#So i always suggest friends sleeping over to sharw my bed. Thankfully i got mostly girl friends and have sincr i was 6
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Not to be dramatic but I've been without my cats for three days now. And for the first time at home without any other living being around me...
I've never slept this bad and felt this lonely in my life
#miranda talking shit#I have always struggled with sleeping in a matter of bad intense nightmares#But it have always comforted me to have pets OR another living person sleep in the same room/bed as me#And now i.... Tried it alone for the first time at home and its so bad like holy shit#My little freaks aren't here to scream at me and lay on my feet...#I want to scream and cry and kill i hate it#I never really express this in a normal manner bc ahaha... It is actually a lot worse than i express#I can say this but i do it half jokingly bc i know if i dont I'll staft crying about it#I legit ... Kinda need someone or something to sleep in my bed (if i want best sleep results) or same room as me#So i always suggest friends sleeping over to sharw my bed. Thankfully i got mostly girl friends and have sincr i was 6#So they basically agree and dont find it too weird.#Problem comes with guy friends bc then i am afraid they think i have ulterior motives. The biggest ulterior motives id have#Is for me to ask to hold your hand if im struggling to fall asleep...#I always ask for consent to basically touch anyone even so its like... Naw buddy i just need you for my#Mental and sleeping health. Dont think about it more thanks
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