#THERES FUCKING CRICKETS OUTSIDE WHY
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alohaasaloevera · 28 days ago
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I’m so sad Studio mir why did you have to make Keith look at Lance so fondly I could’ve gotten over it if they hadn’t done a sunset scene like…HELLO? “the phrase “the sunset is beautiful, isn’t it” means letting go of someone you love” “sunsets can symbolize accepting the end of something and finding closure” hahaha,,,,broWHAT stop it that’s not funny you know if you wanted us, the MEGA ULTRA reachers, to stop shipping klance MAYBE DON’T PUT A FUCKING
it was romantic and the end of their romance at the same time I am currently dying on that very hill (maybe not I can’t hold the same opinions for too long) DO not try and console me I do not need consolation
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binniesthighs · 4 years ago
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Hey! Can I request a minho smut where y/n and minho are boxing partners and theres that sort of tension at every practice you know? And the boys keep telling you he likes you but you dont listen and theres pining and then finally at that one practice he makes a move and that leads to ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°). I love your writing so much and I think you're absolutely great🥺
ANON I love the way that your brain works I’m losing my MIND over this one. oh my gosh and I’ve been dying to write some minho so this has given me the best excuse!!! also thank you so much lovely! It makes me feel all fuzzy inside knowing that ya like my writing! and you’re great was well anon ;) 
pinned | reader x minho |
Pairing: self insert, gender neutral reader x lee minho
Genre: fluff n’ smut
Tags: boxer!minho, boxer!reader, boxer au, pining!minho ahhhh, skz side characters, friends to lovers, growing feelings, minho is whipped for the reader, praising, sexual tension, oral (r & m receiving), marking, unprotected sex (stay safe loves!), soft shower sex
Word count: 4.2k
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“Again! Minho, watch your footing, you’re tripping all over yourself.”
Seungmin threw a towel in the general direction of your sparring partner who nearly missed it flying at his head. Beads of sweat waterfalled down his forehead, and it got stuck in his scalp, turning his hair into strands.
“Getting tired?” You jested as Jeongin tightened up your gloves.
He smirked out a little, “Tired? I’m just getting started.”
“You’re losing your edge Lee Minho. I’ve knocked you down at least four times already.” Jeongin helped you by squirting water into your mouth. The cool drops felt heavenly falling down your neck.
“Distracted then?” Hyunjin whipped his disheveled blond hair into a hair tie. “Something on your mind?”
In one sweep, Minho ruffled up his own hair with the fabric of the towel “Distracted? No--”
“Listen Minho, I know that I’m not looking the most glamorous right now but you should get your head back in it, I’m barely breaking a sweat.” You shoved him a little with your gloved hand, handing out a teasing grin.
Your partner bounced a little in place, shaking out his limbs. “Alright...”
Any other day, it would have been Minho who had you stumbling down to the mat, breathless and muscles aching. It was always a mystery to you where he got his stamina from when he was in the ring with you. Outside of the ring, no one could have ever guessed that boxing was his pastime--the giveaway was his knuckles: they were nearly always bruised.
You had met Minho and the rest of your friends nearly a year ago when you joined the gym, just looking for something new to try. Seeing as you and Minho were nearly the same size, it made sense for the two of you to be partners. Even though he was quiet around you, he would always put up a fight. Beating him for once was exciting. When you were the one standing, it felt good, admittedly. The little rush to your head when his body hit the floor was too exciting to ignore. You could really get used to the way that he would stare back up at you, lip quivering just slightly and his abs seizing under his shirt. It was cute almost, you had thought, when you saw the way that his expression would soften underneath you.
Jeongin waved you over to strap your head gear back on with a tiny cringe. “As your friend, I’m gonna tell you that you stink...rather than not saying anything about it.”
Your gloved hand mimed a punch to his face. “Thanks for the info. I’m hitting the showers after this.”
The rest of your little group gathered near to the edge of the ring, towel drying themselves of their own sweat and shadow boxing the air around their fists.
“I’ve been watching from over there...damn Y/n…” Changbin sauntered up, throwing his jump rope over his shoulder. “You’re really improving.”
“I had a good teacher, handsome.” You clicked out a little salute to him.
“Ahhh, stop flattering me.”
“Let’s start.” Minho butted in while he popped in his mouth guard.
“Hands up!” Seungmin called.
The burning of your hamstrings had told you that you were nearing your limit for the day, but nothing felt better than chasing your victory over him once more. In his eyes, he held a darker kind of confidence this time: it clouded his eyes which narrowed. When he would focus, Minho seemed to inspect every single part of your body like he was planning exactly where he wanted to hit first. His eyes would dance around your frame for just a few seconds, then he would know your first move.
Want me to go easy on you this time? You jested under the plastic of your mouth guard.
His right fist hooked directly at you before you had registered it, colliding right with the foam of your headgear. He had hit you with such a force that it felt as if he had shook your eyes, blurring your vision.
“Hands!” Changbin growled from the sidelines, and you did as you were told.
In a couple ways, boxing was like dancing, except you were trying not to get all wrapped up in your partner’s arms. The goal was to prevent him from touching you, so your feet would bounce and skip around him in circles, never letting his steps dominate you. With every twist of your bodies, they would interact with the other, it was all give and take. Perhaps like dancing, the tension between you was tangible, but instead of harmony, there was a dissonance.
Minho swung at you to your right, and you bobbed your head in response. As you chased him back, the plastic blue under your feet would crinkle. Your hands never left the cover of your face only until the few milliseconds when you would make a swing of your own. Had he bopped a second too late, you would have given him proper payback for how hard he had punched at your face.
Seungmin barked out more combos for the two of you to battle in attempting first. It really was like the perfect dance: every time that one of you would swing, the other would float around it.
“Get a hit in! Quit playing with him!” Changbin chuckled from the sidelines.
“Minho! Come on!” Hyunjin spurred his friend on.
As he would, Minho’s curious eyes focused back down on you again, scattering around while he calculated out some kind of invisible equation as he inched you toward the edge of the ring.
“Slip! Slip!” Changbin grabbed onto the bouncing ropes of the ring and Minho hooked into your side.
You twirled your body out past him, letting his punches meet the side of the ring. Your motion had caught him off guard once you had escaped his attempt to pin you.
Now he was the one that was pinned.
In his excitement, Changbin bounced up and down, “JAB JAB!!”
Minho’s focus faded after you had squatted and carried out your swing to his side, and another to his arms covering his face.
“Your stance! Minho!” Seungmin gasped as Minho tripped himself to the ground.
The rest of the group leapt into the air, hollering into the echoey and concrete space.
Minho’s body hit the ground with a thud. His gloved hands became clumsy as he tried to brace himself, and his face was cleanly met with the blue mat.
Your victory was short lived once you saw the way that his eyes wrinkled upon his fall.
“You okay?”
“--Fine.” His words winced through his teeth. “I’m fine.”
“Are you sure?”
Jeongin bunny hopped into the ring to undress the velcro of your gloves and headgear.
“Don’t lie to me Minho, you can’t lie about these kinds of things.”
“I said that I’m fine.”
Your free hands helped him to his feet. “Have Chan look you over ‘kay? I’m sorry...I didn’t mean to hit that hard...”
Minho shook out his wetted hair once he was free of his headgear. “Stop apologizing. I’m gonna head to the showers.”
Without another word, he slipped under the ropes, hunched a little as he tossed his tape away.
Hyunjin handed you your water which you took thankful gulps of. “Do you think that he’s mad at me?”
“No. It’s not your fault.”
“My fault?”
Hyunjin shrugged with a little smirk. “He’s doing it to himself.”
“Doing what??”
“Boxing knock all the logic out of you? Are you seeing okay?” Hyunjin waved his hand in front of your eyes.
“What the hell are you doing?”
“Ahhhh Y/n...silly little Y/n. How many times do I need to tell you?”
“No...this isn’t about that again is it?”
You guzzled down more water and were just a little tempted to flick some of it over on Hyunjin’s unrealistically gorgeous face. Anything but this again.
Changbin threw a white towel at you. “It’s honestly comical at this point.”
“Not you too.” You rolled your eyes.
“He’s literally fucking falling over himself for you and you still don’t see it.”
“I’m not seeing anything because there isn’t anything to see.”
“I can’t believe you.” Changbin and Hyunjin exchanged equally unimpressed eyerolls.
“You said it yourself ‘Bin, I’m getting better. All this practice and I can finally beat him. Why aren't you celebrating with me Mr. “I’m-The-Best-Boxing-Teacher-You-Will-Ever-Meet-Or-Know?” If, if he’s got a thing for me, why hasn’t he said anything?”
Changbin sighed out. “I don’t know, I don’t know how the hell he works. No one really does. He isn’t really the sharing type.”
“You ask him.” Hyunjin announced point blank. “If you’re so skeptical, ask him.”
An unwanted heat assaulted your cheeks. “I’m not--”
“--Oh my god, are you scared to ask? ~Mmm-how unlike you~” Hyunjin patted your head like you were a little dog. His eyes widened. “Are you saying that you feel--”
“--You know what! I’m going to hit the showers too. I’m a mess. Don’t hang around.”
“It never hurts to ask!” Hyunjin called after you, giggling a little in his own teasing way.
“There’s nothing to ask!”
((       ))
“Lock up when you’re done!” Chan’s voice rang through the empty hall of the gym, flicking off a couple lights behind him.
The green-white fluorescent lights above you buzzed with an insect-like ring and flickered every view seconds. Up high on the concrete walls, opened horizontal windows were cracked, letting in the humidity of the summer night, and carried in the sound of crickets singing their nighttime ode. The dark corners of the room seemed perilous compared to the single ring that was lit just for the two of you.
“Minho, I’m exhausted, how much longer do you plan on staying?” Your punch mitts fell to your sides.
“Just a little while longer. I’ve just felt...kinda out of it this week. I could use the extra practice.” His eyes shied, “I appreciate you staying after.”
“Let's just get this over with.” You raised your mitts in front of your face, holding your ground.
Minho huffed out a determined breath, then swung at them with all his might. The sound of the tight fabric patted through the room. His eyes didn’t meet yours for several minutes, his pure focus on each carry though of his arms sent little shock waves to your wrists. Time ticked past on the particularly loud clock nailed to the walls and caged in a little metal grid.
Rather than striking up a conversation like you would, Hyunjin’s voice taunted over and over in your mind like a curse.
“It never hurts to ask!”
Minho stepped back, catching his breath. “I think I’m good now.”
“Great!” You snapped your thoughts back to the moment. “I’m gonna wash off before I head out...you?”
“Probably. The water at my place as been fucking freezing lately, I swear that my landlord is a criminal.”
“Oh...sorry about that.”
“ ‘t’s fine. I’m talking with him tomorrow.”
“I’ll head in with you then…”
((       ))
Chan’s gym had a propensity for having facilities that were usually slightly off-- the automatic lights being one of them. If it wasn’t for more of the high-set windows, it would have been pitch black in the locker room, but the nearly full waxing moon filled the whole room with brilliant silver light. Among the metal of the lockers and the porcelain sinks, the room seemed to be bathed in a bluish tint.
“He’s really gotta get the lights fixed.” You said aloud, merely just trying to say anything to fill the quiet of the room.
“Add it to the list.” Minho breathed out a snicker. “That fourth sink hasn’t worked in weeks.”
“Really?”
The two of you had made some sort of unspoken rule being in the room together: backs turned, not daring to look at the other while you undressed, somehow it seemed like the respectful thing to do. The cold tiles met your bare feet, and your damp skin met the cool air. Suddenly the warmth of the shower sounded like the most enticing thing you could imagine.
Minho’s presence behind you intrigued you sneakily, thoughts pervaded your mind that you hadn’t expected.
Hyunjin had almost asked you if you had feelings for Minho. What would you have said?
You pulled your towel over your body, tucking it in place. “I...I wanted to apologize for the other day. I got too cocky. I shouldn’t have jabbed you that hard, and on your side. That wasn’t...fair of me.”
“I said before, drop it.”
You turned, and the sight of him nearly startled you. You had never totally imagined what he looked like under those white shirts that would cling to his sweating body, but it was nothing like this.
Minho’s back was magnificently sculpted and his shoulder blades curved and poked out from under his skin almost a bit like wings. The curve of his spine traced down his back in a perfect line, and it arched a little as he twisted his body around. Two little dimples peppered right above his waist. Close to his ribs, a little purple mark faded into the pale of his skin.
“I-is that…”
You advanced closer. In the blue light of the room, your eyes couldn’t make out what it was, but you suspicion twisted knots into your stomach.
Minho jumped a little seeing how close you had drawn to him after not hearing your silent footsteps.
“Is that...a bruise? Did I bruise you?”
Panic set in Minho’s eyes. “--No! No, that’s from a couple weeks or so ago, some stupid accident, I can’t really remember.”
“...Are you sure?”
“Positive.” He nodded.
“Well...if you’re lying, I’ll--”
“--What, punch me again like that?”
Minho’s smiling eyes crinkled up slightly and you felt yourself met lightly into them: his smile was something that you knew you had always found to be adorable. Seeing him like this brought memories of him on the mat, flat on his back, those same eyes looking up at you in his awe.
“Haha. Funny. No, I won’t hit you.”
“Good. That did hurt though.”
“...sorry.”
Water dripped from a sink somewhere, and Miho’s hand lingered on his locker door.
“I haven’t hurt you before...have I?”
“You?” In your confusion, your brows scrunched together. “Not that I can remember I think. I know that it looks really dramatic when I fall but--”
“--I don’t want to hurt you either, you know right?”
“It’s just boxing, Minho, it’s not too serious, I know that you’re not like, out to get me or whatever.”
Under the silver-blue moonlight, Minho’s pale skin seemed illuminated. “Hmm.” He sighed.
When he faced you, you could see his pronounced collarbones and the way that his arms stretched out the muscles underneath. Never would you have imagined him to look this breathtaking. You chalked it up to being tired, but creeping little thoughts wove around your brain, whispering tantalizing ideas.
Silently, you wondered what he would feel like under the touch of your fingers. Every single curve of his body you wanted to trace, just to see where they would lead. You hadn’t noticed, but Minho had watched you as your eyes journeyed over him, just as his eyes had done countless times to you before.
You held his eyes tentatively with Hyunjin’s words on your tongue. “Minho, can I ask--”
Minho’s answer was hastily given to you in the form of him clambering his lips into yours while he drew you into his bare chest; he was much warmer than had imagined. There was something frighteningly intimate about the both of you meeting in a tangle of skin and lips; the heat of his chest and yours mixing. He had kissed you so suddenly that you seemed to stumble over your own lips deciding if you wanted to kiss him back. While he was needy, the way in which he ran his lips over yours was more caring than fleeting and impulsive. He knew exactly what he was doing as he gave into the magnetism drawing him into you.
Your partner’s hands cascaded down your back, drawing little squiggles down your spine, causing your legs to buckle slightly. He flooded your mouth with his kisses, each one more searing than the last, each one desperate to tell you what his words couldn’t. At last, you let your shocked body return to him, kissing him back. The moment that you did so, he shuddered into you, clawing lightly at your back. The tiniest “oh” from his lips moaned into your mouth and he shifted to tangle his hands up close to your scalp, drawing you even nearer to him.
He murmured onto you,  “I can’t tell you how long I’ve had to hold myself back.”
It was the slick of his tongue running over your bottom lip that sent you spiraling for him. Just as you had wanted, you let your hands traverse all around his chest and his back, following the lines in his body as if they were a treasure trail to something that you could barely comprehend. Your touches on his skin turned his breaths into unsteady little whimpers that traipsed in between your mixing of lips and heated exhales.
“Mm-please...come with me?”
((       ))
Condensation had gathered heavily upon the deep green tiles of the shower wall while it too dissipated up into the air of the dimly lit bathroom. Swirls of the white wisps entangled around you and you breathed them heavily into your lungs. Under the warmth of the water, your body felt perfectly at ease: your aching muscles too revealed in the feeling that the heat brought, and Minho’s kneading hands worked at every knot in your body while he touched everywhere he could...as if he was starving for it. Handfuls of your skin filled up his greedy palms.
“You’re so beautiful. Everything about you...I’ve always wanted to tell you…” Minho kissed down your neck lapping at your nerves and disrupting the trailing of water down your body. “You-you make it so hard for me.”
“Hard to do what?”
“You’re irresistible.”
Minho’s words escaped from his lips like fresh honey while you were left to melt under them. After being so quiet around you, you felt yourself a fool to have ignored everything that was in front of you; and for being as stubborn as you were.
Further down your body, Minho let his hands fall down your own chest, ghosting his fingers over your nippes. The softest touches from his hands made your buds harden instantly, and your arousal pooled obviously within your sex. To steady yourself, you had thrown your arms over his shoulders and scratched at the combination of water and strings of muscles on his back.
“I-I should have listened, Minho...I’m-mm-so sorry.”
“That doesn’t matter anymore.” He broke for a moment to catch your gaze. “Can I show you? Can I show you how much you drive me absolutely crazy?”
Minho coupled his words with the scrape of his nails down your arms. Every touch that he gave you was needy and testing. You set yourself giddy a bit thinking of how he must have imagined this very moment countless times.
Your hot breath tickled the wet skin of his neck where you returned his kisses. “You can do whatever you want.”
With your permission, Minho’s body appeared to tighten. Where he had pinned you against the wall, his painfully hard member dripped out his eager pre-cum, and throbbed against your belly. Your mind ran free thinking of the ways that you would show him attention as well.
“Mm-tell me to stop and I will, okay?”
“Mmhmm.”
Minho let his kisses waterfall next to the flowing water down your skin farther and farther until he had hovered over your own sex which had grown painfully swollen waiting for his touch.
In the silver moonlight, Minho’s brown eyes glistened while he looked up at you, teasing you with his tongue, never granting you the full satisfaction. The corners of his mouth curled into a smile seeing how you reacted to his agonizingly slow lapping.
“~Y/n~” He sang, “You taste so good.”
“More…” You pathetically pleaded. “Stop-stop teasing me...Minho.”
He did as he was told, granting you more of his mouth, and sucking steadily and purposefully as you grinded into his mouth for even more. Minho reached behind you to grab out handfuls of your ass in his hands, lovingly kneading the skin at the same time. Water droplets had showered over his face, and strung together his eyelashes in a way that you could have sworn made them look as if they sparkled.
Before your orgasm hit, you demanded of him, “Come up here.” The way that his dick had twitched while he had sucked on you was becoming too hard for you to ignore.
With your finger tracing along his jaw, you kissed into his mouth, “My turn.”
The tiles were a bit hard on your knees, but after you had swung his beautifully thick thigh over your shoulder, nothing mattered as you had found your perfect angle.
You have him sloppy kisses all along his length and bit into his thighs, indulging in him, pulling at the skin where he was much more sensitive than you had expected. While it was contradictory, you gave him as many hickies as you could on the skin of his milky inner thighs. The purple love bites were gorgeous on his shaking legs.
“oh god.” He moaned out.
Your tongue teased him for a little while longer, then his hands told you what they wanted you to do. He had braided his fingers deep into your strands, and pulled your lips up to meet with his tip.
“God, I want you so bad, please, y/n.”
Just as how you had felt when he was at your mercy on the mat, he was all yours now: yours to take apart, yours to put back together.
“Needy baby.” You cooed into his leaking slit. “That bad?”
“Are you going to make me beg more?”
“Maybe I like it?” Your wrist jerked at him at last.
“Please give me your mouth, I can’t wait any longer.”
“Cute.”
Upon fully taking him in, Minho gasped out so sharply and loudly, it even surprised you. Never had someone been so needy for you, it was intoxicating. You took him in gradually deeper and deeper, pushing down your throat. All around you, the showering water coated you in an ocean of comfort; it trailed down your hair and fell down the sides of your face and your arms, no place was untouched.
Minho’s pruned fingers dug into your shoulders, “get up--fuck--”
At first, his fingers entered you, teasing your hole. Your stringy slick mixed with the water clinging to his fingers. The orgasm that he had once started within you pooled heavily and tightened at your core.
“Show me Minho, give it to me.”
He instructed you by picking you up into his arms, then pinned you against the tiled walls, back flat against the cool stone. His fingers dug into your ass, aligning you over his dick. It took all of your strength to wrap your arms and legs around him, but he held you back with ease.
“I-I’m not too heavy?”
“No. Not at all, you’re perfect for me. All of you.”
Together, you shivered at the feeling of connection once he had entered you, instinctually finding each other's lips between the water.
Minho’s thrusts started out slow and careful, planned almost. He was intentional in the way he reached as deep inside you as he could and listened to every response of your body.
“Mm...keep going,” you panted, “like that. ‘Feels so, so good.”
Time faded into non-existence this way with Minho dragging his hips in and out of you with a tantalizing speed. More than anything, it was the closeness that you felt taking him in so wholly, feeling every inch of his length. Each time that he grazed you deep, you sunk deeper into him, becoming weaker and weaker in his arms.  
“I’m so close. Can I cum?” Minho’s brown glistening eyes pleaded to you.
You nodded eagerly, and it was if a switch had flipped inside him. All at once, he shoved your body harder into the wall, screwing you into it. His arms flexed where he held you, and his chest flushed red as he neared his release. When he did, his face was near euphoric as he milked himself completely into you, reaching one hand down to give your sex more attention, using his thumb to apply pressure.
When you reached your release, you could only helplessly convulse in his arms, thighs quivering against his hips.
Minho cradled you as you came down, smoothing the top of your head, then eventually helping you stand on your own. “You okay?” He took both sides of your face gently in his palms. “By the way, what is that you were gonna ask me earlier? Sorry…”He bashfully grinned at you. “I had other things on my mind.”
You took his face in your hands too, firstly brushing over the little mole on his nose, then delighting in the soft hairs of his cheeks.
“It’s okay. I got my answer.”
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kaaytea · 4 years ago
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HI 🖐🏽 I read some of your work and it's so good. I love it. Especially 'Oikawa with braces' UwU and 'Getting rid of bugs for you' that was my fav reminded me of when I had a run in with a bunch of cockroaches at 3AM 😅😂 Would you mind doing a 2nd part for it with Kuroo , Oikawa , Terushima and Yaku THANK YOU 💖
Hello anon! Thank you for the kind words, I had the dumbest smile on my face reading this 🥺 Bro I feel you on the roach thing, I've had my fair share of roach encounters..it's not fun😔 thank you for requesting, I had a blast writing this!
Getting rid of bugs for you pt.2
⤷Includes: Kuroo, Oikawa, Yaku, and Terushima
Warnings: Roaches, centipedes, wasps, and crickets
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Kuroo
He's so smug about it
"oh you want me to get rid of this bug? Give me a kiss first"
If he can actually tell that you're really shaken up tho he's very serious about it
He hates seeing you scared, it just doesn't sit well with him
He'll probably requests a kiss after he gets rid of the bug tho
It was a cool summer evening, Kuroo was in the kitchen starting to cook dinner and you were lounging on the couch with a novel
You were just about to flip the page when something landed on the book
Oh
O H
So uh big wasp, that will probably get angry if you try to kill it, is crawling around towards your hand
Great......just peachy
Thank God Kuroo was In the kitchen bc he probably wouldn't have heard you whimper out his name if he was anywhere else in the apartment
"T-tetsu"
"What's wrong, (y/n)?"
"help me....please"
Ah...now he understands
He grabs a glass from one of the cupboards and swiftly makes his way over to you
He's VERY careful when trapping the wasp bc that last thing he wants is for you to get stung
He somehow directs it to crawl on to the cover of your book and traps it under the glass. He then quickly goes to release it on the balcony of your apartment
Immediately goes to check on you. He pulls you into his chest and kisses the top of your head asking if you're alright
"You alright, Kitten? Not hurt?"
"no I'm okay. Thank you for saving me for the hundredth time"
"I'll always make time to save you.....Now, I think I deserve a kiss, I risked my life to save you from that wasp."
Yaku
Yaku's a bad bitch nothing scares this guy
Will always get rid of bugs for you no matter the size
He likes feeling needed and LOVES protecting you; you are his baby and he'd do anything for you 💖
If you text him saying there's a bug in the house he will actually drive home and leave what ever he's doing to come save you
You had just finished washing your face and went to reach for the small towel that was hap hazardously tossed on to the bathroom counter
As you lifted the towel a large roach scUttLeD from under it
You let out the loudest shriek, dropped the towel and bOoKeD it out of the bathroom
Yaku was already running to find you when he heard you scream so he entered your bedroom just as you slammed the attached bathrooms door closed
He was really worried so he was in front of you in seconds grabbing on to your hands and asking what was wrong
"shhhh calm down calm down, what's wrong?"
"There's a roach in the bathroom!"
".....huh?"
"A ROACH MORI!! THERES A BIG, CRAWL AROUND THE SUBWAYS OF NEW YORK ROACH IN THE BATHROOM!!!"
Ok so there's a roach locked in the bathroom
This is new
He peeked into the bathroom and yep you weren't kidding, there was the roach sitting in the sink
Damn it is pretty big
Yaku didn't really know what to do. He was kinda iffy about killing the roach bc he didn't want to deal with..Uh.....cleaning the remnants of it, but what would he do with it after he trapped it? Where do you take a live roach?
He decided to just kill it, carrying a live roach around the apartment would send you into cardiac arrest
One good thwack! Later and thoroughly washing his hands in an attempt to get rid of that creepy crawly feeling, the bathroom was officially Roach free
You really snuggled up to him after the roach fiasco, giving him a tight hug and a kiss
"Thank you so much Mori, you're the best!"
"Anything for you :) 💖"
Oikawa
Ok so Oiks doesn't despise bugs, he's best friends with Iwa so he's seen his fair share of giant beetles and caterpillars, but he's not completely comfortable around them
If it's a tiny spider? Sure he's got this, just get him a paper towel
But if it's big? Yeah no he's just as freaked out as you are
He masks it very well tho
On the outside he's all: "don't worry babe I've got this, let your big, strong boyfriend handle it 😌✨"
But on the inside he's like: "oh fUck it's huge! Ah um ok... This is fine...wHy iS iT mOvInG sO fAsT?! Don't touch me don't touch me don't touch me!"
Looks cool, calm, and collected but is an actual disaster
You were tidying up your bedroom, nothing too fancy just putting away some clothes, dusting here and there
You were just about to go celebrate your hard work with some ice cream and your favorite movie when you spotted a hair tie on the floor
Huh....How did you miss that?
You were jUst about to pick it up when you realized something
Hair ties don't have legs
UUUUUUHHHHH
WOW COOL YOU ALMOST PICKED UP A CENTIPEDE WITH YOUR BARE HAND HA HA SO FUN!!
Apparently the centipede didn't like you much as it started rUnnInG out of the bedroom and into the living room
You followed it so you could see where it was going
That's when your wonderful boyfriend came home 🥰
"Tooru! Get it, quickly!"
"what am I doing?"
"THE CENTIPEDE YOU FOOL!!"
He kinda panicked bc you were yelling at him and you were scared and wOW does that thing have a lot of leggys!
He slipped off the shoes he was wearing and just yEETED one at the bug boi
The both of you were just kinda staring at the shoe like 🧍
You turned to go thank him for dEmOlishing the centipede but stopped when you saw that pout on his face
"What's wrong?"
"I just bought those shoes, now one of them is tainted with centipede bits :("
Terushima
Will he laugh at you? Perhaps, but it's not to make fun of you, he just thinks you're really cute~
He’s not bothered by bugs at all, he actually thinks they’re super cool
Refuses to kill them bc, “They’re living creatures babe....plus look at how funny it walks! Why would you want to kill something this dope!”
It was movie night so you were on snack duty while Teru looked for something to watch on Netflix
you decided to just pop some popcorn and call it a job well done, plus all of the chips you had went stale bc Teru NevEr closes the bags well
You grabbed a bowl and threw some popcorn into the microwave 
You sat on the counter and scrolled through your phone as you waited for the microwave to go off
Did...something just move right next to you? 
Just as you glanced up you saw something jump into the bowl next to you
hElLO?! wHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?! 
you were too scared to look into the bowl so you just called Teru to come investigate
“Yu?...Yuji there’s something in the kitchen!”
Teru is very used to this behavior and found it particularly amusing when you hid behind him as he stepped into the small kitchen
you watched from the entrance of the kitchen as Terushima placed a glass over what ever had jumped into the bowl
He was absolutely BEAMING as he watched the mystery creature in the bowl
“Babe come look it’s a cricket!” 
 “What? are you crazy? I’m not going anywhere near that thing!”
“But its soo cool! You have to come look at how high it can jump, this lil guy has mad hops” 
“I don’t care if it can jump to the fUcKing moon and back, just get it out of the kitchen!”
:(( ok he’ll get rid of the cricket, he really thinks you’re missing out tho
He lets the bug go outside and comes back to find you vigorously washing the bowl it had jumped into 
 He chuckles at your paranoia and goes to give you a back hug, pressing a kiss to your neck as his arms wrap around your waist 
you really were adorable to him 
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slimeyslimeyballsack · 5 years ago
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If You Only Knew, You'd Hate Me Chapter Three
Pairing: Bucky Buchanan x OMC (Zebediah Kaskitt)
Summary: Bucky and Zebediah had a fleeting interaction years ago and Zeb has been hung up on the boy ever since. Even with his arrogant and dismissive exterior, Zeb still tries to make a connection.
Warnings: swearing, shitty parents, as per usual, bucky gets pumbled, it's bad, I guess I just hate my main characters, but wait, theres fluff, yep, hurt comfort baby
Tags: @lykenbcrn @btrmuffins @diagnosed-crazy
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Part One Part Two
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When Bucky stepped into the kitchen his mother was in her usual place at the island. What worried him was that his father was behind her chair. Bucky knew well enough to take his seat across from his mother. His father eyed him the entire time, a look of disdain on his face that was reserved specifically for Bucky. Bucky's father was better than him in every way. Taller, stronger, more handsome, smarter, and infinitely more talented. A silence hung in between the three, the kind that pulled tighter the longer you held it until you reached a point where it would be painful no matter how it was broken.
"I can't believe you. Right now, I honestly could care less if you were found dead in a ditch. In fact, that might be an improvement to our current situation."
A glob of spit landed on Bucky's face. He didn't dare wipe it off. He felt the telltale sting of his father's slap across his face, then again on the other side of his face. His father's rings digging into his cheek and brow bone. He knew there would be blood. There was always blood when his father punished him. Especially now. Last night's fresh wounds would easily be reopened.
"Stand."
Bucky did as he was told, moving far enough away from the chair to give his father room enough to be able to circle him comfortably if he wished to. Bucky would be cleaning the floors later. They were lucky the tile was brown. A white tile would be much more difficult to clean.
"You were with that fucking zombie again."
His father accentuated each word with a blow to Bucky's face.
"They are disgusting."
A fist.
"You are disgusting."
A knee.
His father's rings stamped images onto his body. They would resurface later in the form of bruises. He grabbed Bucky's wrists, nails piercing the skin.
"I thought you learned your lesson after yesterday boy."
He threw Bucky on the ground collecting the skin of his wrists under his fingernails. He slammed his foot into Bucky's back as a preventative to stop him from getting up.
"Don't lie to me boy. If you tell me you learned your lesson I don't want to see it again."
A series of kicks fell onto his back and sides. The beating couldn't have lasted more than a couple minutes, but it felt like hours. It felt like it would never end. His mother didn't participate. She merely watched, sipping her martini and occasionally checking her watch, as if this was just a slight inconvenience to her. In all likeliness it probably was.
"Stand."
Bucky again did as he was told. Any other time he would've submitted. But he didn't want to not see this zombie anymore. He wanted that kindness. He needed that kindness.
"May I speak, sir?"
His mother and father exchanged glances before he gave a curt nod.
"I wish to explain the reason I am associating with the monster."
His mother's eyebrows raised, eyes widening.
"You mean you did not wish to create a friendship with it?"
"No ma'am. Of course not. I just have him do tasks for me. He's like a servant. That's all I'm using him for. He is a filthy zombie. I would never want to be around him otherwise. I promise."
His mother looked to her husband. Being the reasonable one out of the two he had hoped that she took to what he said. She could convince his father of anything.
"You know, dear. That isn't a terrible idea. That's very resourceful of you son."
His father laughed. A rare sound coming from him. It was deep and loud. It wasn't happy. It induced no joy, hearing it. Quite the opposite. The rumble instilled a deeper fear into Bucky.
"Why didn't you say that before we taught you your lesson, boy? Now clean up and do whatever it is you do. God knows you're never home. Just be quiet; we're going to bed."
"Yes sir."
His mother and father left the room. Bucky was able to let out his breath. The first thing he did was clean the blood away from his eyes as best as he could. He made quick work with the mop, disposing of the end and replacing it once he had cleaned the pools on the floor.
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The sounds of the night filled the air. Homemade windchimes hung outside. They didn't sound good or look particularly impressive, but they were an important part of zombie culture. Art deco in general was a huge aspect of zombie culture. They turned trash into something creative and beautiful. It decorated their houses and their lawns. It was a thing of pride. The windchimes currently jingled unceremoniously. Crickets sang their songs, exchanging melodies with the frogs and the cicadas. Although there technically wasn't a curfew the Z Patrol would still chastise zombies for being out at night so Zombietown was always quiet after sundown.
Of course, on such a beautiful night it would have to be disrupted. The sound of something hitting the chair that served as a window cover rang out. Zeb turned over, covering his head with his pillow. The metal tang continued.
"What the hell." He mumbled.
He threw his blankets off and shuffled to the window, pulling the chair off its nail. In the dirt, down by his stoop stood Zebina. She beckoned him to come down. Zebina never went out after dark. She didn't even go to mashes. Zeb didn't even think she stayed up past ten o'clock. He swung his legs over the railing and hopped into the ground.
"Bina, what are you doing here?"
"The wolves, they're having a campfire. They invited us."
Zeb wrinkled his eyebrows. Zebina, most likely sensing his confusion continued.
"We hung out while you were at your cheer stuff. So are you coming or not?"
"I- yeah."
They hurried to the outside of town where they were met by a wolf named Wynter. The two seemed close, sharing inside jokes as they made their way to and through the forbidden forest. As they approached you could hear howls and laughter. A large fire raged in the center of several wolves. Zebediah didn't love fire. He wasn't scared like some zombies, but he tended to stay away from it. Zebina, on the other hand, was fascinated; she loved fire. She went immediately toward it, greeting other wolves. She was uncharacteristically social. Zebina didn't have a lot of friends; she and Zebediah had been friends since elementary and had just stayed close. She didn't have time to make friends; she had to study. Yet, she already seemed close to them.
Now alone, Zebediah looked around, spotting a semi-secluded spot away from the fire to sit. He decided he'd wake up a little bit before joining the group. Before he got the chance, a wolf came over to him. He remembered her name was Willa. She was kind of scary, but Zeb smiled at her anyway.
"Diah right?"
"Zebediah, yeah."
Zeb moved over to allow her to sit.
"Bina talks about you a lot."
"Oh God, what does she say?"
"Bucky? That asshole?"
Zeb sighed. "Zebina doesn't understand why I like Bucky so much."
"Neither do I."
Willa raised an eyebrow. She looked bewildered. People usually were. He got side eyes whenever he called to Bucky. Zeb shifted into a more comfortable position. This would be a long conversation; he could tell.
"She doesn't pay attention. Nobody does really. I don't blame them. We're all so caught up in our own lives; we don't take the time to look at what's happening with people. Nobody looks behind the brash exterior. He's either a monster or he's a cheer god."
Willa's face wrinkled into something between anger and confusion.
"He is a monster though."
"No. He's not. He's not a cheer god either. He's just a person. A person with thoughts and feelings. A person who makes choices based on things that have happened to him."
"Don't you ever just feel like all your kindness is wasted?"
"Sometimes, yeah, but everyone deserves kindness."
Willa didn't seem happy with his answer at all.
"But he treats everyone, including you, like crap."
She stood, throwing her arms in the air and pacing.
"Kind of, but also kind of not. It's an act. Next time your around, pay closer attention to his facial expressions, to how he words his sentences. Just look closer, I implore you."
Willa stopped to look at him and chuckled.
"You're so nice. Forgiving. You're just like Wyatt." She shook her head, then looked back up at him. "I don't like Bucky, but your decisions are your own. I think whatever this is will go down in flames. I do wish you the best though, you seem like a good kid."
"I'm older than you." Zeb jested.
"I'm wiser."
"Are you though?"
Two shared a grin before Zeb thanked her.
"I am quite tired and I certainly wasn't expecting this conversation tonight, so I think I'm gonna head out."
"Do you need walked back?"
Zeb shook his head before walking over to Bina, informing her of his departure. She managed a 'later loser' before resuming her conversation. The wind was comfortable compared to the humid heat the season brought. Instead of going home, he decided to head into Seabrook.
Willa wasn't wrong. Before this week, Zeb had only his speculations to go on that Bucky wasn't as bad as he seemed. It was childish of him to hope for something more with him. But he stood by his decision that everyone deserved kindness. Especially the people who didn't get it.
He wandered for a couple minutes before he saw a familiar form. It was Bucky. He looked awful. Something was wrong.
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He supposed adrenaline was the only thing keeping him from passing out. He staggered through the streets. The streetlights blurring together into streaks of light. The houses and trees blurring into paint strokes. He didn't know why he didn't dress his wounds before he left. He needed to get out of the house.
Bucky ran into a solid object. Zebediah.
"We have to stop meeting like this."
Bucky needed to tell him about him helping him.
"I need to talk to you."
Zebediah looked him up and down. There was worry in his eyes, the same kind that Addison gives him.
"You need to get fixed up. Come on, we have stuff at my house."
He started to walk away.
"No, I'm fine I-"
"Bup bup bup. We are going to fix you up and then you can say whatever you needed to say."
Zebediah softly grabbed his fingers, urging him to follow him. He complied.
He didn't know why he was surprised when they walked through the gate. This was where all zombies lived. Zebediah would be no different. He had been here several times before, never really looking at the scenery, just thinking about how to impress his father. It was all trash. All of it. The house they walked in was barely put together. It was such a contrast to what he was used to. Even inside of Zebediah's room it wasn't much better. Everything in it looked as if it had been taken out of the trash. His nose wrinkled when he realized most of it probably was.
He didn't complain that the bed was uncomfortable, although it definitely was. Zebediah stood in between his legs. He had rags, tape, cotton sheets, a bowl, and a bottle of alcohol.
"It's the best I can do. We don't have any antiseptic, so I'm so sorry. This is going to hurt a lot. Tell me if you need me to stop."
Zebediah cradled the back of his head, wiping the blood from his face. He was soft. The rag dusting over his skin. His eyes fluttered closed and he was calm. Nothing could happen to him.
"Grab my arm if you need to."
Bucky didn't need to grab his arm. He wasn't a baby. Then the sting came and Bucky's eyes snapped open. He squeezed Zebediah's forearm. Hard. Zebediah looked into his eyes to make sure he was okay to continue, then covered the cuts that were still bleeding.
"I need you to take your shirt off."
Bucky started to, but he struggled. He couldn't get his arms over his head. Zebediah reached to help him, grabbing the hem of the collar.
"I can do it myself."
He didn't mean to snap. He just- He didn't need anybody's help. Zebediah removed his hands. Bucky messed with it for a couple of minutes before getting it off. Zebediah began to wipe the blood off of his abdomen. He kneeled in front of him, one hand on Bucky's lap. As he assumed, there were bruises everywhere. Little stamps imitating his father's rings. It stung again. Bucky grabbed his arm. He was certain he was hurting him. Still, he didn't complain. He simply circled to his back.
"There's nothing on your legs, is there?"
Bucky shook his head. The air was freezing when Zebediah took his hand away. He handed Bucky his shirt and left to put everything away. He did feel better, not great, obviously, but better. He wasn't covered in blood. That was good.
Bucky's eyes looked to the doorway as Zebediah entered. He sat on his bed and Bucky turned so they were facing the same way.
"Who did this to you?"
Bucky didn't answer. He knew the question would come up. He wanted to answer, but he knew what would happen if his parents ever got wind of it. To be fair he'd be dead meat if his parents knew where he was right now. Before he could decide Zebediah spoke up again.
"Were you in a fight?"
Bucky shook his head.
"Was it- Was it your parents?"
Bucky didn't say anything. He didn't nod or shake his head. He just stared at his toes, hands fiddling in his lap. It was a while before Bucky built up the courage to say anything at all.
"Please, don't tell anyone."
"But we need to help you. I can't just sit and do nothing."
"Just, please."
Zebediah's face worked, but he nodded. Neither of them spoke for some time. Bucky thought about what he said earlier, and the building curiosity forced him to ask.
"Earlier, you said we have to stop meeting like this. What did you mean? How do I know you?"
Zebediah chuckled, although Bucky couldn't think of what could be funny in this situation. Was it obvious? Was he forgetting some huge event?
"A couple years ago I was out past curfew. I heard somebody knock over a trashcan."
Bucky remembered the night he was talking about, not necessarily what he had done wrong, but certainly the punishment. Thinking back on it, Bucky should have known that the boy was a zombie. He hadn't gotten a good look at his face but he had been staring at his hands. Which were gray. And his clothes, no Seabrook citizen would go out dressed like that, even at night. Even then, he still thought about that encounter every now and then. He remembered his voice. It had lowered since then but it still had that same quality. This beautiful melodic tone that sucked you in, made you listen. How in the hell had he not recognized it?
"It's getting kind of late."
Bucky stilled at the thought of going home.
"You could stay if you like."
He let himself sink back into the bed, nodding his head gratefully.
"I don't have extra blankets or anything, but you can take the bed."
Zebediah went to leave the room and Bucky panicked. He couldn't be in here alone.
"Wait," Zebediah turned to look at him. "Could you sit by me?"
His eyes widened. Bucky shied away from his gaze, rubbing his hand on the back of his neck. It was his turn to be surprised when he felt the bed dip. Zebediah sat at the head of the bed, leaning against the wall. Bucky hesitantly moved to sit next to him. They sat silently for a while before Zebediah started talking.
"You know, you're gonna be great someday. Not that you're not great now. You're gonna get out of Seabrook. Find a big house, probably like four bedrooms with a pool in the backyard.  You'll get a membership to the gym down the street."
It was soothing. So soothing that Bucky couldn't help but let his eyes close and his mind shut off.
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Zebediah was in the middle of his story when Bucky fell on his lap. He pet his hair. This is why he did it, why he was so ceaselessly nice. Because you never knew what someone was hiding. Aware that his position was not the best for his back he tried to shift Bucky as best as he could into a lying position. He was going to sleep on the couch, but Bucky grabbed his arm. Zeb could've pulled away if he wanted, but he didn't want to hurt Bucky in any way. He laid on the bed, careful not to bump him. He was hyper-aware of every single move he made. He didn't want to do anything that could further injure him or make him uncomfortable.
Zeb had settled into a half-sleep when he felt an arm wrap around him. He startled awake before remembering Bucky was here. This was a dream come true. Zeb managed to settle back into a comfortable dream state.
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Part Four
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anthonyed · 5 years ago
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winterhawk: witching hour
it was friday. clint was minding his own business - albeit it's past three at fuck-o'clock and he's playing fruit ninja in the vent - he's really just, minding his own business
which was why when the vent started stinking of sulphur, he paused the game (now, it took a lot to have clint pause ANYthing in his life, but right then, he did)
then there was a strange rattling from outside, followed that blood-curdling noise of someone scratching the chalkboard.
there was no chalkboards in the tower - tony's a rich bastard like that, popping blue thingy from out of nowhere, all fancy smancy - so... how?
when the seconds passed without anything else, clint sagged into his lump-potato sack position in the vent and resumed the game. he's wickedly slashing away from all those bomb-bastards when he heard it -
sniffles. soft and muffled.
clint froze
now, you see; clinton francis barton ain't a catholic or particularly invested in supernatural shits. but he'd heard about haunted objects and properties. he'd witnessed magic - fucking avengers and fucking battles. he'd also, once, okay maybe like every day that ends with y, spent inappropriate time lurking in the horror side of youtube... movie sites... articles? annabelle... urm..ed and lorraine warren?
okay fine. he'd heard of supernatural existence and was never going to explicit comment on that ever. like, forEVER.
another sniffle.
clint could swear he smelled more sulphur. he checked the time on his phone - fruit ninja long since lost now that who the fuck even care about that shit anymore - fuck! It was literally demon o'clock
0330
clint's thumbs immediately google up the time and demon:
3:00 AM is the witching hour, when the devil, demons, and ghosts are at it's strongest. Some say if you wake up at this hour, somebody is watching you. Another thing is, there might be footsteps, unusually loud. And theres a legend that if you do something, ex: talking to Siri, playing games, making something, could result in something unusually frightening. - urban dictionary
oh shit! clint panicked
to make matters worse, his brain was replaying that interview he watched on a bunch of priest preparing for exorcism:
"three, three thirty in the morning; considered the hour when the devil mocks the holy trinity"
who the fuck or what the fuck the holy trinity was, that clint didn't know - nor did he cared now that his arm's hair are sticking up and more nail against chalkboard sound like hello?? demon or devil? the fuck with the cliche?? clint wanted to yell, but at the same time he couldn't even flex a toe.
shit shit shit, he panicked, huddled with a phone to protect him against the devil in a fucking vent; shit shit shit
then
tHEN
as soon as he saw the clock change 0331, he was up on his elbows and knees; hah! 0331 was no longer witching hour was it now?
except, he was half body dangling down the vent, about to make a landing when someone shrieked - high pitch, full on gabriella from high school musical - clint landed painfully on his butt
"what the fuck!!?" bucky barnes stood, wrapped fully in a black fleece throw like a reaper of sort
"what the fuck are you doing here!?" clint yelled back because, hello! he was minding his own business remember?
barnes glared. clint deliberately glared right back.
then it clicked. Oh.
all those metallic screech and crying -
"where did you get the sulphur?"
barnes looked at him like he's cuckoo. "what?"
"sulphur, buffon! the shitty smell you get when you fart egg?"
to his credit, barnes actually looked mildly disgusted. clint preened inwardly (it was nice to see some emotions on his ugly face, he supposed)
"stark and pym brought a bunch of eggs to the lab earlier" he grumbled under his breath, still glaring at clint as if he was doom or something
clint shrugged. well that explained it, except - "we're you crying?"
oh wow, now barnes looked like he was legit gonna murder clint.
"okay, cool. TMI, i get it. cool cool"
some stupid cricket screeched in the background. in manhattan. imigrant much, crickey?
clint cleared his throat, feeling shockingly awkward. wow. that was new. no thanks, he won't like to experience that again, to be returned please. and cash back, thank you very much
"can you bake?" he asked barnes. because well, he was hungry and it was early morning now that stupid witching hour had passed
barnes nodded. "cool" clint said. "wanna bake?"
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he didn't bake. mostly, okay, fine. all of it was barnes, but the cake was good. clint ate like 3/4 of it, then shamelessly fell asleep of barnes' arm
it was fine. barnes won't tell. just like clint won't tell about barnes' crying witching hour
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lovemehatemex0 · 4 years ago
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so I drank a half a bottle of pink whitney. what can possibly go wrong?? (thank god macs automatically autocorrect words because it was already used a lot) 🤪
i dont want you getting mad but my goodness i dont get you. You care about me yes & I can see that, i cried when i was driving home after you told me you went on this. but i was also screaming fuck at the top of my lungs because i told you how i really felt. but do you even still like me? or only want me around for sex? & it’s a legitimate question & I told Noel I would be in Monday morning for kiwi so, talk to me before I leave to go to the bank at 8:30 :) i literally pour my heart & thoughts out to you as much as I do so you know how i feel & you never, ever have to question how i feel about you. I question everyday if you like me or not & it fucking sucks man. today outside in the morning when i walked over to you, i wanted to put my head on your shoulder but i know that was a no go so i didnt. I wasn’t even planning on going over & talking to you until I saw you look over at me. Then i was like fuck it here we go. 
but see, then theres moments like today, when i start to overthink. i say find a way, & crickets from you. i’m not asking you to define pi for me, all i want every now & then is a “i still like you.” Even a text or an anonymous message on here that lets me know youre thinking of me. it’s little things like that that make me so incredibly happy. Like you look at me & I melt & smile. sometimes thats all i need. & honestly i love when the connection doesn’t break when we look at each other for a little while.
I get there’s a lot going on. I have a lot going on as well. & i’m telling you now, big changes might be coming. so if you want to tell me anything, now might be the time do so. 
i dont know if youre nervous to tell me things/talk to me because of messages i saved in the past or because of my mouth, but take my phone, ask around. I don’t mention you. I have nothing saved from you. You want my laptop? I’ll bring that in too. 
It’s just hard. It’s so hard having such strong feelings for someone & having to question if they even like you or want you around & want to see you. Like I’ve said I know I’ve done a lot in the past yes & you were probably embarrassed by me. I get it, I’m a lot to handle. But why be around for 3 years after we say we’re done over & over again? You literally told me 3 weeks ago you didn’t have time for me anymore or time to go on here lol. So I can’t help but overthink I’m sorry
 I’m just trying to understand you & what goes on in that brain & heart of yours. 
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dyonoi · 7 years ago
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So can I just assume that you've abandoned that meteorbound continuation?
alright so sorry if i engage in Bitch Mode right here but you caught me in a sour mood and frankly im tired of getting this exact same fucking message in my inbox every month
its really really frustrating and discouraging that the majority of the feedback on this project ive gotten is this same demand or crickets. theres a reason why i went back to the dinosaur that is livejournal to host it on because thats practically the only way for me to actually have a comment section for feedback outside of the youtube play throughs i made, because lets face it, while some people do add feedback in tags most people dont. tumblr isnt designed for comments or conversations in general.
which is fine for art in my experience, but when it comes to fics theres a reason why people link to ao3 instead of just pasting their fics into a tumblr text post. i emailed ao3 staff asking if there was a way for me to do an iframe linked to my own hosting for it but they told me no for safety reasons so that sucks for me I GUESS
and in general as someone who understands how important comments are for fic writers i personally make an effort to leave comments on fics i read and boost them its incredibly frustrating that most of the feedback i get are these messages or people commenting offhand to me on discord or skype or whatever that they played it and leave it at that lol.
im not trying to harsh on anyones mellow because i get it and im not going to pretend its  the only factor contributing to the long hiatus butif you really want to kick my ass into working on it here are far more effective methods you can employ:
1. reblog the posts
2. leave me some feedback either on the post, on lj, or on youtube
im gonna make it clear that im not holding this shit hostage like “i wont post more content unless i reach x amount of comments!” but if you played it, liked it yet did NONE of those things and send paggro anons or gave me a wet noodle of acknowledgement then next time youre fussing over your ao3 stats wondering why you didnt get as many comments on your fics as you wish you would have or only getting the equivalent of “thats cool ok now lets change the subject” outside of that and feeling demotivated then realize: youre contributing to the fucking problem
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