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list of fan fic recommendations by AU
these are fan fictions that i've read / yet to read that i've organised so it's easier to find them. all the fics are super cool and non-cringe so you've definitely got to read em.
so far i've updated some of the jjk fan fics, there's more to update which i'll do later during this week. pjm and myg fics will also be updated.
wattpad fics will be updated in this list too.
and i'll be updating them at the end of every month when i come across new fics.
Jeon Jungkook fics
best friends/childhood friends AU
brother's bestfriend/bestfriend's boyfriend AU
bodyguard AU
boxer/gangster AU
ceo AU
co-workers AU
enemies to lovers AU
exes to lovers AU
fantasy AU
fake dating AU
fuckboy/fratboy AU
friends with benefits/fuck buddies AU
idol/popstar/celeb AU
hybrid AU
neighbors AU
roommates AU
strangers to lovers AU
soulmates AU
single parent AU
teacher AU
yandere AU
other jobs (tattooist/baker/sugar baby/racer etc) AU
Park Jimin fics
best friends/childhood friends AU
brother's bestfriend AU
ceo AU
college AU
co-workers AU
enemies to lovers AU
exes to lovers AU
fantasy AU
fake dating AU
fuckboy AU
friends with benefits/fuck buddies AU
idol/popstar/celeb AU
hybrid AU
neighbors AU
parents AU
single dad AU
strangers to lovers AU
sugar daddy AU
soulmates AU
yandere AU
other jobs (stripper/racer/doctor/stalker etc) AU
Min Yoongi fics
will be updating....!
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bend my rules | jjk
in which jeongguk jeon, the frattiest of all frat boys, has been trying to get you to go out with him since freshman year, no success. what if the events that occur in junior year change your opinion on jeongguk and you actually give him a chance?
rich! jeongguk x reader
warnings: detailed virginity loss (minors, go away!), use of yn, jk is a little dumb sometimes but heâs a sweetheart, jk is a frat boy, minor mention of SA (nothing too triggering (i hope)), i love yn, taehyung mention đŤśđź, yn is thick asfff (#needthat), desperate jk, use of both jeongguk and jungkook (iâm an indecisive bitch sorry), he gets the girl!
another scenario with this couple âcoupleâs getawayâ !
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Jeongguk needs no introduction. There was not a single soul at Berkeley University that didnât know of him. Even the freshmen got introduced to who he was on their first day. With a powerful presence, daddyâs money, and unfortunately for you, a gorgeous, gorgeous face and muscles for days, Jeongguk takes the entire world by storm. He had that something about him that makes every guy want to befriend him and makes every girl want to be with him.
He was a business administration major, now in his senior year; his goal? To take over his fatherâs many businesses when he graduates. He could have done that without college, but his family put a lot of importance on education.
He was simultaneously in a frat and also lived alone in a penthouse off campus. You always wondered how he was allowed to be in the frat if he wasnât living in the fraternity itself. But heâs the king of Kappa Sigma; they couldnât vote him out. You met Jungkook at a party thrown by a friendâs friend, who is also friends with Jungkook, during the second semester of freshman year. He approached you with charming confidence, asking for your number. You declined politely, and he has not left you alone sinceâfollowing you around, asking you out, giving you gifts, inviting you to parties that you never ended up attending, asking your friends about you, pretending to share your interests to get closer to you, and so on and so forth.
The one thing that was good about freshman and sophomore year was that you had no classes with Jungkook. So the last two years, you had Jungkook-less classes, except for the ones he decided to barge into uninvited and declare his love for you. Junior year came, and with it, Jungkook decided to sign himself up for the 18th-century literature class with Professor Sullivan.
Your major was English literature.
Professor Sullivanâs class was one of your favoritesâthe debates, the topics, the atmosphere. Also, the fact that Professor Sullivan liked you a lot. The topic of this lesson was: the role of women in literature in the 18th century.
"Women in the 18th century played very crucial roles as empowered figures; that is a fact. Authors like Mary Wollstonecraft, for example; she challenged societal expectations and wrote incredibly critical narratives that advocated for womenâs rights,â you argued with a steady voice.
From across from you, you heard a voice you dreaded. "Yn, no one can argue with you about the existence of women authors at the time, but were they really all that empowering? I mean, they pretty much all were dependent on men. For example, âOroonoko,â written by a woman, yet it represents a male hero, while the female perspective is secondary.â
âWell, Ben, if you had taken my argument or really, any historical context into consideration, you would understand that, male hero aside, a woman producing literature of any kind in that era meant that she was asserting herself in a male-dominant, or rather, in a female-submissive world, and that in itself is resistance. It embodies power. I rest my case."
Ben was about to open his mouth to argue back when the door to the lecture hall interrupted him.
"Mr. Jeon, you are half an hour late," Professor Sullivan spoke to the interrupter.
In that moment, Ben became the least of your worries, sexism and all. You felt as if your life was upside down and you couldnât get it up. What the hell was he doing in this class? This isnât even his thing; he will fail! He will fail miserably!
"I sincerely apologize, Professor. It wonât happen again," the deep voice apologized before stepping forward and finding a seat.
As his piercing brown eyes found yours, the usual smirk found its place on his lips, and them and their owner made their way directly towards you. He sat down with the same expression on his face. "Hey, gorgeous. Miss me over the summer?"
He put his muscular arm around your shoulder and kept his head tilted to the side to stare at you, admiring the beauty before him from head to toe. You were wearing flared jeans and a tight pink long-sleeve shirt that accentuated your generous breasts. "Cute outfit, baby. Pink is your color; Iâll make sure to buy you lingerie in that same shade."
Before you could answer, Mr. Sullivan stated: "Mr. Jeon, we were just discussing the womanâs role in 18th-century literature. I am sure Ms. Ln will fill you in on what you have missed so far, but I wish for you to pay attention to the rest of the lecture. I know Ms. Ln is much prettier than I am; nonetheless, I hope you can find it in yourself to pay more attention to me and less to her."
The whole hall broke out in laughter, amused at the professorâs wit. Jungkook just continued smirking at you, seemingly also amused at the professor, and you sat in silence for the rest of the lecture, blushing.
The lecture ended quickly after, all the students making their way out, and you wouldâve done so as well, but you needed to have a little talk with the man sitting beside you first.
"What are you doing here?" you nearly hissed at Jungkook, who was still sitting, your arms crossed around your chest.
"What do you mean, baby?" he provoked. "You donât want me here or something?"
One thing that can be said about Jungkook was that he was a very persistent man. Even after your countless rejections, he somehow managed to come back stronger, bigger, and harder to fight off.
"You know I donât want you here! What are you even doing here in the first place, Jungkook? What do you want?" Your hands were on your full hips as you questioned him.
He looked up at you with a shimmer of amusement and a raised eyebrow, his eyes tracing every curve. "You know, Yn, you look really good from this angle."
The thought of kicking him in the head came to you, but you fought it off. "Answer my question."
"Iâm not gonna answer a question you already know the answer to. You know damn well why Iâm here; I want you, and I wanna see you, and I want you to finally go out with me so we can live happily ever after and put me out of my misery," he proclaimed, with the spirit of Romeo possessing him.
"You just did, though," you noted with a smirk.
"Huh?"
"You just answered a question I already know the answer to." With that, you grabbed your bag and swayed away from the man, who was too distracted watching you walk away to comprehend that you were gone.
___
On a Friday night, you had a lot you could do: read a new book, talk to your mom, whom you hadnât seen in two months on the phone, organize a sleepover with your friends and watch a movie, finish the five essays you havenât finished yet, go off campus and try new food, and if you donât like it, get the food you know and like and eat it.
But in Averyâs opinion, there was nothing better to do than to go to the Kappa Sigma party. You would usually not necessarily disagree; a party is sometimes exactly what you needed, but not this Friday and not at Kappa Sigma.
"Avery, did you forget the 100 times that I have told you he is now in my 18th-century lit class? I had to see him three times this week for almost an hour each lecture. Those are three hours where I had to see him, where I had to hear him speak," you dramatically articulated. "And if you count the times that I have seen him in the halls, and the one time I saw him in the library, and the one time he came into my poetry class and sat there, watching me for 20 minutes before Professor Sinclair told him to leave, and the one time he came here to give me flowers and ask me out, that makes like a hundred thousand hours that I had to see him this week. I do not wanna go to his party!"
Your roommates all looked at you like you just fell down from an alien spaceship. Nora was the first one to react. "Your math skills are really bad, Yn."
Avery rolled her eyes. "True, but thatâs besides the point; Yn, why are you whining that the hottest and richest guy at this entire university wants you and has been wanting you for the last two years? Thatâs a flex, girl! Now, go put on a sexy ass outfit on that sexy ass bod and letâs. go. out."
"Woooo!" you heard Sasha yell from the kitchen, making you crack a smile amid your misery.
"Alright, but next Friday, I choose what we do," you claimed, with full intention of keeping that promise.
_
You and all four of your roommates arrived at the Kappa Sigma house with outfits that nobody else could compete with. You were wearing a tight, black off-shoulder shirt and a red mini skirt that emphasized your already emphasized thickness. Topped off with soft glam makeup and black heels, you felt like a real woman.
"Welcome, ladies," the deep voice that could only belong to Taehyung greeted you. "Sasha."
"Hi, Tae," Sasha purred, her hands quickly finding his neck, leaning into a passionate kiss.
These two had been a couple for a few months now, after a whole year of being on and off. Despite the stereotypes of frat boys, Taehyung knew how to treat his girl right.
You entered the house with one friend less; Sasha disappeared with Taehyung into the chaos that is the current state of this house. Your other roommates quickly disappeared as well, much to your dismay.
Now, your goal was to socialize, maybe drink a little something, but not too much because of the essays that you would have to write the next day. Your eyes scanned the house for a familiar face, and it landed on one.
One that was looking you up and down with hunger. He signaled you to come over where he was sitting with a bunch of girls and one other guy. You shook your head no, so he came over.
"Yn! Iâm glad you came, baby." He hugged you, and you only half-hugged him back. "You look gorgeous, of course."
"Thanks, Jeongguk," you said politely.
You and he had a complex relationship; the first time he saw you, he showed romantic interest in you, showering you with affection and gifts. He never stopped. You always rejected him, no exceptions, even at times where you wanted nothing more than to say yes. Yet he was always kind to you, and you were kind to him (most of the time). Your mutual friends always brought you together; it was as if you couldnât escape one anotherâto his pleasure and to your dismay.
"Lemme get you something to drink," he went into the kitchen and came back with a soda can. "Here, I know you usually donât drink, so I got you a cola; hope thatâs fine."
"It is, thank you," you smiled softly and started drinking the cola. "So, youâre interested in literature this year."
You only started a conversation because you knew he would not leave your side the entire night anyway, and you would prefer it if you picked the topic of conversation instead of him.
"Hell yeah, I love me some Samuel L. Jackson," he stated, making you laugh.
"You mean Samuel Johnson, you idiot," you said, giggling as you pushed his strong arm playfully.
He watched you giggle, gazing as if you hung the stars. "Yeah, yeah, same thing, same thing." With his boyish smile, he said, "Look, Iâm sorry if I made you uncomfortable by signing up for the same class as you. It was kinda out of pocket, even for my standards. I know the last person you wanna see is me, so if you want me to drop it, I will."
Your jaw metaphorically dropped at Jungkookâs words. Those are words that came out of Jungkookâs mouth? Does that mean that he will leave me alone completely if I wish? What does this mean?
A strange emotion settled deep inside you; you started wondering if you had done something wrong or if he perhaps found another girl he wanted to ask out even more than he wanted to ask you out.
"Jungkook, it is your right to choose whatever class you want to be in; I canât be mad at you for that. Besides, you will learn a lot from Professor Sullivan; heâs great," you reassured him with a sweet voice.
"Yeah?" He grinned, recognizing that this was your way of saying you did not want him to leave.
"Oh yeah, he is a delightful old man. The stories he has to share are amazing. Did you even know heâs married to Professor Martinez? The reason why she hasnât taken his last name is that he was against it, telling her, âMaria, if you take my name, that is erasure. Erasure of your life before my appearance, and erasure of your beautiful Mexican heritage, Maria. Do not change your name to mine; I am technically your oppressor.â He told us that story maybe about 23 times, and he made sure to roll the r real hard," you found yourself joking with Jungkook, as your mind took you back to Averyâs earlier words.
It was not the first time that your friends said the same words to you; they always expressed their envy and their confusion about the situation with Jungkook. But you were thinking much deeper than them.
Much to everybodyâs surprise, you never had a boyfriend, and you were also still a virgin. The most you did was a kiss you shared with a guy at your high school graduation, which you immediately regretted. You had high standards. For yourself, for your future, for your future husband, and for everyone you allowed to enter your life. It was not about not having options; God knows you had many. It was about knowing for sure that the man you give these things toâyour trust, your dignity, your virginity, your loveâwould be the right one, the one that deserved it. The idea that Jungkookâthe man who gave you his undivided attention for two years straight and spoiled you without being askedâwas perhaps the man for you didnât sound so unbelievable anymore.
When you were a freshman and before you met him, you heard stories about himâstories of the parties he threw, the money he had, the many girls he fucked. These stories made you cautious, even though he put in real effort to get closer to you, you were hard to impress, and it was even harder for you to get out of your shell of self-protection.
Jungkook howled with laughter at the things you told him about your professor; either he found them genuinely amusing, or he was just laughing because the stories came out of your mouth.
âSo, what will you do?â he asked once the laughter died down a bit.
You tilted your head innocently. âWhat do you mean?â
He looked at you with such tenderness, your innocent eyes captivating him.
âWhen we get married, will you keep your name, or will you take mine?â he posed the question so casually, yet so longingly.
You shrugged your shoulders elegantly, taking a small sip from your forgotten cola. âI will probably take yours.â
The words you said that Friday night made Jeon Jungkook the happiest man on planet Earth, and probably all the other planets in the universe.
_
âSo, you little minx sat down and talked to Jungkook basically the entire fucking party, and you didnât even get up once? You didnât even complain about it!â Avery was almost lost for words; key word, almost.
âWhatâs the big deal? We talked, so what?â you shrugged it off.
âEverybodyâs talking about it, you know. They think you might finally give the guy a chance,â Nora chimed in. âI always knew you would eventually cave; I mean, with those arms and that black card, I wouldâve folded a long time ago. Thereâs a rumor he has a seven-inch dick, by the way.â
Just as you were about to say something, Sasha entered the living room, having just finished talking to Taehyung on the phone. âWhat are you girlies talking about?â
Avery answered, âOh, just about Yn and Jungkook getting married and having six kids.â
You threw a pillow at her head in response, and Sasha smirked at the mention of her boyfriendâs buddy. âYeah, I heard what happened. Tae told me Jungkook went crazy after talking to you, saying that this will be the year that he will claim you as his and that thereâs not a single person that can take away the happiness that heâs experiencing at the moment. He literally canât stop talking about you.â
You suppressed your smile successfully and shrugged your shoulders again. âI donât see why itâs a big deal. I mean, you all left me lonely at that party, and he was the first familiar face I saw, sooo⌠I had nothing better to do.â
âGod, youâre such an odd person. The guy wants you so bad, just give him a chance. You think itâs not noticeable that you are also kinda into him, but if you werenât, you wouldâve blocked that guy a long time ago, and you wouldâve gone crazy on his ass with all the things he does to get your attention, but you donât,â Tanya argued with a sly smirk on her face. âYou may be mysterious to other people, but you canât fool your best friends, who have been living with you for two years.â
Avery and Nora both agreed with Tanyaâs words by nodding their heads crazily, and Sasha said a loud âtrueâ from the kitchen across the living room, where she was preparing five hot chocolates for you.
âI do go crazy; I always go crazy; I always tell him off. You all have personally experienced me going off on him for things he did and said,â you defended yourself the best you could, before taking the hot chocolate out of Sashaâs hands with a small âthank you, S.â
âYeah, but itâs not really a âfuck off, I donât ever wanna see you or hear you againâ type of âgoing offâ; itâs more like a âugh, Jungkook, I canât believe you did this again. Please do it againâ type of thing,â Avery mocked with a high-pitched voice and fluttering eyelashes.
âOh my God, I do not do that.â
âYou kinda do, now that I think about it,â Sasha finally sat down. âI mean, I have seen you pick fights with men flirting with you before, and you are a completely different person with them versus with Jungkook.â
The others thought about what Sasha said, and it was almost like a collective epiphany. They all looked at you with the same look on their faces; almost an accusatory expression.
âYou totally like him; oh my God! Yn likes Jungkook. It makes so much sense; I canât believe I was so stupid,â Nora expressed with exciting energy.
You felt a rush of relief coming over you, almost as if you were carrying a secret that you wanted out. You had no idea if that feeling was a good sign or a bad one.
âOkay, letâs not get ahead of ourselves here, girls. I do not âtotally like himâ; I may be just startingâemphasis on just startingâto warm up to the idea of giving him a chance,â you revealed. âBut Sasha, promise not to tell Taehyung about this, âcause if you do, Jungkook is gonna know by default, and Iâm never gonna hear the end of it.â
âI wonât; I promise. This is just soooo exciting,â she spoke. âItâs just gonna be really hard to keep to myself, but I will try.â
âNo, you wonât just try; you have to actually not say anything. You forget how indecisive I am; I could change my mind about this in an hour, so if you tell Taehyung, he will tell Jungkook, then Jungkook builds up hope and confronts me about what he heard, and Iâll just be like, âOh, that was nothing; heâs just messing with you,â and can you imagine how hurt his feelings would be? I really donât need that on my conscience,â you explained thoroughly, your dramatics intact as they always were.
âOh my God,â they all said in unison.
âWhat?â
âYou care about his feelings!â Avery exclaimed, standing up dramatically. âYou like him, like, like him. Admit it, admit it, please, please, please.â
âShut up. Iâm going to bed now. Buh-bye.â With that, you exited the living room, leaving your friends to talk about your situation for another hour before also going to bed.
âRemember when he got her a Cartier bracelet?â
___
âI will form six groups consisting of four students; each group discussing the topic I will be assigning them,â Professor Sullivan revealed.
âMs. Ln, you will be grouped with Ms. Jones, Mr. Jeon, and Mr. Davis,â he spoke loudly. âYou will be discussing Rousseauâs âThe Confessionsâ and prepare a presentation on identity and selfhood that is due next week, on Monday.â
You dreaded being in a group with Ben Davis, who had been nothing but a pain in your butt since you got to know him, but at least the assignment was the one that you wanted.
Jungkook, who sat next to you, smirked and nodded his head. âThey couldnât tear us apart if they tried, angel; this is meant to be.â
âWho are you even talking about? Whoâs they?â Confused by his words, you asked.
âJust the world. You know how much these people hate real love,â he flashed you his trademark smile, making you push his arm playfully.
"Could you two stop flirting so we can start with the assignment?" the annoying voice of Ben whined, sitting across from you, with Lily Jones joining in the seat next to his.
âAlright, letâs dive in,â you started talking. âI personally think the most transfixing part of âThe Confessionsâ is how Rousseau emphasizes his intentions to be authentic. He exposes himself without shame or any sense of privacy, which for the time challenged societal norms completely.â
Lily nodded in agreement; Jungkook was busy staring at your lips as you articulated your opinion, smiling with his arm still around your shoulder. Ben, on the other hand, pulled a face you could only describe as disgusted. âAuthenticity? The only authentic thing about Rousseau is that he is able to whine about his feelings like a pubescent girl. It feels almost like narcissism to me.â
"What a stupid take, Ben. With Rousseau writing this book, he laid the foundation for modern notions of individuality; the book challenges the reader to think about their own identity, their individuality," you explained your point further.
âI donât need a stupid book like this to tell me about my identity or my individuality. Itâs literally just a dude whining and rambling about his feelings and whatnot. No one wants to hear it,â Ben snapped.
Jungkook looked between you and Ben while you were arguing; seeing your agitated face when you hated someone made him realize you didnât hate him at all. You even leaned closer into his arms.
âWell, I think we can use this as a talking point in our presentation,â Lily stated her idea. âHow our perception of the book is similar to how we perceive ourselves; there are people like Yn, who confront and explore their feelings, thus creating a healthy relationship with the self, and there are people like Ben, who repress and ignore them, which makes for an angry person; which, by the way, is also an emotion.â
You and Lily giggled at her words, sending each other glances as to say, "God, I fucking hate that guy."
Jungkook decided to chime in. âThatâs a good idea. We can use it as an opportunity to dive deeper into the self, to question it. If you are so opposed to Rousseauâs vulnerability, thatâs a big indication of your own issues with vulnerability.â
You observed him as he spoke, astonished at his participation. You leaned in even more, to the point where your bodies touched as a way to show him you liked what he said.
âOh, shut the hell up, man,â Ben shot back. âWe all know youâre just here âcause of her; you donât actually give a crap about all this.â
Jungkook simply smirked at him, already having figured out how easily provoked Ben was.
âHe obviously cares more than you, âcause with that attitude, we are never gonna get a presentation done, much less start,â you defended Jungkook sassily, with a displeased expression sent Benâs way, who just mumbled, âYeah, go on, defend your boyfriend.â
âTrue,â Lily sighed. âBy the way, where are we gonna prepare our presentation? The common rooms are always too loud, and all lecture halls are always occupied, and I donât know about you guys, but my dorm isnât exactly a mansion.â
You thought about Lilyâs concern for a second, and the same resonated with you; your on-campus apartment wasnât small, but you shared it with four very loud girls.
âWe can do it at my place; I donât mind,â Jungkook offered with a squeeze on your shoulder. âThen I finally have an excuse to invite my baby over.â
You looked up at him, meeting his mischievous eyes. For a moment, you shared intimate eye contact before Ben coughed to get your attention. âAt your penthouse? Pff, no thanks. Iâm sure a professor will let us use a room here.â
âYou are not serious, Ben. Jungkook just offers us to go to his huge penthouse and you decline? I must say, I have never known such a dedicated hater; itâs almost admirable,â Lily admitted her admiration for Benâs consistency.
âWhy the fuck would we go there? Itâs off campus, and itâs a penthouse; itâs so⌠distracting and unnecessary,â Ben debated, irritation written all over him.
âItâs a 15-minute walk and a five-minute drive, man; itâs not in Mexico,â Jungkook concurred, unable to find reason in Benâs opposition.
âAnd whatâs wrong with it being a penthouse? I personally would love to just hang out at a penthouse. It would make uni work a lot easier, actually,â Lily stated.
âI agree,â you shared, making Jungkook grin like an idiot at the image of you in his house. âAnd since this is a democracy, and we have one vote against three, we will meet at Jungkookâs penthouse next Sunday; of course, if that works for you, Jungkook."
âWorks perfect!â he excitedly responded.
Ben was looking pissed as always; Lily was already thinking about all the pictures she was going to ask you to take of her in the penthouse for her Instagram, and Jungkook and you seemed to be in your own little world, gazing at each other.
âThank you, Jungkook; thatâs really nice of you,â you expressed with a smile, lifting your face to his to plant a short kiss on his cheek.
His heart raced at the unexpected movement; you had never done that before. He froze, his gaze lingering on you for a long moment while you gathered your belongings at the signal of class dismissal. One by one, the students gradually walked out, and you followed suit with Jungkook trailing behind you. He advanced in your direction, watching your hips sway.
âYn!â he called after you, resulting in you turning around.
âYes?â
âGo out with me tomorrow night at 7:00, just you and me,â he called out flirtatiously, gaining the attention of everybody around him, but only having his eyes on you.
You grinned mischievously at him before replying, âI donât know about that⌠youâll have to impress me first.â
To anyone else, it might sound like a rejection, but to Jungkook, it sparked a glimmer of hope that made his heart leap with resolve. Until now, it had only been ânoâs and âno thank youâs. He was more confident than ever that he would capture the heart that had captured his.
___
âYn, what did you do to Jungkook?â Sasha came back from a date night with Taehyung. âTae told me he canât stop smiling and is just sitting there, being cheesy as fuck.â
You were writing a sonnet for your poetry class as she barged into your room, looking stunning. âWhat made him think itâs about me? Let the man smile and be cheesy in peace.â
After Sasha looked at you with a look that said âyou know damn well,â you confessed, âHe asked me out, and Iââ
âYou finally said yes??â she quickly interrupted with a dropped jaw.
âNooo, I said maybe if he impresses me,â you continued. âOh, and I also kissed him on the cheek.â
âYou. Did. Not!â Sasha put a hand over her mouth, a loud gasp leaving it. âNo wonder he is a smiling idiot; you broke him!â
âNo, I didnât âbreakâ him; Iâm simply doing what I already said I am doing; Iâm warming him up, giving him hope,â you explained, putting your pen down. âBecause there is a very high chance that I will agree to go out with him soon. I just need that something.â
âThat something?â Sasha repeated, confused.
âYeah, that something; that one moment that makes me go yes, this is the man I want,â you further explained. âI have a good reason, two actually; Iâm picky, indecisive, and also a virgin, so if I let him in and then, for some reason, regret it, I will be destroyed. And if I suddenly change my mind after giving him a chance, it will hurt Jungkook really badly, and I donât want that.â
Sasha looked perplexed and deep in thought at your words, as if puzzling them together and making sense of them. âOh wow, I never thought of it like that, but now, I totally get you.â
âWell, finally!â you smiled at her and giggled. âAnyway, what are you and Tae wearing to the Halloween party? Cause I was thinkingâŚâ
___
You and your girls took Halloween very seriously. You loved the dressing up, the makeup, and you always utilized the only day in the year where it was socially acceptable to be someone else entirely.
Of course, there were always at least six simultaneous Halloween parties going on on campus, and you had to choose between them, which was never a hard decision to make since Kappa Sigma always won. If theyâre throwing a party, no other party stood a chance.
You decided to dress up as something cute yet sexy but very recognizable. Last year you came as Jane Eyre, and not a single person guessed your costume right. You decided to go with Chel from âThe Road to El Doradoâ; a white maxi skirt with two slits on the sides, a pink tube top, and statement jewelry with your hair down. It was low effort, yet very effective.
Nora went with Cher from Clueless, Avery of course was Shego, Tanya went creative and dressed as 2010 Justin Bieber, and Sasha and Taehyung were Morticia and Gomez Addams for the night, catching many envious stares.
After all the assignments, the essays, and the overall stress of uni the past few weeks, you hadnât felt that alive and sexy in a while. Your maxi skirt was clinging to your full lower body seductively, and your tube top took on the very shape of your chest. You looked damn good, and you were ready to feel good too. Promising you wouldnât drink too much, you took it slow.
Moving your hips seductively to the beat of a The Weeknd song while closing your eyes and tilting your head back, with Avery and Nora dancing together in front of you. Tanya was nowhere to be found, and Taehyung and Sasha were having their own dance party, grinding and kissing like there was no tomorrow. The dancing continued, and with it, the staring. You wished you could just dance at a party and have everybody mind their own business.
After a couple more rounds of dancing and drinking, you felt a firm hand gripping your hips. Turning around immediately, you pushed the guy away and looked at him, terrified. âWhat the fuck?? Get your filthy hands off of me!!â
Your friends stopped their dancing for a moment to see what was going on. They found Ben, dressed as Patrick Bateman, groping your hips like you were his property. âJust having fun, bird; donât get all upset.â
Avery and Nora yelled at him, but it wasnât effective. The scene caused such a huge stir that even Sasha and Taehyung got out of their trance, watching your fight with Ben.
âYo, dude, get the fuck outta here, or Iâll call the cops on you,â Taehyung stepped in, pushing Ben completely out of the way. âWhat the fuck made you think you could do this, huh?â
As if he knew just when to step in, Jungkook in a cop uniform just arrived at the scene, asking what was happening.
A very drunk Ben slurred his words in an almost incoherent tone, facing Taehyung. âLook, man, sheâs dressed like a slut. So Iâm gonna treat her like a slut.â
Jungkookâs eyes widened at Benâs words, trying to make sense of the situation. He followed Benâs eyes that were directly watching you, all of your friends and Taehyung just standing shocked, and the only thing between you and Ben was a protective Taehyung. Ben was talking about you.
Without putting any thought into his actions, Jungkook stepped in and punched the guy in his face, causing him to stumble down to the ground, where Jungkook kicked him in the face before crouching down and spitting on him. âWhat the fuck did you just say??! Did you touch her, huh? Did you fucking touch her? I swear, Iâll kill you; Iâll fucking kill you, man; this is your last day alive, âcause Iâll kill you.â
You had no idea what to do in this situation, so you just watched with a shrinking posture, similar to your friends who were all in shock at the scene of Ben lying on the ground, his blood pouring out while Jungkook continued to throw punches. At that point, the entire party stopped and just observed the scene.
"Jungkook, thatâs enough. Iâd love for you to kill him, but I donât wanna see you in jail, bro," Taehyung calmly spoke, in order to ease the tension. Jungkook listened to him, standing up; a look that furious had never been on his face.
He turned to you, taking your hands in his, his face softening at the sight of you. âEverything okay, baby?â
You nodded weakly, semi-visible tears rolling down your cheeks. Your instincts told you to hug him, so you did. He immediately pulled you closer to him, his hand on your back and your chest against his as he soothingly rocked you back and forth. Everybody was watching you, but you didnât find it in yourself to care.
âCome on, Iâll take you upstairs to relax,â he took your hand, guiding you through the crowd and into one of the bedrooms. âWant me to carry you?â
For the first time in those 30 minutes, you cracked a tiny smile, knowing that he was so very serious about carrying you in front of an entire party. âNo, thatâs fine; I can walk.â
Ignoring the intense eyes of the crowd, you two made your way upstairs.
Your eyes were still slightly watery with tears, and you were still holding onto Jungkookâs hand as you both sat down on the bed. âThank you, Jungkook.â
He offered you an irresistible smile and brought you in tighter against his solid chest, allowing you to hear his every heartbeat clearly. âThatâs my job, baby; no need to thank me.â
âYou really didnât have to do that; I donât want you to put yourself in danger for me, Kookie,â you spoke against his chest, with a soft, alluring voice, using his nickname to make him happy. âBen really isnât worth your anger at all.â
Jungkook took in your entire figure from above you with a gleam in his eyes. âYn, I will do anything to protect you. I wonât ever allow anyone to harm you.â
You gently pulled away from his chest to meet his loving gaze. You never understood the books where the main character described a romantic encounter by saying âit felt like we were the only two people in the worldâ until that moment. He leaned in closer, maintaining eye contact. You placed a delicate hand on his muscular armâtoo gentle to stop him from getting closer, yet firm enough to prevent yourself from melting into him.
You were face to face with him nowâbreathing the same air. âYou really mean that?â
âI couldnât be more sincere,â he whispered, the warmth of his words meeting your full lips, his hands firmly placed on your soft, naked waist. âYou know, weâve never been this close before.â
âYeah,â is all you managed to say, avoiding eye contact.
Suddenly, Jungkook pulled away, standing up, offering you his hand. âAs much as I want to kiss you, I donât think we should do that right now. You obviously drank tonight, and I want you to want to kiss me, and I want you to remember kissing me.â
You nodded and took his hand, not knowing what to say or do. As you stepped outside again, Jungkookâs broad shoulders became your view, him leading you downstairs again to take you home.
âJungkook?â you said his name quietly, almost in a whisper.
He turned around, watching your shorter and smaller frame from above, looking absolutely tempting. âYeah?â
âIâll go out with you.â
___
The week after the Halloween party was exhausting; there were exams, essays, and seminars.
Besides the exams and usual uni duties, Jungkook was very enthusiastic about your first date. Being secretive about what heâd planned, getting your friends to ask you what you expected from a first date in an unsuspecting way, not wanting to annoy you so that you wouldnât change your mind. It was very endearing.
You were also looking forward to the date, but you were much more subtle about it. Jungkook didnât care about secrecy as much, telling every single person he knew that you agreed to go on a date with him; the news spread fast, and every student knew about your date.
Taehyung reported to Sasha that he jumped up and down, screaming and shouting out of the windows, âI DID IT! I FINALLY DID IT!â And later, when the pizza they ordered arrived, he tipped the delivery guy 300 bucks and told him, "The love of my life finally agreed to go out with me; I wish for you the same. I wish for every longing soul to experience the same happiness I am in right now, but I donât think thatâs possible because only she is capable of making a human feel this way. Goodbye and good luck, brother."
As for your shared class, he was insatiable. It was about the only time that week where you were able to see each other, and he had made good use of those three hours. In just three lectures, he got you a Swiss chocolate cake with a picture of himself printed on it because Avery informed him chocolate cake was your favorite. He got you a beige rose Lady Dior purse because it "goes well with your complexion," and a pink diamond ring, which he said was "nothing compared to the future engagement ring, of course." Before he signed up for your class, he gave you a gift once every two weeks, so this was a lot even for Jungkook. You told him it was all unnecessary, and he said, "No, this is very necessary; gotta spoil my future wife."
You were drowning in your assignments, your MacBook completely overheating when your name was called.
"Yn! Thereâs a package for you on the table," Tanya, one of your roommates informed.
You got out of your room confused; you couldnât remember ordering anything in the last few weeks, and Jungkook usually liked to give you his gifts in person. âAre you sure itâs for me?â
Tanya playfully scoffed at you, reading whatâs on the package again. âIs there another Yn here that I have yet to be introduced to?â
You scoffed back, taking the package into your room. Your impatient self couldnât resist tearing it open to see whatâs inside. A note, a small box, and a big white box with the words âGivenchyâ on it. Your breath hitched.
The note read: âWear this to our date, gorgeous. Yours forever, JK.â
Almost scared to do so, you opened the white box, revealing a gorgeous, long blue silk dress. Then you opened the smaller box, which held a beautiful 24k gold necklace and matching earrings inside it. That idiot. You smiled to yourself, but quickly realized you shouldnât.
You were a princess, and you deserved to be treated like one; he was just a rich enough man to comply.
You freed yourself from the clothes you were wearing. Carefully, you took the dress out of the box and put it on.
It fit like a glove, harmonizing with your every curve. The neckline was low, exposing the perfect amount of cleavage.
How did he know my size?
You put the dress back into the box neatly and pulled out your phone.
7:26
Yn: How do you know my size?
7:29
JK: Iâm glad you got my little gift. Do you like it?
7:31
Yn: Yes, it is very nice; thank you. It was not necessary at all.
7:32
JK: Iâm glad, baby; canât stop thinking about tomorrow.
7:34
Yn: Iâm really excited too.
7:36
JK: Promise you wonât be disappointed.
___
Whistles and girly screams were heard all over your apartment when you stepped out of your room, wearing the blue silk dress that clung to your wide hips and showcased your full chest perfectly; in soft glam makeup and your hair in an elegant updo, dazzled with the matching set of necklace and earrings, a pretty black purse in your hand. You looked the very image of beauty.
âDamn, girl!â Nora let out, impressed by your beauty.
âDoes it look good?â you asked. You knew you looked beautiful, but you needed the extra assurance.
âAre you kidding me? You look ravishing, absolutely radiant; your body is just wow,â Avery complimented, observing you from head to toe. âIs that a new dress? Itâs soo fucking gorgeous.â
âYeah, it is; Jungkook actually sent it to me to wear today.â You felt your cheeks heating up at the knowing glances of your friends.
âMmhmh, heâs a good man, Yn; a good man,â Sasha quoted a TikTok sound. âHeâs so gonna freak when he sees you!â
âIs that what was in the package a few days ago? The guyâs got taste; gotta hand it to him,â Tanya chimed in. âWhen is he picking you up?â
You looked at the clock and answered, âJust in 3 minutes.â
About two seconds after you said that, a knock was heard from your front door.
âOoooh, somebodyâs eager,â Nora wiggled her eyebrows.
You walked to the front door, opening it after letting out an âIâll get that.â
Before you stood Jungkook, wearing black tailored pants and a sophisticated white button-up shirt tucked into his pants, emphasizing his small waist and his muscular frame. In his hand, he held a big bouquet of pink and red roses.
âHi, Jungkook,â you greeted him with a million-dollar smile.
He observed you with the biggest grin in the world, letting his eyes travel up and down your frame. âYou are the most beautiful woman on Earth. Here, these are for you.â
He handed you the bouquet, which you took gracefully. âThank you! Theyâre beautiful.â
Your friends freaked out, all attentively watching the interaction.
âLetâs go?â Jungkook said in a questioning tone. You nodded.
âNo funny business, mister! We want her home by 11,â Avery screamed while you and Jungkook made your way out. Jungkook laughed, giving her a thumbs up.
âYeah, you better not try anything with our girl; remember, we see all!â Sasha joined her, while Tanya and Nora made kissing and moaning noises, causing you to facepalm.
âLetâs just go, Jungkook,â you expressed in an embarrassed voice. âIâll see you girls later!â
Once you were out, you looked at Jungkook apologetically. âI am so sorry; theyâre literally so embarrassing sometimes.â
âItâs fine,â Jungkook chuckled, taking your hand in his. âLet them have their fun; theyâve been waiting for this day as long as I have.â
You bit your lip as your eyes met his longing ones.
âNow, letâs go,â he started walking faster towards his car. âI got us reservations at Quince.â
Quince was an Italian restaurant that you only heard of but never entered; it was much too expensive for you to even consider. It was not like you were poor; it was just that Jungkook was wealthy.
You both made your way to the car together; he opened the door for you and then entered himself.
âThis is a really nice car,â you stated, taking in the car with a wide-eyed look.
âYeah?â He started the engine. âItâs a Mercedes-Benz Maybach Exelero.â
You simply nodded, still looking around amazed.
âYou know, Iâm beyond happy you finally agreed to go out with me,â Jungkook admitted, one hand on the wheel and the other hand finding your thick thighs. âI lost hope there for a while, you know?â
âWell, what can I say? Iâm an incalculable girl,â you teased, putting a hand over his, linking your fingers. âYou will never figure me out, Jungkook.â
Jungkookâs dimple was visible as you gazed at him while he looked ahead.
âRemember when you told me youâre never going out with me? Well, now you are,â his voice reminisced. âSo, I think I will figure you out, Yn.â
You decided to push his buttons a little. âAre you telling me you would wait over two years to figure me out? I didnât peg you for a patient one.â
âI would wait a lifetime just to get a little piece of your heart and be able to call it mine, Yn,â he professed, his hands tightened, and his eyes gazed at you with yearning.
You didnât know what to say.
_
The dinner at Quince was a dream come true; Jungkook rented out the entire restaurant for you, the view was breathtaking, every dish was a work of art, and the service treated you like royalty.
âSo, do you like it here?â Jungkook asked you as you shared a slice of the best chocolate cake you had ever tasted.
âI love it!â you enthusiastically replied. âIt is so beautiful here, Jungkook; honestly, thank you so much.â
The harpist was in the back, playing soft melodies that warmed your heart. You could not believe Jungkook planned all of this for you, and a sense of regret washed over you as you realized this was the man that you had been denying for two years.
âNo need to thank me, baby; the important thing is that youâre with me,â he took a piece of cake with his fork and held it in front of your mouth, which you then ate, blushing. âI got something for you.â
Jungkook made a hand gesture, and as if on cue, a staff member came in, holding a framed picture in their hand, handing it to Jungkook.
He held it up for you to see; it was a star map, a very beautiful one. âThis is the star map of the day we metâ3rd of October, 2 years ago.â
Your eyes widened. âYou remember the day we met?â
âOf course I do.â
âJungkook, itâs so beautiful. Iâll hang it up on my wall,â you admired it while he admired you. âYouâre really spoiling me.â
âOf course, baby, thatâs my job,â he answered, taking your hand in his. âNow, letâs go; I have something planned for us.â
_
âWhere are you taking me now?â you inquired; his secrecy wasnât scaring you, but you were a naturally curious person.
âItâs a secret, baby. I promise youâll love it,â Jungkook kept his eyes on the road, responsibly, and his veins ripped along his forearms, your eyes glued to the thickness of his arms.
âUgh, fine, if you wanna be secretive about this, be secretive about it,â you feigned dramatic annoyance. âJust know that Iâm hating every minute of it.â
âI think I can live with that since weâre just three minutes away,â he teased, his dimples evident.
âThree whole minutes of me hating it⌠you are a very cruel man, Jeon,â you shook your head, enjoying the breeze of the Californian air.
When you arrived in the parking lot of a bar, he pulled up saying, âWeâre here!â before stepping out and jogging to your side, opening the door for you. You took his hand, letting him lead the way into the bar.
âA bar?â you asked in a suspicious voice. âJungkook, a bar is not the place you take a ladyâŚâ
He knew you were joking and chuckled lightly.
âJust wait till we get in; youâll love it,â his excitement was apparent, which confused you even more.
You stepped inside the bar, which was actually prettier than you imagined it would be; it had a calming feel about it. It didnât look like a traditional bar; there was a stage set up and seats for an audience where about 30 people were already sat.
âSit here,â Jungkook took your hand and brought you to a seat right in the front.
He made his way onto the stage, which led to you asking him, âWhat are you doing?â but he didnât answer your question and just stood in front of the mic.
âSo, uh, I wrote a poem a few weeks ago about the girl I loveâa girl I have been trying to get with for two straight years and failed every time. I know how much she loves poetry,â Jungkook spoke to the crowd, his eyes gleaming with happiness. âAnd exactly a week and two days ago, she agreed to go out with me. Actually, this is part of our date; sheâs sitting right there.â
He pointed at you proudly; the crowd cheered at the cute story he told and then observed you and cheered some more before letting him continue.
Jungkook looked self-assured, but there were little hints that showed you he was nervous to be standing in front of a crowd the way he was. âYn, I know your writing is way superior to mine, but I hope you like this regardless. Iâm gonna read it now.â
The crowd slightly giggled at his comment, but you could only focus on catching your breath and stopping your tears because you had never expected Jungkook to be as amazing as he was.
âIn grand halls where soft echoes linger,
I spread petals, gold on gray floors.
Yet no amount of riches can sway you
To feel whatâs in my heart, what I adore.
Two years have passed like silk through fingers,
Each moment woven with hopes and dreams.
But in your eyes, thereâs a distant wonder;
You craft your path, and itâs not what it seems.
Iâve painted skies with vibrant colors,
Called stars to shine above you, glowing bright.
But love, I find, goes beyond gold and shineâ
Sometimes a simple heart knows what feels right.
Yet here I stand in this space, laid bare,
With wealth at hand, but your laughterâs far away.
Iâd give it all, just to share a momentâ
To glimpse the dreams you cherish and replay.
Though riches fade like whispers in the dark,
My love, unyielding, still holds the spark.â
The crowd erupted into applause, gasps, and "awe's" and "Girl, marry him's" as Jungkook finished. You sat there, frozen in time and frozen in the words he dedicated to you; your heart beating faster than it should be, and singular tears rolling down your face.
Jungkook left the stage, eagerly approached you with the softest smile. âDid you like it?â
You couldnât utter a word; you only stood in front of him, shook your head slightly in disbelief, and threw your arms around his neck tightly, jumping into his arms, hiding your face in his chest. You cried.
âHey, why are you crying? Was the poem that bad?â he half-joked, running his hands over your hair soothingly.
As you finally parted from him, you glanced at his face, adoringly and implored, âKiss me.â
And so he did. He kissed you hard like a soldier reunited with his loved one after many years; his hands were firmly on your waist, exploring other places of your bodyâin that moment, you were alone. In that moment, it was only Jungkook and you as you lost yourself in each other.
You stayed like that for a few minutes, lost in each other before staying at the bar for a while, listening to talented poets reciting their work.
___
âI can drive you back to the dorms, or you canââ Jungkook started.
âNo, I think I wanna go back to your place,â you quickly interrupted. âOf course, if thatâs okay with you.â
After leaving the bar, you entered his car, lips still swollen from all the kissing.
âOf course itâs okay with me; you said exactly what I hoped youâd say,â he smiled. âYou know, the girls will probably beat me up tomorrow for not bringing you back.â
The drive to his penthouse wasnât long at all; it was just enough to talk for a while and enjoy the evening view.
âOh, absolutely not; they are totally secretly celebrating this because all theyâve been wanting me to do these past two years is give you a chance,â you admitted, also smiling. âNow that that happened, I can just tell you the complete truth; there is nobody more into this than them.â
âDamn, so even with a whole secret support system behind me, it took me two years?â He tsked, finding amusement in the admission. âThatâs embarrassing for me.â
You looked up at him through your lashes and tilted your head; he was focusing on the road, but glanced at you as much as he could. âIf you were anybody else, it wouldâve taken you five more.â
He leaned in to steal a quick kiss; the prideful expression on his face was clear to see. âThatâs really good to know.â
You drove around for the next 10 minutes; finally, you arrived at his luxurious penthouse, which was adorned with a huge terrace and a chic entrance that you rushed to hand in hand.
You had already been to his penthouse for the project, yet its beauty didnât fail to impress you once again; being in this position made it look even more magical.
As soon as you stepped inside, Jungkook grabbed your waist and gently held you, with his lips finding yours again. You stumbled into the spacious yet warm living room. As your lips still moved in sync and passionately, your hands roamed his body, exploring every muscle, every inch. Your gasps intertwined with his heavy breathing, your chest against his. He guided you to the couch and sat down, without breaking the kiss, and with firm, strong hands on your hips, he seated you on his lap.
Your heated core met his clothed, hard dick in sensual movements, the grinding gradually getting quicker and more effective. You felt his hardness press against your covered pussy, leading to feelings unknown to you. Your dress crept up higher with every movement of your generous hips, his hands now on your ass, kneading it while moaning into your mouth.
âFuck, Yn, you donât know how fucking long Iâve been waiting for this,â he breathed, breaking the kiss for just a second before going back immediately, earning an agreeing moan from you.
His hands wandered over your entire body, holding your slightly pudgy stomach and traveling up to your full breasts. You couldnât contain your moans from coming out, your lips moving against his as if they were made for them.
But there was something on your mind that you still had not mentioned to Jungkook.
âWait, Jungkookââ you interrupted your session with a breathless voice. âIâI have to tell you something.â
He was confused, his face slightly flushed with hazy eyes and parted lips. âYeah, anything, baby.â
âIâmâIâm a... virgin,â you almost whispered, still sat on his lap, lowering your head so you wouldnât have to face him. âBut I wanna do this.â
His grip on your hips loosened for a second before he firmly grabbed you again. âOh.â
Your heart sank a little, not knowing what to make of his response.
Just a few seconds later, he continued, âWe can take everything slow, baby; we donât need to rush into anything; weâll do everything at your pace.â
You nodded, raising your head again to look into his eyes. âThank you, Kookie.â
âOf course,â he kissed you gently.
âOkay, we can go back to making out now; I just have a tiny problem,â you noted, easing the tension caused by your revelation. âI donât have anything to wear, and I canât stay in this dress the whole night.â
Jungkook chuckled and slowly stood up. âWait here; Iâll get you a t-shirt.â
The few minutes it took him to get you a shirt gave you a chance to take in your luxurious surroundings; the lavish, over-the-top kitchen facing the living room brought a smile to your face, knowing that Jungkook in no way cooked or had any culinary skills whatsoever.
âHere, wear this,â Jungkook came back with a black shirt in his hands. âNext time, weâll be prepared. Gotta make sure you have your own closet here.â
Your heart beamed at his display of commitment, knowing he was serious about everything he said.
You took the shirt, turning your back to him. âCan you help me zip the dress down? I canât reach it.â
He obliged happily, zipping the dressâ zip down, his hands lightly brushing over your uncovered back, his lips pressing a small kiss on your shoulder. You turned around, letting the dress fall down, exposing you in just a lacy black lingerie set that left little to the imagination.
His gaze traveled over your entire figure, lips grazing his teeth with a spark in his eyes that conveyed a thousand unspoken thoughts.
âDamn,â he uttered after you put on the shirt, which barely reached your thighs. âCanât believe youâre even more beautiful than I imagined.â
With newfound confidence, you pushed his chest, resulting in him ending up on the couch once again, and sat down on his lap with an alluring smile.
âI wanna finish what we started now,â you purred against his lips, guiding his hands to your waist. The rhythm of your seductive hips brought his breath to a halt, guttural "fuck's" escaping him.
You quickly stripped away his shirt, revealing his muscular arms and defined absâall for you to run your hands over and admire, his dick noticeably growing. In response, Jungkook took off yourâor hisâshirt, leaving you in just a lacy bra, your tits practically spilling out of it; a sight he adored more than anything.
âShit... please, let me take off the bra,â Jungkook desperately implored, to which you just as desperately nodded. âJust wanna see you like that.â
His fingers toyed with the clasp of your bra before completely unfastening it, exposing your big tits and hard nipples. You were surprised at your lack of shyness, feeling completely free and comfortable, exposed in front of Jungkook like that.
âFuck,â he growled at the sight of your bare breasts before leaning in, gently taking one into his mouth, sucking it and swirling his tongue around it. âYouâre so fucking beautiful.â
You pushed your head back from the overwhelming pleasure, one of your tits getting sucked and the other one getting kneaded, while you desperately chased the friction, your thinly clothed pussy rubbing against his dick. It was an erotic experience; Jungkook was introducing you to a new world.
âBaby, if you keep moving like that, Iâm gonna cum in my boxers,â he hissed, his strong arms stopping your movements momentarily.
You were both in a state of haziness; desperation was strongly felt in the air. Your pussy was sticky and slick, aching for more.
âThen fuck me, Jungkook,â you whispered urgently, his breath stopping for a second.
âAre you sure about this, Yn?â he sincerely asked, locking eyes with you to look for a speck of uncertainty; he didnât find it.
âYes, Iâm so sure,â you answered him steadily. âAll I want is for you to fuck me.â
With that, Jungkook didnât waste any time. He stood up, still grabbing your hips firmly while your legs were wrapped around his waist, and carried you toward the elevator, your bare chest pressing against his and your head lazily resting on his broad shoulders. Finally, he carried you to his bedroom, gently throwing you onto the bed.
He looked at you from above, lips caught between his teeth. He hastily put his hands on you, wanting nothing more than to take off your lace panties, the only thing holding him back from seeing you completely bare. So, he did, slipping your panties down your legs until theyâre completely off.
His fingers traced your now bare pussy, lightly teasing it, eliciting a gasp from you. âThatâs the prettiest, wettest fucking pussy Iâve ever had.â
You blushed, not knowing what to say.
Slowly, Jungkookâs hands moved to the waistband of his boxers, taking them off entirely. His thick, long dick was freed, settling on his lower belly. The pre-cum shimmered on it, ready to enter you at any moment.
Your breath hitched, taking it all in for a second; your eyes widened at the powerful sight before you. He stood above you, symbolizing dominance, while you were naked, sitting on the bed, looking up at him with innocent eyes.
âCan I justâŚâ you leaned forward, facing his pretty dick, giving it a lick.
âFuck, Yn, yes please,â he stepped forward a bit to give you easier access. âYou ever done this before?â
You shook your head, maintaining eye contact. His eyes darkened, turned on by your innocence. Strong hands found your hair, guiding you closer to him.
You gave him more licks and kisses, swirling your tongue around it and kissing every inch of it before finally taking it into your mouth entirely. He was big, so you struggled a little to breathe properly, but you wanted to keep going for him.
âShit, baby, youâre doing so good,â he groaned as your hands started working him while your full lips were wrapped around him, sucking him. âJust like that.â
Bobbing your head up and down, you slightly gagged around him, but your hand on his hip signaled him to thrust into your mouth further, which he gladly did. The huge bedroom echoed with his shameless groans and praises.
He smelled clean and tasted salty, sort of musky; it was comfortable having him in your mouth. You continued to explore his dick, recalling all the blowjob wisdom given to you by your friends and the internet, and implementing it.
âBaby, Iâm close,â Jungkookâs words were barely a whimper, sending more arousal to your slick pussy.
His words elicited desperation in you, desiring nothing more than to give him pleasure. You bobbed your head harder, his groans getting louder and his thrusts quicker. His hands tightened around your hair; it was obvious he was losing control, chasing his high.
The heat was building, Jungkookâs voice getting louder, and a few seconds later, a warm, salty liquid filled your mouth, which you instinctively swallowed. You released his dick from your grip and looked up at him.
His head was tilted back, eyes closed and breathing heavily before he finally looked down at you, leaning in and giving you a kiss. He put his boxers on again.
âYou did so great, baby,â he praised, now sitting next to you on the bed. âIâm glad Iâm your first... and last.â
You wrapped your arms around his neck, hiding your face in his shoulder. âIâm glad too.â
You stayed in his embrace for a few minutes; he soothingly whispered sweet nothings into your ear. With determination, you started grinding against him again; this time, your bare pussy against him. A rush of blood was sent to his dick, slowly getting erect again.
âYouâre driving me crazy, you know that?â Both of his hands were positioned on your moving hips, furthering the friction between you.
âYeah, I do, actually,â you admitted in a sultry whisper, licking his upper lip playfully.
âYeah?â His eyes traveled from your eyes to your lips.
âHmmm, yeah,â you tilted your head flirtatiously, giving in to another kiss. âSo, are you gonna fuck me today or not?â
Jungkook chuckled, clearly amused by your directness. âBaby, I just want to be sure youâre 100% sure about this.â
âI am sure!â you spoke with a tinge of urgency. âCanât you feel my wetness? I need you, Kookie; I need you to be inside of me.â
The contrast of your words and the usage of his silly nickname made Jungkookâs heart race. He felt the urge to take you right then and there.
With a quick shift, he stood up, grabbed a soft towel and put it on the bed, and gently pushed you so you lay on the bed, ready for him to enter. He towered over you, fingers finding your wet pussy again, playing with it. After removing his boxers again, he fisted himself, the sticky sound of pre-cum finding you; you enjoyed the view more than you would admit. He opened a pack of condoms and took one out, wrapping it around his big dick.
âYou sure youâre sure?â
âYes, Iâm sure, Iâm sure,â your bratty attitude started to show.
Jungkook came closer, parting your legs slightly, taking in the sight of your pussy, glistening for him. As he approached your entrance, he maintained eye contact. âThis is gonna hurt a little at first, baby, but tell me as soon as itâs too much, okay?â
You nodded, your eyes filled with anticipation and nervousness. âOkay.â
He held onto you gently and slowly entered your wetness, eliciting a loud gasp from you. As he entered further, you grabbed onto him tighter, burying your head in his shoulder and clawing his back with your nails. âFuck, this pussy is so fucking tight.â
âDoes it hurt, baby?â he gently asked through heavy breaths, his thrusts continuing to be soft. You nodded. âItâs okay; just a moment and itâll feel good.â
And he was right; just a couple of seconds into more soft thrusts, the pain transformed into satisfying pleasure that quickly took over, your gasps turning into soft moans.
âJungkook⌠fuck me harder,â you begged, pushing him down and closer to you; your bodies sticking together even closer than before. âPlease.â
Gradually, his thrusts became harsher, lips moving from your neck to your tits that were begging for his attention and his big hands that gripped your ass. Your desperate grip on his back firmed as you clenched around his dick, causing his breath to hitch. He deepened his thrusts, hitting your walls sensually, introducing you to a pleasure you never knew you could feel.
âShit, you feel so good around me,â his deep, grunting voice hugged you. âGonna fuck you stupid; nobody else can touch you like that.â
His ongoing rambling about how good you felt, how beautiful you were, and how long he had waited for this made you feel like you were the most cherished woman on Earth. You couldnât believe that this was happening. If someone had told you two years ago that you would be in Jungkookâs penthouse, his dick ramming into you deliciously; you would laugh in their face. But here you were.
To add an element of surprise, you suddenly changed the position, turning the both of you around and pushing him down to the bed, taking control as you rode him up and down. A cocky smirk formed on his annoyingly pretty face, looking up at you in admiration.
âYou learn quick,â he praised in a grunt, putting his head between your bouncing tits.
You were too lost in pleasure to respond, your ass clapping against his balls and your hands were all over his broad upper body, savoring every inch of him. Your head tilted back in bliss as his dick slipped in and out of your wet, tight pussy; a sight that Jungkook enjoyed very much.
âBaby, Iâm close, shit⌠Iâm so fucking close,â he informed with a breathy voice, bitten lips, and hazy eyes, dick thrusting up more desperately than before.
Your walls tightened more around his throbbing dick, indicating to him that you were also close. âYeah? Me too, baby.â
After a minute of passionate thrusting and bouncing, Jungkookâs body suddenly tensed, reaching the edge. He released a warm flood of cum with a loud âfuckâ coming out of his mouth.
With a grind of your hips, a moment later, you also reached a pinnacle, your breath hitching and your eyes closed. You got off of Jungkook and laid next to him on the bed, both of you still trying to come down from the high you experienced.
He slowly stood up, grabbed the bloodstained towel he laid under you to put it in the washing basket, leaning down to plant a kiss on your lips. âYou did so good, you know that?â
You simply smiled sheepishly, also getting up to clean yourself and pee. When you came back from Jungkookâs extravagant bathroom, he was lying on the bed now wearing boxers with an eager smile. âCome here.â
You obliged with swaying hips, your naked figure waltzing over to his king-size bed, laying your head on his chest. âToday was amazing, Jungkook. Thank you for everything.â
He held your hand in his, kissing your head gently. âBaby, that was nothing; I wanna thank you for everything. Itâs really special to me, what you did.â
âIt was easy, being with you and all,â you admitted in a soft voice. âYou know, I feel surprisingly very comfortable with you, Jungkook; itâs weird.â
That made him chuckle; his chest left a vibration. âI think Iâm gonna take that as a complimentâŚ?â
âYou should.â
âI donât think this needs to be said, but I hope you know this means weâre together now,â Jungkook started, now looking deeply into your eyes from above. âLike an item, a thing, boyfriend and girlfriend, soon to be wed, a coupââ
You stopped him with a giggle, laying a loving hand on his chest. âI get it, Jungkook, and I know.â
âGood.â He tightened his grip on your shoulder, smirking as he looked down at your naked body. âNext time, I wanna cum inside; so you better get started with birth control.â
âJungkook!!â
ââ-
i hope whoever reads this enjoyed itđŤśđ˝đŤśđ˝ btw the poem is completely AI generatedđ i really wanna make this sort of a series like write a bunch of different scenarios for this couple; pls tell me your opinion on that.
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Slide - MYG (18+)
Pairing: Producer!Yoongi X Lyricist!ReaderÂ
Theme: Angst, smut, unplanned pregnancy. Fwb to ?
Word count: 2k+
Summary:Â
"I can see the pain in your eyes I don't wanna say that I'm God, but I'll take you to heaven if you die"Â Â
Alternatively,Â
You would go back in time and fall in love with Yoongi over and over and over again even after knowing that he would never once be yours in any of the timeline.
Warnings: implied smut, explicit smut, emotional sex, very sad (don't underestimate the angst huhu), depressed yoongi, reader is pining so hard lord!, creampie, unplanned pregnancy, NSFW!!
Listened to Slide by Chase Atlantics
Minors do not interact!!
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A/N: Lemme know if you want a part 2? (even though I already know the answer hehe).
Arrangement.
You would rather call it an arrangement - the thing that is going on between you and Yoongi. Anything you have been feeling for him, outside your usual practice, is your, solely your decision or more likely⌠fault.Â
Hence, itâs a given. A given that you shouldnât feel your heart dropping to your stomach, crashing on whatever is available inside your body and shattering into a thousand pieces, when you find Gyuri walking inside the room.Â
Beside you, Yoongi tenses. His body goes rigid as the air inside the room thickens beyond repair. And all of a sudden you canât breathe.Â
Now you understand why Namjoon has been avoiding to reveal the name of the artist all along.
Lee Gyuri - One of the most successful solo artist as well as Min Yoongiâs one true love, who had left him broken so bad that you once found him on the street, unconscious, vomit all over his clothes - is now back in his life⌠in your life, which has been revolving around him.Â
Where she left - You started.Â
You picked Yoongi up, put him into pieces, not that you were able to heal the cracks but you at least conjoined it all together.Â
And just like that - one night after a long heart to heart talk and a few beers, you found him seethed deep inside you. Yoongi chanted your name again and again as if itâs a mantra that will heal the cracks of his heart all while he rutted in you like a mad man.Â
It started from there - the arrangement.Â
At the end of long days and even longer nights, whenever both of you were too exhausted to go home, you spent the nights crammed together on Yoongiâs studio couch.Â
Quiet whispers, curse words, wandering hands, secret body parts slick with arousal - everything had made your existence dwindle dangerously through his fingers.Â
Yoongi always fell asleep right after but you stayed awake, tracing the slope of his nose, bow of his lips, map of his pale skin glinting in the dark.Â
You had made a mistake.Â
You fell in love.
Now as Gyuri slides inside the room with natural elegance, you hear Yoongiâs breathing getting quicker in pace.Â
He is anxious.Â
You place a hand on his knees, under the table. Itâs a practiced habit that you adopted over time. Your fingertips help to calm him down.Â
Everything is the same.Â
Except this time, Yoongi doesnât relax under your touch.Â
âYoongi, can we talk for a moment?â Gyuri requests with a timid voice at the end of the meeting. Her eyes quickly lock with yours for a fraction of a second.Â
You half expect for Yoongi to say no. You pray to the universe for his answer to come as negative even when you know â
âYes. Sure.âÂ
That Yoongi never stopped loving her for a moment. Yoongi loved, loves and will love only one woman - and thatâs not you.Â
Even though you donât feel your legs anymore, you stand up. You choose to take the stairs to exhaust your body so that your sadness can be masked.Â
But even as you climb down floors after floors - your heart stays confined in that room locked with two lovers.Â
âShe said she wants to work it out this time. She has been missing me terribly... she said.â Yoongi doesnât look away from the blaring computer screen.Â
He probably doesnât have the heart of looking into your eyes.Â
Somewhere he, too, knows of the deepest secrets you have been hiding from him.Â
âAnd? What did you say?â You chew on the inside of your mouth, again praying for him to answer something of your liking.Â
âThat I will think about it.â you knew he would say that.Â
âWhat is there to think about, Yoongi? You still love her.â you force the words out of your mouth even when your throat closes up.Â
Tears threaten to spill from the corner of your eyes but you blink those away.
Yoongi finally looks at you, his own eyes glinting with moisture.Â
âBut what about you?â The question is rhetorical - metaphorical.Â
âMe? I will go back to where I started from.â you lie, heart threatening to leap out of your chest.Â
You would go back, but not where you started from, you would go back to the night when you picked Yoongi up from the street.
In simpler terms, you would go back in time and fall in love with Yoongi over and over and over again even after knowing that he would never once be yours in any of the timelines.Â
You squeeze your eyes shut tight, pretending not to hear anything at all.Â
Even though you have to summon all of your willpower to do so - you stay still in your bed.Â
Your tears though - keep falling, rolling down the apple of your cheeks and making a small puddle inside the curve of your ear.Â
He keeps rambling on the door.Â
Sometimes the knocks are steady, sometimes infused with anger but his voice stays low. You wouldnât hear him calling your name if you werenât attentive enough.
âY/N! Please open the door.â Yoongi requests again. Through the wood of your door it sounds like a whisper, âPlease. I- I want to see you once.âÂ
Every pore of your body woozes out the desire of letting him in, taking him inside your arms and never ever letting him go.Â
But you are afraid.Â
He has never once visited you by his own will.Â
He only tagged along when you asked him to.Â
So you are afraid.Â
Afraid of what he might say. Afraid that he might say what you donât want to hear. You already know everything - know enough - if he points it out now that he is going to leave you behind as the love of his life is back then you might as well break down, which you definitely donât want to do.Â
You have always appeared to be nonchalant before Yoongi about this arrangement, about his kisses, his marks, his simple ignorance - and you want it to stay that way.Â
However, your resolve breaks when you hear a sob, muffled by the door.Â
Is he crying? Why? Why is he crying at your door?Â
So you get up, pad towards the door and swing it open.Â
Yoongiâs head shoots up and you look at his face.Â
He is a mess - a mess that you love.Â
With dark hair all disheveled, face smeared with tears, lips chapped, Yoongi says, âI am here to end things.âÂ
This. You were afraid of this.Â
Your insides churn and mold into a ball of nothingness. There are words sitting on the tip of your tongue but you choose to stay silent as always.
âOkay.â you reply, holding the door knob again ready to shut it on his beautiful face for once and for all.Â
Yoongi forces his hand at the edge of the door, preventing you from closing it.Â
He steps inside your apartment and within a few moments, you are being pushed to the door, closing it with the force of your back.Â
Yoongi kisses you with everything he has left inside. You kiss him back.Â
You donât know what is happening but if this is for one last time, then you will accept it.Â
Your hands wrap around his neck on their own accord. His chapped lips mold perfectly with your moisturized pair.Â
They move in perfect sync, perfect rhythm - the rhythm of destruction.Â
âY/Nâ Yoongi whispers in between the kiss, âI am sorry.âÂ
You donât pay his words any mind, rather you let your fingers get lost in his long dark hair.Â
The kiss grows hungrier by every second you spend in each otherâs hold.Â
Yoongi starts directing you towards your bedroom and your small apartment space takes no time to be crossed.Â
You soon feel the edge of your bed behind your knees.Â
When you fall back - Yoongi falls with you.Â
He looks into your eyes, his own eyes telling a thousand different stories all together. But tonight, you donât try to read those.Â
Whatâs the point when your own chapter is ending? When memories of you will be left to collect dust on the surface?Â
Whatâs the point when he knows he is going back to the one he has always loved?Â
His rough calloused hand comes in contact with your cheek.Â
âIâm sorry.â he whispers again as he reaches down to place a kiss on your forehead.Â
âIâm sorry.â he kisses your right eye.
âIâm sorry.â he kisses your left eye.
âIâm sorry.â this time itâs the tip of your nose.Â
âIâm sorryâ and lastly itâs your lips.Â
You have never seen Min Yoongi this emotional.Â
After Gyuri left him, he became numb. You were never able to thaw the frozen parts of him.Â
But tonight you see a completely different Yoongi. Is this Gyuriâs magic? Has her return made him a human again?Â
Yoongi - who never touched you or kissed you more than itâs needed, is now apologizing while kissing every small part of your face?Â
You take a sharp breath and reply, âitâs okay.â even though you donât know what he is apologizing for. For not being able to reciprocate your feelings? For using you when you let him? For leaving you behind after tonight?Â
He has already started placing kisses around your jaw, throat, collarbones. His hands fist the hem of your pajama top and he pulls it up revealing your naked chest.Â
He doesnât waste time diving down and taking one of your perked nipples inside his mouth.Â
He sucks on it softly, sweetly - like a lover. Your tears start spilling from your eyes finally. But you completely lose it when you feel his own tears on the mound of your breast. You let him sob, as you sob quietly.Â
It doesnât take much time for your clothes and his clothes to join as a hip on the floor of your bedroom.Â
Yoongi pumps himself, preparing for one last time to enter you. When he lines his cock on your entrance, he takes a quick glance at your face, as if asking for permission.Â
Your tear stained face lights up in a small smile - itâs not fake.Â
He enters you, takes up every corner of your walls, fills you with himself - both of your body and heart.Â
Yoongi doesnât say anything anymore. He pushes himself inside you, pounds into you with an unusual pace.Â
His face comes to rest on the crook of your neck. You embrace him to stay there, stay with you as long as it lasts.Â
For the first time ever, Yoongi doesnât fucks you - he makes love to you.Â
The realization makes you shudder.Â
Why now? Why now out of all the time? Why now when everything is ending?Â
His breath starts getting labored, you feel yourself hanging close to the edge as well.Â
And after a few more thrusts, you let go. He fills you up following your invitation.Â
Both of you stay like that even after the deed is done - for a moment, an hour? You donât know. Â
You feel his disposal running down your inner thigh, when he finally slips out of you.Â
You sneak a glance in his dark orbs for one last time. With a sore throat and an equally sore heart you whisper, âBe happy, Yoongi.âÂ
You see one last drop of tear slipping down his eyes when he dips down to cage your lips in his for one last time.Â
Itâs been a month since that night.Â
Itâs been a month since you last talked to Yoongi beside work.Â
Itâs been a month since you last saw Yoongi outside work.Â
Itâs been a month since you withdrew from Gyuriâs project.
Itâs been more than a month since you had your last period.Â
As you stand in your bathroom, with the tiny testing kit, those two red lines mock you.Â
You thought that night was the last time? But this after effect - where will you go with this? Who will you confide in?Â
It canât be Min Yoongi - can it?Â
You have let him slide through your fingers after all.Â
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a - angst f - fluff s - smut
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In the Margins (a s f) by @bonvoyagenoona âšââ You werenât sure what he would look like. His writing made you think of a cabin nestled among tall pines, a well-worn cardigan, a scotch neat, and a wistful wisp of smoke seeping into the air from the bowl of an unattended tobacco pipe. What stands before you now is a studio apartment in the city, cigarette butts, coffee stains, and a scowl. Thereâs definitely been a mistake.
Fix You (f a) by @casuallyimagining âšââ When you take in a stray cat, you have no idea heâs secretly a hybrid trying to escape his past. Can you help him heal?
desolate (a f s) by @angelicyoongie âšââ you just wanted a cute little normal cat to keep you company. so you're not really sure how you ended up with the grumpiest hybrid on earth that seems hellbent on making your life difficult.
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Set Me Free (a f) by @casuallyimagining âšââ Tired of being told how to live his life and unsure of where he stands in the world, Yoongi--your soulmate--yearns to be free. When you give him what he wants, it causes a rift in your relationship that seems irreparable. 12 years later, you find him back in your life. Can you mend your relationship? Do you even want to?
back-burner (a f s) by @yoonpobs âšââ sometimes you felt like you were the back-burner of a two-decade-long friendship. how could you ever compete?
Love Language (a s f) by @gukslut âšââ Your boyfriend obviously loves you, but his silence has you questioning if he *wants* you. If you could only get past your damn insecurities maybe you could appreciate what you have.
27 Phone Numbers (f) by @bxebxee âšââ Yoongi has gone through twenty-seven phone numbers over the last ten years, and you havenât changed yours since high school.Â
sweetner (f s) by @taegularities âšââ You used to know how he sounded when you were wrapped around him, but circumstances have pulled you apart and sent you scattering in opposite directions. Feelings shouldn't reappear so easily by simple words, but when you find yourselves in the same place once again, this is exactly what happens.
One Chance (f) by @out-of-jams âšââ A musical genius, a guy with a bad reputation, your assigned partner for your final project. And the last thing you ever would have expected.
Seasons Change (a s) by @taetaesbaebaepsae âšââ Min Yoongi and you, through the seasons, break up and come back together. Nobody said love was easy.
All That Holly, Jolly Sh*t (a f s) by @daechwitatamic âšââ You havenât seen or heard from Yoongi since he broke your heart five years ago, laying out a logical list of reasons why you were better off breaking up. When a Christmas Eve blizzard traps you together for the night, you have no choice but to examine how few of those reasons are still true. And if theyâre not⌠where does that leave you?
Now We Reign (a s f) by @oddinary4bts âšââ when working on a collab together makes you and Min Yoongi seek comfort with the other, you discover thereâs more to life than loneliness. Only, hurdles mark your path in Min Yoongiâs life, and itâs unclear what the outcome will be. Will you be destroyed by him and his world, or will you learn to reign over it, together with him?
take five (a f) by @jiminrings âšââ you're min yoongi's nurse and you have a crush on him, and he gives you five chances to ask him out - he never said anything about accepting though.
The Final - Day 02 (s) by @yoongiofmine âšââ You've been Yoongi's go-to companion for the past few years, well aware that's all you were going to be. Despite your very real, growing feelings for the rapper, you took what you could get every time. Now, you're backstage at day two of the final leg of his tour when another member takes an interest in you. Will it be enough to make Yoongi realize he's got competition?
hello soulmate (f) by @bluemari23 âšââ your first day on the job doesn't turn out the exact way you envisioned
Sugar Rush Ride (s) by @lo1k-diamonds âšââ You produced a song based on your hidden desires for your fellow producer and promised yourself that tonight, things would change. You were done pining after him, but then he arrived at the listening party.
fuck being friends (a f s) by @strawberrynamjoon âšââ as if watching the guy you were hopelessly in love with hook up with another girl each weekend wasnât enough, he also happened to be your best friend, making things extra complicated. and it only gets worse and worse once he finds you crying in the bathroom at a party one night.
Take One (s f) by @untaemedqueen âšââ There are three things which Yoongi was certain of. One, he was a big star in his field of work. Two, he had a huge cock, one to rival many of the largest names in his industry. Three, he can only find pleasure these days in written word.Â
Illicit Favors (f s) by @yoongiofmine âšââ When your editor tells you to re-write the chapters of your book because the sex scenes are weak, suggesting you write them from experience, what do you do when you lack any kind of sexual experiences in general? You go to your friend and ask him for help with it.
Bet On It (s) by @minisugakoobies âšââ What's a little wager between enemies? How about if it's your body on the line?
subscribed (s f) by @aquagustd âšââ you find out that youtube isnât the only site he uses to satisfy his subscribers. what do you do with that information?
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Sugar Rush Ride đ
SX Seoul Series | Yoongi's Entry đ
PAIRING: YoongixReader
SUMMARY: You produced a song based on your hidden desires for your fellow producer and promised yourself that tonight, things would change. You were done pining after him, but then he arrived at the listening party.
WORD COUNT: 12.6k
GENRE: coworkers (mutually) pining to lovers
RATING: R (explicit)
WARNINGS: explicit, pwp (porn w/ plot really), drunk fight (but you sober up...sort of), bratty reader, rough but Yoongi is pro at aftercare, fingerfucking, face-fucking, edging, spankings, his hand is on your neck a lot (am I forgetting something?)
(You can also read it on AO3)
A.N. This is based on the song of the same title by TXT đĽ It was not planned and maybe it has been done before, but it was too good to miss đ
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Yoongi parked his car underground in a private parking lot before stepping outside into the night in Itaewon. It was crowded as usual, but he paid no mind to the passersby â he had somewhere to be.
He reached the steps that led into a famous club in the neighborhood and entered below the red lines warming up the humidity into steam: SX.
He was giving away his coat when the music from the backroom hit him, the pop music with the codename temptation resonating in the air, and in his ribcage. He stepped towards it confidently, unbothered by the instant boom of noise that hit him once the door opened and closed again behind him. No, nothing would bother him until he found what he was looking for.
He scanned the room attentively, the darkness crossed punctually and rhythmically by the flashes of lights to the beat of the songs he helped produce himself. All but one song that ended up being the main track, the reason why he had rushed to be at the listening party tonight.
He got to the bar and looked around again; he saw lots of people he knew, the artists included. None had seen him yet, so he took the chance to search even more carefully. And finally, his eyes fell on you. You were listening attentively as you held your hair to the side and someone, a man spoke into your ear above the noise. Then you burst out laughing, shoulders and chest trembling with excitement, and your hand landed on the manâs chest. Not in a smack, not to push him away, just subtly placed there in an intimate gesture, or an invitation thereof.
Yoongi was by your side before he knew it. The man with you looked up with a silent question and you flinched and looked back, eyes instantly widening in surprise.
âYoongi! Youâre back!â
You launched your arms around his neck to pull him into a hug, and he immediately knew you had alcohol in your system. Despite this, he reacted the only way he could be expected to â he wrapped a protective arm around you and looked straight into the eyes of that dude trying his luck.
âRight on time,â you grinned when you stepped back. âInhyuk, this is Yoongi, the producer I was telling you about.â
The guy bowed and said something polite, but Yoongi wasnât listening. You had stepped to stand beside the guy and his hand had comfortably set on your waist. For a second, his sole thought was, Since when? But then he cooled down.
âI see. Well, enjoy the party. Iâll see you later,â he told you with his eyes set on yours and you got the message.
But you didnât want to worry about that right now, so when Inhyuk pulled you by the waist to talk to you a bit closer, you didnât flinch. You smiled and agreed to have another drink while the crowd around you listened and enjoyed the album you helped produce. You were proud of yourself, it was the fruit of your first year of work withâ
The main track started and the crowd cheered as it did every time it played. Your eyes watered as Inhyuk congratulated you and clinked his drink to yours but as you drank, there was heat building inside of you. It was funny to hear the lyrics you wrote being sung back at you and fit perfectly at that moment. But then you chuckled, as your eyes fell on Min Yoongi. Your thoughts would always stop as soon as he was back near you. That would never change.
Yet you looked up and smiled at Inhyuk, giddy with your drink and with excitement. You made a vow when you decided to let this song be performed and sung â it was you putting your feelings into your work to get rid of them. That was the deal.
Inhyuk smiled mischievously at you as if he couldnât believe, but didnât disapprove, of the song's lyrics speaking so openly about desire, about opening locked doors into seeing stars and asking for more. And you kept smiling and drinking. Because you made a deal with yourself and maybe tonight was the perfect time to go into a new direction.
The song was only three minutes long, but it drove Yoongi to a corner. He gripped his tonic water and faced the bar while the music kept calling to him, Come here more, letâs play more.
Just like the first time he heard it and was covered in goosebumps, wild thoughts coming to him that he had to quickly water down. He sighed; it didnât stop him from flying back as soon as possible to talk to you about it. Confront you, more like.
He turned to the side to find you by the bar having shots with that guy, and that was it. The full album had played, you had your moment in the spotlight as you should, the artists were having a blast alongside everyone else, and he had had enough of seeing you so close to some guy.
You were on your fourth tequila shot when you felt an arm extend behind you to reach the bar, and you shivered. Not because it was cold; you were sweating from the drinks and the energy of the crowd. No, it was because you knew who it was, even if the arm didnât touch you.
âWe should go,â his voice was steady near your ear even though your head was spinning a little.
âThe night is still young!â Inhyuk said as he grinned and grabbed another shot glass, waiting for you to do the same, but despite your giddiness, you hesitated.Â
You looked up to Yoongi and saw his neutral beautiful lines, and you understood what he was doing.
The guy saw he was losing you, so he moved closer to get your attention, âI can take you home.â
He said it with amusement, like a tease, and you grinned. You were taken by the energy between you two; you both knew where that was going. But then a breath being slowly heaved behind you shook your foundations and you looked down. Yoongi was just doing his part of the deal, but suddenly you were fucking pissed. He couldnât possibly understand that you needed to be with someone, anyone other than him. Desperately, before youâd fucking combust!
But he was your coworker, the genius producer of your label. And despite everything, you didnât want to burn a bridge. Inhyuk was not that great anyway.
You shrugged almost innocently, âMaybe next time. It was nice meeting you.â
Yoongi pointed so that youâd go ahead to the exit and you did. Yet with every step, something was bubbling up your throat. There was a lump there, blocking you from voicing it while you grabbed your coats, walked the cold night to his car, and got in to be on your way.
The whole ride you argued with yourself that this was for the best. You shouldnât have sex with someone after so many drinks, that was not how it was supposed to go. But maybe that was what you needed to have the courage to just move on. To want another man as desperately, and not the one driving you home right now. You needed it, you needed to go crazy and do something you wouldnât normally do. You needed the regret, to stop playing safe, to stop believing your heart knew what was best for you when all it did was set on someone who saw you as nothing but a colleague.
When you arrived, he entered the private parking of your apartment building and parked swiftly. It made your stomach bubble further with anger, he was just so used to taking you home. That was the deal. Well, screw that.
âThanks, good night.â
You pushed the door open and peeled yourself away, closing it with a bham only to seek support in the car instantly. Your legs were wobbly, the world was spinning and you cursed in irritation. It was fine before, why was it so difficult now?
His door opened and closed, the car beeped as it locked, then his steps echoed to get to you. And everything was like needles prickling your patience. He stood next to you to help you and you didnât know what you wanted more: to scream at him or to just disappear.
But he placed his hand on your waist firmly, walked you to the lobby and the elevator, and even dialed your code to enter your apartment. It infuriated you â it reminded you of all the times over the last year that he had done his part of the deal. That he had taken you home safe and sound, and still never seen you for anything more while you pined helplessly.
So you tried to reach your living room without his help and stumbled very quickly, yet a firm grip on your arm prevented you from falling face flat. Normally, you would have blushed, thanked him, and let the politeness and decorum dictate your interactions, but not now.
You pulled your arm loose, âI donât need a chaperone!â
âAnd I don't need you to fall and break a leg.â
You threw your jacket and purse over your couch finally with a frustrated huff. The world was spinning and annoying you so fucking much. You needed to scream at him once and for all and be done with it, why couldnât it stand still?
âWhy did you interfere?â
âWhat do you mean?â He was calmly taking his shoes off after hanging his coat by the entrance and his placidness irked you.
âI was having a good time!â
You barely saw the line crossing his face, âHe was no good for you.â
âWhat? Why?!â
âHe just wasnât,â he stated, walking further inside your apartment like he knew it, and he did. Heâd normally stay for a chat after bringing you home and made sure you were okay.
âBut why?!â You insisted, eyes so wide they looked twice their size, and still the room was shaky. âWhat was so wrong with him thatââ
âHe was trying to get you drunk,â he almost scoffed as he reached your kitchen and started looking around for something.
âSo?â You tried following him, annoyed that he was not paying attention to you.
He found a cup and right next to it what he was looking for. He took a black coffee capsule and put both things next to your coffee machine. âHe just wanted sex.â
He seemed annoyed now as he prepped the coffee and you threw your hands in the air, âI fucking want sex!â
He paused and looked at you, at your wide eyes and red cheeks. And you held your breath, swallowing dryly. Did you just yell that at Min Yoongi? At your genius coproducer?
âYou're drunk.â
He pressed the button to draw an espresso from the machine, and you felt like a volcano about to erupt.
âIâm not drunk!!â He didnât look at you and you gripped your hair with a frustrated scream. âIâm just not only a fucking worker bee, okay?! I have needs, I want things! So what, sex is too much for you to handle or somââ
A look was all it took for you to feel your guts freeze in place. You were so attuned to this fucking man that his slightest hint of disapproval hit you like an icicle. But it wasnât just that, it was something else. Disappointment?
And you revolted hard against it; he had no right to make you feel this way. âThen whatâs the problem?! I canât want it? Because Iâm a woman or something?â
He took the coffee cup and placed it in front of you on the kitchen counter, âDrink it.â
You ignored it, âI didnât think you were a prude or conservative, but this is me.â You stepped back and fought the traces of the spinning walls vehemently. âI want things. More than just make good music, Iâm not just my work.â He was listening, he was looking at you, but all he did was push the cup the slightest in your direction. And you snorted, âHell, thatâs why my music is good. Because I wantâ I want things.â
You couldnât look at him, only at his feet. You thought you wanted to scream your frustration at him, but now you realized that was pointless. It wouldnât matter. He wasnât into you anyway.
âWeâre not talking unless youâre sober.â
You raised your eyes and his coolness hardened you. Right. Youâd get a slap on the wrist for getting drunk at the listening party of the album you fucking produced. For wanting to sleep with another producer. For not being professional? Who the fuck knew why. And maybe sober youâd care about losing your dream, but right now you were just fucking done.
âRight, whatever,â you turned to head to your bedroom. âIâll take a shower, we can talk tomorrow.â
Yoongi saw you walk a bit shakily but firmly toward your bedroom and then he sighed. He considered for a moment to do as you wished and leave, but he didnât want to leave you alone. Selfishly, he didnât want to wait for tomorrow. He was restless, he needed to talk to you about it. And to do that, he needed you sober.
He grabbed your coffee cup and knocked on the ajar door with his eyes glued to the floor. He called your name and you scoffed.
âYouâre taking our deal too much to the letter,â your voice sounded strained and he closed his free hand into a fist. âYou donât need to worry aboutââ
He heard noises and he didnât think twice; he pushed the door open and found you almost fallen to the floor trying to take your dress off. You huffed in annoyance; you should have sat on the bed but then how would the dress pass underâ
A firm hand hoisted you up as if you were as light as a feather and you came face to face with him. The man in your dreams, in your mind, making you scream in your bed just at the thought of him. Making you crazy.Â
âIâm fine,â you said, looking down. âI can handle myself. You donât need to bring me home and make sure I donâtââÂ
Your voice wavered, what were youâÂ
Your eyes filled with tears, but maybe that was exactly what needed to happen, âYeah, letâs stop that. Our deal? Letâs end it. You donât need to bring me home and watch over me. I know Iâm a woman in a men-dominated company, but Iâm not a child.â
He sighed and stepped away and your heart cracked, leaving you to hide your face with one hand and try to press your chest with the other. You knew that to move on you had to push him away, but damn did it sting andâ
The scent of coffee invaded your nose and you raised your hand from over your eyes. He was holding the coffee cup in front of you.
âStop for a second and drink it. Then, weâll talk.â
You looked for the sincerity in his eyes, and of course, you found it. So you took the cup and chugged the espresso as if it had been just another tequila shot. Then you lowered your arm and looked at him, trying to sense if that changed anything. It didnât really, not for you.
âDid you hear what I said?â
His lips twitched, âI heard you, but youâre not hearing me. Sober, I said.â
You shrugged, âYou said drink, I did. So now we talk. No more deal. No more keeping me safe, no more watching over me or bringing me home. I need toâ I need to let it all out.â
His lips pursed for a second but then he voiced quietly, âIâm listening.â
âI donât know what else to say,â you shrugged and almost laughed at yourself. âI told you I want things.â
âYou write about what you want.â You hummed. âSo what is that main track?â
âWhat I want.â
You were looking at him, a void in your mind all of a sudden, but he hesitated. You said you wanted sex and the song was about desire. Maybe he was reading it wrong.
âWhat do you want?â
âItâs not a what.â
âIs it a who?â
Your mouth dried, so you nodded. You were staring right at the object of your desire but he looked confused.
He scratched his head and then tried, âDid youâ Did you use those words on purpose?â
âWhat words?â
âWhat wââ He seemed bewildered, âMy stage name. You used my stage name. Sugar? Was that on purpose?â
For a split second, you were frozen, livid, shocked, and then laughter bubbled out of you, âI thought I had been so clever about it. Saying sugar instead of suga.â He was staring at you and his inexpression only led you to push the air out of your lungs, âI know, you donât have to say it. You won't touch me, even if pigs fly. I know that.â
âThat's not true.â
You tilted your head, then laughed some more, âYes, it is. You don't even see me as a woman, I'm just another producer.â
âThat's also not true.â
âRight,â you chuckled. âLet me give you reasons to walk out that door right now. I not only wanted to sleep with you but wrote a whole main track about wanting you. About being dazed, overwhelmed by desire, wanting just more. Give it a listen. You know I struggle with titles, but the name of the song was the first thing I had.â
You chuckled again and turned around, rubbing your face for a moment. It was out. You didnât care too much if anyone else knew, and if anyone had thought of it, they had been smart enough to stay quiet. But now he knew, and there was no going back. Sugar rush ride. You laughed again. You stood by that tile.
âIââ His voice sounded unsure for the first time and you turned to face him. âI donâtâ Was it just a rush? You felt a rush at the thought of me and wrote that?â
âWhat difference does it make?â
âIt makes a world of a difference,â he insisted, eyes set on you though he hadnât moved an inch yet. âI still havenât heard you say what you want now.â
âWhat I want?â You were incredulous, âAre you even listening? Iâve been saying nothing else! What?â He was unmoving, but for the first time, you could swear you saw his eyes glistening, and you were out of filters. âI want to be with you. I want you to fuck me already.â You shivered, the strength of your own words working against you. âI have since the day we met. I forgot I had an ex and was heartbroken to finger myself to the thought of you so many times I lost count.â He opened his mouth but you didnât let him speak, âShut up. I know what you'll say. Iâve wasted a year of my life. We're kind of friends and we work together. I know all that,â you huffed, exhausted. âSo just leave.â
You turned to get to your ensuite bathroom and this time succeeded in pulling the dress out of your body, letting it fall to the ground with a rustle. You turned to reach the makeup remover over your counter and almost missed the way he was still standing in your room, looking at you. You blinked as you faced him, and your nipples hardened without your control with the goosebumps navigating your skin. You had nothing on, you rarely did in events like those. You used it to boost your self-esteem and feel sexy, and now you guessed he knew it too.
You removed your makeup relatively quickly and were curious to look back, and he was gone. You looked down with tears pooling in your eyes; but of course. Why did it all just have to come out of your mouth like that? Now he knew your deepest darkest secrets and would never want to work together again in the future. Great.
You stepped into the shower and let the warmth wash away your worries. You were not a child. You had feelings and wants. They were perhaps misplaced, but you didnât harm anyone. You sighed; still, maybe it was best to look for a new job in the morning.
Once you made peace with that, your mind wandered to greener pastures, to more heavenly thoughts. You reviewed the expression he had as you told him crudely what you wanted, and it was good. Tense. In your wildest fantasies maybe it could be even a little possessive. And the thought of Min Yoongi getting possessive over you turned you on like nothing ever could.
Your hand trailed south along your skin and avoided the water. Your undeniable arousal made you chuckle. You had just told him you touched yourself thinking of him, and there you were again, like clockwork. He never told you not to, he didnât act disgusted or look at you sideways, so suddenly you felt egged on.
You tilted your ass up and out of the water and spread your folds greedily, closing your eyes to think back to his dark eyes while you were naked in front of him. It was as if he wasnât thinking, he was just looking. You didnât see his eyes running up and down your body, but you didnât have to. No way he would not be curious, even if he had walked out.Â
His leaving stung but fuck, was he hot. Now he knew you thought of him and what you did while thinking of him. Your heart stung for a second with the thought that you would lose his friendship, but you got back on track. You were horny and he had created that mess. You tried to kindly tell him to leave so many times, it wasnât your fault that he lingered until you were spurting the deepest truths and stripping naked to shower.Â
And now he knew. He knew you didn't like wearing underwear when you had formal events, how sensitive your nipples were to the cold, and that you had a small blue birthmark at the end of your back. Fuck. He knew you were a dirty little whore fingering yourself to the thought of his cock buried deepâ
Two arms wrapped around you and you moaned, too immersed in your fantasy to be startled. You were thinking about his arms around you, his chest strong for your back to take support, hands trailing down your body to explore with long fingers ready to spell your demise so easilyâ
His fingers were next to yours cupping your sex and you gasped, squirming away only to be pressed against his firm chest.
âNo, continue,â his voice was a taunt as his free hand seemed indecisive about where to settle on your body. âYou want to touch yourself? Go on.â
You stammered his name but his fingers were quickly learning from yours how to trace your heat, spread your slick, and make you tremble. You were shaking, half embarrassed, half feverish, until his other hand finally settled on groping your breast harshly and you moaned. You moaned with a hiss dragging with how much more you wanted, with your ass bucking into him only to rub more to get a better feeling of his hard cock on your ass. He was clothed, you could feel it, but the thought of him wanting this was driving you up the wall.
He was coming to you while you showered, entering it with clothes on just to reach you, grab you, touch you, and make you moan. There was no hiding it now, no possible misunderstanding. He had fingers rubbing your clit while his other hand squeezed your tit harshly, making your legs weak. Nothing was forcing him to stay, to touch you, to listen to you moan.
You bucked your hips again, you were so close to coming it was unstoppable. Yet a logical thought still tried to push through, âAre you sure about this? We're friendsâ We work togââ
If only you werenât rubbing your ass on his crotch to feel him better, to get tighter, to force his fingers on your clit to chase you.
His reply was a whisper to your ear over your wet hair, âYou said what you wanted. You can feel how much I agree.â
Your walls squeezed, you were so ready, âYouâ You want this?â
His hips pushed into you once and you almost fell apart. âDonât pretend you canât feel it. Iâm asking myself how you never noticed.â
You gripped his hand over your chest and he released the pressure, instantly making you squirm and whine in a complaint. You pressed his hand and he squeezed again, hearing attentively how your moan pitched wantonly. He hummed near your ear, nuzzling your wet skin with a smile adorning his lips. So that was how you liked it.
âNo, Iââ Your breath hitched with how he was working you and for the second time you thought you would fall apart, but the intensity reeled back to allow you to think. âNot like this. I noticed you treated me differently but I thought it was because I was the only girl in the studioââ
You staggered with a gasp, your body rushing a cold wave under your skin to contrast with the warm water of the shower, but again the sensation eased as the seconds ticked away. And you knew then that it was him, keeping you on the edge and not letting you fall apart. Him with his smooth fingers and nuzzling behind your ear.
âNo, not because of that,â his voice was tense as his lips ghosted over your wet neck. âI was⌠charmed,â he admitted with a chuckle, and when you bucked your hips, he gripped you closer. âBut I thought you saw me as a friend.â The thought alone made his lip pull in annoyance, but the slick covering his fingers at your heat soothed him, âI could have done this so many times if you had just asked.â
He bit down on the tender flesh between your shoulder and neck and you screamed, the sting mixing with your pleasure so viscerally that you could have cum on it alone. Only he sensed it too and moved his hand away, dragging yours along so you couldnât finish it yourself, and you laughed quietly. He was suckling on your skin with meticulous precision and you could only grin widely, euphoric sparks flying out of control inside your belly.
âYou could have said something too,â you sounded like you were whining, but you couldnât stop yourself. He was now licking where he had just marked you and you were trembling, legs so weak it was embarrassing.
He let go and nuzzled along your neck to your spine in between your wet hair, âI didnât want you to feel pressured. You either want it or you donât. I thought youâd say something.â
You chuckled, âI wouldnât ever. You should have known.â
He hummed and leaned back ever so slightly to look at the curve of your ass pressed against him. Then his hand trailed up, lashed by the shower while gently feeling and pressing your soft skin. He couldnât believe he almost missed this.
âWe have to work on that, then.â
You were still smiling when you let your head fall back to his shoulder, âIf you did as I saidââ
âI'd be out of here without ever getting to touch you,â his annoyance was clear in his voice, and even in the way his fingers pressed less gently. âWithout knowing whatâs on your mind. No, you,â he wrapped his arm across your torso to gently reach the base of your neck and you looked up, giving him more space. âYou are not in charge here.â
He couldnât have known the way you were grinning. You just let yourself fall further into his embrace, his hand settling on the base of your neck in a way you found comforting. Then he turned you gently to the side and your back hit the cold wall. A hiss came out of your lips quickly, but you were still smiling. Even as his dark eyes scanned you for your reaction, with one hand keeping you still by the neck. You were waiting with a familiar ease on your features, and he relaxed. That was enough.
Suddenly, your feet parted and you were surprised. He had used his foot to spread your legs and the way his free hand was tracing your wet body like he owned it shortcircuited your brain.
âI want to know what this dirty mind of yours has been keeping from me.â
You could hear a hint of eagerness and it was enough, âI won't tell you.â
âYou will.â His tone was so sure, like he held the world at his beckoning, that you trembled. You were sure then he would hold yours, turn it upside down, inside out, and youâd love every second of it. âYou will tell me every dream of yours, every fantasy, every little filthy fleeting thought. Then maybe we can do something about it.â
âMaybe?â You were eager, his hand was at your lower stomach but seemingly chose to ignore where you ached most.
âMaybe. If that's something you want.â
âI do, I want everything.â
His eyes jumped to yours; he needed to know if that was a spur-of-the-moment blurted line, or if you meant it. All he found were eager glistening eyes. âEverything?â
âEverything,â you confirmed, eyes staring at him like you were seeing stars.
For a split second, he considered that this could not be what he thought it was. Maybe you were still drunk and just talking big, maybe you had no idea what you were saying. But the way you didnât waver, even as he considered pulling the plug on everything despite being a millimeter away from snapping and making his thoughts come true did sway him. He brushed your jaw once so tenderly and you leaned into his touch. Heâd take it easy while he discovered you, there was no rush.
âAlright,â he voiced and lowered his hand. âShow me first.â
âShow you what?â You were eager but you were starting to shiver.
âWhat you do when you think of me.â
âDidnât you just catch me doing it?â
âYouâre going to look at me this time.â
âLook?â You tilted your head slightly.
âEyes on me,â his eyebrows twitched.
âOnly my eyes?â
âAnd your thoughts.â
You grinned and looked away but his instant grip over your chin made you look up.
âYou sure you want everything?â
You huffed with a sly smile and let your head fall back to the wall, âIâm sure.â His dark gaze was skeptical and your grin widened, âOh, I want everything, sugar. Be sure not to hold back.â
He looked down to follow your movements and you almost laughed. Your hand was rubbing your clit so you could control your pleasure while his eyes roamed your body, the doubt lingering on his features. You could laugh again, but you didnât. The way he doubted you was funny because he had no idea how crazy you were about him, but then it occurred to you that you also didnât know the first thing about him. Did he like to watch? Would he guide you or leave you adrift? He had edged you three times already, did he notice? Did he do it on purpose to drive you crazy?Â
Would he do it again?
Where exactly was his line? He was quiet now, eating you with his eyes and absorbing every little detail, from the way you breathed to your tongue peeking through your lips, to the way you gathered your arousal to coat your clit. You gasped ever so softly and his eyes instantly jumped to your face, and your lips twitched. You had him. How was it that you had the powerful Min Yoongi?
âWhat is going on in there?â
His voice was soothing and low, soft as a caress, and you smiled. âYou.â
âMe how?â
âYou told me to think about you,â your fingers hastened and you grinned.
âI told you I want to know your thoughts.â
You hummed with a smile and eyed him from head to toe shamelessly. You knew what he told you, what he wanted, but what about what you wanted?
Your fingers picked up the pace as your eyes gained a sly glim, and you thought he saw it. If he didnât, he at least heard the wet sounds echoing in the bathroom.
âDo it slowly.â
You obeyed, so painfully slowly that your eyelashes fluttered, but what truly got you was the soothing of his features. He looked endeared, all because you did as he told you. He looked so sweet, so adorable, so loveable. You wanted to squeeze his precious cheeks.
So you reached forward to touch his face, but he slapped your hand away harshly, âNo.â You bit your lip not to smile but his eyes were just hardening. âIâm still waiting.â
âFor?â
You couldnât help your grin as you squirmed ever so slightly against the wall. His precious dark eyes were so focused on you.
âMe how?â
But he wasnât paying attention. âYou right now.â
It didnât surprise you that he didnât become impatient, âJust me standing here?â
Your fingers were ever so quicker, âStiff as a stick trying to control something that isnât yours yet.â
His eyes glimmed and your tongue peeked out again to hide your laugh. It was fun seeing him being careful, but when would he actually touch you?
âDidnât I say slower?â
You instantly did, and the recoil of the feeling had you fluttering your eyes closed.
âEyes on me,â he sounded angrier now, closer too.
You did open your eyes but pursed your lips; there was still half an arm's distance between you. If he wouldnât get the hint, then youâd have to do it yourself.
âStrip,â you asked, swallowing dryly.
He scoffed and instantly looked down, âI said slow.â
âIf you want it slow, do it yourself.â
It happened so fast you couldnât process it. Like a rubberband snapping, his hand darted to your neck pulling and pushing hard enough that your head banged the wall but not harshly enough that it hurt you. It did daze you for a second, but your lips just formed a grin until you laughed.Â
Two could play that game, apparently, and he looked so fucking hot when he was mad. You loved that his hand stayed put like a necklace, a reminder that he wasnât touching your heat, but he owned it. Along with your thoughts and your pleasure, he owned you. And that would have been enough to snap you, but what about him?
So you closed your eyes again, blatantly going against what he wanted, and were not surprised when his free hand darted to pinch your hardened nipple. You moaned instantly, facing him with the same challenge, meeting dark eyes that seemed to have given up on making you talk, but not on making you do as you were told.
So every time you blinked, he pinched you. Your nipples, your sides, your ass, earning moans every time, but nothing more, until he snapped again. He jumped on you and you just made your neck more available for him to latch on and bite. Your moan instantly pitched, and it finally seemed worth it. He was squeezing your tits and biting you while you played yourself to his presence, and he finally was involved in it too.
âDonât come.â
The joke was that you wanted to do as he said, but you couldnât anymore. Your moans were higher now, just like your daze, and in a secondâ
He yanked your hand away, âThatâs enough.â
âWhy? Didnât you want to see what happens when I think of you?â
Your voice was light but your chest heaving gave your state away, and the more he kissed and bit down your neck, the worse it became. You needed him, needed more than just his thoughts or presence. You gripped his shoulders to bring him closer, you neededâ
A whimper pushed out of you as you hid in his neck, but he didnât stop. You were sure that had to be at least three fingers just pushing into you roughly with no preparation other than your repeated edging. No preparation came, whatsoever, because as soon as they were in, he started pumping his fingers in and out of you at a vicious speed.Â
You instantly lost your grip on reality, though not on his shoulders, as even the air seemed to still inside your lungs. The sultry sounds echoing around you didnât just come from his digits beckoning you closer insanely fast, but also from your whimpers. Because there was a fire burning you from the inside out with every moan as he bit and licked closer to your ear. As your nails sank through his shirt to reach his skin, your legs trembled, and the wall behind you became scorching hot while he pressed you to it.
From deep within your frenzy you couldnât hear his growl near your ear, or feel the way his drool dripped down your neck or his fingers dag at your skin. He could hear you, pitchy moans quickly becoming an addictive sound, yet this time it was different. Your cunt was squeezing around him like a vice, and the harder it made for him to finger fuck you, the more he wanted to.
âDonât come,â he grunted right under your ear, but you couldnât register. You just moaned even more desperately, gripping him to you so hard he thought heâd melt. âYouâll cum when I tell you to.â
He was trying to hold on to something when he pulled away to look at you, but he could see you werenât listening. You were flushed and panting hastily, avid with your nerves on fire. You could only see him and you had been waiting too long.
âPlease,â you sounded a second away from breaking into tears and he admired you for it at that moment. You were so strong for him. And so pliable.
So he kissed your cheek gently and said your name once, taking pleasure from rolling it over his tongue. âGo on, cum.â
And it was all you needed to snap, tears coming to your eyes as your hips convulsed and searched for friction. You didnât think you needed it because your walls were tensing, and again and again while desperate cries fell from your lips. His fingers calmed down inside you, his breath the same temperature as your blazing cheeks, and you thought a sweet blanket of lethargy would cover you soon.
Only he never stopped fucking you with his fingers, and so you whimpered and tried to push him away weakly.
âDonât come down,â he murmured to your cheek. âStay, donât let it go.âÂ
Your nails sank on his shoulder blades again as you squinted your eyes shut. Tears roamed your eyes as you tried breathing and pushing through your sensitivity. You could handle your clit being sensitive, but inside you, that was a whole different story. You felt like you had been pounded to perfection, only to be further kneaded into sensations you had never felt before.
You looked at him, eyes droopy with whines coming out of your mouth. Why werenât you surprised?
âGive me another one,â he asked gently, but you didnât answer.Â
How could you, he twisted his hand to reach into you deeper and your whole core burned. He was relighting a fire you thought had been extinguished, only to leave you breathless, dripping slick down his hand as you moaned between gritted teeth.Â
So beautiful, so tense. He wanted to release you.Â
âLook at me,â he asked softly, and you did. His eyes gave you a tenderness that made your heart convulse. How could he act sweetly like that, as if half of his hand wasnât pounding your g-spot to bits? âYouâre so good. Doing so well, giving me everything I want.â Your only reply was your moans, but you were listening. âI need you to focus for me.â He leaned to whisper in your ear, âFocus on the tension. Youâre so tight around my fingers. Relax, donât fight it. Thatâs it, move with me,â his voice was sweeter, and you softened. It was as if he was in it with you. As if he could feel it too. As if he was fucking you and not just sticking his fingers inside you. âYou feel so good,â his whisper felt like the highest form of praise, and your moan pitched, melting alongside your nerves. He was so happy at the sound as he traced his lips down your cheek to whisper to the corner of your mouth, âCome with me.â
You moved with him once, twice, seeing in his eyes how much he was seeing and feeling you before looking at his lips, so close. He brushed yours ever so slightly in the hint of a kiss, moving with you as if you were jumping on his cock and not on his digits, and it was what pushed you. You pulled him closer and he let his mouth fall to yours, and your orgasm instantly started, forcing you to swerve so you could moan and breathe as you disintegrated.Â
He let you feel your ecstasy to the fullest, biting his lip and feeding off of your release as if it were oxygen. Your trembling lips, your nails that marked his shoulders, your throbbing walls squeezing and gripping around him in sweet delight. All of you like a charming melody, sweet and utopic. Your moans were music until the very last, and by then, he had to taste it.
His free hand cupped your cheek and coaxed you into a sloppy kiss that you instantly reacted to. You were still not there, though, too dazed from the high to realize it fully; until you did. And you gasped. Yoongiâs tongue was licking at your bottom lip gently as if you were a delicacy that needed to be tasted slowly, and you couldnât believe it.
You parted your lips to let him in and he pressed you even closer, enclosing you in such a euphoric moment you thought youâd pop like a firework. Like a cocoon filled with dazed butterflies with nowhere to go. He was kissing you and your wildest dreams seemed to have just come true. Tears were still hanging onto your waterline, and when he pressed your lips to move away and breathe, you were scared that it had all been a dream.
âSo good, youâre so good.â
His voice was calm and tender, and it gave you the courage to open your eyes. He was so close with his eyes roaming your features swiftly, taking in the smallest detail as if he was finally free to. Then he smiled at your wonder, and you were convinced it was a dream.
That notion didnât dissipate as he reached to the side to grab a towel and dry you with gentleness, enveloping you in the fluffy material as if it were a cloud. You sniffled, drained from the energy that you had just burned away and woozy from his sweet pats as he tried to dry the excess water out of your long hair.
Not even when he took your hand and pulled you back into your bedroom did the haze recede. Instead, you saw him pull the duvet open for you to get in the bed and you lost the towel and got in without a thought. Once you settled in, you did have your first thought: where was he going?
But he was back soon, and you knew in the back of your mind that he was just making the place tidy: getting the coffee cup from the floor to put it on the table, stopping the shower, and shutting the lights. Then he grabbed your towel from the floor and dried his own hair with hastened movements before throwing it aside. His eyes fell on you and your own picked up on the wet spots on his clothes. He was probably cold too.
âCome here,â you voiced hoarsely, staying in a ball to conserve the heat. He instantly stepped to you, but you pouted, âClothes off first.â
He blinked and looked down, but then smirked and did as you asked. Of course, he couldnât make your bed humid and uncomfortable with his clothes. Your eyes were on him, unable to separate from the soft unblemished skin revealing itself more and more. His muscles moved as he bent down, wide shoulders and soft biceps trying to hide the strength he had. But you just observed quietly, tucked in the duvet. You could still feel his fingers inside and all around you, pressing and owning you easily. But you could keep a secret, his power and strength were only for you to know.
He lowered his pants and boxers and your eyes glued to him like a magnet. He was hard and pretty, with protruding veins on a thick length that had your imagination doing cartwheels.
Your thoughts were interrupted quickly when he opened the duvet to get beside you and you shivered. You opened your arms and legs to welcome him, and in your haze, you suddenly thought that it all felt so domestic.
He grabbed your hand and pulled it away to tell you he wanted to lie behind you and you agreed instantaneously. His arms wrapped around you just as fast as you rubbed your ass to his crotch, and he chuckled as he pressed a kiss to your head.
âYou must be tired.â
âNo,â your voice was a low whimper as his warmth relaxed your nerve ends.
âNo?â He sounded amused and soft and you had to admit that his chest was the fluffiest pillow.
âNoâŚâ
You didn't want to, but you were slowly dozing off. Slowly, and a bit more with every soothing breath you took together.
You shook and forced your eyes open, âI don't want to fall asleep.â
âWhy?â
Your heart beamed and your lips curved; he was still holding you with his mouth to your head.
âBecause⌠it will end,â you admitted, falling deeper into his touch as he nuzzled your hair. Suddenly you realized his boner was half gone. âYou didn't come, I haven't touched you yet. I don't want to miss the opportunity.â
âWe have tomorrow.â
âYou might change your mind.â
âSo can you.â
âI won't,â you insisted with a hint of annoyance as you twisted to look back at him.
âI won't either,â he promised calmly, glistening eyes set on you.
Your eyes were closing, the comfort and lethargy were pulling you away. Still, you focused on his lips, âKiss me.â
He met your lips with no hesitation and you let that sweet touch soothe you. When he pulled away and kissed your nose, you slipped asleep.
When you woke up in the morning, two things made you alert: your soreness and the lack of space. You groaned with the sweet throb between your legs but frowned because something was over you. Turning back, the most precious image graced your vision and made stars twinkle in your eyes.
Min Yoongi was sleeping as quietly as a mouse with an arm around your shoulders as if to keep you tucked in. You brushed his hair aside and his nose twitched, making you instantly melt. Why did he look so sweet asleep? How could he be such a beast as a musician, a genius producer, and a darling in private?
You kept brushing his hair soothingly, thinking that intimately he was not a darling. No, not cute, not sweet. If that throb between your legs meant something, it was that Yoongi was the kind that owned. He owned his music, his process, the studio room, and you, for all you cared. Your finger trailed his cheek as you recalled your words the night before. He said he wanted you, the same as you, and he said he wouldn't change his mind, but what if he did? What if you lost your opportunity the night before?
Maybe you were still half asleep; otherwise, the fact that you were both in bed naked would have meant something. As it stood, you were anxious about what reality could bring. So when he opened his eyes and saw you, your instinct was to kiss him.
You brushed his lips gently but surely, giving him more than enough time and place to push you away if he wanted to. So when he didn't, you became bolder. Your tongue teased the seam of his lips and your hand roamed his chest, and as you got lost, you became vulnerable.Â
He waited as long as he could. He let you kiss him, let you press, let you push him a bit back into the pillow, let you cup his jaw, but you never moved away. Never stopped, and never changed your mind. You did say you wanted everything, and he thought he had given you enough time to take it back.
So he grabbed your hair and rolled over you to get on top, pushing his tongue past your lips without asking. And you moaned, instantly weak to him taking something that in all that concerned you belonged to him anyway.
You thought that meant a green light to explore him just as he was doing, passing his hand down your side to your waist, but no. You palmed the expanse of his chest and he interrupted his mission simply to grab your wrists and pull them down. He pressed them once to the mattress, then released one to pass his slender fingers between your breasts and you took the opportunity again. Your hand sneakily went under the sheets to scratch his hip up to his ass, feeling how firm he was over you, yet he caught you before you could squeeze him.
âStay still.â
He could have been saying good morning, yet you puffed, âLet me.â
âNo.â
âBut I want to,â you pouted and he nibbled down your neck.
âToo bad.â
You wanted to be good to him; you liked him touching you and his hard cock ever so close to your core did make you hazy with want. But as he kissed and licked and palmed and pressed you from head to toe, you grew impatient. Incredibly so when he turned you belly down to do the same down the length of your spine as if he had all the time in the world. Even more when he raised your ass and spread your legs, nibbling at your ass cheeks and squeezing them roughly. Aggravatingly so when he noticed your wetness dripping down your inner thigh and made it his pastime to try to reach it with his tongue.
âYoongiiiiii,â you whined at the end of your patience, waves of goosebumps driving you insane as he spread your asscheeks more to reach your wet inner thighs.
âHmm,â he was having way too much fun.
âLet me touch you too.â
And ruin the fun? âNo.â
You whined again, âBut I've waited.â
âNot enough.â
âWhy not?â You were sulking despite your spasms around nothing. He could feel them without directly touching you, and it drove him to bite and kiss harder. You squirmed at his lack of reply, âHow long more?â
âUntil I say so.â
You shook your ass half in annoyance half in desperation, âI've waited enough. At least fuck me.â
âNo.â
It was as though he was shooing a fly.
âCome on,â you dragged. âGet to the good part.â He snorted but didn't move. âFuck me, come on.â
âNo.â
âBut you'll feel so good.â
He sighed with your taste on his tongue, âI know.â
âSo do it.â
âHmmmm.â
You thought there would be progress as he touched your core ever so lightly. But you waited and waited for what felt like an eternity. And although the tip of his fingers explored every nook and cranny slowly and gently, even the embarrassing ones, you were still not closer to what you wanted.
And so you snapped, âI asked you to fuck me.â He hummed, but your tone was assertive, âI won't shut up until you do.â
He changed absolutely nothing, wet fingers dragging to your nipples lightly. And so you insisted.
âI'm waiting. How long will you keep me waiting? Should I do it myself?â
Your hand moved and he put it in place instantly.
âI can show you how it's done,â your tone became mocking. âIn case youâre lost.â His teeth brushed the back of your thigh and you smirked, âIf you never used your cock beforeââ
A slap to your asscheek echoed and you grinned. It was firm, a warning, but what could you do? You always liked to talk big in bed, and you couldnât miss the opportunity to rile him up.
âNothing to be ashamed ofâ If you don't know where to go or what to doâ Should I take over?â
Every slap felt like a win and that last one wasn't any different. He gave more of him when he did it, and you felt it in the sting, the touch, the attention. When he grabbed your asscheeks and squeezed until you cried out, you thought that he might be holding back.
âYou talk too much,â he said quietly.
âAnd you fuck too little.â
He pushed you harshly to fall with your belly up and grabbed your head firmly in place, using his body over you to fully press you down the mattress.
âI like to fuck people who indulge me.â
âLiar.â It escaped your lips before you could think. You were too horny to think, but then you laughed, âFucking liar. You're rock hard, you want to fuck me so bad is not even funny.â
âYour point?â
âYou like it,â you whispered, raising your head to reach his lips, which he didn't let happen. You looked into his eyes, âYou like what I'm saying. You adore every spank and every little reason I give you to do it.â
His expression didn't change except for the laughter in his eyes, âCan you blame me?â
âFuck no.â
âIs it a problem?â He seemed cautious.Â
âYoongi,â you sighed. âI said everything.â
His lips finally showed a smile as he got on his forearms to look at you with new eyes.
âBut Yoongi,â you called with a pout. âI did wait long enough.â
He grinned widely, so endearingly you wanted to kiss his entire adorable face. So loveable you wanted to drive him crazy.
âYou'll wait as long as I tell you to.â
He seemed happy now as he leaned to kiss and play with your chest, pink tongue messing with your perky nipples to the point you squirmed. And it felt good, so good your legs were restless under him, opening but struggling to get him to align. He tortured your nipples, suckling and biting only to smile at your fussiness. You could only take so much.
You squealed, âIf you donât put your cock in me soon Iâll fucking scream.â
âScream?â He was amused, barely separating his mouth from your breast.
But you sucked in a breath and screamed at the top of your lungs. Only for a second though; his hand covered your mouth and forced you to look at him.
âShut it.â
He raised his hand carefully with your eyes locked, and all you did was roll your hips to get his cock near your dripping core. You thought he had learned something, so when he moved too but against you, keeping what you wanted purposefully at bay, you decided that holding back was not getting you anywhere.
You threw your head back and screamed again, and when his hand darted to muffle it, you bit it.
You took another breath, but before you could scream his hand wrapped around your neck firmly. You looked into his eyes as lightheadedness relaxed your neck and shoulders. He was so careful, but you were at such ease.
âAre you going to be quiet?â
His fingers were perfect around your throat, âI want to cream your cock so bad.â
Your voice was a wanton whine as your glistening eyes focused on him. You couldn't describe how much you were melting, how much he relaxed you only to tense you up the next second if he so chose to. How much that drove you to want him like crazy.
âIs that a dirty thought?â You nodded once, pleading with your eyes. He nuzzled your nose sweetly, âNot yet.â
âThen I won't be quiet.â
Your voice was gentle like a breeze but carried consequence, and when he nuzzled you further, you knew everything went both ways. He knew it too, and he wasn't stopping you.
You tentatively tried a scream and his hand wrapped firmer, observing you with sparkles in his eyes.
You huffed, cheeks becoming hot, âWhy wonât you just do what I want?â
âWhy wonât you quiet down?â
âAnd do your job for you?âÂ
You could see the smile in his eyes â he knew you were embarrassed. He was just seeing how far youâd go in your brattiness, but you were so horny you were lost.Â
âAll Iâm asking for is your cock, donât you have one?â He raised an eyebrow at your taunt; you could both feel his hard shaft pressed to your thigh. âSo why donât you shut me up? Do you need me to tell you how to use your dick?â
âJust because youâre needy and desperate, it doesnât mean you should get what you want.â
The burn traveled to your chest; he was scolding you and it was like youâd been shaken. Of course, heâd answer you and deal with your attitude. You never thought heâd be the type to let it fly but to actually have him doing it was burning you from the inside out.
âBut what I want is you,â you sighed, batting your eyelashes flagrantly. âLet me get on my knees, Iâll do whatever you like.â
He took only a second, âNo, I like where you are.â You grinned in absolute joy; you also loved being under him with his hand around your neck. You felt taken care of and grounded, even as your mind became chaotic in the hazyness. âAnd there goes another dirty thought, hm?â
You bit your lip, âIn my fantasies you always give it to me so right.â
âThis isnât a fantasy anymore.â
You grinned, âNo, thank fuck. You look so much better pissed off in real life.â
He raised an eyebrow, âYou want to piss me off?â
You almost laughed, âI want you to fuck me.â
âI never said I wouldn't,â he adjusted his hips but purposefully made it impossible for you to have him, and you squinted. He was smiling, âI just told you to wait.â
âAnd I told you Iâd scream.â
You were snappy and he grinned, âCanât we be civilized about this?â
His lips ghosted you and your chest burned again, âNothing civilized about the way I want you to fuck me senseless.â
Your voice was wanton, bordering a moan as your hips rolled just to feel the tease of his cock near your core, and he kissed down your chin, âSo youâll scream?â
âLike hell.â
âNo changing your mind?â
âFuck no. Stop stalling,â you whined, moving your spread legs in the hopes of catching him, but he only chuckled.
âGo on, then.â
He got off you and you huffed in annoyance and screamed. It was short and you opened your eyes to see him just observing you with amusement. Why was it so funny to him when you were getting upset?
So you took a deep breath and screamed again and this time your lips pulled in a smile because what the heck were you doing?
âThatâs it?â
His taunt had you take a deep breath and scream again, only to fall short. You covered your eyes and stifled a laugh. It reminded you of how you screamed on roller coasters.
âYou must not have enough reasons to scream yet.â
You bit your lip, imagining the reasons you could have, the ways he could make you scream. The bed dipped next to you but you stayed in your reverie. In it, Yoongi touched you. He slapped your cunt with his cock and promised to use you. He grabbed you by the neck while he pounded into you so hard you saw stars.
You huffed in impatience, neediness making you bold; you were about to sit up and do something when you stopped. He was throwing his leg over you and his cock was so close your eyes nearly crossed. He grabbed your head in place, but you were staring, fixed, jaw falling open and lax instantly. You could pretend you wanted to scream more but you were just salivating, so when he aimed his cock at you, you just met him halfway.
His taste hit your buds quickly and moved to reach your throat, and you lost it. Your eyes rolled as you closed them, the salty traces leaving you dizzy, and the way he pushed himself down your throat made you squirm in waves of pleasure. It felt hot and intense and wild as he did it again and again, each time getting a better sense of how much you could take. You barely cared about breathing; he was finally using your mouth, fucking you, showing you how much he wanted you without holding back, and with each push, he made you feel better than the last. Elated, special â he was groaning and getting riled up down your throat because you made him feel that good.
Suddenly, he pulled back and you followed him as long as you could before he grabbed your arms and raised them above your head to stop you. He had heard you choke so he was probably worried, but you only sighed in impatience.
âSo greedy,â he taunted, pressing your wrists down firmly. But he had a glint in his eyes â he was paying attention to you. Not worried, just caring.
âArenât you learning?â You said as you tried not to melt, but it was too late. He chuckled and his smile made you happy. âKeep going,â you asked softly, despite the tears running down to your hairline. âPlease.â
He brushed his thumbs on your wrists for a second with his eyes set on you. You were such a handful and he couldnât love it any better. Asking for him like that secretly drove him crazy, and made him want to give you everything you could ever wish for, no matter what. So when you leaned back and opened your mouth, it was his pleasure to stuff it with his dick. He grabbed your wrists more firmly and supported his weight on them to help him lean forward and give you the fucking you craved.
Time and time again he snapped his hips to get his cock down your throat, and it was challenging. His muscles were burning, but so were his lower stomach and balls as he tried not to come. You moaned and choked and bounced as he fucked your head into the mattress, and yet you were totally relaxed. Your arms and hands were still, calm as you got used and loved it. And he loved it too, but for your first time together and after skipping it the night before, he thought this time he wanted more.
He pulled away from you and it took you a second, but you instantly sulked. He settled between your legs as you cleaned the drool, âSo Iâm not going to swallow the sugar rush?â
He chuckled, âNo, not this time.â You pursed your lips and were about to whine about him stopping so soon when he asked, âDo you have a condom?â
Your eyes widened and you instantly scrammed to conjure up one. Shit, shit shit, you thought as you turned your room upside down, then your toiletries, then your bathroom. Why the fuck didnât you have one? Well, sure, you knew why, but you were so angry now. You could not miss this opportunity!
You turned to your kitchen, desperate at that point until you gasped. You searched for your first aid box and dug until you finally found a lost wrapper. You waved it victoriously as you strode back to your room and to bed, and Yoongi was there to receive you with a look you couldnât identify. He grabbed your arm and threw you on the bed before pinning you down from between your legs and kissing you till you lost your breath.
If he wanted to fuck you before, now he wanted to screw you so hard youâd only ever remember his cock. To think you said you wanted to be with him the whole last year, and that you hadnât been with anyone else because of it made him wild. Why had you both played it so safe? He had been to your apartment so many times, set you to sleep on that very same bed, and yet never once did he get the inkling that you wanted him. Not as he wanted you. But just now, you were dripping with how much you wanted him, squirming, begging for him to fuck you, and trying to rile him up so he would. You jolted at his fingers in your folds, rubbing your chest to his for any hint of a touch, moaning when he pulled your head back by your hair. You wanted him bad and he was going to give it to you.
He pulled away from you and you almost screamed in frustration, but seeing him putting the condom on cooled you just enough to stay quiet. Your hands even stayed above your head voluntarily as you waited patiently, thinking he wouldnât waste that condom, heâd surely fuck you finally.
You moaned suddenly and looked down, confused for a second, but you werenât dreaming. He was grabbing his cock and slapping your cunt with it right over your clit. You squirmed with need, but he kept doing it harder and harder, wet sounds echoing with your excitement.
âFuck, I just knew it,â you mumbled, clenching around nothing right before his eyes.
âKnew what?â
âThat youâd do that,â you moaned, hands tightly gripping each other so you would stay put.
He hummed as he did it quicker, seeing your slick connect to his cock, âThat so? What else do you think Iâll do?â
You were burning all the way to your shoulders, trying to move with him so that his cock could give you friction, and he didnât stop you. So you answered through gritted teeth, âStick it in, get deep, fucking use me until Iâm stuffed with your cum.â
Your voice disappeared with the lack of breath; he was dragging his cock over your clit now and it was the sweetest reward.Â
âFilthy thoughts youâre having, hmm?â You were lost in your motion, rolling your hips to earn that friction so you gasped when he pushed his cock inside you, loving the burn as your core split to accommodate his girth. âRead my fucking mind.â
You screamed when he bottomed out, biting your lip with the way he was forcing himself inside you. Then you opened your eyes to see him and instantly clenched around him, and he smirked.Â
âBeen thinking about fucking me, huh?â You could barely hold a thought, but the opportunity to tease him was too sweet.
âIt has crossed my mind,â he said and snapped his hips, and you didnât know whether to gasp or moan. Heâd hit you deep and hard, you knew he would, and it made you even tighter. His nails dag at your hips, âSo many times.â He was starting slow but deep and you could do nothing but moan. âHow you would moan, what you would want, how you would give in and let me take you,â every wish was pointed by a deep thrust. âNow look at you.â You looked down: your tits were bouncing with every hit, gushing sounds echoed along with your moans from how wet your heat was, and the sight of his thick cock pushing between your slit to enter you was the cherry on top. It was the can of cream about to blow you full, and you wanted to get filled. âAlmost cuming even though Iâve barely started.â
âCause you feel so good,â you breathed in a moan.
He leaned to grope your taunting tits, âYou told me to use you.â
âFuck, please.â
He gritted his teeth and adjusted you better so he could pick up the pace. And what a vicious pace it was, fast and steady, leaving you so hazed and lost, that you had no words. He slapped your tits around and you clenched, tears roaming your eyes with how good and sweet it was. It didnât hurt, every touch sparkled pleasure in your veins, and the sight of him hitting and scratching, his squeezes on every bit of you only made you even more sensitive. More elated and euphoric, so much so you were mumbling more with every moan involuntarily. He was slapping and roughly marking your chest as you asked, and suddenly you threw your head back and looked at him.
âHarder,â you asked out of breath, and he slapped your tit so hard you screamed before moaning deeply. âJust not my face.â
You thought to tell him from within a glimpse of logic, and he nodded and took note of your limit. Instead, he leaned forward and groped both boobs again and you squirmed desperately.
âSqueeze,â you breathed, your moan pitching. He did, but it wasnât enough, âPlease!â
He did, a bit harder with every thrust into your messy cunt. It was maybe selfish, but he wanted to see how you unraveled. How you wanted those strong sensations, how you craved something more intense each time and with every bit of strength, you transformed it into a beautiful pleasure that had you bursting.
He saw you coming again, writhing around thoughtlessly with the intensity of your pleasure, so hard he didnât have to look down to see you throbbing around his cock. He still did though, mesmerized by it, only to chuckle. You had left a ring of white around the base of his cock; you just had to have your way in the end.
He leaned in to kiss you through your haze, slowly sensing with his lips the condition you were in. At first, your reaction was delayed, the brush of your lips falling behind as you recovered. But then you reacted and pushed back against his tongue, and he knew you were good.
He pulled back and turned you around, and you helped and got on all fours instantly. He didnât wait, he aimed his cock at you and entered your velvety embrace as soon as he could. You arched your back for him and pressed back into him a couple of times to feel him deeper, and he grinned.
âFinally. So obedient,â he taunted, squeezing your ass cheeks to spread for him.
âYouâre finally fucking me senseless.â
Your voice was a whisper, and he smirked. You asked him to use you, and he was doing a good job at it. But now he wanted to make you scream, to mark you so hard youâd never be anything but his. He couldnât help it; now that his cock was shoved deep inside you, he didnât want anything else. Now that he knew what you tasted like, what you sounded like, and how filthy your mind and mouth could be, he wanted nothing else. He saw you trying to get him deeper, huffing and puffing as you swayed with him, and his chest tightened. The possessiveness you were inspiring in him was raw and dangerous, but he didnât want to fight it.
So he gave you both what you wanted: he smacked your ass as he pounded into you, seeing the way it bounced in either direction until he couldnât focus anymore. Until he was desperate to own you, to hear you scream, to know youâd beg for him forever. It wasnât enough; no matter how hard you screamed, he wanted more and he wanted it to last.Â
Grabbing your hair to pull it into showing the beautiful curve of your neck was a mistake, though. Suddenly he saw how beautiful you were, vulnerable and immersed in every sensation he gave you. He wanted you to be his, and suddenly it hit him that you already were. And you loved it.
And it snapped his senses, overthrowing his strong grip on his pleasure as if he had never had any. He became sloppy but still held on to your hips to sink and cum as deeply inside you as he possibly could. He groaned with every peak, jerking to milk the sensation between your tight walls as best as he could until he stilled. Fuck, how the hell did you do that to him?
He noticed then you were trembling and his priorities immediately surfaced, âAre you okay?â
You hummed, but he wasnât having it. He pulled out despite your whine and helped you to softly lay on your side. Then he hopped off the bed, dealt with the condom, and searched around for water and a snack.
You were still stunned, out from the intensity of the emotions that had tensed and relaxed your body simultaneously. Your soul didnât know how to handle what just happened, and the only thing that occurred to you before he came back was that you had totally surrendered. You didnât force yourself to be tame and quiet, or said and did what the other person wanted so you wouldnât ruin it for them. You were yourself, through and through, and Yoongi fucking ate you up like dessert.
The bed dipped behind you and you turned to him, sighing happily when he pulled you in to snuggle.
âHere â water and chocolate.â
You glanced at the bottle and bar and smiled widely. Your heart was right all along, and although you knew it was definitely too soon, there were special words at the tip of your tongue trying to get out.
Instead, you let him insist and sit you up to take a sip of water and a bite before letting you fall back into his arms in a sweaty embrace that you wanted with all your heart.
He was kissing your head and tracing your arm quietly when you decided to tell him, âNext time cover me with cum.â
He raised an eyebrow as he glanced at you, and you pouted.
âJust⌠You wanted to know what I think about.â
âYou think about that?â
âSometimes.â
He smirked and squeezed you inside his arms, âWhat else have you been hiding from me?â
âYou have no idea,â you laughed.
You were melting and relaxing into his touch as he pecked your head when he whispered, âAre we bad?â
Your heart hurt for a second, what? But then you realized what he was saying: your song. When you wrote a conversation you once imagined you both could have had:
You're bad, you liar.Â
It's me who's bad, I know this bad desire, sugar.
So you chuckled and sang along to the melody, âWhat did you do to me, sugar?â
#bts fanfic#bts imagines#bts smut#bangtan sonyeondan#bts#update#ao3 fanfic#SX Seoul#writing wip#min yoongi#bts suga#bts x fem!reader#bts x you#bts x reader#yoongi x reader#yoongi smut#yoongi fanfic#lo1k-diamonds writes đ#SX Seoul series#bts fanfiction sugar rush ride#min yoongi x reader#yoongi x you#producer yoongi
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JUNGKOOK FANFIC RECOMMENDATIONS(16)°â§đŤ§â.ŕłŕż:シ°â§đŤ§â.ŕłŕż:シ
â roses | Jungkook X Reader | One-Shot | @keehomania
â Heart's Detour | biker!Jungkook x afab!reader | One-Shot | @winterchimez
â THE LOVE PROGNOSIS | jungkook x female reader | One-Shot | @awrkive
â THE BLACK ORCHID PROJECT | Jeon Jungkook x Reader (Y/N) | Series | @dumbheadblog
â Infinity | alien!Jungkook x human!reader | Three-Shot | @runariya
â BBYDADDY | JK X Reader | Series | @muniimyg
â THE SACRIFICE: Children of the Moon | Jungkook x f. OC | Series | @madrain230
â the exile | prince!jungkook x f!reader | Series | @stxrvel
â Y(E)ARNED | alien!Jungkook x human seamstress!female reader | Series | @runariya
â UMBRELLA | Crush!JK X Reader | One-Shot | @xovisa
â Level Up | gamer! female reader x swordsman! jungkook | @taevjim
â BAD HABIT | spiderman!jungkook X Reader | One-Shot | @hannieehaee
â BORDEAUX ! | CEO!JK X Reader | Series | @frmisnow
â CLOSER | jungkook x reader | One-Shot | @ckhaine
â DIVINE FEMININE | jungkook x fem!reader | One-Shot | @gimmethatagustd
â Prospects | JJK x fem! reader [x KNJ] | Series | @jeoncasino
â Chasing Cars | brother's best friend!Jungkook x younger sister!female reader | Series | @oddinary4bts
â EAGER DAYS | Idol!JK X Reader | Series | @jeoncopi
â Save The Date | Fuckboy!Jungkook x reader | @cherrypandora
â The Law of Attraction | Lawyer! Jung Kook x Reader (feat. Jimin x Reader) | Series |@jexnkookie
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đđđđđđ đđđđ | stalker!jk X âgood girlâ!reader | One-Shot | @maisanshine
#bangtan#jungkook x reader#jungkook fic#bts masterlist#bts imagine#bts#bts ff#bts jimin#namjoon#jimin#suga bts#bts imagines#yandere bts#bts jungkook#bts updates#taehyung#bts army#jungkook#bangtan sonyeondan#jk icons#jk#bts jk#jm#taekook#jungkook icons#jeon jungkook smut#jungkook fanfic#jungkook imagine#jk 3d#jk fanfic
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Favorites Rec List 3
More of my favs -> Thanks to all these incredible writers for making my day a little better :))
Kim Namjoon
Stretch you out (@chateautae)
A little bit in love with you (@joonbo)
Mr. masseuse (@lavenjoon)
"Let me take care of you" (@mintelepathy)
Fantasies (@sweetwritertanya)
Kim Seokjin
24/7 Marriage counselor (@jimlingss)
A better grip (@jinkookspencil)
A helping hand (@jjungkookislife)
You again (@gashinabts)
Soarin' (@aquagustd)
Seokjin's ho ho ho (@yoongsisbae)
Jealous (@youtifulhobi)
Sacrifices (@justcallmenikki7)
Influence (@aquagustd)
Min Yoongi
Back burner (@yoonpobs)
Escapism (@yoonlattesworld)
Finding home (@helenazbmrskai)
Strawberry icecream (@euphoricfilter)
When I needed you (@dreamescapeswriting)
The cockpile: love birds (@httpjeon)
Crescendo (@ugh-yoongi)
Apricity (@delightfulserendipity)
Jung Hoseok
All it takes (@yoongiofmine)
Nibbling it (@jjksblackgf)
The promises we keep (@vyduan)
Your body is an artwork (@borathae)
Maybe the first, but not the last time (@euphoricfilter)
Park Jimin
Oh so reluctant (@back2bluesidex)
Pretty like you (@axigailxo)
Serendipity (@angellesword)
Blowing dandelions (@httpjeon)
All I need (@joonberriess)
Apricot (@vminity21)
Triads and tribulations (@rendaze)
Star light, star bright (@readyplayerhobi)
High school sweethearts (@choiwrites)
Taste of little (@maliby)
Cherry king (@jiminrings)
Turning to stone (@jjungkookislife)
He makes you insecure (@kookiesbuckethat)
Kim Taehyung
The art of touch (@chateautae)
Nude (@btssmutgalore)
Triads and tribulations (@rendaze)
Match made in heaven (@beenbaanbuun)
"I'll take care of you" (@guqwrvte)
Library kisses (@kwanslvr)
Jeon Jungkook
Way Back Home (@solemnreads)
Stretch you out (@chateautae)
Seven Days (@bonny-kookoo)
Jock!jungkook (@joonberriess)
Tracing your tattoos (@btsugarush)
Shades of red (@thatlongspringnight)
Pu$$y fairy (@angelguk)
Idealizations concerning real life relations (@venusiangguk)
Little blue pill (@dreamescapeswriting)
Brown eyed baby (@jeonstudios)
Superstar (@jinkookspencil)
Spicy n' sweet (@thvhoe)
The ability to fathom (@hanniwrites)
Bad omega, sweet omega (@helenazbmrskai)
"I couldn't live without you" (@jungk0oksthighs)
In my eyes (@axigailxo)
"Besties for the resties?" (@jessikahathaway)
You're leaving me (@delukoo)
Love; weakness (@akinnie75)
Bloodline (@jjkeverlast)
Greek god (@bonny-kookoo)
Size kink (@lavenjoon)
Ex on the beach (@beahae)
Off-league (@hansolmates)
Accidental roommates (@jjkeverlast)
Good girl (@bonny-kookoo)
Crazy (@kookiecrumb)
Curious boy (@jinkookspencil)
Confident (@h0neypjm)
Still perfect (@cupoftaae)
OT7
Trouvaille (@spookyserenades)
A comforting hand (@purpleyoonn)
Abundance (@angelicyoongie)
Appreciation (@vminizzle)
Reaction: faking orgasms (@dreamescapeswriting)
Mean kitty, soft kitty (@purpleyoonn)
Best of us (@bts-trash-blog)
You belong (@imnotlauriane)
(If you have any recs pls share, especially for Hobi, Jin, & Rm :))
#writing#bts namjoon#bts v#bts jin#bts suga#bts x reader#bts smut#bangtan#namjoon#jimin#taehyung#run bts#bts jung hoseok#bts jung jungkook#bts jungguk#bts jungkook#bts recs#fanfic#fanfic rec
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dilemma
being single and broke on valentine's day is not what you expected - especially when your dealer is waiting for his payment. @momnomnom @sweetempathprunetree @darkuni63
word count: 4.063
warning: drug dealer yoongi, oral (m receiving), kissing, smut, praising, weed smoking, unprotected sex, dirty talking, cumshot,
valentine's day masterlist | part 2 (coming oct 14)
âSugaâŚâ you murmur to the phone pressed to your ear. The sound of the shower is loud in the background as you wait for the water to turn hot.Â
âY/N.â the voice on the other side murmurs, voice deep and a little raspy. âYou know you donât have to call me that. Iâve known you for years now.â
You touch the water and hum. âI know. I like saying it, though.â you respond to the man on the other side. âI hope I didnât interrupt you from anything. It is Valentineâs Day afterall.â
You hear a chuckle on the other side. âNothing at all. I was just dozing off when you called.â
You lick your lips. You texted first, asking if he had your usual - nothing but an eighth of weed to hold you off. When he didnât respond, you called.
You knew Yoongi way back from your High School years that then rolled into college and even now, as you worked at your big girl job. His product was good, affordable and he always threw deals for clientele such as yourself - loyal, as he calls them. Thereâs been times in which Yoongi would add extra to the bag he sold you just because.
âThatâs sad. Figured a guy like you had someone to spend the day with him." The shower water is now hot. âI guess weâre both lonely on this holiday.â
You hear a grunt come from Yoongi. âI guess we are.â Thereâs silence for a moment from the both of you. âWhat do you suggest we do about that then?â
You lick your lips, your heart pumping at his sudden choice of words.
Another reason why you liked Yoongi - he always flirted back, no matter how subtle. You ponder if he was like this with all his clientele - but you understood that with you, he was. It never went past light flirting and lingering eyes, but itâs fun to engage with, nonetheless.Â
âHow about I drop off your usual and then we can smoke together?â Yoongi questions, a coolness in his voice. âI have a new strain you can try.â
âA new strain?â you open the shower door and get inside. The water hits your back and you lowly moan at the nice sensation of it. âThat would be nice, Yoongi. How long do you think youâd be?â
âNot long. Are you in a rush?â
âNo. Iâm just showering.â
Yoongi is silent for a moment and you lick your lips in anticipation.Â
âGetting pretty for our smoke session, I see. How nice.â thereâs shuffling in the background as you laugh at his response. âIâll be there in around 20.â
âSee you.â
You scrubbed your skin furiously as if it was covered in the most dirt and grime ever. Your showers lasted longer than 10 minutes - especially when it was an everything shower. How you managed to do everything in 10 minutes was beyond you, but you managed. You still had to get out and make yourself look good without appearing as if you were trying too hard.
You tilt your head in the mirror, mind wandering.Â
What if Yoongi was just a natural flirt? You were probably thinking far too into the flirtings - here you stood in front of a mirror pondering on what lingerie to wear for a man that sold you weed. Could you get any more pathetic than that?
Then again, what exactly did you have to lose?
You sigh. Your dignity was one - and so was good weed for the low if Yoongi decided to deny you.
âFuck it.â you shrug away your nerves, deciding that even if Yoongi denied you, that wouldnât stop you from at least attempting.
You knew Yoongi likes black - itâs all you ever truly see him in. You decided on a lacy black one you only ever wore once - for pictures - and covered it with a long t-shirt that stops at your thighs.Â
Your phone sounds and you exhale a breath. You place the phone upon your ear and murmur a soft hello. âYNâŚâ you feel the goosebumps of hearing your name come from Yoongiâs lips. â...Iâm outside.â
âComing.â you sing-song.Â
Itâs evening in February and that meant it was a bit chilly out, but youâd choose to ignore the piercing feeling of the cold breeze against your legs.
Yoongiâs car matched him, you thought. It was a black sedan with the darkest tint of windows youâve ever seen. It stands out in the driveway of your way - your own car wasnât as new as his nor was the surrounding ones belonging to your neighbors.Â
The car is still on, but Yoongi assures that the lights arenât. You got into his car swiftly, admiring how clean it was and how him it felt.
âYou look nice.â Yoongi comments, flickering on the light.
âIn a big ass t-shirt?â you snort, but even your heart is pounding from the compliment. If he thought you looked nice now, you wondered just how heâd like your lingerie.
Yoongi chuckles. âYeah.â he nods. âYou smell nice, too.â
You bite your lip, glancing at Yoongi's way.Â
âThis is a nice car.â you had to change the subject. Yoongi was such a smooth talker and everything he said had a tone of seriousness to it. It was hard not to be tongue tied around him. âYou canât get all your money just selling weed.â
Yoongi knits his brows. âSounds like youâre fishing for information.â he murmurs.Â
âJust an observation.â
Yoongi grasps a small rectangular box. He opens it, revealing pre-rolled blunts wrapped in paper. âYouâre correct. It isnât all I sell.â he says. âBut, Y/NâŚignorance is bliss.â Yoongi lights one of the blunts and hands it to you. âLadies first.â
You gently grab the blunt, trying to ignore the way Yoongiâs eyes watch you. You feel nervous underneath his intense stare, contemplating how you would make your move upon him.
Yoongi licks his lips, eyes trailing down to your exposed legs. They appeared soft and smooth and he wanted to test the theory, but he held himself back.
Yoongi blinks when your hand comes into his line of vision. Yoongi shakes his head. âYou can keep that one. Iâll light another.â he says, opening the box once more and grabbing yet another blunt.
You giggle. âThat seems excessive.â But you take Yoongiâs word for it and continue to smoke as Yoongi lights his own. âIsnât there a rule for using your own supply?â
Yoongi chuckles, taking a drag of his blunt. âMy supply would be fine, trust me.â
âI feel bad though.â you murmur, glancing out the window. Itâs hard to see with the tint and you just thought that was perfect. âI made you come all the way here for nothing.â
Yoongi is intrigued. He watches as you slowly turn towards him, body facing his way now in the large seat. He wants to tear his eyes away from the way the oversized shirt rises up your thigh, but it takes him a whole ten seconds to do so - and yes, he did count.Â
âHow so?â Yoongi swallows, finally lifting his eyes to reach yours. He continues to smoke as he awaits your response.Â
âI donât have any money.â your blunt was smaller than his now as you take a few puffs before continuing. âI should have told you once I realized. You know, bills, rent and all.â
Your throat feels dry. Yoongi slowly nods his head before releasing a laugh.Â
âThatâs fine. You donât have to pay me.â Yoongi shrugs his shoulders. âYouâve been a loyal customer for years.â
Your eyes watch Yoongi inhale the smoke and exhale it through his nose. Your legs clench, finishing the blunt that has grown small.
âThat would be taking advantage of you. I donât want to do that.â you shake your head.Â
âI consider you a friend of mine, Y/N.â You feel the jolt in your heart that tells you that your plan was going to fail. âYouâre the only one that I would give such luxuries to.â
The jolt is back, but this time your plan was back in action. âOh?â you ask, opening the window and flickering the small bud out of it. âI consider you a friend of mine, as well. But stillâŚâ
Yoongi blinks, tilting his head.Â
â...I donât just want to leave without offering you something.â
Yoongiâs unsure if heâs completely understanding what youâre speaking but he doesnât have a moment to digest, either. Youâre fast and swift, swinging your leg around and sitting completely onto his lap. Yoongi gasps when he feels you directly on him, the oversize shirt riding up your thighs once more.
Thereâs an open water bottle in the cup holder and Yoongi is quick to drop the rest of his blunt inside of it, not caring if he has wasted the rest entirely because you were in his lap. Yoongi is hesitant to touch you - he wants to feel the softness of your thighs. But he allows himself to slowly, telling himself that if you didnât want him to, you wouldnât be in his lap now.Â
âYou donât have to offer me anything.â Yoongi murmurs, leaning back into his seat and looking up at you.Â
Yoongiâs hands are big and they feel nice on you. Youâd recall often staring at them whenever you and he were together - usually when he was bagging your weed.Â
âI want to.â your hands send electric shocks through him when he feels them onto his neck. âYouâve been good to me after all these years. Always giving me deals, supplying more than what I ask for.â
Yoongi grunts when he feels you begin to grind against him and he is but a man, and within seconds heâs painfully (and embarrassingly) hard.Â
âYou even used to listen to my drunk ramblings when Iâd call for weed.â
Yoongi snorts. âThey were entertaining.â he admits, recalling the time youâd call him in all hours of the night back during your college days, ask for your usual, then completely change the topic of conversation. He never told you to shut up like you would have in his position.
Your hands slide down from his neck to his chest. You then grip the hem of your shirt and begin to lift. Yoongi watches in a trance, eyes slightly widening. In his eyes, you move in slow motion, taking off the oversize shirt.
Yoongi feels a lump in his throat and he tries his hardest to swallow it. His eyes are fixed on you - the black lingerie you wore that hugs you perfectly. It leaves little to the imagination, a lacy material covering your skin. He can see the outlines of your nipples - aroused and hardened for him.
âCat got your tongue?â
Yoongi manages to swallow, eyes glancing up to look at you. Youâre smirking down at him, satisfied that he was tongue tied.Â
âYou knew you were going to come out here and do this to me.â Yoongi presse you firmly against him, hands roaming up your sides. âThatâs why you smell so good and your skin is so soft.â
Yoongi doesnât intend to hold anything back now - not as you sit in his lap and allow him to touch you freely. He leans into your neck and inhales the sweet scent of your natural aroma mixed with perfume, a scent heâs sure he smelled before. He doesnât want to think too much into it (or admit that he has smelled you when heâs given you your usual because he wasnât a creep).
âGuilty.â you mumble, lowering yourself so youâre a few inches from his face.Â
Yoongi places his lips against yours, moaning into the kiss. It catches you by surprise for a moment, but then you melt into him. His hands roam your body, palms feeling what skin you have exposed.
Your teeth sink into Yoongiâs bottom lip, lightly tugging it. Your palms slide into the back of his neck just as Yoongiâs begin to cup your ass.
âYou want to do this here?â questions Yoongi, a dark look in his eyes. He isnât opposed to it, however, the way he wants to have you would be quite difficult in his car.
âWe can go inside.â you murmur, lips kissing down his jawline.Â
Licking his lips, Yoongi nods. âYou know you donât have to do this if you think you need to pay me.â he has to be sure that itâs something you truly want to do - ignoring that you did come out here in lingerie and willingly sat in his lap after he stated you didnât have to pay him.
âMaybe I just want to fuck you.â was your response and now, Yoongi is sure that tonight youâd get exactly what you were asking for.
The next is a blur. You managed to put your shirt back on while Yoongi gathered his own belongings and getting out the car. He keeps his hands on you as he follows you back inside your home and once the door is closed, youâre on him once more.
There had to be an attraction prior to this - between the both of you. Youâd notice oftentimes that Yoongiâs eyes would wander when he thought you werenât looking, and he also noticed how youâd become so giddy or flushed when he was around. This was bound to happen sooner or later - but never Yoongi leading it.Â
So you had to.
âDo you have a condom?â you ask Yoongi, possibly far too late. âIâm not on any birth control.â
Yoongi nods his head, glad that he left condoms in his wallet with him.
âIâm clean.â Yoongi mentions, a dust of crimson on his cheeks.Â
You smile. âSo am I.â
You then fall to your knees, lifting the oversize shirt over your head. You then place them on the belt of his jeans, eyes glancing up at him.
Goosebumps run through Yoongiâs skin at what youâre trying to do and heâs quick to help you. He loosens his belt and you do the rest.
Yoongiâs already hard from seeing you on your knees and the thought of what's about to come next. He watches with his mouth agape as you take his cock out of his underwear, licking your lips.
Itâs a rush going through you right now and for an odd reason, you feel yourself clenching around nothing just at the sight of Yoongi above you - and the thought of pleasuring him.Â
âShitâŚâ Yoongi murmurs to himself, swallowing once his mouth becomes dry. Youâre pumping his cock gently, eyes admiring at how pretty it looked. He was cleanly trimmed, cock erect and twitching in your hands.
You place a kiss on the tip of Yoongiâs cock before your tongue dips out and licks a single stripe upon it as if it was a lollipop. You can hear Yoongiâs breath hitching, and itâs what motivates you to continue.
Your tongue twirls around the tip, sucking it completely into your mouth. Your eyes glance up at the man, satisfied when his eyelids are closed and heâs beginning to pant.
Yoongi tries his hardest to remain upright, but then he feels your mouth more. So wet and warm and inviting - you take him into your mouth fully, continuing to suck as if your life depended on it. Yoongi leans against your front door, the back of his head pressed against it.
Deeper and deeper, you take Yoongi in your mouth. You rarely found your own pleasure when it came to pleasuring men - but this is different.Yoongi is hot, youâd admit, and even hotter when heâs moaning and panting because of you. You find yourself cleaning your own legs for any friction.
Managing to open his eyes, Yoongi looks down at you. Your cheeks are sucked in due to all the sucking youâre doing and wet slurping could be heard. Yoongi groans again because, damn - âYouâre so pretty.â he grumbles, embarrassed because he didnât mean to say it aloud and sound so damn whipped.
Your heart jolts at Yoongiâs compliment and it only causes you to suck harder, your jaw beginning to hurt but you refuse to stop because Yoongi (your weed dealer at that) called you pretty.
Yoongi pushes himself out of you - heâs unsure how he managed. His hand grasps your chin as he pants out a pathetic, âI donât want to cum yet.â
Thereâs a string of saliva connecting your lips to Yoongiâs cock and it breaks when you slide your tongue over your lips.
âOkay.â you nod at Yoongi. âMaybe next time.â
Yoongi swallows and for a moment closes his eyes. You were a vixen - someone sent by the universe to fuck up his life. And most important, he was willing for you to do so.
âY-yeah.â Yoongi mentally screams at himself for stuttering. âNext time.â He was known for his cool demeanor, a complete nonchalant person. You were breaking down walls he was certain wouldnât bulge.Â
You grin, small and cute, and nod back at him. âNext time you can return the favor, too.â you suggest. âNow I just want to ride you.â
Yoongi shudders. Heâs certain now. The universe sent you indeed. It sent you to humble him, telling him that there was someone out there who could break down the walls he placed.
Your bedroom is far while the living room is a few feet away. You lift to your feet, waving at Yoongi to follow you. He does, awkwardly, lifting his pants just so they arenât dragging across the ground.
You push Yoongi onto your couch, enjoying the sight of the man. âCondom?â you knit your brows.
âRight.â Yoongi mumbles, cheeks tinted red. He goes through his pockets and gets out his wallet. The condom falls out smoothly, a small, square black package.
You watch as Yoongi places the condom onto his cock and soon, youâre hovering above him.Â
âCrotchless.â you giggle to Yoongi, who appears confused when you donât remove the lingerie.
Yoongi gulps, nodding his head. You donât allow him a chance to process, youâre already centering yourself and slowly engulfing him fully.Â
Yoongi shudders at your warmth, even through the condom, of your pussy. He bites his lip, hands immediately on your hips as you begin to rise and fall. Youâre so beautiful, his hands slide up your sides and then cup your breasts. With the lingerie youâre wearing, your breasts are seconds from falling out and he decides to speed up the process.Â
âIâve wanted you for so long.â Yoongi muffles himself between your breasts, large hands squeezing them. He kisses them, his tongue poking out to lick a nipple.
âMe, too.â you huff, your nails digging into the shirt of his shoulders. You imagined far too many times what Yoongiâs cock looked like and what it would look like inside of you.
Yoongi begins to thrust with you, his left holding the flesh of your ass. His tongue continues to twirl on your nipple in utter boyish bliss. He ponders while fucking you what youâd feel like raw - he imagines how tight youâd be around him, how wet and even warmer than you are now
âShitâŚyouâre so tight.â Yoongi kisses up your neck. âAll for me.â
Thereâs a change in Yoongiâs tone of voice, no longer a stutter or a tint of uneasiness. You feel it in the way he begins to thrust harder, no longer allowing you to take control. So this was the Yoongi you knew (now know sexually) - cool, nonchalant and dominant.
With each thrust Yoongi hits a sweet spot and you moan with pleasure. His eyes continue to watch you contort with different emotions at what heâs doing. âYouâre moaning like youâre in love, baby.â
You suck in a breath at the pet name. Fuck Yoongi, seriously, because you probably did look that way. But it wasnât your fault - you donât get fucked this good often and when you do wellâŚ
âYou havenât stopped moaning either.â you retort, somehow managing to find your words. You wrap your arms around his neck to bring him closer to you, your lips close to his ears. âAlmost like youâre in love.â
Yoongi feels it - your tongue. It swipes at his ear teasingly and thatâs all he needed to flip you onto your back, hitting the couch rapidly. He throws your legs over his shoulders and lifts his shirt a bit so he can continue to fuck into you. The position allows him to go even deeper, hitting that spot so sweet that youâre wailing.
âSo wet. Wish I could feel you.â Yoongi says more to himself than you. Thereâs a creamy wetness wrapped around the condom, your pussy leaking with pleasure.Â
You begin to pant, eyes snapping shut. You were beginning to think that maybe you were becoming dick drunk, because your next words surprise you just as it does him. âIf you can pull out, you can take off the condom. Cum on me, too.â
âShit, baby, really?â Yoongi halts his thrusts. Did he hear you correctly? âYou canât be that high.â he jokes.
âFuck you.â you hiss low. âJust take it off and fuck me, Yoongi.â
âYeah, yeah.â Yoongi does as heâs told, quickly getting up to undress his bottom half. He removes the condom and looks around.
âJust throw it-â
âIâm not throwing it on the ground.â Yoongi raises a brow. âIâm not a caveman.â He was far too respectful and sanitary for that,even if it was just for a moment.
You huff and nod, pointing behind you to the direction of the bathroom.Â
Yoongi dashes down the hall, discards the condom, and rushes back. He kisses your cheek quickly, centering himself back at your whole.
Yoongi winces, then shudders.
You felt better than heâd imagined - warm, wet and still tight. Heâs slow at first, trying to collect himself. Your legs are over his shoulder again, and he reaches inside of you deeper and deeper.Â
âYou look in love.â you joke, mocking him. Yoongi hasnât looked away from your pussy since he started.Â
âMaybe I am.â Yoongiâs nails dig into your thighs, his thrusts picking up the pace. The sweet sounds of your moans mixed with the wet sounds of your pussy hit his ears. âYouâre clenching around me so tight.â his eyes flicker to you, and he smirks. âLike you want me to cum in you.â
Yoongi pounds inside of you, each thrust aggressively deep. You donât mean to say it - but Yoongi was playing a dangerous game as if you werenât already high and horny.
âMaybe I do.â
Yoongi grumbles something inaudible. Indeed you were sent from the universe - heâs read about nymphs and youâre beginning to fit the description.Â
âYou do, huh?â Yoongi opens your legs and marvels at the sight of your pussy, his cock being milked with your essence lovingly. His thumbs place itself onto your clit and he rubs. âYouâre just talking. Good weed and dick would do that to you.â
Cocky Yoongi is back and damn was it hot.
You opened your eyes to see Yoongi in the act.Â
A mistake.
Yoongiâs looks completely feral, eyes dark with lust. His hair sticks to his forehead and his mouth is slightly agape, panting to himself. His eyes are fixed to your pussy and you decided to see just what he saw.
You were cumming now - Yoongi circling your clit just as rough as he was fucking you. His cock fits perfectly inside of you and watching the way he fucks you just sends you completely over the edge.Â
âThere you go, baby.â chuckles Yoongl raspily, witnessing you cum for him. âYou look pretty cumming on my cock.â
A few more sloppy thrusts and Yoongiâs certain heâs near. He bites his lip, pulling out of you abruptly. His cum spills on your clit, warm and slippery.
You huff, shaking your head. âYou managed to pull out.â you murmur.
Yoongi falls back against the couch to catch your breath. âAlmost didnât.â he admits with a laugh. âYou hungry?â
You nod your lazily, the side effects of the weed coming to you.Â
âI can get us something to eat.â Yoongi offers. âFree of charge. You donât have to fuck me-â
You kick Yoongi, a rush of hot embarrassment running through you, but all the man does is laugh, gummy smile on full display.
part 2 (coming oct. 14) | teaser to part 2
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PROMISES | myg
pairing: idol!yoongi x f. reader
genre: fwb au /Â angst, smut
word count: 9.3k
summary: when you needed your social battery recharged by your fuck buddy yoongi, you didn't expect to have your undiscovered feelings for him reciprocated.Â
pin: promise / taglist: join / discord: join
warnings: strong daddy issues, slight dd/lg, manipulation, tiny rough treatmeant, edging, fingering, oral sex (f. receiving), teasing, mixed feelings, oc is confused abt her feelings and the whole situation, fight, yoongi counts down, unprotected sex, pussy spanks, nipple play.
note:Â this has to be my worst work in the whole hoseoksluna universe. i'm terribly upset, disgusted, unmotivated. i wrote this all week, hated every second, and i'm sorry to say this is my last smut for a while. i'm really struggling mentally, i'm struggling with writing, and i don't know what to do anymore. i'm posting this a day early because i can't stand this fic anymore. i can't stand smut. you're free to skip this one until i get better.
You were a folded swan, drifting upon the smooth, glittering surface of a river that led nowhereâa dead end, bearing the face of a man youâve been casually seeing for the past few months. A man that clutched adrenaline and tenderness in his fist like a bouquet of the prettiest woodland wildflowers, on top of which perched a note signed in your name. Scratchy Latin letters, doused in ebony ink, they had more life than you did at this moment; poetry-woven experiences that had you feeling life like life should be feltâdrastically, enthusiastically and delightfully. Every vowel depicted the closure of each night you spent with him: mouth parted agape, through which the sweetest moans would erupt and saturate him in a certain kind of fatherliness, pride and manliness.Â
Itâs what you need, laying as you are on the linen sheets of your bed, dressed down to your lacy underwear that you thought would make you feel better, somehow would recharge your dead battery that was stuck on zero percent for longer than you care to admit. Father issues, dissatisfaction at your workplace, at your home life, at life itself. You were tired, your concentration running thin as you were watching your well-loved K-drama that you have seen a hundred times before. Through your vision, your own non-romantic interest would fly by, smiling down at you in your dejected state and form. Your body knows him more thoroughly than your heart, stirring erratically at the memories that would begin to flood your system. Tongue, lips, hands. His cock that he would tease you with, giving it to you and not giving it to you purposefully because he enjoyed the sight of your desperation for someone like himâa person who has seen the worst of life, its characteristics engraved upon his skin, and yet you still yearned for him, yearned for those scars. You didnât have to tell him, but he knew.Â
He knew by the way you would so very often trace the scar upon his shoulder, either with your fingertips or your lips. You were friends, fuck-buddies to be more precise. You were aware that someone entangled in a special friendship such as this shouldnât do something like that, but you couldnât help it. Yoongi taught you many times to listen to your body and you were doing just that.Â
Following your bodyâs inclination to sink into his soul that he wasnât too scared to let you inside of.Â
He allowed you to do it to such an extent that the threat of his quick orgasm would appear and he would slip out of you, distract himself between your legs, make you come twice in a rowâperhaps as a playful punishment, or perhaps as a reward.Â
He saw youâand right now you need to be seen, folded in your forest-scented exhaustion while the river flows on, the trees sway on and everyone else passes by while you remain fixed on the same spot, stooped in your ungratified, seemingly unnamed problem.Â
You can text him, ask for a quick fuck, something heâs very well acquainted with, used to at this pointâso much that everytime you leave his place stuffed full of his cum, he stuffs you with something else as well.Â
A promise for the next time.
A package of something to make you look forward to your tight-knit time spent with him. The last time, he had promised to take you to a running sushi restaurant, where you didnât linger for long because you got fed up with the way other people would steal the sweet plates you wanted to try. He had fucked you in his car to make you feel better about your innate misanthropy and while he was balls-deep in you and you struggled to catch your breath, he promised you ice cream. With each thrust that squeezed your soul, he described how youâd enjoy each lick, the details of the flavor and how heâd buy you any ice cream you wanted. You hadnât realized it then, within the stupor of your mind-numbing pleasure, but now as you are recollecting it, you perceive how bothered he was by the way other people ruined your night with him.Â
And that rips open the restraints around the butterflies in your stomach.Â
You want some ice creamâand more than that, you want to see him. Close your mouth around the adrenaline heâs always so willing to fill your life with.Â
You donât know what heâs doing at seven PM on a Thursday night. You usually meet him on Fridays or during the weekend if heâs working the day before. Youâve never shown him your needinessâand thereâs a certain dangerous feel to it, baring yourself naked in this way, despite the fact heâs seen, touched, and licked every inch of you. And itâs hard for your brain to comprehend that you yearn for him when your social, emotional and physical battery is dead. If anything, you should be resting as you are, get right in order to be at your best for the next time you see him.Â
But alasâŚÂ
With a sigh, you turn to your other side and reach for your phone that youâve been charging, gliding your hands down the cable, imagining itâs his arm. And with a frustrated furrow of your brows, you tap on the circle above your messages. A pinned picture of him that you took, his face caught in his gummy smile against the dark backdrop of his car interior, filtrated with the twinkling lights of Seoulâs city buildings. Another sigh leaves you, one that exasperates you because why are you so needy for him? Why canât you be a normal girl, independent, okay with your own company shared with the fictional people that you love? Youâve spent your girlhood like this, and happily so. Why does growing up mean you need the male energy more than your own?Â
Biting your lip, your anxiety spikes up, but your desire for Yoongi overwhelms it, wins. And that settles a layer of calmness over it, gives the command to your fingers to type what they need to type.Â
hi
what are you doingÂ
The bubbles donât emerge from the dark motive of your chat until a few minutes later, the green of his message brightening up your phoneâand your life, too.Â
About to have a concert. Having a shot right now for your health.Â
Oh, shit. A strange concoction of disappointment and a deep, low, murmuring stimulus rises in you. The swan in you elongates her neck, interested, but still dispirited considering her options. She will have to fold back into her form, and continue on her long, somber voyage back from the dead end, dwelling on the thrill of the flirtation of the man that she likes a little bit too much.Â
Staring at the thick canvas of trees and shrubbery that arenât letting you in to see him, you think about what to type, your thumbs hovering in the air. Life dislikes you; life wants you to sufferâ
A ringing tone of your phone tugs you away from your distressed thoughts. The Latin letters of Yoongiâs name expand across the screen behind that picturesque and private shot of him, enlarged, stirring your heart. Silence spreads through your mind and your thumb quivers as you slide it across the bar to accept his call, placing the device against your ear.Â
It feels as though youâre pressing the side of your head against his, especially so once you hear the warmth of his raspy voice pronouncing your name in his accent, marked by the liquor he drank prior to your messages.Â
Enlivened, your body is. Just from that.Â
âWhatâs up with you?â Yoongi asks, and the swan sails a little bit more swiftly, her tucked-in wings fluttering against her feathery body. You play with your necklace, your trembling so, so terribly evident. Youâre glad he didnât video call you, but the phone call is much more intimate and pleasant.Â
You huff out a noise of desperation without meaning to and cringe at yourself, crunching up your features. Yoongi calls you by your name with a tiny hint of alarm and you curse yourself, silently. Your misanthropy gets pointed at you.Â
âNothââ
âShould I cancel my concert right now?â he suggests, cutting in, and you can hear the drunken playfulness in his voice, the one you have enjoyed on many occasions. Even acted out on your pleasure from it by making him, physically, feel good about it. You wish you could suck his dick right now, right before his concert, so he gives out his best for his fans.Â
The sighs are ceaseless and you donât bother to stop them at this point, your enlivened body soaking up in a swelling, unmet desire.Â
âYouâre sighing,â he notes, and you discern a cube of ice clinking in his glass, then a swallow of his throat, as if the indication of your yearning got him going, got him needing that burning liquid. âAre you horny for me?âÂ
Enlivened, your butterflies are, starting a war just from that sole question: desire versus your mental health.Â
And using the vanilla scent of their wings, they remind you of the fact that youâre an adult woman and that youâre allowed, and more than allowed, to do whatever your body asks for. And if itâs asking for Yoongi, youâre going to go the extra mile to get him.Â
Brazenly and femininelyâand a little bit slyly.Â
âMaybe I am, maybe Iâm really craving that ice cream you promised me,â you say, lowering down your tone, and you play with the lacy lining of your bra. Think you can tease him with it for a good effect. âIâm wearing a nice lacy set right now.âÂ
Yoongi sucks in a breath and lets it out in a sigh that is entirely redolent of you, making your mouth curve in a soft smile. âWhat color?âÂ
Your expression of a muted joy expands as you tell him. âRed.âÂ
He swears, raspily, and the shade of your lingerie becomes more vibrant in the dimmed yellow light of your bedroom. And there you feel itâa more intense tendril of lust slithering down your sternum, moving your body side to side against your sheets in need. And the whimper that comes out of you is more primal than it is forced.Â
At the sound, Yoongi pauses. You imagine him biting his lip, the gears in his brain turning, and he doesnât disappoint you. He never does.Â
âDo you have a dress of the same color?â he asks, small pants escaping his mouth, and you smirk.Â
âI do.âÂ
He chuckles in personal delight. âWear it for me. The set, too. I want to see it. I will pick you up after the concert and get you that ice cream.â
Your butterflies spring to your lungs, making it hard for you to breathe. And you donât know whether to be glad, to be happy, to jump on your bed or to get ready. All those emotions simultaneously gather in you, spreading sparks of excitement down your nerve endings. And most of all, you want to hug him.Â
You want to hug your adrenaline-infused angel.Â
âOkay,â you agree, prolonging the vowel, the muscles in your cheeks aching. âHow long is the concert?â
His delight leaks out through a deep hum, one that causes you to tense your body in feverish eagerness. âTwo hours. Can you wait that long for me without touching yourself?âÂ
You sink your teeth into your bottom lip. Think you can wait however long for him, just as long as you get to see him. âI can, but my panties will be ruined. Sticky and uncomfortable.âÂ
The hum is strangled by his strained intake of breath, turning you woozy, your fingers itching to slide beneath your said panties, knowing his noises alone would make you come in seconds. You werenât wet before he called, but now you can feel the center of the fabric dampening the longer you talk to him.Â
âIâll take them off as soon as I can. I promise. Hold it out for me.âÂ
And you believe him. You compress that promise into your hand, warming it up with your body heat before you tuck it safely into the chambers of your heartâand you wait.Â
You wait for him to fulfill the myriad of his promises.Â
You did hold it out for him, and brilliantly so. You watched one episode of your drama with a little bit more vehemence, despite the fact Yoongi swam past your thoughts more times than you can count. Youâve never watched him perform in real life as his own private life was always kept in secrecy from his fans, but your curiosity led you to search him up online and watch a playback of one of his more upbeat songs. Dressed in a long black coat, white shirt and a tie, your mouth was wide open, as well as your eyes, as you took in his ferocious energy, enhanced by his passion, and you never looked at him the same as before. He became someone else, a figure of brutal yet tender power and it made you want him even more zealously.Â
The memories of that performance resurfaced in your mind every now and then, and his Agust D persona would melt into the male interest of the show, deepening your desire for him as you dreamed.Â
Dreamed of reaching different highs with him. More profound, more devastating.Â
A dream that could never come true. A promise that would never flow past his mouth.Â
You didnât let that ruin your night, however. As the second hour wrapped around you and your body lacked the heat it needed, you shut your laptop and stood up to your feet, walking over to your closet. Your fingers found that red dress you had spoken about first before your eyes did, silky and sleek amidst the thick, woolen fabrics of your winter clothes. It was the only nice dress you had, one you havenât worn before, and you were thrilled you got to wear it for him tonight.Â
It fit you like a second skin, hugging your curves just right, fading into the lacy linings of your lingerie. One would have to sharpen their gaze in order to notice itâand you wondered if Yoongi was going to scout it with his eyes first or with his fingers.Â
The unknown excited you, so much that your panties gained that stickiness you mentioned in the phone call. And when you sat down to slide your feet into your black strappy heels, the feeling was so intolerable that you cringedâand your brilliancy ended there.Â
How were you going to sit against your cold arousal for another hour?Â
The awaited text didnât come through until you were dousing yourself in your vanilla perfume. Yoongi was downstairs, waiting for you in his car. Left my lights on for you, he had typed to reassure you because he knew how anxious it made you, looking for his parked car in the dark when you couldnât see anything.Â
Your heart blossomed two times bigger when you checked it from your window. Yoongi in the passenger seat, scrolling through his phone, the headlights filtering through the mist of the deep of the night. You smoothed a hand down your tummy, calming your butterflies, and, reapplying your lipstick, you grabbed your coat and went outside to meet him.Â
He spotted you long before you lifted your head to smile at him and he reached over to the side and opened the door for you. The motor was running, keeping the warmth intact for you, and you sighed in relief when you entered itâonly to realize that Yoongi had turned on the seat heater for you.Â
You melt into the leather, closing your eyes, the ambience of the present moment nestling upon you like the most delicate layer of snow that dissolves when you feel a swift breath along your neck and itâs Yoongi, lengthening his arm and closing the door while keeping his twinkling gaze on you and giving you a pleased smile.Â
The butterflies kick against your stomach.Â
âI was going to do that,â you say because you truly wereâitâs just that the snug, comforting heat he prepared for you made you want to stop and bask in it as the short walk from your apartment building to his car numbed your bones to such an extent that you needed the time to defrost. And he quickened the process by placing an even warmer hand upon the nylon of your inner thigh that the slit of your dress and your trench coat exposed. âItâs just so cold.âÂ
He fondles the fabric of your tights on the top of your thigh with his thumb. A gesture of comfort that diffuses life down your legs and colors your cheeks in a shade of pink that irradiates the subdued atmosphere of the car. Itâs hard to breatheâand itâs hard to resist him, keep yourself cool and not swing your leg over.Â
Fuck the ice cream. You want something way creamier.Â
âItâs only right I close it for you after I opened it,â he reassures, the deep tenor of his voice puncturing right through you, looking for your core, and you shift your hips, the discomfort of your wetness not allowing you to relax as much as you need. Yoongiâs eyes flick down to your movement and he parts his mouth as that distinctive smirk of his divulges his enjoyment in seeing you so horny for him. âAre you still sticky for me?âÂ
Itâs now that you take the time to fully look at him. Thereâs a certain glossiness to his long hair that tells you he went home and took a shower before he got inside his car and drove through the quiet night to meet you. You can smell the rosemary of his shampoo and the usual minty aroma of his body wash, blended with his natural musky pheromones and the wood, the tangerine of his perfume. Heâs the synthesis of your internal woodland, the breath of the trees that your swan inhales and a punishment, all in one; and youâre not sure if you can hold out any longer. Both emotionally, both physically.
âVery sticky,â you say, wrapping your hands around his arm, descending your fingers down the bulky, wooly material of his winter jacket like you were touching your charging cordâa temporary dream come true. You enclose your palm around his knuckles, think that if he feels how wet you are, heâll realize that you sentimentally require more than he normally gives youâthat your flesh will somehow tell him and give him the bravery to do so.Â
But Yoongi doesnât move an inch. His fingers remain fixed on the inner of your thigh, digging dents into the skin as you feel the bulging of his bicep the more you push his hand towards your wetly clothed cunt. His smile falls, his eyes droopâand the energy is charged with such unnamed intensity that you let go of your pursuit, slipping your fingers beneath the edge of his sleeve as a sign of your submission.Â
That quickly.Â
âYou promised to hold out for me, didnât you?â he asks, waiting for your agreement, and you nod, feverish, dripping with perspiration, with this great need that towers over you. âThen, be like Daddy and keep your promise or youâre not getting anything.âÂ
A shiver cascades down your spineânot merely from his authoritative voice, but from the role he dipped into that immediately puts you into yours. You begin to giggle, palming your mouth as the blush in your cheeks bursts and tears of overwhelmingness add a certain glint to your eyes that sparkles beneath the yellow-tinted car interior lights. And using this fatherliness of his, he interweaves your arousal around his long, piano fingers, announcing heâs its King.Â
Your essence trickles out of the confines of your panties.Â
âYouâre doing this on purpose,â you whine, still giggling, you canât help it. Yoongi takes after you, blessing you with that gummy grin of his that you adore so much. Your heart enlarges.Â
âWhat exactly am I doing on purpose?â he challenges, kneading the flesh of your thigh, and he senses his answer right away. Your essence travels to his hand, stopping there, and once again Yoongiâs smile falls, eyes plummeting to it, hand liftingâand fingers gathering that warm slick.Â
And it drips onto his own pants-clad thigh when he plunges his fingers into his mouth, shocking you to your core.Â
âYoongiââ
He hums in titillation, interrupting you, and smacks his mouth. For a brief amount of time, he seems to be in his own world as he tastes you on his tongue. And then, he takes those same fingers, turns the key in the ignition, moves forward the shift stick, and without sparing you a glance, he drives out of his usual parking spot and doesnât hesitate to correct you.Â
âNot Yoongi. Daddy.âÂ
You clamp your mouth shut. Think you need some kind of plug to stop your arousal from flowing down your thigh. Yoongi doesnât mention what just happened throughout the whole drive, but you do notice his semi-hard manhood poking out of his groin area. You salivate, but donât tempt him, squeezing your thighs together so tightly that your muscles cramp.Â
Youâll save it for later.Â
You listen to him talk about his concert experience of tonight while the drum in your clit matches the beat of the songs of his playlist. He speeds down the road, keeping his hands on the steering wheel and the shift stick, and he doesnât look at you until he halts the car at the first red light.Â
He smiles at you, knowingly. A dirty, dirty smile that turns your world upside down, vexes you deeplyâenough for you to swivel your head in the other direction to ignore him because if you looked at him any longer like that, youâd be unbuckling his pants. But Yoongi does what he pleases. With his index finger, he whips your chin back to him, leans over and grins before he presses his lips against yours.Â
A gentle, gentle kiss. One that does not mirror his demeanor.Â
Your walls flutter, your whole body, too. Shock seizes you in its grasp at that gesture of affection and you canât breatheâheâs stolen all of the oxygen in your lungs. The trees sway and bend, the swan in you dances quite buoyantly, despite the fact that a storm is coming.Â
A storm of your emotions.Â
Heâs never kissed you like thatâout of the blue, at the red light. He kisses you when heâs drunk, handsy and touchy-feely as he everlastingly is, but he doesnât kiss you just like that when heâs sober.Â
âYou doing good?â he murmurs against your lips, ripping away the fingers of your shock, and it feels as though youâre waking up from a dreamâonly to glide, boundlessly, into another one. Yoongi waggles with your chin before he pulls away, the yellow light bathing him in its shade momentarily before the green blinks and he jumps back into his own world.Â
Does he really think you wonât erupt in this storm? Disintegrate into smithereens and wipe everything clean that he is?Â
âWhat was that for?â you ask, softly, your lips numb and aching for more of his tenderness, one that you would, in all honesty, die for. You trace the print of his own lips on yours, feel its heavy warmth, and you might as well be drunk just from that.Â
You need a shot. And not just one.Â
Yoongi bites his bottom lip. âYouâre holding out so well. I thought you deserved it.âÂ
You roll your eyes backânot from raw annoyance, but from the pristine pleasure you receive from the dominant, fatherly energy of his words. Suddenly, you don��t know what to do with your hands, what to say, what to think. What you do know is that you surely will be crying into his pillow by the time this night is over and heâs fast asleep.Â
But you canât cry much. Canât wake up with puffy eyes. Canât reveal to him the gravity of your feelings.Â
You donât even remember the moment you realized you loved him. Think you loved him the first time you laid your eyes on him, but you buried it deeply in youâso deeply that you didnât even recollect your feelings when Yoongi told you, straight away, that this was just a friends with benefits kind of arrangement. Truth be told, this business is the sole kind of relationship you can give him as you hate men. Always hated them. But you donât hate him.Â
Heâs not them. Heâs different.Â
You may have wanted adrenaline and joy tonight, but as you dwell in this state of mind of yours, you slouch deeper into the leather and come to a heartbreaking understanding that youâll never be happy in this life.Â
The night-clothed streets pass by you in soft shapes in colors, disappearing instantly out of your view. And the woodland, the trees and the swan, they disappear, too. Shrouded by the fog of your abysmal sadness.Â
***
Yoongi took you to such a small hotel that its luxuriousness pierced your eyes with its glorious light. You thought you were dining and ending the night at his place, but once Yoongi ordered your favorite shots of sweet rum with cocktail cherries, you perceived you were staying here. Perceived he was unknowingly giving you the opportunity to drown your feelings in alcohol as well.Â
You almost didnât wait for him to take his own shot before you downed yours, but hearing the click of his tongue, you stopped midway. And to make sure you did wait, he placed his palm upon your wrist, bringing your arm down onto the table as he ordered your dessert.Â
Chocolate ice cream, just for her. Thank you.Â
He made everything worse.Â
You werenât sure why you wanted to be so good for him, listening to every order of his that came to his mind. Why you wanted that validation, that praise. You could just do whatever you desiredâit wouldnât scratch your relationship with him. You could be bad and he wouldnât mind. Hell, you think he would even enjoy it. But why is it your inert yearning to please him so much? Itâs devastatingâand itâs your personal ruination. Because the more you do things that caress his ego, the deeper the abyss of your feelings for him goes.Â
You shouldnât. Not in the construct of your friendly relations. For the sake of your well-being.
You pry his fingers away and take that shot, watching his eyes grow large in their surprise. You never slide the cherry along with the liquor into your mouth, so once you swallow it, you open it wider and begin to chew it. His brows twitch, his own mouth parting at the sight and he leans back into his chair, completely submitted and enthralled by your act of defiance.Â
And it feels good, going against him like that. Living your life by your own decided rules, and not his.Â
You donât hesitate to gulp down the other shot, but itâs not the slight burning of the liquid that gives you the buzz. Itâs the way he seems to be completely pleased by your self-will, smiling lazily at you with his head tilted to the side. It propels you to steal his shot, too, and the brief facade of his pleasure collapses. A dark tendril of concern lines his eyes and those brows that twitched furrow, casting a dusky shadow over those slits.Â
Now heâs aware of it, the tornado that spins within you. But he doesnât know the cause of it, the decadent poetry verses that cover it.Â
And heâll never knowâheâll never read them. Because youâd much rather keep it in secrecy than risk losing him for all eternity. Feelings can be hidden, feelings can wander off, lose their bearings until they no longer remember that your body used to be their home. But Yoongi⌠heâs a person that you meet once in a lifetime. And losing him would mean that you lost not just your life, but the blood pumping in your veins as well.
Itâs wrong, being attached like that to someone, regard him this way. And youâre cognizant of the fact itâs temporaryâand for that sole reason, you bask in it. Because your life would be prosaic, and not poetic, if you didnât.Â
That is the motto you carry in your pathetic, but strong heart.Â
And the darkness of his concern, it intoxicates you more than the last shot you take.Â
The backdrop of dining and chattering people sway, just like your past trees, behind him. Manifestations of foreign lives youâll never witness twice in your life, that are a part of you today and will part from you tomorrow. Yoongi, in the middle, remains stable. A beacon of light, unmoving, a great pillar of fixedness and steadiness. He peers at you through the thickness of his eyelashes, his aura solemn, no longer playful. Your sighs emit out of you in a constant stream while your eyes roam at everything in motion but him and he seems to strongly, strongly dislike that.Â
âWhatâs up with you?â he asks for the second time around this evening, but the question has a loftier ring of seriousness to it. It passes through you, puncturing you until it pokes out of your back and transforms into a pair of monumental wings. Ones, upon which your feelings are mockingly hung, for his eyes to see, but not to recognize.
And the swaying of your body brings forth wetness to your eyes, for it is an anamnesis of the inner world you lost due to the comprehension of your feelings.Â
âNothing,â you say for the second time around, too. A hefty blanket of silence is thrown across the table, scattered with empty shot glasses that were meant to be shared between the pair of you. Unable to look at him, your eyes drop to them, count themâone, two, three, fourâand then your irises wind up at his clenched fist. At the white valleys of his knuckles that are composed only when his fingers are wrapped around a microphone. And the blanket of the silence is warmer than the warmth he has given youâa sweltering layer of heartsickness that you canât bear. With your drunk brain, you think you should pierce it, as if with a needle, with a response to a question he didnât ask you. âI havenât eaten much today, thatâs why Iâve gotten drunk so quickly.âÂ
Yoongi runs a tongue down the inner flesh of his cheek. Ponders the information you have given him before he scolds you. âYou didnât eat and you drank four shots in a row. You wonât tell me what it is, fair enough, but I know youâre hiding it behind the pretense of you being horny.âÂ
His head swivels to the side, sensing a presence. And he watches as the waitress puts down an ornamental plate of two scoops of chocolate ice cream in front of you. You donât pay her a second of your time. You set your eyes on Yoongi, on the darkness of his energy that you are ever so slowly and magnetically pulled to.Â
Yes, he sees the problem, but doesnât recognize it. He sees the shape of your wings, but he canât recognize their color.Â
The solidness of his call-out quivers. Youâre not sure if youâre hiding it; youâre no longer sure about anything at this moment, but you donât care. You have to stick to your secrecy, you have to keep your feelings safe and tucked away, no matter how far on the edge of the cliff they are.Â
âIâm not hiding anything. I was horny,â you retort, not caring that the waitress is still present, picking up your shot glasses. Yoongi gives you a look while you tip your chin down and gaze at him through your long lashesâjust like he did. A taste of his own sweet poison. And then you lift your foot and rest it between his outstretched legs, the sole of your stilettos pressing lightly against his soft groin.Â
This is fun. This is the adrenaline you were seeking. Who wouldâve thought you would be your own provider of that.Â
Surprised by the abruptness of your act, he doesnât let it show on his face, but his hands drift upwards from his thighs before he settles them around the bridge of your foot. He waits for the waitress to finish her job and, sensing the pressure, she scurries away without asking if you wanted to order another round.Â
And in her absence, Yoongi begins to touch you.Â
He sails his fingernails from your toes up to the thin strap of your shoe, wrapping them around your ankle. He squeezes your limb once, warning you about something you donât know, his eyes tiny, tiny slits. Perhaps if you keep up with this, the night wonât end so prettily like it normally does.Â
But you donât believe it. You refuse to. And to be frank, you canât.Â
You shall have your fun.Â
âEat your ice cream before it melts,â he orders like the father he is, pointing at the dessert with his irises.Â
You look at it, at the bits of the chocolate bars jutting out of it, then back up at him. âFeed it to me.âÂ
The slits break, his eyes enlarging. His reaction spreads all across his faceâbrows curling upwards, mouth parting, his thumb absentmindedly swiping across the skin of your shin, exposing how much he liked your request. Such an intimate place for that to happen.Â
Then, he examines his surroundings. Then, he gets up from his chair and sits next to you on the booth, taking a hold of the spoon and your leg simultaneously, hooking it over his thigh. Scoops the ice cream and turns to you, his arm suspended in the air.Â
âOpen,â he rasps, and your eyes wet first before your mouth complies, opening wide for him. Yoongi slides the spoon into your mouth with expert gentleness, careful not to hurt you, and your first tear of the night cascades down your cheek when your mouth closes around the silver, your tastebuds cheering due to the chocolate flavor that overwhelms them.Â
Yoongi, the man that could never disappoint you. Yoongi, the man who has given you more fatherly love than your own father ever did.Â
How could you not love him? How could you not want more from the casualness of your relationship with him when he treats you like this? When he prepares a warm faith in men within your chest, a wet soilâout of which the tenderest sprout of joy shall grow?Â
The second tear cascades down. The ice cream melts on your tongue. You swallow.Â
Yoongi sighs, dropping his hands, the corners of his eyes rounding in an emotion youâve never seen upon him. âYou have to tell me whatâs going on.âÂ
Your wings, swan-like, flutter behind you, ruffling the hair on the crown on his head. âThe ice cream tastes good.âÂ
You brush away your tears, lamenting your foolish mistake, and fold your hands on your lap. Give him a teary smile that you canât hide and open your mouth for him again. Yoongi doesnât say anything as he continues to feed you and frown at you, not until another waitress comes and asks if you wish to order another round. His anger is evident in his voice as he turns her down, stating you wonât be drinking any more than you have.Â
And again, he makes everything worse when he wipes your mouth clean after you finish the dessert. Pats your head to reward you.Â
You hold your tears, watch him pay for you, give him your hand when he leads you towards the elevator up to the room where youâll be staying tonight.Â
Him, completely sober; you, drunk out of your mind.Â
He doesnât let go of your hand, even as you and him stand side by side, the silence as thick as death. You canât stand it, canât do anything else but to break it all over again. Though this time, you donât do it with words.Â
You do it with your actions.Â
Stumbling on your feet like a freshly-born fawn, itâs only then that Yoongi looks at you. Holds you steady as you move in front of him to face him. He doesnât swim along the current of all these brown shades of the elevator, but you can see a deep emotion waving through his ice-cold eyes that heat up, melt and droop when you envelop your arms around his neck and press your face against the side plane of his, kissing him there a hundred, a thousand times. You sink your fingers into the hair at the nape, tracing circles along his scalp and Yoongi shudders, breathes evenly against you, and it reminds you of the wind that swept past your woodlandâthe one that made your trees sway.Â
All of that is gone because of your mistake.Â
And something tells you that nothing will ever be the same. That something groundbreaking awaits you once these elevator doors open.Â
And they open too quickly.Â
Breaks your wordless actions that speak your gratitude for his fatherly behavior by gathering you into his arms, carrying you out of the elevator. Doesnât let your aching feet touch the ground until the snugness of the tiny room welcomes you in. A queen-sized bed, a mirror across the wall that faces it, a round table by the balcony. It would be stifling if you were here alone, but Yoongi, somehow with his domineering energy, enlarges the roomâmakes it his.Â
He empties out his pockets. Phone, wallet, keys. A white lighter and a pack of cigarettes. His jacket follows next, hooking it around one of the chairs, and once he notices your wavering feet, he sits down at the edge of the bed and sheds your trench coat, throwing it over his own jacket. Bends at the waist and takes off your heels, one by one. Only then, when youâre comfortable, does he set you down in the center of his lap. And you realize that the mirror is right in front of you.Â
You watch him through it. Watch his face nuzzling into the crook of your neck; watch your own form disappear into the buffiness of his body as his hands begin to roam. His watch glints in the dim light of the room and his own being coalesces, becomes one with the murkiness.Â
You want to do that, too. Forget who you are. Forget what youâre feeling.Â
Tears prick at your waterline and you let out a pained sigh. Another foolish mistake of the night, one youâre about to pay for.Â
âTalk to me,â he begs, a wisp of a tiny whiny weaving into his voice inconspicuously, but you catch itâand it vibrates through you, weakening you. It makes it so much harder for you, his unyielding need to know whatâs troubling you, but how can you tell him? How can you risk never seeing him again?Â
You remain silent, painfully so.Â
Yoongi lifts his head from your neck and stares you dead in the eye through the mirror, chilling you down to the bone.Â
âYou truly think Iâm just a guy you fuck?â he spits, his anger on full, unabashed blast that you shouldâve seen coming with your restrained behavior, but itâs better to take his anger than to take his absenceâand you shall devour that emotion of his. His question causes a hiccup to ensue in your chest, the secrecy of your feelings leaning over the edge of the cliff. Dangerously, dangerously close. âThat you canât confide in me? You think Iâm just gonna fuck you and pretend I didnât see you cry?â Your eyes dart away, a heavy load of agony settling over your heart, but Yoongi prevents you from looking away. Makes you look at him by grabbing your chin and keeping your head still, facing the mirror. âIs that what you want? You want me to be this kind of asshole?âÂ
You bite your lip, not knowing what to say, not knowing who you want him to be, not wanting to be in this situation at all. But Yoongi canât stand your silence. Canât stand the privacy of your trouble, as if he inertly knows that it has something to do with him.Â
He softens his touch, but he doesnât do the same with his voice.Â
âAnswer me.âÂ
You cry out in unnamed desperation, which propels Yoongi to lift your head up to him, so you can look at himâso you can see how much this matters to him. The emotion in his eyes vivaciously thumps, urging you to speak to him. He holds you to him like this, gripping your cheeks with the littlest amount of pressure, sucking in small breaths and you canât. Youâre going to explode if he keeps at it, and youâre going to die.
âYoongi,â you whisper, tiny cries emitting out of your throat, and itâs almost a cry for help. You bunch up his T-shirt in your trembling fist, seizing the solidness of him like your fear seizes you, and you donât know whether to run or stay put on his lap like this. Youâre appalled about where this is going and youâre certain that the same dead end is impatiently seeking youâ
Yoongi shushes you. Averts his hand and caresses your hair down. Kisses your forehead, where he lingers a few long seconds that subdue the expression of your storm. Waits until your breathing evens out, so he can unravel the words swelling in him.Â
âEven if you asked me, I couldnât be this kind of asshole to you,â he reveals against that plane of your face, punctuating his sentence by pressing his nose against yours. And you canât believe his actions, you canât believe the kind of affection heâs bathing you in; it lessens your fear, slashing it apart until thereâs nothing left of it. âSomething is hurting your heart and that bothers me. And what pisses me off most of all is that you think I canât help you.âÂ
You sniffle and slide your hand upwards to his neck. Try to memorize every inch of this paintwork that your life is graced with as tomorrow wonât have the same paints, the same brushstrokesâ
âIâm not gonna fuck you. If you want to be touched, Iâll touch you, but donât think for a second youâre coming tonight, not if you wonât talk to me,â he murmurs and you gasp, lowly, your wings slumping limply.
The promise of him fucking you was your only salvation for tonight. You gaze up at him with wide eyes, your mouth falling agape, unbelief clutching you at the intensity of his stubbornness.Â
And you want to know the meaning behind it.Â
âWhy?âÂ
He scoffs, kissing your cheek as if you were a baby heâs cradling, and you canât take it anymore. You untangle yourself from his grasp and stand up to your feet, your back against the mirror. Yoongi peers at you disapprovingly and then he shakes his index finger at you. Your legs mimic the same movement, trembling, weakening at that.Â
âYou need to be taught a lesson,â he says and flattens his lips, pauses before he opens his mouth again, but you stop him, despite how much you like it.Â
âNo, Yoongi. Why are you treating me like this?âÂ
He props his knuckles against his thighs. A powerful, powerful stance. Curls his lips around his teeth. âLike what?âÂ
You reflect him. âLike Iâm something more.âÂ
Yoongi chuckles, humorlessly, at that. You spewed it out so rapidly that you donât realize what you said until he lets out that noise that returns the drum to your sensitive parts. And briefly, as if you uttered something stupid, you grow smaller and smallerâuntil his following words change your life once and for all.Â
âBecause you are and because you always have been,â he rasps, the corners of his mouth downturning for a split second, exposing his own secrecy that brings you to your knees. They scruff against the white carpet, stained by time, and Yoongiâs eyes flash with light to see you in this position.Â
Your heart hammers with more life than it ever had, with a kind of adrenaline it never felt before, and wetness clouds your vision, misting this situation in a cloud of disbelief. Your lungs fail you, shuddering underneath his hard gaze, and they swell greatly when Yoongi clasps your face in his hand, the one that pointed at you so fatherly, so devastatingly.Â
âYouâre not just a girl I fuck and I know Iâm not a guy you fuck. What we have is irreplaceable, what we do has always been something more, beyond the label we gave it and I regret it,â he lets out, a pained sighâjust like yoursâwafting over your features, and Yoongi leans over, propping his elbows on his knees, his other hand joining your face, fingers gripping your hair on each side. âI shouldâve treated you more properly, with respect. Take you out on dates. Get to know you. Wait before you let me touch you⌠because that is what you deserve. Youâre not a girl to mess around with. You have a dignity that needs to be taken seriously, that needs to be respected and I wish I had done that. I wishâŚâ he trails off, clicking his tongue in ultimate regret, and you break. You break, break, break. Sob in his hands that hold you so steadily, that give you life, adrenaline and a new meaning to your whole being. Suffocate under his watch, the earth-shattering notion that this has changed the course of your trajectory of your relationship with him forever constricting your throat. âI wish I had allowed myself to court you like you deserve. I wish I had been better mentally, but Iâll make everything right if you want me to. If you want me as much as I want you, Iâll make it right. Iâll try my hardest.â
Your own words, your heartstrings tangle up in a complex manner. Your tongue twists, your speech held back, and you have no control over what comes out of your throat. Youâre crawling through a limbo that has no end and each movement you make, the way back gets erased. You need to keep going before it swallows you, but you need him to lead you. You need him inside your skin, inside your heat, inside your mouth. You need to be connected to him in a way youâve never been connected to him before. You need his breath in your lungsâand your attachment to him bursts in flames.Â
Sated, elated, magnificent.Â
âFuck me and make me yours, Yoongi.âÂ
He sucks in a breath as if he didnât expect you to accept his favor. The light in his eyes soaks his irises in wetness and his mouth trembles in a tender emotion before he smashes it against yours. And within that lip lock, the swan in you is reborn.Â
A baby swan, learning how to sail upon this new, new riverâneeding her father more than ever before.Â
The kiss is hard and the kiss is catastrophic. Yoongi moves his mouth against yours, sucking every bit of your old life out of you to fill you up with newness. Lifts you up and sits you back on his lap. But the kiss is too brief and you soon perceive that his anger hasnât been shunned out.Â
Wet and blue flames lick over his black pools.Â
âNot until you tell me whatâs bothering you. What I said still applies.âÂ
The zipper slides down, the straps follow suitâand your silk is ripped away from your body that Yoongi turns over and moves to his preferable position, cradling you sideways like a child. And thereâas he gives you a once over, studying the red lace of your lingerie, the swell of your breasts, the little valley of fat upon your tummy, the ruination of your panties and the stickiness of your thighsâthere you realize that heâs as punishing you as much as he manipulating you into telling him.Â
And itâs as arousing as it is bad.Â
His free hand begins to roam while the other one holds you close, wrapped around your back, preventing you from running away. It ghosts over your breasts, causing your spine to arch into his palm and his throat to emit a delicious groan that drenches your panties. His fiery hand ventures down, his tongue gracing you with little praises of how beautiful you are, and when he reaches the V-line of your private parts, he discovers how much his deep voice and his touches affect you.Â
He lifts his fingers and catches them glistening in the orange light. And this time, he doesnât plunge them into his mouth. No, he sinks them inside your own. You swirl your tongue around them, coaxing that throaty noise of his that makes your hips buck up. Your tangy sweetness stupefies you and your so-loved woodland is remolded by that intimate act. By your connected gaze that could start a foreign war and bring the world down.Â
âSuck on them,â he orders, and you comply. Hollow out your cheeks, make sucking noises as you find everything you ever searched for in his eyes. Stability, warmth, a father. Switch, cutely, between sucking them and dancing your tongue around them. His index and pinky fit just right between the elongated clefts of your cheeks and he coos, grows hard underneath you, kisses the tip of your nose, onto which he whispers: âSuch a good little girl.âÂ
You moan and he reacts so trenchantly fast, withdrawing his fingers and using them to slide your panties to the side, placing them on your clit and not moving.Â
âSo swollen,â he comments, kissing you for a beat of time without closing his eyes, without missing this moment. âI like it when youâre like this. Swollen, dripping and so horny for me. Like Iâve never taken care of you before.â He glides his fingers down, past your lips to your hole before going back up, rooting on your throbbing clit before starting over. He etches desperation into your veins, stirs your butterflies to madness, and you breathe heavily. âNo one will ever see you like this. No one, you hear me?âÂ
Your nod is automatic, thoughtless, and heâs pleased to the core. Enough that he begins to massage circles on your clit, your wings fluttering, no longer limp, but full of zest. And he can sense itâand it touches him so much that he deepens the pressure while the circles remain agonizingly slow. Your body writhes. Yoongi smirks down at you, grins fully when you clutch the nape of his neck and make little noises into his T-shirt. And just as soon your vision begins to blur and you reach the cusp of your orgasm, he stops.
âWhatâs hurting you?âÂ
He reciprocates your feelings, so you have no reason not to tell him. Itâs more of a problem with your speech. Youâre so fucked out that you canât speak.Â
Yoongi waits for a few seconds before he spanks your pussy. Maneuvers you so you can look at yourself in the mirror, your back against his chest, and he collects your arousal while he pins back your thigh, drifting all four of his fingers along your femininity, stimulating you and punishing you at the same time. Then, he lets you see your slick trickling out of his digits.Â
âLook how wet you are, donât you want to come?â
Heâs a dark figure behind you while you are a small creature, spread wide, drooling, dressed in a sinful shade of red that doesnât indicate her purity, whose smeared red mouth leaks loud, whiny whimpers when he sticks one of those fingers inside your heat, adding another one right away once you accommodate around him. He fucks you with a force that reverberates throughout your whole body and his name that pours out of your mouth like a prayer is a cry for help all over again. He pumps his fingers and pulls away, edging you in such a sinister way that drives out your tears.Â
He worsens your conditionâlike he invariably does. But the rapidness of his pace, it unlocks your mouth, it untwists your tongue, and you begin to babble.Â
Incoherent words, nonsense noises; sounds that blossom in volume when he withdraws ultimately, pushes the lace of your bra away from your breasts and kneads them with wet fingers.Â
And you erupt, at last, when he flicks your nipples. You flood his pants-clothed thighs and knees, your slick streaming all the way to the carpet. And the river continues on with his words.
âI know you want this cock. I know you want it deep in you. But youâre not getting it if you donât tell me right now what it is youâre using me to forget about,â he whispers into your ear, tweaking your nubs, his hands descending down your body and pinching your clit. You cry out, the aftershocks of pleasure dizzying you, his manipulation technique in full effect, and youâll give it to him. Because of his cock, because of his affection. âYou have three seconds. One, two, threeââ
âI love you,â you confess, screaming it out of your lungs, and his eyes enlarging and his mouth parting in shock is all you see before youâre thrown on the bed.
Before your panties are ripped in half and flung behind him.Â
Before your pussy is eaten and fingered in a way that makes you come in four heartbeats.Â
Yoongiâs skilled tongue flicks your clit, his fingers curl in that special spot that bespeckles your vision with the stars of the night sky beyond the hotel room window. And you donât latch onto the fact youâve drenched him with your juices until he straddles your thigh, arches over you and kisses you with love-drunkenness, his fingers sliding back inside.Â
And he doesnât start fucking you until he confesses something, too.Â
âI love you, too.âÂ
His digits drill you, his eyes pierce your soul and your orgasms are countless like this, not bound to time, not bound to anything at all. You squirt on him, bathe him in the newness of your relationship, cleansing off the old. And then heâs inside of you, murmuring reassuring words against your mouth about how that shouldnât be troubling your heart. And you cry, you sob, you scream, overtaken by it all, your mouth numb by his constant hard kisses and if you ever belonged to him in the pastâyou didnât. Because at this moment, as he stuffs you full of his cum, youâre interwoven into his DNA for all eternity.Â
One that he nurtures as he holds you in his arms and asks you about how long youâve loved him. And he in return tells you that he loved you the moment you first had a taste of what he could give youâlaughter, guidance, and orgasms. All from the first date.Â
And when you kiss him for the last time before sleep steals you away, you know that youâll never lack adrenaline in your life ever again. As long as youâre with him, youâll be on the receiving end. And his unchanging promises will make you look forward to each day, your batteries charged and greenâlike your blooming woodland.
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study break | MYG
⧠PAIRING: yoongi x fem!reader
⧠SUMMARY: Yoongi was an extremely effective tutor, until he wasnât. As it turns out, dating the person who is singlehandedly responsible for bringing up your Fundamentals of Music Theory grade isnât the smartest move in the world.Â
⧠TAGS: college au, smut, fluff
⧠WARNINGS: oral (f. receiving), vaginal fingering, slight overstimulation
⧠AUTHOR'S NOTE: okay, so this is NOT price of fame chapter two, nor is it the seokjin fic that iâve been teasing for weeks. this is instead a secret third thing, inspired by my own post that has been living rent free in my brain for the past couple of days. i promise POF2 and the seokjin fic are both coming, but i had to get this out before i lost my damn mind. not beta read, so feel free to inform me of any mistakes i missed. P.S. i know the header isnât debut yoongi, donât fucking @ me about it!! i had this photo on hand ):
⧠WORDCOUNT: 2.2k words
Yoongi was an extremely effective tutor, until he wasnât.
As it turns out, dating the person who is singlehandedly responsible for bringing up your Fundamentals of Music Theory grade isnât the smartest move in the world.Â
Things were so much easier when youâwrongfullyâassumed he was an asshole. At least then, the arrangement was clear: you met him in the library, tried not to get annoyed at what a know-it-all he seemed to be for an hour, and then went back to your dorm with a slightly easier method of memorizing the circle of fifths under your belt. It went on like that for weeks. Quick and effective, mostly painless.
But then, when awkward small talk developed into genuine interest, you got to know him.
You learned that the reason he never takes notes in class is because he doesnât have to. He taught himself all of the basics of music theory years ago, couldâve tested out and moved on to a more advanced class, but he wanted an easy A in his course load. You learned that heâs a classical piano major. He likes it just fine, but itâs really a means to an end. You learned that he writes his own raps, performs them at underground shows with a group of friends some weekends, that thatâs what he really wants to do. You learned that heâs not an asshole and heâs just shy, that heâs been working up the courage to ask you out all semester.
You learned even more about him on your first date.
Such as: heâs the self-proclaimed master of grilling meat, and heâll load up your plate for you before he even thinks of feeding himself. He may act like heâs not interested in going to the noraebang, but with just the slightest bit of insistence from you heâll fold like a piece of paper. He thinks itâs cute when you snatch his snapback right off of his head and put it on your own. Even cuter when you fumble through a verse of Epik Highâs âLove Love Love,â squealing happily when he joins in.Â
And: he kisses like heâs got something to prove. Knows all the right ways to use his tongue. Makes a low noise in the back of his throat when you do something he likes. Isnât the slightest bit shy about pulling you into his lap, nor about slipping his hand into your panties right there, Epik High forgotten in favor of making you cum around his skilled fingers.Â
So. Yeah.
Yoongi is no longer an effective tutor, because instead he is a fucking distraction.
Youâre supposed to be studying. You had been studying, both of you putting up a valiant effort for a full hour and a half. But just as youâd gotten a firm grasp on the seven musical modesâIonian, Dorian, Phrygian, Lydian, Mixolydian, Aeolian, Locrianâ-Yoongi was whining, insisting on taking a break. You tried to put up a fight, but youâre especially weak when Yoongi gets all sulky, soft pink lips pulled into a pout.
Notecards tossed aside, your fifteen minute study break quickly devolves into half an hour of making out on Yoongiâs bed. As soft music filters into his dorm room from his laptop, you lose track of time with his tongue sliding against yours, the occasional sting of his teeth on your bottom lip because he knows you like it. When you feel his erection pressed against your hip it quickly becomes very clear that youâre both done studying for the time being.
The way Yoongi kisses you never fails to make you crazy. His lips on yours are gentle but commanding at the same time, his hands in your hair holding your head exactly where he wants it as he licks into your mouth like he owns it. When he pulls away, you barely have a chance to catch your breath before heâs trailing hot, open-mouthed kisses down your neck. Your hips rock up against his, desperate for friction.Â
âBaby,â Yoongi murmurs against your skin. His hands slide down from your hair to gently tug at the waistband of your jeans, an index finger circling teasingly around the button. âWanna eat you out. You want that?â
âYeah,â you breathe, gasping when he nips at the underside of your jaw. Your voice is high, needy, foreign to your own ears. Heâs good at thatâat pulling sounds out of you that you didnât know you could make.
He wastes no time in peeling your jeans down your legs, tossing them off the bed and out of his way. Yoongi likes to have as much space as possible when he eats you out, youâve learned. He likes to take his time, spread you out as much as he can on his shitty dorm-provided twin size mattress. Just because he can make you cum in record timeâand he canâdoesnât mean he likes to. Not when heâd much rather drag it out, savor you in every imaginable way until you canât take it anymore.Â
You know youâre in for it when he doesnât take your panties off right away. Instead, when he settles between your thighs, all he does is look for a moment, his gaze laser-focused on the growing wetness seeping through the cotton.Â
It lasts long enough that you start to squirm, his eyes flicking up to meet yours at the sudden movement.
âA-are youâŚ?â you start, but you trail off, suddenly feeling way too fucking shy for something youâve done with him more times than you can count at this point.Â
âYeah,â he hums, looking up at you with an amused smirk. âYeah, Iâm getting to it, sweetness. I just wanted to look at you for a second. Is that okay?â
You shiver, swallowing thickly as you nod.
âYou sure?â he teases, pressing a soft kiss to the inside of your thigh, so close to where you want him. âYou donât have anywhere better to be?â
âShut up, Yoongi,â you complain, sitting up for a moment to flick him on the forehead.
âYah, so disrespectful,â he admonishes with a bite right where heâd just kissed. âIâm just playing. I know you donât wanna be anywhere else.â
Your eyes narrow at him. âI donât,â you agree, suspicious. Heâs up to something.
âNo, you donât,â Yoongi hums knowingly, holding your gaze as he presses a kiss right to your clit. It makes your breath hitch, even with your panties subduing the feeling. âBecause you love the way I eat this pussy, donât you, baby?â
The answer is yes, of course. Yoongi always makes you feel so good no matter what heâs doing, but eating you out is definitely where he excels. But something about how cocky heâs being makes something stir inside of youâ-makes you feel a little bold, a little mean.Â
âWhen you actually get around to it, yeah.â
Yoongi chuckles darkly, snapping the waistband of your panties against your hip. When he lifts his head his eyes are all pupil. âItâs like that, huh?â he asks, his tongue running over his teeth.
âMaybe,â you say, goading.
He clicks his tongue, dipping down to lick a broad stripe over your pussy without any warning. When he reaches your clothed clit, he wraps his lips around it and sucks hard, tearing a surprised moan from you.
âF-fuck!â Your fingers tangle in his hair, desperate for something to hold on to, but the overwhelming pleasure is gone as quickly as it came.
âSuch a brat,â Yoongi mumbles, sinking his teeth into the softness of your inner thigh again, harder this time. âJust wanted to take my time, treat you nice. But if you want it like this, fine.â
Mercifully, his fingers hook into the waistband of your panties. He roughly drags them down your legs until theyâre thrown onto the floor, out of sight just like your jeans.
You gasp when his fingers instantly slide over your slippery cunt, making you gasp. âYou get this wet just from pissing me off?â he scoffs, and you shake your head.Â
âN-no,â you whimper.
âNo?â Yoongi asks, tilting his head at you with a smirk. You feel like youâre going to die when his fingers find your clit, rubbing in punishing little circles. âTell me what gets you this wet, then, baby.â
âYou!â you moan. It feels embarrassingly fast, but youâre close. Youâre gonna cum before he even gets his mouth on you properly. Maybe thatâs his goal. âYou, fuck, Yoongi.â
âThatâs right,â he purrs. âYou gonna cum already, pretty girl? Before I even get to taste you?â
Oh, he knows exactly what heâs doing. Motherfucker.Â
You wouldnât be able to protest even if you wanted to, your brain already succumbing to the pleasant buzz of your impending orgasm. All you can do is squirm and rock up against Yoongiâs fingertips, completely at his mercy.
âThatâs okay,â Yoongi continues, unbothered as you shake and moan in front of him. âI know you can give me another one. Go ahead, sweetness. Cum for me.â
Your release tears through you, sudden and intense and all-consuming. Youâre sure there are words coming out of your mouth, but between the heat spreading through your body and the static buzzing in your ears, you honestly have no idea what they could be. Yoongiâs fingers keep rubbing at your abused clit until youâre trembling, gasping for breath between moans.
âFilthy girl,â he hums. Whatever you said mustâve been good, because he sounds almost proud of you as he runs his hands over your thighs. âYou gonna let me take my time now?â
âYes,â you gasp, still reeling from your orgasm. Yoongi taking his time is exactly what you need right now, or else youâll go into complete overdrive. Absently, you think that was his plan all along, but that thought melts away as soon as Yoongi dips down and delves his tongue into your cunt, slow and thorough.Â
Your brain? Empty. Brain so fucking empty.
âShit,â he groans against you, his voice so low and gravelly you can feel the vibration of his words against your pussy. âYou always taste so fucking good after you cum for me.â
You thread your fingers through his hair again, moaning long and low as he spreads you apart with his thumbs and dives back in. His nose nudges just slightly against your clit as he licks into you, the barely-there contact making your eyes roll back in your head.
âYoongiiii,â you moan, earning an appreciative moan from him as he dips his tongue into your entrance.
Your first orgasm took you by surprise, but you can tell already that this one is going to be a slow burn, tendrils of heat that never really got a chance to fade spreading through your body, adagio.
As promised, Yoongi takes his sweet time. He sets an agonizing rhythm: licking into you, dragging his tongue up your pussy, gently sucking your clit into his mouth, over and over again until youâre practically a puddle on his mattress.
âFeels so fuckinâ good,â you mewl, your thighs shaking around his head. Youâd blush at the sounds heâs producing between your legs, slurping and sucking at you, if you werenât so fucked out. Instead, all it does is turn you on even more, make you even wetter for him.Â
Yoongi pulls back, huffing a laugh through his nose. âI know, baby,â he murmurs soothingly. âYou ready to cum again?â
Wordlessly, you nod, squeezing your eyes shut. Two fingers tease at your entrance, getting nice and wet before Yoongi slides them in, and just like that, youâre ready to burst.
âNnnghâfuck, âm so fucking close,â you slur, grasping at his hair as he pumps his fingers into you.
âGive it to me,â he says, before sucking your clit into his mouth again and making stars burst behind your eyelids.
His fingers curl just right, and then youâre moaning brokenly, bucking up against his fingers and mouth as you cum again.
It feels like it lasts forever. Yoongi moans around your clit as you clench around his fingers, squeezing tight tight tight as heat crashes over you in waves. You feel his fingers withdraw, and then his tongue is fucking into you again, licking every last drop heâs earned from you.
He only breaks away when youâre pushing at his head, overstimulated and spent.
âGod, youâre so sexy,â he rumbles, climbing up the bed so heâs on top of you, bracing himself on his elbows. Heâs one to talk. He always looks so good like thisâswollen lips and dark eyes, the bottom half of his face slick from eating you out so fucking well. âYou can just cum and cum for me, canât you?â
âYou are insane,â you breathe, grasping at the strings of his sweatshirt to pull him in for a kiss, tasting yourself on his lips.Â
Yoongi chuckles, pulling away just to press his forehead against yours. âYou like it,â he says.
âI like you,â you correct, closing your eyes. âEven though Iâm going to fail my final because of you.â
That earns a real laugh from Yoongi, his nose scrunching. âYouâre not gonna fail.â
âI am,â you say, nodding sagely. âBut itâll be worth it.â
âThat so?â He presses another kiss to your lips, nuzzling his nose against yours.
âMhmm,â you hum. âBesides, Iâll just find a better tutor next semester when I have to retake.â
That earns you a sharp jab of Yoongiâs fingers to your side, but heâs got one of those gummy smiles on his face as you squeal under him, so no harm done.
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Ö´đ Synopsis: meanie bf! yoongi x innocent! reader
ŕŁŞË Ö´đ | warning(s)â mean dom yoongi, yoongi is a lil possessive over his girl, spanking, oral (m & f receiving), rough sex, fingering.
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meanie!bf yoongi cherished every moment he spent with you. As much as he enjoyed retreating to the dim, cozy comfort of his studioâhis self-proclaimed âgenius labââhe didnât mind being pulled along on your shopping sprees. Store after store, he followed you, hands laden with bags, while you trailed behind, pleading. âYoonie, please let me help!â Your persistence was always met with an exasperated grumble of refusal. Eventually, you gave in, your eyes lighting up at the sight of a charming little shop brimming with trinkets and toys. A faint smile tugged at the corner of his lips as he watched his pretty princess practically skip toward the entrance.
meanie!bf yoongi couldnât stand how naive and oblivious you were to flirtation. You smiledâeyes bright, docile, and so achingly innocentâwhen the clerk complimented your frilly pink dress, calling you pretty. His gaze lingered on you, shamelessly committing every detail to memory. Then, with that soft, matter-of-fact voice, you mentioned that your "boyfriend" had picked it out, thanking the clerk before eagerly asking about the latest Monster High dolls.
When you turned around, it nearly undid him. âYoon!â you exclaimed, your voice brimming with delight. âHe said theyâre in the back aisleââ
âI heard.â His voice sliced through the warm atmosphere, cold and sharp. His piercing gaze locked onto the clerk, intense and unyielding, as though dissecting the poor soul on the spot.Â
âGo ahead and look for them. Iâll catch up with you,â he said, his tone leaving no room for argument. You hesitated, puzzled by his sudden shift in demeanor. What had the clerk done to warrant such an icy reaction? His expression was so forbidding that you thought better of pressing for answers. Instead, you nodded cautiously.
âPick whatever you want,â he added, the tension in his voice unsoftened. Still unsure, you gave a small nod before slipping away toward the back aisle, your curiosity simmering under the surface.
meanie!bf yoongi turned to the clerk, his face unreadable and his voice calm yet chilling. âI saw the way you were looking at her,â he briskly spoke.Â
The clerk stammered, only to be silenced, âYou were. Donât bother lying.âÂ
The man swallowed hard, his throat tightening with nerves. âIâm sorry Iââ
A dark chuckle escaped him, his lips slowly curving into a mocking smirk, âItâs fine. Perfectly fine,â he murmured, his gaze sweeping casually around the store. âMy girlfriend really likes this place.â He paused, letting the words linger before continuing in a low, menacing tone. âBut let me make something clear: donât let me catch you againânot even by mistake. If you see me, turn the other way. And pray to whatever god you worship that I donât see you.â
He extended his hand, his demeanor seemingly relaxed. The clerk hesitated before reluctantly taking it. The moment their hands met, his grip tightened like a vice, drawing a sharp hiss of pain from the man.
âGood,â he nodded, the anger vaugly platiable through his stoic exterior. His eyes briefly flickering to the manâs name tag. âGlad weâre on the same page, Joonwon.â
meanie!bf yoongi saunters casually to the back aisle, his gaze settling on you as you marvel at the collection of dolls. Your attention lingers on the Draculara and Lagoona boxes, and your face lights up when you spot him. âYoon!â you call out, holding up the two options. âHelp me pick?â
He shrugs with a hint of indifference. âJust get both.â
It doesnât matter which one you choose. And to him, it truly doesnâtâespecially when heâd give you anything without hesitation. If it were up to him, heâd hand you the world on a silver platter.
âNo, Yoon⌠I canât get both I already boughtââ you protest, but he rolls his eyes, cutting you off without a word, and grabbing both boxes from your hands, heading toward the cashier.
You blink in surprise, caught off guard by his grumpy demeanor. Trailing behind him, you canât help but wonder why he seemed so off. At the register, the clerk avoids meeting his gaze, silently handing over the bag as if something unspoken had just passed between them. Your curiosity deepens, and your mind flits back to the moment he lingered at the counter a little too long.
meanie!bf yoongi scoffs when you askwhat he and the clerk had been talking about. âItâs nothing important,â he said casually, his hand turning the steering wheel with ease, his eyes sharp and focused on the road ahead.
âYou sure...?â you asked, confused and slightly hurt by how he brushed you off. âYoon, please tell meââÂ
Before you could finish, he swerved the car sharply, pulling into an empty parking lot. Your eyes widened in shock, your heart pounding in your chest.Â
âListen,â he said, his voice calm but carrying that signature edge of indifference. âYou really want to know what happened?âÂ
Reluctantly, you nodded. His tongue darted over his lips as he ran a hand through his waves, sighing.âThat guy at the store wasnât just being polite when he called you pretty,â he finally admitted, his tone steady but serious.
Your stomach dropped, disgust pooling in your gut. âW-was he... looking at me gross?â you whispered, the words feeling like poison on your tongue.
He simply nodded, his gaze firm and unwavering as he met your eyes.
 âIâm not mad at you. I never would be, especially when itâs not your fault.â His voice was resolute, making sure you understood the weight of his words. âI was mad at him, okay?â His hand gently cupped your cheek. You quickly nodded, leaning into his palm.Â
âYou know how much Yoon loves you, right?â he murmured, his thumb tenderly grazing your skin. âI might come off as a little mean sometimes, I know, but itâs never about you.â He reassured, his voice softening as he continued, âI love being with you, and I love making you feel special because you are.â
meanie!bf yoongi watches as you unlock the front door, before carrying in all the shopping bags, effortlessly setting them down on the coffee table. The warmth of your shared home envelops you, its decor reflecting a harmonious blend of both your personalities. Guitars of varying styles adorn the walls alongside cream-colored posters, while freshly cut pink tulips brighten the kitchen table. The soft floral hues of pastels in the kitchen add a light contrast to the otherwise neutral tones.
âGo upstairs and change into something comfortable. Iâll handle dinner,â he murmurs.
You shake your head, âNo. Youâve already done so much.â
â[____], go.â He fixes you with a blank stare, his expression teetering on unimpressed.
âNo.â You cross your arms, digging in your heels.
âIâm going to count to five. Donât act like a kid,â he glares you down, arching a brow at your defiance.
meanie!bf yoongi sets down his pinky, finishing his countdown. You stand your ground, your cheeks slightly puffed in defiance, a small pout on your lips, and a glare in your eyes. âNo, I really wanna to helpââ Before you can finish, he effortlessly scoops you over his shoulder, landing a firm smack on your ass.Â
Despite your squirming, he suppresses a small smile and deliberately keeps his tone stern.âGood job,â he grumbles, âNot only will dinner be late, but you've just earned the privilege of watching me eat every last tangerine. Iâll make sure to leave the peels for you though.â
âN-No Yoongi I bought them to shareââ You shook your head, your balled-up fists hitting his firm back as he made his way up the stairs.
"Keep hitting me like that, and Iâll make sure your ass hurts for a week," he says, words laced with a sharp, unmistakable threat.
meanie!bf yoongi drops you onto the bed, his expression devoid of amusement as you let out a soft squeal, your eyes wide in surprise. "I left the studio with an unfinished song, spoiled you, and wanted to take care of you, and what do I get? Attitude?" He scoffs, crawling over your frame, his hand squishing your cheeks together as he gives your head a small shake.
You whine softly, your voice muffled between your squished cheeks. "wasnât giving you attitude... I jusâ wanted to helpây-youâre being mean to meâŚ"
He notices the way your eyes begin to well up, and despite his unmoved expression, his heart softens. "Iâm just being mean, huh?" He smirks, running his thumb lightly over your puffed bottom lip, smudging your gloss. "But hereâs the thing," His gaze deepens, locking with yours. "Did kitty listen when Yoon told her to go upstairs and change?"
You shake your head slowly.
He hums, "And does she know what happens when she doesnât follow instructions?" Without another word, he sits beside you, effortlessly flipping you over his lap and flipping your dress, exposing the frilly white lace of your panties.
"âm sorry, Yoon..." You whimper, your bottom lip trembling, " âm so sorry..."
âOh, Iâm sure you are.â
meanie!bf yoongi slips your pretty panties down your legs with no difficulty, his palm smoothing over the pliant flesh of your ass. "Count, you make a sound we start over. I'll go easy this time, just 10, okay?"Â
You sniffle, fingers curled into the warm grey sheets. You brace yourself, biting down your bottom lip before the sharp impact stings your cheek. The smack sends a rush of heat blazing through your skin, and your eyes sting with tears as you swallow a quiet cry.Â
His hand gently soothes your skin, his fingers trailing between your thighs and grazing your juicy slit with a light touch. "One," his voice is eerily calm, a stark impact to the rough strikes his palm delivers to your plush ass. He almost feels a twinge of sympathy at the suppressed sounds ripping through you. Itâs the way your bruised ass bounces with every strike, the flesh deliciously recoiling. He really canât get enough.Â
meanie!bf yoongi notices the way your body trembles, your small hands twisting the sheets in a desperate grip, crumpling the crisp fabric as your tears stain the cloth. "Y-Yoon..." you sob, shaking your head. "e-enoughâno more pleaseâŚâ The way your voice breaks between soft hiccups satisfies him. He places a soothing palm over your hot, puffy skin, gently kneading soft circles.Â
"ShhâŚI knowâŚâ he grumbles, pressing a tender kiss to the small of your back, his touch soothing as the tremors gradually subside.âNo more, I promise.â
meanie!bf yoongi gently positions you on your knees, carefully lifting your pretty dress over your back and adjusting your posture. Your face is muffled into the pillow, the faint rustle of his clothes hangs heavy in the air. You feel the dip of his weight on the mattress, his hands shove your thighs apart, pressing your back down, and granting him a perfect veiw of your ass.Â
"I'm gonna make you feel so much better, promise..." He whispers, pressing a tender kiss over the abused flesh.
You nod eagerly, a slight shift of your hips betraying your anticipation. "Mhm..."
meanie!bf yoongi groans at the sight of your cunt, the delicate flesh drooling sweetly for him, the sight alone makes his cock ache. His thumbs slowly spread your flesh apart, taking in your soft keens, watching your tiny hole clenche around nothing. âFuckâŚâ He groans, puckering his lips around his fingers before gradually slowly them into your hole. The sight of your hips shifting to accommodate the sudden stretch makes his cock strain uncomfortably.Â
âSo pretty, so, so, prettyâŚâ he mutters, curling his fingers into your tight opening, mesmerized at the way your greedy hole convulses around his slick fingers.Â
âYoonâŚp-please need youâŚâ You softly mewl, eyes bleary with every slow drag and push of his fingers reaching further in, rubbing deliciously over your spongey core. Your lips part, mindlessly babbling his name with every nudge of his fingertips against that sweet spot. Itâs embarrassing how much youâre drooling, hardly conscious of the warm saliva coating your squished cheek and the pillow.Â
meanie!bf yoongi wraps his long fingers around his throbbing length through the dark fabric of his underwear. âfuck kittyâŚâ He slightly winces, âStreched so good around my fingers huh? Such a pretty pussy.â He murmurs. Your fuzzy brain can hardly process the words with how deep his fingers are stuffed inside of you.Â
âsâ tâmuch fingers s-so longâŚâ you babble, feeling a third finger squelch into your creamy hole. âShhh, itâs okay, you can take itâŚjusâ like how youâre gonna take Yoonieâs cock, hm?â His fingers twist deeper,âY-yoongiââ you whine, eyes rolled back as your toes curl, youâre so close, so close, so closeâ
meanie!bf yoongi pulls out with a lewd pop, softly humming at the sight of your raw cunt clenching around nothing. âN-nuh...n-no yoonâŚâ you sob, shaking your head in a fit.Â
âAwhh, Whatâs wrong?â He coos, his thumb faintly circling your trembling hole. âWanna get filled up again?â He chuckles, before flipping you over on your back. His lazy, cat-like gaze slowly takes in the way your mascara leaks down your cheeks, the way your cleavage spills out of your pretty dress, and the smears of cum between your legs. âSuch a mess,â He tsks, squishing your cheeks together pitifully.Â
âyâso mean yoonâŚs-so meanâŚâ You sob, lips stupidly puckered for him. âShhh mânot mean, no babyâŚâ He croons, his lips brushing over your swollen ones, never enough to satisfy you. Your fingers curl into his dark silky strands, pulling him closer for a proper kiss, âwanâ kiss you p-pleaseâŚâ Youâre pleading, and fuck youâre so pretty when you cry.
meanie!bf yoongi âyeah? wanna kiss me?â He lazily smirks, lips ghosting over your own, âu-huhâŚw-wanâ kiss you so badâŚâ you press your lips to his own, kissing him as though your lungs would collapse without his mouth tightly slotted against your own. He groans, parting your lips with his tongue before tasting your mouth, âopen,â he whispers, squeezing your chin, before spitting a warm glob of saliva onto your tongue . âswallow,â he roughly taps your cheek, watching the movement of your throat, as you obey. âgood baby, so good.âÂ
meanie!bf yoongi watches with you with a slow deliberate blink, the way your pretty face nuzzles into the dark fabric of his underwear, your nose lightly nudging his stiff cock as you whine for him, so desperate to have him buried deep inside of your pretty throat. You want him so bad, need him. âyoonâŚâ your soft doe eyes are looking up at him through thick lashes, your face nuzzled so sweetly against his him, and fuck heâs twitching when your pretty eyes swell with tears.Â
meanie!bf yoongi guides your head down his cock, gently patting your head and reminding you to breath when you gag, âjust like that, keep sucking.â He coos, slowly bucking his hips up, âtaking it good baby, so goodâŚâ He grunts, gently cupping your jaw, his dark eyes locked into your soft teary ones, watching as you admire the way you drooled over his cock. His head dips low, groaning when you wrap your pillowy lips around his flushed head, suckling at his tip. Your small hands pumping the base. âFuck, just like that [___],â he hisses, feeling your hot tounge lathe around his slit. Your teary eyes are focused on the movement of his Adamâs apple, the flush of his cheeks, and the quick rise and fall of his chest.Â
meanie!bf yoongi briskly taps your cheek, watching you pull away from his thick cock. He wants to cum inside of you, and needs to feel you squeezing him so good. âGet up princess,â He helps you up before impatiently discarding your dress, and laying you back against the sheets, making sure youâre extra comfy. His body dips low over your own, before worshipping you with soothing touches and slow kisses. His lips trail your collar bones, following the slope of your sternum, his hands cupping your breasts, squeezing the mounds between his palms, and taking in your blissed-out expression. Your breathy sighs, and the way your eyes look up at him with a slight daze. His teeth nip at your flesh, taking his time to suck deep marks. Heâs intoxicated by the scent of your lotionâvanilla with a hint of honeyâ
âso pretty, smell so good, could jusâ eat you upâŚâ He murmurs, his voice reverberating against your skin. His head dips between your legs, silky strands of dark hair brushing over your plump thighs. He takes in the slight tremor in your chest, the way youâre dripping in anticipation. âGonna make you see stars baby,â He whispers, pressing a kiss to your pelvis before dropping your legs over his shoulders.
meanie!bf yoongi takes in your high pitches whines, practically inhaling your cunt like a man starved. His tounge flicking over your puffy clit, before cushioning the abused nub between his swollen lips, moaning deeply. Heâs drunk on your breathless whimpers, your fingers tugging at the dark roots of his hair. âyoonâŚe-enough-m-m g-gonnaââ He doesnât relent, sharply slapping your thigh, when you beg him to stop. Youâre sobbing, pushing his head away when heâs making a mess of his mouth and chin, his tounge curling into your sensitive hole with no plans of stopping, not when you taste so divine.Â
meanie!bf yoongi wipes the back of his palm over his slick mouth and nose, before pressing a soft kiss to your lips, âdid so good fâme,â he whispers, gently cupping the tear-strained curves of your cheeks, brushing away the smeared mascara. âcan you still take it?â He slowly whispers, lightly tapping his cock over your sensitive bud. An amused chuckle slips past his lips at your soft whine, âc-can take itâŚâ you nod. âyâsure, safe word?â he whispers, pressing a soft kiss to your lips. âcupcake.â you mumble, between his lips, his hands gently kneading at your sides. âGood girl.â
meanie!bf yoongi folds your legs against your chest, before pushing himself in to the hilt, muffling your whimpers between his lips before starting a slow pace, letting you adjust to him. âSo good kitty, so so goodâŚâ He drawls out, the soft slope of his nose pressed against your jaw, as his hips fuck in and out of your used cunt. âTaking yoon so good hm?â His hand finds its place over your stomach, before pressing a warm palm over the slight bulge.
âSâso deepâŚâ you sob out, your arms secured tighter around his neck. âN-nghâcâcantâŚâ his roughly chuckles, before pressing his thumb against your mouth, watching your puffy lips suck on it as if your life depended on it.Â
âThatâs it, such a good babyâŚâ he presses his chest against your own, lowering his slick thumb down to your clit. âGive it to me kâay?â You nod breathlessly, watching the space between your legs with hazey eyes, the sloppy sheen of white that coated his dick, every time he pulled out of you, his dark hair brushing against your cheeks with every sharp nudge of his tip into your overstimulated g-spot.Â
âY-yoonâŚâ you gasped out, nuzzling your face deeper into the crook of his neck your lips pressed against the salty slick skin. âP-please donât stop yoonâŚd-donât p-pleaseâŚsâso close..â you gasped, feeling his arms swing your trembling legs over his shoulders, his hands rushing to intwine into your own.Â
âLove you so much, so fucking much.â he gasped, snapping his hips into your own, you nodded, incapable of voicing anything but desperate gasps. He watched as your face contorted in ecstasy, your legs convulsing as you squeezed him so fucking tight, and gushing over his cock. His movements slowly stilled, his hips curving into your own nudging that spot that made your body burn up, his hand pressed firm against your stomach as you gasped, feeling his warm seed fill you up.
meanie!bf yoongi holds you close, his lips pressed against the crown of your hair, peppering soft kisses to your head. His arms tighten around you as you melt into his touch, nuzzling your face deeper into his chest. âLove you sâmuch yoonâŚâ You mumble, looking up at him with sweet wide eyes.Â
âLove you so much more kitty,â He whispers, a soft smile tugging at his lips. âI loved being with you today,âÂ
You softly hummed, before whispering. âAre you still gonna eat all the tangerines?âÂ
He softly chuckled, shaking his head, âNo baby, Iâm not that mean.â You softly nuzzled your nose against his own, before yawning softly.
 âAwh, mâ so hungryâŚâ You mumbled, âBut Iâm also super tired..â Yoongi is quick to get up on shaky legs before you can stop him, slipping on his discarded pants, and tying his hair back. âGonna get dinner ready, this time, shower and get dressed. Iâll come up in a little.â âNo wait I said I was gonna-â A small smile tugged at his lips before he slipped out the door.Â
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yoongi fucking his girlfriend raw for the first time and her telling him to cum inside because she wants his babies
First time
a/n: as the request did not have many specifications I went straight to the point, hope you don't mind đŁ. warnings: Breeding kink, a little bit soft, in fact there are not many warnings, it is quite soft. wc: 1.1k taglist: @thunderg @minjianhyung @queenv1997 @yoongtism @lizzymizzy-blogg @zent9 @superbbananananana
"Shit" you moaned, squirming on your sheets as you felt Yoongi's fingers touch the exact spot that made the knot in your belly get tighter and tighter, although, come to think of it, it could also be due to Yoongi's tongue teasing your clit.
"I haven't done this in a long time" he whispered, straightening up as he pulled his fingers from inside you and licked them. During all that time he didn't take his eyes off you and your body. "Do you think you're lubed up enough to get my cock in?".
"Yes" you sighed, resting a hand on your chest in an attempt to calm your heartbeat. It wasn't very helpful, but at least you tried. You turned your head toward your nightstand, reaching your shaking arm toward the drawer to pull out a condom. You frowned as you felt Yoongi's hand stop you quickly, "What's wrong?" you turned to look at him, returning your arm to its place.
"It's just..." he scratched the back of his neck, grimacing with his mouth. His cheeks were barely tinged with a pastel pink color you'd seen once or twice when he felt too embarrassed, "could we, you know, do it without a condom? Only if you want to" he hastened to clarify, avoiding looking you in the eye.
"It's okay" you cupped his cheeks, caressing them gently, "we've been together for years, and I doubt that with one time anything will happen" you smiled at him as reassuringly as you could, hoping you could convey that feeling to him.
"God, I love you so much," he settled between your legs, moving down until he was face to face with you, "I don't think you can imagine how much I do," he kissed your jaw, leaving a trail of kisses running all the way from where he started to your bra.
"Then show me how much you love me" you whispered in his ear, hugging his neck and pulling him even closer to you. You shivered slightly as you felt his breath collide against your chest.
"Oh believe me, I will" he laughed softly, gently pushing the tip of his cock inside you. You both moaned before the skin to skin contact. It was your first time doing this, and although it felt strange, it was a sensation you definitely wouldn't regret feeling. "How is it possible that after all these years you're still so tight?" he growled over your collarbones, leaving a mark right in the center.
"Don't ask, just enjoy it" You tried to laugh, but were quickly interrupted by a lunge from Yoongi.
If there was one thing that characterized Yoongi in sex, it was that he would never start soft and gentle. He liked to go straight to his climax point, feel as much as possible in the shortest time and repeat it over and over again until he was satisfied. That was your Yoongi.
"Feels good" he murmured against your skin, pounding your pussy hard. A shit-eating grin appeared on his face as he heard you moan loudly the moment the tip of his cock hit your G-spot. He loved how you reacted every time he found that sensitive spot.
"Fuck" you brought your hands to his hair, pulling on it to keep yourself grounded. You let your head fall back, giving Yoongi the opportunity to lick, bite and mark your neck as he pleased.Â
Yoongi moaned as he felt your walls clench around him tightly, clinging to your hips as if his life depended on it. It would probably leave marks, but he didn't care right now, neither you nor him.
"I love the feel of you squeezing my cock," he said as he closed his eyes and concentrated on increasing the speed of your onslaught. His hand gently caressed the marks he had left on your neck, causing a soft sigh to escape your lips.
"More" you moaned, moving your hands down from his hair to his shoulders, burying your deep red nails into his skin.Â
"More?" he teased back, taking one of your legs and pulling it up his shoulder. You moaned loudly as you felt his cock go even deeper than it was before. "Shit, Y/N, you're so sensitive" he laughed, moving his hand down to your womanhood to take your clit between his fingers and play with it as he pleased.
You hunched your back to him, closing your eyes tightly. The knot in your stomach was becoming more and more unbearable and you weren't sure how much longer you could continue. "Yoonie" you whimpered between moans, looking up at him with misty eyes and dilated pupils.
"It's okay, it's okay, I've got you" he bent down a little, just enough to kiss your cheek, "do it as soon as you're ready."
You nodded awkwardly, starting to move your hips against his so you could get your long desired release. The moment you came your whole body trembled from the spasms, and you almost melted as you felt Yoongi embrace you as carefully as possible with the intention of regulating your body's movement.Â
"That's it, fuck, you're squeezing me so good" Yoongi closed his eyes, concentrating on how good your tight, wet pussy felt. He was so immersed in the sensation that he almost forgot he wasn't wearing a condom. "Shit" he whispered, trying to get out of your pussy as quickly as possible. He moaned in surprise as he felt you imprison his hips with your legs. You still looked a little tired from your recent orgasm, but apparently you were determined not to let it out. "Honey, I'm going to come soon, I need-".
"Cum inside" you whispered, moving your hips against his, "I want you to come inside, I want to have your baby."
And that broke Yoongi for a few seconds. Only for a few seconds, because almost instantly he reacted and brought his mouth to yours in search of a desperate kiss. You gasped as you felt Yoongi's thrusts get deeper and stronger, and only moments later, you felt his cum spill inside you as you swallowed your boyfriend's moans with the kiss.
You both fell silent after finishing. You kept your eyes closed and your hand in his hair, he, for his part, had his head resting on your chest, caressing your waist with his fingertips. "Y/N?"
"Yes?" you whispered, giving a yawn. Fucking Yoongi always wore you out, even though he was the one doing most of it.
"We're going to need a lot more cum if you want a baby, you know that?" he chuckled above your ear, moving his hand down to your center, caressing your sensitive area.
You whimpered as you felt his intentions bump against your inner thigh, "We just finished."
"The night is still long" he nodded, kissing you passionately as he straightened back up on top of you.
He definitely wasn't going to let you sleep tonight.
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Slide - The Series [Masterlist]
Pairing: Producer!Yoongi X Lyricist!ReaderÂ
Theme: Angst, smut, unplanned pregnancy. Fwb to ?.
Type: Drabble Series
Summary:Â
"I can see the pain in your eyes I don't wanna say that I'm God, but I'll take you to heaven if you die"Â Â
Alternatively,Â
You would go back in time and fall in love with Yoongi over and over and over again even after knowing that he would never once be yours in any of the timeline.
Warnings: extreme angst, unplanned pregnancy, mentions of depression, so much pining, unrequited love au, NSFW!!
Listened to Slide by Chase Atlantics
Minors do not interact!!
Masterlist | Patreon (For early access)
A/N: here is the masterlist. the story is gonna to back to the past and then come back to the present. hence, I have classified it. Hope it makes things easy to understand. also, this is gonna be very fragmented. I will not go into detailing much - as in the details of their jobs, family and stuff like that. this story will mainly revolve around Yoongi and reader's feelings towards each other and their bad decisions. That's all. AND please tell me if I have missed anyone's name in the taglist despite being requested. thanks <3
Taglist requests are closed for now
One time for the present ~
1. Slide - The Beginning
You would go back in time and fall in love with Yoongi over and over and over again even after knowing that he would never once be yours in any of the timeline.
2. Slide - The Ultimate Decision
Worst decisions are always driven by anger and alcohol; but sometimes those are also driven by Love.
3. Slide - The Other Side
No matter how much Yoongi had been trying to compile his focus and pour it all on Gyuri, his mind kept reeling back to you.
4. Slide - The Consequence
You are no different than the cigarette between his lips - half-burnt and waiting to be turned into ashes bit by bit with time.
5. Slide - The Dream
You have been so selfish and as a result - you get punished.
6. Slide - The Regret
For the first time in his 31 years of life - Min Yoongi is regretting. And the reason behind his regret circles around you.
7. Slide - The Trial
You have some questions and Yoongi has no answer.
8. Slide - The Vacation
Yoongi finally finds an answer to all of his questions.
9. Slide - The Realization
Yoongi dreams of you... dreams of a family with you.
10. Slide - The Reconciliation
âThere was never a time when I wasnât yours.â
11. Slide - The Finale
Tonight when he kisses you, itâs not a goodbye, rather itâs a promise of forever.
Two times for the past ~
1. Slide - The Prequel
You would never think twice before picking Yoongi up from streets even if it means losing your own sanity in return.
2. Slide - That Night
You would give yourself up willingly again and again if it means Yoongi will stay close to you. for whatever purpose.
Special Chapters ~
1. Slide - The Christmas Gift [Meant for Patreon only]
The third Christmas with Yoongi turns out to be something unexpected.
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Chasing Tornados (m)
synopsis: Ever since you were young, you found solstice in the clouds. Found haven in their winding winds, their chilling storms. Monsters of the air meant to destroy became your loveâ your safety. You know everything about the skies, yet you only want to know more about him. Wish for him to love you just as much as you do him. Your best friend. Your scorpion. Your impossible. Your Yoongi. -> part of the rest, relax, reserve series
m.yoongi x f.reader
â ďž â : wc: 21.0k+
â ďž â : genre: hybrid au, storm chasers au, soulmate au, friends/coworkers to lovers, idiots to lovers, angst, smut, fluff
â ďž â : content: scorpion hybrid!yoongi x human!reader, storm chaser!yoongi+reader, angst, semi-public sex (bathroom), fingering, p in v, dom!yoongi, sub!reader, bratty!reader a lil, rough sex, thigh riding, sex under the influence (alcohol), multiple orgasms, unprotected sex, one mention of a breeding kink, yoongi has a tail, mates, misunderstandings, fights, jealousy, non-linear storytelling, reader and yoongi are both kinda stupid idk, but also v cute, angst but a happy ending <33
â ďž â : notes: heyyyyy itâs ur girl, back with another mc letâs play video!! kidding lol, sorry this took so long to write, life has been really hectic. trust me on this fic lol. but i rlly fell in love with these two nd I hope you do too <33 and i hope u enjoy my attempts at comedy! remember!! my requests are always open nd you can always feel free to send asks to characters <33
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Wind wraps in your hair, blowing itâ making it form into some beastly, monstrous thing around your head. Tangling your face, your eyes falling askew as it finds itself messing around your very being. The howls of gusts form in your ears, sounding of ghosts that would haunt any normal person.Â
But you, no. Not you. You live for this. Live for the rain that beats into your skin. Live for the cracks of thunder roaring above your head. Find serenity in the dark clouds that hang overhead, the adrenaline pumping through your veins. In the knowledge that it's coming. That itâs coming soon.Â
The world acts as something greater- something more than yourself. A collective that has not a care for you or the people in it. A system acting for its own desires. A storm that takes and takes and takes until there's nothing left to give.Â
You love it. Love every second of it.Â
Even if you should be scared, even if you should be terrifiedâ look for cover just like everyone else. To hide and cower away from the winding beast that destroys homes, takes down power lines. That kills. You canât. Not when you feel thisâ this calling deep in your bones. This calling to know more. This calling to conquer a monster.Â
To chase the impossible.Â
You have always lived for that very thing. Have constructed your entire life around finding answers for beasts that are beyond reason, to construct something real from what can only be construed as fake. To look the storm in the eye, to live within it rather than to be consumed.
And that is exactly why you stand where you find yourself now. Tornado Alley. A storm brewing just in front of you. Warm air meeting cold, finding breath, coming to life.Â
Maybe you should be scared. Maybe you should let panic set you alight and carry you far, far away from the death spirals. Maybe you should do a lot of things, yet you can't. You can only stare in wonder as rain hits your flesh. As the wind tries to take your clothes, battering them in the breeze. As electricity cracks above your head, light debris flying past your form to entertain the forming tornadoes fury. Â
Bang, Bang, Bang.Â
Now that sound isn't from the storm, it canât be. Sounds too much like metal, like a fist hitting it. Oh right, the car.Â
â(Y/n) get your ass in here, now!â His voice is loud, forced to so you could hear him above the storm. He would never yell otherwise. Never raise his voice a single decibel against you.Â
Your body turns to face him, a smile breaking across your cheeks without a second thought. Eyes turning to crescents, rain dripping down your cheeks.Â
Right, Yoongi.Â
The impossible.Â
You donât know when it happened. It shouldnât have happened. But you knew it did. Felt the shift in your soul whenever you looked at him, felt your blood pumping just a fraction faster whenever he was close. Felt yourself yearn to smell his signature Yoongi scent whenever you sat in his car, whenever he drove you around on one of your little escapades.Â
Maybe it was a year ago. Maybe less. Maybe more. You could never be sureâ emotions never were your strong suit. But he knew that, and he didnât care. Never pressured or pried, always just let the two of you be. Act in co-existence in a way you doubt two people could.Â
Your partner in crime, your solace among the disarray perpetuating every second of your jobâ your life. The only person you knew crazy enough to chase the storms with you. To risk their life driving you into the eye. Your right hand man. Your friend.Â
None of it should have happened. But it did anyway. Isnât that always the way life goes? The same way the storms control the skies, he found himself controlling your heart with no will of his own. No knowledge of the underlying flutter that found its way into your guts the second he looked at you, nor any knowledge of the way your eyes fell into adoration when they fell on him.Â
Why did you have to fall in love with the storm?Â
You werenât sureâ never cared to look deeper into the fact. Never cared to think about why you couldnât fathom a future without him. Never dared to dip into why the scrawny kid from your college has suddenly become a man before you. Never even thought to challenge the pre-disposed ideologies that held your friendship by its core.
No. You would never do anything as stupid as that.Â
Yes, you were a creature of impulse. Never the type to take into account the consequences your actions disclosed. But you like to chase the impossible. You would never think to actually attempt to change it. Especially when you could lose everything in the process. Lose him.
In more ways than one.
Plus, you know where he stands. Know he could never see you as anything more than a friendâ a little sister. The hair ruffles, the slight glares he gives when men talk to you in the bars, the way he puts up with your âoverly affectionateâ cuddlesâ as much as you wish the simple actions meant more, you knew they simply didnât.
A big brother. Unfortunately for you, he knows thatâs the role he plays in your life too well.Â
But heâs not your big brother. He's a man, youâre a woman. Itâs not like you ever asked to get caught up in the stringers that tangled you together. Not like you ever asked for this crush to form.Â
âFor fucks sake! (Y/n)!â His voice is louder now, a harsh yell pulling you from the thoughts that sunk you under the waves. His body forcing itself through the wind to get to you, arm raising to shield his face. âWe have to fucking go!!âÂ
He would admonish you later for getting too caught up in your own thoughts againâ something you knew all too well. But when the storm was raging around you, it was almost easier to think. To get lost in the recesses of your brain until you drew the conclusion you had been looking for all along.Â
His hand grips your wrist now, dragging you back to the safety of your company truck all while scolding you harshly with words he never actually meant. Just his salt-coated concern peaking through the surface. And well, his concern about getting swallowed up by the storm. Yeah, most people worry about that kind of stuff. At least thatâs what you suppose.Â
âAre you that fucking stupid?â He shouts roughly at you, forcing you to get in the passenger seat. His touch is gentle even if his words are strong. He always has been strong. âYouâre going to get yourself killed!âÂ
He slams the door closed before you can say anything backâ frustrated but not mad. Never mad at you. And for that you canât help the giddy feeling on your lips. Your eyes watching him as he quickly walks to his side of the car, tail curled close to his back almost as if to protect himself.Â
Right, his tail. You forget about it a lot of the timeâ but at the same, you are so very fond of it. Smile whenever it moves in response to his emotions, giggle whenever he forgets about it himself, tripping over the thing.Â
You often forget Yoongi isnât a full human. But itâs never played much of a role in your life, in your friendship. So you donât really see the point to care. Choose to ignore the scorpion blood that runs through his veins and view him as any other person walking the face of the earth. Itâs never bothered you.Â
Most people around you call you a fool anyway, itâs not much to add another reason to it.Â
âAh~ Donât worry, King Yoongi. I donât plan on getting myself killed anytime soon.â You let out a gentle giggle as he finds his way into the car, pressing on the gas almost immediately and driving as fast as he can away.
His body is so rigid, so stressed. Yet you canât be further from it. Your legs propped haphazardly on the dashboard, your body sinking deeper into the seat. You trust him. He always gets you out. Something about his special senses, probably. Maybe.Â
Actually, you donât know. You should ask him about it laterâ how he can see in such horrid conditions.Â
âYou will if I just leave you there.â He rolls his eyes, glancing over to you for only a second before managing back to the road, âDonât think I wonât.âÂ
âYou wonât though.â He only scoffs, but you can see the smile at the corner of his mouth. It warms you almost as much as the sound of the rainâ or maybe it's hail now, pelting the roof of the car. Â
âI could and I will.âÂ
âBut you wonât.âÂ
âJust put your fucking seat belt on.â He grumbles, his voice getting a fraction louder as he turns the wheel harshly, a last second manoeuvre. A stick flying through the air past your window. A narrow avoidance.Â
The car bumps harshly as it drives, the roads narrow and in disarray. Swerving to avoid debris that litters the ground and jumping as it dips into potholes. It feels like a race. Makes you feel alive even as you click the belt into placeâ as he moves his tail across your frame to act as a second one.Â
You should be scared. Should be terrified of getting caught in the storm. But you trust Yoongi. You know heâll always protect you.Â
âDid the other teams drop their equipment on time?â You ask, reaching below your seat and grabbing the computer. He sends you a pointed glance.Â
âAccording to the sensors we were the last ones.âÂ
âWell we always are~â You mumble back, a little sing-song in your voice while your head tilts towards your chin. Eyes scanning the array of measurements that pop up on the screenâ reading them, taking in their meaning.Â
It is your job, anyway.Â
âWhoâs fault is that?â His words donât perfectly cross your ears, never do when you're trying to focus. An input of too much information at once and a computer might explode! Aka your brain, aka heâs known for years you have selective hearing when trying to understand complicated things.Â
âMhmmâŚâ You quietly mumble out, fingers moving quickly to type as he finally drags the car out of the storm. Slows down to a more human speed as you type out a few observations, input pieces of code to make your readings more sensible.Â
You completely miss the small smile he sends your way, the tilt of his head trying to check. âAnything interesting?â
âMmm⌠Nothing we havenât seen before. Got a couple of cool 3D models of the storm your screen, thoughâŚâ You tilt the laptop in his direction, showing him the model of the storm. Exactly how big it was, how fast it was moving. âJust an E2, but still pretty.âÂ
âYeah, had toâve been to almost let it eat you.âÂ
You roll your eyes, shutting the laptop as he pulls over to the side of the road, âOf course, Iâd let anything as pretty as that take me out.âÂ
He scoffs, âAnything, really?â
âYeah, you know that guy on Attack on Titan that's like âoh iâd let a pretty female titan eatâ-- Wait a second it is not my fault!â You suddenly announce, his words before finally registering in your mind, âYouâre always tinkering with the the the bits!! Thatâs why it takes so long!â
You grump, crossing your arms. A fond smile finding its way to his lips.Â
âYeah, cause the âbitsâ are the real issue, arenât they? Not you playing out music videos in your head while a tornado is hurrdaling at us?â
âOkay! That was one time! And totally not my fault!â You huff, not in any real annoyance, just simply banter. Yoongi always seemed to like your over-dramatic reactions anyway. âYou said we could play Hurrcane!! By my girl Bridget Mendler! You know what that song does to me!âÂ
He can only laugh in response, the gums of his mouth showing as he tilts his head back. Long black hair falling lower against his shoulders. Tail falling lax for the first time in forever. Crests shown in his eyes.Â
You like giving Yoongi your reactions if it means he can smile like this.Â
When he looks in your direction for a breef second, you canât help but puff out your cheeks and stick out your tounge in pestilence. The action only causing him to shake his head, eyes returning to the road a little brighter than before.
âYeah, yeah, youâre right. How could I possibly forget.â A thousand words are said behind his tone that you could never pick up on. Never notice. âYou get so excited, like a kid. Itâs funny.â
Your head jerks to look at him, a pointed glare in your eye, âShe makes me feel things you canât even hope to understand, Min.â
He rolls his own, âUh huh. Iâm sure.âÂ
College. Senior Year. The perfect hell it bestows on all of its captors.Â
The combined effort of senior thesisâs, grad school searches, advanced level course work, and the unyielding need for money after graduation, as it turns out, is the best possible combination for stress any one person can find! How wonderful. Especially for you, with a stupid gpa you need to upkeep to keep your stupid scholarships, so you can get your stupid degree and get your stupid jobâ
Well, okay. Now youâre just spiralling.Â
Annoyed and tired has never been a good combination for everyday dreamers. Especially those that have been working their entire lives for a single goal. To chase their every last dying hope since they were a child. To become the very person they could only wish to be in their youth.Â
But in all fairness, your ass has been handed to you on a silver platter after your last exam grade was horribly, terribly slid to you face down against the table. A quiet note of âsee me after classâ listed on the top without reverie. Your thoughts a sudden cyclone vortexing you inward and onward, wishing you could tell the sweet summer child of your adolescence that you had failed her. That you were never going to be able to live inside a tornado as she had wished.Â
Oh. The monster that you were.Â
That was, at least, until you did meet with your professor. And, apparently, he wasnât going to drop you from the class and (somehow) get you removed from the college like you had thought! Even better, he saw how hard you workedâ how much you truly care. Deciding to lend a hand rather than pull it back. Giving you a building and a time to meet with a tutor he specifically picked out.Â
Someone he would apparently trust his life to. Your lifeâ okay, academic career, to as well.Â
Thatâs how you found yourself now. Walking through a library that had to be older than your great grandparentsâ the scent of mildew filling your nose as you moved farther and farther into the recesses of the building.Â
Why, exactly, you had to meet in the deepest, darkest corner of the library at an absurd hour of the day confuses you even now. Annoys you a little, quite frankly. Leaving your dorm past 8pm feels like a nightmare.
But you trust your professor, you trust that he wouldnât steer you wrong. Well, hope is probably a better term. One that more accurately portrays your inner conflicts as you make your way to the back conference table nestled deep within walls of encyclopaedias. Dust entrapping the air you sit inâ age and memories baked in the walls.Â
At worst, thatâs all you shall make. Memories. Call the whole thing a bust and look online for some tutors or go to a used bookstore and buy a few more outdated textbooks. At best, youâll pass the class and become one of the best meteorologists the world has seen. No pressure on Mr. Mystery Tutor or anything. Obviously.Â
None at all.Â
Your fingers find themselves tapping against the table as you think; seat already taken, items already spread out as you wait. Just your ring finger over and over in a repeated motionâ the beat of wind speeds picking up on a desert plane. The bubbling of magma under the surface of the earth. Theâ
â(Y/n)?â A husk of a voice breaks your almost monotonous silence, your tapping suddenly ceased as a chill travels down your spine. A chill from the tone of someone's voice aloneâ can you believe that?Â
Somewhere, once, when you were little, you heard that a chill runs down your spine whenever a serial killer passes by. But this isn't that. No, this is something entirely different. More familiar. More recognizant.Â
Your eyes shoot pitifully fast up at him, almost tilting your head as you take in the features. Black hairâ maybe brown, baggy hoodie, slouched shoulders. One hand supporting the shrap of his bag that hangs over his shoulder.Â
No, you donât know him. Maybe a future you doesâ one where a timeline passes over this exact spot. Where youâre friends already, maybe something more. Something safe. Though, that isnât a very scientific explanation. One colleagues and professors may make fun of you for. You disregard the notion, only nodding your head to confirm.Â
He only mirrors the motion in return, seemingly not one for conversation himself. Finding himself pulling out the chair across from yours, setting himself inside of it. Wasting no time in pulling out his own belongings.Â
Laptop, textbook, notebook.Â
âThe professor said you were having trouble with qualitative analysis ofâŚâ His voice trails off, and you canât help but wonder how someone's voice can almost sound like a well-loved record. A tune that canât quite find its sinkâ almost too rigid to hope itself melodic.Â
You listen to the same voice as it sings out the songs of your lessons. As he goes over the failed exam beat by beat. Explaining the first few questions in such simple terms anyone could understand them. Not in a way that felt condescending, no. Again, it just felt so warm that you couldnât do anything but listen to him quietly. Absorbing everything without a single interruption.Â
Well, until question 7 at least. That is when you feel two synapses connecting in your brain reminding you of an ultra-important task that absolutely cannot be forgotten. A handshake. Your small hand cutting him off, reaching across the table without a second thought.
He stares at the pervasive hand as if it is something heâs never seen before. Never been offered in the first place. Something offensive to hurt rather than anything else.
Interesting.Â
âMy dad always said you have to shake hands when youâre meeting someone. Or else itâs bad luck down the road. SoâŚâ You explain away simply, like it should be obvious to every person on the Earth. It should, honestly. But youâve been told you have issues with thinking that wayâ that things obvious to you should be obvious to everyone else. That everyone else lives within the same bubble youâve found yourself residing in your whole life.Â
You know it isn't trueâ that the bubble youâve created is something you simply live in alone. Periphery finding itself resident to everyone else. But thatâs awfully lonely, isn't it? You choose to think the former.Â
His shoulders slowly unfurl, defences slowly lowering as he meets your hand in the middle. Rough palm meeting yours, shaking slowly up and down before both sides pull away. A magnet short of attraction of two bodies as you pull away.Â
âGood.â You nod, pulling your knees up to hover off of the ground. Resting them against the edge of the table instead. âI donât like bad luck either.âÂ
There's a beat of silence, one that you donât mind.Â
âDo you not like black cats then either?â His tone has an edge of pessimism to it. His defences considering a raise.Â
You, on the other hand, feel immediate offence. How dare he! âWhat?! Are you crazy! Or course I like them.âÂ
You miss the crook of his lip into a light smirk, defences gone once more, âWell, normally theyâre seen as bad luckâŚâÂ
âThatâs just a stereotype!â You instantly defend. Your body leaning over, moving your face closer to his.Â
He holds his arms up in defence, pencil still wedged between his fingers, âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry. My bad completely.â He lets out a quiet chuckle at the end, you only puff out your cheeks.
âEntirely.â You huff quietly, almost sounding like a petulant child, âI would never judge something just off of how theyâre born.â At that, he almost perks an ear.Â
âReally?â He asks, his eyebrows slowly raising, âNot even hybrids?âÂ
Ah, hybrids. A common discussion other people find themselves having, one that you never really found the purpose of. Arguments on their rights, the ethics of keeping them as pets, on if they should even be classified as intelligent life. You hated all of them. Didnât understand for a second why people kept themselves concerned with class divisions or keeping others subservient at all.Â
As far as you care, theyâre the same as humans. Think like humans, act like humans. Another creature just as deserving the right to live and exist as all others. You donât concern yourself with the difference in their existenceâ seeing them, treating them the same as you would any other person.Â
You canât stand that others find different opinions than yourself. Cutting them off entirely for treating another living, breathing creature with the capacity to think for itself as less. Reminding you desperately that you live on the periphery.Â
âNo, why should I care.â You scrunch your nose up at the notion youâd think otherwise. He takes the action differently. âTheyâre the same as everyone else.âÂ
You surmise your ideologies simply, though youâre never sure if your words construe correctly. His results are inconclusive as well, letting out a quiet grunt. Dropping the subject. Keeping his words from revealing what is true.Â
âWhat else is bad luck then?âÂ
You donât notice the quick subject change, âWalking under ladders, whistling in the woods, doing your laundry on a sunday. âŚI canât imagine saying Bloody Mary in a mirror 3 times is much help either.âÂ
He pauses for a second, his eyes just looking at you. Theyâre sharp thingsâ knives against a grinder maybe. Could even be too sharp to be human, if you cared to look a little closer. Cared to notice the differences between you and him.Â
But you donât, nor will you probably ever. Just allow him to shake his head simply, let him return to your test questions without a single other thought leaking into that brain of yours. Only this time, you feel comfortable enough to ask a few more questions. Let him delve more deeply into the work without the threat of your mind wandering off to useless things. Allow the clock to tick later, later, later into the nightâ moving from your exam, to the most recent concept your class has been working on. Carefully treading the water, staying afloat as you finally begin to understand.Â
You hate to admit it, you really do for the sake of your pride alone, but he really is a good teacher. He doesnât seem upset when you ask questionsâ no matter how stupid you are. He stays calm whenever you start to get frustrated, carefully talking you through it instead of getting upset himself. He seems so peaceful you almost want to hate him for it.Â
Almost, because between the gentle instructions and messy handwriting as the hours tick late into the night, jokes begin to crack freely between both of your tongues. Gentle jabs that mean nothing, topics construing into obscurity flowing into something more entertaining to discuss.Â
Thoughâ he did seem to have pause when you told him you don't trust fish. Something about them thinking theyâre better than youâ of which he agreed. Not that theyâre better than you, of course not. But that yeah⌠they do seem to have that kind of look in their eyes.Â
He feels the same way about birds, you learned. Interesting.Â
It isnât until midnight that he calls it, a time you didnât even think was plausible. You thought it was 9:30, 10 at the latest! Thereâs no way midnight could have come so soon! Just the idea of it sounded fake. But then you checked the clock in the library, then your phone, and now you donât know what to think.Â
Time has never flown so simply with another person.Â
âI told you I wasnât lying.â He has that stupid smirk on his face, the one youâve decided means heâs feeling cocky and amused.Â
âYou could⌠you could have changed all of them when I wasnât looking! To trick me?â
âYeah.. mhmm.. And what would that do.. For either of us..?â
â. . . I havenât gotten there yet.â
âRight.â He smiles, a real smile that shows off his gums. You canât help but reflect a smaller one back at him.Â
Once again he moves first, standing after heâs collected all his belongings. Tossing his bag over his shoulder while you hurry to catch up. Sliding your laptop inside before making sure your pens know their correct homes in the caseâ
What was that?
It was something so subtle anyone could have missed it. A mouse scurrying between cases, a piece of trash floating by. Something brown moving quickly in the corner of your eye. Something you neglected to notice. How could you not notice something so obvious?
When you look up at himâ finally take the man youâve spent the night with in his entirety, you see it. You missed it while he was sitting down, obviously trying to keep the thing from view, but now there was no hiding it. It was impossible to hide the thick brown tail that hung behind him in such a relaxed posture you wonder if he forgot about it, too.Â
You couldnât help the instant fascination as you took the form of it in. The pretty segments it appeared to be broken intoâ 5 if you counted them correctly, all stacked neatly upon one another. All leading to a stinger resting at the end, gently curled inward rather than held in defence.Â
The gentleness of the man himself contrasted so nicely with the firmness of the tail.Â
So pretty.
It was only then that he mustâve realised his mistake. Mustâve noticed your silence, followed your eye line to see exactly where it was laying. Realised that he let his guard down too quicklyâ understood too quickly that you didnât already know about his⌠condition. His state of existence.Â
The professor mustâve not told you. Probably thought it was a negligible factor even though it never is. Maybe when he came in you missed it, you didnât actually look up at him until he sat down anyway. Until his tail was already tucked deep under the chair for protection.Â
Without realising it, his tail raises. Curing behind his back, the tip looking even sharper than it normally does. Meanwhile his body tenses up entirely. Defence utterly encasing his form.
Fuck, and then your eyebrows are raisingâ and next youâre gonna start screaming and heâll have to run so he doesnât get taken in by hybrid services andâ
âCan I touch it?â Your voice brings him back to reality, back from the âend-of timesâ it found itself careening towards. Now heâs just, heâs just confused. Did you just ask him if you could touch it? Why arenât you acting like heâs suddenly the scum of the earth? Thatâs how hybrids are treated anyway.Â
Even if you said otherwise earlier, that doesnât mean much to someone who's never experienced otherwise.Â
â. . . oh⌠or maybe thatâs rude. Forget it. Sorry.â You rush out instead, taking his appearance softly. Honestly, you donât know much about what could be considered ârudeâ to hybrids⌠you donât have much experience with them at all, actually.Â
âYouâre notâŚâ He fumbles with himself, his tail remaining raised like a predator. He forces himself taller, forces himself to appear more together. More ready to âstrikeâ-- figuratively. He clears his throat, âWhat, you have something you want to say?â
You cock your head back sharply, rising to your feet, âNo, why would I?â You feel just as confused as him. Maybe asking to touch a hybridâs parts is more taboo than you thoughtâŚÂ
âLook I didn't mean any offence it was just pretty andââ
âJust fucking run off and report me if youâre going toââ
Both sentences are said at the same time from each party, the response mirroring exactly as well. Both faces twist into that of almost confusion and offence, upset that the other would dare say something like that for entirely different reasons.Â
âWhat are you talking about?â Your question comes from annoyance, almost anger that he would think you would do something as nasty as reporting him when he was just trying to live his life.Â
His comes from the simple word pretty. Why would you think his appendage was anything of the sort? The one thing his entire life thatâs set him backâ the very blood in his veins betraying him. The reason he canât be accepted by normal people. The reason he has to take stupid night classes at this university with any professor that is actually willing to accept him. To accept his under the table payments.Â
The very reason heâll never get a real jobâ just hope to be adopted by someone who will let him do what he wants. Just hope that the authorities donât find him, or that his own landlord wonât turn him in before he can do that.Â
And you think itâs pretty? No fucking sane person would.Â
âWhy would you think Iâd report you?â Your tone is hurt, the pang in his heart hurting just as much. He hates that he feels it, and he hates that he wants to comfort you more than anything else. Stupid fucking scorpion genes.Â
âWhat else would you do?â He scoffs, crossing his arms.
âLiterally nothing. I would do nothing.â You glare at him slightly, âI donât care that youâre a hybrid, why would I?â
âWhy wouldnât you?â His tone is accusatory, but he doesnât quite know what else to make it.Â
âOkay, letâs go down the list, yeah?â The spite in your tone lets the both of you know this night is taking a sour turn, âYou can think, you can feel, oh right, youâre your own fucking person.â
You roll your eyes, âI know words donât mean much, probably, but I view literally every creature as equal.â He still stands firm, your words and his life experiences battling in his mind. You sigh, this isnât going anywhere. âListen, I know it probably doesnât mean much, and like, we both just met so I know it doesnât hold much value. But Iâm really sorry for whatever youâve gone through in your life. It couldnât have been easy. But I really, truly donât care about whatever laws are in place. As far as Iâm concerned, youâre equal to me.â
Your tone had gone soft, more gentle. Trying to dispel the hostility that hung fragrant in the air. But it looks like he canât move. Doesnât really know how after all of that. You probably wouldnât eitherâ though youâre not sure, youâve never been good at putting yourself in other people's shoes. You just hope he believes you⌠thatâs all you can do.Â
âIâll head out first. You have my number, text me if you want to meet again.â You start towards the door, the ball left in the other manâs court. You wish you couldâve at least got his name first but.. He never introduced himself. Hmm, maybe you did the handshake too late, thatâs why the bad luck kicked in.Â
âYou think itâs pretty?â You almost donât hear his words, too far away.Â
You turn your body back to face him, a gentle smile crocheted onto your lips, âOf course I do. Exquisite.âÂ
The two of you stand in silence for a minute longer, trying to navigate the confusing energy moving between both of your forms. Itâs only when you turn back around again to leave that he finally speaks. The simple word of his name.Â
âYoongi.âÂ
âWell, it was very nice to meet you, Yoongi.â You say softly, tilting your head to look at him once again, âI really do hope we can be friends.â
But that was years ago. Friends came and went; now you want so much more. More than you could ever quite articulate. You know it now as you sit with him, an after-chase ritual in whatever cheap roadside bar you can find. Never finding yourselves regulars, always on the moveâ save for the presence of each other.Â
âI donât think luck is real, you know.â Yoongi drawls into your ear, the scent of alcohol heavy on his tongue. His body leaning against yours in the crowded bar, hair dancing against the side of your neck all while his tail finds itself curled around your back. A simple motion that could only be described as protective, possessive.Â
âWhat?!â You dramatically slap your hand against your mouth, an action you picked up from him. Alcohol inhibiting both of your minds only slightly, letting words flow a little easier than they otherwise might. Letting touch feel a little more commonplace.Â
An afterwork tradition, if you will.Â
âYouâre insane!â You announce, slapping his shoulder playfully, âYouâre gonna make bad luck get us Yoongi!! Take it back!âÂ
Your voice is almost a whine, and he wants to fold because of it.Â
âYou say that like you arenât a stem major!â He laughs, his eyes shining like crescent moons you want to live on. Wait, does that even make sense?
âThat doesnât matter! We're likeâ the least scienc-y!! Our whole job is practically based on luck! Oh my god!â Now youâre stopping your foot a little, and his tail finds itself pulling you closer.
âYeah, but you have no idea how many ladderâs Iâve walked under and you still say I have the best luck.â He gigglesâ fucking giggles!! Can you believe the audacity of this man?!Â
âYoongi!! How dare you!! Do you know how many E5sâ youâve cost us?! Probably like.. Like 20!âÂ
âMm, maybe yours just keeps it up for the both of us. Huh?â You humph, you fucking humph, and maybeâ just maybe, Yoongi feels himself going a little insane. Forgetting himselfâ what you are meant to be to him.
âThatâs the only plausible explanation⌠obviouslyâŚâÂ
He hums, âObviously.âÂ
Thereâs a brief moment, a flicker in the air of something indescribable. Something that makes your skin feel a quiet, humble flame strumming under the surface. That makes you feel as if there's electricity pulsing through the space left between your noses. That makes you feel almost invincible as your eyes meet his warm brown tones.Â
Youâve come to love earthy hues since meeting Yoongi. Heâs full of them, after all.Â
But, the flame of the match is blown out far too quick for you to truly comprehend what that moment was. Why it felt the way it did. Instead, your left sputtering with the absence of Yoongi, the slow withdrawal of his form.Â
âIâll go get us more drinks.â His gravelly voice mutters just loud enough to hear over the music. You can only nod along, already missing the security of the tail curled around your back.Â
At least he isnât so shy about itâs presence anymore. At least not like he was back thenâ trying to hide it, trying to make the rest of the world forget about it. You never understood why, no, how could you when you love it so much? Find it just another integral part of Yoongi for you to love.Â
You can even smile now, thinking back to how cute he got the first time he let you touch it. How he turned red to his ears, the chill that travelled down his spine. The flick of it as it chased after your hand when you retreated. It was too fucking cute back then⌠mm. Maybe thatâs when you first started to grow a crush on the man.Â
Or maybe it was always how struck he was when you complimented him. Pushed it aside like it meant nothing, yet he always seemed a little out of it for the rest of your time spent together. You suppose Yoongi has always been reticent to your gaze; but then again, he was always aloof when it came to his feelings as it was. Nothing to dwell on, honestly.Â
Youâve never tried to hide your feelingsâ have never wanted to, really. You donât think you even know how. But youâre not going to force them on him either. If he wants to act, the door has always been open. And it will remain open to him, probably forever.Â
âHowâd the chase go this time?â A voice carries you from your head, your feet returning to the solid ground. Jisung, a fellow chaser finds himself in the seat next to yoursâ the seat Yoongi used to fill. A friend in the industry, you could say. Though, you take to thinking he probably wants more.Â
âMmm⌠��bout as good as any other this late into the seasonâŚâ You hum, taking a sip from your half-full glass, âNever as good around this time of year.âÂ
Your sigh makes a gentle smile grow onto his plush lips, âReally? I thought you fell in love with every storm.â He lets out a quiet snort, swirling his own cup. His eyes seem to remain focused on you, though.Â
âOf course I do. Everyone is perfect and special!â You declare a smile stretching back, âHowever, like every caring mother, I do have favourites.âÂ
âI donât thinkâ thatâs notââ He laughs, âArenât parents not supposed to have favourites?â
âYou really believe that Lie, Sung? Bold of you.â
âWell, do you have favourite pets?â
âOf course not!! How dareâ okay, yeah. Itâs the goldfish. His name is Guppie and he is my pride and joy. Named after my first love in elementary school~ imagine I let out a dreamy sigh here.â
His laugh makes your own come out as well, âYour first love was a⌠fish?â
âWhat, no?â
âThey were named Guppie? ⌠Like a fishâŚâ
âNickname, of course.â You giggle, girlish and cute.Â
âDo you give nicknames to everyone then?â He moves his face closer in wonder, excitement, âWhatâs mine? You have to tell me.â
You hum, tapping your chin in contemplation, âI donât know âSung, nicknames are reserved for extra special people in my lifeâŚâ
âAh!â He clutches his chest, looking down before popping his head up. Puppy dog eyes, âIâm not extra special? You wound me (Y/n)! You really do! And I really thought we had something, I canât believe this.âÂ
You laugh loudly at the dramatic actâ emotions on the sleeve are so much more fun to display. You know he probably means none of it, but itâs still adorable. You canât help but lean in closer, slapping his chest gently.Â
âShh! Shh! Youâre too loud! Too loud! Youâre extra special!â The conversation is easy, just as it always is with Jisung. Though it isnât the sameâ you canât help but notice that fact. It feels easy, smooth⌠though like there is a wall in the way of true connection. Like there is a way you are meant to act. Just like there always is.Â
Always is with everyone but Yoongi.Â
Itâs strange. But something youâve grown attached to. Fond of.Â
He clears his throat behind youâ think of the devil and he shall appear. Or however the saying goes. Youâve never been good with them, anyway. Your strengths and your faults, the simple facts have become all too aware of over time. Not that you mind them, of course. You just accept them as a fact of âyouâ. Just like your bubble, just like your impossible.
âOh, hey!â Jisung is bright as always, giving a gentle wave to the man behind you.Â
âPoongie!â You smile, your inebriated mind already attempting to wrap itself around his torso. Itâs not your fault you already missed him!
Jisung erupts in a fit of giggles, âPoongie?! Thatâs his?!â
âYep! Mixture of Pookie and Yoongi. He loves it.â He certainly does, but he would never admit it. Actually, he feels kind of odd right now. More⌠stiff than he was before he left. Like something⌠darker? Is radiating off of him. Though, itâs not actually dark. Just kind of⌠displeased. You can't seem to find the right word.Â
âI can tell.â Jisung rolls his eyes, âHe looks thrilled.âÂ
That only seems to further upset the man, his tail slowly curling around itself on instinct. Moving to find purchase on your waist. To pull you closer. To claim you. Sober thoughts slipping into a drunk mind, his actions freer than he normally allows them to be.Â
Jealousy. Thatâs all he feels. Jealous that you just called someone whoâs been openly hitting on you the entire season âextra specialâ. How fucking childish of him. He knows that even now, but he doesnât want to stop. Everything that normally does feels as though theyâve gone into hibernation at this very moment. Â
He just wants you.Â
The next thing the Scorpion knows, heâs setting the drinks on the counter while you gaff away. Lifting you by your hips, sliding his form underneath yours with a grunt. Placing you on his lap and finally, making sure youâre secure to him with a hug of his tail around your midsection.Â
He almost feels proud at your little squeal of surprise. At the blush on your cheeks. Thatâs right. Heâs the only special one to you. This other manâ other predator should know it.Â
He knows heâll regret this display in the morning. That heâll feel utterly embarrassed by the whole thing. But right now Min Yoongi feels on top of the world.Â
âYoongi! What are you doing!â You hiccup out in surprise, trying to turn to face him. But he holds you still, holds you secure. Holds you safe just like he always makes sure you are. Gives you a response only by the shrug of his shoulders, his chin finding purchase in the crook of your neck.Â
âW-well.. Fine then!â You huff, puffing out your cheeks just a little, âIâll stay, but⌠just for a little! Iâll stay here for a littleâŚâ You grow a little quiet near the end, a little nervous. But you couldnât feel more warm than in this moment. So heavenly.Â
Jisung only laughs, what else is he meant to do anyway? A small, petulant part of Yoongi was hoping heâd run for the hillsâ he would with such aggressive scent marking. But then again, the other man is a human, probably doesnât know anything about such a thing.Â
The other part of Yoongi almost wants him to watch. Wants the other man to watch you drown in your own blush, watch as you learn more and more into the firm chest behind you. Feel the connection you two have thatâ
Oh, youâre laughing again too, what a pretty sound. The conversation picking up once againâ Jisung is a conversationalist isnât he. Yoongi almost wishes he was the same. Jealousy is an ugly emotion. It makes people do drastic things. It makes Yoongi want to do even more drastic things.Â
If only he was human.Â
If he was human he'd do so much more. Would have already done so much more. But now, in his current state of being, he couldnât handle it. He wouldnât be able to handle the rejection. He knows it. Knows it in the way motherâs comfort their children after one look at his tail, and knows it in the way you look at storms.Â
Yoongi isnât a tornado. You would never look at him the same way you look at them. With such love and light in your eyes.Â
But god he wants you to, he wants you to more than anything. He wants to be an option. He wants to be the center of your universe just like those dumb fuck storms are. He wants to be the wind that plays with your hair, the rain that kisses your skin. He wants to be the very thing that envelopes your entire consciousness just like those storms do.Â
And maybe, just maybe if he presses himself close enough to you he can. He can pretend with the poison in his blood that you like him. He can be yours, even if it's only for a night.
He would always be yours. You never hisâ.Â
And as the night ticks on, venom bubbling up every second that ticks, he feels himself becoming looser. Feels you melting into his grip as pretty drinks and florals fill your mind. Feels your scent starting to overpower his nose as his mind blurs with thoughts of you. Almost feels the tangle of souls joining in the way heâs always wished them to. Â
âYoonie..â You hum, fingers coming up loosely to move through his hair in a way they only do when the two of you are alone, âHe went to get a drink, can let me go nowâŚseats open.âÂ
He almost feels annoyed at your words, and you canât help but let the disappointment of them bubble, too. You donât want him to let you go. In fact, youâd be happy staying like this forever. But you know Yoongi, you know he doesnât like to be so⌠affectionate in public. Heâs one to show his love quietly, something else youâve come to find endearing over the years youâve spent by his side.Â
Only, you donât feel relieved movements like you expected to, no. While his arms go lax, his tail almost pulls tighter. The two sides of him fighting, arguing over what to do next. And next, next you feel something so warm. So soft against your neck that you donât know what to do.Â
Lips. His lips are against your neck. A gentle press to the side of the column robbing you of your ability to breath, ability to think. Normal affectionate pecks are common, sure, when the two of you have spent too long reaserching and analysing the your brains are working a little slower than they normally do, they might even be seen as common. But this kiss, this kiss was slow. It was languid. It was so much more. Everything youâve ever wanted.Â
âHave to?â His words are quiet, gruff. Lips moving against your neck as he talks. Spoken to you alone in the world, emboldened by the alluring mix of jealousy and alcohol.Â
You shake your head, much emboldened by the same. He never has to let you go.Â
âGood.â You feel your heart in your ears, ready to explode as he moves his arm back around you, back to your hip to hold you steady, âMine.âÂ
Neither of you ever expected that single, life altering word to ever leave his lips.
âY-Yours?â You canât help yourself, you need to make sure you heard him right. Needed to make sure this whole thing wasnât a dream. That his lips, slowly kissing along the ridge of your shoulder are real and not a figment of your imagination.Â
Though he doesnât say it again, doesnât will himself to. Instead the sound you hear is something low, one youâve never heard him use against you. A gentle growl lodged in the back of his throat, confirming it. Confirming everything for your head and your heart to hear.Â
âYoursâŚâ You try again, tilting your head to the side, giving him more room. He hums in assurance, in want.Â
You think you could die happy.Â
The impossible. The impossible is claiming you for himself. Is holding the heart of the love struck college student, the nervous new-hire, the assured scientist all in the palm of his hand. Is confirming your affections. Confirming the fire brewing deep in your belly. The coals that have been slowly and tenderly cared for over time.Â
Yoongi and the stormsâ theyâre both your impossible, your fate finding reality.Â
âY-Yoongi Iââ He tilts your chin, cutting you off mid sentence. Passion alight beneath the subtle glow of amber that robs you of your words. Lets you know exactly what you need to. Makes the fire burst into flames as his fingers gently dig into your hip, makes your entire body heat as he rubs in gentle circles.Â
âI donât like him.â He grunts, letting his forehead rest against yours, âKeeps you from me.âÂ
âNo one can keep me from you.â The reply is instant, your lips barely missing his. âYouâre for me.â
God, and at that moment you know that the prettiest noise in the world is Yoongiâs quiet groan. The way his eyes close, the way he practically pulls you down into his lap sends you into overdrive. The way he slowly rolls his own up is enough to send you into a puddle of your former being.Â
The rest of the world is gone, entirely melted away from reality. Now, now itâs just you and Yoongi. Cornered away from the rest of the bar, out of sight. Out of mind. Just his hands slowly moving your hips to be seated on just one of his thighs, his tail making sure youâre secure. Just your scent driving him crazy.
He can tell how wet you already are. He can tell how much you want him, just as he wants you.Â
The contact is rough, a little maddening. His jeans pressing up against yours, the thin cotton of your panties not doing much to stop the harsh heat. But you donât want it to stop. You want him to do whatever he wants.Â
âYouâre wet.â He isn't shy to admit it. Isnât shy to admit the smell invading his nose. Isnât shy to let you know exactly what itâs doing to him with the rock of your hips. Letting you feel something hard pressed right against your back.Â
âShut upâŚâ You instantly complain, whining as you lean your back against his chest, further into his touch. He cracks a soft smile at your words, rocking you back and forth so slowly, so carefully. Letting you feel every flex of the muscle, every rough movement of the jean against your clit. Savouring every second now that the threat of the other man has dissipated. Taking his time in case all of this is a dream and he will have to give you up tomorrow.Â
âWhy? Not cute when I say it?â He chuckles, jumping his leg slightly off the ground, sending a wave through your body. A shock of pleasure to the system that has a gentle moan tumbling from your lips. That has your hips sending a gentle buck back. That has your brain feeling as though it might become mush.
Yoongi is going to be the death of you, youâre sure of it.Â
âHey guys IâŚâ Yoongiâs eyes find Jisung before your own do. Before the flushed expression on your face can quell and certainly before you can find a coherent thought. And suddenly the lazy foreplay in the corner of the bar is gone. Suddenly Yoongi is no more than an animal once again.Â
âO-Oh! Jisung! S-sorry let me justââ You try, but there isnât any use. No, Yoongi is pissed you even said his name. Pissed you tried to move away from him. Why would you try to move away from him? A predator with his mâ prey being stolen right out from under him. A predator that has everything to gain and everything to lose.Â
Yoongi isnât thinking anymore as he stands, just barely keeping you upright as he pulls you away. Grabs your hand and leads you to the bathroom, locks the door once youâre both inside.Â
Sanity is no longer present. Only the jealousy he feels inside. Only annoyance at the other man for trying to take you away from him. You said he was yours, that he was made for you. And the other predator dared try to take you? Take you from him when you were about to share something so sweet?
Yoongi knows he isnât thinking right. Knows he might regret it in the morningâ but he also knows if he doesnât do something now heâll regret it even more. For once, for once in his life he wants to be selfish. For once in his life he wants to forget he canât ever have you because heâs a hybrid. For once he just wants you.Â
Youâd let him have you. Over and over again. For the rest of your lives.Â
âYoongi what are youââ He cuts you off with his lips against your own for he doesnât know the answer. Heâs letting himself just exist for once. Exist in the way he wants to without care. And all he wants right now is to kiss you.Â
You couldnât want anything more. Have been waiting your entire life to feel the press of his lips against your own. Kiss him back without a second thoughtâ without reprieve. Let your mouth slip open easily for him, let everything get as messy as he wants.Â
The time for gentle foreplay is over. No, now is the time to consume.Â
Without a second thought he lifts you by your hips, your hands falling into place against his shoulder. Letting him lead, letting him take control as he fits his body against yours with such perfect harmony. Nobody would doubt youâre two pieces of the same puzzle, ready to fit together for the rest of eternity.Â
He groans when he feels your hips press against his, as he feels your heat seep through layers of clothing. Cusses when he finally pulls back, sees the saliva collected at the corner of your lips. The hazy look in your eye that tells him you need him just as much as he needs you. That you want him so terribly you canât help but fall against him for love, for safety.Â
Itâs just the alcohol.
Yoongi practically growls at his own thoughts, his tail rising in defence, in defiance against his own brain. Forcing the thoughts away, forcing everything away other than your body in the room. Other than your desire in the room.Â
When his mind is no longer clouded he can come to terms with all of this, come to terms with his feelings and shove them so far back down theyâll never see the light of dayâ but now, right now he needs this. Needs it more than anything.Â
âWant you.â He grunts, his knees falling onto the dirty bathroom floor. His hands splay against your thighs, feeling them. Worshipping the skin as if it is an altar. As if youâre his religion. âCan I?â
He doesnât have to ask, he doesnât need to. He would never have to ask you. Every single time youâd fall for the storm that is Min Yoongi. Over and over again. As if itâs as easy as breathing, as easy as thinking.Â
The answer is even easier nowâ as your heart beats in your ears, as arousal pools in your gut. As his blunt fingernails dig themselves ever so slightly into your flesh, begging for entry. Begging for you to just give in. His cheeks a flush, his hair already a wreck. His chest rising and falling and thinking just for you.Â
He looks like a god.Â
âW-want you.â Your stutter makes you feel meak, but his groan of approval makes you feel strong. Makes you feel like your bubble has been popped, like the world finally has meaning past tornados and cataclysms.Â
He takes your approval without any grace. Without a second to even think before heâs pulling your pants down with such hunger, such carnal need. His throat releases a groan of desire as your scent hits him at full force, as you give yourself to him.Â
He canât help himself as he presses his face against your panties, his nose right against your clit as he inhales. Takes in all of you for himself. Lets himself be greedy.Â
âY-Yoongi!â You squeak in surprise, the noise tapering into a whine. How could he do something so embarrassing! What is wrong withâ
You canât even finish the thought before his fingers pull your panties to the side, his eyes focused directly on your wet, needy cunt. âSmell good.âÂ
If you werenât entirely red before, you certainly are now. There is no way you couldnât be. Not with the hunger in his eyes. The fire in your belly.Â
His tongue darts out, licking your pussy directly without a second thought. Parting your lips, collecting your arousal on his tongue. Tasting you, basking in everything you. Listening to the pretty little moan that comes from your parted lips. Falling apart without a second thought.Â
And suddenly heâs hungry. Hungrier than heâs ever been in his entire life. Hungry in a way that heâs sure can only be satiated by you. By making you his.Â
âFuck, (Y/n)...â He almost sounds more affected than you are, like he could cum from your taste alone. But he canât, he wonât let himself. He wants, needs to be inside of you more than everything. Needs to fuck you, consume every part of you like he so selfishly craves.Â
âGotta get you readyâŚâ Heâs talking to himself more than to you as he stands again, trying to keep himself from succumbing to the scorpion screaming at him to just claim you as his. He can only be selfish for tonight. This night. âYou gonna be quiet for me? Canât get caught.â
âPleaseâŚâ Your voice is practically a whimper, practically begging him to just do something, anything. And who is he to deny you of such simple pleasures? Especially when you whine just for him, moan just for him. Jut your hips out ever so slightly to present yourself just to him.Â
His thumb finds your clit almost instantly as you call out to him. Rubbing circles into the bundle of nerves with quick, fast precision while another digit presses against your leaking hole. Preparing you, getting you ready for the intrusion.Â
Your voice is a sirenâs song, and Yoongi then knows why pirates used to get lost at sea. Used to become entrapped by the mermaids that sang for them. He feels himself going crazy now, as your head tilts back. As your cunt flutters around nothing, begging him to slide his finger inside just as you both desperately crave.Â
A buck of your hips is all he needs to fuck the digit inside, trusting it in and out slowly. Making sure it goes as deep as it can before curling and slowly retracting. Increasing pace with the volume of your sounds, with the circle of your clit. Combining sensation, driving you further and further into the clouds with every movement.Â
It is then you know that his hands are a deadly poison, one you know you will fall apart to. Especially with the gentle sounds of his grunts, with the push of a second finger into your hole. With his heated gaze focused on nothing but how well youâre taking him, how youâre stretching so prettily around his fingers.Â
You place your hand over your mouth, try to keep your moans to a minimum. Try to suppress every little sound that threatens to spill past your lips. Yet you canât help it, how could you when he knows exactly where to curl his fingers? When they press right against that little bundle of nerves inside. When they rub against you so perfectly.Â
âY-Yoongi!â You accidentally shout, your hips bucking in surprise. The band growing tighter and tighter in your lower abdomen. Your eyes clouding with pleasure as your head feels lighter and lighter.Â
He only smirks, gentle and sinful. âFound it.âÂ
He thrusts his fingers back in the exact same way, their pace hurried. Concise. Locating that exact same spot over and over again, curling his fingers up just right. Timing the strokes perfectly with a roll of your clit. You feel like you could scream, youâre going to scream.
âY-Youâre so mean!â You whimper, the hand on your clit moving to hold your thighs down. To resist your messy bucking. Resist your adorable begging for more. This other thumb moving to press against your clit instead.Â
Then you see it, see the pretty brown thing that had you so enamoured to begin with. Remember just how sensitive it was when you touched it first, and just how mean heâs being to you now.Â
With all the clarity you have left in your little brain you reach for his tail, hold it in your tiny hands. Whimper at how big it is, how strong it feels. How much it protects you. And without a second thought, you wrap your lips around the tip of it and moan. Using it as a gag, using it to stop your cries.Â
Yoongi suddenly tenses below you, his entire frame shifting as your mouth sucks on the tip. Your eyes closed in concentration, little tears bubbling up in the corners as you whine around him. Fully focused on your pleasure, the feeling of his fingers inside of youâ so close to falling apart.Â
He thinks he could cum at that second. Heâs sure of it.Â
A choked groan leaves his own lips as his fingers resume their pace, his senses going into overdrive. No longer thinking, no longer able to do anything but act. But take and take and give and give until there's nothing left.
And god he wants to burn this picture into his brain. Wants to cement it into the rest of his thoughts, his very being. His movements are messier, faster as he fucks his fingers into your cunt. Doesnât care about the noise as his tail moves on its own, slowly thrusting in and out of your mouth. Your g-spot battered, you clit burning with pleasure.Â
Sounds that resemble words fall deaf on your tongue as the band finally breaks, as the world around you spins. As you find euphoria from Yoongiâs fingers. The eye of the storm befalling your very being as electricity moves down your spine as the winds subside.Â
Youâre left panting in front of him, your walls tightening as he slowly coaxes you through it. Helps you feel every ounce of pleasure that you deserve. Kisses your shoulder gently, softly, watching you come down from your high.Â
You can only whine at the affection, the fog lifting for a brief second as he slowly pulls his fingers out of you. You feel so emptyâ too empty. You still want him. You still want so much more.Â
You try to say his name, try to vocalise but it only sends vibrations down his tail. A groan leaving his lips, heat still heavy in his eyes. You realise his tail is still moving, still slowly moving in and out of your mouth. You know he isnât finished.
You know you never want him to be.Â
You raise your leg up, kicking, trying to push his pants down. Begging them to just drop a little lower. To get his cock out so he can fuck you properly. So he can make you feel so much more full of everything him.Â
He lets out a chuckle of a scoff, his bangs falling in front of his eyes as he shakes his head, âNeedy.â He grunts, yet he feels the exact same way. Removing his tail from your mouth, finally letting you speak. Ignoring the way his heart hammers at the sight of your puffy, glossed lips.Â
âShut up.â Is the only reply you can muster, hands quickly moving to try and shove his pants down. To try and get him inside of you. He just smiles, the predatory glint never leaving his eyes. The dig of his nails never leaving your thigh.Â
Finally, with your messy attempts you urge them down, force the annoying material down his thighs, his boxers moving right along with it. And fuck, you canât help but gawk. Canât help but whine because shit, youâve never seen a cock so pretty! What the hell! That isnât fair! None of this is fair and he hates you!
âYou hate me.â You whimper, letting him take the lead once again. Following as he slowly leans you back, manoeuvres your hips in exactly the way he wants. Presents your puffy, fluttering cunt just for him. Messy and aching, desperate for more.Â
âMaybe.â He smiles, teasing you. Heâs teasing you! Can you believe that! You certainly canât, a whine and a gentle smack to his chest telling him everything he needs to hear. Yet youâre forgetting about it all too quickly as you feel the head of something hard gently press against your lips.
In your hazed stupor, you completely missed the action. The way he gripped his cock in his hands, the languid strokes heâs made up and down the length. The way he flicked his thumb over the head just before he decided to so sinfully trace it along your slit. Teasing himself, tracing around your hole with the head. You think he might kill you.Â
He thinks much of the same.Â
âIâm on birth control.â You messily squeak out of the blue, eyes trained between your bodies where heâs so close. So very close to fucking himself inside. Into being exactly where you want him. Snapping that final line you two could never come back from.Â
His eyes dart up to your face, something dark in the iris. Something neither of you address as he finally lets go of his last bit of reserve. As his lips slam into yours, consuming your very being.Â
His hand finds your leg, pulling it up, resting it against his hip to draw you closer. In one single thrust drawing all the air out of your lungs, removing all thoughts from your head as he thrusts his entire length inside. Filling you, stretching you in the most perfect way. In a way you never imagined another person could do.
Your cries are drowned by his lips, his own curses lost in the same. The stretch, the burn is subtle, yet you could never want anything less. Anything more than the euphoric feeling of Yoongi feeling your ever being.Â
âShitâŚâ He finally lets himself breathe, let himself have a moment to feel you. Feel your plush walls wrapped around his length, feel you fluttering around him so perfectly. Youâre going to make him insane.Â
He pants softly, trying to waitâ trying to hold himself back from fucking you so hard you canât walk. So hard heâll have to carry you out of this shitty bar. So that everyone will know what the two of you did. Just who you belong to.Â
You give an experimental wiggle of your hips, a signal to move. A signal to stop holding back. The only signal that he needs.Â
âYoongi!â The cry is loud, but he canât seem to care anymore. The pace he takes is anything but slow. It's fast, hard. Rushed. Like he canât wait a single second longer. Canât waist a fucking millisecond doing anything else other than laying claim to your soul.Â
His hips snap against your own, his cock practically hitting your cervix with every thrust. His cock pressed against that same bundle inside every time he draws back, every time he fills you again and again. Itâs messyâ messy and so wet. So perfect.Â
âFuck, fuck.â He mutters to himself, damp hair falling into his eyes, âHave to be quick, gonna fuck you hard, okay?âÂ
He drawls, scratchy. Rough. Pressing his hips fully against yours, fully feeling your slick heat. The lewd noises bouncing against the walls, filling the space. Sending a symphony into your strumming ears. Into your already worn out frame.Â
You nod in agreement quickly, almost dumbly as you try to fall into a rhythm. Try to meet his movements the best you can. It feels pointless, all of it does. Trying to do anything feels so pointless when heâs fucking you so relentlessly. Like heâs waited his entire life for this moment and heâd rather die than waste another second.
Fucking you like it means something. Like you mean everything.
âShit, (Y/n). So fucking wet.â He groans, his head rolling back, no longer able to look at the mess between your legs, âSo needy.âÂ
You whine, shaking your head. Trying to gain a semblance of reality when it feels like it has been shattered in the most beautiful way.
âSh-Shut up!â You whine, your walls clenching around his cock, âA-Am! Am not!âÂ
Your denial sends a wave of something through Yoongi. Something that makes him growl, that makes his sight darken just a bit more.Â
âYouâre not?â He scoffs, his eyes finding your own, reading you like an open book, âLittle fucking liar.âÂ
His pace changes, taking shape into a different beast entirely. Something new. His thrusts turn from messy, hurried to sharp and preciseâ the pace never changing. Every single thrust knocking the wind from your lungs, changing the very shape of your DNA to scream for him and only him.
âY-Yoongi what the fuck?!â You whine, your head knocking back, hitting the glass behind you. Even more of your brain cells scrambling, trying to stay in reality. Trying not to float off in the great beyond where Yoongi wants you to stay.Â
âHmm?â He grunts, his eyes focused back downwards. Right to where your slick coats him, to where a pretty white ring has formed around the base. He wonât last long. Even if he wants to keep fucking you forever, he knows heâs done for. âThought you werenât needy.â
You whine, unable to stop the band from pulling tight in your gut once again. Unable to stop the pleasure from coursing through your veins. Already a wreckâ your body warm with sweat and your hole fluttering uselessly around him. Trying to draw him back in over and over.
Never get him to leave.Â
His voice is suddenly in your ear, far closer than you remember him being. Far closer than you can manage him being. Fuck, and now his thumb is pressing against your clit again. You donât know what you can do, what to do.Â
âYou can cum if you just admit it, human.â Youâre going insane. âTell me how fucking needy you are for me. Câmon, do it. I know you can.âÂ
Itâs over for you. You had no clue Yoongi could ever be like this, no clue just how much youâd want it. How much youâd love it. Even as tears bubble in the corners of your eyes from the pleasure, even as your hips buck up weakly to meet his thrusts. As his cock makes you feel like youâre about to enter the pearly gates.Â
You know you love it.Â
âY-Yoongi!â You whimper, your hands gripping his shoulders with so much strength you think they might bruise. Hell, youâre sure heâs bruised your hips. There isnât much difference. âI-I!âÂ
âMhmm..â He hums, sounding entirely unaffected on the surface, yet itâs clear heâs falling apart just as much as you. Clear in the way his hips stutter so slightly, losing their pace. Clear in the way he holds you tighter and tighter. The way his tail curls possessively around your leg. âYou can do it. Say it, human.â
âI-Iâm needy!â You whine, forgetting your volume, âI-I need you, Yoongi!âÂ
Just like that, heâs tumbling off the edge. Your words acting as an anchor, as the very thing heâs wanted to hear for years. His hips stuttering inside of you, filling your cunt with his cum without a second thought.Â
âCum, pretty thing.â His voice is guttural. A command as your legs lock around him. His thumb never giving your clit reprise. while he doesnât stop the movement of his thumb. Your own release finding you the second you feel his cock twitch inside of you, the moment you feel his cum leak inside.Â
Winds swirl at your very being. Lifting you higher and higher into the clouds as your walls clench around him. Milking him for everything, for all heâs worth. Making sure every drop lands inside, making sure you stay nice and full of him while your head wanders into the clouds. While every bit of your being feels fireworks.Â
Your legs donât even let go as the two of you slowly begin to calm down. As your heart rates try to return to normal and air returns to your lungs. As Yoongiâs length slowly begins to soften inside of your cute, worn little cunt.Â
You donât want to let go. You never want to let go.Â
His grip slowly softens on your hip. Thumb working to rub slow, gentle circles in their place. His lips finding the column of your throat once moreâ gentle, nipping kisses find home over the marks he left while sitting at the bar. Not any real bonding marks like his scorpion may have wanted, but pretty red things that claim your skin in a human way.Â
Your fingers find his strands, knotting themselves in them. Keeping his head where it belongs. Youâve never felt more loved, more wanted in this moment.Â
You never want it to end.Â
âNeedyâŚâ He smiles to himself, shaking his head softly. His hair tickles your ear. ���Canât believe you actually said it.âÂ
âY-you!â You try, realising how severely youâre still out of breath. You hate how quickly heâs bounced back. âYou made me! You ass!âÂ
He only smiles, shaking his head. Still in complete and utter disbelief that this is real, âI wanted to hear it. You were cute.âÂ
Your legs finally relax when you whine. They easily fall on either side of him, kicking slightly in petulance as he pulls away from your cunt. Removing himself from you, smiling as his cum starts to collect at your opening.Â
This still all has to be a dream for him, it has to be.Â
âYou hate me!â You repeat again, warmth coming to your cheeks once more as his hands find your cunt. One thump pulling your lip open, letting him see just how much of a mess heâs made you. Letting him watch as his cum drips from your core.Â
âMaybe.â He canât help the fond glow in his eyes as he kisses your cheek. A thought coming to the forefront of his brain that he forces back. Another thought he could never let surface, not even now as youâre stuffed with his cum.Â
His scorpion still preens all the same, though. Filled with thoughts of kids. Thoughts Yoongi, the human, not the scorpion, would never say aloud. Drunk, tipsy, or sober.Â
He reaches for the dispenser, grabbing a few paper towels before turning on the sink and running them under. Not the best tool, but it will do.Â
âWell, I donât hate youâŚâ Youâre blushing as you say the words, almost embarrassed without real reason to be. What you just did, it was so much more than âI donât hate you.â At least, it wasnât to you. You hope it wasnât for him either.Â
You help him with his pants, reaching your hands down and pulling them up slowly for him, âI donât hate you either.â He rolls his eyes, gently cleaning the space between your legs.Â
âAwkward if you did.â You huff, lifting your hips as he moves your underwear back in place. Stay hovering as he slides your jeans back up as well.Â
He leaves a gentle press against your temple, offering you a hand as you hop off the counter. Hips and legs already entirely too sore, a whine shedding your throat as you let him know the pain. All while he only laughs, patting your butt as he helps you walk.
The picture of domesticity.Â
Neither of you address the elephant in the room, both for entirely different reasons. For radically different realities. The morning would be better anyway, you surmise. With fluid thoughts and no liquor in your system.Â
You assume Yoongi feels the same way as you both walk home. Gentle shoulders and banter thrown around as casually as ever. The only solid thing the both of you know: you can never go back to that bar again.
God, your fucking head hurts. Maybe?? Maybe everything hurts? When the hell did the sun get so loud?! Since when did light feel like fucking screaming, man?! This isnât fair! Nothing is fair and the world hates you! Exclusively you, and no one but you!
No, thatâs not true. Thatâs completely illogical, actually. But you canât find it in yourself to care. Especially when your head is buzzing and your stomach is already growling for some kind of food.Â
Oh god, food would be so good right now. Warm steamy pancakes, eggs, some kind of potato with a dash of Yoongi to eat it with like you do every morning.Â
Suddenly, the other side of the bed feels entirely too cold. Freezing. A void empty where the warmth you felt last night should reside.
He fell asleep there, you're sure of it. You remember the feeling of his arms around you, the soft snores that left his lips after you both stumbled into bed. Barely getting undressed before falling into your bed. You remember everything about last night. So much so that you canât help the heat that rises to your cheeks at the memory. The thought of everything done in that dingy bathroom, all the words spoken, the care professed.Â
Even if you were tipsy, you would never forget it. You would never regret it. Were waiting to wake up in his arms to make everything officialâ a long overdue conversation that would finally set in motion your lives together.Â
So where the hell is he?
A pout forms on your lips as you stretch, your body too tight for the morning and even more so for your search. The soreness in your hips, the bruises he left from his grip a brutal reminder of his absence as you sit up, your eyes squinting as you scope the scene.
You donât think you like what you seeâ itâs a weird feeling, honestly. His bag is gone, his shoes are gone, his clothes are gone. For the first time in all the years youâve known him, he feels utterly gone. Not a speck of him in your room, not a single sign he was even on this trip with you.Â
Does he regretâŚ
The frown pulls deeper as you reach for your phone. You definitely donât like this feeling. Like he wasnât even there to begin with after everything that just happened.Â
âAh, stop it.â You say to yourself, one of your hands coming up to gently pat your cheek. You hate where your brain is going so quickly. Maybe youâre just a sop that needed more aftercare than he knew aboutâ yeah, that's probably it. He probably just wanted to go back to his own room and shower before you had to work today. See, that makes much more sense, doesnât it? You nod your head, almost in agreement with your thoughts. Set on your decision, on the most-likely-possible solution.Â
[9:27am] To: Poongie
> Goodmorning :> I hope you slept wellÂ
> Did you wanna go get breakfast at the diner? I think Iâm dying and only hashbrowns can fix me unfortunatelyÂ
You wish you could say you werenât affectedâ wish you could say you werenât sitting there, waiting for a response. Heart beating out of your chest like a schoolgirl in love. Itâs silly, isnât it? What emotions can make you feel inside and out. How they can seem to affect every part of your being without even trying.Â
You suppose storms are the same way. Suppose all natural forces areâ the sun, the moon, the stars. They all have their own cosmic power that distils someone at their very core. Leaving them waiting, abating in agony over a simple text back from the man you like.Â
You toss your phone to the side, choosing to get ready instead of imagining anymore fantasies. You live in reality, a woman of science. Thereâs no sense in trying to explain everything you feel, only accepting that you feel it.Â
Mmm. As you get dressed, you wonder how long youâll be able to go on like that for.Â
[10:02] From: Poongie
> gm
> i already ate
Oh. You donât like that. In fact, you hate it so much you want to start making a powerpoint presentation on how to text just for him. But, you give him the benefit of the doubt once more. Yoongi has never been a good texter, anyway. Youâre lucky if you can get more than a two word reply from him. He prefers phone calls.Â
[10:03] To: Poongie
> So u hate me okay
> Come sit with me tho, I donât want to look like a loser
> Meet me down there in 5 ;P
You give a soft smile as he reacts to your final text with a thumbs up. It doesnât leave you feeling the best, but heâs not avoiding you entirely. And he never has been a morning person. Plus, heâs probably hungover too and doesnât wanna look at his phone screen. You two are fine and last night was amazing. And soon you could make everything official.Â
Your smile grows. Yeah. Yeah, that all makes perfect sense.Â
You know what doesnât? A lot of things, actually. Too many to count, but you try anyway.Â
One.Â
Yoongi walking in 10 minutes late acting like nothing happened. Like you didnât happen. Just sliding into the seat across from yours, the thick plastic of the booth squeaking while he does so. His hands stuffed in his pants, nothing but a nod in your direction to acknowledge your existence. His face utterly blank, entirely neutral.Â
Never once has Yoongi greeted you with less than a gummy smile. A ruffle of your hair. A jab at your tired appearance. But you ignore itâ ignore the sense of unease, of dread already building inside. He must really have a bad hangover, poor guy.Â
âGoodmorning!â You chirp brightly, a smile of a thousand suns cast in only his direction. Your usual greeting, of course. Maybe just a little extra chipper to balance him out. To try and prepare yourself, maybe to get a little excited for the conversation to come. Pull him out of any awkward tension he may be feeling.Â
âGoodmorning.â He simply replies back, his eyes following the waitress as she places a cup of coffee, extra sweet, in front of him. His usual order. Something youâd never forget. Something he knows youâd never forget, but the way he stares into the warm liquid says otherwise.Â
His eyes never stray from the cup, like he's thinking. Like he wants to say something but doesnât quite know how. Like he isnât sure whether to ignore it or bring it to light.Â
You know that look well, and you donât want to ignore it.Â
Two.Â
He calls the waitress back and orders another coffee. Black.Â
He hates his coffee black. You know this. Everyone does. He hasnât had the stuff since before he met you. You opened him to the world of how delicious sweet drinks can be. So why the hell is he planning on pretending to like something he doesnât? It makes no sense to youâ your expression shows it all. Eyebrows quirking together, lips pushing outwards slightly.Â
âWow, the great Min Yoongi is changing up his order?â A creature of habit never does, you would know yourself, âHangover that bad?âÂ
You try to lighten the mood, raise the cloud that hangs above the booth. Or maybe itâs a cloud only you feel, youâre not sure. It doesnât matter anyway, does it?Â
âMmm, you could say that.â He grunts, his chin tucking ever so slightly to his chest. His tail curling closer. Almost defensive. Almost.
âGod yeah,â The conversation feels stunted, and you hate that even more. âMy head has been throbbing since I woke up. I donât know if I drank too much or not enough.â The banter isnât flowing as easily, and he curls in on himself even more. Almost like the mere mention of last night rings alarm bells in his mind.Â
Oh! Okay, yeah. Maybe heâs just nervous about everything that happened, you know? Maybe heâs worried that you donât remember, or that youâre having different feelings about it. Maybe his brain is playing the same tricks on him that trickled into your consciousness that morning!Â
Yeah, okay. That makes so much more sense now that you think about it. You have to stop beating around the bush, just come out and say everything you think. Everything you feel and you can talk about it. Youâll just bring it upâ he obviously isnât going to, but then youâll be in a relationship by the time your pancakes come out! Perfect!Â
Yet as you look up at him, find his face utterly void of anything, your confidence wanes.Â
Three.
Heâs refusing to look at you. Another thing he never does. Youâre always the one to avoid eye contact, never him. Youâre always the one to stare out the window, not him. He normally looks at you. Normally basks in you.Â
You feel your mouth drying, all words becoming lost on your tongue the longer you stare at his disposition. You donât break it as the silence becomes awkward, as he doesnât try to do anything to fix it. Simply sips at his coffee. His disgusting coffee.Â
Drinks it until it empties. Until the pancakes now in front of you remain nearly untouched and cold. Until the world stops spinning and time freezes. As the comet hits and the world ends. As society descends into chaos yet you canât do anything but look at him.Â
Okay, maybe youâre exaggerating. But thatâs exactly how it feels for some strange reason. How it feels to be unable to reach him.Â
It isnât until he grabs his coat, sliding $30 across the table that you finally gain the courage to speak. Finally blurt out the words sitting on the tip of your tongue for the last 20 minutes.Â
âWe should talk about last night.â You didnât expect to say anything honestly, shocked at the air leaving your lungs.Â
And finally, finally he looks at you. The diner is still frozen, yes, but now heâs looking at you and for some reason thatâs all that matters.
A deep drag of air fills his lungs as he sags his shoulders, rigid disposition weakening in attempt to show signs of aloof. His tail gives everything away. Sharp and pointed. Unnerved.Â
âWhat is there to talk about?âÂ
Oh.Â
âWhat?â You feel blood leave your face, âEverything. Thereâs everything to talk about.âÂ
He sighs, his eyes almost rolling at your words. Everything he does is ten times louder. Ten times greater than any storm, any power in the entire universe.Â
Four.Â
âListen, (Y/n). Last night was a mistake, okay?â
Oh.
Is it possible for the Earth to stop rotating around the sun? For the moon to find home in another planet? Is it possible for the rings of Saturn to disband, to crack and shatter, leaving the planet feeling hollow? No more than a gaseous ball floating around an unyielding core forcing it to stay together?
It has to be. Because if itâs possible for Yoongi to say those very words, say the very words that are able to rip your soul from your body, you think anything is.Â
You feel something in you crack. Something so fragile and innocent that you want to protect it with your everything. Run far and hide. Nurse it alone until it stops kicking and screaming for its unending pain to yield. For it to have rest in a world that only seems to take and take and take.Â
âWhat?â You donât even care that your voice cracks.Â
He sighs again, his gaze dropping to the table. âI just donât think thereâs anything to talk about, okay?â
âThereâs a lot to talk about.â Your eyebrows crinkle, your mouth moving into a frustrated frown. Red isnât a colour you feel often, but your walls are up. Your bubble now a sphere frozen in timeâ a place with room for no one but you. Your body curled around that innocent glow. Protecting it. Keeping it warm. âFor one, calling it a mistake.âÂ
Heâs rigid again too, maybe red glowing around his form as well. But you canât seem to care. Not right now. Maybe not ever. Not able to sense the danger. The tail pointed in your direction. Venom dripping from his lips.
âWasnât it? Weâre friends (Y/n). One stupid night shouldnât change that shit.â It changes fucking everything. Especially with your pining. Especially with your heart on your sleeve. With your affections for him always oh-so-fucking obvious.Â
âLike hell itââ He cuts you off.Â
âWeâre done with this conversation. Just forget last night ever happened.â He stands, not planning on waiting around anymore. Not waiting for you anymore. âJust act like it never did. Nothing has to change. Weâre not talking about this anymore.âÂ
With that he leaves without letting you speak. Without letting you talk. Shutting you down entirely in a way he never has before. In a way he promised he would never do to you. And for the first time since you discovered your crush on him, you feel something negative simmering for Min Yoongi.Â
Q/Hybrids_HumansÂ
U/YGS_Min â˘Â posted 5y ago
Can Hybrids and Humans actually fall in love? -> Advice
> Hi. Iâm new to this page so I might get things wrong with this post. Sorry in advance if I do.Â
> I am a Hybrid and I recently met a girl who I think is my mate. I get all the classic mate feelings someone does when Iâm around her. When we first met, a few days ago in the library, I automatically felt a pull towards her. Like I needed to be close to her. Everything in my body, my hybrid side especially, was begging for me to make her my mate right away. She even complimented my tail. Does she even know what that means? What it did to me?
> After that, she gave me her number (Iâm helping her with a few things) (we're both âinâ college) and I havenât been able to stop thinking about her. Whenever I open my phone my brain automatically fries and moves to open her contact so I can text or call her. It actually feels a little crazy.Â
> She said she wants to be friends and I donât know what my brain is going to do if we actually get closer.Â
>The issue is that she's human, though. So I already know she doesnât feel the same way about me. She doesnât feel the bond or the pull to get closer. And she already knows Iâm a hybrid so thereâs no way to avoid it.Â
> Iâm also not the most friendly Hybrid, I guess. People donât like my species. My mom doesnât even like the way I was born. And Iâm lucky enough to get away from where I was before and am living my own life now. Trying to do good things with it. Maybe be human with it, I donât know. It doesnât matter anyway.Â
> Point is, Iâve looked online and while I know legally it is possible to be mates with a human, I havenât found anything about Humanâs with more odd species. And I really just want to know if this could be possible, or if I should give up before things even start. Sheâs the prettiest person Iâve ever seen. Her mannerisms kill meâ I love them. Sheâs so cute. And she acted like I was just like everyone else.Â
> I donât know. I want her to be my mate. But I just want to know other peoples experiences. I know sheâd never be able to love me in the way I automatically do her, but if I told her she was my mate would she feel forced into it? Would she feel like I actually care? Could she ever actually care? Should I do anything about it or just pretend that it was never there in the first place?Â
> I never thought my mate might be human. I never thought I'd find my mate. Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks.Â
6 am.Â
Yoongi isnât sure if heâs slept. Heâs not sure heâs ever slept with the exhaustion weighing on his bones. His consciousness. His very being. In fact, all heâs had is his thoughts as the hours have ticked by, unrelenting. Unwavering. As the sun starts to shine through the curtains and the reality of everything that transpired rushes to the surface. Past the alcohol. Past your adorable soft snores.Â
He had you. He fucked you. For one night, you belonged to him.Â
The first thing he felt after he held you in bed was peace. Complete and utter satisfaction with life, with you. Everything itching at him, pulling him towards you was, for once, content. He no longer felt the burning in his heart or the pulling at his skin to get you closer. The fuzziness in his brain whenever you smiled. All of it was gone. There was nothing but happiness in his being.Â
Nothing but the ideas of his dream being true. Of getting to hold you like this every night. Getting you to smile for him, only him. Getting to belong to you in ways humans could never understand.Â
In ways you could never understand.Â
Something else starts creeping into his consciousness, then. Something starting in the pit of his stomach, rising until it feels like he's choking. Until not even the scent of your shampoo can calm the race of his heart. Not even the pull of his tail drawing you closer to his bodyâ his hybrid side trying to calm him down in ways it only knows how.Â
How could Yoongi let himself live in such a sick dream?Â
Youâre a human. Heâs a hybrid. You would never actually love him.Â
Your words were drunkâ of course they were. Influenced by the alcohol and the idea of a warm body next to your own. Maybe you didnât even realise it was him, maybe it could have been anyone and you would have been satisfied.Â
Itâs such an ugly thing, the words he thinks. The ideas that form behind his skull, twisting and turning. Forming an amalgamation of tangles and death defying drops to nothingness. Of the reality of things, his reality that is. One where heâs worthless. One where you are the sun and he is nothing but an asteroid following the orbit of someone else.Â
Hybrids are never meant to be with humans.Â
He knows that for a fact. Has read all the history books, looked at all the articles, scoured for any sign that the two of you could be together in a society that hates him only to be left with mockery. Left with anonymous strangers telling him that scorpions are meant to kill. Meant to destroy. How could a human ever care about him when his entire life heâs been told itâs the worst parts of himself? How could you care about him?
Well, he knows that isnât all true. He knows you care in some ways. But they arenât mate ways andâ
Fuck. Fuck Yoongi, he knows heâs not supposed to think of those things. Heâs never allowed to think of you and that word together. He forbade himself of it. Promised himself it couldnât be true. That he would never admit it to you or anyone else.Â
You are not his mate.Â
But you are.Â
Butâ
He wishes he could get his head to shut the fuck up for a fucking second so he could think. Think about anything other than those two words together, even if he knew them to be true from the moment he met you in the library. When he agreed to be your tutor. When he fell in love the moment you looked his way.Â
And even then he thought that maybe, just maybe if you didnât know he was a hybrid he would have a chance. That if he could keep it hidden for long enough, if you saw him as a human and not a terrifying creature bred only to kill, that you could fall for him. That he could be your mateâ boyfriend. That he could be your boyfriend.Â
But then you saw it. Saw the fucking thing he wishes he never had, wishes he could live without. The very thing he has been hated for his entire life. His genetic abnormality, originally bred to be used for attack, used by the government to kill. The very piece of his being he rejects time and time again to try and just feel a little more normal, a little more human. And you⌠you said you liked it.Â
And no, you didnât have any clue what those words meant at the time. Of course you didnât. Didnât know what they impliedâ didnât know the true meaning they held. The acceptance of courtship behind their very tone.Â
A nice tail to a human? Nothing. A nice tail to a scorpion? The very thing used by the hybrid to attract mates? To show their viability and strength as a partner? Everything.Â
In that moment, you were everything.Â
But you didnât know the meaning behind those words. You didnât love him the way he so implicitly did you. And while you accepted him as a friend, you would never accept him as more. He would never let you.Â
That night was the night he promised himself you werenât his mate. Promised himself he had no mate.Â
Last night was the first time he ever broke it.Â
Last night he could have killed you.Â
You had his tail in your mouth. His tail. The tail that carries his venom. The venom bred into his cells meant to kill others. If he let any of it out by accident⌠if heâŚ
Fuck.Â
The heaviness that realisation brings is what finally makes him get out of bed. Finally set in motion reality. Stop himself from living in whatever dream he was playing with. Stop playing house with a girl that would never be his. That would probably think the entirety of last night was a mistake.Â
Who gives a shit what you thought. He couldâve killed you. He couldâve killed his fucking mate.
Societally, he couldâve never had you. He wouldnât have been able to live with himself if you had to face the same things he did on the daily. What others thought of you. What they would say about you if they saw you two together. What would happen with your kids. How much hate and fear you would receive by being with him.Â
He could sacrifice his own life for you a thousand times, but he would never let you do the same for him.
And last night. Last night his venom couldâve been your end.Â
He doesnât need to think anymore. He knows what heâs going to do. Even if it hurts him. Even if the grenade is set to go off and destroy his very being, itâs worth it to keep you safe. To keep you content. To keep you away from him.
Best case, you donât remember last night or donât bring it up. WorstâŚ
Yoongi knows the ship heâs boarding is bound to sinkâ that heâs destined to drown. But if it means your happiness, heâd do anything.
The car feels cold. The heat is blasting, but it still feels frozen. Decrepit. All fireplace memories hazing into ice as you ride next to him.Â
Him.
Fucking him.
Fucking Min Yoongi. The fucking asshole that tore your heart out and stomped on it. The fucking asshole that didnât even have the decency to talk to you. To explain why the fuck he was being so cold. The fucking asshole that made you feel loved. Like you werenât alone in the entire universe, only to make you realise you were trapped in a metal boxâ steaming. Bubbling.
Maybe you arenât cold. No, you definitely arenât. Youâre steaming. Burning upâ ready to explode at the slightest thing. Still a burning blaze because he didnât fucking let you talk. Just shut you down without a second thought. Without fucking anything.
Not that he owes you anythingâ he doesnât owe you a relationship. He doesnât owe you love, of course not. Youâre not dumb enough to think that. But you do know he owes you an explanation. A chance to speak. Years of friendship tell you that much.Â
Promises tell you that much.Â
And you canât fucking stand broken promises. Canât stand acting like strangers after years of friendship. After all the time spent together. After all of the memories formed, all the bonds created. You donât deserve to be treated like nothing.Â
Hell, he probably wouldnât have even come with you today if you hadnât texted him. Probably assumed youâd rather go alone or with one of the other people on the crew. Probablyâ shut up, you decide in that moment to stop making excuses for him. To stop giving him the benefit of the doubt when he treated you as no less than a one-night-stand. A fuck that meant nothing.Â
Were fucking years of friendship just for that? Just so he could fuck you? This fuckingâ
You scoff to yourself, crossing your arms over your chest. Shaking your head. An outloud reaction to the continued spiral that started this morning, that will continue to brew until it inevitably boils over. Until the pot filled with too much water gets too hot and just boils over.Â
You never have been able to keep your opinions in. Open book pages laid out for the world to see. Another reason youâve always been aloneâ should have stayed alone in your bubble.Â
âWhat?â Oh, he wants to talk to you now?Â
Your eyes shoot over to his figure from the corner of your eye. You canât believe that yesterday you were smiling at him. You hate that today a piece of you still frets at the trapping of his fingers against the wheel. At his apparent aloof demeanour is automatically disillusioned by the simple movement indicating his nerves.Â
He always does that when he knows a big storm is comingâ when heâs worried about safety, your safety. When he's concerned about whatever events are going to follow. A tick tick tick, fingers tapping delicately one after the other. Not a harsh grab against the wheel, not an unease of temperament. Yoongi, even when nervous or agitated, has always been gentle.Â
Well, every time except for this morning.Â
You roll your eyes.Â
As much as you hate how self destructive you become in times like these, you hate the bubbling feeling even more. Hate the strong emotion that floods your veins, the same one that makes you feel oh-so weak. The same one that makes you need to be strong. Need to be more.
Maybe you wish you could be more like Yoongiâ be entirely unaffected by the strong feelings that permeate your being. Maybe you wish you could act as âchillâ as him. To separate how you feel from who you are. To be calm even if you want to be brash.Â
But you canât. Not when it's about him. Never when itâs about him. Almost like a piece of you continues and will always pull you towards Min Yoongi.Â
You turn away from him, back to the laptop resting in your lap. âThe PAR says a tornado is forming north-east. Head North so we can drop the doppler in the right position.â
âMm.â He grunts. Doesnât say anything. Doesnât do anything.Â
You donât know what you expect him to do anyway. You didnât give him anything to work with. Yet it doesnât seem thinking logically is on the table, and you canât help but get more mad, more frustrated by the second.
âAre we really not going to talk about this?â Youâre quiet, almost vulnerable when you ask the question. So quiet he might not even hear. Hanging on the precipice, two winds twisting against each other in equal strength.Â
Never have you felt this way about another person before. Dejection and anger weigh equally on the soul. You donât quite know how to handle it. Donât know how to combat what youâre feeling inside, just knowing the kettle is set to boil.Â
He doesnât answer your question.Â
It was probably a bad idea to text him. Probably equally bad for him to answer and take you. An even worse idea to let the words slip out of your mouth without holding them back.
âAsshole.â The wind starts to pick up speed around the car, sucking you in. Pulling you deeping into the void. Itâll be no time at all before the tornado hits.Â
âWhat?â His head jerks backwards, chin tucking ever so slightly to his chest. His tail coiled firmly behind him, acting like it isnât even there. Trying to pretend he isn't there, maybe.Â
âI said youâre a fucking asshole.â You canât help the rumble that forms in your heart, the twisted words that spew from your mouth. The subtle ache from every insult you fling.Â
Almost like youâre attached to him. Like youâre attempting to sever a chain never meant to come undone.Â
âWhat the fuck?â Why heâs acting so scandalised, flinching at every word, leaves you almost confused. Almost. Because he has no reason to be confused, at least not in your eyes. Not in the storm's eyes either.Â
The rumble of thunder hammers outside, deeper into the freeze. Deeper into ash.Â
âI thought we were going to move past this, (Y/n). We need to be adults here.â He sighs that stupid fucking sigh that you hate. The same one he used in the diner. The same one he used to brush off your feelings. Your chance to speak.Â
Maybe later you would reflect on how selfish youâre being. Maybe later you would realise how childish you actually are acting. But right now all you can see is red. Right now all you can feel is a part of yourself trying to rip away.Â
Maybe later you would find out Yoongi is feeling the exact same thing.Â
But right now, right now all you see is red. All you hear is the beating of hail against the car roof, the image that it is your own heartbeat set in your own mind. Right now all you know is the soul crushing weight of the only man you ever loved pulling away.
Your soulmateâ if such things were real, breaking the bond.Â
âAre you serious? Iâm the one that needs to be the adult here? Me?â You scoff, indignant. âYouâre the one playing pretend, acting like nothing happened!âÂ
âI told you that we shouldnât talk about it.âÂ
âYou said it was a mistake.â Your eyes are set firm in a glare pointed at him and no one but him. Petty and Spite are your new best friends. Congratulations! âJust tell me if you fucking regret it Yoongi, just tell me.â
â(Y/n).âÂ
âWas it a drunk accident? Did you think I was someone else? Please! I rather you say fucking something than nothing at all! Please just let me be selfish for once! Iâm begging for something! Anything!â
âŚ
âWe have a job to do. Focus on it rather than us.â You hate that he paused before he spoke, that it gave you some sort of hope. You hate even more that his tone has not once changedâ settling from incredulous to neutral. Almost like he exists as nothing but a robot reciting lines. You hate it. You hate it. You hate it.Â
He makes you feel like a child throwing a tantrum. He makes it feel like your feelings mean nothing. Like everything you trusted him with was all for naught. Are you not expressing yourself well enough? Are you a complete idiot? What the fuck are you doing wrong?! What's wrong?!
âYouâre serious?â The logical side of you says heâs right, your job is more important than anything else. But the piece of you falling apart, pulling away and leaving an empty hole inside feels otherwise. Youâre convinced youâve never felt any emotion other than frustration and annoyance.Â
The car rolls to a stop as a clearing hitsâ hail ceasing, wind slowing even if it's just a fraction. A calm before the storm. Where youâre meant to âdO yOuR jObâ-- fucking asshole. Does he really think you donât know that? Does he really think that little of you?
âFucking joke.â You canât help the dry laugh that exits your lungs as you step out of the car. Your peace, the time you love to spend most in the world set askew, your feelings anything but. You love your time in the storms, but the tornado brewing inside casts a much larger shadow than the one overhead.Â
Your hands fumble as they move the DOW out of the trunkâ an action youâve done time and time again feeling entirely foreign. Your body clumsy as it carries it to the front, your mouth spewing annoyed half thoughts all the way.Â
âWhat?â Yoongiâs window is rolled down, his head leaning out of the front as he asks.Â
Your eyes circle your skull again, âFucking joke!â You call, trying to set up the radar. Your body only half in the moment. Half in the clouds.Â
âThis whole thing is one big joke!â You shout, foot kicking the dirt beneath your feet. The storm beginning to dissipate, a swell of rain forming behind your eyelids instead.Â
â(Y/n) are you serious?!â You hate that his own frustration feels like a punch to the gut.Â
âI have been this whole time!â You shout, brain finally working to kick the last pieces of the radar in place. In good time too, the wind is picking up again. The tornado will be coming soon.Â
âAre you?! Are we seriously not going to talk about this?!â Your voice doesnât feel like your own. It feels foreign, like something deeper inside is speaking for youâ like itâs taking control. âAm I seriously just a cheap fuck to you?! Was I really a mistake, Yoongi?! Please, please just tell me.âÂ
â(Y/n), donât do this to meâŚâ Donât do this to him? Donât do this to him?! Does he realise what heâs doing to you? Does he even fucking care? You told him you want him! That nothing could keep you from himâ and he doesnât even have the decency to reject you properly.Â
Maybe you're the bad guyâ the villain for forcing this. For the path of destruction it might cause. But you truly canât stand this. And maybe, just for once, the consequences mean as little to you as getting swallowed by the storms youâve always cared for.
Yoongi is your impossible, remember? âBut itâs always been about you! Donât you get that, Yoongi?! Itâs always! Always been about you from the second I met you!â You yell, not holding back your shouts. Letting them echo with the thunder coursing through the skies, coursing through your veins. âIâm not asking you to love me! Iâm not asking for any of that shit! I just want a rejection!âÂ
What? What the hell are you saying? Why are you asking him to do that? Why are you asking him to do the one thing he canât do?
He loves you. He loves you so much it keeps him up at night. That it infests his days like a parasite. Youâre not asking him to love you? Are you crazy? Do you not see how he looks at you? Do you not see that youâre the person thatâs hung all the stars in the night sky?
He canât reject you. He canât. His brain wonât let him form the wordsâ his lips never to curl in the right shape to let them out. He canât reject you because he doesnât want toâ because it would practically kill him to.Â
He loves you. Youâre his mate.
Why couldnât you just make this easy? Why couldnât you reject him? Why did you have to look so broken this morning? Why did you like him back? What does it mean? What is he supposed to do? How is he supposed to keep fighting when he knows he could have you for himself, for real?Â
How is he supposed to protect you from him when it feels like heâs ripping a part of himself out when he tries to? He doesnât want to hurt you. He never wanted to hurt you. He just wants to keep you safe. Why canât you see that? Why canât you understand that? Why canât he just have you?
âNo one can keep me from you. Youâre for me.â
Your words from last night ring in his ears. Existing as the only thing he can hear, the only thing that matters. Maybe it is. Maybe heâs wrong, maybeâÂ
A sharp beeping suddenly penetrates his ears, a sound resonating from your laptop. A map laid out of the tornado's path.
It's formedâ its body barrelling straight for you.Â
Yoongi looks scared, nervous. His tail uncurling from behind him. Reaching out the window, reaching out to you. â(Y/n)! Get in the car!âÂ
âShut up!â Youâre not listening to him, not listening to a word he says, âIâm not even worth a rejection?! Our friendship means nothing, huh?â
âThatâs not what Iâm saying!â His breathing is accelerating, his heart rate going crazy. He needs to get to you. He needs to protect you. To get in the car and drive as fast and as far as he can so nothing bad happens. âGet in the car!â
âWhy does it even matter if I do or not?!â You yell over the sounds of rushed winds, ignoring debris that begin to fly past. Ignoring everything but the man in front of you, just like youâve done time and time again. âIf I get in, youâre just going to pretend nothing happened! Youâre going toâ youâre going toââÂ
Tears begin to clog your vision, your words welling up in your throat. Scratching the inside, making you feel like you canât breathe. Canât think. Where you want to be strong, you are weak. And where you want to be weak, you feel strong. Itâs a strange sort of feeling.Â
âI canât just fucking pretend like nothing happened last night, Yoongi!â A sense of peace washes over you, a complete contrast to the storm surrounding, enveloping the world. Acting as a monster, not caring about your feelings, swallowing everything whole. You finally feel at peace, oddly enough.
âI canâtâ I canât just act like everythingâs fine! Iâve always been so fucking shit at that, you know that!â You throw your arms up in defeat, standing right in the path of the storm. Almost ready to watch the tornado come into view, to become the storm yourself. âBut it feels likeâ it feels like youâre killing a part of me! Like youâre, youâre pulling out a piece of my very being and I donât know why! It doesnât feel real! And I donât know if I can live without it!âÂ
What? It feels likeâ it feels like that for you?Â
Yoongi steps out of the car, his tail curling almost too pleased at his human sideâs actions. If it was anyone else, they would think youâre crazy. They would think youâre just being manipulative without a care in the worldâ but to Yoongi, to hybrids, he knows exactly what you're talking about. He knows the exact same thing. Has felt it every day of his life since he decided he couldnât have you.Â
The mate bond. The soulmate tie that will always lead two halves of a conjoined soul together over and over again.Â
You feel it. Humans arenât meant to feel it but you do. You feel the same pull, the same bone crushing heartbreak upon rejection from your mate. The sameâ the same everything Yoongi feels.Â
Heâs the one that's been hurting you like this, the one hurting himself by acting the same. In his bid for protection, he did the opposite. What kind of fucking mate is he? Why didnât he just listen to the bond? Why didnât he just let himself follow his heart?
Everything heâs dealt with in his past no longer carries any point. The comments under his stupid post to that stupid forum mean nothing. The words of his âfamilyâ are jack shit. The societal implications of him being less than human mean even lessâ you never saw him as less. His mate cares. His mate sees him.
This is what having a mate feels like? Yoongi thought he would never know. Never understand. But the warmth that feels him now, the subtle yearning heâs suppressed rises to the surface. His feet carrying him automatically, urging him to find you. To take care of you. To keep his mate safe.Â
âWe have to go!â He rushes, his legs moving quickly to try and meet your form. To try and find you.Â
âNo! No!â You shout, your foot stomping into the Earth. In any other scenario, heâd be shaking his head. Laugh at your antics. But right now, all he cares about is getting you to safety, and working on both of your communication skills. âI need you to tell me Iâm a mistake! I need you to say I meant nothing!â
There you stand, arms open. Wind rushing past you, eyes closed yet looking straight ahead. You could never mean nothing, you mean everything. Itâs his own stupid fault he ever let you think otherwise.Â
âI just said what I needed to say!â He shouts, his body finally meeting yours in the open field. His hands land on your shoulders, trying to ground you. Hair blowing around him, sticks flying past but never hitting the two of you. Almost like this needed to happen, like fate was set in stone for this very moment.Â
Your eyes slowly open, and Yoongi thinks the world freezes around him. Misty watersheds sit in your tearline, your eyebrows forming together in confusion with his words. Your lungs raising and falling quickly, chest panting with effort held back. Emotions yet to be unraveled.Â
If you feel the bond now, how long have you felt it? How confused you mustâve been. Yoongi feels awful.Â
âWh-what?â Your voice cracks, cheeks warm and irises searching for an answer. What is he doing? Why is he saying this now? Why does some part of you feel whole again?Â
He doesnât answer, doesnât quite know how to articulate his words. But his body does. His body does what itâs been begging to do since he met you in that library. That heâs been holding back from every day of his stupid, (Y/n)-lacking life.Â
He leans in, his lips pressing against yours roughly. Trying to tell you all the words he never said, trying to put everything, all of him into one measly kiss. One that means something. One that tells the story of the two of you.Â
You, you canât do anything but listen. Your eyes closing, your body returned whole. The piece of you pulling away settling back into your heart like stone. Warmth flooding your veins, home filling your very being. Making you feel safe, making you feel cared for.Â
And when he finally pulls away, you hear the words youâve always longed to know, âI love you and Iâm sorry.âÂ
Yoongi feels free upon their utterance. A ball chain holding him back breakingâ reality setting the world into motion once again. The earth that needs to keep spinning, that needs to keep the two of you afloat.Â
You should feel mad, but you canât feel anything but peace. But feel like your soulmate has returned home from a voyage you would never understand.
Before anything else can be said, Yoongi snaps his head to the left. His eyes going wide as the winds begins to form in front of him. Looking as if theyâre not moving. As if nothing is moving. âFuck, fuck.âÂ
He grabs your hand, pulling you back to the car as it starts to take focus in front of your mind, too. Fuzzy feeling fading, eyes going wide as you scramble from his door into your seat. He follows in quickly after you, not even thinking to buckle before taking off. Driving as if his life depends on itâ your life depends on it, too.Â
Sticks flying past the windshield, hitting against the body. Thunderous roars of the world being consumed outside. A tail pressing against your frame, holding you steady. Keeping you in place.
Itâs only when you come to safety that all the words needing to be said finally spill out from both of your mouths. When everything is set ârightâ again instead of feeling oh-so-wrong. Itâs only then that he explains everything. That he explains his logic, that he explains how hybrids have soulmates. Donât forget the scolding he gaveâ the promises made to each other that the other would never do something so stupid again.
He knows you meant them.
Heâll never forget the way you smiled at him then. When the heaviness left the air and the freedom surrounding the car became almost overbearing. He wishes he could tattoo the places you playfully slapped into his arm. Where you scolded him for keeping this from you. When you told him you would never have a second thought about rejecting him.
When you told him you could never think of a life where he isnât your mate.Â
â...Or boyfriend. Or partner. Whatever you wanna call it.â
Youâll never forget his gummy smile in that moment, when he has a possessive hand on your thigh.Â
âI donât care. I just want to be yours.âÂ
Wind wraps at your hair, blowing itâ making it form into some beastly, monstrous thing around your head. Tangling your face, your eyes falling askew as it finds itself a messing around your very being. The howls of gusts form in his ears, sounding of ghosts that would haunt any normal person.Â
But you, no. Not you. You live for this. Live for the rain that beats into your skin. Live for the cracks of thunder roaring above your head. Find serenity in the dark clouds that hang overhead, the adrenaline pumping through your veins. In the knowledge that it's coming. That itâs coming soon.Â
And Yoongi? He canât help but think you look like an angel enthralled in the storm. One that came to earth. One that was meant to find him. One that was created just for him.Â
He canât help but bask in youâ bask in his mate as you live in your freedom, your happiness. Gets to be one of the lucky few finding sanctuary in your world. In your bubble made just for you.Â
He smiles to himself as he watches. Shakes his head like a stupid boy in stupid love that couldnât be happier. Heâs so happy.Â
He pulls his phone out of his pocket, opening a familiar app that he once looked to for advice all those years ago. Going to the same post he read the replies to over and over againâ convincing himself that his impossible couldnât be reality. He shakes his head as he reads them now, almost feeling foolish for believing him in the first place. Why should he have asked on a human forum anyway? Itâs like he was asking to be let down.Â
As he scrolls, his thumb comes to a stop above a comment heâs never seen beforeâ a recent one. Posted just a few months ago.Â
RMB_Joon
> Hey! This post is being talked about a lot on another forum specifically for hybrids! :-) I left the link for you as I think it would be a lot more helpful getting perspectives over there! :-) PM me if you ever want to talk.
Yoongi feels a curl of interest grow in his gut. Other hybrids? Interest in his post? He almost wants to know more. Almost wants to follow the inkling leading him to delve deeper into the world of others.Â
âYoongi!!â You shout, waving his attention over to where you stand. And suddenly, he doesnât care about anything else anymore. How could he when he has the whole world in front of him?Â
He chuckles to himself, marking his post as âresolvedâ before tucking the device into his pocket. His legs catching into a jog, joining you at your side. Exactly where he should be. Where heâs meant to be.
âđ WAHH THERE IT IS!!! I hope you all enjoyed <\\33 pls let me know any of your thoughts!! this is officially the longest fic Iâve ever written, and I put a lot of myself into this piece so I hope u all love it and it isnât too skdhsksks yk?? MWAH ily Š all rights reserved to ctrlhope 2019-2024 ; do not copy, plagiarise, or translate.Â
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early mornings | myg
summary. when time seems to bend every morning and love speaks through tender touches and quiet reassurances.
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pairing: yoongi x reader
genre: established relationship au, tooth-rotting fluff
word count: 1k
content: yoongi and oc wake up in each others arms / they love each other a bit too much and they make it pretty clear / they kiss a lot :3
warnings: fear of abandonment (kind of? if you squint??), allusions to sex
notes: idk why i'm procrastinating the third part of 'stumble into you' so bad, but this is a result of me still wanting to write something. also, ignore the images at the top if they donât go well together, iâm too lazy to actually put in effort today đ likes, reblogs, comments, and asks are all greatly appreciated!! i love you guys and i hope you enjoy <33333
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Amber rays spill across the room, seeping between the gaps in the curtains and kissing your bare skin with its golden warmth.
Yoongi stirs under the sheets, attempting to untangle his limbs from you, who lay beside him. But your arms only tighten around him, and he quickly gives in to the comforts of your touch.
With your head on his chest and his arm secure under your head, he can't help the lazy smile that draws across his lips.
He's always loved early mornings with you; when neither of you have to think about anything else but each other; when time feels like it ceases to exist; when nothing else mattered, because why would it when you had each other?
You were his home; his universe; his first thought in the morning and the most frequent visitor of his dreams. Everything reminded him of you, and it was maddening. But he welcomed the longing with open arms, because he was a fool.
Because he knew that it was worth being foolish if it meant having you.
Yoongi places a kiss on your forehead, his lips pressing against a few strands of hair that lay messily across your face. The scent of your skin, faintly sweet like the lavender soap you use, lingers in the air as Yoongi buries his nose in your hair, taking in the quiet of the morning, broken only by the soft hum of your breathing. He moves his hand to rest over yours, running the pad of his thumb over your knuckles.
He doesn't expect the gentle action to wake you, but your eyes flutter open. You hum, the sound quiet and laced with exhaustion as you stretch out your body.
Your eyes light up when you meet his gaze and the butterflies in his stomach erupt, fluttering around wildly.
"Morning," you whisper. You peck his lips with a soft kiss.
"Morning," Yoongi echoes. A faint blush paints his features, and a giggle tumbles from your mouth. Yoongi catches the sound with another kiss; then a third one that lingers for a few seconds longer than the others.
It is almost embarrassing to admit the effect you had on him. You've been together for years, and known each other for even more. He knows every dip and curve of your body and you have seen him through all of his highs and lows. Yet, a kiss from you still has him blushing.
"Missed me?" you tease, and he hums in agreement.
"A lot." He kisses corner of your lips and the curve of your jaw. "You're so pretty."
You laugh; a soft sound that rings through the air. It has always been Yoongi's favourite melody-the one sound that made his heart swell and his eyes crinkle into crescent moons to accommodate his growing smile.
He tucks a few strands of your hair behind your ear, letting his hand stay to cup your cheek so that he can bring his lips to yours again. Heâs addicted to the way your lips fit perfectly with his, and no matter how often he kisses you, itâs never enough
And you can't stop smiling.
The feeling that courses under your skin is almost overwhelming. It still feels surrealâthat kind of love, where just being with him made the world right
The possibility of losing Yoongi terrifies you, but it's a fear that follows you everyday. Sometimes, you expect to wake up one day only to realise that this is all a cruel dream, or to find the house suddenly void of his belongings and his presence.
Sometimes, the fear creeps in before you can stop it, a quiet panic that gripped you in the space between sleep and waking. Youâd reach out, half-afraid to find the bed cold and empty. But then, your hand would meet the warmth of his skin, and the fear dissolved into nothing. Because every morning, he's here. Solid, warm, and real, wrapped up in the sheets beside you. His sleepy eyes, the soft curve of his lips, the way he pulls you closer as if youâre his anchorâitâs all so undeniably Yoongi, and it makes your heart flutter with a mixture of disbelief and gratitude.
You press your forehead to his, noses brushing, as if the closer you hold him, the more real this will become. Yoongi's fingers trail lightly over your skin, tracing invisible patterns that make you shiver.
âYouâre thinking too much,â he murmurs, voice raspy but tender, like he's always known your thoughts even before you speak them.
You let out a soft sigh, trying to find the words, but they dissolve on your tongue when his hand glides over your waist, settling at the small of your back.
âYouâre here,â you whisper, more to yourself than him. It's a quiet confession of the relief that washes over you each time you wake up to find him still beside you. He smiles against your skin, a low hum of agreement in his throat. "I don't know what I'd do if you weren't here."
âIâm not going anywhere,â he promises, his voice carrying the weight of every unspoken assurance. "You know that I'll always be right here-right beside you, whenever you need me."
For a moment, the world falls away. Thereâs no fear of loss, no dread of waking up alone. Itâs just him, his presence grounding you, his breath steady and warm against your neck. The intimacy of the moment swells between you, a shared heartbeat that drowns out the rest of the world.
Your legs tangle beneath the sheets as he pulls you even closer, his hand finding yours under the covers. His touch is gentle, tender, as if heâs memorizing every inch of you, and in the glow of the early morning, you feel more connected to him than ever.
You close your eyes, letting the warmth of his skin seep into yours, feeling utterly safe in his embrace.
And in that moment, you knowâthis is home.
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