#THANK U SO MUCH!!!!!

[kennymcchronicle]

I'm so excited that you rb it! You're not a bother at all!

1, 15, 38, 59, and 73!

I know I also sent a lot, but I'm going feral here.

Time to get Lonny'd!!! (ask game)

1. Who fell first? Who fell harder?

The way I have them played out now, technically, Lotta fell in love first. She started crushing on Mysterion, however, Kenny was already slowly developing feelings for Lotta at that point, so he is in love with her before she finds out he's Mysterion! This approach, at least, is the most fun for me to think about anyway hehe. As for who fell harder, I would say they're pretty even! Lotta starts out kind of in denial because of her previous heartbreaks, she really wasn't excited to love someone again, but spending time with Mysterion helped. Kenny's feelings for Lotta do more or less stem from her medical treatment of him, so these feelings just consistently grow the more time they spend together. Though, there is a very fun scenario that I discussed think would jumpstart Kenny's feelings from "Oh I like being around her, maybe I have a little crush?" to "I am never leaving your side ever" but I will spare you guys that iykyk hehehe!

15. How do they comfort one another when the other is upset?

Lotta's best approach to tricky situations is objective rationality; While she loathes being mistaken for a therapist by peers she has no business hearing out, she will absolutely do so for the people whose well being she cares about on a deeper level than purely physical. She will provide a neutral perspective and definitely try and think of a solution to make Kenny feel better when she notices how he's feeling, but most of all, she'll just hear him out. That's what I also think Kenny does, he's just pretty good at... being there, y'know? He'll hear her out and offer doing something else to get her mind off of things, or offer to help anyhow he can. They're pretty mutual in that regard as well! I feel like the bigger struggle would be Lotta communicating that she is upset because she's prone to want to handle that stuff herself even if she can't lmao

38. What would be their ideal evening in?

Spent hanging out Lotta's place, 100%. She doesn't have a console or anything, but she has a computer in her room so they just play free games or watch stuff on there together! Or they put on her music and Kenny just lounges around and chats with Lotta while she's doing some medical studying or drawing! The former of which he also sometimes helps with!

59. Is there a spot they tend to kiss or caress habitual?

Ohhh dude... this is on the list of art ideas I haven't drawn yet and probably never will but. You know that thing about kissing scratches and small wounds better? Lotta suspects that there is barely any medical benefit from this method, and at most provides comfort due to associations unrelated to whether or not this helps heal the wound. Kenny asks her - without a second thought - if she could try it anyway and come on, not like she can say no to him lmao. So sometimes when he gets a smaller injury, after it has been properly tended to, Lotta will kiss it better!! Not quite habitual i think, but I could see it become the go-to for Lotta to kiss Kenny!! As for caressing, Lotta pats his head!! That's just it!! Nothing you can do about that!!

On the flipside, hmm... refer to the picture above, I think Kenny would go for the cheek most!! They are within reach and perfect to express his love!! I have no deeper idea for this, I just think Kenny would really enjoy kissing and so this is how he can always do that!

73. Who knows the other better? Why is this?

This one's kinda tricky... I would think Lotta knows Kenny better? Not to say Kenny isn't but Lotta is quite observant and when it's a person of interest to her, she's quite good at retaining information that may present itself for just a moment. Besides, knowing the ins and outs of someones physical condition also helps finding out a little about them I'd imagine! Though this only comes to play depending on the headcanon you would have for how Kenny's continual death and reincarnation affects his body, if at all. What's also necessary to consider is, like I said, Lotta wouldn't voluntarily present everything about herself. Sure, most people don't, but she's become accustomed to veiling things, especially those that conflict with her image of being a professional doctor, the image that for most of the time that Kenny is around her at first, is all he gets to see. If she doesn't deem it important, chances are she'd never talk or try to think about it, but this is something that can very well change over time, with her warming up to the idea of letting Kenny in on her emotions more. And that's not to say she keeps it all hidden! If she feels the needs to explain herself about something, for instance. That stuff can get crazy is all I'm saying dsdgsdgf but yeah, overall I think Lotta at least catches on and learns about Kenny and his thoughts, mannerisms, etc. a little quicker than Kenny does about Lotta's.

[dylansanders]

Ok, I have I ton of questions I gotta know the answer to, so I guess you can view this as an interview!

2. Which of your fics is your pride and joy?

18. How many WIPs do you have, and how many do you expect to finish?

20. Share your favorite kiss scene from any any of your three pilot fics :))

23. What's a story you'd love to write but haven't even started yet?

24. Which scenes/themes were the inspiration for memories of who I was before and raspberry amphetamines?

27. Are any of your stories inspired by personal experience? 👀 (raspberry amphetamines /lh)

28. What's the angstiest idea you've ever come up with?

And 32 and 33. A character you enjoy making suffer and a character you want to protect (somehow I get the feeling I know the answer and it's the same one for both.)

2. Which of your fics is your pride and joy?

-is it a cop out to say all of them? 😭 raspberry amphetamines is my only FINISHED story so far so it’s a little difficult to label one as my pride and joy when two are still in progress but memories i think has gotta be my favorite. it was my first tøp fic so it’s always gonna have a special place in my heart. plus, clancy/torchbearer holds such a grip on me, i love writing them so much. clancys character is so universal and you really can portray the trauma his character has in so many ways, im really pleased with where it’s headed and proud of what ive put out so far. i’m hoping people are liking it :)

18. How many WIPs do you have, and how many do you expect to finish?

-memories and it’s colder are still WIPs, and i actually only have one other right now that isn’t published. it doesn’t have a name yet but the pinterest board for it is named after a blue october song! basically tyler is a serial killer and has josh in his basement, but his routine starts to go wrong when he realizes josh is developing stockholm syndrome and there’s kind of a folie à deux situation. i have about 6k words written so far but i expect it to run around maybe 20/30k so it’s got a bit to go. i’m very focused on my two current ones though!

20. Share your favorite kiss scene from any any of your three pilot fics :))

-this would have been much easier before the last chapter of memories! bc they JUST kissed at the end of it (spoilers if anyone cares sorry 😂) but i think it’s gotta probably be the kiss in raspberry amphetamines where josh uses his tongue to mama-bird tyler a tab of molly lmao

23. What's a story you'd love to write but haven't even started yet?

-i think a ghost hunting au would be really cool, maybe around halloween i’ll get into the spirit (haha) for it! i also might play around with a mob boss/hired criminal au bc ive done that for ghostbusters a few years ago and actually LOVED it.

24. Which scenes/themes were the inspiration for memories of who I was before and raspberry amphetamines?

-memories was kind of a weird one for me to start with. i knew in my head where i wanted it to get to but i had a hard time starting it. i had the visual of a mute, terrified clancy having to figure out how to live again after dema and a torchbearer who was just trying to figure him out. the pair of torch and clancy is so complex to me that i just needed to start writing it down to get the words out so that’s what i did!

-raspberry amphetamines actually came to me super easily. i love anything with oral fixations and was really into spit that week (is that gross? sorry lol) so tyler’s whole thing with the glowstick was easy peasy. i was also just in kind of a down spot mentally and was thinking about dr!gs a lot so it was a weird spiral of being super horny and super into like, the visuals of a fucked up rave. in my head, it started with them dancing and swallowing pills together and unraveled from that.

27. Are any of your stories inspired by personal experience? 👀 (raspberry amphetamines /lh)

-unfortunately i’ve never been a rave kid bc i have crippling social anxiety so that part is not a life experience ive had 😂 but i do dabble with dr!gs and have had,,, public relations,,, so that part is fair game lol

28. What's the angstiest idea you've ever come up with?

-oh god uh??? it’s colder, although it is an inspired by fic, has a lot of my own twist on it. basically the first chapter is tyler’s inner thoughts after he’s kicked out from his house and walks essentially knowingly to his death, and a lot of that inner monologue stuff is probably the angstiest i’ve been. in written record at least lol.

And 32 and 33. A character you enjoy making suffer and a character you want to protect (somehow I get the feeling I know the answer and it's the same one for both.)

-boy if you ain’t heard about this motherfucker tyler joseph? this poor boy is VERSATILE. cover him with bandaids and blankets but also beat him to a pulp and leave him for dead. i might need to see a therapist. (in other words it’s tyler/clancy from my memories fic lol)

[pillowenvelopchair]

BRAUHHHH LOOK AT WHAT @blueellendegeneres DREW FOR ME

[windblume]

15 25 42 !! ♡

15. personality description

i like to think that im very friendly and talkative in a good way hopefully! tbh the older i grow the more important my friends become to me and i feel like ive taken on so many parts of my friends. i also like to think that my optimism and my conscious choice to notice all of the beautiful things around me is part of me too. but i am not naive!!! at all! basically i choose to use conscious kindness as a way to be strong but i refuse to ever get walked over!!!

25. role model

my three cousins + my cousin’s husband… i want to be as kind and caring as them all. they have been with me through everything and i cant even describe how important they are to me. theyre closer to me than my parents are. they are the only people in my family ive come out to and they did nothing but support me and they never changed how they treated me which is the best thing i could ever ask for.. they are so open minded towards my bisexuality and whatever my gender is too. one of my cousins made a secret hand symbol with me that i could make whenever my mom was making me upset and one of them drove all the way over to my house to let me cry to him when i got broken up with. they are the most important people in my family to me

42. favorite books

stargirl by jerry spinelli is my favorite book of all time!! i read it when i was in fifth grade and it has changed my life. i want to be just like stargirl she chooses to be kind every single day and i want to be like her if nothing else. i also really love romeo and juliet like sooooo much like fuckkkk IT IS THE EAST AND JULIET IS THE SUN BITCHH😭😭😭😭😭😭

[persephoneprice]

for the assumption asks: you’re a tote bag luver

make an assumption about me!

omg yes you know my vibe so well! i literally carry a tote bag every single day

[housewifebuck]

I know we're not even halfway through and I'm genuinely terrified of what they'll do next season but this long ass hiatus is sooo much more bearable than I thought and that's mostly thanks to you and all the blogs who are keeping this fandom alive ❤️

This is so fucking sweeeettt!!!!😭😭🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 ilysm!!!!

[sillyinkyartist]

Hi it's the lavalamp strawpage anon uhh check the lavalamp tag :] /safe /srs

I SAW I SAW AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH

MY EXCITEMENT IS TOO MUCH FOR TUMBLR SO IT KEEPS CRASHING WHEN I TRY TO REBLOG IT :(((((

[spiritual-turg]

She's literally SO gorgeous!!!!

OG by Joetastic!!!

[ashcremated]

he was a celestial immortal demoted to volcano spirit, he was a cultivator on a mission to kill demons, can i make it even more obvious? lil bday gift for @ranilla-bean, hi fratm di brutte vibes 💕 xianxia au century egg pookie be upon ye 💋💋🍋🌋🌋

[araneapeixes]

study group is not going so well

[hinamie]

subject, specimen, spectacle;

should i say that you're dead?

[luguangs]

though the movie might be cancelled, yuri on ice will live forever in our hearts. thank you yoi fandom, it's been real ♡

[milkywayes]

dead man walking

[ -> prints 💙 ]

[chrisrainicorn]

this is canon btw

[silvermun]

This time I shall not yield! 🗡️

my full illustration for the @sonicshadowzine!

[oakaiarts]

marcille’s room