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marsobrelagrimas · 6 months
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Qué te disminuyan tu dolor porque otras personas viven algo mucho peor, es muy de narcisistas...
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bambinamoon · 4 months
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Que ganas de joderme la vida, papá.
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ellecone · 4 months
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TÓXICO
Definamos que es una relación tóxica (abro el panorama para todas las situaciones).
La toxicidad empieza cuando manipulas y generas inseguras sobre la otra persona (claro que hay muchas vertientes), pero esto es lo principal.
Persona víctima y egocéntrica + Persona con baja autoestima y falta de seguridad = relación tóxica.
Esta fórmula nos lleva a la mayoría de las personas que "por amor" "por respeto" o por "No dañar la situación", no nos damos el lugar que nos merecemos y eso no implica que nuestra defensa deba ser agresiva.
La situación que sea, siempre debemos pensar en las consecuencias, darnos nuestro lugar y alejarnos de la persona que nos provoca nuestra inestabilidad emocional.
SI NECESITAS AYUDA NO DUDES EN PEDIRLA O ACTUAR.
-EELLEE-
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virtualmilkshakesheep · 3 months
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Respeta tu propia palabra y valores. Si algo no te late en una persona; comienza con la aceptación. No cedas por “amor”. No anules tu razonamiento por un momento de euforia.
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Con vos voy del amor, a la decepción, al dolor, al odio.
No necesariamente en ese orden.
Pero no importa como, ni cuánto, vuelvo al amor.
Todo esto se traduce en rechazo a mis actos, mis emociones, en asco puro a mi amor, no lo entiendo, no me entiendo.
Quiero irme,
Te juro que quiero irme.
Pero no se como.
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sopefulheart · 4 months
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falling out of love
→ pair: yoongi x female oc
→ word count: 2k
→ tags: yoongi x oc, original character, toxic relationship, depression, jealousy, manipulation, you do not want this relationship, flawed character, basically yoongi sucks, makeouts, angst, no smut
→ warnings: toxic relationship, emotional abuse
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“Babe? I’m home.”
Hyeji closes the apartment door and hangs up her coat, moving further into the house to look for her boyfriend. Her boyfriend who’s been a bit withdrawn lately.
She knows he has bad days more frequently than most people do. He can even have bad weeks and bad months. And Hyeji makes sure to give him the most love and attention she can whenever he’s not feeling the best.
Right now, it doesn’t seem like anything’s wrong. But how would she know if he won’t actually talk?
“Yoongi?”
A grunt comes from the bedroom.
Yoongi’s laying on their bed, reading. Hyeji walks around the bed only to receive some absentminded peck from him.
He’s rarely affectionate but it’s not like he never is. Hyeji has even asked him in the past to make an effort. She knows he’s trying but it sometimes feels like a slight.
“You could have responded to me just now,” she mutters.
“Sorry?”
“When I came home,” she replies, a bit irritated. “You could have let me know you were here.”
“M’sorry,” he says without looking up. “I’m really into this book so…”
She sighs and starts to take off her jewelry. “What do you want for dinner?”
“Whatever.”
“We should eat together tonight,” Hyeji says. “We used to do it all the time but you got busy.”
He hums, hesitant. “I don’t know…”
“Come on,” she grabs his hand and holds it. “Please, Yoongi? It would make me really happy.”
I shouldn’t have to beg.
He groans after a while. “Alright.”
Hyeji dismisses it and eagerly goes to the kitchen to start cooking.
Shouldn’t he be happy to?
Well, he was somewhere else the whole time.
And it sucked. Because Hyeji was talking about her day at work and Yoongi seemed like he couldn’t care less. But she decided to try again after dinner. After dishes.
After everything.
He sat on the couch reading once again, not even enjoying his girlfriend’s company.
Hyeji comes over and sits on his lap. “Murakami again?”
He nods. “I can’t put it down.”
“Can you, baby? Just for a minute.”
He obeys and supports her with two hands on the waist—reluctantly. She gives him a kiss with a bit more feeling than the half-assed peck from earlier.
Yoongi returns it, less eager than usual but hey, at least it was something.
“Missed you,” she says when she pulls away to breathe.
He hums in agreement as he kisses her again. He licks into her mouth eagerly, desperately. His warm hands move up the small of her back under the oversized shirt she threw on.
Yoongi makes a noise in the kiss, not quite a moan but certainly halfway there. It makes Hyeji crave more, a fire lit in her belly feeling like fuel has been added.
She leans back to allow him to lay horizontal on the couch, following him as he does so. Hyeji’s body moves against his now, their lips also smoothly moving against each other.
He instinctively pulls her shirt up over her head and his hands move along her stomach. He flips her and moves kisses down to her neck, nipping skin as quick as he can.
“Fuck,” he sighs.
And he’s so into it now.
Into her.
Into her body and into the kisses and it’s fucking weird but Hyeji doesn’t want to think about this any longer because hello? He cares right now.
Then he stops to breathe.
She breathes hard, only able to say “Yoongi…” He rakes his hair back with his hands, gasping for air.
“Let’s go to bed,” she says after a while. She’s still straddling him, sitting up and waiting for his response.
He nods and follows her to their bedroom when she gets up, crawling over her when she lays on the bed.
“Want you to make me feel good, baby.”
And he does.
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“I love you,” Hyeji whispers a little while after.
He’s got one arm around her waist. He’s pulled her in to close the gap between them, the warmth of their bodies the only thing keeping the room’s coolness bearable.
The exceptions are the sheets. Obviously.
“Yeah,” he breathes. “It was good.”
Nothing back.
That certainly speaks volumes.
God how she wishes she could see his face right now.
“Yoon? Are you okay?”
“Why?”
Hyeji shrugs. “I’m just wondering if you’re… okay. Mentally, I mean.”
“I’m fine.”
And this is where reading his facial expression would come in.
She sighs.
“Can you face me? I can’t talk to you like this.”
Yoongi obeys. His face is deadpan but his eyes say a lot.
She’s learned to read him. It was hard when they first started going out but became easier as they got to know each other, as she got to know him when he felt like shit.
Like those few times he didn’t answer her calls or texts for a few days and she ran over to his apartment to find out he was in bad shape.
That’s because he never wants to talk.
Hyeji puts a hand on his cheek, stroking it gently with her thumb. “You know that I’m here whenever you wanna talk.”
“I know.”
She gives him a tender kiss this time, unlike the ones earlier. “I love you. I’m always gonna be here.”
His eyes well up with tears, Hyeji can tell Yoongi’s actively holding them back. He nods.
“Okay? I promise.”
She also knows ‘I love you’ never comes easy to him. But that conversation bothers her for a while.
Even so, there’s a new guy at work that Hyeji is friends with. Hoseok.
And they’re just friends, obviously.
But she’s taken to confiding in Hoseok about Yoongi. She swears it’s in the most innocent way, though.
“Are you sure this guy still loves you, noona?”
Hyeji shoots him a menacing look.
“Alright,” he puts his hands up in surrender. “Sorry I asked, geez.”
“Just go do your work, Hoseok-ah.”
He rolls his eyes. “I’m literally waiting for you to pack up so we can walk out together.”
“My boyfriend’s picking me up.”
“So?”
“So I don’t want him to see me with you,” Hyeji says, a bit irritated. “He’s kinda- weird about this shit.”
“Literally why,” he asks, monotone. “It’s not like I like you or anything.”
“Right.”
Hyeji finishes packing up her belongings and says her goodbyes to some coworkers. As she’s leaving, Hoseok stops her.
“You sure you don’t need me to walk you out?”
“Why are you so insistent on this?”
Hoseok shrugs and leans against the wall. “Safety stuff or whatever. It gets dark early now, remember?”
She groans. “Only because you won’t stop bothering me.”
Hyeji lets Hoseok follow her like a puppy; to the elevator, to the lobby, outside the office building.
It’s freezing outside. Seoul has had nothing but frigid weather that makes you freeze your ass off lately. Even with a coat, you feel like you might have hypothermia or something.
“So,” Hoseok says after a while of them waiting. “Where is he?”
Hyeji pulls out her phone to call him. “Shut up. He’ll be here in a minute.”
Probably.
No answer. Now this is embarrassing.
“Damn it!”
“I can take you home, noona.”
“No, no, no,” she says, frantic. “I can walk.”
Hoseok pulls out his keys and takes her hand. “It’s, like, thirty degrees out right now. Come on.”
She groans loudly as he pulls her along in the direction of his car.
The drive is relatively quiet. Hyeji’s too busy thinking about Yoongi and his possible reaction/non-reaction and his mental state and so many other things about him that pop into her head.
Fortunately, the office is only ten minutes away from the apartment she and Yoongi share. Any longer and this drive would simply make her brain implode.
When they finally reach the apartment building, Hoseok and Hyeji say their goodbyes. Instead of leaving right away, he waits for her to get inside. As for Hyeji, she takes a deep breath before entering.
Yoongi’s on the couch facing the window.
“Hey,” she says, trying to look as innocent as she possibly can. “What happened today?”
“Who was that?”
She stammers. “Uh- I- my coworker dropped me off. You were supposed to pick me up, Yoongi.”
He facepalms. “Shit.”
“What happened? What’s been happening with you lately?”
Yoongi stands up now, hands on his hips. “I should be asking you the same question.”
“What do you even mean?”
He pauses, as if reluctant to say the next words that come out of his mouth. “Are you seeing that guy?”
She sighs. “What the hell? You’re not serious, are you?”
“I’m deadass, Hyeji.”
“God,” she scoffs and walks around him and to the bedroom. “You know what? I can’t answer that.”
“Hey,” he calls after her. “Wait!”
Yoongi follows her into the bedroom where she’s changing her clothes. “Hyeji please-”
“You’re accusing me of cheating, Yoongi. Are you fucking kidding? After everything I’ve done for you?”
“How was I supposed to know?”
“Um, well, I’m pretty sure it’s common sense.”
He scoffs. “Common sense, my ass.”
“Hey! Don’t make this shit my fault. You’ve been acting all distant and isolated for months, okay?”
He hangs his head and sighs.
“I gave you so much time and so much love and so much support and all of me that I could have possibly given you even when I was barely able to. I never forced you to talk ever.”
“I know,” he whispers.
“Like sue me for thinking I could confide in someone else for once. Hoseok is a new coworker I trained, that’s it.”
Silence.
Tears well up in her eyes. “I don’t think I can do this anymore.”
“Hyeji…”
“Just get away from me.” She walks out of the bedroom and locks herself in the bathroom, not knowing whether to scream or cry.
A low voice on the other side of the door startles her. “Don’t leave me.”
She chooses not to respond.
“I know you hate me so much right now and I totally understand but Hyeji just listen to me?”
He pauses, then continues after a minute.
“Things have been really hard lately. And I know that’s no excuse for the way I’ve been treating you.”
“No shit.”
“I still love you, I swear. And again my actions are not indicative of my love for you at all. But you know me, you know how I am, you know I don’t do affection that way.”
“I know.”
He pauses again.
“But it’s been so fucked up in my head. I’ve been pushing you away because I don’t want to burden you with everything going on inside of me, Hyeji. Please believe me.”
Yoongi’s voice cracks at the end of the sentence.
He wants to cry again.
She sighs. Hyeji’s sitting with her back against the door now.
“I’ve been trying to make myself get better without burdening you with it.”
“I always tell you that just makes it worse.”
“I know that… we talked about me making an effort and that’s been in the back of my mind since. It’s just- it’s so hard when I don’t know what’s going on in my head.”
“I need you to understand. I’m moody and angry and shit sometimes but I still love you, okay?”
She gets up slowly and opens the door to a crying Yoongi on the floor in a fetal position near the door.
“Babe…”
“I swear I’m not falling out of love with you.”
She gets down on the floor next to him and takes him in her arms, letting him cry as long as he needs to.
“You need to talk to me, Yoongi.”
He nods.
“You need to talk to me when you’re not feeling okay. This isn’t good for you, holding it in like this. I hate to see you like this. You promise me you will?”
“I promise.”
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aurianneor · 2 months
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La imprecisión artística de los coches ecológicos
I) ¿Qué significa esta tabla sobre coches ecológicos?
Los fabricantes de coches más serios tienen distintos enfoques para reducir las emisiones tóxicas:
Mejorar la eficiencia del motor y la combustión con una mejor calidad de construcción (por ejemplo, Mazda Skyactive-G).
Ayudar a un motor de gasolina o diésel con una batería autocargable. Son los coches híbridos (por ejemplo, el Toyota Auris).
Alternar entre gasolina y electricidad utilizando una batería para cargar el enchufable a la red eléctrica. Son los coches híbridos enchufables (por ejemplo, el Toyota Prius o el Volvo V60).
Carga 100% eléctrica en el punto de recarga (por ejemplo, el Nissan Leaf).
El Nox es el gas de escape responsable de la niebla tóxica en las grandes ciudades. Se debe principalmente a la combustión incompleta del combustible. Eche un vistazo a esta explicación TED-Ed del fenómeno del smog: https://youtu.be/CdbBwIgq4rs?si=39OCCQvY8WW_69v3
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Las emisiones de CO2 deben medirse no sólo en el tubo de escape, sino también en la central eléctrica si el coche utiliza electricidad de la red. Hay grandes diferencias entre países según la fuente de energía. Países como Francia recurren a la generación de energía nuclear, que no emite C02, pero traslada el riesgo al de una catástrofe industrial y la contaminación creada por los residuos nucleares. Puede consultar aquí las emisiones de CO2 por kilómetro de los coches eléctricos por países: http://shrinkthatfootprint.com/electric-car-emissions
Algunos fabricantes optan por utilizar aluminio para la carrocería. Esto hace que el coche sea más ligero y, por tanto, consuma menos combustible en carretera. Pero producir aluminio requiere 20 veces más combustión de petróleo que producir acero. Fabricar un coche de aluminio equivale a 2 ó 3 años de consumo de combustible en carretera en términos de emisiones de CO2. Así que, a la hora de comparar vehículos, hay que reevaluar las cifras de los coches de aluminio.
Para la elaboración de este cuadro se ha optado por utilizar datos de «conducción real», es decir, realizada por grupos de científicos independientes.
II) Cuando l’Open science cruza con la industria automovilística
No hay que olvidar que el escándalo Volkswagen fue el resultado de un enfoque de Open science. Investigadores universitarios midieron y compartieron su trabajo sobre la medición de las emisiones de CO2. Hasta entonces, sólo lo habían hecho los fabricantes de automóviles. Los científicos de la Open science comparten sus técnicas y resultados en línea. Este nuevo fenómeno ha pillado por sorpresa a Volkswagen, pero también a otros fabricantes como Fiat y Renault. Ya no pueden jugar con las cifras todo lo que quieran.
Si quieres saber más, lee estos artículos:
– This is the testing rig that caught Volkswagen riding dirty – The Verge: https://www.theverge.com/2015/9/23/9387613/volkswagen-emissions-test-photo-scandal
– Researchers Who Exposed VW Gain Little Reward From Success – New York Times: https://www.nytimes.com/2016/07/25/business/vw-wvu-diesel-volkswagen-west-virginia.html
– Exhaust particles of modern gasoline vehicles: A laboratory and an on-road study – Science direct: https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S1352231014006190
III) No dejes que los gobiernos te avergüencen. Los individuos no son ni mucho menos los únicos culpables.
Aunque la búsqueda del coche más limpio es un objetivo importante, el transporte sólo representa el 14% de las emisiones de gases tóxicos. Para poner estas cifras en perspectiva, compare este porcentaje con los de la industria agrícola y los sistemas de calefacción doméstica, que juntos representan el 49% de las emisiones de CO2. Los datos están disponibles en este documento: Emisiones por sector económico: https://www.epa.gov/ghgemissions/global-greenhouse-gas-emissions-data
Hagamos un paralelismo con los antibióticos. La gente debería usar los antibióticos con sensatez, pero el 50% de la producción mundial se administra a animales de granja(http://www.who.int/bulletin/volumes/93/4/15-030415.pdf) y el 70% de la producción en Estados Unidos (http://www.pewtrusts.org/en/research-and-analysis/fact-sheets/2016/12/antibiotics-and-animal-agriculture-a-primer). 
Para más información, consulte mi artículo Le parapluie à cachetons: https://www.aurianneor.org/le-parapluie-a-cachetons-la-recherche-sur-les/
Es importante volver a centrarse en lo que más contamina: la fabricación de bienes de consumo, el sector inmobiliario y la ganadería intensiva.
How to Avoid a Climate Disaster – The Solutions We Have and the Breakthroughs We Need – Bill Gates
IV) El alquiler social es una subvención camuflada para los fabricantes
Cuando el Gobierno ofrece un coche eléctrico a 100 euros al mes, el dinero público paga la diferencia con el precio de venta al fabricante, que puede subir el precio a voluntad porque el cliente final siempre pagará la misma cantidad. Con la excusa de ayudar a la población, es dinero de los impuestos que va directamente a los bolsillos de los vendedores.
V) El proteccionismo no siempre es virtuoso
El Gobierno francés impone un recargo a los coches eléctricos producidos en China. La medida llega tras el enorme éxito de MG, que ofrece modelos de bajo coste con una tecnología de baterías menos contaminante y más resistente al frío. Esta medida proteccionista significa que los fabricantes europeos no tendrán que innovar y seguirán vendiendo caros vehículos eléctricos de litio que pueden incendiarse cuando hace frío y que se explotan en condiciones ecológicamente deplorables para extraer litio en tierra o bajo el mar.
Es más, estos coches tienen ajustes que contaminan: por ejemplo, el aire acondicionado se enciende cuando no hay nadie en el Tesla, automáticamente porque Elon Musk así lo ha decidido.
Sería mejor concentrarse en los coches eléctricos que utilizan sal o hidrógeno.
VI) Contaminación de los neumáticos
Los neumáticos producen una media de 1850 veces más partículas que los tubos de escape. Con la tecnología actual de coches eléctricos de litio, que tienen una autonomía de unos 500 km, los vehículos necesitan una gran batería, lo que los hace más pesados. Las emisiones de partículas de los neumáticos están relacionadas con el peso. Esta contaminación relacionada con los neumáticos es más importante que la de los tubos de escape. Esta contaminación por partículas aumenta el riesgo de cáncer y actúa como disruptor endocrino para la fauna. El 87% del Mediterráneo está contaminado por microplásticos.
Car tyres produce vastly more particle pollution than exhausts, tests show – The Guardian: https://www.theguardian.com/environment/2022/jun/03/car-tyres-produce-more-particle-pollution-than-exhausts-tests-show
Do electric vehicles produce more tyre and brake pollution than their petrol and diesel equivalents? – RAC: https://www.rac.co.uk/drive/electric-cars/running/do-electric-vehicles-produce-more-tyre-and-brake-pollution-than-petrol-and/
VII) Si quieres comprobar las cifras de mi tabla, aquí las tienes:
– Registre néerlandais des émission de CO2  pour les véhicules routiers: https://www.emissieregistratie.nl/erpubliek/documenten/Lucht%20(Air)/Verkeer%20en%20Vervoer%20(Transport)/Wegverkeer/TNO%20(2016)%20Dutch % 20CO2% 20emission% 20factors% 20for% 20road% 20vehicles.pdf
– Émissions de Nox et de Co2 testées sur la route: https://www.theicct.org/sites/default/files/publications/ICCT_RoadTested_201709.pdf
https://www.test-achats.be/auto-velo/autos/dossier/dieselgate-faites-vous-partie-des-gens-trompes/telecharger?ressourceUri=F3D9F3DFD8B55DCFD01E8D383C55963C0BDACB40
– Calculateur d’analyse des émissions: http://www.nextgreencar.com/tools/emissions-calculator/
– Émissions liées aux carrosseries en acier et en aluminium: https://www.oecd.org/env/cc/2483490.pdf
http://www.electroheatinduction.com/how-to-calculate-electricity-cost-for-melting- métal-dans-induction-fusion-four
Electric cars grab almost half of sales in oil-producing Norway – Reuters: https://www.reuters.com/article/us-autos-electric-norway/electric-cars-grab-almost-half-of-sales-in-oil-producing-norway-idUSKCN1TW2WO
Electric cars grab almost half of sales in oil-producing Norway – Reuters: https://www.reuters.com/article/us-autos-electric-norway/electric-cars-grab-almost-half-of-sales-in-oil-producing-norway-idUSKCN1TW2WO
La Tesla Model 3 obtient la note maximale au test européen de sécurité des passagers – @phonandroid : https://www.phonandroid.com/tesla-model-3-obtient-note-maximale-test-europeen-securite-passagers.html
TESLA Model 3 vs BMW M3 Track Battle | Top Gear: https://youtu.be/DSRWKxytW40
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Arnold Goes Undercover as a Used Car Salesman to Prank Customers: https://youtu.be/rXodSqMpuUQ  
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Deep-Sea Mining –  Last Week Tonight with John Oliver (HBO): https://youtu.be/qW7CGTK-1vA?si=7wHLB_cxPz4nx3jb
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Healthy Road: https://www.aurianneor.org/healthy-road-etre-en-meilleure-sante-etre-plus-a/
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Le transport zéro émission: https://www.aurianneor.org/le-transport-zero-emission/
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Le parapluie à cachetons: https://www.aurianneor.org/le-parapluie-a-cachetons-la-recherche-sur-les/
Tomorrow – Chap 2: L’énergie: https://www.aurianneor.org/tomorrow-chap-2-lenergie-demainlefilm/
Energy and Civilization – Vaclav Smil: https://www.aurianneor.org/how-energy-makes-life-possible-bill-gates/
Solar Oven: https://www.aurianneor.org/solar-oven/
La vivienda: https://www.aurianneor.org/la-vivienda/
Les intermédiaires: https://www.aurianneor.org/les-intermediaires/
The artistic blur of ecological cars: https://www.aurianneor.org/the-artistic-blur-of-ecological-cars-i-what-this/
Le flou artistique des voitures écologiques: https://www.aurianneor.org/wp-admin/post.php?post=1118&action=edit
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va-cios · 2 years
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Ojalá no vuelvas a buscarme, ojalá seas feliz allá, nos mentimos siempre con algo sin futuro, así que si lo único real de todo esto es que eres feliz con alguien más, entonces no me necesitas, sé feliz, esta vez déjame ir, que yo desde hace mucho ya he querido soltarte.
—Noe M
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baddiec0re · 3 months
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vannedrugs · 2 years
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Abro hilo de cosas que no debi permitirte desde el primer momento.
Nunca debí dejar que me dijeras quien podía ser mi amigo y quien no, justificandote con tus inseguridades.
Nunca debí permitirte alzarme la voz.
No debí dejar que me prohibieras salir disfrazandolo de que te preocupabas por mi.
Debí darle más importancia a la manera en la que te expresabas de tu ex
Debi alejarme cuando vi que hablabas con otras mujeres
Cuando me decías que yo era mucho para ti debí creerte
Cuando me decías que tenias miedo de perderme, debí darme cuenta que no era eso, solo no querías estar solo
Cuando nos separamos por primera vez y buscaste a muchas mujeres, debí darme cuenta que no sabes estar solo y que no regresaste por amor
Cuando discutíamos, no era normal que me gritaras y me jalonearas
Debí darme cuenta que te contenias y no habías cambiado
Era mala señal que inmediatamente que te separaste de tu ex, estuviste conmigo
Cuando me expresaba y decías que solo quería pelear por todo, debía darme cuenta que no era bueno.
Que hablaras mucho de la mamá de tu hijo frente a mi de manera buena y después de manera mala, no estaba bien.
Cuando me dijiste que te gustaba pelear a golpes, debí irme.
Cuando dijiste que si tu hermana se moría no ibas a sentir nada xq casi no se veían, debí poner atención
Que tuvieras tantos problemas con todos a tu alrededor, no era xq todos estuvieran en tu contra.
Debí darle más importancia a todo lo que me decían los demás sobre ti, no querían separarnos, querian salvarme.
Cuando leí que te burlabas de mí con otras personas para cuidar tu imagen, debí saber que no eras leal.
Cuando no te importaba verme en un ataque se ansiedad causado por tu culpa debí saber que no te importaba yo.
Debí darme cuenta a tiempo que solo te gustaba estar conmigo porque todo te pasaba, no te pude poner límites.
Cuando aborte y decidiste pelear ese día, debí darme cuenta que a ti no te importe en absoluto.
Debí darme cuenta a tiempo de que te molestaba que me fuera bien y mi familia me apoyará.
Cuando me dolia la partida de mi abuelo y a ti no te importó mi duelo, preferías gritarme y decirme que xq había tenido pasado antes de ti.
Me hacías llorar en las reuniones con amigos.
Me hacías llorar todo el tiempo
Te molestaba la idea de verme crecer
NOTA: Amigx si estás en una relación tóxica, no ignores todo esto, el o ella o elle no va a cambiar y todo se va a volver peor, afortunadamente yo pude salvar mi vida a tiempo, pero estuve a nada de ser un número más, cuando te dicen "vete a la primera" hazlo, no es exagerado yo pensaba lo mismo, pero ojalá hubiera hecho caso
Te quiero vivx
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bambinamoon · 4 months
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Y recuerden, no es sano vivir eternamente con tus papás.
BambinaMoon
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welele · 2 years
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Lo mismo me pasaba con el FIFA, jugar y perder era peor que un trabajo. 
Y si jugaba y ganaba me abrían el chat para decirme que estaba hackeando el juego o era un manco con suerte.
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quiero-ser-nadie · 1 year
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Me golpeaste, pero mi cuerpo estaba tan necesitado de amor que lo sentí como un beso
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psicoonline · 2 years
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princes4-desc0nhecida · 7 months
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Hoje
Hoje, sete meses depois que terminei com você.
Hoje, depois de tudo que me fez sentir,
Hoje, depois de achar que minha vida estava nas tuas mãos,
Hoje, depois de ver meu amor por você se transformar em medo e de não te reconhecer mais,
Hoje, depois que eu me recusei a cada dia a acreditar em tudo que me fez passar,
Hoje, depois que te procurei preocupada em como você estava,
Hoje, depois que te quis bem mesmo que longe, hoje, mesmo depois de tudo isso,
Hoje, te ver falar que não acredita mais em nós me doeu como nunca.
Hoje, doeu mais que quando te escutei falar que você acabaria com a minha vida,
Hoje, doeu mais que todas as brigas,
Hoje, doeu mais que suas insistentes críticas a tudo eu que fazia, ao meu corpo e a mim,
Hoje, doeu porque eu percebi que você de fato nunca me amou, você amou uma versão minha que só existia na sua cabeça,
Hoje, vejo que o tempo todo só eu te amei.
Hoje, pude perceber que nunca se tratou de nós,
Hoje, vi que sempre foi tudo por você e pelos teus caprichos.
Hoje é o último dia em que permito você ter algum controle sobre o que sinto,
Hoje foi a última vez que corri atrás de você,
Hoje você recebeu minha última mensagem.
Hoje, e em todos os próximos “hoje”, eu me escolho,
Hoje, escolho viver, sonhar, me permitir sentir todas as coisas boas que desejei a você,
Hoje, eu desejo tudo de melhor a mim.
Com carinho,
Milena Muniz
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