#THEY HAVE ON THEIR MINORITY STATUS? jfc

[snekdood]

ppl follow black creators expecting them to give them the perfect correct takes on black issues and then sees their favorite black creators disagreeing and go BWWUUUHHH?? as if they didn’t realize they’re all individual ppl with different experiences and viewpoints ._.

[fluffypotatey]

How dysfunctional would a shadowpeach be that never broke up but also never communicated their issues

you know this still works canon-wise, right?

[serpenteve]

if the villains are motivated by anything other than their own power and ego then the hero HAS to try to address the root cause of the problem. it's obviously going to be a complicated issue, but they have to TRY. you can't just say "darkles has been defeated and the fold is gone so now i'm gonna fuck off to my happy orphanage where i was never happy to be with my boyfriend and live a happy rich life since i'm no longer a persecuted minority" and fuck off and expect readers to be happy?? WHY did darkles do what he did and why were so many people loyal to him?

you can't change policies followed in other countries but are you doing anything to address ravkans' prejudice against the grisha? they're resentful of the grisha in spite of them having only one option at life - the army. has there been any education of how their powers work, of the history of oppression they've faced and continue to, of them being tortured in other countries. what about maintaining the monarchy when that monarchy has clearly NOT done anything for ravka at all? just because nikolai is a good person? what if his sons and grandsons are assholes? him and zoya got married. so? is there ALWAYS going to be a grisha on the throne? and it's not like there can't be evil grisha. why would you NOT install checks and balances in place?

the only thing alina did at the end was install the triumvirate. all her friends. who are occupying the same role the darkles had before except now she believes these are the good people. and okay they'll have more influence now on nikaolai and zoya. but their power and influence depends entirely on what the future monarchs are like jfc.

Preach! 🙌🏽

I've said this before and I'll say it again, the books are so weirdly anti-Grisha. The implications of the heroine losing part of her identity in a marginalized group so she could be paired off with her bigoted sexist boyfriend is just gross. What are we supposed to take from this ending if we saw our own marginalized experience in the Grisha? If you're gay, just stop being gay?

The way Alina is characterized in RoW is simply to double down on the garbage ending of Ruin & Rising, but it also has some weird implications. Like, Alina claiming she was never happy as a Grisha and acting like no longer being part of that persecuted class is what led to her happiness with her anti-Grisha boyfriend. It's easier for her to paint the Darkling as the ultimate evil because she can wash her hands of the societal reasons he did what he did because she killed him and "saved the day". Her job is done and she can just sit back and chill while her Grisha friends are putting themselves in danger.

The story fails to set up a heroic alternative to the Darkling. We're supposed to be rooting for the muggle prince Nikolai but then it comes off pro-monarchy and like the Grisha's role in Ravka must be replaced with muggle technologies in order to move "forward". It wasn't the Darkling's motives that made him evil, it was his methods---and even that is debatable. So why are we painting his status as a Grisha or Alina's status as a Grisha as perversions of power that will ultimately lead to villainy and must be "purified" by muggle alternatives?

The moral of the story seems to be less "power corrupts" and more "Grisha power corrupts" because apparently a monarchy is better??

That said, if Bardugo had wanted to engage with the persecution of the Grisha plot seriously and not treat it like window dressing for her world-building, this series would likely have to be much longer. I read somewhere that initially it was going to be a much longer series (like 8 books or something) but then she trimmed it down to 3 books and perhaps simplified the plot in the process?

[dopepoisonivyoncrack]

How much of a piece of shit one must be to use their status as a public figure to fat-shame women? to say women shouldn’t expose themselves on the beach unless they have a thin and worked-out body? to back up such words by saying people go to the beach to see something pretty, not fat, stretch marks or sagging skin?! to assume every woman goes to the beach and “shows skin” with the intention to befriend men or him specifically, and that they should do more than show cleavage to achieve that?! On top of that, to give your wife’s body as a positive example saying it’s like “that of a minor”.

Some people are ofc furious at such public declarations, but unfortunately I live in a country where other women AGREE with that. 

Really? U see nothing wrong with a man that says his wife’s body is like “that of a minor” so its attractive? U see nothing wrong with assuming all women go to the beach or expose some skin to attract men? U see nothing wrong with telling women to not go in public for how they look?? U see nothing wrong with urself declaring you only exposed urself in public after drastic diets and hard gym workout and that you no longer expose urself cuz you got no “shapes” to show anymore and encourage other women to do that too? u think that is normal? U-

JFC, I live in a country where women were rated, RATED on the streets by a pizza place employees for their looks…. like, giving notes on cardboard and posting them on the place’s online page, giving commentaries as they passed by like it's a creep show.

[goyangii]

Another example how trans women are treated as a special class of men is how several trans women, not one, not two, but at least four within the past two years have cited their dysphoria as the reason they were caught with child porn and received lenient sentences for it. That and how the UK police were willing to temporarily jail and investigate people for "thought crimes" as simple as liking a post on Twitter that was a feminist poem how womanhood is not a costume and they're still a man. That level of privilege, and being favored by the courts and police which no other minority or marginalized group is, is a privilege.

this is such a good addition!!! i can think of a couple high profile cases that were recorded as women with no mention to trans status (such as john/julie marshall who had over 80k counts of cp but got only 9 months in jail and 10yrs on the registry — which isn't nothing but jfc). there's another case i can think of, with a uk councillor (who in fairness wasn't trans, but absolutely falls in the same line of agp and cd. a lot of tims are into roleplaying as 'littles' or little girls, especially in sexual contexts) who had over one million counts of cp but engaged in 'therapeutic role-play' larping as an 'abused young girl' and got even less punishment, 40 days of rehab and put on the registry, again for 10yrs. it's insane to me.

i think what gets me with this type of crime is not only that it's a very male-typical crime (as in, women aren't really consuming cp as a group. that is almost unilaterally a male thing), but that it's reported in the news as having been done by a 'woman', no trans modifier. irritating af. the point about the level of privilege to get off easy while women who criticize you are treated as criminals is so poignant too, it's literally a privilege only men (esp white men) could have.

funnily enough while trying to find some cases i remembered, i stumbled upon an article by notcursede (if you don't know him, he's a pretty notorious tim with really cursed takes and a strong misogynistic streak. obvs thus very popular with tims) defending jess/josh bradley, a tim who got fired from his post as a university group officer after posting pictures of him flashing with his dick out, even at his work desk, on a tumblr blog that also included incest rape between father/son and sexualizing of underage boys. tbf a tumblr blog isn't a crime in and of itself (inb4 it should be harhar) but the fact that he literally posted proof of himself flashing randos on his own blog of his own accord and never faced further repercussion is wild to me. his ex-wife actually has a quote in the linked article that really speaks to the situation:

At this point, this scandal is not about Jess Bradley, whom I love deeply but I had to let go because she just couldn’t understand the impact of her actions on others. She has shown through these desperate attempts to cover up what she has done that she has learned nothing. She will do her. This isn’t about her. This is about whether the people who are so quick to demand solidarity, to cite trans safety as a justification for all of their political positions (Prison abolition? Trans issue. Don’t argue.), to condemn, decry and denounce anyone who is not paying attention to the most recent theories and vocabulary developed on Tumblr, to apply their own principles to one of our own.

you have bog standard male sex pests using trans rhetoric/ideology to not only get off easy from crimes that would normally be rightfully decried (esp. given that they are, outside of their colored hair and ill-fitting dresses, literally just bog standard white men anyways!), but also to garner sympathy and even defense from fellow tims on the basis of their shared 'oppression' under cis women. meanwhile they're victimizing 'cis' women and girls through cp/flashing/sexual assault/etc. it's all so upside down.

[toonqueen]

Darkwing OC Month Day 15 JFC Negaverse Counterpart Ahaha! JFC.

Katessa Feathington-

I never really fully fleshed out an idea for her Negaversion. Basic idea is her Negaversion is a baddie but is possessed by a good past life spirit instead. So being forced to do good things lol. And Nga Katessa hasn’t defeated ‘The Witch’ in her universe so that good little voice is still with her haaa.

Ornithopter McQuack- 

Also not completely fleshed out but while his prime version is calm and collected his Negaversion would be way more emotional, for better or for worse. Wears his emotions on his sleeve type. He has the same job as his prime counterpart of dealing with stopping magical creatures and people and artifacts that might destroy the world. Even though Nega-Orn is the ‘bad’ version, he still doesn’t want his world destroyed.

Jett McQuack-

She’s just vaguely mentioned as living in the middle of nowhere and anyone that knows of her existence knows to avoid her. SWEATS.

Author Phoenix-

He doesn’t have a Negaverse version because of reasons. I had a Posiversion storyline for him and Ornithopter. I originally headcanoned as the Posiversion as being too perfect and a bit of the movie ‘Minority Report’ vibes. Posi-Author is imprisoned in a status sleep because statistically he could become a villain so some pre-lockup. Though, he is able to communicate in dreams to Posi-Orn who is a very shy quiet shut-in that doesn’t hardly leave his home. Author encourages him to do some heroic things to help free other innocent people that are imprisoned. Author doesn’t send him after himself because he is in a too high security area. Though eventually as Orn’s confidence is built up the ultimate goal is he free’s Author without Author asking him to. . Yay. That is totally successful and nothing goes wrong. AHHH.

 I would have to find my old ipod and charge it for Author x Orn’s playlist but I do know I had two songs on it for the posi versions which was Placebo’s “Battle for the Sun” and “Sweet Prince.”

[starburstwarrior]

this is a rant to get feelings out so please disregard if you’d like

tldr; I’ve been feeling minor forms of sadness and frustration lately about how many people have essentially decided life is normal again

I know part of this is in my head because I’ve formed probably moderate contamination ocd (while previously my ocd symptoms were never really physically manifesting), but the other part of it is deeply rooted in how empathetic and considerate I am of others because I just feel so bitter, petty, and indescribably baffled by people who aren’t taking the pandemic seriously anymore

people are still dying because of covid 19, there’s so many people not vaccinated whether due to their own stupid anti-vax beliefs or lack of access to the vaccine. and then there’s people who have decided they’re now invincible with the vaccine so they’re traveling around and doing all these things not taking into consideration they could now be a carrier and taking it to countries/people who haven’t been able to get the vaccine.

like I get the “life goes on” whatever bullshit, but do people not understand that life MUST go on DIFFERENTLY from how it did before?? we are years from being able to function in a similar way to way society did pre covid jfc. A couple shots didn’t solve your problems, you aren’t back to 100% because you live in a society filled with other people who may or may not have the same accessibility and privileges as you do.

just fucking wear your damn masks, wash your hands, and stop flocking to do all the things you’ve felt so deprived of in the last year - I do not care how badly you think you need to go to clubs, on vacation, out in general to survive, you really don’t need to do things in the exact same way as before. I’m not saying don’t be social, but for fuck’s sake can’t we be smarter about how we interact with people now? If you want to see your friends visit a park and have a picnic, meet up at your own houses, eat outside at a restaurant. You don’t need to attend massive gatherings with strangers you don’t know the health status of.

How many stories of the long term side effects from covid survivors do we need to hear about it and it’s now increasing mutated forms for people to get it through their heads that this pandemic still needs to be taken seriously.

I sometimes feel alone in my frustrations because I feel like I’m one of the only people left trying my best to protect myself and more importantly those around me from getting sick. It’s so frustrating, I’m so frustrated with other people for their selfishness regarding this pandemic.

[lookwhatilost]

breadtube types love to think that every proud boy kind of dude was, at some point, 1 good conversation away from leaning left at some angle, fully ignoring the elephant in the room – their dad's failing small business they feel entitled to inherit bc they're NOT working class.

to me, the big question is why are the breadtubers so afraid of drawing a line in the sand? why are they afraid of the possibility (inevitability) of irreconcilable material interests? have they never worked fast food or retail? this shit is so obvious. nazis are pretty much all rich. and if they're not "cash rich" they're property rich, which actually is not a lesser kind of rich. they stand to inherit something, a business or some rentals etc. if they're not part of haute bourgeoisie they're part of petit bourgeoisie which, it turns out, is still the bourgeoisie.

idk why i expose myself to this garbage. i hate anything even marginally sympathetic to these pieces of shit. if a white person whose only difference from them is sexual orientation & gender can turn out like me, it's pretty clear what the problem is so fuck any angle on how they're actually innocent uwu. ultimately i find it so offensive & fash-sympathetic (thus fascist) to say only thing separating me from them is ideology. yeah okay w/e we're all cis people etc, but they dnt work for a living, and if you ignore that shit you legitimize their framing of themselves as normal. if you rly want to pull people in that minuscule population of fence-riders leftwards in a meaningful sense you'd make them confront the fact that their class is condemned to die by history & their only hope is to betray it. if they can't agree to that, what use are they to us?

the lack of instrumental thinking is epidemic in rhetoric-obsessed communities. what utility comes from delivering another slur-vomiting cracker parroting chan memes to The Left? we have to constantly police the mf? we hold his hand until he predictably becomes an "ex-sjw"? sometimes (usually) the people who are engaged and on the border enough that they "might" have "potentially" become reluctant communists are best used as fertilizer for the gardens that provide employment to the people we serve who never ever considered being goddamn nazis.

if you insist on climbing all the way down into hell to rescue a few of the demons, you simply cannot come back to earth pretending you brought us angels, much less that you have not experienced, yourself, why they wanted to be in hell. it's silly vestigial christian cultural bullshit to see any kind of value in rescuing a fascist from themself. in practical reality, you are simply forcing naturally decent people to put up with indefinite burden of a whiny shit whose life helps working ppl less than their death. happy to agree that "privilege" analysis provides a decent framework for priority. all else being equal a more marginalized person makes for a "more revolutionary" leader, etc. this is not reconcilable with the opinion that we should recruit reluctant defectors from enemy classes as active members, much less leaders, of our orgs. idk where the pathological desire to win the enemy over comes from but it is absolutely suicidal. regardless of the organization in question, any people who joined it reluctantly should be paying their dues, not defining the agenda

you could prob convince Logic/Reason Leftists of practical immutability of material interest if you had data on nazis being wealthy but of course they trust nazis' self-reporting & nazis always do stonetoss shit linking their own lawyer-son asses to off-color construction workers. and i’m using using "nazi" ~liberally~ in this offhand opinion, bc to me, any settler-colonial fascist is a nazi, and anything that would make them "more like", idk, an italian neo-fascist, is mostly a reminder of how bad the italians failed at their settler-colonial aims, so who gives a fuck.

thanks for reading or at least tolerating the existence of this rambling stream of consciousness. i would have written a real essay with sources and arguments for everyone's edification, but i have neither the capacity for focus to write one nor the desire to publish it.

(for reference, here is a commonly-recommended video that exemplifies the empathetic zoological economically-agnostic oh-shucks-he's-just-a-sad-normal-white-boy-he-is narrative of how a young man in north america becomes a literal brownshirt nazi)

note specifically where the narrator talks abt how "far right thought leaders" may not "see themselves as" or "intend to become" such "far right thought leaders" but are ~merely~ shills for consumer products "incidentally" popular among "alt-righters". also key to this video's reconstruction of online fascist indoctrination is "politics as a set of affects, not a set of beliefs", as thought "affects" of online nazis like stefan molyneux, blaire white, etc are universally disarming, that they wouldn't seem "off" to "normal" ppl. this necessarily defines "normal" people as people in a position to ~discover blatantly white nationalist arguments w unblemished curiosity, people w no awareness of the existence of white nationalism per se - i.e. it accepts as ~normal those "white people w only white friends". the creator also describes a feedback loop wherein grifters become "radicalized" by audiences, chasing engagement etc. this is bullshit, obviously. they're not children. they're grown-ass fascists full of superficial hatred w economic bases, who should be in re-education camps at best.

at several points in nominally(?) anti-fascist narrative of "gabe" narrator describes communities where "minorities" are welcomed insofar as they avoid "identity politics". i get maybe some people can't relate to psychology of fascists but such description can only normalize it. this description necessarily frames addressing of issues of e.g. representation that affect such minorities within such interest communities as something that genuinely, in some sense, diverges from the status quo. as though at some point their marginalization was uncontroversial.

like clockwork, this angle on "alt-right" takes as axiom that communities from which "alt-right" recruits were 1st non-ideological, that fascists represent incursion of ideology &, by implication, so do ppl they oppose. political battle encroaches on something magically apolitical.

later, the creator says 

nazis act "apolitical", dropping hints to divide "our community" from "the left" 

"the left" says "you have a nazi problem, y'all" 

nazis say "jfc have you seen this? they're calling us all nazis for liking thing" 

 how stupid do you think ppl are, dude

from this perspective, communities of consumer interest have some kind of linear basis, origin, development, etc. problem here is that they absolutely dnt. they're continuous & amorphous. also this is obv abt gamers/gg & plenty of us who "played games" had no hate for zoë quinn

[laylabahiti]

HSHQTASK005: A REFLECTION 

i originally posted this task in march 2017, so almost 3 years ago (wow). i already regret looking at this old one lmao

001. name / age / pronouns

2017: xee / twenty / she, her 2020: xee / twenty-three / she, her — fun fact, mine and evy’s bdays are 2 days apart #taurussquad

002. which character(s) do you play?

2017: my complicated af beaN layla. idek what’s going on with her at this point. 2020: i’m screaming i can’t believe i thought 2017 layla was complicated. i had no idea what was to come. i picked up biel not long after that. also had katalina aka brucey’s wifey n i miss her. juliana is a fairly recent addition and, i’m about to spill the beans, a glücksburg is coming.

003. nationality / ethnicity / timezone

2017: american / lots of white european and the other half o’ me is ashkenazi jewish / right now i’m back and forth between pst and mst. homeland is mst though. 2020: obvs nothing has changed except no more back and forth with timezones. strictly mst now.

004. tell us a bit about your  home state.

2017: it’s the first day of spring and we almost reached 100 degrees F :’) we don’t really have autumn or spring here tho. it’s either hot as balls summer or frozen. no in between. like, as soon as temps get below 70 F people break out their jackets. 2020: welcome to the desert, “it’s a dry heat”

005.  favourite color / fruit / season

2017: green / honeydew melon / spring 2020: still green and all its shades / tbh idk how i chose a fave fruit bc i raaarely eat it but bananas and watermelon too / “spring”

006. favourite books + writer whose writing style you admire the most

2017: this isn’t a fair question smh. i have too many titles and names going through my head at once to answer this. 2020: still no fave so i’m just gonna answer this with what i’m currently reading. it’s called suffer strong and it popped up on my insta feed last week (big brother is listening and they know i’m a stressed mf) cheese moment: i admire all ur writing styles :~)

007. what kinda music do you listen to + any fave bands / musicians

2017: listen to a lil bit of everything. these ‘favorite’ questions are difficult for me to answer 2020: same answer tho i grew up listening to the eagles so they hold a special place in my heart n soul. i get to go see them in a couple months (hopefully w my dad) and i’m v excited

008. what are you doing for a living / what are you studying?

2017: lmAO well rn i work in the kitchen of a gas station (sah classy). 2020: went from working in the store to working in corporate *finger guns* apparently i never said what i was studying but i was still in school then. justice studies with a minor in military leadership and certifications in human rights and socio-legal studies. then i studied astrophysics with minors in cyber intel + security and math for a semester, but i didn’t want any more debt ajskdf

009. what’s your dream occupation?

2017: IDK but it has to involve happiness and a nice salary. i have to feed my zoo somehow. 2020: what r dreams lmao

010. relationship status

2017: single then. single now. single forever. 2020: every time i think about putting myself out there, something happens. i don’t have time to date atm

011. coffee, tea or hot chocolate?

2017: it depends on the weather. if it’s cold i’ll have hot chocolate. i usually drink tea at meals whenever though. 2020: i blame my work for all the coffee i drink now, but still all of the above. 

012. dream holiday destination?

2017: santorini 2020: honestmeme....where the hell did i pull santorini from. idk i was supposed to go to iceland for study abroad last year but yknow i withdrew from the university. i still wanna go tho

013. the thing you’re most proud about yourself

2017: not afraid to stand up for myself + others 2020: young me made it sound noble but honestly i’ll put ppl in their place, i don’t have patience anymore jakdas. but tbh right now i guess it’s my perseverance? life has been shitty for a few months but u gotta keep on truckin’

014. tell us a bit about your family!

2017: goD they’re nuts. i’m the middle child out of all my siblings but the youngest on my dad’s side. large age gaps are common, like half my sisters are old enough to be my mom. lots of grand babies and great grand babies. when we’re all together (like this past weekend) it’s ….wild. communication is v poor too. i only have one brother out of my eight siblings, and all those siblings are only half-related to me. at 5��5 i’m one of the tallest in the fam which says a lot. 2020: they’re still nuts n i don’t speak to my mother anymore. i should probs add that my parents have been divorced since i was a few months old so she hasn’t been in the pic for a while. even when she had custody of me jaksldf find me ron howard i’ll give him the rights to my life story

015. how long have you known your closest friend?

2017: three years. 2020: we’re going on 6 years jaksdf i’ll be maid of honor in her wedding this year. i also have another friend that i failed to mention last time but we’ve been close for 9 years (jfc)

016. superpower you’d like to have?

2017: invisibility 2020: mind reading so i know who’s Fake jaklsdjf

017. celebrity you’d like to meet?

2017: john stamos ?? idk i never really thought about it. i’ve met michael phelps though!! 2020: ig i’ll stick with stamos?? ooh or steve carrell or jennifer aniston. 

018. guilty pleasures

2017: chocolate and french fries. i love love love french fries. 2020: now my guilty pleasure is dr. pepper bc i cut it out of my diet.

019. pet peeves

2017: mouth noises (misophonia). people talking over each other and not listeninG. lowkey people leaving the toilet seat up or leaving toilet paper in the toilet like…just flush again. 2020: i really went off on tp huh?? another pet peeve is people committing to something then backing out/flaking without a heads up

020. do you have any hobbies?

2017: sports !!! i’m a grade a heaux for sports. tennis, archery, golf. anything that doesn’t require lots of muscle ya feel. one of my ~hobbies~ i guess is organizing things. i have multiple planners and use them all daily. 2020: i miss how sporty n active i was jkasdf this is my hobby.

021. where would you like to live in the future?

2017: i would looooooove to live in san diego but i’ll probs be stuck in the desert drylands. 2020: tbh i was looking into memphis homes bc it’s cheap compared to here but i don’t really care where i end up. just want a place of my own yknow

022. tell us a story about a thing that recently happened to you! it can be a funny, scary, sad story, your pick!

2017: redacted bc it was college angst lmao and not pretty 2020: i found out this morning that my cell phone # is somehow linked to some random guy a few miles away and idk how to fix it online. got some texts today and yesterday this one guy called me 6 times back to back while i was on the phone with someone else. i guess that’s another pet peeve of mine, pls leave a message if it’s important jaklsdf

[keptin-indy]

KH3 liveblogging!

@sphinxfeather​ picked up KH3, which means I get to watch her play it and provide occasional Otakon help!  That means it’s time for stream-of-consciousness blogging (all of which will be behind a cut, so no worries for spoilers).

Background info: I used to cosplay Roxas and I have very strong feelings about him.  Magneto used to cosplay Maleficent, which it why I consistently refer to a video game villain as “mom”.  I make a lot of Exalted references when talking Kingdom Hearts.  They just go really well together in my head.  Ask me about the ridiculous AU my friends thought up in college.

Yes it is 3am.

These are some extremely metaphorical flashback cutscenes.  Unless you already know what happened, they’re not actually going to fill you in on anything.

Gosh that stained glass texture is pretty though.

How many times are we going to have this same boss fight?

Good way to get around having all the old char progression wiped out.

jfc did Sora get dumber?

SARAH REACTED TO THE II.9 THING EXACTLY LIKE I'D HOPED: WITH RAGE

Olympus Colosseum 

NOT LARGEBODIES ALREADY

In the present behaviours for your companions, what does "Finish the Job" mean??  Does Donald stone cold murder people you leave behind??

We do get to play AC:Odyssey in KH!  Climb all over ancient Greece!

On destroying amphorae for munny: "Making pot shards for future archaeologists." "We don't need your help!"

Can't climb in Zeus' lap, inferior to AC:O

HI MOM

Throwing an enormous statue of yourself is such an Exalted solution to getting three people onto a ledge

ACHILLES' HEEL?!  REALLY?!

Hiiiii Xigbar

Throw a whole-ass pirate ship at this thing

Rage form?  What is it and why?

Sandworm!

Protip; do not Mad Teacup off a waterfall.  You will have no idea where you are at the end.

Wait, the main characters can hear the soundtrack music?  They comment when the fight music starts once.

Oh shit, the "Realm of the Gods" has the Yu-Chan fast travel mercury canals!

But what's with all the hershey's kisses on the floor?

When Donald sucks at healing you, Sora's sarcastic at him, I love it.

Our cutscene with Xigbar cut off so I have no idea if he said something important.

I know that beach!

Demon Tower is a warstrider in Arms of the Chosen, isn't it?

Huh, keyblades shouldn't break.

Nice to see Kairi doesn’t hold any minor incidents of kidnapping against Lea

Gummiphone is not a good word…

Ienzo dresses just like Even, which seems unhealthy.  He seems well-adjusted for someone with so much trauma, though.

"I have to find Roxas and save him" \o/ MY TIME HAS COME.  I’ve only been yelling this at KH games for 12 years now!

Random title card?  In the middle of the game?

Gummi ships, my true love in these games!  I hear they're way more involved in this one!  I can't wait to rebuild Frankengummi, the ugliest giant block of firepower ever to hang in the air exactly like bricks don't.

"Step 3: Profit" Thank you, game.

Treasure spheres look like the Apple of Eden from AC.

Twilight Town!

Hah, it sure *has* been a long time.

Hayner!  Pence!  Olette!  Except plaid!

Moogle fur looks weird

[remsyk-blog]

Volunteer Work

Inspired by conversations that were unintentionally hilarious in nature.

Summary: Trowa, university professor and all around nice guy, volunteered to help with Midnight Breakfast, a little something the faculty does for students during finals week.

Most of the chatting in this was actual conversation, with a few minor edits, so any spelling/punctuation mistakes are intentional 

Trowa walked into the student center, far too early to be fashionable. He glanced around the large space, then sighed, resigning himself to waiting on one of the various benches lining the hall.

It was better than standing around like one of the awkward teens he was here to feed.

Why he had ever volunteered was a question he asked himself more times than he cared to count, starting from the moment his lips betrayed him with a single word.

With another sigh, he pulled out his phone, pulling up the group chat that kept up permanent residence on his home screen. A quick glance showed the others were online, or at the very least, had their chat open as well. He brought the phone to face level and snapped a quick photo, shooting it off to the others.

At the student center about to makes eggs for the youths. This is my excited face.

He sat back and waited, and wasn’t surprised Duo was the first to answer.

Duo: Nah, that’s your ‘Wtf am I doing here face’. I can tell by that gleam in your eye.

Trowa snorted, waiting as the status changed, indicating someone else was typing.

Wufei: They better appreciate you

Quatre: ^^^^^

He quirked a grin, quickly typing his response.

I’m sure they will, free food and all

Most of my students are on the verge of nervous breakdowns because of the workload so they will appreciate the hell out of it

“Oh good! I’m so glad you made it!”

Trowa looked up to the woman standing in front of him, her relief clear. He moved to stand, but she waved him down.

“You volunteered to do eggs, right?”

“Yes?” Trowa answered hesitantly, sensing a ‘but’ in her statement.

“Could you do us a huge favor and make the pancakes instead?” she wrung her hands, watching him expectantly. “Jackie’s never done pancakes, but said she can do the eggs easily.”

Trowa suppressed a sigh, knowing it would only stress the poor woman more if he told her the truth. “Sure, I’ll make pancakes.”

She let out a huge sigh, shoulders sagging as a smile cracked her face. “Oh thank god. Thank you!”

He nodded, then waited until she left before snatching his phone, the thin thread of panic pushing his fingers to blinding speed.

I got switched to pancakes!

Fuck me

I just pour in and don’t let it turn brown right?

The response was thankfully immediate.

Quatre: Pancakes are easy

Trowa quirked an eyebrow at the statement.

Are there rules?

Quatre: No rules

Quatre: You just look

Trowa frowned thoughtfully at his screen. That sounded simple enough.

Okay, I can do this.

Duo: It has little bubbles in the center when done

Duo: XD

Quatre: You can def do it

Duo: I have all the confidence in you

Quatre: But the bubbles! When they pop and leave little holes they are ready to flip

Duo:^^^

Duo: That’s a much better way of explaining it

Trowa blinked at the rapid fire responses crawling up his screen, the two hellions bouncing information off each other faster than he could react. So, just watch for bubbles. That didn’t sound difficult. Until he realized the second part.

Oh shit

When do I know the post flipped side is done?

Quatre: When the bubbles pop like that it means the batter is done all the way through except the exposed side

It was then the final member of their group decided to join in.

Heero: I have no experience with pancakes

Trowa bit the inside of his cheek to stifle his snort. He was surprised he answered at all. Meanwhile, Quatre continued his instructions.

Quatre: So just flip and cook long enough to brown

Trowa checked the clock, then stowed his phone as he rose, making his way to the line of tables set up on the far side of the main hall. He found the woman who had spoken to him earlier, the Director of Student Life, if he remembered correctly. She looked up as he approached.

“I was just about to come get you,” she nodded to a skillet set up at the end of the table. “You’re station is ready. We’re just waiting for them to bring out the batter, then you can start.”

He looked over the arrangement, then made a snap decision.

“Do you have any piping bags?”

She paused, staring at him with wide eyes. “What?”

“Piping bags,” he repeated patiently. “So I can make designs.”

She blinked at him a moment longer, then finally found her voice. “How Pinterest of you.”

It was Trowa’s turn to blink, feeling vaguely insulted as she turned away, mumbling to herself. He frowned, then found a nearby chair, deciding to sit and wait for his batter to arrive. Once settled, he pulled his phone out once more, already anticipating the reactions from the others.

I asked if they had piping bags so I could do cool designs

Wufei: Oh my god

Trowa quirked a grin and pressed on.

The director of student life looked at me like I was insane

And said “how Pinterest of you”

Quatre: You are insane!

Duo’s response was simply a row of laughing emojis, stretching Trowa’s smirk.

I don’t think I’ve ever felt more insulted.

But Christmas tree pancakes would be cool, right?

Duo: Never done this before, let me

Duo: Pipe some cool ass designs

Well, when put that way, Trowa thought with a smile, it did seem rather ridiculous.

Go big or go home.

Heero: Omfg Trowa

Wufei: Just make pancakes holy fuck

If he were less reserved, or Duo or Quatre, he would be holding his sides from laughing. Their reactions made the night more bearable before it had even begun.

SHE doesn’t know I’ve never done this before

Duo: I’m dying right now

Quatre: How Pinterest of you? That’s amazing

Trowa looked up thoughtfully, eyeing the griddle for a moment before replying.

I bet I can still drizzle with the pitcher of batter

Or end up with a solid square of pancake…

If I put the batter in a vinyl glove will it taste awful?

He couldn’t help it; he grinned at the screen, waiting for his feed to explode.

He wasn’t disappointed.

Duo: This is getting batter and batter

Duo: I have no idea

Trowa could picture him grinning like a loon, his full bellied laughs echoing through the room.

Wufei: Do not do that

Wufei: Just make pancakes

The image of Wufei scowling at his phone rose in his mind.

Quatre: At least until you get the hang of it then you can have fun but if you don’t know what you’re doing they’ll be raw dough in the middle

Duo: ^^^

Heero: Jfc Trowa

Heero: Master a normal pancake first

“Okay, everything’s ready.”

Trowa tucked his phone away and made his way to his station, thoughtfully eyeing the two pitchers of pancake batter.

“Just get a stack ready,” she pointed to the empty tray next to the skillet. “Then you can make more as needed.”

He nodded, hefting the first pitcher. He poured on the batter, replaying the instructions as he watched the thick liquid solidify and bubble. He waited a minute longer, then flipped the pancake, frowning at the dark brown color. Trowa cut down his wait and flipped the finished pancake into the tray, noting the lighter brown on the second side.

Not bad for his first attempt.

After a few more tries, he decided to try for the designs. The pitcher was unwieldy, but he drizzled the batter in loops, an easier feat with half the batter gone. He flipped the finished pancake in with the others, a satisfied smirk in place.

He finished a few more, then pulled out his phone once more, snapping a picture of the finished products.

Who needs a piping bag

Duo: Not bad at all

Quatre: I’m very impressed tbh

Trowa smiled and put the device away one final time, nodding his thanks to the professor who switched out his empty pitcher for a new one. He could see the students milling around at the entry, clutching their books and bags, looking more like zombies than living beings.

It was going to be a long night, but now he didn’t feel so bad about volunteering.

Inspired by @claraxbarton @maevemauvaise and @kangofu-cb

@chronicwhimsy See what sort of shenanigans happen when you’re away?

[prospitfox]

@ people defending peathers with “minorities can be bad people too!!”

Jfc where to even begin with that.

It’s not that minorities can’t be bad people, everyone knows they can be because they’re human beings you fuckwad. Literally no one is saying it’s impossible for them to be villains. The problem (at least to me) is that in the show it’s framed as though being a minority gives people status that they use to become bad people, when in real life that’s not remotely true, and that’s bad especially because it kinda promotes the idea that minorities aren’t in any way oppressed anymore, like now they’re on top and they have power, but in reality being a lgbt high schooler or a fat high schooler or a poc high schooler is still gonna get shit thrown your way! Like maybe it’s better than it used to be in some places but that’s not really saying much!

And the whole “we shouldn’t need all these labels” idea the show seems to push only works for people who fit within the cultural norm, because otherwise people are quick to make assumptions (like that you’re cishet) or say x thing doesn’t really exist because there’s no word for it. Terms like genderqueer and bisexuality and lgbt and all the fucking other labels exist so that people can say “heres the thing I am, it’s a real thing that exists and there’s a community behind it” so their identities don’t get fuckin erased. So yeah maybe we shouldn’t “need” labels but we fuckin do and listening to a skinny cishet white girl complain about it is hella aggravating

(Besides, actually trying telling people irl you don’t have a label for your gender or your sexuality and see how they react. When they say they don’t “want all these labels” they just mean “we don’t want to have to acknowledge these people”)

Side note: yes, I know JD is the “real” villain of heathers, but the heathers and the popular students are still depicted as bad people and are still antagonists and are still KILLED BECAUSE OF THIS

[chaoticrice]

@skystones @the-caniderp  (it won’t let me tag youu)

WOW this is long overdue I AM SO SORRY.

Under a cut cause I write too much

Q. Quote three bits of writing you read this year. Can be your writing, or not.

·         “You promised dancers,” he says, his voice low, and she feels the flush spread on her cheeks.  “I only expect one.”

 – From chrio by seventhe  https://archiveofourown.org/works/10877289

“Let me give you some counsel, bastard,“ Lannister said. “Never forget what you are, for surely the world will not. Make it your strength. Then it can never be your weakness. Armor yourself in it, and it will never be used to hurt you.“

Jon was in no mood for anyone's counsel. “What do you know about being a bastard?“

“All dwarfs are bastards in their father's eyes.“

- From “A Game of Thrones” by George R.R. Martin

He laughed, and it was a cold, angry sound, but his fear crept like smoke past the laugh. And somewhere, somewhere a spark of hope that he wished he could stifle. "I failed you? I don't owe you anything. You should never have gotten your hopes up."

- From “Balance” by  CaptainArwenPond221B   http://archiveofourown.org/works/13027908/chapters/29798457

T. Themes

Themes from “The Burden of Rule”

1. Change:

How things have changed after the war, and how things have not.

Larsa wishes to change Archades into a society that is more understanding and loving towards foreigners in a post-war Ivalice, and he has visions of a multicultural Archades in the future. He wants to take the focus off of gaining status and reputation, and he wishes to decrease the class divide. (BASICALLY, Larsa wants to change everything. What an ambitious boy.)

Larsa is very different from Emperors of the past, and the Senate is having difficulty adjusting to the “radical” ways of their new emperor.

Penelo’s entire world changes when she is appointed Ambassador, of course.

2. Truth and Deceit:

Archades is a city of curious knowledge-seekers, and Penelo finds herself influenced by them, developing an investigative nature.

The news businesses twist the truth in favour of their own interests, as well as the interests of their respective districts. Rumours are spread about Larsa.

Penelo learns the balancing act of giving out the right info, while keeping the info that others can use to hurt her.

Penelo learns unspeakable truths that were hidden for a long time.

3. Unity and Division:

“In cooperation lies our hope.” – Larsa Ferrinas Solidor

Larsa wishes to strengthen Archadia’s relationship with Dalmasca, and Rozarria.

The formation of the new district, called Orbon, aka the reconstructed Old Archades, has reunited the “vulgars” of Old Archades with their loved ones in the city.

After spending the last few years isolated, Larsa finally reunites with his friends in Dalmasca, and eventually others.

The ever growing divide between Larsa’s ideals, and the Senate.

Archades is divided into districts, and each district has different opinions on Larsa. Some are heavily against, some are in support, and some are mixed (much like swing states in the U.S!) Because of this, when word gets out about Larsa’s bill, all hell breaks loose, and Larsa feels AWFUL for dividing his city.

The class and racial divides

4. Identity and Belonging:

Larsa struggles with his identity as a leader, whether he should compromise, or follow what he feels is right. As the last remaining member of House Solidor, there is no family to follow anymore, and he must make a new place for himself in Archadia’s history.

Penelo has always seen herself on the streets of Rabanastre, struggling to make ends meet, dancing with her troupe until she can dance no more. But now that the war is over, and the years have passed, Penelo finds herself at a loss for what to fight for, and grows bored with only providing entertainment. She looks to the mysterious and powerful world of government and politics in search of a purpose beyond her current understanding.

5. The Importance of Self-Value:

Larsa overworks himself in pursuit of his goals, neglecting both his mental and physical health, and Penelo will point out to him many times that he needs to remember to take care of himself.

Larsa and Penelo both feel like they are not good enough/ not worthy of their positions of power, and they each help the other realise that they are wrong.

 Themes of “The Mediator”

1.       Letting go of the past/ new beginnings

2.       Finding similarities with someone you least expect. Is that a theme? Something about bringing together two people from different nations… unity? Peace???

U. Any stories that took an abrupt u-turn from where you thought they were going?

THE BURDEN OF RULE, JFC. It was originally about the liberation of Landis, what a stupid idea right??? Lolololol  But now it makes sense why in the current incarnation of the story, I have crammed many Landisians in Archades’ new district, Orbon. Some of it had to survive - too bad my lesbian Landisian judge and her sky pirate/terrorist brother didn’t. I liked them. Maybe I can cram them into the story as minor characters Penelo gets info from. IDK.

OH. AND PENELO WASN’T AN AMBASSADOR. WTF WHEN DID I PUT THAT IN??? It’s been three years, man.

At some point I played with the idea of an impeachment storyline. I still do. I just love the idea of the Senate putting Larsa on trial for something. I get delicious shivers, and I think about the scene in FFX when Yuna is on trial.

Some things have remained: the decline in Larsa’s mental health, the panic attack scene, and Larsa vs. the Senate. Wow I am shameless when it comes to giving out spoilers.

V. Which story was the most viscerally pleasing to write? Tell us your narrative kinks.

The Burden of Rule, mainly because I’VE BEEN WAITING THREE YEARS TO FINALLY DO IT.

ANYWAYS… I’m a dialogue slut, so narrative has never been my thing. Butttt, if I had to choose, it would be INTERIOR MONOLOGUES. That’s the good shit. Any scene where Larsa is thinking about how inferior he is/ how much he hates himself, just makes me feel so satisfied.

Things like:

               Leave it to him to bore a girl to sleep.

               AND:

               “My Lord,” he warned, and Larsa turned his head to face him, “I advise we depart shortly if you wish to arrive before nightfall.”

Time is running short.

“She will be here; I am sure of it.” Larsa succeeded in keeping his voice calm, despite his increased heart rate.

Why must Basch always worry? Larsa did not need someone else to worry for him.

He directed his gaze downward so that all he could see was the floor, his own crossed arms, and his chest. He became increasingly aware of how shallow his breathing had become. Perhaps he could try to slow it down…

But there was no time for that.

She will not show.

Of course not; why would she? No one as pure as her would taint themselves in the twisted world of Archadian politics willingly. Penelo was no fool, unlike him. He was the only fool here, to think for a second that she would actually show up. The war may be over, but he was sure Penelo’s memories of it remained. He would not blame her if she wanted nothing to do with this…

 Z. If you could choose one work and immediately finish it, what would it be? How would you end it?

·         Like… with no effort? Like POOF, here’s your story? If that’s that case, then “Discreet” for sure. Ya’ll don’t know about “Discreet.” It was a sexy oneshot I made in my head about Penelo meeting a middle aged Dalmascan/Archadian woman who owns the only sex shop in Archades. (I headcanoned Archades as having a culture where sex is a dirty subject no one with respect talks about openly. Kids are taught abstinent-only bullshit. That kinda shit. The sex shop is in the new district, tucked away in some dark corner lol. Oh yeah, and it’s called “Discreet” lololol) So this had newly established Larnelo, and Penelo asks sex shop lady for advice on how to seduce an Archadian man, because Penelo is thirsty and Larsa is shy as hell and is not getting the hint. Oh yeah, and he might be demisexual. Obviously, this was gonna be femdom. Cause I love me some femdom.

AND I ACTUALLY STARTED WRITING IT, but… much like Larsa… I am shy. When it comes to. The sexy.  >___>

Oh yeah it ends with Penelo getting laid, obviously. XD

[keith-against-sheith]

@educating-antis

can you send me receipts about that incident bc this is literally the first time i’m hearing about it. this post is the first time anyone has personally come to me (this side) to boost anything, you know, rather than use extreme cases to fearmonger and derail actual discussions (like..how i said..in the op..that we just get radio silence except when you shaladins come here to tell us we’re bullies). I dont check up on shaladin accounts (and most antis dont bc we tend to want to avoid you guys).

“Most shaladins actively campaign against hate that’s what their accounts exist to do” same for antis yet many of the asks/submissions/responses we get are hate! next

“How many posts exist that say along the lines of ‘antis should die?’ A very small amount” I’m just wondering how much content antis receive do you actually see bc this seems to be a very one-sided view lol. do you want like an exhaustive list of how much hate/harassment antis get cuz you’d be waiting a while lol. it’s not just posts but asks, submissions, dms, and I don’t get how you can say we DON’T receive the hate we do when you’re not an anti.

also WHO are the fandom moms you are talking about? bc the only ones ive seen are shaladins/non-antis. could you link to evidence of predatory ppl pls? so i can actually do something? instead of just talking on my post about how bad and awful we are? this is literally the most useless response ive ever gotten.

“You were attacking her, harassing her.” the minor who had an issue with bex wasn’t attacking her. people were rightfully upset that she joked about a pedophilic ship—a ship that she said herself she doesn’t support in canon because it would be an inappropriate relationship and “shiro is not a sexual predator” and is not in a relationship with any of them. that’s in her words btw. AND she encouraged a sexual homophobic comment about a minor as well. people had a right to be angry with her, and with her platform/celebrity status she should’ve known not to react the way she did. she doesn’t deserve to get called a pedophile and other antis as well as myself have made posts about that for our own community. but what she did was not okay, and even she knew that when she tried to apologize. but still because of her that minor was sent death threats and harassed off of tumblr by who? shaladins. bex was NOT abused jfc for people who love to say we don’t know pedophilia is this is a laughable response.

and now “I have never seen a pedophile shaladin” ??? your entire community is built off of “it’s just fiction” and “don’t like don’t read” content/content-creator shielding rhetoric. guess who that protects? lol here are some examples: x / x / x

plus EVERY shaladin who interacts w sexual content of the underaged characters (ESP where they look really young/younger compared to shiro, don’t ignore that), EVERY shaladin who makes the “age of consent is 15 in X country” argument, “fictional child porn is just fictional” argument, “my parents got together when one was 15 and the other was 20″ argument, “as long as they’re post-pubescent it’s fine” argument—that is ALL predatory rhetoric/behavior. you’re telling us we’re watering down the definition of pedophilia when countless shaladins like to say anyone who hits puberty is suddenly eligible so it’s fine if a teenager dates someone in their twenties??? nasty. you guys refuse to examine the danger in age gap relationships if one or more person involved is in their teens so don’t tell us we don’t care about minors or survivors.

“You actively ignore when someone brings to light a real life case of pedophilia.” where??????? link me please??? or hey remember when i mentioned above when a shaladin called a CSA defense firm (a firm that defends pedophiles for a living) to confirm that child erotica is not in fact illegal #DiscourseEnded :)

this is literally hilarious that you’re telling ME that antis put fictional arguments over real people. that second to last paragraph is just a bunch of bullshit. your whole community is a cesspool that aids pedophiles and abusers and makes it easier for them to feel safe grooming kids because fandom has been brainwashing everyone with this ridiculous mantra of There’s Nothing Wrong With This Abusive Relationship If It’s Fictional. where criticism of fictional content/fandom behavior is suddenly harassment and the Good Old Days of fandom were when everyone could do whatever the fuck they want (i.e be racist/homophobic/consume pedophilic content/ship incest/etc etc etc). do you not see how dangerous that is? nowhere am i saying the anti community is perfect but shaladins fit perfectly in this whole “fandom is not your safe space/it’s just fiction” shithole where people like lohkay and todokaras and jakeira thrive and call kids stupid for being uncomfortable with pedophilic/abusive/etc content.

“Stop pretending you’re doing what you do for the greater good because it’s been shown time and time again when that was put to the test that all you actively care about is your ships and your petty arguments regarding other people’s” literally shaladins are the ones who pull all this shit out of their asses for the sake of a fictional ship. how’d you get that backwards lol. come back after you acknowledge the predatory arguments your side uses.

and yeah im 21, I’ve had more time to unlearn the gross hive mindset of Dont Like Dont Read that fandom is currently trying to break out of. Me being against glorified pedophilia/abuse/incest/etc. isn’t the problem here and I hope you can realize that.

[mortedistelle]

really LONG CHARACTER SURVEY. RULES.

repost , don’t reblog ! tag 10 ! good luck !

TAGGED. @bxynjolf (tumblr spells ur name so I dont have to :’3) and @honeycut TAGGING. @eromai (senpai!), @mortepiacere, @mortechepalle,  @faywitch / @ebonhaired, @auriezvous, @lamabilite, @pujanza / @saykillme, YELLS I DON”T KNOW THAT MANY PPL HERE

BASICS. FULL NAME : born La infanta Rinnala, princess of goes by her married name, Duchessa Gentileschi of House Caravaggio. Modernverse, just Rinnala Gentileschi NICKNAME : Rinna!  AGE :  26 during Origins, 36 during Inquisition timeline, 40 during Trespasser timeline BIRTHDAY : July 2! ETHNIC GROUP : Elf-blooded Human / Human NATIONALITY : Antivan / Italian ( toscana and calabrese ) LANGUAGE / S :  Common, Antivan, conversational Orlesian and Tevinter / English,  Italian, some Spanish and French SEXUAL ORIENTATION : Pansexual  ROMANTIC ORIENTATION : Panromantic RELATIONSHIP STATUS : verse-dependent! pre-Origins/canon death she is in a relationship with Zevran ( @mortepiacere ) and Taliesen ( @mortechepalle​ ) CLASS : born into royalty / nouveau riche upper middle class  HOME TOWN / AREA : Antiva City !  / New York City  CURRENT HOME : between Seleny and Skyhold / Brooklyn, NY PROFESSION : pre-Origins: Antivan Crow; post-Origins:  Noblewoman and professional asshole; Inquisition: agent working under Josephine  / defense lawyer for her father

PHYSICAL. HAIR : Black EYES : Dark brown, nearly black NOSE : Long and thin, sharply-pointed, tiny bump FACE : oval, rounded and a little youthful LIPS : Shapely, but not overly full COMPLEXION : Tan, olive, a little wan from not exposing herself to the sun BLEMISHES : a little coffee stain birthmark below her back dimples (which she’s never seen, but Taliesen pointed out to her once and she’s mad about it), missing right little finger SCARS :  a thin atrophic scar traversing her throat, a hypertrophic scar above her right eyebrow TATTOOS : Canonverse: various abstract tattoos along her thighs and hips depicting the sea, daggers, birds and stars; Modernverse: [ watercolor splashes on her left shoulder ], [ roses on her hips ] HEIGHT : 5′1″, 154 cm WEIGHT : 130 lbs, 58kg BUILD : a severe hourglass ( small waist, soft tum, wide hips, thick thighs save lives, toned arms)   FEATURES : iono, she looks aight ALLERGIES : none! USUAL HAIR STYLE : down in natural, loose waves USUAL FACE LOOK : Interested, pleasant, guarded USUAL CLOTHING :  black leather breeches, tall black boots, black leather corset with a tailored  swallowtail coat

PSYCHOLOGY. FEAR / S : being vulnerable ASPIRATION / S :  survival POSITIVE TRAITS : Loyal. Highly Intelligent. Diligent. Vigilant. Can be kind.  NEGATIVE TRAITS : Stubborn. Vengeful. Hurtful.  MBTI : INTJ ZODIAC : Cancer TEMPERAMENT : Melancholic ! SOUL TYPE / S : Hunter ANIMALS : Fox (her patronus!), Crow, Dog VICE HABIT / S : being right.  FAITH : Not a whole lot.  GHOSTS ? : Yes.  AFTERLIFE ? : She says she doesn’t, but she hopes there is. REINCARNATION ? : No.  ALIENS ? : Of course. Get her drunk and she’ll tell you her stance on reptilians.  POLITICAL ALIGNMENT : Indifferent to politics.  ECONOMIC PREFERENCE : she likes money? who doesn’t? She likes stealing, too,  tho ; / SOCIOPOLITICAL POSITION : uninterested. EDUCATION LEVEL : royal tutors until she was 11 /  post-graduate

FAMILY. FATHER : Prince Estefan of Antiva, alive but absent and univolved / Stefano Gentileschi, Underboss to the Gentileschi crime family MOTHER : An elf woman, the prince’s favorite / some nice lady she never knew, not her father’s wife SIBLINGS : too many to count???? Daddy got around  EXTENDED FAMILY :  House Arainai? yikes NAME MEANING / S :  No idea. (Googling returns rinnalla meaning ‘beside’ in Finnish, with ‘Rinna’ meaning ‘joyous song’ in Hebrew, though I doubt either are intended for her) HISTORICAL CONNECTION ? : none.

FAVOURITES. BOOK : canonverse: some book about astrology that purports itself to be astronomy / modern verse: Captain Corelli’s Mandolin  MOVIE :  Hero by Zhang Yimou (she likes thoughtful martial arts, ig),  I Saw the Devil, Sympathy for Lady Vengeance,  Oldboy 5 SONGS :  literally name the 5 cheesiest doowop songs                DEITY : nominal Andrastism/Catholicism. Enough to stave off hellfire, just in case.  HOLIDAY :  Satinalia! / Halloween or Christmas. MONTH : November SEASON : Autumn. PLACE :  Antiva City. New York City. WEATHER : balmy summer nights and after the rainfall in autumn.  SOUND : rushes of air. hitches of breaths. wind in shadow. SCENT / S : Jasmine and rose, a hint of vanilla. TASTE / S :  hints of sweet. raspberries.   FEEL / S :  brocade and soft lace, silk and leather. ANIMAL / S : Dogs. NUMBER : 9. COLOUR / S : Deep purple, navy, dark red.

EXTRA. TALENTS : Observation, planning, deciphering human behavior. BAD AT : Empathy. wow.  TURN ONS : Crime? Also being in a loving, stable relationship is her kink. TURN OFFS : Crime.  HOBBIES :  plotting shit, eating her nonna’s cooking TROPES :  crazy girlfriend, hurt by love so she’s real wary of it (but also wants it a lot),  AESTHETIC TAGS :  '  la bella vita è mia  ’ GPOY QUOTES : "Killin’ it.”

FC INFO. MAIN FC / S : Yami Gautam ALT FC / S : none!  OLDER FC / S : none! YOUNGER FC / S : none! VOICE CLAIM / S : her own voice claim. srsly I .... am in love with her timbre GENDERBENT FC / S : i dont do that : /

MUN QUESTIONS. Q1 : If you could write your character your way in their own movie , what would it be called , what style would it be filmed in , and what would it be about ? A1 : something about alternate timelines and falling in love for the second time.  Q2 : What would their soundtrack / score sound like ? A2 : accordion music in minor keys like this, slow waltzing chamber music like this, I dunno i just see her slo mo walking with plaintive thoughts to this shit Q3 : Why did you start writing this character ? A3 : I’ve actually wanted to write her for over two years now, and when @mortepiacere said they wanted a Zevran, i jumped at the chance to offer her.  Q4 : What first attracted you to this character ? A4: Honestly, the possibility. I like taking a little information and fitting it into canon, and expanding it.  Q5 : Describe the biggest thing you dislike about your muse. A5 : I don’t know if i dislike anything about her. She’s a little nervous in the way I am, and heartbreak is a huge part of her characters, which the thought of generally makes me anxious.  Q6 : What do you have in common with your muse ? A6 : We both have a good sense of style and poor choice in life management and boys Q7 : how does your muse feel about you ? A7 :     ....      i’m not going to do this lmao

Q8 : What characters does your muse have interesting interactions with ? A8 : by default Zevran and Taliesen, because who doesn’t love some good betrayal storyline? Q9 : What gives you inspiration to write your muse ? A9 : A really good plot and lots of OOC planning! If you’re unlucky enough to be my friend, you’ll know that I will spam you with AU ideas all hours of the day. 

[archontem]

Little Muse Things

Tagged by: @cllgood​ THIS MEME IS SO FUCKING LONG VANESSA

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WHAT DOES YOUR MUSE SMELL LIKE? The most noticeable scents on Radonis’ person are some perfumes that he taps on his wrists, neck, and behind his ears. He prefers intense, strong, dry fragrances with a certain pungent shade, or fresher, citrusy scents that do not forsake a biting note. Such as spruce fir, bergamot and orange/lemon (stuff that we might call the basic Eau de Cologne), rosemary, mint, amber, labdanum (which has a dense, leather-like scent), cloves, burnt wood, sandalwood and patchouly, nutmeg. It’s a very forward kind of perfumes, they have a presence, though lightened by the citrus and mint and marine notes. Other than that, he’ll smell of soap, very classic and unscented soaps (marseille or plain stuff, basically). There is, then, the scent of clean and/or starched clothes and the sharp sting of lyrium. We’re not gonna mention his time in the legions. The frontlines and camps in Seheron smell like wet jungle, shit, and mud, and tbh he did too.

HOW OFTEN DOES YOUR MUSE BATHE/SHOWER? ANY HABITS? Now with the reminder that his Seheron days are not to be mentioned (he did bathe whenever he could even there, but then it started raining or the fog clung to his skin and... yeah), Radonis bathes once a day or once every two days at the worst. What he does every morning is washing himself with a certain haste but thoroughly, in a smaller tub within his apartments. Considering that there’s magic everywhere and there are fountains that work without plumbings because of said magic, it wouldn’t surprise me if he had also a sort of shower to be extra fast when there’s the need. It takes him fifteen-twenty minutes and then he is free to get ready for morning receptions and other duties. Now, the evening is when he takes the time to go to the palace’s thermae. Long, warm baths with bubbles, shoulder massages, foot massages, possibly a drink and guests. But since he can’t always indulge in that kind of activity, he might simply have his feet washed in warm water and then go to sleep.

DOES YOUR MUSE HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS? Damn this one is quick. Neither.

ANY BODY MOVEMENT QUIRKS? (E.G. KNEE SHAKES?) Radonis raises his eyebrows like he was born for it. It’s an expression and a movement that is at times somewhat subconscious, a resting raised-eyebrows-face. It’s rather phlegmatic, accompanied by all the politeness of his smile. He is also extremely used to wielding a staff in his left hand most of the time as a symbol of status (and as a weapon), which means that if he has no staff to wield for whatever reason he might still sort of bend his arm at the waist, close to his body, and keep his fingers in a position similar to a very loose fist. 

WHAT DO THEY SLEEP IN? Option a, naked. Option b, in short silky breeches. Option c, he adds a silky or cotton or woolen shirt, possibly with accompanying trousers. The embroidery on these clothes is minimal as well as minimalistic and they are usually in shades of cream and green. If it’s really that cold, the bed will be furnished with a heavier duvet.

WHAT’S THEIR FAVOURITE PIECE OF CLOTHING? Uh... the Ring of the Ferryman? No but really, the ring that represents his rule and office is the only item he never takes off unless he’s bathing (and even then, not always). But, in general, Radonis has a preference for outfits with a rigid and high collar, somewhat structured, with clean lines and leather, but also with an overabundance of cloth so that you could say there’s some drapery and multiple layers. He usually covers most of his skin but in summer, when the heat allows for naked arms and/or shoulders depending on the occasion. A teal outfit with ivory details is one of his favourite and oldest ensemble in his wardrobe. All of them, in true Tevinter fashion, could be considered half armour and half clothing, to different degrees of functionality and protection, and all of them are enchanted. He also really does like riding gear for a trip with a dracolisk.

WHAT DO THEY DO WHEN THEY WAKE UP? His normal routine is fairly simple. Sort of. He wakes up at 6, no later than 7am, or is woken up by his maid. His slave assistant, Flavius, brings him the private correspondence, which Radonis either reads immediately or will have placed on his desk. He pets his cats, then goes to have his quick bath/shower (while Flavius gives him further daily news and/or reads the letters aloud and/or reorganises that day’s schedule), then gets dry with towels and a bathrobe. he chooses the breakfast outfit or is brought the official regalia, depending on how early he must be in the Senate. He gets dressed, sits by the mirror where his beard is styled a bit with some oil and possibly also trimmed at need. He wears kajal and sometimes perfume. He sits by the desk and takes care of the most urgent administrative issues, prepares for the morning’s meetings and for the session of the Magisterium. Leaves his apartments and reaches a private and small dining room where he has breakfast with that morning’s most influential guest. Washes his mouth with peppermint, cleans his teeth with a liquorice stick. Moves to the reception chamber and meets people and petitioners until it’s time to go to the Magisterium. Sometimes he can sleep in (with Urian), and in such cases it’s likely that he’ll be in bed until 9-10am. ...Having slaves who help in his routine sure makes it all easier.

HOW DO THEY SLEEP?  POSITION? He sleeps nicely and changes position often. It’s not rare that he’ll wake up in a position other than that in which he fell asleep. Generally he lies on his side or on his belly though, and that doesn’t really change whether he’s alone or has company. But if he has company he likes to use his partner as a pillow or to big-spoon them and hug them from behind.

WHAT DO THEIR HANDS FEEL LIKE? Elegant like a nobleman’s, neat, with clean fingers, clean and trimmed nails. The palms, however, have some minor calluses because of the constant staff-wielding and there is a sort of echo of his time in the cavalry legions --- like a couple of barely visible scars. The back of them is sun-touched and his wrists perfumed.

IF YOU KISSED THEM, WHAT WOULD THEY USUALLY TASTE LIKE? Likely peppermint and slightly of liquorice from what he uses to freshen his breath and clean his mouth and teeth. And idk, depends on what you eat if you just finished lunch or dinner too. Maybe tea during the afternoon? He likes his tea.