#THANK YOU SM AGAIN MWAH KISSES U ON THE FOREHEAD!!!

[ode2cheol]

CLINGY !

i don’t usually take recs but @multidxni ur shua rec was so cute i NEEDED to write it for my own health,, and thank u sm for liking the way i write for shua MWAH <33 he’s actually so fun to write for

gn!reader, fluff

“you know babe, if you hated me you could’ve just said that” you heard your boyfriend joshua sigh from the couch while you slid your coat off, just returning from work.

you looked over at him, he looked so cozy. he had a day off today so he was most likely just let himself relax on the sofa that had your jaw dropping at the price he was willing to pay for it.

as soon as you processed his words you looked at him confused, he was looking away from you, but you could tell he was pouting.

when you walked over to him you confirmed your thoughts, heart melting at how cute he looked when he pouted.

“joshua, what on earth are you talking about?” you smiled, brushing back some of his hair, but he again quickly moved himself away from you.

“no no no, don’t try and pretend you love me now” he sulked, and it took everything in you to not kiss his pouting lips, “i had to spend my day off without you. and you didn’t even wake me up to kiss you goodbye. and you didn’t even reply to my texts all day”

“like really yn you don’t even love me!” and his words would’ve had you worried if it wasn’t for the way he squeezed your frame in a hug and brought you impossibly closer to him.

you giggled at his dramatic antics, bringing your hand to push his grown locks of hair and placing a soft peck to his forehead, “baby i’m sorry i didn’t reply to you, but i was really busy. and i didn’t wake up because you looked so cute when you were sleeping”

“i don’t believe you” shua whined, voice muffled from burying his face in your neck.

“shua, would i have a picture of you sleeping from this morning if i hated you?” you laughed, bringing your phone up to show him as evidence.

“oh wow you really love me” joshua smiled, mood lifting suspiciously quickly.

“never mind, i don’t love you at all, you were actually so astronomically correct when you said i hated you” you replied, the both of you settling into a more comfortable position cuddling one another on the couch.

“oh my mistake. then i guess if you hate me you must hate kissing me too” he hummed.

“hmm.. well we can always test it out” you pretended to think for a few seconds, face turning to meet his before he met you halfway and brought his lips to yours slowly.

he held your face gently, not letting you move away from him before he eventually pulled away to place kisses all over the rest of your face instead, the both of you giggling in each others arms.

“you’re so clingy shua” you smiled at him teasingly, before your smile dropped completely when he pulled away from you, “what the fuck?”

“no no no if i’m so clingy i’ll give you your space” he mirrored your teasing smile from earlier, “unless of course you want me to continue”

“you know i like it when you’re clingy” you pouted at him, trying to get him to continue his onslaught of kisses from earlier.

“i know you do baby c’mere”

[fr4ncehere]

bf!youngjae headcanons 🙏🏽🙏🏽

pairing: bf!youngjae x fem!reader

genre: headcanon, fluff

a/n: i'm so happy that this is the first request, thank u sm for requesting anonn🥺 i want to remind you this is my first headcanon and my mother tongue isn't english so sorry for any mistakes

i hope u enjoy~!

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first of all, youngjae's love language is acts of service. that's a fact.

youngjae is the mother of tws. so if he is already careful with the members, imagine how he is with his girlfriend!

he takes cares of you like a flower (you're his flower.

he would spend all his money on food for you, after all, he just wants to see you well… and fed.

and why not spend that money on snacks like he already does?

i can perfectly imagine him sending messages to you like:

"babe, i just left the hybe building and i'm at the convenience store now"

"and look what i found"

*pic of a snack*

"What flavor do you want this time?

*pic of holding MANY of the same snacks in DIFFERENT flavors*

y/n: "youngjae my love but yesterday you bought 7 packs of these for me, still have them here at home, you don't need to buy anything for me, angel…"

"ARE YOU GOING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT THE FOOD THAT I'M BUYING TO YOU AGAIN? >:("

he makes a point of talking and acting in front of the other members that you are the only person who he shares his snacks with

and shares it with you in front of jihoon just to tease him LOLLL

you don't even need to ask or request youngjae

"honey, did you see that there are snacks in my bag, right?"

"did you eat anything, babe? what? why didn't you grab the ones in my bag? i told you…" he says this holding your face gently :((

youngjae being youngjae is not a fan of physical touch, but when you least expect it there is a koala stuck to your body

the same goes for his unexpected little kisses on your cheek~

just like your hugs, it has become something normal

when you're studying and out of the blue there are arms around you and a long kiss on your cheek

he says something like "my girl" or "i'm proud of you" and then he leaves like nothing happened

or when you're on your cellphone, or sitting on the couch, or in public… (i'm telling you, he acts like this OUTTA THE BLUE

he also likes to put your foreheads together and look into your eyes or just bring your faces closer with that puppy eyes and smile that only he has and then… mwah!!! a kiss!

you already have such a close relationship with him (and so funny) that you come home telling him EVERYTHING that happened during your day AND IN DETAIL as if he is your gossip friend

when you least expect it, you told him LITERALLY EVERYTHING that happened in your day and you didn't even notice.

all the gossip, all the joys of the day, all the frustrations....

and he listened to everything while sitting still in front of you🥹 (guys this boy simply doesn't exist, seriously.

you know, just this boy's company is the cure for anything...

literally like a puppy, just being around makes you feel good

being around youngjae is like feeling at home

he is your home. he is your daily comfort.

days when you are tired or sad, you don't need to say anything and he is already there, hugging you, whispering words of comfort...

his advice makes seem like your problems and messes are simply nothing

AND YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND HOW, LIKE, HE IS AN ANGEL? EVEN HIS VOICE SOUNDS LIKE ONE SO---

and your personality? oh god...

this boy is so calm, how can he be so patient with you?

and you don't need to say nothing. he knows how you are feeling just looking into your eyes, or just looking at your actions.

and if he needs to sing or whisper a song in your ear to make you feel better, he would make sure to do it with a 5 minute song for you

because you know, he just wants to see you well, his only pleasure is to see you happy.

depending on the situation, he puts post-its on your things with motivational phrases and phrases for you don't forget how much he loves you hdjsbxkbs <//3

you wouldn't understand how silly he gets when he sees you smiling for something he did (he feels so proud of himself

or when you run to him looking for his hug and he plays with it running away from you

at these times, youngjae's stomach only has butterflies and that's it!

when he thinks you feel good about his actions it only makes him even more silly

and then he forgets he was playing with you and hugs you tightly

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[chaotic-iguana]

PLEASE I'm requesting any Pedro boy taking care of sick reader and being all cute I just. I'm so sick rn please I need some new delusionals in my mind

a/n: please gws sending u the best hug and soup ever i hope you feel better (and have a javi to take care of u). did my best considering i havent written in a while, lmk what u think

feeling better

javier peña x reader

warnings: fluff, sickness | 0.36k | masterlist

“cariño?” 

javier’s voice rung out in your shared apartment, a tremor of anxiety creeping into his tone at the sight of the scattered blankets, clothes and tissues gracing your living room floor. he shut the door softly, footsteps silent as he inched closer to the bedroom at the sound of your sniffle. gently pushing the door open, he stuck his head inside and found you curled up on the bed, balled up in what looked like-was it four-multiple blankets, shivering with a near-empty box of tissues on the bedside. 

“oh, honey.” walking up to you, he caught sight of your half-closed swollen eyes, your nose and cheeks tinged red as you sneezed again. bringing a hand to your forehead, he shushed your whine when his fingers pulled away. 

you cracked an eye open, hissing against the sunlight to watch his furrowed brows and eyes wide with worry. making a valiant attempt to say “go away, javi ‘m sick, it might spread,” you groaned and half-babbled incoherently, trying to roll yourself away from him, just getting yourself tangled in the blankets in the process. he huffed at the sight before gently gripping your ankle to get it out of the mess you’d made, planting a kiss on your forehead before bending to pick up the used tissues littering the floor under the opposite wall. 

your eyes have fluttered shut by the time he turns back to you, and the fact that you’d insisted you were alright just this morning paired with the stubborn pout of your lips - even in sleep - makes him smile, before shaking his head and getting to work. time to bust out his mother’s fail-safe chicken soup recipe. 

three days later, when the shine returns to your eyes and your fever finally flushes out, you make a joke about how much of a mother hen he’d become when you were sick - hovering, panicking, setting alarms for your medicine and refusing to leave your bedside at any given time. 

which is why you aren’t too surprised when a week later, javi’s the one in bed.

at least you’re stocked up on medicine. and chicken soup. 

hello loves, thank you for reading mwah. comment your thoughts or find me on ao3.

taglist: @imherefordeanandbones, @theywhowriteandknowthings, @josephquinnswhore, @millerscoffee, @nostalxgic, @sscorpiiio, @pedrosaidsheispunk, @its-nebuleuse, @sofiparallel, @mandoisapunk, @bastardmandennis, @pawnshopb1ues, @amanitacowboy, @party-hearses, @planet-marz1, @chiogarza, @jenispunk,

dividers by @saradika

HUGE THANKS TO @bastardmandennis for looking over this ily sm

[bananielle]

me coming out of my little hiatus just to say that your soft sleepy sex with riwoo was perfect, the way you write is like a warm blanket T-T ♡ i hope you're well ๋ ࣭ ⭑

i’ve missed you seeing you on my dash 🥺 (´ ε ` )♡ i hope you’re doing well and taking care of yourself cutie 💝 thank you for the sweet words i love u what even (◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ) i smiled sm when i read this you have no idea :(

i needed to hear this a lot, thank you again 💘 giving you a million forehead kisses right now!!!!! (っ˘з(˘⌣˘ ) ♡ MWAH MWAH MWAH

[cptnbvcks]

Hi! Hope you are doing well ✨️ i just found your fic the nature of living things, and i wanted to say how amazing it is. Youre a really good writer! Do you still write? I see its not updated for a while. Wish you a good week💕

ah thank you sm for enjoying it!!!

i'd love to get back to writing – this past year or so has been a fuckin' rodeo admittedly and i feel like, just like so many, stuff has been kinda rough and writing has sorta fallen to the wayside a little bit ☹️

personally, i've been dealing with my own lil mental and physical health stuff alongside two job layoffs in less than a year but I'm trying to return back to stuff that made me happy and maybe that might include writing! though i'm not sure if it'll be for the mandalorian fandom or something else (i've been really enjoying the ACOTAR series by sarah j maas hehehe) but hopefully one day i'll exercise my writing chops again!

i did also recently start up an etsy shop for the rug making i took up during quarantine, if anyone wants to check that out! (etsy's running a sale rn so you can save $10 on anything in my shop, and use my lil discount code BESTIES15 and it'll give you an additional 15% off!!!) 🥹

i'll be adding some stickers there next including a few designs i did for ACOTAR (ill have to get them licensed tho!) but anyway ksjldhaf that was a long response but that's what i've been up to while i take a lil break from writing!!! thank you so much for your kind words, truly, you're wonderful and lovely for sharing such a lovely little sentiment mwah kiss on your forehead from me 2 u

[ad0rechuu]

rank your mutuals from 'sweet, classy princess' to 'fucking unhinged (affectionate)' (U CAN IGNORE IF YOUD LIKE CAUSE I THINK YOU'VE ALREADY DONE THIS BEFORE (if you haven't i think im going crazy, i blame it at school)😭)

i haven’t but i think whoever send this should be at fucking unhinged because this is crazy hard !! but here we go:

SWEET CLASSY PRINCESS ⬋

@end0rchans. ━━ ur really funny but ur asks abt melody and luna always warm my heart so!! i can’t thank u enough like ever i’m gonna kiss u on the forehead one of these days cuz u deserve it SO much 😙

@girls4cheol. ━━ the ask when moonbin passed away is always on my mind and i use it as a motivator a lot so the sweetest!! i associate svts super with u btw <3

@rieuvie. ━━ such a cutie and soo talented! every time we interact i just think ur so cool and also i really enjoy seeing ur work on my tl even if not in the fandom ur writing abt

@sunoo-bby. ━━ that’s my lil sis right there!! i appreciate u so much and some of the asks that u send make me wanna scream in a pillow because they are so kind! i just wanna project and babie u ‼️

@coquetteky. ━━ THE barbatos simp, u always manage to brighten my day and in general you have this really bright and positive energy about u! u were my first friend on here and i’m so glad u reached out bubba🤞

@tocupid. ━━ i have to be honest ur entire in this spot because of ur comments on milky way pookie <3 i have never someone have such passion for a fan fiction 😭 ur one of the reasons why mw is so fun for me and i always look forward to mondays and thursdays MWAH!! (fwak yn x taegyu! may yn x luan rise!!)

@ari-shipping-stuff. ━━ it started because i needed a beta reader and now there i can’t imagine not talking to u for more than a day 🫶 ur so intelligent and i’m surprised ur not tired of me yet ily!! thanks for talking shit abt the obey me boys and always enabling me >_^ (i would call u to bail me out of jail)

@leo-seonghwa. ━━ leo ur so lovely, ur asks make my day time and time again but that’s exactly why ur this low the fucking memes never fail to make me laugh dawg 😭😭 (ur the best)

@sweatyjeans. ━━ (i think our pms speak for themselves but that’s our business 😽) ur such a warm and approachable person i think anyone would benefit from having a jeani in their life (not mine tho 👍)

@bluehwale-main. ━━ my wife!!! ur fics are so good that i am the personification of giggle swinging my legs whenever i read them :3 ur always there for me and i luv u sm but then again i can’t think of a conversation that would either get us banned from kpop in general or where we are not with our tongues down each other throat and i love that <3 (i wish we met irl)

FUCKING UNHINGED /pos ⬉

i hope i didn’t offend anyone lol but wherever ur placed on the list know that i love you and that ur insane for even wanting to be moots with me <3 have a nice day!

[thisismeracing]

helloooo!!! first off i love ur work omg ur account is one of the ones that keeps me sane. could u mayhaps do a guanyu one (THERES NOT ENOUGH CONTENT OF HIM ANYWHERE ISTG) with a filipina celeb reader where they're soft launching and everyone loses their minds when the truth comes out

Hi, sweetheart!!! Thank you sm <3 *forehead kiss* I did not get if this was a mood board or a social media au request, but unfortunately, both are closed :(

If this was about a mood board you can send it again once requests are open and I will gladly do it, but if it was social media au I'm so sorry but I do not write for Zhou, only Lewis, Charles, and Mick (my trio hehe). Thank you for the lovely ask anyways *mwah*

[anzynai]

Lovegirl what is going AWN with the marriage vow renewals. because I want to renew my vows too

Let’s all prowl under the eery yet familiar shine of the moonlight, frolicking around mischievously and gracefully in the tall grass as we morph to our natural alpha forms and then howl our vows on top of a hill before going on a romantic massacre through the nearest village 😍😍🥰

kissing you all on the lips and the kids on the forehead MUAH

omg my beloved divine enchantress?!?!?!! what a surprise to see u here…. and yeah, i mean. we have all been married for twenty years..

our passion has not yet died, however, even if the gaps between us widen. so yes, let us renew our vows, my love.

it’s a bit long so ill put in under the cut <3 think of it as for your eyes only (even tho anyone will be able to see but shhhh)

can we honestly e date? you’re so beautiful. You always make me laugh, you always make me smile. You literally make me want to become a better person… I really enjoy every moment we spend together. My time has no value unless its spent with you. I tell everyone of my irls how awesome you are. Thank you for being you. Whenever you need someone to be there for you, know that i’ll always be right there by your side. I love you so much. I don’t think you ever realize how amazing you are sometimes. Life isn’t as fun when you’re not around. You are truly stunning. I want you to be my soulmate. I love the way you smile, your eyes are absolutely gorgeous. If I had a star for everytime you crossed my mind i could make the entire galaxy. Your personality is as pretty as you are and thats saying something. I love you, please date me. I am not even calling it e dating anymore because I know we will meet soon enough heart OK I ADMIT IT I LOVE YOU OK i hecking love you and it breaks my heart when i see you play with someone else or anyone commenting in your profile i just want to be your girlfriend and put a heart in my profile linking to your profile and have a walltext of you commenting cute things i want to play video games talk in discord all night and watch a movie together but you just seem so uninsterested in me it hecking kills me and i cant take it anymore i want to remove you but i care too much about you so please i’m begging you to eaither love me back or remove me and never contact me again it hurts so much to say this because i need you by my side but if you dont love me then i want you to leave because seeing your icon in my friendlist would kill me everyday of my pathetic life.

BUT REAL TALK: i miss u sm and it world be kinda funny and a little embarrassing if it wasnt who i think it is, but no one has ur stupid humor but u LMAO anyways, if u ever decide to come back, ill welcome u with open arms and it not, well, thats fine too. I LOVE U SOOO MUCH, cant wait for the next time u come bless my inbox MWAH MWAH MWAHHHH

[rexscanonwife]

💖💖 double hearts so we get two👀

Oh gosh, you spoil me!! x3 thank you so much!! These are gonna be Rebels Rex themed cause thats what I associate you with the most hehe

💖: in the Rebels era, me and Rex are absolutely disgustingly sappy in public! Well, that's a bit of an exaggeration, but now that we don't have anyone to hide from anymore we're finally free to be open about our love for each other. He was always so reserved and careful during the clone wars, but he's actually very affectionate deep down 🥺 it's partially because we think it's funny that others are grossed out by it, but he will 100% ask for good luck/goodbye kisses before missions or have his hand on my waist or around my shoulders where he wouldn't have DARED do anything like that in front of others before.

💖: Rex is ABSOLUTELY the 'that's my wife!' guy and he's not afraid to show it! He'll show me off or boast about my accomplishments as a General in the rebellion because he's proud of me and he's proud to be my husband!! He also absolutely does NOT tolerate any sort of disrespect aimed at either me or our children and he's quick to correct that sort of behavior. His captain instincts are still deeply ingrained in him after all, he leads with respect but that means putting your foot down from time to time x'3

[luvtalkin]

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[gothamitelove]

**Spoilers for Fox's Gotham just in case**

But I just saw Edwards scene with Kristen telling her about killing her abusive ex I was wondering if u could write something like that but when the reader accepts him as his lil riddler self maybe even thanks him? Ur littraly a star mwah 💕💕

aw anon, thank you sm! let me tell you, ever since i saw that scene i have been DYING for an x reader fic with your exact plotline. we could fix him? no. we could make him worse. we could kickstart his villain arc in a completely different way. let's do it

~

you were sitting among edward's scattered sheets, holding a cup of tea he'd made for you. he was heartbreakingly handsome in this light, with his brown curly hair falling over his forehead and the way he adjusted his glasses as he sat next to you. you let yourself lean against his shoulder, grounded by his stable warmth.

but your mind just had to ruin it for you. instead of focusing on the amazing night you were having, you were trying to keep your panic in check at the thought of your abusive ex. they'd always said that if they found you with someone else, they would kill you. you were terrified of them, not just for your own sake, but for edward's, too. you'd never forgive yourself if he got hurt because of you.

"y/n? what's the matter?" edward's voice broke through your thoughts. he was frowning just a little, sounding concerned.

you stared into your mug of tea. he had to know. "i'm scared," you whispered.

"of what?" edward asked gently.

"of- of my ex," you said. "they used to tell me that if they ever saw me with another man, they would kill me. and i'm terrified of what will happen when they come back."

edward carefully took your cup, placing it on the nightstand. he held both of your hands in his and smiled at you.

"you don't need to worry about that," he said.

"you don't know them," you said, aware that you were starting to sound as panicked as you felt. you squeezed his hands. "they're a monster."

"listen to me," edward squeezed your hands back. "you do not need to worry about them."

you shook your head and laughed, completely without humor. "you're so kind, edward, but you're not a fighter. you couldn't take them on."

"trust me. they've been taken care of."

you looked up, brows furrowed with confusion. "what's that supposed to mean?"

edward looked away, then back at you again. "some time ago, they and i had an altercation." you gasped, gripping his hands tightly. he smiled reassuringly at you. "i asked them to treat you with more respect-"

"oh my god," you whispered.

"and they said they would treat you any way they liked, and they assaulted me."

tears began to blur your vision. not edward. not edward, no.

"so anyhow, long story short," edward said, "i killed them."

you went still. oh, if only. "what?"

"it was outside of your apartment. i stabbed them, and they died."

"that's not funny," you whispered, searching his face for any sign that he was joking.

"i'm not being funny," edward promised. he let go of one of your hands to rummage around in his nightstand drawer, and pulled out your ex's ID. you whispered their name as you read it, near breathless.

"do you believe me now?" you heard edward ask, but you were a million miles away. it was true. edward had done this for you, had guaranteed your safety. you would never have to speak to or even look at your ex ever again.

your tears spilled over and down your cheeks, but you weren't afraid anymore. they were tears of relief.

"y/n?" edward said, sounding alarmed. he reached out and brushed your tears away with his thumb. "y/n, are you-"

"edward," you gasped through your tears, and launched yourself at him. you wrapped your arms around his neck and let yourself go, shaking and falling apart in his lap. he held you close, pressing kisses to the top of your head and wherever else he could reach.

"that is the... sweetest thing anybody's ever done for me," you said, pulling back just enough so you could look him in the eyes. "thank you. i- thank you."

"of course," edward whispered. "i would do anything for you. i love you."

you nodded vehemently. "i love you too. so much."

~

anon im about to cry i loved writing this!! i hope you enjoyed it too! have a good day bestie <3

[rollercoasterwords]

i started reading the hand that feeds last night and i’m already on chapter 38 i love it so so much. dorlene enemies to lovers is now my favourite trope it just makes sm sense.

here are some of my fav parts of the fic bc i need to talk about them

-marlene and dorcas both thinking the other has a master plan to annoy the other one and that’s the only reason why they can’t stop thinking about each other

-the marlene and sirius friendship dynamic owns my heart i love them sm

-lily’s reaction to when marlene asked if she was okay with her being queer and thinking that marlene was asking about her not going to dinner

-literally everyone thinking that marlene and sirius were dating and dorcas and regulus were also dating (including marlene and dorcas they were so clueless). it was a very funny parallel like what is it with assumptions about the black brothers and lesbians being together?? silly heteronormativity these people are all gay! (bar regulus i don’t think anything to do with his sexuality has been mentioned so idk about him)

-james telling sirius that liking blokes doesn’t make you gay

-the irish slang was so accurate too? like as an irish person i read the chapter where marlene is back home and was like wow cool this writer is irish!!! i was so surprised to see you asking about the slang in the end notes

-the conversation (is conversation the right word?? argument might be more accurate??) where they were both like ‘i’m not dating sirius/regulus i’m lesbian did you not realise that’ was so perfect i loved that chapter

-all of the yelling at each other and then making out immediately after moments omg, especially their first kiss

hello it's taken me a bit to respond to this but THANK U this message made my whole entire week i am kissing u over and over again on the forehead mwah mwah mwah 💋

ok let me respond

-marlene and dorcas both thinking the other has a master plan YES that was so fun to write lmao they are both so stubborn they were like "surely the only reason i could possibly be thinking this much about her is if she has some nefarious evil plot to make me obsessed with her. surely there is no other reason!!"

-marlene and sirius friendship dynamic yesssss i love them so so much to me marlene and sirius have a lot of overlap in their personalities that helps them sort of get each other in that specific way where....it's like a person who's not ur best friend but they know secrets about you that no one else knows. perhaps that is just the shared homosexuality tho lol

-lily's reaction STOP that part was so fun to write too haha even if it's not like the most realistic thing in the world i knew that i wanted to make marlene's friends supportive like i just didn't have the energy in me for a drawn out homophobia plot line so marlene being like so anxious about how they'd respond and lily having already moved past it and being like huh??? do i care if you skip dinner?? OH do i care if ur a lesbian lol no it's fine 💖 so special to me

-everyone thinking that sirius + marlene and dorcas + reg were dating ajskdjdkdk that bit was literally so self indulgent and just me having fun i simply love a sprinkle of miscommunication especially when it leads to angry love confessions 😍

-james telling sirius that liking blokes doesn't make you gay YES another one of my favorite scenes lmao there are like...2-3 scenes that i had entirely mapped out in my head before i even started writing the fic and that was one of them i just think it's so fucking funny

-the irish slang literally u have no idea how validating that is to hear i have never set foot in ireland so i was literally just googling like. "irish slang list" and sweating and shaking as i hoped for the best

-the 'i'm a lesbian argument' HELP they were both so impossible i loved that scene the way they were both like "i've been having sex with u for months?? how did u not know i was gay??" "well i've been having sex with YOU for months?? how did u not know I was gay???"

-all of the yelling and then immediately making out yessss hate sex my beloved ❤️ i just cannot get enough of it so i'm glad u enjoyed it too lol

anyway i hope u are continuing to enjoy the story sending u all the love in the world for taking the time to send this long message 💕 💞

[geges]

how r u gonna be indigenous if ur asian ??? asia was never colonized stop appropriating terms that dont belong to u

thank you for the ask! ive been avoiding logging into tumblr for a couple days because i didnt want to deal with the incredible number of racist anons ive gotten, but this one question especially merits answering, so im breaking my “im not answering racist anons” and "log off for a bit when people are racist" rules! this one is gonna be kind of long, so it’s under a cut for the convenience of others. thank you again for your query!

ok uhm. anyways so in onmyoji i’m almost at level 59 which im super happy abt! I just hit 200 days iirc so i think thats p good progress, esp being in a v small guild w just friends. i love this guild sm but holy shit growing an acct in a tiny guild is hard. anyways . look at my sps

my pride and joy in this game is that i’ve managed to get TWO sp ubumes like. im shaking still just thinking about it. i love her so much. bt um. out of all my sps, only 1 ubume, shuten, and ootake are fullskilled it’s so bad. sp yama was my first sp and he still doesn’t have a single daruma in him…… child neglect. BUT !! i just got sp kingyo a couple days ago and im sooooooooooooo happy i love her so much shes the only sp i ever planned on sharding <3 she and kani-hime occupy my brain 24/7 theyre my daughters. my sp ren,,, he just kind of sits there honestly. being gay and whatever. miketsu sits there and activates my lesbianism but also does nothing outside of that. rn my skill plan is 12 to yama, 8 to kingyo, 12 to menreiki, and then start on my poor neglected ssrs, same priority w g6ing (ignoring the fact that i splurge g6d sp kingyo in a moment of weakness. a terrible decision but i stand by it). soul set wise,,,,,, i want to cry when i think abt their souls theyre genuinely so ugly it’s unreal. i have maybe two good souls and they just switch between whatever shiki im using at the time. i need to get off shadow souls so bad bro like literally all i use is shadow. im gonna try branching out to moving some shiki onto fortune cat, seductress, and fenikkusu, but I ,,, Dont Want To. OH ALSO LMAO I FORGOT ….. MENREIKI. so her event is going on rn, her sp JUST got released, and i got her on my 20th pull! I got a great haul this time with only 60 amus, im so happy mwah mwah rng gods kissing my forehead gently. anyways i finnaallly got a good dedicated puller, and she has a second life form!!! which fucks SO hard considering my teams main shiranui and sp ootake solely for their second forms. i love them so much theyre so fun. i cant wait to add sp menreiki into the mix in place of kamaitachi and make the most headache inducing realm raid team

but anyways. look at my ssrs.

here r my beloveds (sans ubume!). shiranui, kinnara, and enmusubi my loves <3 i will lay down my life for them. kinna, shira, orochi, and enmu are all fullskill, and once im done g6ing my sps im upgrading enmusubi and haku! those 5 r the only ones i use,, i definitely need to start using some more ssrs like menreiki, ootake, and higan, but im too poor to build them. ive had menreiki foreeeverr now, im planning on running her w dps sputen just to fuck with people, but shes completely unbuilt it’s so sad. that team is gonna be such a mess im planning on running the dps as menreiki, sputen, and shiranui. maybe kaguya and kamaitachi as supp once i shard kaguya. i will def lose most of the pvp i fight w that lineup but it wld also be so fucking funny to just bring a speeder/supp lineup that looks like a massive headache with looping but just put them on tanky slow dps builds. BUT! In the recent sp menreiki event, i got a bunch of new uncollecteds!!! i finally sharded hakuzosu (pls. pls his new skin is genuinely so…. god he deserves better), but i got ungaikyo from the frog collection scroll and miss suzuka gozen from the event scroll!! im soooo excited abt them, despite them being at the bottom of the ladder in building priority alksjflskjf. i desperately need ungaikyo to carry in a couple secret zones, but ill j have to wait a couple months until the shiki first in line are built. i dont rly have a use for suzuka atm, but i love her so much that i was gonna shard her right after kaguya :) because i have no fucking good orbers help me. but! in the event summons, i got a couple ssrs there too. uncollected was just ssr shuten, but i got dupe ibaraki, yoto-hime, and kinnara, all of which sans miss kinnara promptly got sold off to the shrine to feed hakuzosu. I have no use for double kinnara. I am building her regardless. i am in love with her

anyways im Planning on sharding kaguya and senhime. I just finished sharding haku, so i put feeding my sp yama on halt to get the lil fox boy up and running. I also rly need an orber that isnt oitsuki, so im gonna grab kaguya but im not v excited abt it. I definitely want senhime waaay moret but ,,, sadly orbs come first.

but !!!! that isnt the pride and joy of my acct !! the thing that keeps me going, the reason i wake up in the morning, the only true beauty in this world:

my ubume collection !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

like i said earlier, i already have TWO sp ubumes :) so i only need 3 sr ubumes for my dream team <3. so far i have 2 sr ubumes, i just finished building the 2nd and im ready to start on the 3rd!! i have all of her available skins, im just waiting for smth holy to come down and make NE give us her golden crane skin event again so i can get that.,,, the skin makes me act up so much it’s unreal shes so fucking gorgeous like

uuuwiuifossufoisudfoiasfpodiasoiudf ma’aaaam please ma’am PLEASE,,, i am BEGGING……. . but. anyways . here is the pride and joy of my pride and joy, the shining pinnacle of my ubume collection, the best part of the best thing in my life (ignore the crit oh my god please shes in the middle of being built plesae please its so embarrassing)

ubume wisteria guardian sjade skin!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE HER SJADE!!!!!! i feel delirious it’s so unreal i always thought there was NO fucking way i was ever getting her sjade bc it’s. u know. an sjade. it costs real money and im a f2p player, not to mention incredibly broke to the point that i cldnt be p2p if i wanted. I started playing onmyoji the week before her sjade came out and im not joking bro i spent literal HOURS staring at that thing in the shop just. in so much pain that she wld never come home. however, my friend, the magnificent, wonderful, amazing, godly, kind lao ying bought her for me!!! every single day i wake up and stare at wisteria guardian ubume and light a candle in my heart for lao yings spending habits. but also wish for her eternal health and happiness bc shes genuinely too nice for this earth. like. I know i go on “waaah i love my frieenddsss” rants a lot but also WAAAHHHHH I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH….. ok ok. if i think abt those freaks(honourary) for too long i’ll start crying so um. the point was. actually i dont rmbr anymore. ubume hot <3 anyways thanks for sending the dumbest fucking question imaginable, i enjoyed infodumping abt onmyoji. please use google instead of harassing random poc, menin akmak, chong rakhmat 🙏🙏🙏

[thesewordsareallihavetogive]

i just finished in from the cold and holy shit!!!! do you think we're gonna get a s2? if so, what would you like to see happen in it?

AHH YAY I'M SO GLAD

holy shit is EXACTLY the reaction i had to the ending. i was gobsmacked. stunned. my wig was snatched.

i really hope there's a season 2!! In From the Cold charted super well world-wide when it came out & it was left off in a place that very much set it up for a second season (as u know asdjlfkaksd xox)

**SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT**

this question!!! forehead kisses to u mwah thank u sm <3

i watched this show several months ago so forgive me if i forget things or fudge some of the details 🤡

i would love to see more jenny x chauncey! it was such a weird dynamic but i ended up kind of loving it?? i'm a total sucker for the badass x badass relationship dynamic (regardless of gender pairing). i love that jenny didn't really need saving, you know? like she was strong and independent on her own. she gave chauncey a run for his money (as she fucking should) and she 👏carried👏her👏weight👏 and then some.

as much as i love jenny and chauncey, chris (the fine IT dude) might be my favorite character. oops. (but let's be real, i can never pick a favorite, so it's constantly alternating between those three.) i love him so much! he has a better moral compass than anyone and offers a bit of comedic relief. i know he was roped into the whole charade (not as bad as jenny was, but STILL), but he was able to keep everyone grounded. well, as grounded as they could be when there was crazy ass biohacking tech and rampant Crime with a capital C.

okay--and for the BIG big thing. the ending? left me shaking in my boots. idk how the show might pick up from there, but i think maybe jenny will be like... triple-crossing? i might be doing the math wrong or getting confused but BASICALLY, here's my thought process:

jenny was originally a spy for the Russians. then she went rogue/into hiding/yada yada, good for miss girl boss

chauncey fucks up her decades-long cover and has her join the CIA for his mission (that's not even the CIA anyways bc he was #fired whomp whomp whomp)

the mission is over woohoo they go back to america, super cute & fluffy kiss scene between jenny and chauncey, i was giggling and kicking my feet ngl. THEN the whole shed thing where she digs up the radio/phone thing and speaks IN RUSSIAN to someone about everything working etc etc

SO HERE'S WHERE MY THEORY STARTS

i think she's double crossing the Russians again. i don't think she taking allegiance with the CIA (at least not genuinely). she has her own motives and interests. i think she wants to burn the Russian spy agency she was involved with to the fucking ground. i think she's vengeful and looking for a fight. they dragged her daughter into everything?? whoahohoho angry mama bear is Coming Out To Fight

this is a very rough half-baked theory!! but it makes sense in my head and i can sleep at night with it :)

please please PLEASE share your thoughts and theories with me!! i live for this stuff omg

also!! anon!! if you liked in from the cold so much i think you might like Warrior Nun! it was the show i watched immediately after iftc & i LOVED IT

[sunshineysprinkles]

We love you, keep taking care of yourself. That’s all we ask

i have no idea when this ask came through bc i never saw a notif but <33 thank you sm, this was rlly nice to read tonight especially. you are a real sweetheart and i hope that you know it. straightening my slinky posture and taking a swig of water for u rn, anon xx

i love you back and hope that you've been giving yourself plenty of kindness and patience like you deserve. mwah (forehead kiss if consented)

thank u again wow 🤧🧡

[tydur]

UM SJXJBDJDHDH IM JUST-

wooh chile lemme take a breather💆🏼‍♀️💆🏼‍♀️

ok uM WOW THANK U SO MUCH LIKE HONESTLY I LITERALLY COULDNT DO THIS WITHOUT U AND THANK U SM FOR ENJOYING MY SHITTY WRITING UH YEAH LITERALLY LEMME TAKE UR HAND IN MARRIAGE COME HERE LEMME GIVE I FOREHEAD KISSIES💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

ok seriously tho i love u all sm, i never thought i’d be here 🥺🥺 (lemme know what i should do for 1.5k !!)

lemme tag a few moots who have been here w me throughout my journey 💞💞

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@yungbludz - my very first moot who i adore SM and i absolutely love her writing, even tho i bully u 💞

@bellaguarneri - you are a star😌 u are so fun to be around and always make the gc fun. ilysm💞

@jjouterbanks - i love u a lot and thank u for talking about anime boys w me MWAH💞

@fern-writes-ig - we don’t talk anymore but ur writing is CHEFS KISS and uh yeah ur just an amazing brit xx💞😌

@uwubonebabie - we may have gotten off on the wrong foot but you are so sweet and absolutely adorable 🥺🥺 ur jj smut is for the fine arts and ily lots 💞

@spilledtee - our v first convo was about 5sos and i love that for us 😩 ur rlly sweet and ur writing is amazing 🥺💞

@kiddiegore - myles myles myles U are a peice of work but ily lots and ur writing is so frickin good 🥺💞💞

@lydzisanerd - u are the absolute best to talk to and thank u for helping me find fics 😭 and just being a vv good person and rlly sweet 🥺💞

@super-noya - our first interaction was when u talked to me and helped me through a tough time. thank u for that and i love u and ur super sweet.🥺💞

and finally @starlightstarkey - bruh we talked for the longest time and ur like one of my best moots 🥺🥺 we don’t talk anymore 😡 but i still love u lots and will not hesitate to send u edits of oikawa to get u to speak to me again🥺 ILY BABIE💞

(i did this on the toilet btw)

YEAH THANKS TO MY MOOTS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME AND UH YEAH ILY ALL LEMME KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR 1.5k YEAH OK KITHES💞💞