#Sorry if the spanish is wrong! I know Google Translate isn't the best but it's all I got

[cockkette]

baby alonso

charles leclerc x alonso!reader

warnings - swearing, google translate spanish, dad!fernando, tomfoolery + shenanigans (it is alonso!reader so are we suprised), i think that's it xoxo

face claim - girls on pinterest

y/n.alonso

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y/n.alonso: causing chaos in the aston garage per usual 😘

comments

astonmartinf1: not too much chaos though... right

y/n.alonso: of course

fernandoalo_oficial: my daughter is an angel and can do no wrong 🤨

user1: praise the alonso father daughter duo we all say in unison

user2: and to think this man committed war crimes

y/n.alonso: allegedly* 🙄

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fernandoalo_oficial: now that you finished with that waste of time you can come to every race just like when you were little cariño!!

y/n.alonso: by 'that waste of time' do you mean the university that you payed for?

fernandoalo_oficial: yes i'm glad we are on the same page mija 🩷

user3: you heard it here first fernando alonso says university isn't important

astonmartinf1: this is not the view if the aston martin f1 team or any of our sponsors

user4: is he trying to kill admin?

astonmartinf1: i fear he might be 🥲

user5: baby alonso is the paddock princess

user6: she is living the dream for real

y/n.alonso: it is pretty sweet being a nepo child 💪

lance_stroll: you know it 😎

user7: i'm praying for aston points

y/n.alonso: hang on i'll pull some strings brb

y/n.alonso: dad! lance! score some points!

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user8: she's so pretty 😍

charles_leclerc: she really is

carlossainz55: bro do you actually have a death wish

fernandoalo_oficial: i'll see you on the track leclerc 🙂

y/n.alonso: papá!

astonmartinf1

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tagged: fernandoalo_oficial, lance_stroll and y/n.alonso

astonmartinf1: race weekend with a special guest 😉

comments

user9: we love baby alonso

user10: BABY ALONSO

user11: get her to sort aston martin tf out

y/n.alonso: guys i'm trying my best 😔

fernandoalo_oficial: mija lawrence is going to make me go to another pr training session if you keep doing this

user12: the king can't get locked up in pr jail!!

charles_leclerc: i might have to swing by the aston garage 😉

fernandoalo_oficial: you might fucking not

charles_leclerc: yes fernando, sorry fernando

user13: charles is going to get himself run off the track

user14: charles is a braver man than me fernando might kill him

y/n.alonso: thank you for having me! it's always so so much fun 🩷

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user15: petition for y/n to be at every race ever please

user16: where do i sign

user17: her paddock fits are literally everything to me

lance_stroll: she has started to give me fashion tips to 'inspire' me please don't encourage her

danielricciardo: you might want to start taking the advice...

lance_stroll: oh 😦

fernandoalo_oficial

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fernandoalo_oficial: i think i need to fire my new race engineer she's mean

comments

y/n.alonso: boo 👎👎

fernandoalo_oficial: don't boo your own father

y/n.alonso: don't be a boring old man

sebastianvettel: she's got you there mate

fernandoalo_oficial: what the fuck are you doing here!?

jensonbutton: she gagged you fr 💅

aussiegrit: ate and left no crumbs

sebastianvettel: slay 💋

fernandoalo_oficial: what is actually happening

user18: i swear they will never miss an opportunity to try humble nando

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user19: i'm sure charles wouldn't mind having y/n as a race engineer

fernandoalo_oficial: no.

user20: the way i would never speak again

user21: noo i would love them together

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user22: in my head they ARE together

astonmartinf1: i mean we did get points this weekend soooo...

y/n.alonso: you're welcome xxx

y/n.alonso

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y/n.alonso: home sweet home 🏠

comments

user23: how is charles always in the likes before me? i have notifications on?!?

charles_leclerc: you snooze you lose mate

user24: he really is just like us (in love with y/n)

user25: too bad he's too scared of alonso to do anything about it 🤷‍♀️

yourbestfriend: your outfits always eat pretty girl!

y/n.alonso: aww thank you baby

user26: oh to be called baby by y/n

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fernandoalo_oficial: have fun!

fernandoalo_oficial: not too much fun though be careful and safe

y/n.alonso: yes papa

user27: he forgot who his daughter was for a second there

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astonmartinf1: see you next race week!

y/n.alonso: wouldn't miss it!

user28: yesss

iamrebeccad: i miss you (and your gossip)

y/n.alonso: miss you too (don't worry i have plenty more)

user29: show it to me rachel!!!!

charles_leclerc: i'm in madrid too we should meet up

fernandoalo_oficial: what are you doing??

y/n.alonso: i might take you up on that offer cha 🤭

fernandoalo_oficial: noooo stop this

user30: this is sending me 😂

user31: the way they are fully ignoring him

user32: i won't ever get over y/n calling him cha

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charles_leclerc

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charles_leclerc: time to unwind

comments

user33: wait is that y/n???

user34: it totally looks like her

user35: my chay/n heart can't take this

user36: the matching shirt with the dress? please!!!

user37: charles + spain = slaggy pictures

user38: and we thank him for it

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user39: omg y/n does not give a fuck

carlossainz55: where was my invite bro?

charles_leclerc: i'm so sorry i was too busy...

carlosainz55: i thought it was bros before hoes

chalres_leclerc: nah my hoe is 4 life

user40: so unserious i swear

pierregasly: i love knowing things nobody else knows

user41: tell me please

user42: pierre is my biggest opp rn

pierregasly: don't hate the player hate the game

user43: he is the king of gossip

liked by charles_leclerc

user44: i've been manifesting this for months i hope it's y/n

user45: oh so you're crazy crazy?

y/n.alonso

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caption- look who i bumped into 😉

replies

charles_leclerc: you say this like we didn't come here together

y/n.alonso: i'm trying to be mysterious and nonchalant

charles_leclerc: dork 🤓

y/n.alonso: you know you love it

user46: OMG

user47: this is so important to me

fernandoalo_oficial: tell him not to try anything

y/n.alonso: whatever papa 🙄

charles_leclerc

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charles_leclerc: happy 6 months mon amour 🩷

comments

user48: they are already my favorite couple ever

user49: the way i will be yapping about them i am about to get at least 10 times more annoying

user50: as you should tbh

user51: i'm so so happy for them but this might take fernando out

user52: i just know he is being restrained by aston martin rn so he can't comment

astonmartinf1: 🤐

user53: the goat is being silenced

pierregasly: now the secret is out i feel less special

user54: it's a tough life out here for the gossipy hoes

pierregasly: don't i know it

y/n.alonso: i love you

charles_leclerc: i love you more

user55: ew are they going to start being sappy on main now

pierregasly: i fear they might

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oscarpiastri: bwoah

user56: felt that

user57: charles has... game?

maxverstappen1: we are all as surprised as you are mate

user58: flabbergasted fr

maxverstappen1: he bamboozled us all with his loserness

user59: max i know you're not talking rn

y/n.alonso

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caption- this jacket looks supa cute!

replies

fernandoalo_oficial: ewww it's so ugly 🤢

y/n.alonso: papa i'm sorry for not telling you about charles earlier

fernandoalo_oficial: i'm not over it yet i feel betrayed

fernandoalo_oficial: i just need time mija

y/n.alonso: you are so dramatic old man

fernandoalo_oficial: what the sigma?

user60: my favorite wag and nepo baby

charles_leclerc: please tell me you bought it mon coeur

y/n.alonso: yep! and when you get back to the hotel i'll be waiting for you wearing just that

charles_leclerc: fuck i'm on my way right now i'll just get the food delivered you aren't going anywhere

y/n.alonso: yes sir

charles_leclerc: you kill me cherie

user61: I JUST KNOW CHARLES IS LOSING HIS SHIT

charles_leclerc

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tagged: y/n.alonso

charles_leclerc: my ferrari girl ❤️

comments

fernandoalo_oficial: i'm still mad but no one told me but this is actually kind of cute ig

charles_leclerc: woo he likes me now

y/.alonso: don't push it amor 💋

user62: i'm sobbing he loves her so much

user63: if my bf ain't like this then i don't want it

y/n.alonso: he is pretty great icl

fernandoalo_oficial: i think i preferred when i didn't know about this... now you don't shut up about him

user64: she is so me

y/n.alonso: i'm you're ferrari girl

charles_leclerc: that's right baby

user65: shut up shut up i can't handle this

user66: they are literally everything

user67: i don't know how charles managed to hide this for 6 months

user68: now he posts y/n all the time 🤭

user69: ikr its so cute!!

carlossainz55: he can't keep a secret to save his life so he just yapped to me and pierre all. the. time

pierregasly: and he wasn't exactly subtle in the comments 🤨

scuderiaferrari: y/n is a ferrari girl confirmed 😦

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user70: everyone is a ferrari fan

user71: even if they are not, they are a ferrari fan

a/n - thank you for reading i hope you enjoyed and as always any feedback is apppreciated <3

[mysticficti0n]

All my attention Part 7

warnings- swearing, slow burn, flirting, dirty talk, praise, romance,

words- 4.7k

If you'd like to read the previous parts → All my attention series

a/n- so if you're new here I am British and cannot speak any German, I speak a little French, Spanish and Italian but German- no. I also do not trust Google translate so this is gonna be like an avatar thing (if you've seen the newest one Jake says that their language just became normal or something along those lines) so in reality this is all in German, you as a reader know German but, its wrote in English... make sense? no... well. Also you guys are fucking amazing thank you for all the likes on not only All my attention but the hc and request story like it means so much ♡

(hey guys I'm finally back! I'm so so sorry this has taken so fucking long but I've been beyond busy these past few days and I've had no time to even go on my computer but anyways enjoy this- part 8 is about to be crazy thats all ima say, love you all)

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backstory- you are the 5th member of Tokio Hotel and you always thought the love was equally platonic between you and a certain guitarist... but what if that all changed?

I sat in the back of Gustav's dads car with a knocked out Georg and Tom who's eyes didn't leave me for the whole trip, everyone was in small slurring conversation chuckling and yawning struggling to keep themselves awake as it was 3:47am

I turned my body, Georg falling off my shoulder to lean on my back which I had to try not laugh at while facing Tom who had a small grin on his face "what?" I asked in a whisper

"nothing nothing" my eyebrows furrowed eyes scanning him, his fingers toyed with the ring on his other hand

"you sure?" he nodded before turning away to look out the window, leg bouncing "okay" I turned myself back, Georg again falling back onto my shoulder mumbling something "sorry" I whispered patting his arm which rested next to mine, I watched Tom still bounce his leg so with my free hand I placed it on his knee, he didn't look back but a breath fell from his body.

I felt us pull onto the drive and stretched my legs out as much as I could seeing the boy to my left fully wake up and get out the car giving his hand to drag me out to like he hadn't been snoring in my ear the entire ride, Tom grabbed my bag as I saw him swig it over his shoulder making Bill, Simone, Gustav and Bella laugh a lot more than it should leaving David to try shut them all up and get them into the house, I shoved Georg to the group watching him trip on thin air cursing until he hit the bonnet of the car bumping into Gustav

"Tom sweetie go take Y/n back so her mother wont pester me about it later" I laughed seeing the women wave her son to follow me home

"alright" he spoke going back out the house and pulled me with him "come on" his voice wasn't jokey like usual- he sounded pissed off but I decided it was best to shrug it off, he helped me cross the wall and up the steps to the front door

"thanks for today it was actually really fun" I gave a smile having my bag off him "did you hear what I said?" I asked seeing him only nod again "whats wrong? why are you acting like this?" I spoke in a angered whisper "you were fine with me- well more then fine with me until we got into the car then you acted like you didn't want to know me"

"its nothing I-i'm just tired Y/n I promise" his voice was softer but I couldn't believe him

"why was your leg shaking and why did you play with your ring then because you can't have been fine then hm?" he breathed out looking worried

"you saw the ring thing?"

"of course I did because I was worried about you" his eyes flicked to mine, I didn't drop his gaze feeling him get closer "you didn't speak much and then- then" I was hushed by his lips pressing against mine, his strong arms holding my back in a hug, I let my self melt back into him, my hands going across his hips kissing him back tenderly.

"there isn't another girl like you in the world Y/n" Tom pulled back placing his head on mine "not as caring, loving, sweet, cute, beautiful"

"are you proposing again?" I spoke with a tired laugh, he pressed a peck to the corner of my lips

"not yet sweetheart, goodnight" he let go cupping my jaw before walking to his house leaving me stunned 'not yet'?

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"Y/n- sunshine wake up!" I opened my eyes expecting to see my mom stood over me

"morning mo-BILL WHAT THE HELL!" I screamed seeing the boy pull away laughing, I curled my blanket around my shoulders falling back into my nest of pillows seeing the boy give me a look making me move over so he could sit with me. He jumped onto the bed beside me crossing his legs and leaning back onto the wall "what do you want at- 11:24 in the morning then, you're literally never awake at this time" I asked looking back at him from my alarm clock

"I think it's me who should be asking the questions Y/n-" a smile I'd never seen before spread across his face "so... last night" I tried to think back, I remember the meal, going to the night club, dancing, drinking a lot and- fuck

"err, yeah last night what about it?" I spoke trying to hide the nervous laugh from escaping my mouth

"oh come on you're not that stupid- I saw it y/n/n" I wanted the world to swallow me up whole- what did he see? god which part did he see?! "so wanna explain your little kiss with my brother on the door step last night?" I slid further into my bed pulling the sheets over my head whispering a 'no thanks' but Bill didn't take that as an answer ripping the sheets from above me "Hey! I wanna know your little secret with him!"

"its nothing- just like our usual flirting we do and have done since we were like 13!" Bill raised an eyebrow "okay fine maybe there's some little feelings-"

"I KNEW IT!" the boy danced grabbing my hands dragging me from the warmth of my blanket "YOU TWO LOVE EACH OTHER!" I rolled my eyes pulling my hands from the singer

"woah we don't 'love' each other- its just mutual appreciation!" I went to my door pulling a hoodie off the peg and slipping it on to try distract from the fact Bill knew of mine and Tom's little- thing

"well last night I can tell you he didn't describe it as 'mutual appreciation'" I felt my stomach drop- what the fuck had that man said! I looked to his twin who was holding his chest laughing it all up pointing to my face

"oh god what was he saying? was it only to you or did the others hear- oh my god I want to die!" I hid my face again, the red feeling like it was going to make my head pop, Bill pulled my desk chair out setting his legs onto the table in front

"no don't worry only to me- we were having a smoke while everyone was up stairs and he said- from what I remember 'Y/n's awesome right?' I agreed of course and then he went 'she notices everything and genuinely cares you know' and I was nodding along not really caring what he said because I knew he'd drank and shit but then- oh but then he said 'I just fucking love her, like actually love her' and when I say I dropped my fucking jaw-" I felt like I was going to pass out, did he say this all? he was drunk surely he didn't mean it? but what if he did? all the questions spun around my head mixing with the tiredness and hang-over form last night

"I don't know what to say-" my eyes met with Bill who still had that shit eating grin along his lips "fucks sake what now?" I asked seeing him dismiss me "no what is it?"

"he's down stairs" if I didn't feel like jumping from my window and running into the city never to return I did now, I didn't realise how embarrassed I'd be- but nobody was meant to know. Bill stood giving me a 'reassuring' pat on my shoulder and walked out my room down the stairs leaving me to now face Tom on my own.

ten minuets after I managed to pull myself down the stairs seeing my little sister sat with Tom holding her mini guitar she had from Gordon for her birthday (okay Stella playing guitar with Tom was requested and its the cutes mf thing) her small fingers eagerly playing all the strings while he tried to show her how to actually do it while containing his laughs "no-no Stella look watch me, like that boop boop boop" he sang in tune with the strings as he pulled them

"boop boop boop! Boop boo- Baba!" I smiled to the young girl who was no longer interested in the guitar running to me with a gummy grin "Baba you wake!"

"Hi Stell! I'm awake yeah!" I picked her up onto the side of my hip squeezing her tightly, she pointed to Tom who pointed back at her "who's that?" I asked seeing her little eyes work

"Tom!" I spun her around as she clapped to herself for remembering "and momma a-and daddy and Seesee" she did little grabby hands to Simone otherwise known as Seesee by Stella, I placed her to the floor so she could go sit with her, Bill and my parents. Tom had placed the neon pink guitar back and sat leaning into the cushions of the sofa

"she's gonna be a guitarist when she's older and I better get credit" he spoke eyes shut as I sat next to him flicking on the Tv

"no she'll be a singer like me" he laughed shoving me slightly but quickly grabbing my arm so I didn't fall off the end of the sofa...unlike the bed situation "have a voice better than Madonna and P!nk"

"probably I mean she's your sister after all" I looked over to him and caught his eyes already on me "what were you and Bill doing for so long up stairs anyways? he said he was gonna go wake you up then didn't come back down for like half an hour" fuck- the whole conversation came flooding back to my head, I couldn't keep this from him, he deserves to know as much as me... God why is life so annoying like that?

"smoke?" I asked getting up closely followed by him, we went to the front of the house as Stella was now playing mommies and daddies on the deck with Simone, we sat on the steps and he pulled his cigs from his sweatpant pocket "thanks- okay well... you need to not be angry alright" his head shot to mine with a weird look "say swear"

"swear" his voice was unsure sounding but he'd said it now

"right- so do you remember last night? besides the meal and club?" he took a long drag from the end of the cigarette

"yeah if you mean the me and you parts- clearly remember them" a smile replaced his straight face as he thought back to the night

"Bill knows" I spat out seeing his face immediately drop again, head snapping to me "he saw us- on here- last night" I breathed head dropping not being able to confront Tom's looks "and you also told him that you erm- that you love me... I mean you were drunk so it was probably just that mixed with us kissing and stuff" he was still silent, I could only hear his slight puffs as he had his cig

"Only Bill knows right?" I nodded bringing my head back up "Y/n don't worry he wont say anything- I promise you and well what I said I... I didn't not mean it" I finally let my gaze fall back to him. His hand moved from his knee to my thigh calming me instantly "I wish you didn't hear it from him but- I do love you" I was completely taken aback when Tom said it. I didn't expect to hear those three little words from him ever in the way he said them. I felt my heart racing and my palms started to sweat as I tried to process what he had just said again, I thought Bill was just overdramatising things but- no. it was both thrilling and terrifying. I looked into his eyes, and saw the sincerity there. I knew that he truly meant what he said

After a few moments of silence, I finally found my voice and confidence to even speak "I... I love you too" The smile that spread across Tom's face was one of pure joy, my heart soared. I felt adrenaline run through my body mixing with the blood flowing through my body as his hand moved to my face pulling me in gently, pressing his lips to mine for the first time since we really said 'love you' It was a different kiss to the others we'd shared, softer, loving, tender- I knew it wasn't going to lead to anything it was just a kiss to really set in stone our feelings- feelings we knew were more than we ever imagined having

"I've been waiting to say that to you for months- like properly say it to you not just in a friendly way" my head leaned onto his shoulder taking in his warmth as the afternoon breeze blew over my exposed legs, I stepped out my cigaret waiting for Tom to finish his looking up past his jawline that was so effortlessly sharp, skin so soft not a spot or blemish, his lips so perfectly fitted to his face, those eyes that when the sun hit them they went a golden brown "enjoying the view?" his voice rung looking down at me

"your pretty" I say back seeing a hot blush wipe over his cheeks "aww" I pecked his cheek standing up to go back into the house but a grasp on my leg stopped me, looking down I saw the wheels in his head turning

"wanna go on a date tonight?"

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I looked in the mirror one last time, checking the outfit- pulling my skirt down my thighs more and fixing my necklace- then my hair, I tried something different, a spiky bun which took so much time but finally I was done, I grabbed my phone and keys, money and sprayed myself with perfume. I looked to my clock "7:00 okay I have five minuets" I spoke to myself going down the stairs seeing my mom sat with my dad watching a movie "how do I look?" I spoke walking to them and they both smiled

"Beautiful sunshine! absolutely beautiful" she clapped her hand "did you take any photo's of yourself?" she asked getting ready to grab her camera

"of course she has Angelica its Y/n- you look lovely sweet" my dad laugh letting my mom getting comfy again into his chest "remind me what your doing again"

"Oh meeting with some old friends from school for a dinner thing-" I lied, I knew if I said 'oh going on a date with Tom' they'd be asking question after question

"so why is Tom driving you?"

"he's seeing some his mates not far so said he can drop me off " dad hummed and I herd a knock at the door "love you!" I called hearing a faint 'ditto' from the two as I walked out the house "hey!"

"wow-" Tom sounded, I smiled looking to him, red shirt with skulls, matching cap and blue bandana jeans "I feel underdressed by you now"

"come on- you look hot" a laugh escaped his lips as we went to his car, he opened the door for me giving his hand so I could get in "thank you" I grinned

"no problem babe" he climbed in to his side starting the engine making the car shudder awake, we started the drive, his hands between having to move the gear stick held my thigh, pressing the pads of his fingers when he was getting pissed of the the other drivers "your hair looks nice by the way" my heart melted, my eyes falling over to him

"I tried something different- I'm glad you like it" he nodded rubbing my leg before taking his hand away "where are we going by the way?"

"somewhere special- were like 2 seconds away- oh here" we pulled into a small car park which looked quiet empty which was refreshing, especially since the last time we went out- the car was full of flashes of light pulling us from the road, voices screaming and shouting our names as we tried to get the doors open but paparazzi knew we were coming and they wouldn't hold back on two teens. our names were bouncing around the mouths of people and people who wanted clear photos shoving forward making people knock into us. to even get to Tom I had to jump the hood of Tom's car to him, grabbing his arm as he pushed through the sea of lights shouting for them to move while we tripped over peoples feet, microphone cords and what not.

but this time it was silent besides the purrs of the cars that passed, I went to open my door but the dreadhead reached over slamming my door "stop being stupid" I breathed a laugh waiting for him to jog and open my door "m'lady"

"oh why thank you sir" he pressed a kiss to my cheek, not letting go of my hand, we walked into the restaurant named the 'star night lounge' and i nearly screamed "This-this is the one I was talking about like 6 months ago!" the boy nodded chuckling at my face

"I remember these things- come on we need to go in" hurriedly we walked in, the smell was the smell of romance, dark and rose, dimly lit tables placed around, candles hanging from rods on the wall "its better than the pictures" I nodded taking everything in

"welcome to star night lounge- how many?" a women asked with a smile looking to Tom to which he answered 2 "okay, if you'd like to follow me" she grabbed menus and turned away from us walking down a small entry way and turning to the left, we followed her and walked into the one room I remember falling In love with when I first saw it on the website "is this okay- I will say its a bit darker in here than other parts"

"this is amazing" I exhaled looking around

"no this is great, thank you" Tom spoke as the women left us, it was all perfect, the room, the night, Tom. we sat down quickly across from each other, small glances and smiles passed along the way, we weren't the only people in the room so the noise of small chatter and jazz music played in the background

"Tom this is amazing! I-i don't know that to say" my voice slipped "its just" his hand came over the table taking mine "I'm being a baby i'm sorry"

"its okay don't be sorry" his lips pressed against my knuckles "look you deserve a good date Y/n- I don't remember you once going out with Brian, I want to be better than he was"

"you already are" I smiled seeing him press another kiss to my hand "so much better- god there's a list"

"want me to be shocked?" he laughed "...you look so pretty in here babe" I felt like I could pass out there and then and never ever get back up, his thumb drawing over my fingers, eyes watching me and smiles plastered over our faces.

Together we flicked through the menu asking what each other might have, arguing over the same dish until we came to a settlement "Good evening- what can we get you for dinner to night?" a different women walked over with a calm smile pulling her pad and pen out, Tom nodded his head at me to go first

"I'll have the star burger please... with fries" she nodded writing it down and turned to Tom

"I'll have the kabab please- the er.. fuck which one?" his face went red looking over to me a slight panic in his eyes

"chilli kabab please- oh and two playboy bunny cocktails please and thank you" I ended letting the server take our menus and leave to the kitchen

"Y/n I didn't want that stupid cocktail!" he huffed falling back into thseat "it's a girly one" I rolled my eyes seeing him be a actual child, with my foot I rubbed his legs

"its one drink Thomas- grow up" his tongue pressed into his cheek, smirk creeping across his lips "you herd me"

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"Please Tom let me pay for my half at least" I pleaded seeing him shake his head "Tom!"

"Y/n I have it god sake put your money back" he said bluntly, snatching my change from my hand and throwing It back at me. I sat back glaring at him "don't look at me like that"

"like what?" I spoke seeing him roll his eyes but become distracted as the bill came over, he picked it up and his eyes widened the tiniest "lemme see" my hand went to reach over and grab the paper

"no" Tom turned to the other women swiping his card and the payment went through with a 'beep' and I fell back "thank you- Y/n come on"

"I hate you- why couldn't you let me pay?" I asked as he grabbed my hand pulling me from the restaurant "and how much was it?- thank you!" I smiled to the women behind the bar "a lot I bet and thats why you're not telling me huh?" I started again his hand tightened around mine, pushing me against the door of his car, my mouth zipped shut

"stop with the questions- I'd be a arsehole if I let you pay a single penny, so shut your pretty lips before I make you do something to keep you silent-" a red flush painted my body, his hooded eyes scanned me up and down "good" he lent forward pressing a kiss to the corner of my closed lips before opening the door for me to which I sat in and waited for his door to open.

the drive home was different- no words shared but so many things said with out looks, his hand holding my leg in place as he toyed with my skin giving me trails of goosebumps along my thigh, he threatened to push under my skirt, every time making me hold my breath waiting for some sort of friction but he just pulled away making me internally curse. we got home, our street dark, pulling into my drive nobody else was there sending a excited shock through my body.

We walked hand in hand up to my door- the same place as the night before, were we shared a kiss that would lead to us saying we loved each other not just platonically, Tom stood across from me, his hands hidden in his jeans "thank you for tonight Tom- I loved it so much"

"no problem- sorry I was a cunt about the bill, I didn't mean to sound so.. you know?" we shared a laugh as I walked to him wrapping my arms around his neck pulling him to look at me

"I liked it-" our lips met eagerly, I'd been waiting for this since we left the restaurant, the palm of his hand reached down, grabbing my ass, bringing me closer "fuck-" I let go to reach behind me to the door, opening it and pulling Tom in with me a terror washing over him

"Y/n what about your parents-" I turned back to him and smiled

"I forgot they were going out- they aren't here, Stella is at nans- it all okay" I kicked the door closed and his mood swung back, dragging my body back to him and hauling me up over his shoulder "TOM!" I screamed having to push myself up on his lower back as he carried my up the stairs, I felt the coldness of his lip ring as he pressed open kisses to my exposed thighs. we made it to my room where the main light was on and he dropped me onto my bed, crawling above me

"look at you- so beautiful below me hm?" I nodded my head listening to his every word "such a pretty girl"

"your girl-" I added seeing his face brighten slightly before falling dark again as his hand cupped my jaw

"all mine?" I nodded, his hand traveled to my waist sending a warm sensation through me "is this mine?" again I nodded my head, I felt his hand go down to my legs gently rubbing circles around the skin "is this mine?" like before I nodded "mhm.. and how about this?" his fingers drove to the inside of my thigh, involuntarily my legs parted just enough for his hand to palm me through my panties making me gasp "is this mine?"

"m-mhm, all yours Tom" I answered trying not to close my thighs around his hand, a sadistic smile painted his lips as he leaned down to me, hand not moving

"you like this don't you? with my hand just there- is there something you want?" I couldn't keep myself from him, crashing my lips onto him with so much want

"I-want-you" I spoke between kisses "please" I begged, Tom pulled off me, standing above looking down at me leaving me cold without his heat on me. he walked over switching the light off leaving us in a dim darkness, only light being from my desk, I watched as his hands went below his shirt pulling it over his head taking the cap and headband off too throwing them to my floor, his abs looked defined in the light, his muscles looking bigger than ever, the feeling between my legs only grew

"take a picture sweetheart" he purred going to his knees, the feeling of him unlacing my boots

"don't tempt me" I smiled leaning up to watch him pull the boots off and chuck them back under the bed and crawled back on top of me "thank you" I whispered into his ear

"no problem darling" he dove down into my neck, peppering kisses all over working down my chest as I struggled to keep myself propped up on the sheets, he stopped at the neck of my shirt looking up at me as I gave him a nod to take it off, he came back pressing another kiss to my lips before his hands pulled the top over my head exposing my bare chest to him, his eyes only became darker staring at me, I felt worried but the adrenaline soon kicked that as his lips pressed against mine pushing me onto the mattress below "god you are beautiful everywhere huh?" I grinned pushing him away giggling, he went down again, letting his lips go around my sensitive nipple, licking the bud until I was holding back a moan, his other free hand needing me, I let my nails dig into his back causing noises to fall from his lips

"shit- Tom Oh" I started feeling myself only get wetter, his teeth grated my skin coming back up to my neck "I- holy shit, i need you" I whimpered as his hands traveled to my thighs

"breath Y/n- I'm getting there sweetheart there's no rush" a sly smile gripped his mouth "relax"

"I am- just bored of waiting" I teased hooking my legs over his waist swapping our positions, him below me staring up in shock "relax" I mimicked

"watch your mouth" my hips rolled against his as his words exited him "Y/n-" Tom warned

"what? can't take it?" my voice was thick of lust, drowning his ears, pressing a kiss to his skin working down to his exposed collar bone "or is it you don't want me?" I whined to him, pushing myself down harder hearing a groan from him

"you're a tease y/n/n" I laughed letting my hands circle his chest

"shame..." I breathed "is this hard for you Tommy?" his eyes closed at the nickname, mouth tightening shut, his hands holding my highs still, squeezing harder than before, his jeans feeling much tighter "hm- I guess it is" as I went to climb off Tom pulled me back, slamming my torso to his

"don't you dare" our eyes met, I grinned at him but he wasn't as happy "I'll wipe that smile away in a second doll"

"yeah?" he nodded "do it Kaulitz"

[ifaeree]

I don't know how to start (and sorry if I have any grammar or spelling mistakes, my english is not the best and I might use google translate to help if necessary). So... I honestly didn't have many expectations on this new game but I was like "let's see and decide" and at first I was really dissapointed because of the prices of the bank outfits and the VIP pass (which I am considering in purchaising only if I really love the outfit). But... I am enjoying the game at this point for these reasons:

1.- Taki

Taki was the reason I decide giving this game a chance because I love Eldarya and I always wanted the chance to dress the companions ( but it's understandable that it isn't possible since there are a lot of them). I know some players don't like Taki, but I really love him/her and I love it's sound and animations.

2. The messages

When I discover that the love interests where going to send messages to us after the episodes if we are up to date with them I was like "weeeeell, I supose I'm not receiving any messages since I am not planing on in-game purchasing so I might not be up to date with the episodes" (I was SO wrong btw).

I really love this because it give me a little of Mystic Messenger vibes, but I hate that there is a timer which ironically also reminds me of MM.

3. The games

- Style contest: I like it because I it as an opoortunity to get hearts, gems and APs -playing AND voting. I LOVE that we can share items to other players and vice versa. The only thing I don't like are the themes (they are the same always) and I am still trying to win "Green with envy" dressing my newcrette as Melody from the original MCL 😭

- The other game whose name I don't remember even in spanish: just to say i don't like that the times to wait are too long and that it makes me remember Eldarya and I am still sad because the game died T-T

4. Jason and Thomas

So... I was really interested in him before the game was released but I was dissapointed with some of his actions in the first four episodes. But I really love the 🌶️ tension in the last episode.

Anyway, I allready fell for Thomas and he is soooooo cute. i can't and will not betray him.

But... I am still interested in see what will happen with the ones who will choose to make a "deal" with Jason. And I really hope it ends in a really really REALLY bad ending. Because I really need that possibily of having a bad ending in the game. It makes the game for interesting (at least for me).

Anyway. That's all (I think). I am not used to use tumblr and I even forgot my password and had to change it.

Thank you so much @tetrakys for the opportunity to get the e-girl code. I think I am still in time...

And if not, I already wrote all this and it's not like I am going to just erase it, specially since I used every last neuron to remember all the english classes I took at school to write this.

Thank you again Tetra

Love you all

Good luck

And good luck everyone.

5. Room customization

Last but not less important (and I just remember xd)

I love that we can custom the room. This wasn't an option in the original MCL and in Eldarya we only have a background already made.

Now that's all.

Whoot whoot!

[flwrkae]

COOK YOUR WAY INTO THEIR HEARTS!

summary: Mariana, a young girl coming from a famed family of cooks isn't as blessed with the skills of the knife compared to her kin. Frustrated as she also loves food and cooking as much as them, she decides to go on a journey to learn how to cook from her family members.

warnings: none! just a 'lil breakdown but all good :] not proof read

notes: hii, so this is set in spain and im filipino who knows 0 abt spain so plz forgive me if there is wrong things, its all google translated and i wrote this 4 school a while back so dont judge kakaka, just for fun and want an outlet for my works to share to the world

The sun is just beginning to rise along the shores of Cadaques. Located in the heart of the small town is a family restaurant called “Flor de Iluvia” meaning rain flower. Even this early in the morning, many people are lining up outside waiting for a chance to have a seat. It hasn’t even opened but a long queue has formed outside the door and it caused quite a noise. Many people know that Flor de Iluvia is a busy restaurant and is always filled any time of the time but the food is just too good, you just keep coming back.

Since it's a family-owned restaurant, the family members will be the cooks and the ones running it. Tio Carlos is known for his good looks along with his Hummus, Tia Valentina with her sweet character with her rich Spanish hot chocolate that will surely provide you comfort in the rainy season, Papa Hernando with his simple yet intense Patatas Bravas that's a favorite among the dad’s and tio’s since its best paired with beer, Mama Camila with her homey Huevos Rancheros, The cousin pair: Gabriela and Antonio with their specialty of albondigas that everyone of all ages enjoys, Abuela Romana and the crowd's favorite, her Paella that started it all, and many more talented chefs under the Rodriguez surname.

And there is Mariana, the girl whose specialty is cleaning. It is clear she is the odd one out of the family since she wasn’t gifted the special skills the rest of her kin have when it comes to cooking so she makes up for it with her cleaning and decorating skills. 

The winter season is beginning and the temperature starts dropping. Even if you are greeted by the warm sun, the air will just make you feel weird. This is what Mariana feels every day, she already has much on her plate with the worry that she will never get the chance to cook with her family members do her school work, and do other things. She wakes up around 5 AM which is still relatively early for her, to hear that the kitchen is already filled and operating due to the loud voices of her family members nearly screaming at each other. She groans and lazily gets up from bed trying to fight away the urge to fall asleep. She gets up, puts on her slippers, and heads out of her room to check what's downstairs. She sees that several people are waiting outside even if the temperature is like 9 degrees and turns her head to the kitchen to see her papa and Tio arguing.

“Ay Dios Mio Hernando! Have you seen the people waiting outside for the restaurant to open and get their orders while you push back the opening time just because you had a hangover?” Tio Carlos shouts at Papa Hernando, “I’m sorry hermano but have you forgotten that I’m the manager of this place, can’t you see you are just pushing the opening time more because you just keep blaming me and you should start cooking” He retorted. The argument got cut off when Gabriela asked her dad, Tio Carlos to just not mind Papa Hernando and to start working on the orders. 

Mariana walked up to the counter of the kitchen and asked what's going on and Camila, her cousin, responded that Papa Hernando went out drinking last night and woke up late with a headache so Tio Carlos got mad at him, and boom that happened. Mariana just laughed since it was a funny situation, to begin with, and she had this thought in her head, what if she asked Camila if she can help out because they are in a situation but Camila said “I know that look in your face Mariana, you want to help out don’t you” and Mariana just nodded in response then Camila followed “As much as we appreciate your help, we need to rush things and can’t afford any failures but next time, when you become a better cook”. After hearing that, she just sighed in defeat, laughed it off then headed to her room.

She went up the stairs frantically and shut the door to her room as soon as she arrived. She was bothered by the comment that Camila made but decided to brush it off and got ready to go to school. She showered, put on her uniform, went down to grab something to eat on the way, and waved goodbye. On her way to school, she was still bothered by the comment and overthinked it the whole day. The comment kept her thinking, what did Camila mean by “can’t afford any failures” and kept thinking if she was referring to herself as the failure. It affected her all day and dampened her mood which caused her to keep on sighing and acting all dramatic. 

After a long day of school, she arrived home and when she opened the door with a smile on her face, it instantly turned to a frown when she saw Camila. She was reminded again about the conversation this morning and ran to her room. She dropped her bag and changed into her house clothes in a hurry since she felt this sudden surge of emotion and started breaking down. She felt like a disappointment and a failure like what Camila said, why couldn’t she be like her family members? She kept beating herself up and she turned to her side and saw herself in the mirror. Mariana thought to herself that she looks funny and shouldn’t be crying over something so simple. It still pained her but she knew she had to do something about her problem instead of crying about it. She got on her phone and started scrolling through recipes on how to make simple meals and tips on cooking. She took note of this and was determined to prove her family wrong.

It’s a Saturday today and Mariana woke up to her eyes being puffy from last night. She was in a good mood because she told herself that today is the start of her epic journey of learning how to cook. She went down after brushing her teeth to see that they were just preparing breakfast. Flor de Iluvia opens later than usual on Saturdays and Sundays so the Rodriguez family could have some family time. 

Mariana's mom, Mama Gabriela looked at Mariana and ran over to her, while cupping her face she said in worry “Mija, why are your eyes so puffy? Did anything happen last night?” and Mariana just held on to her mother's hand and reassured her it was for a simple reason “But in fact mama, you can help me with my problem! Can you teach me how to cook?” Mama Gabriela had a smile on her face and hugged her daughter “Of course I can, anything for you! Tonight I will teach you so come sit first and eat!”. After Mama Gabriela said that, she sat down and started eating with her family. 

The day went on pretty well because if you may have guessed it, Mariana was looking forward to cooking with her Mama. Mama Camila is known for her soft and endearing nature that will always make you feel at peace and Mariana was blessed to have such a mother who was like that and who cooks like heaven was brought to your mouth. She was pretty much excited because the last time she tried cooking, she burnt an egg. All she did for the afternoon was lounge around her room and go room to room to bother her relatives.

“Mariana, Get out of my room! You know I’m doing something important!” Antonio, her cousin said as he threw pillows at her. “What do you mean important? It’s clear you were playing again” Mariana said as she leaned against the doorframe while crossing her arms. She then entered the room and lay down on his bed. “Boy, I’m so bored right now, the fun only happens tonight” Mariana complains and Antonio turns around quickly and raises an eyebrow “What do you mean fun only happens tonight???? WHAT ARE YOU DOING AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE” He screams while he stands up, “Relax Antonio, I don’t mean those things, My mom will teach me how to cook tonight! And I’m just so excited that anything else is not that exciting” Mariana explains. Antonio just pushes Mariana out and then shuts the door in front of her “Rude much” Mariana says.

The day continued without a pause and Mariana was bored out of her mind so when evening came, she decided to go out for a walk since the restaurant became busier and people started pouring in. The cold breeze hit her hair and danced along with it. Mariana shivers as she feels the wind while she stares out at the ocean. She closed her eyes and found peace with the sound of ocean waves and had this impulsive feeling. She ran to the shore of the ocean and pulled her pants a little above her shins and let the waves hit her feet. It was quite peaceful and slow-paced compared to the busy and noisy atmosphere she was used to. She remained in this motionless state for a while then sat down. Staring at the moon got her thinking what if she was as talented as her family members but she worked hard for it. She imagined all the praise she got when she opens her restaurant in the future and she makes a fist promising to herself that she will make that happen. 

Closing time arrives and she rushes back to the restaurant. “Where have you been all night Mariana? We were worried sick about you!” Mama Camila exclaims while rushing to Mariana. “Ma, I was just out and nothing happened so don’t worry” She reassures her mother then Mama Camila pulls her by the hand gently to the kitchen, “Tonight, I’m going to teach you how to make my special Huevos Rancheros!” Mama Camila says then she starts getting the ingredients and things that will be used. “Mariana, can you start prepping or chopping what needs to be done so we can finish up early” Her mother ordered so Mariana got to work and started crushing the tomatoes and chopping the onions. After chopping up and prepping, Mama Camila is teaching her how to make the salsa, “U saute the onions in olive oil in medium heat then when its translucent, you add the tomatoes that you crushed and add the green chilies” Mama Camila instructed then Mariana followed but she added too much green chilies and accidentally burned them, “You can add any additional seasoning but don’t add too much as it might overpower the dish” Mama Camila reminded but Mariana decided to add her twist to it and added too much of spice chili powder. 

Now the salsa is done and Mama Camila had this trick of warming the plate so she popped it in the oven just a little while that was heating. Mariana started preparing the tortillas and put them in a pan with oil to heat and while waiting, she started frying the eggs and forgot about the tortillas and they burned! While she was frying the eggs, she suddenly smelt something burning and asked her mother “Mama, do you smell anything burning?” Mama Camila panicked and said "Mariana the eggs!" then hurryingly went to the stove and turned off the heat. Mariana just stood there as the scene unfolded and took a mental note to herself to always be mindful of everything.

"Mija, go up and wash up. I'll finish things here" Mama Camila said so Mariana followed what her mother said and went up. Mariana didn't feel that sad about it because she at least got a chance to cook and learned something from her mom. She decided that when everyone is asleep, she will practice cooking the dish again.

That time of the night came and Mariana came out of her room quietly and tiptoed her way to the kitchen. Good thing she remembered the recipe and followed it without adding too much of something or anything that she only likes. It was finished and it tasted bad. It was burned and mild to her but she didn't lose hope and started again. This process was repeated many times until she got it to the taste that was okay but not really up to the restaurant's standards. She got tired and cleaned up then headed back to her room. 

Days turned into weeks and Mariana spent most of her time helping in the restaurant with her usual cleaning and decorating but at night when everyone was asleep, she would try recreating the recipe that her mom taught her. It was one night when she was caught cooking by Tia Valentina. Tia Valentina laughed when she heard the reason why Mariana kept sneaking out of her room at night and why there was lots of noise coming from the kitchen. "I honestly thought there was a ghost in the kitchen but glad it was you! Anyways, I can help you with this journey of yours! I can help you make my simple hot chocolate" Tia Valentina offered and Mariana replied quickly with a nod. 

Mariana was excited to learn to make something again and she was thrilled since it was something fairly easy. Tia Valentina offered to do it together since it would be easy to mimic the actions and Mariana agreed. They first used a saucepan, heated to medium heat, and poured the milk and cornstarch. Mariana was a little behind because she had a hard time understanding the medium heat but got it when Tia Valentina put the stove on medium heat. Tia Valentina got a whisk and handed it to Mariana and told her to whisk it until it starts to boil. In a matter of a few minutes, it started to boil and Tia Valentina took it out quickly but Mariana was confused and let it boil a bit until she took it out. They added chocolate and stir until it was fully melted. After they finished putting the chocolate and mixing it, they put it back on the stove and turned down the heat then stirred it constantly. They were done with the drink and Mariana was happy when it was finished.

They just added the finishing touches like whipped cream and drizzled caramel on top. Mariana was happy and started drinking right away. Tia Valentina just chuckled and drank along with Mariana. "I didn't know you had a knack for cooking, I wish I had taught you earlier," Tia Valentina remarked Mariana was happy hearing it but deep down she didn't want to tell Tia that her drink tasted a bit weird and knew that she let the milk boil some more. "Thank you Tia Valentia for teaching me!" Mariana said and Tia Valentina responded "No worries, I know that yours taste a bit weird so I hope next time, you follow instructions" And then she left.

Mariana kept making this drink every time she had guests over or if she wanted a rich drink. Every time she made it, she kept thinking something was lacking and wasn't satisfied with it. Time has passed and Mariana has never failed to come to the kitchen every night to practice her skills in cooking. She wanted to improve them drastically so she decided to ask Tio Carlos, a famous chef who has his dishes, on a special menu in the restaurant.

It was an afternoon when Mariana came home from school and saw Tio Carlos in the restaurant. "Tio Carlos! Are you back from your trip?" Mariana said while setting her bag down. "Hello Mariana, it's been a long time! You surely are big now. I just arrived earlier" Tio Carlos replied while entertaining some diners. "I also have a question or a request to make," Mariana asked and Tio Carlos hummed in response, "Would it be okay if you could teach me one of your recipes" Mariana continued and Tio Carlos agreed and told her to come to the kitchen at night.

Mariana was excited to learn from Tio Carlos and was down all afternoon to night helping around in the restaurant. When evening came, Mariana rushed to the kitchen and found there were still people cleaning up so she decided to help around to kill time.

It was around 9 PM when Mariana saw Tio Carlos. "Hello, Tio! I'm so excited to learn from you!" Mariana exclaimed and Tio Carlos chuckled "Calm down Mari, tonight we are going to let loose so don't be so uptight. I'm going to just teach you simple recipes". Mariana and Tio Carlos enjoyed themselves with the cooking because even if Tio Carlos was strict, Mariana got to pick up lots of tips. In the end, Mariana made his famous Hummus and was disappointed when it wasn't up to his standard and was just told to keep on practicing then left.

Mariana stood there for a few minutes then tears started dripping from her eyes. She didn't realize it but his words stuck to him and realized that she won't be like her family and felt anger building up in her. She threw all the things on the counter and made a mess. "Why am I a disappointment?" A plate fell, "How come I can't be like them?" Another thing went flying to the ground, "WHY AM I SO UNLUCKY AND ALWAYS LEFT OUT" and with that, she fell to her knees and cried. She kept it the whole time and invalidated her feelings thinking it was natural. All the pressure, sadness, and jealousy started crashing down. She remained on the floor for a while and kept repeating "What am I doing wrong" for a few minutes until she stopped and realized something. She shouldn't copy, mimic and be like her family members.

She had this realization that she kept on messing up because her taste isn't like her family members and kept on copying them and their recipes but added her touch that messed up the dish. She should be her person and chef and apply the skills she learned to create a dish that reflected her personality and matched her taste pallet.

She got herself together and cleaned up the mess she made, the broken plate and glass shards, wrappings on the floor, or spills made. She then sat down and started thinking about things that she would like in her dish like a dish that reminds you of home, something to be comforted by, a little spicy and easy to cook. Mariana came up with Spicy Spanish Prawns which was perfect for her because of the seafood that is often served since they live by the sea and the spicyness. 

Mariana scrambled around the kitchen getting her ingredients like prawns, paprika, chili flakes, lemon juice, and more. She got a flying pan and placed it over low heat, she then added olive oil, garlic, chili flakes, and paprika. She let it sit for a couple of minutes so she decided to prep the prawns, she got a paper towel and dried the prawns then seasoned them lightly with salt and pepper. She turned the heat up and when it started to shimmer, she placed the prawns and tossed it around until it became opaque. After tossing and cooking it around, she turned off the heat and poured the lemon juice and sherry then stirred it. As a final touch, she added parsley and tasted it immediately. She felt proud of herself for once because she made it to her liking. All the flavors exploded in her mouth and savored them. She finished half of the dish and saved it for her family to taste the next day. 

Morning came and she woke up early with a smile on her face and couldn’t stop thinking about last night. She went down the stairs and found most of her family members just talking about their plans for the holidays so she took this as an opportunity to serve her food. She took them out of the fridge and just heated them. When it was finished, she was scared of what they would say and disappointment, complaints, and disgust filled her head. As she walked to the table where they were sitting, she felt like she was walking to her death as a chef and part of the Rodriguez family. 

“Oh Mija, what is this?” Abuela Romana asked and motioned her to sit down, “It’s just something I made after many sessions of teaching myself how to cook so I want you guys to try it” Mariana answered and she felt her heart beating as each one grabbed a spoonful and placed it in their mouth. “Oh wow! Did you make this? It’s pretty good” remarked Tio Carlos and many people nodded in agreement. Abuela Romana was the one who Mariana was worried about because her response is a make-and-break in her career as a chef but all her worries were eased when she said it was good enough and made a hint that she could start cooking and helping out in the kitchen. “It’s a good dish if we take into account that you’re just new to cooking so I look forward to seeing more of your dishes put on the table”. Mariana felt happy and jumped inside, she hugged her mom and thanked everyone who helped her.

It was an afternoon in Flor de Iluvia and the front of the restaurant was a bit empty because a certain girl isn’t cleaning and entertaining diners anymore. Mariana had found a spot in the kitchen as someone who fries and handles seafood. As she is cooking, she remembers all the hard times and jealousy she experienced but her hard work paid off. She certainly cooked her way into everyone's hearts.

[browneyes-issac]

Memphis pt 3: The first date

Warnings: None I believe, just cuteness and cooking.

Summary: Its finally time to have your date with Frankie. 🤗

AN: Ok so this for real got out of hand quicklyyyy!! 🤣🙈 But hey when ideas strike ya just have to role with it, lol. So in other words, this part is really long..🙈💞

The recipe isn't really a family recipe, I just said that for the cuteness effect, lol. 🙈😆 The special idea in it is using bacon grease instead of veggie oil or other oil products. I am trying out writing this kinda in the third person mostly when it comes to talking about reader, I will try to when it's Frankie and reader too.. Also there are some parts while they are texting that I am leaving up to you to decide their reply. 💞

I'm declaring this as my birthday writing post in case I don't decide or finish a one shot by my birthday on Saturday, lol.. 🤣 Also not getting this read through because it's my gift to you all for my birthday week, and I want all of to be a surprise to everyone since it's finally their first official date and I'm hoping it'll be as sweet as I think it is to you guys. 💞🥰

AN I'm gonna start putting before each part for new readers:

Some keynotes/translations: When there is words in this font and have (") it is internal thoughts. When it is the font by itself it's me describing what the setting looks like, more in depth of what's going in their head, stuff like that. 😊 Text messages will be in the front and will be red for reader and blue for Frankie. I tried to not use emojis with Frankie's, because I feel like he knows how to use them but doesn't because he likes the simpleness of using symbols. 😆💞

All translation is from Spanish. I just went to Google and asked what it was in Spanish, lol. If I got it wrong shot me an ask or a DM. 🤗

cariño - sweetheart

hermosa flor - beautiful flower

Choosing this gif cause we all know Frankie has already been looking at reader like this. 💞🤭

Memphis Masterlist

Main masterlist

Frankie decided to text Y/N that night before he went to sleep.

Hey, I just wanted to text you and tell you that I had a really amazing time today and I can't wait until Friday. Also I hope getting settled in goes well and isn't too much of a headache for you.

Lastly, I hope your sleep tonight will be amazing, sweet dreams.

Xo

He is a little nervous to send it but he pushes it away because he really likes her and wanted to send a sweet message. After he sends it he puts the phone on the charger and goes to sleep.

The next morning Y/N wakes up surprisingly not sore from sleeping on the couch. Which is surprising, since most couches are evil and give soreness away as a present if you sleep on them. Maybe the furniture makers in Tennessee have some magical powers to make them super comfy.. 🤔

Once she was fully awake she recalls her dream she had and starts smiling because she can't believe she's already dreaming about him. But then again he's an absolute dream of a man, so who wouldn't dream about him.

She check your phone and there is a message from Frankie. She gets the most school girl smile on her face before she even opens it because she's already falling for him.

As she is reading it she gets butterflies in the best possible way and gets the cry thing in her throat because it's the sweetest thing anyone has ever texted her or even thought to do for her like that.

I am so sorry I am just now answering, I passed out on the couch as soon as i got done getting my boxes in the house from the car last night.

You are the sweetest ever. 🥺 I actually did sleep pretty good last night, didn't even wake up sore. I think there is something magical about the couches here, lol. 🤔

And I hope you slept well too. I did too, didn't ever expect to have such an amazing first day here and definitely didn't expect to meet such an amazing person. 🤭💞 I can't wait neither.

Oh and, I hope your day goes awesome.

💕😘

She sends it and puts the phone on the charger and goes and hops in the shower. Well first puts some music on ( in a country music mood so she puts on country station on Amazon music) and looks through her clothes box to get an outfit for today. She is definitely dancing while doing the task, there is no denying that and proceeds to keep doing so and singing in the shower like a complete goofball. Thank goodness she didn't get an apartment, they probably would have complained about her being loud so early in the day.

A tie dye Pink Floyd shirt that she's had forever and is one of the most comfy shirts ever, and a pair of thin jeans since its still pretty warm out.

Frankie is up at 4:45 am, he is still holding on hope that one day his military internal clock will decide to stop working so he can sleep in more. But in the mean time he makes the most of being up so darn early. Gets his shower done, makes breakfast on some days, after he's dressed and ready for the day he usually does laundry cause there is always a load to be done. Which always surprises him because he lives alone, after he thinks about it each time he reminds himself he is always doing projects and needs towels/rags and takes two showers a day since he ends up working so hard each day he needs that therapeutic shower at the end of the day to relax his muscles.

The old school in him makes him forget to check his phone shortly after he gets up most of the time, so he doesn't see that Y/N text back until around 9ish am. Which she got up around 8ish so him replying now won't be that bad.

He gets that adorable smile on his face while his cheeks heat up from reading her text, while he gets butterflies.

It's totally ok, I didn't expect a quick response in case you were busy with unpacking or sleeping. :) I'm sorry you had to sleep on the couch though.

It's nothing really, I just wanted to send you a sweet message. Well I'm glad you did sleep well. Haha, maybe there is. I think you got a better one then me, probably because I brought mine with me when I moved here. So I didn't get a magical one. :p

I did thank you. Well I'm really glad we ran into each other and I helped make your first day memorable. :) You're too kind, hermosa flor.

Same to you, cariño.

Xo

Frankie second guesses himself for second because he used sweet nicknames and in spanish. But he shakes it off because he really really likes her and hopes she doesn't mind.

She gets done in the shower. Still dancing like a goof, but there's a good reason this time.. " like i love country music " by Kane Brown is on, which is a must to dance to no matter what. After she's done drying off and is dressed, she dances to her phone in the bedroom.

She giggles and lays back on the bed. " good Lord is everything here so comfortable?? " she thinks to herself while marveling in how dang comfortable the bed is. Her checks cherry and she gets those dang butterflies again but more intense because he called her sweet nicknames.

She replys and gets up and rounds her keys, shoes, and purse to leave to get breakfast.

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Frankie decides that he is going to text her a good night and a morning text everyday, just to brighten her day a little bit. Which makes Y/N get all 🥰 because he's an absolute sweetheart. They end up texting everyday. Weather it's just to check in, to send cute messages, just all around cuteness and getting to know each other.

Frankie has become Y/N's personal guide through the city. " he probably is getting annoyed with me asking so many dang questions. But he's so sweet and helpful, and it's another excuse to talk to him more. " she thinks to herself while scrunching up her face but then having a blushing smile on her face as she talks it through with herself.

Little did she know, it's Frankie's favorite part of his day when he gets to talk to her and even more when he gets to help her out.

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It's finally date dayyyyy!!!

Frankie wakes up at 5:20am today. He has to take a double take at the clock. " How in the hell did I manage to sleep in some?? " he says out loud as he's getting out of bed and rubbing his eyes. He's in his pj shorts, nothing else on. ( not even undies, cause who needs them while you're sleeping? ) once he's in the kitchen he smiles because he remembers what today is.

He text Y/N her morning text :

Good morning, hermosa. I hope your sleep was good. And that your day will be amazing. Oh and that you're excited and ready to learn some recipes tonight. I can't wait to see you. <3 :)

Xo

After he sends that he thinks to himself while nervously rubbing the back of his neck and pacing the room.. " Oh god, I hope she doesn't think I'm crazy for the last part.. "

By the way I don't mean for the last part to come off weird, I'm just excited to see you again because I had such an amazing time when we met.

He sends it and starts getting his breakfast made, so he can get in the shower and start getting the house cleaned up, and get some of the ingredients out for tonight.

Y/N is up at 7:30. " I don't think I'll ever get used to this darn bed. " she says out loud while shaking her head and getting out of bed.

" Goodness he is the sweetest most precious person ever. I'm so glad I ran into him. " she thinks to herself while texting Frankie back.

I swear I'm never going to get used to you sending morning messages. 🙈🥰 Always makes my day, even if it's just starting out lol.

I can't wait neither! I'm so excited to learn the recipes and to see you again! 💗

Oh my goodness Frankie, you dont have to apologize for that, I promise.. We've had this planned all week and have been talking about it, so full on acceptable that we are excited to see each other. 💞

Do I need to stop and get anything from the store before I come over later?

Frankie walks back into the kitchen and sees she messaged back. He smiles like a little kid getting their favorite ice cream. That weight of being nervous about saying he is excited to see her is lifted of his shoulders as he reads her text. " what did I do to deserve such a sweet amazing person in my life? " he says to himself while thinking of a reply.

Well get used to it, cariño. I'm gonna always be here as long as you'll allow me to, to send the messages. ;) And I'm glad it makes you're day. <3

Mi hermosa flor, you're too sweet to me. I just get nervous when I blurt things out like that without thinking.. My past relationships, they have gotten weirded out about me saying stuff like that and being too clingy....

Nope I got everything here. Just bring yourself. ;)

Y/N smiles and chews on her lip and smiling, while reading the first paragraph of his text. Then her heart breaks for him, "who would be weirded out by that, that is the sweetest thing ever" she thinks.

Oh you big flirt! 🤭 But for real youre the sweetest ever.

Oh Frankie... 🥺 I'm so sorry that they were, they just didn't see how amazing and sweet you are, it's their loss. 💗 And with me, you're always safe to be like that and however you want. 💞😘

Frankie's heart skips a beat and he gets the cry thing in his throat when he reads the second part of her message. " This woman is too good for me, what did I do right to get her to be in my life? " he says to himself.

He replys and gets to working on getting the ingredient out for tonight.

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It's about two hours before she needs to be at Frankie's house and she's freaking out with what to wear.

" Do I wear something casual since we are cooking or do I wear something cute and sexy, and just ask him for an apron??? " she asks Ashlyn, because she video called her freaking out about what to wear and everything.

" Well I definitely think the second option is the best option. She says while smirking. And besides he won't be able keep his eyes off of you if you wear that. "

" You are such a brat you know that? But I love you and you're right even if I am so damn nervous for this. I really like him and want tonight to go well. "

" Yes I do know, you remind me all time. Ashlyn sticks her tongue out at her. They both start laughing. Now hurry up and get ready so you can go to your sexy cooking date!! It's going to amazing, I know it, babes. "

She picks out this gorgeous but simple and comfortable purple dress that hugs all her curves in the best way. It has sleeves down to the elbows and a v neck that accents her cleavage just right. She smirks at that once she realizes it. The shoes she decides on are simple slipons that are comfortable to be in. She doesn't put any makeup on because she's never really liked it. Puts her hair up and a simple but cute ponytail.

Frankie put on his favorite button up shirt, comfortable pants. He still looks really nice and that he's ready for a date.

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Y/N is nervous walking up to Frankie's door, it all goes away once she sees him.

" well you clean up pretty good mister. " she says with the most beautiful but sly smile.

Frankie just about passes out from how gorgeous she looks. He goes to talk but nothing comes out.. He's just standing there with his month open.

" Are you ok Frankie? " she ask because he hasn't said anything..

" Uhhh yeah yes, I'm sorry.. You just.. You look gorgeous. Kinda took my breath away. " he says while rubbing the back of his neck and smiling.

She starts blushing and swats him on the chest playfully.

" would you like to come in? " he says while offering his hand

" Yes of course, such a gentleman.

Oh my goodness, your place is so breathtakingly beautiful Frankie! "

Frankie is smiling all cute and embarrassed like. " Oh it's nothing. It's the perfect size for me and I fell in love with the coziness when I first saw it. " " No you are breathtakingly beautiful. " he thinks after he answers her compliment and smiling all adorable.

" Do you want anything to drink before we get started? "

" hmmm, I'll take some water for now. "

While Frankie is getting her water, he asks; " Do you want an apron to keep your dress clean while we cook? "

" yes that would be fantastic, thank you. " she says with the slyest smile on her face and blushing.

" Ok so we are going to do the tomatoes first, then I'll start the chicken fries while we are getting the tomatoes done, then we'll get the pie made and put in the oven while we are eating. "

" That sounds like an awesome plan to me. What do you want to do first? "

" I got all the bowls and ingredients out so your job is to get the bowls filled while I prepare the pan. "

" Wait, what are you using for the cooking oil? "

He chuckles and shows her the jar of bacon grease. " This. It's bacon grease. My family has always used it for cooking anything fried, especially tomatoes. "

She is absolutely in shock.. " I have never thought of that, that is an awesome and delicious idea. I can't wait to try them. " she does a little happy dance and smiles while she is getting the eggs in the bowl.

Frankie chuckles again and shakes his head while he's looking at her with so much adoration and love.

" You ready to start, hermosa ? "

" Yes! " she says all excited.

" Ok go through the line of dipping and then come over here and gently put it in the pan. " he says with a smile and his voice so sweet, but deep because he is already in love with seeing her cook.

When she gets to the pan she slides right in front of Frankie and slightly leans into him. He let's out a little groan but covers it up with a cough. Y/N catches the groan and smiles to herself.

She looks up at him and asks how's that? before waking back to the other side of the counter. And she makes sure to sway her hips cause she knows he's looking.

" You did amazing, cariño. " he says while trying to focus on cooking to take his mind off of how much she just tuned him on and caused his cock to wake up even more after she leaned on him. She is not playing nice tonight, first with that dress, now with that little stunt.. She is going to be the death of him he swears.. And his cock twitches at the thought of seeing her when he first opened the door. "Oh dear Lord, calm yourself Morales. At least get through dinner first." He thinks to himself to calm down more.

She's smiling all sly and mischievous because she knows she made me flustered.

They get done with the tomatoes. Half way through Frankie got the other pan ready for the chicken fires. When they are done getting those cooked... Y/N decides she's gonna do something...

She throws flour at Frankie with the most mischievous but cutest smile.

" oh you're in trouble now! " Frankie says as he turns the fire off and chases her into the little dinning room.

He catches her. Wraps his big strong arms around her and picks her up and swings her around a few times. They both are giggling up a storm.

He sits her down slowly and she turns around. He still has his hands on her hips while she's turning around. She runs her hands up his chest and around his neck with one hand going to his hair to run her fingers through those gorgeous curls. He pulls her closer to himself while running his hands up her back, up and down..

" you know that when you ran your hand through your hair when we were at breakfast, I just about passed out because I wanted to be the one running my hands through your gorgeous curls. " she smiles shyly at him while doing what she said..

Frankie hums but manly moans at her while she massages his scalp heavenly and tips his head back into her touch. Then he laughs while he burrys his head in the crook of her neck.

" I actually did see you looking at me all lovingly while I did that, that's why I decided to still wear my hat tonight so I could do it, and see you be all cute while I do it. " he says while bringing his eyes back up to look into her eyes while he talks.

She is awestruck and gets all cherry red. Then buries her face in his chest out of embarrassment and then says; " You saw that?? I bet I looked like a complete dork cause I was in such a trance. "

He moves his hand to her chin and guides her to look at him while he says; " You looked beautiful and really adorable. That was one of the many times that day that I knew that I wanted to get to know you more because you are so amazing. "

She moves her hand to his cheek. Slowly moves it from where she had it around his neck.

They both look into each other's eyes before they smirk at each other and have that twinkle in their eyes. Frankie leans down and Y/N gets on her tip toes a little, and then....

To be continued.... 💞🤗🤭

AN after reading: Ok so you probably are mad at me for the cliffhanger.. But I wanted to do it because I made this such a long part and who doesn't love cliffhangers!! 🤭

Also I hope I did ok with the spicy talk I did, I was nervous to do so.. 🙈 But I wanted it to happen because I feel like they would definitely be acting like that around each other, lol. 💞

But I hope you liked this part as much as I loved writing it!! 💞🤗

Taglist: @stxrrylunatic @heythere-mel @prolix-yuy @supernaturalgirl20

If you would like to be added to the taglist for future parts just shoot me an ask or a DM. 💞🤗

[itsjustmyfantasyroom]

Bitter sweet 2

Fluff fluff fluff!

It talks of a panic attack. Sorry if the Spanish is wrong i used google translate.

Enjoy xx

You guys got out of the cab and walked through the gates of the markets. You sent Nick a text telling him to call you when they got there and you would tell him where you guys were.

You were in the fresh food section which was the first section on the markets, walking hand in hand with Rafael, looking at everything around you both. There was a crowd of people, you moved behind Rafael to let the people pass, but he didn't let your hand go. The crowd had finally passed and you were making your way to stand back next to Rafael, when he stopped.

"Hola Rafael"

You looked up to see a beautiful Latino woman dressed beautifully with her long thick black hair running down either side of her shoulders. He squeezed your hand tight, took a deep breath and you could feel the sweat running off it. He let go and lent over to give her a kiss on each side of her cheeks. When he pulled away from her, she was looking down her nose at you, looking you up and down.

"Cómo estás Yelina?" He sounded nervous

"Estoy bien, Best I can be during this time" she gave him a small tight smile.

"Quien es esta niña" you didn't know much Spanish, but you knew what Niña meant, you heard Nick say it all the time to Zara.

You smirked at her, "Did you just call me a little girl?" 

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You knew about the while situation between Rafael, Yelina and Alex. From when they were kids to what happened before you started at SVU. You heard Nick talk about the case as well. So you were pretty informed, and found out that's when Nick and Rafael really butted heads, neither of them had gotten over it. She was beautiful, but she wasn't a nice person, and she had just proven that.

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Nick and Zara had parked the car and were walking in the gates. You and Rafael hadn't gotten too far into the market, so Nick could see you guys. He could see you guys talking to a women. As they got closer, he could see more clearly, he looked at the women and recognised who she was,

“OH Shit, come on sweetie, they are over there"

He pulled Zara by the hand to speed up, he knew what was about to happen, as he got closer he could feel the tension and your guys body language said it all. Your arms were crossed in front of your body and Rafael had his hands in his pockets looking nervous.

"OH you understood what I said? So then, who are you?"

"Yelina don't be rude, Por favor. This is my girlfriend, Y/N"

"Huh, girlfriend Rafael, is she even legal. You put Alex away for the same thing? How would the DA feel if he knew you were dating a child? Does your Mami know about her?" you laughed out loud

"Actually, Yelina, was your name right? I'm a detective and very much legal"

Rafael placed his arm around your waist,

"Of course Mami knows about her" he answer back after you.

She raised her eye brows at you and you took a step closer pulling away from his grip, Rafael grabbed your hand to pull you back next to him.

"So your temper matches you age does it?" she spat at you

She looked at you dirty, you laughed out loud

"At least my partner isn't in jail for sexting younger women" you glared back at for.

"TIA" you felt Zara's arms wrap around your waist bringing you down from your rage. You looked down at the beautiful little girl with her arms wrapped around you and looking back up at you.

"Hey my sweetie. I'm so happy to see you" and you kissed her on the top of her head

Nick knew what he had walked into, he went and stood between you and Rafael in case something was to happen and he needed to grab either one of you, more you then Rafael. He put his hand on Rafael’s shoulder and gave it a squeeze for support, for him to know he actually had his back for a change.

Yelina glared at Rafael, after she looked at Nick remembering who he was. You grabbed the top of Zara's shoulders and pushed her around your body so she was behind you.

"You better be careful Rafael, a young fit man like him hanging around all the time, she may upgrade from Tia to Mummy"

You seen red and stepped forward, Nick grabbed both your arms to hold you back in your place and whispered in your ear

"Claim down Y/N"

Rafael moved around Nick and grabbed Zara's hand from your waist and pulled her towards the other side of him, out of the way, and then grabbed your hand with his over hand to try and claim you down.

"How nice, one big happy family"

"Yeah actually" you spat at her "At least he has people around him that care about him and are not back stabbing him or breaking his trust" she looked down her nose at you again as you stepped to walk around her out of Nicks grip letting go of Rafael’s hand.

“And Chicka, I know what I have, I'm never going to throw that away. The grass isn't always greener, but I'm sure you know more about that then me"

You turned away from the horrible woman and walked away, Nick and Rafael walking behind you. Rafael was carrying Zara so you could all get away quicker.

"Tio Raf"

"Si mi amor?"

"Is Tia OK? She looks angry"

Rafael looked over at Nick who shrugged his shoulders back in answer.

"Ah, si amor, that lady said some nasty things to her" Rafael said

"But the most important thing is, she may be upset about what happened, but she stuck up for herself, and for me"

"Your Tia is very strong mi hija" Nick said to her

Rafael realised what he has said out loud and his heart swelled. You were walking in front on them trying to claim down. Rafael put Zara on the ground, pulled out his wallet and handed Zara some money,

"Mi amor, I hear there are ponies here. Take your dad and find them and have a ride. Tia and I will be along soon, I'm sure Tia will be happier once she has some ice cream" they laughed together

"Thanks Tio" Zara and Nick walked off to find the ponies.

You were so angry. Who the hell did she think she was? All of sudden your whole body filled with regret. What had you done? What had you said?

You idiot why didn't you keep your mouth shut. Rafael’s mum knew of you and it excited her. Although Rafael had met your mum, which that was out of your control, you both decided to wait a little longer before you made the move to meet his mum and grandmother.

So on the days he would go and visit them, you would go home and wait for him or go for walk and coffee and have some you time. Rafael told you that he got a lot of backlash form his old neighbourhood when what happened to Alex. A lot of people thought he should have stayed out of it and Yelina of course, had a lot of support from them all. You knew his mum still saw her here and there, and you were sure it wouldn’t be long before everyone knew what had just happened and what a bad person Rafael as dating.

You got to the end of the market where there was a brick wall. Zara, Nick and Rafael being behind you didn't even cross your mind, you couldn't breathe, you were having a panic attack. You rounded the wall and lent up against it trying to breathe slowly with your eyes closed as tears fell down your face.

"Mi Hermosa? Are you OK? It's OK breathe slowly, in, out. It's OK I'm here"

Finally the attack passed and you opened your eyes seeing Rafael’s that were filled with worry.

"I'm so sorry Rafi, what happened back there. I should have kept my mouth shut, but she really pushed some buttons the bitch. And if your mum finds out what happened" you lifted your hands to your face to hide it.

Rafael put his hands on your hips. "Hermosa, after everything that happened your worried my Mum will find out?"

You threw your hands down

"Of course I ‘am, she will hear what happened and get an opinion of me before she has even met me"

"Mami isn't like that, don't stress. She will be happy you stuck up for her only son. She never liked Yelina much"

"Oh really? I wonder why" you rolled your eyes

"No one has ever had the guts to put her in her place. And you just did. You protected me. It was the most amazing feeling in the world" he lent in and kissed your lips softly.

"Now there is one excited little girl who is excited to see her Tia. I gave her some money so she could go and ride a pony. I love you so much mi Hermosa"

"I love you so much Rafi"

You guys finally found the ponies. You seen Zara with a riding hat on sitting on a black and white horse. "TIA" she yelled as she seen you and Rafael walk up. You waved at her and blew her a kiss.

"Tio Raf, this is so cool" he smiled and nodded at her.

You came up and stood next to Nick, Rafael on your other side. Nick put his arm around your shoulders and lent in,

"You OK?"

"Yeah. Sorry about that"

He laughed out loud, taking is arm off your shoulders 

"What are you sorry for? She is piece of work, I'm surprised you didn't say more" you snorted back at him.

“What I said wasn’t enough?” you nudged Nicks side.

"I was tempted to let your arms go to see what happened" he gave you a cheeky smile

"Lucky you didn't, or we would be at a station bailing her out" Rafael laughed

"Tia" you heard from behind you, you spun around and Zara wrapped her arms around you again. You hugged her back.

"Did you have fun sweetie?"

"Yes, thank you. Tia, are you feeling better?

"Yes sweetie, let's get lunch"

[kagedbird]

Finally completed my girls! <3 And I named them too!

Starting from the far left is Valerie, then Lilith, and finally Calista! <3

Valerie is my most recent adoptable purchase and they all love each other very much and are in a poly relationship together. Happy Pride!!<3

[tea-at-221]

I don't know much about Guillermo, or any of the voice actors who do the redubs (and I didn't make up "revoicing," so if it's offensive I'm sorry but that's NOT on me--I read that that's the industry term, which if you yourself have done dubbing then you likely know better than I personally do, but again I wouldn't know. I was going off various sites on how the whole process works. So apologies if I'm wrong. I didn't pull that out of nowhere, though--I literally read that it's a common misconception that the term is "dubbing", and I took "revoicing" to mean literally "the process of recording new audio for the voices of the characters, in the language the translation is being done in." So, yes, recreating their voices in a secondary language.) I don't approve of stuff that isn't pc or is offensive to anyone. EVER.

I felt bad for the SPN fandom/LGBT community and was trying to find as much info as I could, as accurately as I could and as quickly as I could to pull everything together. I read about two different actors--one of whom was Guillermo--who do Spanish voices for Dean. TBH I wasn't even sure at first which Spanish version of Supernatural had done the dub and I couldn't even find *that* bit of info for a while, so that added to my confusion. But in my defense I searched and searched high and wide for specifics, and it was really stupidly difficult to find what I was looking for just in terms of basic stuff (I can only assume that because I'm in the US and my default language on my computer is English, Googling about specifics of something like a show in another country--on websites that I suppose are largely in Spanish, or just on very different servers--just isn't going to pull up searches as specific as they might otherwise. I was actually somewhat bewildered that I couldn't find such simple information as which studio, exactly, was in fact responsible for the dubs (which I would think would be in the credits of the Spanish dub version, which I had no way to view), or even who the voice actors were for which countries.

In the end, I had to do a lot of "my best approximation" based on things like what some companies, like Netflix, leave out there in plain sight to be found regarding their process for translations.

I'm confused where our crossed wire was with versions. I was saying just what you said: that the odds of a dub studio messing up and sending a different version to air than what the final version made by Warner was would be, yeah, really unusual and not very likely. (But I know it had been widely speculated in fandom that certain footage may have been omitted, like maybe a whole scene, in order to suppress the LGBT element. I was trying to put people's minds at ease that it seemed unlikely.)

I'm sure people did want to see something more concrete, but at the time I was doing my research, there *was* nothing concrete, so I was doing my very best to try to find impossible things (like what the contractual stipulations might be between the different parties) to give heartbroken fans some basis of reality on which to speculate and theorize.

But yes, I found multiple studios that said that they did work for Warner with translations and other things, and I was even trying to find out which department of Warner was responsible for delegating that--right down to who might head the department, and was only able to find old info. Without being able to narrow things down any further I was only able to speculate going off from those sites of the places I found that *had* done work with Warner, and use them as a template.

I don't know. Epic fail, I guess. I shouldn't have bothered because in the end it didn't help anyone.

Smallish update because I’ve seen some missunderstandigns going on.

Ok, so yesterday was a day. 

I am still reeling of a lot of it, which is why I have not been able to do a transcription of the panel (although the ones I’ve reblogged, made by other people, are very accurate and their only “fault” is not being in my head to know why I had some troubles translating Guillermo’s long answers as he spoke too quickly and too passionately so I had to paraphrase rather than translate literally as I did with the shorter answers, and at some points, I admit my short term memory may have failed me)

I am trying to get the panel off the facebook page to put it on my youtube (With permission from Harlecon’s organizer, Harleyquinnarts, whom you should all follow in Instagram and follow Harlecon on facebook because she’s amazing and made this possible by giving us the space to have the panel. BTW, I have heard that there IS a version already on youtube? If it is, please, please, please, put a link back to Harlecon on it, yes? These small cons deserve all our support)

I am ALSO trying to contact Adrian Fogarty, the dubbing director (NOT the translator, as some people are mis-reporting) who is, in the end, the one who has the answers as to where the hell the “Me too” came from.

Which is the missreporting I;ve seen going around, and which I need to adress.

During the panel, Mr. Rojas went from talking about the “Original” Script to the “DUB” Original Script without making it obvious that there was a different. Understand, for MOST actors, when they talk about the Original Script, they’re NOT talking about the Original English Script. They don’t get that. They get the Original TRANSLATED script, which can be then FURTHER changed by them or the director in order to fit cadence, and lip sync. 

And yes, we come again to my old nemesis, lip sync.

So he said that the original script said “Me Too”, as a reply to Cas’s “I love you”, and THEN Alejandro Fogarty, who has a TON of experience adapting on the fly, and is a very respected dubbing director, changed it to “And I you,Cas” because it fit better Dean’s lip movements.

This DOESN’T mean that Fogarty ADDED the Me Too. IT WAS on the Original DUB Script that Guillermo was reading.

He said that Dean didn’t reciprocate Castiel’s words too, but that was AFTER he said he didn’t HEAR what Dean originally said (Which, granted, could be him misremembering as he admitted he had a bad short term memory). This is not to say that he lied when he said Dean didn’t reciprocate, but that that’ts the reason why two different versions of what he said may be running around. This was when I said that then we had to ask Fogarty about the origin of the dub script “Me Too” as he’d probably be the one who knows.

He also said that while it was a surprise, that the writers had been very subtle creating the story between Dean and Castiel, and that it made SENSE. 

There are a few things I could say here about voice actor culture, but I won’t as it could muddy the issue and I want to wait until I finish the transcription.

What he corrected from my previous assumptions was that there was no Warner Bros quality control. They finish dubbing, then send it to air and as far as HE knows, there’s no WB exec checking the files. He admitted he might be wrong on that, but it’s more probable that he’s right. So IF the “Me too” was added, there would be no final check to stop it. HOWEVER, there has been no request to RE-Dub the line, so we can assume that, now that the horse is out of the barn, WB and CW don’t really care that, in Mexico and LataM, Dean Winchester is bisexual, canonically.

Which brings us back to the REAL question: Where did that Me Too came from?

Now, I want to make clear this I DON’T BELIEVE THERE’S A BIG CW CONSPIRACY TO KEEP DEAN STRAIGHT. What I do believe is that, due to a bunch of mismanagement of the series, PR, confusion of what their demography is, old-boys club mentality AND good ol’ network censorship, they may have ended up accidentally creating the ILLUSION of one.

And to be honest, I preffer to know the ACTUAL truth, which could very well be a rogue dub director (Which, if you check my previous posts, was a possibility I raised, that if there HAD been a rogue dub translator, the director HAD to be on it too), or a different audio version sent from the US.

I’ve seen script captures from the Original English Script that were leaked, and there Dean doesn’t reply ANYTHING. Not “Me too”, not “Don’t do this, CAs”. HE just goes 404,File not found, Being Loved by an angel, doesn’t compute.

So we know that DEan’s answer in english was Ad libbed by Jensen. 

However, we also know that Jensen had to re-record some lines. 

So he could’ve ad-libbed again, something different (Either by choice, or by the director’s request. I frankly don’t know nor care. I just assume that there were two different readings and the “wrong” one was sent to the Latam Translator. Wrong here to mean “not the one that aired in the US”)

And the only way we’re going to get closer to which was it, is asking the dub director, which is what I am trying to do. And I do hope that by now, you trust me enough to know that, IF the answer was “Oh, yeah, we decided that it was more logical” , I’ll tell you straight (Or, you know, organize another panel so that you hear it from the horse’s mouth just as I did with Guillermo Rojas)

Also, yes, Guillermo didn’t say the words “I ship Destiel” or “I am a Heller”. However, he DID say that the ending of the arc of Dean and Castiel having a love story was the closing of the series, that Dean reciprocating Cas’s feelings made it make sense and that it was beautiful. So he is a heller, in spirit if not in name.

ETA: I had to fix Adrian Fogarty’s name as someone pointed out I wrote “Alejandro Fogarty” and this proves that I need at least a week of sleep as this show has broken my brain.