#Stanislav Rubin x reader
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shmowder · 6 months ago
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follow up question to the pet name question: healers favorite physical touch affection?
Is Rubin technically a healer? Should I still include him? sure, why not.
Their favourite ways to show physical affection
Daniil Dankovsky
He has a tendency to keep one of his hands occupied at all times, usually by carrying his bag or fidgeting with a pen. As of lately, Daniil started reaching for your hand instead.
The leather glove feeling pleasant against your palm, his thumb occasionally rubbing the back of your hand. His grip squeezing your hand reassuringly as the two of you walk side by side.
It's a subconscious habit at this point, moving his finger alongside your knuckles, trailing the delicate joints of your hand, maybe drawing the veins at times.
lifting your hand up to his face, pressing his lips against the back of your hand. Sometimes, he left a second smaller kiss on the sensitive skin inside your plam before going back to the original task he was occupied with.
The bachelor of medicine himself makes a rather passionate dance partner at times, despite him claiming otherwise and that he's simply following the correct steps. He enjoys the classical waltz, the dramatic symphonies as he twirls you around, a charming smile adoring his face as he steps closer until your chests are almost pressed together. Slowly swaying you with the soft melody, his grip confident at the small of your back, guiding your steps.
Stanislav Rubin
Closing his eyes and burying his face between your neck and shoulder is how Rubin gets his respite. Exhausted from work, a loud mind and an aching heart both get put to bed as he simply hugs you from behind.
Back slouching to allow someone of his height to tuck his face against your neck. You feel his soft breath tickling your skin, his arms tightening around you, pulling you closer into his embrace as if he's afraid to let go.
He is simply content with this, listening to your heartbeat, being allowed to simply hold you. Tense shoulders relaxing as you extend your hand squeeze his forearm, reassuring him that he may stay as long as he wants.
What a beautiful thing it is to be held and hold someone back. How lucky he feels, grateful for your kindness. For you to share your warmth with him, let him be a little selfish and hold you a little longer. You're the safety he can't go without.
Artemy Burakh
His hands seem to have a mind of their own at times. cupping your face in his big hands, staring at you with a smitten expression before giving you a kiss.
Holding you by the hips and coaxing you to move to the side when you're blocking his way to reach something, giving you a gentle squeeze before letting go, followed by a warm smile.
His hand resting on top of your thigh when you sit next to him, Artemy asking about your day as his fingers briefly massage the area. Switching between drawing circles and giving slow squeezes.
Especially the bear hugs he gives you each time he's back from a long trip to the steppe, covered in mud and grass. Setting the basket of freshly picked herbs to the ground as he picks you up with his arms and buries you against his chest, laughing as you tell him to at least take a shower first.
Asking for a kiss in exchange for letting you down, be it your lips, adorable cheek, or temple, he'd drown you in small kisses and pecks if he could. The idea of carrying you to join him in the shower is getting more temptating by the second.
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shmowder · 7 months ago
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Hi! I love the way you write, you're a great storyteller! Could you maybe write a little something about how Rubin, Daniil and Artemy would deal with a clumsy reader who often bumps into things and gets hurt? If so, I'd be grateful! I hope you have an amazing day <3
Thank you very much! I enjoy writing stories and telling them. I hope you have a great day, do take care of yourself <3
Dealing with a clumsy Reader
[fluff, overprotectiveness, GN reader]
[Artemy, Daniil, Rubin]
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The Haruspex
The first time you've planted face first into the ground when walking up to him, Artemy chalked it up to a trip of fate. The second time, however, he walked faster to meet you halfway and catch you mid-stumble into the paved streets.
Call it intuition, a gut feeling, or whatever you want. Burakh seems to know exactly when to hold you by the arm just before you trip on air when walking together. He saved several obiects from breaking by catching them after they slipped from your fingers.
The two of you are on extreme opposite ends. He mastered his own body to move effortlessly; the precise movement of a surgeon was engraved into him since childhood. Learning to tread delicately despite his size and body, both as a child collecting twyre and making sure not to crush the fragile herbs roots and as a medic in the army where one misplaced step could spell his demise on the battlefield.
And you had the grace of a newly-born fawn learning to walk.
Watching out for your safety on your behalf started developing into one of his many habits, the ones that occur almost unconsciously. He just learned to stand close enough to pull you back just before you could fall into the river because you leaned too much against the rusty railings. His arm hovering around your waist whenever he brings you into his lair just in case he left another sharp scalpel or two exposed on a table.
Lending his aid to you with tasks that require precision. Usually, work around the house, like hanging a picture frame after you accidentally dropped the hammer on your foot or moving furniture and heavy boxes around.
You don't even have to ask him for help, Artemy visits you a couple of times a week to check if you need anything. Sometimes inviting you along on his grocery trips with Sticky and Murky so he gets an excuse to carry your bags and walk you home.
The two kids definitely catch on to your clumsy nature and it's clear Artemy had a talk with them about it when Murky offers to let you hold her doll for protection from bad luck while Sticky grumbles about how a doll won't help and you probably need to wear medieval knight steel armour just to walk around safely.
Sometimes Artemy feels like he should be concerned more, especially since he is finite and won't always be there to pull you away from danger and into the safety of his arms, he won't always be able to stabilise you or pick you up after you fall.
It eats him up at night.
Wondering if you got home safely, if you're eating well, if he's gonna see you tomorrow with a new band-aid on your finger, knees, or elbows.
Maybe you're thankful for his constant help, or maybe you begrudgingly accept it with defeated annoyance. Whatever your reaction may be, Artemy finds himself enjoying looking out for you. A part of him feels guilty for liking the feeling of having you relay on him in certain things.
"I'll take care of the bags, hold my arm instead...STICKY TELL YOUR SISTER NOT TO RUN TOO FAR AHEAD THIS ISN'T A RACE"
The Bachelor
Is the one putting these said band-aids on you.
When he first met you, he was under the impression you were a patient coming to see him. What do you mean by no? You just came to say hello and introduce yourself? Then why do you look like someone who just came out of a brawl with a raccoon and lost? What's with all of these bruises and scratches?
Actually, it doesn't matter. This town is already full of weird people with unusual quirks. Daniil's politely insisting that you must sit down and let him disinfect the scratches, he has plenty of bandages for your brusies, too.
As Daniil works on cleaning you up, he's careful not to press too much on your bruises, asking you if the bandage is too tight or constricting as he wraps it. He gently goes over every painful spot on your body from the smallest of cuts on your fingertips to that painful bruise from twisting your ankle. Cleaning them with a cotton pad and applying the clean bandages afterwards.
Sometimes, he can't believe how one person can manage to get hurt this much in such little time. Other times, he wonders how you even managed to survive without a personal doctor accommodating you each night.
He's already busy at it, but he makes time for you. He's not going to turn someone in need away, especially someone who's hurt to no fault of your own. The human body is stubborn and uncooperative at times. He understands that better than anyone, he doesn't make you bear the blame of your limbs refusing to listen to you.
When he does scold you, it's for not coming to him sooner. An untreated papercut may result in amputation if left infected for a long duration of time. You're not a bother. You have every right to seek medical attention, and he won't turn you away from his door even in the middle of the night.
Ever since, he started carrying more band-aids and disinfecting alcohol in his bag. Each time you meet him on the street while walking around the town, he's stopping to check you over for any injuries, telling you to sit on a nearby bench as he quickly attends to you before leaving afterwards to the meeting with the Kains he's already late to. It's clear to any onlookers how much this town isn't his forte. The more days he spends here, the more symptoms of exhaustion he starts showing.
But there is something relaxing about the simplicity of someone merely asking him to treat their bruises. Finally, someone who isn't asking him to bring them the moon from the sky or solve another mystery murder.
He's delighted to get a moment to himself to take care of you. The more frequent these meetings become the more open and comfortable he becomes with you.
One time, you even heard him actually make a joke that wasn't fully oozing sarcasm from every letter. Friendly banter is rare but not scarce with him. He also enjoys sharing his medical knowledge and teaching you the proper ways to treat a cut in case he isn't around anymore.
If you do ever ask for a specific type of band-aids with colourful pictures on top, he'll throw a sarcastic comment your way about the proven scientific benfits of silly pictures of dinosaurs on band-aids, how he's not a pediatrician and you're being absurd.
He still shows up with the exact type of colourful band-aids you asked for the next day.
"The discolouration is due to the hemoglobins turning into biliverdin. It's a good sign and will go away on its own eventually. Are you feeling good enough to walk home on your own, or should I accompany you? No, I insist, it's far from a bother."
The Warden
Rubin's first meeting meeting with you happened in a grocery store when you accidentally stepped on his foot while reaching for something on a high shelf. You immediately turned around to face him and apologise when you heard his wince but accidentally dragged the shopping cart along, making you stumble forward and step on his other foot.
The two of you ended up falling to the ground in the middle of the store. At least he was under you to soften the blow.
He was strangely calm for someone who just had his legs run over and back slammed against the wooden floor. Awkwardly getting up and acting like nothing happened as he picked up his scattered groceries from the floor.
You saw him staring at you as he internally debated whether to lend a helping hand with your fallen groceries or not. By the time he made his mind, you were already done. Instead, he reached over you to the item you were trying to get on the high shelf and handed it to you.
That memory of this stranger in the store stayed with him for a long while, he'd recall it while brushing his teeth or running errands. With a small town like this, you were bound to meet again.
Eventually, the two of you did. In a vaguely similar manner where your clumsiness resulted in both you and Rubin crashing into each other, with him softening your fall like always.
This time around, he made the effort to learn your name and introduce himself properly. He had an air of apathy around him like he was going through something, as if he lived in his head all the time. Rubin's eyes drifting to the side when the two of you would talk, his clothes looking as if he just threw them on after waking up without a second thought, his reponses to you rarely exceeded a sentence or two. It was very easy to mistake his demnour for his disliking you.
But he didn't. If anything, his legs seemed to take him to you in a beeline whenever he'd spot you around town. The two of you would sit or walk in silence most of the time. He wasn't as quick to pull you away before you bumped into a tree or a pole, but he'd put his hand between you and the hard surface to take the damage instead.
Just by being around you, he was already accumulating more and more bruises by the day. Ones he'd pay in your stead for your clumsiness. He never complained however.
A part of him enjoyed having you fuss over him each time he'd do it. Like that one time, you were about to touch a hot pot on the stove, and his reaction was to pick it up instead and move it away. You showed great concern as you sat him down on your kitchen chair and held a cloth with ice inside to the burn on his hand.
"I'd rather it be me than you, I can handle it."
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shmowder · 8 months ago
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Hello! Firstly id like to say how much I enjoy your writings. And I was wondering your opinions on Stanislav Rubin, and if you have written anything about him yet?
Thank you very much. I'm glad that even though I post a lot of memes and silly things, people still remember that this is a writing blog at its core.
Ah Stakh, the man, the myth, the legend Rubin himself. I absolutely adore him. He's like what happens if you drop the soul of a 90' anime tsundere into a survival horror middle age man.
Rip Stanislav, you would've loved going Hmp >:/. You would've loved posting blank black screens on your snapchat with a single dot in the text bracket. You would've loved getting away with throwing heavy-duty physical objects at Artemy in the name of comedic effect during fillter beach episodes.
What's so interesting about him is how much the narrative is out there to get him. How much his story tells a complicated relationship about bline love, trust, and abuse.
At times, it seems like Rubin loved Isidor more than his own son ever did from the amount of faith he held in him. Especially when that said person took advantage of his willingness to serve in order to do the dirty work.
That's probably why Rubin is acting extremely difficult during the game. He's grieving deeply. He seems lost and devoid of purpose, so he clings to whatever new problem he can find to give himself purpose. He works himself to an early grave just so he doesn't have time to think, and if you don't interfer as Artemy, he's successful.
Rubin's extremely devoted to his own set of morality, even when it contradicts itself and hurts him in the process. It's like he's willing to dig himself further into a mess even if he knew the chances of him solving it alone are very slim.
He'd rather do it himself than ask for help.
But it doesn't feel like pride, more like spite. That's the thing him and the bachelor have in common. They're both moved in spite of the universe and not because of.
Meanwhile, Artemy does things out of love for the universe. It explains why Rubin was described by the developers as being Artemy's rival.
Stakh was the best student Isidor ever had, the most diligent and quickest to learn, even a better student than his own son.
But that's exactly the problem. That's all he was great at, being an excellent student. Isidor didn't want a student for life. He wanted a new Menkhu to replace him, to pave the way for the future. How could he let someone who always looks to others for guidance ever take the lead?
Rubin decided to follow the bachelor when it came to curing the plague. In P1, Rubin used to be a soldier and an extremely good one at following orders too before he had to come back hom from a head injury.
In P2, when Rubin is devoid of purpose again, he doesn't try to be his own person and pave his own path. No, instead he sticks with the familiar and goes to join the army.
In the marble nest where Artemy is dead, Daniil says that Rubin has already joined the army and he could be behind any of those soldiers' masks.
What's the alternative future for him? Remaining a student. But for Artemy this time, who successfully took his father's place in p2.
Rubin and Bad Grief were the first ever people to fall out from the friend group after Artemy left, and it makes sense with how opposite they are in nature.
Grief saw how good he was at doing what he is, how excellent he is at being a gang leader and how easily this life came into his hands with very little work. He almost seems perfect for the job of being a glorified sketchy shopkeeper with a dangerous front as a gang leader.
He saw that, and he hated it. He wanted out. He wanted freedom and to break from the narrative. He acted out of script and went to the Inquisitor with his own two legs, closed shop, and threw away that perfect life, which was designed especially for him.
Meanwhile, Rubin longs back for that life. For Isidor to crawl out of the grave and tell him what to do next, even if it meant he will be mistreated and forced to bear the sins of his master just so Isidor keeps his own hands clean. He wants someone more knowledgeable to direct him again, tell him what to do, where to go and what to say.
Grief adored freedom, but Rubin loathed how terrifying it was. Grief understood the way of the world, how everyone is masquerading as their roles, how the whole of humanity is a game of pretend we play with each other, a mere facade. He understood that, and he climbed up as a result of playing his cards well. Or at least, life handed him the perfect hand for his role.
Rubin's black and white view of the world was his doom. Isidor was right and could never do anything wrong in his eyes, even when it was Rubin suffering because of him. Grief was bad. Therefore, he could never do anything right no matter what explanation he gives.
Artemy abandoned his father, therefore he is forever responsible for Isidor's murder in Rubin's eyes.
It's almost funny how throughout the whole game, as Artemy, you keep getting reminded of how much Rubin hates you and wants you dead.
Yet when he invents the panacea after you neglect your job, he fully credits it to you as your invention. The inquisitor even says so.
Love and hate are like dusk and dawn, different angles, but still the same sun.
Rubin's hate for Grief and Artemy proves that he still cares about them above all.
Even then, it doesn't take much convincing for him to abandon that hate. Almost as if he wants to be rid of it himself but can't do it on his own, he requires you to talk to him and give him that one final push. Aware of it or not, he has always looked to others for help despite him trying his best to handle things alone.
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Now, as for writing something about him, I haven't yet. I would love to, he seems very fun to write. Emotionally constipated characters usually are.
But do you mean as a ship or x reader?
If it's a ship, something with Artemy is my first thought.
I know Isidor was in the process of adopting Rubin and that he refers to him as father sometimes. But all of that happened after Artemy left the town and not before.
So while Rubin and Isidor saw themselves as found family, Rubin and Artemy never did. Their last time together was spent as childhood best friends, and not once do they refer to each other as siblings or imply it.
To me they will always be just childhood friends. Artemy was estranged from his own father for 10-5 years depending on the game and Rubin filled that spot in the meanwhile. The sole reason for the adopting thing was just to get Rubin the right to cut bodies and nothing more in Isidor's case.
Rubin might have seen him as a father figure, but I doubt Isidor saw him as anything but a student, let alone a son.
In his dairy during his last days before death, Isidor only speaks of Artemy. Wishing his son was by his side.
And in Artemy's case, he immediately forgives Rubin for so many things during their first meeting in P1. And in P2, he still attempts to talk and have a resemblance of a friendship with him.
Artemy literally follows him like a kicked puppy, wanting his best friend back and desperately attempting to mend things with Rubin. The fics practically write themselves at this point. Stakh clearly likes Artemy but he won't let himself easily give into the temptation because he is just angsty like that.
Maybe that "rivally" was extremely one-sided in Rubin's case.
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But for x reader, you're not Artemy so you'll get very favourable treatment.
He's already willing to let himself burn at the stake for someone else. Rubin and Eva both share the passion to sacrifice themselves for the sake of someone else, ironically enough.
The only difference is that Eva took the hopeless romantic path whole Rubin took the selfless devotion one.
He'd do well with someone who is soft and caring, that man requires a hug that lasts a century. He needs someone to be patient with him, someone wise who understands him better than he understands himself. Someone be there for him to fall back on.
Stakh is the type of person who will mould himself to your expectations and needs rather than just let himself...be himself. He will think the way he is just isn't enough to get you to stay in love, and so he will try to adapt what you deem impressive and love-able.
Breaking himself in the process.
A reader who gets him out of that cycle would be perfect. Someone who reassures him that he is enough. That he doesn't need to set himself ablaze just to keep you warm.
He will be extremely awkward in love. He doesn't have a single romantic bone in his body. But he's nothing if not a fast learner.
it's clumsy attempts at the start, but eventually, he learns to speak his feelings more. Words of sincerity and promises of devotion acting as his flirting.
He stares at you a lot with his big round, lovely brown eyes. Across the room? he's looking at you until you come talk to him. Suddenly, he's not slouching so much. It's endearingly embarrassing how honest his eyes can be when his lips won't admit that he needs you.
He will cling to you as time goes on. Why exactly can't he go out with you when you're hanging out with your friends? Listen he knows this is just a grocery trip but he wants to walk there with you and carry the bags.
One time, you took too long in the bathroom at night, and he woke up from sleep just to knock at the bathroom door and ask when you were going back to bed. You found him half-asleep sitting on the ground near the door when you opened it.
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shmowder · 6 months ago
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Imagine Rubins reaction to being chosen by the reader over the other healers/love interests. Like this poor man thinks so little of himself, so to be someone's first pick? He needs all the love in the world
Ilyyyy i love this idea!! was supposed to have a Haruspex and Andrey parts but... yeah. I decided to post it like this rather than leave it to rot in my drafts
Rubin with a reader who chose him over everyone
[fluff, hurt/comfort, romance, slight crack, petty conflict, jealousy]
[Stanislav Rubin x reader | One-sides Bachelor/Reader] [Gender-neutral Reader]
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Choosing him over the Bachelor
Rubin never saw himself as anyone's first choice.
Not even their second or third either.
He usually imagined himself as the last resort anyone would ever go to.
Both as a doctor and as a person.
The Bachelor's arrival into town more than confirmed this–not that Rubin had any doubt to begin with–people would prefer to consult Dankovsky for medical aid despite him being a literal stranger to the town and its ways.
So why did it sting when Rubin watched as the same families who once entrusted him to treat their children, not spare him a single glance anymore ever since what they described as a "real" doctor arrived into town.
It's okay, he'd tell himself, it's what he's used to. People would seek Isidor before and never offer Rubin any gratitude despite him doing the majority of the work.
He should just be grateful that the Bachelor allowed him to act as his aid. He knows his own medical knowledge is lacking and outdated.
But heavens above, he wasn't dealt a better hand in life.
He is doing the best he can with the choices he was offered.
You were one of the few lights remaining in his life.
The way you'd wait for him outside the theatre-turned-hospital to finish his shift each day and walk him home despite the dangers.
The way you'd scold him for neglecting his health again, insisting he must rest and eat something or else.
It felt strange for him to be shown love.
To have someone care so much that they actually seem upset when he skips meals or only goes to bed when at the verge of collapsing.
Someone who is happy to see him each day, someone who doesn't constantly remind him of his flaws or what he lacks.
But life is too cruel, and his hope was short-lived.
One day, he was finishing his work and clocking out. Walking outside to the grey filled skies, soft droplets making small ripples in the wet streets as they fell down.
Rubin's gaze immediately went to the usual spot where you'd wait for him each time.
Only to not see you there.
Well, not alone; someone else is keeping you company.
The bachelor's coat hanged heavy on your shoulders as Daniil held the umbrella above both of your heads.
Ever the gentleman, he must have offered his coat to you when he saw you outside alone in the rain.
The umbrella was not big enough to cover a large distance, making the two of you stand intimately close.
Bodies almost pressing against one another.
Despair sinking like poison into the pits of Rubin's stomach, refusing to resurface as his limbs felt ten times heavier to move, weighting down his body.
The end of the day exhaustion wasn't helping either, courtesy of always stubbornly taking the longest possible shift in the hospital.
Rubin watched as Daniil's lips moved. He was saying something to you... whispering it like a snake against your ear. Coiling his scaley tail against Rubin's heart and squeezing it painfully tight.
The hand not holding the umbrella went up to hover above your waist, silently asking permission to place it there...
To hold you.
Rubin's legs moved so fast as he made his way across the street to you. The sound of his footsteps splashing against the wet concrete finally made the two of you take notice of his presence.
Maybe the look of desperation on his face gave him away, or maybe it was you mistaking the raindrops going down his face for something else, the growing wetness in his eyes didn't help either.
But the mere sight of him hurrying towards you made you immediately take the bachelor's coat off and hand it back to Daniil.
Leaving the dry safety of the umbrella below and meeting Rubin halfway through the street.
Hugging him amidst the pouring rain, your arms holding him reassuringly tight.
Burying your face into his chest.
His heart skips a beat as he feels your lips curl into a smile against the thin fabric separating you from his bare skin.
Telling him how you were waiting for him, how much you missed him, and wanted to go back to his own place already.
After the moment of confusion on Daniil's face passed, he seemed to understand the implications here as he cleared his throat in embarrassment and walked up to the two of you.
To Rubin's surprise, the Bachelor seemed to take it in stride as he explained how it was him who insisted on you taking his coat to stay warm.
Daniil ended the conversation with a short apology and offered his umbrella for the two of you to borrow as a way to make amends.
Moments ago, this seemed like the end of Rubin's world. The adrenaline from the emotional rush burned hot in his blood.
Yet it... was resolved so easily. You didn't even hesitate before walking to him, Daniil showed him grace and respect rather than disdain.
This kindness, he was not used to.
As if you'd slip away from his fingers one day, as if life will snatch you away the second he turns his back like everything else he has ever loved.
It was a hard pill to swallow, the fact you willingly chose him.
Chose to be with him, not as a last resort nor our of obligation or pity.
Not once or twice, but time and time again you'd choose him.
And each time it would stun him, as if all of the past loyalty and devotion you've shown was a mere fluke, a mistake on your part.
That this time it's the end, this time you'll definitely walk away. This time you'll reciprocate Andrey flirting or accept Eva's invite to spend the night.
This time... definitely this time you will shatter his heart.
Because that's what life taught him.
One day you must wake up and realise his true worth. See him as the lowly creature he stares at in the mirror.
The broken pathetic man he must be in your eyes.
And yet, you'd frown each time he spoke about himself in that town. Act offended on his behalf as if it was you he was insulting.
Ask him directly if he thinks you're that stupid? Why else would he assume you'd ever wake up when you weren't under any spell to begin with.
The truth is, you've always loved him since the start.
Since the moment you met him even.
What started as a puppy crush quickly flourished into deep admiration as you learned more and more about him
In your eyes, Stakh was strong. The kind of strength truly worth of respect.
You've never met anyone as strong as him, and you'll gladly remind him of that each and every single day.
That there is nothing to endure, you'll be with him through thick and thin.
That he isn't missing something, he isn't lesser than anyone in here.
He's whole as he is, worthy of love and kindness.
And day by day, your words echo in his mind.
So much that for a brief second, he can stand staring at the mirror without a pile rising in the back of his throat.
Remembering the praises you'd sing about his lovely brown eyes, akin to pools of honey under the sunlight.
The frown that seemed permanently etched into his features reminded you of the graceful sadness of a willow tree.
The reflection of a crescent moon on a lake's still surface without a single ripple in sight.
Maybe one day, the shackles of the past will have mercy and loosen themselves from around his mind.
But until then, you'll gladly love him enough for both of you. Until then you'll stay by his side, choose him over and over again until he understands you're here to stay.
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shmowder · 8 months ago
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X reader Drabbles
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Alexander Saburov
criminal childhood friend reader
Specific fetishes: Dacryphilia + Thigh kink
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Andrey Stamatin
proposing to him with a ring
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Artemy Burakh
AroAllo Artemy x reader
Why you'd divorce him
Ex-husband HC
size kink smut
Sharing a Bathtub
Sucking on his tits
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Daniil Dankovsky
Bicker and love
Ex-husband HC
The day you hand the divorce papers
How you two got married
Fluffy marriage HC
Marriage HC when you're on your period
smut oral fixation
With a reader on T
With a reader who has a cat
With pierced biker reader
Introducing yourself as a "doctor"
Psychologist reader pt.1
Psychologist reader pt.2
Marriage ceremony with kin reader
Deliberately ignoring you while you ride his thigh
Lolipop Chainsaw crossover au
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Georgiy Kain
Secret admirer
Love dynamic
Trip to the Capital
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Katerina Saburova
Not so innocent affair
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Maria Kaina
Devoted knight
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Oyun
Specific fetishes: Humiliation + CBT
Dommed + kicked by a short reader
Gently topping him
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Peter Stamatin
Mouthfeeding you alcohol
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Stanislav "Stakh" Rubin
Teasing him about his size kink
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Victor Kain
X reader fluff
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Vlad the younger
Calling the wrong name during sex
Relationship thoughts
One-sided Love
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Yulia Lyuricheva
Specific fetishes: Toxic butch masculinity
Wearing a strap 24/7
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Multiple characters / General
Reaction to modern reader's clothes
What they bring to your birthday Pt.1
Yandere concepts
General Yandere ideas
What their kiss feels like Pt.1 [Maria, Eva, Lara]
What their kiss feels like Pt.2 [Aglaya, Yulia, Katerina, Victor, Alexander]
with an inexperienced reader
General wedding ideas
Generel ex-spouse ideas
More Yandere ideas + music
Pursuing unhappily married reader pt.1
Pursuing unhappily married reader pt.2
Petnames Pt.1 [Artemy, Daniil, Victor, Rubin, Bad Grief]
Physical Affection
ideal reader for them
Plague doctor Reader and smut crybaby reader
Dom Aglaya/Reader, Sub Big Vlad/Reader
Old Coots Polycule
Finding out you have 10 cats
Threesome with Victor and Nina
Aglaya, Andrey and foreign poetry
Petnames Pt.2 [Aglaya, Yulia, Katerina]
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Poly Artemy & Daniil
Hysteria
Hysteria pt.2
Hysteria pt.3
General Dynamic
Using you to settle an argument
Switching places
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Poly Victor & Alexander
Threesome
Putting them in a "get along" sweater
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shmowder · 7 months ago
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X Reader works
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Sorted in alphabetical order based on the character's names, except when a work contains multiple characters, then you'll find it at the end of the list.
Gold ♧ is a traditionally written style fanfic [ usually crossposted to Ao3 ]
Red ♧ is a drabble/headcanon style Fanfic [ Not on my Ao3 ]
[A -> Z]
Andrey Stamatin
♧ Falling in love & Smut HC [Fluff, Smut]
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Bad Grief
♧ General relationship HC [fluff]
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Daniil Dankovsky
♧ Mors tua, vita mea [angst, comfort]
♧ Death Is The Only Way Out [angst, comfort, meta]
♧ Meeting your toxic Ex [Yandere]
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Mark Immortell
♧ The Devil Works Hard [Heavy Smut]
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Stanislav Rubin
♧ choosing him over everyone [fluff, comfort]
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Victor Kain
♧ Mea columba [smut]
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Yulia Lyuricheva
♧ Dating headcanons [Fluff]
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♧ Smut headcanons [Smut]
♧ Falling asleep on her shoulder [Fluff]
Multiple characters
♧ Aword [Andrey, Peter]
♧ Dealing with clumsy Reader [Artemy, Daniil, Rubin]
♧ What they bring to your birthday Pt.1 [Platonic]
♧ What they bring to your birthday Pt.2 [Platonic/Suggestive]
♧ How they would comfort you [fluff, comfort, Artemy, Daniil]
♧ Healers when you contract the plague [platonic]
♧ Saburovs threesome [smut, Katerina, Alexander]
♧ Healers with a very punny reader [platonic]
♧ Sharing a bed with them [fluff]
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shmowder · 5 months ago
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Haiii, it is the perfect time to talk about my Pathologic self-insert thehe, I like your writing, especially Daniil x reader >:]
Name: Verdell Popov
Age: 28
Job/Credentials:
They worked as a Tailor for the townsfolk, sometimes they sewed for people like Saburovs and Olgimskys. Around the game events with a plaque, they offer their help with sewing clothes, beddings, and other useful stuff like bandages, etc..
Healer, Bound, or NPC?
I didn't think about this that much but I guess an NPC
History / Backstory:
It started when Verdells mother, one of Herb brides, fell in love with a priest, whom she married. Because of her love for him, she had to leave her people The Kin. After Verdell was born, their parent's marriage started to fall apart, because of the father's conflicts with The Kin. Verdells mother was unhappy because of her husband's behavior. Because of their argument, she found out that her husband was manipulating her to believe in his religion. And because of that, took her own life
After their mother's death, Verdell was left with his father who imposed strict rules on them and constantly humiliated them because they were different which he considered a sin. Then when they were growing up, Verdell started to be friends with Bad Grief who introduced them to his three other friends: Artemy Burakh, Lara Ravel, and Stanislav Rubin. Verdells father was later convicted for abusing his power, inciting violence, and hatred. The Kin trapped him in his church, and later they set the church on fire with Father inside. Verdell was a witness to their father's death.
After Father's death, Verdell lives alone in the house, but the Steppe people provide them with support and help. Isidor Burakh sometimes visits Verdell.
The Town is their home, where they know others and the only place they can be with The Kin. They like the Town, they've never been to the Capital and would like to go there someday, but they still prefer their little town.
Their friends are:
Bad Grief. Artemy, Lara and Stakh. The brothers Stamatins are also their friends though they spend most of their time talking to Pyotr because of their interest in drawing, they also talk to Andrey. And Katerina Katina who they met later in their childhood. Sometimes they talk to Soul-and-a-Halves
They believe in the steppe legends.
They respect the families to some extent, especially when they are hired by them for some tailor job, otherwise they obviously don't like The Olgimskys (except Capella) due to their treatment towards their people
At first, they would help the Haruspex since he is their childhood friend and be mostly skeptical of Bachelor since he is from the capital, but when the plague progresses they are willing to help most healers.
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Also here's the character reference c:
I absolutely adore them. The detail of having leaves in their hair since their mother was a Herb Bride is making my heart flutter in the best way possible. It's like they're always unawarly carrying a part of her, much like herb brides decorate their hair with twigs, bones, flowers, and plants.
The Apple Basket gang definitely needed an addition, picturing the five of them as children running through the steppe grass fields.
Still young and free of burdens, the biggest concern on their mind is if they can find a cool stick to swordfight with before the day ends.
I wonder if Verdell also fell apart from the friendgroup once Artemy left. Did they also scorn Bad Grief's ways like Rubin did?
Did they try to mend things between the two of them like Lara? Or did they have their own reasons for drifting away.
Which one of their childhood friends were they actually the closest to and which one stayed their friend through adulthood.
The burning of the church is a very clever touch; you gave an actual reason behind why Farkhad built a new cathedral.
But god, seeing their father burn in front of them–Especially after their mother took her own life. Even if that father was a scumbag, it must have left some scars on them. Do they deal with the sight of fire well? Did the elected spires of fire surrounding the plagued areas ever bother them?
Being a tailor and from the kin is a godly combo. I've always liked the ingame designs of the kin clothes, the sigils draw with care, do you know how hard it is to draw–actually draw–coherent letters on clothes before printed designs became a thing? The earthly tones, the many layered clothes, much like the layers of the earth itself.
The dirt on their feet! I just noticed that. Oh my god, they are barefoot, just like herb bride! Tha tattered clothes being a deliberate choice! They are a tailor after all, they could easily stich the holes but they're choosing not to. Because who else wears tattered ripped clothes? Herb Brides. It's a symbol of pride almost, a proof of your achievement. That you toiled and worked so hard, even your clothes turned into shreds.
10/10 symbolism, amazing character design.
Since Verdell is from the kin, they'd be present during the nocturnal ending when the steppe legends come to life.
The art is so beautiful. You did an amazing job with the writing and visuals. Top tier OC.
Them being friends with Bad Grief first made me wonder if it's the same reason they dote on the souls-n-halves every now and then. Do they see the same younger kid Grief in them who took them by the hand to his friendgroup and introduced them with excitement?
Especially while growing up under a suffocating, strict father who made them feel ashamed of who they are. To be gifted kindness in the form of genuine friendship with people who completely accepted them, it must have opened their eye for what the world is really about.
The kin are and will always be a community built on love, on helping each other. A many headed beast. Even Artemy's mother wasn't from the kin, yet that fact is never used to alienate him from his people or culture.
Even if Verdell's mother abandoned her duty as a Herb Bride, even if Verdell was mostly raised by their outsider father, not for a second do I doubt the fact the Kin still see them as part of them. Another extension of their body, a new sprouting branch on the tree of life.
Lastly, I'm so happy to see some good Isidor representation <3 Him checking on Verdell every now and then, remembering them as his son's childhood friend, it's endearing.
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Thank you for the praise <3 I'm glad you enjoy my writing.
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