#THAT will actually be like 3 years hahahahahha

[piratinh0]

Guys, it’s actually good for the ensekai be a year a part from the jp, for an f2p it’s really good to know the events before hand and have time to prepare, so a tip is go to a prsk wiki, search for all the events and cards you want and make a calendar to know how much time you have to farm between events you want, as for free to play i recommend going for favs charas limited ones and the card you really really like

That’s it, that’s my copium for not having n25 kaito right now hahahahahha

So it’s better to prepare before hand EN kaito stains, white day kaito is very close to n25 kaito, one is limited and the other is a fuking legend, I will definitely pull for him hahahhahahaha

Edit* he is the 3* wtf hahahahahhahaj do not fear anymore choosing between a limited banner or a perma one

[sunshinelittlethings]

March 06, 2023 - Monday

Hi Tumblr!

Owemji, sabi ko sa last blog ko may last blog pa ako para sa February pero hindi na nangyari kasi sobrang busy ko last week! Nakakaloka. Ngayon lang ako nagkatime magblog since medyo maluwag schedule ko and gising pa talaga ako ngayong oras kasi alam kong asynchronous kami bukas sa HIS HAHAHAHAHAHAH. Ang sama ko owemji pero yeah I should treat myself a little sa pagsleep kasi laging kulang ako sa tulog this past few days. I deserved it guys! HAHAHAHAHA

Sooo, ano chika ko bakit ako napadpad ngayon sa tumblr ko? Well, first of all, first blog ko for this month. Unang blog palang pero madami na ako ilalabas na sama ng loob. Grabe sa sama ng loob e HAHAHAHAHAHA. Ayon na nga, last week diba may last days pa ng February, we took our last prelim exam na nakaschedule dapat nung Feb 24 pero namove dahil nagsuspend yung presidente na walang klase raw non. So lahat ng activities namove din, ang galing. :) imbis na wala na kami proproblemahin next week maliban sa para lab exam namin, dumagdag naman yung last two exams namin which is para lec and hismls lec. Nakakastress.

Basically, my scores are not bad nor good kasi naman sumasabit ang mga scores ko ngayon tangina. Like should I breakdown kasi ganon ang mga scores ko? Which I should breakdown talaga kasi nakakafrustrate talaga siya but the thing is, I can't do it since I have so many things and once na nag-breakdown ako literal breakdown sa lahat ng bagay ako and bilang 2nd yr rep ako and part ako ng council, I can't. I am barely breathing and holding to a bar. Literal gusto ko umiyak talaga pero walang lumalabas na luha sa akin, siguro napagod na ako at namanhid na.

As of now, I am fine and kinda stable ang mental health ko kahit madaming gawain sa council, I am currently head committee of two categories sa aming upcoming foundation ng school, actually, isa lang talaga kasama ang friend ko kaso yung isang committee sa category na pageant ay hindi na hahawakan raw ni Kuya. So yeah, we handled it na since friends naman namin ang sumali sa pageant. Madali and mas mabilis ang communication. Sa category na napunta sa amin, nakakaubos ng pasensya yung ibang participants pero keri lang naman, huwag lang sila managad HHAHAHAHA.

Ipapangako ko sa sarili ko na hindi ako mage-entertain ng questions related sa academics and council matters, pati sa class reps ng 2nd year every Sunday kasi Sunday na lang talaga pahinga ko and iaalay ko pa ba yon sa academics and council tasks ko? Naurrrr wayyy, napapagod din kami. Sana maisip din ng mga students na to na student din kami at tao lang kami kailangan ng pahinga.

Good thing, nakagawa ako ng trans last Saturday sa Histology lab namin, so medyo maluwag sched ko ngayon but I need to do trans pa sa ibang subjects. I was supposedly to do it yesterday, but, I prioritize the upcoming foundation which I should not because ilang araw ko na siyang inuuna!!! AHHHH!

Ayon pa pala, gumawa ako ng handmade crochet bracelets sa mga friends ko, I spent almost 3 days making it plus yung letter. Almost 20 crochet bracelets ang ginawa ko and may gagawin pa akong isa kasi nakalimutan ko siya huhu, akala ko kasama na siya don sa mabibigyan ko tapos nung narealize ko wala siya jusq.

Ano pa ba? Well, I am spending my precious time sa mga friends ko, well, iba't ibang squad. I am enjoying this because madami akong nakikilalang mga tao. Nakakatuwa kasi may mga kaibigan ako na iba iba tawag saken HAHAHAHAHA. Ang cute cute lang.

Hmmm....hindi ko na alam chichikahin ko umiikot ang daily basis ko sa aral at council, konti na lang sa pansarili ko HAHAHAHAHHA. And I should really exercise na. Huhu fls motivation saniban mo ko

BTW! Nagtry ako tumambay sa coffee shop to review and it's fucking effective, somehow, kasi nagreview ako last Saturday sa coffee shop sa tapat ng school namin and nakapagfocus naman ako. However, medyo mababa pa rin ang lab exam ko pero babawi sa midterm! I just also saw my grades in IQC and masasabi kong sumabit lang ako don but thanks God pa rin! <3 babawi sa midterm.

Next blog ulit! Mwaaa

Song of the Day: Die For You - Remix by The Weeknd, Ariana Grande

[makeste]

BnHA Chapter 253: That Good Angst

Previously on BnHA: The villain Ending, whose name in retrospect is hella melodramatic for a guy whose power is MAKING ROAD MARKINGS COME TO LIFE, kidnapped Natsuo and then deservedly got his ass kicked by three teenagers. Endeavor won the manga’s coveted Best Hug award, made up by me just now, and then gave one of the best monologues in the whole series, basically owning up to all his crimes and saying he doesn’t want or deserve his son’s forgiveness. And he didn’t get it either, which was excellent. Instead, he announced to his kids that he was building them a new home for them to go live in with their mother and without him. Meanwhile Katsuki was all, “btw I’ve decided on my new hero name,” and the ENTIRE FANDOM was all “!!!!” until he went on to say, “but I ain’t revealing SHIT until I’ve told it to Best Jeanist,” which caused everyone to collectively wince and awkwardly glance at each other wondering who’s going to break it to him. Uh.

Today on BnHA: hAHAHAHAHHA.

Sorry, I forgot to turn my capslock back off. Anyways, so we return to U.A. and everything is all “HAPPY NEW YEAR IIDA!” and “STILL ON ABOUT THAT UNREQUITED LOVE THING, HUH OCHAKO?” and “LOOKS LIKE THAT SCAMPISH IMP BAKUGOU IS AT IT AGAIN!” and all the usual stuff. We then have a complete switch of gears, and I seriously mean like the GEAR SWITCH TO END ALL GEAR SWITCHES, as we cut to Aizawa and Mic driving to Tartarus! Why are they driving to Tartarus you ask? Well it’s because they got a call from Naomasa and he was all “hey, so you know your deceased childhood friend from chapters 59 through 65 of Vigilantes? Well IT TURNS OUT I HAVE A FUNNY STORY ABOUT THAT.” Anyway so the rest of this chapter can basically be summed up as (1) LOL SO KUROGIRI WAS REALLY SHIRAKUMO ALL ALONG, and (2) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

btw the whole reason I spoiled myself in the first place was because my dumbass id was all “WE SHOULD CHECK IF THEY MENTION THE HERO NAME” and I was like “YES” and just immediately lost all self-control. like it wasn’t an accidental click or anything; I was fully aware of what I was doing. lord knows what I would have done if I actually had been spoiled about the hero name lol. that would have been so much worse than the spoiler I actually got, so yeah. just stupid decisions all around. anyways how are you

no BnHA thumbnails on the Mangastream homepage today. must mean Kacchan didn’t make any good faces. ah well

lmao the chapter is literally titled “Shirakumo.” well I guess I wasn’t spoiled much after all. I did catch a half-glimpse (I was trying not to look; like, I had my fingers covering my eyes and was peeking through them. again, I’m not really sure what I was trying to accomplish in the first place honestly) of what seemed to be Aizawa with a shocked expression on his face though, so that’s why I was so convinced Kumo was somehow coming back from the dead or something. WE SHALL SEE

MY FORMULA 1 SON!!

lol I’m having one of those Berenstein moments. like. he didn’t always have those huge exhaust pipes running out from his sides and from either leg, right? those are just for this cover. or else something new and fancy he just added to his suit. right??

anyway so yes, Iida is the color page this week, just as we all expected from a chapter titled “Shirakumo”

“WINTER BREAK WAS OVER IN A FLASH” oh man. ain’t that always the way

wow I’ve really missed U.A. like, we’re cutting to these panels of USJ and the stadium, and it’s so fucking nostalgic geez. we weren’t even gone that long

Deku’s voiceover is talking about how they only have three months left in their “tumultuous” first year. ha. tumultuous. if Deku hadn’t met up with All Might, he could have easily fallen back on a career in PR; he’s got a gift for phrasing things diplomatically

Iida is wishing everyone a happy new year! happy new year Iida!!

he’s announcing that their class will be an action report meeting, which apparently means everyone’s gonna share what they learned over the winter break

but now he’s telling everyone to come down to Field Alpha, which Mangastream annoyingly spelled out with the Greek symbol α, forcing me to look it up because I’m sorry but I don’t speak math. ?? like what is this

now Aizawa’s sliding the door open all CRANKY because he’s MISSING HIS NAP

but Mina is all smooth like,

Mina could also have had a promising future in PR. well it’ll still serve them well in their hero careers too

oh my lord

WHAT is that FACE, Iida. just what. is that an eyebrow waggle. what the fuck. he looks like the next words out of his mouth were going to be “sliding into people’s dms”

jokes’s on you Horikoshi!! you think a panel like this will stop my “stupid sexy Iida” jokes? IT ONLY MAKES ME LOVE HIM MORE

oh? someone on the loudspeaker is calling Aizawa and summoning him to the faculty room. I wonder what this could be about. probably nothing!

now we’re cutting to the changing room and the girls are admiring Ochako’s new costume!

I’ll add an ETA later where I actually analyze the changes in her costume. right now let’s just pretend like I’m aware of what actually changed. I swear I pay attention to things. by the way, why would the suitcase get heavy? her quirk can be applied to anything can’t it?

(ETA: so the costume changes are (1) an upgrade to her gauntlets, and (2) an upgrade to her headset. so anyway that’s pretty cool, even if it was really only brought up in this chapter so that we could get that SWEET YA ROMANCE DRAMA. which I know annoys some people, but at this point I feel like Horikoshi only throws it in because he’s expected to, and the way he does it is so adorably reluctant that I can’t help but enjoy it at this point lol.)

OH MY GOD

OCHAKO YOU KEPT DEKU’S CHRISTMAS PRESENT TO YOU IN YOUR HERO COSTUME FOR GOOD LUCK, OH MY GOD. (1) YOU ARE THE LITERAL CUTEST, (2) IT’S TIMES LIKE THIS I’M GLAD I SHIP BASICALLY EVERYTHING BECAUSE THIS IS A DELIGHT, and (3) MINA’S REACTION TO THIS IS ABOUT TO BE MY FAVORITE THING OF ALL TIME, SO LET’S COUNT DOWN TO IT IN 3... 2...

okay but before we click to the next page, I just need to draw everyone’s attention to the background of that Jirou panel, where I’m pretty sure that is Ochako acquiring Hagakure’s quirk in a moment of transcendent desperation, much like how parents are able to summon incredible strength in times of crisis to lift cars off of their trapped children and shit. we are witnessing the next stage of human evolution over here

-- oh fuck me

hello, Horikoshi? yes, this was supposed to be a cute moment of teens being teens and giggling over high school crushes. did you not get the memo. what are you doing here with this sucker punch of feels right to my fucking kidneys. why would you do that. why does this panel of Ochako make me want to fucking cry, I did not ask for this

(ETA: but like also, you see how he just instantly drops the subject less than a panel later lol. like “THERE’S YOUR ROMANCE PLOT, OKAY?? NOW BACK TO THE REANIMATED BRAINWASHED CHILDHOOD FRIENDS ARC.”)

meanwhile in the boy’s locker room! so apparently word has spread about Deku mastering Bloopwhip!

so Ojiro is evidently fucking ripped under that karate gi. Ojiro, this one corner of a panel with you facing away from the screen is possibly the most interesting thing you’ve ever done. have you considered what a costume change might do for your image. I’m just saying

lmao Deku

I have never in my life found the idea of Villain Deku even remotely convincing until this exact moment. jesus christ. Deku are you sure there isn’t a little piece of AFO horcrux soul in you right at this moment. just wondering. if it was Kaminari doing this, the headline for this chapter would be “KAMINARI 100% CONFIRMED THE TRAITOR” and even I would find myself hard-pressed to argue at this point

anyway, the hero we deserve is stepping in to bring him back to reality sob

(ETA: I’m not even going to check the bnha tag to see if there is discourse about this, because I already know!! because clearly this is a very serious panel which should be taken 100% seriously!! anyway I’m not even going to go here lol.)

it’s okay kids I’m already dialing 911. Kacchan, honey, come here. listen, we need to put you in a time out. I love you but you can’t just go around throwing your spiky headgear at people like a fucking tomahawk, and also what the fuck is that thing even made of jesus christ

sob is Deku actually fucking dead

and so, while the girls were having cute shoujo drama about a romantic All Might plush, over in the boy’s locker room an actual murder was going down

FSDKDJL

I can’t. stop laughing. I

and the way they’re all just staring at him and clearly have no idea what to fucking do at this point. “so should we just... leave it in, then?” lmao Horikoshi what the fuck kind of substance did you ingest before you went and drew this. I need me some of that

(ETA: and now that I’ve mostly stopped laughing, I would also just like to point out that he is essentially saying “I just had to stop thinking so hard about it and just do it”, which I’ve only been saying SINCE FOREVER, DEKU, but sure go ahead and don’t listen to me then!)

ALL MIGHT IS...

WHY, YOU ASK? WHO CARES!!

lol apparently it’s a pun. someone go over there and check to make sure this All Might isn’t actually a bunch of Mirios hidden underneath a trench coat

anyway so they’re completely unimpressed, because they’re all jaded fucking teenagers with no souls, and they’re asking where Aizawa is

is this the part where we slide right back into the angst after our brief humorous interlude with the kiddos. because I am ready. bring it

OOOOH HERE WE GO, LOOK AT THIS TENSION

SO HERE WE HAVE MIC ACTUALLY TELLING AIZAWA TO SHUT THE FUCK UP, AND IT’S CONFIRMED, THE WORLD IS ENDING

and look at Aizawa’s body language. arms crossed, fingers tapping anxiously, gritting his teeth. fucking Mic has to tell him to calm down. jesus christ. anyway so Aizawa angst is apparently MY DRUG you guys, and Horikoshi you can go right ahead and INJECT THAT SHIT STRAIGHT INTO MY VEINS

AHHHHHHH

OHHHHHH THAT’S GOOD. I might need someone to come and slap me in the face in another minute just to make sure I can continue here

-- HOLD UP, WHAT

THAT SOUND YOU HEAR IS THE SOUND OF MY MENTAL BRAKES SCREECHING TO A FUCKING HALT, EVERYONE HOLD THE FUCK UP WHILE I DO A QUICK MENTAL ROLL CALL OF THE VILLAIN CAST AT USJ. FUCK ME, PLEASE TELL ME HE WASN’T THE NOUMU. BUT ASIDE FROM HIM AND TOMURA, AND THE FACELESS NO-NAME VILLAINS, THAT ONLY LEAVES... OKAY MY BRAIN JUST SERIOUSLY FROZE UP WHILE PROCESSING THIS, BECAUSE NO FUCKING WAY

fuck me fuck me FUCK ME

there is no fucking way it can really be Kurogiri, can it?? Kumo didn’t have a portal quirk. but All For One, though?? but no wait because we know he didn’t have that quirk because he had to use the other teleportation one instead. John’s or whoever’s

so then the only other option is the Noumu. could this be the start of the Noumu arc at long last?! oh my godddddd I’m about to get up out of my seat and just jump around for a second to get all my nerves out. ahhhhhhh

Horikoshi knew full well what he was doing titling the chapter “Shirakumo” and then teasing us with this incredibly tense buildup, too. I have actual fucking chills

oh my god IT REALLY IS THE NOUMU ISN’T IT

I HATE AND LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS SIMULTANEOUSLY, IT IS THE WEIRDEST FEELING. IT’S BOTH INVIGORATING AND TERRIFYING HOLY SHIT

I WANTED THIS. I KNEW IT WAS GONNA BE DARK. I WANTED IT SO BAD AND I COULDN’T WAIT FOR IT AND NOW IT’S FINALLY HAPPENING AND WHAT A FUCKING WAY TO KICK IT OFF I JUST!!!

AHHHHH

DON’T MIND ME PLEASE CONTINUE AND IGNORE ALL OF MY SILENT SCREAMING!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AIZAWA IS ABOUT TO LOSE HIS FUCKING MIND. HIS CLOSEST FRIEND WAS DESECRATED AND VIOLATED IN AN UNIMAGINABLE WAY AND TRANSFORMED INTO SOMETHING UNRECOGNIZABLE WITH ALL TRACES OF HUMANITY LOST, AND THIS WHOLE TIME HE THOUGHT HE WAS FUCKING DEAD. THEY DON’T EVEN HAVE A THERAPY FOR THAT, PEOPLE. THAT IS THE KIND OF ANGST THERE’S NO COMING BACK FROM

ANYWAY, SO THERE’S THAT SHOCKED AIZAWA FACE I CAUGHT A GLIMPSE OF YESTERDAY, NOW WITH HORRIFIC CONTEXT, AND IF ANYONE NEEDS ME I’LL JUST BE HERE IN THE CORNER SETTING MY KEYBOARD TO PERMANENT CAPSLOCK, AND UPDATING MY SEXUAL ORIENTATION TO “THE FUCKED-UP AIZAWA ANGST IN THIS CHAPTER” BECAUSE THAT’S APPARENTLY WHAT IT IS AND ALL THIS TIME I NEVER KNEW

OH GODDDDD

BRB UPDATING MY ORIENTATION AGAIN TO “MIC’S COMFORTING HAND ON AIZAWA’S SHOULDER AS AIZAWA STRUGGLES TO HOLD ON TO THE LAST OF HIS COMPOSURE WHILE TRYING AND FAILING TO PROCESS THIS UNFATHOMABLY HEINOUS THING THAT’S ABOUT TO BE REVEALED”

(ETA: and also!! the fact that either Mic’s hand is shaking, or Aizawa is shaking so badly that it’s affecting Mic’s hand on his shoulder too! either way how the hell am I not literally dead after reading this chapter, I don’t even know.)

WAIT WHAT!!!!

THE CORE?! SO WAIT, IS IT KUROGIRI THEN??? OR WHAT?!

(ETA: I know I’m just inserting random commentary all over the place at this point, but like, can we also talk about how Naomasa looks like he hasn’t slept in eleven years?? this is taking such a toll on his soul here and it’s heartbreaking.)

OH MY GOD!!!!!

I WISH I COULD BETTER DESCRIBE THIS FEELING BECAUSE IT’S REALLY SOMETHING!! I’M SO EXCITED AND AT THE SAME TIME FULLY AWARE OF HOW I’M DELIGHTING IN THE PAIN OF THESE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS, SO IT’S LIKE THIS GUILTY SADISTIC GLEE AND AT THE SAME TIME SHOCK AND EXCITEMENT AND DAMN NEAR A KIND OF ELATION AT BEING FULLY TAKEN FOR A RIDE BY THIS EPIC FUCKING TWIST. IT’S GOOD SHIT

SDLKFJASLKDFJ;LKS

(ETA: so if they can trace quirk factors like this, they should be able to do it with the other Noumu they have in captivity, and also with any dead Noumus they’ve collected as well, yes? including the one that Stain killed a few months back? like, don’t mind me, I’m just sitting here trying to calculate the Six Degrees of Bakuangst for this plotline seeing as my brain, as ever, is focused on one thing and one thing only.

and so if they have managed to ID some of the Noumus, would that info maybe be on the Hero Network? meaning Endeavor would have access? would the interns then have access too? or if not, is his password something easily guessable, like Shouto’s birthday or something? will I ever stop running out of hypothetical scenarios along these lines? doesn’t seem likely as of now.)

“SEVERAL DIFFERENT QUIRK FACTORS” HOLY SHIT, AFO. THAT MANIAC. THIS WHOLE TIME MY RESPECTED DOCTOR OF MEDICINE WAS REALLY A HIGH SCHOOL DROPOUT WHO GOT CONKED ON THE HEAD BY SOME FALLING ROCKS ONE DAY. THE GRANDDADDY OF ALL TWISTS!! THIS TWIST WAS CONCEIVED IN THE BOOK OF GENESIS!!

AND BY THE WAY, THANK YOU AGAIN TO THAT ANON, BECAUSE HOLY SHIT THE EMOTIONAL IMPACT IS FUCKING RAW. ONCE I FINALLY COME DOWN FROM THIS BIZARRE HIGH I’M GOING TO CRY FOR AIZAWA BECAUSE HE IS HURTING SO BAD RIGHT NOW AND I CAN’T EVEN, SOMEONE SAVE HIMMMM

WELL FOLKS. THERE IT IS. HORIKOSHI FINALLY HOOKING US UP WITH THAT GOOD ANGST. THE PLOT THAT WAS PROMISED. THE ANGST THAT WAS AVOWED. YOU GUYS I CAN’T BELIEVE AIZAWA SHOUTA WAS SHIGARAKI TOMURA’S FUCKING UNCLE THIS WHOLE FUCKING TIME. HOLY SHIT

AND YOOOO I JUST HAD A BUNCH OF THOUGHTS THAT I CAN BARELY EVEN PROCESS RIGHT NOW BECAUSE THIS REVELATION OPENS UP SO MANY NEW DOORS NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN THOUGH. BUT LIKE, IF AFO AND UJIKO WERE IN THE BUSINESS OF TAKING CHILDREN’S CORPSES AND REVIVING THEM AND INFUSING THEM WITH UPGRADED QUIRKS AND NO MEMORIES OF THEIR PRIOR LIVES, THEN HOLY FUCKING SHIT, WHAT IF A CERTAIN TODOROKI SIBLING REALLY DID FUCKING DIE AND HAS ACTUALLY BEEN A PUPPET OF AFO’S THIS ENTIRE TIME OH MY GOD. THIS CHAPTER IS JUST!!!

(ETA: yeah I actually have a lot of thinking to do about this one, because holy shit. I mean there must be a reason we’re getting this reveal directly on the heels of the Todoangst Arc with all of its talk about Touya and how dead he is, right? god I’m still trying to wrap my head around it all. this stupid manga!!)

AND AIZAWA’S FACE. THE WAY HE’S COVERING HIS MOUTH AS THOUGH TRYING TO KEEP HIMSELF FROM BEING SICK. THE MAN WHO PRIDES HIMSELF ON HIS RATIONALITY IS SO COMPLETELY OVERWHELMED BY EMOTION THAT HE’S STRUGGLING TO KEEP IT TOGETHER. THIS IS THE DEFINING WOUND OF HIS CHILDHOOD, RETURNING ALL OF A SUDDEN TO STAB HIM RIGHT IN THE HEART ALL OVER AGAIN WITH A FRESH NEW KIND OF HORROR. MIC, YOU’D BETTER BE THERE FOR HIM AFTER THIS, BECAUSE HE’S GOING TO FUCKING BREAK DOWN IN THE CAR ON THE RIDE HOME OR SOMETHING PROBABLY, AND HE NEEDS YOU, AND YOU PROBABLY NEED HIM TOO, AND FUCK

I DON’T HAVE SPACE FOR ALL THIS ANGST IN MY HOUSE!!! BUT LIKE HELL AM I GIVING ANY OF IT BACK, IT’S MINE NOW AND I’M KEEPING IT!! I WILL FUCKING RENT OUT A STORAGE LOCKER FOR THE EXCESS!! I WILL HOARD IT ALL LIKE A GREEDY DRAGON IN MY CAVE. THIS ANGST IS MY CHILD NOW. FUCKING SUBSCRIBED, GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE

[recklessrex]

I was tagged by @tantomiles ! (I'm so flattered, I never get tagged in these things, thanks so much!)

rules: tag 10 people you want to know better

1. name: Rex. I do NOT use my birth/legal name publicly online simply for security reasons. Besides I've been thinking of getting it changed, since nearly all my friends know me as Rex and I frankly like this name much better than my irl name anyway

2. gender: Unsure. Biologically female, but questioning whether I identify as male or maybe non-binary.

3. star sign: Sagittarius

4. height: uhhh *checks driver's license* 5'8"

5. sexuality: Ace

6. favorite book: I love books in general. I own a complete Sherlock Holmes anthology collection that is probably my most treasured individual book, and the Protector of the Small series by Tamora Pierce is probably the story I have the most fondness for, plus I love several Shakespeare works with favorites including but not limited to Hamlet, the Tempest, Midsummer Night's Dream, and As You Like It, but if I were to pick a single book… ahhh I can't choose! Let's just call the four books from Protector of the Small a single narrative and call it my favorite

7. current time: 4:31pm

8. average amount of sleep: hahahahahha my circadian rhythm is so effed up 🙃

9. dogs or cats: Both? Both. Both is good.

10. # of blankets i sleep with: Usually 1

11. dream job: Paleontologist, writer, or something in visual arts (not that I have the talent/skill to be a professional artist, but I used to dream of it, and I have an education that could get me a job around it, say museum or something)

12. blog established: August 2015 but I've been absent for a few years and only became active on here again a few months ago

13. favorite animal: Extant: tigers and snakes (especially hognose snakes, such boop-noodles!), Extinct: Tyrannosaurus rex and ankylosaurs

14. # of followers: 32 (The best number. If you know me on Twitter you may know why lol)

15. reason for url: I'm RecklessRex (or reckless_rex or some variation) literally everywhere else online. It originated from a steam gamertag I used, "wReckless" which was inspired because I love Kili from the Hobbit ("my mother says I'm reckless") and because I'm a total wreck lol. Of course I love dinosaurs and somewhere along the way the phrase "I'm the wReckless Rex!" popped into my head, and the rest is history

16. something i’m grateful for: all the wonderful people I've met online, here and other places. Being able to discuss things I love like Cats, JP/JW, GO, video games, herpetology, paleontology, etc, with other people that love it just as much, or getting to share my creative ideas with people who actually want to see them, or to get to see so many thoughts and creative ideas from others, is something I rarely get to do irl. And the people here are all so lovely and wonderful and supportive and I love all of you so much keep doing what you do <3

Oh wow who to tag… I'm not sure who's done it/been tagged already so I hope I don't do any repeats lol. And of course you're free to ignore it if you don't feel like it :) @jellicle-ho @munkmeterbuckety1981 @aziraphalestartanunderwear @sillybubs-main @whitmerule @statisticalcats @junkyard-gifs @slinky-bastard @ask-jellicleleader @pouncifail

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THE SHS SURVIVING GUIDE (lalo na kung HUMSS student ka)

Anes 

             SHS. The 2 years where you feel like you’re stuck between a war where everything is chaos and you don’t know where you are or what you should be doing (wow englisher ka ghorl?? HAHAHAAH). Feeling mo mature ka na and ready para sa lahat pero pag nakaharap na ang mahirap na sitwasyon,error 404 ang readiness mo HAHAHAHAH. O kaya naman feeling mo college ka na tas biglang naalala mo highschool ka pa pala. Kahit anong confusion pa ang nararamadaman mo, i am here to help you out (especially kung incoming gr.11 ka na). Here are some TIPs to survive senior highschool (may bonus para sa mga humss kasi syempre humss ako HAHAHAH)  (makapag bigay ng tips kala mo naman graduate na, patawa ka ghorl HAHAHAHA)

oke simula na ng pagbibigay ng TIPs

TIP # 1 ===> you do note commit absences                                                                 Oo,tama ang nakikita mo. Wag na wag kang aabsent kahit anong mangyare unless kailangan na kailangan. Di nag suspend pero maulan? maging sirena o shokoy ka with matching disney songs. Tinatamad ka pumasok dahil traffic? lumipad ka nalang papuntang school. Di ka ba makapasok dahil naaksidente ka? Syempre umabsent ka na, wag mo na pahirapan sarili mo HAHAHAHA char. pero mahalaga na wag na wag kang aabsent dahil maraming lessons ang ma mi-miss mo.

TIP #2 =======> Always take notes, o kaya pdf kung tamad ka                                  SURPRISE may quiz or recitation kayo. Kakabwiset diba? tas nakalimutan mo mag notes? Alayan natin ng dasal yang grades mo. Madalas mag pa quiz, recitation, at activity mga teacher dito kaya wag na wag kalimutan mag points. +5 para sa mga may pa design pa sa notes HAHAHAHA except sayo carl dahil di ka nagpapahiram ng notes.

TIP #3 ============> Always be complete with your gamit. para sa school                                              man yan or kaartihan                                                               “Ano ba yan may pang lip tint pero walang pang papel” OO TEH, MAY KAARTIHAN WALANG PANG SCHOOL? AYS KA LANG?????  dapat you’re always ready kasi teh, sunod sunod ang gawain. dapat di maubusan ng school supplies HAHAHAHAHA

TIP #4 =======> Always be kind to your classmates. oo, kahit dun sa pinaka                                   kinaiinisan mong tao sa classroom                                                       group work, thesis, find your pair, count off 1- 69 8. yan ang mga maririnig mo pag may pasakit na gustong ipagawa sa inyo teacher nyo mahirap kayong activity sa subject na iyon. syempre kaklase mo makakagrupo mo kaya dapat bati kayo. ANG HIRAP KAYA PAG MAY KAGALIT KA SA GRUPO, HIRAP MAGPIGIL NG GALIT GRRRRR. HAHAHAHAH

TIP #5 =====> LAGI MONG RESPETUHIN TEACHER NYO                                            ITO ANG PINAKAMAHALAGA SA LAHAT. di lang dahil malaki ang possibility na ibagsak nya kayo or parihapan (pero pwede na rin na yun yung rason). Mahalaga na respetuhin mo teacher nyo dahil kung hinde? nako, hirap ng buhay school mo boi. pati lagi kang tumawa pag nag joke mga teacher nyo, baka ibagsak nya kayo sige (char lang maam, wag nyo ko ibagsak pls).

EXTRA TIPS PARA SA MGA HUMSS

una sa lahat, bat ba kase pinili nyo? HAHAHAHAHA char

TIP # 6 ======> have confidence                                                                                  bawal hiya hiya dito teh, kainin kang buhay ng mga gagawin nyo sige HAHAHAHAHAH impromptu speaking, research, role playing, at ang pinakamahirap sa lahat: sayaw para sa grades O.O........ di pa yan lahat ah HAHAHAHAHA kaya bawal hiya hiya dito!

TIP# 7 =======> DAKS DAPAT ANG MEMORY NG CP NYO TAS DAPAT MAY                               LOAD LAGE                                                                                        marami kang pdf na id-download at marami kang apps na kailangan, kaya DAKS NA KUNG DAKS RAWR HAHAHAHAHA. bukod pa dito, kailangan nyo ng data para incase na may research at something na may inclusion ng internet. trust me guys, this helps (pero wag kayo magd-download ng sobra sobra, baka mapuno memory mo sige HAHHAAHHAHA)

TIP# 8 =======> ALWAYS SMILE                                                                                  actually pede tong pang kalahatang advice, pero pake nyo post ko to? HAHAHAHAHAHA pero kailangan mo to. sa sobrang hirap ng shs dapat matuto ka paring ngumiti. Dahil sabi nila nakakabawas ng hirap ang pag ngiti. pati baka mamaya mukha ka nang lutang dyan HAHAHAHAHHA

At ayun na nga po. tapos na ang mga tips ko HAHAHAHAHAH. ngayon, ienjoy mo lang yang shs kasi minsan lang yan and masaya naman talaga. laging tandaan na di naman dapat lahat e idaan sa drama, minsan kailangan mo lang talaga gawin activities at research mo HAHAHAHHAHA bye!!! Elijah Atilon from HUMSS B1 signing of for today, PEACE  #TIPlife

[jjpmoans]

About me tag

I was tagged by @peachyparkjinyoung @goodnightkisseu @riceeater22 @jj-nyoung @prettywordsyouleft @itsallabigmess @ahgase55g7

Thank you lovelies. I just had time to do the tag. Here it is!

Rules are :

1. Tag the person who tagged you

2. Answer the questions

3. Tag 10 people ( I'll be honest, I'm gonna tag probably more than 10 lol)

Let's get it started!

•How tall are you?

Honestly in my group of friends, I am one of the tallest but right now here in Tumblr, I'm one of the shorterr one hahahahaha.

5'1 ft or 158 cm

•What color and style is your hair?

My hair is black in colour and straight cut. Honestly I don't have any other colour or any style bcs I wear hijab. But if you're interested in me wearing hijab, here's a pic of it!

•What color are your eyes?

I honestly don't know hahahahaha i think dark brown.

•Do you wear glasses?

No I don't. But interesting fact about me, I love glasses hahahahahaa. I always love to wear someone else's glasses and it messes with my vision tbh. So now I have astigmatism but not bad. I end up having headaches whenever I faced with some high brightness .

•Do you wear braces?

Again, nope. I'd like to but not now. And I'm happy with my teeth even though my teeth are not that pretty ahhahahahaha

•What’s your fashion sense?

I am hopeless. Idk you tell me hahahahahaha please do

•Full name?

I'm a Malay so i have three names. Nik Nur Syafina. Nik is a family name, Nur means loght and Syafina means pearl. That's all in arabic.

•When were you born?

3rd September (yes I am a day before markiepoo) and I'm the same age as maknae line (EEEAAASYYYYYYY~~)

•Where are you from and where do you live now?

I'm Malaysian. And still live in Malaysia (unfortunately)

•What school do you go to?

An education university. And no ngl I hate this uni so no giving their name. Not proud of it hahahahahah

•What kind of student are you?

I'm that naughty student. I don't pay attention in class, that one who always get called bcs I'm either sleeping or talking hahahahaha sorry teacher. That was me in high school.

Now I'm a good one-- but still distracted in class.

•Do you like school?

I like them as long as the teacher is bearable and it doesn't start in the morning. Hahhahahaha I'm serious, I'm Lee Ahn girl version in term of study habit.

•Favorite subject?

Back in high school, it was english. Now in uni, I guess Statistic. Or Ordinary Differential Equations.

•Favorite TV show?

I actually don't know which is tv show or not. Okay so back then, I love House. That medical drama on AXN. And now I love NCIS. And for korean drama, I'm interested in any comedy and romantic drama as well as-- actually I just watch anything hahahaha.

•Favorite Movie?

Now? The Outlaws hahahahahha I'm not kidding THEY ARE GOLD!! Please. Watch it hahahaha. Oh hm english movie? I guess Harry Potter.

•Favorite books?

I read malay novel so I don't think it fits to be written here. But I read a lot of fanfics hahahahhaa. I have my fav author from asianfanfic which is vanillasushi. And here? Oh god I'd be making two posts if I write them down hahahahhaa.

•Favorite pastime?

Sleeping. Hahahahahaa I'm ready to sleep anywhere and everywhere.

•Do you have any regrets?

I do. First was me being an idiot for liking boys and they insulted me to no end bcs I'm fat and too ugly for their liking.

Second, I regret not fighting for my study. I have two offers for oversea study, one in New Zealand and another in Korea. But I did not go for both bcs of money problem.

•Dream job?

Being EXO or GOT7 manager/staff because that means, I can see their true self. I'll be there when things are hard, even with them to actually go through it. Even if they won't end up with me, at least I've been with them for a short time.

•Would you ever like to be married?

Still yes. Though it's getting even scarier nowadays with a lot of divorce news in my country

•Would you like to have kids?

Fun fact, I love babies. But once they reached 4 or 5 y/o when they get annoying, all i know is to slap them away but I still love them. But please, get those hands away from my face.

•How many?

I'm happy with whatever number I'll get. But maybe 4. Hahahahhaha

•Do you like shopping?

As long as I have money to buy hahahahahaa window shopping is torturous

•What countries have you visited?

I frequent Indonesia, Jakarta, Bandung and Medan. I've been to Mecca. And that's all. So if someone wants to sponsor me, yes I'm on. Hahahahahah

•Scariest nightmare you have ever had?

Scariest? I dreamt of my late grandfather (he passed away early this year). I was there at his last breath and I saw him dying. So in my dream, I saw him struggling and it was so painful and excruciating. I can see myself crying bcs it was too painful to watch.

•Any enemies?

Not that I know.

•Any significant other?

Nope. I'm hopeless with love. And none of the boys feel attracted to me.

•Do you believe in miracles?

Yeap. I do.

•How are you?

I am half fine and half not. I'm having a hectic week and I'm still in it. Tomorrow is a holiday but I have a few things to submit. I just finished proposal defend and I'm exhausted shit.

I'm fine thank you. Hahahahahaha.

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I'm tagging @starhibiki @sevenpeaches @xiaojuxiyou @tuanyiems @ijustwantacue @katdefbeom @lamptastical and all my followers and mutuals who want to do this!

[jimlingss]

i am 100% sure that since i died on all of your hyung line slice of life, i will die once again on your future maknae line slice of life. these are the only deaths that i will embrace wholeheartedly. - anon h.a.n.d.

Same. But I think I’ll be dead by the time I finish maknae line. Legit, I do a lot of writing but like doing slice of life series is the true test of my endurance and strength. Every time I finish a series, I feel the grim reaper upon my shoulders. so honestly the goal of doing a slice of life series for every member is not a legitimate goal I have…more like a loose dream…a “that would be nice” kind of thing LOL at least that’s what I thought after doing Yoongi’s. But at this point I’m more than halfway. I’ve done 4 series. 3 more to go. not that bad….I feel like I can actually do it…..hopefully….

I think Jimin’s AU is quite creative. Taehyung’s, I’m storyboarding right now. Right at this moment. So far I got ideas for 15 chapters. lol I need like 9 more. I think it’ll be a fun series ((planning to write it from April-June so I’ll maybe be able to post in July idfk)) but I’m really feeling the pressure of making it as good as Jungle Park hahahahahha. I honestly don’t know why people love Hoseok’s so much but fine by me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I’ll accept the love wholeheartedly. 

I’ve had Taehyung & Jimin’s slice of life ideas for nearly 2 years now. but I’ve had absolutely ZERO idea for Jungkook’s….until last night…and I’m quite satisfied even if it’ll be slightlllly cliche lol we’ll see though. One step at a time.

[coralstudiies]

clouds for the happy ask list :)

clouds: list your top 5 songs at the moment and how they make you feel

*furiously scrolls through spotify*

ok but in no particular order::

1. 在你耳邊說 by eric chou

i lied about the order i actually love this song the MOST . it's this super cute love song with a super cute tune. i swear whenever i hear the intro i smilllllleeee because it's just fricking adorable?? like if cute love had a sound it's gonna be this song

2. 我不願讓你一個人 by mayday

dunno u know that feeling they say when u love someone so much that it hurts?? this song gives me those vibes altho the title translates to "i won't let you be lonely". Aaaand idk at the same time this song reminds me of good times the problem is im not sure which good time HAHAHAHAHHA just that it's lovely :"))

3. 倒數 by g.e.m

it's super wild , makes me feel like i'm on a road trip tbh theres no other way of saying it

4. 穩穩的幸福 by eason chan

feels a little sad but maybe that's the way i intepret it?? i got to know this song after a lady performed a dance choreographed to it and while it lasted maybe 1-2 minutes i was super touched. seems to me like this could function either as a heartbreak song or wedding song, HAHAHAH

5. Paris by the chainsmokers

ok i get it's from a few years back but it gives me this vibe that i can't shake. like its the kinda song i'll put on when its raining and maybe journal or paint (heh tbt when i had time for any of that :D) it makes me feel like life is gonna be ok. and it IS gonna be ok :")

[mrfctli]

BE # 14 : Tadaima (只今) (05/14/21)

Henlo blog~ I know! I know! Sobrang tagal na nung huli akong nagsulat. Kaloka. College pa pala ako nung huling entry ko tapos ilang years nako nagwowork ngayon. So, i’m back~ <3 I don’t know why I stopped blogging pero major part na din na nawalan ako ng laptop. Thank you bebi sa pagregalo ng laptop, i can go back to my precious hobbies na.

Kung iisa isahin ko lahat ng pinagdaanan ko through the years na hindi ako nakapagsulat baka abutin yung post ko ng mga 10 pages. haha but to sum things up, hey blog -- i’m not the same girl anymore who cannot step out of her dark circle. Although i know that i’m still in progress and there are days na I still go back into that freaking scary circle of bad thoughts, there are days na I manage to smile geniunely na.

I promise na within the next entries, babawi ako bit by bit sa kung ano yung kulang dito sa blog ko pero kahapon sinimulan ko sa pagbabasa kung ano ano pinagsusulat ko before. I find myself WEIRD. Well, weird naman talaga ako dati pa pero nakakatawa lang kung gaano ako ka awkward. Haha. 

Thinking

I’m thinking of the path that I would like to take moving forward. By the way, i’m working as a Senior Technical Associate for a very big company that I cannot disclose here. Lol. But i’m pretty much exhausted. Not because of the support system nor the management. They are actually very supportive even though I don’t know what they see in me. As usual... There are times when I feel like quitting but I have so many responsibilities so i’m stuck. Also, ang hirap lumipat ng work due to the pandemic. Huhu T_T Virus please go awaaaaay~ i’m sorry but I can never love yaaah. 

Listening

Waikiki Brothers - Haha & Skull  -- First heard of this through Audition PH. For YEARS. I thought “waikiki bad days” yung lyrics ng kanta and yet I only learned the truelyrics nung 2021 na. OMG. Almost a decade of wrong lyric singing HAHAHAHAHHA but hey, this reggae kpop song almost tells me that everything is going to be alright. So i’ll continue to pray and believe!

Feeling

Still, S L E E P Y. Some things never change eh? I’m still sleepy. Although the sleep paralysis and scary prediction and dreams are back. I still feel like sleeping a lot. Minsan hindi ko sure kung panda ako or patatas. A little bit of both worlds ata talaga. Also, H U N G R Y. Huhu. Anona diet? Palagi nalang ako nag cacrave ng foods.

Craving

RAMEN. Aka Ramen from Ramen Kuroda plis. Medyo afford ko na yun ngayon. Hahaha. I stopped starving myself to death nung nagwork ako.

Note to self

"Hold on. The storm will disappear someday”

[kgymluvr]

tag game ^_^

THE LAST

drink: water

phone call: @jiminiethemochi

text message: "the other pink was so bright HAHA"

song you listened to: super junior-u ((such a bop))

time you cried: legit 1 hour and 23 minutes ago

HAVE YOU EVER

dated someone twice: no and people already had love lives when i was still in 7th grade

kissed someone and regretted it: nope

been cheated on: first question applies to this

lost someone special: yup and it's on the news in my country

been depressed: yes sir

gotten drunk and thrown up: nah but i get high on apple juice

3 FAVORITE COLORS

pastel green, purple, blue

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

made new friends: yes!!

fallen out of love: uh?? i never fell in love before???srsly, i never had an irl crush unless you count celebrity crushes????????

laughed until you cried: legit a while ago with @ jiminiethemochi

found out someone was talking about you: LEGIT A WHILE AGO HAHAHAHAHA

met someone who changed you: yes, and i regret it so badly my sleep schedule and sanity are no more

found out who your friends are: deep much????

kissed someone on your facebook list: my parents??

GENERAL

how many facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them because i only accept family and friends lol

do you want to change your name: not really because ny name is legit the only one in my school's batch so it's useful ((tbt to that one time someone shouted "gabby!!" and 5 people turned their heads at the same time))

what did you do for your last birthday: went to an italian resto with friends and ended up being stared at when we ordered 10+ orders of spaggetti

what time did you wake up: 2:00pm and proud (((this was the first time i've ever gotten a decent amount of sleep bLESS)))

what were you doing at midnight last night: reading angst lmAO

name something you can’t wait for: 2017 MAMAS AND MY BATCH RETREAT YES

when was the last time you saw your mom: a few minutes ago to eat dinner and spill some tea about drama if ya know what i mean

what are you listening to right now: my sister playing with her toy car

have you ever talked to a person named tom: my teacher????????

something that is getting on your nerves: astro not being nominated for mamas ( -__-)

most visited website: my holy bread and wine, tumblr and quotev

hair color: black but dark-ish brown?????

long or short hair: short

do you have a crush on someone: lmao "dictator guanlin" (-@ jiminethemochi2k17)

what do you like about yourself: my personality (???)

blood type: a+

nickname: castle casserole, shortie, mom, mum, mother dearest, nanay (mom in my language), child, bata (child; kid)

relationship status: single pringle and proud

zodiac: taurus

pronouns: she/her

favorite tv show: WHILE YOU WERE SLEEPING ASDFGHJKL LEE JONGSUK I KENNAT

tattoos: none

Right or left handed: right~

surgery: nadda

sport: volleyball, squatting down my fridge for nutella

vacation: idk i want to visit bosporus (if you know me during history class you'd know)

pair of shoes: my slippers LMAO

MORE GENERAL

eating: tinola (just search lol)

drinking: water

i’m about to: take a bath

waiting for: this drama to stop (((my friend is fighting with another one soooo)))

want: peanut butter tbh

get married: "kung hindi ko kaya ng koreano edi si niall horan nalang" (JUST GOOGLE TRANSLATE THIS FROM FLIPINO THIS IS SO FUNNY ISTG)

career: i want to be a lawyer or doctor ?? ???? ?

WHICH IS BETTER

Hugs or kisses: pringles but definitely hugs

lips or eyes: idk depends??????????

shorter or taller: taller (but then again i'm short af so not too tall HAHAHAHAHHA)

older or younger: i’m not picky but older tbh

nice arms or nice stomach: doesn't matter?

hook up or relationship: a relationship

troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant please i'm like a five year old what is you doin

HAVE YOU EVER

kissed a stranger: nope

drank hard liquor: again, i'm litterally 5

lost glasses/contact lenses: no and i'm not planning to unless idk

turned someone down: who the would ask me out tho

sex on the first date: ...wtf

broken someone’s heart: uh when i dissapoint my parents??

had your heart broken: psh duh

been arrested: nah but if i do it was probably because they couldn't handle my intellactuality and stupidity

cried when someone died: yesyes

fallen for a friend: no i only have female friends (no shade on the lgbt community i sWEAR my friends are homo promise)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

Yourself: WTF NO HAHAHA

love at first sight: ever since kimi no nawa maybe

santa clause: I DON'T CARE HOW OLD I GET YES

kiss on the first date: not really but it's great fanfic material

angels: because of my religion yES (fite me they're actually really interesting)

OTHER

eye color: dark brown

favorite movie: kimi no nawa & into the woods (wowie)

HIHI thanks to @daisydaehwi for tagging me!! you're legit the epitome of pure or are you huhu

this was so long

tagging: @xsowon @inspired-milk @jiminiethemochi (((((but knowing them their lazy asses won't move)))))

[henisadventures]

Psalmodie.

It started back in august, when I randomly came down from my room to show Sophie a song, I believe it was Pieces by Amanda Lindsey Cook. She told me she really liked it, and that if I like these kind of songs, one of here college friends is singing in a choir, in Lausanne. "Wait, I am gonna show you videos, we even have a CD! Do you want to sing in this choir? " —she asked.

At that point, I had no idea of what I am gonna get myself into. I never in a million years thought that this choir is going to give me friends, social life, unforgettable memories but most importantly it is going to evolve my love for the Lord. I said yes. I said why not, as Emily Wilson thought me.

Yeah, so we were watching the videos, and she told me to decide quickly if I would like to join or not because the first repetition is right around the corner. Also, even though I had like 0 language skills in French,I was like why not.

The first repetition day comes, I was SO nervous, you cannot imagine. I changed outfits at least 3 times, I was barely able to eat, but I had to, cause we were to leave after luch to meet Anouk.

Anouk is now my Psalmodie mommy, I love her to pieces. She’s been the helping hand I always needed, the reassurance that it is gonna be okay, and that „no, no problem if you dont know all the songs” that I replayed in my head every single time I had a doubt in the project or in myself.

Yeah, so we are there, going to Lausanne, I am about to meet 60 new people, there goes the social life hiatus, I am about to make friends there! Aha, yes. But it needed a bit more time, that I expected.

I enjoyed every single minute of every repetition. We started with the warmups, and the „I am so happy, Jesus is my salvation!”, was the first one that I understood. The other one, however I still have no idea about, honestly, what is the lyrics of the do, mi, so, do, do, so, mi, do thing?

Moooving on. We started to sing a new song, Christ est tout pour moi. When I tell you, this song is THE song for me. It was the first one, when I actually felt like I am in a movie. It was the best feeling ever, and we were just practicing. I felt like above the clouds closer to God every single time.

Okay, I have a confession, whenever JD or Marc was talking I didn’t understand 90% of them. Even during the concert, exept, when Marc was speaking in English which was the weirdest thing ever cause I got used to not be able to understand him.

Yeah so we were preparing for the CD recording. I had like 3 weeks to learn seven songs in French and luckily none of them was Garde ma bouche. Who am I joking though, I love that song now.

So, the recording days. I kind of knew a few people, but I was just guessing some names or faces. Oh gosh, it was a very hard but very precious two days.

When we were singing Vase d’argile, that feeling is something I will save into a bottle. It was the best thing ever. The whole two days were a blessing even though I was like extra extra sick a day before. It was a wild ride, but every single minute was worth it.

I am gonna be on a CD!!!!! I still get very happy about it whenever it comes to my mind.

Yeah so back to the repetition phase, we were finally singing Christ est tout pour moi again. I was missing it truly :( Then all the other songs I didn’t know about, AND that was the time I realized we are gonna do CHOREOGRAPHIES. Just imagine. I am concentrating on the lyrics, the melody, the correct time to sing, hand gestures (clap or snap) and then my feet. I was like ok ☺ No worries. Hahahhha, I was very worried.

Shout out to everybody who supported me during the preparation of the concert. Honestly, without you guys (and the Creator) , I wouldn't be able to survive.

Yeah, so the concerts were last weekend, a week ago Nathalie came over to help me with the songs, because 3 days before there were 2 songs that I had no idea about. Eh, lol. c’est la vie.

Thank you Nathalie again!!!

So the weekend comes. What a weekend.

I was barely able to eat. Literally I ate like 3 spoons of lunch after I was suffering with Rigo Jancsi in the kitchen for 2 hours. It was worth it though, everybody loved it.

Then Anouk and Samuel came to pick me up and we were on the way for the concert. My hand was shaking so much, I was either near of these three: crying, stroke or passing out. Only one of them happened, and it was not the stroke or the passing out. I was wearing the scarf and honestly I felt like a Bella. A Psalmodie Bella. I literally went to Giulia and shouted to her that ARE WE THE PSALMODIE BELLAS YES OR NO??

So I was trying to ignore the fact that I don’t know all the songs as much as I was able to, and I am not gonna lie, at some point I was able to. Because the atmosphère of the concert was sooooo so so so magical.

Let us see those concert songs, shall we?

✨Car toi seul est Dieu✨ The intro song, so amazing, I loved it very much. Little backstory, I was listening to this song every time I was cooking on Monday nights. I found a version on Spotify, I knew the alto and there was the perfect music for cooking. Alas! What was the thing I absolutely forgot? The 2nd verse. Haha. I knew the song perfectly exept for the second verse. I realized it exactly where you guessed: during the concert.

✨Bien compter nos jours✨ Ehhh. The song, that I had no full picture in my had until the Wednesday before the concert. Long, long song. I was genuinely frustrated but I acted like I knew all the words and the ending is very epic, 10/10.

✨Oui je crois (Le Crédo)✨ Another epic song, the standing up is just soooooooooo cool, I loved it but I absolutely forgot about the hand-moving part at the 2nd verse, lol. I thought I knew this song, but I had to realize that I was wrong…during the concert.

✨Christ est tout pour moi✨ This song could be my anthem for real. This song is a little more special than the others because it was the first song that I rehearsed really and honestly I felt like above the clouds. Still do, whenever I think about it. Tears of joy, feeling the touch of Heaven.

✨Vase d’argile✨ Oh wow, this song is just wow. When we were doing the recordings, I will never forget that 3 seconds of silence after we finished. This song is also everything we evern need to know. I love it so much. Now I see.

✨Jour de jugement✨ The third very very epic song. I didn’t know all the verses, but as before, I acted like I did. Very deep, very well built up. „la malédiction”… was just…wow.

✨Joie promise dès l’origine✨ This contrast was kind of weird for me, we had the 3 songs before, all very deep, all very epic and dramatic, and then, there comes this bundle of joy with 6 different instruments, all happy, after we were singing about Jugement day. We just casuallytold the people that „hey, actually, no worries, because there is somebody who was promised to save us the scary things!!!!”. Honestly I don’t know if it was intentional, but in my opinion it was brilliant like this.

✨Plus grand que tout autre nom✨Oh well, this song was the „I wish I was just over it song” for me because I was so freaking scared of this, honestly. Lyrics, feet, snap, when to stop, when to snap, when to change snap to clap and just in general sing correctly, etc, etc. It was the most stressful song for me but I loved it, it is a very nice song, and the improvisation on the 2nd concert was a very precious moment.

✨Le saint nom de Jésus✨I knew the refrain, that’s all. Very thankful that JD was singing with us because as I learend in my past 12 with the Gyermekkórus in Szeged, if you just look at the mouth of the leader, it is gonna be fine. Köszönöm szépen Nagyi!!!

✨Un Pére pour l’orphelin✨You repair the broken hearts and make dreams reborn. Thank you Nathalie for this because I had an extra smile on while singing this. I didn’t knew I like this song but is just such a nice and fun song, I realized cannot not like it.

✨Jamais loin de moi✨This was a very special song, because this is the eldest kid’s favourite. When we are walking home from school, or even just randomly playing we just randomly start to sing it. He loves it so much and I am so proud of him.

✨Ta bonté✨ This song was stuck in my head whenever I saw the sunrays through the clouds. It is just so beautiful, with all the instruments and just in general the meaning of the song. It is about the endless love of God. My favourite part in the lyrics was the ooooohhhhhhh

✨Garde ma bouche✨ The Goliat to my David. Guys. If I could learn the 75% of this song, than literally anybody on this planet is able to. There is no impossible. I will never forget, when on one of the repetitions, Marc was telling something like „Yes I know it is fast…” and at least 5 people looked at me with either laugh or pity… I was like „hahhahhahah yeah i know hahahahahha”. It was the time of true hopelessness. But. I aint no quitter, so I learned it. Second by second, word by word. And it became one of my favourite songs.

✨Bénis Dieu✨I have really ten thousand reasons to say this. One of them is Psalmodie.

✨Ne crains rien✨The baby-guitar song. That’s how I call the ukulele because it just looks like a ba-by-gu-i-tar. Okay so I didn’t know the lyrics, but luckily there were some oooooooh-s and the other parts – I gave them to the Lord.

✨Abondance de joie✨This song is just again a bundle of joy. And also epic. I loved SO MUCH when during the repetition before the concert we just kept on singing it without Marc. That was very funny.

✨Yahwe✨ I went to the concert of Collectif Cieux Ouvert and I heard it once. That was all I knew about this song, and because has been singing it since ages and everybody knows it by heart, we didnt rehears it so I was like, ok, I am just gonna follow the chef. It was amazing though.

✨Alleluia de Noël✨The last song. And also a very special cause the middle child has been singing it at home for so long. She loves this song so much. So do I. This song is the soul of Christmas. Here is the Saviour, he is born. And the way we were singing when we came down the stairs. I am forever thankful that we have a video of that because that moment is too beautiful to be only saved in our memories. Whenever I watch that video, my heart is filled with joy.

I cannot be thankful enough for this choir and these people who I am lucky enough to call my friends. I learned so much from them in this past few months, it is crazy. I love every single one of them. I didn’t know I needed Psalmodie until I found it.

Here comes the cheesy part:

Shout out to Lea for being my crazy friend, to Giulia for being the nicest Bella ever, to Nathalie for being there when needed, to Aurelie for the helping words and the notes, to Sebastien for not talking to me haha, to Anouk for being my Psalmo mama, to Lauraine for always smiling and talking, to JD & Marc for being awesome awesome leaders, to Theo for the magic tricks, to Marc for the cow-jokes, to Estelle for being the first person I ever talked in Psalmodie, to Vanessa for the unforgettable car-rides and honestly for every single person who is talking to me in English because I know it is hard just look at me struggling with French. This is an unforgettable experience. I love every second of serving the Lord this way.

I could go on for hours but that is all for today, if you read all that, you can come to collect your friendship award, I appreciate it very much, thank you for your time. 💛

Bénis Dieu oh mon âme !!

Á toute,

Heni

[calpicowater]

Day 217/365: August 5th 2017 | Anime Revolution (LONGGGGG POST) 

Today was my first ever anime convention!!!!! Honestly it was such a mess at first because Rachel said to meet up at 9:30am but because she had no sleep the night before, she woke up at 9 and ended up showing up at 12pm............ I WAITED FOR HER FOR 3 HOURS!!!!!!!!!! I was honestly really pissed and tired (I was super sleep deprived..... ran on only 3-4 hours of sleep) and I considered just going home while I was waiting for her. I was really happy when she finally showed up. We got a cup of Shiny Tea and made our way to Waterfront. There was hardly any lineup for tickets because we literally got there at 1 rip. Right after getting tickets, we joined Yvonne and her friend at the maid cafe line up............ Turns out the frigging lineup took 3-4 hours!!!!!!!! AHHHH so during the wait I just helped Rachel glue business cards onto tissue packs, helped Rachel tape string onto double sided tape to make trees, and chat with Rachel, Yvonne, and Yvonne’s two other friends lmao!! At the end of the lineup, I seriously felt so hungry (it was like 4pm lmfksdjhgksa), I felt like I was gonna faint RIP I think I had to eat two Q10 in order to not faint from lack of food because all I ate before maid cafe was a pack of thin ass egg rolls HHHHNNNNG. 

The maid cafe itself was honestly pretty cool. Was it worth the wait?? hm... maybe not?? The interior decorations were honestly so horrible but the maid uniforms were cute. The food was edible fksadkgh nothing special and definitely not worth the price (TY RACHEL FOR TREATING ME TO LUNCH AND SUBSEQUENTLY DINNER AS WELL JUST SO I COULD ENJOY MY FIRST CON T_T). Our maid was really cute and kind to us..... and ridiculously honest and real,,,, telling us to not pay for certain things because they thought it was a rip-off lmao!!!!! I can’t believe these maids don’t get paid AT ALL (THEY DON’T EVEN GET THE FUCKING TIPS) even though they do so much???? Anyway when I was getting ready to leave, another really cute maid with a silver wig came up to me to talk about Conan!!!!! I feel like they were so much more into MK though but still cool~ While I was talking to that maid, April (my elementary school friend from Ontario) called out my name, came up to me, hugged me (?????) and asked me if I still remember her lmao and I was like OFC I DO :P because I hung out with her twice in 2013 plus we are still friends on snapchat HAHAHA. Anyway that was a really cute moment LMAO but I couldn’t stay for that long because my friends were late for their panel. In between the maid cafe and the panel, there was ~5 minutes for me to take outfit photos so I did that!!!! THANKS RACHEL ONCE AGAIN. It was really hectic and there really wasn’t a lot of time before they all had to rush to their panel room. I went there and helped them set up for a bit before taking a seat. Their panel was just a bunch of games and I didn’t feel like participating so I just sat in my seat mindlessly scrolling through my camera photos before someone tapped me on the shoulder and asked me if they could take a photo of me as Conan LOL. And I was like “just me?????” and they were like “YEAH!” HFJSKFJFK I honestly didn’t let them take the photo until ~30 minutes after because I wanted to talk to them about Conan first HAHA anyway that person is the Chris in the photoset above LOL and I basically forced them to hang out with me and my friends for the rest of the day.

After the panel, we went to a pianist concert. During the lineup, someone else asked to take a photo of me as Conan!!!!! Second person of the day LOL. I was really happy hahahahahha I always talk about Conan for a bit with them afterwards because DC fans are honestly quite rare in North America??? Ah but those interactions really made my day. I was really exhausted before and during the concert because I was really sleepy!!! It was 7:30pm at this point and I was dyinggggggg zzzzzzZZZ. But the concert music really made things better!! The pianist was really talented LOL Rachel even made him sign her oral piano (???? deadass forgot the name). After the concert, 2 other people came up to me to take pics of me as Conan and another person was like “WOW CONAN! I’M SO HAPPY!” :’) At this point it was almost 10pm so I just went to eat dinner with Rachel at hapa izakaya~ we ate expensive af sashimi (sashi mori....... $42 for half of a plate of just sashimi derp) and coal harbour rolls. The people beside us were partying hecka loud and the server actually asked us if we wanted to move somewhere else! So considerate ;~; ANYWAY THANK U RACHEL FOR DINNER :’( !! After dinner, we trained back to Brighouse. While we were walking to Waterfront, another person came up to me and asked me if I was cosplaying as Conan LOL and that my cosplay was good!! Anyway, I eventually made it back home by around 11:30pm. It was a decent day in the end. The best part was people recognizing that I was Conan. Hopefully next time I’ll have the chance to check out the vendors. ^0^

CHECK OUR MORE OUTFIT PHOTOS HERE !!!!

[stdankus]

10/07

whoa, I was tagged by @studywithbread at the perfect moment as I seriously need some break from angsty fanfiction (thank you my savior) get some tea if you’re going to read this all, because man, it will take some time

rules: answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

LAST: 1. drink: water 2. phone call: my dad 3. text message: last one I sent was a screenshot that I was tagged in this (lol) and last one I received said: I can’t see it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 4. song you listened to: I’m pretty sure it was accidentally in love from shrek soundtrack (it IS a very good song) 5. time you cried: well, as I said - angsty fanfiction

HAVE YOU: 6. dated someone twice: lol, I’ve never dated anybody 7. kissed someone and regretted it: what is kissing 8. been cheated on: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 9. lost someone special: unfortunately, yep 10. been depressed: I’m pretty sure I have seasonal depression? every year during autumn/winter I’m basically a wreck™ 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: drunk - yes, thrown up - no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14. blue, red and lately yellow

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. made new friends: yES! and I seriously would be dead without them (it was last year, right? or year before? whatever) 16. fallen out of love: does crush count? 17. laughed until you cried: why wouldn’t I do it this year? I do it all the time lol 18. found out someone was talking about you: bruh, I’m so amazing people talk about me all the time 19. met someone who changed you: bet I did 20. found out who your friends are: yup 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: what did I say about kissing

GENERAL: 22. how many of your facebook friends do you know: all of them, I guess? 23. do you have any pets: I have a cat and a dog (I used to have also a hamster but my cat decided to eat it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯) 24. do you want to change your name: I already answered that question - not really 25. what did you do for your last birthday: I invited my closest friends for a little sleepover 26. what time did you wake up: today, surprisingly around 9 am, but don’t be fooled, I sleep crazy hours 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: reading fanfiction, duh 28. name something you can’t wait for: drabbles from @shookspears, going to cinema with friends, 5th season of sherlock (HAHAHAHAHHA) 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: a second ago, she told me that i should see a doctor. sorry mom this fanfiction is jUST 30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: in the past - nothing really - everything that happened made me a person that I am today, and I like that chick. in the present - well, I should get a job probably 31. what are you listening to right now: my jeanmarco playlist I’m sorry 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: I know and talk to two toms actually 33. something that is getting on your nerves: poorly written smutty fanfiction (I can only get through it when it’s well written and has, well, some plot), people telling me that I should care what other people think, being told that I should do something differently by a person who has no idea what I’m doing, raisins in pierogis (who puts that shit in them) 34. most visited websites: ao3, tumblr, youtube

LOST QUESTIONS: 35. mole/s: I have two on my face 36. mark/s: I used to have something shaped like diamond on the small of my back 37. childhood dream: I wanted to be a fashion designer, that’s all I think 38. hair color: chestnut brown, but I used to have red-ish something on my head and subtle ombre (not at the same time) 39. long or short hair: short 40. do you have a crush on someone: uh, martin freeman, benedict cumberbatch, levi ackerman, kageyama tobio? irl I stopped really caring 41. what do you like about yourself: my butt, being able to lose my weight without problems, my strong legs, brows, big lips, being able to change my handwriting as I wish, being good at math, not caring much what people think about me 42. piercings: I don’t have any 43. blood type: I’m pretty sure it’s B 44. nickname: when I was in primary school older guys used to call me “chocolate” because of my slightly darker skintone and being cute (thisissoadorableksks) 45. relationship status: single, and I don’t really want to change it 46. zodiac: sagittarius 47. pronouns: she/her 48. favorite tv show: SHERLOCK, duh, sense8 49. tattoos: I don’t have any but my friend is getting one done soon and shE WON’T TELL ME WHEN 50. right or left hand: right 51. surgery: nope 52. hair dyed in different color: as I said, it was red-ish burgundy something 53. sport: I wish I was good in any, but I like rollerblading, skating and when I’m in the mood - basketball 54. where’s 54 55. vacation: almost every year I’m going with my family see some polish lakes, but I was once in london (blessing) and in milan 56. pair of trainers: I don’t really understand the question but converse and nike roshe??

MORE GENERAL: 57. eating: biscuits called ‘maltanki’ (good shit) 58. drinking: my cat stole my water 59. I’m about to: continue reading fanfiction 60. stop skipping numbers, dear author, it’s cheating 61. waiting for: cinema and gabi to show me her tattoo 62. want: uhm, money? more washi tapes, more mac lipsticks, money, better grades (tho it’s summer, I’m relaxing), to sing well, watermelon 63. get married: don’t think so, I’m pretty sure I’m asexual (maybe demi?) so it should be a similar person so that it could work somehow 64. career: I’m considering few options - graphic designer, something connected to advertising, or criminologist

WHICH IS BETTER: 65. hugs or kisses: I don’t kiss, and I’m not a fan of hugging (only with v close friends/my mom) 66. lips or eyes: my lips, someone’s eyes 67. shorter or taller: honestly it’s hard to find someone shorter than me 68. older or younger: oLDER, like benedict cumberbatch older (jk)(or do I) 69. COME ON IT REALLY IS CHEATING. at this moment is what, 89 questions to answer you lying duck 70. nice arms or nice stomach: nice back 71. sensitive or loud: depends, sensitive I guess 72. hook up or relationship: relationship 73. troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. kissed a stranger: what did I say about kissing 75. drank hard liquor: well, my friends broke me (I’m looking at you) 76. lost glasses/contact lenses: I don’t wear them 77. turned someone down: a lot (sorry guys) 78. sex in the first date: what is sex 79. broken someone’s heart: yuuuuup 80. had your heart broken: I don’t have a heart 81. been arrested: nope 82. cried when someone died: a lot 83. fallen for a friend: duh

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. yourself: as much as I like myself, I don’t always believe in myself 85. miracles: if I pass my oral polish matura it will definitely be a miracle 86. love at first sight: I think so 87. santa claus: hoW CAN YOU NOT BELIEVE IN IT 88. kiss on the first date: not really 89. *coughs* 88 questions

OTHER: 90. current best friend name: patryk, gabi, magda, love you guys 91. eye color: grey-ish 92. favorite movie: kingsman: the secret service

now, tag 20 people (well, I tag as many as I can think about right now, but if you see this post consider yourself tagged) @teddvlcpin @madstudies @sleepisnotmydivision @rawbug @designstudy @successaesthetics @officiallystudying @heyheyheyitsolehickoryhammike (man, someday I’m gonna break my fingers writing your username) @026ml-studies

[ezythere]

tag game ~

 Rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

I was tagged by @honeystem​; thanks for the followback!!

THE LAST

1. drink: soy milk in a juicebox lol 2. phone call: my work lol im so sad 3. text message: my friend 4. song you listened to: spring day - bts 5. time you cried: im pretty sure it was two nights ago when i woke up crying from a sad dream i had which i have now completely forgotten about 6. dated someone twice: hahahahahha yes :( 7. kissed someone and regretted it: yup cries inside 8. been cheated on: noo 9. lost someone special: not yet 10. been depressed: noo, i get sad sometimes but who doesn’t 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

3 FAVORITE COLORS:

(not in any order)

12. periwinkle 13. lavender 14. black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. made new friends: yess 16. fallen out of love: nope (havent fallen in love yet either lol) 17. laughed until you cried: every damn day 18. found out someone was talking about you: yes 19. met someone who changed you: yes 20. found out who your friends are: ?kinda 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: nope GENERAL 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: every one 23. do you have any pets: no, wish i had a dog but my mom hates them :( 24. do you want to change your name: nope 25. what did you do for your last birthday: visited my sister in NJ 26. what time did you wake up: 11am ish 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: writing 28. name something you can’t wait for: university 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: a couple hours ago before i went to my room lol 31. what are you listening to right now: heya - the black skirts, red flavor - red velvet, spring day - bts, as if it’s your last - blackpink 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: i actually do not think so lol 33. something that is getting on your nerves: i have a project im supposed to have done by the end of august and im not even close to done!!!!!! 34. most visited website: probably tumblr 35. hair colour: brown black 36. long or short hair: long 37. do you have a crush on someone: yas 38. what do you like about yourself: im chill asf 40. blood type: i dont know, i think it was ab?? 41. nickname: no nicknames can be made from my name lol 42. relationship status: single and not ready to mingle 43. zodiac: cancer 44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show: let’s just say im still not over shut up flower boy band 46. tattoos: nope 47. right or left handed: right handed 48. surgery: nope 50. sport: badminton (typical asian sport) 51. vacation: would love to go back to china 52. pair of trainers: new balance

MORE GENERAL 53. eating: rice  54. drinking: water 55. I’m about to: sleep 56. waiting for: myself to get tired 57. want: freedom 58. get married: yea 59. career: hs student + part time hostess and tutor

WHICH IS BETTER 60. hugs or kisses: hugs 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: taller 63. older or younger: older 64. nice arms or nice stomach: stomach 65. hook up or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant: love troublemakers, but hesitant is probably better for me in the long run…

HAVE YOU EVER: 67. kissed a stranger: no 68. drank hard liquor: no 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: no 70. turned someone down: no 71. sex on the first date: no 72. broken someone’s heart: no 73. had your heart broken: no 74. been arrested: no 75. cried when someone died: yes, tv shows count right  76. fallen for a friend: hahahahhaahhaajhdjsfkssk yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. yourself: trying 78. miracles: no 79. love at first sight: mmm kinda 80. santa claus: why is this even a question?? of course 81. kiss on the first date: yes 82. angels: no

OTHER: 84. eye colour: dark brown 85. favourite movie: moulin rouge!

I don’t think i can tag anyone since i have like 2 followers lol cries but if anyone wants to do it go ahead!!!!!!!!

[seoftmin]

10 Facts Tag

Tagged by @vernkn, thank you so much Dana!!! <333

I think I’ve done this before, but I’ll try to come up with different but still useless facts (this is hard bc I am so boring lmao but I love exposing myself let’s see how embarrassing I can make this)

I had voice lessons for about a year before I left the Philippines, when I was about 6-7

Oh god I’m remembering too much now;; I had a recital where I had a solo performance as well as a group performance, and I was so nervous for my solo that I FORGOT THE WORDS TO THE ENTIRE FIRST VERSE WHEN I GOT ON STAGE AND I MUMBLED INCOHERENTLY INTO THE MICROPHONE I WANT TO DI E THERE IS VIDEO PROOF OF THIS

anyway let’s move on pls I used to live less than a block away from the local library (one of my favorite places ever) and those years, I really just had absolutely nothing else to do, so all I did was read books and listen to CDs I borrowed, over and over again, and follow along with the lyric books; this is how I know every single word to every single song on several albums including: every single album by The Killers ever, every single Lana del Rey album ever, also Foster the People, The Neighbourhood, and a bunch of others I’ll probably suddenly remember when I hear them

I do the yard work for my house (lawn mowing, weed trimming, etc.) and it’s a lot of work, but I actually like doing it, it’s very oddly satisfying and also tones my arms a lot so :^) (this is also why I have established myself as an honorary Dad)

Writing well has always just come naturally to me; throughout my school years I’ve always been praised that it’s very mature, detailed, and well done for my age, and I’ve always been like ?????? I honestly don’t know how, but it’s probably bc I used to read a lot and have a big internal library of these Big Words to use to be Pretentious

It’s the same for my English and how I only had an accent for a few months, then I was pretty much fluent (probably being really young and picking up on things quickly, plus in school in the Philippines, English was a required subject and guess which smartass was always the top of the class) - apparently I was one of those Smart Kids who had a Bright Future™ (hahahahahha idk what’s happening now haha h a..)

I’ve also been told that I look really young, but sound really mature and I also do not understand that ?? I’m just a meme

I like all food really, except pickles, ketchup, and baked beans BUT much to my chagrin, my parents always made me eat them, so now I don’t mind them much, I just don’t prefer to eat them pls and thx

I can knit and crochet, but can never seem to finish anything I start (in addition to being a Dad I am also a Grandma wow)

R&B/hip hop-ish is probably my ideal type of music, and I love sad, slow songs and anything with a clean-, smooth-sounding beat and good lyrics - HONNE is probably my ideal sound (and listen,,seventeen does so well in these areas too this is an Unbiased Opinion) (music is so Important to me;; pls @ me for songs you think are cool - I also need to broaden my musical horizons)

Tagging: @imperialidiot, @chaleurette, @studylikeavillain, @choking-on-roses, @ettwrite, @morallygreywarden, @seokmins-thighs, @jeanmoneau, @suneokmin, @amigoingbananas - you don’t have to do it of course, and I haven’t talked to you all in a while (some I have never talked to anejhbfjf but I want to get to know you better too!), I hope you’re all doing well!! <3 And everyone else who wants to do it - please tag me so I can see! 

[prongsno]

tagged by the lovelies @hiddenpolkadots and @jiilys @paddfoot i love you guys

rules: complete the survey and say who tagged you in the beginning. when you’re finished, tag people to do this survey. have fun and enjoy!

1: are you named after someone? no, my parents just couldn’t settle on a name so my 2 middle names are what they both liked and they decided on grace together (because they had 3 daughters before me so they were like ‘lol it’s by grace we got a 4th’)

2: when was the last time you cried? hmmmmmmmm i think on christmas eve, we watched the snowdog and i just cried buckets and my brother in law filmed it 

3: do you like your handwriting? lol not really?? it changes all the time

4: what is your favourite lunch meat? guys like i love most kinds of meat give me anything

5: do you have kids? no but i have a dog and a cat and a nephew and niece whom i love dearly and i do want kids one day 

6: if you were another person, would you be friends with you? maybe???? 

7: do you use sarcasm? when appropriate 

8: do you still have your tonsils? yes

9: would you bungee jump? nO

10: what is your favourite kind of cereal? chocolate or sugary or weetabix 

11: do you untie your shoes when you take them off? depends on the shoe- if it’s converse then no because they take forever actually tbh no i never untie them first who even dOES THAT

12: do you think you’re a strong person? hahahahahha no

13: what is your favourite ice cream flavor? c h o c o l a t e 

14: what is the first thing you notice about people? im weird and i stare at people a lot like… i’ll look at their entire face and just swallow in all their features 

16: what is the least favourite physical thing you like about yourself? i really dislike my nose sobs when im at an angle you can see how horrid and like not straight it is?? (i blame my dads side)

17: what color pants and shoes are you wearing now? um im wearing my pyjamas so… white socks and uh pj bottoms that are blue grey and pink

19: what are you listening to right now? the wind

20: if you were a crayon, what color would you be? idk light blue?

21: favourite smell? clean linen mmmmm, strawberries, lime, cinnamon and apple

22: who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? some random caller who said someone in the house had had a car accident within the last 2 years and i was like lol no

23: favourite sport to watch? i dont really watch it but i guess football or when the olympics is on i’d watch whatever

24: hair colour? light brown/dark blonde??

25: eye colour? some sort of grey/blue

26: do you wear contacts? sometimes, i have dailies but i wear glasses most of the time

27: favourite food to eat? steak, lamb and mint, chicken dinner, korean food (samgyeopsal and beef brisket and jiggae ugh i need it), my sister’s chicken biriyani, chocolate milkshakes (yes this counts), burgers, uh sweet potato fries yEEEEEEEEES, corned beef hash (the wet version aka the only way it should be made)

28: scary movies or comedy? i hate scary movies plz COMEDY all the way

29: last movie you watched? i think guardians of the galaxy 

30: what color of shirt are you wearing? blue pj top

31: summer or winter? i hate the cold and love summer 

32: hugs or kisses? bOTH

33: what book are you currently reading? six of crows

34: who do you miss right now? my granddad

35: what is on your mouse pad? im so rubbish the laptop im using isnt even mine

36: what is the last tv program you watched? the shannara chronicles, i watched it all in like 1 sitting it wasn’t too bad

37: what is the best sound? laughter, crackling of the fire, sound of the ocean and bird songs

38: rolling stones or the beatles? beatles i guess

39: what is the furthest you have ever traveled? like the only 2 places i’ve been to are LA and korea (seoul) and they’re both like the same sort of distance just on either sides from england so?

40: do you have a special talent? lol i can kinda smile and speak without moving mouth sorta? i have a talent of saying sorry and deleting my blog after watching skam, being lazy 

41: where were you born? a rlly rough (well idk about now but i guess it is sorta) kinda err city i guess? or is it a town? anyways i didnt live there v long so when people ask where i was born and i say it then they’re like ‘?????????????///rly???’

tagging: @owvlery @gxldentrio @alrightevans @cupcakeblake @bonjourdelacour @prongsmydeer (dont feel obligated though!)