#THANK YOU MISHA!!! S2

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I LOVE HIM!!!!! I LOVE HIM!!!! S2 Thank YOU MISHA!!!!! I NEVER get TIRED of thanking him and bringing this up!!! I AM so sooo GRATEFUL for all that he does!!! The FACT that he is SOOO OPEN and so NORMAL and so HAPPY and SOOO PROUD of talking about Destiel, Queer!Cas and Cas!!!! The fact that he MAKES his panel and any interactions with him a SAFE SPACE for the FANS and he LISTEN to US, he SEES US, he CARES about US and is PROUD OF US!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE I LOVE THIS MAN SO SOOO MUCH!!!!! :D I am SOO SOO GRATEFUL that he KEEPS the Destiel flame alive too! He ALWAYS is OH SOOOO HAPPY and PROUD to bring it up!!!!! S2 Especially given how it STILL feels SOOO F* TABOO to even just F* MENTION Destiel in those environments... He ALWAYS makes sure to let us KNOW that we should INDEED BE PROUD of OURSELF and of shipping DESTIEL and of ALL OF OUR ARTS and DEDICATION and LOVE for the show and the characters and relationships!!!! Thank YOU, Misha!!!! Thank YOU SO SOOO MUCH for being YOU, Misha!!!! Thank YOU SO SOOOO MUCH for creating this SAFE SPACE for all of us fans that are still treated as if we don't matter or that we are not important or as if there is no space for us and for the things that we love, within some of these cons and panels... :( Thank YOU SO SOOO MUCH for sharing this with us!!! You are AMAZING!!! :) <3

i’m gay for.

[sheisjoeschateau]

misha's masterlists

Hi, I'm Misha. Thank you for diving into my stories and supporting my writing :)

My fanfics [+this blog] are dedicated to Steve Harrington. All fanfic series, one-shots, blurbs, etc. listed below are written by me. Do not repost or share anywhere without proper credit. Thank you.

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"Oh, so we DO love Steve..."

Steve Harrington x Bauman!fem!reader enemies to lovers, heavy angst, hurt/comfort, upside down mayhem, S2-S4, post S4 universe hot-take, end-of-the-world / dystopian setting, ugly fights turned smut (...but with hella plot). 18+

[PART I] | [PART II] [PART III] | [PART IV] | [PART V] [PART VI] | [PART VII] | [PART VIII]

[Part IX - blurb] | [Part IX - full]

[Part X] | MORE COMING SOON

SUMMARY: WHEN THE UNEXPECTED NIECE OF MURRAY BAUMAN GETS THROWN IN THE MIX, THE GANG HAS NO IDEA JUST WHAT THEY'RE IN FOR. SCRATCH THAT - STEVE DOESN'T KNOW. YOU GET ALONG WITH EVERYONE WELL. YOU BANTER WITH THE ADULTS, WHO APPRECIATE YOUR HELP. THE KIDS LOVE AND WORSHIP YOU. YOU'RE HELPFUL ALL AROUND. BUT AS FAR AS STEVE IS CONCERNED, YOU'RE JUST NUISANCE. AFTER ALL, YOU'RE THE REASON HE LOST THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE AND MISSED OUT ON A LIFE THAT "COULD'VE BEEN." IF YOU HAD JUST KEPT YOUR SORRY ASS OUT OF THE PICTURE... IF YOU HAD NEVER GONE WITH NANCY AND JONATHAN AFTER THEY LEFT YOUR WHACK-JOB UNCLE, MURRAY BAUMAN'S, BUNKER? HE WOULD BE HAPPY. SO F*CKING HAPPY. BUT HERE YOU WERE. YOU WERE BASICALLY THE COOLER (...AND SURE, MUCH MORE ATTRACTIVE) FEMALE VERSION OF MURRAY BAUMAN. YOU WERE SARCASTIC, QUICK-WITTED, TOO SMART FOR YOUR OWN GOOD, AND APPARENTLY BUILT FOR THE WAR. SURE, YOU WEREN'T AS BRASH AS YOUR UNCLE. BUT IN STEVE'S EYES, YOU WERE SOMEHOW FAR MORE OBNOXIOUS. HE DOWNRIGHT HATED YOU.

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BUT WILL HE?

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"You're there. You've always been there."

Steve Harrington x OC!fem!reader Childhood friends to lovers. Sloooowburn. Angst. Romance. Smut with plot. Action. Told from second-person view, reader is Nicole (character from S1), different POV, hurt/comfort, upside down mayhem, pre-S1-S4, eventual post-S4 universe.

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Summary: Steve Harrington was six years old when he met you: Nicole St. James, the girl who carries the other half of him. Since 1972, the two of you have been inseparably tethered by the soul. You give Steve a home in his big house with no parents, and he gives your introverted heart a longing for someone. The King of Hawkins High and princess of this small town, you tell each other absolutely everything...except that you are in love with each other.

Everything changes that one afternoon at school, when you catch the school's social outcast -- Jonathan Buyers -- has been stalking Steve, his posse and his girl, Nancy. Little do you both know, the monsters in your favorite fairytales are real. And you're both going to have to fight them together.

You both share the best days and worst days, through childhood and teen years, until you both find yourselves roped into the perils that exist beneath your feet in Hawkins.

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"At the Chateau, We'll Be Alright."

Steve Harrington x Jonathan Byers x fem!reader A crossover au inspired by Saltburn and Call Me by Your Name. Additional Inso from Joe's theater performance as in Spring Awakening. Song Inso: "Chateau" by Djo

Strangers to best friends to lovers. Slowburn. Angst. Romance, with polyamory themes and schemes. Smut with hella plot.

[MULTI-PART SERIES] COMING SOON. Click here for a preview.

Summary: The reader lives with her parents at a fancy chateau, in France.  This year, her father offers their home as a housing sanctuary to a select student or graduate.  He decides to invite two graduate students to live with their family over the summer, coming from different working class backgrounds, and help with their academic paperwork as a professor of archaeology.

Steve Harrington: a rich kid from a swanky boarding school with a bad boy reputation and too much charm for his own good.  Surprisingly, his grades say otherwise.  A’s and B’s, his parents claim that is seeking one-on-one tutoring so that he can progress in his studies — but it sounds more like an excuse to ship him off for longer periods of time, giving them an out for having their son around during the summer.  The pretty boy’s all about ladies…but that’s only because he hasn’t met a boy who awakens his bisexuality.  Yet.

Jonathan Byers: a kid from the lower working class, excelling in his studies and AP programs at the same boarding school as Steve which he only got into because of community sponsorship and grants.  Quiet wallflower, little to no friends, a bit cynical.  A closeted gay, he’s more determined to stick with being perceived as “ace” than come out of the closet.  Until he goes to stay at a chateau with a handsome boy, and a beautiful girl who understands him.

Twists, turns and terrifying risks, you all put your hearts on the line that summer at the Chateau. Add the reader's cousin Eddie into the mix, along with her best friend Robin, Steve's ex-girlfriend Nancy, Jonathan's estranged mother and your progressive parents alongside Steve's absent parents -- it's a cruel summer.

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So this is it. Last episode of Gotham Knights.

Thank you to James Stoteraux and Chad Fiveash for a fantastic finale. And to all the writers and cast and crew who made this beautiful DC series.

Season one gave us a taste of all the places this could go and what this show could be and it was SO GOOD I'm sorry there won't be more of it. There's only a few DC live action TV series that have worked for me over the years, Gotham Knights is among them.

"Batman chose well. Gotham needs its Robin." I LOVE this. Carrie's mom trusting her to look after herself, to stay alive, having seen her daughter in action as Robin, and asking her daughter to go save lives and trusting her to survive in return.

Commissioner Soto!! Knew!!! So...maybe she was the Gordon analogue in this continuity. All this time.

What finally made Harvey give himself over to the Two Face personality, what finally made him fully snap -- HE DID IT TO SAVE HIS DAUGHTER AND THOUSANDS OF LIVES IN GOTHAM. This is a really brilliant re-imagining.

With Turner's parents, I got that there was more to the story. Batman was defending himself from assassins. I didn't expect this version to have Batman actually have killed them, because the Batman doesn't kill idea is so seminal in most continuities including this one--this Batman also had the do not kill code.

He's a precise highly trained fighter, who has a strong code about not killing. So in that fight, something went wrong, he was in deadly peril, or, in defending himself, did something he didn't intend to be a kill, but wound up killing them.

Misha Collins and Olivia Rose-Keegan are hitting it out of the park in all their scenes. Duela with Harvey, Duela with Two Face, two very different dynamics and both riveting.

Misha getting to play Harvey as a regretful father who wants to save his daughter and thousands of lives and make amends and then Misha getting to play completely unhinged scarred, murderous Two Face and Misha floors it in both directions.

GIVE HIM AWARDS I'M NOT KIDDING HE DESERVES NOMINATIONS.

Sadly, because it's the CW network and a superhero show, the critical awards people won't even look at it. But I'm betting industry folks will take note anyway. Bravo, Misha.

I didn't expect Turner to actually be dead, and that tactical team had French accents so I expected Henri Ducard. Still enjoyed that reveal at the end. Guessing they're going with the comics background as inspiration (and would put their own twists on it--and not Nolanverse.) Henri Ducard trained Bruce Wayne. He's not a good guy, but he helped Bruce. I like how this show's plan was to have him train his son too.

And Turner, who wants to live up to his father's legacy, becomes a legacy and inspiration for his friends, to Duela, to keep fighting for Gotham, like Bruce did, like Turner wanted.

I can only guess what the S2 plans were. It's hinting Turner becoming a new kind of Batman eventually, not sure by S2.

The Knights are going to be pissed he didn't tell them he's alive.

The Two Face and Duela stories I'm sure would be riveting.

Steph/Harper and Duela/Turner getting more development and drama. Harper enrolling at Gotham Academy. Cullen would get a boyfriend.

Beyond that, it's a wild card. Two Face likely as a significant villain, but perhaps one who goes after other villains, who ultimately acts to preserve Gotham. Maybe some Owl remnants would be in play?

As it stands, I'm grateful. I got to have this, as a DC fan. I didn't go into this solely as a Misha fan. The bulk of my perspective of this show was as a DC fan, and it was good and I am going to keep saying it was good.

I love the team, I love its beautiful, candle-lit, aged, gothic, old stones and hidden dark corners and dirigibles and pre-war towers Gotham style. It gave, in my opinion, what is the best filmed take on Harvey Dent I've ever seen. The most nuanced and compassionate and unhinged and heartwrenching and frightening and gloriously fun to watch.

And it gave me this amazing and wonderful version of Carrie Kelley's Robin and I think I will miss her most of all.

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Seems like I need a masterpost or something.

My name is Misha / Micha! Please only use he/him with me :) You also can find me on twitter - @hv_micha Or BlueSky - @mimicha.bsky.social

Old s2 meta: #mimicha.lc

Overthink + gunshot

Starry, starry night

Emma, April-September and chronology

Liu Xiao/Hatman

Qian Jin

Changed scene from s1

Summing up before e10

Wrong age: part 1, part 2

AD + password

Photo studio - BG design

11 - die for you ~

Summing up before s2e12

The most important part is above, here is the part about me to make some things clear if anyone decides to check out my page. Chinese and English are not my native languages, but the way to survive and escape from my past life. I never received proper education related to languages, studying them mostly from the environment and people nearby, so please keep in mind that I may make mistakes in my meta posts.

The center of my interests is novels. I can't say that it only includes danmei. I really like Priest and my main dream is to read all her books… It's a long way, but I have faith. For now I'm taking a break, because reading books without translation takes a lot of time. I'll probably stay in the LinkClick fandom for a while... Maybe until the series is completed.

I love media industry from the production side, so for me fandom life is an attempt to understand the inner workings of the studios, the process, how you can break everything that happens in the narrative into parts. It makes me happy, and it keeps me in love with the industry, as I have one fear - that I will be completely disappointed when I graduate from university. I need an anchor. I prefer to draw for my eyes only, but sometimes something changes in my mind and I post it.

I'm quite calm, friendly and like to touch grass, so feel free to DM me if you want to talk or ask something. Everything is fine if you are able to separate fiction and reality ~

Thanks for reading ~

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WOOOOOOOOOOOW My, OHHHHHHHH MYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! Like, SERIOUSLY!!!!!!! LOOK AT THIS MAN!!!!!! S2 HOOOOT HOOOOOT HOOOOOOT!!!! This MAN!!!!! Not ONLY is he F* BEAUTIFUL on the inside, BUT ALSO SOO SOOO F* GORGEOUS AND HANDSOME on the OUTSIDE!!!! :D SOOO SOOO F* SEEEEEEEEEXY!!!! BRICK F* HOUSE!!!!!! I LOOOOOOOVE HIM!!!!! I LOOOOVE HIM SO SOOO MUCH!!!! Thank YOU!! OH, THANK YOU SOO MUCH for sharing these with us!! You are AMAZING!!!! :) <3

I’m going to have a conniption holy shit

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Happy Birthday Misha Collins!!!

Happy Birthday @mishacollins !!! So, I decided to make a little post here trying to express how much I am GRATEFUL to have you in this world! I am not very good at expressing myself and I am not very creative nor do I have a vast vocabulary to write BIG and BEAUTIFUL messages/phrases, but, I will try nonetheless! I hope that you know that you are SUCH a MARVELOUS human being, Misha!!!! Always trying to see the positive side of things and focusing ON IT!!! Always doing everything in your power and even MORE to bring HAPPINESS and LOVE and HOPE to others!!! You are ALWAYS FIGHTING for the good cause, against adversities and hate and some other barriers, BUT you NEVER give UP, you NEVER give IN, you TRY and you TRY and you TRY and YOU SUCCEED!!!! I LOVE THAT ABOUT YOU!!!! I LOVE your ENTHUSIASM, your STRONG-WILL, your HUMBLENESS!!!! I LOVE how you LOVE and how you EXPRESS that LOVE!!!! S2 You are able to ALWAYS BRIGTHEN my days and put a BIG and HAPPY SMILE on my face whenever I see a post/photo of you on my dash!!! You motivate me to DO BETTER, BE BETTER, and to continue to FOCUS on the GOOD THINGS and on the LOVE and on the HAPPINESS and on the HOPEFULNESS! So, THANK YOU, Misha!!!! Thank YOU SO SOOO MUCH for being YOU!!!!! And for doing ALL THAT YOU DO!!!!! S2 LOVE LOVE LOVE I am SOO PROUD of YOU!!! And I am SOOO PROUD of being your FAN! :) I wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY full of LOVE and HAPPINESS and FUN and GOOD HEALTH and GOOD ENERGIES and that you are SURROUNDED by GOOD THINGS and LOVED ONES!!! Happy Birthday, Misha!!!! <3

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Hi Lauren! You said a line delivery from Misha in Bridgewater S2 E3 made you laugh so hard you started coughing and to come back here when the episode was out so you could say which one it was. So…here I am, lol

HELLO! thank you for coming back in here to ask! in line with the ask I just answered, it seems like it's a line that made a few people laugh - it was the "bovine murder detectives" delivery. it really made me crack up

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1) The more I read the more objective posts on Tumblr, the more I admire Jared.

2) JPad and his family are WAY MORE GROUNDED and LOVING. JA and his family are painstakingly and painfully staged. Just look at the Paris Disneyland video, Arrow looked like she couldn't give a scintilla of a shit.

3) Misha and Jared have voiced wanting to participate less in the SPN Cons. A bunch of people screaming and shouting like drunks at a club is not attractive. Almost makes me feel sorry for the actors.

4) JA FINALLY did it, he got matching Botox along that wife of his. He aged so wonderfully.

Thank you for your service.

Jared is very authentic in everything he does, which is why so many people love him, and I imagine the posts you're mentioning are the ones where people like him for specific actions/personality traits and not just his looks (like the AAs tend to do).

I can understand if actors, like Jensen, want to keep themselves aloof around their fans (especially when they're as obsessive as AAs), but you can't promote a welcoming, family-man, good ol' boy image if there's no substance behind it. (I also get the feeling Arrow knows when they're family image is being faked.)

I haven't heard either Misha or Jared say they want to do fewer cons, but it's certainly possible. (Though, if Misha did, he's probably reneged on that because he knows GK isn't going to make S2 and he still needs con money.)

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I LOVE HIM!!!! I LOVE HIM!!!! S2 Thank YOU, Misha!!!! The WAY that he is ALWAYS SOO SOOO PROUD and HAPPY to talk about Destiel and Queer Cas, YEEEEEEEEESSSSSSS LOVE LOVE LOVE Look at HIM!!! LOOK AT HIM!!! :D SOO SOOO GORGEOUS, SOOO BEAUTIFUL!!! BRICK F* HOUSE and SUNSHINE!!! Thank YOU!!! THANK YOU SO SOOO MUCH for this!!! You are AMAZING!!! :) <3

Actually I would love to carry on, my wayward son

Because there will be peace

Right??!

Son??!! Hello!??!

[becauseofthebowties]

✨ let's play 10 Qs for GK! 🎆

1- fave character besides harvey/twoface? 2- fave harvey/twoface scene? 3- fave dynamic between 2 characters? 4- best character development? 5- most memorable line? 6- fave plot twist? 7- what did you think of twoface? 8- something you loved about the creation/design? 9- anything you would change about the season 1 plot or characters? 10- what did you think of the season 2 setup?

💌 thanks for sharing the love! #GothamKnights 🦇💋

ooooh okay let's see

1- duela 2- i really loved the whole scene in 1x10 when harvey was talking to dark!harvey 3- harper/stephanie 4- duela 5- first one that comes to mind is "big dent energy" lsqkdfjls 6- duela being harvey's daughter 7- reaaaaally cool and i think misha did an amazing job, i'm so sad that we won't get to see more of it :( 8- really liked how they used the lighting on harvey throughout the season to have half of his face in the shadow and the other half in the light as foreshadowing of two-face 9- ngl i found the first half of the season pretty boring, i think it was really slow to get things going and i low key could not stand turner, but thankfully it got better in the second half of the season 10- the whole tuner kidnapping thing was kinda weird and i wasn't really into it, but all the rest was really good, especially with two-face, i would have loved to see a s2!

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✨ let's play 10 Qs for GK! 🎆

1- fave character besides harvey/twoface? 2- fave harvey/twoface scene? 3- fave dynamic between 2 characters? 4- best character development? 5- most memorable line? 6- fave plot twist? 7- what did you think of twoface? 8- something you loved about the creation/design? 9- anything you would change about the season 1 plot or characters? 10- what did you think of the season 2 setup?

💌 thanks for sharing the love! #GothamKnights 🦇💋

Sorry for the delay, anon. I had a busy day.

I'm torn between Cullen, Duela and Harper. I love these 3

I have to go with the last scene where we finally get to see Two Face. The make up is amazing, and Misha's acting is just perfect

I really loved Duela and Harvey, and I also love Harper and Stephanie and Harper with Cullen

Duela

I really love, "You're interrupting my rock bottom"

I wouldn't call it a plot twist, but I really enjoyed Harvey deciding to bring up his bad side to rescue Duela

I need like 5 more seasons of this show so I can see more of Two Face, because HOLY SHIT, it was amazing

I loved the sets and the costumes designs. You can see they put a lot of effort on every detail

I'd have made Turner a bit more interesting in the first half of the season, he was a bit bland from episodes 2-8. Also, a thing I would change, THE COLORING AND LIGHTING. I know they're doing it for the vibe, but it makes making gifs a nightmare

Perhaps the part that I found less interesting was Turner's kidnapping, but perhaps it'd have been interesting in s2. As for the rest of stories, I think they were amazing, and I'd have loved to see more of these characters and their stories

[dothwrites]

✨ let's play 10 Qs for GK! 🎆

1- fave character besides harvey/twoface? 2- fave harvey/twoface scene? 3- fave dynamic between 2 characters? 4- best character development? 5- most memorable line? 6- fave plot twist? 7- what did you think of twoface? 8- something you loved about the creation/design? 9- anything you would change about the season 1 plot or characters? 10- what did you think of the season 2 setup?

💌 thanks for sharing the love! #GothamKnights 🦇💋

i would have to say either Duella or Stephanie. I love them both!

I still like the scene where Harvey is talking about his relationship with his father. A close runner up is the scene between the two Harveys. Misha is KILLING IT! Harvey's scenes with Duella are *chef's kiss*

SHARPER! SHARPER! (Stephanie and Harper) I was so excited when I thought I saw subtext, so imagine how thrilled I was when there was TEXT

I really love what they've done with Duella. She's grown so much! (Shoot, I even really like Turner)

"You're interrupting my rock bottom". it gets points for being something that I'm going to incorporate into my every day speech.

REBECCA! I don't know if it's necessarily a twist since I was pretty sure it was going to happen from the beginning, but it's nice to be proven right

it is a crime that i am not going to get to see s2 and i am owed monetary compensation

I really love all the thought that went into JMN's designs for Harvey. Down to the buttons and the way the ties were tied! It was so obvious that a TON of thought went into the designing and wardrobe

I would want a few filler episodes. I did not expect to enjoy the characters so much, and I would have loved a chance to just hang out with them a little more when the stakes weren't so very high

s2 setup? AMAZING SHOWSTOPPING WONDERFUL. it is again a CRIME that i am deprived. i am hunting everyone in the cw who had anything to do with this decision for sport

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I LOVE HIM SO SOOO F* MUCH!!!! S2 LOVE the fact that he was full on yep, it is about DESTIEL, it is about GAY LOVE!!! :D And they BOTH LOVE EACH OTHER!!!! And, it is sad that, although I am SURE he didn't want THAT right there to happen and he was "joking", but joking in that way that he knows it is VERY POSSIBLE that they won't ever let it be said in the first place, to then, just LET it be said, only to do that horrible thing that they did later with the whole erasure and exclusion of Cas COMPLETELY... URGH... Oh Misha, THANK YOU SO SOOO F* MUCH for ALWAYS trying and ALWAYS being open and wanting Destiel to happen and being PROUD of it and of us fans too!!!! :D I LOVE HIM!!!! I LOVE HIM!!!! Cas is GAY, Cas is QUEER!!! Destiel is CANON!!! Happy November 5th!!! :) <3

Misha Collins  |  Burcon October, 2019

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Re: Cas in The Winchesters, didn't Misha and Jensen both say that having Cas be a part wa sthe plan but GK shooting schedule clash didn't allow it? And given that jensen's still hoping for a renewal, and also said in JiB that we might still get to see a Dean and Cas reunion scene, I don't think Cas being a part of TW is completely out of the plan. I did assume no mention at all was because they wanted to leave the stage open for how to run it in case of renewal and greater Misha availability (since obviously GK is not going to make it, even if TW does)

aaaaah, sorry lol. I missed your ending para on your note. Anyway, please feel free to ignore my previous ask. Really bummed that you're not having fun with SPN, but I certainly understand that feel of dissapointment with canon (not with SPN for me, but I have had exactly that experience with another prior fandom) Really keeping fingers crossed for S2 and Cas and I hope you can one day enjoy SPN again <3

The problem with Cas showing up in S2 is that Dean's part in SPNWIN is over. So if Cas shows up and isn't interacting with Dean, and for some reason doesn't mention him, (Because this is an AU, it could be AU!Cas, and not Our!Cas), then I'm in the same boat as the 01x13 left me in. Because that episode wrapped up Dean's part in the SPNWIN storyline. Dean's gone now. Seeing Dean without Cas disappointed me, so seeing Cas without Dean will be just as disappointing. And if WB or whoever's in charge of greenlighting things decides that the SPN Universe isn't worth continuing, I'm still stuck feeling shitty about SPN's ending.

And Misha not being able to show up due to scheduling conflicts was something I expected to happen when he announced GK. One of my first thoughts when he announced it was "oh man he's going to be too busy now". But as a writer, I could imagine 3 different ways they could have just mentioned him, which would have made me feel better about not seeing him yet. It's that writer's brain that wakes me up at 3am to rage about 15x20, because IT COULD HAVE BEEN SO EASY. And I've seen proof Misha was already in Vancouver quarantining, so the excuse that CW couldn't afford to include him also wakes me up at 3am seething lol

Anyway, thank you for trying to make me feel better. I appreciate it, even if I'm being a grump about this whole thing. Just give me a few days to mourn, and hopefully I'll get over it. Or at least revisiting my old fandoms will distract me enough that I'm able to sleep peacefully lol

I'm hopeful for more SPNWIN, and I'm crossing my fingers that we get good news about it. Cas or no :)

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I LOVE HIM!!!! I LOVE HIM!!!! S2 LOVE LOVE LOVE <3

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LOVE LOVE LOVE SOOO SOOOO F* GOOD!!!! S2 <3