other than Winwin.

“Just wait, y/n. The boys will be crawling over each other to ask now they know you're free. Why don't you say a little something, something to get them interested.” You'd be grateful for Johnny’s help if you didn't feel so pitiful. How sad was this? It almost felt like an advertisement: Date Me, I’m desperate!

“Urm, I may be quiet, but once you get to know me you'll be pleasantly surprised. I'm like a fungus -I grow on people.” Oh no. Maybe this radio thing wasn't such a good idea. Jaehyun and Johnny seemed to understand why you'd never dated and shared a look of embarrassment. At least one person found you funny. Sicheng let out a string of giggles, running his fingers through his hair and smiling to himself. How could someone be this cute?

✨

Of course it was raining. You’d only spent an hour on your hair, might as well ruin it. Today was one of those days. One of those days where nothing goes well. An unexpected power outage gave you an experience you’d never wanted - the opportunity to shower in water the temperature of the Arctic Ocean. Allison was out with the flu, and you were forced to fend for yourself. To top it all off you’d received a horrible grade on your history essay and a severe scolding from your instructor. The rain was only a minor inconvenience.

As you sat upon the curb after your valiant effort to stop a departing bus had failed, the tears came. Salty wetness plummeted from your nose as strangled sobs escaped your throat. The dreary rain made everything feel impossible. Constant failure and loneliness only fed the soggy beast.

“y/n.”

Sicheng. Not now. He'd never find you attractive again once he's seen the blotchy, runny mess called your face. You weren't turning for anything.

“Are you ok?” Can't he take a hint!

“Ye-yes.” Nobody in their right mind would believe the lie. Certainly not Winwin.

The dreary skies darkened further as he surged forward and gently grasped your shoulder. A symphony of thunder swelled as you were encircled in his arms and a sense of security. He understood your reluctance to reveal your face. He also understood the embarrassment over the running makeup staining your cheeks. But to him, you were beautiful. “You don't need it” he whispered, deftly wiping away the remnants of makeup. Once the substance had been removed, his lips descended upon your forehead, leaving a whisper of a kiss. Warmth shot from your head to your toes. It was better than any drug or medicine, healing instantly. “Come with me. Let's make you smile again.” You offered no resistance, allowing yourself to be led to his car.

The night turned out to be one of the best memories you ever kept. Winwin treated you to dinner and a movie, never releasing your hand from his firm grasp. Tracing comforting circles upon your skin, he let you vent and empathised (lol. Empathy) with your emotions. After you extricated yourself from a final hug and had bid him farewell, you confronted the situation. Did he see you as something more or just a friend. Friends hold hands, right?

✨

The Monday after your soggy encounter, Sicheng cornered you in the cafeteria. “Um. So I’m having a party… at seven tonight. I was wondering if you would come.” His endearing shyness made the offer hard to refuse (like you even wanted to.) “It’s at my place. Just a small party. My closest friends. You could even invite some friends too. I mean, that’s if you want to come.” He was doing the thing again, his words coming out all choppy- a telltale sign he was nervous.

“I’d love to. I know just the person to invite.” When you smiled, Winwin swore his heart burst.

✨

“YOU’RE INVITED TO HIS PARTY!!” You should have broke this to Allison gently, but excitement overcame you.

“Yeah. And he told me to bring someone too. I hope you’re free tonight.”

“For reals!? Are we talking about the same Sicheng here? The one with the legendary parties? Because if you are… girl don’t waste this opportunity.”

“What do you mean?” What opportunity could she be talking about?

“He’s totally got a thing for you. He only invites his closest friends to his parties. No one he doesn’t like gets in.”

Oh goodness. Your encounters were becoming heavier, a tension falling between you. His actions had become harder to decipher, resulting in an endless headache. Maybe he felt the same? There's only one way to know.

The party was starting in less than an hour and you’d decided to do it. You’d decided to woman up and tell him how you feel. The worst he could do was say he didn’t reciprocate your feelings, Sicheng would never ridicule you. The cutest clothes were taken out of your closet, and the best makeup was applied. Only the best for the night you’d finally bare your soul.

Between the bumping music and the darkened rooms, it was a miracle you found Sicheng. A few close friends? How many people does he know? Once you finally found him you had to physically force yourself to keep moving, nerves anchoring you in place. He looked hot. And that didn’t help either. Dressed in a casual button down shirt with simple skinny jeans, he was effortlessly handsome. When he saw you his face lit up. Little did you know, he’d been anxious to see you as well. Grateful he was in a secluded area, you pressed forward.

“You look really good y/n.” Oh no. The blush was back. Would your cheeks ever be safe from his constant bombardment?

“Hi Sicheng. I was wondering if I could talk to you about something.” It’s now or never girl. Pull yourself together.

“O-okay. I actually have something to tell you too.”

Crap

“You go first.” Maybe he didn’t like you. What if he was disgusted by you and wanted you gone? If you let him go first maybe it would eliminate the awkwardness of a rejected confession.

“N-no. You go first. You initiated the conversation. It’s only fair.” Was he really gonna be like this?

“Fine. Let’s do it at the same time. On the count of three. One, Two, Three.”

“I like you.”

The pair of you shared the same facial expression, shock. Do you really feel the same? Does he really feel the same? All caution was thrown to the wind, and you reached up to peck his cheek. For weeks you’d wondered what it would feel like. To finally know how it felt to kiss him.

It seemed as if that wasn’t enough for Sicheng, as he pressed closer to you and connected your lips. The party faded, and reality blurred. The only thing that mattered was the way his lips felt on yours, how silky soft they were and how they moved almost hungrily against yours. The moment was so perfect. As if his lips were made for you, and you alone. His hands moved to cup your face, deepening the kiss while slowly tracing your skin with his fingers. Yours wound around his neck, never wanting to let go.

Eventually the kiss had to be broken and reality returned to, but not before he left one last kiss upon your lips. Neither of you had been one for words. But you understood exactly how the other felt. The kiss conveyed all you needed to know. As he held you so delicately in his arms while slow dancing to an Ed Sheeran song, you knew you loved him.

Scanning the room, you could barely make out where Allison had wound up. She was flirting with some boy named Yuta. From what you had gathered, he was a jock and a partier, but he seemed to be smitten with her. His arm slowly wound around her waist as they talked. One thing was for certain, she wouldn’t be going home without his number.

All was right in the world. You were suddenly grateful for the radio show. Awkward moments could have been avoided without it. But one thing’s for sure. Without it, you’d never be where you were now- in the arms of the man you love.

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emypony · 7 years ago

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Every number, lol

ily lmfao

gdi lina

((now i gotta open my own goddamn tumblr to find it smh))

i’ll do edits throughout bcs i go on other questions and i legit like, answer them and go back and add stuff

1. first anime you ever watched

tbh i can’t freaking remember?? Though it might’ve been something on animax. I don’t count pokemon rly bcs i rarely watched it. I think watched thoroughly…???

Frick. Deltora Quest (??) ((god I just remembered I need to hype that too crap)) but I’ll be proud to say front to back as a really long anime is going to be Inazuma Eleven. God I was so trash for it. Saw a few eps on Disney and decided “i want to see this but without this crappy romanian dub thx”

I can’t remember any other anime I watched but amongst the first ones were: Shugo Chara, Princess Tutu (I NEED TO DRAW THIS AS WELL AUGH LINA WHAT’VE U DONE) uhhhhhhhh, Kaleido Star? Zero no Tsukaima (VERY BAD ANIME TO START WATCHING WHEN UR LIKE 13) and other trash stuff like Oran Highschool Host club, Toradora (I didn’t watch the last ep gg me), Brother’s Conflict (another harem AND I DIDN’T WATCH THE LAST EP EITHER GG OMG) and this is all I can remember great…

EDIT: UNDERRATED ELEMENTAL GELADE LIKE DID ANYBODY EVEN HEAR ABT IT like AAAA

look at me i can’t even do one question without rambling this is gonna be long asf

EDIT:::: Shaman King was the first. Used to air dubbed on some non cartoon channel over here and I got hooked.

2. first anime crush

Shun from Bakugan. I’m trash. (yes this was after I found out that it was originally japanese. I think i wanted to watch the jap dub but i couldn’t find it anywhere and i couldn’t take Dan having Naruto’s voice either thx)

Then i discovered Spectra (aka the Brother of that girl from the 2nd season) and i cried bcs how could I choose

3. favorite anime character

Tsurugi Kyousuke and you know it girl

TSUNA FROM KHR (in his more serious form)

ALSO GOKUDERA ^^^^

4. least favorite anime character

fricc. uHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH…(inazuma eleven makes everybody lovable I mean…)

5. list all anime you have ever watched (do non finished one count too thx)

NOTE: The ones with * means I didn’t finish them.

I DID THIS IN QUESTION 1 THANKS BUT LET ME ADD SOME

Mob Psycho 100

Shokugeki no Souma** (in prcess of watching)

Oban Star Racers

Sword Art Online

SMILE PRECURE - it’s so clichee but I love it

Kaichou wa Maid-Sama

K-ON!*

Fruits Basket!!!

Sukitte Ii na yo

edit: Noucome

Dog Days!* (i can’t even what is this anime)

Kamisama Hajimemashita* (THERE’S LIKE A 2ND/3RD SEASON I NEVER KNEW ABUOT)

//screams

SHAMAN KIIIIIIING

DNANGEL AHHHHHHHHH

Beyblade (newer series tho)*

To Love-Ru* (wasn’t my thing but i saw a bit of it)

more Pretty Cure series which I can’t remember tbh

SUGAR SUGAR RUNE //CRYING

Gugure! Kokkuri-san*

6. popular anime you didn’t like

NOTE: I DIDN’T ACTUALLY WATCH MOST OF THESE BUT THE HYPE OVER THEM JUST KILLED IT FOR ME

Vampire…s-something with Vampire? With the Subaru and stuff.

EDIT::: DIABOLIK LOVERS

LIKE ONLY 1 GUY WAS CUTE AND HAD REASONABLE REASONS BEHIND HIS AGGRESSIVE BEHAVIOR, THE REST WERE JUST F*CKED UP PSYCHOS THANKS

Naruto (I mean first seasons are nice and all but like, it becomes confusing)

One Piece, Fairy Tail, YURI ON ICE , HETALIA ((MISS ME WITH THAT SH*T THX)), Death Note, Attack on Titan, Tokyo Ghoul, Clannad, Boku no Hero Academia, Dragon Ball Z (and what have you), Kuroko no Basket, Haikyuu, Free!, Bleach, Inuyasha, YuGiOh (i’ve seen a bit but meh..), Mirai Nikki,

//inhales Sailor Moon

idk just not for me, though maybe I should give it a chance??

7. anime you are currently watching

I guess Shokugeki no Souma since I’ve yet to finish s3

But I’m still in IEGO hell rn, rewatching it for the lolzies

8. anime character you are most like

Tenma, ofc.

9. favorite anime child

uHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Tenma. ;;w;; he’s so precious and doubts himself and I think he’s great ahhh

Konoha. She loves animals and she’s kinda cute ouo

idk if there’s more i am really not recent anime trash sorry

10. favorite anime animal sidekick

Kili who’s Jasmine’s(?) -idk if that was her name in the jap version too- crow

I frkin love crows holy danm

Sasuke is such a cute dog save me

11. anime you didn’t expect to like but did

Inazuma Eleven (I don’t even like soccer) , Princess Tutu (I don’t like ballet and it was old af so I literally put it off for watching Shugo Chara), uhhhh idunno anymore

12. anime that should get more attention from others

PRINCESS TUTU I CAN’T STFU ABOUT THIS

Katekyo Hitman Reborn!

INAZUMA ELEVEN ALSO!!!

13. funniest anime you have watched

the one anime with the guy who had to make decisions or else

Noucome? (wikipedia: short for My Mental Choices are Completely Interfering with my School Romantic Comedy) Yeah that’s the one.

Shokugeki no Souma

14. saddest anime you have ever watched

PRINCESS TUTU (screw me, right?)

15. anime you never get sick of watching

INAZUMA ELEVEN THX

16. 10 best animes you have watched

oH COME ON

Inazuma Eleven

Katekyo Hitman Reborn

Princess Tutu

Bakugan

Deltora Quest

Sugar Sugar Rune

Noucome

Shokugeki No Souma

Shaman King

i don’t know another one save me

17. biggest anime crush

TSURUGI KYOUSUKE

18.10 worst anime you have watched

how can I even-

19. favorite anime ships

kYOUTEN

YuuiChi ( ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ;)))))) furiously winks)

RanMasa

Ibuki x Shindou ((idk the name of this together lmao))

i don’t have anything more tbh x’D

20. least favorite anime ships

ShinKyou (I’m sorry but how?)

Fakir x Rue (Princess tutu. But like y these 2 srsly they hate each other)

21. anime that made you cry, when

Inazuma Eleven, not sure when but it did. I’m p sure it did

UHHHHHHHHHHHHH

fricc. Princess Tutu defs at the end

22. age you started watching anime/person who introduced you to it.

idk how the hecc I found it but i think i was like 11/12?

23. unpopular character you love

YUUICHI

I mean c’mon we only see him a few times like give the poor guy some love

SARU!!!

24. popular character you hate

Fudou

Idk just… :^) not ma’ thing

25. anime you would recommend to someone who hates anime

i can’t?? my anime choices are literally trash

26. manga you have read all the ways through

i…didn’t read mangas xD

((yes you’re free to kill me now :^))

(((TBH THERE IS ONE. And that’s Nana to Kaoru I think..but it’s nsfw sorta but it was nice as well? like you don’t see that often)))

27. anime you plan to watch in the future

uhhhh crap good question. I had some lists somewhere but idk

28. most upsetting moment in anime, why

WHEN KAZEMARU LEFT THE TEAM LIKE AAAAAAAA MY BOY

When Shun from bakugan cut his hair but damn he was still hot

THE CUTE BOY FROM DELTORA QUEST WHO WAS SUCH A CINNAMON BUN TURNED OUT TO BE SOME MONSTER FREAK LIKE HOW DARE YOU

29. anime that deserves another season

PRINCESS TUTU

DELTORA QUEST (THERE WERE 3 BOOKS BUT THEY ONLY MADE ONE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA)

OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB

FRUITS BASKET AAAAAAAAH

i can’t think of more

30. one anime conclusion you would change

((SPOILERS))

Princess Tutu: MAKE AHIRU GODDAMN HUMAN SERIOUSLY I WANT TO SEE MY SHIP SAIL AUGHHJKFGBG

I FREAKING HOPE I DIDN’T MISS ANY AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#this is too long #god dammit lina #why did you do this to me #i love you though #ask me questions people but like not lina over here #neither these questions either cuz im not answering them again fo sho

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skinks · 7 years ago

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Pure Moments i want to remember about my conversation with nothing,nowhere the other night that will be of no importance to anyone else, but where else am i gonna put them huh, it’s my blog:

he had a fractured, or maybe it was a broken ankle? he broke it running and while on bedrest watched all of stranger things in two days. they made him take his cast off at customs lmao

likes synthwave. likes kavinsky!!!

i can’t get over this but he’s smol, like 5′5′’ or 6" maybe

when he first came over and hugged me he was like “aaaah you got the hoodie!” and i told him i had my reaper shirt on too and he said “oh you’re doubled up!!” skdfkjlskdj

it was a GOOD HUG MY DUDES no one arm dealio, no sir, he came at me with his arms out and we HUGGED. i probably said “hi, oh my god”

i think i managed to stutter about how amazing the set was and how much i loved the huge drums, and he was like “oh thanks yeah, we tried to make it-” and that’s when the others came over

one of them asked where the tour was headed next and he couldn’t remember so he went RUMMAGING down the front of his multiple huge layers til he found his lanyard, peered at it, and said “…. birming-ham?????” cute™

said “harry potter is sick” and then got really excited when we told him about the studio tour in london

has cute lil pointy TEETH

im p sure he’s vegan, and he’s big into nature and outdoorsy ecofriendly living, and talked about wanting to start a kind of sustainable community. said he’s rly interested in, and wants to teach bushcraft “and like…. chopping wood” but he said it so lamely after all the passion, it was funny as fuck. someone said he should visit the isle of skye and he was like “that sounds like something from skyrim!”

he said he saw us in the crowd cause we were being… Fairly enthusiastic

said his family are really supportive; i asked if his parents like his music and he got this really shy look and nodded, then told us he went home recently and opened the door to find them playing his album and he was like “mom you’re embarrassing me”

i mentioned this in my other post but i can’t believe we like the same fucking philosopher, how goddamn wanky is that

the other girl had done her own n,n print on her shirt and he took photos and when we were on the train home she got notifications saying he liked the posts on ig…. a sweetheart…

when we were talking about other soundcloud musicians i mentioned loving his collab with yung jza and he said “oh yeah, that dude is super underrated”

he told us his old rap name in like 2006 was “average joe” lmfhgkshfsk

he went to film school, and i saw an opportunity to ask him something i’d always wondered about. on this collab album he made with a producer called oilcolor, there’s a song that uses a sample from a movie, so i said “of all the movies, i was not expecting The Vow” and he started laughing and said “that was oilcolor! he was like ‘i think this’d be tight’ and i was like ‘hmmmmmmmmmm’ and he was like ‘nah trust me, this’ll be tight’ and i was like ‘…….yeah, this is tight’”

it was rly fuckin funny how he said it. saddest emotrap boy n,n thinks the vow starring channing tatum and rachel mcadams is tight

he’s made mountain dew commercials, but now he gets to make music full time which is awesome

i asked if he listened to metal and he said sometimes he skates to older stuff, like iron maiden, and he asked what i’m into and i promptly FORGOT EVERY METAL BAND I’VE EVER HEARD and i said “uhhh, like, more modern stuff” and he went “like gojira?” and i agreed and he said something else but i couldn’t hear

he likes the movies the revenant and captain fantastic

at one point we were talking about the merch (when i bought my hoodie the merch guy asked which shirt i had and i showed him, and he was like “aw man, i’m his friend and i don’t even have that one!” lmao) and i said that i liked the shirt his merch guy was wearing, and we were all peering over at the dude when he looked up, and n,n was like “we’re just making fun of you, don’t worry” jghskdgllhgfhafd

he used to do muay thai!!! i meant to ask if he liked martial arts movies but i forgot :’( next time fer sure

told us Xclusives about upcoming music, shhh

we talked about music a ton obviously and i mentioned this soundcloud rapper collective called disaster club cause i’ve been listening to both their songs all summer and he was like “disaster club? i’m in disaster club” and i thought i misheard him so i was like “wh-what? no fuckin way!”. he said something like, he’s on the producing side but he should try and get on a track and it blew my mind a little

he’s learning the piano, we were talking about making music and i said i played it and he was like “that’s so cool! i’m trying to learn”

he was just… so open about his life, for someone whose persona surrounding the music is so anonymous and defensive, it was really wonderful. plus he was super patient about photos and other ppl coming up to our little convo

one dude came up and was like “you’re welcome back any time, any venue, small venue, my house, my bedroom……… uh- my spare bedroom” and he just laughed and thanked him the dude was actually tungle user suppressyourdemons and in fact said: “ "You're welcome back to the uk at any time, your band can stay in my bedroom (then thought that sounded sketchy) so said spare bedroom" “ sorry i misquoted you my dude, joe was appreciative regardless

shdjjfjckfjsg I forgot that at one point my new pal cammy told him that he listens to his stuff at the gym and n,n was laughing cause his stuff is Sad and totally not workout music, and I was like "so people think you're sweating but it's actually tears?" and he laughed more. I stole that joke from a post about drake but whatever, it made him laugh

OH YEAH i didn’t realise at the time but he signed my album by underlining his name with a lil reaper scythe… cause skully/reaper motif… idk that’s super goddamn adorable to me. i’m hugging it to my chest rn because two days later i’m still an emotional wreck

he gave my pen back and was like “that is a dope fuckin pen by the way” or something to that effect, then i DROPPED IT and he went to pick it up but he had a broked up foot so i did instead

i know this is all mundane as fuck to you if you’re reading this but i don’t waNT TO FORGET ANYTHING! nothing fuckin nowhere was gonna get my pen for me cause i’m a doofus! he hugged me twice lads! fuck!!

i asked what his favourite video was to make and we joked about the hearse in skully and he was like “yeah that’s just my regular car”

we were all talking at once about our favourite songs of his and i said “bedhead always makes me cry” and he was like “aw man, bedhead? that’s old school” and he looked pleased ;u;

said he basically wears Hiking Dad clothes all the time

he was great at listening to everything we had to say, he would look and focus on each of us, just as interested in us as we were in him and i’m so so so soosososoo happy i got to experience all of this

fhskjglsgkj while we were talking about disaster club, for some tangential reason i mentioned kpop because one of the verses in a disaster club track starts by quoting exo’s kokobop, and before the word “kpop” was barely even out of my mouth he was like “shimmy shimmy kokobop?”

nothing,nowhere, who i think by now you know means a great deal to me, quoted exo lyrics at me. there’s a reason the whole night feels like a surreal hallucination and that’s why i’m writing all of this down

i mentioned how, when he still had a tumblr i’d written a post and he’d reblogged and replied to it AND HE REMEMBERED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he was like “oh yeah, that was a long time ago!”

I KNEW IT WAS HIM WHEN THEY CAME ONSTAGE AT FIRST FOR TWO REASONS! (u gotta remember i’d never seen his face before except for his skullface in the skully video) he was wearing a misogi hoodie, who’s another great soundcloud producer, but the font was like a black metal band lmao. the second reason was his nose. a good nose

the boi’s got Incredible cheekbones. he’s cute as hell but then i’m biased

put his arm right round my shoulder for the photo so i did the same ahhhhhhhhh

i told him how, when i first started listening to his music my main thought was always “is this dude ok?!” and he told us he’s doing better and putting it all into the music and tbh it’s a relief, like. listening to his music has always been cathartic for me,but at the same time i’ve worried about whoever was behind all that pain, for him to be able to write so clearly about depression. but he’s doing well! he said so! i’m extremely glad!

we were talking about the next time he’d be back in the uk and i said hopefully i’d have an n,n tattoo by then and he laughed and said “i don’t even have one yet, and it’s my band! i need to get one”

then we were all joking about something and i said “when you get even bigger, don’t forget about us” meaning the three of us there and he was like “i won’t!”

then he thanked us so goddamn gratefully for coming and said he had to get his cast boot back on his ankle, and i know, i know i am AWARE of how juvenile this sounds but when he hugged us goodbye he hugged me first. i know i was to his immediate left, but it still left me warm and fuzzy

LIKE!!! if that’s how nice it feels to be hugged by someone you’re a fan of, someone to whom you’re, well, just a fan - hugging a s/o must be magical

i’ve hugged so many friends this year. and troy baker. AND NOTHING,NOWHERE! TWICE!

ok bye

#[aerosmith's don't wanna miss a thing playing deafeningly in the distance]#i pray to god he never sees this #he deleted his tumblr a while back so it's ok #nothingnowhere #nothing nowhere #joe mulherin

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kcrabb88 · 7 years ago

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Y’ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

So, prologue, but I first got into RENT when I watched the movie in college when I was barely 18, and let me tell you, that movie blew my southern small town mind RIGHT open. It was very much what started the more lengthy process of my political shift. I latched onto Mark like it was my job (young person who is seeing people he loves die and buries himself in his art? Check. As a teenager who’d seen a lot of death around me, this was a thing, man oh man) and also in part to Roger (young artist desperate to make something impactful before he goes? Check). Anyway, I’ve loved it ever since but never got to see it live on stage because the only production near me was an off-Broadway production in New York I couldn’t afford to go to at the time, so eleven years later, and I did!

But y’all. Damn. Like. I didn’t bargain for how visceral it would be to see it live, I got goosebumps several times and this cast was so so so good. A few stray thoughts on them:

THE MARK WAS THE CUTEST. I wanted to hug him for a year

The way Roger lingered on the “and then no need to endure anymore” in One Song Glory, like just fuck me up

When Angel died Collins couldn’t even finish his “I can’t believe he’s gone, I can’t believe you’re going” and his voice cracked over “I can’t believe this family must die” and he shoved Roger off and was pissed at him for leaving. I lost it during the reprise of I’ll Cover you

MIMI WAS SO GOOD YOU GUYS. DAMN.

From the moment I SAW Angel I was smiling

I am usually annoyed at Maureen but I liked this one!!!

Pretty much anything with Mark and Roger together like, the way they did the fight in Goodbye Love and then also the sheer emotion of What You Own ahhhhhhhhh

Ahh just like the whole cast was so phenomenal???

I think the thing about RENT too is the weight of what happened to Jonathan Larson lends it? I mean it would be SUPER powerful anyway, but I’m always thinking about what happened to him, and also how long he worked to get notice and make this show possible. And just how many people he has influenced? Like we would arguably not have Lin Manuel Miranda be who he is if he hadn’t sat down in the theater and watched RENT, he’s talked about how much it and Jonathan Larson generally influenced him. I think one of the things Jonathan Larson did was give artists permission to inject their own things into their work, and to be emotional about it, which is something I appreciate. That show is a love letter to all the friends he lost during the AIDS crisis, and it just makes me cry.

Plus y’all dang. This show always resonates but it resonates even more with the current political state of the US. RENT deals with huge issues by focusing in on the individuals experiencing them and I think it would do SOME people some good to sit down and watch this, or something like it. But one of the most powerful things about RENT is this community of friends, this family, keeping together against the backdrop of the AIDS crisis, which affects them directly. It’s a new crisis now, but I think the importance and power of that community is something to emulate.

Anyway, I’m gonna go cry some more, byeeeeeeeeeee.

#The Life of KCrabb #RENT #Musicals tag #Massive feelings tag #KCrabb rambles

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moonprizmz · 7 years ago

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Stolen from @ambulantics <3 (she said to do them in her tags, but also these are fun and I do what I want)

1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?

My emotions have been all over the place lately and I have to start applying for classes soon and have no clue which ones to pick and AHHHHHHHHH

2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?

Nopw

3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?

Not really, just don’t do it around me please.

4: Do you find it easy to trust others?

Sorta, depends

5: What were you doing at 11PM last night?

Watching anime (NGE specifically)

6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?

Pird most likely

7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?

I honestly don’t know. I’d probably be devastated though

8: Are you close with your dad?

Yeah sorta, but I don’t get to see him as much as I would like for reasons

9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right?

10: What are you listening to?

Lion Heart - SNSD

11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?

Chai Tea Lattes!!!!

12: Do you like hickeys?

Never had one but the idea is kinda hot

13: What time do you go to bed?

between 3-6am (it’s summer vacation here and I don’t go out ever)

14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down?

Not really

15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?

Probably not

16: Do you always answer your texts?

Generally yeah

17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?

18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?

Texting her right now but in person/over the phone, I think last week

19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?

Yeah

20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

I need to stop sleeping at 6 am

21: Is anyone else in the room with you?

Nope

22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?

Yeah

23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?

Yeah

24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?

Yeah

25: In the past week, have you cried?

lololololol yup

26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing?

Gray

27: Do people ever call you by your last name?

28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?

Maybe

29: Do you have a best friend?

Yeeeee

30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?

Yeah

31: Who was your last call/text message from?

My mom/Pird

32: Are you mad at anyone?

Kinda?

33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

If a month older counts then yeah sure

34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?

35: How many more days until your birthday?

I don’t feel like doing the math but my bday is in Feb.

36: Do you have any summer plans yet?

Maybe Little Tokyo/626 Night Market with fam, but other than that no. Oh and finally taking my fucking driving test (and hopefully passing first try)

37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?

Yeah

38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?

Yeah

39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?

I don’t think so, at least not the big ones

40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?

Yeah

41: Do you think age matters in relationships?

If you’re underage and even barely legal, yes, otherwise no just proceed with caution

42: Are you available?

Emotionally, no

43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?

One

44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?

Naval

45: Do you believe exes can be friends?

It’d be nice

46: Do you regret anything?

Yeeee

47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?

School and people

48: Did you ever lose a best friend?

It feels like it

49: Was your last kiss a mistake?

50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?

Because it wouldn’t be right

51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?

Yeah

52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?

Not right now

53: What was the last thing you ate?

Pasta salad

54: Did you get any compliments today?

55: Where are you going on your next vacation?

Probably Philippines

56: Do you own anything from other countries?

Yeeee (still crying from all the money spent in Japan)

57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?

Uh I think it’s pretty even

58: Where have you lived most of your life?

SoCal

59: When was the last time you took a long drive?

Last weekend I think? (I actually drove for like 2 hrs not straight, but still I drove)

60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?

No (but like I always wanted to secretly, but only amongst close/trusted friends)

61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house?

Yeah

62: Who do you text the most?

PIRD

63: What was the last movie you saw?

Wonder Woman

64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?

I’m single

65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011?

0 (not counting the “middle school bf” I had at the time, that wasn’t a real relationship)

66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?

67: Do you curse around your parents?

68: Are you happy with where you live?

Not really

69: Picture of yourself?

I posted prom pics of me last year you are welcome to look for

70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?

Monogamy, I personally don’t think I could be in an open relationship

71: Have you ever been dumped?

Yeah I guess? But it was more along the lines of talking it out and then ending

72: What do you most like about making out?

Being physically close and intimate with a person I’m connected too

73: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?

Once? In middle school but it was more the guy caught me by surprise and tried to eat my face for 5 secs before I pulled away all grossed out

74: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?

The other

75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?

Hair and if they have more toned arms

76: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?

Pird

77: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?

Never had sex

78: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?

See above

79: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?

Kpop idols when they’re trying their best to speak English/the language of the country they’re performing in that isn’t their own

80: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?

Not at the moment since I’m still pretty young, but I wouldn’t be opposed to it when I’m older

81: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?

Yeah

82: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?

Not really

83: Do you miss your last sweetie?

Yeah

84: Last time you slow danced with someone?

Prom last year

85: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met?

86: How can I win your heart?

Be a generally good person that can make me laugh and I can chill with and has something they’re passionate about

87: What is your astrological sign?

Aquarius

88: What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

Anime

89: Do you cook?

lololololol (I could probably follow a fairly easy recipe though)

90: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?

91: If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?

Kinda

92: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?

Not super experienced, but I think I’m too awkward/uncomfortable with dating around so probably monogamy

93: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?

I’m not really super specific or picky, but taller than me (doesn’t have to be by a lot) and maybe have nice hair

94: Name four things that you wish you had!

MONEY, a driver’s license, more freedom/independence, a clear purpose in life (whoops, got too deep?)

95: Are you a player?

96: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?

Yeah

97: Are you a tease?

I guess?

98: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?

99: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?

Yeah

100: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?

Idk

101: Hugs or Kisses?

Both

102: Are you too shy to ask someone out?

Yes

103: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

Hair

104: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?

Yeah

105: If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it?

106: Do you flirt a lot?

Not really? I don’t think so?

107: Your last kiss?

2 months ago

108: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012?

109: Have you kissed anyone in the past month?

110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be?

Won’t say

111: Do you know who you’ll kiss next?

Nope

112: Does someone like you currently?

Probably not

113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone?

It’s confusing

114: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?

Serious relationship (never had a fling, but I’m pretty sure it’s not for me)

115: Ever made out with just a friend?

No? (it was an ambiguous time)

116: Are you happier single or in a relationship?

I think in a relationship, but I’m trying really hard to learn to be happy with just me

117: Your own question that you want me to answer. Just write it.

Would you like to be able to actually start/finish all these art projects you said you would do and have them turn out actually nice? Heck yesssss

#asks #answered #even though no one asked in the first place #i do what i want

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foreheadface · 8 years ago

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all of the numbers :p

1. selfie

2. what would you name your future kids?

something longer than my name and harder to pronounce than my name so i can torture them like my mother did me

3. do you miss anyone?

not at the moment…

4. what are you looking forward to?

THE 21 PILOTS CONCERT AHHHHHHHHH also the Tom Petty concert

5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?

my mood depends on no one

6. is it hard for you to get over someone?

since i haven’t had to in a few years, no idea

7. what was your life like last year?

my dad still lived with us. so… not great

8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?

no I’m always annoyed. it tends to just feel like heartburn after a while tbh

9. who did you last see in person?

my mom‘s in the room right now

10. do you hide your feelings?

i’ve heard mixed reactions. i’m really expressive and i try not to hide my feeling- UNLESS i’m fixing to cry. then I find a place that I can be alone.

11. are you listening to music right now?

Yes~ Coldplay~

12. what is something you want right now?

to finish this chapter. rtyu for my plot to move.13. how do you feel right now?

14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?

my last day of class. a guy from my Art club hugged me I THINK

15. personality description

i apparently seem really shy irl intil you get to know me. but i think it’s because of my visual impairment…. and also if I think you’re really cool i’ll impressing you and I’ll miserably fail life

17. opinion on insecurities.

we all have them? not sure what this is asking…

18. do you miss how things were a year ago?

things were pretty much the same haha

19. have you ever been to New York?

YES THAT WAS MY MAKE-A-WISH TRIP

it was super cool!!! :DD but I like Boston waay better

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?

Not Today by 21 Pilots

21. age and birthday?

20, july 17~

22. description of crush.

I don’t really have one but there are A LOT of attractive people at my school.

23. fear(s)

getting cancer again KNOCK ON WOOD FUCK FUCK FUCK

24. height

5″4 on a good day.

25. role model

OKOKOK so there’s this artist from Texas that I met a couple of years ago and he paints super awesome things and HE’S TOTALLY BLIND HE’S SO COOL

John Bramblitt. He is so cool in person dfghj

26. idol(s)

^^^ and Maggie Smith, Colbie Smoulders, and maybe A LOT MORE SDFGHJ

27. things i hate

sexist men, judgemental people, not having snacks in the house, being finished with Ace Attorney series, NOT BEING ABLE TO FINISH THIS CHAPTER AHJHHH

28. i’ll love you if…

I already love you wat

29. favourite film(s)

Eternal Sunshine of the Abstract Mind, Harry Potter(s), We’ll See You in Valhallah

30. favourite tv show(s)

Doctor Who, the Ace Attorney Anime, Sailor Moon, the Real O’neals, Seinfeld, a lot more

31. 3 random facts

1. i tattooed my initials on my dad when I was 9 and believed him until this year when I got my first tattoo until he told me he lied to me. WHY DO YOU THINK I HAVE TRUST ISSUES DAD

2. I have a lot of scars all over my body from medical stuff. One of them is from the Tracheotomy I had to get when I was put into a medical coma when I first went into the hospital. My mom had said I can get it removed when I got stitches but I refuse because, honestly, it’s a cool scar.

besides, I wear a lot of chokers so.

3. I had braces in middleschool during my weeaboo stage. I was bullied A LOT

32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?

All the girls hated me in my 2nd high school so I mostly hung around guys. Now that I go to college, I’ve gained A LOT of friends that are girls and I’m really happy about it because they aren’t dramatic or mean to me for stupid reasons!

33. something you want to learn

HOW TO DRAW HANDS WITH EASE

34. most embarrassing moment

I don’t actually have any tbh. after everyone you know has seen you with no make-up, no hair, no memory, and with tubes hooked up to you, you start to not be embarrassed abt anything.

35. favourite subject

Art or Lit

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?

1. I want to be a Defense Lawyer eventually

2. I want to finish this fic

3. I want my Brother not to have to have to go to Afganistan when he joins the army because that war is stupid and the US is only making it worse.

37. favourite actor/actress

I have so many I physically can not name them all

38. favourite comedian(s)

CommunityChannel, shes a riot :D

39. favourite sport(s)

watching people reading my name for the first time and seeing if they can pronounce it perfectly.

40. favourite memory

and day, I’m living and laughing i know cliche

41. relationship status

single c’mon ladiessssss laddiesss

42. Favorite book

Anansi Boys by Neil Gaimam

43. favourite song ever

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

44. age you get mistaken for

I’ve heard mixed things. I went out with this guy once who thought I was 25.

45. how you found out about your idol

I went to an art thing for kids and I met him after the thing.

46. what my last text message says

“PAGES I CAN’T EVEN” (ABT my HP/AA fic)

47. turn ons

good personality

nice hair

being into anything i’m into

writer/artist/musician

not stupid nicknames

not shortening my first name

sweet

doesn’t abuse me

cussing

48. turn offs

ignorance

voting for hillary clinton

voting for donald trump

leaving me ugly comments on my fb posts

laughing at someting i say that is completely serious

laughing at my brother’s stutter

telling me not to cuss so much

forcing christianity onto me

being annoyed when I don’t pray at the dinner table, bow my head, or do the pledge of allegince

telling me racism doesn’t exist

telling me you aren’t a feminist because you believe in equality…????

etc

porn

entrapment

49. where i want to be right now

done with this chapter of my fic

50. favourite picture of your idol

no. can’t.

51. starsign

cancer. yeah. super ironic

52. something i’m talented at

tripping down staircases and flat areas…

53. 5 things that make me happy

Ace Attorney

the fact that Hayffie is really canon

54. something thats worrying me at the moment

nope, I’m good.

55. tumblr friends

@wordshakerofgallifrey , @hot-for-justice

56. favourite food(s)

UH EVERY FOOD

57. favourite animal(s)

dogs, giraffes, zabras, elephants

58. description of my best friend

HA! JOKE’S ON YOU, I DON’T HAVE ONE

59. why i joined tumblr

that was like in 2010. this account was created in 2013, In 2010, I can’t remember why I joined. in 2013, I could physically see and get onnto a computer again but I had lost my account’s pw so I created a new one.

60. ask me anything you want

---> All time Favorite character

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I DON’T KNOWWWW

I HAVE SO MANYYYYY

lets say....Star from Star Vs, the the Forces of Evil becaue she is a FREAKKKKK

#hot-for-justice

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rachaelthesnowqueen · 6 years ago

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Game of Thrones Snowflakes & Storytime

If you have been following the Game of Thrones craze, as a fan of the books, the show, or through friends/family who are into either, you have probably heard this phrase from House Stark at some point:

Winter is coming.

House Stark Snowflake by Rachael the Snow Queen

An example of the House Stark sigil

It’s been a long time coming for the show whose final season will air in 2019. But the show itself wasn’t what inspired me to make these snowflakes- it was how I experienced the show that made me want to make this fan art.

When Game of Thrones first aired, I had not yet met the man who would later become my best friend, partner-in-crime, and husband. In April 2011, when the first episode premiered on HBO, both of us were about to experience some seriously major life changes. Little did either of us know what an impact the next seven years would have on television, and our lives.

By the time Season 1 had concluded in June 2011, we still had not met.

House Lannister Snowflake by Rachael the Snow Queen

House Lannister sigil.

By the time Season 2 aired on April 1, 2012, my now-husband and I met, hung out as friends, became more than friends, dated, held hands, kissed, said “I f*cking love you,” and I had moved in with him shortly before then. I was also trying to get a feel for his family, deciding whether or not this relationship would last, and ultimately, whether this was a family I wanted to marry into.

His parents are wonderful people. They may argue at times, but who doesn’t? They’re the kind of people who would give you the shirt off their backs and then ask what else they could do to help. Seriously some of the kindest, most generous people I have ever known, or probably will ever know. One of the first times I came over to their house, his mother took me aside and thanked me for dating her son. Not in a “thanks for taking pity on him,” sort of way, but a “we haven’t seen him smile in so long and it’s wonderful to see such a change in him,” kind of way. So basically, I knew that I could handle marrying into this family.

Then I got to hang out with his brother and sister-in-law…

House Targaryen Snowflake by Rachael the Snow Queen

House Targaryen sigil.

Nerds of a feather stick together, am I right?

Getting to know my now siblings-in-law (and love!) was like realizing that there was a Rachael-shaped hole in the family that hadn’t yet been filled. The three of them, my husband, his brother, and his sister-in-law, are all nerdy creative-types who each work in theatre in some form or fashion. I love theatre, both being onstage and behind-the-scenes, so I took to their conversations about theatre, “shop talk,” like a fish to water. When they started talking about movies and TV shows they liked at the time, Game of Thrones was one of the topics brought up most often. I had not yet seen Season 1, but my husband had the DVD box set at home, so I got caught up pretty quickly after hearing them rave about the show.

Not long thereafter, we started getting together at my siblings-in-law’s place to watch Game of Thrones together when new episodes came out.

House Greyjoy sigil

House Greyjoy Snowflake by Rachael the Snow Queen

The best part of watching Game of Thrones with my now sister-in-law is that we both react quite vocally and physically to exciting, suspenseful, or frustrating parts of the show. Everything from yelling “You go, girl!” to hiding behind a throw pillow has proven exceedingly entertaining for our husbands, who are also watching the show with us.

It’s become the tradition that we get together during the GoT season and one couple cooks or brings in dinner for everyone, or we each make something and have finger foods, eat and chat for a while, then watch Game of Thrones. During the penultimate season, last year, I went so far as to make a “death pool” for betting who would die in each episode, and crafted (me? craft something? surprising, I know) paper crowns for each person, depending on who they were rooting for to live to the end of the show. (1 for Team Tyrion, 1 for Team Arya, 1 for Team Danaerys, and 1 Rachael for Team Brienne of Tarth)

Getting together with my siblings-in-law to watch Game of Thrones (and now Doctor Who as well!) has become one of my favorite things to do. There’s no pressure to dress up in anything fancy (perfect time for nerdy t-shirts to shine!), everybody’s just chilling out, we can react how we would in our own home for the most part, and we all get so excited for the next episode afterward that we immediately start espousing theories on what’s going to happen. (Cleganebowl, anyone?) So that’s the reason I am so into Game of Thrones that I wanted to make fan art- not only because it’s a well-made show from some pretty intricate source material with a great cast and crew, wonderful design, costumes, makeup, and astonishingly detailed mythology/backstory- but because it helped me to become part of a loving, warm family into which I finally did marry just over 3 years ago.

Now- Who’s ready for the final season?!? (Hint: I am! But I’m also nervous my fave characters will die and ahhhhhhhhh I’m so excited! Who am I kidding?)

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nb-alien · 7 years ago

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ALL MULTIPLES OF ONE

Quiz me questions:1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?eh 2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?yes 3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17."They thirsted for the security it offered,for the sanctuary of the interior" 4: What’s something you really want right now?rest 5: Are you afraid of falling in love?something like that 6: How can I win your heart?napping together and being nice 7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?yes? 8: What’s the background on your cell?a picture of my cousins 9: Name the last four beds you sat on?mine,my parent's,my cousins, and my guest room's bed 10: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? yea i think so 11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned?no,but do they ever?? 12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? @radicalmuffins phone number 13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler?rottweiler 14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?emotional 15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?art museum hands down 16: Are you tired?yes. 17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact?it was my mom's number so i can safely say,ive known her for my entire existence  18: If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? freshman year 19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?yes 20: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? in person: i think it was last tuesday or something i cant remember fully 21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?yea why not 22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?im down,im always down for anything lmao 23: When was the last time you were disappointed?sometime this week 24: Is there a certain quote you live by?the trash can quote 25: What’s on your mind?things that im stressed about even though its summer 26: Do you have any tattoos?no but i want some 27: What is your favorite color?greys and blue hues 28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?idk 29: Who are you texting? um no one, i mean technically @actual-talking-trashcant 30: Are you superstitious about anything?no 31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?yesss 32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?yea 33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you? nope 34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?ye 35: What was the reason for your last breakup?school and stress 36: Were you single on Valentines Day?no 37: Name one physical feature that you like about yourself, and one you dislike.i like my eyes sometimes,dislike my nose alot 38: What do your friends call you?wren 39: Has anyone upset you in the last week?yes 40: Have you ever cried over a text?yea lmao 41: Where’s your last bruise located?leg 42: What is it from?i fell 43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?saturday 44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with?my mom 45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes?my white converse 46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?sometimes  47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style?i want to sometimes  48: Do you make supper for your family?sometimes 49: What’s the toughest decision you made this year?letting go 50: Top 3 web-pages?cps student portal, reddit,youtube 51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping?me  52: Does anything on your body hurt?legs 53: Are goodbyes hard for you?yea 54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?tea 55: How is your hair?medium length,in a ponytail and relatively clean 56: What do you usually do first in the morning?brush my teeth 57: Do you think two people can last forever?sure why not 58: Think back to January 2007, were you single?yea 59: Green or purple grapes?purple 60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug?whenever someone asks for one 61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?yea 62: What did your father teach you?how to fish 63: Where will you be 5 hours from now?sleeping i hope 64: What were you doing at 8 this morning.running 65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked?yea 66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?yes 67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today?nope 68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?how i didnt want to go to practice  69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?yes 70: How many windows are open on your computer?none 71: If you won 100 million dollars, what would you buy first?tbh i would pay for all of my friends college debt 72: What is your ringtone?generic iphone tone 73: How old will you be in 5 months? 17 74: Where is your Mum right now?downstairs  75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?bc i break up w everyone 76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?playfully yea 77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?yes 78: Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?nope 79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?yea guy in my apbio class 80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?yes 81: How many people have you liked in the past three months?2-3? Im just all over 82: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?no 83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?idk 84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?i wouldnt 85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care?depends on what drugs 86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?ummmmm idk 87: Who was your last received call from?mom 88: If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?yea i hate butterflies they scare me 89: What is something you wish you had more of?sleep 90: Have you ever trusted someone too much?idk maybe 91: Do you sleep with your window open?in really hot days 92: Do you get along with girls?yes 93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?no 94: Does sex mean love?NO AHHHHHHHHH 95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? nope 96: Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?no 97: Did you sleep alone this week?no 98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?i think so 99: Do you believe in love at first sight?Yes?? 100: Who was the last person that you pinky promise?crystal

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