#THERE IS A DEMONSTRATION GOING ACROS MY HOUSE AND IT IS CURRENTLY PLAYING DANGDUT KOPLO

[jesuismager]

blogs

Surprise, surprise, this is not the first blog i've made within my long-standing relationship with the internet. I know, I write so bad and curhat too much I pass as being a first-timer.

the minds we had

I made this blog in fifth grade. My dad, who was a newbie in techno wizz thingy like I was, discovered this form of miracle and told me to make a blog. He'd known my penchant for writing since I was in Kindergarten. I wrote a lot during my elementary years, and everyone thought I was some kind of a prodigy until my dad discovered that I've inherited one of his most valuable traits, procrastination.

I wrote a lot of interesting stuff like movie and book reviews, my thoughts about school and writing and Life. Also recorded some leftovers from my Taylor Swift and Greyson Chance phase. I managed to write on it consistently until... high school, I guess? I got lazy and I've felt like outgrowing that blog, so I left. But I still read it now sometimes, it's nice to know that my thoughts were rather ~mature~ for people my age and stuck to a thing for a few years. 

I've deleted a lot of my posts from fifth grade because I'm ashamed but here is my personal favorite from the okayish posts.

chocococ.multiply.com

Shame they deleted Multiply!!!! I spent most of my fifth-sixth grade here, aside of Facebook. Multiply is actually closer to a social network than a blogging platform, and this is where my online friends phase started. Most of my friends were nice, goody-two-shoes, often religious girls who all have an interest in writing and tinkering their blog into a glitter vomit. I was one of them (I've never been that religious though, even since I'm really young) and I'm hella proud. I made my own blog theme and buttons and everything, I've really considered myself as an HTML expert once. I befriended this girl who likes to write, and I even came to her book release, fun.

we will be remembered

This doesn't particularly counts as a blog actually, but yeah. I made this on middle school where my fellow Potterhead friend introduced me to the miracle of Tumblr. Finding out the fact that it's actually an evil blackhole luring me to pain and sadness, it didn't really bother me. Well, no, actually the only fandom I joined during this period was Harry Potter, Hunger Games and stuff like that, and Taylor Swift. Boy I was a big fan of her. I also made mediocre graphic edits (basically just PSDs and disturbing qualities of gifs) that I'm too lazy to do now. I abandoned it eventually and made a new Tumblr at the start of high school, this time with more fandom and otp and angst, also social justice reblogs.

pandora

This blog was invented during my period of reading Rookie Mag religiously. I added my URL at the bottom of my comment on every posts because duh, and I quickly made some friends. Although I came up with a few deep thoughts upon writing in it, I didn't really like the pressure that came with it. Everyone else's blog were cooler, with their thrifted outfit posts and collections of vintage things, so I'd try to be them. I documented everything I did so it would go up the blog and I'd look cool enough. 

The show-and-tell got tiring, so I quitted and settled for a blogless life, checking only my Tumblr occasionally. I did make a Twitter account to document my fandom-related breakdown and rants about real life. The size and the general lightness of its content made it easier to post, yet it opened my mind to lots of things going on around me. The people are very nice and accepting--actually my friend from this student exchange thing introduced me to the fan community. I gain a lot of interests and different perspective, and it had help me a lot during last year. 

And here is another blog, and I haven't came up with a cool backstory yet, but it's okay I guess.