#Steven A. Mazzie
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
#tv girl#odd future#mitski#tyler the creator#joji music#lana del rey#radiohead#girl in red#current joys#weezer#boygenius#lil peep#mac demarco#pixies#phoebe bridgers#nirvana#my bloody valentine#frank ocean#pink floyd#the smiths#deftones#surfjan stevens#mazzy star#alex g#faye webster#cigarettes after sex#tame impala#foo fighters
329 notes
·
View notes
Text
✦angelic✧demonic✦playlists✧
55 notes
·
View notes
Text
Who I Think Rachel Elizabeth Dare is Listening to (EXTREMELY BIASED EDITION)
Regina Spektor (fellow new-yorker, matches her twee vibe, extremely heavy on this)
Fiona Apple (She’s just a girl)
Kate Bush (She has that 70s/80s vibe about her)
Fleetwood Mac/Stevie Nicks (same reason as above)
Franz Ferdinand (Twee)
Belle & Sebastian (TWEE TO THE MAXX)
Pulp (Sneak, but I don’t gaf)
The Cranberries (Also sneak, but I got to represent the motherland)
Florence + the Machine (Serving Manic-Pixie-Dream-Girl realness, also ginger)
Sufjan Stevens (IDK she’s chill like that)
Mazzy Star (Because I know she collects crystals)
Katy Perry (Guilty pleasure)
Like i said this is extreamly biased and mainly full of my favorite artists, But me and Rachel are basically the same person so it’s all good!
#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson#pjo#rachel elizabeth dare#music#regina spektor#fiona apple#kate bush#fleetwood mac#stevie nicks#franz ferdinand#belle and sebastian#pulp band#the cranberries#florence and the machine#sufjan stevens#mazzy star#katy perry
19 notes
·
View notes
Video
youtube
The Original Broadway cast of Ragtime performs on the 1998 Tony Awards
“The sound of distant thunder Suddenly starting to climb... It was the music: Of something beginning, An era exploding, A century spinning In riches and rags, And in rhythm and rhyme. The people called it ragtime... Ragtime! Ragtime! Ragitme!��
#youtube#broadway musical#musical theatre#tony awards#ragtime#marin mazzie#mark jacoby#steven sutcliffe#brian stokes mitchell#audra mcdonald#peter friedman#paul dano#lea michele
31 notes
·
View notes
Text
#playlist#my playlist#spotify#on repeat#music recs#boygenius#lucy dacus#phoebe bridgers#julien baker#fiona apple#mazzy star#mother mother#music taste#music posting#suki waterhouse#bjork#bjork gudmundsdottir#bjork post#album#music#cocteau twins#gilbert cocteau#jean cocteau#portishead#new order#tunes#japanese breakfast#sufjan stevens#magdalena bay#the cure
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
I made a Playlist for my Dabi wip but I fear the vibes have changed a bit I may have to rework it
#it was like slowish kind of like sufjan stevens Alex g mazzy star#which I may have to keep mazzy star unless I change something in the fic#but yeah idk it’s now giving me a new wave kind of vibe#so yeah#I listened to Elliot smith for the entire first scene#idk if that shows probably not who knows man#anyways good morning hiiiiiii#ghost thoughts
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Dopo otto anni da A Natural Disaster gli Anathema tornano a far parlare di sé con un album avvolgente e omogeneo che ricalca le impronte già calpestate da A Fine Day to Exit. Fin dalla prima canzone si sente che le voci di Vincent e Daniel sono un filo più lontane dal passato; sono più pulite, si sono liberate del proprio timbro e spesso si uniscono reciprocamente in cori luminosi e liberatori. Fin da subito riemergono le chitarre elettriche, la sezione d’archi e un climax che raggiunge l’apice un paio di volte assicurando all’ascoltatore un’ottima opening track. "Summer Night Horizon" crea una veloce ballata quasi electro-rock dove voce e piano sono gli elementi caldi del songwriting mentre la batteria, per quanto suonata live, vuol citare il mondo british-rave dei Chemical Brothers. Certo, questa sorellina innocente dei Prodigy non urla allo scandalo dei costumi ma rappresenta una delle varie corde di tensione del mondo degli Anathema; le seconde voci di Lee Douglas (ormai in pianta stabile come ugola femminile della band) ci ricordano le novità che i nostri fecero con "Pariesienne Moonlight", "Balance" e, soprattutto, con l’album precedente. Ancora, con la successiva "Dreaming Light" i nostri sembrano rifugiarsi nei sicuri rifugi dei due album precedenti, componendo brani che non si discostano dallo stile di qualche anno; magari insistono sulle orchestrazioni e sulla capacità – forse un po’ paracula – di creare delle melodie pazzesche e funzionanti. Ora più che mai si sentono i ricordi di "Flying". Ma, se talvolta anche "Leave no Trace" può apparire sullo sfondo di queste composizioni, la cosa più lampante è che ora, nel 2010, gli Anathema sono una band solare, che ha attinto dai Coldplay, dai Sigur Ròs, dai Portishead e dai Mazzy Star; e non solo dalle frenesie malinconiche a senso unico dei Radiohead. Il pianoforte è lo strumento portante che fa da collante fra i vari brani e, se a volte, Vincent e Lee sembra vogliano duettare sui palchi più rosei e zuccherosi della festa dell’amore o della marcia per la pace, bisogna ammettere che sono convincenti. Certo, se avete voglia di fare un piantino nella vostra solitudine, così per poi sentirvi meglio, mettete su "Angels among Us", dove le chitarre alla Pink Floyd spolverano gli stessi Anathema del 1999-2001. "A Simple Mistake" è un brano che avrebbe potuto far parte di Eternity o Judgement e, se lo fosse stato, per l’occasione di We’re here because we’re here lo avrebbero ri-registrato dandogli la veste attuale; così per dire che è il brano più legato alla vecchia-nuova maniera della nostra band e si lega particolarmente a "Get Off Get Out"; queste due tracce ci mostrano una band che ha ascoltato tanto Deadwing dei Porcupine Tree facendoci ascoltare un delizioso saliscendi in chiave prog-rock. Steven Wilson ha anche mixato l'album e dato il benvenuto nella stessa label Koch Records (che tra le altre cose distribuisce anche Antimatter e Opeth) Con "Universal" e "Hindsight", gli Anathema chiudono il loro album approcciandosi più sulla gravosità sonora ma senza mai andare a capofitto nell’oscurità; al massimo si sono posizionati all’ombra autunnale di un albero; tutto il classico panorama a noi caro si fonde, ancora una volta, con il post-rock dei tardi Talk Talk e dei Sigur Ròs.
Per chi, come me, ha adorato fin all’inverosimile gli Anathema, questo è stato un meraviglioso disco di bentornati. Anche ora che sto scrivendo questa intervista, al risentire queste sonorità, il timbro vocale di Vincent e di Lee mi riportano con la testa al 2001-2002 e quegli anni dove per la prima volta le sonorità che prediligevo iniziavano ad ammorbidirsi. L’impressione è che, soprattutto con "Weather System", i nostri non abbiano saputo fare niente altro di diverso, rinunciando alla sperimentazione (non per forza richiesta eh), ma anche alla freschezza compositiva e al loro punto di forza più alto, cioè quello che creare ottime melodie e, questa volta noi siamo stati messi da anni nella condizione di richiederle !
#anathema#opeth#porcupine tree#steven wilson#UK#British#rock#pink floyd#David Gilmour#Roger Waters#Portishead#Radiohead#Mazzy Star#alternative rock#neo progressive#Koch
0 notes
Text
I LOVE MY LOCAL LIBRARY
checked out 20 CDs today and 20 movies and got my library card renewed and also got an octavia butler book (kindred)
im trying to reduce my use of spotify and so im working on expanding my actual media library, im gonna burn some physical copies and then just download the rest. very overjoyed. found most of my favorite albums and its just very rad to have physical copies of them. i want to directly support some artists by like buying their stuff on bandcamp or buying cds from their merch sites, but most of the albums i got are from pre 2000 or are by people i dont really want to support financially, or their all just dead. or its the beatles and cmon they do NOT need any of my money!!
#libraries#physical media#streaming#also like some movies ive been looking for but i cant find easily online? had em at the library!!!#been thinking about watching solaris and i went in and boom there it was!#and ive been wanting to watch more old movies but like dont wanna give the people/companies money so its just a win#and i went to a small branch so im gonna just go around to all of them and see what else i can get#like i got sufjan stevens the velvet underground no doubt mazzy star and hole and idk u just dont always expect to see those at yr library#but boom!!! so many bangers!!
0 notes
Text
Mazzy: Sometimes, you can just be so childish!
Korgan: Yeah, yeah. Don’t forget reckless, vulgar, loud-mouthed. That’s just what makes me so awesome!
0 notes
Text
💐About me!!!
This is my 1st post, I just turned sixteen (minor!), you can call me Sha, I go by she/her, I’m from Canada, and i love reading!!!
Likes: tea, apples, thunderstorms, math, drawing, reading and music!
My fav shows/movies: gilmore girls, dead poets society, the perks of being a wallflower, beautiful boy, pride & prejudice…
My fav artists/bands: the smiths, david bowie, mazzy star, sufjan stevens, lana del rey…
#reading#mazzy star#the smiths#sixteen#sufjan stevens#aesthetic#trumblr#blog post#small artist#first post
1 note
·
View note
Text
The poet’s favorite songs according to me
Steven Meeks:
• Starman, by David Bowie
• Wouldn’t it be nice, by The Beach Boys
• Science, by Niall Horan
• Highway tune, by Greta Van Fleet
• Line without a hook, by Ricky Montgomery
Charlie (Nuwanda) Dalton:
• End of beginning, by djo
• She, by Harry Styles
• There’s a light that never goes out, by The Smiths
• Everybody wants to rule the world, by Tears for Fears
• You’re so vain, by Carly Simon
Gerard Pitts
• Take on me, by a-ha
• Eleanor Rigby, by The Beatles
• Put your records on, by Corinne Bailey Rae
• Dancing queen, by ABBA
• More than a woman, by The Bee Gees
Todd Anderson:
• Like real people do, by Hozier
• Motion sickness, by Phoebe Bridgers
• Vienna, by Billy Joel
• Mr loverman, my Ricky Montgomery
• Forever winter, by Taylor Swift
Neil Perry:
• Fade into you, by Mazzy Star
• Lovers rock, by TV Girl
• The lakes, by Taylor Swift
• You’re gonna go far, by Noah Kahan
• My love mine all mine, by Mitski
Knox Overstreet:
• I love you so, by The Walters
• Hey there Delilah, by The Plain White Tees
• Yellow, by Coldplay
• Enchanted, by Taylor Swift
• There she goes, byThe La’s
Richard Cameron:
• Exile, by Taylor Swift and Bon Iver
• Boys don’t cry, by The Cure
• Bigmouth strikes again, by The Smiths
• That joke isn’t funny anymore, by The Smiths
• Rocket man, by Elton John
#dead poets society#dead poets aesthetic#dps fandom#dead poets fandom#dps boys#charlie dalton#gerard pitts#knox overstreet#richard cameron#steven meeks#todd anderson#neil perry#mr keating#dps#dps headcanons#dead poets#dead poets society fandom#dead poets headcanons#headcanon#songs#favorite songs#music#music recs
80 notes
·
View notes
Text
songs I relate to neil !!
(disclaimer: these are all probably sad + it’s a really long list sorry)
making the bed by olivia rodrigo
pink pony club by chappell roan
bigger than the whole sky by taylor swift
I bet on losing dogs by mitski
I know it won’t work by gracie abrams
my tears ricochet by taylor swift
mirrorball by taylor swift
this is me trying by taylor swift
the lakes by taylor swift
no body, no crime by taylor swift
you’re on your own, kid by taylor swift
midnight rain by taylor swift
family line by conan gray
mastermind by taylor swift
matilda by harry styles
bigger than the whole sky by taylor swift
anatomy by kenzie
what was I made for? by billie eilish
so long, london by taylor swift
I can do it with a broken heart by taylor swift
fortnight by taylor swift
the smallest man who ever lived by taylor swift
I hate it here by taylor swift
end of beginning by djo
vienna by billy joel
you’re gonna go far by noah kahan
out of touch by daryl hall & john oates
scared of my guitar by olivia rodrigo
don’t dream it’s over by crowded house
can’t catch me now by olivia rodrigo
all too well by taylor swift
night changes by taylor swift
1 step forward, 3 steps back by olivia rodrigo
story of my life by one direction
sign of the times by harry styles
scott street by phoebe bridgers
I love you, I’m sorry by gracie abrams
tv by billie eilish
piano man by billy joel
capital loss by gigi perez
pretty isn’t pretty by olivia rodrigo
the subway by chappell roan
heaven knows I’m miserable now by the smiths
this night has opened my eyes by the smiths
seven by taylor swift
daddy issues by the neighbourhood
teenage dream by olivia rodrigo
iris by goo goo dolls
winner by conan gray
everything I wanted by billie eilish
wicked game by chris isaak
the cut that always bleeds by conan gray
kids by nick rattigan
the prophecy by taylor swift
nda by billie eilish
vampire empire by big thief
your best american girl by mitski
symphonia ix by nick rattigan
no surprises by radiohead
favourite crime by olivia rodrigo
exile by taylor swift
the last great american dynasty by taylor swift
fourth of july by sufjan stevens
army dreamers by kate bush
half return by adrienne lenker
pretend by alex_g_offline
wasted summers by juju<3
waiting room by phoebe bridgers
I know the end by phoebe bridgers
half a person by the smiths
first love/late spring by mitski
the grudge by olivia rodrigo
gilded lily by cults
I don’t smoke by mitski
holidays by conan gray
vincent by don mclean
knockin’ on heavens door by bob dylan
everyone wants to rule the world by tears for fears
forever young by alphaville
please, please, please, let me get what I want by the smiths
hey jude by the beatles
no surprises by radiohead
boys don’t cry by the cure
beautiful boy by john lennon
that joke isn’t funny anymore by the smiths
funeral by phoebe bridgers
don’t try suicide by queen
my life by billy joel
all the young dudes by mott the hoople
falling by harry styles
sign of the times by harry styles
little freak by harry styles
love of my life by harry styles
songs kinda about neil from todd’s pov !!
francis forever by mitski
mr. loverman by ricky montgomery
this is me trying by taylor swift
ur so pretty by wasia project
the lakes by taylor swift
the exit by conan gray
I miss you, I’m sorry by gracie abrams
back to december by taylor swift
birds of a feather by billie eilish
wildflower by billie eilish
haunted by taylor swift
who’s afraid of little old me? by taylor swift
loml by taylor swift
right where you left me by taylor swift
cool about it by boygenius
k by cigarettes after sex
this love by taylor swift
fade into you by mazzy star
astronomy by conan gray
angel eyes by abba
strange by celeste
fine line by harry styles
christmas kids by roar
all I wanted by paramore
sunsetz by cigarettes after sex
I wait for you by alex_g_offline
reflections by the neighbourhood
nobody by mitski
cool about it by boygenius
anything by adrienne lenker
break by alex_g_offline
someday I’ll get it by alek olsen
blue hair by tv girl
cigarettes out the window by tv girl
blondie by current joys
remember that night? by sara kays
once more to see you by mitski
I want you by mitski
astronomy by conan gray
lover you should’ve come over by jeff buckley
slipping through my fingers by abba
don’t you forget about me by simple minds
as it was by harry styles
songs I related to neil and todd
casual by chappell roan
close to you by gracie abrams
guilty as sin? by taylor swift
smile by sabrina carpenter
set fire to the rain by adele
suddenly I see by kt tunstall
dive by olivia dean
bags by clairo
picture you by chappell roan
sailor song by gigi perez
rolling in the deep by adele
ocean eyes by billie eilish
somethin’ stupid by frank and nancy sinatra
watch by billie eilish
I love you by billie eilish
about you by the 1975
21 by gracie abrams
satellite by harry styles
blue by billie eilish
look after you by the fray
dream by fleetwood mac
I wanna be your by arctic monkeys
labyrinth by taylor swift
my love mine all mine by mitski
not a lot, just forever by adrienne lenker
velvet ring by big thief
always forever by cults
there is a light that never goes out by the smiths
head over heals by tears for fears
hey lover by the daughters of eve
keep driving by harry styles
if you’ve made it this far please share songs you relate to neil/todd/anderperry!! <33
@fruityeleonora
#neil perry songs#neil perry#dead poets society#todd anderson#anderperry#dps playlist#sorry it’s not actually a playlist im way to lazy to try and make one
29 notes
·
View notes
Text
basic info » my name is addy! ⁞ she/her ⁞ minor ⁞ queer (bi/ace?) ⁞ swiftie ⁞ intp ⁞ aries ⁞ bookworm ⁞ music lover ⁞ cinephile ⁞ evermore stan ⁞ theater kid ⁞ introvert (but cant shut up if im comfortable)
other accounts: @thegoodwitchcoven @picturesinmymind <33
more info under cut !!
₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ fandoms
───── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────
⤷ books:
marauders era/harry potter (fck jkr) ⁞ folk of air ⁞ grishaverse ⁞ osemanverse ⁞ the hunger games ⁞ agggtm ⁞ the secret history ⁞ the lunar chronicles ⁞ song of achilles ⁞ seven husbands of evelyn hugo ⁞ rwrb ⁞ arc of scythe ⁞ if we were villains ⁞ they both die at the end ⁞ percy jackson ⁞ i kissed shara wheeler (way more im forgetting)
───── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────
⤷ movies/tv
yellowjackets ⁞ good omens ⁞ wes anderson movies ⁞ studio ghibli movies ⁞ iwtv ⁞bridgerton ⁞ wwdits ⁞ ofmd ⁞ wednesday ⁞ umbrella academy ⁞ stranger things ⁞ b99 ⁞ friends ⁞ little women ⁞ dead poets society ⁞ 2000s movies ⁞ she-ra ⁞ spiderverse ⁞ cmbyn ⁞ himym ⁞ ianowt ⁞ ever after high (my childhood) ⁞ perks of a being a wall flower ⁞ barbie ⁞ (and many many more)
⤷ music
hozier ⁞ taylor swift ⁞ olivia rodrigo ⁞ gracie abrams ⁞ conan gray ⁞ phoebe bridgers ⁞ lana del rey ⁞ boygenius ⁞ chappell roan ⁞ noah kahan ⁞ lucy dacus ⁞ arctic monkeys ⁞ maisie peters ⁞ renee rapp ⁞ mitski ⁞ ethel cain ⁞ clairo ⁞ beabadoobee ⁞ sabrina carpenter ⁞ lorde ⁞ the neighborhood ⁞ sufjan stevens ⁞ harry styles ⁞ tv girl ⁞ maya hawke ⁞ cigarettes after sex ⁞ MARINA ⁞ (many more, my music taste is all over the place)
⤷ other
» sturniolo fan ⁞ mild coffee addict ⁞ wes anderson and sophia cappola film enthusiast ⁞ occasional mc youtube fan ⁞ chocolate lover ⁞ cat lover (i have one cat and a dog)
» i love musicals!! namely RTC, six, wicked, and beetlejuice (no, im not really a hamilton fan)
» i play guitar and cello, but i love guitar way more and have been playing for around 7 years! (maybe?)
» im really awkward and if i take a long time to respond to smth its because im thinking abt what to say (and im not online much)
» always feel free to vent to me, and you can ask me anything and talk to me any time. don’t be afraid to reach out!! :))
» thanks for reading my intro post!
➤ dni: homophobes, transphobes, racists, ableists, misogynists, sexists, etc., and "sugar daddies" (been getting a lot of those recently), or anyone else who want to do some "stuff" with me, please fuck off
126 notes
·
View notes
Text
@ww2yaoi also tagged me to shuffle my on repeat and let people vote for their favourite. thank yoouuuu 😁<3
tagging @appleisms @rainydayballet @majortomwaits @transneilyoung @preordainedplace @joanbaezed 😊🫶
#i am a normal girl who has a normal relationship with lou reed and his music#also........jackson cage ...............haunting meeeeeeee#tag game
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
Lynchian Girl
A playlist inspired by Lynch heroines.
Featuring: Julee Cruise, This Mortal Coil, Linda Scott, Brenda Lee, Mazzy Star, Julie London, Kate Bush, Skeeter Davis, Nancy Sinatra & Lee Hazelwood, Ethel Cain, Chrysta Bell & David Lynch, Connie Stevens, Beach House, Chromatics, The Ronettes, Dead Can Dance, Weyes Blood, Portishead, Tuxedomoon & Cult With No Name and Angelo Badalamenti.
#female manipulator/femcel/coquette crowd: DO NOT REBLOG. thanks <3#twin peaks#blue velvet#lost highway#inland empire#mulholland drive#wild at heart#laura palmer#audrey horne#diane evans#shelly johnson#donna hayward#log lady#diane selwyn#betty elms#camilla rhodes#sandy williams#dorothy vallens#renee madison#alice wakefield#lula pace fortune#nikki grace#mary x#eraserhead#david lynch#my playlists#playlist#twin peaks fanmix#twin peaks playlists#Spotify
24 notes
·
View notes
Text
Bengan oneshot - Confession
Ask and you shall receive! <3
Logan likes stars. Ben knows this. Ben likes music. Logan knows this.
They liked to go out stargazing together, listening to songs like Stardust by Nat King Cole, Fade Into You by Mazzy Star, Strange Time by Matt Maltese, and whatever else Ben felt like putting in the queue. Logan wasn't too picky about what kind of music they listened to. And besides, Ben had good music taste.
"Play that song we were listening to last night! Um, what was it..?" Logan tapped his fingers on the telescope, thinking. "♪And then I go and spoil it all by saying something-♪"
Ben cut him off by tapping on his shoulder and signed "Something Stupid?"
Logan nodded. "Ya! That one!"
Ben nodded and pulled out his phone. In all honesty, he didn't want Logan to sing along to it. Just imagining him saying the words 'I love you', even if not directed at him, was too much for his heart.
Ben liked Logan a lot. But he was bad at expressing this. He's been trying to make it a bit obvious. Lately he's been playing more romantic songs like Can't Help Falling In Love by Elvis Presley, Heart to Heart by Mac DeMarco, and Love Like You from Steven Universe. But Logan didn't seem to be picking up on the hints, which makes everything so much more difficult. Though, he was also kind of grateful. Logan actually knowing Ben liked him scared Ben a lot. Like... a lot, a lot.
Ben got the song playing and Logan looked through his telescope, humming along, murmuring, "♪...I know that there's a chance you won't be leaving with me...♪"
He watched Logan hum and murmur the lyrics, but before the words "I love you" could be said, he tapped on Logan's shoulder.
"Hm? What's up?"
Ben hesitated. What now? He just wanted to stop Logan before he could even mutter out those 3 lyrics. Those 3 words that would buzz through his head and have him repeat multiple fake scenarios that would never happen because how could they ever happen? How could Logan ever say "I love you" to him? Stupid, stupid brain.
Ben though before he signed, "What constellations are out?"
Logan smiled a little disappointedly. "Sadly, I can't tell. It's pretty cloudy tonight. But I can see a planet! Come check it out!"
Ben peaked through and saw a very bright object in the sky. Before he would've assumed it was just a really bright star. But due to spending so much time with Logan, he's gotten better at telling the differences apart.
"Which planet is that?"
"That's Venus! The most toxic of the planets. Which is ironic because it's named after the Roman goddess, Venus, who was pretty shallow, especially as her Greek counterpart!"
Ben thought about the name. He was really no good at Greek nor Roman mythology. He was more of a Norse mythology enjoyer.
Logan could tell by his face he was struggling to remember which goddess Venus was.
"She was the goddess of love!" Logan told him, causing Ben's shoulders to jump.
Love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love....
What kind of weird sign was this? What, are the literal planets now calling him out for his crush!? That's not fair! And it kind of pissed him off a little, but he knew, deep down, that it would be stupid to get aggressive over a planet. Seriously, what kind of person would be like that. If he showed Logan he had anger issues that bad, he'd scare him off for sure. Like, ya, Logan already knows about the anger issues, but he doesn't know their full extent.
Logan nudged Ben a little, smiling at him. "The stars get red and oh, the night's so blue.."
Ben takes a moment to process what's happening, but before he knew it, Logan said the words.
"And then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like I love you..."
Ben stands there for a moment, processing this. Logan definitely hadn't directed that at him... No way.
Ya.. Logan looking at him expectantly, eyes big, blushing was all just Ben's imagination... definitely...
Logan clenches his fists and awkwardly turns away and Ben jumps, waving his arms to get his attention again before signing, "Frank Sinatra is pretty great, right?"
Logan gives him this weird look before sighing. "Ya. He is.."
They both look at the sky and Ben hesitates. He's doing something wrong. He did something wrong. He could tell by Logan's face. And Ben had a feeling what it was. But he had trouble being able to say it. How could he? Could he really be deserving to try and confess to anyone without actually saying it? Would that even count as a real confession?
He thinks for a moment before deciding "screw it" and grabbing his phone and frantically typing into Spotify the song he wants.
The song Yesterday by The Beatles began to play. Logan glanced curiously at Ben and Ben looked at him before sitting down on the grass. He gestured for Logan to join him, which he did.
Ben stared at him for a moment before finally getting the courage to do it.
He began to sign the lyrics for the song, frantically, scared to make any eye contact with Logan.
"Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play. Now I need a place to hide away.."
He hesitates on some of the lyrics, but he feels he got the message across... hopefully.
Once the song comes to a slow end, Ben tightly closes his eyes, waiting for Logan to say something. But he didn't. So Ben looked up, greeted to the site of Logan tearing up.
"What are you trying to tell me with this...?"
Ben hesitates, wanting to reach over, to wipe away his tears and tell him he doesn't need to cry.
"I'm in love with you, Logan," he signs. "But I don't feel I could be worthy. You don't know me how I used to be. I was so much more worthy of love back then. Now I'm not."
"You stupid-!" Logan exclaimed. "I don't care who you used to be! What, you got more aggressive? You can't talk? Who cares!? I don't! But don't push me away!"
Ben sits there, stunned, and Logan realizes what he said and shyly hunches his shoulders, blushing from embarrassment. "Sorry for yelling... But you get what I'm trying to say, right..?"
Ben hesitates, fidgeting nervously before slowly nodding.
Logan sighs. "'Yesterday' you may have been someone different.. but that doesn't matter because you are who you are now. I've changed too."
Ben looks down. Logan has changed. He's more confident, he's stronger, too.
"But you changed for the better."
"It's all a matter of perspective. I know a couple of guys who think I've changed for the worse because now they can't pick on me. And I may not have known who you used to be, but... you were bound to grow into who you are now because of it."
Before Ben could sign back a response, Logan took his hand into his.
"You grew into someone I love..."
Ben freezes. His heart freezes. His brain freezes. Time itself freezes.
Logan likes Ben. Ben never knew this.
Ben likes Logan. Logan always knew this.
Divider by @animatedglittergraphics-n-more
#Ben doesn't think he's worthy of love :(#logan fields#logan sbg#ben clark#ben sbg#ben x logan#bengan#school bus graveyard#sbg#sbg oneshot#oneshot#fanfic#sbg ben#sbg logan
28 notes
·
View notes