#THE PATIENT NEEDS 100CCS OF REPRESSION AND INTERNALIZED HOMOPHOBIA STAT!!!!!
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just thought of a world where eddies canon queer arc is just him realizing he’s gay and then finding joy or whatever . and that’s it. started snoring just thinking about it
#THE PATIENT NEEDS 100CCS OF REPRESSION AND INTERNALIZED HOMOPHOBIA STAT!!!!!#like sorry but that sounds so boring and i do think that the main reason that gay eddie is interesting is bc. well he’s not gay in canon .#and TO ME he knows but can’t act on it. and so he tells himself that he doesn’t know but he knows .. you know?#and like the fun for me is reading into subtext (intentional or not) and constructing this little narrative#anything else is honestly kinda boring to me like okayy…… he didn't know he was gay and now he does. and then what?#him and buck get together and have a baby through surrogacy and god i can’t even finish this i just got so bored#sorry if this makes me hashtag problematic but there’s a reason that bucks being queer is just like. oh. nice! to me#and there’s like 100000 things that are more interesting about his character.#whereas eddie being queer literally has me pacing around my room. like it’s just more interesting! sorry#and i do think it's mostly bc it's not canon. and so there's so much room to play. and that repression is a fundamental part of him#like YAY!!!#the fact is that TO ME after the initial rush i do fear that canon buddie would be painfully boring . and that's okay! but that's why#i'm playing in this space...... bc the whole point is that it's different than what would be aired on fucking abc at 8/7c
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