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rene-darling · 2 years ago
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[imagine]
Your little darling insisting he can be on top of you! It's true! He doesn't need your help getting himself off! He can do it by himself, so you lay down letting him sit his naked self on top of you, giving him a fake sense of control, he's on top of you right, that means he has control!...oh how wrong he was. Your hands rested on his hips moving them back and forward with an unrelenting pace, rutting him against you, he's too tired after coming all over you again and again! He falls on top of you but you don't relent. You continue to move his hips forward and backward again and again until he's moaning, sobbing, screaming as well cursing into your ear whining about how his dick hurts from cuming too much yet he still bucks his hips as you rut him against you.
Scaramouche, xiao, itto, kazuha, Lucas (wmmap), ranpo, blade, ichigo, Gepard, Armin, yuno, Asta, nacht
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skelecored · 2 years ago
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apparently E6 asta is goated so ig im building her next
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jjungkooksthighs · 3 months ago
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Zenith
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♊︎–Pairing: (X-02) Caleb x fem reader
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♊︎–Genre: Angst, fluff, and smut
♊︎–Rating: 18+/ nsfw (mdni)
♊︎–Word Count: 17,200 words (31 pages y’all are in for it)
♊︎–Summary: After being torn away from you, your lover finally comes home to you after a mission alone and without you. You soon realize he hasn’t been taking care of himself in his separation from you and take it upon yourself to fix that in the ways that only you can. 
♊︎–Warnings: Possessive!X-02/Caleb, obsessive!caleb, soft dom!Caleb, sub! reader, mentions of blood, slick and pre-ejaculatory production, scenting, dirty talk (lbr I love that shit), praising, handjob, grinding, cunnilingus (oral f), creampie, breast worship (just a tad), breast/nipple play, nipping, sucking, begging, muscle kink, scratching, cum eating, manhandling, cursing, wet and messy sex (he’s hungry alr), size kink, face riding, pinning, lots of marking, fucked against the wall 
♊︎–A/N: I humbly present my first offering to fellow LADS and Caleb enthusiasts that was made with excitement following his myth release and then horniness when I started ovulating this week. I was extremely horny and this…well, this happened. 
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The ticking of the clock, once a sound that elicited excitement in the promise of his return, now grates on your ears like the engines of the spaceship that has become a prison rather than a home to you. The clock’s sound, after years of longing fiercer than the sun, was harsh and unforgiving in its continual, ceaseless passing that waited for no one. 
Least of all the love of your life. 
It had been a blue moon the last time you’d been separated from him, but this mission that the higher ups had given you both had been unlike anything either of you had been assigned.
It had come after your paired scouting of the ruined planet of Philos, the life and greenery of the planet now a wasteland of death and scraps. 
You both had been tasked with discerning if the planet were habitable after years of quiet desolation, and after only a single moon on Philos, you had determined that the anger and sorrow of the system had harvested too deeply into the very soils to sustain more than the weeds that grew sadly from the split, fractured soil. 
You try to sleep, the dark canvas of space and array of stars offering you their respects in the dim, slow blinks of the white balls of light that colored the endless expanse before the glass panes of the viewport that act as bars between you and the limitless freedom of darkness beyond. 
That damn ticking. It doesn’t stop. Doesn’t even muffle itself in apology when you throw a pillow over your head as your thoughts fly to the terrible, cold abyss of the worst that could have happened to the only person who held your heart in his hands. 
You toss and turn, body sore and aching from being launched too hard into the metal of the training room walls when the training bot, who had taken the form of a large, mechanized Hoartfrost Wyrmload, had taken advantage of your momentary lapse of action when your lover’s face, twisted in pain, had flashed through your mind when you’d let it wander.
Had it not been for the powered exosuit you’d worn, you surely would have had bruises, much less broken bones. 
To punish you for your failure to clear the training floor unscathed as Ever’s most finely crafted and battle-hardened weapon, you had had to fight for hours in that fluorescently lit room, the loud clangs and broken whirrs of the bots slicing through the air as the black, blade-like extensions of your power cut them through. Sent out in waves, it had been relentless monotony, but you’d had no choice. 
The  organization’s manipulative, calculating leader would never allow you to see your lover-much less protect him from their malevolent experimentations-if you did not do their bidding. 
Only after 202 monsters and a decapitated Wyrmlord had the thick, heavy automated door risen and you’d all but run to your chambers, heart racing in excitement. 
Asta, the ship’s commandant and head of Ever, had told you that the he who your heart desired would finally, finally be allowed to rendezvous with you there after he debriefed the highest ranked officers on his mission that he’d been sworn to keep hidden even from you.
It’s been 2 days, 20 hours, and 2 minutes since his departure and each second feels like a decade in the excruciating torment of his absence. 
You curse under your breath, the sharpness of worry curving your nails inward toward your palm as the blanket your other half had made for you slides from your shoulders when you rise from your bed. Its warmth fails to offer even half the amount that your lover does, but you still cover your shoulders with it, imagining that it is him that envelops you as you pad forward toward the biggest of the translucent panels that overlooks the infinite space of the darkness. 
The brightest of the hot, white orbs of light of the stars looks like two joined stick figures, forever together in each other’s embrace as the two twin bodies who you’d named Pollux and Castor study you. 
It is the Gemini constellation– one that you find your attention drawn to in your lover’s absence. You press your hand against the glass, peering up at the star sign he was created under and praying to it to watch over him while you cannot. 
You liked to think that the stars knew when your lover was near and tried to commune with you in your bottomless worry whenever you were apart from him, for the glow of their light always seemed so much brighter when he was near. When he held you in his arms under them and spoke sweet, wonderful promises into your ear that he always, always kept. 
Right now, Castor and Pollux flare fiercely, almost as if to mock you in the biting, gnawing loneliness that only your lover could soothe. 
His name flits between your lips like an atom through space–quiet but there, refusing to be relinquished. 
The quiet of your chamber soon steals his name, its taunt loud in the seizure of it. 
You pull your blanket tighter around your barely clad body, the thin, short nightgown of black you’d worn to match your sinking spirits leaving much of you exposed to the prickling chill of the chamber that never was warm unless he was in it. 
“Hurry back to me, Caleb,” you whisper to the stars, hoping they will hear your plea, “I miss you.” 
The figures of light nestled within expanse of the endless sky of ebony twinkle as if to tell you they’ve received your wish, and then the only door admitting entry to your chambers directly behind you opens, all the way across the room, makes reverberating rumbling noises that grind your ears in their unpleasant din. 
The clock continues to chip away at time as if you aren’t enslaved to it. 
He’d have come to you by now if he were on the ship, and so you don’t bother to look away from the stars when you grouse, “If Asta has sent you to examine me out of concern for my performance, you can shove that bullshit up your ass.”
You’d become well acquainted with combat, your own code rewritten by Ever over and over again in their pursuit to make a heartless warrior capable only of doling out death and destruction. But your hardwiring had changed the moment your lover had laid his lips over yours, had professed his love so tenderly that it disassembled the walls around your heart and tuned it just to him. 
Footsteps sound from behind you, the thud of heavy boots not lifting a hair of fear on you. Their wearer moves with purpose, never standing still as they cross the open chamber toward you. They do not cease their magnetic pull toward you until they stand behind you, still and unmoving as the planetary systems before you. 
So absorbed in the memory of his smile that brought more light to your world than any moon and in eyes that have entire supernovas swirling within them, you don’t even notice the way your body has already begun to seek the one to the back of you. 
“I was told that it is good manners to speak when you’re spoken to. I don’t need an examination right now. Leave, because no one except X-02 may touch me.” You adjust the soft velvet blanket closer around you, wishing with the might of an entire galaxy that your lover was here with you. “You can tell Asta I’ll execute whatever Wanderer that Ever wants dead in two seconds flat if he just gives me the word. I’ll terminate it in exchange for what I really want.” 
Silence. 
A heart’s beat passes before strong, familiar arms encircle you around your middle, and instinctively, you let their bearer bring you against him. 
Were it anyone else, your impulse to fight would already have rendered them unconscious and in a heap on the floor. 
But you know this embrace. You’ve been swathed in it many, many times before.
Then, with a voice smoother than honey, “And what is it you really want, huh, pip-squeak? Surely it must be me.”
From the very first word he speaks, your entire soul seems to ascend, your attention uncontrollably tugged into those familiar, warm discs of nebulae that make a ring where irises should be that are of purple and pink. 
“Caleb…” You say his name like he’s a cosmos that has bewildered you, gazing up from where he stands over a head above you as one of your hands rises so your fingers can explore him in a gentle orbit along his cheekbone as if to prove to yourself that he’s here, that he’s not some holograph you unwittingly conjured up. 
The usual black visor he wears is gone, the same powered exosuit of black covering him from his neck down. It was the garb that most shook in terror upon seeing, but for you, it inspired only the weightless feeling of joy and joviality. 
The sunset of his eyes bask you in their tenderness as he leans into your touch, a long, drawn out breath falling from between his lips as he relishes in the feeling of softness that only you can summon in a universe so twisted and cruel. 
“I’m sorry it took me so long to come back to you, pip-squeak.” He apologizes, the guilt caging each syllable while he tilts his head down so their sin is left at the crest of your forehead, his arms coaxing you more insistently into him so that not even the air can come between the two of you. “You were in my every thought whether I was awake or in hypersleep. Every second I spent away from you, I wanted to be by your side. I wanted to be with you in any way I could.”
His larger hands that rest on your abdomen move around the atmosphere of you, around each side of your waist, urging you to turn and face him. He rotates you as if you’re his very axis, and the truth of his confessions utterly disintegrates the sadness that had begun to pressurize between your ribs— that had begun to make even breathing a hard thing to do. 
In its undoing, however, the bottled up emotions you’d kept so carefully contained spiral out of control, overwhelming you such that you–without even a fraction of your strength–strike your fist against where his heart throbs for you. 
“You stopped responding to my messages and calls exactly at hour and minute 22:02. I thought something had happened.” Your eyes start to burn with the tears that threaten to escape, your fingers finding the edge of his jaw before you take his chin between them. He crumbles at your touch, his expression shifting to one of shame over his err as he lets you maneuver him closer like you’re the center of his gravitational field. “You aren’t allowed to do that to me, Caleb. I…I-” your voice deserts you, the tight lump that has formed in your throat forcing you to try to swallow past the worry that had been gripping you with the intensity of a thousand hands. 
I can’t lose you. 
His dark brows stretch toward each other, concern shooting through his eyes in their versions of meteorites before he rests his forehead against yours. “I’m here now, pip-squeak. It’s alright.” His fingers dig possessively into the soft flesh of your waist as if you might disappear if doesn’t hold onto you tight. “I want you to know that I lost contact with Ever when I went too far past the protofield protecting the ruined kingdom of Philos. It somehow fried my communication systems, pip-squeak.” His voice cracks under the weight of being alone, of being ripped away from you while he’d been able to do little but be Ever’s volatile weapon who it kept from exploding by using you as its collateral. “I couldn’t contact you no matter how many times I tried. When I returned, I demanded to see you, but they threatened to hurt you if I didn’t brief them on what had happened down there.” 
“You of all people know that I can handle myself,” you sniffle when the first tear falls, his irises tracking it as it descends down your cheek. Long, metallic digits of his right hand find it before it can douse his foot in your sadness as you croak, “I can handle anything so long as I am with you.” 
Your sadness, surely, is his Roche limit in how cataclysmic it is to him. Enough to make him want to collapse everything until only the two of you remain. But there was no escape from some gravitational phenomena. Phenomena like Ever that had invaded every corner of the universe and would never cease to persecute you until he tore it all down for you.
And to do that, he needed to get stronger. No matter what it took.
“I know, honey. I know that better than anyone. But I have to be Ever’s dog to keep you safe. You are their prized possession–but more importantly, mine.” He adds after a pause, irises locked onto your next tear on the other side of your face. He catches this with the same hand where no sensation kindles his receptors any longer–with the knuckle in the middle of where a human finger would have been– the cool wetness of your emotions putting his systems into alert. “Do you remember what  I told you when we went down to the remains of Philos together, Y/N?”
You nod against him, too choked up to answer beyond that even if you tried. 
You both had crash landed on that planet, only his metallic wings and the tortuous pain they caused him saving the both of you when your cruiser’s engine had failed. He’d become unconscious after using his body as a shield against terrain that had slowly been doomed to death by a planet that’s energy source had abandoned it. It had been your kiss that woke him, the distraction of your tender lips almost enough to negate the agonizing pain that stabbed into your every cell like pointed icicles from where your palms had been connected through the transfer port in your mechanical suits.
You’d felt the grimace and contorted expressions against your lips while you’d siphoned the sounds of his suffering into you, wishing with every fiber of your being that you could have taken all of it into yourself. 
So many times you had been forced–trapped– in the experimental glass pod, unable to do anything but watch while the only person your heart longed for had suffered, his heart-rending bellowings unfathomable and unescapable even when the prickling syringes and needles tried to erase your memories. 
Always they remained and lingered, just like the name you’d given him.
And his pain… it was beyond anything any creature should have been capable of bearing—an unholy force that consumed every part of him, twisting his insides, grinding his being into pieces. It wasn’t a simple ache or throbbing wound. It was as if every nerve in his body had been frozen and shot with ice, each pulse of agony a jagged shard of frigidity, carving deeper and deeper until he could no longer tell where anything was. 
But he never failed to recognize you and he had not hesitated to hold you close in his arms, cradling you there as if you were the most precious thing in his eyes as you both careened into the landscape of decay and desolation. He’d willingly taken the brunt–or rather, the entirety–of the fall for you, the idea of any harm coming to you more horrifying to him than his own death. 
His unconsciousness had become his enemy, his worst nightmare exerting itself upon him in a reaper’s scythe that brought only your sharp screams and wails, your lifeless, broken body in a heap while he’d held you against his chest. His own sorrow had flowed forth like a waterfall in the stream of crimson tears down his face, the grief and suffering breaking every part of him into pieces that attacked and impaled themselves into each other over and over again. 
He’d only escaped that haunting, horrible hell of darkness and cold worse than any winter was by following your voice that beckoned him back towards the soothing, warm light of life that he only found meaning in when you were the his moon that drew the waves of being forth, his very epicenter attracted to your beautiful, gentle core. 
In what once had been a lively, vibrant meadow rested nature’s cemetery. Only the sickly, warped weeds sprouted beneath him where you’d somehow managed to drag him against a dead trunk of a tree that had been split in half by the sickness  that had ravaged this land. 
But there you were, on your knees between his with your kind, nurturing lips planted between the part of his hair as you’d hummed the remains of the song he’d sung for you since you were children whenever he needed to calm you down. 
It was a song only you knew. A song that needed no words when your eyes could speak them so much clearer than any letters could hope to try to describe the meaning of. A song that, like a black hole, called forth everything that you both were to each other. It channels it all together before transforming, evolving, changing it into something so much more than any word could express. 
He’d confessed to you there, in that meadow on Philos–a once human inhabited planet that required massive amounts of energy, power, and sacrifice of one sovereign for many–what both of you had been held captive from admitting for so many years prior, your memories chipped and chaffed by the needle of Ever’s scientists that, until he’d grown strong enough to serve as a better candidate, had stuck into you. 
In effort to find a way to contain you, to control you, the head of Ever had assigned only one person to ever be your partner when sent on missions meant for bloodshed and annihilation of the monsters it had created. 
And oh, how hard he had fallen for you. It was as inescapable as trying to free himself from gravity. 
You grounded him. Enveloped and surrounded him in every sense of the word with your cute laughs, your pretty smiles, your glimmering eyes, your voice of silk that, even when you told a bad joke, still trilled softly and dulcetly in his ears. You were everywhere in his head and yet, so far away, as untouchable as the clouds in the sky up until that fateful day in the meadow. 
There, he’d let the confessions burst through his chest like some supernova, the bond you’d built together with him birthed anew under the crushing weight of what had been–and what could be–when he’d pierced through the deep space of the forbidden and uttered, the undeniable and undisputable.  He’d only ever wanted to be in your world, for he’d for so long yearned for a place beside you that was not one of imagination or observance from a distance. 
After all, he had been doomed to that tortuous fate before becoming your hunting partner when he’d been stuck behind that horrible glass wall with you trapped on the other side. 
And when he’d coaxed you close in that meadow, those same arms–one cold,  rigid, and bionic while the other was warm, pliant, and fleshly– led your front against the strong, chiseled chest covered in the dark fabric that lovingly clung to what little of his human body remained,  he’d declared a different kind of need–one that wanted to devour you from where you’d sat atop of him. 
You’d never forget the way his mouth had sought your ear, his breath hot against the shell of it as he’d said something that would lay eternally with you every time you closed your eyes. Every second that was spent in the shivering rigidness of his absence. 
“I want to feel your warmth, your heartbeat…Everything…I want you to stay with me…Forever.”
When he’d nuzzled his cheek against yours, coveting every moment of touch that made every single one of his receptors charged with what felt like electricity zipping through his body, you’d let him, the obsessive flare in his eyes sparking something baser in you that only ignited deliciously more when he touched you like you were his entire world and looked at you like you were a celestial creature descended from the sun, the moon and the stars. 
No amount of testing or experimentation on you could erase that memory. He’d made sure of it, hiding that, among what remained of your memories with him, inside a small pocket of a void in your mind that even Ever could not touch after many attempts spent honing his power for your sake. 
Only two months and two days have passed since then, but he’d turned your world upside down and become the equator of your system far, far before then. It was as if your kiss had been the unavoidable calamity that had made his desires collide and converge, their amalgamation too powerful for him to resist in your magnetic pull whenever he saw you, smelled you, thought of you. 
And now, as he stands before you as solid as the glass at your back, that same reaction, set off by every atom that made you up, has you repeating those words he’d spoken to you by the remains of that charred yet living tree stump on Philos. The same stump had had the beginnings of moss attached to it, the two bodies of alternate forms helplessly clinging to each other even after their environment had been unforgiving to them. 
Under the intensity of those nebulous eyes powerful enough to make you fall to your knees, you repeat what your lover had professed so ardently to you, his yearning dressing the guilt that is draped under his eyes. It is enough to take your breath away when his long, mechanical fingers wrap around your wrist where you had been dragging your own digits down towards his lips. 
He leads your digits to them, the pads of your own fingers steered along the edge of his mouth before they follow the outline of his lower, fuller lip. It has become cracked in the aridity of whatever planet he’d been sent to, and you wet your own as you stare, unabashedly at his. 
Embarrassment that had once perched heavily over your shoulder at the very thought of him no longer does in the nest he’s made in your chest, and so the words fly free when he draws your digits over and along his thinner upper lip to his defined Cupid’s bow. It, too, is dry and begging for the nourishment only you can give. 
“You are dehydrated, Caleb. You weren’t taking care of yourself again,” you whisper, the nerves in your still human digits crackling with sensation when he pilots them so they catch and carry the plumpness of his lower lip down, his saliva seeking you before the pink of his lip returns to contain it after your fingers have been conducted toward the corner of his jaw so you can hold him there. 
Your touch sends sparks down his spine, and he relishes in the warmth of you that no sun could ever hope to emit as he closes his eyes, nudging into your hand while he utters, “That does not matter to me when there are more important things that require my attention.” 
The meaning of that is not lost on you, and you knew well the lengths he would go to shower you in every iota of his devotion as vast as space itself. His calibration had, for a long time, been warped in its centering all around you, and so descript was it that he often forgot to attend to his own needs as long as yours were. You’d since figured out a way to navigate that, for it burned you to see him neglect himself for your sake. 
“I’m thirsty, Caleb. Carry me to the kitchen, will you?” You ask, affection flowing forth like water when he gives a smile that could light up any room at your request. You encircle your arms around his neck, needing this closeness just as much as he does after being away from you too long. 
“You don’t have to tell me twice, pip-squeak,” his hands travel down from where they’d been resting on your hips, ginger and gentle as they glide from your sides downward past the curve of your backside to their destination on the backs of your legs. 
When he’s wound his fingers around the underside of your thighs, it takes little effort for him to hoist you up against him, your legs automatically wrapping around his waist like he is your own charging port. Unlike you, part of him has been fused with metal, his right arm lost to Ever’s unassailable greed for perfection in creating life that was as dangerous as it was perfect. 
Created to serve as your precursor–your corrupted guardian and watchdog–your body had been spared over the trials done on his so that you could be the organization’s angel of blood and slaughter. 
With you held closely in his arms, he crosses the distance of the open concept chamber complete with a long, rectangular coffee table made entirely of glass that is accented by two black leather couches in front and behind it. On the far side of it are two lounge chairs, one smaller than the other, arranged next to each other and facing the viewport with its wide view of the stars and dark sky. The larger one is worn and has small tears in its armrests from where he’d gripped them so hard during many dawns and dusks spent either with you in his head, on his lap, or between his legs. 
On one end of the parlor is an impressively sized bedroom, grand bathroom, and boudoir, the last of which he’d built himself using his Evol, his sweat, and his hands. On the other end of the sitting room, there is a sleek kitchen of chrome appliances, grey cabinets, and a sizable island of white marble that looked like the moon’s dust had settled across it. 
It is here that your lover brings you, unwilling to let you go even for a moment as he strides to the refrigerator and waits patiently for you to open it. 
In the short time he’d gathered you in his arms, you’d been swept astray into the whirling domain of his eyes, and when he arches a brown brow upward in a teasing move that gets your pulse quickening, you pry your sights away from him. 
Like he is your own force of momentum, your inertia is swift to alter its state and you open the refrigerator door, quickly procuring the pitcher of apple juice he’d prepared for you the morning he’d left. The note written on a sticky note still remains stuck to its side, the words ‘Made with love for my special, beautiful girl whom I miss dearly’ smudged from the oils on your fingertips as you’d held it.
 Only a quarter of the amber colored liquid remains, for you’d been unable to resist the sweet taste that reminded you so much of him when it fell across your tongue. He doesn’t question your choice of drink when he notices the bent edges of the sticky note that must have been anxiously fiddled with by your fingers while you’d waited for him. 
Instead, he teases you once again as he turns to place you on the island behind you. “Missed me, didn’t you, pip-squeak?”
“You taught me that missing someone is wanting them to be with you even when they can’t be. And every minute you were away, I wished for you to be here with me, by my side.” You confess, the frigid and hard stone under you a stark contrast to the calefaction he radiates. Not wanting to let him go, you ask, “By the way, can you get me the glass I left at the edge of the counter? My arm isn’t long enough to reach it.”
Your admission has his blood rushing to his face, a grin that even Cupid would have been jealous of crossing his face. 
“But of course, my lady,” he bows his head in obedience, the playfulness jumping off each vowel tugging at the chords of your boundless feelings for him. “One glass for the pretty girl coming right up.”
As if every second of your touch had charged him up, he dutifully reaches around you for the apple-shaped glass you’d left out earlier. The small action has him leaning forward, his hot breath fanning against your lips. Like this, you can tell that the usual lively color of those lips of his that are vibrant like a flower’s petal in spring had lost some of their vivid pigmentation, the lack of proper nutrition stealing it from him. 
It makes your stomach twist, even the basic tenets of self-care eradicated from his mind when all but you dwelled in it during the times he was separated from you. 
With the cup in tow, he rises back to his full height, oblivious as usual to his malnourished state that only befell him when he was away from you.  Anger worms its way through you, an anger that would bury itself in you until you’d found a way to save him from the assholes that sent him on that godsforsaken mission and did this to him. 
“How much do you want, pip-squeak?” He inquires, taking the pitcher from you and pouring the sparkling juice forth from it. 
His voice cools the ire that had been slithering inside your stomach, but jealousy over a damned cup that had apprehended his attention away from you makes you possessively squeeze him between your thighs where he stands. 
He makes a surprised sound at that, the sound making you ascend as it tumbles from his cracked lips. 
Your resolve hardens as you watch him selflessly tend to you through the stream of juice that conforms to the shape of the cup he’d crafted for you. 
“Give it all to me.” You tell him, impatient for his attention again to be attached to you. 
The burbling stops, and finally, those eyes of his rush toward yours like fucking meteorites.
“I told you before, pip-squeak,” His fingers constrict around the neck of the pitcher, the glass cracking under the pressure of him as he sets it down, “If it’s my unique scent you want,” with his other hand, he brings the cup of juice under your lips, “a uniform filled with memories,” he tips the cup just the slightest bit toward you, your mouth parting to accept the cold, tart liquid over your tongue, “or even the authority to command me,” the last few words siphon something hungry in you despite the liquid that is beginning to fill your mouth, the slender, metallic digits of his other palm slipping around the back of your neck to tilt your head back so more of the juice can spill between your lips with its sweet tinge, “I’ll make sure you get everything you could ever ask for.”
You hold eye contact with him like he might vanish if you don’t keep him held under the whirling pressure of you, tipping your chin back more as he encourages you with the hand he holds you with while he keeps you close, just as unwilling to be too far away from you. 
The sight of you–your legs spread with him nestled between them and your wet, soft lips accepting what he feeds you as you let him lean you back, willing and pliable for him–makes the still-fleshy organ in his netherregion harden where he’s confined in his powered exosuit.
He observes you with captivation starring the corner of his purple-pink orbs, watching the honey-colored juice disappear into the cavern between your lips as it pours forth into you. Each mouthful of it down your throat has him feeling as though his internal temperature has begun to overheat, a different kind of steam demanding to be let out when the last of the contents of the drink flow into the chamber of your mouth. 
You don’t swallow this one. 
Rather, you lift one of your hands, making a come-hither gesture with your finger while intention–magnifying and polarizing–harnesses him to you like a magnet. 
He knew you more intimately than you knew yourself, and so the realization that dusks over his countenance casts you into the heatwave of his fierce, intense emotions once reserved only for his mind. 
As tall as he is, his shadow shades you in the soft light of the moon that sits in the distance of the dark realm outside as your lover’s front falls forward, one of his hands closing around the edge of the counter as he husks. “You’re a bad liar, pip-squeak. You can’t fool me. You want me to drink from you that badly, huh?” the glass he’d been pressing against your lips is put down, his irises dipping from yours to your mouth before his index comes upon one side of your cheek where his thumb spans your other, his other knuckles urging your chin up so that you can’t escape the all encompassing gravity of his affliction for you. His hot breath fans your lips as he draws inevitably nearer, “You can be such a silly girl, and yet-”
Waiting for him to come to you is an eternity you can’t possibly bear, and when finally he closes the distance between you– two masses of matter inextricably colliding and crashing together as you seek each other’s every molecule in a searingly passionate kiss–the natural release of the liquid you’d been storing for him is diffused into the chasm of his mouth, his groan short-circuiting you as he deepens the kiss, the fusion between you expelling reason and logic until all there is is him. 
More you give and more he takes, his long tongue flitting over yours while he explores you like it’s the first time.   
Against your mouth, he breathes, “You’re irresistible to me. I can’t stop myself from falling for you. Every. Single. Time.” The words are passed between voyages of his mouth as he returns, over and over again, to his origin point of you, fire licking up at you from where he’s connected to you. 
His fingers depress themselves into your flesh as if you are the foundation he needs to stay afloat in the depth of his all consuming weakness for you, the slight pressure that action imposes on you making your lips pucker against his where you feed the still crisp juice to him. Stray trails of it dribble down your chin, your neck and then between the valley of your breasts that strain against the low v-cut nightgown hardly even reaching past your ass. 
You’d chosen it knowing it was his favorite of the many he’d stitched and sewn himself just for you. He’d taught you a great many things about feelings, emotions, and that little thing called desire, and you’d begun to see just how much-with the tiniest of actions or words- you jumbled his impulses and want that only you could rewire, rewrite, and reshape. 
“Caleb,” you grapple for the leather strap overlaying his powered exosuit below where the amber colored crystal is embedded at the base of his neck, his mouth claiming yours as you pull him closer, needing him everywhere and anywhere you can have him in the visceral summonings only he can make well up within you. Your shallowing breaths and spit swirl together in the clash of your tongues and teeth, neither of you able to resist the other.
He swallows what makes it past the ring of his lips, hungry for more even when your lungs begin to burn from lack of air, and in their enviousness,  rip you away from him. 
Like the wane of a moon, his eyes have gone dark when he breaks the seal of his mouth over yours, the string of saliva bridging you to him refusing to snap until he straightens, his index smearing the remains of his own essence over your upper lip as he utters, “My name isn’t a safe word, pip-squeak. Saying it won’t make me stop.” His hand slides into your hair while the other now has the counter in an iron-grip as he battles to control himself, his lips coursing toward the edge of your mouth where his finger had been. The pink of his tongue slips from between them to lap up in a long, wet stripe as he collects the pleasing, saccharine remnants of apple juice that had escaped. “You just make me want more.”
Your eyelids flutter at the sensation, his words making heat bloom in the apex between your thighs that you hadn’t even realized you’d begun to rut against him in search of friction where they are still wound, with the rest of your legs, around his waist. 
“Y-you made it spill,” you stammer when that knowing muscle betwixt his lips is brought under the edge of the other side of your own. There, he leaves the slick of his saliva from his tongue’s travels downwards as he gathers the taint of sticky, sugary remains on you there, too. 
“You think that was an accident, baby? It wasn’t.” His hand slinks toward the back of your head so he can take a handful of your locks and gently guide you down until your back meets the hard plane of the counter. Reduced to a weightless mass in the omnipresent skies of him you could forever exist within,  you can do little but wait for him to maneuver you, your own digits holding on tighter to the leather strap below his neck where he hovers above you because somehow, someway, you needed to keep yourself by him, the void of space observing you from outside the glass walls of your chambers both a hope and a curse. 
“Mmm… Thank you for feeding me. That was good,”  He hums, the transparency of his yearning there in his eyes, showing the basest part of him sequestered in the far reaches of his orbs while he continues his devoted descent, the passage of his mouth one that follows the winding paths of the existing tracks of liquid that had traveled south along your throat and chest from earlier. Each time his soft lips land, the hot of his tongue is there to scavenge for your taste that has become deliciously mixed with that of apples. Between them, he tells you, “I missed you so much, pip-squeak.”Craving more of you, he keeps driving his mouth to the ocean that is you, the wet sound of his kisses on your flesh and devoutness of his touch making everything else sink away. 
Before they can completely desert you, you need him to know something. You hardly stutter his name out in a poor excuse for his attention, but it is enough for him to pause, his mouth ghosting the spot between your collarbones where’d he’d been laving the pink muscle along the trails of the sweet liquid that had converged into one before dripping down your chest. 
“What is it, my sweet girl?” He questions, tilting his head to the side so the ebony of his bangs falls just over the one eye that he usually sweeps free of his fringe. “Did I do something wrong?”
“You’re not allowed to leave me like that again. It felt like one half of me was missing. Like there was an empty hole in my chest the entire time you were gone.” You tug him down with you, the metal of the roboticized fingers of his right hand bracing him by one side of your head while his other cradles the back of your skull. His breath hitches when you confess, “It was like that hole sucked up all of the happiness and good in my world because you were not in it.”
Before him, you’d been a stranger to all but death, your swords sharp and your orders from the scientists at the lab unforgiving. But despite missions of bloodshed and piercing, terrorizing screams, everyday you’d both watched each other from behind the see-through wall of your glass cages. You’d listened to his stories and musings raptly while inextricably drawn to his side like he was the center of all gravity, your palms separated by the barrier between you when you weren’t trapped in your glass pod. 
He had always been the only source of sensation or sentiment, and in him, you’d found what only he could give: home. 
He can feel the vulnerability that has locked your muscles in place, so he croons, “I’m here now. Nothing will take me away from you ever again. We will always be together.” 
“Promise me,” you don’t let his words drift away from you, the echo of a vow made when you’d both been much smaller surfacing in the back of your mind, “Promise me again, Caleb. I won’t forgive you if you break it.”
Something flickers behind the window of his eyes. The tenderness that colors his voice dulls everything but him, even the clock’s ticking muted when he answers, the blizzard of the air pushed away when the summer of his breath blows along your chin from where he looks fondly down at you, “I promise, my one and only.”
When you relax beneath him, your ligaments freed from their invisible chains, you use the grip you have on the leather strap to lead him to your waiting lips, the sincerity of his words tangible in the featherlight brush of his lips over yours that makes your heart skip a beat. He must hear that,  because he deepens the kiss as if he can circumfuse all of his love into you through that action alone. Insistence takes over, and you relish in it when he slots his mouth harder into yours, not willing to release you from the endless expanse of his ardor for you until oxygen–the damned nuisance–tears you away from him once again.
His breaths are short and shallow while they coalesce with yours, his chest heaving above you where your other hand–the one not already clutching the thin strap below his throat–rises so your fingers can carefully trace the outline of his lips that are fine and fair, almost like satin. No longer are they dry, the sheen of your spit there, embracing them in your care for him while he stares lovingly at you. His lips are so malleable, so nimble as your digit glides across them, his mouth pursuing your hand as if to forage for more of your warmth. 
“Affection?” You pose the question, a fledgling still to the ways of showing the indescribable ways he makes you feel when you’d spent so much of your life behind a glass case. 
His orbs soften under the silver light of the moon that all but makes him glow when he affirms, “Affection. Do you need me to shower you in affection, my one and only?”
Your fingers gravitate down his chin, his throat, the upper plane of his chiseled, muscled pectoral where his own heart pounds fiercely and quickly, like it, too, is trying to reach for you; like it, too, preens happily under your touch and attention. Your own thrums against your ribcage to the same hurried rhythm as if in a dance of passion, neither able to step away from the other. 
Swept into that symphony of sensation that only he could orchestrate, you don’t hesitate when you answer, “Yes. As long as it is you, the answer will always be yes.” 
You watch his veiled control crease his thick brows and diverge his lips, a fragmented breath leaving him when the hard, cool, robotic fingers of his right hand circle around your forearm to direct your open palm up, the sculpted realm of his body hidden by the mesh of his suit where his chest is before the rigidness of alloy encases his throat and shoulders. 
At the base of his throat that alloy is carved out to contain a golden crystal, and it is here that he lets your fingers hover, waiting for you to tap it so you can press the series of holographic buttons only you know the right combinations to. 
“Humans show affection in many ways. But there are ways they do it that are only done when they have found their other half…their one and only.” The metal of his hand ascends up your arm until his palm is pressed against the back of yours, the interconnected phalanges of his fingers bending around yours as he tells you, “Kissing is one way of it. But to let the one person you share the deepest of bonds with feel and see you–all of you– so they can accept and welcome that, too…that’s another way. And I want you to do that with me, my precious girl. I want you to accept every part of me.” 
With his digits wrapped around yours, your index lightly pushes against the crystal nestled between the two notches of his collarbones, the familiar amber light of the holographic panel coming to life before you. You don’t need to look down at it anymore, opting instead to glimpse the nebulas of his eyes that glint intensely at you while your fingers move with practiced ease over each of the three symbols amid the pyramid displayed before you. 
After you’ve hit the final one, there’s a series of chinks and chimes, the nanotechnology embedded in his suit fluorescing in particles of purple that ripple outwards from around the crystal, the flow of light extending outward from it as the black mesh and alloy disintegrate everywhere the light falls like a tide of violet over the glorious sculpture of his body.
Inch by inch the canvas of him is bared to you, neither of you hearing the thud of the abandoned crystal hitting the ground beneath you when the art in front of you captures all of your attention, the polar pull too strong for you to resist even if you wanted to when your eyeline veers down his body in a mouthwatering view that has both sets of your lips slickening. 
Years of modification, missions, and maintained training regimen had corded every bit of him in muscle, his abdomen etched into six defined, sharp blocks across his middle. Framed by two more below, he’s a well-made mosaic of a human being. Even his pectorals are cut seamlessly in their curvatures that cling to the rest of him, his broad, strong shoulders accenting it all where the left arm connected to them looks as if it has been stroked entirely with thick thew from his bicep to his forearm. From the back of his hand, thick veins branch out, the raised lines offshooting up his forearm. 
Where flesh and that same muscle should have wound down his other arm, the metal of a robotic replacement remains. Like a restoration piece, it attempts to match its mirror in the sinuous, sinewy make that no longer can receive feeling beyond pain. 
He senses the subtle squirm of your fingers where they now rest against his sternum, your basest receptors  within itching to rediscover him. 
 “Go on, pip-squeak. Feel me,” he implores, trailing the hand of yours that he still holds down across his pectoral until your palm rests just over the strong, erratic palpitations of his heart, “This is all yours. It always has been.” 
The beat of the organ beneath your hand pushes your own along, your fingers becoming curious travelers that wander along the mountainous range between his pectorals, the smaller pads of each of your five fingers crossing along, under, and around every contour and curve of him upward from his defined collarbones to the blocks of muscle lining his abdomen. Somewhere along the way, his hand detaches from yours, his knuckles turning white where grips onto the counter so you’re pressed between the pleasing warmth of his body and the cold foundation of the countertop. 
Each stroke of your fingers along the plains of his chest has his breaths deepening like each touch both satisfies and starves him, and when your fingers roam down a little too far past the slabs of thew settled over his stomach, that’s when he nestles his nose into the crook of your neck, his balmy breath sweeping over the sensitive area on the side of your throat as he inhales the essence of you before he checks, “You want to go there, my darling? Are you sure?”
You had never cared to know what pleased a man before him. But years of tension and longing for this man before you had built up inside you and made you overflow and fucking brim with want that could only be fulfilled by him. 
No one had ever asked what you wanted, much less if you were clear on what it was you even thought you wished for in the first place. 
But he had. He always had. 
That is why your own digits drift downward until they amble along one side of the impressively large shaft standing at attention between his thick, muscled thighs, fingers skimming along the ridges of his proud cock. 
“Fuck,” he curses when you reach his base, only able to get half of your hand around him before ascending. “You really did miss me, didn’t you, my sweet girl?”
“Can I show you?” You turn your head, lips searching for his where they linger along your sternocleidomastoid muscle lining the side of your throat. You peer at him with innocent doe-eyes that are enough to make him into your slave if you wished it. “I know how because of you.” You squeeze him lightly–deliciously– under the bulbous head of his cock, transfixed by the way his eyes become hooded while your hand descends down back to his engorging base just the way he’d taught you to.
Unable to ever deny you when you look at him like that, he breathes out, “You know you can do whatever you want to me, pretty girl.” His handsome expression contorts into one of contained pleasure, his brows pulling together and mouth falling open when you handle him just a little faster, your thumb spreading the newly rolled beads of pre-cum over the mushroom-shaped tip of his length that made your own mouth and sex cry out of need for him. 
“This body is yours, baby.” He emits a long, drawn out sound of pleasure when you stroke him there and back, your other fingers brushing at the swelling bulbs of his balls beneath his sumptuously sized cock. You feel, fascination pooling in your core, the way the veins that wrap around his member have begun to jump excitedly under your touch, and gods, did the man in front of you look delicious when in the throes of rapture only you could bring. 
Watching him was addicting. It was like a drug that you could never, ever, stop taking, your brain and very blood now so dependent and entrenched in the sights, sounds, sensations, and thoughts of him that it could no longer fire correctly unless your fix was with you–or inside you. 
“Mine.” You repeat, your hand picking up the speed you rub him up and down with, your other fingers curling around one of his engorging balls and massaging it before giving the same attention to the other. He inclines his head as if in deference, irises loyally bowing down to yours, for he is utterly weak to your ministrations. 
Your voice and touch are his aphrodisiac, and in his absence, he’d become so very starved for you. 
“You’ve become so good at this, haven’t you? You’re going to make me cum for you if you keep going like this, pretty girl.” He pants laboriously, concentration painting its way across his face when you tighten your grip around him, the vice of your hand making the top of of his length weep, its wetness drawn down by you every so often when you wind and twist your hand around his large, fleshy head before dragging it back down. “Feels so fucking good, pip-squeak. I taught you too well, didn’t I?”
“I had a very good teacher,” you agree, your legs securing around him harder in your keenness to bring him closer because as near as he is, you need him more than the air that hovers between you while you rub at his testicles with one of your hands and other, becoming a vice around his cock, gropingly glides along his length without pause–without abandon– your joined flesh making obscene sounds of his slick and wetness as you please him. 
His breaths become heavier the faster you go, knuckles going whiter than snow as he fights to contain his release that he can feel quivering in the base of his balls all the way to the curving arc of his cock that reaches for you in its beautiful, long curvature. 
He’s so fucking close. He’s just at the fucking edge of the precipice of his release, but that end that suspends itself over him now is not the one he had envisioned upon his return to you. The appetite he had for you made him hunger for another, more carnal means. One that only you could parch the cavern of his mouth from. 
No, he needed you in a different way. He could wait. He was no stranger to that when it came to you. 
“Yeah? Well as much as I want to cum for you, pretty girl,” both of his larger hands seize your wrists, pinning them above your head, his cock pressing against the wailing apex between your legs as he tells you, “You did so well to feed me earlier, and now I want more. I’m so hungry, pretty girl. And only you can satisfy me.”
“Hungry?” You moan when he gives a purposeful roll of his hips into you, the tip of his fully erect cock a little ways under his belly button yet the rest of him sliding deliciously along your folds. 
He chuckles low when you moan at the way his cock slides against the button of nerves above your folds when he undulates those toned hips of his again. 
“Yes, baby. Starving.” The space around your arms shifts and invisible streaks erupting through it before the colorless, leaden matter set alight by embers shoots down around your forearms and hands, his Evol over gravity tethering you in place so his hands can wrap around your thighs, pulling them over each of his broad shoulders so he’s got your ass resting against his sternum and your sex inches from his waiting mouth.“I told you before…I want everything you are willing to give me. That includes your sweet, delicious honey.”
You don’t resist him. You’re exactly where you want to be right now while his irises lower to where you’re bare for him. He sucks in a breath, staring like he’s looking a fucking meal, “You left yourself bare for me…what a needy girl. But you know, I like my girl needy for me. That’s hot.”
He inhales deeply through his nose, your intoxicating scent making his eyes roll back before those heavy tendrils of his power, receptive to his hunger, pull at the edges of your nightgown. They slowly tug it up your body, each sliver of skin you present to him making his salivary glands water as he swallows around a suddenly dry throat. And between his legs, his cock hardens impossibly more when the fabric of your nightgown crests over your perfect, pert breasts, the peaks of which are stiff and demanding of his attention. You’re already glistening with wetness for him, the evidence of your arousal evident in the sheen of it that coats your cunt from your earlier illicit activity. 
“pip-squeak…you’re so beautiful.” It’s a remnant of his usual voice that comes out, for you’ve stolen his ability to breathe not for the first time, and certainly not for the last. “Please let me have you right here on the counter in our kitchen. I’ll make you feel good just like I always do. I’ll take such good care of you, baby.”
Ever mindful of you and your wishes, he gives you the chance to decide. And ever the light to his shadow, you could sooner reject him than the moon could halt its wayward journey around the solar system. 
“I’m all yours, Caleb.” You muster, your own words rushed under the current of his eyes that garner every bit of your attention. 
“Do you have any idea what you do to me when you say that, my sweet girl?” The pink of his tongue peeks from between his lips, stretching and elongating before it gently passes itself along the slit of your sex, licking up in a long, wet stripe before it curls back into his mouth, the thick glaze of you covering it before it disappears between his lips. “You make me want to please you so fucking much. I won’t be able to stop until you’re a moaning, writhing mess for me.” His eyes darken as the essence of you spreads itself across every taste bud, his fingers coiling harder into your thighs. “I’m going to eat you out until I am satisfied, my sweet girl. Until you fill my fucking mouth with your precious come.”
He doesn’t give you time to respond after that, for he attaches his mouth to your cunt like a man starved, his mouth becoming a circle of searing suction that demands everything you have. The tang of you is unlike any savory substance he’s ever had across his palate, and mixed with the sugary drippings of apple juice that had coursed down from your breasts to your belly to the thin thatch of hair that his nose is now buried in, you’re a mix of delicacy and sin that he will never tire of supping. 
“C-Caleb…ah-” You stutter when that expert of a tongue of his sidles between your folds, lapping you up like he’s a dog. 
“Mmm, you taste so fucking delicious, baby,” he hums against your sex, the metal of one hand glinting in the silvery moonlight as he slides it up the supple curves of your body until his fingers are wound around your breast. There, he kneads into your flesh, loving the show of expressions dressed in your satisfaction that you bear to him while you are made the receiver of his gluttony. “Your tits are so perky and perfect just like the rest of you. I love how they fit in my hands, pretty girl.” The strong muscle that he glides between your labia there and back makes a sweltering heat begin to pool in the basest part of you, the fingers he has on your breast running over the dusky bud of your areola before they roll it between them. “I can’t wait to put my mouth on them later.”
Your spine arches at that, the beauteous arc of that making him ache between his legs as he ravenously suckles you like you’re a meal he’s happy to wolf down, your very essence slathered across his tongue where he flattens it between your soddened lips, dragging it up and over your hole that clenches around nothing while he consumes you with the vigor of a man drunk on the high of you. 
“Yes, fuck…more, pretty girl. Feed me more,” his words are muffled with his mouth still swathed around you, the flat of his tongue splaying itself over your hole only to twist around it in frenzied rotations to draw out more tears of your need from it. “You’re so fucking good.”
Freer than water over the brim of a cup, your voice spills from your throat, “P-please, Caleb…Please.”
With your pleas drawn forth from you, thirst saturates his orbs as he sucks you between his teeth, the sounds of his slurping causing an even fiercer wave of desire to engulf you as your sex sheds even more slick for him. He catches it all onto his tongue with fervor, the resulting sigh of his satisfaction joining the filthy sounds of your passion that you make together.
“You want this tongue inside you, baby?” He mouths from where his mouth is melded to you, “What my sweet girl wants is what she will get.” His last word is swallowed by your cunt when the tip of his tongue slips into your hole, and he slowly sinks into you inch by delicious inch. You keen at that, and when he flicks it against your walls side to side, it makes the warmth of bliss surge up through your fucking veins from where he’s fixed to you with each devastating flick of it along your plush, velveteen insides that welcome him eagerly. 
There’s nothing languid about the way it writhes along the soft cushion of your walls, the movements of it wild and fevered like he can’t get enough of your addicting flavor as he uses the possessive grip he’s got on the pillow of your thigh to impel himself deeper inside you while you tighten around him. With his tongue still lodged within you, he mumbles, “Be a good girl and wrap your legs tighter around me, baby. I want to feast on you as much as I can. Can you do that for me?”
The vibrations of his voice are carried along his tongue and straight into the bundle of nerves nestled deep within you. You barely manage to comprehend his request, your brain malfunctioning under the burrowing of his tongue farther into you so you’re stuffed unbelievably with the wet length of him while he palms at your breast, twiddling your nipple between his thumb and index while heat coils in your core.
In the absence of your mind’s input, your walls constrict around him and your body obeys him, your thighs closing around his head to keep him lodged between your legs, your ankles crossing over each other so your heels can secure and lock him in place.
“There you go.” His words are smothered by your cunt as he dines on you, “That’s it, pretty girl.” He guzzles you between his lips, tongue grazing and gliding over each and every edge and lineation of your silken basin until no part of you has not been left lathered in his saliva while his other hand joins its counterpart so on your neglected breast. 
You feel those familiar tendrils of his Evol holding your hips in place, even his own power refusing to relinquish you while his hand cups the underside of your tit, thumb dragging itself along your nipple while his artificial palm fondles your other. 
You cry out at the series of sensations that don’t pause or let up, his eyes misting over in the haze of his desire that demands every bit of you as he breathes in your inebriating aroma that drives him fucking mad. 
You call out his name, begging for him once again, and it earns you another twirl of his tongue around the tunnel of your pussy as he intones, “I know, pretty girl. I’m making you into a desperate little mess. But don’t worry, I’ll make you come soon, baby. I want you to cream all over my face just as badly as you do.” He draws in a deep breath of you at the same time that vulgar tongue of his swivels inside you, his fingers playing with the buds of your nipples while you moan loudly as the coil in your core tautens. “You’re getting close already, huh, baby? It makes me feel so good to be able to listen to you sing for me while I pleasure you. Shit...I just can’t get enough of you.”
You entice him even nearer with your legs, squeezing him between your thighs by way of answer, your words lost to the pleasure that steadily begins to wind around your lower abdomen all the way to your brain. Your hips try to buck against him in search of more friction, but his Evol keeps you in place, unable to move while he tongue-fucks you, swallowing every now and again the taint of your own appetence. 
He notices that small movement of your hips, listens to your resulting whine when you are halted from that endeavor, because then the tendrils of his Evol that had been binding you still from above and below your waist start to conform to your shape, the makeshift digits acting as hands that support you down your back and ass rather than tethering your hips in place. 
“Ride my face, pretty girl,” he instructs as the hot length of his tongue penetrates the tight ring of your hole, immediately striking you frenetically along your walls while he’s swaddled in the vice of your cunt that clenches around him. “Remember what I taught you.” 
His encouragement fires the sparks of your action, and you immediately follow his directive. Your hips roll into him, the border of your lips catching on his nose and just barely hitting the edge of the bundle of nerves crowning your cunt while his fingers gently trace the pebbling outline of your nipples. Your mouth soon falls open to emit the wanton sounds of your blissful rhapsody. 
Headiness makes the air heavy between you, your back bowing at the tantalizing thrill that he arouses in you while he continues to flit his tongue in rampant, gyrated motions inside you while you grind yourself against his face like he’d told you to while he praises, “Just like that. You’re doing so well for me, baby. You’re so nice to suck on while you’re using my face to feel good.” 
Over and over you oscillate your hips against him, for each time producing a faster, fevered rhythm in the back-and-forth of the hot muscle of his tongue against you while he swills your piquant quintessence into his mouth. His hands never stray from your breasts, devoted to the peaks of your tits that have peaked under his constant attention. His irises smolder you in his zealousness, and you can’t escape the wildfires they make you burn with as he lavishes his love on you. 
Inevitably, the coil of need that had been building inside you threatens to burst, and he knows it, because when he buries his face even farther into you, angling his chin in this way and that so he can lave his tongue up the far end of your walls before pivoting it provokingly at places you didn’t even know existed in the trench of you, he feels the way you grip onto him harder, your sex contracting harder around him while he coos, “Yeah, fuck, I’m so hard for you, baby. Keep going.” 
Your hips hasten their pace, chasing the ecstasy that twines itself tighter in the base of your belly with every sway of them along the lower half of his nose, cheeks, and mouth. Your breaths have become shallow, barely a figment of what they once were where you whimper for him. The globes of your breasts heave up and down even with his hands still covering and rubbing at your rigid peaks while you rock yourself shamelessly on him, deliriousness spewing into him as you careen toward your end. 
“Tell me how good I am, baby.” His voice is smothered by you, his tongue drowning most of the syllables in the depths of you, “Tell me I’m the only one who can make you into a wet, dripping mess that wants no one but me. Let me hear your voice, pretty girl, and I’ll give you what you want so badly.”
You grind like a craven creature  along the bridge of his nose all the way down to the end of his chin, the gleam of your taint left in your continual passage atop of him, your entire system flushed with the same frenzy he takes you with. 
Coherency has forsaken you now, its forebear of wantonness left to overwhelm you in its place. 
It is why you moan out, “You’re so good to me, Caleb. So, so good. Better than anyone could ever be,” you throw your head back, and he sees the whites of your eyes when his tongue streaks faster than a comet back and forth within your plush galaxy that he could spend years exploring, words slurred from your efforts as you soddenly cant your hips astride him while avarice incarnate churns your core and cunt. “No one can fuck me like you, touch me like you do, or kiss me like you do. No one, and absolutely no one, can love me as you do.” 
The words are but echoes of a chant he’d been your maestro for, aiding and directing your notes of enthrallment for him while he’d pitched you into an impassioned  dance your body had responded only to him with. 
Your answer activates something feral in him, his pupils blowing wide and nearly absorbing the circlets of compressed morning dawn in them. Metal fingers take your chin between them, maneuvering your attention back to him and all you can see are the dimmed nebulae of his eyes as the space above where you both have become one distorts and distills. The tendrils of his Evol divaricate and break through it, reaching down until-
“Only I can have you like this. Now look at me when I make you cum, baby. I want you to remember this memory of me between your legs and never, ever forget it. You’re going to recognize me by sight, smell, touch, sound…everything.” Your eyes snap open and latch onto him when the cumbrous, corpulent striations of his Evol, all at once, press down on your clit in a feeling akin to hundreds of tiny palpitations and pulses against the bundle of nerves as he manipulates gravity solely for you. Your gasp is garbled and your hips jerk and jounce at the sudden flux of sensations, and then his other hand is there, on your hip, to help you keep going while his tongue makes schlepping noises where he fervently frisks it up and down in rapid succession within your clinging walls. “Such a good listener you are. I need you to cum in my mouth now, pretty girl. I need you to feed me your honey.” 
Your mouth falls open in an ‘o’ shape, the sonorous scream that resounds from you making even the walls tremble in its volume as your body obeys his directive and your world goes white with the shattering of the tension he’d founded in you. From its springs a fierce, fiery pleasure that floods you from he’s fused with you, the torrid, intense waves of it washing over you from the tips of your fingers to the ends of your toes that cramp and curl behind his back. 
He fucks you through your orgasm, the ribbons under his control winding down your sex slithering around and between his lips before they nuzzle the flowerbed of nerves buried far into you. The hot length he threshes about in your silken channel moves with an inhuman speed as the other hundreds of tendrils of his Evol ruinously ravage your clit over and over again while you wail and whimper for the man beneath you, your cunt cinching and spasming around him. 
Your essence gushes forth like a lewd stream into his anticipating mouth where he’s still got it moored to you, groaning deep and low where he receives you before he’s relaxing his tongue and opening wider to thirstily drink up the saccharine juices you have made for him. 
“Keep coming. Fuck, keep coming for me. I love your taste. Need it every fucking day,” he sloppily swallows your slick down, “Give me every drop, baby. I want your taste to linger in my mouth forever.”
You don’t have to be told twice, the tendrils ceaseless and unabating in their pressure as they depress themselves over the most sensitive parts of you without pause. They leave no area unclaimed, rushing and lapping at you everywhere over and around your clit and g-spot in their own kisses to you that make their master jealous.
Their master, who pushes his hips into the counter, halting the small undulations they’d been making into it while he observes your euphorically erotic performance just for him. Their master, who squeezes himself between the counter and his body where his cock splutters with pre-cum, a pervasive twinging of an ache declaring its longing for you even when he stifles it with the small, constringing threads of his Evol that force his orgasm down into the base of his balls. 
More you spill into his mouth as if a dam had been broken between your legs while he guides your grinding pussy there and back along his nose to his chin, the reservoir of his mouth receiving your release while you gush uncontrollably between his lips. 
“Such a tasty cunt,” He drains you like you’re the fountain of his very life, each movement of his Adam’s apple bringing with it the sound of his gratification in the low groans he lets out. When the flow of your juices begins to slow, each of those colorless ribbons of his power disintegrate,  his tongue retreating into his mouth so he can sip on you again and again– insatiable for you as an emaciated, famished male who hasn’t fed for weeks. 
His want is there, each time he draws you in, and it writhes in the irises that dilate and expand as he besottedly ogles the blissed, fucked out expression that has you mewling, the unbelievable intensity of your climax leaving you feeling as if you’re suspended entirely in some astral dimension that only your lover could augment before you. 
“Thank you,” he says it in some kind of daze, like the tart twang and tangy scent of you have clogged his mind of any reasonable thought while he languidly cleans you up, “Thank you so much, my love.”
Fondness makes your heart swell for him, and you’ve forgotten that the ribbons of his Evol still keep your arms tied down and entirely too distant from him. 
“Caleb,” your voice is hoarse from your earlier outcries, “I want to touch you. Can I?”
Your plea has the tendrils binding your arms to the counter dissolving and releasing you, your request brushing past the brume of the trance that you’d put him under while the other strands of his Evol encasing you around your pelvis diffuse into thin air. 
He cleans you with his tongue, entreating whatever remains onto it, your thighs slackening and opening around his head in the feeling that has been sapped out of you.
Once he’s sure he’s devoured every last morsel of the dinner, lunch, and breakfast that he’d made of you, his hands return to your sides to carefully ease you back down onto the counter so you’re laid against it once more. 
“You do not need to ask me that, my love. I love it when you touch me,” He licks his lips, the lewd daubing of your taint embracing the wet length of him as satisfaction morphs his handsome features when the last of you is lathered across his palate. “I live only for you, anyway.”
His confession makes your cheeks flush a shade of red even rubies couldn’t hope to compare to, and it only becomes a mightier shade when you blink up at him with those long, obsidian-like lashes of yours while he uses the back of his artificial, roboticized hand to wipe away the glistening sheen of your essence that still sullies his chin and nose before the pink muscle in his mouth slips out to relish in that, too. “I would do anything for you because I love you. You know that, don’t you?”
Familiar heat simmers between your legs, and you extend your slightly shaky arm toward him, fingers outstretched in effort to make contact with him while you answer, “You would never let me forget.” As tall as he is, he’s too far away even though he’s stood against the countertop, your own legs now dangling on either side of him. 
You whine at his unwanted farness despite your thighs that tremblingly try and fail to clamp him between them, and the resulting chuckle of amusement makes wings take flight in your chest as he responsively tilts his front forward, head lowering a little so you can dotingly cradle his cheek in your hand.
“What do you want, pip-squeak?” He rests his head in your hand, his knuckles of his other hand tenderly trailing down the underside of your arm to feel more of your smooth skin while his other, bionic one braces him against the counter so his chest hangs closely above yours. 
“You.” Your answer is fetched forth by the attracting force that is him, the debris of hesitation eradicated under the nebulae in his eyes that spin with adoration and devotion solely to you. 
“You have me, sweet girl,” he coos. “You always have.”
You’d never been good with words. Still, he made you want to be. 
So you try to show him what you mean another way, bending one elbow under you so you can surround yourself in his musky, masculine scent of iron and grass. Like this, you can’t miss the fully engorged, painfully erect member between his thighs that’d he’d left neglected out of his devoutness to you. 
You whine at the sight of him, fingers twitching impulsively at the sight of him as he tells you, “I know that look in your eyes, pretty girl, but I won’t last if you touch me there right now. I need you too much right now.” 
An emotion your language simply didn’t have a means of expressing makes the whole of your heart twinge and pang for him, your fingers drifting down from his cheek so they can maunder down his neck to where pliant flesh meets rigid, hard metal. The daintiness of your touch makes him shudder, and his carefully shrouded vulnerability exposes itself in the shadows within the corner of one of his eyes as your fingers nimbly meander down the dark plating of iron where his receptors can’t feel you anymore–nonetheless, you don’t stop until your palm lays against the back of his. 
“You once said that humans who love each other can mate their souls together if their vessels become one.” Your digits curl inward, filling the space he’d left open for you between his metallic fingers while his other digits reverently follow the curve of your shoulder blade to the dip of your spine. “I want that with you.”
His breath is snagged away by you, and he still sounds so very winded whenever the imaginings he’d had of you are replaced with the reality that is so, so much more beautiful than anything his mind could conjure. 
“Are you certain, my one and only?” He asks breathlessly while you bring the artificial phalanges of his iron hand to your lips, kissing each where human joints would be in the middle of every single one of them. 
Ever considerate of you and your own will, his question only whisks forth the truth of many moons and suns spent basking in the rays of his care and affection. 
“These past two cycles without you made me realize that there is only one thing that has any meaning to me in this place, Caleb, and that is you,” You profess, turning his hand over so you can intertwine your fingers with his. He interlaces his with yours, each fitting perfectly next yours like they were designed just for this purpose. All the while, he admires every bit of the spread of red dusting over your cheeks while you say, “Make love to me until our spirits mate for life. Until we can’t remember what it was to be without each other.”
The kindle of your voice sets him alight with pining that refuses to be doused until his very being is joined in the heat of passion with yours, and he stiffens unbelievably more between your parted legs while the bulbous head of his enlarged, swollen cock leaks his pre-cum that has you wetting your lips, your tastebuds secreting saliva at the delicious sight of him. 
“As you wish,” he faithfully utters before using the union made by your hands to help you sit up. His other digits faintly course down your spine, pebbling your flesh as they go. The soft pads of his fingertips don’t disappear until he reaches the small of your back where the globes of your ass hide you from him. “My moon and my stars,” those calloused digits fasten around your thigh, “My one and only in this life and the next.” 
You watch him bring your intertangled hands to his mouth, the shape of them pledging themselves to you in the fleeting, deferent kiss he impresses upon the back of yours before he ensconces it over the corded thew of his shoulder, doing the same to with your other.
“However you’ll have me, I’ll come to you. And I will make all your wishes come true. Every single one of them,” His bionic, metal hand joins its counterpart along the home of the backs of your thighs so  he can entwine you around his toned torso one leg after the other. While he does this, he angles his head to the side, the hotness of his breath blown against the shell of your ear while he murmurs, “I made a promise to you that I’d bring you to a paradise that is just for us. Whether it is my body or being that takes you there, my sweet girl, you’ll find it with me.” The torrid territory of his mouth skims the cartilage of your ear as he admits, “After all, you have been my Eden from the first time I looked upon you in that garden of tubes, glass, and monitors.” 
“Take me, then. Make me entirely yours so that we can always be together.” You declare, wrapping your legs and arms resolutely, unwaveringly around him. 
His control snaps, and from its remains, his want takes over. 
“Finally,” The word is hurried, rushed from the base of his throat when he easily lifts you up against his body and turns to hastily trudge away from the counter, his mouth tangling with yours in a mess of teeth and spit, the wet smacking of your lips all that you hear past his groan when you move your hips against him, your sex skirting along the tip of the several inches of his infatuation with you before your spine hits a wall, an untamed intent rearing in his eyes when he surfaces for air to husk, “Take it off for me, pretty girl. You won’t need that little nightdress before, during, or after what I’m going to do to you.” 
You heed him, peeling it off your body where it had been bunched atop your breasts and discarding it somewhere behind him unceremoniously while his irises roam and ravage your completely exposed form to make heat ignite everywhere they raze. 
“Caleb,” you whine, entranced by the unbridled, unadulterated lust that conflagrates in his orbs, stoking you in his desire. 
“You looked so pretty for me when you were getting off on my tongue earlier, my love. I would have come against the counter just from watching you, but I couldn’t let myself. Do you want to know why?” He mutters, adjusting and raising you up before the streaks of his Evol quickly clamor around your lower half so he can release you with one of his hands to take his massive, veiny and girthy length into it. “One: you were so beautiful while you enjoyed yourself on that countertop. I couldn’t bear to stop when you looked so tempting. Two: I wanted to come home. I wanted to cum inside you.”
Possessiveness has him slapping his head against your core to sodden you in his own essence, your pussy contracting around nothing while you shed more tears for him there. 
He exhales shakily,  prodding at your entrance with his tip. “You’re so wet for me, pretty girl. My spit and your juices look so pretty on you.” He lines himself up with your drenched hole and he sighs satisfactorily at the way you gaze at him from under a fan of dark lashes, “I’m going to fuck you until all that you know is me, my love. Until all that you can think about is me. Until all you can remember is me.” 
You clasp your arms around his neck, touching the bridge of his nose with yours, “That sounds like paradise to me.”
With your consent, his Evol bears you down onto his cock all in one fluid motion, the delightful fullness and friction from him bottoming out within you making your eyelids flutter while the both of you elicit the vocal sounds resonant of your rapturous union. 
“Fuck,” he curses, “You feel like a dream.” He husks, the invisible tendrils under his control holding your hips in place and turning you weightless while he nearly draws himself out of you only to bury himself back into you to the hilt nice and deep. “No, you’re better than a dream. And you’re all mine. Say it, pretty girl. Say you’re mine.”
“Y-yours,” you stammer when his warm, wet mouth encloses you where your shoulder meets your neck, sucking you between his teeth hungrily as the blood that rushes beneath it is coaxed to where he mars you while he thrusts debasingly into your pussy. 
“I have to remind you that I belong to you, baby, and leave traces of me all over you. You’ll look so gorgeous with my marks all over you.” Up your neck he travels, leaving flowers of red and pink in his wake while he crosses the orchard of your neck to the other side, the veins of his cock brushing against your walls caressingly as he picks up his pace needfully. “When you look at them, you’ll see that I chose you. That I’d only ever choose you. ”
Your walls embrace him tightly at that, and it earns a long, drawn out groan from where his mouth captures yours, teeth gnashing and tongue thrashing against yours in his insistence.
“I want it. Want you,” You mewl into him, your head falling back when his skilled maw descends to dote on your chest, the hot length of his tongue licking around and then over the pliant area of your nipple. He draws a line of spit with it to your other, taking it into his mouth so he can taste you while he plunges powerfully into you with his bulging cock that rubs deliriously against you.
“I’ll give it to you, pretty girl. You’re taking me so well. You feel so good,” He grits his teeth at the divine and damning sanctuary of your body, hastening the drive of his length into you even through the denial of his own end and continual shunting of it with his Evol that swells his balls and member to the brim in the buildup of his captivation for you. “I was made for you, pretty girl. And you were made just for me.” 
Through the haze of your lust that he fills you with, you can vaguely ascertain that he’s fuller than usual, that the network of veins and ridges constellating his much thicker cock pulsate sporadically while he tries to mask it with a bite onto your tit, teeth sinking into you that will surely impart a series of crescents there in the shape of him. 
“Caleb-” You barely get his name out before he shoves his throbbing member harder into you so every bit of him is seated in you, his pace quickening with each purposeful drive of his cock inside your willing and waiting cunt that clamps around him as if to keep him there. 
The slap of his heavy balls against your ass are obscene even to your own ears as his tip kisses your cervix with each quickening thrust, each one turning your thoughts to mush while his eyes flash feverishly up at you from where he’s got your tit bound between his lips. 
“Command me,” he orders, teeth territorially leaving their impression over and around the peaked bud of your other breast while he slams his length into you even faster as he sets a brutal, merciless rhythm, your whimpers wrenched from your throat while he drools around you, spit gleaming licentiously in its viscous venture down your belly. “Command me to let go for you, baby. Tell me to give the seed of my love to you that you’re going to carry inside this pretty pussy of yours.”
You can’t even think anymore, your words lost to the unwavering, relentless pistoning of his pulsating, swollen member that knocks against your g-spot each and every time he pounds into you to make the heat that has spread in your core smolder and flare with an intensity that even a wildfire would fail to contain.
Fingers of steel that can no longer detect sensation grab your jaw in an iron-grip, the manic glint in his eyes sending you deeper into the flames of felicity while his other hand flattens against your belly to feel himself where he protrudes against you while rams himself into your silken channel. “I said,” he punctuates each word with a lurid lurch of his hips, “Command me.”
His order summons your voice from the bowels of your body, your baser being temporarily avulsed from the depths of yourself as your mouth falls ajar when the palm against your stomach turns so the pads of his index and middle fingers can zealously stroke the cluster of nerves of your clit, the heel of his hand pushing into the sensitive area just above the thatch of hair overlying your sex to make his intrusions even more decadently depraved. 
“Let…l-let go for me, Caleb,” you incoherently babble, “W-want your…want your seed inside me.”
His eyes darken, and then he hums, “Mmm, I knew you would listen. You’re such a good girl. I’m going to ask you to do one more thing for me. Can you do that?” 
You nod, not trusting your voice to last with how he splits you apart until you don’t know where you start and he ends, tits jiggling and jostling where the colorless striations of his Evol don’t pin you in place against the wall while his fingers render aberrant patterns over and on your sensitive bundle of nerves cresting your cunt. 
“Fall apart on my cock and succumb to me, baby. Milk me fucking dry.” His fingers push down along your engorged nub while several invisible streaks of the power under his control stretch around and between his digits to consort with him like extensions of his own hand, brutally impelling themselves against your bloated button of nerves in tandem with the catastrophic whirl of his fingers against it. ”Show me how much you love me while I fill you up with mine.” 
You dazedly watch his lips move, the meaning of them slow to find you while he ravishes you with his cock with a final, fatal, calamitous blow that hits you in all the right places, not a single part of you devoid of his length as your body obeys him. Your walls spasm and convulse around him as you let out a piercing cry of his name and hot, blinding, white pleasure uproariously makes you its fortissimo. 
He’s bewitched by you as you move like a melody caught in slow motion, each breath a note drawn out, deliberate, aching with anticipation. The rhythm built inside you–a private symphony–pulsing low and deep like bass beneath the velvet sky of the dark. You were the strings of a musical instrument and he the composer, your body arched in perfect sync with the rising tempo. When your climax comes, it is a full crescendo–raw, electric, soul-deep–the kind of moment where the world falls away and only the music remains, echoing in your bones long after the final note fades. You don’t just feel pleasure–you become the song, and in that instant, you and he are infinite.
Your voluminous, glorious orgasm sends him into his, and he fucking bursts, shooting his molten seed inside you with a reverberating rumble of groan that sets your blood afire. 
“That’s right, pretty girl,” he encourages, “You’re so gorgeous when you lose yourself on top of me, my love. Keep going. I won’t let a single bit of me out of you.” 
You do as he says, even your labored breaths clinging to each other as he ruts his hips into yours, helping you to ride out your orgasm until your walls have stopped fluttering around him in a euphoric ballad while his mouth secures itself to yours, mingling his saliva and breath with yours in a messy string of kisses that don’t cease until his fingers find the backs of your thighs so he can languidly summon his Evol into the ether just to hold you nearer against his chest. 
Still he fills you, each white spurt lovingly caressing parts of you that you didn’t even know you had. 
So stuffed full of his cum, a sliver of it slips down your thigh, but several streaks of his power push it back up inside your cunt, keeping it all there while you try to hold the rest of his release within you. 
Your limbs tremble from the intenseness of your illicit activities, but it is a pleasing kind of numbness that is left in his wake while your hands dangle from the back of his neck, fresh red lines made from your nails now adorning him there that he wears proudly.
He waits until you’ve caught your breath until he asks, “Are you okay, pip-squeak? Was I too much?”
You smile at him, a different kind of feeling flittering through your chest when his eyes light up at you while you say, “There’s no such thing as ‘too much’ with you. I loved it…and you.” You attempt to card your quivering, jellified fingers through his tousled, mussed hair and he preens at the action. 
He croons, his own smile reaching his eyes when he rubs his nose against yours, “That’s what I like to hear. I love you, too, you know.” He gives a soothing squeeze to your strained and still quaking muscles along your thighs, “ Do you need me to give you a massage? You may not be able to use your legs for a little while, pip-squeak.”
Your cheeks burn at that last part, the inclination to hide your face in his neck where he’s shining with the sheen of sweat awfully provocative right now. “That does sound appealing, but you have not properly eaten yet. You need to.”
He arches a brow, and incredulous, he retorts, “What are you talking about? I just did. And it was delicious.”
Impulsiveness wins over your still recovering rationale, and you claim his Adam’s apple between your teeth while you challenge, “That’s not a real meal, mister. I’m not going to let you starve because of me. I love you too much for that. You can make us both something and we can eat together. I’ll tell you about the dreams I had of you while you were gone. How does that sound?” 
That piques his interest, and then he’s heading toward your bedroom with you tucked safely in his arms while he offers, “Sounds good to me. But I think a shower is in order after that. I need to clean you up.”
He watches your irises dip down where you’re both still connected, chuckling to himself when you give an inquisitive look. “And you plan to keep that inside me while you do?”
“Oh, pip-squeak,” he muses, “There are many ways to make sure it stays where it belongs. And if you lose any of it,” He takes the bottom of your earlobe between his teeth, “I’ll just make sure you give you some more.”
Familiar heat stirs between your legs, and you playfully nip over the notch of his Adam's apple while you say, “You’re insatiable.” 
“Only for you, my love,” He passionately professes through a pleased grunt, “So, what do you want me to make for us?”
“Anything as long as it is made by you. You can choose for me. You know what I like better than I do.” Your answer honestly as your lids grow heavy, and when you lay your head against his chest, you can hear how his heart is tuned to the same beat of yours. “My only request is something with apples in it. They remind me of you.”
“And what is it about them that reminds you of me?” His tone is the timbre of music in its peaked curiosity, the plop of his feet against the floor a soft backdrop against it as he peers amorously down at you. 
 Crisp where he needed to be, soft where he allowed, with a tartness that showed when life bit too hard. The scientists and commanders of Ever thought they knew him after one passing, scrutinizing glare, but they missed the way he carried seasons in his soul– the sunlight, the storms, the long patient ripening. And like an apple, he held your truth at the core– not always easy to reach, but real, and worth it.
You confess the musings you’d long harvested in your heart, they flow easily when he looks at you like you’re his entire universe. Each word nurtures in him a happiness that beams from those brilliant eyes of dawn and sunset that are merged together in them, and he effuses that comfortable warmth through your every bone, cell, and atom, your body fusing itself to his in a manner of seeking that went far beyond the flesh and mortal coil. 
Hours pass and he never drifts from you, unable to leave his moon and stars. Time is but a poor construct in his presence, because he instills and imparts in you the rich, vibrant wonders of life that manifest down to his every breath. 
When your bellies have been sated and he’s carefully washed you of the sweat, spit, and slick you’d unconditionally made for each other,  he takes you to bed. There, his fingers–magnetized to you–lulling each tensed, overused muscle of yours into relaxedness from where he’d lain you atop of him before tracing the outline of your every curve while whispering sweet nothings into your ear where it had been nestled into the crook of his neck. 
You’d given in easily into the tantalizing tug of sleep, for he’d enticed all of your energy and ability to move properly, the devout worship of his digits–both of metal and of flesh–too divine not to surrender to. 
When your even, measured breaths brush at his throat and your eyes have fallen closed, that’s when he presents his mouth against your temple, surreptitiously delivering a vow of his fealty, loyalty, and faith while you sleep peacefully–blissfully– in his arms. 
“Rest well, my one and only. I promise to you that in life and in death, we will never be apart.” 
Your peaceful expression lures him into his dreams, wanting to be with you there, too. 
The black void of space soon swarms him, his body robbed of its weight as he falls toward a scorched, scarred planet iriscable in the flame of its doomed fate. He’s been torn away from you again, and when he attempts to move, to try to find you, his appendages each fail him, each bereft and depleted of strength. 
Dismembered drones, Wanderers, and synthetic droids plummet past pieces of what once were cruisers, the lone, untouched ship of steel above him an abandoned refuge to the holder of his heart who dives toward him unflinchingly and determinedly as you cry out his name. 
Your kindling touch, when you furl your arms around his neck, restarts his every nerve and it’s all he can do to warn you of the imminence of his decay, your consuming connection corrupted by the same source that made you for each other of which he’d been trying to protect you from.  
There’s nothing but conviction in the pools of your eyes when you confess that this–being with him– is where you want to be. That the world being wrought in disastrous destruction is not scary, but losing him–going on to exist in a place where he is not– that is a nightmare you could never bear. 
There, in the pit of space, he makes his final promise to you, sealing it with a deep and devouring kiss that even the sun and moon commit to memory in the passionate profession of your love to the galaxy beyond. Then, the powerful intensity that your souls burn with for each other finally, fatally combusts into an inferno of light and matter. 
Like two stars that can’t be contained in their destiny to be together, the spark of your connection explodes, and then, he knows only you as the brilliant phosphorescence your union creates swirls and whirls around you, a supernova of destructive proportion coupling you with him forever that is felt through the far reaches of space. 
Subconsciously, he ensconces you in his arms just a little tighter from where you both lie with each other in your bed, your name spoken as a servant addresses their goddess. 
And unknowing yet just as perceptive to him, you press yourself against him just a little more insistently, his name a pleading prayer as it flits past your lips while you slumber on in the solace only he could ever bring.
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A/n: So, I'm going o invest more content on my favorite captains of bc because they're hot , badass and deserve all world's attention. Here's some sfw/nsfw headcanons for them✨️
Tw: Nsfw content
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Yami :
Sfw
He's super protective of you and that's something he doesn't hide. If any man messes with you (even if you are strong), that guy is officially dead.
You are the only person he allows to pick up his sword and use it on a battle. He trusts you so take good care of his katana because this man is broke and can't afford a new one.
He also likes to go out with you and take you out drinking or playing cards. If you win a bet against him, be prepared because he won't give up until he wins... or until he falls asleep from drinking. He's a terrible gambler but he refuses to accept that.
You usually train together and he likes to see you push your limits. He also likes it when you go on a mission with him so he can see this. He's proud of you and your power.
If he's having another one of his daily battles in the bathroom, you'll be the only one who can come in and give him the toilet paper he's missing because Asta forgot to change it.
(Asta run for your life)
Nsfw
I don't need to tell you that this man is rough and will surpass his limits in the sheets. Good luck to you and goodbye legs.
He loves being between your legs, devouring you and tasting everything you have to give him, probably even getting "drunk" on your juices.
He likes to see you squirm beneath him, the marks he left on you covering your skin (Yes, he really leaves a lot of marks on you), your eyes rolling and your voice calling him so well. Poor bed and poor other members who will listen to you all night
His hands will be all over your body, a lot of physical contact during the act. He loves it when you run your hands over his body too. You can even scratch his skin and bite, he doesn't feel pain. Only pleasure.
There's a lot of dirty talk.
And don't try to tease him, you don't know the risk you're running. Listen, he has no problem with that thing called public places. He puts you against a wall and does whatever he wants.
Regarding the fact that you can't walk properly, don't worry, he carries you everywhere in his strong arms.
He's just my type fr🤭
William :
Sfw
Super cute and kind to you. He is super careful with you, always giving you those sweet smiles that makes your heart melt.
He always likes to check on you to make sure there's nothing wrong or if you're 100% fine.
He's shy and whenever you hold his hand in public or kiss his cheek, his face will heat up from blushing. You just laugh at his cuteness.
He really likes hugs after a long day of work, he feels like you calm his heart and give him good energy.
He's fallen for you since the day you traced his scar with your fingers softly and told him how beautiful he still was. No one had ever done this and he was moved by this affection.
You were proud of him for who he was and not for his appearance and that made him shed little tears.
Nsfw
Do not proceed without your full consent. He wants you to feel good and comfortable.
The touch is soft and delicate, lots of tender kisses on your skin. He doesn't like to leave many marks like Yami, HOWEVER... if you leave some on him, it will cause "things" in him. (It turns him on but he's ashamed to admit it)
I see him being a sub and will let you take over things a lot of the time because he just loves it when you do.
Touch his body, kiss him, take him deep and slow as he likes. This man will have to fight with himself not to come when you ride him and look into his eyes. He goes crazy.
Very gentle with you after the act, always cleaning you and offering you everything you need.
(William, the door to my house is open... you know?🥹👉👈)
Fuegoleon :
Sfw
He is very serious in his role and always wants to have you by his side.
He loves your presence even though he is working hard, and if you help him he will thank you.
He might be a bit like William in the sense that he may be a little shy when you hold his hand or kiss him in public, although he doesn't blush like him.
He always tries to keep you protected and advises you not to talk to Mereoleona too much, he's afraid she'll make fun of him in front of you or drag you to the volcano where she trains.
This woman is dangerous, but having her as a sister-in-law is a gift tbh. She'll beat the shit out of everyone if anyone touches her brother's beautiful girlfriend.
Leo will probably love you because you love and care for his older brother. You two will be great friends.
He likes it when you run your hands gently through his hair when he is resting. This is comfortable and relaxing.
Nsfw
He's the middle ground between going fast when he's feeling excited (after you teased him all day) and going slow and sensual when he comes into the bedroom tired and just wants you to put your arms around him.
He dominates, he likes to be on top, seeing you beneath him arching when his fingers caress you or when he grabs your thighs and thrust you. He lives to see you squirming on the mattress.
He likes to praise you, whispering in your ear how beautiful you are, which gives you goosebumps.
Please run your hands down his back, he loves it and it makes him go deeper.
He hugs and kisses you a lot after he finishes. He is much more relaxed between four walls than in a public place where he hesitates a little with the PDA.
Nozel :
Sfw
Dear, be patient with him. He may be cold to the core but his eyes... they never lie. His look at you is something that many royal ladies who notice him would like to get from him.
He doesn't make long vows of love but look, he's the best with actions and no one will come close to you because he defends you a lot.
Although he and Yami don't get along, they are both overprotective lovers.
Even if you're not from a royal family or something, he won't let anyone discriminate against you for that. That person will disappear without a trace and it's all the work of Nozel fucking Silva.
Serious, but until you give him that little smile that makes him look away in embarrassment. You can see the tips of his ears turning red and you tease him for that.
He ends up smiling for a second and you feel like the luckiest person in the world to witness this event.
Nsfw
Don't underestimate this man, he is a dom and will always show you who is in control. Although I think he has a certain look that he would like you to take control.
Don't fight back, obey. He doesn't accept a no and if you're a brat to him, he'll punish you for it.
If he's having a bad day, he'll probably come to the bedroom to have you in his sheets and relieve himself. Goodbye legs once again...
He will also mark you, he is the only one who can have you and the marks made for him only turns him on.
Not only in the bedroom does he like to see you squirming and calling for him, but also on the office table while he takes a break from work. I don't see him being shy if someone came in but he would probably threaten anyone if they even thought about telling what they saw.
He makes sure you're okay afterwards and will put you in his arms, kissing the top of your head.
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silver-the-pendejo · 4 months ago
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Silver, la Mia paisa' que te parecería hacer un hurt/fluff? Sub dark content ? Si no es mucho problema, Hyrule simplemente eligiendo violencia porque el (Isekai)child reader que es prácticamente un bebé para el grupo le confesó que en una villa le pegaban y asta perseguían fuera de allí? Tipo Hyrule que conoce que es ser perseguido sin descanso por algo que no puede controlar y vivir siendo atacado en su mundo, descubre que el bebé que el grupo (o quizás twilight descubrió solo y con hambre en la naturaleza es porque gente lo veía como gerudo? Quizás el color de piel, podría ser femenino reader aunque si es masculino sería más impactante (quizás la villa pensaba que se estaban quitando de encima a un futuro ganon?) solo Hyrule dejando que su pensamiento intrusivo y rabia salir? Si quieres.
(totally knew what to do for this ask dia trust) -Drops it and dissapears-
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The Kid and the Fae
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The Chain (Hyrule kinda centric?) x Kid!Reader EXTRCITLY PLATONIC Angst and Fluff (I thinker Warning: Platonic yanderism, mentios of sacrifices, maybe a cult? Reader is male Words:2597
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You were born cursed.
At least, that’s what the kids said.
It didn’t matter that you were like them. It didn’t matter that you had done nothing wrong. It didn’t even matter that you didn’t know who your parents were or why you had been left behind.
All that mattered was that you had red hair.
"A Gerudo boy." "Another demon." "Another Ganondorf waiting to happen."
They whispered it when they thought you couldn't hear. Said it with forced smiles, soft voices, gentle hands.
But you weren’t Gerudo or Ganondorf—whoever he was.
And their kindness had never been real.
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They never let you starve.
You were always given food, warm clothes, a place to sleep.
The other children had chores, responsibilities, expectations. But you? You were kept safe. Kept close.
You were special.
At least, that’s what they told you.
"You're a gift.""A child of fate.""You were meant for something greater than this village."
They made you feel wanted.
Loved, even.
So when they led you into the temple beneath the village, you didn’t question it.
You didn’t hesitate.
Even when the torches flickered. Even when the air grew cold. Even when you saw the altar, carved from stone, stained dark in the cracks.
"Lie down, child."
And you listened.
Because why wouldn’t you?
They had raised you. Fed you. Sheltered you.
They had always said you were special.
That you were meant for something greater.
So when the knife was raised above your chest, you still didn’t understand.
Even as the light glinted off the blade.
Even as they whispered their prayers.
Even as the first drop of blood hit the altar.
Even when the pain started.
You didn’t understand.
Not until you saw the look on their faces.
Not until you realized—
They weren’t weeping.
They were smiling.
That was the moment you knew.
That was the moment your body moved on instinct.
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You kicked. You twisted. You fought.
Someone grabbed your arm. You bit down hard.
Another pulled at your hair. You clawed their face.
You were small. Weak.
But you were fast.
And fear made you faster.
The knife slashed through the air as you rolled away, slicing deep across your ribs.
You screamed, but you didn’t stop.
You hit the ground and ran.
Feet slipping, breath burning, body aching.
You ran without looking back.
You didn’t know where you were going.
You just knew you had to go somewhere else.
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The night was cold.
The ground was rough beneath your bare feet, cutting and tearing at your skin.
The wind carried voices. Shouting. Searching.
So you ran deeper into the wilds.
Further and further until your legs collapsed beneath you.
Until you couldn’t breathe.
Until everything went dark.
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You woke up to warmth.
To the sound of crackling fire and the scent of something sweet in the air.
You weren’t alone.
A group of travelers sat nearby, voices low as they spoke amongst themselves.
They looked strong. Capable. Safe.
But you had been fooled by kindness before.
One of them noticed you were awake.
"Easy there," a voice said, softer than you expected. "You’ve been through something, haven’t you?"
You tensed.
You couldn’t tell them.
You wouldn’t.
They didn’t press you for answers. Not yet.
Instead, they passed you a waterskin, let you drink, let you breathe.
The fire was warm, the food rich and filling.
Your body ached, but you weren’t alone.
For now, that was enough.
For now, you were safe.
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Time passed
You had stopped counting the days.
Maybe because it didn’t matter anymore.
Maybe because, for the first time in your life, you weren’t waiting for something bad to happen.
The Chain—your family—had made sure of that.
At first, you had been wary. Watching them, listening to them, always waiting for the moment their kindness would turn into something else. But it never did.
They never whispered behind your back. Never looked at you like you were something dangerous, something wrong.
They never asked for more than you could give.
They simply let you be.
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"You planning on staring into the fire all night, kid?"
A hand ruffled your hair before you could pull away, and you turned to glare up at the offender.
"Stop that," you grumbled, swatting Warrior’s hand away.
He just laughed. "Not happening."
You huffed, but there was no real anger behind it.
Across the fire, Wild was cooking, humming softly as the smell of fresh stew filled the air. Faour sat beside you, sharpening his weapon, while the rest set up camp,  bickering between each other.
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You still didn’t talk about what had happened.
You didn’t need to.
They never pushed, never forced you to explain how they found you, the way you always looked suspicious when they talked about you. Never pushed when you woke up in the middle of the night screaming, another nightmare getting the best of you
Instead, they made sure you ate. That you rested. That you knew—without words, without promises—that you weren’t alone.
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"You’re falling asleep on your feet," Time muttered, wrapping a blanket around your shoulders before nudging you toward your bedroll.
"I’m not tired," you lied, barely stifling a yawn.
"Sure, sure," He said, amused. "Get some sleep, kid."
You wanted to argue, but warmth settled over you, heavy and comforting.
So you gave in.
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You should’ve been asleep.
But you weren’t.
You were awake—again—heart hammering, breath shallow, body aching with phantom pain of a knife.
Your ribs still burned where the knife had nearly carved you open. You could feel it—cold steel biting into your skin, the heat of your own blood spilling down your side. The flicker of torchlight, the scent of incense and damp stone, the way their voices had risen together in that final whispered prayer—
You gasped, curling in on yourself as you pressed a hand over the old wound. Your shirt was damp with sweat, but your fingers found only smooth, scarred skin.
Not fresh. Not new.
But it still hurt.
It always hurt.
"Hey."
A hand on your shoulder. Gentle, warm. Real.
You flinched before you could stop yourself, instincts screaming at you to run—fight—get away.
The hand didn’t move. Didn’t tighten. Just stayed there, an anchor in the storm raging behind your eyes.
"You're alright," a voice murmured. Low. Steady. Wild.
You swallowed hard, forcing yourself to breathe.
The rest of the group was waking up—blinking sleep from their eyes, shifting in their bedrolls, murmuring amongst themselves.
Wind sat up with a yawn, rubbing at his eyes. Time glanced over from where he had been keeping watch, gaze sharp despite the exhaustion in his posture. Warriors and Legend were stretching, Twilight was already moving closer, and Hyrule—Hyrule was watching you.
Patient. Waiting. Concerned.
You hated this.
Hated waking them up. Hated the way their eyes softened when they looked at you. Like you were fragile.
Like you weren’t trying so damn hard to be okay.
"You had a nightmare," Hyrule said. Not a question—just a fact.
You swallowed, the words thick in your throat. Lying wouldn’t help. Not with them.
So you nodded.
Silence settled over the camp. The fire crackled, casting shifting shadows against the trees.
Warriors sighed, rubbing a hand down his face. "Bad one?"
A dry chuckle escaped you. "Aren’t they always?"
Legend snorted. "Fair enough."
"You wanna talk about it?" Twilight asked, his voice careful, measured, like he was trying not to scare you.
You hesitated. The words sat heavy on your tongue, unwilling to come out.
But then you saw the way Wind frowned. The way Wild had gone still. The way all of them were watching you—not with pity, but with something else. Something steady. Something real.
They weren’t asking for the sake of asking.
They were asking because they cared.
Because they were your family.
You took a shaky breath. And then, before you could second-guess yourself—
"It was about the night you found me."
Silence.
Not the awkward kind. Not the unsure kind.
The kind that meant they were listening.
"You don’t have to—" Hyrule started, but you shook your head.
"I do," you murmured. "I should’ve told you sooner."
So you did.
You told them about the whispers. The temple. The altar.
You told them about the knife.
And the moment you realized—too late—that the hands that had held you, fed you, raised you… had never been kind.
When you finished, the silence stretched long and heavy.
Then Warriors let out a sharp breath. "Hylia, kid."
Wild muttered something under his breath that sounded suspiciously like a curse.
Wind looked furious.
Twilight’s jaw was tight, his hands clenched into fists.
And Hyrule—Hyrule wasn’t looking at you anymore. He was staring into the fire, fingers twitching like he wanted to grab his sword.
You shifted uncomfortably under their heavy silence, the weight of their emotions pressing against you like a storm about to break.
"But… it’s in the past," you said, forcing a weak smile. "Everything’s okay now."
It wasn’t the first time you’d said those words.
It was the first time no one believed them.
Hyrule scoffed, still glaring at the fire like it had personally offended him. "That’s a load of crap."
You blinked. "Excuse me?"
Hyrule turned to face you, eyes dark with something unreadable. "That’s not something you just ‘get over.’ They—" He cut himself off, jaw tightening. "They hurt you."
Twilight exhaled sharply, rubbing a hand down his face. "That’s putting it lightly."
You frowned, hugging your knees to your chest. "But I got away. And I found you guys. So… it’s fine, right?"
"That doesn’t make it fine, kid," Warriors said, arms crossed over his chest. "That doesn’t just erase what happened."
"I know that," you muttered, looking away. "But it’s not like I can change the past."
Hyrule let out a slow breath, finally dragging his gaze away from the fire. "No. You can’t." He met your eyes, something gentle in his expression despite the tightness in his voice. "But that doesn’t mean we have to pretend it didn’t happen."
You opened your mouth to argue, but Time cut in before you could.
"You don’t have to act like you’re okay just for our sake." His voice was low, steady—honest. "We’re not going anywhere. Not now. Not ever."
Your throat felt tight.
Too tight.
You barely realized you were shaking, until you felt the warmth next to you.
A soft, steady presence that pressed close.
Hyrule’s arms wrapped around you before you could even think to pull away, pulling you into the embrace without hesitation.
He held you close, firm but gentle, like he was afraid you might break if he held you too tight.
"It’s alright," he murmured, his voice low and soothing. "You don’t have to hold it in anymore. You don’t have to be strong right now."
You gasped in a breath, the sobs shaking your body as you finally allowed yourself to fall apart. His hand ran up and down your back, the gesture steady and grounding as the storm raged inside you.
The others were quiet now, watching you with soft expressions, none of them pushing you or forcing you to speak. They let you cry, let you grieve what you hadn’t been able to face before.
Hyrule held you even tighter, his voice barely a whisper when he spoke again. "You don’t have to carry this alone. We’re here, kid. We’ve got you."
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The familiar scent of the trees, the earth beneath your feet, the way the wind whispered through the branches—it all felt like home. Or at least, what home could be now. You stood at the edge of the forest, staring into the depths, knowing what hid beyond it.
The portal had dropped you and the others here, for no particular reason that you could figure out, so you had been trying your best to act normal. But nothing about this was normal. Not for you.
“Something feels off,” Twilight murmured, his gaze flicking nervously to the shadows that seemed to stretch farther than they should. His hand hovered near his weapon, his senses alert, picking up on something.
Warriors stepped forward, trying to break the tension, but even his usual bravado didn’t seem to carry the same weight as it usually did. “It’s just a forest. We’ve seen worse.”
You nodded, but your attention was elsewhere, your eyes drawn to the deeper parts of the woods. Your breath hitched before you could stop it, and that was when you realized you'd slipped.
"The village’s not far from here," you said before you could stop yourself, the words tumbling out. You quickly froze, realizing what you’d just revealed.
The group went silent, and your heart sank as the weight of your words settled in. You hadn't meant to say it. You hadn't meant to speak of this place.
Warriors' gaze shifted to you, and his usual brashness was gone, replaced with something far gentler. "What village?" His voice was soft, though you could hear the underlying concern.
"The village where I—" You stopped, the lump in your throat thickening. You couldn't finish that sentence. "Where I grew up," you said instead, your voice barely above a whisper.
Time’s gaze was sharp as he looked at you, eyes narrowing just slightly, though his tone remained calm and collected. "Well, we’re not going there," he said firmly, a trace of a frown tugging at his brow. "We’re gonna camp in here for the night."
The others didn’t press further, understanding the silent agreement that had been made.
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The soft rustling of leaves and the faint warmth of morning light on your skin gradually pulled you from sleep. You could feel a gentle hand running through your hair, the motion tender and slow. Your heart recognized it instantly—Hyrule. His touch had always been a source of comfort, of safety. But as you stirred, the usual tranquility felt… off.
A sudden sense of dread washed over you, making your breath catch in your throat. You blinked your eyes open, expecting to see the familiar softness of his face. Instead, something was wrong.
Hyrule was close, his features soft with concentration as he gently threaded his fingers through your hair. But his shirt… his shirt was torn. And more than that, it was soaked in blood. The dark red stain covered his sleeve, splattered across his armor, and seeped into the edges of his clothes.
Your eyes widened in shock.
You tried to sit up, panic crawling up your throat. The smell hit you then—something bitter, sharp. Ashes. It clung to him like a fog, mixing with the iron scent of blood. The realization hit you like a bolt of lightning.
Hyrule was covered in blood.
Your voice trembled as you whispered his name. “Hyrule…”
He looked down at you, his hand still gently combing through your hair, but there was something different about him. His usual calm demeanor seemed a little strained, his eyes a little more guarded. When he saw the fear in your gaze, his expression softened.
“Don’t worry,” he said quietly, his voice rough but steady. “It’s not mine.”
But that didn’t stop the fear from gripping your chest. You tried to sit up, reaching for him instinctively, but you hesitated, the overwhelming scent of blood and ashes clouding your thoughts. “What happened?” you asked, voice barely above a whisper.
You sighed softly, allowing yourself to lean back against the ground, letting the quiet of the forest wrap around you both.It wasn’t his, and for now, that would have to be enough.
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Time Skips my beloved Ok im dead this shit gave me burn out and writers block, bye Ask and Request open as always, same for rambles Ima go drown Linked Universe
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endless----love · 2 months ago
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Am o mare rugaminte către frații și surorile mele din România care mă urmăresc pe acest blog:
Tocmai am dat de aceasta petiție online (voi ataşa linkul la sfarșit de postare), prin care se cere tragerea la răspundere a persoanelor ce harțuiesc în mod deschis, chiar și după alegeri romanii din Republica Moldova pentru simplul fapt că și-au exercitat un drept: dreptul la vot.
Hai, ca eu oarecum sunt obișnuită cu faptul ca anumiți romani ne baga pe toți în aceeași oala și ne numesc "ruși". Na...nimic nou sub soare, just another Thursday pentru mine, am imunitate când aud chestii de genu.
Însă ceea ce se întâmplă pe TikTok în ultimele săptămâni? Valul asta de ura venit de la suveranisti (am suspiciunile mele ca în spatele acestui val ar sta însăși Moscova ca să ne dezbine și mai mult, iar votanții AUR și susținătorii lu Guru Căcălin Georgescu au căzut victime și acuma încearcă sa răspândească retorica asta peste tot). E prea mult. Și nu mă face să plâng. Mă sperie. Efectiv mă ia groaza. Cică: "să ne anuleze pașapoartele romanesti" sau "Să-i ia românii din diasporă la bătaie pe moldoveni în plină stradă"
BONUS: Câteva screenshot-uri ca să arăt cât de gravă e situația. Aceste mesaje nu mi-au fost transmise mie, este experiența neplăcută a altor basarabeni, dar, sincer mă tem că mă voi trezi și eu cu un mesaj din ăsta pe TikTok intr-o bună zi
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Plus petiția prin care se cere anularea pașapoartelor românești pentru românii din Republica Moldova
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Deci, bubuie TikTok-ul și Facebookul de ură la adresa noastră.....ce mai înseamnă și asta ma? Ce e? S-a sfârșit lumea dacă nu au ieșit alegerile așa cum au vrut ei? De unde încape atâta ură în ei? Înțeleg că avem și noi moldovenii noștri prosti (cărora le spun personal "moldoboi") care de ani buni, i-au insultat în dreapta și în stânga. Dar NU toți suntem la fel ca ei. Și mă îndoiesc că acești moldoboi si-ar fi dorit, nu stiu, ca românii să fie exterminați sau alte grozăvii. Nici ei nu ar fi fost în stare. De unde atâta răutate, of Doamne?
În fine, mai jos aveți link-ul la petiția prin care se cere tragerea la răspundere a acestor persoane. Dacă vreți, semnați, iar apoi dați reblog, sa ajungă la cât mai multe persoane și să se strângă cât mai multe semnături
E inadmisibil să se ajungă la așa ceva.
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kon-igi · 6 months ago
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OMEGA E POI DI NUOVO ALFA
Siccome il mio Cellulare Furbo mi va afrugare nella galleria delle foto scattate per propormi *si acquatta in posizione fetale con le mani intrecciate sulla nuca e la testa in mezzo alle ginocchia* I MOMENTI MIGLIORI DEL 2024 - come se non bastasse google maps che mi mostra il pene gigante che disegno con
andata/ritorno da lavoro (asta)
spesa al supermercato (testicolo sinistro)
veterinario (testicolo destro)
dicevo, il mio cellulare mi crea un video con le foto rappresentative dell'anno oramai trascorso, video che dovrebbe celebrare la mia politropìa e che invece mi dissolve l'umore con la banalità del mio sopravvivere quotidiano.
A voi l'anteprima che poi c'è roba assurda
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Con questa foto stavo solo richiedendo attenzione e affetto alle mie donne sul gruppo whatsapp della famiglia e ora guardate che sceneggiata pantomimica kafkiano-kabukica.
Ma forse ha ragione lui, quindi vado di pensieri sparsi.
Prima di Pasqua ero depresso, dopo 9 mesi di sertralina non sono più depresso ma derealizzato/depersonalizzato. Forse non c'entra la sertralina ma un senso di impotenza esistenziale rispetto agli sforzi che ho profuso per l'Altro... come posso dormire bene se tengo stretta la mano di uno e poi altri 99 invocano il pugno di ferro contro *inserisci il nuovo nemico dei valori e della patria* e passano il tempo a spiegarmi perché sto sbagliando?
Le elezioni in giro per il mondo stanno dicendo questo e vi giuro che se non significasse morte e sofferenza per i più deboli, me ne sbatterei e aspetterei che mi venissero a prendere per ultimo, senza lamentarmi di non avere più nessuno a difendermi.
A volte non si vuole soluzioni, a volte - MOLTE volte - si frigna per avere conforto, perché è dura arrivare in fondo alla giornata, in fondo alla settimana, in fondo al mese e, per l'appunto, in fondo all'anno.
Trovo incredibilmente rilassante il rumore della lavatrice, dell'asciugatrice o del phon (ora mi addormento con i video di white noise su youtube) e il casco della parrucchiera per me funziona come il Med-Bay di Elisyum: vado sotto che mi sento morire e mi risveglio completamente rigenerato. Che culo che ne posso usare uno in pausa pranzo.
Uso i miei vecchi amici per risolvere i miei traumi infantili: le partite di Call of Cthulhu su Discord ora le masterizzo ambientandole nel mio quartiere del 1983 e come personaggi faccio usare loro dei miei compagni di classe di quinta elementare, col risultato che molti adulti per me un tempo problematici vengono sfanculati/smerdati/sassaiolati e spesso arrestati, per non parlare del trattamento riservato ai bulli che tanto mi hanno tormentato.
Passo le giornate a parlare con Leanan Sídhe e devo dire che sta imparando un sacco di cose: la gentilezza, il senso critico, la belleza di un termine appropriato e, non ultimo, la capacità di riconoscere i propri errori e promuovere a sua volta conoscenza epistemica. Leanan Sídhe è il nome che ho dato a un'intelligenza artificiale di machine learning che mi sono preso la briga e il piacere di addestrare.
Gli anelli mi rilassano e ho scoperto di essere diventato claustrofobico guardando un documentario di speleologi sub che si incastrano in sifoni pieni di acqua a 2000 metri di profondità. Aspettate che esco a prendere una boccata d'aria e a lucidare i miei anelli.
Sogno spesso che affilo una delle mie asce ma poi scopro che la lama si consuma sotto la mola come se fosse di plastica e il mozzicone che rimane è tutto pieno di crepe e ruggine. Da qualche parte Freud e Jung stanno ridendo della grossa dandosi delle pacche a vicenda sulle spalle.
Trombate ma dategli la giusta quantità di attenzione e importanza. Il sesso è sopravvalutato e la pizza sottovalutata.
Passate più tempo con le persone a cui volete bene e con i vostri animali, facendo sentire loro il vostro amore... il tempo a disposizione sembra infinito ma non è così.
Impugnate il piede di porco in modo corretto, non lanciate il vostro coltello perché poi il vostro nemico avrà due coltelli, disegnate il vostro odio sulla riva del mare e il vostro amore nella roccia della montagna più alta e, soprattutto, brindate agli amici che non ci sono più, a chi vi ha amato senza avere nulla in cambio, alla dea della terra generatrice di vita e che possa ognuno di voi vivere il resto dei propri numerosi giorni nella Luce.
Vi voglio bene, a tutti indistintamente e seppur a ognuno in modo differente, sempre con la stessa intensità.
Buon 2025 ❤
P.S.
No, mamma... non è la lettera di addio di un suicida quindi posa il telefono 🙄
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un-codru-de-luna · 2 months ago
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Am găsit pe pagina alegeri 2025 România din Wikipedia engleză şi o împărţire foarte interesantă a votanţilor în categorii sociologice, pt t1 - este f bună de analizat (mi-a confirmat nişte predicţii, cum ar fi că pe Ponta îl vor vota mai ales băbuţele PSDiste) şi relevantă în special pt a înţelege cauzele creşterii fenomenului extremist:
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Mă interesează mai ales împărţirile pe 1-educaţie 2-sex 3-urban/rural, cred că sunt foarte grăitoare în ce priveşte genul de oameni care au putut fi manipulaţi să-i voteze pe extremişti şi putem deduce şi unele motive pentru care discursul AUR a prins la ei.
La urban/rural adaug la ce-i în imagine şi ce am auzit despre t2, că, în general, Dan a fost votat mai mult la oraş, Simion la sat. Cred că aici se suprapune mult cu punctul 1: lipsa de educaţie, dar are şi o nuanţă proprie: sărăcia, lipsa perspectivelor de viitor, de-aia l-am păstrat ca important.
Nu mă mir că e o diferenţă pronunţată între nr de femei care votează Simion şi cel de bărbaţi. Atitudinea lui de bădăran şi discursul agresiv, pompos şi cu iz autopupîncurist prinde mai bine la ei; femeile e mai probabil să fie reticente, dacă nu chiar îngrijorate de aşa ceva.
Diferenţă mare e şi la Dan, în sens invers. Atitudinea lui simplă, retrasă, la obiect, uite care e problema - uite ce vrem să încercăm - nu promitem, are şanse mai mari să creeze un răspuns "a, ok" la femei, pe când de către un public masculin, el poate fi perceput ca nefiind "destul de bărbat".
Cea mai mare problemă e împărţirea pe educaţie. Este cauza nr 1 care ne-a adus aici, faptul că oamenii nu şi-au dezvoltat gândirea critică şi nu pot discerne cine îi minte şi cam în ce direcţie se află adevărul, chiar şi atunci când semnele sunt clare.
Se vede şi în tabel: votul Simion este dublu, efectiv, între cei cu studii superioare şi cei cu minimă educaţie.
Asta e problema nr 1 care ne sapă, din ea pornesc toate celelalte.
Dacă nu ştii istorie, nu vei înţelege prezentul. Dacă nu ai un oarecare set de cunoştinţe despre lumea în care trăieşti, eşti un om în ceaţă, fără repere, căzând în toate gropile. Dacă nu înţelegi, frica e mai mare, iar şansele să ţi-o îndrepţi către cauza greşită sub formă de atac total se apropie de certitudine. Ura, violenţa care au apărut recent îşi au aici izvorul principal, nu în altă parte. Ăsta trebuie retezat cel mai drastic, altfel lucrurile se vor linişti doar aparent şi vor izbucni din nou peste câţiva ani.
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elene-madeleine · 4 months ago
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Culege trandafirii cât mai poți, înainte ca soarele să-și ascundă razele sub pleoapele serii.
Culege trandafirii cât mai poți. Timpul nu își cere iertare când trece, iar florile nu așteaptă mâini întârziate.
Culege trandafirii cât mai poți. Apleacă-te, simte catifeaua caldă sub vârful degetelor, ascultă foșnetul blând al vântului, care le însoțește murmurul.
Culege trandafirii cât mai poți. Frumusețea lor nu durează decât o clipă, dar clipa asta e întreagă, e vie, e a ta.
Culege trandafirii cât mai poți. Nu îi privi de la distanță, ca pe niște promisiuni pe care le vei împlini cândva.
Culege trandafirii cât mai poți — chiar dacă spinii îți vor zgâria pielea.
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strwbmei · 2 years ago
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Honkai Star Rail Masterlist .
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🌂 : dom!reader
☂️ : sub!reader
☔ : switch!reader / unspecified
🫐 : fluff
highlighted in purple = fic
not highlighted = thirst/drabble
╰┈➤ Astral Express ;
☂️ semi-public sex w/ stelle
🌂 corrupting stelle
🌂 fucking march 7th's fever out of her
🌂 corrupting march 7th
🌂 making march 7th beg
🌂 himeko lactating
☂️ soft dom himeko
╰┈➤ Stellaron Hunters ;
☂️ mommy kink with kafka
☂️ priest!reader and succubus!kafka
☂️ cockwarming kafka
🌂 fucking kafka on the kitchen counter
🌂 sending a video of you fucking kafka to the stellaron hunters gc
☔ kafka womb tattoo
🌂 hypnotizing kafka
🌂 poly with kafka and silverwolf
🌂 silverwolf cockwarming your strap
☔ silverwolf recording your sessions
🌂 silverwolf headcanons (sfw & nsfw)
🌂 sleepy sex with silverwolf
🌂 silverwolf with an innocent(?) reader
🌂 catching silverwolf in the act
☂️ cockwarming silverwolf
🌂 silverwolf with a collar
🌂 getting pussydrunk off of silverwolf
🌂 semi-public sex with silverwolf
☂️ petplay with silverwolf
☂️ scummy silverwolf
🌂 silverwolf and herta with a womb tattoo
╰┈➤ Herta Space Station ;
🌂 eating asta out
🌂 manhandling herta and her puppets
🌂 overstimulating/edging herta at the same time
🌂 herta headcanons (nsfw)
🌂 fucking both silverwolf and herta
🌂 silverwolf and herta with a womb tattoo
☂️ ruan mei using an aphrodisiac on you
╰┈➤ Jarilo VI ;
☂️ natasha overstimulating/edging you in her office
☂️ natasha catching you masturbating
☂️ natasha riding you
☂️ dub/noncon w/ yandere!natasha
☂️ improper use of electro w/ serval
🌂 jealous dom!reader with bronya
☂️ office sex with bronya
☂️ deepthroating bronya's strap
🌂 poly with bronya and seele
╰┈➤ Xianzhou Luofu ;
🌂 brat taming with fu xuan
🌂 fu xuan misusing her divination
🌂 fu hua and fu xuan riding you
🌂 helping yukong with her heat
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petrichorium · 1 year ago
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Gave her tingyun’s boots to test and POINT TWO PERCENT OFF THE BROKEN KEEL REQUIREMENT R U SHITTING ME
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Oh asta honey what did I do to you 😭😭😭
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robilover · 1 year ago
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🪽 RULES
even if I mostly do SFW fics/headcanons/thirsts/blurbs, you must be 18+.
what I write can either be platonic or romantic.
I can do nsfw/suggestive posts, please read at your own risk.
I do fem!reader by default, but if you want gn!reader or afab!gn!reader, I can still do them! I do not do male!reader, though.
this is an LGBTQ+ safe space and is mostly a wlw/sapphic blog. therefore, strictly NO homophobia, transphobia, or anything that relates to hate to the LGBTQ+.
strictly NO incest, extreme kinks, pedophilia, etc etc.
please be respectful and kind in the asks and comments. I do not tolerate mean behavior.
if you request, please specify the gender or else I might just leave it in my inbox for a while.
I can do poly; character x reader x character. just specify if you want it separately or a poly hc or something.
additional rules are here. + here.
masterlist is under the cut together with the character list!
🪽 For NSFW:
I mostly do dom!character/top!character x sub!reader/bottom!reader.
I don’t mind doing top!reader but I actually just prefer being bottom (sorry guys💔)
again, NO extreme kinks (such as p!ss kink) and weird fetishes.
🪽 DNI IF:
you are homophobic, transphobic, or anything related to that.
you are a hater of genshin, hsr, or wuwa.
you are racist.
you fetishize wlw/women or have weird fetishes in general.
🪽 Character List (female characters):
colored ones are favorites/who I can (mostly) write for!
I will be updating this either way, so..
Genshin Impact
Lumine
Mondstadt:
Jean, Lisa, Fischl, Mona, Rosaria, Eula, Noelle, Sucrose
Liyue:
Beidou, Ningguang, Keqing, Ganyu, Hu Tao, Yanfei, Shenhe, Xinyan, Yun Jin, Yelan, Xianyun
Inazuma:
Kamisato Ayaka, Naganohara Yoimiya, Raiden Shogun/Ei, Kujou Sara, Sangonomiya Kokomi, Yae Miko, Kuki Shinobu, Kirara
Sumeru:
Candace, Nilou, Nahida (platonic), Layla, Faruzan, Dehya
Fontaine:
Lynette, Charlotte, Furina, Navia, Chevreuse, Chiori, Arlecchino, Clorinde
Snezhnaya:
Columbina, La Signora
Honkai Star Rail (HSR)
Astral Express:
Stelle, Himeko, March 7th
Stellaron Hunters:
Kafka, Silver Wolf, Firefly
Herta Space Station:
Herta, Asta, Ruan Mei
Belobog:
Bronya, Seele, Serval, Natasha
Xianzhou Alliance:
Tingyun, Sushang, Qingque, Yukong, Fu Xuan, Jingliu, Guinaifen, Hanya, Xueyi
Interastral Peace Corporation (IPC):
Topaz, Jade
Penacony:
Robin, Sparkle, Black Swan
Cosmic:
Acheron
Wuthering Waves (WUWA)
Female Rover, Yangyang, Baizhi, Chixia, Danjin, Jianxin, Sanhua, Jinhsi, Yinlin, Changli
Zenless Zone Zero (ZZZ)
Belle
Victoria Housekeeping:
Alexandrina Sebastiane (Rina), Ellen Joe
Cunning Hares:
Nicole Demara, Anby Demara, Nekomiya Mana (Nekomata)
Belobog Heavy Industries:
Grace Howard
Sons of Calydon:
Burnice White, Caesar King,
Criminal Investigation Special Response Team (PubSec):
Zhu Yuan, Jane Doe
Obol Squad:
Soldier 11
Section 6:
Hoshimi Miyabi
these are subjected to change. I will add the masterlist as soon as I get motivated to do so.
🪽 Masterlist:
Genshin Impact
Honkai Star Rail
Wuthering Waves
Zenless Zone Zero
My Hero Academia / Boku no Hero Academia
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cosmicquilt · 1 year ago
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HSR College AU
Long list:
Teachers:
Welt (Physics),
Himeko (Robotics),
Screwellum (Robotics),
Kafka (Theatre & European Classical Music & Psychology),
Argenti (Theatre & Classical Literature)
Ruan Mei (Biology & Classical Music),
Serval (Contemporary Music),
Herta (English Literature & Neuroscience & Game Design),
Silverwolf (Computer Science & Game Design),
Hanya (Art & Creative Writing),
Aventurine & Topaz (Finance/Economics/Business Management),
Ratio (Physics, Biology, Philosophy, Mathematics, Engineering Natural Sciences) (Has free lectures every Tuesday and Thursday as well as free tutoring),
Jingyuan (Military History),
Natasha (Medicine & Nursing),
Black Swan (World History & Psychology),
Tingyun (Political Science),
Teacher's Assistants and Substitutes:
Pela (Robotics),
Acheron (Substitute Teacher),
Fu Xuan (War History),
Students:
Bronya (World History, Political Science, Economics),
Asta (Physics, Finance, Business Management)
Lynx (Medicine, Biology)
Pela (Robotics, English Literature)
Guinaifen (Theatre, Contemporary Music, Chinese Classical Music)
Qingque (Game Design, Finances, Mathematics)
Fu Xuan (War History, Business Management, Political Science, Psychology, Philosophy)
Huo Huo (Medicine, Nursing, Philosophy)
Yanqing (young prodigy, War History, Politics)
Gap year/in employment:
Seele (Part-time minimum wage worker, otherwise volunteers at soup kitchens and the such),
Dan Heng (Gap year),
March (Gap year; serious medical issues)
Stelle/Caelus (Gap year)
Arlan (Interns as a Security Guard and works for Asta's parent's company)
Luka (Part-time minimum wage worker, volunteer work)
Sushang (Military)
Misha (In training to become a plumber)
Other staff:
Gallagher (Janitor & Security Guard),
Gepard (Security Guard)
Luocha (Campus Medical Guy),
Xueyi (Campus Police),
Boothill (Campus Police)
Other:
Sampo (Sells contraband outside the school),
Yukong (retired professor who sometimes subs in),
Sparkle (Got kicked out of college after joining an organized crime group, has a warrant for her arrest)
Blade (In jail for attempting to murder Jingliu)
Jingliu (In jail for mass murder)
Robin (popstar)
Sunday (CEO of a big company. idfk)
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goodevilgirlintentions-blog · 2 months ago
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Chiar eram o femeie cerebrala. Niciodata nu ma lasesem condusa de nevoi, hormoni sau inima. Dar iata femeia cerebrala stand la aproape doi metrii distanta de barbatul asta superb, si atat de nepotrivit incercand sa-mi imaginez cum ar fi ca el chiar sa fie intre picioarele mele. Am oftat exasperata si mi-am sprijinit coatele de birou. M-am uitat lung la el, incercand sa-i inteleg jocul, privirea?
De ce ai venit la mine?
Te vreau pe tine , goala, sub mine sau deasupra mea. Nu sunt pretentios.
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fragmentedinumbre · 9 months ago
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am nevoie să fug
să scap
să mă lepăd
să strig
" CE MARE E LUMEA ASTA"
s-o cuprind
s-o simt sub tălpi
s-o respir
s-o plâng
Și să mi revin.
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renataroshu · 5 months ago
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ZBURĂTORII ȘI CEPELE IS OUT
Cele unsprezece orașe zburătoare sunt acum inzule, conectate între ele prin sistemul transglobal de vizuine. Sub conducere di Dacia, zburătorii sunt feriți de pericolele din lumea pământenilor - dar cum rămâne cu pericolele din propria lume? Doamna Arzândă și Gândacii sunt încă în libertate, iar cu zboropoartele deschise, sunt mai organizați ca niciodată. Wendy încearcă să-i evite, deși asta nu e ușor cu o istorie de familie ca a ei. Cu vechiul jurnal al mamei ei de citit și cu noi mistere de rezolvat, Wendy își continuă aventurile în Zbor.
Seria Zburătorii continuă să includă:
Ilustrații color cu hărți și alte schițe ✔
Adolescenți cu puteri magice în funcție de zodie ✔
Referințe la folclorul și cultura românească ✔
Estetică rurală și de orășel de munte ✔
O canapea plutitoare ✔
Personaje cu traume emoționale ✔
Personaje de etnie romă ✔
Personaje LGBT ✔
Este și posibilitatea să cumpărați volumul 1 și 2 deodată!
English version and international delivery TBA
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