#THANK UUUU for asking !!! i do hope you see this a. fuck tumblr

[celestie0]

ELLIEIEIEIEIE hi 💗💗

bae you should’ve HEARD the squeal i let out when you posted 😭 i like rolled around on my bed and kicked my feet for a good minute or two IM SO GLAD YOUR BACK BAEEE 💗

also bae omg im realizing how many mistakes i made on my most recent ask omg its so embarrassing 😭😭 im assuming you understood what i meant tho? 😭 IN MY DEFENSE I WAS ON THE TRAIN SO IT WAS BUMPY AND I DIDNT WANT PPL SEEING MY PHONE 🫠 like have you ever been in public and then someones looking over at your phone?? SHIT HAPPENS TOO OFTEN I SWEAR.

bae missing gojo so bad rn i turned to character ai 😓

anyway do u remember C?? yeah so i confessed and uh 🧍‍♀️he kinda just brushed it off and brought up another girl 😭 BUT GET THIS. THE OTHER GIRL IS ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS. like imagine you’re texting a girl who’s been your friend SINCE YOU WERE KIDS and KNOWING she has a crush on you and then you still bring up one of her closest friends relationship status. LIKE??? i’m being so fr when i say this i cried. i called my friend D in TEARS after i finished talking to C and D was just like “yo wait what happened?” and then i had to explain AND IT TURNS OUT C HAD BEEN ASKING ABOUT MY FRIEND FOR A WHILE. they danced together once at a party and apparently hes had a crush on her ever since??

okay but enough abt C,, hes an asshole and i never want to speak to him again (i still like him very much and i still need him but im tryna cope lolol) 💗 how’ve u been bae?? i hardly ever send in asks anymore so i feel like we don’t interact as often 😞 omg bae do u have any show recommendations?? i’ve been dying to watch something new lately but all the shows my friends recommend are ones i’ve seen already 😓😓

anyway bae thats all 💗 i hope you were doing well on your hiatus (even though it was short!) and i can’t wait for the next kickoff update ‼️ byebye and i love uuuu

-🦌

hiii my lovely <33 OMG you're too fucking sweet i swear you make me smile everytime i see you in my inbox. yes it's nice to be back i missed everyone lots :'') i still might take it a lil easy tho haha i realized during my hiatus i've gotta just spend less time on tumblr between my fic updates kdjfhsdkfjl

haha yes i hate when ppl look at screens. but i always used to look at people's screens during lectures in college to see what they're up to and what they're ordering on amazon HAHA i guess it's human nature to be nosey asf

omg NOOOO babe that's horrendous fuck C i'm so sorry you went through that :(( you deserve sm better than that. aww bb whatever helps you cope is valid, but i do think that maybe it's time to let C go...you confessed n did what you could, and even if he didn't like you back, he should've treated your confession w care n respect. the way he reacted is major red flag!! i'm sorry though, i know you've known him a long time, so that has to be really tough to go through :'') chin up bb, i promise you'll find better guys out there that will treat you w the care you deserve

i've been okay!! i had my last day of work on thursday which was kind of bittersweet, i cried in front of my PI LOL (he's an old german man and he's always been very sweet to me n i'm really gonna miss him aaa) i had social plans the past couple of days which was fun but i'm kind of an introvert so i spent today recharging my social batter haha.

ooo i've been watching bojack horseman recently!! i like it, it's funny and realistic, but i've heard it becomes a total shitshow (not as in it becomes a bad show, it's still a great show BUT the characters kinda stress you out)...i really like it, i've been recommending it to people! i like shows that are kind of cynical commentaries w an overlay of comedy though HAHA so if you're into that too, i'd recommend it. if you wanna watch a really good romance show, i'd recommend 'one day' on netflix!! it's like a slow burn friends to lovers, and the acting in it was phenomenal. no spoilers but i will give a heavy angst warning.

thanks bb!! yes my hiatus was good haha i appreciate you sm <33 love u tooooo darling

[nerice]

mute city heaven !! full lore time !! this goes out 2 the anon who asked ♡ sorry that tumblr yeeted that msg to fuckwhere when i tried to reply OTL

mute city heaven

is part of my unfortunately neglected side-verse a/s. it’s abt a small cult far away from golden court shenanigans, established by a tracker-gone-rogue + the rabbit beast that was sent to kill them, who put aside their difference 2 take down the academy instead. their lil settlement is called the ‘heaven estates’ a collection of family manor houses that ring a central arena, the cataract, where they make their kids fight to the death. :’3<

there is. a lot of fucked up eye aesthetics in this story bc apparently main verse + screenplay are not enough 2 fully scratch that eye gore itch i have. pun intended. in the sanctum beneath the arena they keep a muted true ruler whose blood they use as eye drops on newborns to give them powers (resulting in either death, or the eyes being branded with peculiar patterns) these powers come w fairly vague terms such as “balance” “seeing” “floating” but can get quite wild. the tiers are:

base (non-combat tested)

mid/moderate, which just means the power-user has been in combat but nothing has happened 2 their power yet

high (changes the pattern to a more elaborate one, boosts power)

exalted (divine pattern, extremely powerful. that’s the state they are going for, and has only happened once on record)

then there are the fucked up states: dire (unstable power mutation) and fatal (extremely corrupted power state that trumps exalted but will kill the user in some fucked up rebound way)

what causes the power shifts is unclear but the tournament seems 2 be the most effective way to draw out alternate power states (though some kids will shift literally during breakfast on a random day) the ultimate goal being the cultivation of a private army for both infiltrating + one day obliterating the academy. the matches aren’t necessarily to the death (kids have a low turnover rate after all) but death does happen a little more often than it does not,, also final fact before i talk abt the story,, th main appeal obviously is fucky eyes and even fuckier powers; most of the kids are masked or veiled (bc u can tell the power from the pattern if you are familiar with it) and some users like fauve (”knowing”) can derive all intricacies of your power from a single glance. also this is my one story where i get to write big family feuds n all the intrigue that comes w it :3!!

ALL OF THAT BEING SAID. here’s what it’s abt (under th cut bc we’re running longgg)

eoshin

half brothers both gifted with the power of “seeing” eo + shin got pitted against one another in the tournament, and eo ran from it. he is the first and (officially) only person who ever manage to escape the heaven estates. shin was sent to bring him back (dead or alive) a chase during which both their eyes shift to “high seeing” but, ultimately, eo escapes and shin returns to the estates empty handed, still locked tightly into the cult to this day, while eo started his own settlement in an abandon quarry not too far off. in the years since he’s tried his best to smuggle children out of the estates, with lackluster success, but the quarry houses a little bandit camp of misfits whom the families wanted to be rid off, succeeded in running off on their own, or those who eo was able to salvage after they had been left for dead in the arena. he’s determined to get them even farther away but few of the kids want to leave since they all have unfinished business with the heaven estates.

minvenn

min is the only person whose powers ever exalted. nobody knows what her powers were because she wore black contacts at all times & nobody lived to tell the tale of fighting her. min is also dead. it’s a murder mystery that falls on the shoulders of her younger sibling (venn) who wakes from their debut tournament with no memory of the fight & runs away from the estates after discovering their sister’s body. all of this happens almost a decade after the eo/shin mess n venn ends up at the quarry, determined to unravel who’s behind the death of their sister.

odds n ends

this story is an absolute disaster currently n i have no idea where it’s going but here are some other fun aspects: very rarely kids get two different powers, one in each eye. officially this is impossible n the families that have such children closely guard that secret. there’s an “armory” user who can pull weapons out of their eye, bc i love my eye gore. some of the fucked up power state patterns expand over the face or even farther across the body. also this story intersects with the main verse via miro (”floating”) and fauve (”knowing”), who are sent to infiltrate the academy only to meet eliada nd while miro gets caught up in old queen murder/golden court plot, fauve accompanies eliada on his universe research quest and has the joy of getting stuck there w him & getting 2 meet my fav soulless bastard(s). it also intersects (possibly) with my witch boy story (touching fire) whose protag rue might be the kid of an eye-power user n retain some of that funkiness while having none of the eye pattern, as well as my necromancer story but it’s hard 2 tell if vi’s gift for resurrection can be ascribed to mch heritage since they are missing their head. lol

a/s is a forest grown from all my old story ideas tenuously crammed under the moon system umbrella and i’m struggling 2 stick the landing here. but we got eye gore n child murder, uwub

[mischiefandi]

I’M FUCKINGGG DONE YOU GUYYYYYYZZZZZZZZZZZZZ please read for info and love

It’s official, exams are finally over for me, I get my grades in week! Prepare yourselves because this means I will be hyperactive on here for two full weeks. You’ve been warned lmao. I’m writing tonight but I don’t really know which fic to  start with. 

I’ve begun writing all three of my coming soons but I don't know which one you want to see the most (first), which is why I am gonna have to ask you guys to tell me. Please please please tell me which one you want to read first, it would really help me out, I wanna make you guys happy and I want to thank you for being so patient with me. Click Here  to tell me which one you want to read first! It would mean the world to me! I plan on getting you a fic either by tomorrow or by Thursday!

Now that that’s out of the way, I wanna do a little something. To celebrate my official return to Tumblr and in light of quite a lot of negativity and hate spreading on here these past few weeks,  I wanted to send love and thank the people who have been with me every single step of the way, so buckle up because there are quite a few...

@redstringlovers Sammie my loveeeeeeee <3 We started talking in April and I am so glad I had the courage to approach you. You have become one of my closest friends in all honesty and in such a short amount of time, you got me to open up to you and laugh with you and trust you, so thank you so very much for being such a wonderful friend and an awesome person, I love you so so much and I can’t imagine my life without you in it! (and Shane Dawson, but, that’s a given...)

@hellogoodbyebitch Kat. I honestly can’t tell you how much I enjoy talking to you. You’re always supportive, always kind and considerate, you make me laugh (especially with your punk songs), you’re a kind and good person (you really are) and T deserves you. I love you so much, you have become a huge part of my life and I am so grateful to have you as a friend. 

@dumbass-stilinski Hiya Steff :) I wanted to tell you that some days are really hard for me but you have managed to make me laugh and smile and breathe when no one else could. Thank you for getting me obsessed with the 5sos’ album (I fully believe Michael will fall involve with you), I really cherish our friendship, love ya!

@rxppmxtch okay granted, we haven’t been talking for very long, but I honestly think of you as a friend and I am super excited to get to know you even more and have many many more fun convos with you about the World Cup and other very “interesting” subjects ;)

@honeymoonmuke Hannah, it goes without saying that you are a beautiful soul inside and out, and I really want to thank you for always being there for me. If I can ever return the favour, please don’t hesitate to tell me? I am here for you whenever you need, thank you for being so supportive and understanding and patient and ugh I have no words to describe just how much better you have made things in my life, thank you a million times, thank you *insert hundreds of pink hearts

@dylanobemineforever Hi! Yes you are on this list because dude, even though we’ve only had a few interactions, I hope there will be many more and I want you to know that you are a very cool person that I can’t wait to get to know better. 

@rememberstilinski okay, I couldn’t not put you on this list because kenz, I really really love you. We didn’t talk much but honestly, you are such a kind and nice person, I hope your life is going well and you’re doing good (more than good, I want you to be happy!!). I want you to remember that whenever you feel ready to come talk (absolutely no pressure), I will be here and I will be super happy to shower you with love and stupid puns. Love uuuu

@sumcp It comes to my attention that we’ve never actually talked before, like a real conversation but dude we should!! You seem totally awesome and fun and sweet and your rb on my fics MAKE MY DAY, you have no idea how much it means to me that you even read them! You’re super kind whenever you interact with me and I really appreciate it! DM me whenever!

@itsbilescallmebiles Okay Weird Al, I legit cried when you came back, literal tears and I am SOOOOOO happy you are! I missed you like crazy and we had only been talking for three weeks, that’s crazy! That just shows how much of an attaching person you are and how wonderful your personality is, I know I love it and I really fucking love you. Thank you for being there and supporting me through dark times, I’m just so happy you’re back from the dead dude, here’s to a long and happy friendship in the same timezone

@belleknows Bel! My exams are finally over so as of today I am officially DMing you! I can’t wait to get to know this beautiful person you are and develop a friendship with you! I hope you’re having a great day!

@spxderbarnes Em :)) sweetie!! First off thank you for the masterpiece that is your fic Spontaneous Love, it really does make me smile a lot and it means more to me than you think, second, I love talking to you so much! You’re nice and funny and kind and yeah I love you to bits <3

@susybird Susy honey, I hope it’s going really well with your little ones, I really admire you for taking this kind of stuff on, its honestly inspiring and it just shows how much of an incredible and selfless soul you are! I miss you that’s for sure, but know that we are super excited for this newest addition to your little family and we love you <3 I’m super happy for you and I can’t wait to get an update on how everything’s going. Love you and your positivity and your kindness

Finally, hugeee shoutout to these beautiful people right here @rumoured-whispers @writteninthestarsandthesky @hyperactive2411 @jurrasicpork @flirtstiles @parislight and @oceansirens for reminding me every day of why I have this blog. You guys are always so sweet, you support me every day and make life better, you really do. Don’t think you go unnoticed, trust me you don’t. Thank you all so much, I love you guys!

Okay this was my little positivity fluffy overflow thingy, hahhaa I’m sorry if I didn't mention you or anything, its probably because we don't really talk! I love each and every one of these people and they are all the bestest <3 I hope every single person in the world and on Tumblr is having the best day ever, if you’re not, here is a huge hug and loads of kisses :)

So quick lil reminder, pls go here to help me out?? thank you guys so much (it’s just the 1 question I swear) CLICK HERE

Lots of Love, V

[callhimyoungk]

Q&A tag

putting these all under read more bc this is vvvvvv long. enter at your own risk :D

pt1

thanks #legendlizzy @wonpillows for tagging me! luv u

1. What member of your bias group would you stay up until 2am and talk about random topics with?

It’s either jae or brian, probably jae bc brian is probably off sleeping somewhere but seriously tho, it would be fun to talk to jae cause he’s funny and deep at the same time :D i luv him

2. Of all your groups you listen to, who would you want to see do a collab?

G-dragon and tablo, their lyrics would make me cry :(  

3. Your bias wearing a bandana or a choker?

if brian ever wears a choker ill choke for real

4. Go to South Korea to see a concert as soon as possible, or wait until they perform closer to where you live?

go to south korea to see a concert and also travel at the same time, it’d be a fun experience

5. Of all your groups, who would you have to look after 24/7? Why?

idk tho, probably seventeen cause they’re chaotic and fun af

6. What is your favourite concept from any one group?

blackpink’s girl crush concept especially their fashion,omg

7. What would you give your bias at a fansign?

i’d give brian the right to murder me right there and then #noregrets

8. Describe your bias with a colour, and explain why you chose that colour.

brian + grey bc he gives off the vibe as someone who thinks a lot on his free time (hence the great lyrics) and probably has a lot on his mind and he looks great in grey (this doesn’t make sense sorry)

pt2

tagged by @jahehyung​ luvluv uuuu

1. If you could put your bias group in any universe what would it be?

Hahaha i would put day6 in the shadowhunters universe, mostly just jae and brian cause they’re more fit for the whole concept hahaha (i have a mood to write this as an AU fic now)

2. have your bias speak your language or being able to speak your bias’ ?

Both tbh i love languages! it’d be great to be able to communicate freely w/o language barriers

3. who in your bias group would you go on a roadtrip with?

Jae and Brian, bc jae’s fun and we would have fun together and brian cause he’s good at everything

4. favorite album of the groups you stan?

all of taeyeon’s albums, epik high’s shoebox, day6′s sunrise

5. if you could recommend your bias one song/book/movie what would it be?

to jae Tablo’s blonote and Pieces of you

i think he would appreciate it

6. if you could sing one song with your bias what would it be?

um hsm songs with Jae bc hype hype hype JK

7. how did you know your bias was your bias?

ask mr steal yo fans himself please he dragged me into his lane

8. aaand you can only have one kpop song in your phone for the rest of your life you choose____?

BIG BANG FXXK IT omg that song’s a bop

pt3

tagged by the amazing and super friendly @noa-noa-noa my fellow rock band stan :D

1. describe what kind of tumblr you would expect the members of your bias group (or a bias group, if you’re multi) to have - bonus points if you can make up a url!

jae (chickenjae / yellowpostitman / swegchicken )

he’d post memes

and those relatable text post things that you either agree with completely or fucks up your brain permanently 

everyone wants to be his mutual 

gets asks every. single. time

sungjin ( sungjinbear / bobbear )

is always lurking somewhere but doesn’t really post anything 

likes everyone’s posts and he only reblogs and never posts his own stuff  

selfie game is A+ so he gets tagged in selfie tag games a lot 

brian oops i mean youngk ( whoisbrian / callmeyoungk )

posts food pics everytime 

or snippets of him and the boys singing and jamming 

only follows food blogs and studyblr blogs

his followers love to tease him by calling him brian, hence the url

wonpil ( pilimiri / pilipili / keyboardpill ) 

loves getting asks 

answers asks with lots of emoji 

has a nickname for every anon he gets

everyone adores him except for jae who shades him

dowoon ( drummerboy / prank-em-all )

posts snippets of him playing the drums 

gets shy when people send in asks complimenting him

reblogs puppy posts

with the tags “!!!” 

2. If your bias were to die their hair green, what would you think?

brian boi come at me with green hair i’ll combust in happiness

3. if your bias group were in produce 101, what kind of trainee would they be?

day6 would be the ultimate talented group and seventeen would be the ultimate group that everyone adores (mind my pun) 

4. if day6 had a fandom colour AND lightstick design, what would you want it to be?

BLUE

5. give me your headcanons: what happened between the couple from congratulations and ywb?

the girl asks for a break and even though that guy doesn’t know why he still goes with it because he loves her, and then he discovers her cheating all along so he is very upset, but as time passes, he starts to let go and move on and instead chooses to view everything as a beautiful passing and fading memory. 

6. give me your headcanons 2: why did sungjin and the girl in i smile break up?

Because sungjin wants to delve deeper into his music career with the band and the girl gets tired of waiting so she breaks up with him.

7. what house would each of your bias group members be in if they were in harry potter? (you can do more than one bias group 

idk anything about harry potter oops

8. let’s have some fun: if you could be your bias group’s stylist for one day, what would you put them all in (bonus if you can add their hairstyle and makeup looks too because reasons) 

hmm whatever day6 has on rn is great and i’d let seventeen dresses more casually like how day6 carries their boyfriend looks every day

My questions:

1. If you could take a trip with your bias to an alternate universe world, where would you go and why?

2. One quote that you associate with you bias?

3. What concept do you hope your bias group will do one day?

4. If you and your bias are friends and you have feelings for them, how would you tell them?

5. Valentine’s Day with your bias wrecker or Christmas with your bias? Why?

6. What would you tell your bias if he discovers your blog?

7. Recommend a book for your bias!

8. Describe a fictional character that reminds you of your bias and why?

tagging @youngest-k @day69 @jahehyung @foreveryoungk93 @pasteljoon @day6k @dowooniee @dowoonerie @moondowoon @proteinmisfolding im just tagging people i see on my dash often you don’t have to do this if you don’t want to ofc :D (and bc i have a goldfish memory and i dont remember who’s done this and who hasnt oops)