#THE LINE ITSELF SOUNDS LIKE IT BELONGS IN ILLICIT AFFAIRS TOO

[yantao-enthusiast]

i cannot listen to loml without fucking wanting to kms because YOU SAID I’M THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE……….... ABOUT A MILLION TIMES. AND THEY LIE AND THEY LIE AND THEY LIE. A MILLION LITTLE TIMES.

TEARING AT THIS PAMPHLET WITH MY TEETH. GET IT OFF MY DESK

[starliightxo]

✨ Holly Discography & OOC Meanings ✨

Storytelling = songs not written about her life but a story she made up

Red

1. State Of Grace ~ for Haley

2. Red ~ (Storytelling) Comparing love and emotions to colours

3. Treacherous ~ Park

4. I Knew You Were Trouble ~ Park

5. All Too Well ~ Adrian

6. 22 ~ Just a feel good, having fun song

7. I Almost Do ~ Adrian

8. We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together ~ (Storytelling) just a catchy get stuck in your head song, are specifically to be a single to get attention

9. Stay Stay Stay ~ Adrian

10. The Last Time ~ (storytelling) but in a way it's about her parents and begging them to put her first when it comes to them taking Haley. Because they never considered her in all their choices and it broke her.

11. Holy Ground ~ Adrian

12. Sad Beautiful Tragic ~ Adrian

13. The Lucky One ~ Herself discovering that starting to be known and fame isn't exactly what people expect

14. Everything Has Changed ~ (storytelling)

15. Starlight (co-written with Soraya) ~ for Soraya

16. Begin Again ~ meeting Adrian again after the 4 year gap

17. The Moment I Knew ~ a birthday she spent just after she had Haley and longing for Adrian to come back even though she knew her parents wouldn't have even let him through the door even if he had. But it's not nearly as bitter @ him as the song suggests

18. Come Back... Be Here ~ Adrian

19. Girl At Home ~ (storytelling) girls supporting girls

Fifteen (EP)

(the EP based off the songs she wrote in school/post losing adrian)

1. Love Story ~ Adrian

2. Fearless ~ Adrian

3. Fifteen ~ Herself and kind of a message to Haley to put her dreams first

4. You Belong With Me ~ Adrian/Paisley but lowkey any girl taking interest in him. I.e. margo etc.

5. Better Than Revenge ~ Paisley/Margo

6. Last Kiss ~ Adrian

7. Enchanted ~ Adrian when they met again at St Judes. their first official date was at a ball esque thingy

8. Ours ~ about Adrian @ her parents and the disapproval

9. Mine ~ Adrian (Storytelling) what she imagined

Safe And Sound (EP)

(The EP about/for haley)

1. Safe And Sound ~ a lullaby for haley

2. Innocent ~ about herself in a way and trying to forgive herself for hr mistakes when it came to haley and the choices she make but also reminding her that she could stay innocent and young for as long as possible

3. Never Grow Up ~ wishing she doesn't grow up too fast because she very much did and it was terrifying

4. Untouchable ~ How haley's kept away from her

5. Breathe ~ the follow on from untouchable and not being able to breathe without her

Welcome To New York

1. Welcome To New York ~ Her love for the city and dreaming of living there

2. Blank Space ~ (Storytelling)

3. Style ~ Adrian

4. Out Of The Woods ~ the aftermath of (tw) the rape and holly fighting to get out of the dark place and there's obviously hints of Adrian in there being with her through it

5. All You Had To Do Was Stay ~ Soraya & Dallas (storytelling)

6. Shake It Off ~ speaks for itself basically for her fans

7. I Wish You Would ~ Adrian after he disappeared when she first got pregnant and they separated

8. Bad Blood ~ Anyone against her and labelling her as the mean girl. She went very theatrical and played on it. Although everyone thinks it's specifically about Hensley, she was just one name on a long list

9. Wildest Dreams ~ back when she first started at St Judes and met Julian again, his was another sing based on their first date at the ball-esque event

10. How You Get The Girl ~ at Dallas about Soraya

11. This Love ~ Adrian

12. I Know Places ~ wanting to hide from the insider and paps and opinions whether it's with Adrian or on her own.

13. Clean ~ The last song she wrote for the album and it's about (tw) the rape. It was the first thing she ever wrote about it so it's extremely personal

14. Wonderland ~ (storytelling)

15. You Are In Love ~ Adrian

16 . New Romantics ~ St Judes/Monroe life

Reputation

1. Ready For It? ~ preparing for battle in a way. this was one of if not her biggest album and it was all about her fighting back and taking control of her public narrative. She wrote/sang about things you'd never expect and said ings you'd never expect so it's getting ready for that

2. End Game ~ Adrian

3. I Did Something Bad ~ Everyone who did her wrong and called her the mean girl

4. Don't Blame Me ~ Adrian

5. Delicate ~ Adrian

6. Look What You Made Me Do ~ are you ready for it 2.0

7. So It Goes... ~ Adrian

8. Gorgeous ~ Adrian/Haley/Soraya

9. Getaway Car ~ Park

10. King Of My Heart ~ Adrian

11. Dancing With Our Hands Tied ~ Adrian

12. Dress ~ Adrian

13. This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things ~ about the shit she gets for winning awards

14. Call It What You Want ~ Adrian and their relationship but it's aimed at their parents

15. New Years Day ~ painting a nice picture of new years day (because She was (tw) raped on new years eve night just before midnight) and basically how Adrian was there for her the day after and picked her back up

Lover

1. I Forgot That You Existed ~ anyone not on her side and lowkey about the guy who r*ped her. Although that's on her mind a lot, this would have been her when she's enjoying her time with someone and she forgets for one night. Or how she wishes she could forget about him for good.

2. Cruel Summer ~ probably her brief rebound of a relationship with park tbh and she convinced herself it was love to try and make herself feel better about the guilt. But ultimately they both knew it wasn't good or going to work.

3. Lover ~ about Holly and Adrian finally being in complete control of their relationship but still having insecure moments where she worries about losing him, but he's there every time. It speaks for itself mainly tbh.

4. The Man ~ the feminist jumped out LOL she aimed for this one to be relatable in every sense cause she knows it's a very common topic. But some things jump out from her own experiences like: "when everyone believes ya, what's that like?" About the r*ape trial.

5. The Archer ~ I love how holly it is 😩 reflecting on how she handled certain situations like things with hensley (bad blood) and how she's made a lot of mistakes. And being lowkey terrified she'll lose people because of it. I think mainly Adrian and Soraya tbh.

6. I Think He Knows ~ Adrian

7. Miss Americana And The Heartbreak Prince ~ about the negative affects caused by st Jude's and "fame" and having Adrian there through it all. The second first specifically would be about the night of the r*pe and when she told Adrian and he was the one of the only ones who cared what the truth was. Personally I think this is the most holly song on the album! I knew exactly what she'd write it about as soon as I heard it lol

8. Paper Rings ~ Adrian

8. Cornelia Street ~ kinda Begin Again 2.0 for holly and it basically being about that first time she saw Adrian again after they're 4 years apart and the fear she had of losing them/him again. I especially feel the line "It's the kind of heartbreak time could never mend"

9. Death By A Thousand Cuts (storytelling)

10. London Boy ~ her dream has always been to live in New York so she's kinda made herself new York in this album and Adrian's the London boy, even though he isn't English LOL? but their relationship lives in London basically. And she loves NY but she'd go wherever he is instead.

11. Soon You'll Get Better ft The Dixie Chicks ~ Soraya's health problems, how much her wellbeing means to holly and how desperately she needs her to just be okay all the time.

12. False god ~ I picture her breakup with Adrian back when she was pregnant and they were kids. How it all went to shit but that small hope still there "We might just get away with it." She probably would have taken snippets from old journals back from that time for this.

13. You Need To Calm Down ~ It's about ever form of love

14. Afterglow ~ this one hits me so much and cause I'm so invested in holly and adrian, hurts my heart. Basically apologising for hurting him ever, mainly with Park. But lowkey the r*pe thing too. Even tho he'd never be mad or blame her for that, she blamed herself at one point. And She panics regularly that it would ruin them.

15. ME! ~ a confidence boost for herself, her friends and her fans.

16. It's Nice To Have A Friend ~ being in love with your best friend. Also how I picture her and Adrian starting out in school.

17. Daylight ~ about how her and Adrian both had other things while they weren't together, but since they got back together, it was like stepping back into the daylight and nothing can be as perfect as that feeling they have with each other. They never really had it with anyone else.

Folklore

1. The 1 ~ (storytelling)

2. Cardigan ~ recently holly has defo felt kind of forgotten about and falling into the shadows. And as always, Adrian is slowly started to pull her out of her dark place.

3. The Last Great American Dynasty ~ awhile ago Adrian bought them a kind of holiday home and she wrote a story about the previous owner (storytelling)

4. Exile ft Bon Iver ~ the last song she wrote for the album. Her and Adrian recently broke up and have one of if not their biggest arguments and this was about that

5. My Tears Ricochet ~ Her Parents

6. Mirrorball ~ about being what the media want you to be and being perfect and when you fall and break they watch as if it's entertainment

7. Seven ~ (storytelling) a childhood friendship where one is suffering (tw) in am abusive household and the other wants to rescue them. It's also about wanting to stay young as long as possible and when we stopped doing the little things only children get away with

8. August ~ Park

9. This Is Me trying ~ Herself and her struggle to hold it all together. She defo would have had that moment of being on the edge of a cliff and having the moment she decided to back away from it

10. Illicit Affairs ~ Park

11. Invisible String ~ Adrian

12. Mad Woman ~ Herself and women in general

13. Epiphany ~ (storytelling) a couple/people during world war 2

14. Betty ~ (storytelling)

15. Peace ~ for Adrian

16. Hoax ~ (storytelling)

17. The Lakes ~ wanting to run away but of course only with Adrian

Other Songs

Back To December

Sparks Fly

Mean

Long Live

Beautiful Ghosts

Christmas Tree Farm

I Don't Wanna Live Forever

Babe ft Sugarland

Only The Young

[deejucetv-blog]

Kevin Hart: Future of Comedy?

Christopher Estevez                                                      

Kevin Hart: Future of Comedy?

 As for the history of cinema, one of the oldest genre such as comedy all began with films with no sounds and people exaggerating the reactions to make people laugh. As well there are comedy drama that was based on an illicit love affair or any other issues. Also, compared to other genre in comedy it mostly based on individual in stars unlike the other genre such as action and horror.  The era that Kevin Hart belongs to was when stand-up comedian wasn’t well recognized and becoming actors was a Hollywood dream but as we later became aware of the transaction not being a dream but an actual reality. I believe the history of cinema consist of innovative and has its traditional points as in the way the genre comedy is supposed to be done. In the way, that many comedian has to brainstorm many ways to keep the people entertain while they are on stage, but as for the traditional part are the expressions and exaggerations of many comedians to make the audience laugh. As for the innovative side of cinema consist of “With all of us awash in a vast and ever-expanding sea of entertainment options, most available at the click of a button or the swipe of a finger” (LA Times)  ,therefore many comedians have to stay up to date.  

 Kevin Hart a comedian/actor is known for his role in “Paper Soldiers”, his first stand-up called “I’m a Grown Little Man”, “Think Like a Man”, “Ride Along”, “Laugh at My Pain” and “Get Hard”. The breakout moment of Kevin Hart is his first stand-up comedy, which opened more doors towards Kevin Hart future. Allowing him to be part of “Think Like a Man” and other high gross movies. After, Kevin Hart first stand up people began to search him up and even mention him with great comedians. He became the top making (87 million) American comedian/actor finally passing Jerry Seinfeld and Kevin Hart is only 38 years old. Kevin hart embodies about giving back to the community and able to help the younger generations and able to do as much as possible during the time that he is living. It can be either through organizations for scholar or having interactions with his fans. Also, Kevin Hart believes that through his experience, he can teach others how to avoid meaningless situation and the way you should act if you were in one. Kevin Hart represents that with hard work, determination and focus in anything you choose to do in life.

  The importance Kevin Hart upholds in the U.S is that Kevin Hart was the first comedian to sell out an NFL Stadium and even came out with a book that appeared at the top of the New York Times best seller list. Without Kevin Hart, people won’t be as into comedy, since it was a certain moment that many kids weren’t having fun and actually laughing. Kevin Hart recurring line “All right, all right, all right” became a favorite line among the audience this demonstrates the importance of Kevin Hart in the U.S. As for Kevin Hart importance in international culture is known for his stand-up comedies that he has done and the meme’s that the people who has gone to watch his movies or stand-up creates of him or even fans of Kevin Hart. In society, I would say Kevin Hart has become a foundation in stand-up comedy or even comedy itself and people uses the Kevin Hart meme, while texting to their friends.

  Kevin Hart fandom also consist of people using   “The tactics of distinction all revolve around claims to authenticity – of being the true fan.” (P.326, Devereux). In Kevin Hart fandom his “real” fans consist of those who knows the accomplishments of Kevin Hart and is up to date with the movie he is part of. As for a non-authentic fan will only know of his latest movie that has gotten a lot of attention. Another thing that occurs in fandom is that there are fans who  “Never followed his career, and some may never have seen his film”(Duffett), but when a movie or the death of this star happens many people just join in as if they were his “real” fan since the start. The importance of fandom is that it makes the actor/comedian feel appreciative and makes them put a lot more effort into the works they are providing to their audience.

 As for Hollywood star system comment about “Basically, stars are paid too much.” (LA Times), although Kevin Hart gets paid a high amount, in his case the results are sufficient to be part of another movie and the energy that is brought to the scene and towards the movies is worth its pay. Even though, the Hollywood star system won’t be able to hold Kevin Hart, because he build up his fans from his stand-up comedy days and Kevin hart built his own studio production company in which he doesn’t have to rely on Hollywood studio and doesn’t need to be part of any yearly contract.

 The importance that this fandom has in America is it brings comedy into the headlights once again and makes the people of the world enjoy the a gif of a certain moment that was put together by a fan of when Kevin Hart was being himself but its seen as funny by others. Also, the reason it matters is, because many of those fans in the Kevin Hart fandom consist of people relating to what Kevin Hart is saying on his stand-up or his hard work and dedication into a stand-up or movie or Tv show.